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Thursday, January 11, 2018

2018 has begun and we aint destroyed 2 Corinthians 4:9 "Persecuted, but not forsaken; cast down, but not destroyed;" years off to a good start for sure........................

2018 has begun and we aint destroyed 2 Corinthians 4:9 "Persecuted, but not forsaken; cast down, but not destroyed;" years off to a good start for sure........................
Got laid off of my job, but I know god's got more for me in the future! Tell you all the truth, I don't got much to blog right now. But maybe I don't even need to say much, maybe just my not giving up, my sheer tenacity, is all that anyone needs to witness or something?????

The above video, I don't know how I managed to even have a double chin in video's so I took another photo of myself, cause I don't want people thinking I'm fat (I've been called fat so often that I have developed a complex) I am a skinny these days this photo proves that.................
 The bible says to not be surprised at the fiery trail that is about to happen to you as if some strange thing has happened 1 Peter 4:12-13 "Beloved, think it not strange concerning the fiery trial which is to try you, as though some strange thing happened unto you: But rejoice, inasmuch as ye are partakers of Christ's sufferings; that, when his glory shall be revealed, ye may be glad also with exceeding joy."
  And you might tell me "sheri, just because nobody hardly ever comments on your blog, and they might all think you a complete "b word" either that or your mom is right and absolutely everyone in the whole planet loves you -------- that's hardly a fiery trial"
I AM A VALLEY GIRL!
In my mind I am for 100% fiery trialed all kinds 
galore right now!
  It's sad I e-mail my aunt, and the elder that yelled at me ("yell" is slang I sometimes use, by saying yell I mean he didn't yell at me, he did raise his voice a few times as did I cause I did not appreciate being put down for around a hour of time --- yell means lots of not nice words extremely for a long amount of time this elder spoke to me) and his wife...........none them e-mail me back...........that's sad. Ya they could love me and be praying for me a slew.............but if you love somebody wouldn't you e-mail them at least sometimes??????????????????? My mom says my aunt aint e-mailing me because the cult has silenced her, not because she doesn't love me. cults need to not exist then because breaking up families like this is ridiculous!
  Have a great week earth! 
remember as bad as things might be in your life - your not dead and therefore 2018 is off to a good start
God is still in the miracle buisiness! 
I know He ain't done with me (and if  you breathing he well He don't want to be done with you ------ GOD WISHES NONE SHOULD PERISH!!!!!!!!!! 
2 Peter 3:9 "The Lord is not slack concerning his promise, as some men count slackness; but is longsuffering to us-ward, not willing that any should perish, but that all should come to repentance." In a way I'm very apostolic christian church of americanian................that's what made all the elders bad stuffs he said about me that worser.......in my mind he was supposed to think highly of me, not badly of me.
 I care what people think about me, and my whole life my dad has said "sheri you can't care what other people think about you" (my mom just conferred that dad meant in the way that I can't live my life in fear of talking etc.) I do care............and I have been unable to stop caring! Ecclesiastes 7:1 "A good name is better than precious ointment; and the day of death than the day of one's birth." 21 pilots also cares what people think...............good plan, this makes sense to me........................in my estimation  you should care about what people think about you, you/we us all should want a good name!!!!!!!!! If you have or if I have for that matter ever done bad stuffs which we all is sinners fallen short of the glory of god..................just get doing good stuffs A GOOD NAME IS POSSIBLE TO ATTAIN!

LOVE

Tuesday, January 2, 2018

I've decided what is going on in america predominately isn't the results of "replacement theology" but the results of the idea detailed in the story of Ruth cleaving to Naomi in the bible................

I've decided what is going on in america predominately isn't the results of "replacement theology" but the results of the idea detailed in the story of Ruth cleaving to Naomi in the bible.........................Ruth 1:14 "And they lifted up their voice, and wept again: and Orpah kissed her mother in law; but Ruth clave unto her."

