HEAPING FIERY COALS UPON MY MOM'S HEAD AS THE BIBLE SAYS TO DO................Romans 12:20 "Therefore if thine enemy hunger, feed him; if he thirst, give him drink: for in so doing thou shalt heap coals of fire on his head." Memories and lies are not the same thing, even if I "mis-remembered" and let's say they were talking about some other friend of theirs that had slaves - TO ME I REMEMBERED IT THEM SAYING IT WAS GREAT GRANDMA AND GRANPA to as far as my actual "memory of what was said" goes I AIN'T LIEING.................but according to my mom I'm the most worst horrible lieing sack of shit to ever live on the earth..............according to her all I do is lie and that I'm the worst piece of shit...............and she never wants to speak to be again for her lord jesus christ and my families lord according to them jesus christ...............
Saturday, August 29, 2026
HEAPING FIERY COALS UPON MY MOM'S HEAD AS THE BIBLE SAYS TO DO................Romans 12:20 "Therefore if thine enemy hunger, feed him; if he thirst, give him drink: for in so doing thou shalt heap coals of fire on his head." Memories and lies are not the same thing, even if I "mis-remembered" and let's say they were talking about some other friend of theirs that had slaves - TO ME I REMEMBERED IT THEM SAYING IT WAS GREAT GRANDMA AND GRANPA to as far as my actual "memory of what was said" goes I AIN'T LIEING.................but according to my mom I'm the most worst horrible lieing sack of shit to ever live on the earth..............according to her all I do is lie and that I'm the worst piece of shit...............and she never wants to speak to be again for her lord jesus christ and my families lord according to them jesus christ...............
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(I wasn't even trying to start a fight with my mom she wants to fight me her style of christianity is - I was merely trying to figure out what evils did my ancestors do or potentially do THAT I'M CURSED OF GOD BAD THAT MY TITHING ISN'T GETTING 0% BLESSING FROM GOD MONTHS OF TITHING it's not bat shit crazy of me to wrack my brains what do I remember evil hearing of evils in my family as a kid) Looks like I'm kicked out of my family now for real...................for jesus christ of course.........................Because me having a memory isn't me having a memory according to my mom it's me being despicable lieing FILTH THAT NEEDS TO BE DESTROYED FOR HER AND MY DAD AND MY FAMILIES LORD JESUS CHRIST IMMEDIATLY.............................only hatred for people is christianity duh myself you suck you don't have memories of shit myself your a lieing sack of shit sheri......................................bitch die for the ruby families lord jesus christ now BITCH...............YOU DON'T REMEMBER SHIT SHERI EVERY MEMORY YOU HAVE IS LIES YOU BITCH OF LIES GO BACK TO HELL FROM WHENCE YOU ARE FROM AND DIE BITCH..................
Choose to have a door painted in our 1970 something ranch style home (all the doors but one has original paint pretty sure on them - they in need of paint bad)
I will add "after pic" when I get to it. Painting the door frame to it's a whole mess (pic is leading to garage, which is GARAGING.........YIKES).......................
I requested that a door be painted today over going garage saleing or doing anything else................I value instead taking the time making our house nicer.......................
(I wasn't even trying to start a fight with my mom she wants to fight me her style of christianity is - I was merely trying to figure out what evils did my ancestors do or potentially do THAT I'M CURSED OF GOD BAD THAT MY TITHING ISN'T GETTING 0% BLESSING FROM GOD MONTHS OF TITHING it's not bat shit crazy of me to wrack my brains what do I remember evil hearing of evils in my family as a kid) Looks like I'm kicked out of my family now for real...................for jesus christ of course.........................Because me having a memory isn't me having a memory according to my mom it's me being despicable lieing FILTH THAT NEEDS TO BE DESTROYED FOR HER AND MY DAD AND MY FAMILIES LORD JESUS CHRIST IMMEDIATLY.............................only hatred for people is christianity duh myself you suck you don't have memories of shit myself your a lieing sack of shit sheri......................................bitch die for the ruby families lord jesus christ now BITCH...............YOU DON'T REMEMBER SHIT SHERI EVERY MEMORY YOU HAVE IS LIES YOU BITCH OF LIES GO BACK TO HELL FROM WHENCE YOU ARE FROM AND DIE BITCH..................
