If I'm insane, I don't want to be sane. Lucifer he's going to come down here and he's going to get all the bad bad bad pedo's etc. and stick them in jail. All the things the patriarchy has not did - lucifer will get shiz done! I ain't into the "divine feminine taking over" naw let the guys work hard 9-5 p.m. and die quick!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! """""chicks look remotely nice that goes a long way in usa"""" hahahahahhahahahaahahhahahahhahahahhahahahaha........................................

 If I'm insane, I don't want to be sane. Lucifer he's going to come down here and he's going to get all the bad bad bad pedo's etc. and stick them in jail. All the things the patriarchy has not did - lucifer will get shiz done!  I ain't into the "divine feminine taking over" naw let the guys work hard 9-5 p.m. and die quick!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! """""chicks look remotely nice that goes a long way in usa"""" hahahahahhahahahaahahhahahahhahahahhahahahaha........................................

Revelation 2:10 "Fear none of those things which thou shalt suffer: behold, the devil shall cast some of you into prison, that ye may be tried; and ye shall have tribulation ten days: be thou faithful unto death, and I will give thee a crown of life." - I'm so hyped for Revelation 2:10............he'll put all the pedo's in jail!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! LUCIFER WILL GET IT DONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I've been accused of "kicking the pricks" 

I don't anymore

I really don't

more then anything I worry for our world

our world that is increasingly getting worse it seems like

perilous times.......................

2 Timothy 3:1-3 "This know also, that in the last days perilous times shall come. For men shall be lovers of their own selves, covetous, boasters, proud, blasphemers, disobedient to parents, unthankful, unholy, Without natural affection, trucebreakers, false accusers, incontinent, fierce, despisers of those that are good,"

pic of me from yesterday because I've been called a extreme obese slob that don't care about my health by a member of kaiser permanente in gresham oregon

and I've been called ugly - basically

the "narrative" in my family is I'm the fat ugly daughter

that's the narrative

pic of me from yesterday........previous blog post I mentioned how it's became impossible for me to make friends that I full believe it's because I look to good

whether that's how I dress???????????????????????????????

how well I put on makeup???????????????????????????????????????

I'm convinced

I look to good to even be able to make friends

but I can't go back to when I was actually chubby cause that WAS WORSE FOR ME.....................

society is cruel that's the "take away" 

it's according to ai on google 60%-63% christian in usa but I can't make a friend to save my life (well that indicates a not christian usa - a cruel usa) my own facts and statistics DO NOT MATCH WAS AI ON GOOGLE IS SAYING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

don't matter if I don't wear makeup i'm trying o tell you all

cause most the time I don't have makeup on

don't matter if I wear beanie hats and baggy clothes

swear to god women, clock me on the shape of my face and body and then make a special sticky note in their brians "ep can't be friends with her ---------- bish"

lucifer will make change for better I KNOW HE WILL "SON OF THE MORNING"

Isaiah 14:12

How art thou fallen from heaven, O Lucifer, son of the morning! how art thou cut down to the ground, which didst weaken the nations!

he's going to get shiz done I knowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww he will get shiz done

he'll make this world better in a way I BELIEVE IT

course ya most christians getting their heads chopped off that's a ruff day. And many of lucifers people will want to commit suicide.....Revelation 9:6 "And in those days shall men seek death, and shall not find it; and shall desire to die, and death shall flee from them.e finding themselves unable to die in the future."

