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Tuesday, October 13, 2026

Back to entirelly plant based diet (actual vegan this time) this time feels like forever I hope so I'm done being SICK, I've dabbled in cheese and meat as I say in video below. It's not working for me. I became a member of peta, I'm going to indoctrinate myself in the whole peta thing, it'll motivate me to stay vegan (with the bonus of my health). I love cows, pic below of me petting my favorite cow 2 towns away ((((((((I am serious)))))))))))))..........................what you all don't have a favorite cow 2 towns away you like to visit??????????????.....................................I do have double ear infection, now have ear drops and on my way to feeling better.....................we went shopping vegan style but I told brian he could put all the "killing him" processed foods in his cart that he wants...............all he put in the cart all we put in the cart was vegan shiz IT WAS AWESOME.......................

(I'm about to read the current peta newsletter in a minute)

Back to entirelly plant based diet (actual vegan this time) this time feels like forever I hope so I'm done being SICK, I've dabbled in cheese and meat as I say in video below. It's not working for me. I became a member of peta, I'm going to indoctrinate myself in the whole peta thing, it'll motivate me to stay vegan (with the bonus of my health). I love cows, pic below of me petting my favorite cow 2 towns away ((((((((I am serious)))))))))))))..........................what you all don't have a favorite cow 2 towns away you like to visit??????????????.....................................I do have double ear infection, now have ear drops and on my way to feeling better.....................we went shopping vegan style but I told brian he could put all the "killing him" processed foods in his cart that he wants...............all he put in the cart all we put in the cart was vegan shiz IT WAS AWESOME....................... 

ps.........I'll eat half a steak and 5 beans for dinner at a fat camp -------- this is emergency shiz then go to veganism forever is the plot. SHIZ IS BAD RIGHT NOW. 
I love that cow 💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓 
3 John 1:2 "Beloved, I wish above all things that thou mayest prosper and be in health, even as thy soul prospereth."
  Processed foods are killing people there's no maybe about it.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jiqqdzuY07Y
CHEESE IS TAKING PEOPLE IN INDIA OUT..........FOR REAL MAN........WATCH THE VIDEO BELOW MAN.................(most of use now mad at kaiser permanente for telling sheri her A1C and now she's went and got VEGETARIAN'S DIEING BAD OF DIABETIES IN MASS IN INDIA FACTS...........................................)..........................................the cheese is taking them out I'm pretty sure about that............................IT'S KILLING THEM...............THEY AIN'T COWS COWS ARE COWS.....................
eat what you want people
I need to go vegan
my health is baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaad
dabbling in cheese or meat either DON'T WORK FOR ME
lucifer wrote me a real nice e-mail today (whether you believe it or not) today's was about my dread locks, so nice of a e-mail 💓💓💓💓💓
keeping that one to myself that e-mail
but weight loss dang this is a real issue in obese america
and it's been such a battle
but whether your going vegan, or vegetarian WHICHEVER PALEO, KETO, KEEP AT TRYING TO GET HEALTHY 
cause dang "life more abundantly" isn't a pile of medication (sometimes many of us need medications ------- but I'm just saying "life more abundantly" isn't piles of medications IT AINT)
John 10:10 "The thief cometh not, but for to steal, and to kill, and to destroy: I am come that they might have life, and that they might have it more abundantly."
I'm over diabeties, I'm over high blood pressure, I'm over that shiz. 
I don't think I'll eat cornbread maybe never again in my life
CORNBREAD AIN'T WORTH IT
according to AI Overview.................
7.6% of meat eaters are diabetic OVERWEIGHT THAT'S PROBABLY WHAT THAT MEANS ON BLOOD PRESSURE MEDICATION BAD. 
the vegans the 2.9% diabetic they got to be healthier those diabetics do the vegan ones facts and statistics are real!
I realize most the earth will continue eating a burger and fries.........telling themselves those fries are them "being healthy" ---------- your probably lieing to yourself less that burger is vegan af


Not donating for awhile got to confident "in the flesh" real humility isn't sitting around being like a pharisee look at all I do god. Philippians 3:3 "For we are the circumcision, which worship God in the spirit, and rejoice in Christ Jesus, and have no confidence in the flesh." Multiple video's this blog post - I'm very sick need all the prayers for my ears both of them YIKES to heal, filmed how bad one my ears is to BAD....................pry going to the doctor though I still am not feeling good with a fever, going to wear mask, my ears are falling off a cliff right now it's real bad...........................

