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Friday, July 31, 2020

God doesn't "cancel" like cancel culture does - GOD IS LOVE.......if you feel like you've been cancelled like me, read this blog post and please don't go kill yourself or worse................................

God doesn't "cancel" like cancel culture does - GOD IS LOVE.......if you feel like you've been cancelled like me, read this blog post and please don't go kill yourself or worse................................

1 Corinthians 1:27 "But God hath chosen the foolish things of the world to confound the wise; and God hath chosen the weak things of the world to confound the things which are mighty;"
God isn't a part of "cancel culture"
1 Chronicles 16:34 "O give thanks unto the Lord; for he is good; for his mercy endureth for ever."
Psalm 118:2 "Let Israel now say, that his mercy endureth for ever."
Psalm 118:3 "Let the house of Aaron now say, that his mercy endureth for ever."
Psalm 118:4 "Let them now that fear the Lord say, that his mercy endureth for ever."
Psalm 118:29 "O give thanks unto the Lord; for he is good: for his mercy endureth for ever."
Jesus Christ the Lord 
isn't a part of "cancel culture"
Matthew 5:44 "But I say unto you, Love your enemies, bless them that curse you, do good to them that hate you, and pray for them which despitefully use you, and persecute you;"
Luke 6:27 "But I say unto you which hear, Love your enemies, do good to them which hate you,"
Luke 6:35 "But love ye your enemies, and do good, and lend, hoping for nothing again; and your reward shall be great, and ye shall be the children of the Highest: for he is kind unto the unthankful and to the evil."
   I ain't trying to erase you Apostolic Christian Church of America - I merely don't enjoy you "commandments of men" nor the treatment of me, and I've been vocal about it. I trying to love you by donating to your harvest call cause as I've stated before all you will take is my money. And hoping and praying you'll get rid of your last commandment of men (ya the jewelry one) and get to really loving me, not this abuse attacking me on my block stuffs your church members and ex church members are calling love. 
  God doesn't erase people that wear jewelry
GOD SHOWS MERCY!
My target audience exists, and they are the people like me forgotten, cast out. Bible says bible say real followers of christ will be rejected, 
kicked out of the synagogues........
John 16:2 "They shall put you out of the synagogues: yea, the time cometh, that whosoever killeth you will think that he doeth God service."
2 Corinthians 4:8-10 "We are troubled on every side, yet not distressed; we are perplexed, but not in despair; Persecuted, but not forsaken; cast down, but not destroyed; Always bearing about in the body the dying of the Lord Jesus, that the life also of Jesus might be made manifest in our body."
  A little of my blog is directed towards "Corporate christianity" proper ---- but the bulk of it is aimed at the people like me, cancelled by this here world! AND BY THE CHURCH PRY. 
God doesn't "cancel" like they do
GOD IS LOVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!
  

Thursday, July 30, 2020

Video blog post: "The game demands I make her mine" - ok : ) Video about how to dress modest and help save the earth at the same time...........maybe not be killed then for being a christian John 16:2 "They will put you out of the synagogues; yes, the time is coming that whoever kills you will think that he offers God service."...............

Video blog post: "The game demands I make her mine"  - ok : ).........Video about how to dress modest and help save the earth at the same time................

   John 16:2 "They will put you out of the synagogues; yes, the time is coming that whoever kills you will think that he offers God service." People really really really want to save the earth these days, if you's be's wearing tons of clothes and no crop tops someday (or for guys muscle shirts are also environmentally kind clothing choices) ---- People pry will think killing you is "offers God service" FOR REALS!
 Crop tops as "modest attire" yep 100% Mark 9:23 "Jesus said unto him, If thou canst believe, all things are possible to him that believeth."
   There are old blog post I have deleted for the sake of gaining love.....................Proverbs 17:9 "He that covereth a transgression seeketh love; but he that repeateth a matter separateth very friends." But there is a time to speak, also a time to refrain from speaking. Ecclesiastes 3:7 "A time to rend, and a time to sew; a time to keep silence, and a time to speak;" If a church has and further appears to love "commandments of men" then that is the time to speak....for example.
   The person whom the game demands that he make me his................I don' t believe even has a secret, but if he did I'd surely do all I can to keep it......................
 He don't have a secret though, naw, if he did, it's not even nothing bad, rather something good, something positive. 
  That's all I have to say for today. It ain't a bad thing that I don't have tons to blog, so fancy...........Psalm 34:18 "The Lord is nigh unto them that are of a broken heart; and saveth such as be of a contrite spirit."
Tootles.

