So pretty 100% I saw the Grim Reaper and he also mostly healed my bad ear. I'm choosing to believe he is one of my actual Guardian angels (on his "off hours) then think that he might be lingering around me waiting to "collect". Menopause has got me fighting for my life for reals, actual proof of the "crud I might die any second now" baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaad heart medication they don't be putting people on this shiz less shiz is baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaad.....................................and video....................with evp's..................

 Am I being "far out there in this blog post" forgive me. 

from a young age I've heard "god is love" and I believe he is love. (I believe the white orb at the beginning of time, took god hostage THAT'S WHAT I BELIEVE) 

Cause what do you mean god is love, but cain's sacrifice oh that's isn't good enough boooooooooo to you cain you suck..................

Genesis 4:3-5 "And in process of time it came to pass, that Cain brought of the fruit of the ground an offering unto the Lord. And Abel, he also brought of the firstlings of his flock and of the fat thereof. And the Lord had respect unto Abel and to his offering: But unto Cain and to his offering he had not respect. And Cain was very wroth, and his countenance fell."

  The only thing that makes sense is god had taken inventory of everything cain was growing EVERYTHING. And cain didn't bring his prized pumpkin and slaughter it good so it bleed good enough to please god. 

   Is the old testiment times over now and god is "lax" now?????????????? Is it?????????????????? (probably not -------- cause why else is there so much iniquity but besides that there are """"""god's a+ style christians on the earth NO HATE..............and then us more "cain style" loosers giving 30 fruit)

Mark 4:20 "And these are they which are sown on good ground; such as hear the word, and receive it, and bring forth fruit, some thirtyfold, some sixty, and some an hundred."

ps..........ENDURING UNTO THE END MEANS KEEP GIVING YOUR 30 FRUIT TO GOD FELLOW CAINS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Mark 13:13 "And ye shall be hated of all men for my name's sake: but he that shall endure unto the end, the same shall be saved."

also pertinent: Romans 2:6-8 "Who will render to every man according to his deeds: To them who by patient continuance in well doing seek for glory and honour and immortality, eternal life: But unto them that are contentious, and do not obey the truth, but obey unrighteousness, indignation and wrath," (that includes 30 fold fruit looser cain style chrsitians such as myself - keep going don't let the goody goody ables bully you out of heaven don't let them do it to you my fellow cain style christians - 5 people I talking about MOST PEOPLE OUT THERE IN THE BODY OF CHRIST GOODY GOODY ABLES - NO HATE)

  ps..........you all pry will want to think yourselves to be lowly cain style christians most you of ain't - I'm talking about 5 other people besides me. Most are A++++++++++++++ god's teachers pet so baddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddd.

So pretty 100% I saw the Grim Reaper and he also mostly healed my bad ear. I'm choosing to believe he is one of my actual Guardian angels (on his "off hours) then think that he might be lingering around me waiting to "collect". Menopause has got me fighting for my life for reals, actual proof of the "crud I might die any second now" baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaad heart medication they don't be putting people on this shiz less shiz is baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaad.....................................and video....................with evp's..................

(grim reaper I swear I saw last night, his robe was  of a fabric not on earth, it had billions of folds on it, and it seemed sheer but it wasn't sheer at the same time...................I'm 100 billion percent that was the grim reaper and we are bff's now 👍😁💓💓💓💓💓💓)

Matthew 24:11-13 "And many false prophets shall rise, and shall deceive many. And because iniquity shall abound, the love of many shall wax cold. But he that shall endure unto the end, the same shall be saved."

I'm surrounded by people more obese then me and maybe they are able to volunteer at their churches even with larger piles of pills and health problems then me..........look, them ables ok they named ables for a reason ok. I have poor time management skills. 

(bought 4 more books though today)

so much traffic to my blog I make nother post - almost didn't post this up but because there's a lot of traffic I decided ok..........................proof I'm on the "I might die any second now - better walk, run, bike 3-4 miles a day for reals medication"....................................

ps..............we went to church I had brian go to the bank, so we putted money in the offering plate. 