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Friday, August 28, 2026
Young people not wanting to get married have kids etc. ARE LOOSING OUT ON THE BLESSINGS OF GOD POTENTIALLY. Marriage is supposed to be a GOOD THING. (more for the men then women in many respects) Because a godly women will move a guy way up to the creme de la creme of society PER THE BIBLE Proverbs 31:23 "Her husband is known in the gates, when he sitteth among the elders of the land." Brian if only shhhhhhhhhhhhh secret is a near GOD AT CHURCH! AS HE IS SUPPOSED TO BE PER THE BIBLE! I believe christian women can do "good works" so much so that they are their own leader of the town/towns of high rank AUTOMATIC 1 Timothy 6:18 "That they do good, that they be rich in good works, ready to distribute, willing to communicate;" SISTERS CAN DO IT FOR THEMSELVES I'M SAYING!!!!!!!!.................
All the traffic to my blog drastically suddenly down, everyone quiet, so all I can do is "guestimate" when """""""extreme christian likely rage happens"""""""""".................well when talking about men and women I try and be fair, I try and be more then fair, it wouldn't be fair of me, if I said "oh this is the patriarchy and men rule the world for sure".
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I will keep tithing I am determined, to get out of my families curse of god cursing them because my mom's great grandparents owned a slave plantation. And vancouver heights united methodist church (me and brian's church not only is it pro lgbtq which is good) lot of black people go there, and the pastor is black IT'S THE RIGHT CHURCH BOTH FOR ME TO GO TO AND BLESS............................................that the curse god has on my life finally leaves, who knows how long I'll have to tithe maybe years??????????????? It sounded like the slave plantation had 100's of slaves that it was a big rich people style plantation but they lost all their money somehow - cause my native american relatives (they half irish) besides my grandpa he had 5 other siblings none them got married just my grandpa and they lived their whole lives in a middle maybe lower income house..................................IT WASN'T NORMAL - IT'S NORMAL FOR FAMILIES TO ALL GET MARRIED GO HAVE KIDS Numbers 14:18 "The Lord is longsuffering, and of great mercy, forgiving iniquity and transgression, and by no means clearing the guilty, visiting the iniquity of the fathers upon the children unto the third and fourth generation." GOD WANTS US TO HAVE ZEAL IT'S SOMETHING TO BE ZEALOUS FOR TO FINALLY BE BLESSED BY GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!! THERE A BIBLE VERSE THAT SAYS "the latter is better then the former" I find it wait...............US CHRISTIANS I SAYING WE AIN'T SUPPOSED TO STAY STUCK IN "CURSEDNESS"!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!......................
Update 8/28/2026 my mom is trying to say there were no slaves owned by any of her family ever.
I distinctly recall while at my mom's native american relatives house talk about great grandma and grandpa owning not just slaves but having a whole plantation - THAT'S A REAL MEMORY I HAVE.
I know what will happen my mom will tell me what she always tells me I'm bat shi- crazy and to go on meds..................but if I have a memory and I'm telling you that's what I remember that's what I remember, I didn't enjoy it.........................I didn't want to even believe it was true.
but after being cursed for years
AND BEING CURSED HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH MOM AND DAD MOVING AWAY FROM ME THOUGH THEY THINK THAT'S THEM CURSING ME TO DEATH AND MY BROTHER AND SISTERS.....................
