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Thursday, July 9, 2026

well one dreadlock fully nearly formed several inches long today with me doing 0% to make that happen.............so I'm about to anger black people nomadder what cause this is the "scenario" of my hair, it appears I'm the only non-black person on earth with this problem. I need all the black people on earth to stand in front of me and the united nations to witness, and I need all black people to give me the special "golden ticket" of being able to wear dreads have dreads have any black hairstyles cause I HAVE HAIR TEXTURED BAD LIKE THEM...................I HAVE HAIR TEXTURED BAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAD LIKE THEM NATURAL CURL BAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAD..............................................

 well one dreadlock fully nearly formed several inches long today with me doing 0% to make that happen.............so I'm about to anger black people nomadder what cause this is the "scenario" of my hair, it appears I'm the only non-black person on earth with this problem. I need all the black people on earth to stand in front of me and the united nations to witness, and I need all black people to give me the special "golden ticket" of being able to wear dreads have dreads have any black hairstyles cause I HAVE HAIR TEXTURED BAD LIKE THEM...................I HAVE HAIR TEXTURED BAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAD LIKE THEM NATURAL CURL BAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAD..............................................


ok sheri but that song choice will get black people hating you more
well the whole thing is ridiculous - it's a nice song
why they gots to harsh my gig so hard bro's????????????????????????????????




CHEER UP less then a 10 sexy people.....................attractiveness I find after being on earth for over 50 years............it really is some "aura" you put out. I think a mix of "I don't give a -----------" - but I do give a "------------" cause I hate it that there are so many homeless suffering everywhere, and I believe a love for art and books and theater makes one sexy....................................

 CHEER UP less then a 10 sexy people.....................attractiveness I find after being on earth for over 50 years............it really is some "aura" you put out. I think a mix of "I don't give a -----------" - but I do give a "------------" cause I hate it that there are so many homeless suffering everywhere, and I believe a love for art and books and theater makes one sexy....................................

I think lookin around there to many men and women they look like they gave up in life

they let themselves go

have hope things aren't that dire probably not!!!!!!!!!!!!

added some indigo to my hair today 2 like heaping teaspoons worth with a thing of yogurt

left that in only like 15 minutes (I'm pry doing it again tommorow want it a littleeeeeeeeee more bluer) and darker black cause indigo will dark out black hair..................

Song of Solomon 4:7 "Thou art all fair, my love; there is no spot in thee"
I love my hair everyday since I split dyed it
my hair is like nearing mid back in length ----------------- I think long split dyed hair is the most pretty I really do
off topic................
we have people adamantly against going to chruch that's it they done
me -------- I'm hated so in some way it's useless to go to church in the "make friends way" but praising god STILL WORTH IT
just because I'm not blesssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssed to the level I thought I'd be -------- don't mean I ain't blessed
I have a loosing weight problem in a country with food that's blessed!!!!!!!!!!

Psalm 47:1-9 "O clap your hands, all ye people; shout unto God with the voice of triumph. For the Lord most high is terrible; he is a great King over all the earth. He shall subdue the people under us, and the nations under our feet. He shall choose our inheritance for us, the excellency of Jacob whom he loved. Selah. God is gone up with a shout, the Lord with the sound of a trumpet. Sing praises to God, sing praises: sing praises unto our King, sing praises. For God is the King of all the earth: sing ye praises with understanding. God reigneth over the heathen: God sitteth upon the throne of his holiness. The princes of the people are gathered together, even the people of the God of Abraham: for the shields of the earth belong unto God: he is greatly exalted." - If anything I think christians and jews both should sing praises to god not for what He has already did but what He's going to do!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
playlist I'm listening to now, whilst eating popcorn.................




