I'm just so beyond puzzled about the "goings on on earth" in the body of christ how much everyone that isn't me pretty well hates lucifer and his men and wants harm to happen to them. I will always for all eternity love and support ESPECIALLY LUCIFER, and his men, cause on earth if we find a person that has been locked up in a basement maybe no air conditioning there, no bathrooms - we gasp. BUT THEN YOU ALL THINK PEOPLE BURNING IN HELL IS JUST THUMBS UP AND LOVING OF GOD AND JUST WONDERFUL????????????????????????????????????????????????????..........................I'll never pry have friends again cause I will always love and support the devil, lucifer satan HE CARES, HE LOVES PEOPLE, HE DOING A JOB........................

 I'm just so beyond puzzled about the "goings on on earth" in the body of christ how much everyone that isn't me pretty well hates lucifer and his men and wants harm to happen to them. I will always for all eternity love and support ESPECIALLY LUCIFER, and his men, cause on earth if we find a person that has been locked up in a basement maybe no air conditioning there, no bathrooms - we gasp. BUT THEN YOU ALL THINK PEOPLE BURNING IN HELL IS JUST THUMBS UP AND LOVING OF GOD AND JUST WONDERFUL????????????????????????????????????????????????????..........................I'll never pry have friends again cause I will always love and support the devil, lucifer satan HE CARES, HE LOVES PEOPLE, HE DOING A JOB........................

2 Corinthians 4:8 "We are troubled on every side, yet not distressed; we are perplexed, but not in despair;"

  While I'm "digging a hole for myself" more then I already have hahahahahahahahha 💓💓💓💓💓💓💓

  Sure there are times to "praise god" when you maybe get healed. And you know "ok that is a miracle" Cause my knee when it busted open.................it was to the like bone. Well knee's are the worst places to "bust open" if you all didn't know, I was in pain a lot for days, prayed and prayed, maybe prayed harder then I EVER HAD................just needing relief sooooooooooooooo dang bad from the pain I was feeling on my knee. Well it healed up all the sudden within 3-4 days every day I'd see more layers of skin closing up I was watching this miracle happen real time and knee's aren't supposed to heal that fast AT ALL. 

   That knee should've been healing and I should've been in pain for weeks. 

  So I'm saying there is reason to praise god right............and He is merciful. 

   so there is reason to love God right ------- that's what I'm sayin

BUT THERE IS ALSO I BELIEVE BILLIONS OF REASONS TO LOVE SATAN, LUCIFER, THE DEVIL WHO WAS THE 1ST PERSON IN ETERNITY UPSET WITH GOD'S "RULES" and as I recall I recall God made hard to keep rules for the angels of heaven and if they didn't keep them they were penalized

well

god does penalize some people that sin...............

Exodus 34:7 "Keeping mercy for thousands, forgiving iniquity and transgression and sin, and that will by no means clear the guilty; visiting the iniquity of the fathers upon the children, and upon the children's children, unto the third and to the fourth generation." Thirst and to the fourth generation of many grandkids potentially that did no "big sin" yet they are having to suffer the wrath of god for something their great grandpa or grandma did real bad. Well it's penalities like that that god also made (from my memories ok) for the angels of heaven and LUCIFER WASN'T FOR THAT, AND ISN'T FOR THAT. 

LUCIFER CARES ABOUT THE NEEDS OF MEN......................

Mark 8:33 "But when he had turned about and looked on his disciples, he rebuked Peter, saying, Get thee behind me, Satan: for thou savourest not the things that be of God, but the things that be of men."

understand me loud and clear

I don't hate god, somedays things are real bad for me on earth and I find myself not in the "sing christian songs mood" 

and I'm deemed a crazy pychopath looser because I love the devil and think lucifer caring about the "things that be of men" Mark 8:33 IS AWESOME YOU ALL THINK THAT IS HORRIBLE. 

if there was a lady or guy locked in a basement and found - lucifer would care

I think there is many multiple and unending reasons to love LUCIFER, SATAN THE DEVIL 💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓

AND THAT MOST OF YOU CHRISTIANS APPEAR TO HATE HIM SO BAD YOUR GOING TO LET YOUR PASTORS FOWL MOUTH THE DEVIL IT DO LOOK TO BE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

and looks to be most you want lucifer treared limb to limb AND THAT BOGGLES ME TO NO END THE DEVIL CARES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