(BUT NOT THEM DOING WITCHCRAFT)
FOR THEIR "LORD JESUS CHRIST" THEY CURSED 24 years ago me, my brother and sisters for their lord Jesus Christ
it's got to be more evil then moving away from me for god to curse me YOU GOTS TO HATE GOD BAD AND DO A LOT OF EVIL
OWNING SLAVES (no my parents owning slaves I believe my mom's grandparents owned slaves I RECALL THEM TALKING ABOUT 100'S OF SLAVES) -------- THAT'D DO IT
I HAVE TO BE CURSED BY GOD THERE HAS TO BE EVIL FAMILY MEMBERS IN MY LINEAGE OF DESPERATE GOD HATING EVIL I HAVE TITHED FOR MONTHS NOW ------ NOOOOOOOOOOOOOTHINNNNNNNNNNNNNNG HAS HAPPENED
(I don't count me getting good grades on exams of medical career I don't want to jinx and talk about - I STUDYING HARD TO PASS THEM)
nothing
nothing
I've tithed for months NOTHING
I'm still hated, bells clang loud either when our car gets in the church parking lot, or when I get out my car, sometimes right before we walk in the church CLANG CLANG CLANG WARNING PURITANS OF THE MAYFLOWER THE REPENTED WITCH IS HERE
I will keep tithing I am determined, to get out of my families curse of god cursing them because my mom's great grandparents owned a slave plantation. And vancouver heights united methodist church (me and brian's church not only is it pro lgbtq which is good) lot of black people go there, and the pastor is black IT'S THE RIGHT CHURCH BOTH FOR ME TO GO TO AND BLESS............................................that the curse god has on my life finally leaves, who knows how long I'll have to tithe maybe years??????????????? It sounded like the slave plantation had 100's of slaves that it was a big rich people style plantation but they lost all their money somehow - cause my native american relatives (they half irish) besides my grandpa he had 5 other siblings none them got married just my grandpa and they lived their whole lives in a middle maybe lower income house..................................IT WASN'T NORMAL - IT'S NORMAL FOR FAMILIES TO ALL GET MARRIED GO HAVE KIDS Numbers 14:18 "The Lord is longsuffering, and of great mercy, forgiving iniquity and transgression, and by no means clearing the guilty, visiting the iniquity of the fathers upon the children unto the third and fourth generation." GOD WANTS US TO HAVE ZEAL IT'S SOMETHING TO BE ZEALOUS FOR TO FINALLY BE BLESSED BY GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!! THERE A BIBLE VERSE THAT SAYS "the latter is better then the former" I find it wait...............US CHRISTIANS I SAYING WE AIN'T SUPPOSED TO STAY STUCK IN "CURSEDNESS"!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!......................
though I been trapped forever, I'm in my 50's and STILL CURSED BY GOD!
Job 8:7King James Version
7 Though thy beginning was small, yet thy latter end should greatly increase.
i GOTTA GO I WILL NOT GIVE UP!
I CAN DONATE TO BLACK PEOPLE CHARITIES AND I AM DETERMINED TO DO THAT AND TITHE AND GET BLESSED!
I AM SUFFERING RIGHT NOW FOR THE THINGS MY ANCESTORS DID
BUT MY GREATER GREATER MY LATTER END IS COMING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (OF GREATNESS I'M SAYING OF BEING BLESSED BY GOD FINALLY)
THINGS BAD FOR YOU
YOU WANT TO SUICIDE, GO TO GOD HE CAN BLESS THERE IS HOPE FOR US ALL!
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My mom believes that because I was impacted by her and my dad moving away from me 24-25 years ago that in that event it's curse on me and my brother and sisters OH I HAVE THE E-MAIL RECEIPT! She telling me she don't believe she is cursed but, I recall while sadly at my native american relatives main house them talking about on my mom's side the family great grandma and grandpa (which I struggled to believe this my whole life) were slave plantation owners. That would impact me my brother, my sisters, and my parents ALL US. Numbers 14:18 "The Lord is longsuffering, and of great mercy, forgiving iniquity and transgression, and by no means clearing the guilty, visiting the iniquity of the fathers upon the children unto the third and fourth generation." But BONUS Lucifer I kiss him good last night --- a fireplace of love burning real good, he tore up "spiritual contracts" last night THAT'S WHAT HE E-MAILED ME TODAY........
