Confession I strongly believe fervently even that I have recently aged some due to not reading the bible enough..........for I FERVENTLY believe in "christian immortality" like a vampire but without drinking blood instead drinking in the bible. I AM CONSIDERED A FREAK UPON THE EARTH LOOKING THIS YOUNG IN MY 50'S COMMONE GIVE IT TO ME YOU KNOW I'M FREAK! Luke 9:27 "But I tell you of a truth, there be some standing here, which shall not taste of death, till they see the kingdom of God." The elders older then me, aging and dieing they are all around me are considered "the normal" "the sane christians"...........................I believe if they age and die THEY AIN'T BUT WEDDING GUEST IN THE BODY OF CHRIST THAT'S IF THEY EVEN MAKE IT TO HEAVEN AT ALL SINCE HOW CLEARLY LUKE 9:27 IS POINTING TOWARDS OUTRIGHT IMMORTALITY!!!!!!!!!!!!...................

Update 11/13/2026 Darth Vader diamond painting now finished, framed and looking cute 😊💓💓💓💓💓💓💓........................

All the smack talk about marina abramovic on this earth, cause when you make video's about her calling her a evil witch and many have (that's you smack talking about her) not doing this verse.................

1 Peter 2:17 "Honour all men. Love the brotherhood. Fear God."

I'll sprinkle some honour upon Marina Abramovic...............ya sure will, she kept looking nice.....................she's 79 most 79 year olds DON'T LOOK LIKE THAT..................

at the very least she must have the most "a game" diet and excersize routine ON THIS WHOLE PLANET......................

Honour the king.Confession I strongly believe fervently even that I have recently aged some due to not reading the bible enough..........for I FERVENTLY believe in "christian immortality" like a vampire but without drinking blood instead drinking in the bible. I AM CONSIDERED A FREAK UPON THE EARTH LOOKING THIS YOUNG IN MY 50'S COMMONE GIVE IT TO ME YOU KNOW I'M FREAK! Luke 9:27 "But I tell you of a truth, there be some standing here, which shall not taste of death, till they see the kingdom of God." The elders older then me, aging and dieing they are all around me are considered "the normal" "the sane christians"...........................I believe if they age and die THEY AIN'T BUT WEDDING GUEST IN THE BODY OF CHRIST THAT'S IF THEY EVEN MAKE IT TO HEAVEN AT ALL SINCE HOW CLEARLY LUKE 9:27 IS POINTING TOWARDS OUTRIGHT IMMORTALITY!!!!!!!!!!!!...................

shit here is sheri's real vampire but not the drinking blood type real vampire christian belief system shiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiit she has more bible backing her then all us 60+ folks aging and dieing bad.....................................shiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiit...........................................
Proverbs 4:20-22 "My son, attend to my words; incline thine ear unto my sayings. Let them not depart from thine eyes; keep them in the midst of thine heart. For they are life unto those that find them, and health to all their flesh."

"""LET THEM NOT DEPART FROM THINE EYE'S"" NOTE THAT BIT """sheri your literally pissing off the entire body of christ right now they all believe in aging bad and dieing""""" 

"""""""""FOR THEY ARE LIFE UNTO THOSE THAT FIND THEM, AND HEALTH TO ALL THEIR FLESH"

.............look menopause messed me up and gave me diabeties (and bad food habits, bad excerssize habits - I wasn't eating right or excersizing enough) I'M GETTING OUT OF DIABETIES. I biked yesterday to 

but the real reason I'm getting out of diabeties...............................I'm cracking open my bible today I MORE THEN BELIEVE IN CHRISTIAN IMMORTALITY WHY ELSE WOULD LUKE 9:27 EVEN EXIST IF CHRISTIAN IMMORTALITY WASN'T ONLY A "THING" BUT HOW IT'S SUPPOSED TO BE FOR CHRISTIANS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Luke 9:27 "But I tell you of a truth, there be some standing here, which shall not taste of death, till they see the kingdom of God."

