Fresh christian ukele song asking is satan right now is tempting your soul with good things?...................and also bonus me chatting with lucifer, satan, the devil evp video turn up the volume as most always to hear evp's from Satan, Lucifer, the devil (it's him people, I talk to lucifer 247 - have since I prayed him into my life 2013................MY LIFE WAS GOING BAD) still sorta is, but life is ruff, it's ruff.................I'm saying it's a part of life to have "challenges"........................

Fresh christian ukele song asking is satan right now is tempting your soul with good things?...................and also bonus me chatting with lucifer, satan, the devil evp video turn up the volume as most always to hear evp's from Satan, Lucifer, the devil (it's him people, I talk to lucifer 247 - have since I prayed him into my life 2013................MY LIFE WAS GOING BAD) still sorta is, but life is ruff, it's ruff.................I'm saying it's a part of life to have "challenges"....................

you guys might think I'm being ridiculous but I fully believe someday I'll be bigger then Metallica...............Metallica had a good run though 💓💓💓💓💓💓💓

Mark 9:23 "Jesus said unto him, If thou canst believe, all things are possible to him that believeth."

(this 1st video is evp with lucifer, satan the devil session turn up the volume to hear lucifer 💓💓💓💓💓💓💓).......................................

My latest christian Ukele song...................."Is Satan right now tempting your soul with good things?"..............................

you had a good run metallica good run.........................

Mark 8:33 "But when he had turned about and looked on his disciples, he rebuked Peter, saying, Get thee behind me, Satan: for thou savourest not the things that be of God, but the things that be of men." Lucifer cares about you all and he wants your soulsssssssssssssssssssss 

 1 Peter 5:8

Be sober, be vigilant; because your adversary the devil, as a roaring lion, walketh about, seeking whom he may devour:

"trick or treat" - well you know what lucifer wants to give you all ------------------ TREAT

i SOMETIMES WONDER if I'm the only one on earth severelly goth, 

and thinking about all the happy people at church that seem so "blessed" 

where they blessed by god or....................................................

or.............................................................

lucifer

cause both sides do get blessed

so many blessed everywhere.....................................

and everyone wants to be blessed

and pastors preach about being blessed

and being blessed is so highly looked upon

even though the bible literally says.................

Luke 6:20

And he lifted up his eyes on his disciples, and said, Blessed be ye poor: for yours is the kingdom of God.

but I get it - I myself wouldn't mind a yacht, few mansions, travel the world etc. 

today a sister asked me if I was going to the upcoming church conference and said I should bring a friend if I am that she's bringing a friend, I had to sit there and nod as if I actually had a friend to bring I don't. 

I'm not going to that conference...................I don't think I'm meant to go to that conference. 

maybe their next conference will grab me????????????

Not tithing this week cause about to enter a raffle or a few (I want to win) proceeds benefit some charity with our running club (it is what it is, runners love helping communities and that's some why I've always loved running). And off topic video below me talking about this (my son is for "free palestine") and did you all know palestine isn't even all of israel, I believe peace is the way for sure, only do war if there's no other options. Hebrews 12:14 "Follow peace with all men, and holiness, without which no man shall see the Lord:"....................

 Ended up not doing a pastel bracelet yet, I'm obessed with the variegated flosses................

Not tithing this week cause about to enter a raffle or a few (I want to win) proceeds benefit some charity with our running club (it is what it is, runners love helping communities and that's some why I've always loved running). And off topic video below me talking about this (my son is for "free palestine") and did you all know palestine isn't even all of israel, I believe peace is the way for sure, only do war if there's no other options. Hebrews 12:14 "Follow peace with all men, and holiness, without which no man shall see the Lord:"....................

map of palestine link...........

https://travel.gc.ca/destinations/israel-and-palestine

As always turn up the volume to hear evp's from Satan, Lucifer, the Devil 💓💓💓💓💓........

EAT ALL THE UNLABELED USA MEATS YOU WANT AMERICA!!!!!!!! PLEASE DO COPIOUSLY FOR OUR LORD JESUS CHRIST. 

