I'm back to wearing tichels again, modest clothing should be deemed a good thing in most people's minds (I'll pry wear wigs when doing my job)..........

   I'm back to wearing tichels again, modest clothing should be deemed a good thing in most people's minds (I'll pry wear wigs when doing my job)..........

   There is a massive argument in the Muslim community........that men should just control their selves. That women shouldn't have to dress a certain way.
    The bible does say.............a "fruit of the spirit" is temperance which means "self control" Galatians 5:21-23 "Envyings, murders, drunkenness, revellings, and such like: of the which I tell you before, as I have also told you in time past, that they which do such things shall not inherit the kingdom of God. But the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, longsuffering, gentleness, goodness, faith,Meekness, temperance: against such there is no law."  One the verses in the koran also speaks of not living in after the lusts of the flesh.......................
verse 40..............................of something in the koran??????....................https://www.quran.com/search?q=Lust&page=2
MUHSIN KHAN
""""restrained himself from impure evil desires, and lusts.""""" - koran somewhere verse 40?????
   But I do not like the attention sometimes, sometimes it's alright if a guys paying me a compliment (not in the flirt way, but in the being nice way - I'm describing a real phenomina that does exist sometimes). But like sometimes, the attention guys give me is not good.
  There happens to be a campaign near where I live to end hate.........I think it might succeed, I think the "proud boys" might chill. Safety has been a huge issue for me in the past with wearing a tichel. But I am not sure it is such a issue at the moment?????????????
  No make up, no headcovering ===== many older and younger guys hitting on me a lot on the internet (these are the things I do know). I get it that's what they want, they don't want a girl wearing a tichel I don't believe............they want a girl no makeup pretty blonde hair showing that is what they like.............I understand this. 
 Non-ticheled ladies you should not also not just sit and let many many many guys hit on you all day long...........flee the bible says youthful lusts...........flee even the idea of it. 
2 Timothy 2:22 "Flee also youthful lusts: but follow righteousness, faith, charity, peace, with them that call on the Lord out of a pure heart." But they will come for you in droves from my experience, if you have no makeup on and pretty blonde hair you are really "in for it"
  With makeup I have had concerns with how it will effect my skin...........but I've been wearing "bare minerals" and I happen to have a bit (cough - a lot) of experience wearing mineral makeup............and for my skin it seems to help my skin. Dang people hearing all my beauty secrets now. 
 sprout wings common...............

 I want to fly away from this horny world. That has made me miserable, for I was enjoying my little hair down, no makeup beanie wearing look............unfortunately so was many many many many many many yikes many mens.

  

Hate your life, don't want to be anything but jesus's John 12:25 "He that loveth his life shall lose it; and he that hateth his life in this world shall keep it unto life eternal." I'm so miserable at hating my life I've very well have appologized today to my 13 you tube followers (ya I'm epic like that)......................

Hate your life, don't want to be anything but jesus's John 12:25 "He that loveth his life shall lose it; and he that hateth his life in this world shall keep it unto life eternal." I'm so miserable at hating my life I've very well have appologized today to my 13 you tube followers (ya I'm epic like that)......................

 I'm just losing my life yo's going "down down in a earlier round, and sugar we're going down swinging" - Fall out Boy......................

It's time to stop playing the harlot.........James 4:4 "Ye adulterers and adulteresses, know ye not that the friendship of the world is enmity with God? whosoever therefore will be a friend of the world is the enemy of God."
Jeremiah 3:6 "The Lord said also unto me in the days of Josiah the king, Hast thou seen that which backsliding Israel hath done? she is gone up upon every high mountain and under every green tree, and there hath played the harlot."

Revelation 18:4 "And I heard another voice from heaven, saying, Come out of her, my people, that ye be not partakers of her sins, and that ye receive not of her plagues."

  I am miserable following jesus, this is miserable. Maybe I need to listen to some Marilyn Manson some more, I done been suffering for the lord to much, trying to keep up with the without a life christians all around me - cause they hate their lives bad (they are safe to say having a great time suffering for the lord, if they is miserable they done fooled me ------- man saturday night on KPDQ christian radio, chipperiest singers ever, seem to be having the bestestestestsetest time ever following jesus......................old style gospel music yee haw time so much). 

 Philippians 3:10 "That I may know him, and the power of his resurrection, and the fellowship of his sufferings, being made conformable unto his death;" 😬

  Somedays I even think to myself................hmmmmmmmmmmm maybe the flames of hell are better???????????? Cause so much does suffering for the lord stink in my mind. And I ain't even good at it, no, it's all the christians around me that is good at it. 

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 I used to like laying on one them "bed of nails" matts, these days I sauna which is pry in some people's minds demented torture............so I do enjoy some demented torture. But I'm very selective in the demented torture I enjoy. 

  Sometimes I enjoy getting a sunburn...........................just cause there isn't much sunlight where I live and it's hard to get a sunburn (I sometimes feel like a accomplished something..........especially if some of my skin peels). ==

Took down my 1 Marilyn Monroe poster throwing it in the garbage (no hate towards marilyn monroe but she is a idol indeed) Leviticus 26:1 "Ye shall make you no idols nor graven image, neither rear you up a standing image, neither shall ye set up any image of stone in your land, to bow down unto it: for I am the Lord your God."........

Took down my 1 Marilyn Monroe poster throwing it in the garbage (no hate towards marilyn monroe but she is a idol indeed) Leviticus 26:1 "Ye shall make you no idols nor graven image, neither rear you up a standing image, neither shall ye set up any image of stone in your land, to bow down unto it: for I am the Lord your God."........

