Back to entirelly plant based diet (actual vegan this time) this time feels like forever I hope so I'm done being SICK, I've dabbled in cheese and meat as I say in video below. It's not working for me. I became a member of peta, I'm going to indoctrinate myself in the whole peta thing, it'll motivate me to stay vegan (with the bonus of my health). I love cows, pic below of me petting my favorite cow 2 towns away ((((((((I am serious)))))))))))))..........................what you all don't have a favorite cow 2 towns away you like to visit??????????????.....................................I do have double ear infection, now have ear drops and on my way to feeling better.....................we went shopping vegan style but I told brian he could put all the "killing him" processed foods in his cart that he wants...............all he put in the cart all we put in the cart was vegan shiz IT WAS AWESOME.......................
Tuesday, October 13, 2026
Back to entirelly plant based diet (actual vegan this time) this time feels like forever I hope so I'm done being SICK, I've dabbled in cheese and meat as I say in video below. It's not working for me. I became a member of peta, I'm going to indoctrinate myself in the whole peta thing, it'll motivate me to stay vegan (with the bonus of my health). I love cows, pic below of me petting my favorite cow 2 towns away ((((((((I am serious)))))))))))))..........................what you all don't have a favorite cow 2 towns away you like to visit??????????????.....................................I do have double ear infection, now have ear drops and on my way to feeling better.....................we went shopping vegan style but I told brian he could put all the "killing him" processed foods in his cart that he wants...............all he put in the cart all we put in the cart was vegan shiz IT WAS AWESOME.......................
Not donating for awhile got to confident "in the flesh" real humility isn't sitting around being like a pharisee look at all I do god. Philippians 3:3 "For we are the circumcision, which worship God in the spirit, and rejoice in Christ Jesus, and have no confidence in the flesh." Multiple video's this blog post - I'm very sick need all the prayers for my ears both of them YIKES to heal, filmed how bad one my ears is to BAD....................pry going to the doctor though I still am not feeling good with a fever, going to wear mask, my ears are falling off a cliff right now it's real bad...........................
Not donating for awhile got to confident "in the flesh" real humility isn't sitting around being like a pharisee look at all I do god. Philippians 3:3 "For we are the circumcision, which worship God in the spirit, and rejoice in Christ Jesus, and have no confidence in the flesh." Multiple video's this blog post - I'm very sick need all the prayers for my ears both of them YIKES to heal, filmed how bad one my ears is to BAD....................pry going to the doctor though I still am not feeling good with a fever, going to wear mask, my ears are falling off a cliff right now it's real bad...........................
Bible verses spoken about in video above.................
Philippians 3:3 "For we are the circumcision, which worship God in the spirit, and rejoice in Christ Jesus, and have no confidence in the flesh."Luke 18:11-14 "The Pharisee stood and prayed thus with himself, God, I thank thee, that I am not as other men are, extortioners, unjust, adulterers, or even as this publican. I fast twice in the week, I give tithes of all that I possess. And the publican, standing afar off, would not lift up so much as his eyes unto heaven, but smote upon his breast, saying, God be merciful to me a sinner. I tell you, this man went down to his house justified rather than the other: for every one that exalteth himself shall be abased; and he that humbleth himself shall be exalted."
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Labels: forgive me a sinner, pharisee spirit, poor in spirit, sinner
Monday, October 12, 2026
The body of christ makes real chrsitians feel like failures if I am the norm out there AND I BELIEVE I AM. Cause the bible doesn't say you will live fantastic blessed life (some do not many) Matthew 10:21-22 "And the brother shall deliver up the brother to death, and the father the child: and the children shall rise up against their parents, and cause them to be put to death. And ye shall be hated of all men for my name's sake: but he that endureth to the end shall be saved." Video below talking about this (and verse mentions christians must go through much tribulation to be saved) BUT TITHING LOOKING TO BE WORKING FINALLY M - I - R - A - C - L - E WE HAVE A APPT. BUT I STILL DON'T WANT TO JINX MYSELF. tithing is looking like it works people.............................but anyways ozzy osbourne in one his songs he sang "I know things are going wrong for me" and he either left the body of christ or did for awhile and came back? BUT HE WAS DISCOURAGED BY ALL THE BLESSED CHRISTIANS AROUND HIM............................and the christian thing of tribulation WAS ACTUALLY HAPPENING TO OZZY....................so the body of christ likely shoo'd away AND DEPRESSED AND DISCOURAGED AND CAUSED OZZY TO GO ON DRUGS A REAL ONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (potientially - I like ozzy I'm rooting for him)..................
