I FORGIVE EVERYONE. Everyone in 2026 likes it only when people are peppy - well the bible says think on what's lovely and of good report!!!!!!!!!!! Life it gives many of us lemons INFLATON HASN'T HAPPENED TO MUCH TO MAKE LEMONAIDE at least not where I live by a goodwill outlet!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.....................
Philippians 4:8 "Finally, brethren, whatsoever things are true, whatsoever things are honest, whatsoever things are just, whatsoever things are pure, whatsoever things are lovely, whatsoever things are of good report; if there be any virtue, and if there be any praise, think on these things."Sunday, June 7, 2026
I FORGIVE EVERYONE. Everyone in 2026 likes it only when people are peppy - well the bible says think on what's lovely and of good report!!!!!!!!!!! Life it gives many of us lemons INFLATON HASN'T HAPPENED TO MUCH TO MAKE LEMONAIDE at least not where I live by a goodwill outlet!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.....................
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Saturday, June 6, 2026
highly edited out blog post: for years i've been made "the bad guy" for everything by everyone in my life nearly or was in my life I should say. I felt guilty for a long time after finally getting mad after being verbally assaulted for several minutes by leading elder of the apostolic christian church of america, it was several minutes but people have chewed me out and told me I'm sinner trash for so long for so long they've pounded it into me that I must be "perfect" BUT THE BIBLE SAYS "not easily provoked" well I wasn't easily provoked that day I'm actually mega hard to provoke but once you get me fired up I never quit like mic jagger. I'M A DRAGON LIKE LUCIFER XOXOXOOXO 1 Corinthians 13:5 "Doth not behave itself unseemly, seeketh not her own, is not easily provoked, thinketh no evil;"...................THE APOSTOLIC CHRISTIAN CHURCH OF AMERICA DANG THEY UPSET ME BAD..................
My dining room right now though brian cleaned it some before I took this picture (he could be trying to "hide the evidence"?????) that's currently causing me much mental stress, to the point either it gets cleaned or brian needs to make a hair appointment to shave my head, go find a drug dealer buy me cocaine and hand me a umbrella!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.................
Fathers day gift for my dad.................my mom and dad love Donald Trump and are 100% that he is a great christian man saving the usa...........THAT'S WHAT THEY BELIEVE THOUROUGHLY. That he is making america great again, my brother believes that to, extreme inflation on near everything we buy and crazy high gas it doesn't exist according to my mom, dad and brother no we are living the best most christian blessed time in usa history EVER THANKS TO OUR VERY CHRISITAN AND HOLY PRESIDENT OF THE UNITED STATES OF AMERICA DONALD TRUMP.
(I ain't talking no smacks clearly donalds trump fears god and fearing god is what god wants the most - so donald trump is "doing the thing")
am I sarcastic - yes
Ephesians 6:1-3 "Children, obey your parents in the Lord: for this is right.Honour thy father and mother; which is the first commandment with promise; That it may be well with thee, and thou mayest live long on the earth."
but I've had to pay for that
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Monday, June 1, 2026
"good ground" isn't a nice loving church filled with loving christians that ain't what the bible is talking about, it's ground in your heart, your willingness to forgive, to love, to realize it's a war all around us, all around us and it's not against flesh and blood - but we will be harmed by christians even beaten many of us soon Mark 13:9 "But take heed to yourselves: for they shall deliver you up to councils; and in the synagogues ye shall be beaten: and ye shall be brought before rulers and kings for my sake, for a testimony against them." shhhhhhhhhh I'm giving real chrsitians heads up these future synagogue beaters of real christians they don't like art on walls, skirts must be ankle length and only skirts, they hate wedding rings, they don't approve of dating marriages must be on approval of elders of church only by guys interested in a girl THEY MIGHT NOT EVEN KNOW AND SHE MIGHT EVEN BE A DISTANT RELATIVE AND THEY MIGHT HAVE KIDS WITH WEIRD DISEASES I'VE SEEN THESE CHILDREN BY ARRANGED BY ELDER OF CHURCH MARRIAGES.....a few of them........it was bad.........................they hate jewelry, makeup, you must be sad always never smile, only sadness smiling is a sin in their minds....................
Update 6/4/2026 since how my blog still has a lot of traffic...................