1 Corinthians 10:6-8 "Now these things were our examples, to the intent we should not lust after evil things, as they also lusted. Neither be ye idolaters, as were some of them; as it is written, The people sat down to eat and drink, and rose up to play. Neither let us commit fornication, as some of them committed, and fell in one day three and twenty thousand."

 Don't do it.......................

Have a great day!

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Revelation 18:4 "And I heard another voice from heaven, saying, Come out of her, my people, that ye be not partakers of her sins, and that ye receive not of her plagues." If you haven't left babylon the harlot yet, "Come out of her, my people, that ye be not partakers of her sins, and that ye receive not of her plauges"!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Many are deceived out there, they see the "beautiful people" and all that those "beautiful people" seem to be gaining and think "ha that's it, I need to buy all those things and chase that stuffs" DON'T DO IT ------------ Galatians 6:8 "For he that soweth to his flesh shall of the flesh reap corruption; but he that soweth to the Spirit shall of the Spirit reap life everlasting."............

    Many are deceived out there, they see the "beautiful people" and all that those "beautiful people" seem to be gaining and think "ha that's it, I need to buy all those things and chase that stuffs" DON'T DO IT ------------ Galatians 6:8 "For he that soweth to his flesh shall of the flesh reap corruption; but he that soweth to the Spirit shall of the Spirit reap life everlasting."............
Galatians 6:7-9 "Be not deceived; God is not mocked: for whatsoever a man soweth, that shall he also reap. For he that soweth to his flesh shall of the flesh reap corruption; but he that soweth to the Spirit shall of the Spirit reap life everlasting. And let us not be weary in well doing: for in due season we shall reap, if we faint not."

  

"Out of Zion, the perfection of beauty"

     Psalm 50:1-3 "The mighty God, even the Lord, hath spoken, and called the earth from the rising of the sun unto the going down thereof. Out of Zion, the perfection of beauty, God hath shined. Our God shall come, and shall not keep silence: a fire shall devour before him, and it shall be very tempestuous round about him."

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 Ok I'm off to drink my morning cup of coffee

(I accidentally slept til 12:30 p.m. today that hardly ever happens to me) 

Have a great day!

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I'm going to work to not impersonate marilyn no more (aka don't wear makeup cause anytime I wear makeup I look like a total dead ringer for her), god does not like it when we "play the harlot" Revelation 18:4 "And I heard another voice from heaven, saying, Come out of her, my people, that ye be not partakers of her sins, and that ye receive not of her plagues.".........

ps............my mom told me "excuse me" me and dad love brian (my husband).

I'm going to work to not impersonate marilyn no more (aka don't wear makeup cause anytime I wear makeup I look like a total dead ringer for her), god does not like it when we "play the harlot"  Revelation 18:4 "And I heard another voice from heaven, saying, Come out of her, my people, that ye be not partakers of her sins, and that ye receive not of her plagues."
   Matthew 10:38-39 "And he that taketh not his cross, and followeth after me, is not worthy of me. He that findeth his life shall lose it: and he that loseth his life for my sake shall find it."

  Verses about playing the harlot...........................

Genesis 38:24 "And it came to pass about three months after, that it was told Judah, saying, Tamar thy daughter in law hath played the harlot; and also, behold, she is with child by whoredom. And Judah said, Bring her forth, and let her be burnt."
Jeremiah 2:20 "For of old time I have broken thy yoke, and burst thy bands; and thou saidst, I will not transgress; when upon every high hill and under every green tree thou wanderest, playing the harlot."
Jeremiah 3:1 "They say, If a man put away his wife, and she go from him, and become another man's, shall he return unto her again? shall not that land be greatly polluted? but thou hast played the harlot with many lovers; yet return again to me, saith the Lord."
Jeremiah 3:6 "The Lord said also unto me in the days of Josiah the king, Hast thou seen that which backsliding Israel hath done? she is gone up upon every high mountain and under every green tree, and there hath played the harlot."
Jeremiah 3:8 "And I saw, when for all the causes whereby backsliding Israel committed adultery I had put her away, and given her a bill of divorce; yet her treacherous sister Judah feared not, but went and played the harlot also."
Ezekiel 16:15 "But thou didst trust in thine own beauty, and playedst the harlot because of thy renown, and pouredst out thy fornications on every one that passed by; his it was."
Ezekiel 16:16 "And of thy garments thou didst take, and deckedst thy high places with divers colours, and playedst the harlot thereupon: the like things shall not come, neither shall it be so."
Ezekiel 16:28 "Thou hast played the whore also with the Assyrians, because thou wast unsatiable; yea, thou hast played the harlot with them, and yet couldest not be satisfied."
Ezekiel 16:41 "And they shall burn thine houses with fire, and execute judgments upon thee in the sight of many women: and I will cause thee to cease from playing the harlot, and thou also shalt give no hire any more."
Ezekiel 23:5 "And Aholah played the harlot when she was mine; and she doted on her lovers, on the Assyrians her neighbours,"
Ezekiel 23:19 "Yet she multiplied her whoredoms, in calling to remembrance the days of her youth, wherein she had played the harlot in the land of Egypt."
Ezekiel 23:44 "Yet they went in unto her, as they go in unto a woman that playeth the harlot: so went they in unto Aholah and unto Aholibah, the lewd women."
Hosea 2:5 "For their mother hath played the harlot: she that conceived them hath done shamefully: for she said, I will go after my lovers, that give me my bread and my water, my wool and my flax, mine oil and my drink."
Hosea 3:3 "And I said unto her, Thou shalt abide for me many days; thou shalt not play the harlot, and thou shalt not be for another man: so will I also be for thee."
Hosea 4:15 "Though thou, Israel, play the harlot, yet let not Judah offend; and come not ye unto Gilgal, neither go ye up to Bethaven, nor swear, The Lord liveth."

