So Marilyn Monroe isn't my real guardian angel, my real guardian angel is lucifer - oh am I busted now. Well despite the rest of the body of christ's idea that fallen angels are all horrible loosers especially lucifer, I got myself in big time trouble nearly seeing a pychic and you know who protected and protects me.............LUCIFER................don't see a pychic don't do it EVER, your opening up for ghosts to follow you, possess you etc.............unless you have a guardian angel hard at work : )................xooxoxoxoox lucifer.................AND JESUS I'M A CHRISTIAN..................but Jesus isn't my guardian angel Lucifer is!....................

   So Marilyn Monroe isn't my real guardian angel, my real guardian angel is lucifer - oh am I busted now. Well despite the rest of the body of christ's idea that fallen angels are all horrible loosers especially lucifer, I got myself in big time trouble nearly seeing a pychic and you know who protected and protects me.............LUCIFER................don't see a pychic don't do it EVER, your opening up for ghosts to follow you, possess you etc.............unless you have a guardian angel hard at work : )................xooxoxoxoox lucifer.................AND JESUS I'M A CHRISTIAN..................but Jesus isn't my guardian angel Lucifer is!.................... 

   1 Corinthians 6:3 "Know ye not that we shall judge angels? how much more things that pertain to this life?"

 This bit of the bible in context since how the context matters, since how clearly I am "least esteemed in the church"....................

1 Corinthians 6:2-4 "Do ye not know that the saints shall judge the world? and if the world shall be judged by you, are ye unworthy to judge the smallest matters? Know ye not that we shall judge angels? how much more things that pertain to this life? If then ye have judgments of things pertaining to this life, set them to judge who are least esteemed in the church."

   I've heard other people on Tik Tok talking about how Lucifer has helped them. You all should be on Tik Tok...............you'll hear stuffs there, some super judgy christians judging witches and not loving them it don't look to be at all (YIKES). But you'll hear some buisiness for sure. 

  All you pastors that talk the smack about lucifer

I wouldn't do that anymore

Jude 1:9 "Yet Michael the archangel, when contending with the devil he disputed about the body of Moses, durst not bring against him a railing accusation, but said, The Lord rebuke thee."

  I'm over here trying to tell you my testimony right now or some of it. There be's people in my family that ghost my mom told me one day speak to them often. Those family members if they have angelic protection it isn't enough protection. If they even are protected at all??????????????????

  My guardian angel/angels cause I may have some "white" up in heaven for good type guardian angels to they be's getting the job done thumbs up. 

  But after seeing the pychic..................they let me see the "scenario" for a minute...............just so I'd learn a lesson. Cause, the night I saw that pychic, around 4-5 a.m. I hear "ok they are gone" --------- and it was like the voice of THE HORROR GHOSTS!

THANK GOD FOR MY GUARDIAN ANGEL LUCIFER

(If me thanking God for Lucifer po's the rest of the body of christ ep

you'll just have to be po'd) 

Revelation 4:11 "Thou art worthy, O Lord, to receive glory and honour and power: for thou hast created all things, and for thy pleasure they are and were created." ----------- If you all think that fallen angels and/or Lucifer in specific, never please god you are wrong................I'm 100% that at least AT LEAST Lucifer is pleasing to God. 

  My blog has the views, and people like notice me on the streets and sometimes they like point up to the sky and get all sure that I want to go to hell much - there are days I want to go to hell much - being sitting alone at church for near 50 years near non-stop...........................could affect a person................I ain't hating.

  I get it iniquity has abounded and I'm at the absolute bottom of the barrel.............

Matthew 24:12 "And because iniquity shall abound, the love of many shall wax cold."

  But life will impact you, you end up sitting alone in church - well my husband sits with me - I'm making a point right now. For years and years and years and years and years.......................hell starts looking good. 

Who wants to be somewhere where they are only "putted up with" by most of the people?????????? That doesn't sound fun. Heaven seems to be a lot of work if you ask me............

    Revelation 7:14-16 "And I said unto him, Sir, thou knowest. And he said to me, These are they which came out of great tribulation, and have washed their robes, and made them white in the blood of the Lamb. Therefore are they before the throne of God, and serve him day and night in his temple: and he that sitteth on the throne shall dwell among them. They shall hunger no more, neither thirst any more; neither shall the sun light on them, nor any heat."