Wednesday, July 8, 2026

(Evp video turn up volume to hear lucifer, satan, the devil) I believe Jesus Christ is the lord yep I DO ALL I CAN TO GIVE MY LIFE TO JESUS. But I believe the bible has fully punked most all of us............................and copy of e-mail I sent my family where I'm talking about people how they like to go to the grocery stores often """who they going to hang out with????????????????????? - nobody jesus took away all their friends and their families!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"""" Mark 13:13 "And ye shall be hated of all men for my name's sake: but he that shall endure unto the end, the same shall be saved."....................

(at a soccer game recently - no faces in pic so nobody can sue me for their lord jesus christ)
(Evp video turn up volume to hear lucifer, satan, the devil) I believe Jesus Christ is the lord yep I DO ALL I CAN TO GIVE MY LIFE TO JESUS. But I believe the bible has fully punked most all of us............................and copy of e-mail I sent my family where I'm talking about people how they like to go to the grocery stores often """who they going to hang out with????????????????????? - nobody jesus took away all their friends and their families!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"""" Mark 13:13 "And ye shall be hated of all men for my name's sake: but he that shall endure unto the end, the same shall be saved."....................
One of the bible verses mentioned in video above, I referenced many though...............
Matthew 10:32-35 "Think not that I am come to send peace on earth: I came not to send peace, but a sword. For I am come to set a man at variance against his father, and the daughter against her mother, and the daughter in law against her mother in law."
  Mark 13:13 "And ye shall be hated of all men for my name's sake: but he that shall endure unto the end, the same shall be saved.".
  John 10:10 "The thief cometh not, but for to steal, and to kill, and to destroy: I am come that they might have life, and that they might have it more abundantly."
  We are told on this earth - friends, family, friends, family, friends, family it is beat into us that that is sooooooooooooooooooo important.....................but then the bible says basically not having friends and family really besides a bunch of people hating you is "life more abundantly"
IT'S PERFECT THOUGH
BETTER TO WATCH "SPECIMENS AT THE GROCERY STORE SHOPPING" - no hate
the contents of e-mail above....................
the scale is creeping near 200lbs finally....................psyillium husk fiber 3 times a day is what is making it actually happen............................and carnation instant breakfast powder from costco!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!..............................
I've had a hard time cause brian has worked from home for years now..............and we go do things everyday ------------ I'M EXHAUSTED THESE DAYS. And we'll be out around lunchtime or around dinnertime and what do people eat in america often "out and about" fast food. Everyday of eating fast food ko's a person!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
And then to make things worse...................brian is obsessed with food and he ain't the only one either...................no...................I have eyeballs..........................................people aren't talking to each other much anymore
well jesus christ the lord turned everybody against everybody!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
They all "going shopping" at the grocery stores a lot. I HAVE EYEBALLS. I can see it gives them a feeling of "purpose" going to the grocery store all the time and buying and buying and buying way more food then they can eat. And then doing that again probably the next day or maybe two days later.
who they going to hang out with????????????????????? - nobody jesus took away all their friends and their families!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
tootles
I been listening to weight watchers by melanie martinez like diahrea lately. Such a good song..................














Monday, July 6, 2026

I believe I was supposed to "give in" and cheat on my husband - ya. And I am in a sexless marriage bad, it's been maybe pushing 5 months no "late night activities" seems like forever at the moment. I've been very neglected over the years, and it's more then "late night activities" I ain't been taken to fancy vacations, told I'm pretty, been hugged, kissed on the lips maybe 1-2 times a year that it, spoken to much. When all that happens IT'S HARD TO "FLEE" SOMEONE TELLING YOU YOUR GORGEOUS AND SO NICE ETC. ETC. BUT I FLED THAT'S THE POINT I DID FLEE 1 Corinthians 10:13 "There hath no temptation taken you but such as is common to man: but God is faithful, who will not suffer you to be tempted above that ye are able; but will with the temptation also make a way to escape, that ye may be able to bear it." Some you out there cheating on your spouses NEED TO FINALLY TAKE THE "ESCAPE HATCH" AND THAT'S OPPOSITE OF WHAT A "JEZEBEL" WOULD TELL YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!.................

