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Tuesday, May 5, 2026

I'm not feeling good today, and it takes more bravery then ever for me to not only go to church, just to do a day anymore I've been so beat down for so long. A few times praised and worshipped and told them please don't do that I ain't god...........but mostly beat down. Bible is true it's not a war against "flesh and blood" though it's flesh and blood speaking badly about me OFTEN TO MY FACE............it's flesh and blood beating me down every now and then attacking me on my blog (hasn't happened for awhile I'm sure it's about to happen again for jesus of course it's always christians trying to destroy me into a bloody pulp to oblivion)............................

 I'm not feeling good today, and it takes more bravery then ever for me to not only go to church, just to do a day anymore I've been so beat down for so long. A few times praised and worshipped and told them please don't do that I ain't god...........but mostly beat down. Bible is true it's not a war against "flesh and blood" though it's flesh and blood speaking badly about me OFTEN TO MY FACE............it's flesh and blood beating me down every now and then attacking me on my blog (hasn't happened for awhile I'm sure it's about to happen again for jesus of course it's always christians trying to destroy me into a bloody pulp to oblivion)............................

but why

because they feel threatened by me

not the humans

------------------ not the humans

but I quit lucifer in some sense I done fighting

I fitting to listen to some probably joel osteen diamond paint

after napping again cause I feel right now that I'm on the brink of death actually

.....................room spinning

drank some water with salt in it cause maybe saunaing last night wasn't the plan and all the electrolights have left my body???????????????????

and bad diahrea which often also happens to me when I'm experiencing "heat exhaustion" 

I DON'T KNOW MUCH WHAT TO DO ABOUT IT

i DON'T EVEN SPEAK ABOUT YOUR "SECRETS" ON MY BLOG ANYMORE LUCIFER

but the reality is worse then they know

cause most em are trapped

they think they free - they trapped

trapped "debtors to the flesh" 

Romans 8:11-13 "But if the Spirit of him that raised up Jesus from the dead dwell in you, he that raised up Christ from the dead shall also quicken your mortal bodies by his Spirit that dwelleth in you. Therefore, brethren, we are debtors, not to the flesh, to live after the flesh. For if ye live after the flesh, ye shall die: but if ye through the Spirit do mortify the deeds of the body, ye shall live."
  When you are "set free" by jesus
you no longer have to have makeup on
or nice perfect hairdo
or new house
new car
name brand or "stylish" clothing
you also pry won't have friends then either if you are poor
and you'll be hated by all men
Mark 13:13 "And ye shall be hated of all men for my name's sake: but he that shall endure unto the end, the same shall be saved."
 The credit card time will pry end for you following jesus sooner or later (some people need to use credit cards I realize). 
jesus yolk is light
the worlds yolk is heavy one where you must have tight skin on your face and be skinny and dress stylish and drive nice car have nice home etc. etc. 
Matthew 11:30 "For my yoke is easy, and my burden is light."
Lucifer has to use humans to attack me because my way of life is a threat to "the system" 
except while your reading this lucifer I done said..............................
I likes mansions, nice cars, yachts
I ain't into attacking pastors that live wealthy
they will have to stand in front of god someday - it isn't my job to harsh their lives 
I think it could be ok to enjoy and have a nice yacht for example
maybe a few mansions to
but be in the word of god is my plot and have my heart on the things of above that I not be overtaken by the things of this earth
1 Corinthians 7:31 "And they that use this world, as not abusing it: for the fashion of this world passeth away."
 I don't know how to make it clearly I'm done fighting you lucifer and your men..........it's over. 
You are my buddies 
and that's where you is!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
you and your men should help me out not send more chrsitians to attack me more!
I peace time with you lucifer and your men

I peacetime!!!!!!!!! for good!!!!!!!!!!!