Saturday, July 25, 2020

Video blog post: The reason why christians shouldn't watch porn.....it's often depiciting people fornicating Romans 1:32 "Who knowing the judgment of God, that they which commit such things are worthy of death, not only do the same, but have pleasure in them that do them." 0% of us christians are supposed to "have pleasure" watching SIN. .........

The reason why christians shouldn't watch porn.....it's often depiciting people fornicating Romans 1:32 "Who knowing the judgment of God, that they which commit such things are worthy of death, not only do the same, but have pleasure in them that do them." 0% of us christians are supposed to "have pleasure" watching SIN.
  The verses around this verse are also relevant.......................
Romans 1
26 For this cause God gave them up unto vile affections: for even their women did change the natural use into that which is against nature:
27 And likewise also the men, leaving the natural use of the woman, burned in their lust one toward another; men with men working that which is unseemly, and receiving in themselves that recompence of their error which was meet.
28 And even as they did not like to retain God in their knowledge, God gave them over to a reprobate mind, to do those things which are not convenient;
29 Being filled with all unrighteousness, fornication, wickedness, covetousness, maliciousness; full of envy, murder, debate, deceit, malignity; whisperers,
30 Backbiters, haters of God, despiteful, proud, boasters, inventors of evil things, disobedient to parents,
31 Without understanding, covenantbreakers, without natural affection, implacable, unmerciful:
32 Who knowing the judgment of God, that they which commit such things are worthy of death, not only do the same, but have pleasure in them that do them.
I believe we all are going to see um people doing some of the sins in verses 29-31 above, but we shouldn't have pleasure seeing people do those things. Like if we were to watch porn, honest, we pry shouldn't enjoy it. Like if we were to watch porn, it should really be, not fun for us!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
That's all for today, 
have a great day!
I ceasefire 
   A even better post then this one, from reddit...............by someone other then myself..........on basically the same topic......I really dig this post talking about all the sins of "Sodom and Gamora" that it wasn't just "sexual sins" like people deem was the case................
https://www.reddit.com/r/Christianity/comments/hy9tvy/sodoms_other_sin/
  Especially where they say "Throughout the Old Testament, the Israelites are told to treat strangers with fairness and hospitality: “When a stranger sojourns (lives) with you in your land, you shall not do him wrong. You shall treat the stranger who sojourns with you as the native among you, and you shall love him as yourself…” Lev 19:33-34 In the New Testament, JESUS warns us that at the last judgement, those who reject the stranger and disregard the poor will be sent to everlasting fire. Mat 25:32-46"" by u/mgreene888 on reddit................great content. Goes with what I was talking about in this blog post super well happens to be. 

Thursday, July 23, 2020

Video blog post: Jesus Christ the Lord, the original "Die-t-er" instead of counting calories he suffered in the flesh. And being the last Revelation 22:13, he then said this was to give us "life more abundantly" all of this suffering, genious move I must say especially if He desires to win us real sicko's - xoxoxo Jesus xoxoxoxo.............................

Video blog post: Jesus Christ the Lord, the original "Die-t-er" instead of counting calories he suffered in the flesh. And being the last Revelation 22:13, he then said this was to give us "life more abundantly" all of this suffering, genious move I must say especially if He desires to win us real sicko's - xoxoxo Jesus xoxoxoxo.............................
1 Peter 4:1 "Forasmuch then as Christ hath suffered for us in the flesh, arm yourselves likewise with the same mind: for he that hath suffered in the flesh hath ceased from sin;"