Latest diamond painting, this one is from 5 below dannnnnnnnnnnnnnnng 5 below has their diamond painting "a game" going! This this in on wood the type of surface I like doing diamond paintings on the most, the gems are the right size for this particular piece of art really well sized. And the frame LOVE IT..........................

 I believe I was supposed to "give in" and cheat on my husband - ya. And I am in a sexless marriage bad, it's been maybe pushing 5 months no "late night activities" seems like forever at the moment. I've been very neglected over the years, and it's more then "late night activities" I ain't been taken to fancy vacations, told I'm pretty, been hugged, kissed on the lips maybe 1-2 times a year that it, spoken to much. When all that happens IT'S HARD TO "FLEE" SOMEONE TELLING YOU YOUR GORGEOUS AND SO NICE ETC. ETC. BUT I FLED THAT'S THE POINT I DID FLEE 1 Corinthians 10:13  "There hath no temptation taken you but such as is common to man: but God is faithful, who will not suffer you to be tempted above that ye are able; but will with the temptation also make a way to escape, that ye may be able to bear it." Some you out there cheating on your spouses NEED TO FINALLY TAKE THE "ESCAPE HATCH" AND THAT'S OPPOSITE OF WHAT A "JEZEBEL" WOULD TELL YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!.................

  Many pastors and members of the body of christ have tried to label certain women as "jezebel" but the "jezebel problem" is way more then just a women problem when it happens read revelation 2:20 it's a whole society or society that is CHRISTIAN PROBLEM YIKES...............................

Revelation 2:20 "Notwithstanding I have a few things against thee, because thou sufferest that woman Jezebel, which calleth herself a prophetess, to teach and to seduce my servants to commit fornication, and to eat things sacrificed unto idols."
   And nobody that I know of is teaching people to fornicate except they kind of are when they give reasons to divorce that aren't in the bible!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
  I quote yet again AI Overview: "The Bible outlines two clear allowances for divorce: sexual immorality (Matthew 5:32; 19:9) and abandonment by an unbelieving spouse (1 Corinthians 7:15). Many theologians also interpret severe abuse or neglect as a practical violation of the marriage covenant equivalent to abandonment. However, the Bible emphasizes grace and reconciliation as the priority."
   Fornication shouldn't be the option any christian is reaching for in their brains and their lives!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
that's the opposite of what a "Jezebel would tell you" 
a "Jezebel" would tell you "oh honey you treated badly oh go fornicate yes"
satan 💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓
hello fornication is actually a sin people...................look how serious the bible takes fornication IT SHOULD BE TAKEN SERIOUS........................flee that any way you can don't try and do that!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!............................
1 Corinthians 5:9 "I wrote unto you in an epistle not to company with fornicators:"
1 Corinthians 5:10 "Yet not altogether with the fornicators of this world, or with the covetous, or extortioners, or with idolaters; for then must ye needs go out of the world."
1 Corinthians 5:11 "But now I have written unto you not to keep company, if any man that is called a brother be a fornicator, or covetous, or an idolator, or a railer, or a drunkard, or an extortioner; with such an one no not to eat."
1 Corinthians 6:9 "Know ye not that the unrighteous shall not inherit the kingdom of God? Be not deceived: neither fornicators, nor idolaters, nor adulterers, nor effeminate, nor abusers of themselves with mankind,"
Hebrews 12:16 "Lest there be any fornicator, or profane person, as Esau, who for one morsel of meat sold his birthright."
"oh no, what did we do we made sheri into a villian we iced her out so bad I think we really mad a actual villian WHAT IS SHE SAYING TO LUCIFER, SATAN THE DEVIL EVERYDAY, OHHHHHHHHHHHHH NO that is so much villiany, oh help help, help" hahahahahhahahahahahahahhahaha 💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓
And because iniquity shall abound, the love of many shall wax cold.
I LOVE BEING A VILLIAN SO THE BODY OF CHRIST AND EARTH IN GENERAL DID ME A REALLY BIG FAVOUR 😁
"wait wait, wait, sheri is part of the system of villians though"
"wait SHE LIKES THAT"
the last person we should've pushed away like that and it's to late we did it and we did it to the point where she went clean over the edge "for jesus" we did this
................................oh "for jesus you did that" well consider the lord also "in the network" 💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓
Revelation 1:11 "Saying, I am Alpha and Omega, the first and the last: and, What thou seest, write in a book, and send it unto the seven churches which are in Asia; unto Ephesus, and unto Smyrna, and unto Pergamos, and unto Thyatira, and unto Sardis, and unto Philadelphia, and unto Laodicea."
Revelation 22:13 "I am Alpha and Omega, the beginning and the end, the first and the last."
yes indeedy lord jesus christ you are in our "villian network" proceed then lord
proceed then
but it's better to make peace with lucifer and his men at armageddon
THAT WOULD BE BETTER!

