I ain't like many womens that want scrawny dull, lifeless hair - the bible that says women are such 2nd class worthless citizens that they must not upsurp authority over men ------------------------ and our hair is our glory according to the bible ------------------- WELL DANG I WANT MY HAIR GLORIOUS. Get me 1 win on this earth this miserable place!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Where men are everything and women are supposed to shut up and clean toilet boils for their whole lives!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.......................................I HATE CLEANING TOILETS BUT I''VE BEEN THE SOLE TOILET BOWL CLEANER THIS ENTIRE 26 YEAR MARRIAGE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.................I HATE IT........................

 I ain't like many womens that want scrawny dull, lifeless hair - the bible that says women are such 2nd class worthless citizens that they must not upsurp authority over men ------------------------ and our hair is our glory according to the bible ------------------- WELL DANG I WANT MY HAIR GLORIOUS. Get me 1 win on this earth this miserable place!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Where men are everything and women are supposed to shut up and clean toilet boils for their whole lives!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.......................................I HATE CLEANING TOILETS BUT I''VE BEEN THE SOLE TOILET BOWL CLEANER THIS ENTIRE 26 YEAR MARRIAGE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.................I HATE IT........................

1 Corinthians 11:15 "But if a woman have long hair, it is a glory to her: for her hair is given her for a covering."

  I'm so alone on earth and pastors just don't touch some topics, they don't touch "broidered" hair for a long time I thought that meant braids that black people were sinning by having braided hair -------- well come to find out after googling that that ain't the case at all.................

I suspect white people want to know how I pulled off my hair being in dreads and looking so white......................

ok I tell you my secrets............

but not mentioned in this video, if you keep your hair like bob length and then braid in the dreads, the "braid part" will even be more hidden. But as I said in this video basically, that alllllllllllllllllllllll my dreads are double ended, there's much hair to hide the braids and the braids are pretty invisible 

for 2 reasons

1. I braid looser at the root, TIGHTER MIDWAY DOWN AND TO THE END OF THE BRAIDS

(a tight braid can hide a braid I'm telling you) 

2. keep your hair matching the dreads as much as possible that will also hide the braids a lot

now "silence" means silence in church not on blogs, or instagram, etc. 

1 Timothy 2:9-15 "In like manner also, that women adorn themselves in modest apparel, with shamefacedness and sobriety; not with broided hair, or gold, or pearls, or costly array; But (which becometh women professing godliness) with good works. Let the woman learn in silence with all subjection. But I suffer not a woman to teach, nor to usurp authority over the man, but to be in silence. For Adam was first formed, then Eve. And Adam was not deceived, but the woman being deceived was in the transgression. Notwithstanding she shall be saved in childbearing, if they continue in faith and charity and holiness with sobriety."

  We are so second class citizens per the bible us women are that we will be saved in childbearing, if we continue in faith, charity and holiness with sobriety. All my haters I been doing that!!!!!!!!!!!

  dang I'm hard at work heeding the bible.............

but I believe short hair could also be "glorious" on a lady................depends if she be's using really great hair supplies or not

------------------------ my fake hair needs moisturizing in the week

spray rose water on my hair

also in the shower will few 1-2 times a week generously put conditioner on my hair --------- you want soft fake hair, not only for comfort sake, but for looks sake it'll look real if it's moisturized fake hair will (unless it's tragic low quality hair) 

don't be alarmed when hair new out the packet is ruff --------------- with wear it'll soften it will start looking natural...............great hair takes time and effort whether fake or real

be patient

trust the process

and also 

while I'm not hating on black people at all and I worry black people are hated a lot when people flip out on my blog over my using dreads in a white people look cause I did crack the code and I am that 1 not black person

the one and only looks to be and looks to be everyone is mad at me for it - for figuring out how to make dreads look not like dreads at all, but like white people hair

black people I have noticed they ain't wearing the gold buisiness in their hair

they most em keep their braids real bible good 

people maybe flipping out on my blog right now..............(they quiet but least 1 of my dreads posts instantly went up in popularity ---------- they could be mad at me or jealous so bad their eyeballs are peeling out of their skulls cause they want glorious hair to ------- most people's hair is like sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo unglorious) 

once though ------------- I had a dorothy hamilton haircut..................it was glorious - for real

peace to all

don't give up 

you to can have glory 

Hear ye, hear ye...............all you workers sitting around with nothing to do, Jesus will pay you same wage as me and Billie Graham.......................and I am more then fine with that.................I don't need "more wage" I AM RICH.............................