John 10:10 "The thief cometh not, but for to steal, and to kill, and to destroy: I am come that they might have life, and that they might have it more abundantly."
You can't walk in the flesh for your whole life and think that is getting you to heaven....
1 Corinthians 15:50 "Now this I say, brethren, that flesh and blood cannot inherit the kingdom of God; neither doth corruption inherit incorruption."
  Jesus is a genious and a half........he knew how to win the sickest of us...............................if he just preached some churchy buisiness, many of us wouldn't of listened to him at all. NOT US STRAIGHT UP SICKO'S.!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
    John 6:54-56 "Whoso eateth my flesh, and drinketh my blood, hath eternal life; and I will raise him up at the last day. For my flesh is meat indeed, and my blood is drink indeed. He that eateth my flesh, and drinketh my blood, dwelleth in me, and I in him."
    1 Corinthians 15:45 "And so it is written, The first man Adam was made a living soul; the last Adam was made a quickening spirit."
  The 1st adam, was stuck living in the flesh. 
old wine, old wineskin ------- in my estimation is walking in the flesh
new wine - new wineskin -----------  walking in the spirit in my estimation
Romans 8:13 "For if ye live after the flesh, ye shall die: but if ye through the Spirit do mortify the deeds of the body, ye shall live."
Galatians 5:25 "If we live in the Spirit, let us also walk in the Spirit."
So I'm bestest off being trapped blogging forever since how I'm supposed to walk in the spirit. 
But I'm feeling really spiritually killed at the moment, hence my Karaoke song choice (refer to comments section of previous blog post)..........................
me singing "Blue Monday" by New Order......................
 I'm like a "girly girl" but I done know...........(I know many deem being girly a sin, that your then possessed by Jezebel, and you are then being like taken to hell for sure)...............But once upon a time, girls could look like ladies --------- I SWEAR IT I'M TELLING THE TRUTH BATHSHEBA IN THE BIBLE WAS A SEVERELY PRETTY GIRLY LOOKING CHICK I SWEAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 
I am a real goth this isn't me "playing pretend"
this is actually who I am. 
 A goth christian.
Have a great day!
I do need to walk in the spirit. 
Blogging helps.
(a certain amount of walking in the spirit has to happen for me to even come up with a blog post)

Monday, July 20, 2020

The other side of the coin.................lucifer like the lord Jesus Christ............has been given a hard task in eternity, with not much reward, he won't ever be like Jesus walking around in mansions being praised by all on streets of gold someday.........................

The other side of the coin.................lucifer like the lord Jesus Christ............has been given a hard task in eternity, with not much reward, he won't ever be like Jesus walking around in mansions being praised by all on streets of gold someday 1 Peter 2:17 "Honour all men. Love the brotherhood. Fear God. Honour the king."
  Many people,, many pastors, speak fowly of lucifer, and don't even think nothing of that. And so I've heard he is the "all seeing eye"..........whether he hears it all or not, he pry hears at least some of it.

via GIPHY
  I care about Lucifer's feelings, I realize most of you don't. And I can't likely convince you to care.
   I'm just drawing some similarities between Lucifer and Lord Jesus Christ...........both very hated, very rejected.
Both bring light to the earth. 
Isaiah 14:12 "How art thou fallen from heaven, O Lucifer, son of the morning! how art thou cut down to the ground, which didst weaken the nations!"
 Both given hard tasks. I think higher of "sinners" then most people......................
I do not believe many people wake up one day and say "I want to be addicted to meth and loose all my teeth and my job and my family etc."
---------- i don't. 
 I don't believe people "want" to be alcoholics. 
I don't believe people really want to be prostitutes and cheapen themselves (I think they have all been brainwashed......or brainwashed themownselves)
People are born with a sinful nature but mostly good
babies are all cute all of them
some them fussy (hence the sinful natures)
  Even the more fussy babies surely have cute moments. 
  Time and chance happeneth to all
time and chance happeneth to lucifer
a man that should be loved and valued. 

Ecclesiastes 9:11 "I returned, and saw under the sun, that the race is not to the swift, nor the battle to the strong, neither yet bread to the wise, nor yet riches to men of understanding, nor yet favour to men of skill; but time and chance happeneth to them all."
That's all I have to say for today, I have a headache I need prayer. 
  I never meant to hate on ANY people or ever bring anybody down on my blog. 
  Look I ain't no "big thang" that can afford to beat people down. And even if I was......................I don't want to be "that person" 
I want to be the person that loves people, 
even lucifer. 
oh ya
that might get me so busted so bad
I don't care!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


Friday, July 17, 2020

video blog post: I don't want to attack people nor be attacked, I am like marilyn monroe I like books, and movies and things that don't involve me attacking people or people attacking me. Can you all just annoint me perfect please? Psalm 37:37 "Mark the perfect man, and behold the upright: for the end of that man is peace."....................

video blog post: I don't want to attack people nor be attacked, I am like marilyn monroe I like books, and movies and things that don't involve me attacking people or people attacking me. Can you all just annoint me perfect please? Psalm 37:37 "Mark the perfect man, and behold the upright: for the end of that man is peace."....................