 Understand I'm not replacing God with Lucifer, or praying to lucifer no (talking to him 24/7 yes). But I don't believe in no "pre-tribulation" rapture I DON'T BELIEVE IN THAT LIKE MOST OF YOU. 

the bible clean says.......................Revelation 6:11 "Then a white robe was given to each of them; and it was said to them that they should rest a little while longer, until both the number of their fellow servants and their brethren, who would be killed as they were, was completed." I don't believe at all I'll ever be killed for jesus I AIN'T SUICIDAL, I go with satan when he get's here 👍👍👍👍👍💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓

I'm supposed to "play act" that I'm normal, scrapping by in life waiting for god to bless me. Well it ain't going to be "chance" it ain't going to be chance at all!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Ecclesiastes 9:11 "I returned, and saw under the sun, that the race is not to the swift, nor the battle to the strong, neither yet bread to the wise, nor yet riches to men of understanding, nor yet favour to men of skill; but time and chance happeneth to them all." Time yes, chance nope.........................chance I guess in the sense that when playing video games maybe I'll win, maybe not, so this verse isn't lieing........................what comes to mind is the bible verse where the wayward son returns home after rolling around in SLOP. Ya he rolled in the slop with the pigs but that wasn't where god wanted him............Luke 15:22 "But the father said to his servants, Bring forth the best robe, and put it on him; and put a ring on his hand, and shoes on his feet:" SOME YOU ENVYING ME HATING ME POTENTIALLY YOUR STILL MAYBE IN THE SLOP GET OUT OF THE SLOP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (slop, is sins, maybe quit being lgbtq does that lifestyle seem on the "up and up" does it really?????? maybe it could if you all are in 20 years plug committed marriages with each other in the lgbtq never talking about late night shiz but I know you do cause I watch ru pauls drag race with my trans son all the time and no hate at all but damn dan and phil get way to wayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy to vocal about potental freaky freaky that they may or may not like they like it enough to talk about it almost on their podcast ---------- COULD BE THEY IN SLOP????????????????))))))))))))))) I don't know maybe lgbtq aren't in slop?????????????????? BUT WHAT IF THEY ARE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! IF THEY ARE THEY SHOULD WANT OUT OF THAT.........................

I'm supposed to "play act" that I'm normal, scrapping by in life waiting for god to bless me. Well it ain't going to be "chance" it ain't going to be chance at all!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Ecclesiastes 9:11 "I returned, and saw under the sun, that the race is not to the swift, nor the battle to the strong, neither yet bread to the wise, nor yet riches to men of understanding, nor yet favour to men of skill; but time and chance happeneth to them all." Time yes, chance nope.........................chance I guess in the sense that when playing video games maybe I'll win, maybe not, so this verse isn't lieing........................what comes to mind is the bible verse where the wayward son returns home after rolling around in SLOP. Ya he rolled in the slop with the pigs but that wasn't where god wanted him............Luke 15:22 "But the father said to his servants, Bring forth the best robe, and put it on him; and put a ring on his hand, and shoes on his feet:" SOME YOU ENVYING ME HATING ME POTENTIALLY YOUR STILL MAYBE IN THE SLOP GET OUT OF THE SLOP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (slop, is sins, maybe quit being lgbtq does that lifestyle seem on the "up and up" does it really?????? maybe it could if you all are in 20 years plug committed marriages with each other in the lgbtq never talking about late night shiz but I know you do cause I watch ru pauls drag race with my trans son all the time and no hate at all but damn dan and phil get way to wayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy to vocal about potental freaky freaky that they may or may not like they like it enough to talk about it almost on their podcast ---------- COULD BE THEY IN SLOP????????????????))))))))))))))) I don't know maybe lgbtq aren't in slop?????????????????? BUT WHAT IF THEY ARE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! IF THEY ARE THEY SHOULD WANT OUT OF THAT.........................

Z

I hate a little bit to sound like Joel Osteen (cause I want to be original) 

but some you 

might be walking around 

in various slops

GET UP

God wants you to repent turn back to him

so God can "in time" 

put........................

Luke 15:22 "But the father said to his servants, Bring forth the best robe, and put it on him; and put a ring on his hand, and shoes on his feet:"

your not supposed to as a christian be in slop, rolling around in slop saying to yourself "well I'm a sinner I can't quit these cigarettes that it i'm doomed -------- etc. " 

no as a christian

you are a part of a royal priesthood!