WHAT YOU ALL GOING TO TELL ME - "sheri luke 9:27 was just for a special 50 christians or maybe you tell me a special 1000 or few 1000's christians that broke bread with jesus so they gots magical powers to never die" Well then your adding to the bible. Going off "context" jesus was talking to regular degular folks........................

Luke 9:23-27 "And he said to them all, If any man will come after me, let him deny himself, and take up his cross daily, and follow me. For whosoever will save his life shall lose it: but whosoever will lose his life for my sake, the same shall save it. For what is a man advantaged, if he gain the whole world, and lose himself, or be cast away? For whosoever shall be ashamed of me and of my words, of him shall the Son of man be ashamed, when he shall come in his own glory, and in his Father's, and of the holy angels. But I tell you of a truth, there be some standing here, which shall not taste of death, till they see the kingdom of God."

 Now the pastor at Vancouver Heights United Methodist church, hasn't aged much.....................

black people (he's black) they say "black don't crack" that just a cute phrase you made up hugh black people?

cause they should crack

besides the color of their skin what else is different about them NOTHING, well the color of their skin should stop aging

why would it

when white people look like crumpled up sheets of paper FAST (no hate) 

 That pastor of the united methodist church me and brian go to is quite a few years younger then myself............................

and my white butt looks well younger then him

but I'll give it to him he hasn't aged much.....................so I will a lot that

but the rest his church or most them (2 other younger folks there, that are young still merely because THEY ARE YOUNG STILL) THE REST HIS CHURCH NO HATE ------------ BUT I KNOWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW  I KNOWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW they ain't all them wrinkly old people ain't done read their bibles for YEARS PRY 

Update looks to be all the goes to my blog is pissed off at me over 60 year old members probably of the united methodist churches. I'm a writer, and thing with the bible is if jesus christ himself in the bible says hey kids some you won't die before my return..........that get's me "thinking" and surmising whats going on around me your not being fair with me 60+ old angry at me probably all the time united methodist church members for merely surmising that you all might not be reading your bibles at all.....................

and they sick often to - there's that THERE'S THAT

IF A CHURCH IS READING THEIR BIBLES OFTEN SHOULDN'T THAT MEAN THERE AIN'T MANY SICK????????????????????????????

BUT OFTEN THERE'S CARDS TO SIGN AT THE ENTRANCE OF THE CHURCH SICK PEOPLE SICK

A LOTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT OF PEOPLE SICK

Proverbs 4:20-22 "My son, attend to my words; incline thine ear unto my sayings. Let them not depart from thine eyes; keep them in the midst of thine heart. For they are life unto those that find them, and health to all their flesh." ARE YOU READING THE BIBLE AND GETTING HEALTH TO ALL YOUR FLESH OR NOT????????????????????????????????????????

people pissed at me,

but they shouldn't be

it should be ok for me to LITERALLY THINK ABOUT THE BIBLE AND BLOG ABOUT MY THOUGHTS ON THAT

(PS there is 0% mercy in the body of christ 2026, this is it this is the "last days")

WHAT YOU MEAN YOU IS AGING AND NOT IMMORTAL RIGHT NOW?????????????????????????????????????????????????????????? WHAT YOU MEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAN???????????????????????????????????????

 NAW I CAN FULLY READ THE BIBLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

NOW THEY MIGHT BE SAVED AND BE WEDDING GUESTS............you know the aged ones. 

   I'm not saying I'm elect of god - that ain't my focus or my toplic......................my primary focus and topic is being a immortal christian which I believe is every christians FULL  BLOWN RIGHT AND SHOULD BE HOW PEOPLE THAT ARE CHRISTIANS NATURALLY ARE IMMORTAL..............that's nature that's nature that's the natural way...................

Luke 9:27 "But I tell you of a truth, there be some standing here, which shall not taste of death, till they see the kingdom of God."