"LADIES AND GENTLEMEN PRETEND YOU DIDN'T EVEN GO TO SHERI'S BLOG POST SHE IS SPOUTING OFF RIDICULOUSNESS US CHRISTIANS BESIDES SHERI IF SHE IS A CHRISTIAN - SUSPECT THAT IS - OF COURSE WE ONLY WANT TO HATE LUCIFER FOR ALL ETERNITY AND TEAR HIM LIMB FROM LIMB FOR OUR LORD JESUS CHRSIT BECAUSE HOW DARE HE CARE ABOUT MEN AND ANYTHING ANYTHING BUT """for thou savourest not the things that be of God, but the things that be of men."""" THAT ASSHOLE SON OF A BITCH BASTARD" ---------------- What the hell rest oaf the body of christ????????????????????? ARE YOU SERIOUS??????????????? WAIT YOU AREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

Warning please do NOT read this blog post if you are either poor (and I mean anything but filth rich) or suicidal (basically all the humans that aren't filth rich cause the bible is true) Proverbs 14:20 "The poor is hated even of his own neighbour: but the rich hath many friends." Money is EVERYTHING! And I feel bad for the homeless cause some them didn't have money to go to college and/or brainpower to make it in the big $$$ careers AND THEN THEY ARE DOOMED.....................................unless scientist can figure up a way to inject more braincells into some of them CAUSE MONEY IS EVERYTHING................................if you don't have money you won't probably have friends or family and mental health requires at least friends AT LEAST FRIENDS...................

 Warning please do NOT read this blog post if you are either poor (and I mean anything but filth rich) or suicidal (basically all the humans that aren't filth rich cause the bible is true) Proverbs 14:20 "The poor is hated even of his own neighbour: but the rich hath many friends." Money is EVERYTHING! And I feel bad for the homeless cause some them didn't have money to go to college and/or brainpower to make it in the big $$$ careers AND THEN THEY ARE DOOMED.....................................unless scientist can figure up a way to inject more braincells into some of them CAUSE MONEY IS EVERYTHING................................if you don't have money you won't probably have friends or family and mental health requires at least friends AT LEAST FRIENDS...................

AND THEN ON TOP OF IT PEOPLE WALK PAST THE HOMELESS SEE THEM MANY OF THEM "OUT OF THEIR MINDS" OR OUT OF THEIR MINDS ALSO ADDICTED TO DRUGS.................AND THEY THINK them to be lesser peons they can't be bothered by. MEANWHILE THEY MERELY HAD BAD LUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ecclesiastes 9:11 "I returned, and saw under the sun, that the race is not to the swift, nor the battle to the strong, neither yet bread to the wise, nor yet riches to men of understanding, nor yet favour to men of skill; but time and chance happeneth to them all." They were not born into a rich family, or or or they didn't have the brainpower to get the high end degree's/jobs. BAD LUCK THEY GOTS BAD LUCK. 

  But I worry about myself, who will I become when I'm "rich enough to finally have friends"???????????????? Do I want to be that person???????????????????????????????? DO I EVEN WANT TO BE THAT PERSON 

BUT I HAVE NO CHOICE

BECAUSE TO STAY SANE ONE NEEDS FRIENDS OR FAMILY FAMILY IS OUT FOR ME I AIN'T BEEN INVITED TO A FAMILY GET TOGETHER EASY OVER 5 YEARS THEY JUST QUITTED HAVING FAMILY GET TOGETHERS

MUCH LIKE MY HUSBANDS sisters so refused to let me hang out with them when they went to the bars drinking together that the solution was to quit hanging out together 

they literally aren't hanging out together anymore so that they don't have to hang out with me

and I tried to tell brian "that's bad brian you should have a problem with that" ----------- he says no that's fine. 

