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Monday, March 12, 2018

Following jesus (though I stink at it, saved by grace) it works out. I wouldn't know what to do with myself if I was mega popular (I'm going to have to figure that out though)...................

Following jesus (though I stink at it, saved by grace) it works out. I wouldn't know what to do with myself if I was mega popular (I'm going to have to figure that out though).
  I have been for MONTHS, shocked that I am not more popular on instagram in particular, not only can I impersonate marilyn monroe real well, I can SING LIKE HER, and talk like her. My grandma on my mom's side of the family was 3rd in the world one year for yodeling, I have the extreme vocal range that marilyn monroe had! I could be of that "dubious vocation a person could be called to ------------ you know the really earth scirgey one"
  Mark 13:13 "And ye shall be hated of all men for my name's sake: but he that shall endure unto the end, the same shall be saved." Bible don't appear to be saying that many of us are going to be liked.............though I do believe some in the body of christ are liked a lot cause in the bible there were people liked seemed to be pretty much, joseph, abraham, moses, david - I deem them all significantly liked by the world at large. (jesus was liked for awhile anyways, he was pretty liked - the lord wasn't a "earth scirge")
   Certain "shock factor" in my mind, literally looking like marilyn monroe, and talking like marilyn monroe, etc. --- nobody hardly going to acknowledge that?????????? You'd think that'd be it, nowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww now I will be very popular! --------------------- nope 😂
   I'm having to "old school" things these days, and literally open my bible (went most my life, being given fancy messages from god/holy spirit, didn't have to read my bible often). Could be though that my life, the speed of life on this earth is soooooooooooooooo fast, that I'm having a real hard time lately listening to that "still small voice" 1 Kings 19:12 "And after the earthquake a fire; but the Lord was not in the fire: and after the fire a still small voice."
  My kids are having early release days and seems more days off to me these days, and then they so involved in their schools which is great, but there is always stuffs going on at my house, it never ends. (and I've been greately worried about my knee/knee's left knee sometimes locks up some - not full mobility in my left knee anymore all the time...................but lately it's my right knee that is in agony)
  But anyways, fellow christians, if you aren't liked, if you ain't getting job promotions etc. etc. don't worry, it pry means you doing something right (and that doesn't mean you won't be promoted or liked in the future..............GOD IS IN THE PROMOTING BUISINESS! 1 Peter 5:6 "Humble yourselves therefore under the mighty hand of God, that he may exalt you in due time:").
   I'm going to keep up putting marilyn monroe pics on my instagram, cheers me up, how can you not be of a cheery mindset looking like this???????????? I pasteled my room, and I'm in a pastel wig in this photo (pics on my instagram "marilynmonroefan") I'm a huge believer that jesus wants us to be happy! Cheery! John 16:33 "These things I have spoken unto you, that in me ye might have peace. In the world ye shall have tribulation: but be of good cheer; I have overcome the world."

  I'm unmighty, but god is mighty!
Have a great week earth!

Saturday, March 3, 2018

Faith without works is dead so I'm getting buisy : ) if your faith feels dead at any point in time (less fire, less zeal then usual) get buisy that is my advice!..........................