The body of christ makes real chrsitians feel like failures if I am the norm out there AND I BELIEVE I AM. Cause the bible doesn't say you will live fantastic blessed life (some do not many) Matthew 10:21-22 "And the brother shall deliver up the brother to death, and the father the child: and the children shall rise up against their parents, and cause them to be put to death. And ye shall be hated of all men for my name's sake: but he that endureth to the end shall be saved." Video below talking about this (and verse mentions christians must go through much tribulation to be saved) BUT TITHING LOOKING TO BE WORKING FINALLY M - I - R - A - C - L - E WE HAVE A APPT. BUT I STILL DON'T WANT TO JINX MYSELF. tithing is looking like it works people.............................but anyways ozzy osbourne in one his songs he sang "I know things are going wrong for me" and he either left the body of christ or did for awhile and came back? BUT HE WAS DISCOURAGED BY ALL THE BLESSED CHRISTIANS AROUND HIM............................and the christian thing of tribulation WAS ACTUALLY HAPPENING TO OZZY....................so the body of christ likely shoo'd away AND DEPRESSED AND DISCOURAGED AND CAUSED OZZY TO GO ON DRUGS A REAL ONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (potientially - I like ozzy I'm rooting for him)..................
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Saturday, October 10, 2026
So brian showed me the bible study times for vancouver heights united methodist church and made it sound like we were going to attend online vancouver heights united methodist bible study cause he wants to go there still and become a part of things (but this has been our problem for years their bible study times aren't capatable with our lives) WELL WE DIDN'T GO TO BIBE STUDY ONLINE THIS WEEK WE WERE BUISY AS WE ALWAYS ARE AT THAT TIME THOSE TIMES OF THAT DAY OF THE WEEK. it's never going to happen I'm back to friendless and hopeless and past two weeks we ain't did our running club well we run slower then everyone else nearly and by the time we get to the bar to "hang out" all the seats are gone except a few "lonely style" seats so we ended up sitting ALONE.........................so I don't miss the running club cause that just wasn't working out.............but when something doesn't work out your supposed to want to leave brian wants to stay it's ain't working bible study NEVER HAPPENS HARDLY FOR US AT VANCOUVER HEIGHTS UNITED METHODIST CHURCH it's bad timing always for us..........WELL NEVER MAKE A FRIEND NOT ONE ON THIS EARTH AT THIS RATE DOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOMED.................
So brian showed me the bible study times for vancouver heights united methodist church and made it sound like we were going to attend online vancouver heights united methodist bible study cause he wants to go there still and become a part of things (but this has been our problem for years their bible study times aren't capatable with our lives) WELL WE DIDN'T GO TO BIBE STUDY ONLINE THIS WEEK WE WERE BUISY AS WE ALWAYS ARE AT THAT TIME THOSE TIMES OF THAT DAY OF THE WEEK. it's never going to happen I'm back to friendless and hopeless and past two weeks we ain't did our running club well we run slower then everyone else nearly and by the time we get to the bar to "hang out" all the seats are gone except a few "lonely style" seats so we ended up sitting ALONE.........................so I don't miss the running club cause that just wasn't working out.............but when something doesn't work out your supposed to want to leave brian wants to stay it's ain't working bible study NEVER HAPPENS HARDLY FOR US AT VANCOUVER HEIGHTS UNITED METHODIST CHURCH it's bad timing always for us..........WELL NEVER MAKE A FRIEND NOT ONE ON THIS EARTH AT THIS RATE DOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOMED.................
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Thursday, October 8, 2026
not tithing this week (but determined to put money in the collection plate at church CAUSE IT'S EMPTY OFTEN). Instead reading bible, working to shabbat better. Prosperity preachers got us near all convinced "blessings" money money is the thing to gain IT AIN'T. We got things wrong in usa, it's not supposed to be tithe so you can be rich...............seek ye 1st the kingdom of god....................Matthew 6:33 "But seek ye first the kingdom of God, and his righteousness; and all these things shall be added unto you." God don't care about our money, he cares about our hearts!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!................................
not tithing this week (but determined to put money in the collection plate at church CAUSE IT'S EMPTY OFTEN). Instead reading bible, working to shabbat better. Prosperity preachers got us near all convinced "blessings" money money is the thing to gain IT AIN'T. We got things wrong in usa, it's not supposed to be tithe so you can be rich...............seek ye 1st the kingdom of god....................Matthew 6:33 "But seek ye first the kingdom of God, and his righteousness; and all these things shall be added unto you." God don't care about our money, he cares about our hearts!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!................................
many have went after money....................