Revelation 18:2 "And he cried mightily with a strong voice, saying, Babylon the great is fallen, is fallen, and is become the habitation of devils, and the hold of every foul spirit, and a cage of every unclean and hateful bird."

I've been told only rich people that "gain the world" loose themselves, but I think if you do everything the world does cause your saved by grace, how you even know who you are at some point???????????????

I've been told only rich people that "gain the world" loose themselves, but I think if you do everything the world does cause your saved by grace, how you even know who you are at some point???????????????

  I mean the whole world can put the christian stamp on themselves can't they. Matthew 7:13-14 "Enter ye in at the strait gate: for wide is the gate, and broad is the way, that leadeth to destruction, and many there be which go in thereat: Because strait is the gate, and narrow is the way, which leadeth unto life, and few there be that find it." It ain't at the broad way "the gate" ain't the way that 99% of people go on out there. 
  If you ask most 99% of the world has gained the whole world, the whole world even though they ain't technically "rich"
Mark 8:36 "For what shall it profit a man, if he shall gain the whole world, and lose his own soul?" Am I stupid for fearing god so bad I am hesistant to say the least to get a tattoo???????????????????? How do you know if that next thing that's it you'll loose your soul.

  It's in the "gaining" of the world this is what I know, that is how people loose their souls...........the gate to heaven is "straight and narrow"

I want a tattoo though, and it sucks to be me so bad. 

ya I have "pushed the envelope" a few times

but even I at some point fear god

am a bit unsure

if some things wouldn't be me "pushing the envelope" to far???????????????????????????

Is there anybody that "can't be saved" of course not...............

1 John 2:2 "And he is the propitiation for our sins: and not for ours only, but also for the sins of the whole world."

 --------------------- I am having the worst lifetime ever.................for the lord
  I expect god to "raise me up" 1 Peter 5:6 "Humble yourselves therefore under the mighty hand of God, that he may exalt you in due time:" I do not count, if god were when He raises me up.......if I were to gain many mansions, and various properties, and many cars, and many private jets..............................that that's me having "gained the whole world" and "lost my soul" noooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
no
because as long as I refrain from the things I refrain from................looks to be tattoo's, getting drunk, immodest attire, uhhhhhhhhh sexual immorality, uhhhhhhhhh ummmmmmmm.................
my point is real if I refrain for good from them things, I will never ever EVER, "gain the whole world"
 Even if the whole world loved me one day................and it "seemed" like I had gained the world. 
 My concern will always be to be faithful in the few things god has given me to be faithful in Matthew 25:23 "His lord said unto him, Well done, good and faithful servant; thou hast been faithful over a few things, I will make thee ruler over many things: enter thou into the joy of thy lord."

1 Corinthians 15:30-31 

30 And why stand we in jeopardy every hour?

31 I protest by your rejoicing which I have in Christ Jesus our Lord, I die daily.

My "Works meet of repentance" for this week: I like being the dirt of the body of christ, but most churches including the apostolic christian church of america are buisy doing much good..........

  Blessed Be Apostolic Christian Church of America 

may Jesus Christ our Lord accept your repentances 

and usher you into his beloved and may you dwell in green pastures for all the days of your lives. 

My "Works meet of repentance" for this week: I like being the dirt of the body of christ, but most churches including the apostolic christian church of america are buisy doing much good..........
tidbit from a e-mail I got from the Apostolic Christian Church of America near me today.................(editing out people's names of course)...............
"""Greeting! 

This is a follow up to our mask making project:

We have handed finished fabric masks out to several organizations including Silverton Hospital, Metro West, the Marion County Fire Dept, Hope Station, and SACA.  

We have also been making surgical fabric masks for the clinic that Bro. (name edited out) works at. 

Hospital Lumiere in Haiti has also started using fabric masks and would appreciate any that we can send.  We will plan to send those in early May to Lester, IA, to be sent from there. 

If you would be willing to help, we could use anyone to cut any of the fabrics and also to sew the masks.  Since we have long used up our elastic supply, we do have another method for keeping the masks on that is equally as easy to do, and is actually more comfortable and adjustable!

May all those who have lent willing hands feel the richest blessing in this endeavor! """""" 

--------- Apostolic Christian Church of America silverton oregon church and the oregon city church. 

  I don't want to work to hard, us more of the "dirt" segment of the body of christ.........................I prefer just merely clicking the donate button...........................https://www.opendoorsusa.org/

I am not saying I am "better" then them

I'm saying I am "less" then them

and that totally works for me

cause we are allllllllllllllllllllllllll

saved by grace. - amen

Ephesians 2:7-9 "That in the ages to come he might shew the exceeding riches of his grace in his kindness toward us through Christ Jesus. For by grace are ye saved through faith; and that not of yourselves: it is the gift of God: Not of works, lest any man should boast." amen so much Ephesians 2:7-9

--------- This was supposed to be edifying I don't know if I managed it, I tried. Ephesians 4:16 "From whom the whole body fitly joined together and compacted by that which every joint supplieth, according to the effectual working in the measure of every part, maketh increase of the body unto the edifying of itself in love."