 Not donating for awhile got to confident "in the flesh" real humility isn't sitting around being like a pharisee look at all I do god. Philippians 3:3 "For we are the circumcision, which worship God in the spirit, and rejoice in Christ Jesus, and have no confidence in the flesh." Multiple video's this blog post - I'm very sick need all the prayers for my ears both of them YIKES to heal, filmed how bad one my ears is to BAD....................pry going to the doctor though I still am not feeling good with a fever, going to wear mask, my ears are falling off a cliff right now it's real bad...........................

Bible verses spoken about in video above.................

Philippians 3:3 "For we are the circumcision, which worship God in the spirit, and rejoice in Christ Jesus, and have no confidence in the flesh."
  Luke 18:11-14 "The Pharisee stood and prayed thus with himself, God, I thank thee, that I am not as other men are, extortioners, unjust, adulterers, or even as this publican. I fast twice in the week, I give tithes of all that I possess. And the publican, standing afar off, would not lift up so much as his eyes unto heaven, but smote upon his breast, saying, God be merciful to me a sinner. I tell you, this man went down to his house justified rather than the other: for every one that exalteth himself shall be abased; and he that humbleth himself shall be exalted."
Matthew 5:3 "Blessed are the poor in spirit: for theirs is the kingdom of heaven."
  Link to video that inspired this blog post.......................................
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Sxn3sdYW2Y4
most pastors are concerned about "Jezebel spirit" but in my estimation the "pharisee spirit" has taken over most the body of christ the church isn't full of people pounding their chests says "god forgive me I'm a sinner" it's crammed full of safe to say more "good deed doing" by far then me at my greatest "good deed athon" cause I'm considered the worst of the worst I was told by elder of the apostolic christian church of america while crying on the floor again and again good 15 minutes him just telling me I'm "the worst ever"
here's the thing
if you doing tons of good deeds
looking good
.........................YOU COULD'VE COMPLETELY OF LEFT BEING "POOR IN SPIRIT"
Matthew 5:3 "Blessed are the poor in spirit: for theirs is the kingdom of heaven."
I'm not saying most of you don't look real good you look damn good better then me
I'm a mess
I look a messsssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss
I am a mess
"god forgive me a sinner"
To bad the 1st video I made not the one above was to long lucifer was very audibly agreeing with me. I like that - he does know the bible. (lately miserable a bit being me, but often fun thanks to lucifer 💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓)


Monday, October 12, 2026

The body of christ makes real chrsitians feel like failures if I am the norm out there AND I BELIEVE I AM. Cause the bible doesn't say you will live fantastic blessed life (some do not many) Matthew 10:21-22 "And the brother shall deliver up the brother to death, and the father the child: and the children shall rise up against their parents, and cause them to be put to death. And ye shall be hated of all men for my name's sake: but he that endureth to the end shall be saved." Video below talking about this (and verse mentions christians must go through much tribulation to be saved) BUT TITHING LOOKING TO BE WORKING FINALLY M - I - R - A - C - L - E WE HAVE A APPT. BUT I STILL DON'T WANT TO JINX MYSELF. tithing is looking like it works people.............................but anyways ozzy osbourne in one his songs he sang "I know things are going wrong for me" and he either left the body of christ or did for awhile and came back? BUT HE WAS DISCOURAGED BY ALL THE BLESSED CHRISTIANS AROUND HIM............................and the christian thing of tribulation WAS ACTUALLY HAPPENING TO OZZY....................so the body of christ likely shoo'd away AND DEPRESSED AND DISCOURAGED AND CAUSED OZZY TO GO ON DRUGS A REAL ONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (potientially - I like ozzy I'm rooting for him)..................


