I am a christian blogger. Though I do love the devil - lucifer.............he had no choice to be "the devil" Cause John 1:1 "In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God." Let's not hate god xoxoo everyone, doin our best including Lucifer. If you e-mail me your only going to stress me out more then I already am but to be "easy to intreat" sheriwalz@gmail.com
TITHING TODAY GOD NEEDS TO BLESS ME I AIN'T WAITING FOR DONALD TRUMP TO MAKE AMERICA GREAT AGAIN! Brian says it is 100% my fault we don't have friends or family basically it's all my fault everything is my fault 100% (he goes through what I go through HIS WORDS) Except him having a low libido, UNLESS HE IS ASSERTING THAT I AM FAT AND UGLY (we only be's 1 time every 3 months or so) am I that fat and ugly?????????? So we joined a running club, and today we went to a church with more then 2 bible study times.............a church easier for us to "get plugged into" due to our buisy schedule (part of that is because brian has to drive ian to work everyday and drive ian everywhere ian is well into his 20's no drivers license yet and he is very popular). That's how church people make friends they get "plugged in" everybody talks about that at all the churches do getting "plugged in"..........................
my latest friendship bracelet I really like this one a lot...........................
I asked brian one day what a "tithe amount" would be for me, and he said $120 a month so I been breaking that into $30 a week installments...................................
The bible verse about Job in the bible, many churches focus on the bad things that happened to job once god allowed lucifer to try and destroy his faith and his life. But what about before that.................Job 1:8-10 "And the Lord said unto Satan, Hast thou considered my servant Job, that there is none like him in the earth, a perfect and an upright man, one that feareth God, and escheweth evil? Then Satan answered the Lord, and said, Doth Job fear God for nought? Hast not thou made an hedge about him, and about his house, and about all that he hath on every side? thou hast blessed the work of his hands, and his substance is increased in the land." (I am different then Job pry in the bible, I believe what the bible says that lucifer is the "son of the morning" Isaiah 14:12 "How art thou fallen from heaven, O Lucifer, son of the morning! how art thou cut down to the ground, which didst weaken the nations!" I do not at all believe Lucifer horrible evil like it does look to be most the body of christ believes especially Kenneth Copeland.
Job was severelly protected. """hedge about him, and about his house, and about all that he hath on every side? """ Job I think it's fair to say - put god 1st in his life........................we don't know if he tithed.................................................but..................................if god was 1st in his life he probably donated land, cattle something to god/church. Job 42:12 "So the Lord blessed the latter end of Job more than his beginning: for he had fourteen thousand sheep, and six thousand camels, and a thousand yoke of oxen, and a thousand she asses."
If bad times happen and your like job, stands to reason god will give everything back to you AND THEN SOME PER JOB 42:12
SO IN MY ESTIMATION
TITHING
or giving your most whatever that is to god of talent etc.
to be blessed by god
that's the idea!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
people can get sick being blessed by god
but I theorize god might protect some to
maybe not
but what if????????????????
I recogn he'd more be apt god would to protect me IF I'M GIVING GOD MY ALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL THEN NOT
PEOPLE OUT THERE TALKING ABOUT "DESTINY SWAPPING" ------ that might really be real!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
THAT MIGHT BE REALLY REAL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
" Hast not thou made an hedge about him, and about his house, and about all that he hath on every side?"
today I watched a tiktok talking about how they thought perez hilton looked evil these days but back in the day he had light in his eye's and that he talked smack about britney spears and hanged out with paris hilton a lot and that they believed paris hilton might've destiny swapped with britney spears..............that right now britney spears is rolling on the floor, dancing in circles (they saying WHAT HAPPENED, SHE WAS BASICALLY #1)
did that happen????????????????????
could it of?????????????????????
