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Saturday, December 31, 2022

I read this passage of the bible WITH FRESH EYE'S TODAY. Both concerning the holocaust and the killing mass killing of fellow native americans. Isaiah 3:15 "What mean ye that ye beat my people to pieces, and grind the faces of the poor? saith the Lord God of hosts." Beating the least of all people according to the bible and grinding the faces of the poor ---------- EASY TARGETS DOING HORRIBLE THINGS TO PEOPLE THAT ARE EASY TO GANG UP ON LIKE THAT...................PROUD jews get judged in this passage as well, but I took note it's the proud of them................

I read this passage of the bible WITH FRESH EYE'S TODAY. Both concerning the holocaust and the killing mass killing of fellow native americans. Isaiah 3:15 "What mean ye that ye beat my people to pieces, and grind the faces of the poor? saith the Lord God of hosts." Beating the least of all people according to the bible and grinding the faces of the poor ---------- EASY TARGETS DOING HORRIBLE THINGS TO PEOPLE THAT ARE EASY TO GANG UP ON LIKE THAT...................PROUD jews get judged in this passage as well, but I took note it's the proud of them................

  This whole passage of the bible "grabbed" me today.................it do say verse 10 say ye to the righteous let all us know all us that be's uh caring about the poor giving them money etc. etc. - it will be "well with him" FOR THEY SHALL EAT THE FRUIT OF THEIR DOINGS (aka donating to help feed homeless people I believe...............we will reap a good harvest!!!!!!!!!!!! Even if we do not see this good harvest yet WE WILL REAP IT)

Isaiah 3

10 Say ye to the righteous, that it shall be well with him: for they shall eat the fruit of their doings.

11 Woe unto the wicked! it shall be ill with him: for the reward of his hands shall be given him.

12 As for my people, children are their oppressors, and women rule over them. O my people, they which lead thee cause thee to err, and destroy the way of thy paths.

13 The Lord standeth up to plead, and standeth to judge the people.

14 The Lord will enter into judgment with the ancients of his people, and the princes thereof: for ye have eaten up the vineyard; the spoil of the poor is in your houses. (sheri interjecting ----------------------STUFF IN THEIR HOUSES, that they bought that they should've instead donated to feed the poor!!!!!!!!! "the spoil of the poor" is stuffs you have that God meant for you to give to the poor..................whether that's money or literal items in your house)

15 What mean ye that ye beat my people to pieces, and grind the faces of the poor? saith the Lord God of hosts.

What mean ye! - sheri interjecting again
(were black people beaten to - yes - but I just don't think many of them are jews
they can't all be jews
that's like to many people
god said in the bible the jews are the fewest of people
Deuteronomy 7:7 "The Lord did not set his love upon you, nor choose you, because ye were more in number than any people; for ye were the fewest of all people:"
https://worldpopulationreview.com/economics/how-many-black-people-are-in-the-world
from link above I quote "In total, there are around 1.2 billion black people in the world adhering strictly to those of recent Sub-Saharan descent." - that is a whole massive amount of the planet that is black not the "fewest of all people"
  But anyways, Jews, JEWS, proud......................bad things are going to happen to the PROUD OF THE JEWS......................bad things aren't going to happen to all jews or all people if you do righteousness, aka care about the poor good things GOOD THINGS ARE COMING FOR YOU AND ME!!!!!!!!! 
Isaiah 3:10 "Say ye to the righteous, that it shall be well with him: for they shall eat the fruit of their doings." These proud style jews.............................they wear the fancy attire..............................they are proud!!!!!!!! They think they are fancy BIG TIMES!!!!!!!!!!! Wearing their fancy apparel!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! GOD GOING TO LET THEM KNOW THE TRUTH!!!!!!!!!!!! 

Isaiah 3

16 Moreover the Lord saith, Because the daughters of Zion are haughty, and walk with stretched forth necks and wanton eyes, walking and mincing as they go, and making a tinkling with their feet:

17 Therefore the Lord will smite with a scab the crown of the head of the daughters of Zion, and the Lord will discover their secret parts.

18 In that day the Lord will take away the bravery of their tinkling ornaments about their feet, and their cauls, and their round tires like the moon,

19 The chains, and the bracelets, and the mufflers,

20 The bonnets, and the ornaments of the legs, and the headbands, and the tablets, and the earrings,

21 The rings, and nose jewels,

22 The changeable suits of apparel, and the mantles, and the wimples, and the crisping pins,

23 The glasses, and the fine linen, and the hoods, and the vails.

24 And it shall come to pass, that instead of sweet smell there shall be stink; and instead of a girdle a rent; and instead of well set hair baldness; and instead of a stomacher a girding of sackcloth; and burning instead of beauty.