1 Peter 2:9

But ye are a chosen generation, a royal priesthood, an holy nation, a peculiar people; that ye should shew forth the praises of him who hath called you out of darkness into his marvellous light;

so pick your head up

get out the slop

the slop of porn,, prostitution, drugs, alcohol (not including winebibbing), etc. 

your royal

your not meant to be rolling in slop!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ignore this except my stalker read

yep I blocked you........................NO HATE.....................

(hello obsessive stalker you know who you is, I quitted our friendship, because you refused to be friends with me our friendship is over please unfollow me from tiktok I don't want to have to block you I ain't uploading anymore tiktoks long as you are there I quitted our friendship cause you didn't want to be friends with me AND THAT IS FINAL)

I just wanted to be friends

but noooooooooooooo you just couldn't be friends with me

please leave my tiktok thank you

the horror

the actual horror I'm going to have to face you one day my stalker I DON'T WANT TO 

IF I SAY NO I MEAN NO

PS don't worry my stalker wouldn't hurt a fly

my stalker is like me cares about the homeless etc. I MUCH WANTED TO BE FRIENDS WITH THIS PERSON TALKING TO THEM WAS LIKE TALKING TO MYSELF AND WE JUST KEPT GIVING EACH OTHER GOOD IDEAS

but they kept trying to flirt with me and I eventually had to end our evidently unable to happen friendship

........what I will say and this is really me saying something most people i don't want to be friends with them cause they want money, that's all their actual focus............they ain't reallly driven to make the world better that isn't something they really want

it's another world when your wanting to help people when that is one of your passions in life

my mom told me we living in perilous times................ when I told her recently a jew man of jew dna right stopped my son told him be careful that there is a pakistani man in portland right now harming jews

then he took off his baseball cap and showed ian underneath was his kippah well I look over at that point

and then he notices me and says "you to mamma stay safe"

people are mostly "lovers of self" that is perilous times...................

2 Timothy 3:1-3

King James Version

3 This know also, that in the last days perilous times shall come.

2 For men shall be lovers of their own selves, covetous, boasters, proud, blasphemers, disobedient to parents, unthankful, unholy,

3 Without natural affection, trucebreakers, false accusers, incontinent, fierce, despisers of those that are good,

I quitted trying to make friends

women get jealous if you look to nice

guys it's mission impossible to be friends with guys for me

I quit

I gave my phone number to a older lady at church that wanted to be friends with me's phone number

she never texted me - it's because I'm to good looking!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

warning I'm about to use a cuss word leave this post little kids.......................................

   I still want to go to vancouver heights united methodist church, brian is the one that much doesn't want to go there anymore..............I'm a fucking villian BEING HATED IS MY SWEET SPOT IN LIFE 💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓

What authority to upsurp? This is the patriarchy - Ro v Wade was overturned we don't even have control over our own bodies anymore! 1 Timothy 2:12 "But I suffer not a woman to teach, nor to usurp authority over the man, but to be in silence." Jesus Christ is lord (he lives in me, and I talk to lucifer, satan the devil all day long and sometimes at night to...............definately satan, devil, lucifer, and and I've been demon possessed many times over the years THOSE DEFINATELY WEREN'T GHOSTS, it was so bad my parents forced me to get baptised at the age of 13 because they were tired of my basically foaming at the mouth demon possessed self sleep walking into their room and I snapped out of it some one day and over heard the fallen angel talking to my parents -------------- this went on for like a long time right ------------------ I think for a long time he was telling them shiz they liked at night but eventually he was telling them stuffs at night they didn't like anymore) ANYWAYS THIS PATRIARCHY BIBLE I HATE IT I HATE ANY BOOK THAT TELLS ME I CAN'T HAVE FREE CHOICE IN AMERICA TO HAVE A ABORTION IF I WANT TO AKA BODILY AUTONOMY THAT'S WHY ROE V WADE WAS OVERTURNED "FOR JESUS"................................I AM MORE THEN SUSPICIOUS THAT THE BIBLE HAS BEEN HORRENDOUSLY BY A WOMEN HATER MAN ALTERED TO ALL HELLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL......................................I BELIEVE GOD IS LOVE THAT PART I BELIEVE WELL IF GOD IS LOVE THE BOOK THAT IS THE BIBLE HAS HAD TO OF BEEN GREATELY ALTERED I DON'T KNOW WHO DID IT, WAS IT KING JAMES?????????????? DID HE HATE WOMEN?????????????????? WE KNOW HE LIKED THE LATE NIGHT ACTIVITIES WITH MEN - WE KNOW THAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I AM A DETECTIVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! NO HATE.........................