paris hilton also sings maybe she wanted to become britney maybe her and perez did satanic shiz wearing black robes at night??????????????? I'm not saying that happened............but britney spears facts is spinning in circles on film
and she was one of the "greats"
she ain't even in her like 60's or whatever, she's still young, pretty, talented TALENTED STILL
your headed to hell lgbtq unless you repent per the bible...............Jude 1:7 "Even as Sodom and Gomorrha, and the cities about them in like manner, giving themselves over to fornication, and going after strange flesh, are set forth for an example, suffering the vengeance of eternal fire." Maybe god ain't blessing me cause I'm going to a church that says hey kids you can cross dress all you want and --------------------- all you want with each other and go to heaven that's fine. WHEN THE BIBLE SAYS THE LGBTQ UNLESS THEY REPENT ARE HEADED TO HELL (if they into that "strange flesh" stuffs)......................THAT'S STRANGE FLESH,, if they women and women, men and men, men and little children....................................THAT'S NOT HOW THINGS ARE SUPPOSED TO BE DON'T MATTER WHO MOHAMMAD IN THE KORAN MARRIED!!!!!!!!!!!!!! GOD MADE MAN AND WOMAN TO BE TOGETHER NOT MAN AND LITTLE CHILD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! NOT MAN AND LITTLE CHILD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!....................
already lost all the traffic to my blog so...........................(ps, lots of traffic doesn't necessarily mean I'm liked.................it could mean I am liked..............but maybe I'm more hated then lucifer, satan, the devil, and jesus christ)..................................
I was told by my husbands mom that both my family and his family are "non functional" ==== they hate me (only one of his sisters doesn't have lgbtq children - he has three sisters) so imagine how unpopular I probably am............just merely for believing the bible.
I never win
and I don't hate lgbtq at all
but if I go with the bible what the bible says I'm deemed another hateful hateful hateful christian
and i'll be hated by brian
his family
my kids
everyone if I go with what the bible says
and I ain't even hateful like that though
i'd rather hope and believe for the lgbtq to make it to heaven
but the bible says they headed straight to hell less they repent that's what the bible says
Jude 1:7 "Even as Sodom and Gomorrha, and the cities about them in like manner, giving themselves over to fornication, and going after strange flesh, are set forth for an example, suffering the vengeance of eternal fire."
passed my latest module exam......................of medical career I don't want to talk about so as not to jinx myself.................
Praise report (but not much of one, pry comes off as a joke even cause I've been tithing for months) We were in horrible line to get parking at the oregon state fair, me and ian got out the car concerned I was that we'd miss the Weird Al concert, then we find out people need wristbands in the free seating area me and ian got wristbands but didn't get brian one cause we weren't sure he was going to make it - HE WENT TO A GUY HANDING OUT WRISTBANDS AND GOT 1 OF THE LAST 3 HE HAD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! And we got 2 free biscuits at a gas station (cause they were putting in fresh biscuits and wanted to get rid of those two older biscuits) I AM TITHING TODAY...........GOD IS REAL, HE SPOKE TO ME ONE DAY HE'S REAL.....................................
not enough of that 1 ladies face is showing for her to even be identifiable I'm fairly sure, I couldn't be sued for this picture. (it was very hot, brian had to get me a water cause I was starting to have a heat stroke I DIDN'T HAVE A HEAT STROKE but the beginnings of a heat stroke did happen to me...........I've learned to notice the signs of a heatstroke). Drank water, and bamn I was back to 100%
(I asked brian what a "tithe amount" would be for me cause we do the realistate sign job together, he said $120 a month, so I been breaking that into $30 a week installments)..........................
But without faith it is impossible to please him: for he that cometh to God must believe that he is, and that he is a rewarder of them that diligentlyseek him.
I've prayed for years and most my prayers HAVEN'T BEEN ANSWERED, and I've gotten tired of praying. I'M TIRED. i'm really really tired.
tired of being hated by basically everyone
tired of being judged when I'm doing my best just like everyone else
tired of christians being hated on and them I'm lumped with the body of christ in people's minds I DO ACCEPT JESUS AS MY LORD AND SAVIOR but I'm not like the rest of them or most of the rest of them I LOVE THE DEVIL AND HIS MEN THAT'S I AM UNIQUE.
Fine lindsay clancy did it - it's just been hard for me to believe it. Did you all see those 3 cute kids, it's hard for me to believe that any mother would brutally kill 3 cute kids like that...............................I WASN'T ON THE "LINDSAY CLANCY IS INNOCENT SHE COULDN'T OF DID THAT" struggle bus for NOTHING...........and they say she had a nanny and money a nanny and money.................................here I am sheesh I can't even afford to get my nails did and wouldn't DARE TO EVEN THINK TO KILL MY KIDS THAT ARE NOW ADULTS NO WAY NEVER NEVVVVVVVVVVVVVVER..............she had a nice house, lot's of money, a nanny, and depression and that's it kill the kids bad with excersize cords......................she had things easy, she had things good................................SHE WAS PROBABLY LIKED BY HER TOWN AND PEOPLE.......................