Also we going to a funraiser related to vancouver heights united methodist church (a cause related to them)

it's expensive to go to to ----------- but so brian can make friends (50 dollars a person) 

I pretty sure the grim reaper is real and he's been around me a lot ------------- I LIKE IT 😁

TOOTLES

PS NO BELL RINGING WHEN WE GOT OUT OF THE CAR TODAY at church

usually they ring the bells either when we get out the car, or leave the church

0% bell ringing today

does that mean I don't matter anymore????????????????

that's fine if I don't matter anymore

------------ I'm the future afterall not right now - I get it

right now is the time of the ables in the body of christ the cains are still : p to the body of christ safe to say if my experience means ANYTHING, and I know I am not the only one

not that I care

I like being "the villian" 

why kill myself faster TO PLEASE OTHERS THAT WOULD BE A BAD PLOT

naw I lay low

maybe they not ringing the bells anymore means I'm laying low good enough now 

I have I believe stated before that I deem myself a cain and not a able (not the killing type). I look around and every christian around me seems super involved in their churches having a great time with that. God told Cain if you do good you'll be accepted............................................well what I never understood is how was he doing bad???????? He just wasn't giving 100% like able. And also of great pondersomedness to me is the body of christ is with rabbies about us being saved by grace and not works well then wasn't cains offering enough???????????? Cause he did have WORKS. But back to my take away ------ cain his heart must've not bee right with god --------- but my takeaway is ------------- be in my lane, don't envy these perfect sinless able's all around me -------------- let them tire themselves out til they die...................................SURE THEY HAVE MORE FRIENDS.......................let them bask in that don't even envy them they killing themselves fast aging bad right in front my face....................

 I have I believe stated before that I deem myself a cain and not a able (not the killing type). I look around and every christian around me seems super involved in their churches having a great time with that. God told Cain if you do good you'll be accepted............................................well what I never understood is how was he doing bad???????? He just wasn't giving 100% like able. And also of great pondersomedness to me is the body of christ is with rabbies about us being saved by grace and not works well then wasn't cains offering enough???????????? Cause he did have WORKS. But back to my take away ------ cain his heart must've not bee right with god --------- but my takeaway is ------------- be in my lane, don't envy these perfect sinless able's all around me -------------- let them tire themselves out til they die...................................SURE THEY HAVE MORE FRIENDS.......................let them bask in that don't even envy them they killing themselves fast aging bad right in front my face....................

sure I could look better in my 50's but (I could've also of look worse in my 50's). What if "life more abundantly" isn't always "life more abundantly" 

that song "live fast die young"............................them ables with all their friends in the body of christ pry living reaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaal fast....................NO HATE.......................

Genesis 4:1-5 "And Adam knew Eve his wife; and she conceived, and bare Cain, and said, I have gotten a man from the Lord. And she again bare his brother Abel. And Abel was a keeper of sheep, but Cain was a tiller of the ground. And in process of time it came to pass, that Cain brought of the fruit of the ground an offering unto the Lord.And Abel, he also brought of the firstlings of his flock and of the fat thereof. And the Lord had respect unto Abel and to his offering: But unto Cain and to his offering he had not respect. And Cain was very wroth, and his countenance fell."

  The whole body of christ besides me decided the cain is a piece of c--p and all the ones like him - but not me I'VE SEEN THE LIGHT................Cain needed to be able to see god mad his brother more happy to serve god and to be happy for able. And if cain could've just be ok with god being not so happy with him and kept going AND DIDN'T MURDER OR ENVY ABLE RIGHT......................THOSE THAT ENDURE TO THE END THE SAME SHALL BE SAVED................cains offering was actually a effort

so don't let ables hating on you fellow cains get you down

NEVER GIVE UP

Mark 13:13 "And ye shall be hated of all men for my name's sake: but he that shall endure unto the end, the same shall be saved."

