I am a christian blogger. Though I do love the devil - lucifer.............he had no choice to be "the devil" Cause John 1:1 "In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God." Let's not hate god xoxoo everyone, doin our best including Lucifer. If you e-mail me your only going to stress me out more then I already am but to be "easy to intreat" sheriwalz@gmail.com
"good ground" isn't a nice loving church filled with loving christians that ain't what the bible is talking about, it's ground in your heart, your willingness to forgive, to love, to realize it's a war all around us, all around us and it's not against flesh and blood - but we will be harmed by christians even beaten many of us soon Mark 13:9 "But take heed to yourselves: for they shall deliver you up to councils; and in the synagogues ye shall be beaten: and ye shall be brought before rulers and kings for my sake, for a testimony against them." shhhhhhhhhh I'm giving real chrsitians heads up these future synagogue beaters of real christians they don't like art on walls, skirts must be ankle length and only skirts, they hate wedding rings, they don't approve of dating marriages must be on approval of elders of church only by guys interested in a girl THEY MIGHT NOT EVEN KNOW AND SHE MIGHT EVEN BE A DISTANT RELATIVE AND THEY MIGHT HAVE KIDS WITH WEIRD DISEASES I'VE SEEN THESE CHILDREN BY ARRANGED BY ELDER OF CHURCH MARRIAGES.....a few of them........it was bad.........................they hate jewelry, makeup, you must be sad always never smile, only sadness smiling is a sin in their minds....................
no color at all
no besides beige
no prints on your clothing they hate that they hate that soooooooooo bad (that's only allowed not at church, 1 graphic on a tee or two --------- you can only own 20-30 outfits more then that is a sin you'll likely get beaten soon)
if you say they are bullies - to late - they already labelled you and me bullies, we are the bullies they are the holy elect of god that will soon beat us for jesus christ according to the bible Mark 13:9 "But take heed to yourselves: for they shall deliver you up to councils; and in the synagogues ye shall be beaten: and ye shall be brought before rulers and kings for my sake, for a testimony against them."
they have to beat us all - besides hopefully me i'm going with lucifer once he gets here that's my plan 😁
THEY HAVE TO BEAT US BAD TO TRY AND GET US TO JOIN THEIR CHURCHES SO THAT THEY WON'T HAVE SO MANY INBRED BABIES WITH WEIRD DISEASES ANYMORE (REAL BABIES I SEEN 3-4 OF THEM WITH MY OWN EYEBALLS WITH THESE WEIRD INBRED DISEASES AND I KNOW THEY WERE INBREAD DISEASES CAUSE i ASKED EACH TIME "WHAT HAPPENED TO YOUR CHILD/BABY?"
I LOVE THE APOSTOLIC CHRISTIAN CHURCH OF AMERICA........and they are right I am the "worst ever" and that was 100% them loving me the elder of the church telling me that and all the apostolic christian church of america members attacking me on my blog and the internet in general for years that's loving of them, thank you.............................I'm so blessed.....................
Better pic of the amethyst I bought today 😁....................
Bible says with food and raiment be content. Good plot that is. I agree with the idea there. I feel that way basically...............I need few things, I need to look nice I feel that's a need that I really need, food, hopefully shelter. Right now I pry need to go for a swim don't deal with hot weather well. I ain't after money, I just wouldn't mind it understand....................and that is a difference. And I don't want to work iniquity, I want to be happy I DON'T WANT TO WORK INIQUITY OR MAKE ANYBODY "FELL LESSER" NO I'M THE LAST.................ACCORDING TO ONE ELDER OF THE APPOSTOLIC CHRISTIAN CHURCH OF AMERICA I'M THE "WORST EVER" THATS WELL BADDER AND BELOW JESUS CHRIST THE AMATEUR HOUR LORD ACCORDING TO A ELDER OF THE APOSTOLIC CHRISTIAN CHURCH OF AMERICA..........THEY TRYING TO GIVE ME A BLOATED EGO FOR SURE...........................but I don't know how they think I'm below the lord who is going to have 1000's and 1000's and 1000's of people killed by some word he says according to the bible..........................but the apostolic christian church of america IS CONVINCED I AM BELOW THE LORD AND AM SUPREME OF ALL THE BADDIES IN ETERNITY THAT ELDER HE STILL ELDER CHEIF ELDER OF SILVERTON APOSTOLIC CHRISTIAN CHURCH OF AMERICA LAST TIME WE WERE THERE THINK HE STILL THE BOSS THERE! WHICH MEANS THEY AGGREE WITH HIS WORDS SPOKEN TO ME SEVERAL TIMES LOUDLY FOR THE CHURCH TO HEAR IN OREGON CITY WHEN THAT CHURCH WAS OPEN THAT I'M "THE WORST EVER"...................