 Hear ye, hear ye...............all you workers sitting around with nothing to do, Jesus will pay you same wage as me and Billie Graham.......................and I am more then fine with that.................I don't need "more wage" I AM RICH.............................

Matthew 20

6 “At five o’clock that afternoon he was in town again and saw some more people standing around. He asked them, ‘Why haven’t you been working today?’

7 “They replied, ‘Because no one hired us.’

“The landowner told them, ‘Then go out and join the others in my vineyard.’

8 “That evening he told the foreman to call the workers in and pay them, beginning with the last workers first. 9 When those hired at five o’clock were paid, each received a full day’s wage. 10 When those hired first came to get their pay, they assumed they would receive more. But they, too, were paid a day’s wage. 11 When they received their pay, they protested to the owner, 12 ‘Those people worked only one hour, and yet you’ve paid them just as much as you paid us who worked all day in the scorching heat.’

13 “He answered one of them, ‘Friend, I haven’t been unfair! Didn’t you agree to work all day for the usual wage? 14 Take your money and go. I wanted to pay this last worker the same as you. 15 Is it against the law for me to do what I want with my money? Should you be jealous because I am kind to others?’

16 “So those who are last now will be first then, and those who are first will be last.”

 EARN SAME WAGE AS ME YE OLD PEOPLE 

go forth serving the lord

I am happy with my 1 denarious or whatever is the wage for every follower of jesus

I got them gooooooooooooooood not humans """"what's inside them""""""""" AND IT AIN'T JUST JESUS CHRIST. The ones of ephesians 6:12 HAVE INFESTED THE BODY OF CHRIST THEY ARE EASY TO SPOT just listen to them say the words "blessed" "blessings" they want money blessed is just a saintlier word for rich and lots of money Ephesians 6:12 "For our struggle is not against flesh and blood, but against the rulers, against the authorities, against the powers of this dark world and against the spiritual forces of evil in the heavenly realms." Most of you are blessed so bad aren't you in churches - sooooooooooooo bad that a few bible verses such as Luke 6:20 "Looking at his disciples, he said: “Blessed are you who are poor, for yours is the kingdom of God." Luke 6:20 burns you so bad you had to leave my blog...........................that and I was never a "prosperity pastor" I ain't a pastor anyways..........................I was never selling what you want $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$...............................

I do not believe I am a apostle at all anymore haven't for a long time now, but lucifer and his men sometimes are attacking me a lot and lately they have been. But I still wish for peace with them as jesus said...............Isaiah 57:19 "I create the fruit of the lips; Peace, peace to him that is far off, and to him that is near, saith the Lord; and I will heal him." I didn't wear my amethyst for a nap today and they just hauled out at me today.  My blog posts are sometimes going to "hit" they will sometimes work, lucifer and his men might be mad but the bible says what we wage a war against oh Ephesians 6:12
"For we wrestle not against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this world, against spiritual wickedness in high places." NO HATE ----------- but lucifer and his men's influence is on the tv's, in the magazines, on the radio, etc. 

  2 Corinthians 4:4 "Satan, who is the god of this world, has blinded the minds of those who don’t believe. They are unable to see the glorious light of the Good News. They don’t understand this message about the glory of Christ, who is the exact likeness of God."

I am far as I know the only christian that loves Lucifer and his men (who are currently burnt as a crisp upset over my latest blog post they big mad)

I'm in a battle I ain't trying to pick no fight with lucifer and his men they need to understand!

traffic is back at the moment to my blog but (I'm basically canceled af and soooooooooooo hated - I can know that by how I'm treated on earth!!!!!!!!!!! maybe off earth to -- LATELY YIKES)

Latest skirts I sewed (I'm trying to keep them long, but I am using remnants of fabric and many of them are short fabric remnants)........................