I am viewed a witch freak (cause they say witches don't age)

I believe in wearing quartz crystals as I said because I believe in not being "overly righteous"

and I believe the real reason witches aren't aging if that is for fact a thing is because it's done been proven crystals block emf's most of them looks to be do!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

emf's age people

WE ARE CURRENTLY AT 5G

that's 5g amount of emf's - no hate but most people are looking mega crusty old more crusty old then they have ever looked

"sheri your a modern times exception that's all there is to it all us are supposed to age and die bad" - lies people that isn't what Luke 9:27 says..........and then you all gonna label me a freak witch that worships satan. Well that's just you all throwing me under the bus for your benefit - and that's clean mean. BE MEANIES THEN I GUESS BE DYEING MEANIES IF THAT'S WHAT YOU WANT TO DO. I CAN'T STOP YOU. 

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I believe in the "simplicity that is in Christ" (2 Corinthians 11:3) Don't be reprobates IT'S THAT EASY..........2 Corinthians 13:5 "Examine yourselves, whether ye be in the faith; prove your own selves. Know ye not your own selves, how that Jesus Christ is in you, except ye be reprobates?" But unlike potentially many christians if not the bulk of them I believe it's ok to talk about the word of god actually THAT'S WHAT WE SUPPOSED TO DO......2 Peter 3:11 "Seeing then that all these things shall be dissolved, what manner of persons ought ye to be in all holy conversation and godliness," I believe talking about the word of god doesn't necessarily mean you left the "simplicity that is in christ" even if the subject matter get's really intense, can we admit some parts of the bible are more complex I think................

I didn't sew today, but I biked with Cody Rigsby 💓 And I'm about to listen to a like 5 minute audio daily bible reading and this was a good day!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.................

I believe in the "simplicity that is in Christ" (2 Corinthians 11:3) Don't be reprobates IT'S THAT EASY..........2 Corinthians 13:5 "Examine yourselves, whether ye be in the faith; prove your own selves. Know ye not your own selves, how that Jesus Christ is in you, except ye be reprobates?" But unlike potentially many christians if not the bulk of them I believe it's ok to talk about the word of god actually THAT'S WHAT WE SUPPOSED TO DO......2 Peter 3:11 "Seeing then that all these things shall be dissolved, what manner of persons ought ye to be in all holy conversation and godliness," I believe talking about the word of god doesn't necessarily mean you left the "simplicity that is in christ" even if the subject matter get's really intense, can we admit some parts of the bible are more complex I think................

2 Corinthians 11:3 "But I fear, lest by any means, as the serpent beguiled Eve through his subtilty, so your minds should be corrupted from the simplicity that is in Christ."

ps.........realizing I'm considered by the masses a satanic witch (even though I quitted cursing people in fact on my blog on a regular basis I compliment people ---- I quitted witch craft ---- even the people that hate me the most on earth the apostolic christian church of america I full a lot - they are better at the narrow way then me they are better at walking the narrow way then I am - THEY PRY ARE SINLESS WITHOUT FLAW OR FAULT AS GODS ON THE EARTH as they declared to me themselves to be REPEATEDLY FOR YEARS -- IN HOW THEY ACT IN HOW THEY TREATED ME LIKE LOWLY LESS THEN SCUM except my aunts and uncles but I wasn't popular with my great aunts and uncles of that church being that I wasn't ever a member - not being a member even to them I'm saying made me less then lowlife scum - I WASN'T TREATED WELL AS WELL AS THE PEOPLE AROUND ME...........I personally of the belief that the apostolic christian church of america wants you all to go to their churches and bow down and worship them as lords), that is a hateful bish that bashes churches and people and it envious of my occasionally modeling these days sister (that's what I've been told by one my haters that attacked me so bad they caused me much distress and I walked around the neighborhood screaming "I don't envy my super model sister") - At one time I did envy my sister, but that was a short time frame. These days I'm happy being myself. 

I peloton bike

I bowl

I love God/Jesus and Lucifer and his men and I'm happy about all of that!