I never enjoyed fighting any war against any fallen angels the day I had to fight one, and flung him across the room he hit the window and I heard his arm break...........................I'm saddened by that day TO THIS DAY!

i DIDN'T WANT TO FIGHT NO WAR
AGAINST FALLEN ANGELS OR CHRUCHES THAT HATE ME
I wanted friends
I wanted to fit in
I wanted to be able to sleep at night

I do sleep well most nights fortunately 😁
I understand I am a "target" I understand that
you give your life to jesus for reals not "tee hee" style you are a target then and you will be attacked probably 
maybe it's over my being attacked?
my ptsd ain't over
I'm weary of most this earth
I'm weray of the next time a christian cause it's always christians is going to attack me for their lord jesus christ
1 Corinthians 9:27 "But I keep under my body, and bring it into subjection: lest that by any means, when I have preached to others, I myself should be a castaway."
I needs to never again do marijuanna, not be drinking but small glass of wine only wine bibbing!!!!!!!!!!!! I can do parties lucifer, I can wear fancy gowns, I can own mansions and yachts etc and even enjoy those things...................
because jesus set me free. 
what freedom in christ should not be freedom to do ------------
backbite
gossip
hate
envy
do drugs
be drunk
that's the main list I feel. 
and I'm better of not doing that list of things a person set free by jesus shouldn't do ANYWAYS!
SO i AGREE WITH GOD/JESUS AND THE BIBLE
I peace time for good 
with you and your men lucifer!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WHAT DOES A FOOL GOT TO DO TO HAVE PEACE WITH THE EARTH?????????? CAUSE I DON'T WANT TO BE AT ANY TYPE OF WAR WITH ANYBODY ANYWHERE 
REALIZE MOST HATE ME
REALIZE THAT 
I REALIZE THAT
TIRED
BEAT DOWN ENOUGH I AM 
MAYBE DIEING RIGHT NOW????????????????
FEEL SICK AT THE BRINK






actively loving a church that hates me badly.......................heeding the bible. Got to post this to be able to use a photo.......................don't worry it's ok for everyone to hate me because I love satan SAYS NO BIBLE VERSE ANYWHERE IN THE BIBLE BUT THAT SEEMS TO BE THE GENERAL CONSENSUS ON EARTH.............................because I'm "a bish" so or whatever so it's ok everyone hate me especially christians seems to literally be the consensious.....................

actively loving a church that hates me badly.......................heeding the bible. Got to post this to be able to use a photo.......................don't worry it's ok for everyone to hate me because I love satan SAYS NO BIBLE VERSE ANYWHERE IN THE BIBLE BUT THAT SEEMS TO BE THE GENERAL CONSENSUS ON EARTH.............................because I'm "a bish" so or whatever so it's ok everyone hate me especially christians seems to literally be the consensious.....................

Luke 6:27 "But I say unto you which hear, Love your enemies, do good to them which hate you,"
  Lucifer sent me a e-mail I believe I don't receive at all the e-mails that the masses receive via 
https://www.tut.com/
if your receiving at that site e-mails REGULARLY about getting your angel wings back and angel topics -------- that's weird cause for one "angel topics" aren't human earth topics and you wouldn't understand our lingo that's for 1
for 2
you humans most you you don't have wings to "get back" YOU HUMANS!!!!!!!!!!

Matthew 5:38-40 "Ye have heard that it hath been said, An eye for an eye, and a tooth for a tooth: But I say unto you, That ye resist not evil: but whosoever shall smite thee on thy right cheek, turn to him the other also. And if any man will sue thee at the law, and take away thy coat, let him have thy cloak also." I mega don't want to be sued ever, but if I church hates me........................I need to love them. THAT'S WHAT I NEED TO DO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 
  At least donate some money!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
and give them a opportunity to attack me more and the apostolic christian church of america had attacked me more on my blog 
(((((((((((((((I theorize a rehoboth member, has also annonymously attacked me on my blog as well))))))))))))) I greately believe I am being "multi church attacked" 
but the bible says
turn the other cheek let them hit your other cheek to pry good if you got enemies like I do they love to clobber the hell out of me for their lord jesus christ. 
why let people attack me and make it easy for them even??????????
I guess that's part of loving your enemies making it easy for them to smack me more for their lord jesus christ