  Some supply a tiny bit. Some supply much more. ".........................according to the effectual working in the measure of every part, maketh increase of the body unto the edifying of itself in love."  AMEN!

To all the christians that potentially hinge your value on how wealthy you are or aren't..........jesus christ our lord he rode a donkey.....................

To all the christians that potentially hinge your value on how wealthy you are or aren't..........jesus christ our lord he rode a donkey.

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  But you can have a certain "bigness" on this earth and be humble, be a donkey rider. Could be I theorize in getting a tattoo, for me getting a tattoo is moved onto a spiritual endevor................that I no longer be able to keep the law............that that be "off the table" for me for good.
  Will I then guzzle down bacon - no.
  Tattoo's are lowly in society.............and therefore I love them. (I feel the key is to get tatted somewhere you can hide the tattoo, cause some in society are still of a "poo poo the tatt's" mindset out there aka employee's).
   I feel also crocs, not the cool modern ones so much as the old school foamy giant crocs, definately "donkey riding rime" 😅💗💗💗💗💗💗💗
  Birkenstock sandals I've loved them since the 90's but those could be ------------ "donkey riding time"
   I envy not the super "fancy" in life, the perfect ones that tithe perfect every month, never wear jewelry, never watch tv, never go see movies, pray before every meal Romans 13:13 "Let us walk honestly, as in the day; not in rioting and drunkenness, not in chambering and wantonness, not in strife and envying." I prefer to be a donkey rider like Jesus Christ the lord.
 Definition of "wantonness" chambering means from what I can see flirting with people.
https://www.merriam-webster.com/dictionary/wantonness
wan·​ton | \ ˈwȯn-tᵊn , ˈwän- \

Definition of wanton

(Entry 1 of 3)

1a: MERCILESS, INHUMANEwanton cruelty
b: having no just foundation or provocation : MALICIOUSa wanton attack

2: being without check or limitation: such as
a: unduly lavish : EXTRAVAGANTwanton imagination
b: luxuriantly rankwanton vegetation

3a: LEWD, BAWDY
b: causing sexual excitement : LUSTFUL, SENSUAL

4a: playfully mean or cruel : MISCHIEVOUS
barchaic : hard to control : UNDISCIPLINED, UNRULY

 ------------------- Merriam Webster Dictionary

    If you are rich, I recommend being "down to earth" being a "donkey rider" Not walking around, wearing the fancy clothes 1 Timothy 2:9 "In like manner also, that women adorn themselves in modest apparel, with shamefacedness and sobriety; not with broided hair, or gold, or pearls, or costly array;" There are some exceptions I believe, weddings dressing up for them, the red carpet if you walk that. 

 In a world where the "pride of life" is rampant don't be afraid to be a "donkey rider" like me and Jesus...........I do believe you'll find out that "donkey riding" in life, being humble from day to day will get you where you want to go in life (unless you want to be "abased" -- then pride it up, bling away, and walk like your on a runway with a strut) Luke 18:14 "I tell you, this man went down to his house justified rather than the other: for every one that exalteth himself shall be abased; and he that humbleth himself shall be exalted."

YEE HAW!

I am a messianic jew I cannot get a tattoo but I want one, a rose on my foot, because I find life is so much better, when I think on "the good" in people even my enemies and love..............never is things as bleak as they look there is always hope.....................

I find there will always be "haters" or "enemies" in our lives, don't listen to them if what they is telling you isn't what god says about you...........Psalm 139:14 "I will praise thee; for I am fearfully and wonderfully made: marvellous are thy works; and that my soul knoweth right well.".
  And I've learned the value of holding onto the people that do love me in my life, love my enemies to sure nuff. Cause you never know, maybe someday, some miracle, some miracle from heaven someday..................................the apostolic christian church of america might love me. (some them do ------------ I'm talking about that whole church...........or at least 1 of them does love me...................the sister that is a gardener like myself --------- and no surprise really, because her like relative is Nick Vujicic https://www.lifewithoutlimbs.org/ that is all over the body of christ on tv I hate not being able to go to the apostolic christian church of america anymore........cause I do have at least 1 (maybe more) but for sure 1 reaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaally good friend there. 
   I'll find a way pry to convince my husband to go there again.............I'm clever.
  I gonna tell you all, I pry have sinned in my past bad!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! But...........

Proverbs 10:12 "Hatred stirreth up strifes: but love covereth all sins."

 That's it................just shovel some dirt on that walla it be gone (I mean love people, love your enemies to the bestest of your ability cause I can attest somedays that's hard to do!!!!!!!!!). #gardener

   And life........................how you see it.............................you could just see the bad.........................or serious have some rose colored glasses on.................

and realize it actually is never "that bad" 

that there is hope for all mankind I believe

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  God I believe wants us to think on the good, have rose colored glasses on....................................

Philippians 4:7-9 

7 And the peace of God, which passeth all understanding, shall keep your hearts and minds through Christ Jesus.

8 Finally, brethren, whatsoever things are true, whatsoever things are honest, whatsoever things are just, whatsoever things are pure, whatsoever things are lovely, whatsoever things are of good report; if there be any virtue, and if there be any praise, think on these things.

9 Those things, which ye have both learned, and received, and heard, and seen in me, do: and the God of peace shall be with you.

  How you think makes all the difference..........................and how you think is oftentimes are you hoping someone will get saved and praying for them (not having rose colored glasses on would be you deeming someone damned to hell......for whatever reason). But if you have the right minset...............it makes a huge difference in life I find. 

