ANTIBIOTIC MEAT EAT IITTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT GO TODAY TO MC DONALDS EAT IT PAUL I N THE BIBLE WANTS YOU TO.......................1 Timothy 4:3 "Forbidding to marry, and commanding to abstain from meats, which God hath created to be received with thanksgiving of them which believe and know the truth." I'm going vegetarian pry FOR GOOD (greek yogurt has good protein) I'[M A BLACK SHEEP THAT LOVES SATAN I DONT HAVE TO KILL MYSELF EATING MEAT LIKE THE REST OF YOU DO TO PLEASE GOD AND PAUL ------ YOU ALL ARE DIEING SLOW YOU BETTER DRVE TO MC DONALDS TODAY ORDER SOME BURGERS TO PLEASE GOD AND PAUL TODAY..................QUIT BEING SUCH BREATHING SLACKERS.......................I only consider coming out of vegetarianism if I know for facts that meat no have human dna or ANY FUNNY BUISINESS CAUSE I AINT DOING SUICUDE TO PLEASE GOD LIKE THE REST OF THE BODY OF CHRIST HAS TO TO PLEASE GOD AND PAUL................
Saturday, February 28, 2026
ANTIBIOTIC MEAT EAT IITTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT GO TODAY TO MC DONALDS EAT IT PAUL I N THE BIBLE WANTS YOU TO.......................1 Timothy 4:3 "Forbidding to marry, and commanding to abstain from meats, which God hath created to be received with thanksgiving of them which believe and know the truth." I'm going vegetarian pry FOR GOOD (greek yogurt has good protein) I'[M A BLACK SHEEP THAT LOVES SATAN I DONT HAVE TO KILL MYSELF EATING MEAT LIKE THE REST OF YOU DO TO PLEASE GOD AND PAUL ------ YOU ALL ARE DIEING SLOW YOU BETTER DRVE TO MC DONALDS TODAY ORDER SOME BURGERS TO PLEASE GOD AND PAUL TODAY..................QUIT BEING SUCH BREATHING SLACKERS.......................I only consider coming out of vegetarianism if I know for facts that meat no have human dna or ANY FUNNY BUISINESS CAUSE I AINT DOING SUICUDE TO PLEASE GOD LIKE THE REST OF THE BODY OF CHRIST HAS TO TO PLEASE GOD AND PAUL...........(I DONT WANT TO BE A CANNIBAL EITHER BUT REALIZE MOST DO WANT TO AND IS CANNIBALS I AIN"T ASLEEP!!!!!!!).EPSTEIN LIST WOKE ME ALL THE WAY UP.....................
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Labels: christian suicide, eating meat, meat
Tuesday, February 24, 2026
SUPERNATURAL BATTLES SUCK I DONT WANT TO BATTLE NO MORE JUST BEEN LOOSING THIS TICHEL NEEDS TO ACTIVATEE DANG IT...........Ephesians 6:12 "For we wrestle not against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this world, against spiritual wickedness in high places.".....................
SUPERNATURAL BATTLES SUCK I DONT WANT TO BATTLE NO MORE JUST BEEN LOOSING THIS TICHEL NEEDS TO ACTIVATEE DANG IT...........Ephesians 6:12 "For we wrestle not against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this world, against spiritual wickedness in high places.".....................
1 Corinthians 11:6 ESV / 8 helpful votes
For if a wife will not cover her head, then she should cut her hair short. But since it is disgraceful for a wife to cut off her hair or shave her head, let her cover her head.
how can anyone interpret 1 corinthians 11;6 different then what it says
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Monday, February 23, 2026
This here is satan's world. That I love the devil is not me "raising myself up" I am lowly. Let's get that correct. Because this last sunday, before I went into the church door the clang bells rang again.............usually the bells start ringing the moment I step out of the car but we parked somewhere different this sunday. I AM LOWLY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! And only "high up" on earth because I love the devil and this is satan's world not yet jesus christs...................I find MUCH VALUE FROM LUCIFER YOU ALL READ YOUR BIBLE'S DIFFERENT THEN ME........when the bible says go to those that are low LUCIFER!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HE'S HELPFUL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OR HE CAN BE!!!!!!!!!! HE CAN BE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Romans 12:16 "Be of the same mind one toward another. Mind not high things, but condescend to men of low estate. Be not wise in your own conceits." Right now, he's humble still HE'S VERY HELPFUL FOR ME....................i right need to DIE DAILY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HUMBLE MYSELF HUMBLE MYSELF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! UNDER THE MIGHTY HAND OF GOD THAT HE MIGHT EXALT ME IN DUE TIME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.......................