Wealth maketh many friends; but the poor is separated from his neighbour.
Me and brian been training for our 1st 5k..............he seems excited about it. As many years as I've ran mostly 8 and 10k's just be another day for me really. Long distance runnings been my life for real.
Today a guy joked am I a olympian and I had to tell him - actually that I have a jesse owens olympics pre-semi finals bronze medal.
I don't think he looked really surprised to hear that. My calf muscles tonight........................................................
they say people loose muscle as they age but I BEEN GETTING BUFFER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Look I am taking brian on weekly runs with people so he can make friends cause it's all my fault that he don't have friends (he said "he goes through what I go through") TRACK IS WHAT I KNOW. Been told by my brother that hates my guts that I'm a stupid bible idiot that I repeat the same verses all the time and that I am DUMB. BUT I KNOW TRACK AND NOBODY CAN TAKE THAT AWAY FROM ME. (I know secrets about track some secrets only usa olympians know CAUSE WE AIN'T TELLING EVERYONE ELSE WHY WOULD WE DO THAT WE WANT TO WIN).......................I'M TIRED AND i'M DOING MY BEST.............
(only lipstick in this pic and little foundation on my chin to cover the rosasea on my chin - redheads us natural redheads we battle rosasea a lot of us do)
I'LL NEVER GET A BREAK IN LIFE EITHER IT DON'T LOOK TO BE
What? know ye not that your body is the temple of the Holy Ghost which is in you, which ye have of God, and ye are not your own?
SHERI BUT WHAT ABOUT YOUR WITCH JEWELRY - THAT JEWELRY ISN'T ME TATTOOING MY BODY AND DEFICATING ON MY OWN BODY
NO HATE FOR THE TATTOO'S MOST THEM HAVE BEEN OVERCAME BY BABYLON THE HARLOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ARE YOU AWAKE REALLY?????????????????? CAUSE EITHER YOUR WALKING LIKE A EGYPTIAN OR YOUR NOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
"SHERI BISH YOU WEAR LIPSTICK AND JEWELRY" ------- i'm over 1/4th native american how many times do I have to tell my haters???????????????????????? MODERATION
(honest I think the only way to enter in the narrow gate in the city, is to immerse yourself in your job, or track, or dragon boating something like entirelly...........IT'S CALLED THE STRAIGHT AND NARROW WAY) quiet time to read the bible - not always a possibility in the city big time city rush life we must go downtown to blah blah blah today and same the next day and same the next day etc. My young adult kids well one of them isn't that young anymore...........they love the city they love the place that will send them to hell they don't want to EVER LIVE IN THE COUNTRY. IF MY YOUNG ADULT KIDS END UP IN HELL THEY WON'T THINK THEY ARE IN HELL AT THIS RATE THEY'LL JUST THINK THEY ARE IN THE "HOT VERSION OF THE CITY" AND THEY'LL BE GLAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAD.
I'm tired though I need the country life. A slower life. A I have time to actually sit and read a book type life this AIN'T IT IN THE CITY THIS AIN'T IT.
you all know books are on the decline - THE HORROR (city horror)
the horror babylon the harlot is SUCKING THE SOULS OF THE CITY FOLK SO DAMN BAD THAT THEY AREN'T EVEN READING BOOKS MUCH ANYMORE
this chick is sucking their souls dryyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
reading isn't so cool anymore, there's so many other harlot the babylon shiz to do in teh cities that's so much "cooler" then reading books (so the city people whom harlot the babylon has stolen their souls believes!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)
honest
ready to go to powels and buy a book or two and revolt more!