25 Thy men shall fall by the sword, and thy mighty in the war.

26 And her gates shall lament and mourn; and she being desolate shall sit upon the ground.
This bit of the bible
tells me don't even try and be fancy
not even a headband!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
that stuffs a waiste of time!
whats of value......................

19 Lay not up for yourselves treasures upon earth, where moth and rust doth corrupt, and where thieves break through and steal:

20 But lay up for yourselves treasures in heaven, where neither moth nor rust doth corrupt, and where thieves do not break through nor steal:

21 For where your treasure is, there will your heart be also.

be in the word of god!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Actively much care about the POOR ------ don't care so much about how I look, HOW I LOOK 

(there is pressure on us all to look nice) 

HOW I LOOK ISN'T REALLY THAT IMPORTANT

AND I DO MEAN

WHETHER I HAVE A HEADCOVERING OR NOT

DO I LOVE????????????????????????????????????????

DO I LOVE GOD WITH ALL MY HEART AND MIND AND SPIRIT AND STRENGTH

AND LOVE PEOPLE??????????

29 And Jesus answered him, The first of all the commandments is, Hear, O Israel; The Lord our God is one Lord:

30 And thou shalt love the Lord thy God with all thy heart, and with all thy soul, and with all thy mind, and with all thy strength: this is the first commandment.

31 And the second is like, namely this, Thou shalt love thy neighbour as thyself. There is none other commandment greater than these.

Shabbat Shalom

--- remember we all can eat "good fruit" 

it's not to late for anybody I don't recogn..........

Isaiah 3:10 "Say ye to the righteous, that it shall be well with him: for they shall eat the fruit of their doings." This good fruit of our good doings of caring for the poor and loving god with all our strength and mind and heart and soul...................WE WILL EAT GOOD FRUIT FROM THAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!




I don't believe most black people are jews, nor do I believe most hispanic people are jews. (I do believe Native American's many of them ARE JEWS, I being over 1/4th native american on my mom's side the family AND my great grandma was full blooded native american on dad's side) Here's why Deuteronomy 7:7 "The Lord did not set his love upon you, nor choose you, because ye were more in number than any people; for ye were the fewest of all people:" FEWEST OF ALL PEOPLE.....................

 Update 10/8/2026 I only managed to grow from seed 3 moringa tree's this year but they getting big - and they look nice 😁................

Ms. Menon's classrooms fundraiser is now fully funded 😊 But there are many more classrooms with many more needs at Donors Choose...................

I don't believe most black people are jews, nor do I believe most hispanic people are jews. (I do believe Native American's many of them ARE JEWS, I being over 1/4th native american on my mom's side the family AND my great grandma was full blooded native american on dad's side) Here's why Deuteronomy 7:7 "The Lord did not set his love upon you, nor choose you, because ye were more in number than any people; for ye were the fewest of all people:" FEWEST OF ALL PEOPLE.....................

 I get that everyone wants to be a Jew everyone I get that

https://www.ajc.org/translatehate/not-the-real-Jews

I believe off of numbers alone most hispanic and black people are not Jews..........

this graph is from this site (I photographed it) 

https://infogram.com/race-of-the-world-population-1go502yg18k62jd

You see the native american slice there it's the tiny slice that is light green - VERY SMALL............VERY FEW PEOPLE. 
So I believe
I am 4x's over a Jew
jew
jew
jew
jew
maybe a few bonus times over a jew I don't know about but at least 4x's a jew dna wise. 
africa BIG SLICE OF THE GRAPH THERE
(some black people are jews, BUT ALL BLACK PEOPLE ARE NOT JEWS THEY CAN'T BE THAT'S MUCH TO BIG OF A POPULATION) 
Deuteronomy 7:7 "The Lord did not set his love upon you, nor choose you, because ye were more in number than any people; for ye were the fewest of all people:" 
That's all I want to say for today. 
Jew
is something of the heart anyways................

28 For he is not a Jew, which is one outwardly; neither is that circumcision, which is outward in the flesh:

29 But he is a Jew, which is one inwardly; and circumcision is that of the heart, in the spirit, and not in the letter; whose praise is not of men, but of God.

love people

love your neighbors really love them

37 Jesus said unto him, Thou shalt love the Lord thy God with all thy heart, and with all thy soul, and with all thy mind.