The body of christ makes real chrsitians feel like failures if I am the norm out there AND I BELIEVE I AM. Cause the bible doesn't say you will live fantastic blessed life (some do not many) Matthew 10:21-22 "And the brother shall deliver up the brother to death, and the father the child: and the children shall rise up against their parents, and cause them to be put to death. And ye shall be hated of all men for my name's sake: but he that endureth to the end shall be saved." Video below talking about this (and verse mentions christians must go through much tribulation to be saved) BUT TITHING LOOKING TO BE WORKING FINALLY M - I - R - A - C - L - E WE HAVE A APPT. BUT I STILL DON'T WANT TO JINX MYSELF. tithing is looking like it works people.............................but anyways ozzy osbourne in one his songs he sang "I know things are going wrong for me" and he either left the body of christ or did for awhile and came back? BUT HE WAS DISCOURAGED BY ALL THE BLESSED CHRISTIANS AROUND HIM............................and the christian thing of tribulation WAS ACTUALLY HAPPENING TO OZZY....................so the body of christ likely shoo'd away AND DEPRESSED AND DISCOURAGED AND CAUSED OZZY TO GO ON DRUGS A REAL ONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (potientially - I like ozzy I'm rooting for him)..................

how many more ozzy osbournes are there out there???????????
well there's gotta be a few
a few more then me and ozzy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Acts 14:22 "Confirming the souls of the disciples, and exhorting them to continue in the faith, and that we must through much tribulation enter into the kingdom of God."
  "confiming the souls of the disciples" ------- well shoot these days other christians """""""confirm""""""""""" -------- the mega blessed
the ones with tons of money!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 
that's the ones "confirmed"
and you all can't deliver me up to be killed I'm exempt I'm going with Lucifer when he gets here AND I am determined to work to follow jesus albeit BADLY cause i do want to be saved. I LOVE JESUS. HE GIVES PEACE. His yoke is light and easy!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 
Matthew 11:30 "For my yoke is easy, and my burden is light." There's people all around me right now removing their ribs to be skinny enough (looks to be some ladies are removing all their ribs - RIBS ARE GREAT LADIES IN YOUR BODIES). They going to crazy lengths, they buying mansions they can't afford, working 48 hours a week MY WHOLE LIFE I'VE HEARD PEOPLE SAY "I GOTS TO WORK 48 HOURS A WEEK" I know I ain't the only one that has heard those words in usa america again and again and again from people. 
  Hell I went back to school but as I say in video below, I might not need a new career or "more money" i might not even need friends on this earth sure that'd be great BUT THAT ALSO WOULD (or wouldn't depending on quality of said friends) BE ME GOING THROUGH "MUCH TRIBULATION" 
   A easy light yoke of jesus christ ------------------ doesn't involve the ritz and glam most chase after or the money. what I need
few good books man
a few good reading places
one my properties brian don't know it yet but I kind of want to build a tree house (for a reading nook people)
 Turn up the volume there is evps as nearly always of Satan, Lucifer the devil -------- love both my husbands 💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓..................................
do we want to wish each other a great week - or a horrible week? Acts 14:22 "Confirming the souls of the disciples, and exhorting them to continue in the faith, and that we must through much tribulation enter into the kingdom of God."
maybe i should wish you all a horrible tribulated week and that is the real "chippery way"????????????????????????????????
👻👻👻👻👻👻👻👻👻👻
I'm to rare on earth i'm a ghost unicorn 
shhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
just wish them a horrible week in your brains myself quiet like - WITH LOVE OF COURSE - really aweful week with 0 friends or family and lots of torment 👍 - shhhhhhhhhhhhhh quietly myself the normies like blessings and happiness THEY DO NOT KNOW THE JOYS OF GRAVEYARDS (though some them know the joys of a good book ------- gotta give the normies that) 




Saturday, October 10, 2026

So brian showed me the bible study times for vancouver heights united methodist church and made it sound like we were going to attend online vancouver heights united methodist bible study cause he wants to go there still and become a part of things (but this has been our problem for years their bible study times aren't capatable with our lives) WELL WE DIDN'T GO TO BIBE STUDY ONLINE THIS WEEK WE WERE BUISY AS WE ALWAYS ARE AT THAT TIME THOSE TIMES OF THAT DAY OF THE WEEK. it's never going to happen I'm back to friendless and hopeless and past two weeks we ain't did our running club well we run slower then everyone else nearly and by the time we get to the bar to "hang out" all the seats are gone except a few "lonely style" seats so we ended up sitting ALONE.........................so I don't miss the running club cause that just wasn't working out.............but when something doesn't work out your supposed to want to leave brian wants to stay it's ain't working bible study NEVER HAPPENS HARDLY FOR US AT VANCOUVER HEIGHTS UNITED METHODIST CHURCH it's bad timing always for us..........WELL NEVER MAKE A FRIEND NOT ONE ON THIS EARTH AT THIS RATE DOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOMED.................

