Letting you know in case you don't know there are 1.2 million starving mostly people in gaza right now, according to AI 83% of them are without jobs...................if you christian you need to help them I NEED TO KEEP HELPING THEM TO IT'S STRESSING ME OUT I WANT TO SAVE UP TO BUILD A CABIN THAT IS ACTUALLY ABOUT TO BE A GLORIFIED SHED AND I'M STRUGGLING TO DO THAT.................................
Wednesday, May 27, 2026
Letting you know in case you don't know there are 1.2 million starving mostly people in gaza right now, according to AI 83% of them are without jobs...................if you christian you need to help them I NEED TO KEEP HELPING THEM TO IT'S STRESSING ME OUT I WANT TO SAVE UP TO BUILD A CABIN THAT IS ACTUALLY ABOUT TO BE A GLORIFIED SHED AND I'M STRUGGLING TO DO THAT.................................
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Monday, May 25, 2026
Confession sometimes I pat myself on the back so hard for not being a "people pleaser" I FORGET TO WORK TO BE PLEASING TO GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I do battle wearing makeup and jewelry and these things are things OF THE WORLD Romans 12:2 "And be not conformed to this world: but be ye transformed by the renewing of your mind, that ye may prove what is that good, and acceptable, and perfect, will of God." BUT AND THERE IS A BUT,............................I know if I just start wearing tichels again, it's ok all the sudden cause having the tichel on all the sudden I'm with the muslim women that wear hijab - all the sudden I'm not conformed to the world!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! And I have gotten bit tired of the tichel, I at times get "over it" especially it's ruff in the summer, unless you wear really light scarves.............................and then there's anti Semitism and muslims with hijabs also experience islamophobia
Update 5/27/2026............................
Tichel look for today : ).................this will get me pry hated bad tons of anti semitism bad..........but what about pleasing god???????????????? If your a jew that's fearing for your life that's 1 thing........but some anti semitism maybe we should want to suffer some, the bible talks about reproaches...................
Psalm 69:9 "For the zeal of thine house hath eaten me up; and the reproaches of them that reproached thee are fallen upon me."Isaiah 43:28 "Therefore I have profaned the princes of the sanctuary, and have given Jacob to the curse, and Israel to reproaches."
Confession sometimes I pat myself on the back so hard for not being a "people pleaser" I FORGET TO WORK TO BE PLEASING TO GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I do battle wearing makeup and jewelry and these things are things OF THE WORLD Romans 12:2 "And be not conformed to this world: but be ye transformed by the renewing of your mind, that ye may prove what is that good, and acceptable, and perfect, will of God." BUT AND THERE IS A BUT,............................I know if I just start wearing tichels again, it's ok all the sudden cause having the tichel on all the sudden I'm with the muslim women that wear hijab - all the sudden I'm not conformed to the world!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! And I have gotten bit tired of the tichel, I at times get "over it" especially it's ruff in the summer, unless you wear really light scarves.............................and then there's anti Semitism and muslims with hijabs also experience islamophobia.......................
I've literally like basically beat my head against a wall in frustration feeling like I can't even win in life.
but I can
I just will be hated by all men
BUT IT AIN'T MEN I SHOULD PLEASE by showing my hair cause that's men pleasing is what that is
people hate headcovering most people do they hate hijabs and tichels THEY HATE THEM BAD
sure I could go no makeup, no jewlery -------------- but there are people of the world wearing no makeup and no jewelry that is actually a look of the world ------------------------ pamela anderson went no makeup (though she could be christian I don't know???????????????????? but I'm making a point that no makeup no jewelry is something the world also does)
hijabs, or tichels alllllllllllllllllllllllll the time THE WORLD DON'T DO THAT
I told someone with giant ministry, they on tv I'm pretty sure...............................