Went to corgie beach day yesterday, entered our dog in the costume contest he didn't win but the space alien outfit I made max was really cute.....................I choose this pic cause you can't see anybodies faces in 61-63% christian according to ai on google usa it's very important to not show faces in photo's especially christian church pics they threaten lawsuit (even sometimes before you ever took a picture they done threaten lawsuit in advance for their lord jesus christ.....................I'VE EXPERIENCED YIKES IN LIFE)........................

What authority to upsurp? This is the patriarchy - Ro v Wade was overturned we don't even have control over our own bodies anymore! 1 Timothy 2:12 "But I suffer not a woman to teach, nor to usurp authority over the man, but to be in silence." Jesus Christ is lord (he lives in me,  and I talk to lucifer, satan the devil all day long and sometimes at night to...............definately satan, devil, lucifer, and and I've been demon possessed many times over the years THOSE DEFINATELY WEREN'T GHOSTS, it was so bad my parents forced me to get baptised at the age of 13 because they were tired of my basically foaming at the mouth demon possessed self sleep walking into their room and I snapped out of it some one day and over heard the fallen angel talking to my parents -------------- this went on for like a long time right ------------------ I think for a long time he was telling them shiz they liked at night but eventually he was telling them stuffs at night they didn't like anymore) ANYWAYS THIS PATRIARCHY BIBLE I HATE IT I HATE ANY BOOK THAT TELLS ME I CAN'T HAVE FREE CHOICE IN AMERICA TO HAVE A ABORTION IF I WANT TO AKA BODILY AUTONOMY THAT'S WHY ROE V WADE WAS OVERTURNED "FOR JESUS"................................I AM MORE THEN SUSPICIOUS THAT THE BIBLE HAS BEEN HORRENDOUSLY BY A WOMEN HATER MAN ALTERED TO ALL HELLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL......................................I BELIEVE GOD IS LOVE THAT PART I BELIEVE WELL IF GOD IS LOVE THE BOOK THAT IS THE BIBLE HAS HAD TO OF BEEN GREATELY ALTERED I DON'T KNOW WHO DID IT, WAS IT KING JAMES?????????????? DID HE HATE WOMEN?????????????????? WE KNOW HE LIKED THE LATE NIGHT ACTIVITIES WITH MEN - WE KNOW THAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I AM A DETECTIVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! NO HATE.........................

Genesis 3:16 "Unto the woman he said, I will greatly multiply thy sorrow and thy conception; in sorrow thou shalt bring forth children; and thy desire shall be to thy husband, and he shall rule over thee." Get married if you want..........but I do believe most the time it's a trap marriage is, for women to be rapped, sexually assaulted for years etc. Maybe I'm on the dicey side of tiktok but I haven't heard great things out there going on often. My own parents I saw them fighting and fighting and fighting. My mom used to put us to bed at 8 p.m. sharp so when my dad got home drunk and they fought as usual we wouldn't see it......................I heard it, night after night, after night. And what my ears heard WASN'T GOOD. 