1 Timothy 6:8 "And having food and raiment let us be therewith content."
Matthew 5:37 "But let your communication be, Yea, yea; Nay, nay: for whatsoever is more than these cometh of evil."
I FORGIVE YOU WHILE YOU HATE MY GUTS AND WANT ME DEAD BAD FOR YOUR LORD JESUS CHRIST - PROBABLY
I'M NOT LIKED
YOUR MOST YOU ARE THE "SUBJECTS OF THE KINGDOM" SO YOU HAVE TO HATE ME FOR YOUR LORD JESUS CHRIST AND THEN BE ANGRY AT ME AND TALK ABOUT IT WITH EACH OTHER AT CHURCH ON SUNDAY BADDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD FOR YOUR LORD JESUS CHRIST! YOU HAVE TO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! TO PLEASE GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Matthew 8:12 "But the subjects of the kingdom will be thrown outside, into the darkness, where there will be weeping and gnashing of teeth.” ""
I'm healing lucifer your right
cause they don't stop hating me
BUT I DO LOVE THEM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I DO LOVE THEM!!!!!!!!!!!!
AND I WILL DODGE THE ROCKS THEY THROW AT ME IN HELL FINE I AM FAST REFLEXES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
AND IF ONE WERE TO HIT ME YOUR MEN PERSONALLY WOULD COME TO MY AID I KNOW THAT
It is enough for the disciple that he be as his master, and the servant as his lord. If they have called the master of the house Beelzebub, how much more shall they call them of his household?
"SHERI WILL TAKE JESUS CHRIST THE LORD, MELCHIDEK, ADAM AND EVE WASN'T THAT CLOSE TO EVE BUT SHE WAS ALRIGHT, AND LUCIFER AND ALL HIS MEN" PARTAY
I like being the last
I couldn't imagine life without makeup and jewelry - THAT WOULD SUCK
Rocks I just bought at a rock store and native american bone beads 😁💓💓💓💓💓💓💓 I can buy both those things since how I'm the lowliest cra- of the body of christ 👍👍👍👍👍👍👍
originally I was just going to buy rocks, but brian found bags of bone beads for sale, well those are the good ones!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! And that's a really great price!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
before today I had maybe 1 chevron amethyst, this picture don't do them justice they really pretty with the chevron patterns on them really nice 💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓 That whole 1 lb bag costed me only $14 --------------- I might be friendless but in some ways it's the most awesome being the last of the body of christ. I pry did smoke jesus christ the lord in the last standing to 😊 according to 1 elder of the apostolic christian church of america I did and badddddddddddddddddd
Lucifer, Satan the devil I still love you and your men, if you sent a fly to attack my eyeball previous video on previous blog post IT DID SEEM LIKE THE FLY LITERALLY ATTACKED MY EYEBALL, THAT THAT WAS A FLY EYEBALL ATTACK. Look look I willing to forgive everyone.............and I realize the apostolic christian church of america isn't even made up of sinners THOSE ARE HOLY SAINTS FROM THE KINGDOM OF HEAVEN PROPER Matthew 8:12 "But the subjects of the kingdom will be thrown outside, into the darkness, where there will be weeping and gnashing of teeth.” """""""""but honey your just telling us again and again that your the baddist sinful bish of eternity ever - honey you think this is actually good pr" -------------------- bearly cause I do love lucifer and his men and I made peace with them and that is no small thing I do believe........................and I love the people of gaza whom I maybe should hate but I don't at all cause I'M LIKE THEM LEFT FOR DEAD BY MOST.......................SO I REALLY LOVE THE PEOPLE OF GAZA AND THEY SEEM NICE TO THERE'S THAT TO........................
