Fine lindsay clancy did it - it's just been hard for me to believe it. Did you all see those 3 cute kids, it's hard for me to believe that any mother would brutally kill 3 cute kids like that...............................I WASN'T ON THE "LINDSAY CLANCY IS INNOCENT SHE COULDN'T OF DID THAT" struggle bus for NOTHING...........and they say she had a nanny and money a nanny and money.................................here I am sheesh I can't even afford to get my nails did and wouldn't DARE TO EVEN THINK TO KILL MY KIDS THAT ARE NOW ADULTS NO WAY NEVER NEVVVVVVVVVVVVVVER..............she had a nice house, lot's of money, a nanny, and depression and that's it kill the kids bad with excersize cords......................she had things easy, she had things good................................SHE WAS PROBABLY LIKED BY HER TOWN AND PEOPLE.......................
Tuesday, September 8, 2026
Fine lindsay clancy did it - it's just been hard for me to believe it. Did you all see those 3 cute kids, it's hard for me to believe that any mother would brutally kill 3 cute kids like that...............................I WASN'T ON THE "LINDSAY CLANCY IS INNOCENT SHE COULDN'T OF DID THAT" struggle bus for NOTHING...........and they say she had a nanny and money a nanny and money.................................here I am sheesh I can't even afford to get my nails did and wouldn't DARE TO EVEN THINK TO KILL MY KIDS THAT ARE NOW ADULTS NO WAY NEVER NEVVVVVVVVVVVVVVER..............she had a nice house, lot's of money, a nanny, and depression and that's it kill the kids bad with excersize cords......................she had things easy, she had things good................................SHE WAS PROBABLY LIKED BY HER TOWN AND PEOPLE.......................
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Labels: lindsay clancy did it
Look I am taking brian on weekly runs with people so he can make friends cause it's all my fault that he don't have friends (he said "he goes through what I go through") TRACK IS WHAT I KNOW. Been told by my brother that hates my guts that I'm a stupid bible idiot that I repeat the same verses all the time and that I am DUMB. BUT I KNOW TRACK AND NOBODY CAN TAKE THAT AWAY FROM ME. (I know secrets about track some secrets only usa olympians know CAUSE WE AIN'T TELLING EVERYONE ELSE WHY WOULD WE DO THAT WE WANT TO WIN).......................I'M TIRED AND i'M DOING MY BEST.............
Look I am taking brian on weekly runs with people so he can make friends cause it's all my fault that he don't have friends (he said "he goes through what I go through") TRACK IS WHAT I KNOW. Been told by my brother that hates my guts that I'm a stupid bible idiot that I repeat the same verses all the time and that I am DUMB. BUT I KNOW TRACK AND NOBODY CAN TAKE THAT AWAY FROM ME. (I know secrets about track some secrets only usa olympians know CAUSE WE AIN'T TELLING EVERYONE ELSE WHY WOULD WE DO THAT WE WANT TO WIN).......................I'M TIRED AND i'M DOING MY BEST.............
(only lipstick in this pic and little foundation on my chin to cover the rosasea on my chin - redheads us natural redheads we battle rosasea a lot of us do)
I'LL NEVER GET A BREAK IN LIFE EITHER IT DON'T LOOK TO BE
HOW MANY TIMES DO I HAVE TO TELL YOU ALL
TO THE PURE ALL THINGS ARE PURE
THAT MIGHT BE OCCASIONAL PORN WATCHING
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I'm trapped unable to "enter in the narrow gate" Everyday trapped in the city and often going to stores, cause people do that often in the city. Going to city yoga classes that might be part of the harlot! And going to city zumba classes I like zumba better, brian prefers yoga. TRAPPED DOING CITY STUFF HARLOT STUFF PRY, TRAPPED STUCK TOTALLY JAILED IN THE CITY (NO PRISON BARS BUT REAL PRISON BARS AT THE SAME TIME BRIAN DON'T WANT TO MOVE EVER - though he has agree'd to eventually build a house on our large well landscaped property in small town that even has a private driveway WE MIGHT BE DEAD BY THE TIME HE DOES THAT AND IN HELL!!!!!!!!!!! HE AIN'T EVEN BUILD THE FOUNDATION FOR THE CABIN ON THAT PROPERTY YET SO MUCH HE WANTS US TO BURN IN HELL FOR ALL OF ETERNITY - I AM CONVINCED THAT IS HIS PLANS FOR OUR SOULS AND OUR KIDS SOULS! TRAPPED! THE CITY IS BABYLON THE HARLOTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT Luke 13:24 "Strive to enter in at the strait gate: for many, I say unto you, will seek to enter in, and shall not be able." YOU GUYS HATE ME FOR BEING A JEZEBEL IF YOU DO OR A HARLOT, I LIVE IN THIS HELLHOLE OF HARLOT BABLYONEDEDDEDED TRAPPPPPPPPPPPPPPED..............................
