You will know them by their fruit, now there's 2 kinds of "good fruit" there's good deeds which is if done in some continuance I believe is showing of love of good fruit, but also just straight up loving people and there are lgbtq people that do love people. Time and Chance happeneth to ALL. And that is precisely why not to kill witches anymore, though it does look to be many of you want to kill the witches very badly............fresh ukele song with evp's of satan, lucifer, the devil...............weared wig today my hair has thinned out and I feel ugly somedays......................people witch hunting me and hating on me for the lord Jesus Christ don't help either they won't stop they can't they need to hate people everyday of their lives to make jesus happy (that's a real style of christianity I do more then believe exists I'VE EXPERIENCED THAT FROM PEOPLE I'VE BEEN VERY HATED ON VERY HATED ON TO MY FACE HATED BADLY MUCH AND OFTEN)...........................

You will know them by their fruit, now there's 2 kinds of "good fruit" there's good deeds which is if done in some continuance I believe is showing of love of good fruit, but also just straight up loving people and there are lgbtq people that do love people. Time and Chance happeneth to ALL. And that is precisely why not to kill witches anymore, though it does look to be many of you want to kill the witches very badly............fresh ukele song with evp's of satan, lucifer, the devil...............weared wig today my hair has thinned out and I feel ugly somedays......................people witch hunting me and hating on me for the lord Jesus Christ don't help either they won't stop they can't they need to hate people everyday of their lives to make jesus happy (that's a real style of christianity I do more then believe exists I'VE EXPERIENCED THAT FROM PEOPLE I'VE BEEN VERY HATED ON VERY HATED ON TO MY FACE HATED BADLY MUCH AND OFTEN)...........................

Matthew 7:16 "Ye shall know them by their fruits. Do men gather grapes of thorns, or figs of thistles?" Matthew 7:!6 is saying be nice. nice. 

Ecclesiastes 9:11 "I returned, and saw under the sun, that the race is not to the swift, nor the battle to the strong, neither yet bread to the wise, nor yet riches to men of understanding, nor yet favour to men of skill; but time and chance happeneth to them all."

  I'm annoyed with how many christian witches there seems to be out there and them ones that aren't  repented but might be doing "light witchcraft" "tarot" I find that obnoxious if they are...........but time and chance does happen to all. THE BIBLE IS POWERFUL TO SAVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2 Timothy 3:5 "Having a form of godliness, but denying the power thereof: from such turn away." Often what you repeat that is what you eventually become......................

you sin sin sin ------------------------- you eventually are a sinner

you walk in good works walk in the light - you become that

walk 

in the light is the idea

and be cleansed by the blood of the lamb

Isaiah 1:17-19 "Learn to do well; seek judgment, relieve the oppressed, judge the fatherless, plead for the widow. Come now, and let us reason together, saith the Lord: though your sins be as scarlet, they shall be as white as snow; though they be red like crimson, they shall be as wool. If ye be willing and obedient, ye shall eat the good of the land:" - fellow native american's say the wolf you feed the most is the wolf that lives THAT'S TRUE

  ok now song.........................turn up volume to hear satan, lucifer, the devil evp's..................

Had so much fun studying today. Did you all know there's a drug that some drug addicts think they can "tweak the system" with and they try and inject suboxone and a "behind the scenes drug within suboxone activates" and NO FUN TIMES HAPPEN (I love that xoxoxoxoxo). Many goths like morgues, and driving funeral cars ---------- not me, I'm so much more fascinated by all the ways near everyone is dieing or is going to die. It's a whole world on medications did you all know that????????? And then people are mostly WALKING GHOSTS, people call them "npc's" but npc's are actually WALKING GHOSTS! James 2:19-21 "Thou believest that there is one God; thou doest well: the devils also believe, and tremble. But wilt thou know, O vain man, that faith without works is dead?" WE GOT A WORLD DIEING ON MEDICATIONS THAT THINK THEY IS CHRISTIAN, THINK THEY ARE ALIVE DOING 0% GOOD DEEDS SOME THEM AIN'T, GHOSTS GHOSTS DIEING...........THAT THINK THEMSELVES TO BE ALIVE!!!!..............................