I not only know
I'm willing to serve all lucier
I'm willing to be what I need to be in eternity - fact that is perfect for me so you come down and get me ok!
people haven't to "overflowing" or whatever poured back into my lap yet
but they will
it will come back
all mercies I show they will come back to me and I show mercies that's it
all love the love people and I only have so much money so much time in the day - but I try it will come back to me
all the torture of reading the bible that is written by men for men - the benefit of that will come back to me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Give, and it will be given to you. A good measure, pressed down, shaken together and running over, will be poured into your lap. For with the measure you use, it will be measured to you.”
and I am rich and I will continue to be rich why cause I'll keep loving people, I'll keep showing mercy,, I'LL KEEP DONATING TO HELP GAZA CITIZENS TIL THIS WAR IS OVER..........AND HELP THE HOMELESS ETC. AND I WILL NEVER NEVER TIL I'M DEAD STOP IF I WERE TO DIE LIKE A NORMAL HUMAN
IF NOT
I MIGHT NEVER STOP
SO I SLEEP WELL AT NIGHT AS MUICH AS POSSIBLE EXPERIENCING HOT FLASHES GALORE
AND I WILL BE A WINNER
AND I WILL BE A WINNER TODAY
AND TOMMOROW AND THE NEXT DAY AND IT WILL NEVER MATTER AT ALL WHAT ANY PEOPLES ON EARTH OR OFF EARTH EVER THINK ABOUT ME
BECAUSE THE RECEIPTS SHOW THE TRUTH AND IF THEY WOULDN'T SHOW THE TRUTH RIGHT NOW EVENTUALLY THEY WILL CAUSE I DON'T PLAN ON STOPPING NEVER ALWAYS WILL SERVE PEOPLE THAT'S THE PLAN IF ONLY HANDING OUT ORDERBS IN THE FUTURE OR ASKING IF PEOPLE NEED A DRINK I'LL DO THAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
AND if you ain't figured out despite how many times I've told you lucifer, and you men, I'm like a chihuahua, i'm small
I'M SMALL
WELL I GET VERY BIG UPSET LIKE CHIHUAHUA'S DO WHEN THEY FEEL ATTACKED
Mark 4:30-32
New International Version
The Parable of the Mustard Seed
30 Again he said, “What shall we say the kingdom of God is like, or what parable shall we use to describe it?31 It is like a mustard seed, which is the smallest of all seeds on earth.32 Yet when planted, it grows and becomes the largest of all garden plants, with such big branches that the birds can perch in its shade.”
I AM A DINK I KNOW I'M A DINK I KNOW EVERYDAY OF MY LIFE I WEAR NEARLY AND LOVE MAKEUP AND JEWELRY THAT'S MISERABLE DINKEDNESS OF A LOWLY DINK I AM THE MOST DINK
I AM THE DINK LORD PROBABLY I PROBABLY AM OF THE LAST BADDER AND LOWER AND WROSE THEN JESUS CHRIST!
I am the Alpha and the Omega, the First and the Last, the Beginning and the End.
IF THE APOSTOLIC CHRISTIAN CHURCH OF AMERICA ELDER IS RIGHT ABOUT ME AND I'M 'THE WORST EVER" PER HIS WORDS I'VE SMOKED THE LORD JESUS CHRIST AS THE LAST BY EONSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS INFINITY
SO YA MY DINK CHIHUAHUA BUTT FEELS DEFENSIVE I BEEN ATTACKED TO MUCH TO MANY TIMES BY TO MANY CHRISTIANS AT TO MANY CHURCHES!
Me going off topic competely from this blog post (and it's my trans son that informed me of the porta pottie potential situation in South Carolina that isn't christian of them at all)
How is makeup a sin or jewelry is it not our hearts that matter?????????????????
and not how we look?????????????
I been beat down so long for so much honest to god - I like being able to at least feel good about myself when I look in the mirror
I understand the rest of the body of christ hates satan and his men and wants to stab them for all eternity with burning rage forever for their lord jesus YOU'VE ALL MADE THAT VERY CLEAR TO ME
and that you hate makeup and jewelry and all the things of the world and have nothing to do with those things most of you because your so strong and sinless and holier then me and further you can't afford to hang out with me - cause I might tempt you to "sin" by wearing makeup or jewelry or even love the devil and his men! I UNDERSTAND THESE THINGS................