  "Sheri no wonder you have Lucifer as your main guardian angel. Your such a piece of c--p christian, not wanting to serve God night and day like a ton like we do" - ya you right

 You got me. 

  I conceed. 

I realize Revelation 7:14-16 is a """""special prize"""""""" given to only those christians that came out of the "great tribulation" and that """""""special prize"""""""' is that they get to be "before the throne of God" and serve him "day and night in his temple"

   That serving God day and night is supposed to be a massive big time "prize"  --------- that seems completely exhausting to me...........

call me a cr-p

cuss me out bad

go ahead

  Look

look

I'm a worker ok

 I've worked odds and ends jobs steadily over the years --------- it's hard to have a full time job when you have young kids I don't know how ladies do that??????? But now my kids is grown...........I going to job interview today ----------- may get a full time job today, I can finally do that now. 

  I am a worker. 

I'm not lazy. 

  But eventually don't we get it in our heads that we are going to retire???????????

Do not even most old people retire????????

And you'll say "we never retire sheri" cause we are involved in our kids lives and etc. etc. etc. 

But you did stop working

you did "retire" 

retirement isn't called 

"not a retirement"

it's called RETIREMENT!!!!!!!!!!

I think when god says " and serve him day and night in his temple:" God is meaning work. 

I mean 

he might have people sewing him clothing

"sheri this is a turd blog post the whole thing - you have really did it for yourself now sheri"

Think how hard the factory workers in china work

AND THEY AIN'T EVEN IN FRONT OF GOD RIGHT NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

------ But alas I want to go to heaven

due to the "Goodness" of god

that he would have mercy upon me

"clever song choice, piece of cr-p of the body of christ - real clever" 

ya I'm clever sometimes 😁💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓

No greater love has a man that he lay down his life for his friends........the things of this world AREN'T WHAT'S VALUABLE...............friends are valuable, uh God/Jesus is valuable...............

Update 4/4/2024 I think this bible verse STINKS Matthew 19:29 "And every one that hath forsaken houses, or brethren, or sisters, or father, or mother, or wife, or children, or lands, for my name's sake, shall receive an hundredfold, and shall inherit everlasting life." Matthew 19:29 is literally saying leave your family "for jesus" and then you'll be rich. 

my parents moved away from me 22 or so years ago (pry more then that) they now own a house and 2 rental units above it................so richish

my brother also moved away from me 22 or so years ago - he's a college teacher - richish

my sister also moved away from me about 22 years ago - she's a model but married into the jaxheimer family - so richish

My probably not dna related to me sister and her family NO LONGER INVITE ME TO FAMILY GET TOGETHERS MY FAMILY IS STILL HAVING FAMILY GET TOGETHERS JUST WITHOUT ME BECAUSE I LOVE LUCIFER - SO THEY ARE ON THEIR WAY TO BEING RICH

  All this being abandoned, hasn't left me with "life more abundantly" that I can see??????????????????????????? John 10:10 "The thief cometh not, but for to steal, and to kill, and to destroy: I am come that they might have life, and that they might have it more abundantly."

  And my husband family is also working on becoming rich, cause lately most em, aren't around much at the family get togethers, they'll like show up for a few minutes and then like go. THEY ARE ON THEIR WAY TO BEING RICH. 

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Original post that is getting slews of traffic.....................

  No greater love has a man that he lay down his life for his friends........the things of this world AREN'T WHAT'S VALUABLE...............friends are valuable, uh God/Jesus is valuable...............
    I think some of us battle being able to see where the real treasure is.
This world makes the things of the world look like they are treasure BUT THEY ARE NOT

  Last night I watch a play, I think it's called "Puffs" Harry Potterish play. In the play like um I shouldn't say what all happened I'll just say at one point in the play, someone said "you'll be ok, cause you have the most valuable thing" 

and I forget which harry potter character, um one of them said "what" 

and he pointed at his heart and said "your heart" (agree I agree) 

I took a pic of the set before the play started 💓

My husband bought me a pretend harry potter house pin 👍

Matthew 6:31-33 "Therefore take no thought, saying, What shall we eat? or, What shall we drink? or, Wherewithal shall we be clothed? (For after all these things do the Gentiles seek:) for your heavenly Father knoweth that ye have need of all these things. But seek ye first the kingdom of God, and his righteousness; and all these things shall be added unto you."