I mean can't a pastor like wave a wand in the air and dub me perfect???????? - it's totally gotta be possible I'm not just a blonde with a silly idea right now. 
 Cause I'm like so done with being attacked, or being hated, like so done with that life. 
Today I thought to myself, maybe if I deleted everywhere on my blog the words "apostolic christian church of america" then I wouldn't be attacked no more. But there is a lot of posts, and I'd have to delete "tags" to cause sometimes I just tagged their church, and I have over 800 blog posts, so you can imagine that would be quite a task. 
 But then I thought on Psalm 37:37 "Mark the perfect man, and behold the upright: for the end of that man is peace.".someone else would attack me then, for some other reason. 
  I am 100% I will be attacked, apparently very very severely viciously, until I am perfect. But I really am not wanting to be of this being attacked or attacking life......................
I am like a real Marilyn Monroe look alike
and 
some us Marilyn Monroe apple's are
not falling far from our favorite blonde's tree!
In a straight way I love Marilyn Monroe
💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓
(that is a picture of me, and not the real marilyn monroe....super close that pic)



Fresh video blog (attacked a slew again last night on my blog): I have "moved on" from the Apostolic Christian Church of America, I believe "moving on" looks different for different people, not everyone is going to full out walk away from their past and they shouldn't for Jesus the Lord said..........Luke 6:27 "Love for Enemies “But to you who are listening I say: Love your enemies, do good to those who hate you," That is not full out walking away from them........

  Blessed Be Apostolic Christian Church of America 
may Jesus Christ our Lord accept your repentances 
and usher you into his beloved and may you dwell in green pastures for all the days of your lives. 
Matthew 5:11-12 "Blessed are ye, when men shall revile you, and persecute you, and shall say all manner of evil against you falsely, for my sake. Rejoice, and be exceeding glad: for great is your reward in heaven: for so persecuted they the prophets which were before you."
  I have "moved on" from the Apostolic Christian Church of America, I believe "moving on" looks different for different people, not everyone is going to full out walk away from their past and they shouldn't for Jesus the Lord said..........Luke 6:27 "Love for Enemies “But to you who are listening I say: Love your enemies, do good to those who hate you," That is not full out walking away from them........
The attacks on my blog last night, fresh person.............annymous of course......................
 Unknown said...
Matt, do not argue with this woman. she is mentally sick. pray for her love her and move on.
JULY 16, 2020 AT 7:59 PM  
Giving it to god said...
How am I "mentally sick" --- and matt is done speaking to me, I told him not to anymore, that I couldn't handle his abuse anymore, and also had my husband e-mail him the same.

Unknown said...
give his last name. former member here. probably know the guy
JULY 16, 2020 AT 7:51 PM  
Giving it to god said...
I don't know his last name, I seriously only know that he has a wife, the state he lives in, that is he a member of the apostolic christian church of america (considering how mean you are to me, you pry are best friends with this guy - the time stamp matches so - https://givingittogod.blogspot.com/2020/07/so-for-months-been-speaking-to-grandson.html
and he has 2 kids, months, month of speaking to this guy who claimed to be my friend, whilst alternating between "being nice" and then attacking me, mostly attacking me.
------------ And if you think this cult is going to "give his last name" are you speaking to the cult that is the Apostolic Christian Church of America with that question. AND YOU CALLED ME CRAZY????????????????????????? 