"good ground" isn't a nice loving church filled with loving christians that ain't what the bible is talking about, it's ground in your heart, your willingness to forgive, to love, to realize it's a war all around us, all around us and it's not against flesh and blood - but we will be harmed by christians even beaten many of us soon Mark 13:9 "But take heed to yourselves: for they shall deliver you up to councils; and in the synagogues ye shall be beaten: and ye shall be brought before rulers and kings for my sake, for a testimony against them." shhhhhhhhhh I'm giving real chrsitians heads up these future synagogue beaters of real christians they don't like art on walls, skirts must be ankle length and only skirts, they hate wedding rings, they don't approve of dating marriages must be on approval of elders of church only by guys interested in a girl THEY MIGHT NOT EVEN KNOW AND SHE MIGHT EVEN BE A DISTANT RELATIVE AND THEY MIGHT HAVE KIDS WITH WEIRD DISEASES I'VE SEEN THESE CHILDREN BY ARRANGED BY ELDER OF CHURCH MARRIAGES.....a few of them........it was bad.........................they hate jewelry, makeup, you must be sad always never smile, only sadness smiling is a sin in their minds....................
no color at all
no besides beige
no prints on your clothing they hate that they hate that soooooooooo bad (that's only allowed not at church, 1 graphic on a tee or two --------- you can only own 20-30 outfits more then that is a sin you'll likely get beaten soon)
if you say they are bullies - to late - they already labelled you and me bullies, we are the bullies they are the holy elect of god that will soon beat us for jesus christ according to the bible Mark 13:9 "But take heed to yourselves: for they shall deliver you up to councils; and in the synagogues ye shall be beaten: and ye shall be brought before rulers and kings for my sake, for a testimony against them."
they have to beat us all - besides hopefully me i'm going with lucifer once he gets here that's my plan 😁
THEY HAVE TO BEAT US BAD TO TRY AND GET US TO JOIN THEIR CHURCHES SO THAT THEY WON'T HAVE SO MANY INBRED BABIES WITH WEIRD DISEASES ANYMORE (REAL BABIES I SEEN 3-4 OF THEM WITH MY OWN EYEBALLS WITH THESE WEIRD INBRED DISEASES AND I KNOW THEY WERE INBREAD DISEASES CAUSE i ASKED EACH TIME "WHAT HAPPENED TO YOUR CHILD/BABY?"
- Cause I'm snoopy like that and so they told me!
"this song is out of place sheri"
no it ain't
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I LOVE THE APOSTOLIC CHRISTIAN CHURCH OF AMERICA........and they are right I am the "worst ever" and that was 100% them loving me the elder of the church telling me that and all the apostolic christian church of america members attacking me on my blog and the internet in general for years that's loving of them, thank you.............................I'm so blessed.....................
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Bible says with food and raiment be content. Good plot that is. I agree with the idea there. I feel that way basically...............I need few things, I need to look nice I feel that's a need that I really need, food, hopefully shelter. Right now I pry need to go for a swim don't deal with hot weather well. I ain't after money, I just wouldn't mind it understand....................and that is a difference. And I don't want to work iniquity, I want to be happy I DON'T WANT TO WORK INIQUITY OR MAKE ANYBODY "FELL LESSER" NO I'M THE LAST.................ACCORDING TO ONE ELDER OF THE APPOSTOLIC CHRISTIAN CHURCH OF AMERICA I'M THE "WORST EVER" THATS WELL BADDER AND BELOW JESUS CHRIST THE AMATEUR HOUR LORD ACCORDING TO A ELDER OF THE APOSTOLIC CHRISTIAN CHURCH OF AMERICA..........THEY TRYING TO GIVE ME A BLOATED EGO FOR SURE...........................but I don't know how they think I'm below the lord who is going to have 1000's and 1000's and 1000's of people killed by some word he says according to the bible..........................but the apostolic christian church of america IS CONVINCED I AM BELOW THE LORD AND AM SUPREME OF ALL THE BADDIES IN ETERNITY THAT ELDER HE STILL ELDER CHEIF ELDER OF SILVERTON APOSTOLIC CHRISTIAN CHURCH OF AMERICA LAST TIME WE WERE THERE THINK HE STILL THE BOSS THERE! WHICH MEANS THEY AGGREE WITH HIS WORDS SPOKEN TO ME SEVERAL TIMES LOUDLY FOR THE CHURCH TO HEAR IN OREGON CITY WHEN THAT CHURCH WAS OPEN THAT I'M "THE WORST EVER"...................
Better pic of the amethyst I bought today 😁....................