  I getting a sailboat looks to be next week and that is something I really want to do!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

and am starting school online hopefully soon 

and I do have the "brain power" 

I got a cna certification but decided I didn't want to wipe butts all day long for not enough money

...............I'm not saying what health care profession I'm aiming for but it makes more money then a cna cause I need to be rich to have friends finally!

am about to e-mail my parents who have gotten onto me for past gift that they didn't think was me spending enough money

my mom said "really honey only a -------------------"

she told me I should be embarassed to of bought her the gift I did

so I going to ask them what expensive gifts they want for christmas and buy them sooner so that the stress and pressure of adequately $100's of dollars of gifts isn't hanging over my head for the rest of the year I'm already stressed out it's to much stress 

man this was a edifying blog post.................

Ephesians 4:16

From whom the whole body fitly joined together and compacted by that which every joint supplieth, according to the effectual working in the measure of every part, maketh increase of the body unto the edifying of itself in love.

Good news, helping one our realistate buddies out this week and about to earn extra money just in the knick of time cause I badly need to buy a boat FOR MY SANITY. I need to get away from people I'm starting to loose my grip on sanity again, the neverending being judged because I'm to fat, or if I'm to skinny, or not "saintly enough" or maybe judged cause I look demon possessed, and I also believe I am with a fallen angel BUT I LIKE IT, and judged if I'm to pretty, or not pretty enough and IT NEVER ENDS AND PEOPLE ARE NEVER HAPPY NEVVVVVVVVVVVER (especially they aren't happy with me if they is christian, but some non-christians appear to hate me to wazuu as well)..........................................

 Good news, helping one our realistate buddies out this week and about to earn extra money just in the knick of time cause I badly need to buy a boat FOR MY SANITY. I need to get away from people I'm starting to loose my grip on sanity again, the neverending being judged because I'm to fat, or if I'm to skinny, or not "saintly enough" or maybe judged cause I look demon possessed, and I also believe I am with a fallen angel BUT I LIKE IT, and judged if I'm to pretty, or not pretty enough and IT NEVER ENDS AND PEOPLE ARE NEVER HAPPY NEVVVVVVVVVVVER (especially they aren't happy with me if they is christian, but some non-christians appear to hate me to wazuu as well)..........................................

Even if your not a men pleaser which I clearly ain't a men pleaser.........its exhuasting always being hated for jesus christ. 

Matthew 10:33-35 "But whosoever shall deny me before men, him will I also deny before my Father which is in heaven. Think not that I am come to send peace on earth: I came not to send peace, but a sword. For I am come to set a man at variance against his father, and the daughter against her mother, and the daughter in law against her mother in law."

we all should love each other MUCH MORE especially in usa

we have a bacteria over most usa most usa has neverending diahrea right now

we have inflation

we have people unable to afford rent THAT WORK JOBS and so they are living in cars 

data centers sucking up towns after towns after towns of water

  I need to boat it's a calling I feel

I feel lead to boat

some people don't feel when they out on the water in a boat "ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh this is where I belong" 

but "ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh this is where I belong" is what I feel when I'm out on the water. 

it's been like that for years for me now

maybe the "negative ions" in the air when boating charge my soul????????????????

I am over 1/4th native american counseling does 0% for my mental health

boating does everything for my mental health in my estimation 💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓

And facts..................

I'm native american ok over 1/4th to me 45%-50% suicide rate that makes going to counseling a worthless activity in my mind

I won't even pick a school online unless is has a 80% pass rate or higher many the online schools let you know the pass rate!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

you all think 45%-50% of people going to counseling of the suicide people's like dieing that that is a good rate - good value for your money??????????????????????

I suspect many a people would do better doing something OTHER THEN COUNSELING FOR THEIR MENTAL HEALTH

or maybe do counseling cause it might have 50% benefit for 50% of people??????

and do gardening

paint

maybe even become a stripper?????????????

DON'T SIT AROUND KNOWING "IT'S NOT GREAT MY HEADSPACE AIN'T" AND DO NOTHING

DO SOMETHING OTHER THEN SUICIDE ABOUT THAT IS THE PLOT I FEEL

cause even if I wasn't "saved" let's play that out in our brains still I'M USEFUL I'M GOING TO TALK SOMEONE INTO "KEEPING GOING" 

IF I TALK 1 HUMAN INTO KEEPING GOING IN LIFE THEN I HAVE PURPOSE 

YOU HAVE PURPOSE AS WELL KEEP GOING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