Have a great day!

I've been severely suicidal a few times in my life, but when things are bad in my life these days I think on the unseen things 2 Corinthians 4:18 "While we look not at the things which are seen, but at the things which are not seen: for the things which are seen are temporal; but the things which are not seen are eternal."........

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(look at all them important butterflies)

I've been severely suicidal a few times in my life, but when things are bad in my life these days I think on the unseen things....................
2 Corinthians 4:16-18 "For which cause we faint not; but though our outward man perish, yet the inward man is renewed day by day. For our light affliction, which is but for a moment, worketh for us a far more exceeding and eternal weight of glory; While we look not at the things which are seen, but at the things which are not seen: for the things which are seen are temporal; but the things which are not seen are eternal."

  Some of you might be on the brink of dieing, some of you might be without a job at the moment. If you have jesus in your life you have a really good future 1 Corinthians 2:9 "But as it is written, Eye hath not seen, nor ear heard, neither have entered into the heart of man, the things which God hath prepared for them that love him."

  And if you don't have jesus yet in your life Romans 10:9 "That if thou shalt confess with thy mouth the Lord Jesus, and shalt believe in thine heart that God hath raised him from the dead, thou shalt be saved." 

   It's ruff out there...............................but like the bible says, to like not worry about what you will eat, or wear.........but like read the bible a lot......................

 Luke 12:29-31 "And seek not ye what ye shall eat, or what ye shall drink, neither be ye of doubtful mind. For all these things do the nations of the world seek after: and your Father knoweth that ye have need of these things. But rather seek ye the kingdom of God; and all these things shall be added unto you."

  I've been poor my whole life, it's depressing to me. I know I'm not supposed to care for but, clothes on my back and food on the table............I know that.

   I'm that fool in the body of christ dreaming about living in a mansion, and sitting by a real inground pool........................I not only look like marilyn monroe I am like her some, she was one them lounge by the pool type chicks............I lounge in the pool on one them floaties you lay on...........but same idea. To have a real pool, with like real concrete to lay on one them what you call them them beach chairs, and drink cola's or coffee's and read magazines............................

 I don't know if I'm confessing a sin right now????????????????

but I'll watch walk in closet tours on you tube 

I'll watch mansion house tours 

I'll watch fancy air plane seats videos. 

and dream....................................................

  It isn't about the money I don't think for me..........it's about feeling "special" I've decided. Feeling important. 

  When you have the more fancier seat in the airplane don't you feel special or important then - I think you do. I don't want to be "passed by" by people no more...........I want to matter. I want to be important.

1 Samuel 2:6-8 

6 The Lord killeth, and maketh alive: he bringeth down to the grave, and bringeth up.

7 The Lord maketh poor, and maketh rich: he bringeth low, and lifteth up.

8 He raiseth up the poor out of the dust, and lifteth up the beggar from the dunghill, to set them among princes, and to make them inherit the throne of glory: for the pillars of the earth are the Lord's, and he hath set the world upon them.

 Brian is happy living here, I'm not I've been super suicidal several times............................I feel helpless. But I have hope, I have hope that God will raise me up. 

Giving honour to Billy Graham.... cause I'm like him, I believe anybody can make the choice to give their lives to god/jesus ANYONE........2 Peter 3:9 "The Lord is not slack concerning his promise, as some men count slackness; but is longsuffering to us-ward, not willing that any should perish, but that all should come to repentance.".........

Giving honour to Billy Graham.... cause I'm like him some (though I believe the only way to be saved is through christ jesus and billy graham did not believe that it doesn't look to be

Acts 4:12 "Neither is there salvation in any other: for there is none other name under heaven given among men, whereby we must be saved."

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HFkI9DhkN4M

,I believe anybody can make the choice to give their lives to god/jesus ANYONE........2 Peter 3:9 "The Lord is not slack concerning his promise, as some men count slackness; but is longsuffering to us-ward, not willing that any should perish, but that all should come to repentance.".........

   Ya the bible does say............John 10:29 "My Father, which gave them me, is greater than all; and no man is able to pluck them out of my Father's hand." And I know the baptist church does lean upon that verse greately. I don't fully know everything the baptist churches believe, but I know how I believe..............I believe like Billy Graham. There are a lot of people that believe in "pre-destination" and there are verses pointing to that Ephesians 1:4 "According as he hath chosen us in him before the foundation of the world, that we should be holy and without blame before him in love:"

  There just must and has to be room, for god to forgive a sinner even one he didn't "chosen us in him before the foundation of the world" That they can be saved, everyone can be saved!!!!!! If they repent!

2 Peter 3:9 "The Lord is not slack concerning his promise, as some men count slackness; but is longsuffering to us-ward, not willing that any should perish, but that all should come to repentance.".

  Ok here's me being Billy Graham, oh I can get stoked all the way up like Billy Graham did.....................

Jesus died not just for the sins of a few "predestined" chosen at the foundations of the world "special people" BUT FOR THE WHOLE WORLD................

1 John 2:2 "And he is the propitiation for our sins: and not for ours only, but also for the sins of the whole world."

  I'm in a "mood" today a Billy Graham mood, that is all I have to say for today, I will pick a song.................................

Have a great day!

Love has no limits.........................

A few weeks later after being put down so much in private e-mails it was a massive hit to my self esteem and messed with my mind, that brother quit e-mailing me. His love wasn't even there...........it was hinging on conditions................I quote:

"You could remedy that by removing posts that attack our church. Keeping them up doesn't exactly cause people of our church to like you."