Latest Friendship bracelet, I like watching you tube videos and making these, it's relaxing................

(this friendship bracelet is me using up little extra bits of floss/thread cause I don't like throwing away any little thread bits - tied short pieces together that's why you see "sudden total color changes" above)

 Had so much fun studying today. Did you all know there's a drug that some drug addicts think they can "tweak the system" with and they try and inject suboxone and a "behind the scenes drug within suboxone activates" and NO FUN TIMES HAPPEN (I love that xoxoxoxoxo). Many goths like morgues, and driving funeral cars ---------- not me, I'm so much more fascinated by all the ways near everyone is dieing or is going to die. It's a whole world on medications did you all know that????????? And then people are mostly WALKING GHOSTS, people call them "npc's" but npc's are actually WALKING GHOSTS! James 2:19-21 "Thou believest that there is one God; thou doest well: the devils also believe, and tremble. But wilt thou know, O vain man, that faith without works is dead?" WE GOT A WORLD DIEING ON MEDICATIONS THAT THINK THEY IS CHRISTIAN, THINK THEY ARE ALIVE DOING 0% GOOD DEEDS SOME THEM AIN'T, GHOSTS GHOSTS DIEING...........THAT THINK THEMSELVES TO BE ALIVE!!!!..............................

James 2:19-21 "Thou believest that there is one God; thou doest well: the devils also believe, and tremble.
But wilt thou know, O vain man, that faith without works is dead? Was not Abraham our father justified by works, when he had offered Isaac his son upon the altar?" Look I tellin ya what I know, you don't have to tithe right, but the christian life is one of walking in good works IT'S NOT A MAYBE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

  Ephesians 2:10

For we are his workmanship, created in Christ Jesus unto good works, which God hath before ordained that we should walk in them.

  I for years have volunteered at foodbanks, and sometimes THAT'S ALL I'M DOING......................but if I just did that, that's a walk in good works right there. 

  But god as the bible does say he prunes us to bear "more fruit" 

John 15:2

Every branch in me that beareth not fruit he taketh away: and every branch that beareth fruit, he purgeth it, that it may bring forth more fruit.

- this is a race though 

and as the bible says 

"all run" 

1 Corinthians 9:24

Know ye not that they which run in a race run all, but one receiveth the prize? So run, that ye may obtain.

RUN THAT YE MAY OBTAIN

NOT ALL OUT THERE ARE RUNNING THAT THEY MAY OBTAIN

Fresh christian ukele song asking is satan right now is tempting your soul with good things?...................and also bonus me chatting with lucifer, satan, the devil evp video turn up the volume as most always to hear evp's from Satan, Lucifer, the devil (it's him people, I talk to lucifer 247 - have since I prayed him into my life 2013................MY LIFE WAS GOING BAD) still sorta is, but life is ruff, it's ruff.................I'm saying it's a part of life to have "challenges"........................

Fresh christian ukele song asking is satan right now is tempting your soul with good things?...................and also bonus me chatting with lucifer, satan, the devil evp video turn up the volume as most always to hear evp's from Satan, Lucifer, the devil (it's him people, I talk to lucifer 247 - have since I prayed him into my life 2013................MY LIFE WAS GOING BAD) still sorta is, but life is ruff, it's ruff.................I'm saying it's a part of life to have "challenges"....................

you guys might think I'm being ridiculous but I fully believe someday I'll be bigger then Metallica...............Metallica had a good run though 💓💓💓💓💓💓💓

Mark 9:23 "Jesus said unto him, If thou canst believe, all things are possible to him that believeth."

(this 1st video is evp with lucifer, satan the devil session turn up the volume to hear lucifer 💓💓💓💓💓💓💓).......................................

My latest christian Ukele song...................."Is Satan right now tempting your soul with good things?"..............................

you had a good run metallica good run.........................