I like the pastor of vancouver heights united methodist church

he's chippery

supportive enough

and I'm always holy spirit filled when listening to his sermons and that's important to me

us christians are supposed to be "lead by the holy spirit"

Romans 8:14 "For as many as are led by the Spirit of God, they are the sons of God."

where you all want to take me thank god isn't where god wants to take me (cause I'm pretty 100% most you all would like to throw me in the trash)

evp video chalked full of evp's from Satan, Lucifer, the devil turn up the volume to hear lucifer REAL GOOD - you know as mostly usual. Asking lucifer if he is enjoying the body of christ scouring my blog (cause it's fellow christians that hate me and want to destroy me).................................

 evp video chalked full of evp's from Satan, Lucifer, the devil turn up the volume to hear lucifer REAL GOOD - you know as mostly usual. Asking lucifer if he is enjoying the body of christ scouring my blog (cause it's fellow christians that hate me and want to destroy me).................................

I've been hated on by christians for years now

and told I was "the worst ever" 

etc. etc. 

and told my blog was to complicated and a christian told me they couldn't go to my blog cause they preferred the "simplicity of christ jesus" 

and other christian told me one day I have to many typo's they couldn't even read my blog

just attack after attack after attack

I'm 90% been attacked

maybe 10% christians love me, but that is a generous estimate considering how aweful of a time I've had the past 30 years

one church I watched several times the sisters that were supposed to be friends with me..........going shopping without me I was disincluded...............

Matthew 5:11 "Blessed are ye, when men shall revile you, and persecute you, and shall say all manner of evil against you falsely, for my sake."

   12 Rejoice, and be exceeding glad: for great is your reward in heaven: for so persecuted they the prophets which were before you.

  i SUCK AT MATTHEW 5:12 THIS SUCKS. IT SUCKS BEING REVILED ALL THE TIME, LEFT OUT, PROBABLY PEOPLE TALK EVIL ABOUT ME TO EACH OTHER ALL THE TIME FOR THEIR LORD JESUS CHRIST THIS SUCKS!

Everyone in the world can do what they want to do, but I believe in being the change you want to see in the world aka helping the homeless etc. I personally am tired of women being naked in the gym I'LL GO AHEAD AND SAY IT. One day a lady with no butt, and they always act "hot to trott" the scrunch butt legging ladies at the gym do (no hate) I was stuck right waiting behind her scrunch butt legging self SHE HAD NO BUTT THE SCRUNCH WASN'T HELPING NOTHING, flattest butt everrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr, and I was trapped waiting in line (WHOLE TIME SHE WAS ACTING "HOT TO TROTT" 1 BILLION INFINITY, and that just added to the obnoxiousness of the whole scene). If you all like seeing naked women at the gym cause that's what it is..............be weird then. Because most these ladies that wear the "scrunch butt leggings" have no butts, and even if they have a butt WHY YOU WANT TO SEE THEIR BASICALLY NAKED BUTT THE WHOLE TIME YOUR SUPPOSED TO BE FOCUSING ON GETTING YOUR DELTS LOOKING BETTER ETC..................I wish people would wear clothing I know I'm a freak for wishing that, everyone else wants orgy time always...............................Don't bother telling me I'm wrong cause most women wear pants all the time which is 2 scoots away from scrunch butt leggings - NO HATE, if your a lady wearing pants even baggy pants (But most ladies don't wear baggy pants do they know they like tight pants jeggings etc.) your maybe 2 centimeters from scrunch butt leggings YOU REALLY ARE YOU MUST WANT TO DO ORGY ALL THE TIME THEN YOU MUST.........................