For comfort and reassurance: "So do not fear, for I am with you; do not be dismayed, for I am your God. I will strengthen you and help you; I will uphold you with my righteous right hand." - Isaiah 41:10 [1]
For a promise of companionship: "Keep your lives free from the love of money and be content with what you have, because God has said, 'Never will I leave you; never will I forsake you.'" - Hebrews 13:5 [1, 2, 3, 4, 5]
For when you feel unseen: "The Lord is close to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit." - Psalm 34:18 [1, 2]
For a prayer in isolation: "Turn to me and be gracious to me, for I am lonely and afflicted." - Psalm 25:16

(video in this blog post, turn up volume to hear evp's from Satan, Lucifer, the Devil) bestest to love people (in particular lgbtq, various races of people, women - men don't have no "plight" this is the patriarchy they run EVERYTHING), cause they ain't coming to jesus less they are drawn - UH OH FOR YOU ALL CHRISTIANS OF CHRISTAINITY I FEEL THE SUDDEN URGE TO READ MY BIBLE AS I DO XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO John 6:44 "No man can come to me, except the Father which hath sent me draw him: and I will raise him up at the last day."................................EVERY LGBTQ THAT HAS EVER GONE TO CHURCH WAS DRAWN BY GOD........................

(video in this blog post, turn up volume to hear evp's from Satan, Lucifer, the Devil) bestest to love people (in particular lgbtq, various races of people, women - men don't have no "plight" this is the patriarchy they run EVERYTHING), cause they ain't coming to jesus less they are drawn - UH OH FOR YOU ALL CHRISTIANS OF CHRISTAINITY I FEEL THE SUDDEN URGE TO READ MY BIBLE AS I DO XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO John 6:44 "No man can come to me, except the Father which hath sent me draw him: and I will raise him up at the last day."................................EVERY LGBTQ THAT HAS EVER GONE TO CHURCH WAS DRAWN BY GOD........................

THIS IS THE END 

BUT FOR SOME OF US - IT'S JUST THE BEGINNING

YOU KNOW 

THE ONES KEEPING THEIR HEADS

Revelation 20:4 "And I saw thrones, and they sat upon them, and judgment was given unto them: and I saw the souls of them that were beheaded for the witness of Jesus, and for the word of God, and which had not worshipped the beast, neither his image, neither had received his mark upon their foreheads, or in their hands; and they lived and reigned with Christ a thousand years."

 I'm keeping my head, I'm going with Lucifer and accept fully Jesus Christ as my personal Lord and Savior. 💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓

I am not from "middle earth" like you all are - no hate

tommorow I am gaming brian bought me a headset

we still ain't heard from the state of washington on what exactly online courses will meet their criteria for the career I want to move into (medical field career they only except certifications from certain places)

above Revelation 20:4 "And I saw thrones, and they sat upon them, and judgment was given unto them:" and judgement was given unto them many want and do judge TODAY JUDGEMENT HASN'T BEEN GIVEN UNTO YOU YET!!!!!!!!!!!!! YET YOU WANT TO CONDEMN ME AND LGBTQ ETC. BECAUSE OF HOW WE LOOK WHICH HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH WHETHER WE ARE GOING TO CHURCH

READING OUR BIBLES

IN GENERAL 

BEING DRAWN BY GODDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

John 6:44 "No man can come to me, except the Father which hath sent me draw him: and I will raise him up at the last day."

PEOPLE GO TO MY BLOG TO GOSSIP I'VE ARMED THEM PLENTY LOOKS TO BE SO NOW THEY AINT GOING TO MY BLOG THEY OFF CHATTERING ABOUT THE HORRORS OF ME (or at least the members of the apostolic christian church of america since how their leader in silverton or what was their leader maybe he ain't anymore called me "the worst ever" ------- well the church chatter ain't been in my favor then has it????????????????????)

One of lucifers people really "sent me" recently bishing so harrrrrrrrrd about christians being racists pieces of ---------- (which in many cases might be true). I made a song since how they need their christian baby to be born soooooo bad because they are in such pain agony AND TRAVAIL - lucifers people are and everyone is Romans 8:22 "We know that all creation is still groaning and is in pain, like a woman about to give birth." I'M TRYING TO NAP HERE...................LET A COOL BREEZE OF THE DARKNESS THE THICK DARK OF THE BLACKEST NIGHT HIT ME REAL GOOD SOFTLY OF COURSE WITH NO NOISE CAUSE THAT'S HOW IT HITS A PERSON REAL GENTLE LIKE A NICE LATE NIGHT KISS (I know what I'm talking about) """sheri this is to goth to near worshipping satan dare you to walk in a church right now chickita""" hahahhahahahah......................