Mark 8:33 "But when he had turned about and looked on his disciples, he rebuked Peter, saying, Get thee behind me, Satan: for thou savourest not the things that be of God, but the things that be of men." Lucifer cares about you all and he wants your soulsssssssssssssssssssss 

 1 Peter 5:8

Be sober, be vigilant; because your adversary the devil, as a roaring lion, walketh about, seeking whom he may devour:

"trick or treat" - well you know what lucifer wants to give you all ------------------ TREAT

i SOMETIMES WONDER if I'm the only one on earth severelly goth, 

and thinking about all the happy people at church that seem so "blessed" 

where they blessed by god or....................................................

or.............................................................

lucifer

cause both sides do get blessed

so many blessed everywhere.....................................

and everyone wants to be blessed

and pastors preach about being blessed

and being blessed is so highly looked upon

even though the bible literally says.................

Luke 6:20

And he lifted up his eyes on his disciples, and said, Blessed be ye poor: for yours is the kingdom of God.

but I get it - I myself wouldn't mind a yacht, few mansions, travel the world etc. 

today a sister asked me if I was going to the upcoming church conference and said I should bring a friend if I am that she's bringing a friend, I had to sit there and nod as if I actually had a friend to bring I don't. 

I'm not going to that conference...................I don't think I'm meant to go to that conference. 

maybe their next conference will grab me????????????

Not tithing this week cause about to enter a raffle or a few (I want to win) proceeds benefit some charity with our running club (it is what it is, runners love helping communities and that's some why I've always loved running). And off topic video below me talking about this (my son is for "free palestine") and did you all know palestine isn't even all of israel, I believe peace is the way for sure, only do war if there's no other options. Hebrews 12:14 "Follow peace with all men, and holiness, without which no man shall see the Lord:"....................

 Ended up not doing a pastel bracelet yet, I'm obessed with the variegated flosses................

Not tithing this week cause about to enter a raffle or a few (I want to win) proceeds benefit some charity with our running club (it is what it is, runners love helping communities and that's some why I've always loved running). And off topic video below me talking about this (my son is for "free palestine") and did you all know palestine isn't even all of israel, I believe peace is the way for sure, only do war if there's no other options. Hebrews 12:14 "Follow peace with all men, and holiness, without which no man shall see the Lord:"....................

map of palestine link...........

https://travel.gc.ca/destinations/israel-and-palestine

As always turn up the volume to hear evp's from Satan, Lucifer, the Devil 💓💓💓💓💓........

EAT ALL THE UNLABELED USA MEATS YOU WANT AMERICA!!!!!!!! PLEASE DO COPIOUSLY FOR OUR LORD JESUS CHRIST. 

(I'm plant based - I need to be THANK GOD)

1 Timothy 4:3

Forbidding to marry, and commanding to abstain from meats, which God hath created to be received with thanksgiving of them which believe and know the truth.

tootles

I am in the process of becoming vegan truth be known - again (oops I mean plant based). Animals lives should matter.......I would think animals lives should matter even to fellow christians, that eating less meat thinking about animals lives would be a christian thing that all christians would do and want to do! I desperately need to loose weight more then anything, more then a new career (not even sure if I need a new career anymore cause money and the love of it is the "root of all evil") The typical diets most people do of eating less food don't work for me, I end up hating life with a growling stomach (unless a certain eating disorder is back, it isn't at the moment..........just saying) and then as soon as the diet is over what I do what many do eat again THEN GAIN THE WEIGHT AGAIN BACK...................I have new vegan hacks that's what I call them, this time I believe I will be a success..................your life ain't more abundantly if you obese and friendless or not having so many friends or so many job opportunities (2 people in my husbands family were fired for being obese - like that was it that was why they lost their jobs not cause they did ANYTHING WRONG)..................."moderation" of eating meat could work for some...............................also moderation of dairy I think also would be important for the moderation of meat eaters cause dairy is also often very fattening.........................but again that's the "eat less" struggle that didn't work for me, the torture myself "dieting" think that most people do out there and then they quit the diet AND GAIN THE WEIGHT MOST THEM DO BACK AGAIN..............................over it................................I LOVE ANIMALS BAD ANYWAYS............................

