My older half sister (whom took 2 dna tests in past 2-3 years either trying hard to prove she is related to me or not seems to be not cause she seems to hate my guts her and her daughter - because I love Lucifer and Jesus BOTH) I FORGIVE HER WHILE HER AND HER DAUGHTER ARE STILL HATING ME.................it's ok...........everything is going to be ok.................I forgive her.....................

(put a fake air plant from ikea awhile ago bought this air plant, into the candle holder I bought at a garage sale today for 50 cents, it's so cute 💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓)

Update 10/3/2026 If you watch garage sale video haul amber not dna related to me likely not, sister (I saw her 1st generic dna test it said 97% finland, I didn't see the 2nd generic dna test results of the 2nd generic dna test she took). Big sister below (7 years we were in arizona, so I basically didn't like grow up with her) she goes to church............like regularly................but she is also sinless like my family when they got mad at me, her and her daughter for posting up family pics on instagram (because they did something I didn't know was illegial at the time in the pictures --------- instead of them admitting to any "sins" they blamed me for posting up family photo's online how dare I post up family pictures on the internet...........and then I tried to say to my family and on the internet wait it's totally normal though to post up this was for a baby shower some cute family pics that I hadn't did the outragous mega sin badness they were accusing me of). I took the pictures down -------- even though let's say they were just friends right, even posting up pics some of a friends baby shower you attended I don't think that would warrant the people that did the baby shower to chew you out to take down the pics ------- even in that event I don't think that'd be normal what happened to me. They live 1 1/2 hour away from me and they knew the laws where they lived and knew they weren't obeying them at that time. But again they couldn't own up to that I got to be the "sinner" and in the "wrong" for posting up any pictures of any family members ever how dare my sinful piece of shi--..................

it's fine I ok I be ok

deleted original blog post cause I had the instagram page of my probably not dna related to be "big sister" that also never lived with my family and we lived in arizona most my childhood away from her because many people in my family MORE THEN ONE have threatened to sue me badly, 2 of her family have threatened lawsuits one not living anymore.

My family wants to sue me badly I think they regularly scour my blog looking for reasons to hate me more and/or sue me especially my brother and his wife it don't look to be they like me at all. 

1 day my brothers wife went crazy on my blog and I was told I was clean told she went crazy scouring my blog for hours and hours on end (but like I don't know how often they scour my blog but I know they do my family does). 

I've learned everyone on earth besides me is sinless holy awesome they can't handle any any whether GOOD OR BAD talk about them on the internet if you talk about them on the internet that's it they hate your guts forever for their lord jesus christ NO MERCY FOR YOU SON OF A BIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII. (from my experience)

So I've been replaced by my not dna related to me I do not believe big sister "A" (was threatened lawsuit by her ex-husband if I say her name) - I'm fine with it, she's what my family always wanted me to be, they always wanted me to hate satan, hate fallen angels, just be bubbly and peppy and happy and SOLELY "yay Jesus" Just "yay Jesus" 24/7...............my family now has their dream "oldest daughter" with "A" I'm happy for them...................

 So I've been replaced by my not dna related to me I do not believe big sister "A" (was threatened lawsuit by her ex-husband if I say her name) - I'm fine with it, she's what my family always wanted me to be, they always wanted me to hate satan, hate fallen angels, just be bubbly and peppy and happy and SOLELY "yay Jesus" Just "yay Jesus" 24/7...............my family now has their dream "oldest daughter" with "A" I'm happy for them...................

I saw her dna results, she like showed them to me, like 97% finland, and a ton swedish............like she's mostly all swedish and finish.

  I'm just not "that great", I wished my family a great life today. 

  I'm not good enough for my family. 

AT ALL. 

but fortunately for us they have "A"

and she is the fookin dream come true. 

"A" white white white white

the best

she's #1 

cause she's whiter then me (white supremacy is real, I'm not calling anybody a "white supremacist" in my family - I'm saying in america white's are supreme, the whiter you are "the more supreme" you are) 

I'm so happy for my family. 

That they got such a perfect such a white perfect white 

"oldest daughter in ""A""

 I'm fine, I'm fine being "replaced" like this turns out. I was never NEVER never good enough. I'm tired of feeling like I always have to try to be "good enough" for people, that's family, that's anybody. 

  I'm glad they got "A" they got their dream come true there. 

Matthew 28:20 "Teaching them to observe all things whatsoever I have commanded you: and, lo, I am with you always, even unto the end of the world. Amen."

problem with hating satan worshippers

etc.

NOT EVERYBODY IS "A" 'S 

MOST AIN'T

most ain't

IN THE ENNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD IT DOESN'T EVEN MATTER

"Sheri you have more like weird Jesus loving, satan loving dark angst then the whole rest of the planet earth"

- In the end it doesn't even matter.

1 Corinthians 1:28 "And base things of the world, and things which are despised, hath God chosen, yea, and things which are not, to bring to nought things that are:"

in the end 

all the matters

is our souls

and where they are going

I'm tellin the truth

I know many of us get tired of walking the narrow way

get tired

of denying ourselves taking up our crosses and following Jesus daily

WE AIN'T LIKE "A"

most of us ain't like "A"

Luke 9:23 "And he said to them all, If any man will come after me, let him deny himself, and take up his cross daily, and follow me." Many days, are ruff, you just probably want to go to a island do this like me...............

via GIPHY

"A" is not related to my little sister or little brother either. She is the child that my dad's ex-wife had while my dad's ex-wife was cheating on my dad WHILE they were married. I never thought she was related to me, I was told at like the age of like 3-4 "here's your big sister "A" - but she never like lived with us or nothing...........but from the age of 3-4 I was told that was my big sister. But I always knew she wasn't related to me, cause she looks like a swedish chick. 

  No hate for anybody including my fake big sister that took over my spot in my family. I'm Jew, Native American, Irish, little bit english that's about it, 0% swedish or finland that I know of.