(honest I think the only way to enter in the narrow gate in the city, is to immerse yourself in your job, or track, or dragon boating something like entirelly...........IT'S CALLED THE STRAIGHT AND NARROW WAY) quiet time to read the bible - not always a possibility in the city big time city rush life we must go downtown to blah blah blah today and same the next day and same the next day etc. My young adult kids well one of them isn't that young anymore...........they love the city they love the place that will send them to hell they don't want to EVER LIVE IN THE COUNTRY. IF MY YOUNG ADULT KIDS END UP IN HELL THEY WON'T THINK THEY ARE IN HELL AT THIS RATE THEY'LL JUST THINK THEY ARE IN THE "HOT VERSION OF THE CITY" AND THEY'LL BE GLAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAD.
I'm tired though I need the country life. A slower life. A I have time to actually sit and read a book type life this AIN'T IT IN THE CITY THIS AIN'T IT.
you all know books are on the decline - THE HORROR (city horror)
the horror babylon the harlot is SUCKING THE SOULS OF THE CITY FOLK SO DAMN BAD THAT THEY AREN'T EVEN READING BOOKS MUCH ANYMORE
this chick is sucking their souls dryyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
reading isn't so cool anymore, there's so many other harlot the babylon shiz to do in teh cities that's so much "cooler" then reading books (so the city people whom harlot the babylon has stolen their souls believes!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)
honest
ready to go to powels and buy a book or two and revolt more!
I'm trapped unable to "enter in the narrow gate" Everyday trapped in the city and often going to stores, cause people do that often in the city. Going to city yoga classes that might be part of the harlot! And going to city zumba classes I like zumba better, brian prefers yoga. TRAPPED DOING CITY STUFF HARLOT STUFF PRY, TRAPPED STUCK TOTALLY JAILED IN THE CITY (NO PRISON BARS BUT REAL PRISON BARS AT THE SAME TIME BRIAN DON'T WANT TO MOVE EVER - though he has agree'd to eventually build a house on our large well landscaped property in small town that even has a private driveway WE MIGHT BE DEAD BY THE TIME HE DOES THAT AND IN HELL!!!!!!!!!!! HE AIN'T EVEN BUILD THE FOUNDATION FOR THE CABIN ON THAT PROPERTY YET SO MUCH HE WANTS US TO BURN IN HELL FOR ALL OF ETERNITY - I AM CONVINCED THAT IS HIS PLANS FOR OUR SOULS AND OUR KIDS SOULS! TRAPPED! THE CITY IS BABYLON THE HARLOTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT Luke 13:24 "Strive to enter in at the strait gate: for many, I say unto you, will seek to enter in, and shall not be able." YOU GUYS HATE ME FOR BEING A JEZEBEL IF YOU DO OR A HARLOT, I LIVE IN THIS HELLHOLE OF HARLOT BABLYONEDEDDEDED TRAPPPPPPPPPPPPPPED..............................
the jews were trapped in the bible to
"Let my people go"
Exodus 8:1 "And the Lord spake unto Moses, Go unto Pharaoh, and say unto him, Thus saith the Lord, Let my people go, that they may serve me."Posted by Giving it to god at 12:04 PM 0 comments
Labels: babylon, come out of her my people, harlot, narrow way, straight and narrow
Sunday, September 6, 2026
No friends, no family not really....................not feeling like a belong at church either - depressed definately depressed (a new career isn't going to "cure" me either I know the cure TRACK!!!!!!!!!!!!). But I lost myself, having kids, getting married.....really moving away from my usa olympics track friends that I had in Arizona. I'm going back to my previous self ==== track.........................................brian cleaning the garage found a old pic of me, I was a skeleton, that was just my 24/7 look back in the track days........................don't click on this blog post if you had a ed or if you had a ed......................cause I was kate moss at least thin pry thinner................