Saturday, May 2, 2026

Another day of me being thumbs up pro lgbtq ------------ this won't get me popularity or a medal or nothing. I GOT TO KEEP GOING IN LIFE! 1 Corinthians 5:11 "But now I have written unto you not to keep company, if any man that is called a brother be a fornicator, or covetous, or an idolator, or a railer, or a drunkard, or an extortioner; with such an one no not to eat." I know a few lgbtq, my son is trans, gay nephew, and also trans nephew, lgbtq are normal people lot of them ain't out there "fornicating" they have boy friends girlfriends that they are committed to......................this "stigma" still upon the lgbtq isn't fair, my trans son says they mostly after the trans and the hispanic immigrant population these days HE'S RIGHT. They aren't unholy filth the lgbtq ain't (unless they were indeed covetous, or idoltators, or railers, or drunkards, or extortioners then I guess they'd be filth in that event" MOST OF THEM AREN'T FILTH LIKE THAT! AT ALL!.....................me and brian going to the united methodist church the pro lgbtq church we usually go to tommorow I EATING WITH THEM!!!!!!!!!!!.....................SURE AM!!!!!!!!!!!....................

 Another day of me being thumbs up pro lgbtq ------------ this won't get me popularity or a medal or nothing. I GOT TO KEEP GOING IN LIFE! 1 Corinthians 5:11 "But now I have written unto you not to keep company, if any man that is called a brother be a fornicator, or covetous, or an idolator, or a railer, or a drunkard, or an extortioner; with such an one no not to eat." I know a few lgbtq, my son is trans, gay nephew, and also trans nephew, lgbtq are normal people lot of them ain't out there "fornicating" they have boy friends girlfriends that they are committed to......................this "stigma" still upon the lgbtq isn't fair, my trans son says they mostly after the trans and the hispanic immigrant population these days HE'S RIGHT. They aren't unholy filth the lgbtq ain't (unless they were indeed covetous, or idoltators, or railers, or drunkards, or extortioners then I guess they'd be filth in that event" MOST OF THEM AREN'T FILTH LIKE THAT! AT ALL!.....................me and brian going to the united methodist church the pro lgbtq church we usually go to tommorow I EATING WITH THEM!!!!!!!!!!!.....................SURE AM!!!!!!!!!!!....................

I stuck at home today in pain

every now and then I'm experiencing like intense radiating pain in my spine, 

nobody going to enjoy reading this but I might need to injest a marijuanna edible today

.....................................

I'm miserable right now

ice baths do work to

but that would entail brian going buying a back of ice, and then I got to add the right amount of ice, you don't want it to cold cause then you'll just be miserablererer

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honest I don't think I actually like edibles or ice baths - they both ruff

more saintly to do a ice bath

I pry should do a ice bath.........................

that's ruff...............

between my inversion table 
and ice baths usually my spine pain is managed fully 
I take a ice bath I'll be fine for days
it often greately helps my mood to
myself stop using your brain your clean talking yourself out of using drugs and taking ICE BATHS AGAIN WHAT YOU DOING MYSELF 
YOU TALKING YOURSELF INTO MORE CRAZY
DRUGS IS LESS CRAZY
ICE BATH IS MORE CRAZY
...............EVIDENTALLY ABOUT TO DO "MORE CRAZY"
a bag of ice is still cheaper then drugs to.......................in this economy saving money 👍👍👍👍👍
I'm about to see my favorite drag queen again this summer probably 😁 I have a few faves but there's one I love so much suzie toot 💓💓💓💓💓 I LOVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE SUZIE TOOT 💓💓💓💓💓💓💓
but I have a cold today to
ruff ruff day
but 
but
sometimes a ice bath so helps my immune system THAT COLDS JUST GO AWAY
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qym5GcXDctU
if there was a pandemic again I'd pry cold plunge extra to stay healthy that's probably my "future mo" I'VE EXPERIENCED THE BENEFITS
..................I DO LOVE THE RUBBER DUCKIES FLOATING AROUND TO
sometimes I get like rubber duckies but like they ain't rubber duckies like I get different styles of floating zoo animals etc. for my ice bath
it's nice
i need to buy some more rubber duckies for real
ice bathers and the jeep owners keeping the rubber duckie economy going strong
rest the economy - might be yikes right now
(that ain't covetedness either by the way that's I need rubber duckies cause I have arthritis) 
I don't covet nothin
I'm fine how I is. I got diamond paintings. 
no friends but 
other then that
pretty 100% I'm basically a mute since how nobody talks to me never
if nobody talks to you ever you become a mute I'm pretty sure about that!!!!!!!!!!!
but no worries I'll ice bath
feel great again
and if you feel great 
and have diamond paintings and ghost hunting channels I got whole channels of ghost shows 24/7 I have these days #winning
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Friday, May 1, 2026