Saturday, July 4, 2026

Thank you earth for labeling me the worst baddest bish ever, especially thank you to John wiegand of the apostolic christian church of america! PROOF "all things work together for the good" Romans 8:28 "And we know that all things work together for good to them that love God, to them who are the called according to his purpose."..........."well s--t sheri our shabbats are going really ruff how we get in on this ""villian action"""" hahahhahahahahhahahal you guys will just have to try and survive being such losers like that!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!........

when you like a big time villian like me 💓💓💓💓💓💓 facts you can post up any pic you want hell you don't even have to make sense #awesomeness 💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓

Thank you earth for labeling me the worst baddest bish ever, especially thank you to John wiegand of the apostolic christian church of america! PROOF "all things work together for the good" Romans 8:28 "And we know that all things work together for good to them that love God, to them who are the called according to his purpose."..........."well s--t sheri our shabbats are going really ruff how we get in on this ""villian action"""" hahahhahahahahhahahal you guys will just have to try and survive being such losers like that!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!........

Earth labelled me the ultimate bish/villian I have no friends - basically no family (brian's family I think they been just "putting up with me" this entire time ---------- I tried for years to go with brian's sisters when they went to bars drinking I WANTED THEM TO LIKE ME............they refused for years eventually told me I could come with but only if I brought a friend with). And my family hasn't had a family get together for years - though like 2 years or 3 years ago my cousin from spain was in town and my cousin from california was in town and they happened to meet at the family get together pizza joint with my not dna related sister (I saw her 1st of two generic dna tests it said 97% finland!) supposedly that wasn't a family get together BUT IT WAS!

ANYWAYS GOOD JOB THANK YOU 👍👍👍👍👍👍👍...............

I uploaded this video on tiktok but will also upload it here...............

I love "in deed and truth" jews that are born of jew mom's.........................the jews that are born of jew dad's are screwed according to the jews born of jew mom's (THAT'S WHAT THE JEWS THAT ARE BORN OF JEW MOM'S TELL ME ALL THE TIME)........................
listening to this song again and again today...................
except it ain't a "little dark age" IT'S MY ENTIRE LIFE 💓💓💓💓💓💓💓






Friday, July 3, 2026

Crucifying your flesh to it's lusts and desires is part of following Jesus. (for some that might actually mean not doing lgbtq things - Or someday when god convicts you - cause sometimes it takes a awhile for people to be convicted of sins I BELIEVE IN LOVING PEOPLE THEY DON'T SIN WORSE THEN ME SOMETIMES THE LGBTQ DON'T I've battled a love of crystals forever which the love of them ain't the sin part it's probably wearing them and trusting in them instead of god at times in place of god if only a little bit THAT'S THE SIN PART). I'm not saying crystals are evil at all, but I do feel not wearing them a bit more holy spirit filled lately WELL NOT WEARING THEM I'M SUFFERING IN THE FLESH Ephesians 2:3 "among whom also we all once conducted ourselves in the lusts of our flesh, fulfilling the desires of the flesh and of the mind, and were by nature children of wrath, just as the others." I right now have the crystal that helps me sleep at night by my bed amethyst - I don't have nightmares anymore I used to have them all night long every night, but uh I'm more praying to god, trusting in god...........not a rock I'm wearing all day that has to be a sin then (I'm not including occasionally wearing quartz or selenite to purify myself...................if I need to "holy water via rocks myself") """""""sheri what the hell are you talking about holy watering yourself with rocks your making the body of christ want to smack you good" - ok...............................