(I'm plant based - I need to be THANK GOD)

1 Timothy 4:3

Forbidding to marry, and commanding to abstain from meats, which God hath created to be received with thanksgiving of them which believe and know the truth.

tootles

I am in the process of becoming vegan truth be known - again (oops I mean plant based). Animals lives should matter.......I would think animals lives should matter even to fellow christians, that eating less meat thinking about animals lives would be a christian thing that all christians would do and want to do! I desperately need to loose weight more then anything, more then a new career (not even sure if I need a new career anymore cause money and the love of it is the "root of all evil") The typical diets most people do of eating less food don't work for me, I end up hating life with a growling stomach (unless a certain eating disorder is back, it isn't at the moment..........just saying) and then as soon as the diet is over what I do what many do eat again THEN GAIN THE WEIGHT AGAIN BACK...................I have new vegan hacks that's what I call them, this time I believe I will be a success..................your life ain't more abundantly if you obese and friendless or not having so many friends or so many job opportunities (2 people in my husbands family were fired for being obese - like that was it that was why they lost their jobs not cause they did ANYTHING WRONG)..................."moderation" of eating meat could work for some...............................also moderation of dairy I think also would be important for the moderation of meat eaters cause dairy is also often very fattening.........................but again that's the "eat less" struggle that didn't work for me, the torture myself "dieting" think that most people do out there and then they quit the diet AND GAIN THE WEIGHT MOST THEM DO BACK AGAIN..............................over it................................I LOVE ANIMALS BAD ANYWAYS............................

 I am in the process of becoming vegan truth be known - again (oops I mean plant based). Animals lives should matter.......I would think animals lives should matter even to fellow christians, that eating less meat thinking about animals lives would be a christian thing that all christians would do and want to do! I desperately need to loose weight more then anything, more then a new career (not even sure if I need a new career anymore cause money and the love of it is the "root of all evil") The typical diets most people do of eating less food don't work for me, I end up hating life with a growling stomach (unless a certain eating disorder is back, it isn't at the moment..........just saying) and then as soon as the diet is over what I do what many do eat again THEN GAIN THE WEIGHT AGAIN BACK...................I have new vegan hacks that's what I call them, this time I believe I will be a success..................your life ain't more abundantly if you obese and friendless or not having so many friends or so many job opportunities (2 people in my husbands family were fired for being obese - like that was it that was why they lost their jobs not cause they did ANYTHING WRONG)..................."moderation" of eating meat could work for some...............................also moderation of dairy I think also would be important for the moderation of meat eaters cause dairy is also often very fattening.........................but again that's the "eat less" struggle that didn't work for me, the torture myself "dieting" think that most people do out there and then they quit the diet AND GAIN THE WEIGHT MOST THEM DO BACK AGAIN..............................over it................................I LOVE ANIMALS BAD ANYWAYS............................

My new hacks, ok 1 new hack but it's a biggy....................

spirulina

put almond milk with it makes it taste better 

spirulina (I drink spirulina, chlorella mix) has tons of protein, curbs your appetite, very little calories

-------- then my other big hack chia seed water.................add lemon or lime juice for some flavoring

--------------------- then on top of all that ------------------------ costco's psyillium husk orange drink mix

so my stomach with all that everyday right stays fullish

then add some potatoes, onions, rice, fruits and veggies...............................

bamn 

skinny time forever

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mDMNQfqAlzc

gotta go watching a movie with brian and ian tonight

Being poor isn't that bad. The bible says 1 Timothy 6:8 "And having food and raiment let us be therewith content." Me and brian are really about to make friends have basically made friends RUNNING, so much so brian tommorow is buying a pair of running shoes....HE NEVER DOES THAT..................And being free, free in christ jesus, I've decided is literally giving 0 the f's what people think about me IT'S THE BEST. I don't have to "perform" "put on a show" like many do, I DON'T NEED MUCH MONEY "with food and raiment let us therewith be content" I literally get to be myself, be deemed worse then the house of beezelbub WHICH TURNS OUT IS MY DREAM COME TRUE I LOVE BEING A VILLIAN 💓💓💓💓💓💓💓 Matthew 10:25 "It is enough for the disciple that he be as his master, and the servant as his lord. If they have called the master of the house Beelzebub, how much more shall they call them of his household?" I bought a quartz crystal at the mall today pic below of necklace I made using it, I think it's a golden healer quartz, it was the only rock in the quartz bin that as I touched it I felt a energy, I believe the rock was trying to tell me "hey I can help you" and you all don't believe that, but the earth "opened her mouth to receive thy brother's blood from they hand" of Able in the bible..........so you can't convince me that rocks couldn't be friends with me!!!!!!!!!!!! THE EARTH FACTS IS PRO ABLE FROM THE BIBLE! #FACTS..................