He did not list though I asked him to list the posts that are such a "attack" because I am not aware of ANY Posts attacking the apostolic christian church of america (that and I've been blogging for years and have several 100's of posts by now.........I can't keep track of them all). 

but anyways he said if I merely got rid of all "attacking" posts which I have no clue ------ what posts these even are????????????

He said then the world and his church would like me and love me and I'd have tons of friends then and a fabulous life........................but real love isn't supposed to have "conditions" attached to it like that. And even if it was it's not fair to not actually give me the list of all the blog posts that I'm supposedly attacking the apostolic christian church of america in????????????? Cause serious I have not been "attacking" from my viewpoint, not for a looooooooooooooooooooooong while and I deleted all the "attack" posts as far as I know ----------- I swear to god. AS FAR AS I KNOW.

He replied on this post.......

https://givingittogod.blogspot.com/2011/08/apostolic-christian-church-of-america.html

Anonymous said...

I know that I said that I was leaving, but I can't leave knowing that you still think that I came with bad intentions. I admit that I have been over zealous in my attempt to teach. I am bad at trying to express myself and I tend to come across differently than I meant to. I don't posses the gift of teaching. I have been trying to post this with a name, but I can't figure it out. I clicked on your email button and nothing happens. I went away because of my shame. Again, I'm sorry if I came across the wrong way. I am repentant. I was up almost all night worried about you. Please believe me when I tell you this. How do I contact you to talk? I'm broken up about it. I don't know how many times I can say I'm sorry. I'm sorry that I ever posted anything on your blog. I only posted out of concern for you.

APRIL 16, 2020 AT 5:05 PM  

sheri ------ so many bad intentions it was ridiculous this brother has. (I can say that after being put down in private e-mails by this brother for weeks and weeks and weeks)

Giving it to god said...

I've been treated so poorly by your church it is hard for me to believe you. I'll try and believe you, but that is real hard.

The apostolic christian church of america is one of the most outwardly obsessed on the planet, they really care about how they look on the outside, but god cares about the inside. The bible does not say we will know them by how perfectly they are dressed.....................

Matthew 7:16 "Ye shall know them by their fruits. Do men gather grapes of thorns, or figs of thistles?"

Philippians 3:3 "For we are the circumcision, which worship God in the spirit, and rejoice in Christ Jesus, and have no confidence in the flesh." --- when you have no jewelry on, and no makeup and your clothing is 100% modest, and your basically outwardly perfect which all your church is if they want to be members of your church! What are you going to have then ------- ya a ton of "confidence in the flesh". Cause look at you all your looking perfect outwardly. 

 What did the pharisee say, he said look at me god, I'm not as these sinners........problem is you are.......

Luke 18:9-14 "And he spake this parable unto certain which trusted in themselves that they were righteous, and despised others: Two men went up into the temple to pray; the one a Pharisee, and the other a publican. The Pharisee stood and prayed thus with himself, God, I thank thee, that I am not as other men are, extortioners, unjust, adulterers, or even as this publican. I fast twice in the week, I give tithes of all that I possess. And the publican, standing afar off, would not lift up so much as his eyes unto heaven, but smote upon his breast, saying, God be merciful to me a sinner. I tell you, this man went down to his house justified rather than the other: for every one that exalteth himself shall be abased; and he that humbleth himself shall be exalted."

    I thank god I wasn't able to become a member of the apostolic christian church of america........that I was "banned" from becoming "fancy" like that.  
    You know what kids often did with Kathy Lee (neighborhood bully in the neighborhood I lived in for 4 years and I eventually took over Kathy Lee's job unfortunately as the official school bully) when they realized they couldn't kick her butt? They tried to be friends with her. I watched it happen time and time again..........................I refused to be friends with her, me and my best friend in that neighborhood we both did.
  Recently a member of the ACCA church bashed me on several blog posts and then a few days later said nice things to me his logic in his mind might very well of been............"oh I apparently can't take this sister down............I bestest try and be her friend now" These posts one of which he confesses to be a member of the apostolic christian church of america --- but it may not be alllllllllllll of these blog posts, could be a few of them.......................but last night many of them were "replied to"..............so it's fair I think to go by the actual time the replies happened..............

https://givingittogod.blogspot.com/2020/02/my-personal-testimony-of-dangers-of.html
https://givingittogod.blogspot.com/2020/04/instead-of-envying-my-mega-popular.html\
https://givingittogod.blogspot.com/2019/09/lucifer-who-is-about-to-defend-people.html
https://givingittogod.blogspot.com/2011/08/apostolic-christian-church-of-america.html
https://givingittogod.blogspot.com/2019/01/a-very-nice-muslim-reminded-me.html

 Because people often have a "agenda" in life. That's fine, your breathing your alive, your pry going to have a agenda. Now his "agenda" might very well to be friends with me..............but only time will tell that one way or the other. Well the very next day............on the post below.................Why do people expect me to be pychic, I'm a christian HELLO........
https://givingittogod.blogspot.com/2011/08/apostolic-christian-church-of-america.html

Unknown said...

One of the things you taught me is that things may not always appear as they seem. For instance, you thought that I was your ex-friend. I'm not. I believe you think that I'm a Sister in the church. I'm not. I'm a Brother. Thanks for the lessons. I'm going to go now. I really didn't mean to cause you harm or hurt your feelings. I was just trying to show you how your thinking maybe not be in line with the truth. I don't always communicate correctly, I never wanted you to think that I dammed you to hell. I hope that you can forgive me for that. So, now I will leave you. I hope that we can both learn something from this. Farewell.