One of lucifers people really "sent me" recently bishing so harrrrrrrrrd about christians being racists pieces of ---------- (which in many cases might be true). I made a song since how they need their christian baby to be born soooooo bad because they are in such pain agony AND TRAVAIL - lucifers people are and everyone is Romans 8:22 "We know that all creation is still groaning and is in pain, like a woman about to give birth." I'M TRYING TO NAP HERE...................LET A COOL BREEZE OF THE DARKNESS THE THICK DARK OF THE BLACKEST NIGHT HIT ME REAL GOOD SOFTLY OF COURSE WITH NO NOISE CAUSE THAT'S HOW IT HITS A PERSON REAL GENTLE LIKE A NICE LATE NIGHT KISS (I know what I'm talking about) """sheri this is to goth to near worshipping satan dare you to walk in a church right now chickita""" hahahhahahahah......................

sheri your bishing to

no I ain't 

not often

everyone has a bad day or two

but mostly

I gone "non human" 

oh ya

non human

HUMANS HAVE TO "FIT MOLDS"

AND THEY DON'T BREATH FIREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

My brain works different then the rest of the body of christ cause the Jezebel story, she did horrible stuff jezebel did, but what I noticed she had so much more power then the men cause Elijah was a big time "big time" in the bible "big time" in the patriarchy 1 Kings 19:3 "Elijah was afraid when he got her message, and he ran to the town of Beersheba in Judah. He left his servant there," IF JOYCE MEYER JUST WEARS A LITTLE BIT MORE MAKEUP IT'S OVER FOR YOU MEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!...................... - NO HATE................................................

 My brain works different then the rest of the body of christ cause the Jezebel story, she did horrible stuff jezebel did, but what I noticed she had so much more power then the men cause Elijah was a big time "big time" in the bible "big time" in the patriarchy 1 Kings 19:3 "Elijah was afraid when he got her message, and he ran to the town of Beersheba in Judah. He left his servant there," IF JOYCE MEYER JUST WEARS A LITTLE BIT MORE MAKEUP IT'S OVER FOR YOU MEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!...................... - NO HATE................................................

  Off topic - but um I'm like going back to school (online classes). Cause I got a CNA certification right, but decided that job wasn't for me.

   Well, I don't want to say "what" I going to train to be next, but that this career is the one safe to say, plenty of room for me to advance in this mystery field.................and it's dealing with medical terminology I already know some of it. 

  I need to get out the house more I need this career change. I'm looking forward to studying for this new career I am a geek.......................I sometimes enjoy school...........................................

  Found a boat I like - but not buying it...............might actually start this new career earn a lot of money and buy a even better boat then the one I currently am considering. 

Feminists boggle my mind what they haven't just rannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn with the jezebel part of the bible, cause that lady had POWER. And men must be afraid of that ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh how they preach about the horrors of the "jezebel spirit" 

also what boggles me

is no sermons about men with power besides lucifer and him falling from heaven

no sermons really about the horrors of men having power

yet we have men in power that have molested kids in churches!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

Well Jezebel didn't molest kids!!!!!!!!!!!!

JEZEBEL DIDN'T MOLEST CHILDREN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

SHE TOTALLY DIDN'T DO THAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

..................lot of things on earth totally mysterious

proof...............but I believe there are likely men right now in churches leading churches molesting and raping children - I'm very big on "statistics".......................................
Years of ignored warnings freed a children’s pastor to sexually abuse girls, lawsuit says
Long before an Assemblies of God pastor was convicted of rape, children told church leaders about hidden cameras, drugged drinks and abuse, a new lawsuit says.

https://www.nbcnews.com/news/us-news/arkansas-pastor-tony-waller-abused-girls-assemblies-god-church-lawsuit-rcna346310

Pride definately comes before the fall, I know a few people that believe themselves to be BIG TIME "whoop to do's" a few of them just because they think they have money............lucifer convinces many people it looks to be that they are rich and better then everyone else..................(said people that think they are rich are soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo delusional, they couldn't even buy a $20,000 yacht COMMON) COMMON. But anyways these people have FELL BUT I DON'T THINK THEY EVEN KNOW THAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! TO ME THAT'S SUCH A "HORROR" THING HAVING FELL AND YOU THEY DON'T EVEN KNOW IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Proverbs 16:18 "Pride goeth before destruction, and an haughty spirit before a fall." Because I tell you all people don't want to be around "braggadocious" types THEY DON'T.........................