(bag of candies I'm taking to church tommorow - dollar tree zeal and fire for the lord is real 🔥)
Faith without works is dead so I'm getting buisy 😊 if your faith feels dead at any point in time (less fire, less zeal then usual) get buisy that is my advice!
  James 2:19-20 "Thou believest that there is one God; thou doest well: the devils also believe, and tremble. But wilt thou know, O vain man, that faith without works is dead?"
   Tommorow my church has people giving candy for the church easter egg hunt (they are filling 100's of plastic eggs with candy, this year it will be at 2 schools and opened up to the nearby communities), I am about to go to the dollar tree and buy a few bags of candy. (I have no good deed plot for the rest of the week) But I'm zealous 👍
  I relate to the soldier part of this video.....................11:50 into it............................
  I greately theorize I got used to be babied, by church, by my family, by alllllllllllll kinds of people. They meant well by babying me. 
  But there is a time to I quote movie Encino Man, to "be a man esse"!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
2 Timothy 2:4 "No man that warreth entangleth himself with the affairs of this life; that he may please him who hath chosen him to be a soldier."
  I often feel like I am in the army ---------- well I am in the army of god! And soldiers do not fear! 
 Have a great week earth!
I totally have a vision for my future to, I had visions many of them (clean been to my future, there is a room I'm going to go to every evening in my future I could draw out the details of this room to the "T" ------------- A REAL ROOM THAT I AM GOING TO EVERY EVENING FOR ALL OF ETERNITY, long as I make it to heaven). There's maybe 5 steps leading up to the door of this slightly larger then twin sized bed towards the right, on the left side there is a dresser, and there is a massive window about 20 feet high and 30 feet wide - big, and giant curtain made of a expensive velvet material - heavy velvet - held open at the sides by giant ropes. More to this room then that, but it's not time for me to talk. (told a handful of people about all this and the bible verses that apply to me.................pretty safe to say they pry think I'm nuts) But if I was nuts how would I know about the room and all the details.........the room is spoken about in this song.......................which is me pretty much talking to much.....where Patrick Stump sings "and we can pull the black out curtains down".........
 I will give my whole life to the lord forever for this vision to happen! I had amnesia for a long time and I regained my memories, I remembered. 
  I don't know what sort of future the rest of the body of christ has in their minds for like eternity???????????? 
    I pry need to stop my instagram account really stop the marilyn monroe scenangans.........cause that ain't my "vision" my vision is one where I'm living for the lord, and loving people and doing much good. And not only in this life, but in the next! That is my idea of a happy eternity, one where I love people and am loved, and serve people. 
  I don't want to be this "look at me I'm so gorgeous" person (I think I feel pressured by society, that and I am very insecure of my weight and I use that marilyn monroe look alike stuffs as a crutch....................there was a time I was alright with my weight but I am extremely insecure about it these days) The ketogenic diet though is totally working for me, it's just slow going. Being vegan for 6 months or so, I gained weight, and I learned my body doesn't work on the vegan diet. Every persons metabolism is a bit different I have learned. 
  The greatest in the kingdom of heaven will be the least and the servant of all!
But greatness just to be great isn't a good plan..........I really do find value, in humbling myself, and serving others. 
The people out there with the richest lives/eternities aren't the ones that just take gorgeous pictures of's the people that lay their lives down for their friends. 
  Besides, even if you get lots of fame and money..........that just ain't where real life is, it's in "family" - family being a lot more then just blood relatives. 
  I'm done with living in fear!
(besides probably the whole earth will just deem me as having a big imagination that I didn't have any visions at all about my future that were real - which is just fine world)


Tuesday, February 27, 2018

The closest I'll ever come to appologizing for my blog...................

(latest painting, it's not done yet following along a painting tutorial by Angela Anderson
 The closest I'll ever come to appologizing for my blog.
My family really beat me down recently (except my half sister amber, she was not one of my brothers and sisters that said my blog was horrible). Some them have complained that I changed the size of letters in my blog and e-mails. I changed the size of letters, and type, cause I get passionate about what I'm talking about, and I want my readers to feel my zeal for god's word. Even though it is just type I want my readers to experience the fire and zeal that I am experiencing while speaking about the word of god. (and at times I change the type, to highlight a particular word I am "zoning in on" ---- one word can make a huge difference in a bible verse. That is why I solely go with the Kings James bible version).
   They also have cristized that I use the same bible verses again and again...................well I did not know there was a law against having some favorite bible verses!
   The word of god says, to dig deep Luke 6:48 "He is like a man which built an house, and digged deep, and laid the foundation on a rock: and when the flood arose, the stream beat vehemently upon that house, and could not shake it: for it was founded upon a rock." In my estimation the re-use of many bible verses again and again, is a form of "digging deep".
   1 Thessalonians 2:13 "For this cause also thank we God without ceasing, because, when ye received the word of God which ye heard of us, ye received it not as the word of men, but as it is in truth, the word of God, which effectually worketh also in you that believe."
  I thought many of my blog posts were actually good. My mom told me I should give up blogging altogether a few years ago, now I don't know if she told me that cause she is like other members of my family and deem my blog to be horrible? Or that Jesus Christ is so hated, and/or the body of christ is so divided that it is useless to even try? I don't think it is useless to even try! Recently I read this verse while doing my often 2x's a day read of some the bible Joel 3:14 "Multitudes, multitudes in the valley of decision: for the day of the Lord is near in the valley of decision." I believe there are many in the "valley of decision" even today ------------ it could be a pastor that makes them decide yep I'm giving my life to the lord. Or it could be a blogger, or a you tuber, etc.
   Let's make Jesus very very very popular! 
: ) 
That's it, that's the closest I'm going to come to appologizing for my blog pry. I find this life to be one that can burden a person greately. Burdened with trying to look a certain way, or dress a certain way, or have the right car, etc. etc. etc. And with christ, I have found my load to be "easy and light" Matthew 11:29-30 "Take my yoke upon you, and learn of me; for I am meek and lowly in heart: and ye shall find rest unto your souls. For my yoke is easy, and my burden is light."
  Even if my blog was truely abysmal, following jesus works!!!!!!! I'm the ultimate poster child for christ in a way. If Jesus will work for me, he should be able to work for anyone! 
  Maybe someday my family will like my blog, maybe they will loath it forever????????? It's ok! The chill hippy in me just had to do a ukelele cover of "Let it Be" by the Beattles.
  I'm convinced things are going to be ok. I've gone into ultra chill hippy mode 😎