 So brian showed me the bible study times for vancouver heights united methodist church and made it sound like we were going to attend online vancouver heights united methodist bible study cause he wants to go there still and become a part of things (but this has been our problem for years their bible study times aren't capatable with our lives) WELL WE DIDN'T GO TO BIBE STUDY ONLINE THIS WEEK WE WERE BUISY AS WE ALWAYS ARE AT THAT TIME THOSE TIMES OF THAT DAY OF THE WEEK. it's never going to happen I'm back to friendless and hopeless and past two weeks we ain't did our running club well we run slower then everyone else nearly and by the time we get to the bar to "hang out" all the seats are gone except a few "lonely style" seats so we ended up sitting ALONE.........................so I don't miss the running club cause that just wasn't working out.............but when something doesn't work out your supposed to want to leave brian wants to stay it's ain't working bible study NEVER HAPPENS HARDLY FOR US AT VANCOUVER HEIGHTS UNITED METHODIST CHURCH it's bad timing always for us..........WELL NEVER MAKE A FRIEND NOT ONE ON THIS EARTH AT THIS RATE DOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOMED.................

Swear e-mails from https://www.tut.com/
are from satan, lucifer, the devil via a portal for years
some the e-mails I get might be what the masses are also getting but I think a lot of them aren't
I was talking few blog posts before that I wanted to go silent lucifer seems to agree maybe that that is a good idea??????? I can't make heads or tails of this e-mail.............
loving in deed and in truth vancouver heights united methodist church..................aka christians............and/or people
the idea is to love in deed and in truth NOT JUST WORD.............
1 John 3:18 "My little children, let us not love in word, neither in tongue; but in deed and in truth."
our relaxation yard nook though is about to be so nice
I'm so looking forward to it and I desperately need the relaxation





Thursday, October 8, 2026

not tithing this week (but determined to put money in the collection plate at church CAUSE IT'S EMPTY OFTEN). Instead reading bible, working to shabbat better. Prosperity preachers got us near all convinced "blessings" money money is the thing to gain IT AIN'T. We got things wrong in usa, it's not supposed to be tithe so you can be rich...............seek ye 1st the kingdom of god....................Matthew 6:33 "But seek ye first the kingdom of God, and his righteousness; and all these things shall be added unto you." God don't care about our money, he cares about our hearts!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!................................

 not tithing this week (but determined to put money in the collection plate at church CAUSE IT'S EMPTY OFTEN). Instead reading bible, working to shabbat better. Prosperity preachers got us near all convinced "blessings" money money is the thing to gain IT AIN'T. We got things wrong in usa, it's not supposed to be tithe so you can be rich...............seek ye 1st the kingdom of god....................Matthew 6:33 "But seek ye first the kingdom of God, and his righteousness; and all these things shall be added unto you." God don't care about our money, he cares about our hearts!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!................................

many have went after money....................