 I am in the process of becoming vegan truth be known - again (oops I mean plant based). Animals lives should matter.......I would think animals lives should matter even to fellow christians, that eating less meat thinking about animals lives would be a christian thing that all christians would do and want to do! I desperately need to loose weight more then anything, more then a new career (not even sure if I need a new career anymore cause money and the love of it is the "root of all evil") The typical diets most people do of eating less food don't work for me, I end up hating life with a growling stomach (unless a certain eating disorder is back, it isn't at the moment..........just saying) and then as soon as the diet is over what I do what many do eat again THEN GAIN THE WEIGHT AGAIN BACK...................I have new vegan hacks that's what I call them, this time I believe I will be a success..................your life ain't more abundantly if you obese and friendless or not having so many friends or so many job opportunities (2 people in my husbands family were fired for being obese - like that was it that was why they lost their jobs not cause they did ANYTHING WRONG)..................."moderation" of eating meat could work for some...............................also moderation of dairy I think also would be important for the moderation of meat eaters cause dairy is also often very fattening.........................but again that's the "eat less" struggle that didn't work for me, the torture myself "dieting" think that most people do out there and then they quit the diet AND GAIN THE WEIGHT MOST THEM DO BACK AGAIN..............................over it................................I LOVE ANIMALS BAD ANYWAYS............................

My new hacks, ok 1 new hack but it's a biggy....................

spirulina

put almond milk with it makes it taste better 

spirulina (I drink spirulina, chlorella mix) has tons of protein, curbs your appetite, very little calories

-------- then my other big hack chia seed water.................add lemon or lime juice for some flavoring

--------------------- then on top of all that ------------------------ costco's psyillium husk orange drink mix

so my stomach with all that everyday right stays fullish

then add some potatoes, onions, rice, fruits and veggies...............................

bamn 

skinny time forever

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mDMNQfqAlzc

gotta go watching a movie with brian and ian tonight

Being poor isn't that bad. The bible says 1 Timothy 6:8 "And having food and raiment let us be therewith content." Me and brian are really about to make friends have basically made friends RUNNING, so much so brian tommorow is buying a pair of running shoes....HE NEVER DOES THAT..................And being free, free in christ jesus, I've decided is literally giving 0 the f's what people think about me IT'S THE BEST. I don't have to "perform" "put on a show" like many do, I DON'T NEED MUCH MONEY "with food and raiment let us therewith be content" I literally get to be myself, be deemed worse then the house of beezelbub WHICH TURNS OUT IS MY DREAM COME TRUE I LOVE BEING A VILLIAN 💓💓💓💓💓💓💓 Matthew 10:25 "It is enough for the disciple that he be as his master, and the servant as his lord. If they have called the master of the house Beelzebub, how much more shall they call them of his household?" I bought a quartz crystal at the mall today pic below of necklace I made using it, I think it's a golden healer quartz, it was the only rock in the quartz bin that as I touched it I felt a energy, I believe the rock was trying to tell me "hey I can help you" and you all don't believe that, but the earth "opened her mouth to receive thy brother's blood from they hand" of Able in the bible..........so you can't convince me that rocks couldn't be friends with me!!!!!!!!!!!! THE EARTH FACTS IS PRO ABLE FROM THE BIBLE! #FACTS..................

