Am I the only one out there that even when fellow christians are nice to me, or seemingly being nice to me, I worry about that. One sister older told me, she looks forward to getting to know me, I'm sweating that so much......................I ain't at church or bible study for myself, brian told me he goes through what I go through I'm literally there so he can get friends. I don't want people to care about me anymore, I don't want them to "get to know me" THOSE DAYS ARE GONE........................what I need jesus in my life, so I'm saved, money PEOPLE NEED MONEY aka get my certification in a few months that'll get me making enough money to save up finally for a yacht (brian don't understand MEN IN GENTERAL I FIND DON'T UNDERSTAND, menopause is hard enough to not have a yacht). Convinced between a few soccer games and a few rock concerts the tetanitis in my ears is badder well I looked that up can that happen in menopause - yep..................friends, I'm trying to survive, I'm just trying to get brain friends "get to know me" I'M MISERABLE THANKS TO MENOPAUSE.........................I AM HAVING TO PURCHASE A FANCY PILLOW CAUSE I FOUND OUT WHEN ESTROGEN DROPS THE TISSUES AROUND YOUR EARS THIN OUT THE HORROR............................

 Am I the only one out there that even when fellow christians are nice to me, or seemingly being nice to me, I worry about that. One sister older told me, she looks forward to getting to know me, I'm sweating that so much......................I ain't at church or bible study for myself, brian told me he goes through what I go through I'm literally there so he can get friends. I don't want people to care about me anymore, I don't want them to "get to know me" THOSE DAYS ARE GONE........................what I need jesus in my life, so I'm saved, money PEOPLE NEED MONEY aka get my certification in a few months that'll get me making enough money to save up finally for a yacht (brian don't understand MEN IN GENTERAL I FIND DON'T UNDERSTAND, menopause is hard enough to not have a yacht). Convinced between a few soccer games and a few rock concerts the tetanitis in my ears is badder well I looked that up can that happen in menopause - yep..................friends, I'm trying to survive, I'm just trying to get brain friends "get to know me" I'M MISERABLE THANKS TO MENOPAUSE.........................I AM HAVING TO PURCHASE A FANCY PILLOW CAUSE I FOUND OUT WHEN ESTROGEN DROPS THE TISSUES AROUND YOUR EARS THIN OUT THE HORROR............................

I used to hear the chickens get real loud laying eggs in our back yard (when we had chickens)

and I used to think "dang those ladies have it real bad" 

no 

no they didn't

our rooster for 1 had lots of libido hahahahahahhahahahahahah 💓💓💓💓💓

and they sure were laying eggs often but not everyday and they didn't "that time of the month" and cramps THE CHICKEN LADIES DON'T HAVE THAT GOING ON REALLY

them chicken ladies they don't get menopause and loose all their feather and hearing a lot - no - they just walk around scoring a lot!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

nobody attacks them on the internet

nobody calls them the b word

sure they loose feathers when they molt (they grow back) and if they score a lot they loose feathers then on the end of their torso's and there are chicken bib things to protect lady chickens lower torso area

poof me into a chicken god I'm ready - this menopause stuffs is to ruff

nobody wants to be friends with me I ain't saying sad violin shiz

I've ended up enjoying being alone 

(brian don't talk to me really neither do my kids or anybody so I am mostly sans humans) 

people hate each other

people don't want to really "get to know" anybody do they?????????????????????

naw

i don't think they do

and if they did

their choice would'nt never no way in hell or out of hell EVER be me 

I'm not perfect like them all and sinless

I'm tainted with a little makeup

jewelry

icky I'm icky

I'm so icky

they can't want to "get to know me ever" 

they gotta choose each other

the beautiful people..................................

I'm icky thump the 3rd at least but probably the 5th!

I have a hard time not being suspicious of everyone ---------- people many of them but have to add brian's best friend to the pile brett HAVE PUT ME THROUGH HELLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL

EVENTUALLY

YOU WANT SOME STAY AWAY FROM ME HUMANS DISEASE OR === TO AKA COPIOUS AMOUNTS OF MAKEUP AND JEWELRY

BE LEFT ALONE

IN THE DESERT

LIKE LADY GAGA (WITH GOOD MUSIC IDEALLY AND INTERNET ACCESS TO LISTEN TO JOEL OSTEEN SHORT VIDEO'S YOU KNOW TO "WALK IN THE SPIRIT" 👍👍👍)

in heaven someday I don't even plan on hanging out with humans that's not my plans my plans is to spend all my time around the angels, take my turn flying over hell cause we going to take turns flying over hell to make sure nothing "mega bad" is happening down there (we'll be able to see down there just fine in our fly over). I had dreams after dreams after dreams doing that.