I got them gooooooooooooooood not humans """"what's inside them""""""""" AND IT AIN'T JUST JESUS CHRIST. The ones of ephesians 6:12 HAVE INFESTED THE BODY OF CHRIST THEY ARE EASY TO SPOT just listen to them say the words "blessed" "blessings" they want money blessed is just a saintlier word for rich and lots of money Ephesians 6:12 "For our struggle is not against flesh and blood, but against the rulers, against the authorities, against the powers of this dark world and against the spiritual forces of evil in the heavenly realms." Most of you are blessed so bad aren't you in churches - sooooooooooooo bad that a few bible verses such as Luke 6:20 "Looking at his disciples, he said: “Blessed are you who are poor, for yours is the kingdom of God." Luke 6:20 burns you so bad you had to leave my blog...........................that and I was never a "prosperity pastor" I ain't a pastor anyways..........................I was never selling what you want $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$...............................

but I ain't the good guy

all them at church are the good guys

I'm the bad guy

worse then the house of beezelbub all you saints ------------------ so blessed

Matthew 10:25 "It is enough for the disciple that he be as his master, and the servant as his lord. If they have called the master of the house Beelzebub, how much more shall they call them of his household?"

you all are so holy looking

you don't even wear or collect most of you crystals and you hate satan mmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

so blessed

so blessedddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddd

that's wonderful for you all I LOVES IT FOR YOU 💓💓💓💓💓💓💓

I told brian I don't want to go to church tonight (he wants to go to church) because people suck most of them. I didn't want to donate this money either for same reason...........total rip off for me church is.................

I'm hated

I ain't of the popular in the body of christ "blessed so blessed group" 

I'm on the struggle bus trying to continually make lemonaide FOR MY OWN SANITIES SAKE.......................hopefully about to soon buy thing of silver paint paint two armoires one white one black so they match and look more "modern" for my sanities sake. 

Romans 8:34-36"Who is he that condemneth? It is Christ that died, yea rather, that is risen again, who is even at the right hand of God, who also maketh intercession for us. Who shall separate us from the love of Christ? shall tribulation, or distress, or persecution, or famine, or nakedness, or peril, or sword? As it is written, For thy sake we are killed all the day long; we are accounted as sheep for the slaughter." Most of you aren't "killed all the day long, we are accounted as sheep for the slaughter" noooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo your blessed, saying hi to each other on sunday knowing with each other that you both are blesssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssed

fine

that's great for you 👍👍👍👍👍

I believe I will be rich, don't know if I'll enjoy it at all..................people have tired me out. They've worn me out. 

I want to have only bit itty bit to do with any of them on this earth for the most part

there's things much better for free

on this earth

where I don't need friends

hell

can I like for real just sing a song to god in my house today so he can "get jolly"

I'm over people mostly

I want to do yoga tonight - people don't talk to each other at the gym me and brian go to less they know each other

it's nice

(well nobody talks to you at church sheri - oh they do though - after church at the united methodist church they have coffee hour)

AND THEY LIKE EACH OTHER

the horror

update 6/11/2026 like all the traffic to my blog is gone

god told me things would get bad and then go with lucifer and they will then get better (literally that is what god told me as a baby in the womb) 

my life is unusually bad to

other people they do a "social media" they get way more likes then me - I get either crickets, or attacked for jesus that's about it

the bible 

the horror I believe Jesus is the lord

but christianity has became a weaponized weapon to people like me and often the lgbtq

they gots "rules" they only love people that follow them christians do

that's no rocks you can't even collect them and look at them

no jewelry unless you work fancy job and are rich and somebody big

makeup - same

but if you look to homely and can't get late night nooky time it's all your fault your supposed to spend tons of money and get plastic surgery 

but I don't want to get plastic surgery and I can't afford that anyways

I don't think having fun is allowed in the body of christ unless your a teen I really don't I've made everybody over the age of about 55 super mad 

they mad at me

they big mad at me

they know I like kayaking and rollerskating and yoga ---------- fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuun 

I could never be as sinless and frowny face for jesus as they are NEVER

so they will just have to stay big madddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddd at me

-------- um I'm going with lucifer that's my plan

don't worry brian will get chicks (ladies will want to live - they'll want to stay alive)