Crucifying your flesh to it's lusts and desires is part of following Jesus. (for some that might actually mean not doing lgbtq things - Or someday when god convicts you - cause sometimes it takes a awhile for people to be convicted of sins I BELIEVE IN LOVING PEOPLE THEY DON'T SIN WORSE THEN ME SOMETIMES THE LGBTQ DON'T I've battled a love of crystals forever which the love of them ain't the sin part it's probably wearing them and trusting in them instead of god at times in place of god if only a little bit THAT'S THE SIN PART). I'm not saying crystals are evil at all, but I do feel not wearing them a bit more holy spirit filled lately WELL NOT WEARING THEM I'M SUFFERING IN THE FLESH Ephesians 2:3 "among whom also we all once conducted ourselves in the lusts of our flesh, fulfilling the desires of the flesh and of the mind, and were by nature children of wrath, just as the others." I right now have the crystal that helps me sleep at night by my bed amethyst - I don't have nightmares anymore I used to have them all night long every night, but uh I'm more praying to god, trusting in god...........not a rock I'm wearing all day that has to be a sin then (I'm not including occasionally wearing quartz or selenite to purify myself...................if I need to "holy water via rocks myself") """""""sheri what the hell are you talking about holy watering yourself with rocks your making the body of christ want to smack you good" - ok...............................

Video that inspired this blog post....................

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LdX1xu90Bgg

For real we supposed to be free'd from sin

not trapped in it

if being LGBTQ is sins, sinning (looks to be from what a few bible verses say my husband though adamantly believes all those verses are not in the right "historical context" when people read them..........................that they like headcoverings aren't for this time. 

  Even though sodom and gamorra appears there was lgbtq late night activities going on there and god rained fire down on that place...................to me that doesn't seem like god's for the LGBTQ. 

  The pride parade, the pride symbol of a rainbow of (don't kill us god) to me also hints that the lgbtq themselves know that god isn't for that. 

  But maybe my husband is right???????????????????????????????????????

  We can't have everything be a sin right. But at the same token we can't have everything NOT BE A SIN. 

  There's gotta be ":sins" that exist for us to be free'd from!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Therefore if the Son makes you free, you shall be free indeed.
  Well my trans son let me tell you all...................nicest kid ever, what sins?????????????? The kid needs at least 1 to be set free from ------------------- he might have one!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! NO HATE AT ALL BUT HE MIGHT HAVE 1!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
  uh ok I donate to charity ya...................
if my son though went to hell in the future because he's trans that'd be goofy the whole idea of going to hell because you love people to me that is really strange
in my estimation you love people that's it you should make it to the cool place above
We know that we have passed from death to life, because we love the brethren. He who does not love his brother abides in death.
there's no way that there ain't lgbtq that love THE BRETHREN
they got to exist
now my son ain't been going to church for months years hardly ever,, neither of my young adult kids been going to church
  I don't know if we going back to the church we went to last week, it would be awkward for me, since how I sorta joined a gang of senior citizen ladies - but like maybe they don't like me??????????????
and I can't go with them after church cause brian is with me, and they probably only like ladies around after church
so safe to say since the one I gave my phone number to didn't text back that they sorta not wanting me in their gang really
but I can deal with awkwardness and I love all the people of that church
and I even have love for the apostolic christian church of america they just upsetted me that's all






Thursday, July 2, 2026

If I'm insane, I don't want to be sane. Lucifer he's going to come down here and he's going to get all the bad bad bad pedo's etc. and stick them in jail. All the things the patriarchy has not did - lucifer will get shiz done! I ain't into the "divine feminine taking over" naw let the guys work hard 9-5 p.m. and die quick!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! """""chicks look remotely nice that goes a long way in usa"""" hahahahahhahahahaahahhahahahhahahahhahahahaha........................................

