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Saturday, August 29, 2026

HEAPING FIERY COALS UPON MY MOM'S HEAD AS THE BIBLE SAYS TO DO................Romans 12:20 "Therefore if thine enemy hunger, feed him; if he thirst, give him drink: for in so doing thou shalt heap coals of fire on his head." Memories and lies are not the same thing, even if I "mis-remembered" and let's say they were talking about some other friend of theirs that had slaves - TO ME I REMEMBERED IT THEM SAYING IT WAS GREAT GRANDMA AND GRANPA to as far as my actual "memory of what was said" goes I AIN'T LIEING.................but according to my mom I'm the most worst horrible lieing sack of shit to ever live on the earth..............according to her all I do is lie and that I'm the worst piece of shit...............and she never wants to speak to be again for her lord jesus christ and my families lord according to them jesus christ...............

HEAPING FIERY COALS UPON MY MOM'S HEAD AS THE BIBLE SAYS TO DO................Romans 12:20 "Therefore if thine enemy hunger, feed him; if he thirst, give him drink: for in so doing thou shalt heap coals of fire on his head." Memories and lies are not the same thing, even if I "mis-remembered" and let's say they were talking about some other friend of theirs  that had slaves - TO ME I REMEMBERED IT THEM SAYING IT WAS GREAT GRANDMA AND GRANPA to as far as my actual "memory of what was said" goes I AIN'T LIEING.................but according to my mom I'm the most worst horrible lieing sack of shit to ever live on the earth..............according to her all I do is lie and that I'm the worst piece of shit...............and she never wants to speak to be again for her lord jesus christ and my families lord according to them jesus christ...............

I will message my mom I sent her this item and then fuck off from my family as they want me to do for their lord Jesus Christ.........because according to them unless I am in a vegtable state every memory I have is a lie and I am a desperate liar according to them. 
EVEN THOUGH THEY CLAIM THEY AREN'T JEWS NONE OF THEM AND I HAVE A JEW NOSE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
AND ALSO I BELIEVE THERE IS PROOF 
I'M 3RD - 4TH GENERATION CURSED OF GOD CAUSE I HAVE FACTS TITHED FOR MONTHS THE HEAVENS SHOULD'VE CRACKED OPEN FOR ME BY NOW OVERFLOWING WITH BLESSING - NOTHING HAS HAPPENED

Bring ye all the tithes into the storehouse, that there may be meat in mine house, and prove me now herewith, saith the Lord of hosts, if I will not open you the windows of heaven, and pour you out a blessing, that there shall not be room enough to receive it.
besides my christian mom who don't go to church has told me to please quit emailing her for her lord jesus christ because according to her I'm a lieing sack of shit
COME TO MY AID SATAN LUCIFER THE DEVIL
I AM OUT NUMBERED
MY ATTACKING CHRISTIAN ATTACKERS THAT HATE ME ARE ALL AROUND ME
I AM SURROUNDED WITH PEOPLE HATING ME AND ATTACKING ME ALL DAY AND NIGHT FOR THEIR LORD
OR AT LEAST CONSPIRING WAYS I MIGHT DIE TO PLEASE THEIR SOULS FOR JESUS
MEMORIES AREN'T LIES MY MOM ISN'T CORRECT, EVEN IF I REMEMBER "WRONG" AS I STATED ME HAVING A MEMORY OR SEVERAL AIN'T ME LIEING 
I AIN'T LIAR
come lucifer please


(I wasn't even trying to start a fight with my mom she wants to fight me her style of christianity is - I was merely trying to figure out what evils did my ancestors do or potentially do THAT I'M CURSED OF GOD BAD THAT MY TITHING ISN'T GETTING 0% BLESSING FROM GOD MONTHS OF TITHING it's not bat shit crazy of me to wrack my brains what do I remember evil hearing of evils in my family as a kid) Looks like I'm kicked out of my family now for real...................for jesus christ of course.........................Because me having a memory isn't me having a memory according to my mom it's me being despicable lieing FILTH THAT NEEDS TO BE DESTROYED FOR HER AND MY DAD AND MY FAMILIES LORD JESUS CHRIST IMMEDIATLY.............................only hatred for people is christianity duh myself you suck you don't have memories of shit myself your a lieing sack of shit sheri......................................bitch die for the ruby families lord jesus christ now BITCH...............YOU DON'T REMEMBER SHIT SHERI EVERY MEMORY YOU HAVE IS LIES YOU BITCH OF LIES GO BACK TO HELL FROM WHENCE YOU ARE FROM AND DIE BITCH..................