I'm tellin you the ladies will want to live 

hell brian might have more a harem as soon as lucifer gets here then um like king solomon

they'll be real upset though cause he has a mega low libido of late night activities once every 3-4 months is the average lately and he thinks THAT'S GREAT

How many don't take up their matt and walk, cause Jesus never told them to take up their matt and walk and enable them to do that, or pastors never enabled them to do that - and they are trapped????????? In a prison cell of sorts. I can't quit wearing the crystals because I finally found one that gets rid of all nightmares, to the extent that when I don't wear it lucifers men get aggressively sarcastic with my dreams.................as long as I wear the amethyst no bad dreams happen at all, fact one dream I felt naked well all the sudden I had a skirt around my shoe and felt clothed all the sudden and sat there pondering it for several real minutes how that could be.......................the devil and his men want us naked, want us "exposed"....................................

 I differ then the rest of the body of christ, I believe heavens going to be the floors crystals and gold clear pure gold cause that shiz has healing power to it, and good energy and good vibes it's science it ain't even "woo woo" that quartz crystal are pizioelectric they have energy

your heart pumps via energy

that's why they use electric shock thingies to restart people's hearts

you "ground" and touch the earth thats you unloading OR getting energy in the form of electrons that your body needs back into your body!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Titus 1:15

Unto the pure all things are pure: but unto them that are defiled and unbelieving is nothing pure; but even their mind and conscience is defiled.  (sheri interjecting is lucifer pure to me also and his men YES BUT NOT TO YOU ALL NOT LUCIFER OR CRYSTALS TO MOST OF YOU ALL)

to me rocks are pure and healing and it ain't no different then eating foods that are healing 

I believe god made BOTH rocks that are healing and foods that are healing

I drink all the time these days..............matcha tea, barley grass, wheatgrass, tumeric, um like sea algea buisiness, and sometimes even mushrooms!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'VE STARTED GETTING REAL THIN AND BETTER LOOKING BETTER FEELING MORE FEELING ALIVE

In my town I don't know of any christians anywhere healing anybody!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! If they prayed for me, those prayers didn't work safe to say!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

hella safe to say

bestest find a rock or few to heal you try that, or some plant juices god put shiz on this earth definately including rocks TO HEAL PEOPLE CAUSE GOD IS LOVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

How many don't take up their matt and walk, cause Jesus never told them to take up their matt and walk and enable them to do that, or pastors never enabled them to do that - and they are trapped????????? In a prison cell of sorts. I can't quit wearing the crystals because I finally found one that gets rid of all nightmares, to the extent that when I don't wear it lucifers men get aggressively sarcastic with my dreams.................as long as I wear the amethyst no bad dreams happen at all, fact one dream I felt naked well all the sudden I had a skirt around my shoe and felt clothed all the sudden and sat there pondering it for several real minutes how that could be.......................the devil and his men want us naked, want us "exposed"....................................

Habakkuk 2:15-17 “Woe to him who gives drink to his neighbors, pouring it from the wineskin till they are drunk,so that he can gaze on their naked bodies! You will be filled with shame instead of glory. Now it is your turn! Drink and let your nakedness be exposed[a] The cup from the Lord’s right hand is coming around to you, and disgrace will cover your glory. The violence you have done to Lebanon will overwhelm you, and your destruction of animals will terrify you. For you have shed human blood; you have destroyed lands and cities and everyone in them."

  "And you love the devil and his men sheri?"

- well I understand cause I once was a bully I was given "kingpin" of a school status, any new kids showed up wanted to be #1 they were told about me and then they often fighted me

usually I had manners went about things in a way that I at the time deemed "the right way"

chase them around, maybe push and shove them some

finally shove them to the ground tell them to not move

put my foot on their chest

sometimes stuffed grass in their mouths then put my foot on their chest

I wasn't dressed as well as the other kids - literally

I was trying to "make up for something" 

bullying is always bad and eventually I decided no that is wrong I need to quit

so I dubbed another kid the kingpin (with the admendment - that I had a say in everything going on behind the scenes)

sometimes a person could be left cripple looking at the "healing waters" for years