To the pure, all things are pure, but to those who are corrupted and do not believe, nothing is pure. In fact, both their minds and consciences are corrupted.
obvious sins can't be pure
but makeup it don't steal, makeup don't kill, makeup don't gossip, neither does jewelry!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
turn up volume you can hear lucifer's men tapping their hands (I don't think they clocking me) All these things people use to hate one another - to judge one another - TO HATE ONE ANOTHER! Is the will of god being done in that?????????????????
When pretending to try and become a member of the apostolic christian church of america I was told I could never become a member because I was trying to henna on a wedding ring (they forbided all the way wedding rings back then) and I was wearing mascara and any makeup at all wasn't allowed I was told. JUST REASONS THEY MADE UP TO DISINCLUDE PEOPLE HATE PEOPLE.
and you could have the holiest reasons to hate me
but what about me being able to feel good about myself when I look in the mirror and not have to feel "ugly" that should matter to shouldn't it???????????????? SHOULDN'T IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
is usa "one nation under god"
or "one nation only straight people can use regular restrooms"????????????????????
IF THIS AIN'T "ONE NATION UNDER GOD" ANYMORE GET ME THE FREAK OUT OF THIS COUNTRY THEN I DON'T WANT TO LIVE IN A COUNTRY WHERE TRANS PEOPLE CAN ONLY USE PORTA POTTIES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
If I become a billionaire or a millionaire or EVER MERELY LIKED FINALLY FOR LOVING LUCIFER AND HIS MEN AND HAVING PEACE WITH THEM Matthew 5:9 "Blessed are the peacemakers, for they will be called children of God." GREAT FOR ME THEN I AIN'T LIKE EVERYONE ELSE THAT APPEARS TO THINK THAT ONLY BAD THINGS SHOULD HAPPEN TO ME/FOR ME BECAUSE I LOVE LUCIFER AND HIS MEN. I AIN'T WANTING TO BE A WARMONGER -------------- I THINK PEOPLE THAT WANT AND DO WORK PEACE AND AREN'T WAR MONGERS SHOULD WIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I SHOULD WIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!...........................................
and how does my attackers know I will be rich when lucifer gets here????
cause they say I only love the devil cause I want to be rich
how you know??????????????????????? But even if I did become rich - good for me - I don't like or want war I LIKE PEACE! I SHOULD WIN! I SHOULD BE WEALTHY AND LIKED!!!!!!!!!!!!! I BELIEVE THAT TO!
my point is real
peacemakers should win
I should win
I should win the most
I EVEN love christians that hate me
I love rehoboth ain't going there again --- I DON'T WANT TO BE CALLED A BISH BY THEM ANYMORE
I DON'T WANT TO GO TO THE UNITED METHODIST CHURCH ANYMORE (over bell clangs that felt like they were mad at me I DON'T LIKE IT, I want to be me right and be liked and accepted how I am, someone trying not to buy more jewelry or be comformed to this earth, I prefer not wearing makeup honest to god cause it's easier being barefaced..............
but somedays like many ladies I feel ugly
I feel insecure and makeup makes me feel better
but then most you gonna hate me for wanting to feel better (the horror)
and I love lucifer and his men I made more then peace with them and went from being in the occult bad dark dark, to now what dark (like I can't even explain it)
besides lucifer is nice to me his men are nice to me
they were only doing a job - I understand that now
I needed to learn
learn not to only look out for my needs but also the needs of others!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Philippians 2:3-4 "Do nothing out of selfish ambition or vain conceit. Rather, in humility value others above yourselves, not looking to your own interests but each of you to the interests of the others."
I may get to or even be at the point where I'm done being disrespected by churches,
and I just donate money to them look out for their needs some
but also mine that I be only at places where I'm treated well if that's merely my house, it has good air conditioning!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
the united methodist church is the only church brian likes to go to (being pro LGTBQ and I also am pro LGBTQ)
PRO THE LGBTQ HAVING RIGHTS AND BEING TREATED WELL
WELL
THE LGBTQ 62-63% CHRISTIAN USA -------- ALSO FIT INTO THIS BIBLE VERSE..............................
Luke 6:31 "Do to others as you would have them do to you."