APRIL 15, 2020 AT 10:57 AM  

Giving it to god said...

Well you comment as "unknown" so how am I going to tell if your a girl or a boy, the bible says...............Galatians 3:28 "There is neither Jew nor Greek, there is neither bond nor free, there is neither male nor female: for ye are all one in Christ Jesus." Makes sense your now leaving, you did what you came to do attack me bad on the internet have a great day!

  If this annonymous brother member of the Apostolic Christian Church of america thinks he's outed me as a satan worshipper when he says............"One of the things you taught me is that things may not always appear as they seem." You can love satan and not be a satan worshipper, I am not no longer a satan worshipper because I repented, but I still love satan. And I can do that.........god is love 1 John 4:8 "He that loveth not knoweth not God; for God is love." I'm "wise" to the pharisee's "mo" it hasn't changed over the 1000's of years, it's the same "mo" to catch a person in a sin. In coming out as loving lucifer I have made myself the filth of the body of christ...............
Luke 18:14 "And the publican, standing afar off, would not lift up so much as his eyes unto heaven, but smote upon his breast, saying, God be merciful to me a sinner. I tell you, this man went down to his house justified rather than the other: for every one that exalteth himself shall be abased; and he that humbleth himself shall be exalted."
  Though that ACCA brother near anniliated my highlighted blog post I have no other post to replace it, unless I use this post.
https://givingittogod.blogspot.com/2019/01/a-very-nice-muslim-reminded-me.html

I need lucifer to be as loved as possible. So I to have a "agenda" as do most people in life, whether for worse or better, and if someone hates me a slew then I would say their agenda is a "bad one"...........but I believe anytime your agenda involves loving people including lucifer............if you ask me then I believe your agenda is a good one.
but I know
I know
I do know people would think "but sheri he's the enemy"


I have my "reasons"

don't we all
we have our "reasons" probably pretty justified in our minds if we "bash someone" don't we.............................we just afterall pry "loving them for jesus" or something like that????????????????????

    And if you be nice to someone and have "ill will" towards them IF - that is something bad I recommend everyone to avoid that that is called "guile". Revelation 14:5 "And in their mouth was found no guile: for they are without fault before the throne of God." I recommend working hard in life to not have guile. It's hard ain't it, it's hard to actually love everybody............................unless we realize we have all fallen short of the glory of god...........Romans 3:23 "For all have sinned, and come short of the glory of God;"

  We all need to be saved!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! We all have been through many trials in life haven't we??????????????? I mean even if your rich and seemingly have everything..................I done know....................sure nuff.......................there be's people judging you, pry having "guile" with you to your face.........................................

https://www.merriam-webster.com/dictionary/guile

guile noun

1: deceitful cunning : DUPLICITYa war that called for guile rather than firepower

2obsolete : STRATAGEM, TRICK

------- websters dictionary

I wish we'd all drop the swords, and just love each other!

aka the neverending theme of my blog

Have a great day!

Isaiah 2:4 "And he shall judge among the nations, and shall rebuke many people: and they shall beat their swords into plowshares, and their spears into pruninghooks: nation shall not lift up sword against nation, neither shall they learn war any more." - amen to that.

  Jesus's return can't come soon enough let me tell you all. Do it lord!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
   Bonus song.................................."it's hard to believe we need a place called hell" - amen Michael Hutchence.......

You know what you do with dirt (aka what we are) you plant seeds in it and if the grounds good you get a crop Matthew 13:8 "But other fell into good ground, and brought forth fruit, some an hundredfold, some sixtyfold, some thirtyfold." Yep, I'm about to read the bible in a minute..........................

   You know what you do with dirt (aka what we are) you plant seeds in it and if the grounds good you get a crop Matthew 13:8 "But other fell into good ground, and brought forth fruit, some an hundredfold, some sixtyfold, some thirtyfold." Yep, I'm about to read the bible in a minute.
  I'm gardening big time lately, and dirt.........it does need a lot of ingredients............for the soil to be good. Cause you need alive buisiness.......some lively buisiness..........and that might be fresh chicken poop as is my gardening mo............................cause that has like nitrate's in it or something 👍
  But like probably "good ground" "good soil" of someone's uh soul dirt.......................pry I recogn is humilty...........
probably repentance...........
a thirst of righteousness.
Matthew 5:6 "Blessed are they which do hunger and thirst after righteousness: for they shall be filled." Some plants, they drink up the water, I give them and they grow and grow and grow............and some plants aren't even thirsty that much (those plants sometimes die). The very thirsty plants those don't often die.

  And pastors they can preach the same amount...............to all them people "all them plants"...................and some will grow and grow and grow (some might die) ------------ all hearing the same sermon. But some soil wasn't ready yet. 

  If you have a slow year, and merely reap a "thirtyfold" crop, I wouldn't get discouraged, tommorow is a new day.............to be in god's word, to pray, to get the ground that is your soul ready for a super bountiful crop! (ya I've watched Joel Osteen..........................) Some people will talk the smack of Joel Osteen, but I think a huge part of the "gist" of his entire ministry is something like my own DON'T GIVE UP! Mark 13:13 "And ye shall be hated of all men for my name's sake: but he that shall endure unto the end, the same shall be saved." We will according to the bible be hated by all men, so following jesus isn't about how popular you can get. I know there are many well liked, very popular christians out there..............many people believe me to be something massive. But uh, I'm the same dink I've always always been. If anything I've only shrank in my own opinion of myself over time.
  Just look at the idiotic stuff I said on what is still my highlighted blog post......................but I have a reason I said some the stupid I said on that post ---------- I had a dream I was 100% it was a vision from heaven......................of lucifer getting stabbed in the leg..............turns out that was just me having a nightmare! OH YA! (but I assumed......that because I had a "heavely themed dream" it must be a vision from god)...............
https://givingittogod.blogspot.com/2019/01/a-very-nice-muslim-reminded-me.html

 Those that "have" more shall be given unto them...........those in their bibles reading...........