ps though picture below isn't me with a eating disorder according my parents I am a chronic liar and I only lie and only lies come out of my worthless piece of trash mouth. My family never thought I had a eating disorder and I was never ever in any eating disorder counseling or nothing at all, CLEARLY CAUSE THEY THOUGHT I WAS NORMAL. (besides like 10 years ago I think it was, I went to a eating disorder support group and brian went with me, he sat for 2 hour or so while a bunch of young ladies talked about food battles - he chimed in to about his disordered eating, binge eating disorder). I had trouble 1 day at the dentist they refused to work on my teeth until I promised to go to eating disorder counseling whatever, they thought I had bulimia. I didn't have bulima, if they merely would've said the word annorexia I might've said ok I'll go to counseling. They worked on my teeth, cause I definitely have never been bulimic!!!!!!!!!!!!! Only have thrown up a handful of times in my life - never enjoyed that, I hate throwing up a ton.
like most people that have battled annorexia - it comes and goes for me
often it shows up in my life when I feel my life is spiraling out of control................
Annorexia is scary for me though I'm not making fun of ed's though I have to take everything in my life a little "lightheartedly" cause honest, honest sometimes I'll get into "weird eating ruts" I don't like to use the word annorexia......................when it has happened to me in the past I didn't realize it often (or not for a LONG TIME). My favorite meal, and it's always going to be my favorite meal, a diet cola, 1 slice of cheesecake, and m&m's (that's pry demented, that's my favorite meal) I allow myself to eat that meal a few times a year to.........cause it makes me HAPPY. That I can get away with that and the scale not move up............and then knowing everyone around me is sweating every lb on their bodies - they walking around SWEATING THEIR LIVESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS.
NEW BIG CONTENDER FOR MY FAVORITE MEAL......................I looooooooooooooooooooove going to Olive Garden 💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓 I get spaghetti (and I don't care that their spaghetti is kind of fast food junk I LOVE THAT) And then I love getting a giant pot of coffee, and just drinking, drinking, drinking, drinking, driking coffee whilst eating some spaghetti.............I really enjoy that...................and I feel great after eating a plate of spaghetti and drinking a entire pot of coffee. THAT IS PROBABLY NOT NORMAL EATING BEHAVIOR - I BARELY REALIZE THAT.
No friends, no family not really....................not feeling like a belong at church either - depressed definately depressed (a new career isn't going to "cure" me either I know the cure TRACK!!!!!!!!!!!!). But I lost myself, having kids, getting married.....really moving away from my usa olympics track friends that I had in Arizona. I'm going back to my previous self ==== track.........................................brian cleaning the garage found a old pic of me, I was a skeleton, that was just my 24/7 look back in the track days........................don't click on this blog post if you had a ed or if you had a ed......................cause I was kate moss at least thin pry thinner................
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Saturday, September 5, 2026
If I'm bearing good fruit why witch hunt me why even do that then? Matthew 7:20 "Wherefore by their fruits ye shall know them." Forget my race, forget what races I am or what races you are THAT DON'T MATTER, OR WHAT SEX I AM OR SEX YOU ARE ALSO DOESN'T MATTER (I'M A GIRL, BUT ALSO LGBTQ CAN BE SAVED YOU ALL GET HUNG UP ON THAT FOR NO GOOD REASON) BY THEIR FRUIT YOU SHALL KNOW THEM -------------------------- THAT'S IT WITCH HUNT OVER WHAT WITCH HUNT YOU ALL THINK YOU DOING I DONATE TO CHARITIES ALWAYS AND LOVE PEOPLE SURE DO - I FULL OUT ADVOCATE FOR LGBTQ, WOMENS RIGHTS, etc....................