38 This is the first and great commandment.

39 And the second is like unto it, Thou shalt love thy neighbour as thyself.

shabbat shalom




Friday, December 30, 2022

My older half sister (whom took 2 dna tests in past 2-3 years either trying hard to prove she is related to me or not seems to be not cause she seems to hate my guts her and her daughter - because I love Lucifer and Jesus BOTH) I FORGIVE HER WHILE HER AND HER DAUGHTER ARE STILL HATING ME.................it's ok...........everything is going to be ok.................I forgive her.....................

(put a fake air plant from ikea awhile ago bought this air plant, into the candle holder I bought at a garage sale today for 50 cents, it's so cute 💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓)

Update 10/3/2026 If you watch garage sale video haul amber not dna related to me likely not, sister (I saw her 1st generic dna test it said 97% finland, I didn't see the 2nd generic dna test results of the 2nd generic dna test she took). Big sister below (7 years we were in arizona, so I basically didn't like grow up with her) she goes to church............like regularly................but she is also sinless like my family when they got mad at me, her and her daughter for posting up family pics on instagram (because they did something I didn't know was illegial at the time in the pictures --------- instead of them admitting to any "sins" they blamed me for posting up family photo's online how dare I post up family pictures on the internet...........and then I tried to say to my family and on the internet wait it's totally normal though to post up this was for a baby shower some cute family pics that I hadn't did the outragous mega sin badness they were accusing me of). I took the pictures down -------- even though let's say they were just friends right, even posting up pics some of a friends baby shower you attended I don't think that would warrant the people that did the baby shower to chew you out to take down the pics ------- even in that event I don't think that'd be normal what happened to me. They live 1 1/2 hour away from me and they knew the laws where they lived and knew they weren't obeying them at that time. But again they couldn't own up to that I got to be the "sinner" and in the "wrong" for posting up any pictures of any family members ever how dare my sinful piece of shi--..................

it's fine I ok I be ok

deleted original blog post cause I had the instagram page of my probably not dna related to be "big sister" that also never lived with my family and we lived in arizona most my childhood away from her because many people in my family MORE THEN ONE have threatened to sue me badly, 2 of her family have threatened lawsuits one not living anymore.
My family wants to sue me badly I think they regularly scour my blog looking for reasons to hate me more and/or sue me especially my brother and his wife it don't look to be they like me at all. 
1 day my brothers wife went crazy on my blog and I was told I was clean told she went crazy scouring my blog for hours and hours on end (but like I don't know how often they scour my blog but I know they do my family does). 
I've learned everyone on earth besides me is sinless holy awesome they can't handle any any whether GOOD OR BAD talk about them on the internet if you talk about them on the internet that's it they hate your guts forever for their lord jesus christ NO MERCY FOR YOU SON OF A BIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII. (from my experience)




Thursday, December 29, 2022

Someone commented on my blog that they think I have a lot of a life. They may think I do that "excess of riot" stuffs - I never go to any parties never, I have no friends 0 - I EXCESS OF RIOT NEVER................I wear a wig and goth makeup and look like a "party" 0 PARTY GOING ON EVER HERE...........MANY OF US GOTHS WE AIN'T EXCESS OF RIOTING AT ALL NOT AT ALL.......

 Update 9/28/2026 I'm about to take a bath try and feel better - try. And then I am about to paint and will likely upload a painting today fully finished right here.........just wait a minute it's about to be happening.............................

I bought a giant bag of "gelatos" last summer and used them to paint this. 

Ms. De Le Cruz's classrooms fundraiser is now fully funded 😁 But there are many more classrooms with many more needs at Donors Choose.................

Someone commented on my blog that they think I have a lot of a life. They may think I do that "excess of riot" stuffs - I never go to any parties never, I have no friends 0 - I EXCESS OF RIOT NEVER................I wear a wig and goth makeup and look like a "party" 0 PARTY GOING ON EVER HERE...........MANY OF US GOTHS WE AIN'T EXCESS OF RIOTING AT ALL NOT AT ALL.......

TODAY WAS THE MOST EXCITING DAY OF MY WEEK CAUSE I HAVE 0 LIFE.......

WE WENT TO IKEA

BOUGHT THIS CHAIR.......