WOULD YOU LIKE TO BE DENIED BATHROOMS BESIDES "PORTA POTTIES" IN ONE USA state
IF SOUTH CAROLINA WANTS THE TRANS KIDS USING PORTA POTTIES WELL THEN THEY MUST LOVE PORTA POTTIES OVER THERE IN 62-63% CHFISTIAN USA according to ai - AND SHOULD DESTROY ALL THEIR BATHROOMS EVERYWHERE IN THE WHOLE STATE AND BECOME THE STATE OF STINKY PORTA POTTIE BATHROOMS ONLY! DO UNTO OTHERS AS YOU'D HAVE DONE UNTO YOU
USA SHOULD DESTROY ALL South Carolina's BATHROOM AT THIS POINT even inside normal houses!!!!!!!!!!!! BRING IN ALL THE SOLDIERS TO DESTROY ALL BATHROOMS EXCEPT THE PORTA POTTIES
AND POOP GOOD IN THE PORTA POTTIES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
But that ain't what's going to happen is it?
poor trans kids will likely be stuck pooping in stink porta potties while the rest of the schools get nice clean toilet's THE HORROR IN 62-63% CHRISTIAN USA ACCORDING TO AI
SOUTH CAROLINA IF THIS ALL HAPPENS JUST MUST NOT BE CHRISTIAN, they must be eating cottage cheese freashly born babies then in south carolina 24/7 then cause THEY AIN'T CHRISTIANS IF THEY HAVE TRANS KIDS BEING TRAPPED USING STINK PORTA POTTIES ALL THE TIME AT SCHOOL SOMETHING LIKELY THE ENTIRE SCHOOL STAFFS OF SOUTH CAROLINA AND THEIR STRAIGHT STUDENTS WOULDN'T WANT TO DO (I DON'T THINK THEY'D WANT TO BE TRAPPED USING PORTA POTTIES ONLY WHILE AT SCHOOL ---------------- THAT WOULD STINK BAD)
as a ex dragon boater I can tell you porta potties get stinkin bad fast
real fast
often they have inadequate hand wash stations that's if they have hand wash stations at all
Are you like me continually called a worthless bish/sinner? KEEP HELPING THE STARVING IN GAZA AND IN DOING THAT "DO UNTO THE OTHERS AS YOU'D HAVE DONE UNTO YOU" while people at churches likely talk about what a worthless piece of shi- you is (if your like me that is, I saw on video while live watching a live sermon right a pastor call me a bish said all that church had decided I was a mean bish because I just said hi to people when they said hi to me, he mentioned that service my pirate themed you tube account - ONLY LIKE 3 PEOPLE WERE WATCHING THAT SERVICE THAT DAY NOT A LOT OF PEOPLE) LET THEM TALK, GOD THE BIBLE SAYS IS ABLE TO MAKE A PERSON STAND!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!..............................THEIR TALK ABOUT WHAT A MEAN NASTY BISH YOU IS AIN'T GOING TO MATTER IN THE END IT'S "WOW LOOK HOW MUCH THIS CHICK LOVED THE CITIZENS OF GAZA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" or the poor and homeless is also a giant cause on my heart...............................
Romans 14:4 "Who art thou that judgest another man's servant? to his own master he standeth or falleth. Yea, he shall be holden up: for God is able to make him stand."
"do unto others as you'd have done unto you"
gaza is starving the people of gaza are
I WOULDN'T WANT TO BE TRAPPED BY ISRAEL SOLDIERS AND AID NOT EVEN BEING AT TIMES ALLOWED IN AND STARVING AND NOBODY CARING ABOUT ME!
SO YA
I CARE DEEPLY ABOUT THE GAZA CITIZENS
and I will keep helping them out though this war has gone on a long time and my wallet is tired
BUT I WILL KEEP GOING LONG AS GAZA CITIZENS ARE STARVING AND BEING IMPRISONED BASICALLY
"SEIGED"
IT DON'T MATTER THAT I WEAR CRYSTALS
ALL THE CHURCHES
ALL PEOPLES
THAT HAVE EVER THOUGHT OR TALKED OR THOUGHT EVIL ABOUT ME
ARE GOING TO HAVE TO EAT THEIR WORDS OR THEIR EVIL THOUGHTS ABOUT ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I WILL NEVER GIVE UP LOVING THE PEOPLE THAT THE EARTH HAS CASTED OFF --------- AT THIS MOMENT THAT'S GAZA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
💓💓💓💓💓💓 THE CITIZENS OF GAZA 💓💓💓💓💓💓
Luke 6:31 "Do to others as you would have them do to you."