   MEN WITH ANGER ISSUES they just get patted on the back by everyone in society...................everything is blaimed on the women

not the alcohol the guy drinks

not the cheating he might be doing

no

the blaim is always the women from my experience AND MY EXPERIENCE SHOULD COUNT FOR I AM A LADY A REAL ONE THOUGH I WISH I WASN'T 

there is nothing worse then to be yelled at (which is a type of abuse) 

for years

or to see your parents fight for years

and nothing happens

nothing changes for the better

why would it

guys rule everything

💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓 LUCIFER................................I like his bible

I give my life to jesus - or try my best - I couldn't burn for all eternity

(unless I maybe could)

but I should shoot for coolness in heaven

heaven

the place where women cant' upsurp authrotiy over men ٠🔪ིྀ⭑٠🔪ིྀ⭑٠🔪ིྀ⭑٠🔪ིྀ⭑٠🔪ིྀ⭑٠🔪ིྀ⭑٠🔪ིྀ⭑٠🔪ིྀ⭑٠🔪ིྀ⭑٠🔪ིྀ⭑٠🔪ིྀ⭑٠🔪ིྀ⭑٠🔪ིྀ⭑٠🔪ིྀ⭑٠🔪ིྀ⭑٠🔪ིྀ⭑٠🔪ིྀ⭑٠🔪ིྀ⭑٠🔪ིྀ⭑٠🔪ིྀ⭑٠🔪ིྀ⭑٠🔪ིྀ⭑٠🔪ིྀ⭑ ok tell us then how you feel about that bit of the bible sheri hahahahhahahah ٠🔪ིྀ⭑٠🔪ིྀ⭑٠🔪ིྀ⭑٠🔪ིྀ⭑٠🔪ིྀ⭑٠🔪ིྀ⭑٠🔪ིྀ⭑٠🔪ིྀ⭑٠🔪ིྀ⭑٠🔪ིྀ⭑٠🔪ིྀ⭑٠🔪ིྀ⭑٠🔪ིྀ⭑٠🔪ིྀ⭑٠🔪ིྀ⭑٠🔪ིྀ⭑٠🔪ིྀ⭑٠🔪ིྀ⭑٠🔪ིྀ⭑٠🔪ིྀ⭑٠🔪ིྀ⭑

ok why can't I be a jew again (like religious wise because my mom ain't a jew dna wise) I'M TALKING CHRISTIAN JEW "RELIGIOUS WISE"???????? It's not making sense, one my kids has 2 tattoo's but since I'm a jew dna wise some they are now jews spiritually according to other jews, so you all are allowing tattoo's now?????????????? My kids don't celebrate any jewish holidays, except the one christmas I got my whole family celebrating Hanukah some. I WANTED A REAL HANUKAH TIME! But me having a jew dad jew dna though he denies it he had a best friend right that was a jew ok in arizona like jew jew jew dna wise both sides his family pretty sure jew dna wise and religious wise........................you know what they fought about all the time???????? My dad kept insisting he wasn't a jew religiously, and his jew bff full jew dna wise and religious wise was telling him NO WAY MAN YOUR A JEW 1 BILLION INFINITY...............................and then add to things just to addddddddddddd to things my grandpa I bible studied him guess what it always had a "jew religiously" twist to it all the bible study time and I was at grandpa and edna's house like diahreah as I recall in high school bible studying away cause edna made really good chilli and the best pecan pies on earth and we watched mash, I watched like every episode of mash like pry well at least 3-4 times sometimes many more times............................

I can't sit with you --------------------- actually that's probably PERFECT FOR ME

ALL THINGS WORK TOGETHER FOR THE GOOD FOR THOSE CALLED ACCORDING TO GOD'S PURPOSE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Romans 8:28

And we know that all things work together for good to them that love God, to them who are the called according to his purpose.

all that money and homes you will loose 4.8 million probably rich jews ooooooooooooooooooooooooh that's going to bite so hard for you's.................................

so hardddddddddddddddddd........................................