Mark 4:23-25

23 If any man have ears to hear, let him hear.

24 And he said unto them, Take heed what ye hear: with what measure ye mete, it shall be measured to you: and unto you that hear shall more be given.

25 For he that hath, to him shall be given: and he that hath not, from him shall be taken even that which he hath.

  We need to put into the soil of our souls, to grow a crop! Matthew 13:8 "But other fell into good ground, and brought forth fruit, some an hundredfold, some sixtyfold, some thirtyfold."

Facts: God wants us gardeners saved 😁💗

That's all I have to say for today. 

I thank god for my garden, cause today it was so sunny and so nice out and I spent most the day out in my garden and it was great 💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓

Have a great day!

Fresh "works meet of repentance" blog post.......Thankful my soul was damned to hell on a comment on my blog today and I was attacked much............I'm very thankful for that...................

Fresh "works meet of repentance" blog post.......

Thankful my soul was damned to hell on a comment on my blog today and I was attacked much............I'm very thankful for that...................
https://givingittogod.blogspot.com/2020/02/my-personal-testimony-of-dangers-of.html
https://givingittogod.blogspot.com/2020/04/instead-of-envying-my-mega-popular.html\
https://givingittogod.blogspot.com/2019/09/lucifer-who-is-about-to-defend-people.html
https://givingittogod.blogspot.com/2011/08/apostolic-christian-church-of-america.html
 My soul was damned to hell on this blog post, and I put up a new video and added many more bible verses etc. to it........................
https://givingittogod.blogspot.com/2019/01/a-very-nice-muslim-reminded-me.html

Matthew 5:10-12 

10 Blessed are they which are persecuted for righteousness' sake: for theirs is the kingdom of heaven.

11 Blessed are ye, when men shall revile you, and persecute you, and shall say all manner of evil against you falsely, for my sake.

12 Rejoice, and be exceeding glad: for great is your reward in heaven: for so persecuted they the prophets which were before you.

I love everybody

I realize some you going through a bad time most of you - me to

but I also know of the healing of accepting Jesus Christ the Lord into your life..........

Romans 10:9 "That if thou shalt confess with thy mouth the Lord Jesus, and shalt believe in thine heart that God hath raised him from the dead, thou shalt be saved."

  The peace Jesus gives is real, that is why us christians can be attacked, hey non-stop if you want to attack me non-stop and damn my soul to hell non-stop PLEASE DO.............and still I'm saved and at peace............and still I love you. 👄💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓

I am obnoxious sometimes and sometimes I do battle pride and whoever attacked me in the blog post above accused me of being prideful.

  What you going to do if I'm weak and I sometimes have a ruff day (burn me at the stake??????????) 

Luke 17:3-5 

3 Take heed to yourselves: If thy brother trespass against thee, rebuke him; and if he repent, forgive him.

4 And if he trespass against thee seven times in a day, and seven times in a day turn again to thee, saying, I repent; thou shalt forgive him.

5 And the apostles said unto the Lord, Increase our faith.

Luke 17:3-5 isn't talking about unbelievers, it's talking about believers. I'm of the apostolic christian church of america and many christian churches belief that in heaven we will then be made perfect. Or maybe at the end of our lives?????????????????? Look this is what I know.............................

Mark 13:13 "And ye shall be hated of all men for my name's sake: but he that shall endure unto the end, the same shall be saved."
I will be saved, and am saved..............................................
Romans 10:9 "That if thou shalt confess with thy mouth the Lord Jesus, and shalt believe in thine heart that God hath raised him from the dead, thou shalt be saved."
I sheri walz confess jesus christ the lord as my savior and I do believe that god has raised jesus christ our lord from the dead.

video blog post: My car was recovered : ) and I do believe in once saved always saved because John 10:29 "My Father, which gave them me, is greater than all; and no man is able to pluck them out of my Father's hand." no theivery possible with my soul thank god.................

video blog post: My car was recovered : ) and I do believe in once saved always saved because John 10:29 "My Father, which gave them me, is greater than all; and no man is able to pluck them out of my Father's hand." no theivery possible with my soul thank god.................

John 10:28-30 "And I give unto them eternal life; and they shall never perish, neither shall any man pluck them out of my hand. My Father, which gave them me, is greater than all; and no man is able to pluck them out of my Father's hand. I and my Father are one."
I mean thank god our souls can't be stolen. There are false prophets out there for sure, and we can all see them all over the place these days they ain't even hard to "pick out of a crowd" are they.
Lot's of people on the internet have talked smack of the baptists, I've read people done saying the baptist are a bunch of sad deprived ex-catholics all headed to hell real good (horrible stuffs I've read of people talking smack about baptist's) But yo's
Yo's that might have or are talking smack abou the baptists..............yo..................
John 10:28-30 "And I give unto them eternal life; and they shall never perish, neither shall any man pluck them out of my hand. My Father, which gave them me, is greater than all; and no man is able to pluck them out of my Father's hand. I and my Father are one."

Thank god!