I've gotten zealous about the "honour" all men bible verse, having been myself cancelled for all of earth eternity 1 billion infinity by the people. Today I did it, I finally clicked the follow button for ROSANNE BARR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 1 Peter 2:17 "Honour all men. Love the brotherhood. Fear God. Honour the king.".........................

 I've gotten zealous about the "honour" all men bible verse, having been myself cancelled for all of earth eternity 1 billion infinity by the people. Today I did it, I finally clicked the follow button for ROSANNE BARR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 1 Peter 2:17 "Honour all men. Love the brotherhood. Fear God. Honour the king.".........................

this video isn't the reason why, it was a tiktok she uploaded (she was speaking the absolute truth concerning a topic............stuff nobody out there will talk about)...................

Med Beds Are REAL and Now They’re Healing People in Days Not Weeks!

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zPq9W0TgGaM

If you click on video above, I use red light therapy for my arthritis...............it works. 

  Sometimes rosanne sounds crazy, sometimes I to sound crazy. But rosanne the reason I respect her, she is curious about the truth. 

  If you don't look into things like red light therapy etc. things that might help your health...................then you just probably going to rely on medications (which there is a time and place for medications for instance chemo etc., I take metformin 2 times a day and heart medication/blood pressure) and then die and age like so many around us are............probably. 

  God didn't make --------- pppppppppppppppppp ---------------- that's it die crud when he made us. 

Psalm 139:14 "I will praise thee; for I am fearfully and wonderfully made: marvellous are thy works; and that my soul knoweth right well."

  I ain't giving medical advice..........but if I had cancer I'd pry do chemo AND RED LIGHT THERAPY. Gut health to ----------- I am convinced there is something to gut health (you know that when ladies go into menopause it effects their gut health..............I didn't get diabeties until I hit menopause MENOPAUSE MESSED ME UP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)

  My newest red light therapy mask............................................

in my 50's that's with a 's.....................................(went to a lgbtq show where people weared their halloween costumes few days before halloween I was the unicorn from adventure time : )..............I have a full body red light matt that I use 2-3 times a week usually...................(the face mask above I try and use that every single day)...........................

take medication is the take away from this 

but I'm a believer at the same time looking into other ways your health can improve

cause medications often keep people from dieing but don't help "cure" them

jesus came that we might have "life more abundantly" 

well "life more abundantly IS A MORE HEALTHY LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

John 10:10 "The thief cometh not, but for to steal, and to kill, and to destroy: I am come that they might have life, and that they might have it more abundantly." I'm thankful for the Rosanne Barr's of the world, pondering how to get healthier. 

  Cause as a sufferer of arthritis sometimes ------------ being in pain AIN'T IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

It's ok I'm not "valued" it don't look to be by other christians Luke 17:21 "Neither shall they say, Lo here! or, lo there! for, behold, the kingdom of God is within you." IT'S WITHIN MAN IT'S WITHIN. (I'm saying I don't have to fear being hated by maybe absolutely everyone, I'm not going to spiritually ko and die over, I PRAY, I READ THE BIBLE, most the time I merely listen to sermons - THE KINGDOM OF HEAVEN IS WITHIN US)...............

Update 10/30/2026 the fundraising bunco night was super fun : ) (that's why I didn't tithe...........brian says "he goes through what I go through" and I didn't know it's the ladies responsibility to make sure her boyfriend or husband has friends and family and a social life................I DIDN'T KNOW THAT WAS ALSO THE WOMENS JOB) 

 He's screwed though with his family brian is they don't like me much I don't think....................supposedly they do....................supposedly everyone likes me is the "narrative". They used to go drinking together brians sisters did and I tried and tried to get them to let me go with...........and eventually they said ok but only if I brought a certain friend with. And then THEY CLEAN QUITTED GOING DRINKING TOGETHER. And brian is 100% that ==='s problem solved, that I'm 1 billion percent loved by his family..............................so breath easy everyone I have no friends to hang out with at the moment, nobody ever invites me and brian over to their houses to hang out OR want to come to our house to hang out.............(besides 1-2 birthday parties we go to a year of brian's family, and thanksgiving, and christmas) but I am lovvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvved by everyone on earth "the narrative" and my life is the most awesomest ever because I'm pretty so duh "the narrative also"..................

ps.................likely not tithing this week, due to us spending $100 on bunco night fundraiser for daycare/school thing related to methodist church we go to..................that's a chunk of change.