 Everyone in the world can do what they want to do, but I believe in being the change you want to see in the world aka helping the homeless etc. I personally am tired of women being naked in the gym I'LL GO AHEAD AND SAY IT. One day a lady with no butt, and they always act "hot to trott" the scrunch butt legging ladies at the gym do (no hate) I was stuck right waiting behind her scrunch butt legging self SHE HAD NO BUTT THE SCRUNCH WASN'T HELPING NOTHING, flattest butt everrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr, and I was trapped waiting in line (WHOLE TIME SHE WAS ACTING "HOT TO TROTT" 1 BILLION INFINITY, and that just added to the obnoxiousness of the whole scene). If you all like seeing naked women at the gym cause that's what it is..............be weird then. Because most these ladies that wear the "scrunch butt leggings" have no butts, and even if they have a butt WHY YOU WANT TO SEE THEIR BASICALLY NAKED BUTT THE WHOLE TIME YOUR SUPPOSED TO BE FOCUSING ON GETTING YOUR DELTS LOOKING BETTER ETC..................I wish people would wear clothing I know I'm a freak for wishing that, everyone else wants orgy time always...............................Don't bother telling me I'm wrong cause most women wear pants all the time which is 2 scoots away from scrunch butt leggings - NO HATE, if your a lady wearing pants even baggy pants (But most ladies don't wear baggy pants do they know they like tight pants jeggings etc.) your maybe 2 centimeters from scrunch butt leggings YOU REALLY ARE YOU MUST WANT TO DO ORGY ALL THE TIME THEN YOU MUST.........................

"well we wouldn' twant to be like you sheri, only having late night activities once every 3 months, because your husband has according to him "low libido" and he thinks having a low libido is not a problem and so he isn't even trying or wanting to go on any medication to help his problem but isn't a problem in his mind."

time and chance hasn't been kind to me you don't have to rub it in my face like that

the picture above that ain't them being clothed really that's nakedness

that's nakedness with some light fabric gently touching it

1 Timothy 2:9 "In like manner also, that women adorn themselves in modest apparel, with shamefacedness and sobriety; not with broided hair, or gold, or pearls, or costly array;"

  In my opinion, and I realize I'm the freak of the world cause everyone else wants to orgy all the time. Wrap a little sarong over your butt, or wear a long shirt...............try..................try........................try...........................to not walk all over the place naked is the ideal thing to try and do. 

 ------------ if you want me to "confess more" while your currently witch hunting me over me wanting to wear modest clothing....................I few summers ago at the now closing "Wild Waves" wearing a regular swimsuit I felt naked, I not only sat there thinking about how little clothing that is ------------------------ I LITERALLY FELT NAKED. I didn't feel comfortable. I didn't feel clothed!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! It does look to be I'm the only lady in america experiencing that that I'm the only one....................................I am being "witch hunted" right now for wanting to dress modest.............................if you dig up old blog posts (that's witch hunting)............................if your like mad at me and people are they mad at me most them they don't look at me smiling most of them don't they give me angry face.............................

I still believe in some jewelry - I'm a girl

jewelry is clothing pertaining to a girl

but I try and wear clothing - I can't just walk in no gym or nowhere NOWHERE with merely scrunch butt leggings on I don't want to be a hooker I don't know how you ladies is doing that shiz YOU DON'T EVEN LOOK LIKE YOU MAKING MONEY EITHER

them scrunch butt leggings look low money, low self respect low low low - no hate

I've been in pain for days now - good news, chill me has now downloaded.......................

Sewed another asymetrical skirt, this one I like wearing with the two drooping sides towards the front - usually................happens to be we went to the dollar tree today and the butterfly fabric is from the dollar tree makes a good "pop of color" $1.25 cents or whatever dollar tree is at right now...................

I'm definately wearing this skirt with the flair to the side above. (I believe these asymetrical rectangle sarongs elevate any outfit nearly...........without the sarong I'd just be wearing boring sad pants)....................Also I love that I can go for walks wearing these skirts, bike ride probably even etc. etc. 

 I've been in pain for days now - good news, chill me has now downloaded.......................

I usually battle spine arthritis a few times a year. But right now a "surprise arthritis" has crept up. HIP ARTHRITIS. 

  Past few days everytime I sit for to long and then try and stand up and walk, every step I take (at least for the first few steps) PAIN. 

   Well being a hippy that doesn't want to do class A drugs (marijuanna is a class A drug --------- if your a pharmacist, or a pharmacy teach you know what sort of "bad news" that really means...........though I still alot marijuana can be good for some people.........people that have seizure's for example). 