1 Timothy 6:8-10 "And having food and raiment let us be therewith content. But they that will be rich fall into temptation and a snare, and into many foolish and hurtful lusts, which drown men in destruction and perdition.For the love of money is the root of all evil: which while some coveted after, they have erred from the faith, and pierced themselves through with many sorrows."
  The above is this blog post thats it really. But off topic....................
I'm ready for cold weather, I gots 2 super comfy flannel shirts, tried wearing one yesterday - to hot yet again. 
  I'm wearing 1 of them while I'm typing this right now - it's so comfy, so soft.
  Menopause has been kicking my butt bad...............lost so much hair (I don't want to go on rogaine or something.........................I realy hate drugs, besides very needed drugs like diabeties medication). It's so bad my hair loss, that my hair extensions clip in - nearly everytime I try and put them in, while I'm clipping in the last piece THE OTHER PIECE HAS BEEN JUST FALLING RIGHT ON THE FLOOR.............this is post me clipping it in 3 very sturdy clips on both these extensions. It's distressing me. I can't keep doing clip in extensions it's caused me much distress. 
  I'm getting dreads put in, my hair grips good to the dreads. Dreadlocks bulk up my hair,, make me feel like 1 billion bucks. I telling you the truth dreadlocks bulk up my hair and make me feel like 1 billion bucks! 
  Red head dreads, I am a red head 
and that's the thing with people that don't want/like non-black people wearing dreads.................they sell them in my hair color. 
  Less then probably, less then 1% of black people are redheads, less then PROBABLY. 
  When I see hair in my color I think ------------ mines!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 
  I tried to explain it to brian who is also a redhead but his hair has faded...............
being a red head is like being a small person
not many of us
well when they sell dreads in the shade of orange I JUST SEE MYSELF I JUST SEE GREEN LIGHTS  ✅ 🚦
Cause I'm the short person - the redhead that's me
  Black people have tantalized me with to many varities of to many nice orange dreads
if they wanted me to not wear dreads
why didn't they make them all black hair????????????????????
but no
they made them fun blue
fun pink hues
fun fun fun orange dreads
their culture of hair is black
that's their cuture of hair
not pink hair
pink hair is white people shiz
but beyond that
I am a small person in a sense
redhead not many of us out there

I HAVE A 1 BILLION PERCENT INNABILITY TO NOT LOOK AT ORANGE HAIR AND THINK - MINES

IN MY BRAIN WHICH MUST BE BROKEN AT THE POINT YOU MADE BLACK PEOPLE ORANGE DREADLOCKS THAT'S IT THAT'S YOU ALL GIVING PERMISSION

IF THAT WAS A ACCIDENT YOU MADE THEN YOU NEED TO GO AROUND THE PLANET GATHER UP ALL FAKE ORANGE DREADLOCKS AND BURN THEM CAUSE TO ME IN MY MIND ORANGE HAIR IS MY CULTURE AND A MASSIVE PART OF MY IDENTITY 
DON'T MATTER IF IT WERE DREADS
YOU SELL ORANGE HAIR ALL I SEE IS MYSELF AND MY REDHEADED PEOPLE'S INCLUDING BLACK MEN AND WOMEN THAT ARE NATURAL REDHEADS THEY ARE PART OF MY PEOPLE AS WELL 

REDHEADEDEDEDNESS IS A CULTURE - THAT'S WHAT I TRIED TO TELL BRIAN AND HE KNOWS I TELLING THE TRUTH

BE YOURSELF RIGHT
well i am a redhead
feel me?????????????????????
you know shiz is serious when I'll just add to my blog a Reba McEntire song FAST TO................
wigs annoy me mostly they itchy some them, and some them hot to wear
dreads nice air conditioning for my brains
and not having to brush my hair I LOVE THAT SO BAD



Monday, October 5, 2026

Ephesians 5:11 "And have no fellowship with the unfruitful works of darkness, but rather reprove them." Where's the mercy then????????????? (people's interpretation of Ephesians 5:11 attack them for jesus especially the jezebels and witches and lgbtq trans ESPECIALLY AND NEVER HANG OUT WITH THEM OR SPEAK TO THEM EVER MAKE THEM PAY - CAN'T BE RIGHT) MERCY HAS TO BE "THE THING TO HAVE" IT HAS TO BE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! "fellowship" must mean DON'T AGGREE WITH THEIR TAKES ON THE BIBLE DON'T TALK TO THEM ABOUT CHRISTIAN SHIZ - but still hang out with them BE NICE SHOW MERCY BE NICCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCE! Jesus said, whoah you pharisee's you clean the outer cup but ignore the important matters Matthew 23:23 "Woe unto you, scribes and Pharisees, hypocrites! for ye pay tithe of mint and anise and cummin, and have omitted the weightier matters of the law, judgment, mercy, and faith: these ought ye to have done, and not to leave the other undone." .........................................