My mom believes that because I was impacted by her and my dad moving away from me 24-25 years ago that in that event it's curse on me and my brother and sisters OH I HAVE THE E-MAIL RECEIPT! She telling me she don't believe she is cursed but, I recall while sadly at my native american relatives main house them talking about on my mom's side the family great grandma and grandpa (which I struggled to believe this my whole life) were slave plantation owners. That would impact me my brother, my sisters, and my parents ALL US. Numbers 14:18 "The Lord is longsuffering, and of great mercy, forgiving iniquity and transgression, and by no means clearing the guilty, visiting the iniquity of the fathers upon the children unto the third and fourth generation." But BONUS Lucifer I kiss him good last night --- a fireplace of love burning real good, he tore up "spiritual contracts" last night THAT'S WHAT HE E-MAILED ME TODAY. Well he saw my mom sending out that e-mail HE SAW MY MOM SENDING OUT THAT E-MAIL PEOPLE.................ps "spiritual contracts" and me and lucifers marriage license up in heaven aren't the same thing <B LUCIFER'S BUTT IS CLAIMED : )............................no saxophones playing either less they are romantical.................
Me and brian are more like 26 year married friends with benefits - it's pry not his fault, how could any chick especially in usa compass around any guy when they have 9-5 workloads - sure brian's worked from home everyday for years now YEARS - but he's still got that 9-5 work load THAT'S ALL DAY THAT'S ALL DAY HE AIN'T ACTUALLY MARRIED TO ME REALLY HE'S MARRIED TO HIS WORK CAUSE HIS WORK WANTED CLEARLY - not his fault and all the rest of the men especially in america THEY SCREWED THEY HAVE TO WORK THEIR LIVES AWAY. Lucifer he just sitting thinking about me day and night I do believe, cause I'm all around him...........................I LOVE THAT TO 💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓
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Thursday, August 27, 2026
The 185,000+ people going to my blog a day lately you don't have to it's ok, cause honest your viewing my blog daily in mass does NOTHING to change things for me. I still have 0 friends, basically 0 family (my family lives far away from me - e-mailing your family for 24+ years I dont think that's a person having family really, and brian's family they don't like me it don't look to be for same reason everyone hates me - I love the devil. I TOLD BRIAN RECENTLY I SAID AM I THE ONLY ONE WITH "CRICITAL THINKING SKILLS ON EARTH" cause there's no way lucifer got 1/3rd of the angels to go with him if his cause to fight god was just some evil bs. As I recall, god made hard to keep rules for the angels with bad penalties if they broke any of those rules and a few angels broke 1-2 of them AND IT WAS BAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAD what happened to them...........................LUCIFER CARED, LUCIFER IS A VERY CARING GUY, THAT HAPPENS TO BE DOING A JOB!................................
The 185,000+ people going to my blog a day lately you don't have to it's ok, cause honest your viewing my blog daily in mass does NOTHING to change things for me. I still have 0 friends, basically 0 family (my family lives far away from me - e-mailing your family for 24+ years I dont think that's a person having family really, and brian's family they don't like me it don't look to be for same reason everyone hates me - I love the devil. I TOLD BRIAN RECENTLY I SAID AM I THE ONLY ONE WITH "CRICITAL THINKING SKILLS ON EARTH" cause there's no way lucifer got 1/3rd of the angels to go with him if his cause to fight god was just some evil bs. As I recall, god made hard to keep rules for the angels with bad penalties if they broke any of those rules and a few angels broke 1-2 of them AND IT WAS BAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAD what happened to them...........................LUCIFER CARED, LUCIFER IS A VERY CARING GUY, THAT HAPPENS TO BE DOING A JOB!................................