I WIN

you will be hunted soon you 4.8 million jews with a mom the has jew dna..............NOT ME.................i won't be the target of  Jeremiah 16:16 "Behold, I will send for many fishers, saith the Lord, and they shall fish them; and after will I send for many hunters, and they shall hunt them from every mountain, and from every hill, and out of the holes of the rocks." I will will be here HAPPY IN USA with my two native american braid hair and 3 properties and many farming skills (I probably will never own a horse though, changing horse shoes looks to hard, I didn't enjoy sheering sheep either)...............GOAT PETS ARE THE BESSSSSSSSSSSSST.................................

ok why can't I be a jew again (like religious wise because my mom ain't a jew dna wise) I'M TALKING CHRISTIAN JEW "RELIGIOUS WISE"????????  It's not making sense, one my kids has 2 tattoo's but since I'm a jew dna wise some they are now jews spiritually according to other jews, so you all are allowing tattoo's now?????????????? My kids don't celebrate any jewish holidays, except the one christmas I got my whole family celebrating Hanukah some. I WANTED A REAL HANUKAH TIME!  But me having a jew dad jew dna though he denies it he had a best friend right that was a jew ok in arizona like jew jew jew dna wise both sides his family pretty sure jew dna wise and religious wise........................you know what they fought about all the time???????? My dad kept insisting he wasn't a jew religiously, and his jew bff full jew dna wise and religious wise was telling him NO WAY MAN YOUR A JEW 1 BILLION INFINITY...............................and then add to things just to addddddddddddd to things my grandpa I bible studied him guess what it always had a "jew religiously" twist to it all the bible study time and I was at grandpa and edna's house like diahreah as I recall in high school bible studying away cause edna made really good chilli and the best pecan pies on earth and we watched mash, I watched like every episode of mash like pry well at least 3-4 times sometimes many more times............................

NO JEWS RELIGIOUS WISE are believing me they think they so supreme to me that I'm a bit jew religious wise

I can't be the only one

this 

you can only be a jew religious wise if you are born from a jew mom that can't actually be right!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

https://www.chabad.org/library/article_cdo/aid/601092/jewish/Why-Is-Jewishness-Matrilineal.htm

I quote "jewish practice" """""The Code of Jewish Law clearly states that a child of a Jewish mother is Jewish, regardless of the father’s lineage (or whatever else may show up in a DNA test), while the child of a non-Jewish mother is not Jewish.1 Matrilineal descent has been a fundamental principle of Torah since the Jewish people came into existence.

(If your father is Jewish, but not your mother, please see To a Child of a Jewish Father.)

Some aspects of Judaism, like the priesthood, are clearly patrilineal (see Patrilineal Descent in Judaism, below). But the entry line into Jewishness has always been through the mother—or conversion."""""""""""""

well

then

never come and get me

you christians when god get's you to fish for jews for israel don't get me

leave me here

with my 2 braids and land

and plentiful farming skills!!!!!!!!!!!!

Jeremiah 16:16 "Behold, I will send for many fishers, saith the Lord, and they shall fish them; and after will I send for many hunters, and they shall hunt them from every mountain, and from every hill, and out of the holes of the rocks."

I'm safe I own 3 properties to, two of them in native american areas...............................I like living in native american like towns with like native american art everywhere..........................I feel more comfortable, like I'm welcome and I belong. 

ok black people you win I quit wearing dreads even though I was hiding the braids. I will stick to my over 1/4th native american on my mom's side 2 braids look though I do at times get tired of the 2 braids look and want to change up my look. But I will stick with two braids now work to do that put this up high on link list to remind myself MYSELF YOU ARE ONLY ALLOWED TWO BRAIDS THAT'S IT..........................

 ok black people you win I quit wearing dreads even though I was hiding the braids. I will stick to my over 1/4th native american on my mom's side 2 braids look though I do at times get tired of the 2 braids look and want to change up my look. But I will stick with two braids now work to do that put this up high on link list to remind myself MYSELF YOU ARE ONLY ALLOWED TWO BRAIDS THAT'S IT..........................

is it this serious sheri - evidentally not only did my blog blow up black people been looking real angry at me lately

https://www.tiktok.com/@hocuspocus42069/photo/7654995254747221278

wearing two braids now you can chill now black people that are looking to be very angry