 Being poor isn't that bad. The bible says 1 Timothy 6:8 "And having food and raiment let us be therewith content." Me and brian are really about to make friends have basically made friends RUNNING, so much so brian tommorow is buying a pair of running shoes....HE NEVER DOES THAT..................And being free, free in christ jesus, I've decided is literally giving 0 the f's what people think about me IT'S THE BEST. I don't have to "perform" "put on a show" like many do, I DON'T NEED MUCH MONEY "with food and raiment let us therewith be content" I literally get to be myself, be deemed worse then the house of beezelbub WHICH TURNS OUT IS MY DREAM COME TRUE I LOVE BEING A VILLIAN 💓💓💓💓💓💓💓 Matthew 10:25 "It is enough for the disciple that he be as his master, and the servant as his lord. If they have called the master of the house Beelzebub, how much more shall they call them of his household?" I bought a quartz crystal at the mall today pic below of necklace I made using it, I think it's a golden healer quartz, it was the only rock in the quartz bin that as I touched it I felt a energy, I believe the rock was trying to tell me "hey I can help you" and you all don't believe that, but the earth "opened her mouth to receive thy brother's blood from they hand" of Able in the bible..........so you can't convince me that rocks couldn't be friends with me!!!!!!!!!!!! THE EARTH FACTS IS PRO ABLE FROM THE BIBLE! #FACTS..................

Genesis 4:10-11 "And he said, What hast thou done? the voice of thy brother's blood crieth unto me from the ground. And now art thou cursed from the earth, which hath opened her mouth to receive thy brother's blood from thy hand;"

The other rock I bought at the mall today, this one is now my top 10 favorite crystals official now........it's a light grey, and coral hue in real life real nice, real flashy more flash then in this picture - I really like stones with tons of flash........................this rock don't even look like it came from earth BUT IT DID (cause it's definately not a meteor - I have a tektite collection - 1 meteor proper but it's small, cool but small in a little meteor collector box).....................  

latest friendship bracelet I'm making pictured below (squish banana in background - it's sand filled and is relaxing to squish). This friendship bracelet is I think the colors of ernie's shirt from sesame street, I keep coming back to that color combo very fond of it................................

as christians we should be different

and this earth 

is about money a lot of it is - what all people can buy for their "pride of life"

it's about the "pride of life" 

1 John 2:16

For all that is in the world, the lust of the flesh, and the lust of the eyes, and the pride of life, is not of the Father, but is of the world.

  "we don't need gucci, we don't need prada" - Kreayshawn 

1 Timothy 6:6 "But godliness with contentment is great gain."

those that need that though - that's fine some do out there NO HATE I ain't one them hating types of christians (many needs the big brands for their jobs to out there, that happens............................realistate me, when I doing my realistate job I dress up as a whole nother person). I'm very preppy as I've stated on my blog before, but sometimes I do my "realistate lady looks" a little to well and creep myself out. I don't end up having nightmares about what I weared though............more just a moment looking at myself in the mirror thinking oh no I'm like 3 steps away from working at hsn (no hate). For real though. Ya I mean the home shopping network I sure do. They get jazzed over some silly products on that show sometimes..........................one day watching home shopping network I came so close to buying bison burgers..................I STILL WANT SOME BISON BURGERS. (they never sold me on their steaks) But them bison burgers 👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍 I don't think though it's really natural to want to eat any animals, it feels wrong to me..............but if I was to eat a burger them bison

my ear is finally feeling better
(I some suspect some church folk prayed for me)
it was bad long time my ear was
now I still have some extra ringing in both my ears but that is lessening to
(I got like the worst cold ever a few weeks ago)

TITHING TODAY GOD NEEDS TO BLESS ME I AIN'T WAITING FOR DONALD TRUMP TO MAKE AMERICA GREAT AGAIN! Brian says it is 100% my fault we don't have friends or family basically it's all my fault everything is my fault 100% (he goes through what I go through HIS WORDS) Except him having a low libido, UNLESS HE IS ASSERTING THAT I AM FAT AND UGLY (we only be's 1 time every 3 months or so) am I that fat and ugly?????????? So we joined a running club, and today we went to a church with more then 2 bible study times.............a church easier for us to "get plugged into" due to our buisy schedule (part of that is because brian has to drive ian to work everyday and drive ian everywhere ian is well into his 20's no drivers license yet and he is very popular). That's how church people make friends they get "plugged in" everybody talks about that at all the churches do getting "plugged in"..........................