ps.......I didn't go to church last week, or the week before that, maybe even the week before that???????? one two times shiz came up
one time brian was to tired - also that can happen
I'm on "the outside"
I'm not what the church "likes" I look to be what church clang style bells when I get out the car (not always, but it happened a few times to me....................felt like they were mad at me, like a angry bell hit ------- they had to of been hitting that bell by hand to make that horrible clang noise, one sunday they were real mad at me if the bells are a sign of anything cause I was loving on lucifer on my blog a lot one week)
I'm supposed to hate satan
I'm probably supposed to hate makeup, jewelry, crystals - and I don't
probably because I was born a sinner,
I WAS BORN A SINNER
IT'S HARD ESPECIALLY NOT LIKING CRYSTALS CRYSTALS ARE SHINY AND PRETTY AND THEY HAVE ENERGIZING GOOD ENERGY AND POSITIVE VIBES TO THEM (UNLESS THEY HAVEN'T SAT ON SELENITE UNDER A FULL MOON, if they haven't sat on selenite under a full moon crystals might have some negative energy on them but otherwise all the positivity to love everyone and every living thin on earth and all the tree's and grass the crystals have in them)
and if lucifer get's here and kills me while I'm loving him
I'd rather die loving him
then die like many christians might soon die when lucifer gets here cause most of them seem to hate the devil bad................I wouldn't want to die with burning hate for lucifer in my heart like it appears to be the rest of the body of christ wants to die when lucifer gets here that's how they want to die it does look to be
Blessed are the peacemakers, for they will be called children of God.
PEACEMAKERS LOVE THE CITIZENS OF GAZA BAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAD WE DO
AND US PEACEMAKERS WE DON'T WANT WAR WE WANT THE ISRAEL SOLDIERS TO KNOCK IT OFF - AND LET AID INTO GAZA
LET GAZA CITZENS LEAVE GAZA IF THEY WANT TO
AND QUIT KILLING GAZA CITIZENS IT AIN'T EVEN OUT OF ISRAEL IS THREATENED BY GAZA CITZENS - THEY JUST KILLING THEM RIGHT NOW FOR CROSS A YELLOW LINE THE YELLOW LINE DOESN'T EVEN EXIST IT'S NOT CLEAR WHERE THE LINE IS -------------- RIGHT NOW IF A GAZA CITIZEN WALKS 5 FEET TO FAR BAMN THEY DEAD
Confession I don't fear people, but they have destroyed my life a lot, it's real. In college while having amnesia, I had a crush on a Romanian guy NAMED ANOTHONY OH I'LL SAY HIS 1ST NAME GO LAUGH AT ME THEN WESTERN OREGON UNIVERSITY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I even choose to paint with him in a giant room in advanced painting HAD NO IDEA TIL AFTER I GRADUATED FROM COLLEGE HEARING FROM 2 CURRENT COLLEGE STUDENTS THAT I WAS THE JOKE OF THE SCHOOL because they thought he was better looking then my APPARENTLY ugly butt. I HAD NO FRIENDS IN COLLEGE besides 2 friends from high school and my sisters best friends boyfriend only 1 of them did I hang out with in college, the other two briefly I'd chat with them. I HAD NO FRIENDS ALL THAT THAT ALL THOSE PEOPLE WERE HAH AHAHAHAH SHE'S SO UGLY IMPACTED ME, THE IMPACT WAS REAL AT ANY GIVE MOMENT PEOPLE CAN SPREAD AND THEY DO.........AND THEY DO.................I DO BELIEVE..............SPREAD SHIZ ABOUT ME PROBABLY EVERYONE'S LAUGHING AT ME AS USUAL. I DON'T HAVE ANY FRIENDS RIGHT NOW BESIDES BRIAN AND MY KIDS THAT ALL I HANG OUT WITH I DIDN'T DO THAT TO MYSELF. In dragon boating started chatting it up with a girl I WAS GETTING HOPEFUL MAYBE I'M FINALLY MAKING A FRIEND ------------ I watch her go up to her group of friends and ask them "she's know's she ain't with us right???????????????" MY WHOLE LIFE NEARLY HAS BEEN "LIKE THAT" ME JUST KICKED OUT, KICKED OUT,, ISOLATED.............AND THEN MILLIONS OF PEOPLE HAVE BEEN TO THIS HERE BLOG NOT COMMENTING PROBABLY JUDGEING ME, LAUGHING AT ME................MAYBE EVEN HATING ME...............................MAYBE EVEN GETTING READY TO ATTACK ME HARD AGAIN SO I'M SUICIDAL AGAIN CAUSE CHRISTIANS LOVE TO DO THAT TO ME FOR THEIR LORD JESUS CHRIST..........................