(I got mini roses in their to - which are way good for ones health)

 I'm now drinking Blue Lotus tea, but only 3 petals a day maybe 4 but 4 is to many that's more then what is recommended. 

 you know that snickers commercial where they ain't themselves til they eat a snickers candy bar, THAT PHENOMINA IS REAL. 

  that's why we need to have mercy with one another...........

Matthew 5:7
Blessed are the merciful: for they shall obtain mercy.

lucifer is agreeing with me a ton right now (ya I still love the devil and jesus/god 💓💓💓💓💓) my 3rd eye's is smoooooooooooooooth now

also 

I think the pharoah deserves honour

I'M THAT ZEALOUS ABOUT THE BIBLE VERSE THAT SAYS HONOUR ALL MEN...........

god had to harden the pharoahs heart ----------- that means his heart was soft some and good some

Exodus 9:12 "And the Lord hardened the heart of Pharaoh, and he hearkened not unto them; as the Lord had spoken unto Moses." ------- God felt the need to harden the pharoah's heart "for the storyline"

#godistheoriginalwriter

I'm just letting you all know I'm partying hard right now listening to this song..................

I'm way zealous or pretty zealous to blog due to this bible verse................

Hebrews 9:16 "For where a testament is, there must also of necessity be the death of the testator."

and lucifer's people (no hate) when lucifer gets here and you all know for a fact I'm telling the truth on my blog ------------- man you all betta be ready to party....................

the death of the testator!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

everyone else that doesn't blog or talk they might might living --------------- uh oh

I've gotten zealous about the "honour" all men bible verse, having been myself cancelled for all of earth eternity 1 billion infinity by the people. Today I did it, I finally clicked the follow button for ROSANNE BARR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 1 Peter 2:17 "Honour all men. Love the brotherhood. Fear God. Honour the king.".........................

 I've gotten zealous about the "honour" all men bible verse, having been myself cancelled for all of earth eternity 1 billion infinity by the people. Today I did it, I finally clicked the follow button for ROSANNE BARR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 1 Peter 2:17 "Honour all men. Love the brotherhood. Fear God. Honour the king.".........................

this video isn't the reason why, it was a tiktok she uploaded (she was speaking the absolute truth concerning a topic............stuff nobody out there will talk about)...................

Med Beds Are REAL and Now They’re Healing People in Days Not Weeks!

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zPq9W0TgGaM

If you click on video above, I use red light therapy for my arthritis...............it works. 

  Sometimes rosanne sounds crazy, sometimes I to sound crazy. But rosanne the reason I respect her, she is curious about the truth. 

  If you don't look into things like red light therapy etc. things that might help your health...................then you just probably going to rely on medications (which there is a time and place for medications for instance chemo etc., I take metformin 2 times a day and heart medication/blood pressure) and then die and age like so many around us are............probably. 

  God didn't make --------- pppppppppppppppppp ---------------- that's it die crud when he made us. 

Psalm 139:14 "I will praise thee; for I am fearfully and wonderfully made: marvellous are thy works; and that my soul knoweth right well."

  I ain't giving medical advice..........but if I had cancer I'd pry do chemo AND RED LIGHT THERAPY. Gut health to ----------- I am convinced there is something to gut health (you know that when ladies go into menopause it effects their gut health..............I didn't get diabeties until I hit menopause MENOPAUSE MESSED ME UP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)

  My newest red light therapy mask............................................

in my 50's that's with a 's.....................................(went to a lgbtq show where people weared their halloween costumes few days before halloween I was the unicorn from adventure time : )..............I have a full body red light matt that I use 2-3 times a week usually...................(the face mask above I try and use that every single day)...........................

take medication is the take away from this 

but I'm a believer at the same time looking into other ways your health can improve

cause medications often keep people from dieing but don't help "cure" them

jesus came that we might have "life more abundantly" 

well "life more abundantly IS A MORE HEALTHY LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

John 10:10 "The thief cometh not, but for to steal, and to kill, and to destroy: I am come that they might have life, and that they might have it more abundantly." I'm thankful for the Rosanne Barr's of the world, pondering how to get healthier. 

