Confession sometimes I pat myself on the back so hard for not being a "people pleaser" I FORGET TO WORK TO BE PLEASING TO GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I do battle wearing makeup and jewelry and these things are things OF THE WORLD Romans 12:2 "And be not conformed to this world: but be ye transformed by the renewing of your mind, that ye may prove what is that good, and acceptable, and perfect, will of God." BUT AND THERE IS A BUT,............................I know if I just start wearing tichels again, it's ok all the sudden cause having the tichel on all the sudden I'm with the muslim women that wear hijab - all the sudden I'm not conformed to the world!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! And I have gotten bit tired of the tichel, I at times get "over it" especially it's ruff in the summer, unless you wear really light scarves.............................and then there's anti Semitism and muslims with hijabs also experience islamophobia

 Confession sometimes I pat myself on the back so hard for not being a "people pleaser" I FORGET TO WORK TO BE PLEASING TO GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I do battle wearing makeup and jewelry and these things are things OF THE WORLD Romans 12:2 "And be not conformed to this world: but be ye transformed by the renewing of your mind, that ye may prove what is that good, and acceptable, and perfect, will of God."  BUT AND THERE IS A BUT,............................I know if I just start wearing tichels again, it's ok all the sudden cause having the tichel on all the sudden I'm with the muslim women that wear hijab - all the sudden I'm not conformed to the world!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! And I have gotten bit tired of the tichel, I at times get "over it" especially it's ruff in the summer, unless you wear really light scarves.............................and then there's anti Semitism and muslims with hijabs also experience islamophobia.......................

I've literally like basically beat my head against a wall in frustration feeling like I can't even win in life. 

but I can

I just will be hated by all men

BUT IT AIN'T MEN I SHOULD PLEASE by showing my hair cause that's men pleasing is what that is

people hate headcovering most people do they hate hijabs and tichels THEY HATE THEM BAD

sure I could go no makeup, no jewlery -------------- but there are people of the world wearing no makeup and no jewelry that is actually a look of the world ------------------------ pamela anderson went no makeup (though she could be christian I don't know???????????????????? but I'm making a point that no makeup no jewelry is something the world also does) 

hijabs, or tichels alllllllllllllllllllllllll the time THE WORLD DON'T DO THAT

I told someone with giant ministry, they on tv I'm pretty sure...............................

"your right, people can change their outcome in life by changing their "attitude".....................but you surprise me, that you have makeup on and are this successful. My town, like none of the women wear makeup like none of them (it's not allowed where I live, near "bun head" ultra conservative lutherans and they seem to control the entire town). Big secret of mine, i'll wear tichels to make makeup "ok" cause muslims are allowed to wear makeup with their hijabs on for some reason a tichel or hijab seems to make makeup "ok" in people's minds. I have a bad jewelry additction to that's also killed my ministry oh and my love of satan (I'm serious) because I ain't like other christians in a war against the devil and his men I made peace with the devil and his men.......still I still work to follow jesus he is the lord and the way the truth and the life. But anyways I'm getting somewhere Romans 12:2 "And be not conformed to this world: but be ye transformed by the renewing of your mind, that ye may prove what is that good, and acceptable, and perfect, will of God." Are you or I fully doing "perfect, will of god" with makeup or jewelry on??????????? I'm not saying we headed to hell cause I DON'T BELIEVE THAT. I believe salvation is a process, and your clearly not hated, I am nothing but hated. But back to my point, doesn't "success" have to do with pleasing god though??????????????????? Your pry humble PROBABLY 1 Peter 5:6 "Humble yourselves therefore under the mighty hand of God, that he may exalt you in due time:" Is there a point in time god's like ahhhhhhhhhhhhh yes you you right there you can wear makeup and jewelry and look like the world and have a ministry though I think tichel wearers can wear makeup and jewelry ----------------------- I theorize, tichel wearers (I hate tichels but I might start wearing them again I'm talking myself into that again YIKES) Tichel wearers and hijab wearers don't have the worlds hairdo's it's a modest shamefaced look, or at the very least ----------------- not a look conforming with the world on a whole......................and it's real this phenomina because everytime you put on a tichel or a hijab it takes a certain type of humility within it's great your so succesful at a time when women are still very looked down upon in society especially often ladies with makeup and jewelry on ---------- less they wearing tichel or hijab"

hair looks nice that's the thing

but if you have no makeup, no jewelry, even modest attire........................................I think you still look like "the earth" "the world" 

a tichel

or a hijab

really says to people -------------- oh that's one of them god fearing ones

also so much hate comes with wearing a headcovering from my personal experience

i personally and I am evidentally a fluke in the body of christ it does look to be most women believe in wearing makeup and jewelry galore

which 

TO THE PURE ALL THINGS ARE PURE

but for makeup and jewelry I personally believe one needs to wear a tichel or a hijab then don't be conformed up to this world