TODAY VIA https://www.tut.com/
Which I believe I have been getting e-mails via tut.com from lucifer the devil I don't think I've been receiving the e-mails the masses get often.
Lots of e-mail on the theme of "angels" and being a angel and angel talk
and lucifer just straight up saying it's him - THAT TO
they quiet this 8 million + views they pry judging me cause thats what people do and it ain't looking like it's EVER in my favour...............................I DON'T WANT YOU ALL TO MAKE ME WANT TO KILL MYSELF AGAIN......................
Anyways, anothony eventually said he'd date me, and I said no it's ok ---------- just me going off of "vibes" that this guy really didn't want to date me AT ALL, but was "put up to it" ------ that was before I found out the whole truth post graduating from college.
And thing is, he's completely homely compared to lucifer. So while you all were laughing at me western oregon univerity for being ugly to ugly.....................
I HAD BY THAT TIME ALREADY NOOKY TIMED LUCIFER, SATAN, THE DEVIL AND "PULLED THAT"
(in high school, then like me and lucifer distanced ourselves from each other - me having amnesia still - because I decided "occult me" was horrible and hatefilled, and vengeful NOT THE PERSON I WANT TO BE AT ALL)
ALL THINGS "WORK TOGETHER FOR THE GOOD"
LOVE BOTH MY HUSBANDS
GOING WITH LUCIFER
OH YA
(brian has told me repeatedly that he goes through what I go through aka I have destroyed brian's life and made it so he don't also have friends or a social life etc.)
well that's all about to be solved when lucifer get's here and I hopefully go with him..................
and that's the only way "things will work out for the good for me"
And we know that all things worktogether for good to them that love God, to them who are the called according to his purpose.
your the sexiest guy in eternity lucifer you always have been, you safe to say alwasy will be...................nice to, super nice. Warm. SIlk hair, thick strong silky feathers 💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓
Anthony wasn't far off from lucifer tooooooooooooo much, he had a "certain build upon him" but still he was so homely compared to lucifer
There is no fear in love; but perfect love casteth out fear: because fear hath torment. He that feareth is not made perfect in love.
I am more weary then "fearful" and
like moses
I am no longer "sure" of my abilities to even be able to socialize, in a social setting, since how I've been isolated off from humans besides brian and my kids for years and years and years now.
I'm pretty sure I lost all my social skills.
I don't want to be laughed at anymore
judged anymore
but it's probably happening cause people don't comment on my blog posts they quiet!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
and I don't like church either same reason they merely say high to me, don't talk to me they quiet...............I KNOW WHAT THAT QUIET SHIZ MEANS I'M A JOKE, OR HATED, PROBABLY BOTH
HOMELY JOKE TO BE LAUGHED AT SO UGLY ACCORDING TO WESTERN OREGON UNIVERSITY AND SUCH A JOKE CAUSE I'M SO UGLY ACCORDING TO THEM...................................
Married 23+ years. 2 young adult kids. Work in the realistate industry. Loves Nordick Track ski machine's, kayaking.
I accept jesus as my lord and savior. But I am going with Lucifer once he get's to this earth. I don't want to die! I don't feel up to this point I've really lived life yet!
And I am rooting for Lucifer, he's a underdog like me. Trying his best I SWEAR IT, he's doing a job the job god created him to do cause John 1:1 "In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God."
Some you think Lucifer had some chance to repent - I DON'T SEE THOSE BIBLE VERSES?
Are the LGBTQ really all headed to hell? I HAVE HOPE FOR SOME OF THE LGBTQ 1 Corinthians 13:7 "Beareth all things, believeth all things, hopeth all things, endureth all things." If you believe all LGBTQ are headed to hell - how then do you have hope for them? (if you say go to church and a LGBTQ is sitting next to you with their partner the 2 of them never planning on becoming straight people ever maybe married 20 years or more - yet your deeming them "doomed to hell") HOW THEN DO YOU HAVE LOVE FOR THEM - FOR "CHARITY" LOVE "HOPETH ALL THINGS!
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