If I'm bearing good fruit why witch hunt me why even do that then? Matthew 7:20 "Wherefore by their fruits ye shall know them." Forget my race, forget what races I am or what races you are THAT DON'T MATTER, OR WHAT SEX I AM OR SEX YOU ARE ALSO DOESN'T MATTER (I'M A GIRL, BUT ALSO LGBTQ CAN BE SAVED YOU ALL GET HUNG UP ON THAT FOR NO GOOD REASON) BY THEIR FRUIT YOU SHALL KNOW THEM -------------------------- THAT'S IT WITCH HUNT OVER WHAT WITCH HUNT YOU ALL THINK YOU DOING I DONATE TO CHARITIES ALWAYS AND LOVE PEOPLE SURE DO - I FULL OUT ADVOCATE FOR LGBTQ, WOMENS RIGHTS, etc....................
https://givingittogod.blogspot.com/2022/10/what-if-hijab-isnt-all-bad-in-iran-iraq.html
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Labels: hippy, peace loving hipping, peace maker
Wednesday, September 2, 2026
Nevermind it's alright to be married (though verbal and physical abuse is bad)..........I just got to become rich so I can finally have a friend that's all. Brian does cook me breakfast, but I've also heard from brian's sisters that I'm treated "like a princess" one family beach vacation I put a plate in the sink when people were supposed to hand wash each plate and put it in the dishwasher and I didn't know that rule had happened in the last 30 minutes or whatever so 2 them chewed me out to helllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll - and brian defended me and they told him that he treated me like a princess........................so evidentally women are treated bad out there bad bad. I ACTUALLY JUST NEED TO BECOME RICH.................................SO I CAN FINALLY HAVE SOME FAKE FRIENDS.........SOME FRIENDS I'M SAYING BUT FAKE CAUSE NOBODIES REAL OUT THERE...................we got christians pretending to worship satan, and satan worshippers pretending to be christiand THE MASCARADE IS OUT OF HAND. And most importantly christians claiming to love people but then when it comes time for the church potluck NOBODY EVEN WANTS TO TALK TO ME.............running to the tables and food, I sitting there like "this is it" "this is one the greatest most loving churches"? Some real, some maybe happy to see me. I wish more real!!!!!!!!!! Ladies men do blame us for everything it don't work for us to turn around and then blame men for everything..............if you married to them 20+ years they must be doing something good!!!!!! LET'S QUIT THE BASH EACH OTHER, LOVE EACH OTHER INSTEAD (unless your being physically or verbally abused and fear for your life and have a safe place to flee)...............................
ps..........I nothing but love republicans, the republicans of my family appear to hate me. I just merely have a "strong opinion" over republicans many of thems idea that women should be forced to have babies (which is what happened with roe v. wade being overturned 2022) so that they can still get social security benefits. I hear them talk!!!!!!!!!
like I hear them talk! All the traffic post this blog post is tremendously down right now (people getting offended by fumes in the air at this point for their lord "jesus christ")................I don't think forcing women to have babies is holy like the republicans most of them deem that holy - I have a entirelly different viewpoint about that. If they going to have their women should always be forced to have babies and raped little girls opinion and tell me and other people cause that's holy cause "life is holy" --------- then I should be allowed also to have my own opinion that is opposite of their opinion cause I believe living life should be more #1 concern ----------- then unborn lives. If a lady or girls health or they about to die if they have a child --------- ABORTIONT THAT'S THE HOLY THING TO DO ABSOLUTELY IN MY FULL ESTIMATION. (and most republicans would disagree with me since they loves women most of them do being forced to have babies)................the whole idea of roe v. wade being overturned I deem unholy though as I discuss below AND PEOPLE LOOK MAD AT ME................(WELL THEM BEING MAD ISN'T CHRISTIANITY)...................
them being mad at me isn't a "fruit of the spirit" Galatians 5:22 "But the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, longsuffering, gentleness, goodness, faith," Hubba Bubba Galatians 5:22 want to date me, yes, cool, what day are we wearing pink to support Lindsay Clancy?????????????
