Lucifer (ya satan the devil) says today that I'm beginning to go through "the great healing" - that I've went through everything I went through to finally really love myself - I think that's it................to finally quit worrying about how I'm upsetting other people around me, and just love myself. And realize, I am "enough" cause we ain't saved by works 2 Timothy 1:9 "Who hath saved us, and called us with an holy calling, not according to our works, but according to his own purpose and grace, which was given us in Christ Jesus before the world began,".................evil villian sheri from 9/12/2025 wait evil satan worshipping villian sheri from 9/12/2025 PEOPLE ARE STILL DIEING RIGHT NOW IN GAZA AND ON THE STREETS ALL OVER AMERICA OF STARVATION AND WE NEED TO CARE B---SHES.................................I mean sinless usa christians that are basically all members of the apostolic chrisitan church of america cause I'm the only crap in the usa that sins all the rest of you don't wear makeup or jewelry or watch tv your being awesome like the apostolic christian church of america and sinless AND TO BE WORSHIPPED BECAUSE YOUR JESUS CHRIST'S BUT EVEN BETTER THEN THE LORD CAUSE LET'S FACE IT THE APOSTOLIC CHRISTIAN CHURCH OF AMERICA IS SO DAMNED AWESOME THEY COULD NEVER TAINT THEMSELVES BY RIDING DONKEYS!!!!!!!!!!!!............................

update 9/15/2025 how can I "heal" when I'm clearly hated by everyone. In pain. Besides "getting in shape" and getting feeling better and accepting everyone hates me ------- there's no """"""healing""""""" past that for me. 

I live a lonely life of a welfare mother, except I'm not a welfare mother NO HATE TO WELFARE MOTHERS EVIDENTALLY YOU HAVE IT BAD TO............I'm married been married 25+ years....................

 Lucifer (ya satan the devil) says today that I'm beginning to go through "the great healing" - that I've went through everything I went through to finally really love myself - I think that's it................to finally quit worrying about how I'm upsetting other people around me, and just love myself. And realize, I am "enough" cause we ain't saved by works 2 Timothy 1:9 "Who hath saved us, and called us with an holy calling, not according to our works, but according to his own purpose and grace, which was given us in Christ Jesus before the world began,".................evil villian sheri from 9/12/2025 wait evil satan worshipping villian sheri from 9/12/2025 PEOPLE ARE STILL DIEING RIGHT NOW IN GAZA AND ON THE STREETS ALL OVER AMERICA OF STARVATION AND WE NEED TO CARE B---SHES.................................I mean sinless usa christians that are basically all members of the apostolic chrisitan church of america cause I'm the only crap in the usa that sins all the rest of you don't wear makeup or jewelry or watch tv your being awesome like the apostolic christian church of america and sinless AND TO BE WORSHIPPED BECAUSE YOUR JESUS CHRIST'S BUT EVEN BETTER THEN THE LORD CAUSE LET'S FACE IT THE APOSTOLIC CHRISTIAN CHURCH OF AMERICA IS SO DAMNED AWESOME THEY COULD NEVER TAINT THEMSELVES BY RIDING DONKEYS!!!!!!!!!!!!............................

Oregon Food Bank

https://www.paypal.com/US/fundraiser/charity/1427607

These last 2 are pics from in the garage - I'm a big believer that garages don't have to look aweful! (be careful around lights - I was very careful around lights)...............

 Lucifer (ya satan the devil) says today that I'm beginning to go through "the great healing" - that I've went through everything I went through to finally really love myself - I think that's it................to finally quit worrying about how I'm upsetting other people around me, and just love myself. And realize, I am "enough" cause we ain't saved by works 2 Timothy 1:9 "Who hath saved us, and called us with an holy calling, not according to our works, but according to his own purpose and grace, which was given us in Christ Jesus before the world began,".................

I don't ever say where these e-mails are coming from because I fully believe this is a "internet portal" from the otherside!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I fully believe my 1st husband has e-mailed me FOR YEARS..................

in a race all run the bible says

1 Corinthians 9:24 "Know ye not that they which run in a race run all, but one receiveth the prize? So run, that ye may obtain."

  some runners are like me real slow

oh I know you all are giving hoards of money to charities and each other RUNNING FAST

me.......................

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Back when I was a long distant runner (won bronze medal in Jesse Owens Olympics pre-semi finals) me and my dad we'd run around the middle of the crowd starting out in a race............sometimes closer to the front if we were very badly wanting to win. But usually we'd plot out to let people pass us by, conserve our energy, and then BOLT IT the last mile and a half. This method usually worked!!!!!!!!!!! 