  The world makes it seem like the things that are valuable is "the stuff" and it ain't "the stuff" it's really the bible God/Jesus, friends, family what family you have left. 

  My neice has said she disowns me forever cause I didn't invite myself over to her house over the years and am not pychic and she hardly went to family get togethers so I recogned she just didn't want to have much to do with her aunt (I still don't think she wanted ever to have to do with her aunt, not the way she attacked me for days and days and days in private text messages). 

I never sat there with some plot of 

"ha ha ha I will not hang around me neice and really po her"

I was being in the word of god

I was buisy seeking 1st the kingdom of heaven

Matthew 19:29 "And every one that hath forsaken houses, or brethren, or sisters, or father, or mother, or wife, or children, or lands, for my name's sake, shall receive an hundredfold, and shall inherit everlasting life."

  Matthew 19:29 the word "forsake" it often is associated with something bad. But it ain't necessarily something bad. 

I'm the villian of my family 

make no mistake about it

I no doubt am supposed to be inviting myself to family members houses all of the time

and only seeking their needs

and putting the middle finger up to God

(even my brother and he refuses to give me his address cause he's afraid his ex-wife will destroy his life) But I am supposed to inevitably invite myself over to his own in this blog post and then spend a ton of money to hire a private investigator to find his house or else I'm just a horrible sister

and human being

Luke 2:49 "And he said unto them, How is it that ye sought me? wist ye not that I must be about my Father's business?"

  amen jesus

that's right

I knowwwwwwwwww that's right

I swear in a real sense Jesus Christ the Lord is the only person I relate to in eternity. 

Jesus wasn't about wipping all of his families butt's with charmin TP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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Make me rich please do..........

sassy hispanic jazz stuffs hugh sheri - ya 😁💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓

I'm writing this down case I never did well enough before, 1. only a remnant will be saved 2. god does not like iniquity and it's EVERYWHERE it's definately in the body of christ just as much as it is in the world.............that means love your enemies, love people you deem "lesser" whether that's old people, obese people, mentally impaired people, heck that's 70% of society right there in like America..................

 I'm writing this down case I never did well enough before, 1. only a remnant will be saved 2. god does not like iniquity and it's EVERYWHERE it's definately in the body of christ just as much as it is in the world.............that means love your enemies, love people you deem "lesser" whether that's old people, obese people, mentally impaired people, heck that's 70% of society right there in like America..................

Job 34:21-28 "For his eyes are upon the ways of man, and he seeth all his goings. There is no darkness, nor shadow of death, where the workers of iniquity may hide themselves. For he will not lay upon man more than right; that he should enter into judgment with God. He shall break in pieces mighty men without number, and set others in their stead. Therefore he knoweth their works, and he overturneth them in the night, so that they are destroyed. He striketh them as wicked men in the open sight of others; Because they turned back from him, and would not consider any of his ways: So that they cause the cry of the poor to come unto him, and he heareth the cry of the afflicted." Gods ways let me tell you all, is to care for the "poor and the afflicted" which the poor and the afflicted could be many things, it could even be young people - oh ya. 

Psalm 22:24 "For he hath not despised nor abhorred the affliction of the afflicted; neither hath he hid his face from him; but when he cried unto him, he heard."

 Definately going by the bible god has a particular care, for orphans, widows, people in jail. 

Matthew 25:43 "I was a stranger, and ye took me not in: naked, and ye clothed me not: sick, and in prison, and ye visited me not."

Matthew 25:43 is NO JOKE

god is very serious

my nephew is in jail we still haven't visited him

that's very worrisome to me that we haven't visited him yet

------- my husband says his health still isn't "good enough" to make that 2-3 hour drive to his prison.