It's ok I'm not "valued" it don't look to be by other christians Luke 17:21 "Neither shall they say, Lo here! or, lo there! for, behold, the kingdom of God is within you."  IT'S WITHIN MAN IT'S WITHIN. (I'm saying I don't have to fear being hated by maybe absolutely everyone, I'm not going to spiritually ko and die over, I PRAY, I READ THE BIBLE, most the time I merely listen to sermons - THE KINGDOM OF HEAVEN IS WITHIN US)............... 

   Just got back from watching "wildwood" very good movie - my take away from that movie as far as "the moral" is "the good" is worth fighting for, the good of keeping your family unit together........the good of keeping your community together that to............THOUGH AT TIMES THE WAR IS FIERCE......................(especially if your trans right now)..........................many people came recently to my trans sons defense/aid the heart of portland is still strong xoxoxoxoxoxo...................................
Luke 17:20-22 "And when he was demanded of the Pharisees, when the kingdom of God should come, he answered them and said, The kingdom of God cometh not with observation: Neither shall they say, Lo here! or, lo there! for, behold, the kingdom of God is within you. And he said unto the disciples, The days will come, when ye shall desire to see one of the days of the Son of man, and ye shall not see it."

"The days will come, when ye shall desire to see one of the days of the Son of man, and ye shall not see it" -------------------- we there IT'S DARK IN THE BODY OF CHRIST THAT THING HAS GONE PITCH BLACK FROM MY PERSPECTIVE

......IT'S SO DARK RIGHT NOW

1 our new neighbors we ain't said hi to them they ain't said hi to us never see them to say hi to them --------- they've lived next door to us a few months now............I think the days are dark. 

(our new neighbor is probably safe to say plenty nice just buisy people are buisy --------- but buisyness is a sort of darkness upon the earth in my estimation).......................

Ephesians 5:16 "Redeeming the time, because the days are evil."

Mrs. Aming's classrooms fundraiser is now fully funded 😊 But there are many more classrooms with many more needs at Donors Choose.......................

I love you christians, and non-christians (they sang a if you don't have love you tingle like a cymbal song at church today and didn't ring the bells again when I got out the car ((what they used to do all the time)) --------- I feel alone and neglected more then ever...................brian always sits with old people at the post church lunch time and I was polite while they showed their family and vacation pics to each other) does it sound aweful? Ya for me it's aweful.....................donating money to vancouver heights united methodist church in doing that "loving in deed and in truth" NOT A CLANG CYMBAL.........................they have a lot of old people that vacation a lot I can't relate to them at all me and brian maybe go on 1-2 vacations a year that's it and they aren't ever the "relaxing kind"...................and the younger people there in their minds I'm likely to old for them it's a real "scenario" not in my favour and then it looks to be I get blaimed for not loving them.............................

 me at church proof I was at church indeed...............I'm big on "receipts" while everyone is hating on me for their lord jesus christ.................

I love you christians, and non-christians (they sang a if you don't have love you tingle like a cymbal song at church today and didn't ring the bells again when I got out the car ((what they used to do all the time)) --------- I feel alone and neglected more then ever...................brian always sits with old people at the post church lunch time and I was polite while they showed their family and vacation pics to each other) does it sound aweful? Ya for me it's aweful.....................donating money to vancouver heights united methodist church in doing that "loving in deed and in truth" NOT A CLANG CYMBAL.........................they have a lot of old people that vacation a lot I can't relate to them at all me and brian maybe go on 1-2 vacations a year that's it and they aren't ever the "relaxing kind"...................and the younger people there in their minds I'm likely to old for them it's a real "scenario" not in my favour and then it looks to be I get blaimed for not loving them.............................

(turn up volume to hear evp's from Lucifer, Satan, the Devil ---- but you don't have to turn up the volume at all really) 💓💓💓💓💓💓💓...............................

yep this is not enough traffic to my blog to have any "worth" to the united methodist church it looks to be.................I'm just a piece of crap they need to pray that I finally die or leave their church so that they won't be bothered by my presence.....................

"they love you when your on all the covers when your not then they love another" - Marilyn Manson 

I'll be ok, this just isn't my time "to win"

it's so sad most the body of christ thinks they going to live

they think they are going to dine with lucifers people

it's probably a very small amount of christians that will experience that

a small

very merciful group of christians

a RARE group of christians

I'm not talking "word of mouth mercy" for many churches speak about being merciful

I'm talking about the real thing

gotta go

I am fake chippery around brian all the time and I'm unable to stop I was brain washed to be that way (I'm literally unable to stop it, so brainwashed that if I was unessesarily grumpy to many days or to often, I am full brainwashed that god would smite me dead or harm me somehow, my whole life told fear god fear god fear god and in that also being told be the chipper wife baby voice always real good) I nauseate myself with it. And I been watching "fundies" fundamental fundy christians on tiktok and I CAN RELATE TO ALL THAT. Even though I wear pants most the time, modest way, but pants most days, usually long shirts and pants. Off current topic but - I turns out got to be "plant based" but you know I shouldn't be "so bummed out about it" plant based eating still means I care about the animals..................