"your right, people can change their outcome in life by changing their "attitude".....................but you surprise me, that you have makeup on and are this successful. My town, like none of the women wear makeup like none of them (it's not allowed where I live, near "bun head" ultra conservative lutherans and they seem to control the entire town). Big secret of mine, i'll wear tichels to make makeup "ok" cause muslims are allowed to wear makeup with their hijabs on for some reason a tichel or hijab seems to make makeup "ok" in people's minds. I have a bad jewelry additction to that's also killed my ministry oh and my love of satan (I'm serious) because I ain't like other christians in a war against the devil and his men I made peace with the devil and his men.......still I still work to follow jesus he is the lord and the way the truth and the life. But anyways I'm getting somewhere Romans 12:2 "And be not conformed to this world: but be ye transformed by the renewing of your mind, that ye may prove what is that good, and acceptable, and perfect, will of God." Are you or I fully doing "perfect, will of god" with makeup or jewelry on??????????? I'm not saying we headed to hell cause I DON'T BELIEVE THAT. I believe salvation is a process, and your clearly not hated, I am nothing but hated. But back to my point, doesn't "success" have to do with pleasing god though??????????????????? Your pry humble PROBABLY 1 Peter 5:6 "Humble yourselves therefore under the mighty hand of God, that he may exalt you in due time:" Is there a point in time god's like ahhhhhhhhhhhhh yes you you right there you can wear makeup and jewelry and look like the world and have a ministry though I think tichel wearers can wear makeup and jewelry ----------------------- I theorize, tichel wearers (I hate tichels but I might start wearing them again I'm talking myself into that again YIKES) Tichel wearers and hijab wearers don't have the worlds hairdo's it's a modest shamefaced look, or at the very least ----------------- not a look conforming with the world on a whole......................and it's real this phenomina because everytime you put on a tichel or a hijab it takes a certain type of humility within it's great your so succesful at a time when women are still very looked down upon in society especially often ladies with makeup and jewelry on ---------- less they wearing tichel or hijab"
If I'm right about who I am --------------- they gonna want me wearing makeup, jewelry, my hair down the whole deal lucifer's people will. I need to worry about that if and when I get to that point.
right now
I should be concerned about living in a way that is pleasing to god Tichels and Hijabs work.
That one day at nearby theme park I dressed full out hijab, like for real hijab, so that I could ride rollercoasters without my headcovering coming off cause I weared a muslim like full neck coverage, headcovering where I could go upside down with a headcovering on without worrying about it falling off IT WORKED. And then I just went ahead dressed full hijab that day arm covered etc. etc. GOD'S PRESENCE WAS THICK WITH ME THAT DAY.
I loath somedays hijab, somedays dressing modest isn't so fun time............but neither was skin cancer on my arm that happened so that was YIKES.
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Labels: hijab, modest, modest attire, modesty, pleasing god, tichel
Sunday, May 24, 2026
Look right now the poles have not shifted enough that you all are currently dieing of cancer that do not live in nebraska, texas, florida, one more state, and the crayton of america but soon so many will be dieing bad of cancer I do believe (well I more then believe that) Timothy 4:3 will happen SHORTLY 10-20 years is my estimation per how fast scientist's have been saying the magnetic shift has been happening. 1 Timothy 4:3 "Forbidding to marry, and commanding to abstain from meats, which God hath created to be received with thanksgiving of them which believe and know the truth." Hey facts many meats cause cancer THAT'S FACTS...............if you want cancer GO AHEAD TIMMY......................Cancer is likely coming for you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WARNING.................................
meat causes cancer often........................................................
- Processed Meat (Carcinogenic to Humans): The WHO classifies meats like bacon, hot dogs, sausages, and deli meats as Group 1 carcinogens, meaning there is strong evidence they cause cancer. Eating just 50 grams a day (about two slices of bacon) increases the risk of colorectal cancer by roughly 18%.
- Red Meat (Probably Carcinogenic): Red meats like beef, lamb, and pork are classified as Group 2A carcinogens. This means there is probable evidence linking them to colorectal, pancreatic, and prostate cancers. [1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6]
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Labels: abstain from meat, cancer, meat, meat causes cancer, pole shift
Saturday, May 23, 2026
Drove again past a narrow way walking russian couple they often walking to and fro from a church near me or I assume they going to church often, I think I've seen them smile once? I think they think they are hated bad (they most the time look very sad). I don't hate you two at all! Even though I ain't that good at crucifying my flesh.................aka the narrow way.................I AIN'T GIVING UP THOUGH! But not everything do I need to "not buy" I'm 100% sure god is pro my whole skirt sewing athon lately like god wants women to dress like women that's in the bible!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Deuteronomy 22:5 "The woman shall not wear that which pertaineth unto a man, neither shall a man put on a woman's garment: for all that do so are abomination unto the Lord thy God." We saved by grace and in the "new testiment" times and LGBTQ can plenty be saved, but still god's desire pry is the same that he wishes women, dress like women and men dress like men I DON'T THINK GOD HAS CHANGED HIS MIND ON THAT. Though lgbtq can plenty be saved we are saved by grace and not works that no one may boast ------------ I'm just operating off the idea that god pry still wishes ladies dress like ladies and men dress like men....................and I'm having fun sewing - true..............