 Being poor isn't that bad. The bible says 1 Timothy 6:8 "And having food and raiment let us be therewith content." Me and brian are really about to make friends have basically made friends RUNNING, so much so brian tommorow is buying a pair of running shoes....HE NEVER DOES THAT..................And being free, free in christ jesus, I've decided is literally giving 0 the f's what people think about me IT'S THE BEST. I don't have to "perform" "put on a show" like many do, I DON'T NEED MUCH MONEY "with food and raiment let us therewith be content" I literally get to be myself, be deemed worse then the house of beezelbub WHICH TURNS OUT IS MY DREAM COME TRUE I LOVE BEING A VILLIAN 💓💓💓💓💓💓💓 Matthew 10:25 "It is enough for the disciple that he be as his master, and the servant as his lord. If they have called the master of the house Beelzebub, how much more shall they call them of his household?" I bought a quartz crystal at the mall today pic below of necklace I made using it, I think it's a golden healer quartz, it was the only rock in the quartz bin that as I touched it I felt a energy, I believe the rock was trying to tell me "hey I can help you" and you all don't believe that, but the earth "opened her mouth to receive thy brother's blood from they hand" of Able in the bible..........so you can't convince me that rocks couldn't be friends with me!!!!!!!!!!!! THE EARTH FACTS IS PRO ABLE FROM THE BIBLE! #FACTS..................

Genesis 4:10-11 "And he said, What hast thou done? the voice of thy brother's blood crieth unto me from the ground. And now art thou cursed from the earth, which hath opened her mouth to receive thy brother's blood from thy hand;"

The other rock I bought at the mall today, this one is now my top 10 favorite crystals official now........it's a light grey, and coral hue in real life real nice, real flashy more flash then in this picture - I really like stones with tons of flash........................this rock don't even look like it came from earth BUT IT DID (cause it's definately not a meteor - I have a tektite collection - 1 meteor proper but it's small, cool but small in a little meteor collector box).....................  

latest friendship bracelet I'm making pictured below (squish banana in background - it's sand filled and is relaxing to squish). This friendship bracelet is I think the colors of ernie's shirt from sesame street, I keep coming back to that color combo very fond of it................................

as christians we should be different

and this earth 

is about money a lot of it is - what all people can buy for their "pride of life"

it's about the "pride of life" 

1 John 2:16

For all that is in the world, the lust of the flesh, and the lust of the eyes, and the pride of life, is not of the Father, but is of the world.

  "we don't need gucci, we don't need prada" - Kreayshawn 

1 Timothy 6:6 "But godliness with contentment is great gain."

those that need that though - that's fine some do out there NO HATE I ain't one them hating types of christians (many needs the big brands for their jobs to out there, that happens............................realistate me, when I doing my realistate job I dress up as a whole nother person). I'm very preppy as I've stated on my blog before, but sometimes I do my "realistate lady looks" a little to well and creep myself out. I don't end up having nightmares about what I weared though............more just a moment looking at myself in the mirror thinking oh no I'm like 3 steps away from working at hsn (no hate). For real though. Ya I mean the home shopping network I sure do. They get jazzed over some silly products on that show sometimes..........................one day watching home shopping network I came so close to buying bison burgers..................I STILL WANT SOME BISON BURGERS. (they never sold me on their steaks) But them bison burgers 👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍 I don't think though it's really natural to want to eat any animals, it feels wrong to me..............but if I was to eat a burger them bison

my ear is finally feeling better
(I some suspect some church folk prayed for me)
it was bad long time my ear was
now I still have some extra ringing in both my ears but that is lessening to
(I got like the worst cold ever a few weeks ago)

TITHING TODAY GOD NEEDS TO BLESS ME I AIN'T WAITING FOR DONALD TRUMP TO MAKE AMERICA GREAT AGAIN! Brian says it is 100% my fault we don't have friends or family basically it's all my fault everything is my fault 100% (he goes through what I go through HIS WORDS) Except him having a low libido, UNLESS HE IS ASSERTING THAT I AM FAT AND UGLY (we only be's 1 time every 3 months or so) am I that fat and ugly?????????? So we joined a running club, and today we went to a church with more then 2 bible study times.............a church easier for us to "get plugged into" due to our buisy schedule (part of that is because brian has to drive ian to work everyday and drive ian everywhere ian is well into his 20's no drivers license yet and he is very popular). That's how church people make friends they get "plugged in" everybody talks about that at all the churches do getting "plugged in"..........................

TITHING TODAY GOD NEEDS TO BLESS ME I AIN'T WAITING FOR DONALD TRUMP TO MAKE AMERICA GREAT AGAIN! Brian says it is 100% my fault we don't have friends or family basically it's all my fault everything is my fault 100% (he goes through what I go through HIS WORDS) Except him having a low libido, UNLESS HE IS ASSERTING THAT I AM FAT AND UGLY (we only be's 1 time every 3 months or so) am I that fat and ugly?????????? So we joined a running club, and today we went to a church with more then 2 bible study times.............a church easier for us to "get plugged into" due to our buisy schedule (part of that is because brian has to drive ian to work everyday and drive ian everywhere ian is well into his 20's no drivers license yet and he is very popular). That's how church people make friends they get "plugged in" everybody talks about that at all the churches do getting "plugged in"..........................

my latest friendship bracelet I really like this one a lot...........................