Unknown said...
sherri, it's time to move on from the AC church. you need to get some therapy so you can let go. Former member here and glad to be. Ive been following your blog for a long time. time to let go.
JULY 16, 2020 AT 8:05 PM  
Giving it to god said...
I have "let it go" if they are speaking to me, and I think about something in the past that went on there, that happens to go with a blog post I'm talking about..............what is the harm of mentioning that............isn't testifying talking about stuffs you done been through in the past and learned from? Well stuffs I've done been through (bad stuff most of it) and learned from did happen at the Apostolic Christian Church of America...................I don't go there anymore. Just pretend 5-10 years of my life didn't happen hugh?
And your pry the person that also commented yesterday that you deem me "sick" - how? How do people heal from the past --- do they not via speaking about it?? I can't afford a counselor, that shiz costs $40+ a hour, you apparently are rich not me. Thank you for insulting me to and calling me crazy I love the hate, I'm about to read all the rest of the nasty horrible things your ex-aposotlic christian church of america and glad self that supposedly has "moved on" but your bashing me on my blog, so "better" then me self has to say on the other comments on my blog in a second.
JULY 17, 2020 AT 8:56 AM  
Giving it to god said...
for those reading this this so better then me so sane so recoverred from the apostolic christian church of america ex-sister called me crazy WAS HORRIBLY NASTY TO ME ON THE COMMENTS SECTION OF THIS POST (I've still to read the rest of her "attacks" but I'm expecting nothing but nastiness considering the "tone" this ex-sister has set of hate towards me.....https://givingittogod.blogspot.com/2020/07/so-for-months-been-speaking-to-grandson.html
 Me sheri live this blog post again...................
I was wrong she only was super mean to me by calling me "mentally sick" I'm used to though when people be "not nice" to me, for them to be super super supppppppppppppppppper not nice to me on my blog. 
Matthew 5:11-12 "Blessed are ye, when men shall revile you, and persecute you, and shall say all manner of evil against you falsely, for my sake. Rejoice, and be exceeding glad: for great is your reward in heaven: for so persecuted they the prophets which were before you."
 I need to get the party going cause I'm reviled badly and often these days 😁💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓 so my song choice today is my fave micheal jackson song oh ya.............

  For me the Apostolic Christian church of america (apparently at least 1 their ex- members to) are the "beast with 40 eye's"............coming for me on my blog ATTACKING ME.

via GIPHY
OW!
(ps, nothing buth love for Micheal Jackson forever 💓) 
I love the apostolic christian church of america
ex members and current and all of my attackers in general
your making me look awesome. 
👍
(I know hurt people hurt people and this lady that attacked me this "ex apostolic christian church of america" member you bestest believe she is in agony.) Might be a guy again though. Either way. 
To say that I am "mentally sick" is a attack on the Lord Jesus Christ himself cause you are attacking his word and he said in the bible he is his word.......
John 1:1 "In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God."
2 Timothy 1:7 "For God hath not given us the spirit of fear; but of power, and of love, and of a sound mind."
Attacking me profusely on my blog like this isn't what mercy looks like either.........
Matthew 5:7 "Blessed are the merciful: for they shall obtain mercy."


Thursday, July 16, 2020

Complainin or serving? Philippians 2:14-15 "Do everything without grumbling or arguing, so that you may become blameless and pure, “children of God without fault in a warped and crooked generation.”...................

Complainin or serving? Philippians 2:14-15 "Do everything without grumbling or arguing, so that you may become blameless and pure, “children of God without fault in a warped and crooked generation.”...................
   I once was a Debbie Downer yep, I was once really overweight (now I done know pry most overweight women don't become "debbies") but overweight me was  the like Debbie BOsssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss of this earth.

This is what I looked like when I was a "Debbie Downer".....
You might think "Well Debbie Downer variety sheri year like 2003 or so why are you then smiling in this photo?" 
--- my answer to that.........I was a Debbie BOSS!
  (back then if people tried to challenge me, which they did, they didn't get far......)
Back to this bible verse...............
Philippians 2:14-15 "Do everything without grumbling or arguing, so that you may become blameless and pure, “children of God without fault in a warped and crooked generation.”
  I've notice Philippians 2:14-15 is saying that we need to do "everything" without "grumbling and arguing" 
everything is probably really everything
pry is surf facebook without "grumbling or aguiing"
blogging surf nuff
EVERYTHING
"..........so that you may become blameless and pure, “children of God without fault in a warped and crooked generation"
   And I feel like when paul said........."forgetting those things which are behind" I think he literally meant don't not remember your entire past right......................
don't repeat your past anymore
if you were a complainer like I once was 
don't do that anymore!
Philippians 3:13 "Brethren, I count not myself to have apprehended: but this one thing I do, forgetting those things which are behind, and reaching forth unto those things which are before," The grumbling and complaining I did in the past, I can't do nothing about that..................
The past already happened there is no "time machine" I can all go in and then go back in time and not "complain or grumble"
All I or you can do ANYTHING about 
is today right now!
Philippians 2:14-15 "Do everything without grumbling or arguing, so that you may become blameless and pure, “children of God without fault in a warped and crooked generation.”
1 Corinthians 9:24 "Do you not know that in a race all the runners run, but only one gets the prize? Run in such a way as to get the prize."
  Non debbie me today........................................(most overweight women pry aren't Debbie's "fat me" was a Debbie..........now I am a Marilyn Monroe)....................................
My latest painting............................
+++++
This is nearly me off topic, but I've watched a great deal of them starving people in african fundraiser on christian tv, never have I seen none them starving kids, or adults in african "grumble or complain" if you really watch them fundraisers for the starving in african on like daystar tv...............they will like say what is happening to them...........but never that I have seen never in a "grumbling" or  a"complaining" way. I'm saying if they can do that, I can do that, you can do that, we all can do that. 
Have a great day!
Disney princess me whistling away.............................
via GIPHY
ps If you didn't realize it..............a "crooked generation" is a complaining and grumbling generation........Philippians 2:14-15 "Do everything without grumbling or arguing, so that you may become blameless and pure, “children of God without fault in a warped and crooked generation.” Better to be like mickey mouse above, or disney princess above, or marilyn monroe hard at work whistling above.
""This is the day that the lord has made I will rejoice and be glad in it........this is the day, this is the day that the lord hath made!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"" - some christian song????