This here is satan's world. That I love the devil is not me "raising myself up" I am lowly. Let's get that correct. Because this last sunday, before I went into the church door the clang bells rang again.............usually the bells start ringing the moment I step out of the car but we parked somewhere different this sunday. I AM LOWLY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! And only "high up" on earth because I love the devil and this is satan's world not yet jesus christs...................I find MUCH VALUE FROM LUCIFER YOU ALL READ YOUR BIBLE'S DIFFERENT THEN ME........when the bible says go to those that are low LUCIFER!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HE'S HELPFUL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OR HE CAN BE!!!!!!!!!! HE CAN BE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Romans 12:16 "Be of the same mind one toward another. Mind not high things, but condescend to men of low estate. Be not wise in your own conceits." Right now, he's humble still HE'S VERY HELPFUL FOR ME....................i right need to DIE DAILY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HUMBLE MYSELF HUMBLE MYSELF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! UNDER THE MIGHTY HAND OF GOD THAT HE MIGHT EXALT ME IN DUE TIME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.......................
I believe in some "treat yourself"
but I also believe and know
that I need to be 2nd in the day
GOD 1ST!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ME 2ND!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Matthew 22:36-40 "Master, which is the great commandment in the law? Jesus said unto him, Thou shalt love the Lord thy God with all thy heart, and with all thy soul, and with all thy mind.This is the first and great commandment. And the second is like unto it, Thou shalt love thy neighbour as thyself. On these two commandments hang all the law and the prophets."Posted by Giving it to god at 11:22 AM 0 comments
Labels: low, lowly, LOWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW
Thursday, February 19, 2026
God will eventually bless me I know he will, while on this earth SOMEDAY PEOPLE WILL LOVE ME!!!!!!!!!!!! I won't change either, naw, I'm going with lucifer when he get's here!!!!!!!!!! I DON'T NOT LIVE FOR WHAT I SEE, CAUSE WHAT I SEE RIGHT NOW IS A BUNCH OF PEOPLE HATING ON ME "besides the people at the ghost band concert real nice, many goths have also been real nice to me" cause I love lucifer, the devil, AND HIS MEN.......AND GOD/JESUS.....................MY STATUS IS NOT GOING TO REMAIN THIS LOWLY GOD WILL MAKE A WAY FOR ME WHILE LOVING LUCIFER THE DEVIL AND HIS MEN WHILLLLLLLLLLLLE BEING MYSELF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!...................ALL YOU HATERS THAT HATE ME YOU WILL LOOSE!............................YOU WILL WISH SOMEDAY THAT YOU LOVED ME AND BECAUSE YOU DIDN'T YOU WILL HATE YOURSELVES FOREVER - PROBABLY THAT'S WHAT I THEORIZE BECAUSE YOU DIDN'T LOV EME I'M SAYIN.......................my haters their lack of love for me I believe someday will burn their souls for eternity WHETHER THEY ARE IN HEAVEN OR HELL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.....................
God will eventually bless me I know he will, while on this earth SOMEDAY PEOPLE WILL LOVE ME!!!!!!!!!!!! I won't change either, naw, I'm going with lucifer when he get's here!!!!!!!!!! I DON'T NOT LIVE FOR WHAT I SEE, CAUSE WHAT I SEE RIGHT NOW IS A BUNCH OF PEOPLE HATING ON ME "besides the people at the ghost band concert real nice, many goths have also been real nice to me" cause I love lucifer, the devil, AND HIS MEN.......AND GOD/JESUS.....................MY STATUS IS NOT GOING TO REMAIN THIS LOWLY GOD WILL MAKE A WAY FOR ME WHILE LOVING LUCIFER THE DEVIL AND HIS MEN WHILLLLLLLLLLLLE BEING MYSELF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!...................ALL YOU HATERS THAT HATE ME YOU WILL LOOSE!............................YOU WILL WISH SOMEDAY THAT YOU LOVED ME AND BECAUSE YOU DIDN'T YOU WILL HATE YOURSELVES FOREVER - PROBABLY THAT'S WHAT I THEORIZE BECAUSE YOU DIDN'T LOV EME I'M SAYIN.......................my haters their lack of love for me I believe someday will burn their souls for eternity WHETHER THEY ARE IN HEAVEN OR HELL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.....................