Confess your faults one to another so that christians can pray for you and you'll be healed bible says - ok. I'm "the bish" of the entire planet and eternity I'M CONFESSING THIS TO YOU. There's days I near pine away that usa will be nuclear bombed bad and everyone will die just so all the "OH THEY ARE SO BETTER THEN ME THEY CAN'T EVEN SPEAK TO ME THEY ARE SO SINLESS AND AWESOME FOR THEIR LORD JESUS CHRIST" bishes here finally GET IT SOCKED TO THEM. Video confession below..........................of course it's chalked full of evp's from lucifer, satan the devil I LOVE SATAN AND JESUS AND GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! GOD HATES INQUITY TO HIGH FIVE GOD ✋ Proverbs 10:29 "The way of the Lord is strength to the upright: but destruction shall be to the workers of iniquity." AND I LOVE JESUS CHRIST HE'S PRO WOMEN HE WANTED ALL THE MEN BLIND HIGH FIVE JESUS ✋Matthew 5:29 "And if thy right eye offend thee, pluck it out, and cast it from thee: for it is profitable for thee that one of thy members should perish, and not that thy whole body should be cast into hell." All these guys though don't heed your word god, cause I watch them giving me the "sexytime" look all the time AND THEY HAVE EYEBALLS BASICALLY ALL THESE GUYS DO, IN ACCORDING TO AI 62% CHRISTIAN USA!!!!!!!!!!!!!.................................

Confess your faults one to another so that christians can pray for you and you'll be healed bible says - ok. I'm "the bish" of the entire planet and eternity I'M CONFESSING THIS TO YOU. There's days I near pine away that usa will be nuclear bombed bad and everyone will die just so all the "OH THEY ARE SO BETTER THEN ME THEY CAN'T EVEN SPEAK TO ME THEY ARE SO SINLESS AND AWESOME FOR THEIR LORD JESUS CHRIST" bishes here finally GET IT SOCKED TO THEM. Video confession below..........................of course it's chalked full of evp's from lucifer, satan the devil I LOVE SATAN AND JESUS AND GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! GOD HATES INQUITY TO HIGH FIVE GOD ✋ Proverbs 10:29 "The way of the Lord is strength to the upright: but destruction shall be to the workers of iniquity." AND I LOVE JESUS CHRIST HE'S PRO WOMEN HE WANTED ALL THE MEN BLIND HIGH FIVE JESUS ✋Matthew 5:29 "And if thy right eye offend thee, pluck it out, and cast it from thee: for it is profitable for thee that one of thy members should perish, and not that thy whole body should be cast into hell." All these guys though don't heed your word god, cause I watch them giving me the "sexytime" look all the time AND THEY HAVE EYEBALLS BASICALLY ALL THESE GUYS DO, IN ACCORDING TO AI 62% CHRISTIAN USA!!!!!!!!!!!!!.................................

SURE IT'D BE SAD IF MY KIDS DIED, BRIAN DIED ETC. ETC. BUT IF EVERYONE DIED IN USA I WOULD MOSTLY BE CHECKING OFF A VERY LARGE "BURN BOOK" LIST IN MY BRAINS SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO HAPPILY WHILE ALSO DIEING WHICH THAT WOULD BE A HORRIBLE DEATH

BUT I'D DIE SOME HAPPY IF THAT HAPPENED TO USA AMERICA CAUSE I'M THE BISH OF THIS PLANET

YOU ALL NEED TO PRAY FOR ME TO NOW SO THAT I GET "HEALED"

Confess your faults one to another, and pray one for another, that ye may be healed. The effectual fervent prayer of a righteous man availeth much.
turn up volume to hear "evp's" from lucifer, satan, the devil 💓💓💓💓💓.......
I can butter up lucifer as much as I wants
us ultimate bishes on the earth safe to say do that!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I appear to be the only one though like me - everyone hates lucifer out there besides me
they so saintly and holy
such holy sinless pilgrims EVERYWHERE CHRISTIAN AND NOT CHRISTIAN IT'S BOTH SIDES
guys be holding onto their eyeballs so desperately out there....................