Pride definately comes before the fall, I know a few people that believe themselves to be BIG TIME "whoop to do's" a few of them just because they think they have money............lucifer convinces many people it looks to be that they are rich and better then everyone else..................(said people that think they are rich are soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo delusional, they couldn't even buy a $20,000 yacht COMMON) COMMON. But anyways these people have FELL BUT I DON'T THINK THEY EVEN KNOW THAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! TO ME THAT'S SUCH A "HORROR" THING HAVING FELL AND YOU THEY DON'T EVEN KNOW IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Proverbs 16:18 "Pride goeth before destruction, and an haughty spirit before a fall." Because I tell you all people don't want to be around "braggadocious" types THEY DON'T.........................

ITS ALL LUCK ANYWAYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ecclesiastes 9:11 "I returned, and saw under the sun, that the race is not to the swift, nor the battle to the strong, neither yet bread to the wise, nor yet riches to men of understanding, nor yet favour to men of skill; but time and chance happeneth to them all."

  People could brag all day and night about their home, their cars, etc. etc. they lucky - they lucky even if they made a pact with satan and killed many people as a offering to lucifer THEY LUCKY!!!!!!!!!!!!!

  I recogn lucifer might make some more successful then others............or only be able to launch some people "so far" 

 Prince sings about not letting the "elevator" bring him down (the elevator is lucifer)......................though technically the elevator could be god in this song to.......................

remember "things" can be nice

but you are a soul

nothing changes that

fame doesn't change that

money doesn't change that

how much you think you is a whoop to do doesn't change that

and god

well

HE A JEALOUS GOD!

Exodus 20:4-6 "Thou shalt not make unto thee any graven image, or any likeness of any thing that is in heaven above, or that is in the earth beneath, or that is in the water under the earth. Thou shalt not bow down thyself to them, nor serve them: for I the Lord thy God am a jealous God, visiting the iniquity of the fathers upon the children unto the third and fourth generation of them that hate me; And shewing mercy unto thousands of them that love me, and keep my commandments."

   I'm glad my ministry which once was boiling on fire, has "popped and fizzed" quite a bit.................I WOULDN'T WANT TO THINK I'M GREAT!

Psalm 138:6 "Though the Lord be high, yet hath he respect unto the lowly: but the proud he knoweth afar off."
Proverbs 3:34 "Surely he scorneth the scorners: but he giveth grace unto the lowly."
Proverbs 11:2 "When pride cometh, then cometh shame: but with the lowly is wisdom."
Proverbs 16:19 "Better it is to be of an humble spirit with the lowly, than to divide the spoil with the proud."

 I wear jewelry 

and makeup

and these things are lowly

and they lowlyize me 

and I am GLAD ABOUT THAT

am I hated by everyone - looks to be

but I am in a lowly place and that is perfect for me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Mark 13:13 "And ye shall be hated of all men for my name's sake: but he that shall endure unto the end, the same shall be saved."

  But I am determined to get a boat and brian plenty knows it, not a expensive one. I dragon boated 3 years, most people don't dragon boat that long. I need to boat. Boating feeds my soul. I feel close to god out on a boat sometimes - IN NATURE. 

  Sure holy spirit is in churches plenty of churches which is - GOD. 

  but I often feel the closest to god in nature, in the quiet, far from the city or at least not so close to city buildings

off to make a matcha tea

(I know that means I'll be up late - I hot flash so much I don't have "high prospects" of going to sleep early these days anyways) usually at night I hot flash, just whole nights, I don't know why my body likes to hot flash at night for????????????????????

my body like saves up the hot flashes for the night