Update 5/24/2026 skirts I sewed yesterday 😊...............................
Drove again past a narrow way walking russian couple they often walking to and fro from a church near me or I assume they going to church often, I think I've seen them smile once? I think they think they are hated bad (they most the time look very sad). I don't hate you two at all! Even though I ain't that good at crucifying my flesh.................aka the narrow way.................I AIN'T GIVING UP THOUGH! But not everything do I need to "not buy" I'm 100% sure god is pro my whole skirt sewing athon lately like god wants women to dress like women that's in the bible!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Deuteronomy 22:5 "The woman shall not wear that which pertaineth unto a man, neither shall a man put on a woman's garment: for all that do so are abomination unto the Lord thy God." We saved by grace and in the "new testiment" times and LGBTQ can plenty be saved, but still god's desire pry is the same that he wishes women, dress like women and men dress like men I DON'T THINK GOD HAS CHANGED HIS MIND ON THAT. Though lgbtq can plenty be saved we are saved by grace and not works that no one may boast ------------ I'm just operating off the idea that god pry still wishes ladies dress like ladies and men dress like men....................and I'm having fun sewing - true..............
I believe I'm blessed to be able to sew so many skirts and that god has "loadeth me with benefits" Psalm 68:19 "Blessed be the Lord, who daily loadeth us with benefits, even the God of our salvation. Selah."
And I've been eating vegan lately - I don't want to make for animal suffering I don't want to do that. Though I eat honey cause eating honey doesn't make bee's suffer I don't believe. But milk makes for suffering cause baby cows then can't get as much milk from their mothers milk absolutely makes baby cows suffer and I don't want baby cows suffering!
Besides I like almond milk, and soy milk that shiz tastes great!
I'm daily loaded with benefits I believe being able to eat vegan!
bags of fabric I bought recently 6 bags, the tupperware in pic below is also jammed full of fabric : )
I'm about to sew a lot of skirts (pictured isn't but a little over half the fabric I bought recently : )
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Labels: couple on the narrow way, russian couple on narrow way near me thinks they are hated looks to be
Monday, May 18, 2026
Dear Lucifers people..............have the christians been mean to you to (I know a lot of them have I hear it on tiktok) FORGIVE THEM FOR THEY KNOW NOT WHAT THEY DO IS MY ADVICE! They ain't free like those of us that love satan most of them ain't they very bound, bound to only hang out with each other and only dress a certain way, most of them (not all but most from my experince cause I ain't deemed a christian by most I'm deemed satanic filth). If they are like christians (sheri you are a christian your getting a little carried away this week little tim) or satan haters in general, at that point they are on some "thin ice" cause these employers they want to only hire the best..............THEY STRUGGLING I'M SAYING MOST OF THEM TO PAY THE BILLS I KNOW THEY IS THAT'S WHY MOST OF THEM AIN'T TITHING THEY CAN'T AFFORD IT......................if you love satan and god and jesus your asset to any employer think about it...............cause your able to empathize with any people out there except pedo's nobody has to empathize with pedo's unless said pedo really repented........................cause there are grouchy customers in life we got right now in my realistate job someone on real estate sign rampages every week lately tearing up signs even (I can't say much but I can tell, they were likely left for someone younger and prettier............that'd make someone mad.........and they starving I believe) I FORGIVE THEM AND MAYBE WE GOING TO CLEAN HAVE TO DEAL WITH RIPPED UP SIGNS THIS WEEK.........but they going "through it", I'm pretty 100% this person is starving and was left for someone younger and prettier like baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaad.............................