I like weared #dreads #dreadlocks two weeks ago wanting a different look then my usual #twobraids look (I'm over 1/4th native American and that's only my mom's side of the family.....). So two braids is my "allowed hairstyle"......I get tired of it sometimes. Feel trapped even if I so much as add 1 more braid bring the tally to three that's it I hate black people (per what's going in their minds it does look to be). Fine I wear two braids that is my culture two braids, my culture is more then hair though.....for me guardian kachina angel basically, eagles are special to me, and saunaing is more then saunaing to me etc. Protecting the earth that's part of my culture. Love gardening, it's good use less plastic. (black people been giving me such angry looks past few days FINE I STAYED TRAPPED TWO BRAIDS FINE)

Hebrews 12:14 "Follow peace with all men, and holiness, without which no man shall see the Lord:"

note hebrews 12:14 doesn't use the word "god" it says "without which no man shall see the Lord"

one braid can be a scarf if need be to protect from the chill out there...............

ps..................I also do native american drum circle sometimes of 1

AUTHENTIC DRUM CIRCLE

----------- I don't have reason to do a native american drum circle of one often but when I do.......................I get the job done!

I might be on a highway to hell in america, can't make friends at church to save my life, to be influenced to "be better" or "do better" if that is the case that I needed to be better or do better. But at least I can be healthy. The food here stinks, I spent my whole childhood for real eating pizza's, french fries CAFETERIA FOOD I AM TALKING ABOUT..............and then it's at our gas stations, at our fast food joints. I must have literally lost my mind, for actual reals, cause I'm literally wanting to go buy fermented beans today and many little japanese bowls to put various fermented foods and rice and veggies and fish in.............THE USA AMERICAN DIET IS KILLING MOST OF US. I at one time thought it was meat - no - that ain't it CAUSE FISH IS OFTEN HEALTHY. But the vegans are partly right we need real food REAL FOOD ISN'T PIZZA................REAL FOOD ISN'T HOT DOGS, REAL FOOD ISN'T FRENCH FRIES THE WORD FRY SHOULD'VE TIPPED US ALL OFF........................ps scale is down I am drinking 75% of 1 teaspoon hahahahhaha for real hahahahah of matcha tea broken up into 3 drinks throughout the day. I'm serious because I calculated the safest amount of matcha for me in a day and when to drink it how to space it out to get the scale moving.......................they do that in japan to they drink matcha.......................................

There is matcha in this trust me, the strawberries are frozen so this more a matcha icee.....................taste is alright....................not the greatest though............

 I might be on a highway to hell in america, can't make friends at church to save my life, to be influenced to "be better" or "do better" if that is the case that I needed to be better or do better. But at least I can be healthy. The food here stinks, I spent my whole childhood for real eating pizza's, french fries CAFETERIA FOOD I AM TALKING ABOUT..............and then it's at our gas stations, at our fast food joints. I must have literally lost my mind, for actual reals, cause I'm literally wanting to go buy fermented beans today and many little japanese bowls to put various fermented foods and rice and veggies and fish in.............THE USA AMERICAN DIET IS KILLING MOST OF US. I at one time thought it was meat - no - that ain't it CAUSE FISH IS OFTEN HEALTHY. But the vegans are partly right we need real food REAL FOOD ISN'T PIZZA................REAL FOOD ISN'T HOT DOGS, REAL FOOD ISN'T FRENCH FRIES THE WORD FRY SHOULD'VE TIPPED US ALL OFF........................ps scale is down I am drinking 75% of 1 teaspoon hahahahhaha for real hahahahah of matcha tea broken up into 3 drinks throughout the day. I'm serious because I calculated the safest amount of matcha for me in a day and when to drink it how to space it out to get the scale moving.......................they do that in japan to they drink matcha.......................................

and currently on tiktok I'm on "christians are without sin" tiktok which is at the moment a real segment of tiktok just all the time live feeds looks to be of christians talking maybe hours??????? About how they don't have sin anymore and that none christians have sin anymore. 

even though jesus was tempted in all points

well what does that mean 

doesn't that mean sin dwelled within him???????????