  Few verses down............It wasn't long at all til ruth was waaaaaaaaaaaaaay blessed for cleaving to ruth.............
Ruth 1:6-9 "And the servant that was set over the reapers answered and said, It is the Moabitish damsel that came back with Naomi out of the country of Moab: And she said, I pray you, let me glean and gather after the reapers among the sheaves: so she came, and hath continued even from the morning until now, that she tarried a little in the house. Then said Boaz unto Ruth, Hearest thou not, my daughter? Go not to glean in another field, neither go from hence, but abide here fast by my maidens: Let thine eyes be on the field that they do reap, and go thou after them: have I not charged the young men that they shall not touch thee? and when thou art athirst, go unto the vessels, and drink of that which the young men have drawn."
  You become what you cleave to, I really believe that. In cleaving to naomi ruth was cleaving to god by doing that, to god's FAVOUR! The whole world the bible says will be blessed by isreal Genesis 12:3 "And I will bless them that bless thee, and curse him that curseth thee: and in thee shall all families of the earthbe blessed." Ya I'm zealous for Genesis 12:3..............I'd rather people cleave to me then be left alone!!!!!!!!!!!!! 
  But anways, I don't believe there should even be a "replacement theology" in existance, it's depressing to just zone in on "ah we are saved thanks to those people over there messing up" ------- rather I prefer to believe/hope for salvation for all isn't that better?............................THE HOPE IS REAL (Romans 11:24 below)...........................
The bible does mention some jewish people broken off though...........Romans 11:17-21 "And if some of the branches be broken off, and thou, being a wild olive tree, wert grafted in among them, and with them partakest of the root and fatness of the olive tree; Boast not against the branches. But if thou boast, thou bearest not the root, but the root thee. Thou wilt say then, The branches were broken off, that I might be grafted in. Well; because of unbelief they were broken off, and thou standest by faith. Be not highminded, but fear: For if God spared not the natural branches, take heed lest he also spare not thee." Maybe the biggest problem with replacement theology is it nearly is a boast ------------ look at us we replaced them. That may very well be a boast of sorts. It isn't for me to judge whether that is a boast but rather...........I'd say it's best to heed Romans 11:21 AND FEAR GOD! But truelly best for all of us jew and gentile to fear god!
Romans 11:24 "For if thou wert cut out of the olive tree which is wild by nature, and wert grafted contrary to nature into a good olive tree: how much more shall these, which be the natural branches, be grafted into their own olive tree?" There is still hope for all jewish people's............I hear good things at the messianic synagogue I often attend of people in isreal accepting christ as their savior - thank god. 
  There's room, there's room for you in heaven, and there's room for me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Jesus said there's plenty of room in heaven, it doesn't have to be "us and them" Rather it's "us" cause truelly gentiles have been grafted in - thank god!
 ps................................I often fake being white online. I've gotten real good at it (I am a bit white, but I'm also jewish.............and my entire "identity" aka my ethnicities, have became important to me..........bit native american to but not enough to join my mom's families tribe right at the cut off). To look like marilyn monroe I have to put much bright super bright lighting on myself, cause my skin has that brownish jewish hue to it...........................
Agonizing whether I should dye my hair red lately. Platinum blonde really really destroys hair I have found. And I am a natural "strawberry blonde" and I used to use henna in my hair and I remember how healthy and mega thick my hair was then and I miss that. 
I haven't gotten no job offers as a marilyn monroe look alike (maybe I don't look like her as much as I think I do????????? It's actually fitting for me to see marilyn monroe every time I look in the mirror, she has been a part of my entire life pretty nearly (lot I ain't talked about on this here blog, talked to a few people). The blonde hair does look good on me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 
  It looks great, I feel great, confidence should be important. Somedays I need this platinum hair, I need that boost of confidence. What though am I doing if I decide to just keep frying my hair??????????????.............nelly................neeeeeeeelllllllllllllllllllllllyyyyyyy
Have a great day!
LOVE