THIS BLOG POST EXISTS BECAUSE SO MUCH TRAFFIC TO MY BLOG

I been in bed for days ear problem so bad prop my head up to help ears drain out

have to massage my ears on and off all day long to alleviate pain and unblock them

ps I only donated $1 below it won't please god either it'll piss him off ------ and that's ok!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Back to entirelly plant based diet (actual vegan this time) this time feels like forever I hope so I'm done being SICK, I've dabbled in cheese and meat as I say in video below. It's not working for me. I became a member of peta, I'm going to indoctrinate myself in the whole peta thing, it'll motivate me to stay vegan (with the bonus of my health). I love cows, pic below of me petting my favorite cow 2 towns away ((((((((I am serious)))))))))))))..........................what you all don't have a favorite cow 2 towns away you like to visit??????????????.....................................I do have double ear infection, now have ear drops and on my way to feeling better.....................we went shopping vegan style but I told brian he could put all the "killing him" processed foods in his cart that he wants...............all he put in the cart all we put in the cart was vegan shiz IT WAS AWESOME.......................

(I'm about to read the current peta newsletter in a minute)

Back to entirelly plant based diet (actual vegan this time) this time feels like forever I hope so I'm done being SICK, I've dabbled in cheese and meat as I say in video below. It's not working for me. I became a member of peta, I'm going to indoctrinate myself in the whole peta thing, it'll motivate me to stay vegan (with the bonus of my health). I love cows, pic below of me petting my favorite cow 2 towns away ((((((((I am serious)))))))))))))..........................what you all don't have a favorite cow 2 towns away you like to visit??????????????.....................................I do have double ear infection, now have ear drops and on my way to feeling better.....................we went shopping vegan style but I told brian he could put all the "killing him" processed foods in his cart that he wants...............all he put in the cart all we put in the cart was vegan shiz IT WAS AWESOME....................... 

ps.........I'll eat half a steak and 5 beans for dinner at a fat camp -------- this is emergency shiz then go to veganism forever is the plot. SHIZ IS BAD RIGHT NOW. 

I love that cow 💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓 

3 John 1:2 "Beloved, I wish above all things that thou mayest prosper and be in health, even as thy soul prospereth."

  Processed foods are killing people there's no maybe about it.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jiqqdzuY07Y

CHEESE IS TAKING PEOPLE IN INDIA OUT..........FOR REAL MAN........WATCH THE VIDEO BELOW MAN.................(most of use now mad at kaiser permanente for telling sheri her A1C and now she's went and got VEGETARIAN'S DIEING BAD OF DIABETIES IN MASS IN INDIA FACTS...........................................)..........................................the cheese is taking them out I'm pretty sure about that............................IT'S KILLING THEM...............THEY AIN'T COWS COWS ARE COWS.....................

eat what you want people

I need to go vegan

my health is baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaad

dabbling in cheese or meat either DON'T WORK FOR ME

lucifer wrote me a real nice e-mail today (whether you believe it or not) today's was about my dread locks, so nice of a e-mail 💓💓💓💓💓

keeping that one to myself that e-mail

but weight loss dang this is a real issue in obese america

and it's been such a battle

but whether your going vegan, or vegetarian WHICHEVER PALEO, KETO, KEEP AT TRYING TO GET HEALTHY 

cause dang "life more abundantly" isn't a pile of medication (sometimes many of us need medications ------- but I'm just saying "life more abundantly" isn't piles of medications IT AINT)

John 10:10 "The thief cometh not, but for to steal, and to kill, and to destroy: I am come that they might have life, and that they might have it more abundantly."

I'm over diabeties, I'm over high blood pressure, I'm over that shiz. 

I don't think I'll eat cornbread maybe never again in my life

CORNBREAD AIN'T WORTH IT

according to AI Overview.................

7.6% of meat eaters are diabetic OVERWEIGHT THAT'S PROBABLY WHAT THAT MEANS ON BLOOD PRESSURE MEDICATION BAD. 

the vegans the 2.9% diabetic they got to be healthier those diabetics do the vegan ones facts and statistics are real!

