I'm supposed to "play act" that I'm normal, scrapping by in life waiting for god to bless me. Well it ain't going to be "chance" it ain't going to be chance at all!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Ecclesiastes 9:11 "I returned, and saw under the sun, that the race is not to the swift, nor the battle to the strong, neither yet bread to the wise, nor yet riches to men of understanding, nor yet favour to men of skill; but time and chance happeneth to them all." Time yes, chance nope.........................chance I guess in the sense that when playing video games maybe I'll win, maybe not, so this verse isn't lieing........................what comes to mind is the bible verse where the wayward son returns home after rolling around in SLOP. Ya he rolled in the slop with the pigs but that wasn't where god wanted him............Luke 15:22 "But the father said to his servants, Bring forth the best robe, and put it on him; and put a ring on his hand, and shoes on his feet:" SOME YOU ENVYING ME HATING ME POTENTIALLY YOUR STILL MAYBE IN THE SLOP GET OUT OF THE SLOP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (slop, is sins, maybe quit being lgbtq does that lifestyle seem on the "up and up" does it really?????? maybe it could if you all are in 20 years plug committed marriages with each other in the lgbtq never talking about late night shiz but I know you do cause I watch ru pauls drag race with my trans son all the time and no hate at all but damn dan and phil get way to wayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy to vocal about potental freaky freaky that they may or may not like they like it enough to talk about it almost on their podcast ---------- COULD BE THEY IN SLOP????????????????))))))))))))))) I don't know maybe lgbtq aren't in slop?????????????????? BUT WHAT IF THEY ARE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! IF THEY ARE THEY SHOULD WANT OUT OF THAT.........................

I'm supposed to "play act" that I'm normal, scrapping by in life waiting for god to bless me. Well it ain't going to be "chance" it ain't going to be chance at all!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Ecclesiastes 9:11 "I returned, and saw under the sun, that the race is not to the swift, nor the battle to the strong, neither yet bread to the wise, nor yet riches to men of understanding, nor yet favour to men of skill; but time and chance happeneth to them all." Time yes, chance nope.........................chance I guess in the sense that when playing video games maybe I'll win, maybe not, so this verse isn't lieing........................what comes to mind is the bible verse where the wayward son returns home after rolling around in SLOP. Ya he rolled in the slop with the pigs but that wasn't where god wanted him............Luke 15:22 "But the father said to his servants, Bring forth the best robe, and put it on him; and put a ring on his hand, and shoes on his feet:" SOME YOU ENVYING ME HATING ME POTENTIALLY YOUR STILL MAYBE IN THE SLOP GET OUT OF THE SLOP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (slop, is sins, maybe quit being lgbtq does that lifestyle seem on the "up and up" does it really?????? maybe it could if you all are in 20 years plug committed marriages with each other in the lgbtq never talking about late night shiz but I know you do cause I watch ru pauls drag race with my trans son all the time and no hate at all but damn dan and phil get way to wayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy to vocal about potental freaky freaky that they may or may not like they like it enough to talk about it almost on their podcast ---------- COULD BE THEY IN SLOP????????????????))))))))))))))) I don't know maybe lgbtq aren't in slop?????????????????? BUT WHAT IF THEY ARE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! IF THEY ARE THEY SHOULD WANT OUT OF THAT.........................

Z

I hate a little bit to sound like Joel Osteen (cause I want to be original) 

but some you 

might be walking around 

in various slops

GET UP

God wants you to repent turn back to him

so God can "in time" 

put........................

Luke 15:22 "But the father said to his servants, Bring forth the best robe, and put it on him; and put a ring on his hand, and shoes on his feet:"

your not supposed to as a christian be in slop, rolling around in slop saying to yourself "well I'm a sinner I can't quit these cigarettes that it i'm doomed -------- etc. " 

no as a christian

you are a part of a royal priesthood!

1 Peter 2:9

But ye are a chosen generation, a royal priesthood, an holy nation, a peculiar people; that ye should shew forth the praises of him who hath called you out of darkness into his marvellous light;

so pick your head up

get out the slop

the slop of porn,, prostitution, drugs, alcohol (not including winebibbing), etc. 

your royal

your not meant to be rolling in slop!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ignore this except my stalker read

yep I blocked you........................NO HATE.....................

(hello obsessive stalker you know who you is, I quitted our friendship, because you refused to be friends with me our friendship is over please unfollow me from tiktok I don't want to have to block you I ain't uploading anymore tiktoks long as you are there I quitted our friendship cause you didn't want to be friends with me AND THAT IS FINAL)

I just wanted to be friends

but noooooooooooooo you just couldn't be friends with me

please leave my tiktok thank you

the horror

the actual horror I'm going to have to face you one day my stalker I DON'T WANT TO 

IF I SAY NO I MEAN NO

PS don't worry my stalker wouldn't hurt a fly

my stalker is like me cares about the homeless etc. I MUCH WANTED TO BE FRIENDS WITH THIS PERSON TALKING TO THEM WAS LIKE TALKING TO MYSELF AND WE JUST KEPT GIVING EACH OTHER GOOD IDEAS

but they kept trying to flirt with me and I eventually had to end our evidently unable to happen friendship

........what I will say and this is really me saying something most people i don't want to be friends with them cause they want money, that's all their actual focus............they ain't reallly driven to make the world better that isn't something they really want

it's another world when your wanting to help people when that is one of your passions in life

my mom told me we living in perilous times................ when I told her recently a jew man of jew dna right stopped my son told him be careful that there is a pakistani man in portland right now harming jews

then he took off his baseball cap and showed ian underneath was his kippah well I look over at that point

and then he notices me and says "you to mamma stay safe"

people are mostly "lovers of self" that is perilous times...................

2 Timothy 3:1-3

King James Version

3 This know also, that in the last days perilous times shall come.

2 For men shall be lovers of their own selves, covetous, boasters, proud, blasphemers, disobedient to parents, unthankful, unholy,

3 Without natural affection, trucebreakers, false accusers, incontinent, fierce, despisers of those that are good,

I quitted trying to make friends

women get jealous if you look to nice

guys it's mission impossible to be friends with guys for me

I quit

I gave my phone number to a older lady at church that wanted to be friends with me's phone number

she never texted me - it's because I'm to good looking!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

warning I'm about to use a cuss word leave this post little kids.......................................

   I still want to go to vancouver heights united methodist church, brian is the one that much doesn't want to go there anymore..............I'm a fucking villian BEING HATED IS MY SWEET SPOT IN LIFE 💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