Ephesians 5:11 "And have no fellowship with the unfruitful works of darkness, but rather reprove them." Where's the mercy then????????????? (people's interpretation of Ephesians 5:11 attack them for jesus especially the jezebels and witches and lgbtq trans ESPECIALLY AND NEVER HANG OUT WITH THEM OR SPEAK TO THEM EVER MAKE THEM PAY - CAN'T BE RIGHT) MERCY HAS TO BE "THE THING TO HAVE" IT HAS TO BE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! "fellowship" must mean DON'T AGGREE WITH THEIR TAKES ON THE BIBLE DON'T TALK TO THEM ABOUT CHRISTIAN SHIZ - but still hang out with them BE NICE SHOW MERCY BE NICCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCE! Jesus said, whoah you pharisee's you clean the outer cup but ignore the important matters Matthew 23:23 "Woe unto you, scribes and Pharisees, hypocrites! for ye pay tithe of mint and anise and cummin, and have omitted the weightier matters of the law, judgment, mercy, and faith: these ought ye to have done, and not to leave the other undone." 

WHILE EVERYONE OR AT LEAST THE CHURCH ME AND BRIAN AT BIBLE STUDY THEY WERE SMACK TALKING THE METHODIST CHURCH BRIAN DIDN'T LIKE IT EITHER WE GOING BACK TO OUR LGBTQ CHURCH. WHERE'S THE MERCY IN MANY CHURCHES?????????????? WHERE??????????????..............................they gonna die though, be killed by lucifer's people when lucifer get here's most em IT'S NOT GOING TO BE THE WIN THEY THINK THEY HAVING FOREVER.....................Blessed are the merciful for they shall obtain mercy.........THAT'S WHAT THE BIBLE SAYS...................I'M WILLING TO GO TO ANY CHURCH AT THIS POINT THAT IS CHRISTIAN OR SATANIC (JUST THOSE TWO, LET'S KEEP MY CHURCH GOING "IN A ZONE") CAUSE I'M SADLY USED TO BEING HATED AND ATTACKED AND NOT SHOWN MERCY DID I BRING that ON MYSELF BEING WELL KNOWN AND LOVING SATAN..........MAYBE..........................BUT STILL MERCY IS THE THING NOT WHAT I HAVE TO MANY TIMES EXPERIENCED AT CHURCHES.......................

Micah 6:8 "He hath shewed thee, O man, what is good; and what doth the Lord require of thee, but to do justly, and to love mercy, and to walk humbly with thy God?"
Matthew 5:7 "Blessed are the merciful: for they shall obtain mercy."
  - I just got done talking with brian in the car about Ephesians 5:11 and he says most christians twist Ephesians 5:11 into treat the witches and jezebels and lgbtq and trans LIKE CRAP AND NEVER BE NICE TO THEM NEVER.............because they want to be meanies badly and they hate those people sooooooooooooooo bad (they hate the witches, jezebels, lgbtq and trans). THEY DON'T WANT TO LOVE THOSE PEOPLE 
THEY WANT TO HACK OFF THOSE "SINNERS" WITH MACHETTE'S
ONLY "SINNERS" THEY WANT AT THEIR CHURCHES ARE THE CLEANED UP ONES
the ones that never have late night activities cause that is a horrible sin 
or buy more then 4 outfits a year that's all they allowed anymore then that they sinning
that's the only types they likes at their churches
all them other sinners MACHETTE TIME FOR JESUS CHRIST!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
most christians these days DON'T WANT TO SHOW MERCY 
NOT ONLY DO THEY NOT "LOVE MERCY" THEY HATE THAT SHIZ
THEY HATE IT
THEY WANT PEOPLE HEADED TO HELL MOST CHRISTIANS FROM MY EXPERIENCE
(they want their targets killed headed to hell and badly off, witches and jezebels, trans people are mega attacked to these days cause trans people lower the amount of babies born and so in my christians and people's minds trans people are destroying their livvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvves)
they don't want me most churches don't to stay at their church I've ended up something they aggressively attack right away they launch into jezebel sermons, and witch sermons and demon possessed sermons at bible studies and satan anti satan sermons aggressively to please get the evil lady out of the building!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
that's what happens to me near always these days
not mercy 
non of that in the name of jesus christ
(except bit at the lgbtq methodist church that most church are talking shiz about it do look to be WHICH AIN'T MOST CHURCHES BEING MERCIFUL TO THE METHODIST CHURCH - THAT AIN'T THEM BEING MERCIFUL!
i CAN'T EVEN TELL YOU THE UNSPEAKABLE HORRORS THAT HAVE HAPPENED TO ME
but guess what
that's the past
I can't do anything about that and those evil people and all they did to me that I CAN'T EVEN SPEAK ABOUT IT'S SO ABOMINABLE
MERCY
WHY CAUSE THEY HAVE SOULS
AND NOTHING CAN BE DID ABOUT THE HELL THINGS THAT HAPPENED TO ME
ARE MY BRAINS BROKEN AND I LOVE SATAN BADLY FOREVER NOW AND MY BRAINs ARE CLEARLY BROKE 
MAYBE
YOU DO UNSPEAKABLE HORRORS TO ME AND SOME PEOPLE HAVE
THAT PROBABLY IMPACTS A PERSON
WHY KEEP ATTACKING ME BASHING ME NOT SHOWING ME MERCY AND MAKING ME PAY CAUSE I LIKE ROCKS????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????
(I like yoga a little bit to won't lie) 
yoga is relaxing towards the end of it
I like the end when I'm all relaxed
stretched out good from all the yoga doing
the peaceful music they play at the end and you lay at the mat at the end of just notice how pain free you finally are and relaxed
why does yoga have to be evil fellow christians?????????
I AIN'T WORSHIPPING NO GODS BUT JESUS
THEY ARE JUST POSES