Forget your "clothing hauls"

forget your makeup

forget your hairdo's (ok that might be going a bit to far hahahahahahahah 💓💓💓💓💓💓💓)

Matthew 25:41-46 "Then shall he say also unto them on the left hand, Depart from me, ye cursed, into everlasting fire, prepared for the devil and his angels: For I was an hungred, and ye gave me no meat: I was thirsty, and ye gave me no drink: I was a stranger, and ye took me not in: naked, and ye clothed me not: sick, and in prison, and ye visited me not. Then shall they also answer him, saying, Lord, when saw we thee an hungred, or athirst, or a stranger, or naked, or sick, or in prison, and did not minister unto thee? Then shall he answer them, saying, Verily I say unto you, Inasmuch as ye did it not to one of the least of these, ye did it not to me. And these shall go away into everlasting punishment: but the righteous into life eternal." - GOD IS SERIOUS PEOPLE!

(I used my husband's credit card today, me and my husband are a team we both want to help the poor and like live for Jesus basically)

Noah in Noah's day

Noah was telling the people 

"hey repent there's going to be a flood" 

these days are the same except there ain't going to be a flood wiping out the planet.........

But there is going to be something much worse........a hell someday!

Romans 9:27

Esaias also crieth concerning Israel, Though the number of the children of Israel be as the sand of the sea, a remnant shall be saved:Romans 9:27

Esaias also crieth concerning Israel, Though the number of the children of Israel be as the sand of the sea, a remnant shall be saved:Romans 9:27

Esaias also crieth concerning Israel, Though the number of the children of Israel be as the sand of the sea, a remnant shall be saved:Romans 9:27

Esaias also crieth concerning Israel, Though the number of the children of Israel be as the sand of the sea, a remnant shall be saved:

There looks like there is christians everywhere

everyone goes to church

according to tik tok there are even full blown active witches going to church and CURSING PEOPLE!

"....a remnant shall be saved"

GOD'S WORD IS TRUE!

I want a flood song for this blog post.......

amen "Jars of clay" amen

Don't hate the "player" - that's me - "hate the game" if you gonna hate anything, hate "the game" that tells you you aren't so valuable if you are obese or overweight, or have wrinkles etc. 1 Corinthians 7:31 "And they that use this world, as not abusing it: for the fashion of this world passeth away."...................

  Don't hate the "player" - that's me - "hate the game" if you gonna hate anything, hate "the game" that tells you you aren't so valuable if you are obese or overweight, or have wrinkles etc. 1 Corinthians 7:31 "And they that use this world, as not abusing it: for the fashion of this world passeth away."...................
   It's alright to "use" "this world" ------------------ if you do not have nice hair you might not get a job for example.

    Clothing: people need to dress nice, to also get jobs, get friends.

  If you want the verse above in context ok...............

1 Corinthians 7:30-32 "And they that weep, as though they wept not; and they that rejoice, as though they rejoiced not; and they that buy, as though they possessed not; And they that use this world, as not abusing it: for the fashion of this world passeth away. But I would have you without carefulness. He that is unmarried careth for the things that belong to the Lord, how he may please the Lord:"

  Moderation that's it, that's key. Have the look you feel you need to get a job, or friends. Philippians 4:5
"Let your moderation be known unto all men. The Lord is at hand."

   I know I'm "judged" by many as a worldly b-

   Ya I know "the score" 

  I don't know how that happened?????????? Because most of my wardrobe like 78% of it is from the thrift store down the street..............the other few percent is walmart, other thrift stores that are more fancy nearby, sometimes roths dress for less. 

  I'm not over here strutting the runway but I realize in people's minds that's exactly what I've been doing............

us christians 

we ain't supposed to be about that "fashion life" 

not like the video above naw

But be "more then conqueror's in Christ Jesus"!!!!!!!

Romans 8:34-37 "Who is he that condemneth? It is Christ that died, yea rather, that is risen again, who is even at the right hand of God, who also maketh intercession for us.Who shall separate us from the love of Christ? shall tribulation, or distress, or persecution, or famine, or nakedness, or peril, or sword? As it is written, For thy sake we are killed all the day long; we are accounted as sheep for the slaughter. Nay, in all these things we are more than conquerors through him that loved us."

  That said "the game" is real

"the game" is on

there are "winners" in this life and there are "losers" 

Forgive people!