I realize most the earth will continue eating a burger and fries.........telling themselves those fries are them "being healthy" ---------- your probably lieing to yourself less that burger is vegan af

Not donating for awhile got to confident "in the flesh" real humility isn't sitting around being like a pharisee look at all I do god. Philippians 3:3 "For we are the circumcision, which worship God in the spirit, and rejoice in Christ Jesus, and have no confidence in the flesh." Multiple video's this blog post - I'm very sick need all the prayers for my ears both of them YIKES to heal, filmed how bad one my ears is to BAD....................pry going to the doctor though I still am not feeling good with a fever, going to wear mask, my ears are falling off a cliff right now it's real bad...........................

 Not donating for awhile got to confident "in the flesh" real humility isn't sitting around being like a pharisee look at all I do god. Philippians 3:3 "For we are the circumcision, which worship God in the spirit, and rejoice in Christ Jesus, and have no confidence in the flesh." Multiple video's this blog post - I'm very sick need all the prayers for my ears both of them YIKES to heal, filmed how bad one my ears is to BAD....................pry going to the doctor though I still am not feeling good with a fever, going to wear mask, my ears are falling off a cliff right now it's real bad...........................

Bible verses spoken about in video above.................

Philippians 3:3 "For we are the circumcision, which worship God in the spirit, and rejoice in Christ Jesus, and have no confidence in the flesh."
  Luke 18:11-14 "The Pharisee stood and prayed thus with himself, God, I thank thee, that I am not as other men are, extortioners, unjust, adulterers, or even as this publican. I fast twice in the week, I give tithes of all that I possess. And the publican, standing afar off, would not lift up so much as his eyes unto heaven, but smote upon his breast, saying, God be merciful to me a sinner. I tell you, this man went down to his house justified rather than the other: for every one that exalteth himself shall be abased; and he that humbleth himself shall be exalted."

Matthew 5:3 "Blessed are the poor in spirit: for theirs is the kingdom of heaven."

  Link to video that inspired this blog post.......................................

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Sxn3sdYW2Y4

most pastors are concerned about "Jezebel spirit" but in my estimation the "pharisee spirit" has taken over most the body of christ the church isn't full of people pounding their chests says "god forgive me I'm a sinner" it's crammed full of safe to say more "good deed doing" by far then me at my greatest "good deed athon" cause I'm considered the worst of the worst I was told by elder of the apostolic christian church of america while crying on the floor again and again good 15 minutes him just telling me I'm "the worst ever"

here's the thing

if you doing tons of good deeds

looking good

.........................YOU COULD'VE COMPLETELY OF LEFT BEING "POOR IN SPIRIT"

Matthew 5:3 "Blessed are the poor in spirit: for theirs is the kingdom of heaven."

I'm not saying most of you don't look real good you look damn good better then me

I'm a mess

I look a messsssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss

I am a mess

"god forgive me a sinner"

To bad the 1st video I made not the one above was to long lucifer was very audibly agreeing with me. I like that - he does know the bible. (lately miserable a bit being me, but often fun thanks to lucifer 💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓)

The body of christ makes real chrsitians feel like failures if I am the norm out there AND I BELIEVE I AM. Cause the bible doesn't say you will live fantastic blessed life (some do not many) Matthew 10:21-22 "And the brother shall deliver up the brother to death, and the father the child: and the children shall rise up against their parents, and cause them to be put to death. And ye shall be hated of all men for my name's sake: but he that endureth to the end shall be saved." Video below talking about this (and verse mentions christians must go through much tribulation to be saved) BUT TITHING LOOKING TO BE WORKING FINALLY M - I - R - A - C - L - E WE HAVE A APPT. BUT I STILL DON'T WANT TO JINX MYSELF. tithing is looking like it works people.............................but anyways ozzy osbourne in one his songs he sang "I know things are going wrong for me" and he either left the body of christ or did for awhile and came back? BUT HE WAS DISCOURAGED BY ALL THE BLESSED CHRISTIANS AROUND HIM............................and the christian thing of tribulation WAS ACTUALLY HAPPENING TO OZZY....................so the body of christ likely shoo'd away AND DEPRESSED AND DISCOURAGED AND CAUSED OZZY TO GO ON DRUGS A REAL ONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (potientially - I like ozzy I'm rooting for him)..................