Most goths are like me
we aren't "excess of rioting" 
as much as some you want to hate and/or judge us as "excess of rioting"
We are normal people
that happen
to love bats
many us love skeletons
many of us love old furniture
still
still
normal people
and I will defend GOTH's
to like wazuu
And I even like that fellow goths don't listen to Marilyn Manson cause they think he is guilty of bad late night activities with the ladies. They want women treated well, that is a great thing when a community wants women treated well!!!!!!!!!
1 Peter 4:3-5 "For the time past of our life may suffice us to have wrought the will of the Gentiles, when we walked in lasciviousness, lusts, excess of wine, revellings, banquetings, and abominable idolatries: Wherein they think it strange that ye run not with them to the same excess of riot, speaking evil of you: Who shall give account to him that is ready to judge the quick and the dead."
   I listen to marilyn manson music myself, cause I have no reason to anything but believe marilyn manson when he says all activities he did with those ladies was "consensual". But it's great that the goth community at large is very keen to get the message out "hey we treat women well and are concerned about the well treatment of women" - THAT'S GREAT! 
I just happen to believe Marilyn Manson is actually telling the truth. 
I go to the grocery store with my husband just to get excersize 3-4 times a week
often 1 thing happens in my week that is the "highlight" of the week
it's never parties
and it's usually something not that thrilling this week it was going to IKEA
most us goths aren't party animals
we ain't living "excess of riot" at all
we do want women and men and people treated well
we are well contributing members of society

and reason I believe marilyn manson
ok evan rachel wood is all saying she was drugged and abused in this video
but she looks like a totally WILLING PARTY IN THIS VIDEO
IN THIS VIDEO SHE DIDN'T HOLD UP THE "I'M BEING ABUSED" FIST SIGN.
NOTHING!
If a guy ever dared to tie me up and electricute my vajay jay............
his nuts would probably go bye bye!!!!!!!! Automatic my leg would just kick and remove nuts. Instant brain reflex I do believe would happen.
I mean if evan rachel wood is telling the truth
the questions I have
why she look like she's "going along with everything in video above and she don't look like she's on drugs in the video above SHE DON'T"
b............
why does marilyn manson still have a penis and nuts then???????
I mean
are all women like just to delicate and they aren't able to kick guys in the nuts anymore???????????

what's going on????????





Wednesday, December 28, 2022

My little sister wants to start up talking to me on the phone once a week again, problem is I LITERALLY HAVE NO LIFE, I have nothing to tell her......................Jesus's word ain't worked out for me the part that says "loose your life you'll find it" ---------- naw I just lost my life........................

Update 9/24/2026 this summer at a garage sale we bought this ice machine for like $20........and brian just hooked it up to some water line in our garage so it's just making ice non-stop but when it needs to make more ice it has like "ice sensors" THIS IS THE GREATEST THING SINCE SLICED BREAD IN MY MIND (better then sliced bread, most sliced breads have lots of not natural ingredients in them). I do have a favorite bread type but brian don't buy that style often cause that shiz is expensive - but dang it tastes good. Pretty sure it's dave's bread. Daves Killer bread loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee 💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓 that's the only bread I really like anymore for awhile I was into franz bread,, but these days daves 💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓 if daves bread is killing me like other breads man I'll die happy then!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I upload new video since there so much traffic to my blog.....................this 9/24/2026 fresh video...........................as near always turn up the volume to hear evp's from Satan, Lucifer, the Devil 💓💓💓💓💓 he's very talkative this video and I even ask towards the end if Elon Musks neurolink is actually the mark of the beast (lucifer answered that question - he could be lieing hahahahhahahahaha love it 💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓)...............

My little sister wants to start up talking to me on the phone once a week again, problem is I LITERALLY HAVE NO LIFE, I have nothing to tell her......................Jesus's word ain't worked out for me the part that says "loose your life you'll find it" ---------- naw I just lost my life........................

Matthew 10:39 "He that findeth his life shall lose it: and he that loseth his life for my sake shall find it." - this bible verse is broken and out of order, someone needs to tell god for reals!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I seriously believe the people that have the hardest lifes
are actually being set up for greatness most of them
like I really really believe that

4 Delight thyself also in the Lord: and he shall give thee the desires of thine heart.

5 Commit thy way unto the Lord; trust also in him; and he shall bring it to pass.

I want everyone to know who I am 
I want to exist
to matter 
to not just be a "face in the crowd" - that shiz annoys me
when your a "face in the crowd" 
all you can "get" is attention
well then
then
you need to dress up with flair or some flair or another
well the bible says don't do that for 1
1 Peter 3:3 "Whose adorning let it not be that outward adorning of plaiting the hair, and of wearing of gold, or of putting on of apparel;"
  That's a lot of work................to just be noticed. 
nobody or hardly nobody knowing who you are
just to be noticed
THAT'S AWEFUL
I need you all to know who I am
smile at me
or wave hi
THAT'S WHAT I NEED
AND MANSIONS PLURAL (I literally believe I will need mansions in the future like I LITERALLY believe that)
AND 
I'D LIKE A PIECE OF LAND TO GROW A ORCHARD
HAVE MY OWN APPLIES AND PEARS ETC TO PICK SOME GRAPES TO IDEALLY
I PROBABLY WANT A FEW GOATS ON MY ORCHARD CAUSE I DON'T LIKE MOWING LAWNS
https://www.donorschoose.org/
Mrs. Gacek's classrooms fundraiser is now fully funded 😁 But there are many more classrooms with many more needs at Donors Choose.................