I'm trapped unable to "enter in the narrow gate" Everyday trapped in the city and often going to stores, cause people do that often in the city. Going to city yoga classes that might be part of the harlot! And going to city zumba classes I like zumba better, brian prefers yoga. TRAPPED DOING CITY STUFF HARLOT STUFF PRY, TRAPPED STUCK TOTALLY JAILED IN THE CITY (NO PRISON BARS BUT REAL PRISON BARS AT THE SAME TIME BRIAN DON'T WANT TO MOVE EVER - though he has agree'd to eventually build a house on our large well landscaped property in small town that even has a private driveway WE MIGHT BE DEAD BY THE TIME HE DOES THAT AND IN HELL!!!!!!!!!!! HE AIN'T EVEN BUILD THE FOUNDATION FOR THE CABIN ON THAT PROPERTY YET SO MUCH HE WANTS US TO BURN IN HELL FOR ALL OF ETERNITY - I AM CONVINCED THAT IS HIS PLANS FOR OUR SOULS AND OUR KIDS SOULS! TRAPPED! THE CITY IS BABYLON THE HARLOTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT Luke 13:24 "Strive to enter in at the strait gate: for many, I say unto you, will seek to enter in, and shall not be able." YOU GUYS HATE ME FOR BEING A JEZEBEL IF YOU DO OR A HARLOT, I LIVE IN THIS HELLHOLE OF HARLOT BABLYONEDEDDEDED TRAPPPPPPPPPPPPPPED..............................
the jews were trapped in the bible to
"Let my people go"
Exodus 8:1 "And the Lord spake unto Moses, Go unto Pharaoh, and say unto him, Thus saith the Lord, Let my people go, that they may serve me."
- they couldn't serve god with bills the jews in the bible time couldn't
and LONG WORKING HOURS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! What people have going on today!!!!!!!!!!!!
(though I like zumba)
I like zumba
but I shop to much
and I wouldn't shop so much in the country
I can't talk much cause then you'd all be able to figure out where we bought land (barely mentioned the property to someone that lived in the area danged if they ain't damned sure the danged street we bought land on AND I THINK THERE GUESS WAS CLOSE). They added to the description I gave them, and their add's were "on point" --------- our property is really catered to me well but can't talk about it...................it's not the city but down the street from amenitites 👍 - not the buying shiz amentities, the amenentites where you could go drink a cup of coffee relax, and our property backs up to the most heavenly dreamscape heaven on earth government land 💓💓💓💓💓💓💓
As always turn up volume below to hear evp's from Satan, Lucifer, the Devil..................
I DON'T HATE BRIAN'S FAMILY
they don't like me much
well figures they don't
they safe to say knew I was a cowgirl from the jump and wanted nothing more then to live in the country which is safe to say far away from them INSIDE FO BABYLON THE HARLOT THEY LIKE IT HERE
THEY KNOW I DON'T LIKE IT HERE
I want a "simple kind of life" like gwen stefani sang about one that wouldn't send a person straight to hell!!!!!!!!!!!! THAT KIND OF LIFE!
I literally own the property that would get me there
the hell
that we ain't even built the foundation for the cabin yet
THE HELLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL
ps though picture below isn't me with a eating disorder according my parents I am a chronic liar and I only lie and only lies come out of my worthless piece of trash mouth. My family never thought I had a eating disorder and I was never ever in any eating disorder counseling or nothing at all, CLEARLY CAUSE THEY THOUGHT I WAS NORMAL. (besides like 10 years ago I think it was, I went to a eating disorder support group and brian went with me, he sat for 2 hour or so while a bunch of young ladies talked about food battles - he chimed in to about his disordered eating, binge eating disorder). I had trouble 1 day at the dentist they refused to work on my teeth until I promised to go to eating disorder counseling whatever, they thought I had bulimia. I didn't have bulima, if they merely would've said the word annorexia I might've said ok I'll go to counseling. They worked on my teeth, cause I definitely have never been bulimic!!!!!!!!!!!!! Only have thrown up a handful of times in my life - never enjoyed that, I hate throwing up a ton.
like most people that have battled annorexia - it comes and goes for me
often it shows up in my life when I feel my life is spiraling out of control................
Annorexia is scary for me though I'm not making fun of ed's though I have to take everything in my life a little "lightheartedly" cause honest, honest sometimes I'll get into "weird eating ruts" I don't like to use the word annorexia......................when it has happened to me in the past I didn't realize it often (or not for a LONG TIME). My favorite meal, and it's always going to be my favorite meal, a diet cola, 1 slice of cheesecake, and m&m's (that's pry demented, that's my favorite meal) I allow myself to eat that meal a few times a year to.........cause it makes me HAPPY. That I can get away with that and the scale not move up............and then knowing everyone around me is sweating every lb on their bodies - they walking around SWEATING THEIR LIVESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS.