 If I'm insane, I don't want to be sane. Lucifer he's going to come down here and he's going to get all the bad bad bad pedo's etc. and stick them in jail. All the things the patriarchy has not did - lucifer will get shiz done!  I ain't into the "divine feminine taking over" naw let the guys work hard 9-5 p.m. and die quick!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! """""chicks look remotely nice that goes a long way in usa"""" hahahahahhahahahaahahhahahahhahahahhahahahaha........................................

Revelation 2:10 "Fear none of those things which thou shalt suffer: behold, the devil shall cast some of you into prison, that ye may be tried; and ye shall have tribulation ten days: be thou faithful unto death, and I will give thee a crown of life." - I'm so hyped for Revelation 2:10............he'll put all the pedo's in jail!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! LUCIFER WILL GET IT DONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I've been accused of "kicking the pricks" 
I don't anymore
I really don't
more then anything I worry for our world
our world that is increasingly getting worse it seems like
perilous times.......................
2 Timothy 3:1-3 "This know also, that in the last days perilous times shall come. For men shall be lovers of their own selves, covetous, boasters, proud, blasphemers, disobedient to parents, unthankful, unholy, Without natural affection, trucebreakers, false accusers, incontinent, fierce, despisers of those that are good,"
pic of me from yesterday because I've been called a extreme obese slob that don't care about my health by a member of kaiser permanente in gresham oregon
and I've been called ugly - basically
the "narrative" in my family is I'm the fat ugly daughter
that's the narrative
pic of me from yesterday........previous blog post I mentioned how it's became impossible for me to make friends that I full believe it's because I look to good
whether that's how I dress???????????????????????????????
how well I put on makeup???????????????????????????????????????
I'm convinced
I look to good to even be able to make friends
but I can't go back to when I was actually chubby cause that WAS WORSE FOR ME.....................
society is cruel that's the "take away" 
it's according to ai on google 60%-63% christian in usa but I can't make a friend to save my life (well that indicates a not christian usa - a cruel usa) my own facts and statistics DO NOT MATCH WAS AI ON GOOGLE IS SAYING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
don't matter if I don't wear makeup i'm trying o tell you all
cause most the time I don't have makeup on
don't matter if I wear beanie hats and baggy clothes
swear to god women, clock me on the shape of my face and body and then make a special sticky note in their brians "ep can't be friends with her ---------- bish"
lucifer will make change for better I KNOW HE WILL "SON OF THE MORNING"
How art thou fallen from heaven, O Lucifer, son of the morning! how art thou cut down to the ground, which didst weaken the nations!
he's going to get shiz done I knowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww he will get shiz done
he'll make this world better in a way I BELIEVE IT
course ya most christians getting their heads chopped off that's a ruff day. And many of lucifers people will want to commit suicide.....Revelation 9:6 "And in those days shall men seek death, and shall not find it; and shall desire to die, and death shall flee from them.e finding themselves unable to die in the future."
 Understand I'm not replacing God with Lucifer, or praying to lucifer no (talking to him 24/7 yes). But I don't believe in no "pre-tribulation" rapture I DON'T BELIEVE IN THAT LIKE MOST OF YOU. 
the bible clean says.......................Revelation 6:11 "Then a white robe was given to each of them; and it was said to them that they should rest a little while longer, until both the number of their fellow servants and their brethren, who would be killed as they were, was completed." I don't believe at all I'll ever be killed for jesus I AIN'T SUICIDAL, I go with satan when he get's here 👍👍👍👍👍💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