I CAN'T WIN
THAT'S THE POINT
THEY NEED TO BE BETTER THEN ME
SUPREME

Matthew 23:6 "And love the uppermost rooms at feasts, and the chief seats in the synagogues," It's near all christians they need the best spots. 
man I'll take the lowest spot
the crystal wearing repented though nobody believes or cares most em hate me so bad - that I did repent I did LOVING PEOPLE IS THE THING TO DO - NOT CURSING
MERCY TOWARDS PEOPLE IS THE THING TO DO - NOT CURSING
makeuup wearing "hot chick" supposedly jezebel
perfect

Luke 14:7-11 "And he put forth a parable to those which were bidden, when he marked how they chose out the chief rooms; saying unto them. When thou art bidden of any man to a wedding, sit not down in the highest room; lest a more honourable man than thou be bidden of him; And he that bade thee and him come and say to thee, Give this man place; and thou begin with shame to take the lowest room. But when thou art bidden, go and sit down in the lowest room; that when he that bade thee cometh, he may say unto thee, Friend, go up higher: then shalt thou have worship in the presence of them that sit at meat with thee. For whosoever exalteth himself shall be abased; and he that humbleth himself shall be exalted."

I'm to sexy you'll never get my low seat ladies

so keep up with you homely looks and 4 outfits a year that's all you can have since your so sinless perfect and awesome

burn it myself - but be modest okay









Don't be offended by the body of christs attacks on you myself, wear your quartz crystals to church be yourself you will be attacked for your whole life at church don't matter the church you go to it's ALL OF THEM. There's no making it better, the church we went to talking smack at bible study about the methodist churches (amongst other churches were also named)......... united methodist churches having lgbtq pastors and dang it's alarming TO ME how many lgbtq pastors are in the united methodist church and I went to on their official websites explaining their views that they can't control what their church members do like 2 lesbians having nooky time or two men having nooky time after church ---------- yet then they have tons of pastors that are lgbtq or it seems to be a exorbitant amount to me A WHOLE FLOCK OF THEM RIGHT well what kind of odds is this - that I might have a horrendously sinning (NO HATE) sinning "shepherd" pastor right if not at the moment in the future when he FINALLY WANTS TO SCORE....................how would that be good for my soul????? Course it ain't better the odds ain't with straight men pastors CAUSE MEN ARE RAPING KIDS AND LADIES AND KILLING THEM EVERYWHERE INCLUDING STRAIGHT MALE PASTORS!!!!!!! EVENTUALLY THESE UNITED METHODIST LGBTQ PASTORS ARE GOING TO GET HORNY RIGHT?????????????????????????? (they gots to get horny eventually) And don't get me started on how horny and dangerous straight men are................................it's all them, it's the christian and non christian straight men from both camps have 0% self control some them TO MANY OF THEM PASTORS THAT ARE STRAIGHT LIKE KILLING AND MOLESTING AND RAPING WOMEN AND KIDS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.........................