  I asked brian one day what a "tithe amount" would be for me, and he said $120 a month so I been breaking that into $30 a week installments...................................

 The bible verse about Job in the bible, many churches focus on the bad things that happened to job once god allowed lucifer to try and destroy his faith and his life. But what about before that.................Job 1:8-10 "And the Lord said unto Satan, Hast thou considered my servant Job, that there is none like him in the earth, a perfect and an upright man, one that feareth God, and escheweth evil? Then Satan answered the Lord, and said, Doth Job fear God for nought? Hast not thou made an hedge about him, and about his house, and about all that he hath on every side? thou hast blessed the work of his hands, and his substance is increased in the land." (I am different then Job pry in the bible, I believe what the bible says that lucifer is the "son of the morning" Isaiah 14:12 "How art thou fallen from heaven, O Lucifer, son of the morning! how art thou cut down to the ground, which didst weaken the nations!" I do not at all believe Lucifer horrible evil like it does look to be most the body of christ believes especially Kenneth Copeland. 

  Job was severelly protected. """hedge about him, and about his house, and about all that he hath on every side? """ Job I think it's fair to say - put god 1st in his life........................we don't know if he tithed.................................................but..................................if god was 1st in his life he probably donated land, cattle something to god/church. 
Job 42:12 "So the Lord blessed the latter end of Job more than his beginning: for he had fourteen thousand sheep, and six thousand camels, and a thousand yoke of oxen, and a thousand she asses."

  If bad times happen and your like job, stands to reason god will give everything back to you AND THEN SOME PER JOB 42:12

SO IN MY ESTIMATION

TITHING

or giving your most whatever that is to god of talent etc. 

to be blessed by god

that's the idea!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

people can get sick being blessed by god

but I theorize god might protect some to

maybe not

but what if????????????????

I recogn he'd more be apt god would to protect me IF I'M GIVING GOD MY ALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL THEN NOT

PEOPLE OUT THERE TALKING ABOUT "DESTINY SWAPPING" ------ that might really be real!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

THAT MIGHT BE REALLY REAL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

" Hast not thou made an hedge about him, and about his house, and about all that he hath on every side?"

today I watched a tiktok talking about how they thought perez hilton looked evil these days but back in the day he had light in his eye's and that he talked smack about britney spears and hanged out with paris hilton a lot and that they believed paris hilton might've destiny swapped with britney spears..............that right now britney spears is rolling on the floor, dancing in circles (they saying WHAT HAPPENED, SHE WAS BASICALLY #1)

did that happen????????????????????

could it of?????????????????????

paris hilton also sings maybe she wanted to become britney maybe her and perez did satanic shiz wearing black robes at night??????????????? I'm not saying that happened............but britney spears facts is spinning in circles on film

and she was one of the "greats"

she ain't even in her like 60's or whatever, she's still young, pretty, talented TALENTED STILL

I do think it's odd

I'm not saying anybody destiny swapped with her

but that this destiny swap thing might be real

your headed to hell lgbtq unless you repent per the bible...............Jude 1:7 "Even as Sodom and Gomorrha, and the cities about them in like manner, giving themselves over to fornication, and going after strange flesh, are set forth for an example, suffering the vengeance of eternal fire." Maybe god ain't blessing me cause I'm going to a church that says hey kids you can cross dress all you want and --------------------- all you want with each other and go to heaven that's fine. WHEN THE BIBLE SAYS THE LGBTQ UNLESS THEY REPENT ARE HEADED TO HELL (if they into that "strange flesh" stuffs)......................THAT'S STRANGE FLESH,, if they women and women, men and men, men and little children....................................THAT'S NOT HOW THINGS ARE SUPPOSED TO BE DON'T MATTER WHO MOHAMMAD IN THE KORAN MARRIED!!!!!!!!!!!!!! GOD MADE MAN AND WOMAN TO BE TOGETHER NOT MAN AND LITTLE CHILD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! NOT MAN AND LITTLE CHILD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!....................