i DON'T WALK BY SIGHT TO MUCH
what i see in my life
depresses me so bad I often nap all throughout the day to depressed to do anything
literally I often have no energy and I know it's depression
drugs don't work "happy piils don't work" this is clinical like next level - thoughts of suicide suicide plans I've longingly thought of often
one day came so close to doing 1 of them
near killed myself just stopping myself so imagine how solid that plan was
I'm flagging up Luke 18:42 on purpose
this was a guy that couldn't see
I was accused by a elder of the apostolic christian church of america as being in the dark
because I told them that a few people with the last name dederick are related to my cousin heath well he thought I meant that they are related to me - they are merely related to my cousin
(apostolic christian church of america members heed "commandments of men" so they in the dark) well of course when he asked them they said no they ain't related to me - cause they ain't they related to my cousin.
my point
if I were blind
which I'm not I'M HATED BADLY
.................................FAITH SAVES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AND FAITH OFTEN AIN'T HAVING ANYTHING TO DO WITH WHAT WE SEE..............WE MIGHT BE SEEING HOMELESSNESS IN OUR LIVES
WE MIGHT BE SEEING HORRIFIC ILLNESSES IN OUR LIVES
ETC.
BUT FAITH FAITH SAVES....................
- Luke 18:42 "And Jesus said unto him, Receive thy sight: thy faith hath saved thee."
2 Corinthians 5:7
(For we walk by faith, not by sight:)
- FAITH AIN'T ABOUT WHAT WE SEE
IT AIN'T ABOUT IF WE ARE HOMELESS OR NOT
OR ILL OR NOT
FAITH IS WHAT WE KNOW ON THE OTHERSIDE THAT WE DON'T SEE YET!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I believe my 1st husband lucifer, satan the devil LOVES ME A TONNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN
i believe it
(my current husband, has love for me, but I'm convinced he'd love another chick that isn't me much more then me - I'm not into "boy meets world" like he is ------- he really needs a chick that is obsessed with "boy meets world" where that chick exists????????????????????????????????????????????????????????)
and weird al and tiffany - she needs to be obsessed with weird al and tiffany and tori amos
I thouroughly believe and maybe it's just me experiencing this
but I believe
this websites e-mail subscription is a portal
that I have been receiving e-mails from lucifer, satan the devil for years
https://www.tut.com/

Genesis 2:23-24 "And Adam said, This is now bone of my bones, and flesh of my flesh: she shall be called Woman, because she was taken out of Man. Therefore shall a man leave his father and his mother, and shall cleave unto his wife: and they shall be one flesh."
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Wednesday, February 18, 2026
Went to my favorite satanic band last night's concert "Ghost" had the best time. Life is more abundantly when you love people. Bible says don't let the sun go down on your wrath Ephesians 4:26 "Be ye angry, and sin not: let not the sun go down upon your wrath:" love always, loving people ALWAYS IS BETTER for them, for myself................fellow ghost fans are super nice it do look to be VERY EASY TO LOVE, somedays the abundance of living in christ jesus is more noticed by me that's my point...........
Went to my favorite satanic band last night's concert "Ghost" had the best time. Life is more abundantly when you love people. Bible says don't let the sun go down on your wrath Ephesians 4:26 "Be ye angry, and sin not: let not the sun go down upon your wrath:" love always, loving people ALWAYS IS BETTER for them, for myself................fellow ghost fans are super nice it do look to be VERY EASY TO LOVE, somedays the abundance of living in christ jesus is more noticed by me that's my point...........
course I don't heed the "neither give place to the devil" part of Ephesians 4:25-27 I give place to the devil all day and all night - HE'S MY MAIN SUPPORT SYSTEM!!!!!!!!!!!!
Ephesians 4:25-27 "Wherefore putting away lying, speak every man truth with his neighbour: for we are members one of another. Be ye angry, and sin not: let not the sun go down upon your wrath: Neither give place to the devil."Posted by Giving it to god at 11:22 AM 0 comments
Labels: free indeed, freedom, life more abundantly
Tuesday, February 17, 2026
I pry will tithe tommorow, christians you know the ones that aren't me, they need to enjoy their last few days of life on earth (for the bulk of them). MERCY IS LOVING THE PEOPLE AND DOING GOOD TO THE PEOPLE THAT TREATED ME BAD THATS MERCY......THAT MERCY..............christians don't treat me well, well no wonder, it's no wonder I LOVE THE DEVIL.....................THEY RIGHT CAN KEEP TREATING ME BAD they don't need to be merciful I DO I NEED TO TITHE AND FUND THE CHURCH ME AND BRIAN ATTEND!!!!!!!!!.....................
I pry will tithe tommorow, christians you know the ones that aren't me, they need to enjoy their last few days of life on earth (for the bulk of them). MERCY IS LOVING THE PEOPLE AND DOING GOOD TO THE PEOPLE THAT TREATED ME BAD THATS MERCY......THAT MERCY..............christians don't treat me well, well no wonder, it's no wonder I LOVE THE DEVIL.....................THEY RIGHT CAN KEEP TREATING ME BAD they don't need to be merciful I DO I NEED TO TITHE AND FUND THE CHURCH ME AND BRIAN ATTEND!!!!!!!!!.....................
lucifer will be here soon
I will be vindicated soon!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
this is only a small season of suffering that I must go through JOY COMES IN THE MORNING!!!!!!!!!!