Tuesday, December 27, 2022

If your favoured you don't have to fear! Proverbs 3:4 "So shalt thou find favour and good understanding in the sight of God and man.".................

 Update 9/21/2026 latest friendship bracelet...........................

If your favoured you don't have to fear! Proverbs 3:4 "So shalt thou find favour and good understanding in the sight of God and man.".................

  Proverbs 3:3-5 "Let not mercy and truth forsake thee: bind them about thy neck; write them upon the table of thine heart: So shalt thou find favour and good understanding in the sight of God and man. Trust in the Lord with all thine heart; and lean not unto thine own understanding." I believe there is going to be much more then 144,000 christians that go through basically the whole tribulation (most the body of christ I fully believe will be rapture mid tribulation bible proof below). 
   Revelation 15:1-3 "And I saw another sign in heaven, great and marvellous, seven angels having the seven last plagues; for in them is filled up the wrath of God. And I saw as it were a sea of glass mingled with fire: and them that had gotten the victory over the beast, and over his image, and over his mark, and over the number of his name, stand on the sea of glass, having the harps of God.  And they sing the song of Moses the servant of God, and the song of the Lamb, saying, Great and marvellous are thy works, Lord God Almighty; just and true are thy ways, thou King of saints."
  Revelations 15:1-3 indicates they "seven last plagues" are about to happen. But these saints in this bit of the bible WENT THROUGH AT LEAST AT LEAST HALF THE TRIBULATION. 
 I copy and paste from https://www.gotquestions.org/seven-seals-trumpets.html ....................
"""""""The seven seals include the appearance of the Antichrist (Revelation 6:1–2), great warfare (Revelation 6:3–4), famine (Revelation 6:5–6), plague (Revelation 6:7–8), the martyrdom of believers in Christ (Revelation 6:9–11), a devastating earthquake causing terrible devastation, and astronomical upheaval (Revelation 6:12–14). Those who survive the six seals are right to cry out, “Fall on us and hide us from the face of him who sits on the throne and from the wrath of the Lamb! For the great day of their wrath has come, and who can stand?” (Revelation 6:16–17)."""""""""""
after that comes the 7 trumpets
spoken of above these 7 last plagues
"The seventh seal introduces the seven trumpet judgments. The trumpets include hail and fire that destroy much of the plant life in the world (Revelation 8:7), the death of much of the world’s aquatic life (Revelation 8:8–9; 8:10–11), the darkening of the sun and moon (Revelation 8:12), a plague of “demonic locusts” that torture the unsaved (Revelation 9:1–11), and the march of a demonic army that kills a third of humanity (Revelation 9:12–21).

The seventh trumpet calls forth seven angels who carry the seven bowls of God’s wrath (Revelation 11:15–19; 15:1–8). The bowl judgments include painful sores afflicting humanity (Revelation 16:2), the death of every living thing in the sea (Revelation 16:3), the turning of rivers to blood (Revelation 16:4–7), an intensifying of the sun’s heat (Revelation 16:8–9), great darkness and an intensification of the sores from the first bowl (Revelation 16:10–11), the advance of the Antichrist’s armies at Armageddon (Revelation 16:12–14), and a devastating earthquake followed by giant hailstones (Revelation 16:15–21)." ------ from Got questions 
https://www.gotquestions.org/seven-seals-trumpets.html
 I know that's a lot of copy and paste but I do credit them fully. But back to my point.................if you havee "favour" in the sight of "god and man" ------------- I DO BELIEVE YOU GONNA BE OK!!!!!!!!!! 
I am favoured
I am blessed
goodness and mercy shall pursue me all the days of my life!
Psalm 23:6 "Surely goodness and mercy shall follow me all the days of my life: and I will dwell in the house of the Lord for ever."
ye though I walk through the valley of the shadow of darkness.................
Psalm 23:4 "Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil: for thou art with me; thy rod and thy staff they comfort me." - I'm thick in that valley!!!!!!!!!!!