even now

overlooked by everyone

but for me I really believe amethyst is healing me

cause when you have nightmares you wake up in a bad state

I have the nightmares or had them cause so many bad things have happened to me my brain went loco and decided "ep just nightmares for you" 

don't help my um subconcious loving the devil and his men - CAUSE I UNDERSTAND THEM

they trapped

they want healed

they trapped

I believe they to must have some kind of "healing waters" I suggest for them black onyx

image from https://www.emojis.com/

previous blog post i was talking about how it's better to be poor

now i lost even more traffic

now my blog is a ghost town

Romans 8:34-36 "Who then is the one who condemns? No one. Christ Jesus who died—more than that, who was raised to life—is at the right hand of God and is also interceding for us. Who shall separate us from the love of Christ? Shall trouble or hardship or persecution or famine or nakedness or danger or sword? As it is written:“For your sake we face death all day long; we are considered as sheep to be slaughtered.”[a] That's saying something quit different then what the popular televangelist prosperity preachers preach!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

  Romans 8:34-36 is saying hardships WILL HAPPEN. 

half the traffic to my blog gone once they found out I am poor

people to this day assume wealth ==='s god is for you and sometimes that is the case

but also is the cast Romans 8:34-36 and LAZURUS FROM THE BIBLE STARVING WAITING FROM CRUMBS OUTSIDE A RICH MANS HOUSE

“‘For the oppression of the poor, for the sighing of the needy, now I will arise,’ says the Lord; ‘I will set him in the safety for which he yearns’” (Psalm 12:5 NKJV).

------ ps body of christ thank you for hating me and not caring about me and leaving me to die it's been a "surprise blessing" 

I've learned to show mercy to a level I didn't know I could acheive before

lucifer and his men attacked me this morning in my sleep

I forgive them i understand they are in "a prison"

all things work together for my good

even people thinking i'm a witch which I am not practicing witch anymore I no curse nobody

i only bless

Romans 8:28

And we know that all things work together for good to them that love God, to them who are the called according to his purpose.

when lucifer and his men get to earth and everyone that is a christian except me gets delivered into jails and kills 

my witch looking but nobody will touch that

I'm "black like a funeral"......................

It's ok I lost recently tons of traffic to my blog those were clearly people wanting to get rich and hear me tell them how they can get rich NO I'M GOING TO TELL YOU PRY BEST TO STAY POOR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! But don't be trying to be in debt, less you really need to be. God wants us to be good stewarts of our money, don't buy $3000 purse if you don't got the money to do that really! Matthew 5:3 "Blessed are the poor in spirit: for theirs is the kingdom of heaven."............................Yes i own 3 properties total you know how that happened me and brian been saving money and not buying crazy epensive shiz we don't need.................BUT I'M STILL POOR I'M NOT "RICH" but I am rich at the same time per also the bible 2 Corinthians 6:10 "As sorrowful, yet alway rejoicing; as poor, yet making many rich; as having nothing, and yet possessing all things." That isn't "making many rich" per what most pastors in 2026 believe actual $$$$ rich rich, though theres something to that, there's something to managing your money well and god's want all His people to manage their money well I BELIEVE THAT...........but mostly a riches within inside you that's where the "wealth" needs to be!!!!!!!!!!!!!!....................LOVING YOUR NEIGHBORS, LOVING YOUR ENEMIES REALLY LOVING THEM IN DEED AND IN TRUTH..........having in that way the inside of your cup clean then the bible says the outside will become clean also!!!!!!!!!..................

Brian says he wasn't bothered at all by the hideous look of the dining room before "renovations" his family must've lived in the actual city dump that brian thinks that how bad our dining room got wasn't really "that bad at all". 

his parents houses have looked clean over the years??????????

protecting brian's identity by you know blurring out his face...................(his computer area is still there - that's where he's worked all day long cause he'll start work mega early take a bit of a break and then he starts often working again post 10 p.m. cause that's when the india employee's are online)

his computer area is a danged mess it's been hideous this entire time

but I'm chill now

now it looks decent!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I just ate dinner at that dining room table a few minutes ago - that went well! (I ate alone, brian and ian went instantly to watch one their brittish shows on the tv)

Turn up volume as always to hear evp's from Lucifer, Satan, the devil (oh it's him ok 💓💓💓💓💓💓) I was going to ask lucifer questions but my neighors where outside, well I couldn't start interviewing lucifer with them within earshot - one of them said hi to me that's how close they were). I WAS PLOTTING TO INTERVIEW LUCIFER. Cause that's fun, and why wouldn't i want a fun monday night???????????????????????