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The earthly mind "earthly things" yes. Philippians 3:19 "Whose end is destruction, whose God is their belly, and whose glory is in their shame, who mind earthly things.)" And lucifer I know you are watching my space alien butt type this and I know you know I know what that means..................common fun...............................just a little bit. I would imagine I'd enjoy reading my bible MUCH MORE while on a fancy island vacation I'M JUST SAYING...................BEING THE "GREATEST" CHRISTIAN AIN'T WORTH IT, most you all don't even go worship the apostolic christian church of america they over there suffering galore AND YOU ALL DON'T EVEN GO WORSHIP THEM!.............................your supposed to be going over to the apostolic christian church of america and getting on the ground and bowing to them DIDN'T YOU KNOW THAT??????????? CAUSE THEY ARE THE MOST SINLESS AWESOME PEOPLE ON EARTH..................THATS WHY THEN THE ELDER WAS SAYING I'M THE "WORST EVER" RATHER LOUDLY AND I WAS CRYING ON THE CHURCH FLOOR NOBODY CARED CAUSE THEY ARE SO SINLESS AND AWESOME AND NEEDING YOU TO GO WORSHIP THEM DUHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.........................

The earthly mind "earthly things" yes. Philippians 3:19 "Whose end is destruction, whose God is their belly, and whose glory is in their shame, who mind earthly things.)" And lucifer  I know you are watching my space alien butt type this and I know you know I know what that means..................common fun...............................just a little bit. I would imagine I'd enjoy reading my bible MUCH MORE while on a fancy island vacation I'M JUST SAYING...................BEING THE "GREATEST" CHRISTIAN AIN'T WORTH IT, most you all don't even go worship the apostolic christian church of america they over there suffering galore AND YOU ALL DON'T EVEN GO WORSHIP THEM!.............................your supposed to be going over to the apostolic christian church of america and getting on the ground and bowing to them DIDN'T YOU KNOW THAT??????????? CAUSE THEY ARE THE MOST SINLESS AWESOME PEOPLE ON EARTH..................THATS WHY THEN THE ELDER WAS SAYING I'M THE "WORST EVER" RATHER LOUDLY AND I WAS CRYING ON THE CHURCH FLOOR NOBODY CARED CAUSE THEY ARE SO SINLESS AND AWESOME AND NEEDING YOU TO GO WORSHIP THEM DUHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.........................