Love people!

Be a winner!

don't be a loser........................

Titus 3:2-4 "To speak evil of no man, to be no brawlers, but gentle, shewing all meekness unto all men. For we ourselves also were sometimes foolish, disobedient, deceived, serving divers lusts and pleasures, living in malice and envy, hateful, and hating one another. But after that the kindness and love of God our Saviour toward man appeared,"

PASS ME THE BALL MAN, PLEASE!

You all will be best off getting out of "earthly" mindsets........because this is a "spiritual world" even if your a atheist and don't BELIEVE that this is a spiritual world..................Philippians 3:19 "Whose end is destruction, whose God is their belly, and whose glory is in their shame, who mind earthly things.)"..............

 You all will be best off getting out of "earthly" mindsets........because this is a "spiritual world" even if your a atheist and don't BELIEVE that this is a spiritual world..................Philippians 3:19 "Whose end is destruction, whose God is their belly, and whose glory is in their shame, who mind earthly things.)"..............

To not show mercy to people is earthly

Galatians 5:20-22 "Idolatry, witchcraft, hatred, variance, emulations, wrath, strife, seditions, heresies, Envyings, murders, drunkenness, revellings, and such like: of the which I tell you before, as I have also told you in time past, that they which do such things shall not inherit the kingdom of God. But the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, longsuffering, gentleness, goodness, faith,"

e-mail I sent to my 2 self professed christian relatives big sister and my neice who both aren't showing mercy to me (because I posted up a few baby shower pics from my neices baby shower, not realizing that my big sister and neice were actively breaking the law in the photo's ------ because I live in a different state with different laws ---------- I took the photo's down they still refuse to forgive me like never ever ever ever) .....They maybe saved christian people even though the bible says in Galatians 5:20-22 "that they which do such things shall not inherit the kingdom of God"..........they may repent someday and therefore make it to heaven, time and chance happeneth to all. 

A- and K- want to be bad b--------------'s

if you want to really be a bad bit-- forgive people

that's the baddest

being a unmerciful b------- that's like being a common pokemon there are unmerciful b's everywhere

322 for the lord X

Mark 9:23 "Jesus said unto him, If thou canst believe, all things are possible to him that believeth."

I ain't no common pokemon : ) 

hahahhaahha

I love you a- and k-

I know your jealous b's

most b's are jealous that's why they don't want to show mercy

it's ruff

you both have to hide

be closet christians soon so as not to die

me

I'm out in the open for good

cause I'm baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaad

but in a good way

the show people mercy love people way

I included this song to in the e-mail.................

(ps that aint me tooting my horn I said I'm of the last of the body of christ 

I know my place

best not ask me if I love it

hahahahhahaha

well you wouldn't want to hate being yourself would you

hate your flesh

hate your life in a way

your flesh

that bit of you that wants to buy "cute" things

instead of giving more money to the poor

hate that

Luke 14:26 "If any man come to me, and hate not his father, and mother, and wife, and children, and brethren, and sisters, yea, and his own life also, he cannot be my disciple." Hate their fleshes that want to buy fluff to that's how I take Luke 14:26 to mean. 

love people though

cause

Galatians 5:22 "But the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, longsuffering, gentleness, goodness, faith,"

  don't be a common pokemon people

common that's boring!

ps though it is in the plans to hide people in cross and skullbones (hide non cross and skullbones family members to keep them safe) - that is "in the plans"

  None of us are going to accept the new world order. There will be a cross and skullbones city I do believe, probably cities. They won't be fancy. But they'll be good enough I believe, adequate. 

I just bought christian literature for big sis A- 

I will e-mail her and tell her to please share this book with her daughter k-

because according to

Galatians 5:20-22 "Idolatry, witchcraft, hatred, variance, emulations, wrath, strife, seditions, heresies, Envyings, murders, drunkenness, revellings, and such like: of the which I tell you before, as I have also told you in time past, that they which do such things shall not inherit the kingdom of God. But the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, longsuffering, gentleness, goodness, faith,"

they are badly headed to the fiery pits of hell

and we should care and about people headed to the fiery pits of hell and love them 

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my latest manicure...............