Hebrews 4:14-16 "Seeing then that we have a great high priest, that is passed into the heavens, Jesus the Son of God, let us hold fast our profession. For we have not an high priest which cannot be touched with the feeling of our infirmities; but was in all points tempted like as we are, yet without sin. Let us therefore come boldly unto the throne of grace, that we may obtain mercy, and find grace to help in time of need."

  "that we may obtain mercy" ----------- to me sounds like ooops I sinned again

  Evidentally I'm the freak weirdo of the entire body of christ not even counted as a christian by other christians I'm deemed satanic satan worshipping filth because I love the devil and his men - and jesus/god

whom jesus/god said 

if you love him keep his commandments

now are those just the 10 commandments or more then that?????????????????

rather vague that bible verse is isn't it................

Exodus 20:6

And shewing mercy unto thousands of them that love me, and keep my commandments.

why is mercy needed "and shewing mercy unto thousands of them that love me, and keep my commandments"

doesn't that indicate that people sin that are christians?????????????? to me it does

but to the rest of the body of christ it do look to be most them deem themselves sinless

anyways.............

the pics above is really what meals look like in japan

it really is

I've been watching japanese video's for days now determined to get out of diabeties and never be diabetic again

this is really what their meals look like

that ain't what people are eating in america

people in america are eating very bad dieing very badly often

I WANT TO LIVE

I am determined to buy and eat your fermented beans today japan

I will be sooooooooooooooooooo skinny like you all

with little bowls everywhere 👍👍👍👍

determiend

done with diabeties

your little bowls look cute anyways

I fittin to buy chopsticks to

lots of fermented foods I took notes

and fish

you know the "where's the beef" commercials from the 80's I often ask myself these days "where's the love"? Sure being trans, being gay, lesbian, those are sins - but where's the love for these people?????????????????? We all sin. I don't know what the "sins" are of some people but we all sin 1 John 1:8-10 "If we say that we have no sin, we deceive ourselves, and the truth is not in us. If we confess our sins, he is faithful and just to forgive us our sins, and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness. If we say that we have not sinned, we make him a liar, and his word is not in us." I didn't go to church people everywhere have tired me out bad.................

 you know the "where's the beef" commercials from the 80's I often ask myself these days "where's the love"? Sure being trans, being gay, lesbian, those are sins - but where's the love for these people?????????????????? We all sin. I don't know what the "sins" are of some people but we all sin 1 John 1:8-10 "If we say that we have no sin, we deceive ourselves, and the truth is not in us. If we confess our sins, he is faithful and just to forgive us our sins, and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness. If we say that we have not sinned, we make him a liar, and his word is not in us." I didn't go to church people everywhere have tired me out bad................

 turn up volume video is as basically usual chalked full of evp's from Satan, Lucifer, the devil I do believe he is my 1st husband (I had a lot of memories - and I've seen him a few times................he feels like he's one of my husbands to me two husbands is the tally ya, he don't feel like satan the devil wooooooooooooooooo to me)

love both my husbands definitely think I'm treated better due to goodish looks

but dang the war against aging gets near mission impossible eventually 

and more then anything I've ended up wanting to have energy in the day and not be in pain (that has ended up more my concern then wrinkles, just to not be in pain - I think the arthritis pain zaps my energy which causes me to gain weight it's a whole downward spiral that happens) 

people get blamed for their weight

but most people are low on nad in their bodies later in life

I quote AI Overview  """""NAD+ (Nicotinamide Adenine Dinucleotide) is a critical coenzyme for cellular energy and DNA repair. Natural NAD+ supplies begin dropping around age 30, with most people experiencing a 40% to 50% decrease by age 50. This depletion is linked to fatigue, mitochondrial dysfunction, and aging-related diseases. [1, 2, 3, 4]"""""""