Bible says with food and raiment be content. Good plot that is. I agree with the idea there. I feel that way basically...............I need few things, I need to look nice I feel that's a need that I really need, food, hopefully shelter. Right now I pry need to go for a swim don't deal with hot weather well. I ain't after money, I just wouldn't mind it understand....................and that is a difference. And I don't want to work iniquity, I want to be happy I DON'T WANT TO WORK INIQUITY OR MAKE ANYBODY "FELL LESSER" NO I'M THE LAST.................ACCORDING TO ONE ELDER OF THE APPOSTOLIC CHRISTIAN CHURCH OF AMERICA I'M THE "WORST EVER" THATS WELL BADDER AND BELOW JESUS CHRIST THE AMATEUR HOUR LORD ACCORDING TO A ELDER OF THE APOSTOLIC CHRISTIAN CHURCH OF AMERICA..........THEY TRYING TO GIVE ME A BLOATED EGO FOR SURE...........................but I don't know how they think I'm below the lord who is going to have 1000's and 1000's and 1000's of people killed by some word he says according to the bible..........................but the apostolic christian church of america IS CONVINCED I AM BELOW THE LORD AND AM SUPREME OF ALL THE BADDIES IN ETERNITY THAT ELDER HE STILL ELDER CHEIF ELDER OF SILVERTON APOSTOLIC CHRISTIAN CHURCH OF AMERICA LAST TIME WE WERE THERE THINK HE STILL THE BOSS THERE! WHICH MEANS THEY AGGREE WITH HIS WORDS SPOKEN TO ME SEVERAL TIMES LOUDLY FOR THE CHURCH TO HEAR IN OREGON CITY WHEN THAT CHURCH WAS OPEN THAT I'M "THE WORST EVER"...................
1 Timothy 6:8 "And having food and raiment let us be therewith content."
Matthew 5:37 "But let your communication be, Yea, yea; Nay, nay: for whatsoever is more than these cometh of evil."
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Lucifer, Satan the devil I still love you and your men, if you sent a fly to attack my eyeball previous video on previous blog post IT DID SEEM LIKE THE FLY LITERALLY ATTACKED MY EYEBALL, THAT THAT WAS A FLY EYEBALL ATTACK. Look look I willing to forgive everyone.............and I realize the apostolic christian church of america isn't even made up of sinners THOSE ARE HOLY SAINTS FROM THE KINGDOM OF HEAVEN PROPER Matthew 8:12 "But the subjects of the kingdom will be thrown outside, into the darkness, where there will be weeping and gnashing of teeth.” """""""""but honey your just telling us again and again that your the baddist sinful bish of eternity ever - honey you think this is actually good pr" -------------------- bearly cause I do love lucifer and his men and I made peace with them and that is no small thing I do believe........................and I love the people of gaza whom I maybe should hate but I don't at all cause I'M LIKE THEM LEFT FOR DEAD BY MOST.......................SO I REALLY LOVE THE PEOPLE OF GAZA AND THEY SEEM NICE TO THERE'S THAT TO........................
Rocks I just bought at a rock store and native american bone beads 😁💓💓💓💓💓💓💓 I can buy both those things since how I'm the lowliest cra- of the body of christ 👍👍👍👍👍👍👍
Lucifer, Satan the devil I still love you and your men, if you sent a fly to attack my eyeball previous video on previous blog post IT DID SEEM LIKE THE FLY LITERALLY ATTACKED MY EYEBALL, THAT THAT WAS A FLY EYEBALL ATTACK. Look look I willing to forgive everyone.............and I realize the apostolic christian church of america isn't even made up of sinners THOSE ARE HOLY SAINTS FROM THE KINGDOM OF HEAVEN PROPER Matthew 8:12 "But the subjects of the kingdom will be thrown outside, into the darkness, where there will be weeping and gnashing of teeth.” """""""""but honey your just telling us again and again that your the baddist sinful bish of eternity ever - honey you think this is actually good pr" -------------------- bearly cause I do love lucifer and his men and I made peace with them and that is no small thing I do believe........................and I love the people of gaza whom I maybe should hate but I don't at all cause I'M LIKE THEM LEFT FOR DEAD BY MOST.......................SO I REALLY LOVE THE PEOPLE OF GAZA AND THEY SEEM NICE TO THERE'S THAT TO........................
I not only know
I'm willing to serve all lucier
I'm willing to be what I need to be in eternity - fact that is perfect for me so you come down and get me ok!
Mark 4:30-32New International Version
The Parable of the Mustard Seed
30 Again he said, “What shall we say the kingdom of God is like, or what parable shall we use to describe it? 31 It is like a mustard seed, which is the smallest of all seeds on earth. 32 Yet when planted, it grows and becomes the largest of all garden plants, with such big branches that the birds can perch in its shade.”
I AM A DINK I KNOW I'M A DINK I KNOW EVERYDAY OF MY LIFE I WEAR NEARLY AND LOVE MAKEUP AND JEWELRY THAT'S MISERABLE DINKEDNESS OF A LOWLY DINK I AM THE MOST DINK
I AM THE DINK LORD PROBABLY I PROBABLY AM OF THE LAST BADDER AND LOWER AND WROSE THEN JESUS CHRIST!