1 Timothy 6:8-10 "And having food and raiment let us be therewith content. But they that will be rich fall into temptation and a snare, and into many foolish and hurtful lusts, which drown men in destruction and perdition.For the love of money is the root of all evil: which while some coveted after, they have erred from the faith, and pierced themselves through with many sorrows."Posted by Giving it to god at 12:00 PM 0 comments
Labels: spirit, walk in the spirit
Monday, October 5, 2026
Ephesians 5:11 "And have no fellowship with the unfruitful works of darkness, but rather reprove them." Where's the mercy then????????????? (people's interpretation of Ephesians 5:11 attack them for jesus especially the jezebels and witches and lgbtq trans ESPECIALLY AND NEVER HANG OUT WITH THEM OR SPEAK TO THEM EVER MAKE THEM PAY - CAN'T BE RIGHT) MERCY HAS TO BE "THE THING TO HAVE" IT HAS TO BE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! "fellowship" must mean DON'T AGGREE WITH THEIR TAKES ON THE BIBLE DON'T TALK TO THEM ABOUT CHRISTIAN SHIZ - but still hang out with them BE NICE SHOW MERCY BE NICCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCE! Jesus said, whoah you pharisee's you clean the outer cup but ignore the important matters Matthew 23:23 "Woe unto you, scribes and Pharisees, hypocrites! for ye pay tithe of mint and anise and cummin, and have omitted the weightier matters of the law, judgment, mercy, and faith: these ought ye to have done, and not to leave the other undone." .........................................
Ephesians 5:11 "And have no fellowship with the unfruitful works of darkness, but rather reprove them." Where's the mercy then????????????? (people's interpretation of Ephesians 5:11 attack them for jesus especially the jezebels and witches and lgbtq trans ESPECIALLY AND NEVER HANG OUT WITH THEM OR SPEAK TO THEM EVER MAKE THEM PAY - CAN'T BE RIGHT) MERCY HAS TO BE "THE THING TO HAVE" IT HAS TO BE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! "fellowship" must mean DON'T AGGREE WITH THEIR TAKES ON THE BIBLE DON'T TALK TO THEM ABOUT CHRISTIAN SHIZ - but still hang out with them BE NICE SHOW MERCY BE NICCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCE! Jesus said, whoah you pharisee's you clean the outer cup but ignore the important matters Matthew 23:23 "Woe unto you, scribes and Pharisees, hypocrites! for ye pay tithe of mint and anise and cummin, and have omitted the weightier matters of the law, judgment, mercy, and faith: these ought ye to have done, and not to leave the other undone."
WHILE EVERYONE OR AT LEAST THE CHURCH ME AND BRIAN AT BIBLE STUDY THEY WERE SMACK TALKING THE METHODIST CHURCH BRIAN DIDN'T LIKE IT EITHER WE GOING BACK TO OUR LGBTQ CHURCH. WHERE'S THE MERCY IN MANY CHURCHES?????????????? WHERE??????????????..............................they gonna die though, be killed by lucifer's people when lucifer get here's most em IT'S NOT GOING TO BE THE WIN THEY THINK THEY HAVING FOREVER.....................Blessed are the merciful for they shall obtain mercy.........THAT'S WHAT THE BIBLE SAYS...................I'M WILLING TO GO TO ANY CHURCH AT THIS POINT THAT IS CHRISTIAN OR SATANIC (JUST THOSE TWO, LET'S KEEP MY CHURCH GOING "IN A ZONE") CAUSE I'M SADLY USED TO BEING HATED AND ATTACKED AND NOT SHOWN MERCY DID I BRING that ON MYSELF BEING WELL KNOWN AND LOVING SATAN..........MAYBE..........................BUT STILL MERCY IS THE THING NOT WHAT I HAVE TO MANY TIMES EXPERIENCED AT CHURCHES.......................
Micah 6:8 "He hath shewed thee, O man, what is good; and what doth the Lord require of thee, but to do justly, and to love mercy, and to walk humbly with thy God?"Matthew 23:6 "And love the uppermost rooms at feasts, and the chief seats in the synagogues," It's near all christians they need the best spots.