pry chuck entirelly my "heavenly mansion" besides if it has a swimming pool

stay in the angel dorm 

humans ain't worked out for me

I can deal with them at a job - in that professional sense

but as friends they backstab horrifically often

Quitting wearing crystals it's not worth all the hater style christians witch hunting me on my blog (though there's no end to their hate I don't think the ones that hate me) and I'm not from this earth not really born on earth from a human being - but I'm really realy really not from this earth. Video chalked full as usual with evp's from Satan, Lucifer, the Devil xoxoxoxo (love God/Jesus as well) demonstrating the space alien thing I do near every single day..............reallllllllllllllllll space alien shiz..................................don't be space aliens ladies guys aren't attracted to that at all..............................be boring squares ladies that's what guys think is sexy the more boring the better, pry you best bet rotate between reading the bible and watching news that'll be so sexy for you mens..............................

 Off topic but I've been watching footage of the ocean rising in california (which is truely aweful for the people dealing with that mess), So excited about that cause that is bible prophecy happening the ocean rising................

Luke 21:25 "And there shall be signs in the sun, and in the moon, and in the stars; and upon the earth distress of nations, with perplexity; the sea and the waves roaring;"

  This footage makes me so excited for the likely soon coming of Lucifer, Satan, the Devil to the earth..................."sheri your not supposed to be excited for that" - to late I'm soooooooooooooooooooooooooooo hyped.........................

Image below from this video https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ogo7HpnoHvM (I'm crediting sources hard at work)................................

Quitting wearing crystals it's not worth all the hater style christians witch hunting me on my blog (though there's no end to their hate I don't think the ones that hate me) and I'm not from this earth not really born on earth from a human being - but I'm really realy really not from this earth. Video chalked full as usual with evp's from Satan, Lucifer, the Devil xoxoxoxo (love God/Jesus as well) demonstrating the space alien thing I do near every single day..............reallllllllllllllllll space alien shiz..................................don't be space aliens ladies guys aren't attracted to that at all..............................be boring squares ladies that's what guys think is sexy the more boring the better, pry you best bet rotate between reading the bible and watching news that'll be so sexy for you mens..............................

(like the rising of the sea there is larger evp's in this video of Satan, Lucifer, the Devil just turn up the volume to hear him, evp's so loud if a deaf person touched the screen with their hand, lucifer's finally considering the hearing impaired and that's good)...................

don't need the crystals for protection right now do to theory and belief I have - revolving around this bible verse - 

Job 1:10: "Have you not put a hedge around him and his household and everything he has? You have blessed the work of his hands, so that his flocks and herds are spread over the land."

"sheri you talk to lucifer 24/7 that's how you know you safe" hahahah true 💓💓💓💓💓 but also god has a hedge of protection around me as well I REALLY BELIEVE THAT!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

   you read the bible consistantly, or listen to sermons consistently I really believe that =='s god putting a hedge of protection around you

job

job was reading the torah and praying ------------- I'm 100% sure that ===== god putting a hedge of protection around him!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

another bit of the bible indicating some amount of protection that god provides...............

Psalm 23:3-5 "He restoreth my soul: he leadeth me in the paths of righteousness for his name's sake. Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil: for thou art with me; thy rod and thy staff they comfort me. Thou preparest a table before me in the presence of mine enemies: thou anointest my head with oil; my cup runneth over."

Ms. McGeehan's classrooms fundraiser is now fully funded 😁 But there are many more classrooms with many more needs at Donors Choose..................

blogged today since there lot of traffic to my blog lately.............

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You will know them by their fruit, now there's 2 kinds of "good fruit" there's good deeds which is if done in some continuance I believe is showing of love of good fruit, but also just straight up loving people and there are lgbtq people that do love people. Time and Chance happeneth to ALL. And that is precisely why not to kill witches anymore, though it does look to be many of you want to kill the witches very badly............fresh ukele song with evp's of satan, lucifer, the devil...............weared wig today my hair has thinned out and I feel ugly somedays......................people witch hunting me and hating on me for the lord Jesus Christ don't help either they won't stop they can't they need to hate people everyday of their lives to make jesus happy (that's a real style of christianity I do more then believe exists I'VE EXPERIENCED THAT FROM PEOPLE I'VE BEEN VERY HATED ON VERY HATED ON TO MY FACE HATED BADLY MUCH AND OFTEN)...........................

update 9/25/2026 passed module 5 exam on medical career I don't want to say what it is and thereby jinx myself..................(today I'm mostly giving myself a break from studying besides I will study a little bit with my laminated fancy study cards..........not all the cards though that's a giant pile of cards) And probably sew a card holder for my fancy cards cause right now they just in the box they came in...............