NEW BIG CONTENDER FOR MY FAVORITE MEAL......................I looooooooooooooooooooove going to Olive Garden 💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓 I get spaghetti (and I don't care that their spaghetti is kind of fast food junk I LOVE THAT) And then I love getting a giant pot of coffee, and just drinking, drinking, drinking, drinking, driking coffee whilst eating some spaghetti.............I really enjoy that...................and I feel great after eating a plate of spaghetti and drinking a entire pot of coffee. THAT IS PROBABLY NOT NORMAL EATING BEHAVIOR - I BARELY REALIZE THAT.
No friends, no family not really....................not feeling like a belong at church either - depressed definately depressed (a new career isn't going to "cure" me either I know the cure TRACK!!!!!!!!!!!!). But I lost myself, having kids, getting married.....really moving away from my usa olympics track friends that I had in Arizona. I'm going back to my previous self ==== track.........................................brian cleaning the garage found a old pic of me, I was a skeleton, that was just my 24/7 look back in the track days........................don't click on this blog post if you had a ed or if you had a ed......................cause I was kate moss at least thin pry thinner................
I was this skinny fun person once that LOVED going for runs
lost myself
lost myself in the worst way
--- note the birkenstalk shoes the hippy shoes - I used to wear them a lot and wear hippy clothing all the time
the bible makes it out that if you loose everything your going to gain everything
but what if
sometimes
you just find yourself a loser????????????
Mark 10:29-31 "And Jesus answered and said, Verily I say unto you, There is no man that hath left house, or brethren, or sisters, or father, or mother, or wife, or children, or lands, for my sake, and the gospel's, But he shall receive an hundredfold now in this time, houses, and brethren, and sisters, and mothers, and children, and lands, with persecutions; and in the world to come eternal life. But many that are first shall be last; and the last first."
I gotta get back to myself
decreasing so jesus increases I BELIEVE CAN BACKFIRE
John 3:29-31 "He that hath the bride is the bridegroom: but the friend of the bridegroom, which standeth and heareth him, rejoiceth greatly because of the bridegroom's voice: this my joy therefore is fulfilled. He must increase, but I must decrease. He that cometh from above is above all: he that is of the earth is earthly, and speaketh of the earth: he that cometh from heaven is above all."
And ye shall be hated of all men for my name's sake: but he that shall endure unto the end, the same shall be saved.
hobbies are good
hobbies are awesome they are the best
so what if I quickly end up looking annorexic again (maybe end up annoriexic again???????). If I ain't running fast the wind hitting me hard due to how fast I am running for miles and miles and miles often --------- WHAT AM I EVEN DOING THEN?????????????????????????????
all the suffering of the flesh - that's just misery
damn myself let the wind hit your face again whilst running fast AT LEAST!
NOBODY WANTS TO BE AROUND SOMEONE SAD. NOBODY. Why would though, I even want to be around myself sad? No I need to run again, like I used to....................fast, often, and very skinny!
Married 23+ years. 2 young adult kids. Work in the realistate industry. Loves Nordick Track ski machine's, kayaking.
I accept jesus as my lord and savior. But I am going with Lucifer once he get's to this earth. I don't want to die! I don't feel up to this point I've really lived life yet!
And I am rooting for Lucifer, he's a underdog like me. Trying his best I SWEAR IT, he's doing a job the job god created him to do cause John 1:1 "In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God."
Some you think Lucifer had some chance to repent - I DON'T SEE THOSE BIBLE VERSES?
Are the LGBTQ really all headed to hell? I HAVE HOPE FOR SOME OF THE LGBTQ 1 Corinthians 13:7 "Beareth all things, believeth all things, hopeth all things, endureth all things." If you believe all LGBTQ are headed to hell - how then do you have hope for them? (if you say go to church and a LGBTQ is sitting next to you with their partner the 2 of them never planning on becoming straight people ever maybe married 20 years or more - yet your deeming them "doomed to hell") HOW THEN DO YOU HAVE LOVE FOR THEM - FOR "CHARITY" LOVE "HOPETH ALL THINGS!
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