I know most everyone runs fast

but pacing oneself IS ACTUALLY A GOOD PLAN!!!!!!!!

2 Corinthians 9:7 "Every man according as he purposeth in his heart, so let him give; not grudgingly, or of necessity: for God loveth a cheerful giver." - If you give to much or do to much for people around you, in your life etc. you might get grumpy, you might become NOT CHEERFUL all the sudden..................so in my estimation it is the best and ideal to pace yourself if you can, if your able. 

but 

I'm the last in the body of christ 

hated by maybe everyone????????

so maybe I'm wrong, maybe run yourselves silly and tire yourselves out bad for jesus?????????

ps though I'm hated because I'm winning

they think I should be loosing a ton cause I'm doing hardly nothing and they most em are working their butts maybe sorta literally off.......bible says................

Proverbs 19:4 "Wealth maketh many friends; but the poor is separated from his neighbour." I can confidently say thanks to proverbs 19:4 that most people are donating tons of money, and/or giving tons of money or things to their friends - THEY HUSTLIN. 

  and then 

I'm hated right

cause I'm winning with hardly no work

...........no donations

........................no hustle at all

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some people are just lucky

I am one of the lucky ones 

though 

somedays I think I'm tragically inclined

I'M NOT

I'm the most lucky

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it's up to you now - it's time to take the pressure off.....................

me - oh I'll be just fine if "the pressure" stays on

blowing you actual devil kisses 👄👄👄👄👄👄👄👄

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True greatness isn't found in awards, achievements. True greatness, is found in loving people and in humility. Psalm 126:6 "He that goeth forth and weepeth, bearing precious seed, shall doubtless come again with rejoicing, bringing his sheaves with him."....................

True greatness isn't found in awards, achievements. True greatness, is found in loving people and in humility. Psalm 126:6 "He that goeth forth and weepeth, bearing precious seed, shall doubtless come again with rejoicing, bringing his sheaves with him."....................

this is going to be a bad blog post cause I telling you what real greatness is

(not in "man's eye's" but in God's eye's)

 This here very competitive world and most of us are STUCK IN THE "RAT RACE" WE STUCK..........Jesus notice he didn't "rat race" (but he knows most of us are trapped in the rat race). Philippians 2:7 "But made himself of no reputation, and took upon him the form of a servant, and was made in the likeness of men:" I am UNVALUED in this world.......maybe you are to???????????   

   1 Corinthians 1:25-27 "Because the foolishness of God is wiser than men; and the weakness of God is stronger than men. For ye see your calling, brethren, how that not many wise men after the flesh, not many mighty, not many noble, are called: But God hath chosen the foolish things of the world to confound the wise; and God hath chosen the weak things of the world to confound the things which are mighty;" Are you like me, not crazy rich?????????????????? Did you fail in this earth?????????????? Do you like me not have the biggest, greatest, awesomest job???????????? Like me, do you not have "all the accolaide's"

pssssss............most the body of christ is what I call "big times" these days

but in real real reality

reality

" not many noble, are called: But God hath chosen the foolish things of the world to confound the wise; and God hath chosen the weak things of the world to confound the things which are mighty"

Isaiah 66:2 "For all those things hath mine hand made, and all those things have been, saith the Lord: but to this man will I look, even to him that is poor and of a contrite spirit, and trembleth at my word." You won't hear Isaiah 66:2 preached probably not, pastors preach about what people worry about out there, people worry about being "rich enough" - and I get it, so that you can "keep up with the jonses" or in the year 2023 STILL - it's the khardashians......................................NO HATE..............HECK I WATCH THIS SHOW MYSELF............................

 

this "societal bar" that people are trying to acheive and/or keep up with IS REAL!

our lord Jesus Christ wasn't though even about trying to keep up with the Khardasians..........

Philippians 2:7 "But made himself of no reputation, and took upon him the form of a servant, and was made in the likeness of men:"

I feel if Jesus was on this earth right now, I feel he'd be like me though, he's pry maybe watch "Keeping up with the Khardasians" once or twice?????? Pry he wouldn't watch that show as much as I have which is me admitting stupid stuff. 

IN A WORLD THAT TELLS YOU ALL THE TIME

YOUR NOT ENOUGH

YOUR ENOUGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Romans 8

29 For whom he did foreknow, he also did predestinate to be conformed to the image of his Son, that he might be the firstborn among many brethren.

30 Moreover whom he did predestinate, them he also called: and whom he called, them he also justified: and whom he justified, them he also glorified.

Have a great day!