 I am fake chippery around brian all the time and I'm unable to stop I was brain washed to be that way (I'm literally unable to stop it, so brainwashed that if I was unessesarily grumpy to many days or to often, I am full brainwashed that god would smite me dead or harm me somehow, my whole life told fear god fear god fear god and in that also being told be the chipper wife baby voice always real good) I nauseate myself with it. And I been watching "fundies" fundamental fundy christians on tiktok and I CAN RELATE TO ALL THAT. Even though I wear pants most the time, modest way, but pants most days, usually long shirts and pants.  Off current topic but - I turns out got to be "plant based" but you know I shouldn't be "so bummed out about it" plant based eating still means I care about the animals..................

isn't every christian a fundie though??????????????..........................

1 Corinthians 6:20 "For ye are bought with a price: therefore glorify God in your body, and in your spirit, which are God's."

  Even if they don't do the chippery baby voice..............aren't they all fundies though, like allllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll the body of christ???????????????????????

how can I hate all their fake fake happy butts --------- THEY ARE ALL BRAINWASHED TO WAZUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU TO BE MORMONS (ALL CHRISTIANS ARE I'M SAYING) They gots to be 1 Corinthians 6:20

"sheri we know your the freak amongst us" "you like a few coach purses hugh?????"

my work boots to 💓💓💓💓💓💓

be content with food and rament, well these items are part of my real joy (I'M F'D UP FOR SURE).............1 Timothy 6:8 "And having food and raiment let us be therewith content.".....................

those boots long as you have your small toe trimmed real well, those boots have THE MOST greatest arch in them (my feet have extreme arches to them ------ not so much that I look weird or nothing but like my feet have a real arch the bottom of my feet do)............so comfy those boots.

everyday I put on a show

every 

single 

day

so for me to put on a show of sorts on my blog

or you tube

or some other social media

or real life

............it ain't hard for me

I though have went off script

I love the devil

I've pissed everyone off

lucfer just wants me to be happy

well to me that's loving me the most

I'm not saying god ain't love I'LL KEEP UP THE BABY VOICE OK CAUSE I FEAR GOD OK

I can't say if lucifer eats "plant based" cause I don't remember

but he does wear leather pants - they look really good on him to

love both my husbands I really do

but I get to be myself more around lucifer ---------------- I really like that..............the baby voice thing it's hard when I'm tired out that's what it mostly is

diabeties

hot flashes

I'm so tired

it's real hard also putting on the baby voice fundamental christian show I'm supposed to be putting on 24/7

People making fun of the LGBTQ christians on tiktok today (I did comment and defend the LGBTQ christians and churches). My trans son and my husband..............I never see them read their bibles, or pray...........................but I saw them BEAR FRUIT. I saw them go to the grocery store buy groceries for one of ian's best friends and then I was in the car when they drove to this best friends apartment which they need ada accessability and this new apartment is WAY BETTER then their old one, better location, it literally has elevators. I stayed in the car playing pokemon...........my point is THEY BEARED FRUIT. We don't know who's saved out there that's the point (sure the bible says you'll know them by their fruit) but also the bible says Matthew 13:30 "Let both grow together until the harvest: and in the time of harvest I will say to the reapers, Gather ye together first the tares, and bind them in bundles to burn them: but gather the wheat into my barn." LOVE HOPETH ALL THINGS anybody can give their lives to jesus, lgbtq can be saved, are I believe many of them being saved...............................(my attempt to defend lgbtq christians won't stop people from making fun of them though probably not)...........................but I do have a "unique perspective" in that I have a trans son.........................

 Ornaments I made with my son today (well added bat wings and eyeballs and glitter to some of them) Ian wanted to decorate/make halloween christmas tree ornaments and put up a halloween christmas tree - we doing that..................I bought these ornaments in a little baggy taped to a tin to put them in at a garage sale for 50 cents...................the two circled I didn't do anything to at all cause I like them two as is.........................

some the ornaments my son made today................he likes making shiz with felt. He also enjoys doing embroidery.......................