 It's ok I lost recently tons of traffic to my blog those were clearly people wanting to get rich and hear me tell them how they can get rich NO I'M GOING TO TELL YOU PRY BEST TO STAY POOR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! But don't be trying to be in debt, less you really need to be. God wants us to be good stewarts of our money, don't buy $3000 purse if you don't got the money to do that really! Matthew 5:3 "Blessed are the poor in spirit: for theirs is the kingdom of heaven."............................Yes i own 3 properties total you know how that happened me and brian been saving money and not buying crazy epensive shiz we don't need.................BUT I'M STILL POOR I'M NOT "RICH" but I am rich at the same time per also the bible 2 Corinthians 6:10 "As sorrowful, yet alway rejoicing; as poor, yet making many rich; as having nothing, and yet possessing all things." That isn't "making many rich" per what most pastors in 2026 believe actual $$$$ rich rich, though theres something to that, there's something to managing your money well and god's want all His people to manage their money well I BELIEVE THAT...........but mostly a riches within inside you that's where the "wealth" needs to be!!!!!!!!!!!!!!....................LOVING YOUR NEIGHBORS, LOVING YOUR ENEMIES REALLY LOVING THEM IN DEED AND IN TRUTH..........having in that way the inside of your cup clean then the bible says the outside will become clean also!!!!!!!!!..................

Matthew 5:3 "Blessed are the poor in spirit: for theirs is the kingdom of heaven."
Luke 6:20 "And he lifted up his eyes on his disciples, and said, Blessed be ye poor: for yours is the kingdom of God."
Matthew 23:26-28 "Blind Pharisee! First clean the inside of the cup and dish, and then the outside also will be clean.Woe to you, teachers of the law and Pharisees, you hypocrites! You are like whitewashed tombs, which look beautiful on the outside but on the inside are full of the bones of the dead and everything unclean. In the same way, on the outside you appear to people as righteous but on the inside you are full of hypocrisy and wickedness."

Going off what pastors are popular in 2026 it does look to be most in the usa want to be severelly rich fast bad. 

but yo - matthew 5:3 and Luke 6:20 are still real 

and you could tell me

'"well sheri that means to be poor in spirit and not actually poor" 

you know how hard it is to be rich and poor in spirit also?????????????????????

Matthew 19:24-26 "Again I tell you, it is easier for a camel to go through the eye of a needle than for someone who is rich to enter the kingdom of God.”When the disciples heard this, they were greatly astonished and asked, “Who then can be saved?”Jesus looked at them and said, “With man this is impossible, but with God all things are possible.”"

  You think most of you reading my blog cause it's most of the entirety of usa of mostly christian usa they want to be rich christians they want to be so blesssssssssssssssssed by god they think to themselves that'll be them on the "Easy street" finally 

no rich people 

are tempted more

it's hard for them in a "different way" 

1 Timothy 6:9 "Those who want to get rich fall into temptation and a trap and into many foolish and harmful desires that plunge people into ruin and destruction."

  And 1 timothy 6;9 is merely talking about people christians that want to be rich aka probably 90%

 of them out there right now want to be rich

I ain't trying to "shade" any pastors but what pastors are popular right now THE PROSPERITY ONES.....................

AI Overview's list....................I merely copy and pasted the names AI Overview listed...................."Kenneth Copeland, Joel Osteen, Creflo Dollar, Benny Hinn, Joyce Meyer, T.D. Jakes, Kenneth Hagin, Oral Roberts, David Oyedepo, Todd White, Jesse Duplantis, Joseph Prince: 

i ain't a pastor

but if i was a pastor

I'd tell you to stay poor!!!!!!!!!!

I WOULD NOT BE A PROSERPITY PREACHER I'D TRY TO STAY AS FAR FROM THAT AS I COULD CAUSE FOR REAL THE BIBLE SAYS..............