 Don't be offended by the body of christs attacks on you myself, wear your quartz crystals to church be yourself you will be attacked for your whole life at church don't matter the church you go to it's ALL OF THEM. There's no making it better, the church we went to talking smack at bible study about the methodist churches (amongst other churches were also named)......... united methodist churches having lgbtq pastors and dang it's alarming TO ME how many lgbtq pastors are in the united methodist church and I went to on their official websites explaining their views that they can't control what their church members do like 2 lesbians having nooky time or two men having nooky time after church ---------- yet then they have tons of pastors that are lgbtq or it seems to be a exorbitant amount to me A WHOLE FLOCK OF THEM RIGHT well what kind of odds is this - that I might have a horrendously sinning (NO HATE) sinning "shepherd" pastor right if not at the moment in the future when he FINALLY WANTS TO SCORE....................how would that be good for my soul????? Course it ain't better the odds ain't with straight men pastors CAUSE MEN ARE RAPING KIDS AND LADIES AND KILLING THEM EVERYWHERE INCLUDING STRAIGHT MALE PASTORS!!!!!!! EVENTUALLY THESE UNITED METHODIST LGBTQ PASTORS ARE GOING TO GET HORNY RIGHT?????????????????????????? (they gots to get horny eventually) And don't get me started on how horny and dangerous straight men are................................it's all them, it's the christian and non christian straight men from both camps have 0% self control some them TO MANY OF THEM PASTORS THAT ARE STRAIGHT LIKE KILLING AND MOLESTING AND RAPING WOMEN AND KIDS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.........................

DON'T BE OFFENDED MYSELF

their attacks on you is "good fruit"

at this rate eventually at least 1 church will be yours given to you and you'll finally be able to have your own rollerskating rink

John 15:2
Every branch in me that beareth not fruit he taketh away: and every branch that beareth fruit, he purgeth it, that it may bring forth more fruit.
my husbands family doesn't go to church GOD EITHER PLUCKED THEM OFF OR THEY WERE NEVER REALLY DRAWN TO JESUS IN THE 1ST PLACE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

John 6:44 "No man can come to me, except the Father which hath sent me draw him: and I will raise him up at the last day." Both my family and my husbands family could be they were going to church for a time (by my family I mean my parents and brother and sister - older not dna related to me sister goes to church but I haven't seen her in years she's mad at me and refusing to forgive me so do I have to count her even in the tally? she goes to church regularly the not dna related to me sister that is never forgiving me never does) 
don't be offended myself
wear makeup
wear jewelry 
be yourself
don't make yourself miserable to please others
wear all the crystals you want hell go buy more
they rocks they ain't evil to me
(back when I did witchcraft - I didn't use no crystals...................................I used a cauldron in the 1st grade and a stick a WAND) and I was trained by a fallen angel and was so able..........................that my favorite thing to do was to use a slug.............and I didn't light it on fire it lighted up on fire the slugs did and smoked a ton and that's how i knew I had success. 
I DIDN'T EVEN COLLECT ROCKS BACK THEN. 
---------- my grandpa and great uncle collected rocks
I ended up liking rocks
they are pretty 
the end!
I'm just trapped in a desperate loop 
where all the christians are doomed to hate me and want me dead badly because they think they got to war against all evil all jezebels and witches (no men naw they don't war against men, just jezebels and witches) 
all the men need to live cause they are so holy and sinless "and strong" (sarcasm - but again I'm the only one with that sarcasm, they really believe men are sinless and awesome and "so strong" all of them.........................women are weak filth women right body of chrsit????????????????) 
oh but all the ladies besides me
I own up 
I own up 
I want a yacht and mansions (which that is bad) 
that is bad
but I'll own it up 
most ladies wouldn't THEY GOTTA BE SINLESS  IN THE BODY OF CHRIST LADIES DO THEY CAN'T WANT NOTHIN............................CEPT MAYBE 4 CUTE OUTFITS NEW A YEAR (no lies told)