Wednesday, February 14, 2018

Friendly reminder not to judge people, cause you never know what they are going through at the moment.................

Friendly reminder not to judge people, cause you never know what they are going through at the moment.
  What I'm going through at the moment that lead to this mom told me to not wear tichels that I am white, and I replied "is my nose jewish" and then she replied "Sheri you are white" and then I replied "is my nose jewish?" and eventually she admitted that my nose is jewish.

I cannot say how many blue wig people there are walking around right now? My whole thing here is, people is going through STUFFS out there.
  And you all might think me being pressured to not wear a tichel isn't me going through much.........for me it definately was enough of me going through something or another that I've decided blue "wig happy time yes!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"
   And I have been listening to much jamiroquai "automaton" can't get enough of this a "funk zone" in my mind anyways right now...............
1 Corinthians 4:5 "Therefore judge nothing before the time, until the Lord come, who both will bring to light the hidden things of darkness, and will make manifest the counsels of the hearts: and then shall every man have praise of God."
  All blue haired or other colored haired people/kids bad plan to judge them, all tattoo'd people's or multiple piercing people's. 
  It's a severelly touchy topic for me my hair, if you try and tell me and really coax me to be white, and just be white, and never walk around looking like a christian jew (though a tichel isn't necessary except when praying cause I believe women should cover their heads when praying, though wigs definately work to). My hair in my mind is my freedom, if I'm told I can't do something with my hair, then my freedom is being messed with in my mind. 
 If I'm not allowed to be me in someway, then my freedom has greately been messed with, or nearly messed was horrible last weekend at the messianic synagogue I like to go mom had so messed with my mind, that I sitting there wearing my tichel felt 
like maybe I was dirty and less then cause I was wearing a tichel
and couldn't hardly look the girl across from me at the end when we sing and wish people a good week (that's what they do at this synagogue) couldn't hardly look her in the eye. 
cause it looks to be if I ain't white white white lots -------- I'm less then. 
That being christian jew isn't something to be open about but to keep that hidden.............or to be jewish for that matter. I'm it looks to be supposed to hide that. 
  Thank god for this blue wig though!
Thank god my hair is free!!!!!!!!!!!
thank god for lady gaga to, 
maybe my mom meant well by that all cause she's sure I'm about to get killed or live a bad life if people know I'm jewish. 
but what about just letting me be me????????????
what about freedom????????
she told me in the same phone conversation we are all americans........well aren't those supposed to be free?????????????????
This is great though this all happened, cause it's a good opportunity to remind the world to be much more loving to one another............much more compassionate. 
  Exodus 2:6 "And when she had opened it, she saw the child: and, behold, the babe wept. And she had compassion on him, and said, This is one of the Hebrews' children." - compassion is a beautiful thing I hope we all have that much more to one another. 


Sunday, February 4, 2018

My biggest struggle lately is sometimes feeling THE NEED to please men, to compare up to all the people posting stuffs on instagram etc. etc. -------- I know to it's like chasing a rainbow, you'll never get to the end of it even if you think your close................