a LITTLE LEAVEN THE BIBLE SAYS LEAVENS THE WHOLE LUMP
WELL BIBLE IS TALKING ABOUT PHARISEE LEAVEN IN THAT BIT OF THE BIBLE
THE LUMPS GOT IN THEM (THAT LUMP OF LOOK AT ME i'M SO HOLY AND FABULOUS AND BETTER THEN ALL THOSE PEOPLE - MAYBE NOT PEOPLE AT YOUR CHURCH MAYBE YOU THINK THAT ABOUT SATAN WORSHIPPERS I LOVES YOU SATAN WORSHIPPERS 💓💓💓💓💓💓💓 OR HOMELESS PEOPLE BUT MOST CHRISTIANS LIKES THE HOMELESS I THINK THESE DAYS, OR WITCHES YES SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO LOOKED DOWN UPON ARE WITCHES THESE DAYS I LOVES WITCHES 💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓) I DO NOT DEEM MYSELF BETTER THEN WITCHES OR SATAN WORSHIPPERS AT ALL!!!!!!!!!!!
BUT REALIZE MOST OF YOU PRY DO AND PROBABLY HATE WITCHES AND SATAN WORSHIPPERS
I AIN'T POPULAR I AIN'T TREATED WELL WHAT DOES THAT SAY OF LEAVEN IN CHRISTIANITY IT'S GOT TO BE REAL THE "PHARISEE LEAVEN BEING EVERYWHERE IN THE BODY OF CHRIST" IT'S GOTTA BE
I DON'T HAVE ENOUGH VIEWS YET TO CONSIDER MYSELF OR TO BE CONSIDERED POPULAR YET - FACT NOT UNTIL OR IF I GETS TO HANG OUT WITH JOEL OSTEEN
I GET TO HANG OUT WITH JOEL AND VICTORIA OSTEEN OK THEN AT THAT POINT AT THAT POINT I'M POPULAR ---------- TIL THEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
(YA I WANT TO HANG OUT WITH JOEL AND VICTORIA)
NOT MY LUMP
MY LUMP FORGIVES YOU
YOU DON'T HAVE THE CAPABILITY TO UNDERSTAND PROBABLY MY LOVE FOR SATAN WHO TAKES A STAND FOR THE FORGOTTEN THE OPPRESSED (MUCH LIKE JESUS DOES ALSO - I LOVE JESUS/GOD TO)
NOBODY TALKS ABOUT THE LEAVEN OF THE PHARISEE'S AND SADDUCES ANYMORE YOU ALL NOTICE THAT
CAUSE THEY ALL WANT ME TO KILL MYSELF THAT'S WHY!!!!!!!!!!!! (OR MOST OF THEM) i BELIEVE THERE IS A KABALL AGAINST ME
PEOPLE HAVE GOTTEN REAL BOLD IN ATTACKING ME ON THE INTERNET AND TALKING SMACK ABOUT ME TO EACH OTHER AND TO THEIR PASTORS
Matthew 16:6 "Then Jesus said to them, Take heed, and beware of the leaven of the Pharisees and of the Sadducees."Matthew 16:11 "Why do you not perceive then that I was not speaking to you about bread when I said to beware of the leaven of the Pharisees and of the Sadducees?"
Matthew 16:12 "Then they understood that he was not telling them to beware of the leaven of bread, but of the doctrine of the Pharisees and of the Sadducees."
Dear Lucifers people..............have the christians been mean to you to (I know a lot of them have I hear it on tiktok) FORGIVE THEM FOR THEY KNOW NOT WHAT THEY DO IS MY ADVICE! They ain't free like those of us that love satan most of them ain't they very bound, bound to only hang out with each other and only dress a certain way, most of them (not all but most from my experince cause I ain't deemed a christian by most I'm deemed satanic filth). If they are like christians (sheri you are a christian your getting a little carried away this week little tim) or satan haters in general, at that point they are on some "thin ice" cause these employers they want to only hire the best..............THEY STRUGGLING I'M SAYING MOST OF THEM TO PAY THE BILLS I KNOW THEY IS THAT'S WHY MOST OF THEM AIN'T TITHING THEY CAN'T AFFORD IT......................if you love satan and god and jesus your asset to any employer think about it...............cause your able to empathize with any people out there except pedo's nobody has to empathize with pedo's unless said pedo really repented........................cause there are grouchy customers in life we got right now in my realistate job someone on real estate sign rampages every week lately tearing up signs even (I can't say much but I can tell, they were likely left for someone younger and prettier............that'd make someone mad.........and they starving I believe) I FORGIVE THEM AND MAYBE WE GOING TO CLEAN HAVE TO DEAL WITH RIPPED UP SIGNS THIS WEEK.........but they going "through it", I'm pretty 100% this person is starving and was left for someone younger and prettier like baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaad.............................