1 Corinthians 2:13-16 "Which things also we speak, not in the words which man's wisdom teacheth, but which the Holy Ghost teacheth; comparing spiritual things with spiritual. But the natural man receiveth not the things of the Spirit of God: for they are foolishness unto him: neither can he know them, because they are spiritually discerned. But he that is spiritual judgeth all things, yet he himself is judged of no man. For who hath known the mind of the Lord, that he may instruct him? but we have the mind of Christ."
it's not fun being poor
and without friends
THAT AIN'T FUN
Proverbs 19:4 "Wealth maketh many friends; but the poor is separated from his neighbour."
look
look you judged me ok
ohhhhhhhhhhhh 
all the applause for you...........👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏 judging me that hard WHILE I'm poor and friendless!
AS BAD AS PEOPLE JUDGE AND HATE ME
I KNOW MY LIMITS
I NEED SOME FUN
SOME 
F - U - N
ELSE I PRY WOULD WILL SUICIDE MYSELF EVENTUALLY I DON'T WANT TO SUICIDE MYSELF THAT'LL BE RUFF IN HELL BURNNING FOREVER BUT HOW IS ONE SUPPOSED TO LIVE WITHOUT SOME FUN
LET ME KNOW WHEN YOU ALL FINALLY GO WORSHIP THE APOSTOLIC CHRISTIAN CHURCH OF AMERICA LIKE YOUR SUPPOSED TO AND ASK THEM HOW THEY MANAGE BEING THAT MISERABLE AND STAYING ALIVE?????????????
AND
AND
THE RACE
AIN'T EVEN TO THE SWIFT OR THE WISE
FOOLS THE BIBLE SAYS
F - O - O - L -- S
I'M DOING SPELLING NOW CAUSE AT 1ST i THOUGHT USA AMERICA MERELY DOESN'T KNOW HOW TO READ
1 Corinthians 1:27
But God hath chosen the foolish things of the world to confound the wise; and God hath chosen the weak things of the world to confound the things which are mighty;
BUT ANYWAYS
I THINK MODERATION IS TI REALLY
I THINK A BEER EVERYNOW AND THEN EVEN A DOBBY
IF YOU AIN'T HAVING SOME FUN
IF YOU JUST LIVING MISERY
THAT AIN'T LIFE MORE ABUNDANTLY APOSTOLIC CHRISTIAN CHURCH OF AMERICA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
The thief cometh not, but for to steal, and to kill, and to destroy: I am come that they might have life, and that they might have it more abundantly.
to be carnally minded is death............
For to be carnally minded is death; but to be spiritually minded is life and peace.
so the "key" in my estimation is to be enough "carnally minded to have some fun
some f - u - n
fun
fun
fun
not to much fun
but enough fun
enough fun that you don't pew pew yourself!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
but hey everyone hates me cause I love the devil.............................so evidentally you want to be like the apostolic christian church of america you look like it most of you look like "kirk camerons" NO HATE YOU HATE ME MAN
YOU WANT TO GO WORSHIP THE APOSTOLIC CHRISTIAN CHURCH OF AMERICA I KNOW YOU ALL DO 
THEN GO DO IT
THEY WANT YOU TO WORSHIP THEM THEY BELIEVE THEMSELVES TO BE SINLESS AND FLAWLESS AND THE GREATEST EVER IN ETERNITY
................they told me I'm a freak cause I'm "childlike" young and they said that at their church people only become childlike when they old
but what would fools be?????????????????????????????????
what would the foolish be???????????????????????????
WOULDN'T THEY BE CHILDLIKE?????????????
sure
apostolic christian church of america pry are saved even with commandments of men if they become like little children in their senior citizen years................
And said, Verily I say unto you, Except ye be converted, and become as little children, ye shall not enter into the kingdom of heaven.
I roll back to I'm hated for no good reason
being this hated almost adds to my misery --------- except I like being a villian
woo ha ha ha I am the ultimate villian in your dreams at night jeffree epstein is dead now
now I am back to number #1
wooooooooooooooo ha ha ha
It is enough for the disciple that he be as his master, and the servant as his lord. If they have called the master of the house Beelzebub, how much more shall they call them of his household?

Sunday, April 26, 2026

Honest I'm to tired to fight a war against the principalities of darkness and I'm a hippy so that's really against my own 'life philosophy". My hippy butt right now is dyeing my hair with tumeric again, i look like the most foolish oompah loompah on earth and you know what I'm glad about it and am buying more tumeric today............................Ephesians 6:12 "For we wrestle not against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this world, against spiritual wickedness in high places." That is to exhausting...................if I can just not hot flash in a day...................................

 Honest I'm to tired to fight a war against the principalities of darkness and I'm a hippy so that's really against my own 'life philosophy". My hippy butt right now is dyeing my hair with tumeric again, i look like the most foolish oompah loompah on earth and you know what I'm glad about it and am buying more tumeric today............................Ephesians 6:12 "For we wrestle not against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this world, against spiritual wickedness in high places." That is to exhausting...................if I can just not hot flash in a day...................................

Yesterday for real 

for real

I was battling IBS (irratable bowel syndrome) so damn bad I even googled what could help this..................the internet repeatedly suggested doing yoga and you know what sometimes I have did yoga AND I DO NOTICE I FEEL BETTER

but for real 

yesterday like cramping up, feeling like I have diahrea but knowing I probably didn't need to go to the bathroom -------------- just breath wait a minute the feeling of having diahrea bad goes away oftentimes for me before becoming reality

a constant switch off diahrea.................constipation.........................diahrea................constipation

I was thinkin

how am I supposed to make time to fight any ANY "principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this world, against spiritual wickedness in high places"???????????