The body of christ makes real chrsitians feel like failures if I am the norm out there AND I BELIEVE I AM. Cause the bible doesn't say you will live fantastic blessed life (some do not many) Matthew 10:21-22 "And the brother shall deliver up the brother to death, and the father the child: and the children shall rise up against their parents, and cause them to be put to death. And ye shall be hated of all men for my name's sake: but he that endureth to the end shall be saved." Video below talking about this (and verse mentions christians must go through much tribulation to be saved) BUT TITHING LOOKING TO BE WORKING FINALLY M - I - R - A - C - L - E WE HAVE A APPT. BUT I STILL DON'T WANT TO JINX MYSELF. tithing is looking like it works people.............................but anyways ozzy osbourne in one his songs he sang "I know things are going wrong for me" and he either left the body of christ or did for awhile and came back? BUT HE WAS DISCOURAGED BY ALL THE BLESSED CHRISTIANS AROUND HIM............................and the christian thing of tribulation WAS ACTUALLY HAPPENING TO OZZY....................so the body of christ likely shoo'd away AND DEPRESSED AND DISCOURAGED AND CAUSED OZZY TO GO ON DRUGS A REAL ONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (potientially - I like ozzy I'm rooting for him)..................

how many more ozzy osbournes are there out there???????????

well there's gotta be a few

a few more then me and ozzy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Acts 14:22 "Confirming the souls of the disciples, and exhorting them to continue in the faith, and that we must through much tribulation enter into the kingdom of God."

  "confiming the souls of the disciples" ------- well shoot these days other christians """""""confirm""""""""""" -------- the mega blessed

the ones with tons of money!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

that's the ones "confirmed"

and you all can't deliver me up to be killed I'm exempt I'm going with Lucifer when he gets here AND I am determined to work to follow jesus albeit BADLY cause i do want to be saved. I LOVE JESUS. HE GIVES PEACE. His yoke is light and easy!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

Matthew 11:30 "For my yoke is easy, and my burden is light." There's people all around me right now removing their ribs to be skinny enough (looks to be some ladies are removing all their ribs - RIBS ARE GREAT LADIES IN YOUR BODIES). They going to crazy lengths, they buying mansions they can't afford, working 48 hours a week MY WHOLE LIFE I'VE HEARD PEOPLE SAY "I GOTS TO WORK 48 HOURS A WEEK" I know I ain't the only one that has heard those words in usa america again and again and again from people. 

  Hell I went back to school but as I say in video below, I might not need a new career or "more money" i might not even need friends on this earth sure that'd be great BUT THAT ALSO WOULD (or wouldn't depending on quality of said friends) BE ME GOING THROUGH "MUCH TRIBULATION" 

   A easy light yoke of jesus christ ------------------ doesn't involve the ritz and glam most chase after or the money. what I need

few good books man

a few good reading places

one my properties brian don't know it yet but I kind of want to build a tree house (for a reading nook people)

 Turn up the volume there is evps as nearly always of Satan, Lucifer the devil -------- love both my husbands 💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓..................................

do we want to wish each other a great week - or a horrible week? Acts 14:22 "Confirming the souls of the disciples, and exhorting them to continue in the faith, and that we must through much tribulation enter into the kingdom of God."

maybe i should wish you all a horrible tribulated week and that is the real "chippery way"????????????????????????????????