Psalm 118

22 The stone the builders rejected
    has become the cornerstone;
23 the Lord has done this,
    and it is marvelous in our eyes.
24 The Lord has done it this very day;
    let us rejoice today and be glad.
25 Lord, save us!
    Lord, grant us success!

Monday, July 13, 2020

I will be forgiven for every thing bad I've ever said or did, because I'm determined to show everyone that ever wronged me mercy, and mercy is the way of love, god who is love is merciful. Luke 6:37 "Judge not, and ye shall not be judged: condemn not, and ye shall not be condemned: forgive, and ye shall be forgiven:".................

I will be forgiven for every thing bad I've ever said or did, because I'm determined to show everyone that ever wronged me mercy, and mercy is the way of love, god who is love is merciful. Luke 6:37 "Judge not, and ye shall not be judged: condemn not, and ye shall not be condemned: forgive, and ye shall be forgiven:".................

Luke 6:37-39 

37 Judge not, and ye shall not be judged: condemn not, and ye shall not be condemned: forgive, and ye shall be forgiven:
38 Give, and it shall be given unto you; good measure, pressed down, and shaken together, and running over, shall men give into your bosom. For with the same measure that ye mete withal it shall be measured to you again.
39 And he spake a parable unto them, Can the blind lead the blind? shall they not both fall into the ditch?
  For me personally I feel that the "forgive" part of Luke 6:37 is what applies most to me in my life................there are a great many people that have wronged me. How cool is it, that I forgive them.............then I get forgiven. #AWESOME
  I have tons of skeletons in my closet, except none them in my closet they all doing irish jigs...........................
 A person in my life got me thinking on these verses as well today.................
Proverbs 14:20 "The poor is hated even of his own neighbour: but the rich hath many friends."
Proverbs 19:4 "Wealth maketh many friends; but the poor is separated from his neighbour."
  I really believe "real wealth" isn't hingent on how many friends you have. Real wealth........real wealth...........in my estimation............is having Jesus Christ in my life............Proverbs 10:15 "The rich man's wealth is his strong city: the destruction of the poor is their poverty."
  let me break this down..............................by adding the surrounding verses.....................

Proverbs 10:14-16 

14 Wise men lay up knowledge: but the mouth of the foolish is near destruction.
15 The rich man's wealth is his strong city: the destruction of the poor is their poverty.
16 The labour of the righteous tendeth to life: the fruit of the wicked to sin.
 The rich man's wealth isn't his money. I think Jesus is a strong city. Isaiah 55:2 "Wherefore do ye spend money for that which is not bread? and your labour for that which satisfieth not? hearken diligently unto me, and eat ye that which is good, and let your soul delight itself in fatness."
I am making Dorodango's...............they are not shinny yet..........but Japanese Shinny Balls are fun............I big time recommend this coronovirus activity everyone nearly has access to dirt...............
Right now they are in zip lock baggies, in the refrigerator which is pulling the moisture out of them quick. And they look a bit different now to, cause I added a layer of bentonite clay on top of them (some of the brown is going to show through though when they are shinny..............it's going to be cool)
Have a great day!
And I forgive you 😁👍



Sunday, July 12, 2020

Video blog post: Matt M a member of the Apostolic Christian church of America has tried to utterly destroy me for months now (he's a man attacking a girl and, quite a bit older then me as well). I'm not going to be "overcome" by evil, but keep on giving money to the apostolic christian church of america, keep on trying to love them the bestest I can..........have the zeal and the fire that god wishes for his church to have..........to not back down when the gates of hell come up against me attacking me like Matt M has attacked me for months.....................