TITHING TODAY GOD NEEDS TO BLESS ME I AIN'T WAITING FOR DONALD TRUMP TO MAKE AMERICA GREAT AGAIN! Brian says it is 100% my fault we don't have friends or family basically it's all my fault everything is my fault 100% (he goes through what I go through HIS WORDS) Except him having a low libido, UNLESS HE IS ASSERTING THAT I AM FAT AND UGLY (we only be's 1 time every 3 months or so) am I that fat and ugly?????????? So we joined a running club, and today we went to a church with more then 2 bible study times.............a church easier for us to "get plugged into" due to our buisy schedule (part of that is because brian has to drive ian to work everyday and drive ian everywhere ian is well into his 20's no drivers license yet and he is very popular). That's how church people make friends they get "plugged in" everybody talks about that at all the churches do getting "plugged in"..........................

my latest friendship bracelet I really like this one a lot...........................

  I asked brian one day what a "tithe amount" would be for me, and he said $120 a month so I been breaking that into $30 a week installments...................................

 The bible verse about Job in the bible, many churches focus on the bad things that happened to job once god allowed lucifer to try and destroy his faith and his life. But what about before that.................Job 1:8-10 "And the Lord said unto Satan, Hast thou considered my servant Job, that there is none like him in the earth, a perfect and an upright man, one that feareth God, and escheweth evil? Then Satan answered the Lord, and said, Doth Job fear God for nought? Hast not thou made an hedge about him, and about his house, and about all that he hath on every side? thou hast blessed the work of his hands, and his substance is increased in the land." (I am different then Job pry in the bible, I believe what the bible says that lucifer is the "son of the morning" Isaiah 14:12 "How art thou fallen from heaven, O Lucifer, son of the morning! how art thou cut down to the ground, which didst weaken the nations!" I do not at all believe Lucifer horrible evil like it does look to be most the body of christ believes especially Kenneth Copeland. 

  Job was severelly protected. """hedge about him, and about his house, and about all that he hath on every side? """ Job I think it's fair to say - put god 1st in his life........................we don't know if he tithed.................................................but..................................if god was 1st in his life he probably donated land, cattle something to god/church. 
Job 42:12 "So the Lord blessed the latter end of Job more than his beginning: for he had fourteen thousand sheep, and six thousand camels, and a thousand yoke of oxen, and a thousand she asses."

  If bad times happen and your like job, stands to reason god will give everything back to you AND THEN SOME PER JOB 42:12

SO IN MY ESTIMATION

TITHING

or giving your most whatever that is to god of talent etc. 

to be blessed by god

that's the idea!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

people can get sick being blessed by god

but I theorize god might protect some to

maybe not

but what if????????????????

I recogn he'd more be apt god would to protect me IF I'M GIVING GOD MY ALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL THEN NOT

PEOPLE OUT THERE TALKING ABOUT "DESTINY SWAPPING" ------ that might really be real!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

THAT MIGHT BE REALLY REAL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

" Hast not thou made an hedge about him, and about his house, and about all that he hath on every side?"

today I watched a tiktok talking about how they thought perez hilton looked evil these days but back in the day he had light in his eye's and that he talked smack about britney spears and hanged out with paris hilton a lot and that they believed paris hilton might've destiny swapped with britney spears..............that right now britney spears is rolling on the floor, dancing in circles (they saying WHAT HAPPENED, SHE WAS BASICALLY #1)

did that happen????????????????????

could it of?????????????????????

paris hilton also sings maybe she wanted to become britney maybe her and perez did satanic shiz wearing black robes at night??????????????? I'm not saying that happened............but britney spears facts is spinning in circles on film

and she was one of the "greats"

she ain't even in her like 60's or whatever, she's still young, pretty, talented TALENTED STILL

I do think it's odd

I'm not saying anybody destiny swapped with her

but that this destiny swap thing might be real