the ikea shelves are now in the computer room, garage junk isn't in them yet, but dang this is looking nice already 😁👍👍👍👍💓💓💓💓 IKEA💓💓💓💓
Nevermind it's alright to be married (though verbal and physical abuse is bad)..........I just got to become rich so I can finally have a friend that's all. Brian does cook me breakfast, but I've also heard from brian's sisters that I'm treated "like a princess" one family beach vacation I put a plate in the sink when people were supposed to hand wash each plate and put it in the dishwasher and I didn't know that rule had happened in the last 30 minutes or whatever so 2 them chewed me out to helllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll - and brian defended me and they told him that he treated me like a princess........................so evidentally women are treated bad out there bad bad. I ACTUALLY JUST NEED TO BECOME RICH.................................SO I CAN FINALLY HAVE SOME FAKE FRIENDS.........SOME FRIENDS I'M SAYING BUT FAKE CAUSE NOBODIES REAL OUT THERE...................we got christians pretending to worship satan, and satan worshippers pretending to be christiand THE MASCARADE IS OUT OF HAND. And most importantly christians claiming to love people but then when it comes time for the church potluck NOBODY EVEN WANTS TO TALK TO ME.............running to the tables and food, I sitting there like "this is it" "this is one the greatest most loving churches"? Some real, some maybe happy to see me. I wish more real!!!!!!!!!! Ladies men do blame us for everything it don't work for us to turn around and then blame men for everything..............if you married to them 20+ years they must be doing something good!!!!!! LET'S QUIT THE BASH EACH OTHER, LOVE EACH OTHER INSTEAD (unless your being physically or verbally abused and fear for your life and have a safe place to flee)...............................
but I am in some respects the looks to be 1 and only exception to a rule
this "pick a side" rule
cause I'll always try and follow jesus christ the lord - be saved
and
love Lucifer, Satan, the Devil
I get to do that.
you all get to hate the devil - I DON'T LIKE YOU DOING THAT AT ALL AND I WILL FIGHT FOR THE RIGHTS OF LUCIFER!
Many christians are anti LGBTQ
I refuse to be anti LGBTQ as well
I also don't agree with abortions being illegial - abortions are terrible but people should have free choice................forcing women to have babies shouldn't be viewed as "holy" less you are also buying them cars, houses, like every single one of them ----------- CAUSE HAVING BABIES IS EXPENSIVE
I knew someone that had 2-3 kids and she worked full time and then all her paycheck went to childcare...................................that happens out there in the USA.
babies are expensive it isn't holy to force women to have babies and then be put in very poor and/or dangerious situations all because you want more babies born in the usa so that your social security benefits don't die out
Matthew 5:47-48 "And if ye salute your brethren only, what do ye more than others? do not even the publicans so? Be ye therefore perfect, even as your Father which is in heaven is perfect." Ep my parents won't be saluting me - they don't even want to hear from me anymore.Matthew 25:44-46 "Then shall they also answer him, saying, Lord, when saw we thee an hungred, or athirst, or a stranger, or naked, or sick, or in prison, and did not minister unto thee? Then shall he answer them, saying, Verily I say unto you, Inasmuch as ye did it not to one of the least of these, ye did it not to me. And these shall go away into everlasting punishment: but the righteous into life eternal."
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Labels: alright to be married, less hate, marriage, more love, pray for nationalists, pray for republicans
Tuesday, September 1, 2026
Just got back from IKEA one thing I've learned in life (and my life has been hard, not the hardest but hard very hard). Positivity is powerful!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I went on ikea website (wanted to move garage junk into youngest young adult child's old room that is my computer room as well right now) ikea had what we need, only $230 pics of our garage right now it's a mess below. THE POWER OF POSITIVITY IS REAL! Philippians 4:8 "Finally, brethren, whatsoever things are true, whatsoever things are honest, whatsoever things are just, whatsoever things are pure, whatsoever things are lovely, whatsoever things are of good report; if there be any virtue, and if there be any praise, think on these things.".................
Just got back from IKEA one thing I've learned in life (and my life has been hard, not the hardest but hard very hard). Positivity is powerful!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I went on ikea website (wanted to move garage junk into youngest young adult child's old room that is my computer room as well right now) ikea had what we need, only $230 pics of our garage right now it's a mess below. THE POWER OF POSITIVITY IS REAL! Philippians 4:8 "Finally, brethren, whatsoever things are true, whatsoever things are honest, whatsoever things are just, whatsoever things are pure, whatsoever things are lovely, whatsoever things are of good report; if there be any virtue, and if there be any praise, think on these things.".................
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Labels: any virtue, depressed, depression, good report, lovely, positive thinking, power of positive thinking, suicidal, suicide, THINK ON THESE THINGS (the positive things)