You will know them by their fruit, now there's 2 kinds of "good fruit" there's good deeds which is if done in some continuance I believe is showing of love of good fruit, but also just straight up loving people and there are lgbtq people that do love people. Time and Chance happeneth to ALL. And that is precisely why not to kill witches anymore, though it does look to be many of you want to kill the witches very badly............fresh ukele song with evp's of satan, lucifer, the devil...............weared wig today my hair has thinned out and I feel ugly somedays......................people witch hunting me and hating on me for the lord Jesus Christ don't help either they won't stop they can't they need to hate people everyday of their lives to make jesus happy (that's a real style of christianity I do more then believe exists I'VE EXPERIENCED THAT FROM PEOPLE I'VE BEEN VERY HATED ON VERY HATED ON TO MY FACE HATED BADLY MUCH AND OFTEN)...........................

Matthew 7:16 "Ye shall know them by their fruits. Do men gather grapes of thorns, or figs of thistles?" Matthew 7:!6 is saying be nice. nice. 

Ecclesiastes 9:11 "I returned, and saw under the sun, that the race is not to the swift, nor the battle to the strong, neither yet bread to the wise, nor yet riches to men of understanding, nor yet favour to men of skill; but time and chance happeneth to them all."

  I'm annoyed with how many christian witches there seems to be out there and them ones that aren't  repented but might be doing "light witchcraft" "tarot" I find that obnoxious if they are...........but time and chance does happen to all. THE BIBLE IS POWERFUL TO SAVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2 Timothy 3:5 "Having a form of godliness, but denying the power thereof: from such turn away." Often what you repeat that is what you eventually become......................

you sin sin sin ------------------------- you eventually are a sinner

you walk in good works walk in the light - you become that

walk 

in the light is the idea

and be cleansed by the blood of the lamb

Isaiah 1:17-19 "Learn to do well; seek judgment, relieve the oppressed, judge the fatherless, plead for the widow. Come now, and let us reason together, saith the Lord: though your sins be as scarlet, they shall be as white as snow; though they be red like crimson, they shall be as wool. If ye be willing and obedient, ye shall eat the good of the land:" - fellow native american's say the wolf you feed the most is the wolf that lives THAT'S TRUE

  ok now song.........................turn up volume to hear satan, lucifer, the devil evp's..................

Had so much fun studying today. Did you all know there's a drug that some drug addicts think they can "tweak the system" with and they try and inject suboxone and a "behind the scenes drug within suboxone activates" and NO FUN TIMES HAPPEN (I love that xoxoxoxoxo). Many goths like morgues, and driving funeral cars ---------- not me, I'm so much more fascinated by all the ways near everyone is dieing or is going to die. It's a whole world on medications did you all know that????????? And then people are mostly WALKING GHOSTS, people call them "npc's" but npc's are actually WALKING GHOSTS! James 2:19-21 "Thou believest that there is one God; thou doest well: the devils also believe, and tremble. But wilt thou know, O vain man, that faith without works is dead?" WE GOT A WORLD DIEING ON MEDICATIONS THAT THINK THEY IS CHRISTIAN, THINK THEY ARE ALIVE DOING 0% GOOD DEEDS SOME THEM AIN'T, GHOSTS GHOSTS DIEING...........THAT THINK THEMSELVES TO BE ALIVE!!!!..............................

Latest Friendship bracelet, I like watching you tube videos and making these, it's relaxing................

(this friendship bracelet is me using up little extra bits of floss/thread cause I don't like throwing away any little thread bits - tied short pieces together that's why you see "sudden total color changes" above)

 Had so much fun studying today. Did you all know there's a drug that some drug addicts think they can "tweak the system" with and they try and inject suboxone and a "behind the scenes drug within suboxone activates" and NO FUN TIMES HAPPEN (I love that xoxoxoxoxo). Many goths like morgues, and driving funeral cars ---------- not me, I'm so much more fascinated by all the ways near everyone is dieing or is going to die. It's a whole world on medications did you all know that????????? And then people are mostly WALKING GHOSTS, people call them "npc's" but npc's are actually WALKING GHOSTS! James 2:19-21 "Thou believest that there is one God; thou doest well: the devils also believe, and tremble. But wilt thou know, O vain man, that faith without works is dead?" WE GOT A WORLD DIEING ON MEDICATIONS THAT THINK THEY IS CHRISTIAN, THINK THEY ARE ALIVE DOING 0% GOOD DEEDS SOME THEM AIN'T, GHOSTS GHOSTS DIEING...........THAT THINK THEMSELVES TO BE ALIVE!!!!..............................