People making fun of the LGBTQ christians on tiktok today (I did comment and defend the LGBTQ christians and churches). My trans son and my husband..............I never see them read their bibles, or pray...........................but I saw them BEAR FRUIT. I saw them go to the grocery store buy groceries for one of ian's best friends and then I was in the car when they drove to this best friends apartment which they need ada accessability and this new apartment is WAY BETTER then their old one, better location, it literally has elevators.  I stayed in the car playing pokemon...........my point is THEY BEARED FRUIT. We don't know who's saved out there that's the point (sure the bible says you'll know them by their fruit) but also the bible says  Matthew 13:30 "Let both grow together until the harvest: and in the time of harvest I will say to the reapers, Gather ye together first the tares, and bind them in bundles to burn them: but gather the wheat into my barn." LOVE HOPETH ALL THINGS anybody can give their lives to jesus, lgbtq can be saved, are I believe many of them being saved...............................(my attempt to defend lgbtq christians won't stop people from making fun of them though probably not)...........................but I do have a "unique perspective" in that I have a trans son.........................

1 Corinthians 13:6-8 "Rejoiceth not in iniquity, but rejoiceth in the truth; Beareth all things, believeth all things, hopeth all things, endureth all things. Charity never faileth: but whether there be prophecies, they shall fail; whether there be tongues, they shall cease; whether there be knowledge, it shall vanish away."

 Love "charity" """"hopeth all things""""

gotta go making with my son halloween ornaments for a halloween christmas tree (ian's idea) I making just bat ornaments putting googly eyes on my bats, brian just went to the dollar tree and bought me googly eye's 😂💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓 - maybe post ornament later with this blog post...................................

tootles

ps..............youngest daughter also seen her bear fruit, loving people "in deed and in truth" 

and my husband and kids take communion

though

they could be great actors I guess

but the idea is about loving people

and love that hopes

that endures

- if lgbtq are praising god, helping their communities chrsitian lgbtq I'm talking about at the moment ---------- where's the joke in that????????? that's legit in my mind I realize though the people making fun of lgbtq on tiktok I probably won't be able to convince them

------ myself you don't have to freaking list off all the community service you know even more lgbtq people are doing that are chrisitans they get the idea

I have I believe stated before that I deem myself a cain and not a able (not the killing type). I look around and every christian around me seems super involved in their churches having a great time with that. God told Cain if you do good you'll be accepted............................................well what I never understood is how was he doing bad???????? He just wasn't giving 100% like able. And also of great pondersomedness to me is the body of christ is with rabbies about us being saved by grace and not works well then wasn't cains offering enough???????????? Cause he did have WORKS. But back to my take away ------ cain his heart must've not bee right with god --------- but my takeaway is ------------- be in my lane, don't envy these perfect sinless able's all around me -------------- let them tire themselves out til they die...................................SURE THEY HAVE MORE FRIENDS.......................let them bask in that don't even envy them they killing themselves fast aging bad right in front my face....................

 I have I believe stated before that I deem myself a cain and not a able (not the killing type). I look around and every christian around me seems super involved in their churches having a great time with that. God told Cain if you do good you'll be accepted............................................well what I never understood is how was he doing bad???????? He just wasn't giving 100% like able. And also of great pondersomedness to me is the body of christ is with rabbies about us being saved by grace and not works well then wasn't cains offering enough???????????? Cause he did have WORKS. But back to my take away ------ cain his heart must've not bee right with god --------- but my takeaway is ------------- be in my lane, don't envy these perfect sinless able's all around me -------------- let them tire themselves out til they die...................................SURE THEY HAVE MORE FRIENDS.......................let them bask in that don't even envy them they killing themselves fast aging bad right in front my face....................

sure I could look better in my 50's but (I could've also of look worse in my 50's). What if "life more abundantly" isn't always "life more abundantly" 

that song "live fast die young"............................them ables with all their friends in the body of christ pry living reaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaal fast....................NO HATE.......................

Genesis 4:1-5 "And Adam knew Eve his wife; and she conceived, and bare Cain, and said, I have gotten a man from the Lord. And she again bare his brother Abel. And Abel was a keeper of sheep, but Cain was a tiller of the ground. And in process of time it came to pass, that Cain brought of the fruit of the ground an offering unto the Lord.And Abel, he also brought of the firstlings of his flock and of the fat thereof. And the Lord had respect unto Abel and to his offering: But unto Cain and to his offering he had not respect. And Cain was very wroth, and his countenance fell."