Matthew 5:3 "Blessed are the poor in spirit: for theirs is the kingdom of heaven."
Luke 6:20 "And he lifted up his eyes on his disciples, and said, Blessed be ye poor: for yours is the kingdom of God."

Instead if I were a pastor I''d try to convince people to manage their money better - at least some and tell them to not even desire to be rich that that is DANGEROUS AS THE BIBLE SAYS!

as soon as people found out I am poor they left my blog in drooves like all the traffic is gone now looks to be....................

i'm telling you all the truth right now most churches 90% of them chomping at the bit right now to become rich on this earth they just wanting to rush on into sin and hell full speed ahead

just look at the pastors THEY LIKE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

This blog post was inspired by this brothers you tube upload - i agree with him much (i'm not saying joel osteen and some these other propersity pastors don't at times have good sermons - they do!!!!!!!!!!!!!)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jMQOK7Uo3lg

PS..........pry will donate later, at this point of the day i ain't ate breakfast yet, or took a ice bath yet (my arthritis flaired up bad yesterday................my spine arthritis -yikes, and my left knee is also experiencing a arthritis flair up bad)

I FORGIVE EVERYONE. Everyone in 2026 likes it only when people are peppy - well the bible says think on what's lovely and of good report!!!!!!!!!!! Life it gives many of us lemons INFLATON HASN'T HAPPENED TO MUCH TO MAKE LEMONAIDE at least not where I live by a goodwill outlet!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.....................

I FORGIVE EVERYONE. Everyone in 2026 likes it only when people are peppy - well the bible says think on what's lovely and of good report!!!!!!!!!!! Life it gives many of us lemons INFLATON HASN'T HAPPENED TO MUCH TO MAKE LEMONAIDE at least not where I live by a goodwill outlet!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.....................

Philippians 4:8 "Finally, brethren, whatsoever things are true, whatsoever things are honest, whatsoever things are just, whatsoever things are pure, whatsoever things are lovely, whatsoever things are of good report; if there be any virtue, and if there be any praise, think on these things."

    course goodwill outlet feels like the weirdest lifeline to me like ever..................

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the bible is peppy to some of it is

lemonaide

lemonaide

we are loadeth daily with "benefits"

because we can some of us drive to the goodwill outlet and make lemonaide............

Psalm 68:19 "Blessed be the Lord, who daily loadeth us with benefits, even the God of our salvation. Selah." And we can maybe read some of the chippery pages of the bible ya - benefits. 

lemons

to make juice

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sunshine and happiness

ya 👍

redid the sun catcher from the goodwill bins......................added a wire wrapped rock in the center lemonaide 👍👍👍...............

the cabinets most of them have doors now, now the dining room is looking so much cleaner and nicer................(they are fully finished though - brian's clean adding magnetic closures he already has to the bottom of these cabinets, and door knobs).........................

highly edited out blog post: for years i've been made "the bad guy" for everything by everyone in my life nearly or was in my life I should say. I felt guilty for a long time after finally getting mad after being verbally assaulted for several minutes by leading elder of the apostolic christian church of america, it was several minutes but people have chewed me out and told me I'm sinner trash for so long for so long they've pounded it into me that I must be "perfect" BUT THE BIBLE SAYS "not easily provoked" well I wasn't easily provoked that day I'm actually mega hard to provoke but once you get me fired up I never quit like mic jagger. I'M A DRAGON LIKE LUCIFER XOXOXOOXO 1 Corinthians 13:5 "Doth not behave itself unseemly, seeketh not her own, is not easily provoked, thinketh no evil;"...................THE APOSTOLIC CHRISTIAN CHURCH OF AMERICA DANG THEY UPSET ME BAD..................