James 2:19-21 "Thou believest that there is one God; thou doest well: the devils also believe, and tremble.
But wilt thou know, O vain man, that faith without works is dead? Was not Abraham our father justified by works, when he had offered Isaac his son upon the altar?" Look I tellin ya what I know, you don't have to tithe right, but the christian life is one of walking in good works IT'S NOT A MAYBE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

  Ephesians 2:10

For we are his workmanship, created in Christ Jesus unto good works, which God hath before ordained that we should walk in them.

  I for years have volunteered at foodbanks, and sometimes THAT'S ALL I'M DOING......................but if I just did that, that's a walk in good works right there. 

  But god as the bible does say he prunes us to bear "more fruit" 

John 15:2

Every branch in me that beareth not fruit he taketh away: and every branch that beareth fruit, he purgeth it, that it may bring forth more fruit.

- this is a race though 

and as the bible says 

"all run" 

1 Corinthians 9:24

Know ye not that they which run in a race run all, but one receiveth the prize? So run, that ye may obtain.

RUN THAT YE MAY OBTAIN

NOT ALL OUT THERE ARE RUNNING THAT THEY MAY OBTAIN

Fresh christian ukele song asking is satan right now is tempting your soul with good things?...................and also bonus me chatting with lucifer, satan, the devil evp video turn up the volume as most always to hear evp's from Satan, Lucifer, the devil (it's him people, I talk to lucifer 247 - have since I prayed him into my life 2013................MY LIFE WAS GOING BAD) still sorta is, but life is ruff, it's ruff.................I'm saying it's a part of life to have "challenges"........................

Fresh christian ukele song asking is satan right now is tempting your soul with good things?...................and also bonus me chatting with lucifer, satan, the devil evp video turn up the volume as most always to hear evp's from Satan, Lucifer, the devil (it's him people, I talk to lucifer 247 - have since I prayed him into my life 2013................MY LIFE WAS GOING BAD) still sorta is, but life is ruff, it's ruff.................I'm saying it's a part of life to have "challenges"....................

you guys might think I'm being ridiculous but I fully believe someday I'll be bigger then Metallica...............Metallica had a good run though 💓💓💓💓💓💓💓

Mark 9:23 "Jesus said unto him, If thou canst believe, all things are possible to him that believeth."

(this 1st video is evp with lucifer, satan the devil session turn up the volume to hear lucifer 💓💓💓💓💓💓💓).......................................

My latest christian Ukele song...................."Is Satan right now tempting your soul with good things?"..............................

you had a good run metallica good run.........................

Mark 8:33 "But when he had turned about and looked on his disciples, he rebuked Peter, saying, Get thee behind me, Satan: for thou savourest not the things that be of God, but the things that be of men." Lucifer cares about you all and he wants your soulsssssssssssssssssssss 

 1 Peter 5:8

Be sober, be vigilant; because your adversary the devil, as a roaring lion, walketh about, seeking whom he may devour:

"trick or treat" - well you know what lucifer wants to give you all ------------------ TREAT

i SOMETIMES WONDER if I'm the only one on earth severelly goth, 

and thinking about all the happy people at church that seem so "blessed" 

where they blessed by god or....................................................

or.............................................................

lucifer

cause both sides do get blessed

so many blessed everywhere.....................................

and everyone wants to be blessed

and pastors preach about being blessed

and being blessed is so highly looked upon

even though the bible literally says.................

Luke 6:20

And he lifted up his eyes on his disciples, and said, Blessed be ye poor: for yours is the kingdom of God.

but I get it - I myself wouldn't mind a yacht, few mansions, travel the world etc. 

today a sister asked me if I was going to the upcoming church conference and said I should bring a friend if I am that she's bringing a friend, I had to sit there and nod as if I actually had a friend to bring I don't. 

I'm not going to that conference...................I don't think I'm meant to go to that conference. 

maybe their next conference will grab me????????????

Not tithing this week cause about to enter a raffle or a few (I want to win) proceeds benefit some charity with our running club (it is what it is, runners love helping communities and that's some why I've always loved running). And off topic video below me talking about this (my son is for "free palestine") and did you all know palestine isn't even all of israel, I believe peace is the way for sure, only do war if there's no other options. Hebrews 12:14 "Follow peace with all men, and holiness, without which no man shall see the Lord:"....................