  Blessed Be Apostolic Christian Church of America 
may Jesus Christ our Lord accept your repentances 
and usher you into his beloved and may you dwell in green pastures for all the days of your lives. 
Video blog post: Matt M a member of the Apostolic Christian church of America has tried to utterly destroy me for months now (he's a man attacking a girl and, quite a bit older then me as well). I'm not going to be "overcome" by evil, but keep on giving money to the apostolic christian church of america, keep on trying to love them the bestest I can..........have the zeal and the fire that god wishes for his church to have..........to not back down when the gates of hell come up against me attacking me like Matt M has attacked me for months.....................
Romans 12:21 "Be not overcome of evil, but overcome evil with good." I do feel at the moment overcame by the evil of some of the members of the apostolic christian church of america, some of thems total hatred for me, and lack of love for me. But, the word of god is true............................I don't have to just sit my whole life being "overcame" by Matt M and others like him that hate me a slew at his church. I need to keep donating money to their church via their little "harvest call" site................keep doing good to them in that.
  I may look "destroyed" right now by Matt M?????????? I may look down, but I'm not out!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
2 Corinthians 4:8-10 "We are troubled on every side, yet not distressed; we are perplexed, but not in despair; Persecuted, but not forsaken; cast down, but not destroyed; Always bearing about in the body the dying of the Lord Jesus, that the life also of Jesus might be made manifest in our body."
Revelation 3:16 "So then because thou art lukewarm, and neither cold nor hot, I will spue thee out of my mouth."
 Matt M has done me nothing but a favour, in his "destroying" of me...........for god wants us to be ON FIRE LIKE THIS. 
I am "not yet made perfect" 
but I am not some looser
Philippians 3:12 "Not as though I had already attained, either were already perfect: but I follow after, if that I may apprehend that for which also I am apprehended of Christ Jesus."

Romans 8:36-38

36 As it is written, For thy sake we are killed all the day long; we are accounted as sheep for the slaughter.
37 Nay, in all these things we are more than conquerors through him that loved us.
38 For I am persuaded, that neither death, nor life, nor angels, nor principalities, nor powers, nor things present, nor things to come,
Oh heck ya Romans 8:36-38 I done know that's right!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I am more then a conqueror in
 Christ Jesus!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Friday, July 10, 2020

So for months been speaking to the grandson of one of the "Sister's who weared brooches" oh there was gossip about one of them at the Apostolic Christian Church of America TONS OF IT........................her and the lady that weared a "White headcovering"....................

  Blessed Be Apostolic Christian Church of America 
may Jesus Christ our Lord accept your repentances 
and usher you into his beloved and may you dwell in green pastures for all the days of your lives. 
James 3:9-12 "Therewith bless we God, even the Father; and therewith curse we men, which are made after the similitude of God. Out of the same mouth proceedeth blessing and cursing. My brethren, these things ought not so to be. Doth a fountain send forth at the same place sweet water and bitter? Can the fig tree, my brethren, bear olive berries? either a vine, figs? so can no fountain both yield salt water and fresh."
 Important: I have nothing but love for the brother that might still be mad at me. And I just e-mailed him and said...................
ps...............
I never liked it at all when they gossiped about your grandma (name of this person edited out so I can't be sued, won't likely be sued just being safe), or the sister that weared white headcoverings, I didn't enjoy it at all, 
   I got real miserable at the apostolic christian church of america, I got desperate to leave that church real desperate (that is the truth cause I prefer people be loved, by churches whether they are currently at said church or not, that's how I like things) People so need to be loved, not gossiped about please, please people!