Yes going to see a pychic is wrong............yes also it don't look to be people have mercy anymore Leviticus 20:6 “If a person turns to mediums and necromancers, whoring after them, I will set my face against that person and will cut him off from among his people."".......1 flubbing up and seeing a pychic 1 time is not me "whoring after them"...........the day I cracked and went and saw a pychic my husband was so wanting to divorce me he wasn't wanting to allow me into my house..........and WE WENT THAT DAY AND SAW A CHRISTIAN COUNSELOR AT THE MEGA CHURCH who told me I needed to "lower" my zeal and my faith everything become satanic basically he told me............I deemed that horrible advice and wanted "good counsel"..........THAT'S 1 TIME ME CRACKING THAT'S NOT ME BEING A PYCHIC WHORE!............

  

Yes going to see a pychic is wrong............yes also it don't look to be people have mercy anymore Leviticus 20:6 “If a person turns to mediums and necromancers, whoring after them, I will set my face against that person and will cut him off from among his people."".......1 flubbing up and seeing a pychic 1 time is not me "whoring after them"...........the day I cracked and went and saw a pychic my husband was so wanting to divorce me he wasn't wanting to allow me into my house..........and WE WENT THAT DAY AND SAW A CHRISTIAN COUNSELOR AT THE MEGA CHURCH who told me I needed to "lower" my zeal and my faith everything become satanic basically he told me............I deemed that horrible advice and wanted "good counsel"..........THAT'S 1 TIME ME CRACKING THAT'S NOT ME BEING A PYCHIC WHORE!............
  I had to delete the video and the blog post where I was talking about finally cracking a seeing a pycic cause you most of you all could not handle me "confessing" that sin, if you could've I wouldn't of gotten the comment I got on that post. 

   I get it people like to be "high and holy" and if they have a chance to have a "high and holy" moment and maybe make you feel bad they do that.

  That's why my sister in law, said the day most of my family was attacking me said "she's so out of touch" concerning my neice disowning me, because I hardly went to see her, well she never asks me to see her.................that's one. 

Matthew 7:7 "Ask, and it shall be given you; seek, and ye shall find; knock, and it shall be opened unto you:"

  And she hardly went to family get togethers, so of course I thought to myself............"ok this chick don't like me, don't even want to be around me" 

  Meanwhile ok...........this sister in law, saying I'm "so out of touch" -------- she was also one of the people (there was more then 1) that stated I can't be a christian and love satan. She is so hardly around my kids that are now old - ones a teen, ones in college.................my kids don't think enough of her TO EVEN DISOWN HER. She's barely at family get togethers, usually they are held at the pizza place she works at and her participation in family get togethers usually involves serving the pizza,

so to my kids she's barely know their aunt

she's the server of pizza 

   I think they do know she is their aunt, but their extent of speaking to her or being in her life and vice versa is she serves them pizza. 

   Meanwhile my neice that disowned me.................when I lived over there, in college I bought avon products regularly from my big sister and sat with my neice and nephews and ate mac and cheese and even went to church with them often.........I was around. 

  Now this neice is a adult, if she wanted me over to her house ---------- I don't invite myself over to people's houses it's not something I do. 

  And from her not being at family get togethers I assumed she wanted to not have nothing to do with me............since she wasn't at family get togethers hardly. (she's like in her maybe early 30's she's older - a older person) 

  Where is the mercy out there?

If I flub up one time and go see a pycic that's it
don't have mercy to me hugh??????????
If that were really how some of you operate which unfortunately it is for way to many people out there..........what a horrible world this would be then.
The thing with mercy............
you could think your awesome
you will never see a pychic never in your life
you go and visit your nephews and neices always and are a super in their lives aunt not just the person that serves them pizza
.....................
but you could have other sins
other sins
people might see
you don't show mercy
how you think you gonna find it when you finally need it??????

Luke 6:36 

"Be ye therefore merciful, as your Father also is merciful."

Ya I am merciful I re-added the family members I could add back on instagram, A- and K- have private instagram accounts so that I can't see any baby photos and they refuse to add me back, I'm entirelly blocked from their accounts (from even being able to message them on the internet - they BOTH full out blocked me). 