  The whole body of christ besides me decided the cain is a piece of c--p and all the ones like him - but not me I'VE SEEN THE LIGHT................Cain needed to be able to see god mad his brother more happy to serve god and to be happy for able. And if cain could've just be ok with god being not so happy with him and kept going AND DIDN'T MURDER OR ENVY ABLE RIGHT......................THOSE THAT ENDURE TO THE END THE SAME SHALL BE SAVED................cains offering was actually a effort

so don't let ables hating on you fellow cains get you down

NEVER GIVE UP

Mark 13:13 "And ye shall be hated of all men for my name's sake: but he that shall endure unto the end, the same shall be saved."

THIS BLOG POST EXISTS BECAUSE SO MUCH TRAFFIC TO MY BLOG

I been in bed for days ear problem so bad prop my head up to help ears drain out

have to massage my ears on and off all day long to alleviate pain and unblock them

ps I only donated $1 below it won't please god either it'll piss him off ------ and that's ok!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Back to entirelly plant based diet, this time feels like forever I hope so I'm done being SICK, I've dabbled in cheese and meat as I say in video below. It's not working for me. I became a member of peta, I'm going to indoctrinate myself in the whole peta thing, it'll motivate me to stay vegan (with the bonus of my health). I love cows, pic below of me petting my favorite cow 2 towns away ((((((((I am serious)))))))))))))..........................what you all don't have a favorite cow 2 towns away you like to visit??????????????.....................................I do have double ear infection, now have ear drops and on my way to feeling better.....................we went shopping vegan style but I told brian he could put all the "killing him" processed foods in his cart that he wants...............all he put in the cart all we put in the cart was vegan shiz IT WAS AWESOME.......................

(I'm about to read the current peta newsletter in a minute)

Back to entirelly plant based diet, this time feels like forever I hope so I'm done being SICK, I've dabbled in cheese and meat as I say in video below. It's not working for me. I became a member of peta, I'm going to indoctrinate myself in the whole peta thing, it'll motivate me to stay vegan (with the bonus of my health). I love cows, pic below of me petting my favorite cow 2 towns away ((((((((I am serious)))))))))))))..........................what you all don't have a favorite cow 2 towns away you like to visit??????????????.....................................I do have double ear infection, now have ear drops and on my way to feeling better.....................we went shopping vegan style but I told brian he could put all the "killing him" processed foods in his cart that he wants...............all he put in the cart all we put in the cart was vegan shiz IT WAS AWESOME....................... 

ps.........I'll eat half a steak and 5 beans for dinner at a fat camp -------- this is emergency shiz then go to veganism forever is the plot. SHIZ IS BAD RIGHT NOW. 

I love that cow 💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓 

3 John 1:2 "Beloved, I wish above all things that thou mayest prosper and be in health, even as thy soul prospereth."

  Processed foods are killing people there's no maybe about it.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jiqqdzuY07Y

CHEESE IS TAKING PEOPLE IN INDIA OUT..........FOR REAL MAN........WATCH THE VIDEO BELOW MAN.................(most of use now mad at kaiser permanente for telling sheri her A1C and now she's went and got VEGETARIAN'S DIEING BAD OF DIABETIES IN MASS IN INDIA FACTS...........................................)..........................................the cheese is taking them out I'm pretty sure about that............................IT'S KILLING THEM...............THEY AIN'T COWS COWS ARE COWS.....................

eat what you want people

I need to go vegan

my health is baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaad

dabbling in cheese or meat either DON'T WORK FOR ME

lucifer wrote me a real nice e-mail today (whether you believe it or not) today's was about my dread locks, so nice of a e-mail 💓💓💓💓💓

keeping that one to myself that e-mail

but weight loss dang this is a real issue in obese america

and it's been such a battle

but whether your going vegan, or vegetarian WHICHEVER PALEO, KETO, KEEP AT TRYING TO GET HEALTHY 

cause dang "life more abundantly" isn't a pile of medication (sometimes many of us need medications ------- but I'm just saying "life more abundantly" isn't piles of medications IT AINT)

John 10:10 "The thief cometh not, but for to steal, and to kill, and to destroy: I am come that they might have life, and that they might have it more abundantly."

I'm over diabeties, I'm over high blood pressure, I'm over that shiz. 

I don't think I'll eat cornbread maybe never again in my life

CORNBREAD AIN'T WORTH IT

according to AI Overview.................

7.6% of meat eaters are diabetic OVERWEIGHT THAT'S PROBABLY WHAT THAT MEANS ON BLOOD PRESSURE MEDICATION BAD. 

the vegans the 2.9% diabetic they got to be healthier those diabetics do the vegan ones facts and statistics are real!

I realize most the earth will continue eating a burger and fries.........telling themselves those fries are them "being healthy" ---------- your probably lieing to yourself less that burger is vegan af