 your headed to hell lgbtq unless you repent per the bible...............Jude 1:7 "Even as Sodom and Gomorrha, and the cities about them in like manner, giving themselves over to fornication, and going after strange flesh, are set forth for an example, suffering the vengeance of eternal fire." Maybe god ain't blessing me cause I'm going to a church that says hey kids you can cross dress all you want and --------------------- all you want with each other and go to heaven that's fine. WHEN THE BIBLE SAYS THE LGBTQ UNLESS THEY REPENT ARE HEADED TO HELL (if they into that "strange flesh" stuffs)......................THAT'S STRANGE FLESH,, if they women and women, men and men, men and little children....................................THAT'S NOT HOW THINGS ARE SUPPOSED TO BE DON'T MATTER WHO MOHAMMAD IN THE KORAN MARRIED!!!!!!!!!!!!!! GOD MADE MAN AND WOMAN TO BE TOGETHER NOT MAN AND LITTLE CHILD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! NOT MAN AND LITTLE CHILD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!....................

already lost all the traffic to my blog so...........................(ps, lots of traffic doesn't necessarily mean I'm liked.................it could mean I am liked..............but maybe I'm more hated then lucifer, satan, the devil, and jesus christ)..................................

I was told by my husbands mom that both my family and his family are "non functional" ==== they hate me (only one of his sisters doesn't have lgbtq children - he has three sisters) so imagine how unpopular I probably am............just merely for believing the bible. 

I never win

and I don't hate lgbtq at all

but if I go with the bible what the bible says I'm deemed another hateful hateful hateful christian

and i'll be hated by brian 

his family

my kids

everyone if I go with what the bible says

and I ain't even hateful like that though

i'd rather hope and believe for the lgbtq to make it to heaven

but the bible says they headed straight to hell less they repent that's what the bible says

Jude 1:7 "Even as Sodom and Gomorrha, and the cities about them in like manner, giving themselves over to fornication, and going after strange flesh, are set forth for an example, suffering the vengeance of eternal fire."

passed my latest module exam......................of medical career I don't want to talk about so as not to jinx myself.................

Praise report (but not much of one, pry comes off as a joke even cause I've been tithing for months) We were in horrible line to get parking at the oregon state fair, me and ian got out the car concerned I was that we'd miss the Weird Al concert, then we find out people need wristbands in the free seating area me and ian got wristbands but didn't get brian one cause we weren't sure he was going to make it - HE WENT TO A GUY HANDING OUT WRISTBANDS AND GOT 1 OF THE LAST 3 HE HAD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! And we got 2 free biscuits at a gas station (cause they were putting in fresh biscuits and wanted to get rid of those two older biscuits) I AM TITHING TODAY...........GOD IS REAL, HE SPOKE TO ME ONE DAY HE'S REAL.....................................

 Praise report (but not much of one, pry comes off as a joke even cause I've been tithing for months) We were in horrible line to get parking at the oregon state fair, me and ian got out the car concerned I was that we'd miss the Weird Al concert, then we find out people need wristbands in the free seating area me and ian got wristbands but didn't get brian one cause we weren't sure he was going to make it - HE WENT TO A GUY HANDING OUT WRISTBANDS AND GOT 1 OF THE LAST 3 HE HAD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! And we got 2 free biscuits at a gas station (cause they were putting in fresh biscuits and wanted to get rid of those two older biscuits) I AM TITHING TODAY...........GOD IS REAL, HE SPOKE TO ME ONE DAY HE'S REAL.....................................

not enough of that 1 ladies face is showing for her to even be identifiable I'm fairly sure, I couldn't be sued for this picture. (it was very hot, brian had to get me a water cause I was starting to have a heat stroke I DIDN'T HAVE A HEAT STROKE but the beginnings of a heat stroke did happen to me...........I've learned to notice the signs of a heatstroke). Drank water, and bamn I was back to 100%

(I asked brian what a "tithe amount" would be for me cause we do the realistate sign job together, he said $120 a month, so I been breaking that into $30 a week installments)..........................

I don't want to pray right now at all. 

but you can seek god in more then 1 way 

you can seek him in "tithes and offerings"

Hebrews 11:6

But without faith it is impossible to please him: for he that cometh to God must believe that he is, and that he is a rewarder of them that diligently seek him.

I've prayed for years and most my prayers HAVEN'T BEEN ANSWERED, and I've gotten tired of praying. I'M TIRED. i'm really really tired. 

tired of being hated by basically everyone

tired of being judged when I'm doing my best just like everyone else

tired of christians being hated on and them I'm lumped with the body of christ in people's minds I DO ACCEPT JESUS AS MY LORD AND SAVIOR but I'm not like the rest of them or most of the rest of them I LOVE THE DEVIL AND HIS MEN THAT'S I AM UNIQUE. 

exhausted

i am exhausted