if it ain't IBS I'm fighting it's arthritis, though recently been drinking palo azul tea and that has near gotten rid of arthritis symptoms (((((almost))))))))))

I ain't rinsed it out yet...................................

just to do a day
just to get out of bed and do a day 
the arthritis is often worse in the mornings 
AND I'M A HIPPY THAT'S THE THING
I was at a earth day parade yesterday
people dressed like hippies all over this small town yesterday
for a lot of them that was pry a 1 day of the year look
for me 
NEAR EVERYDAY
it's not a "costume" on me
war is exhausting
LI'm surely the failure of the body of christ
and sorry about saddening to you all
I'm just to dang tired out!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
enjoy your karating chopping all day long the air today..........................
Isaiah 57:19
I create the fruit of the lips; Peace, peace to him that is far off, and to him that is near, saith the Lord; and I will heal him.
don't worry come armageddon jesus will be cured of his hippy ways (THE HORROR)
after rinsing the tumeric out of my hair
I left it in for 30 minutes next time I'll pry leave it in for 1 hour................
whether indoors or outdoor it don't look that "weird" or whatever on me tumeric in my hair don't --- if I only leave it in for 30 minutes before rinsing it out 
(leave it in for 1 hour though that's a different story)
in usa you putting chemicals on your bodies via lotion, shampoo, conditioner.................I like using natural hair dyes.
(I don't really use body lotion either - except if I am using sunless tanner)
instead I well lately I bathe in pine needle water combined with epsom salt (put the pine needles in a sachet they ain't floating around the bathtub loose) ---------- all natural skin moisturizing that is basically instant and helps relieve arthritis pain and general I went to the gym soreness
I'm pretty convinced the chemicals in the shampoo's and conditioners and lotions just can't be good for our health!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



Wednesday, April 22, 2026

To the 10,000 plus people waiting to see if I tithe today - yes I am tithing (usually I tithe on thursdays but since so many people are coming to my blog waiting to see if I'll "keep it up" and remain of the 5% regular tithers I'm tithing) Video telling you I know god blesses................whether you tithe or not god blesses............... Matthew 7:11 "If ye then, being evil, know how to give good gifts unto your children, how much more shall your Father which is in heaven give good things to them that ask him?" I have "insider information" that probably NO HATE TO ANY OF THEM the illumiati don't know, the freemasons 33rd degree don't know, etc.............................

To the 10,000 plus people waiting to see if I tithe today - yes I am tithing (usually I tithe on thursdays but since so many people are coming to my blog waiting to see if I'll "keep it up" and remain of the 5% regular tithers I'm tithing) Video telling you I know god blesses................whether you tithe or not god blesses............... Matthew 7:11 "If ye then, being evil, know how to give good gifts unto your children, how much more shall your Father which is in heaven give good things to them that ask him?" I have "insider information" that probably NO HATE TO ANY OF THEM the illumiati don't know, the freemasons 33rd degree don't know, etc.............................
some people like to make god out to be "the mean skydaddy" 
he ain't the "mean skydaddy" though I tell you the truth there are a lot of very many evil people doing evil on the earth THAT'S REAL
Matthew 5:45 "That ye may be the children of your Father which is in heaven: for he maketh his sun to rise on the evil and on the good, and sendeth rain on the just and on the unjust."
I've seen and heard god
scratch tickets you don't know if you gonna win
I KNOW I GONNA WIN
and I don't care if god gets the credit either
look I'll get a win and a win after a wins win cause I donate to the foodbank regularly and volunteer at a foodbank regularly
to this day
to this day
Evp's from my 1st husband satan, lucifer, the devil as always 😁..........
before you say "sheri your a show off" naw I ain't
10% is littler amount
that's the idea
but those that can only give the widows might STILL THERE'S BLESSING FOR YOU FROM GOD I BELIEVE IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I'm being "faithful over few things"..............whether I tithe or one week maybe just volunteer at teh foodbank the idea is that I KEEP GOING
KEEP BEING FAITHFUL IN "FEW THINGS" 
PICK A FEW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Matthew 25:21 "His lord said unto him, Well done, thou good and faithful servant: thou hast been faithful over a few things , I will make thee ruler over many things: enter thou into the joy of thy lord."