  Cause as a sufferer of arthritis sometimes ------------ being in pain AIN'T IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

It's ok I'm not "valued" it don't look to be by other christians Luke 17:21 "Neither shall they say, Lo here! or, lo there! for, behold, the kingdom of God is within you." IT'S WITHIN MAN IT'S WITHIN. (I'm saying I don't have to fear being hated by maybe absolutely everyone, I'm not going to spiritually ko and die over, I PRAY, I READ THE BIBLE, most the time I merely listen to sermons - THE KINGDOM OF HEAVEN IS WITHIN US)...............

Update 10/30/2026 the fundraising bunco night was super fun : ) (that's why I didn't tithe...........brian says "he goes through what I go through" and I didn't know it's the ladies responsibility to make sure her boyfriend or husband has friends and family and a social life................I DIDN'T KNOW THAT WAS ALSO THE WOMENS JOB) 

 He's screwed though with his family brian is they don't like me much I don't think....................supposedly they do....................supposedly everyone likes me is the "narrative". They used to go drinking together brians sisters did and I tried and tried to get them to let me go with...........and eventually they said ok but only if I brought a certain friend with. And then THEY CLEAN QUITTED GOING DRINKING TOGETHER. And brian is 100% that ==='s problem solved, that I'm 1 billion percent loved by his family..............................so breath easy everyone I have no friends to hang out with at the moment, nobody ever invites me and brian over to their houses to hang out OR want to come to our house to hang out.............(besides 1-2 birthday parties we go to a year of brian's family, and thanksgiving, and christmas) but I am lovvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvved by everyone on earth "the narrative" and my life is the most awesomest ever because I'm pretty so duh "the narrative also"..................

ps.................likely not tithing this week, due to us spending $100 on bunco night fundraiser for daycare/school thing related to methodist church we go to..................that's a chunk of change.

It's ok I'm not "valued" it don't look to be by other christians Luke 17:21 "Neither shall they say, Lo here! or, lo there! for, behold, the kingdom of God is within you."  IT'S WITHIN MAN IT'S WITHIN. (I'm saying I don't have to fear being hated by maybe absolutely everyone, I'm not going to spiritually ko and die over, I PRAY, I READ THE BIBLE, most the time I merely listen to sermons - THE KINGDOM OF HEAVEN IS WITHIN US)............... 

   Just got back from watching "wildwood" very good movie - my take away from that movie as far as "the moral" is "the good" is worth fighting for, the good of keeping your family unit together........the good of keeping your community together that to............THOUGH AT TIMES THE WAR IS FIERCE......................(especially if your trans right now)..........................many people came recently to my trans sons defense/aid the heart of portland is still strong xoxoxoxoxoxo...................................
Luke 17:20-22 "And when he was demanded of the Pharisees, when the kingdom of God should come, he answered them and said, The kingdom of God cometh not with observation: Neither shall they say, Lo here! or, lo there! for, behold, the kingdom of God is within you. And he said unto the disciples, The days will come, when ye shall desire to see one of the days of the Son of man, and ye shall not see it."

"The days will come, when ye shall desire to see one of the days of the Son of man, and ye shall not see it" -------------------- we there IT'S DARK IN THE BODY OF CHRIST THAT THING HAS GONE PITCH BLACK FROM MY PERSPECTIVE

......IT'S SO DARK RIGHT NOW

1 our new neighbors we ain't said hi to them they ain't said hi to us never see them to say hi to them --------- they've lived next door to us a few months now............I think the days are dark. 

(our new neighbor is probably safe to say plenty nice just buisy people are buisy --------- but buisyness is a sort of darkness upon the earth in my estimation).......................

Ephesians 5:16 "Redeeming the time, because the days are evil."

Mrs. Aming's classrooms fundraiser is now fully funded 😊 But there are many more classrooms with many more needs at Donors Choose.......................