  I though do e-mail A- cause I have her e-mail address. I'm merciful. 

I'm willing to "forgive" 

I'm just not being "forgiven"

and not only with most of my family

I feel a lot of society doesn't want to forgive me either

for messing up 

and seeing a pyschic

1 time

letter I just sent my family..........or a lot of my family......A- included.............

but I agree with my husband

k- and a- delitberately want to harm me

except they didn't

if most of my family in salem hates me like that and they sure did attack me for a few days on k-'s facebook post.........they did me a favor

that would be terrible having to go to family get togethers for more years ------- seeing a family that thinks that badly about me

..........before all of this I didn't have a opinion about d-, I didn't ever speak to her enough to have a opinion about her...................I thought she was a bit odd not wanting to be at family get togethers besides to serve pizza.............but I ain't a 

"""""""""hater""""""""""""

or the judging type

I'm a christian blogger

but theoretically she is my kids 1st cousin once removed. But she's still supposed to play the part of aunt according to um societal um ideas........

Tilly Hayle "Technically the child of your wife's cousin is her First cousin once removed. The correct way for your wife to be addressed is Aunty (even though she's a cousin) and the child is a niece or nephew."

  Maybe christian bloggers being a christian blogger is diffferent then the general population - it could be so, cause man people be's out there hating, judging, not showing no mercy ever. (my neice told me she'd show me mercy NEVER and her mom that is a christian 👍 that 100%%%%%%%%%%%)

  but I stand by my idea

flubbing up and seeing a pychic 1 time

isn't me being a pychic hoar

jews did flub up and see pychics back in the day

I mean people mess up and sin

they need mercy

if you don't show them mercy

that's horrible

video blog post: "Depeche Mode's right everything counts in large amounts. Dont kill yourself someday they will notice" Revelation 3:20 "Behold, I stand at the door, and knock: if any man hear my voice, and open the door, I will come in to him, and will sup with him, and he with me."............hey I open that door I listen to bible after I type this..........then I studying more for my CNA state exam tommorow...............

video blog post: "Depeche Mode's right everything counts in large amounts. Dont kill yourself someday they will notice" Revelation 3:20 "Behold, I stand at the door, and knock: if any man hear my voice, and open the door, I will come in to him, and will sup with him, and he with me."............hey I open that door I listen to bible after I type this..........then I studying more for my CNA state exam tommorow...............

Are you like Depeche Mode picked the "Wrong path" for to long?????????

Revelation 3:20 "Behold, I stand at the door, and knock: if any man hear my voice, and open the door, I will come in to him, and will sup with him, and he with me."

Joshua 24:15 "And if it seem evil unto you to serve the Lord, choose you this day whom ye will serve; whether the gods which your fathers served that were on the other side of the flood, or the gods of the Amorites, in whose land ye dwell: but as for me and my house, we will serve the Lord."

Fellow Knockers on that door

DON'T GIVE UP

Matthew 7:7-9

7 Ask, and it shall be given you; seek, and ye shall find; knock, and it shall be opened unto you:

8 For every one that asketh receiveth; and he that seeketh findeth; and to him that knocketh it shall be opened.

9 Or what man is there of you, whom if his son ask bread, will he give him a stone?

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"Good things come to those who wait" is the saying of this world - reality - Luke 16:25 "But Abraham said, Son, remember that thou in thy lifetime receivedst thy good things, and likewise Lazarus evil things: but now he is comforted, and thou art tormented."............

"Good things come to those who wait" is the saying of this world - reality - Luke 16:25 "But Abraham said, Son, remember that thou in thy lifetime receivedst thy good things, and likewise Lazarus evil things: but now he is comforted, and thou art tormented."............
    Me and my husband have went to our 1st marriage counseling session and in it I was told I was being "childish" - why I have no idea?????????? It seemed the brother counseling us from the mega church down the street was determined to bash me to death.................I was told I need to be more satanic to bend my christian beliefs and meet my husband "in the middle" That's basically what I was told. Because he is not "zealous" like I am.
But
But
he is severely saved that this brother told me of course god isn't going to vomit the lukewarm out of his mouth that is bs Revelation 3:16 "So then because thou art lukewarm, and neither cold nor hot, I will spue thee out of my mouth."