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If I become a billionaire or a millionaire or EVER MERELY LIKED FINALLY FOR LOVING LUCIFER AND HIS MEN AND HAVING PEACE WITH THEM Matthew 5:9 "Blessed are the peacemakers, for they will be called children of God." GREAT FOR ME THEN I AIN'T LIKE EVERYONE ELSE THAT APPEARS TO THINK THAT ONLY BAD THINGS SHOULD HAPPEN TO ME/FOR ME BECAUSE I LOVE LUCIFER AND HIS MEN. I AIN'T WANTING TO BE A WARMONGER -------------- I THINK PEOPLE THAT WANT AND DO WORK PEACE AND AREN'T WAR MONGERS SHOULD WIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I SHOULD WIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!...........................................
Me going off topic competely from this blog post (and it's my trans son that informed me of the porta pottie potential situation in South Carolina that isn't christian of them at all)
How is makeup a sin or jewelry is it not our hearts that matter?????????????????
and not how we look?????????????
I been beat down so long for so much honest to god - I like being able to at least feel good about myself when I look in the mirror
I understand the rest of the body of christ hates satan and his men and wants to stab them for all eternity with burning rage forever for their lord jesus YOU'VE ALL MADE THAT VERY CLEAR TO ME
and that you hate makeup and jewelry and all the things of the world and have nothing to do with those things most of you because your so strong and sinless and holier then me and further you can't afford to hang out with me - cause I might tempt you to "sin" by wearing makeup or jewelry or even love the devil and his men! I UNDERSTAND THESE THINGS................
BUT WHAT THE BIBLE SAY...................
is usa "one nation under god"
or "one nation only straight people can use regular restrooms"????????????????????
IF THIS AIN'T "ONE NATION UNDER GOD" ANYMORE GET ME THE FREAK OUT OF THIS COUNTRY THEN I DON'T WANT TO LIVE IN A COUNTRY WHERE TRANS PEOPLE CAN ONLY USE PORTA POTTIES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
If I become a billionaire or a millionaire or EVER MERELY LIKED FINALLY FOR LOVING LUCIFER AND HIS MEN AND HAVING PEACE WITH THEM Matthew 5:9 "Blessed are the peacemakers, for they will be called children of God." GREAT FOR ME THEN I AIN'T LIKE EVERYONE ELSE THAT APPEARS TO THINK THAT ONLY BAD THINGS SHOULD HAPPEN TO ME/FOR ME BECAUSE I LOVE LUCIFER AND HIS MEN. I AIN'T WANTING TO BE A WARMONGER -------------- I THINK PEOPLE THAT WANT AND DO WORK PEACE AND AREN'T WAR MONGERS SHOULD WIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I SHOULD WIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!...........................................
and how does my attackers know I will be rich when lucifer gets here????
cause they say I only love the devil cause I want to be rich
how you know??????????????????????? But even if I did become rich - good for me - I don't like or want war I LIKE PEACE! I SHOULD WIN! I SHOULD BE WEALTHY AND LIKED!!!!!!!!!!!!! I BELIEVE THAT TO!
my point is real
peacemakers should win
I should win
I should win the most
I EVEN love christians that hate me
I love rehoboth ain't going there again --- I DON'T WANT TO BE CALLED A BISH BY THEM ANYMORE
I DON'T WANT TO GO TO THE UNITED METHODIST CHURCH ANYMORE (over bell clangs that felt like they were mad at me I DON'T LIKE IT, I want to be me right and be liked and accepted how I am, someone trying not to buy more jewelry or be comformed to this earth, I prefer not wearing makeup honest to god cause it's easier being barefaced..............
but somedays like many ladies I feel ugly
I feel insecure and makeup makes me feel better
but then most you gonna hate me for wanting to feel better (the horror)
and I love lucifer and his men I made more then peace with them and went from being in the occult bad dark dark, to now what dark (like I can't even explain it)
besides lucifer is nice to me his men are nice to me
they were only doing a job - I understand that now
I needed to learn
learn not to only look out for my needs but also the needs of others!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Philippians 2:3-4 "Do nothing out of selfish ambition or vain conceit. Rather, in humility value others above yourselves, not looking to your own interests but each of you to the interests of the others."the united methodist church is the only church brian likes to go to (being pro LGTBQ and I also am pro LGBTQ)
PRO THE LGBTQ HAVING RIGHTS AND BEING TREATED WELL
WELL
THE LGBTQ 62-63% CHRISTIAN USA -------- ALSO FIT INTO THIS BIBLE VERSE..............................
WOULD YOU LIKE TO BE DENIED BATHROOMS BESIDES "PORTA POTTIES" IN ONE USA state
https://www.them.us/story/politics/states/south-carolina-transgender-outdoor-restrooms
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