Psalm 30:4-6 "Sing unto the Lord, O ye saints of his, and give thanks at the remembrance of his holiness. For his anger endureth but a moment; in his favour is life: weeping may endure for a night, but joy cometh in the morning. And in my prosperity I said, I shall never be moved." "BUT SHERI PSALM 30:4-6 TALKS ABOUT BEING PROSPEROUS ------ PSALM 30:4-6 ISN'T CHRISTIAN THAT'S A FING LIE SHERI DON'T BE SUCH A GREEDY BISH YOUR SUPPOSED TO ONLY SUFFER ALL THE TIME AND BE POOR AND SAD BISH"- Psalm 138:6 "Though the Lord be high, yet hath he respect unto the lowly: but the proud he knoweth afar off."
- LOWLY ME UP THEN GOD WITH A YACHT OR TWO 😁😁😁😁😁👍👍👍👍👍👍💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓
- BING!!!!!!!!!!!!
- PS......................I'M NOT OBNOXIOUS I'M ON FIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
Proverbs 3:34 "Surely he scorneth the scorners: but he giveth grace unto the lowly."
Proverbs 11:2 "When pride cometh, then cometh shame: but with the lowly is wisdom."
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Monday, February 16, 2026
(video - many evp's from the man who I believe is my 1st husband I LOVE BOTH HUSBANDS BUT GOING WITH LUCIFER NO DIVORCE FOR LUCIER NO WAYYYYYYYY) "time and chance" happeneth to all, life for me seems a long waiting game. Ecclesiastes 9:11 "I returned, and saw under the sun, that the race is not to the swift, nor the battle to the strong, neither yet bread to the wise, nor yet riches to men of understanding, nor yet favour to men of skill; but time and chance happeneth to them all."........................we are as christians supposed to "overcometh" like the whole world..........THAT TAKES TIME!..................you battle alcohol sometimes go to aa, or whatever you battle go to counseling, so get prayed for DON'T GIVE UP, victory often takes time................
(video - many evp's from the man who I believe is my 1st husband I LOVE BOTH HUSBANDS BUT GOING WITH LUCIFER NO DIVORCE FOR LUCIER NO WAYYYYYYYY) "time and chance" happeneth to all, life for me seems a long waiting game. Ecclesiastes 9:11 "I returned, and saw under the sun, that the race is not to the swift, nor the battle to the strong, neither yet bread to the wise, nor yet riches to men of understanding, nor yet favour to men of skill; but time and chance happeneth to them all."........................we are as christians supposed to "overcometh" like the whole world..........THAT TAKES TIME!..................you battle alcohol sometimes go to aa, or whatever you battle go to counseling, so get prayed for DON'T GIVE UP, victory often takes time................
turn up the volume to hear lucifer, satan, the devil
He likes things I likes that brian - brian is just miserable at the goth club...............miserable
I like zombie dancing all night man
all night
few hours but - same thing as all night same thing
ps............how my hair got this unnatural orange shade, I like um like 4 days ago or so, put beet juice I think in it
then I did 2 vitamin c treatments
and then today I did a bleach bath
why you may ask - must be because I'm a american 😁💓💓💓💓💓
and the "family emergency" I don't want to much talk about it but brian is dealing with it right now..................I hated having to leave yoga early ----------- I was having such a good time tonight!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
it means
when you and I get there
we don't need the designer purse, or shoes, or um popularity, or um probably not even "fun time at night"
jesus and um a good book
or jesus and a few good video games - that's all we need as "overcomers" I recogn when we get there
we're like mkay..............................this a cool video game
and a diet cola
and some good music
that's it I'm sure of it 👍👍👍👍
Revelation 3:5 "He that overcometh, the same shall be clothed in white raiment; and I will not blot out his name out of the book of life, but I will confess his name before my Father, and before his angels."Revelation 3:12 "Him that overcometh will I make a pillar in the temple of my God, and he shall go no more out: and I will write upon him the name of my God, and the name of the city of my God, which is new Jerusalem, which cometh down out of heaven from my God: and I will write upon him my new name."
Revelation 3:21 "To him that overcometh will I grant to sit with me in my throne, even as I also overcame, and am set down with my Father in his throne."
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Labels: getting off drugs takes time, overcoming takes time, takes time, time











