Tuesday, August 18, 2026
Everything around us is FAKE LITERALLY THE BIBLE TELLS US EVERYTHING AROUND US IS FAKE only God, and Lucifer is real....................and we know now I deal with lucifer everyday though I trying to be saved and jesus does live in me. Proverbs 14:20 "The poor is hated even of his own neighbour: but the rich hath many friends."........................
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Monday, August 17, 2026
Last night I heard sneezing and giggles outside around 10:30 p.m., so I go walk past the front door and it's wide open and brian is sitting there and I ask him "what you doing" he says it was to hot inside and he was enjoying the fresh air - SINCE WHEN - I'M ABOUT TO BE MURDER PROBABLY AND NOBODY CARES...........AND I THINK I REALLY AM LIKE DEMON POSSESSED AND NOBODY CARES.........................BUT ALSO I'M ABOUT TO BE PROBABLY MURDERED AND NOBODY CARES........................
My latest diamond painting : )...................
as always nearly turn up the volume to hear evp's from Satan, Lucifer, the Devil (oh it's him trust and know that - that is the devil 1 billion percent, he is nice to me................sure I don't have anything on earth to proove that he's nice to me, just my word)
My mom thinks nobody wants brian but that isn't the case! He goes with me to church always, WOMEN WANT A CHRISTIAN GUY. And he told me that he don't have jesus living in him, he don't have no "personal relationship with the lord" he has never felt the precense of the holy spirit he told me he don't need jesus christ or the bible that he is sinless and awesome and to great and awesome to even need a savior or the bible that that is he tells me for weak lowly people like myself.
fine if that's all the case and he's sinless and awesome always he don't buy me flowers, kiss me on the lips but maybe 10 times a year tops, only wants "late night activities" about 1 time every 3 months is the current average, he don't take me on dates (our son is always with us when we go out and do shiz). NOTHING HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO FEEL SECURE?????????
AND THEN LAST NIGHT I HEAR A YOUNG LADY GIGGLING OUTSIDE AND THEN SEE BRIAN SITTING OUTSIDE NO PHONE HE WAS JUST SITTING THERE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
and i'm supposed to feel great about life and safe??????????????????
(day before heard a lady talking, and as I walk past brian he shuts off whatever this lady was speaking through - like instantly - like "oops my wife is walking past gotta shut this off")
Brian only kisses me on the lips maybe 10 times a year, I know I sound crazy this blog post........I am aware that everyone wants to label me off a harlot of 0 value, satanic, a bish, and dimiss me. Especially people want to label me as crazy..................but this shiz is hard on my mental health that happens to me, THAT DOES HAPPEN TO ME.
things aren't going good in my life
they aren't looking good things ain't in my life - besides my "mystery future career" I ain't wanting to jinx.
We label women all to often as crazy - meanwhile a lot of women are being kidnapped, and killed, etc. etc. IT COULD BE SOME WOMEN ARE GOING THROUGH SHIZ!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I like to hope lucifer is my 1st husband
that there's some hope for me to feel safe in the future
but maybe I'm not safe
maybe I never was????????
I am the "man in the box" theough I am a born girl but people spit on me, and they bash me...................................I don't deny jesus as my lord and savior that bit of the song I don't relate to the rest of it I do...............
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Friday, August 14, 2026
I want to be a feminist I really do, it's just I've always thought like a cheetah, cougar, leopard, lion - those just go and grab meals. If your a "meal grabber" YOUR GOING TO GET THAT MEAL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!........................ALL THINGS ARE POSSIBLE FOR HE WHO BELIEVETH - BELIEVE LADIES BELIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEVE................................Mark 9:23 "Jesus said unto him, If thou canst believe, all things are possible to him that believeth."......................
I want to be a feminist I really do, it's just I've always thought like a cheetah, cougar, leopard, lion - those just go and grab meals. If your a "meal grabber" YOUR GOING TO GET THAT MEAL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!........................ALL THINGS ARE POSSIBLE FOR HE WHO BELIEVETH - BELIEVE LADIES BELIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEVE................................Mark 9:23 "Jesus said unto him, If thou canst believe, all things are possible to him that believeth."......................
I stink following jesus today (it's a typical day for me)..........................
but will read the bible and am rather "poor in spirit" these days yes. We gots us poor in spiritians, we gots to read our bibles or listen to a sermon -------- try and get our "daily bread"
Matthew 5:3 "Blessed are the poor in spirit: for theirs is the kingdom of heaven."