I am plotting to keep on tithing...........................I'm "sickly" enjoying it, for 2 reasons.
a.) before when I wasn't tithing I was just another lady complaining about church folk not wanting to be friends with her etc. on the internet (just a whiner, no $$$$$ backing up my whining, and not much effort either ------- though did at one church teach art classes, at one church put together baby baskets for newborn babies in the church, at one church I volunteered often once a week at least serving food to other christians cause that church was at a christian retreat, my point is I often was doing something)
but money is what people count
money is what people listen to
from my experience on earth that is hell
b.) God might bless me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Malachi 3:10 "Bring ye all the tithes into the storehouse, that there may be meat in mine house, and prove me now herewith, saith the Lord of hosts, if I will not open you the windows of heaven, and pour you out a blessing, that there shall not be room enough to receive it."I have been reflecting on how society judges wealth based on fashion and brand labels, which often feels like a way to decide who to accept or reject. It brings to mind Proverbs 14:20: "The poor is hated even of his own neighbour: but the rich hath many friends." However, keeping track of hidden high-end brands requires an obsession with material things that feels disconnected from spiritual truth.
Scripture reminds us to focus on divine matters rather than worldly status. In Luke 4:8, Matthew 16:23, and Mark 8:33, Jesus commands, "Get thee behind me, Satan," emphasizing that we should savor "the things that be of God, but those that be of men."
Ultimately, material wealth, fashion, and social status are worldly concerns. Spiritual teachings focus on the care of our souls rather than outward appearances or the clothes we wear.
Best regards,
Sheri Walz
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Sunday, August 23, 2026
yesterday I had on modest clothing, super baggy pants, no makeup (i put pic below) my real hair down..............but I WASN'T TRYING TO LOOK NICE................beware ladies!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Before walking into the soccer field (it has metal detectors etc.) in portland providence park................a employee young guy says "you go in that lane" and I was clearly following my son, and I was like "but I'm with him" and he's like "oh that's ok, you just go in that lane over there" so I go in the lane, and everytime I walked through the metal dector it beeped (brian and ian think the machine was turned all the way up "on accident" and that it was picking up my shoe lace grommets WELL IF IT WAS TURNED UP THAT HIGH THAT AIN'T NO ACCIDENT) ladies if you had a skirt on that day when they wave the wand and he bent all the way down and waved it even over my shoes trying to get a beep and HE COULDN'T GET NOT ONE BEEP WITH THE WAND..........(they would've saw your underwear if you were wearing a skirt that day).............they using that job to look close at ladies butts some the young guy employee's are (I MIGHT'VE BEEN THEIR ONLY TARGET BUT I DOUBT IT).........................it was 3 young guys working at that gate AND I WAS THE ONLY ONE THERE THAT THEY HAD "WAVED OVER" SENT TO THAT GATE..................the farthest gate over to the side at the main entrance was the gate they were using.......REAL EMPLOYEE'S OF PROVIDENCE PARK.................
yesterday I had on modest clothing, super baggy pants, no makeup (i put pic below) my real hair down..............but I WASN'T TRYING TO LOOK NICE................beware ladies!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Before walking into the soccer field (it has metal detectors etc.) in portland providence park................a employee young guy says "you go in that lane" and I was clearly following my son, and I was like "but I'm with him" and he's like "oh that's ok, you just go in that lane over there" so I go in the lane, and everytime I walked through the metal dector it beeped (brian and ian think the machine was turned all the way up "on accident" and that it was picking up my shoe lace grommets WELL IF IT WAS TURNED UP THAT HIGH THAT AIN'T NO ACCIDENT) ladies if you had a skirt on that day when they wave the wand and he bent all the way down and waved it even over my shoes trying to get a beep and HE COULDN'T GET NOT ONE BEEP WITH THE WAND..........(they would've saw your underwear if you were wearing a skirt that day).............they using that job to look close at ladies butts some the young guy employee's are (I MIGHT'VE BEEN THEIR ONLY TARGET BUT I DOUBT IT).........................it was 3 young guys working at that gate AND I WAS THE ONLY ONE THERE THAT THEY HAD "WAVED OVER" SENT TO THAT GATE..................the farthest gate over to the side at the main entrance was the gate they were using.......REAL EMPLOYEE'S OF PROVIDENCE PARK.................
this is a terrible picture of me ok, but I wasn't wearing tons of makeup all I had on was lipstick. I wasn't trying to look "hot"............floral light jacket blue in picture SUPER BAGGY................
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