👻👻👻👻👻👻👻👻👻👻

I'm to rare on earth i'm a ghost unicorn 

shhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

just wish them a horrible week in your brains myself quiet like - WITH LOVE OF COURSE - really aweful week with 0 friends or family and lots of torment 👍 - shhhhhhhhhhhhhh quietly myself the normies like blessings and happiness THEY DO NOT KNOW THE JOYS OF GRAVEYARDS (though some them know the joys of a good book ------- gotta give the normies that) 

So brian showed me the bible study times for vancouver heights united methodist church and made it sound like we were going to attend online vancouver heights united methodist bible study cause he wants to go there still and become a part of things (but this has been our problem for years their bible study times aren't capatable with our lives) WELL WE DIDN'T GO TO BIBE STUDY ONLINE THIS WEEK WE WERE BUISY AS WE ALWAYS ARE AT THAT TIME THOSE TIMES OF THAT DAY OF THE WEEK. it's never going to happen I'm back to friendless and hopeless and past two weeks we ain't did our running club well we run slower then everyone else nearly and by the time we get to the bar to "hang out" all the seats are gone except a few "lonely style" seats so we ended up sitting ALONE.........................so I don't miss the running club cause that just wasn't working out.............but when something doesn't work out your supposed to want to leave brian wants to stay it's ain't working bible study NEVER HAPPENS HARDLY FOR US AT VANCOUVER HEIGHTS UNITED METHODIST CHURCH it's bad timing always for us..........WELL NEVER MAKE A FRIEND NOT ONE ON THIS EARTH AT THIS RATE DOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOMED.................

 So brian showed me the bible study times for vancouver heights united methodist church and made it sound like we were going to attend online vancouver heights united methodist bible study cause he wants to go there still and become a part of things (but this has been our problem for years their bible study times aren't capatable with our lives) WELL WE DIDN'T GO TO BIBE STUDY ONLINE THIS WEEK WE WERE BUISY AS WE ALWAYS ARE AT THAT TIME THOSE TIMES OF THAT DAY OF THE WEEK. it's never going to happen I'm back to friendless and hopeless and past two weeks we ain't did our running club well we run slower then everyone else nearly and by the time we get to the bar to "hang out" all the seats are gone except a few "lonely style" seats so we ended up sitting ALONE.........................so I don't miss the running club cause that just wasn't working out.............but when something doesn't work out your supposed to want to leave brian wants to stay it's ain't working bible study NEVER HAPPENS HARDLY FOR US AT VANCOUVER HEIGHTS UNITED METHODIST CHURCH it's bad timing always for us..........WELL NEVER MAKE A FRIEND NOT ONE ON THIS EARTH AT THIS RATE DOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOMED.................

Swear e-mails from https://www.tut.com/

are from satan, lucifer, the devil via a portal for years

some the e-mails I get might be what the masses are also getting but I think a lot of them aren't

I was talking few blog posts before that I wanted to go silent lucifer seems to agree maybe that that is a good idea??????? I can't make heads or tails of this e-mail.............

loving in deed and in truth vancouver heights united methodist church..................aka christians............and/or people

the idea is to love in deed and in truth NOT JUST WORD.............

1 John 3:18 "My little children, let us not love in word, neither in tongue; but in deed and in truth."

our relaxation yard nook though is about to be so nice

I'm so looking forward to it and I desperately need the relaxation

not tithing this week (but determined to put money in the collection plate at church CAUSE IT'S EMPTY OFTEN). Instead reading bible, working to shabbat better. Prosperity preachers got us near all convinced "blessings" money money is the thing to gain IT AIN'T. We got things wrong in usa, it's not supposed to be tithe so you can be rich...............seek ye 1st the kingdom of god....................Matthew 6:33 "But seek ye first the kingdom of God, and his righteousness; and all these things shall be added unto you." God don't care about our money, he cares about our hearts!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!................................

 not tithing this week (but determined to put money in the collection plate at church CAUSE IT'S EMPTY OFTEN). Instead reading bible, working to shabbat better. Prosperity preachers got us near all convinced "blessings" money money is the thing to gain IT AIN'T. We got things wrong in usa, it's not supposed to be tithe so you can be rich...............seek ye 1st the kingdom of god....................Matthew 6:33 "But seek ye first the kingdom of God, and his righteousness; and all these things shall be added unto you." God don't care about our money, he cares about our hearts!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!................................

many have went after money....................