Matthew 6:11 "Give us this day our daily bread."
Luke 11:3 "Give us day by day our daily bread."
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Wednesday, August 12, 2026
Jesus did come that we have life more abundantly DRUGS ARE BAD (I mean alcohol and marijuanna etc.) most of them harm people's brain power. Recently I DID GET SMARTER.........and I pinpointed how. HARATAKI...................jesus wanted us to have more brain power, you life is more abundant more smarter!!!!!!!!!!! John 10:10 "The thief cometh not, but for to steal, and to kill, and to destroy: I am come that they might have life, and that they might have it more abundantly." I'm more zealous then ever to not do any drugs anymore (except occasional wine bibbing maybe if at a fancy party)......................
Melatonin does not directly boost general daily intelligence or cognitive performance in healthy people. Instead, it acts as a hormone that regulates sleep cycles and provides antioxidant and anti-inflammatory protection to brain cells. By improving sleep and reducing cellular stress, it indirectly supports overall brain"""""
Psalm 23:3-5 "He restoreth my soul: he leadeth me in the paths of righteousness for his name's sake. Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil: for thou art with me; thy rod and thy staff they comfort me. Thou preparest a table before me in the presence of mine enemies: thou anointest my head with oil; my cup runneth over." Come on down lucifer lets get the party started, the music has been prepared 👍👍👍
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Tuesday, August 11, 2026
"Thou shalt suffer a witch no to live" is OLD TESTIMENT. New testiment is about loving people definately including LGBTQ. It definately looks to be the Vancouver Heights United Methodist Church believes I am cursing all their church members ill and dead looks about 3-4 of them a week. But I AIN'T. They ain't going to believe me but I ain't I don't wish death on anyone that was OLD ME WHEN I WAS IN THE OCCULT THIS IS NEW IN CHRIST ME RIGHT NOW. Ephesians 6:12 "For we wrestle not against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this world, against spiritual wickedness in high places." """sheri it doesn't even matter us christians know your way buddy buddy with Lucifer, Satan, the Devil and for that we hate your guts and you must die"""".......................
I tried to grow moringa tree's before and failed, because I didn't have enough days of like 85% heat they need to grow some "heat zone" well now I have 2 growing from seed...........(maybe 3 but the other one not pictured might just be a weed)...........these two though are 100% moringa tree's.................they are staying in the greenhouse pry for a long time I gots to replicate the weather conditions of africa as much as possible!!!!!!!!!!!!!........................I'm about to baby these tree's a heap.........................
"Thou shalt suffer a witch no to live" is OLD TESTIMENT. New testiment is about loving people definately including LGBTQ. It definately looks to be the Vancouver Heights United Methodist Church believes I am cursing all their church members ill and dead looks about 3-4 of them a week. But I AIN'T. They ain't going to believe me but I ain't I don't wish death on anyone that was OLD ME WHEN I WAS IN THE OCCULT THIS IS NEW IN CHRIST ME RIGHT NOW. Ephesians 6:12 "For we wrestle not against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this world, against spiritual wickedness in high places." """sheri it doesn't even matter us christians know your way buddy buddy with Lucifer, Satan, the Devil and for that we hate your guts and you must die"""".......................
sure you are more holy vancouver heights united methodist church then me, and so is the rest of the body of christ if that is the thing that will make you not want to kill me?????????????
Vancouver Heights United Methodist church has a you tube channel, they hardly get any traffic at all WHICH IS GOOD, CHRISTIANS ARE SUPPOSED TO BE SEVERELLY LOWLY ON EARTH. (hated) Look I'll even try and get you some traffic.................
https://www.youtube.com/@vancouverheightsumc7682
("""""""oh sheri this is rich now""""""""""""") hahahahhahahahahahah
This here is satan's world. (((2 Corinthians 4:4 "In whom the god of this world hath blinded the minds of them which believe not, lest the light of the glorious gospel of Christ, who is the image of God, should shine unto them.")))))) Hardly nobody ESPECIALLY NOT CHRISTIANS, get up high "for no reason at all" ----------- it's plenty possible to "get up high on this earth" though
tithe
keep the shabbat
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Monday, August 10, 2026
Sorry for almost sounding like I'm miserable following christ (even though I am at the moment very miserable scale of 1-10 we 10ing- Jesus Christ is lord and I accept him as lord...........but for me following jesus hasn't been the "fun times" the rest of the body of christ makes it out to be). I have no pr team and no helium to inhale 24/7 to be accurately mega chippery to make everyone happy.....................and I quit the marijuanna edibles and alcohol (might wine bib in future) cause it messes with my brainpower..............200 drugs I need both the name brand and the generic brand names memorized pretty soon............memorized for good at that........................
Sorry for almost sounding like I'm miserable following christ (even though I am at the moment very miserable scale of 1-10 we 10ing- Jesus Christ is lord and I accept him as lord...........but for me following jesus hasn't been the "fun times" the rest of the body of christ makes it out to be). I have no pr team and no helium to inhale 24/7 to be accurately mega chippery to make everyone happy.....................and I quit the marijuanna edibles and alcohol (might wine bib in future) cause it messes with my brainpower..............200 drugs I need both the name brand and the generic brand names memorized pretty soon............memorized for good at that........................
The skirt I sewed last night 😊...........................
"you’ve never really asked for much. What’s up with that?" I'm not allowed to ask for anything James 4:3 "Ye ask, and receive not, because ye ask amiss, that ye may consume it upon your lusts." Besides for salvation for people, and myself that's all I'm allowed to pray for PER THE BIBLE.....................and then the bible tells me and humans that I'm supposed to be deliriously happy all the time (it's a sign of complete damnation evidentally if the bible is to be believed and is true if a christian ever is "grumpy") Galatians 5:22 "But the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, longsuffering, gentleness, goodness, faith," So with "food and raiment" be contenet happy happy happy 24/7 oh and I'll be hated by all men especially my family according to the bible HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY............................
Matthew 10:33-35 "But whosoever shall deny me before men, him will I also deny before my Father which is in heaven. Think not that I am come to send peace on earth: I came not to send peace, but a sword. For I am come to set a man at variance against his father, and the daughter against her mother, and the daughter in law against her mother in law."HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY AND THAT IS LIFE "MORE ABUNDANTLY" FOR OUR DESPERATE SINNERS FROM BIRTH LUSTFUL SO LUSTFUL WE CAN'T NONE OF US IT DON'T LOOK TO BE GOING BY WHAT THE BIBLE SAYS PRAY FOR NOTHING BUT SALVATION FOR OURSELVES AND OTHER PEOPLE SINCE IF WE PRAY FOR ANYTHING ELSE THEN THAT WE ARE ASKING AMISS ---------- WE ARE SUCH DESPERATE SINNERS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! James 4:3 "Ye ask, and receive not, because ye ask amiss, that ye may consume it upon your lusts."
--- But I do pray something every prayer nearly. That me and lucifer do all the "requireth" and have many friends, family, mansions and live a happy life and eternity together forever. I do pray that near every prayer. Even though that is me "going to far"
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Sunday, August 9, 2026
Katy Perry like me also cancelled badly by "cancel culture" which is all culture both christian and non-christian that's straight up FACTS. That she keeps going and many like her GIVES ME COURAGE to also keep going! That saying "it ain't over til the fat lady sings" is true it ain't over til it's over!!!!!!!!!! I could be last in the race to heaven, AND STILL MAKE IT.
Katy Perry like me also cancelled badly by "cancel culture" which is all culture both christian and non-christian that's straight up FACTS. That she keeps going and many like her GIVES ME COURAGE to also keep going! That saying "it ain't over til the fat lady sings" is true it ain't over til it's over!!!!!!!!!! I could be last in the race to heaven, AND STILL MAKE IT. With everyone hating me on earth and EVERY ODD STAKED AGAINST ME NEARLY (or I could die alone homeless someday) Ecclesiastes 9:11 "I returned, and saw under the sun, that the race is not to the swift, nor the battle to the strong, neither yet bread to the wise, nor yet riches to men of understanding, nor yet favour to men of skill; but time and chance happeneth to them all.".........................
I took picture of 1st 6 video's of katy perry saying she gave her life to the devil.................these video's most em posted up by christians, but some maybe not christians cancel culturing katy perry - this isn't them loving on katy perry.............this isn't them loving on katy perry. Now you could spout off Ephesians 5:11 "And have no fellowship with the unfruitful works of darkness, but rather reprove them." But what about loving people like katy perry IN DEED AND IN TRUTH?????????
how is cancelling her loving her at all???????????? Cause I don't deem that love but the sick thing is to probably all of you that is you loving katy perry and people like her profusely "in deed and in truth" WHAT DEEDS???????????????????
At least on my blog I'm like "ya katy perry has been wronged predominately by society and I don't like that and I wish things were different for her and many more like her INCLUDING MYSELF".....................
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