My biggest struggle lately is sometimes feeling THE NEED to please men, to compare up to all the people posting stuffs on instagram etc. etc. -------- I know to it's like chasing a rainbow, you'll never get to the end of it even if you think your close................there's always new fashions, new this, new that.
  It's gotta be at the very least EXHAUSTING for millionaire's to "keep up" if indeed they make the effort to keep up. Unending getting nails done, getting hair done, gym trips, spa trips, derma needle sessions probably (if they wanted to stay young, those derma rollers!!!!!!!!!! I roll!!!!!!!!!!! I can't handle aging)

   Yep............I thought long and hard on my marilyn monroe look alike stuffs, thought about my motives. Think it is what the bible is meaning about Jeremiah 17:9 "The heart is deceitful above all things, and desperately wicked: who can know it?" You can be 100% sure that your motives are all pure, and maybe they mostly are, for myself I think they often mostly are.
  But is pride creeping in??????????
 Is this detracting from doing things that would "please god"??????????????? Not to say I'm going to quit my instagram account.............I am a marilyn monroe fan, and a marilyn monroe look alike and it is fun and there's nothing wrong with having some fun every now and then. It just needs to not become something "bigger" then it is. 
  Like even if I was getting lots of jobs as a marilyn monroe impersonator someday, it needs to not become something "bigger" then it is.
 God/Jesus needs to be 1st! Matthew 6:21 "For where your treasure is, there will your heart be also." That something so fleeting like beauty, be not my treasure, or the pride of life, or pride, like I don't know.............alllllllllllllllll the things people do out there some treasure over god. Those things never be what I treasure.
 passing away things!!!!!!!!!!!!!
1 John 2:17 "And the world passeth away, and the lust thereof: but he that doeth the will of God abideth for ever."

  I don't got nothing else to blog for today, that's all, that's what's on my heart today. I think I know of a way to figure out where my heart is...................where am I spending most my it in god's word........................or am I watching wayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy to much "entertainment tonight" and reading wayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy to many celebrity magazines. 
  I think there is a way, to gauge, where our hearts are. Ephesians 5:15 "See then that ye walk circumspectly, not as fools, but as wise," I believe walking circumspectly (though I could be intrepreting ephesians 5:15 wrong though I have no idea what else this verse could mean) is talking about considering where you are spending most of your time in the day??????
What am I/you treasuring in the day????????? Cause where our treasure is "there will your heart be also"!!!!! 
Have a great week earth!

Monday, January 15, 2018

My family has been "greatly insisting" that I'm just a white person and I identify myself as a christian jew...........I believe christians should not get tattoo's or eat bacon (eating other meat is ok, shellfish looks to be not ok I don't like oysters sooooooooooo).............................