 Ended up not doing a pastel bracelet yet, I'm obessed with the variegated flosses................

Not tithing this week cause about to enter a raffle or a few (I want to win) proceeds benefit some charity with our running club (it is what it is, runners love helping communities and that's some why I've always loved running). And off topic video below me talking about this (my son is for "free palestine") and did you all know palestine isn't even all of israel, I believe peace is the way for sure, only do war if there's no other options. Hebrews 12:14 "Follow peace with all men, and holiness, without which no man shall see the Lord:"....................

map of palestine link...........

https://travel.gc.ca/destinations/israel-and-palestine

As always turn up the volume to hear evp's from Satan, Lucifer, the Devil 💓💓💓💓💓........

EAT ALL THE UNLABELED USA MEATS YOU WANT AMERICA!!!!!!!! PLEASE DO COPIOUSLY FOR OUR LORD JESUS CHRIST. 

(I'm plant based - I need to be THANK GOD)

1 Timothy 4:3

Forbidding to marry, and commanding to abstain from meats, which God hath created to be received with thanksgiving of them which believe and know the truth.

tootles

I am in the process of becoming vegan truth be known - again (oops I mean plant based). Animals lives should matter.......I would think animals lives should matter even to fellow christians, that eating less meat thinking about animals lives would be a christian thing that all christians would do and want to do! I desperately need to loose weight more then anything, more then a new career (not even sure if I need a new career anymore cause money and the love of it is the "root of all evil") The typical diets most people do of eating less food don't work for me, I end up hating life with a growling stomach (unless a certain eating disorder is back, it isn't at the moment..........just saying) and then as soon as the diet is over what I do what many do eat again THEN GAIN THE WEIGHT AGAIN BACK...................I have new vegan hacks that's what I call them, this time I believe I will be a success..................your life ain't more abundantly if you obese and friendless or not having so many friends or so many job opportunities (2 people in my husbands family were fired for being obese - like that was it that was why they lost their jobs not cause they did ANYTHING WRONG)..................."moderation" of eating meat could work for some...............................also moderation of dairy I think also would be important for the moderation of meat eaters cause dairy is also often very fattening.........................but again that's the "eat less" struggle that didn't work for me, the torture myself "dieting" think that most people do out there and then they quit the diet AND GAIN THE WEIGHT MOST THEM DO BACK AGAIN..............................over it................................I LOVE ANIMALS BAD ANYWAYS............................

 I am in the process of becoming vegan truth be known - again (oops I mean plant based). Animals lives should matter.......I would think animals lives should matter even to fellow christians, that eating less meat thinking about animals lives would be a christian thing that all christians would do and want to do! I desperately need to loose weight more then anything, more then a new career (not even sure if I need a new career anymore cause money and the love of it is the "root of all evil") The typical diets most people do of eating less food don't work for me, I end up hating life with a growling stomach (unless a certain eating disorder is back, it isn't at the moment..........just saying) and then as soon as the diet is over what I do what many do eat again THEN GAIN THE WEIGHT AGAIN BACK...................I have new vegan hacks that's what I call them, this time I believe I will be a success..................your life ain't more abundantly if you obese and friendless or not having so many friends or so many job opportunities (2 people in my husbands family were fired for being obese - like that was it that was why they lost their jobs not cause they did ANYTHING WRONG)..................."moderation" of eating meat could work for some...............................also moderation of dairy I think also would be important for the moderation of meat eaters cause dairy is also often very fattening.........................but again that's the "eat less" struggle that didn't work for me, the torture myself "dieting" think that most people do out there and then they quit the diet AND GAIN THE WEIGHT MOST THEM DO BACK AGAIN..............................over it................................I LOVE ANIMALS BAD ANYWAYS............................

My new hacks, ok 1 new hack but it's a biggy....................

spirulina

put almond milk with it makes it taste better 

spirulina (I drink spirulina, chlorella mix) has tons of protein, curbs your appetite, very little calories

-------- then my other big hack chia seed water.................add lemon or lime juice for some flavoring

--------------------- then on top of all that ------------------------ costco's psyillium husk orange drink mix

so my stomach with all that everyday right stays fullish

then add some potatoes, onions, rice, fruits and veggies...............................

bamn 

skinny time forever

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mDMNQfqAlzc

gotta go watching a movie with brian and ian tonight