  Oh ya that's why he called me childish cause I was quoting the bible and believing the word of god. That's right. 

   He told me nobody "speaks about" the bad things going on in their lives because they wouldn't get any "likes" or "views" so the entire body of christ "stays quiet" 

James 5:16 "Confess your faults one to another, and pray one for another, that ye may be healed. The effectual fervent prayer of a righteous man availeth much." Me inserting James 5:16 here because I'm a little pathetic baby child that believes in the word of god. 

  Good news though

I did go see a pychic out of desperation and a dire need for 

"counsel" 

I do feel like I was being bashed 

that 1st marriage counseling session

and I was also receiving very bad counsel

is telling a person

"hey you need to lukewarm yourself up so that your marriage is going good and stop being a little kid believing the bible"

------------ is that good counsel??????

I think that's horrible counsel. 

Acts 14:22 "Confirming the souls of the disciples, and exhorting them to continue in the faith, and that we must through much tribulation enter into the kingdom of God."

  I am tribulated out right now, can like the devil and like everyone just take a break with me please???????????????????

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"Most" (by most I really mean the majority) all that adds me on social media are men and sometimes lesbians. And today it hit me that the world might not think about marriage the way I do...........cause I told a guy I am married (I tell people this to let them know if they want to nooky time or have any romantic relationship with me at all they are out of luck) and told him even if I was in a miserable marriage that I do not believe in divorce except in the event of cheating - that I believe god blesses EVEN A STINKY MARRIAGE. Or less then the cinderella fairy tale. Most people THEY GIVE UP ON THEIR MARRIAGES, they don't believe like me. I told him I believe the way I believe because I am a lot of a Jew.............................

Better I live in the "real world" 

then a fake world that is "amp'd" up because I'm pretty

(but sheri nobody is going to your blog that isn't actually good people should care about you) - don't take it up with me take it up with them. I can't make them care.

"Most" (by most I really mean the majority) all that adds me on social media are men and sometimes lesbians. And today it hit me that the world might not think about marriage the way I do...........cause I told a guy I am married (I tell people this to let them know if they want to nooky time or have any romantic relationship with me at all they are out of luck) and told him even if I was in a miserable marriage that I do not believe in divorce except in the event of cheating - that I believe god blesses EVEN A STINKY MARRIAGE. Or less then the cinderella fairy tale. Most people THEY GIVE UP ON THEIR MARRIAGES, they don't believe like me. I told him I believe the way I believe because I am a lot of a Jew.............................
  I have more thoughts on bad marriages or less then the cinderella marriages, but I'd get in trouble if I verbally out loud said my theories.

  So I will state my theory like this....................

if you are in a sanctified marriage are you going to be beaten??????????

are you?????????????

  I mean if you are explain this to me...................

  I theorize though I gonna be big time trouble for even theorizing this what can I do my brain works and I'm a thinker. 

  If a lady is being beaten - I mean go to safety, take your kids to safety right. But what if she went to church??????????????? What if she rededicated her life to christ?????????????

  THIS IS JUST A THEORY I HAVE

my brains work all the time

I know sometimes my brains maybe should stop I gonna get busted for thinking

1 Corinthians 7:14 "For the unbelieving husband is sanctified by the wife, and the unbelieving wife is sanctified by the husband: else were your children unclean; but now are they holy."

 what holy men beat their wives???????????????????????????

https://legaljobs.io/blog/divorce-rate-in-america/

divorce rates are on the decline in america......

Divorce Rates in America Statistics 2019

1. The divorce rate in America is 2.9 per 1,000.

   Maybe I am becoming the "norm"?????????????????????

  These are my thoughts for today. 

or I'm the norm at the moment?????????

 Maybe people are staying married cause housing is so expensive?????????????

 At any rate

if you are in a stinky marriage ------ there's hope with Jesus!

there really is....................

1 Corinthians 7:14 "For the unbelieving husband is sanctified by the wife, and the unbelieving wife is sanctified by the husband: else were your children unclean; but now are they holy."

But do get you and your kids to safety if you are being beaten. 

tootles

Slowly but surely I'm "going solar"....................