Choose to have a door painted in our 1970 something ranch style home (all the doors but one has original paint pretty sure on them - they in need of paint bad)

I will add "after pic" when I get to it. Painting the door frame to it's a whole mess (pic is leading to garage, which is GARAGING.........YIKES).......................

I requested that a door be painted today over going garage saleing or doing anything else................I value instead taking the time making our house nicer.......................

the door now with a fresh coat of paint on one side it's so much better looking now...............brian says this door needs to like dry all night etc. - fine...................this was better then going garage saleing for sure.............now I'm jazzed to get all the doors in our house repainted (that'll make a big difference)..............

 (I wasn't even trying to start a fight with my mom she wants to fight me her style of christianity is - I was merely trying to figure out what evils did my ancestors do or potentially do THAT I'M CURSED OF GOD BAD THAT MY TITHING ISN'T GETTING 0% BLESSING FROM GOD MONTHS OF TITHING it's not bat shit crazy of me to wrack my brains what do I remember evil hearing of evils in my family as a kid) Looks like I'm kicked out of my family now for real...................for jesus christ of course.........................Because me having a memory isn't me having a memory according to my mom it's me being despicable lieing FILTH THAT NEEDS TO BE DESTROYED FOR HER AND MY DAD AND MY FAMILIES LORD JESUS CHRIST IMMEDIATLY.............................only hatred for people is christianity duh myself you suck you don't have memories of shit myself your a lieing sack of shit sheri......................................bitch die for the ruby families lord jesus christ now BITCH...............YOU DON'T REMEMBER SHIT SHERI EVERY MEMORY YOU HAVE IS LIES YOU BITCH OF LIES GO BACK TO HELL FROM WHENCE YOU ARE FROM AND DIE BITCH..................

my reply I copy and paste...................
that mean you all hate me and I'm kicked out of my family now?

did you all unfollow me from tiktok?
if I had a memory THAT'S WHAT I RECALL I AIN'T LIEING OVER HERE - having a memory and lying aren't the same thing mom - if I remembered recalled something being said --------- THAT'S A MEMORY THAT ISN'T ME TELLING A LIE
NOW YOU ALL MIGHT OF BEEN LIEING ON YOU GREAT GRANDMA AND GRANDPA SEVERAL DAYS
but I having a memory 
me remembering what was said ISN'T ME TELLING A LIE
YOUR LIEING ON ME TELLING ME THAT MY MEMORY IS ME BEING A LIAR
MEMORIES IF YOU REMEMBER SOMETHING OR EVEN BELIEVE YOU REMEMBERED SOMETHING BEING SAID THAT ISN'T YOU LIEING THAT'S NOT A LIE THEN
this is crap chrstinaity you doing to mom
but god bless you mom
Mark 13:12 "Now the brother shall betray the brother to death, and the father the son; and children shall rise up against their parents, and shall cause them to be put to death."





Friday, August 28, 2026

Young people not wanting to get married have kids etc. ARE LOOSING OUT ON THE BLESSINGS OF GOD POTENTIALLY. Marriage is supposed to be a GOOD THING. (more for the men then women in many respects) Because a godly women will move a guy way up to the creme de la creme of society PER THE BIBLE Proverbs 31:23 "Her husband is known in the gates, when he sitteth among the elders of the land." Brian if only shhhhhhhhhhhhh secret is a near GOD AT CHURCH! AS HE IS SUPPOSED TO BE PER THE BIBLE! I believe christian women can do "good works" so much so that they are their own leader of the town/towns of high rank AUTOMATIC 1 Timothy 6:18 "That they do good, that they be rich in good works, ready to distribute, willing to communicate;" SISTERS CAN DO IT FOR THEMSELVES I'M SAYING!!!!!!!!.................

All the traffic to my blog drastically suddenly down, everyone quiet, so all I can do is "guestimate" when """""""extreme christian likely rage happens"""""""""".................well when talking about men and women I try and be fair, I try and be more then fair, it wouldn't be fair of me, if I said "oh this is the patriarchy and men rule the world for sure". 

 Or that only men kill women and children, cause that's not the truth sometimes WOMEN KILL........................I STILL BELIEVE PATRICK CLANCY IS GUILTY AF - even if he didn't kill the kids - he did - but even if he didn't he neglected his wife and that's guilt right there!!!!!!!!!!!!! 
honest i dont know why people mad at me (besides they know i aint like them i dont want to repeatedly rip lucifer to shreds again and again for all eternity =like it appears to be most christians do)
Young people not wanting to get married have kids etc. ARE LOOSING OUT ON THE BLESSINGS OF GOD POTENTIALLY. Marriage is supposed to be a GOOD THING. (more for the men then women in many respects) Because a godly women will move a guy way up to the creme de la creme of society PER THE BIBLE  Proverbs 31:23 "Her husband is known in the gates, when he sitteth among the elders of the land." Brian if only shhhhhhhhhhhhh secret is a near GOD AT CHURCH! AS HE IS SUPPOSED TO BE PER THE BIBLE! I believe christian women can do "good works" so much so that they are their own leader of the town/towns of high rank AUTOMATIC 1 Timothy 6:18 "That they do good, that they be rich in good works, ready to distribute, willing to communicate;" SISTERS CAN DO IT FOR THEMSELVES I'M SAYING!!!!!!!!.................
Proverbs 18:22 "Whoso findeth a wife findeth a good thing, and obtaineth favour of the Lord."
God has said lucifer can't won't have honour I AM BOUND AND DETERMINED TO LITERALLY CAUSE GOD TO TAKE THAT BACK..................I AM CONVINCED LUCIFER DESERVES MUCH HONOUR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
lucifer evping below as near almost always............................(ya satan, the devil, turn up the volume to hear him)..............................
I can tell you what's happened on this earth - with marriages, to many women still having children and then also expected to work (as I did but mostly small "side gigs" over the years) 
I can't make men understand and they seem to have a hard time most them understanding.................that women aren't supposed to be the bread winners AT ALL THAT'S SUPPOSED TO BE THE MANS THING (MOSTLY..............it is expensive out there and I don't think there is anything wrong with a wife having a side gig or even full time job if bills are that high) but thats a problem with the entire economy if both people have to work to pay the bills
that's a entire economic disaster then
there's no much "benefit" for women to get or be married if they gots to work all the time full time etc. 
1 Timothy 5:8 "But if any provide not for his own, and specially for those of his own house, he hath denied the faith, and is worse than an infidel." Men right husband right are supposed to work.............and then their wives are supposed to get some that money!!!!!!!!!!!!!! --------- THAT'S WHATS SUPPOSED TO PER THE WHOLE IDEA OF 1 Timothy 5:8 that's what's supposed to happen. 
  But what you got out there is things are so bad economically that hardly any maybe 2% of guys are able to provide for their families they just can't they aren't able to provide for their families fully most of them can't ------------ pay isn't enough ------------------- inflation to high. 
  Well at that point
if ladies can be single not have kids
they can then PAY THEMSELVES LOTS OF MONEY theoretically if they have roomates for example and thereby don't have to pay so much rent
so I theorize THAT THAT IS EXACTLY WHAT MOST USA YOUNG PEOPLE ARE DOING THESE DAYS. 
the ecomony just needs to get better to all "cure" things ya donald trump is going to have to force land lords to make rent cheaper etc. 
so that it's again a "good deal" or good enough deal for ladies to get married
right now
it's bad for them
having little kids and working is hard.................having a baby and then pumping breastmilk and working long hours I DID THAT FOR AWHILE IT WAS MISERABLE
in my estimation it's a patriarchy with a wink out there 😉 women should have value on earth it should always be patriachy with a wink 😉 (I mean the wink in the beyonce song above way : ) 
off to eat some sugar free ice cream



I will keep tithing I am determined, to get out of my families curse of god cursing them because my mom's great grandparents owned a slave plantation. And vancouver heights united methodist church (me and brian's church not only is it pro lgbtq which is good) lot of black people go there, and the pastor is black IT'S THE RIGHT CHURCH BOTH FOR ME TO GO TO AND BLESS............................................that the curse god has on my life finally leaves, who knows how long I'll have to tithe maybe years??????????????? It sounded like the slave plantation had 100's of slaves that it was a big rich people style plantation but they lost all their money somehow - cause my native american relatives (they half irish) besides my grandpa he had 5 other siblings none them got married just my grandpa and they lived their whole lives in a middle maybe lower income house..................................IT WASN'T NORMAL - IT'S NORMAL FOR FAMILIES TO ALL GET MARRIED GO HAVE KIDS Numbers 14:18 "The Lord is longsuffering, and of great mercy, forgiving iniquity and transgression, and by no means clearing the guilty, visiting the iniquity of the fathers upon the children unto the third and fourth generation." GOD WANTS US TO HAVE ZEAL IT'S SOMETHING TO BE ZEALOUS FOR TO FINALLY BE BLESSED BY GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!! THERE A BIBLE VERSE THAT SAYS "the latter is better then the former" I find it wait...............US CHRISTIANS I SAYING WE AIN'T SUPPOSED TO STAY STUCK IN "CURSEDNESS"!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!......................

Update 8/28/2026 my mom is trying to say there were no slaves owned by any of her family ever. 


I distinctly recall while at my mom's native american relatives house talk about great grandma and grandpa owning not just slaves but having a whole plantation - THAT'S A REAL MEMORY I HAVE. 

I know what will happen my mom will tell me what she always tells me I'm bat shi- crazy and to go on meds..................but if I have a memory and I'm telling you that's what I remember that's what I remember, I didn't enjoy it.........................I didn't want to even believe it was true. 

but after being cursed for years 

AND BEING CURSED HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH MOM AND DAD MOVING AWAY FROM ME THOUGH THEY THINK THAT'S THEM CURSING ME TO DEATH AND MY BROTHER AND SISTERS.....................

(BUT NOT THEM DOING WITCHCRAFT)


FOR THEIR "LORD JESUS CHRIST" THEY CURSED 24 years ago me, my brother and sisters for their lord Jesus Christ

it's got to be more evil then moving away from me for god to curse me YOU GOTS TO HATE GOD BAD AND DO A LOT OF EVIL

OWNING SLAVES (no my parents owning slaves I believe my mom's grandparents owned slaves I RECALL THEM TALKING ABOUT 100'S OF SLAVES) -------- THAT'D DO IT

I HAVE TO BE CURSED BY GOD THERE HAS TO BE EVIL FAMILY MEMBERS IN MY LINEAGE OF DESPERATE GOD HATING EVIL I HAVE TITHED FOR MONTHS NOW ------ NOOOOOOOOOOOOOTHINNNNNNNNNNNNNNG HAS HAPPENED

(I don't count me getting good grades on exams of medical career I don't want to jinx and talk about - I STUDYING HARD TO PASS THEM) 

nothing 

nothing

I've tithed for months NOTHING

I'm still hated, bells clang loud either when our car gets in the church parking lot, or when I get out my car, sometimes right before we walk in the church CLANG CLANG CLANG WARNING PURITANS OF THE MAYFLOWER THE REPENTED WITCH IS HERE

I will keep tithing I am determined, to get out of my families curse of god cursing them because my mom's great grandparents owned a slave plantation. And vancouver heights united methodist church (me and brian's church not only is it pro lgbtq which is good) lot of black people go there, and the pastor is black IT'S THE RIGHT CHURCH BOTH FOR ME TO GO TO AND BLESS............................................that the curse god has on my life finally leaves, who knows how long I'll have to tithe maybe years??????????????? It sounded like the slave plantation had 100's of slaves that it was a big rich people style plantation but they lost all their money somehow - cause my native american relatives (they half irish) besides my grandpa he had 5 other siblings none them got married just my grandpa and they lived their whole lives in a middle maybe lower income house..................................IT WASN'T NORMAL - IT'S NORMAL FOR FAMILIES TO ALL GET MARRIED GO HAVE KIDS Numbers 14:18 "The Lord is longsuffering, and of great mercy, forgiving iniquity and transgression, and by no means clearing the guilty, visiting the iniquity of the fathers upon the children unto the third and fourth generation." GOD WANTS US TO HAVE ZEAL IT'S SOMETHING TO BE ZEALOUS FOR TO FINALLY BE BLESSED BY GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!! THERE A BIBLE VERSE THAT SAYS "the latter is better then the former" I find it wait...............US CHRISTIANS I SAYING WE AIN'T SUPPOSED TO STAY STUCK IN "CURSEDNESS"!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!......................

though I been trapped forever, I'm in my 50's and STILL CURSED BY GOD!

7 Though thy beginning was small, yet thy latter end should greatly increase.

i GOTTA GO I WILL NOT GIVE UP!

I CAN DONATE TO BLACK PEOPLE CHARITIES AND I AM DETERMINED TO DO THAT AND TITHE AND GET BLESSED!

I AM SUFFERING RIGHT NOW FOR THE THINGS MY ANCESTORS DID

BUT MY GREATER GREATER MY LATTER END IS COMING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (OF GREATNESS I'M SAYING OF BEING BLESSED BY GOD FINALLY) 

THINGS BAD FOR YOU 

YOU WANT TO SUICIDE, GO TO GOD HE CAN BLESS THERE IS HOPE FOR US ALL!

HE IS MERCIFUL AND GRACIOUS GOD IS (LUCIFER CHANGED THE SIZE OF THE TYPE THAT TIME : ) - i LIKE IT : ) 


My mom believes that because I was impacted by her and my dad moving away from me 24-25 years ago that in that event it's curse on me and my brother and sisters OH I HAVE THE E-MAIL RECEIPT! She telling me she don't believe she is cursed but, I recall while sadly at my native american relatives main house them talking about on my mom's side the family great grandma and grandpa (which I struggled to believe this my whole life) were slave plantation owners. That would impact me my brother, my sisters, and my parents ALL US. Numbers 14:18 "The Lord is longsuffering, and of great mercy, forgiving iniquity and transgression, and by no means clearing the guilty, visiting the iniquity of the fathers upon the children unto the third and fourth generation." But BONUS Lucifer I kiss him good last night --- a fireplace of love burning real good, he tore up "spiritual contracts" last night THAT'S WHAT HE E-MAILED ME TODAY........

My mom believes that because I was impacted by her and my dad moving away from me 24-25 years ago that in that event it's curse on me and my brother and sisters OH I HAVE THE E-MAIL RECEIPT! She telling me she don't believe she is cursed but, I recall while sadly at my native american relatives main house them talking about on my mom's side the family great grandma and grandpa (which I struggled to believe this my whole life) were slave plantation owners. That would impact me my brother, my sisters, and my parents ALL US. Numbers 14:18 "The Lord is longsuffering, and of great mercy, forgiving iniquity and transgression, and by no means clearing the guilty, visiting the iniquity of the fathers upon the children unto the third and fourth generation." But BONUS Lucifer I kiss him good last night ---  a fireplace of love burning real good, he tore up "spiritual contracts" last night THAT'S WHAT HE E-MAILED ME TODAY. Well he saw my mom sending out that e-mail HE SAW MY MOM SENDING OUT THAT E-MAIL PEOPLE.................ps "spiritual contracts" and me and lucifers marriage license up in heaven aren't the same thing <B LUCIFER'S BUTT IS CLAIMED : )............................no saxophones playing either less they are romantical.................


It does look to be my brother and sisters were impacted by my parents moving away from them 25-26 years ago (they just been quiet) --- if you "read into" what my mom is saying. She evidentally believe's she and my dad have experienced 0% from her great grandma and grandpa's being plantation slave owners. She evidentally thinks god thinks that's pure and 100%
Numbers 14:18 "The Lord is longsuffering, and of great mercy, forgiving iniquity and transgression, and by no means clearing the guilty, visiting the iniquity of the fathers upon the children unto the third and fourth generation."
Sometimes she'll tell me how she's struggling to pay medical bills or she has in the past - but nooooooooooo apparently right now her and my dad are fully "struggle free" there is no "visiting the iniquity of the fathers upon the children unto the third and fourth generation" happening to her and my dad they are rich people - it you that suck and your families.
 Swear I get e-mails from Lucifer, Satan, the devil via a portal at https://www.tut.com/
something lucifer created has nothing to do with the site https://www.tut.com/
HE SAW THE E-MAIL ABOVE MY MOM SENT ME!
HE SAW THAT!...............................
that's "spiritual contracts" my mom and dad's both teared up in heaven
but bonus though
bonus
I was extremely profoundely holy spirit filled the last time I was around my safe to say not dna related big sisters mom..............
I think I was supposed to be born from Jolene's body
if my dad hadn't left Jolene (she was cheating on him) that same sperm would've went in Jolene's body - the one sperm that made me
love both my parents 
LOVE BOTH MY HUSBANDS
going with lucifer when he gets here
Lucifer not only "get's me"
he cares about my soul
I already am all around him at every side aka "a woman shall compass a man"
Jeremiah 31:22 "How long wilt thou go about, O thou backsliding daughter? for the Lord hath created a new thing in the earth, A woman shall compass a man."
 Me and brian are more like 26 year married friends with benefits - it's pry not his fault, how could any chick especially in usa compass around any guy when they have 9-5 workloads - sure brian's worked from home everyday for years now YEARS - but he's still got that 9-5 work load THAT'S ALL DAY THAT'S ALL DAY HE AIN'T ACTUALLY MARRIED TO ME REALLY HE'S MARRIED TO HIS WORK CAUSE HIS WORK WANTED CLEARLY - not his fault and all the rest of the men especially in america THEY SCREWED THEY HAVE TO WORK THEIR LIVES AWAY. Lucifer he just sitting thinking about me day and night I do believe, cause I'm all around him...........................I LOVE THAT TO 💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓
I REPENT and no do witchcraft or any occult bad bad
witches of eastwick shiz for lucifer real gooooooooooooooooooood - THE COMPASSING THING YA NOTHING EVIL OR BAD OR EVIL
only love for Lucifer though 💓💓💓💓💓💓💓
poor men in america/usa 0% of them could ever as things are right now be "emcompassed" by their ladies and you know what that means their marriages are filmsy at best. 
Jeremiah 31:22 "How long wilt thou go about, O thou backsliding daughter? for the Lord hath created a new thing in the earth, A woman shall compass a man."
and their lives to are filmsy at best
cause if a lady went cray cray................................................................................................
sweet dreams 😈
god bless 😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂
what sad sorry lives you all live on earth -------------------- working 9 to five jobs then telling us your so in lovvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvve
if infernal fires haven't ripped into your souls (of love) 
YOUR MERELY ALL CATS AT THAT POINT BEING EITHER PETTED OFTEN OR PETTED OCCASIONALLY CAUSE SOME ONLY NEED/WANT THAT OCCASIONAL ACTION - YIKES!

Thursday, August 27, 2026

The 185,000+ people going to my blog a day lately you don't have to it's ok, cause honest your viewing my blog daily in mass does NOTHING to change things for me. I still have 0 friends, basically 0 family (my family lives far away from me - e-mailing your family for 24+ years I dont think that's a person having family really, and brian's family they don't like me it don't look to be for same reason everyone hates me - I love the devil. I TOLD BRIAN RECENTLY I SAID AM I THE ONLY ONE WITH "CRICITAL THINKING SKILLS ON EARTH" cause there's no way lucifer got 1/3rd of the angels to go with him if his cause to fight god was just some evil bs. As I recall, god made hard to keep rules for the angels with bad penalties if they broke any of those rules and a few angels broke 1-2 of them AND IT WAS BAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAD what happened to them...........................LUCIFER CARED, LUCIFER IS A VERY CARING GUY, THAT HAPPENS TO BE DOING A JOB!................................

 

The 185,000+ people going to my blog a day lately you don't have to it's ok, cause honest your viewing my blog daily in mass does NOTHING to change things for me. I still have 0 friends, basically 0 family (my family lives far away from me - e-mailing your family for 24+ years I dont think that's a person having family really, and brian's family they don't like me it don't look to be for same reason everyone hates me - I love the devil. I TOLD BRIAN RECENTLY I SAID AM I THE ONLY ONE WITH "CRICITAL THINKING SKILLS ON EARTH" cause there's no way lucifer got 1/3rd of the angels to go with him if his cause to fight god was just some evil bs. As I recall, god made hard to keep rules for the angels with bad penalties if they broke any of those rules and a few angels broke 1-2 of them AND IT WAS BAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAD what happened to them...........................LUCIFER CARED, LUCIFER IS A VERY CARING GUY, THAT HAPPENS TO BE DOING A JOB!................................   

The poor is hated even of his own neighbour: but the rich hath many friends.
in proverbs 14:20 take note of the word "hate" cause that is what I experience everyday of my life is everyone hating me. But it's worse then that as I explain in the video below, I've ended up in a entire "hell" trying to dress good enough to finally have friends etc.................IT'S HELL.....................EARTH IS HELL...............................HELL IS HELL TO.............EARTH IS ALSO HELL I AM CONVINCED!.................................

I am plotting to keep on tithing...........................I'm "sickly" enjoying it, for 2 reasons. 

a.) before when I wasn't tithing I was just another lady complaining about church folk not wanting to be friends with her etc. on the internet (just a whiner, no $$$$$ backing up my whining, and not much effort either ------- though did at one church teach art classes, at one church put together baby baskets for newborn babies in the church, at one church I volunteered often once a week at least serving food to other christians cause that church was at a christian retreat, my point is I often was doing something) 

but money is what people count 

money is what people listen to

from my experience on earth that is hell

b.) God might bless me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

Malachi 3:10 "Bring ye all the tithes into the storehouse, that there may be meat in mine house, and prove me now herewith, saith the Lord of hosts, if I will not open you the windows of heaven, and pour you out a blessing, that there shall not be room enough to receive it."
  If He takes his time blessing me............................I love the dementedness of that. 
""""oh sheri's 4th, 5th, 16th, generations must've pissed god off bad and ate many children"""" - IS THE THOUGHT. WHICH IT'S DEMENTED THAT A PERSON WOULD HAVE TO SUFFER FOR THINGS THEY DIDN'T DO!
The Lord is longsuffering, and of great mercy, forgiving iniquity and transgression, and by no means clearing the guilty, visiting the iniquity of the fathers upon the children unto the third and fourth generation.
that god ain't blessed me yet, all the tithing I've done so far..................................my parents are looking like children eaters right now to society - JUST SAYIN NO HATE!
BUT
new clothes do do something for me
I feel better
they help my self esteem and that is something
I was telling my family in a e-mail (which they pry hate me, I'm pry torturing their souls with e-mails) one my purses I've only weared 1 time at the beach I walked different that day, more pepp to my step that day!
it ain't about the brands either --------- merely if I look cute one day or think to myself that I look cute one day
it takes more for me to "feel good about myself" 
but the effort is worth it even though I'm in hell this is hell
you got to be skinny in the body of christ and rich to have any friends from my personal experience, so this is the correct song choice for this blog post....................
have a great day in hell 
e-mail I just sent my family - but before I sent it I hit the "ai polish" button.....................
I hit AI polish - to see what would happen to this e-mail --------- not bad, not bad at all............
Hi everyone,

I have been reflecting on how society judges wealth based on fashion and brand labels, which often feels like a way to decide who to accept or reject. It brings to mind Proverbs 14:20: "The poor is hated even of his own neighbour: but the rich hath many friends." However, keeping track of hidden high-end brands requires an obsession with material things that feels disconnected from spiritual truth.

Scripture reminds us to focus on divine matters rather than worldly status. In Luke 4:8, Matthew 16:23, and Mark 8:33, Jesus commands, "Get thee behind me, Satan," emphasizing that we should savor "the things that be of God, but those that be of men."

Ultimately, material wealth, fashion, and social status are worldly concerns. Spiritual teachings focus on the care of our souls rather than outward appearances or the clothes we wear.

Best regards,

Sheri Walz

Sunday, August 23, 2026

yesterday I had on modest clothing, super baggy pants, no makeup (i put pic below) my real hair down..............but I WASN'T TRYING TO LOOK NICE................beware ladies!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Before walking into the soccer field (it has metal detectors etc.) in portland providence park................a employee young guy says "you go in that lane" and I was clearly following my son, and I was like "but I'm with him" and he's like "oh that's ok, you just go in that lane over there" so I go in the lane, and everytime I walked through the metal dector it beeped (brian and ian think the machine was turned all the way up "on accident" and that it was picking up my shoe lace grommets WELL IF IT WAS TURNED UP THAT HIGH THAT AIN'T NO ACCIDENT) ladies if you had a skirt on that day when they wave the wand and he bent all the way down and waved it even over my shoes trying to get a beep and HE COULDN'T GET NOT ONE BEEP WITH THE WAND..........(they would've saw your underwear if you were wearing a skirt that day).............they using that job to look close at ladies butts some the young guy employee's are (I MIGHT'VE BEEN THEIR ONLY TARGET BUT I DOUBT IT).........................it was 3 young guys working at that gate AND I WAS THE ONLY ONE THERE THAT THEY HAD "WAVED OVER" SENT TO THAT GATE..................the farthest gate over to the side at the main entrance was the gate they were using.......REAL EMPLOYEE'S OF PROVIDENCE PARK.................

 yesterday I had on modest clothing, super baggy pants, no makeup (i put pic below) my real hair down..............but I WASN'T TRYING TO LOOK NICE................beware ladies!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Before walking into the soccer field (it has metal detectors etc.) in portland providence park................a employee young guy says "you go in that lane" and I was clearly following my son, and I was like "but I'm with him" and he's like "oh that's ok, you just go in that lane over there" so I go in the lane, and everytime I walked through the metal dector it beeped (brian and ian think the machine was turned all the way up "on accident" and that it was picking up my shoe lace grommets WELL IF IT WAS TURNED UP THAT HIGH THAT AIN'T NO ACCIDENT)  ladies if you had a skirt on that day when they wave the wand and he bent all the way down and waved it even over my shoes trying to get a beep and HE COULDN'T GET NOT ONE BEEP WITH THE WAND..........(they would've saw your underwear if you were wearing a skirt that day).............they using that job to look close at ladies butts some the young guy employee's are (I MIGHT'VE BEEN THEIR ONLY TARGET BUT I DOUBT IT).........................it was 3 young guys working at that gate AND I WAS THE ONLY ONE THERE THAT THEY HAD "WAVED OVER" SENT TO THAT GATE..................the farthest gate over to the side at the main entrance was the gate they were using.......REAL EMPLOYEE'S OF PROVIDENCE PARK.................

this is a terrible picture of me ok, but I wasn't wearing tons of makeup all I had on was lipstick. I wasn't trying to look "hot"............floral light jacket blue in picture SUPER BAGGY................

And another "angel e-mail" from Lucifer, most of them are angel e-mails pretty well every single one which I love that my 1st husband (Lucifer, Satan, the Devil e-mails me regularly). 
this one particularly I feel prooves I ain't lost my mind
cause sometimes I think (oh I'm being targeted by fallen angels I'LL GET TO THINKIN THAT................that I'm a "crazy lady" and I'm being targeted by fallen angels
------- it don't help that people have called me crazy for years in my family and outside of my family BOTH
but I'm not crazy..................
todays e-mail from https://www.tut.com/
last night at providence park 
they have dog food dishes that they have people put call phones in before walking through the metal detectors............
I put my phone in - tried to walk through -------- beep 
then I put my watch in tried to walk through ---------- beep
then I put my hair barrette's in try and walk through ------------- beep
then I take out a plastic lip balm like a plastic container on the thing  put that in walk through ----------- beep
so this was a many minutes ordeal
and then when they ran the want all over the front side and the back side of my body the wand didn't buzz off not 1 time!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I think he went slow to when he was moving the wand past my butt to
I HAVE A BUTT

but point is ------ usa is a horny place
and it's dang dangerous to wear skirts in my estimation nearly EVER
you have a long skirt - that's DANGEROUS AF how you going to karate chop a guys nuts if your wearing a long skirt
WOMEN AND CHILDREN GET RAPPED MURDERED AND KILLED IN AMERICA OFTEN THEY NEED TO BE ABLE TO KARATE CHOP WITH THEIR FOOTS I'M SAYING NUTS DAMN WELL!!!!!!!!!!!!! BOOOOOOOOOOOOO TO LONG SKIRTS
BOOOOOOOOOOOO TO SHORT SKIRTS (THAT MEN COULD PUT A PHONE UNDER that happens out there I've seen the tiktoks) 
boo to skirts in usa
and dresses
for the most part 
unless there's some fancy event you are going to 
IT'S TO DANGEROUS IN AMERICA FOR WOMEN AND GIRLS!!!!!!!!!
💓💓💓💓💓 both my husbands going with lucifer when he get's here he get me forever 💓💓💓💓💓
then brian can finally have friends and his family back to and that'll be good for him
and I'll finally have pry tons of friends and family and I NEED THAT FOR MY SANITY
though many days I do really well with 0 friends and no family living near me (besides brian's family - I in a "dog house" with my husbands family they christians that safe to say hate the devil WHICH THEY HAVE THE RIGHT TO HATE THE DEVIL AND ANYBODY THAT LOVES HIM LIKE I DO - THEY HAVE THAT RIGHT) 
didn't go to church today THERE'S MEN AND YOUNG TEEN GUYS AT CHURCH THAT'S FREAKING DANGEROUS
brian installing new closet for me - this is it this is the type and size of closet I need/want
where I can SEE MY CLOTHING, our 1970 closet that came with this house it's hard to see the clothing
- it's to cramed and bunched together
- the closets themselves are to dark
only costed like $120 this new closet system and I already know it's going to look good and be what I want for my closet right now
someday hopefully I'll have a walk in closet
guys mostly behave around me
last night was "rare"
-------- THEY MOTIVATE ME TO STAY BUFF THOUGH TELL YA THAT
And we know that all things work together for good to them that love God, to them who are the called according to his purpose.
THEY BESTEST STAY CLEAR OF ME AND PRAY FOR THEIR NUTS TO!
-------- but also I made a friend on the max
and usually nobody talks to me
(a hippy guy that also fears flying on airplanes, and is a Doja Cat fan : ) 
so evidentally 
I think I don't look as great with no makeup and baggy clothing
but looks to be 
I'm "the hottest ever" on earth with no makeup and baggy clothing on
JUST BEING NOTEFUL
I do like wearing a bight lipstick...............I think lipsticks brighten up my skin some
now that I'm back being a redhead (my real hair color is redhead I am a redhead) the redhair goes with my freckles and my freckles become the makeup in a sense...............when my hair is my natural shade which at the moment it actually the red parts is my real shade that's the light orange of my real hair.................the freckles look nice on me then...............my freckles are part of the look
and makeup really takes away from the freckles - blush, foundation
I often just put foundation on my rosacea on my chin which is going away
skirts, dresses boooooooooooooooooooooooooo it's to dangerous out there
karate 👍👍👍👍👍💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