1 Timothy 6:8-10 "And having food and raiment let us be therewith content. But they that will be rich fall into temptation and a snare, and into many foolish and hurtful lusts, which drown men in destruction and perdition.For the love of money is the root of all evil: which while some coveted after, they have erred from the faith, and pierced themselves through with many sorrows."

  The above is this blog post thats it really. But off topic....................

I'm ready for cold weather, I gots 2 super comfy flannel shirts, tried wearing one yesterday - to hot yet again. 

  I'm wearing 1 of them while I'm typing this right now - it's so comfy, so soft.

  Menopause has been kicking my butt bad...............lost so much hair (I don't want to go on rogaine or something.........................I realy hate drugs, besides very needed drugs like diabeties medication). It's so bad my hair loss, that my hair extensions clip in - nearly everytime I try and put them in, while I'm clipping in the last piece THE OTHER PIECE HAS BEEN JUST FALLING RIGHT ON THE FLOOR.............this is post me clipping it in 3 very sturdy clips on both these extensions. It's distressing me. I can't keep doing clip in extensions it's caused me much distress. 

  I'm getting dreads put in, my hair grips good to the dreads. Dreadlocks bulk up my hair,, make me feel like 1 billion bucks. I telling you the truth dreadlocks bulk up my hair and make me feel like 1 billion bucks! 

  Red head dreads, I am a red head 

and that's the thing with people that don't want/like non-black people wearing dreads.................they sell them in my hair color. 

  Less then probably, less then 1% of black people are redheads, less then PROBABLY. 

  When I see hair in my color I think ------------ mines!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

  I tried to explain it to brian who is also a redhead but his hair has faded...............

being a red head is like being a small person

not many of us

well when they sell dreads in the shade of orange I JUST SEE MYSELF I JUST SEE GREEN LIGHTS  ✅ 🚦

Cause I'm the short person - the redhead that's me

  Black people have tantalized me with to many varities of to many nice orange dreads

if they wanted me to not wear dreads

why didn't they make them all black hair????????????????????

but no

they made them fun blue

fun pink hues

fun fun fun orange dreads

their culture of hair is black

that's their cuture of hair

not pink hair

pink hair is white people shiz

but beyond that

I am a small person in a sense

redhead not many of us out there

I HAVE A 1 BILLION PERCENT INNABILITY TO NOT LOOK AT ORANGE HAIR AND THINK - MINES

IN MY BRAIN WHICH MUST BE BROKEN AT THE POINT YOU MADE BLACK PEOPLE ORANGE DREADLOCKS THAT'S IT THAT'S YOU ALL GIVING PERMISSION

IF THAT WAS A ACCIDENT YOU MADE THEN YOU NEED TO GO AROUND THE PLANET GATHER UP ALL FAKE ORANGE DREADLOCKS AND BURN THEM CAUSE TO ME IN MY MIND ORANGE HAIR IS MY CULTURE AND A MASSIVE PART OF MY IDENTITY 

DON'T MATTER IF IT WERE DREADS

YOU SELL ORANGE HAIR ALL I SEE IS MYSELF AND MY REDHEADED PEOPLE'S INCLUDING BLACK MEN AND WOMEN THAT ARE NATURAL REDHEADS THEY ARE PART OF MY PEOPLE AS WELL 

REDHEADEDEDEDNESS IS A CULTURE - THAT'S WHAT I TRIED TO TELL BRIAN AND HE KNOWS I TELLING THE TRUTH

BE YOURSELF RIGHT

well i am a redhead

feel me?????????????????????

you know shiz is serious when I'll just add to my blog a Reba McEntire song FAST TO................

wigs annoy me mostly they itchy some them, and some them hot to wear

dreads nice air conditioning for my brains

and not having to brush my hair I LOVE THAT SO BAD