Luke 14:7-11 "And he put forth a parable to those which were bidden, when he marked how they chose out the chief rooms; saying unto them. When thou art bidden of any man to a wedding, sit not down in the highest room; lest a more honourable man than thou be bidden of him; And he that bade thee and him come and say to thee, Give this man place; and thou begin with shame to take the lowest room. But when thou art bidden, go and sit down in the lowest room; that when he that bade thee cometh, he may say unto thee, Friend, go up higher: then shalt thou have worship in the presence of them that sit at meat with thee. For whosoever exalteth himself shall be abased; and he that humbleth himself shall be exalted."
I'm to sexy you'll never get my low seat ladies
so keep up with you homely looks and 4 outfits a year that's all you can have since your so sinless perfect and awesome
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Don't be offended by the body of christs attacks on you myself, wear your quartz crystals to church be yourself you will be attacked for your whole life at church don't matter the church you go to it's ALL OF THEM. There's no making it better, the church we went to talking smack at bible study about the methodist churches (amongst other churches were also named)......... united methodist churches having lgbtq pastors and dang it's alarming TO ME how many lgbtq pastors are in the united methodist church and I went to on their official websites explaining their views that they can't control what their church members do like 2 lesbians having nooky time or two men having nooky time after church ---------- yet then they have tons of pastors that are lgbtq or it seems to be a exorbitant amount to me A WHOLE FLOCK OF THEM RIGHT well what kind of odds is this - that I might have a horrendously sinning (NO HATE) sinning "shepherd" pastor right if not at the moment in the future when he FINALLY WANTS TO SCORE....................how would that be good for my soul????? Course it ain't better the odds ain't with straight men pastors CAUSE MEN ARE RAPING KIDS AND LADIES AND KILLING THEM EVERYWHERE INCLUDING STRAIGHT MALE PASTORS!!!!!!! EVENTUALLY THESE UNITED METHODIST LGBTQ PASTORS ARE GOING TO GET HORNY RIGHT?????????????????????????? (they gots to get horny eventually) And don't get me started on how horny and dangerous straight men are................................it's all them, it's the christian and non christian straight men from both camps have 0% self control some them TO MANY OF THEM PASTORS THAT ARE STRAIGHT LIKE KILLING AND MOLESTING AND RAPING WOMEN AND KIDS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.........................
Don't be offended by the body of christs attacks on you myself, wear your quartz crystals to church be yourself you will be attacked for your whole life at church don't matter the church you go to it's ALL OF THEM. There's no making it better, the church we went to talking smack at bible study about the methodist churches (amongst other churches were also named)......... united methodist churches having lgbtq pastors and dang it's alarming TO ME how many lgbtq pastors are in the united methodist church and I went to on their official websites explaining their views that they can't control what their church members do like 2 lesbians having nooky time or two men having nooky time after church ---------- yet then they have tons of pastors that are lgbtq or it seems to be a exorbitant amount to me A WHOLE FLOCK OF THEM RIGHT well what kind of odds is this - that I might have a horrendously sinning (NO HATE) sinning "shepherd" pastor right if not at the moment in the future when he FINALLY WANTS TO SCORE....................how would that be good for my soul????? Course it ain't better the odds ain't with straight men pastors CAUSE MEN ARE RAPING KIDS AND LADIES AND KILLING THEM EVERYWHERE INCLUDING STRAIGHT MALE PASTORS!!!!!!! EVENTUALLY THESE UNITED METHODIST LGBTQ PASTORS ARE GOING TO GET HORNY RIGHT?????????????????????????? (they gots to get horny eventually) And don't get me started on how horny and dangerous straight men are................................it's all them, it's the christian and non christian straight men from both camps have 0% self control some them TO MANY OF THEM PASTORS THAT ARE STRAIGHT LIKE KILLING AND MOLESTING AND RAPING WOMEN AND KIDS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.........................
DON'T BE OFFENDED MYSELF
their attacks on you is "good fruit"
at this rate eventually at least 1 church will be yours given to you and you'll finally be able to have your own rollerskating rink
John 15:2Every branch in me that beareth not fruit he taketh away: and every branch that beareth fruit, he purgeth it, that it may bring forth more fruit.
John 6:44 "No man can come to me, except the Father which hath sent me draw him: and I will raise him up at the last day." Both my family and my husbands family could be they were going to church for a time (by my family I mean my parents and brother and sister - older not dna related to me sister goes to church but I haven't seen her in years she's mad at me and refusing to forgive me so do I have to count her even in the tally? she goes to church regularly the not dna related to me sister that is never forgiving me never does)
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