My dining room right now though brian cleaned it some before I took this picture (he could be trying to "hide the evidence"?????) that's currently causing me much mental stress, to the point either it gets cleaned or brian needs to make a hair appointment to shave my head, go find a drug dealer buy me cocaine and hand me a umbrella!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.................

what it's looking like now the "redo the dining room athon is still going" that's all we been working on this weekend new dining room chairs, new dining room table i am starting to feel less stressed...........................

brian's identity protected of course like how he looks...................here he's holding up the pretty freshly painted new doors for these idea cabinets to hid clutter - they look nice..................

brian took out the kitchen island a few years ago but it didn't have drawers and tons of storage................this one we bought today for less then $20 cause they were having a sale (at a store where people donate shiz). So now we are finally about to have a kitchen island which should greately clean up the kitchen (with more drawers and places to put stuff). And I like having a little bit extra kitchen counterop space as i told brian to put pizza's cooling down on, cookies cooling down on cookies sheets on - put potholders under the cookie sheets. It'll be nice!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

talk about battle keeping a 1200 square feet house clean and how hard it has been for me and my mental health some here...........................

Fathers day gift for my dad.................my mom and dad love Donald Trump and are 100% that he is a great christian man saving the usa...........THAT'S WHAT THEY BELIEVE THOUROUGHLY. That he is making america great again, my brother believes that to, extreme inflation on near everything we buy and crazy high gas it doesn't exist according to my mom, dad and brother no we are living the best most christian blessed time in usa history EVER THANKS TO OUR VERY CHRISITAN AND HOLY PRESIDENT OF THE UNITED STATES OF AMERICA DONALD TRUMP.

(I ain't talking no smacks clearly donalds trump fears god and fearing god is what god wants the most - so donald trump is "doing the thing")

am I sarcastic - yes

Ephesians 6:1-3 "Children, obey your parents in the Lord: for this is right.Honour thy father and mother; which is the first commandment with promise; That it may be well with thee, and thou mayest live long on the earth."

  I have blacked out the insults thrown at me by what was the main elder sure that's sinful that I got mad stormed out of the church angry. 

  But I ain't easily provoked

1 Corinthians 13:5 "Doth not behave itself unseemly, seeketh not her own, is not easily provoked, thinketh no evil;"

I felt condemned for years because I got upset when that main elder of silverton verbally assaulted me so intensely and profusely that I was finally after months of talking with him (it went months the "become a member of the apostolic christian church of america talks" me just not wanting to go to that church anymore cause the sisters many of them the younger ones mostly were making fun of me to the point I was runnning to the bathroom crying pretty often

brian thinks I really wanted to become a member of that church even with him seeing me running crying to the bathroom often

but he had a friend there brian did and he didn't want to stop going  there and they really like him a ton at the apostolic christian church of america

but since the last time we went he is adament they don'l like him much either (they do he's their dream come true0 

but point is I'm not easily provoked it takes a lot and people know that

well god himself has been "provoked'

Psalm 78:58 "For they provoked him to anger with their high places, and moved him to jealousy with their graven images."

God is definately not evil at all when people on earth have mostly often provoked him -maybe non-stop

and he's been mostly showing mercy

WELL THAT'S A LOVING GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

According to my dad I broke up the family

(well my parents and brother and sister moved away from me 24 ish years ago ------- and my brother never invited to his house

they've stopped having family get togethers (they had one but a- denies it was a family get togther it was cause cousin from spain was there there's never been a time where cousin from spain was in town but there wasn't a family get togethre that's bs and cousin from california was also there - at the family get togther pizza joint!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)

my fault everything is my fault

it's a kind of "weird violence"

cause everything just couldn't be my fault on earth

and muslims on tiktok have been very aggressive towards me to give them money 

I've had to suffer for things I DIDN'T DO

I didn't kill any gaza citizens and wall them in and make them starve to death - israel is doing that
but I've had to pay for that

ai overview - "The ongoing war in Gaza began on October 7, 2023. As of June 2026, the conflict has lasted for 2 years and nearly 8 months."

2 years and 8 months is a long time I eventually got tired of sending money to gaza

i'm in general tired by now

you will reap if you faint not according to the bible note the word faint in that verse.....................

Galatians 6:9 "And let us not be weary in well doing: for in due season we shall reap, if we faint not."

 I'm in my 50's I ain't reaped nothing yet that I can see?????????????????????? not from doing good 

and if anything I've only reaped bad things

............don't worry muslims I'll probably donate to gaza tommorow or the next day you can't expect me to not buy my dad a father's day gift! BE FAIRER WITH ME PLEASE MUSLIMS I TRY THAT SHOULD BE GOOD ENOUGH!