edit ------ my brother accused me of taking the word of god out of context. And then I asked him how and he didn't say how he just accused me of it, while also telling me that I'm crazy that I'm white that he's white, that we are all white (even though growing up my whole entire childhood, I was told my great grandpa was the 1st to become a christian --- in a jewish family the rubenstein family, and then he abbreviated our last name to "ruby")
   My half sister not long ago took a dna test THAT SHOWED 0 JEWISHNESS...........but the dna test is fully accurate only on the sons that she took.
  My brother's big theological disagreement with me (I theorize, cause he didn't tell me exactly which bible verses he thought I was taking out of context) is the idea that he can't eat bacon or he thinks I don't think he can eat bacon 1 Corinthians 10:23 "All things are lawful for me, but all things are not expedient: all things are lawful for me, but all things edify not." Not eating bacon maybe isn't edifying, I don't know I ain't the edifying expert of the planet? -------- my family lovesssssssssssssssss their bacon
  ---------------- My half sister, and my dad never got a dna test done. They both just a combo of believed and assumed they were related to each other. And so my dad paid child support payments for years. Though probably my family thinks themselves to be 3% jewish and that's it.............pry a really tiny percent, for my big half sisters dna test to show up that she wasn't jewish at all. For me it's nuts what my family is trying to tell me (that I'm all white completely) my mind minimal I'm 10% jewish --------- probably 15-20 percent jewish FOR REALS!!!!!!!!!! I honest believe I got a bit extra jewish dna in myself................look at my nose jewish AF!!!!!!!!!!!
  I feel like I've lost my family right now. My parents did disown me several years ago, the disownment lasted 6 months, they said if I called my brother a a-hole (and I felt he was treating one of his 3 ex wives very unfairly ----- I can't remember the specifics but I won't just call somebody a a-hole unless I feel they've done some stuffs to warrant that title) if I called him a a-hole one more time on the phone 
he wasn't on the phone for that phonecall 
that that was it they were going to disown me forever. 
I was really upset with my brother back then..............
  Either way right now my family has lied to me, whether they have lied to me my entire life telling me I'm jewish. Or I'm being lied to right now, that they are all suddenly white all kinds to keep my big sister in the family. I for years had e-mailed my family once a week then I admitedly got a bit more yacky - for a long time once a week to update them, thinking I was helping keep my family together in that. Lately they've been accusing me of lieing often in e-mails (I don't think they want to be guilty alone). Lieing is a serious thing Revelation 22:15 "For without are dogs, and sorcerers, and whoremongers, and murderers, and idolaters, and whosoever lovethand maketh a lie." My om now is saying that jack ruby isn't family (though my grandpa told me that on the phone when I was in the 8th grade and went on about jack ruby's sibblings etc. he went into great detail). My mom is saying my grandpa (they ain't even talking about great grandpa which is what I was discussing with my grandpa. That my grandpa had a brother and a sister, his brother was named rawly I met him when we lived in arizona, and that they are basically completely jewish hardly at all. Enough jewish that my mom admits my nose is jewish but that's it, white white white white white otherwise.
  In my mind either it's a jewish family or it isn't!!!!!!!!!!!!!  Is it really insane for me to think I'm a bit jewish I have a honking jewish nose on my face!!!!!!!!!!!!
My family has been "greatly insisting" that I'm just a white person and I identify myself as a christian jew...........I believe christians should not get tattoo's or eat bacon (eating other meat is ok, shellfish looks to be not ok I don't like oysters sooooooooooo).............................
  My family (my parents, brother, and sisters) eat hot dogs, and bacon. I grew up eating bacon. My parents told me often James 2:10 "For whosoever shall keep the whole law, and yet offend in one point, he is guilty of all." That I could not say for instance try to not get a tattoo for the reasons of wanting to keep what is written in the old testiment I have no tattoo's never got one didn't listen to my family. 
  But context is everything.....................James 2:10 "For whosoever shall keep the whole law, and yet offend in one point, he is guilty of all." So james 2:10 isn't I think necessarily saying run from your lives from the book of leviticus!
 This website is saying what I believe really well..........
I don't know who wrote this from the above website but when they say """""""""Paul was stressing to them the MEANING and IMPORTANCE of what the Messiah has done. Brought GRACE in light of our transgressing the Law thereby FULFILLING the Law NOT abolishing it."""""""""""" I really agree with that!

Matthew 5:18"For verily I say unto you, Till heaven and earth pass, one jot or one tittle shall in no wise pass from the law, till all be fulfilled." To me matthew 5:18 means the old testiment is in play. How can it be...............that the law is still in effect according to Mattew 5:18 but you all can eat bacon that's fine?????????????
I've long stayed away from this topic because I was afraid people are going to accuse me of this bible verse.........1 Timothy 4:3 "Forbidding to marry, and commanding to abstain from meats, which God hath created to be received with thanksgiving of them which believe and know the truth."
  Are we all supposed to guzzle down all the hot dogs and bacon we can just so as to make sure we aren't guilty of James 2:10????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????
  You might think I'm being ridiculous..........................I've been up against this idea here my entire life! This idea that "if you want to be a real christian, you can't actually do anything written in the old testiment else you are under the law, and oops if you mess up on one them say get a tattoo your guilty and now your heading to hell" ------ that's what my parents told me as a kid!
If you have a tattoo jesus forgives, 
if you have ate bacon, or shellfish, or hot dogs today jesus forgives, 
nobody perfectly heeds the law that's why everyone needs jesus
but are you all sure that the old testiment is garbage --- don't follow none of that?????????????????????
  I may only be less then 1/4th jewish dna wise..........but in my heart I'm 100% a christian jew!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Have a great day!
If I did loose my family for reals which, if something happens to you in the past (like your parents disowning you for 6 months) you end up worrying about that all the sudden. What once wasn't a worry for me. But I go to the bible nomadder how things play out Romans 8:28 "And we know that all things work together for good to them that love God, to them who are the called according to his purpose."
  Nomadder what things are going to work together for my good. I definately am going through a ruff patch right now. And I am fine with amber as my sister nomadder what - that isn't the issue at hand at all. I actually have viewed myself as a christian jew for a long time now and my family is like -----------
nope you can't do that your 100% white
  I am part native american to...........but I was at the cut off to join my mom's there is no way for me to be a part of that culture really I do not know much about the native american lifestyle. That and I don't look native american I totally don't, but I do in my estimation look considerably jewish.
    If say the apostolic christian church of america finally wanted me back at their church.........................that could be the will of god someday and work together for my good (they pry won't want me back til they get rid of their nobody can wear wedding rings not even henna "commandment of men" ----- they claim it's cause wedding rings are gold, but they won't even allow cheap 25 cent machine rings.............definately a "commandment of men" in my mind, that and they used to forbid bangs and they have a strong "commandment of men" """"""mo""""""""""")
  But anyways.................trusting in god good deal : ) People that don't put their trust in god, end up often worried etc.
  I believe the "rest" of christ, the bible mentions is when you stop trying to like force stuffs to happen and instead just trust god that his good and perfect will is and will continue to be worked out in your/our lives. Things are going to end up ok.