Romans 12:2 "And be not conformed to this world: but be ye transformed by the renewing of your mind, that ye may prove what is that good, and acceptable, and perfect, will of God." Are you or I fully doing "perfect, will of god"

   If I'm right about who I am --------------- they gonna want me wearing makeup, jewelry,  my hair down the whole deal lucifer's people will. I need to worry about that if and when I get to that point. 

right now

I should be concerned about living in a way that is pleasing to god Tichels and Hijabs work.

 That one day at nearby theme park I dressed full out hijab, like for real hijab, so that I could ride rollercoasters without my headcovering coming off cause I weared a muslim like full neck coverage, headcovering where I could go upside down with a headcovering on without worrying about it falling off IT WORKED. And then I just went ahead dressed full hijab that day arm covered etc. etc. GOD'S PRESENCE WAS THICK WITH ME THAT DAY.

 I loath somedays hijab, somedays dressing modest isn't so fun time............but neither was skin cancer on my arm that happened so that was YIKES. 

off to ice bath

I'm hated but pleasing man isn't where it's at

PLEASING GOD IS "WHERE IT'S AT" 

AND EVEN AT TIMES PLEASING MYOWNSELF AIN'T WHERE IT'S AT.........................cause technically I prefer my hair not in a tichel 

but 

I believe the tichel look is more modest and better then the non-tichel look and is more pleasing to god THAT I BE NOT CONFORMED UP TO THIS WORLD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Look right now the poles have not shifted enough that you all are currently dieing of cancer that do not live in nebraska, texas, florida, one more state, and the crayton of america but soon so many will be dieing bad of cancer I do believe (well I more then believe that) Timothy 4:3 will happen SHORTLY 10-20 years is my estimation per how fast scientist's have been saying the magnetic shift has been happening. 1 Timothy 4:3 "Forbidding to marry, and commanding to abstain from meats, which God hath created to be received with thanksgiving of them which believe and know the truth." Hey facts many meats cause cancer THAT'S FACTS...............if you want cancer GO AHEAD TIMMY......................Cancer is likely coming for you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WARNING.................................

please go ahead die bad of cancer god wants you to.............1 Timothy 4:3 "Forbidding to marry, and commanding to abstain from meats, which God hath created to be received with thanksgiving of them which believe and know the truth." I don't know what "the truth" 1 Timothy 4:3 is talking about cause I know meat causes cancer....................and besides science telling us it often causes cancer meat does.........................

many for years on my mom's side the family people were dieing bad of cancer THEY ATE MEAT I'M TELLING YOU STRAIGHT UP THEY ATE MEAT OFTEN DAILY I KNOW THEY DID

I'M TELLING YOU

I SPENT DAYS AND HOURS AND HOURS CAUSE MY MOM DIDN'T WANT US GOING INTO THE HOSPITAL SEEING FAMILY MEMBERS DIEING SO BAD OF CANCER

riding grimace on a merry go round at mc donalds for hours and days on end!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! As a little kid!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Look right now the poles have not shifted enough that you all are currently dieing of cancer that do not live in nebraska, texas, florida, one more state, and the crayton of america but soon so many will be dieing bad of cancer I do believe (well I more then believe that) Timothy 4:3 will happen SHORTLY 10-20 years is my estimation per how fast scientist's have been saying the magnetic shift has been happening. 1 Timothy 4:3 "Forbidding to marry, and commanding to abstain from meats, which God hath created to be received with thanksgiving of them which believe and know the truth." Hey facts many meats cause cancer THAT'S FACTS...............if you want cancer GO AHEAD TIMMY......................Cancer is likely coming for you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WARNING.................................

meat causes cancer often........................................................

The World Health Organization classifies meat and cancer risk as follows:

• Processed Meat (Carcinogenic to Humans): The WHO classifies meats like bacon, hot dogs, sausages, and deli meats as Group 1 carcinogens, meaning there is strong evidence they cause cancer. Eating just 50 grams a day (about two slices of bacon) increases the risk of colorectal cancer by roughly 18%.
• Red Meat (Probably Carcinogenic): Red meats like beef, lamb, and pork are classified as Group 2A carcinogens. This means there is probable evidence linking them to colorectal, pancreatic, and prostate cancers. [1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6]

Why Does It Increase Risk?

1 Timothy 4:3

Forbidding to marry, and commanding to abstain from meats, which God hath created to be received with thanksgiving of them which believe and know the truth.

kiss your butts goodbye cause none of you live on the crayton the special rock part of usa that will protect people

I will pry live

barely

and they will profusely soon accuse me of being not human

and they are right probably I am probaby not fully human 

nanu nanu

on this blog post video I talk about how I got non cancerous mole that had to be removed FILMED IT CHOPPED OFF SKIN ON MY ARM.................

https://givingittogod.blogspot.com/2020/12/replacement-theologist-i-dont-want-to.html

I'M OVER 1/4TH NATIVE AMERICAN THAT'S MERELY OFF MY MOM'S SIDE OF THE FAMILY I SHOULDN'T HAVE NO SKIN CANCER LIKE THAT NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

so much radiation it's going to start impacting black people to - just watch and wait you'll see this ain't even "prophesy" THIS IS SCIENCE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

the poles are shifting facts and science!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

they going to forbid meat cause it causes cancer soon WATCH IT'S GOING TO HAPPEN YOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO'S

why you want to cause harm to animals?

if any of us lived on a island or something and our only means of food was killing animals that'd be one thing

but most of us live where we have access to potatoes, pineapples, peaches, mangos, lettuce etc. WE DO! 

WE DON'T NEED TO EAT MEAT

we don't

not even the anemic of us there's supplements for that

why you all suicidal and want cancer and to die bad for????????????????

really I think you all should become goth and listen to grim reaper music 24/7 because 💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀

like pretty well only me courtney stodden and alicia silverstone aren't like suicidal for reals............................

date stamped...............................

you gots mc donalds (I'll eat there fries which aren't fully vegan but it's hard being vegan, and apple pies and a cola is my usual order) 

burger king

meat places EVERYWHERE THE USA HAS

PS................ps..........................dairy queen has a vegan dilly bar it's good 💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓

Drove again past a narrow way walking russian couple they often walking to and fro from a church near me or I assume they going to church often, I think I've seen them smile once? I think they think they are hated bad (they most the time look very sad). I don't hate you two at all! Even though I ain't that good at crucifying my flesh.................aka the narrow way.................I AIN'T GIVING UP THOUGH! But not everything do I need to "not buy" I'm 100% sure god is pro my whole skirt sewing athon lately like god wants women to dress like women that's in the bible!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Deuteronomy 22:5 "The woman shall not wear that which pertaineth unto a man, neither shall a man put on a woman's garment: for all that do so are abomination unto the Lord thy God." We saved by grace and in the "new testiment" times and LGBTQ can plenty be saved, but still god's desire pry is the same that he wishes women, dress like women and men dress like men I DON'T THINK GOD HAS CHANGED HIS MIND ON THAT. Though lgbtq can plenty be saved we are saved by grace and not works that no one may boast ------------ I'm just operating off the idea that god pry still wishes ladies dress like ladies and men dress like men....................and I'm having fun sewing - true..............

Update 5/24/2026 skirts I sewed yesterday 😊...............................

 Drove again past a narrow way walking russian couple they often walking to and fro from a church near me or I assume they going to church often, I think I've seen them smile once? I think they think they are hated bad (they most the time look very sad). I don't hate you two at all! Even though I ain't that good at crucifying my flesh.................aka the narrow way.................I AIN'T GIVING UP THOUGH! But not everything do I need to "not buy" I'm 100% sure god is pro my whole skirt sewing athon lately like god wants women to dress like women that's in the bible!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Deuteronomy 22:5 "The woman shall not wear that which pertaineth unto a man, neither shall a man put on a woman's garment: for all that do so are abomination unto the Lord thy God." We saved by grace and in the "new testiment" times and LGBTQ can plenty be saved, but still god's desire pry is the same that he wishes women, dress like women and men dress like men I DON'T THINK GOD HAS CHANGED HIS MIND ON THAT. Though lgbtq can plenty be saved we are saved by grace and not works that no one may boast ------------ I'm just operating off the idea that god pry still wishes ladies dress like ladies and men dress like men....................and I'm having fun sewing - true..............

I believe I'm blessed to be able to sew so many skirts and that god has "loadeth me with benefits" Psalm 68:19 "Blessed be the Lord, who daily loadeth us with benefits, even the God of our salvation. Selah."

And I've been eating vegan lately - I don't want to make for animal suffering I don't want to do that. Though I eat honey cause eating honey doesn't make bee's suffer I don't believe. But milk makes for suffering cause baby cows then can't get as much milk from their mothers milk absolutely makes baby cows suffer and I don't want baby cows suffering! 

 Besides I like almond milk, and soy milk that shiz tastes great! 

I'm daily loaded with benefits I believe being able to eat vegan!

bags of fabric I bought recently 6 bags, the tupperware in pic below is also jammed full of fabric : ) 

I'm about to sew a lot of  skirts (pictured isn't but a little over half the fabric I bought recently : ) 

I don't even hate pharisee's

I am a servant of the people

(but the couple we drive by I believe are fully real christians)

bible talks about eye's to see and ears to hear

well what did jesus call the pharisee's.............he called them blind

Matthew 23:26 "Thou blind Pharisee, cleanse first that which is within the cup and platter, that the outside of them may be clean also." Hating them is rather useless really I feel, cause they blind the pharisee's are. 

  But that one russian couple I sure they just on the narrow way for actual reals like reallllllllllllly well..............I don't think those two are pharisee's (but I'm convinced they think everyone hates them - AND I DO NOT HATE THEM). I unhate them a lot of not hate at all. 

I listening to this song a lot lately 😁

I'm off to take a nap this hot weather is tiring me out. 

if you stink at the narrow way like me I recommend don't giving up.....................

Mark 13:13 "And ye shall be hated of all men for my name's sake: but he that shall endure unto the end, the same shall be saved."

Dear Lucifers people..............have the christians been mean to you to (I know a lot of them have I hear it on tiktok) FORGIVE THEM FOR THEY KNOW NOT WHAT THEY DO IS MY ADVICE! They ain't free like those of us that love satan most of them ain't they very bound, bound to only hang out with each other and only dress a certain way, most of them (not all but most from my experince cause I ain't deemed a christian by most I'm deemed satanic filth). If they are like christians (sheri you are a christian your getting a little carried away this week little tim) or satan haters in general, at that point they are on some "thin ice" cause these employers they want to only hire the best..............THEY STRUGGLING I'M SAYING MOST OF THEM TO PAY THE BILLS I KNOW THEY IS THAT'S WHY MOST OF THEM AIN'T TITHING THEY CAN'T AFFORD IT......................if you love satan and god and jesus your asset to any employer think about it...............cause your able to empathize with any people out there except pedo's nobody has to empathize with pedo's unless said pedo really repented........................cause there are grouchy customers in life we got right now in my realistate job someone on real estate sign rampages every week lately tearing up signs even (I can't say much but I can tell, they were likely left for someone younger and prettier............that'd make someone mad.........and they starving I believe) I FORGIVE THEM AND MAYBE WE GOING TO CLEAN HAVE TO DEAL WITH RIPPED UP SIGNS THIS WEEK.........but they going "through it", I'm pretty 100% this person is starving and was left for someone younger and prettier like baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaad.............................

Update 5/21/2026 my latest diamond painting, I bought this at the goodwill bins and it was halfway done. Well I have like most diamond painters many extra drills, so using a lot of them up on this 😁 it's going well........................................

pic of my sons corgie Max 💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓.........................he likes sitting down by people's feet while in the car (our car has good foot heating/air conditioning)...............

a LITTLE LEAVEN THE BIBLE SAYS LEAVENS THE WHOLE LUMP

WELL BIBLE IS TALKING ABOUT PHARISEE LEAVEN IN THAT BIT OF THE BIBLE

THE LUMPS GOT IN THEM (THAT LUMP OF LOOK AT ME i'M SO HOLY AND FABULOUS AND BETTER THEN ALL THOSE PEOPLE - MAYBE NOT PEOPLE AT YOUR CHURCH MAYBE YOU THINK THAT ABOUT SATAN WORSHIPPERS I LOVES YOU SATAN WORSHIPPERS 💓💓💓💓💓💓💓 OR HOMELESS PEOPLE BUT MOST CHRISTIANS LIKES THE HOMELESS I THINK THESE DAYS, OR WITCHES YES SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO LOOKED DOWN UPON ARE WITCHES THESE DAYS I LOVES WITCHES 💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓) I DO NOT DEEM MYSELF BETTER THEN WITCHES OR SATAN WORSHIPPERS AT ALL!!!!!!!!!!! 

BUT REALIZE MOST OF YOU PRY DO AND PROBABLY HATE WITCHES AND SATAN WORSHIPPERS

I AIN'T POPULAR I AIN'T TREATED WELL WHAT DOES THAT SAY OF LEAVEN IN CHRISTIANITY IT'S GOT TO BE REAL THE "PHARISEE LEAVEN BEING EVERYWHERE IN THE BODY OF CHRIST" IT'S GOTTA BE

I DON'T HAVE ENOUGH VIEWS YET TO CONSIDER MYSELF OR TO BE CONSIDERED POPULAR YET - FACT NOT UNTIL OR IF I GETS TO HANG OUT WITH JOEL OSTEEN

I GET TO HANG OUT WITH JOEL AND VICTORIA OSTEEN OK THEN AT THAT POINT AT THAT POINT I'M POPULAR ---------- TIL THEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

(YA I WANT TO HANG OUT WITH JOEL AND VICTORIA)

NOT MY LUMP

MY LUMP FORGIVES YOU 

YOU DON'T HAVE THE CAPABILITY TO UNDERSTAND PROBABLY MY LOVE FOR SATAN WHO TAKES A STAND FOR THE FORGOTTEN THE OPPRESSED (MUCH LIKE JESUS DOES ALSO - I LOVE JESUS/GOD TO)

NOBODY TALKS ABOUT THE LEAVEN OF THE PHARISEE'S AND SADDUCES ANYMORE YOU ALL NOTICE THAT 

CAUSE THEY ALL WANT ME TO KILL MYSELF THAT'S WHY!!!!!!!!!!!! (OR MOST OF THEM) i BELIEVE THERE IS A KABALL AGAINST ME 

PEOPLE HAVE GOTTEN REAL BOLD IN ATTACKING ME ON THE INTERNET AND TALKING SMACK ABOUT ME TO EACH OTHER AND TO THEIR PASTORS

Matthew 16:6 "Then Jesus said to them, Take heed, and beware of the leaven of the Pharisees and of the Sadducees."
Matthew 16:11 "Why do you not perceive then that I was not speaking to you about bread when I said to beware of the leaven of the Pharisees and of the Sadducees?"
Matthew 16:12 "Then they understood that he was not telling them to beware of the leaven of bread, but of the doctrine of the Pharisees and of the Sadducees."

 Dear Lucifers people..............have the christians been mean to you to (I know a lot of them have I hear it on tiktok) FORGIVE THEM FOR THEY KNOW NOT WHAT THEY DO IS MY ADVICE! They ain't free like those of us that love satan most of them ain't they very bound, bound to only hang out with each other and only dress a certain way, most of them (not all but most from my experince cause I ain't deemed a christian by most I'm deemed satanic filth). If they are like christians (sheri you are a christian your getting a little carried away this week little tim)  or satan haters in general, at that point they are on some "thin ice" cause these employers they want to only hire the best..............THEY STRUGGLING I'M SAYING MOST OF THEM TO PAY THE BILLS I KNOW THEY IS THAT'S WHY MOST OF THEM AIN'T TITHING THEY CAN'T AFFORD IT......................if you love satan and god and jesus your asset to any employer think about it...............cause your able to empathize with any people out there except pedo's nobody has to empathize with pedo's unless said pedo really repented........................cause there are grouchy customers in life we got right now in my realistate job someone on real estate sign rampages every week lately tearing up signs even (I can't say much but I can tell, they were likely left for someone younger and prettier............that'd make someone mad.........and they starving I believe) I FORGIVE THEM AND MAYBE WE GOING TO CLEAN HAVE TO DEAL WITH RIPPED UP SIGNS THIS WEEK.........but they going "through it", I'm pretty 100% this person is starving and was left for someone younger and prettier like baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaad.............................

We ahead of the game all satan worshippers and/or people that love satan cause we able to empathize and thereby we able to forgive! 

Matthew 6:12-14 "And forgive us our trespasses, as we forgive them that trespass against us. And lead us not into temptation, but deliver us from evil. For thine is the kingdom and the power and the glory, forever. Amen. For if you forgive others their trespasses, your heavenly Father will also forgive you."

  The pharisee in the bible that prayed HATED PEOPLE

 I THINK MOST CHRISTIANS ARE PHARISEE'S (if only a little bit) they ain't publicans most of them ain't from my experience I'm way despised wayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy despised "well sheri that's because you love the devil" well does that "reasoning hold up?" does it really??????????????? 

  Cause I ain't a pedo and I'm 100% pedo's are the only ones it's ok to despise cause that's extra terrible harming children. 

  I ain't trying to harm nobody. I ain't trying to hate god, or be a sinner past wearing makeup and jewelry cause I like makeup and jewelry that might make me a harlot but I'm zealous to be a publican and so in that event my zeal to be a publican is why I am a harlot if I am a harlot it's for the very most holiest of reasons that I be a publican for jesus 👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍

Luke 18:9-14 "And he put forth this similitude to certain people who trusted in themselves, that they were righteous, and despised others: Two men went up into the temple to pray, the one a Pharisee and the other a publican.  The Pharisee stood and prayed thus within himself: God, I thank you that I am not like other men are: extortioners, unjust, adulterers – or like this publican. 12 I fast twice in the week; I give tithes of all that I possess. But the publican stood afar off, and would not lift up his eyes to heaven, but smote his breast, saying, God be merciful to me, a sinner!  I tell you, this man departed home to his house justified more than the other. For everyone who exalts himself will be brought low, and he who humbles himself will be exalted."

  I think most christian not only are pharisee's they like so afraid of makeup at sephora they torching their souls to hell with hatred of people!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

  I think that's happening a lot out there and it's a crisis. 

treat me nice and prove me wrong

(that so won't probably happen, years no comments on my blog besides other christians attacking me)

that's ok to christians 

like the person tearing up badly realistate signs on one of me and brians routes like every week I know you have it bad in way 

you gotta to look perfect all the time

that is such a hatred inducting, jealousy rage inducing thing (cause it's near impossible, what most christians have to do is near impossible) I mean really it's near impossible, one my best friends called me a b---ch one day I don't even know why I was sitting there listening to her yack on and on while she was gardening, and I was saying "oh cool" whatever all the things I was supposed to be saying as a supportive friend

but I guess she could tell I was like bored

and she like yelled out "you bi--h" 

and that is a wife of a popular christian book auther

so safe to say 

there ain't any christians actually managing to keep up their perfect look

meanwhile I do have freedom that most christians do not have

cause I've been in some sense kicked out of every church I do recogn!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

("it's because you love satan sheri")

2 Corinthians 4:9 "We are persecuted, but are not forsaken. We are cast down, nevertheless we do not perish."

YOUR FORGIVEN!

i AM PART WHITE CHICK SO THIS MY SONG CHOICE

i THINK IT'S PLENTY OK TO BE WHITE

i SAW A TIKTOK OF A CAPIBERA UM BIG GIANT KANGAROO RODENT THAT'S GOING INTO A WHITE LADIES HOUSE (i'M PRETTY SURE SHE'S WHITE) REGULARLY THAT'S COOL!

IF A CABIBERA EVER WANTS IN MY HOUSE DANGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG i OPEN THE DOOR FAST FOR CAPIBERA'S 💓💓💓💝💝

I think cynthia erivo IS FOR REALS A CHRISTIAN - I GOTS PROOFS OH YAAAA TONS MORE THEN MOST OTHER CHRISTIANS ON EARTH. Cynthia is trashed talked way harder then any other christian I know besides myself (I'm still #1 💓💓💓💓 I can love that : ) When your a villian #1 on earth THAT'S FUN ALL THE SUDDEN!!!!!!!!!!! Matthew 10:25 "It is enough for the disciple that he be as his master, and the servant as his lord. If they have called the master of the house Beelzebub, how much more shall they call them of his household?"......................

bout to paint roses probably 👍

I think cynthia erivo IS FOR REALS A CHRISTIAN - I GOTS PROOFS OH YAAAA TONS MORE THEN MOST OTHER CHRISTIANS ON EARTH. Cynthia is trashed talked way harder then any other christian I know besides myself (I'm still #1 💓💓💓💓 I can love that : ) When your a villian #1 on earth THAT'S FUN ALL THE SUDDEN!!!!!!!!!!! Matthew 10:25 "It is enough for the disciple that he be as his master, and the servant as his lord. If they have called the master of the house Beelzebub, how much more shall they call them of his household?"......................

Luke 6:26

Woe unto you, when all men shall speak well of you! for so did their fathers to the false prophets.

as always nearly turn up volume to hear tons eons this time evp's from Lucifer, Satan, the devil though his commentary this video is neither "here nor there" since how I'm the detective right now not lucifer, not this video........................

As much hated as I probably am since how I'm only "secret loved" or rebuked that's it, that's all I experience on earth pretty well Proverbs 27:5 "Open rebuke is better than secret love." And brian's decided his body works again but he don't kiss me on the lips - that's ruff, I might be kissed on the lips by him 2 times a year. Cause he wants to be like everyone else I think - and hate me. But that's me getting sidetracked. I know I will co-rule this earth it's very likely (I believe I WILL co-rule this earth when Jesus Christ the Lord get's here as well - I FULLY BELIEVE THAT), I don't even feel qualified to be myself much like moses I RELATE TO MOSES AND I LOOK LIKE A "POPULAR CHICK".................

 As much hated as I probably am since how I'm only "secret loved" or rebuked that's it, that's all I experience on earth pretty well Proverbs 27:5 "Open rebuke is better than secret love." And brian's decided his body works again but he don't kiss me on the lips - that's ruff, I might be kissed on the lips by him 2 times a year. Cause he wants to be like everyone else I think - and hate me. But that's me getting sidetracked. I know I will co-rule this earth it's very likely (I believe I WILL co-rule this earth when Jesus Christ the Lord get's here as well - I FULLY BELIEVE THAT), I don't even feel qualified to be myself much like moses I RELATE TO MOSES AND I LOOK LIKE A "POPULAR CHICK".................

"The mentality" must be """ok this lady loves satan, lets not love her...........CHUCK THAT ONE OUT" - in society towards me in general 

but the bible doesn't have this "condition" you all have put on me

it says...................

John 15:2 "Every branch in me that beareth not fruit he taketh away: and every branch that beareth fruit, he purgeth it, that it may bring forth more fruit."

I do not want to blog today

but I'm supposed to blog at least every now and then pry

for some that's instragram

or tiktok

or you tube

that I LOVE PEOPLE THAT I BEAR FRUIT

AND NOT JUST IN WORD

BUT WORD COUNTS TO

(God ain't laid nothing that I know of "on my heart" lately) so this is like the crowd clapping so I'm giving you another blog post basically.....................

claps being traffic though traffic to my blog porbably wants me dead..............

since all I am is attacked on the internet

"rebuked"

if all my "memories" I had of being in heaven before coming to this earth are false

and I'm merely talking to lucifer, satan the devil 24/7 for years as I do 😁💓💓💓💓

#teacherspet

I got meekness about me

I don't feel "able" to be myself

even right now

BRIAN DON'T KISS ME ON THE LIPS BUT TWICE A YEAR IF THAT HE DEEMS ME SUCH A WORTHLESS LOSER 

BUT STILL HOT

Matthew 5:5 "Blessed are the meek: for they shall inherit the earth."

MOSES IN THE BIBLE WASN'T NO "ACCIDENT" god saw someone He could work with with moses!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

A lot of people trash tele-evangelists...............but often they have some meekness some humility about them I do believe. GOD IS ABLE TO USE PEOPLE THAT DON'T FEEL "ABLE" that's perfect that's perfect for god

in my brains

how am I going to be able to be that popular in the future????????

how am I going to even be able to be that???????????????????????

shaking hands galore

wishing people well galore

etc. 

etc. 

seems to exhausting and NOT LIKE ME

THIS BLOG POST IS "PUTTING ME OUT TO" just to type it

so tiring

aren't we so many of us tired??????????

tired of working working working getting nowhere?????????

tired of dieting maybe and getting nowhere some of us (I went years with the scale not really moving - I'd diet and loose 10 lbs and then just gain it right back in day or two..................that's tiring.............sad thing I got so excited when I lost that 10lbs EVERYTIME SO EXCITED only for that scale to zip right back up days later) 

I have to ice bath most days these days.................to zap energy back into myself

when you get that "soul tired" 

which is what I have

it's hard doing life anymore

just so weary of waiting for this "breakthrough" from god 

so many pastors speak of having "breakthroughs" 

but years go by nothing

years go by and USUALLY THINGS JUST GET WORSE IF I'M THE NORM

and I'm tired

and I've been tired FOR A REALLY LONG TIME

Confession I'm nearly doing witchcraft it's called "everything is coming up roses" -------- maybe it is witchcraft??????????? But I tell you what sitting around thinking about how hated I am on earth, waiting for the next the next time I'm attacked by a christian cause it's always christians attacking me on the internet --------- that wasn't working out for me. Being stressed - wasn't working out for me...................positive thinking WORKS...........................

James 5:16 "Confess your faults one to another, and pray one for another, that ye may be healed. The effectual fervent prayer of a righteous man availeth much." You should not want to pray for me to not have success with the "everything is coming up roses" maybe spell but I doubt it's witch craft since how I did no spell

I didn't say nothing no special welwrkeiaworhawelrj

besides it is done now -------------------- you can't stop what's already did!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

you could pray that I don't do spells again if this was a spell ----------- I really ain't sure it's a spell, it's me being witchy hence I'm talking about it on my blog cause if it is a fault I'm supposed to confess my faults...................don't seem like a fault to me. Faults would be thinking negative, acting out of some "negative space" I believe. 

 Confession I'm nearly doing witchcraft it's called "everything is coming up roses" -------- maybe it is witchcraft??????????? But I tell you what sitting around thinking about how hated I am on earth, waiting for the next the next time I'm attacked by a christian cause it's always christians attacking me on the internet --------- that wasn't working out for me. Being stressed - wasn't working out for me...................positive thinking WORKS...........................

there's "components" to the "everything is coming up roses" spell and maybe various varieties of it that witches do do out there......................................it's likely, they do use herbs

I never had a witchcraft book

at the age of 3 a crayon on the wall taught me the "dark arts" several times a week for MONTHS, and I ran to my parents room crying crying crying (there's other blog posts I talk about it, back then my parents just immediately sent me back to bed and I often slept on the cold wood floor of the hallway) eventually I agree'd to learn the dark arts, that happened. OH I BECAME HARRY POTTER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

but what if this isn't witchcraft

but a "tool of faith"???????????????

   Like catholics use images of mother mary, and regular christians use images of jesus, to give them courage etc. THEY USE REAL IMAGERY AS "TOOLS OF FAITH" 

well same goes with "everything is coming up roses"

I'M CONFESSING IT TO YOU

to me it feels pure that I ain't "backtracked" 

faith is what is needed!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

but "everything is coming up roses" I'll confess is more then faith ------------ it's a declaration

but there are parts to this "everything is coming up roses".......................

commit to excersise

commit to eating better

you can't become magically skinny, of good health.....................still eating foods not great for you all the time, still not excersizing everyday some etc. 

but then there's like literal science behind roses oh ya...................

and this might not be me doing witchcraft at all 

but merely positive thinking in a odd way ya

cause really I ain't doing a "spell"

also 

I need to read the bible everyday

keep on with these habits EVERYDAY

and the roses everywhere remind me

that I need to do these "positive things" everyday

everyday

every single day

but 

people will probably attribute this as me not only doing witchcraft but being some "master witch" cause I'm really hated. 

I'm really really hated

but 

with the "everything is coming up roses" it don't matter how much people hate me..................

if I have a abundant healthy life that is what matters!!!!!!!!!!!!

and I don't need much money for that

I am rich

I don't need all the gucci, prada, those are the worlds goods that the world fiends after!!!!!!!!!!!!

some witches speak of "beauty spells" makeup spells

amateur hour

love ya witches but that's amateur hour 💓💓💓💓💓

though yes there is lip gunk on my lips in this particular picture from like 2 days ago

um the old testiment says not to covet...................

Exodus 20:17

Thou shalt not covet thy neighbour's house, thou shalt not covet thy neighbour's wife, nor his manservant, nor his maidservant, nor his ox, nor his ass, nor any thing that is thy neighbour's.

new testiment since how I know most chrsitians deem the old testiment filth trash to be avoided at all costs..................

1 Corinthians 5:11

But now I have written unto you not to keep company, if any man that is called a brother be a fornicator, or covetous, or an idolator, or a railer, or a drunkard, or an extortioner; with such an one no not to eat.

when everything is "coming up roses" 

you don't envy or covet nothing

a nice diamond painting to do 

some nice rose perfume..............................................

nachos for lunch maybe

#riches beyond belief