We ahead of the game all satan worshippers and/or people that love satan cause we able to empathize and thereby we able to forgive!
Matthew 6:12-14 "And forgive us our trespasses, as we forgive them that trespass against us. And lead us not into temptation, but deliver us from evil. For thine is the kingdom and the power and the glory, forever. Amen. For if you forgive others their trespasses, your heavenly Father will also forgive you."Posted by Giving it to god at 7:36 PM 0 comments
Labels: leaven, LEAVEN OF THE PHARISEE'S
Sunday, May 17, 2026
I think cynthia erivo IS FOR REALS A CHRISTIAN - I GOTS PROOFS OH YAAAA TONS MORE THEN MOST OTHER CHRISTIANS ON EARTH. Cynthia is trashed talked way harder then any other christian I know besides myself (I'm still #1 💓💓💓💓 I can love that : ) When your a villian #1 on earth THAT'S FUN ALL THE SUDDEN!!!!!!!!!!! Matthew 10:25 "It is enough for the disciple that he be as his master, and the servant as his lord. If they have called the master of the house Beelzebub, how much more shall they call them of his household?"......................
I think cynthia erivo IS FOR REALS A CHRISTIAN - I GOTS PROOFS OH YAAAA TONS MORE THEN MOST OTHER CHRISTIANS ON EARTH. Cynthia is trashed talked way harder then any other christian I know besides myself (I'm still #1 💓💓💓💓 I can love that : ) When your a villian #1 on earth THAT'S FUN ALL THE SUDDEN!!!!!!!!!!! Matthew 10:25 "It is enough for the disciple that he be as his master, and the servant as his lord. If they have called the master of the house Beelzebub, how much more shall they call them of his household?"......................
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Labels: cynthia erivo, cynthia erivo christian, real christian
Friday, May 15, 2026
As much hated as I probably am since how I'm only "secret loved" or rebuked that's it, that's all I experience on earth pretty well Proverbs 27:5 "Open rebuke is better than secret love." And brian's decided his body works again but he don't kiss me on the lips - that's ruff, I might be kissed on the lips by him 2 times a year. Cause he wants to be like everyone else I think - and hate me. But that's me getting sidetracked. I know I will co-rule this earth it's very likely (I believe I WILL co-rule this earth when Jesus Christ the Lord get's here as well - I FULLY BELIEVE THAT), I don't even feel qualified to be myself much like moses I RELATE TO MOSES AND I LOOK LIKE A "POPULAR CHICK".................
As much hated as I probably am since how I'm only "secret loved" or rebuked that's it, that's all I experience on earth pretty well Proverbs 27:5 "Open rebuke is better than secret love." And brian's decided his body works again but he don't kiss me on the lips - that's ruff, I might be kissed on the lips by him 2 times a year. Cause he wants to be like everyone else I think - and hate me. But that's me getting sidetracked. I know I will co-rule this earth it's very likely (I believe I WILL co-rule this earth when Jesus Christ the Lord get's here as well - I FULLY BELIEVE THAT), I don't even feel qualified to be myself much like moses I RELATE TO MOSES AND I LOOK LIKE A "POPULAR CHICK".................
"The mentality" must be """ok this lady loves satan, lets not love her...........CHUCK THAT ONE OUT" - in society towards me in general
but the bible doesn't have this "condition" you all have put on me
it says...................
John 15:2 "Every branch in me that beareth not fruit he taketh away: and every branch that beareth fruit, he purgeth it, that it may bring forth more fruit."Posted by Giving it to god at 7:14 AM 0 comments


