Thursday, January 11, 2018

2018 has begun and we aint destroyed 2 Corinthians 4:9 "Persecuted, but not forsaken; cast down, but not destroyed;" years off to a good start for sure........................

2018 has begun and we aint destroyed 2 Corinthians 4:9 "Persecuted, but not forsaken; cast down, but not destroyed;" years off to a good start for sure........................
Got laid off of my job, but I know god's got more for me in the future! Tell you all the truth, I don't got much to blog right now. But maybe I don't even need to say much, maybe just my not giving up, my sheer tenacity, is all that anyone needs to witness or something?????

The above video, I don't know how I managed to even have a double chin in video's so I took another photo of myself, cause I don't want people thinking I'm fat (I've been called fat so often that I have developed a complex) I am a skinny these days this photo proves that.................
 The bible says to not be surprised at the fiery trail that is about to happen to you as if some strange thing has happened 1 Peter 4:12-13 "Beloved, think it not strange concerning the fiery trial which is to try you, as though some strange thing happened unto you: But rejoice, inasmuch as ye are partakers of Christ's sufferings; that, when his glory shall be revealed, ye may be glad also with exceeding joy."
  And you might tell me "sheri, just because nobody hardly ever comments on your blog, and they might all think you a complete "b word" either that or your mom is right and absolutely everyone in the whole planet loves you -------- that's hardly a fiery trial"
In my mind I am for 100% fiery trialed all kinds 
galore right now!
  It's sad I e-mail my aunt, and the elder that yelled at me ("yell" is slang I sometimes use, by saying yell I mean he didn't yell at me, he did raise his voice a few times as did I cause I did not appreciate being put down for around a hour of time --- yell means lots of not nice words extremely for a long amount of time this elder spoke to me) and his wife...........none them e-mail me back...........that's sad. Ya they could love me and be praying for me a slew.............but if you love somebody wouldn't you e-mail them at least sometimes??????????????????? My mom says my aunt aint e-mailing me because the cult has silenced her, not because she doesn't love me. cults need to not exist then because breaking up families like this is ridiculous!
  Have a great week earth! 
remember as bad as things might be in your life - your not dead and therefore 2018 is off to a good start
God is still in the miracle buisiness! 
I know He ain't done with me (and if  you breathing he well He don't want to be done with you ------ GOD WISHES NONE SHOULD PERISH!!!!!!!!!! 
2 Peter 3:9 "The Lord is not slack concerning his promise, as some men count slackness; but is longsuffering to us-ward, not willing that any should perish, but that all should come to repentance." In a way I'm very apostolic christian church of americanian................that's what made all the elders bad stuffs he said about me that my mind he was supposed to think highly of me, not badly of me.
 I care what people think about me, and my whole life my dad has said "sheri you can't care what other people think about you" (my mom just conferred that dad meant in the way that I can't live my life in fear of talking etc.) I do care............and I have been unable to stop caring! Ecclesiastes 7:1 "A good name is better than precious ointment; and the day of death than the day of one's birth." 21 pilots also cares what people think...............good plan, this makes sense to my estimation  you should care about what people think about you, you/we us all should want a good name!!!!!!!!! If you have or if I have for that matter ever done bad stuffs which we all is sinners fallen short of the glory of god..................just get doing good stuffs A GOOD NAME IS POSSIBLE TO ATTAIN!