 So for months been speaking to the grandson  of one of  the "Sister's who weared brooches" oh there was gossip about one of them at the Apostolic Christian Church of America TONS OF IT........................her and the lady that weared a "White headcovering"....................
  I think he's done e-mailing me, I think he stormed off in a (like for good) fit of rage last night, cause he told me his wife couldn't wear wedding rings cause she has allergies.
  So I assumed she had allergies, and I'm like well has she tried wearing silicone wedding bands, that surely there's some sort of wedding ring she can wear, unless she is really not wanting to wear a wedding ring so as to not be "tainted" by wearing jewelry.
  Then he gets super mad at me and says "how dare you accuse my wife who has psorisis"
well he didn't tell me she had psorisis
he said allergies
there are many people who have allergies to various metals my mom is one of them, she has to wear special earrings, or else her ears will inflame and turn very red. (hypoallergenic earrings they are called it is a real thing) So naturally that's what I thought his wife suffered from or something like that since how he used the word "allergy" and DID NOT make no mention in the original e-mail of psorisis. 
Titus 3:2 "To speak evil of no man, to be no brawlers, but gentle, shewing all meekness unto all men."
James 4:11 "Speak not evil one of another, brethren. He that speaketh evil of his brother, and judgeth his brother, speaketh evil of the law, and judgeth the law: but if thou judge the law, thou art not a doer of the law, but a judge."
1 Peter 2:1 "Wherefore laying aside all malice, and all guile, and hypocrisies, and envies, and all evil speakings,"
  I wouldn't recommend attending ever the Apostolic Christian church of America if you don't want to be a "evil speaker" gossip, cause they are big on that stuffs from my experience at that church. 1 Corinthians 15:33 "Be not deceived: evil communications corrupt good manners."
  It's true 1 Corinthians 15:33 if your around a massive group of ladies that like to "dish the scoop" you'll be like I was, think it ain't even must not be a sin no more, all the sisters afterall are going on and on - well they did every now and then about the "sister that weared brooches" and the "sister that weared the white headcovering"
 There were no sisters wearing wedding rings back then, and they absolutely weren't supposed to wear jewelry, and so naturally the sisters were (deeming it quite taboo that one sister dared to wear brooches). And she was much the topic of "evil speaking" gossip basically.......gossip! Might of been very underhanded "slight" gossip.....................something like this "did you hear that there for years was a sister who liked to wear brooches all of the time" ----------- "gasp nancy"
"it's true, very fancy ones even"
"gasp"
"one day I saw her wear a super expensive brooch even"
"gasp"
  As was the girl that weared the white headcoverings, the sisters said she was very worldly and "hi falutin" very woop ta do...................to be wearing them white headcoverings, and I did hear them talk about how relieved they were she wasn't attending their church no more (or pretty sure I did, it was a long time ago). They were clearly glad she wasn't going there I remember that, and I remember thinking "well that ain't them loving that sister"!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
 Evil speaking about her behind her back wasn't loving her either!
   I was telling the grandson of the "sister who weared brooches" last night (before he was in a "fit of rage") that I bought some earrings, native americanesque ones...................
Sometimes Jewelry is cultural!
not worldly at all but cultural
and as I mentioned in a blog post sometimes jewelry is also needed (or greately helpful to acheive a look at any rate) for jobs (I work in the realistate industry and do wear jewelry to have the correct........."realitor look")
 The Apostolic Christian church of America's current ban on all jewelry besides wedding rings..................just makes much room for more sisters 
For more sisters apostolic christian church of america...............to "gasp" about ladies that wear brooches, or fancy barrette's etc. FOR MANY MORE YEARS. 
MAKES ROOM FOR SISTERS OF THAT CHURCH TO HATE OTHER SISTERS, TO SPEAK EVIL ABOUT THEM BEHIND THEIR BACKS. 
TO GOSSIP
TO HATE
IT'S HORRIBLE IN MY MIND HENCE THE CAPS.
Romans 13:8 "Owe no man any thing, but to love one another: for he that loveth another hath fulfilled the law."
Ephesians 4:2 "With all lowliness and meekness, with longsuffering, forbearing one another in love;"
(I wasn't allowed to become a member of their church neither was my grandma, neither one of us was "forbeared" in love by the Apostolic Christian Church of America...........I think it would've been better for me if they loved me I sure do.)
1 John 3:11 "For this is the message that ye heard from the beginning, that we should love one another." - not gossip about brooches HATE each other over silly stuffs like brooches, and white headcoverings. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh