I am a christian blogger. Though I do love the devil - lucifer.............he had no choice to be "the devil" Cause John 1:1 "In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God." Let's not hate god xoxoo everyone, doin our best including Lucifer. If you e-mail me your only going to stress me out more then I already am but to be "easy to intreat" sheriwalz@gmail.com
It's ok I lost recently tons of traffic to my blog those were clearly people wanting to get rich and hear me tell them how they can get rich NO I'M GOING TO TELL YOU PRY BEST TO STAY POOR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! But don't be trying to be in debt, less you really need to be. God wants us to be good stewarts of our money, don't buy $3000 purse if you don't got the money to do that really! Matthew 5:3 "Blessed are the poor in spirit: for theirs is the kingdom of heaven."............................Yes i own 3 properties total you know how that happened me and brian been saving money and not buying crazy epensive shiz we don't need.................BUT I'M STILL POOR I'M NOT "RICH" but I am rich at the same time per also the bible 2 Corinthians 6:10 "As sorrowful, yet alway rejoicing; as poor, yet making many rich; as having nothing, and yet possessing all things." That isn't "making many rich" per what most pastors in 2026 believe actual $$$$ rich rich, though theres something to that, there's something to managing your money well and god's want all His people to manage their money well I BELIEVE THAT...........but mostly a riches within inside you that's where the "wealth" needs to be!!!!!!!!!!!!!!....................LOVING YOUR NEIGHBORS, LOVING YOUR ENEMIES REALLY LOVING THEM IN DEED AND IN TRUTH..........having in that way the inside of your cup clean then the bible says the outside will become clean also!!!!!!!!!..................
Matthew 5:3 "Blessed are the poor in spirit: for theirs is the kingdom of heaven." Luke 6:20 "And he lifted up his eyes on his disciples, and said, Blessed be ye poor: for yours is the kingdom of God." Matthew 23:26-28 "Blind Pharisee! First clean the inside of the cup and dish, and then the outside also will be clean.Woe to you, teachers of the law and Pharisees, you hypocrites! You are like whitewashed tombs, which look beautiful on the outside but on the inside are full of the bones of the dead and everything unclean. In the same way, on the outside you appear to people as righteous but on the inside you are full of hypocrisy and wickedness."
Going off what pastors are popular in 2026 it does look to be most in the usa want to be severelly rich fast bad.
but yo - matthew 5:3 and Luke 6:20 are still real
and you could tell me
'"well sheri that means to be poor in spirit and not actually poor"
you know how hard it is to be rich and poor in spirit also?????????????????????
Matthew 19:24-26 "Again I tell you, it is easier for a camel to go through the eye of a needle than for someone who is rich to enter the kingdom of God.”When the disciples heard this, they were greatly astonished and asked, “Who then can be saved?”Jesus looked at them and said, “With man this is impossible, but with God all things are possible.”"
You think most of you reading my blog cause it's most of the entirety of usa of mostly christian usa they want to be rich christians they want to be so blesssssssssssssssssed by god they think to themselves that'll be them on the "Easy street" finally
no rich people
are tempted more
it's hard for them in a "different way"
1 Timothy 6:9 "Those who want to get rich fall into temptation and a trap and into many foolish and harmful desires that plunge people into ruin and destruction."
And 1 timothy 6;9 is merely talking about people christians that want to be rich aka probably 90%
of them out there right now want to be rich
I ain't trying to "shade" any pastors but what pastors are popular right now THE PROSPERITY ONES.....................
AI Overview's list....................I merely copy and pasted the names AI Overview listed...................."Kenneth Copeland, Joel Osteen, Creflo Dollar, Benny Hinn, Joyce Meyer, T.D. Jakes, Kenneth Hagin, Oral Roberts, David Oyedepo, Todd White, Jesse Duplantis, Joseph Prince:
i ain't a pastor
but if i was a pastor
I'd tell you to stay poor!!!!!!!!!!
I WOULD NOT BE A PROSERPITY PREACHER I'D TRY TO STAY AS FAR FROM THAT AS I COULD CAUSE FOR REAL THE BIBLE SAYS..............
Matthew 5:3 "Blessed are the poor in spirit: for theirs is the kingdom of heaven." Luke 6:20 "And he lifted up his eyes on his disciples, and said, Blessed be ye poor: for yours is the kingdom of God."
Instead if I were a pastor I''d try to convince people to manage their money better - at least some and tell them to not even desire to be rich that that is DANGEROUS AS THE BIBLE SAYS!
as soon as people found out I am poor they left my blog in drooves like all the traffic is gone now looks to be....................
i'm telling you all the truth right now most churches 90% of them chomping at the bit right now to become rich on this earth they just wanting to rush on into sin and hell full speed ahead
just look at the pastors THEY LIKE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
This blog post was inspired by this brothers you tube upload - i agree with him much (i'm not saying joel osteen and some these other propersity pastors don't at times have good sermons - they do!!!!!!!!!!!!!)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jMQOK7Uo3lg
PS..........pry will donate later, at this point of the day i ain't ate breakfast yet, or took a ice bath yet (my arthritis flaired up bad yesterday................my spine arthritis -yikes, and my left knee is also experiencing a arthritis flair up bad)
I FORGIVE EVERYONE. Everyone in 2026 likes it only when people are peppy - well the bible says think on what's lovely and of good report!!!!!!!!!!! Life it gives many of us lemons INFLATON HASN'T HAPPENED TO MUCH TO MAKE LEMONAIDE at least not where I live by a goodwill outlet!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.....................
Philippians 4:8 "Finally, brethren, whatsoever things are true, whatsoever things are honest, whatsoever things are just, whatsoever things are pure, whatsoever things are lovely, whatsoever things are of good report; if there be any virtue, and if there be any praise, think on these things."
course goodwill outlet feels like the weirdest lifeline to me like ever..................
because we can some of us drive to the goodwill outlet and make lemonaide............
Psalm 68:19 "Blessed be the Lord, who daily loadeth us with benefits, even the God of our salvation. Selah." And we can maybe read some of the chippery pages of the bible ya - benefits.
lemons
to make juice
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sunshine and happiness
ya 👍
redid the sun catcher from the goodwill bins......................added a wire wrapped rock in the center lemonaide 👍👍👍...............
the cabinets most of them have doors now, now the dining room is looking so much cleaner and nicer................(they are fully finished though - brian's clean adding magnetic closures he already has to the bottom of these cabinets, and door knobs).........................
My dining room right now though brian cleaned it some before I took this picture (he could be trying to "hide the evidence"?????) that's currently causing me much mental stress, to the point either it gets cleaned or brian needs to make a hair appointment to shave my head, go find a drug dealer buy me cocaine and hand me a umbrella!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.................
what it's looking like now the "redo the dining room athon is still going" that's all we been working on this weekend new dining room chairs, new dining room table i am starting to feel less stressed...........................
brian's identity protected of course like how he looks...................here he's holding up the pretty freshly painted new doors for these idea cabinets to hid clutter - they look nice..................
brian took out the kitchen island a few years ago but it didn't have drawers and tons of storage................this one we bought today for less then $20 cause they were having a sale (at a store where people donate shiz). So now we are finally about to have a kitchen island which should greately clean up the kitchen (with more drawers and places to put stuff). And I like having a little bit extra kitchen counterop space as i told brian to put pizza's cooling down on, cookies cooling down on cookies sheets on - put potholders under the cookie sheets. It'll be nice!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
talk about battle keeping a 1200 square feet house clean and how hard it has been for me and my mental health some here...........................
Fathers day gift for my dad.................my mom and dad love Donald Trump and are 100% that he is a great christian man saving the usa...........THAT'S WHAT THEY BELIEVE THOUROUGHLY. That he is making america great again, my brother believes that to, extreme inflation on near everything we buy and crazy high gas it doesn't exist according to my mom, dad and brother no we are living the best most christian blessed time in usa history EVER THANKS TO OUR VERY CHRISITAN AND HOLY PRESIDENT OF THE UNITED STATES OF AMERICA DONALD TRUMP.
(I ain't talking no smacks clearly donalds trump fears god and fearing god is what god wants the most - so donald trump is "doing the thing")
am I sarcastic - yes
Ephesians 6:1-3 "Children, obey your parents in the Lord: for this is right.Honour thy father and mother; which is the first commandment with promise; That it may be well with thee, and thou mayest live long on the earth."
I have blacked out the insults thrown at me by what was the main elder sure that's sinful that I got mad stormed out of the church angry.
But I ain't easily provoked
1 Corinthians 13:5 "Doth not behave itself unseemly, seeketh not her own, is not easily provoked, thinketh no evil;"
I felt condemned for years because I got upset when that main elder of silverton verbally assaulted me so intensely and profusely that I was finally after months of talking with him (it went months the "become a member of the apostolic christian church of america talks" me just not wanting to go to that church anymore cause the sisters many of them the younger ones mostly were making fun of me to the point I was runnning to the bathroom crying pretty often
brian thinks I really wanted to become a member of that church even with him seeing me running crying to the bathroom often
but he had a friend there brian did and he didn't want to stop going there and they really like him a ton at the apostolic christian church of america
but since the last time we went he is adament they don'l like him much either (they do he's their dream come true0
but point is I'm not easily provoked it takes a lot and people know that
well god himself has been "provoked'
Psalm 78:58 "For they provoked him to anger with their high places, and moved him to jealousy with their graven images."
God is definately not evil at all when people on earth have mostly often provoked him -maybe non-stop
and he's been mostly showing mercy
WELL THAT'S A LOVING GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
According to my dad I broke up the family
(well my parents and brother and sister moved away from me 24 ish years ago ------- and my brother never invited to his house
they've stopped having family get togethers (they had one but a- denies it was a family get togther it was cause cousin from spain was there there's never been a time where cousin from spain was in town but there wasn't a family get togethre that's bs and cousin from california was also there - at the family get togther pizza joint!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)
my fault everything is my fault
it's a kind of "weird violence"
cause everything just couldn't be my fault on earth
and muslims on tiktok have been very aggressive towards me to give them money
I've had to suffer for things I DIDN'T DO
I didn't kill any gaza citizens and wall them in and make them starve to death - israel is doing that but I've had to pay for that
ai overview - "The ongoing war in Gaza began on October 7, 2023. As of June 2026, the conflict has lasted for 2 years and nearly 8 months."
2 years and 8 months is a long time I eventually got tired of sending money to gaza
i'm in general tired by now
you will reap if you faint not according to the bible note the word faint in that verse.....................
Galatians 6:9 "And let us not be weary in well doing: for in due season we shall reap, if we faint not."
I'm in my 50's I ain't reaped nothing yet that I can see?????????????????????? not from doing good
and if anything I've only reaped bad things
............don't worry muslims I'll probably donate to gaza tommorow or the next day you can't expect me to not buy my dad a father's day gift! BE FAIRER WITH ME PLEASE MUSLIMS I TRY THAT SHOULD BE GOOD ENOUGH!
Update 6/4/2026 since how my blog still has a lot of traffic...................
thank god I'm not at the apostolic chritian church of america anymore to tempt them to sin cause that was bad of me, they need to never wear wedding rings, jewlery makeup or own more then 20 pieces of beige bland clothing each of them..................anything else according to them is a sin especially mascara and henna tattoo for a wedding ring THOSE ARE INSANE SINS ABOMINATIONS. I AM "THE WORST EVER" according to them.
It is good neither to eat flesh, nor to drink wine, nor any thing whereby thy brotherstumbleth, or is offended, or is made weak.
don't anybody bother them, they are safe with each other -------- I fear for their souls really if you look at pictures online some the ladies have their hair down according to them that's abiminable filth sins. THEIR SOULS ARE DYEING - SOS. SOME OF THEIR MEMBERS HAVE GOTTEN SPECIAL PERMISSION TO WEAR WEDDING RINGS THAT LORD OF THE RINGS MOVIE SATAN WORSHIPPING (THAT'S BASICALLY WHAT THEY BELIEVE AT THE APOSTOLIC CHRISTIAN CHURCH OF AMERICA WEDDING RINGS AREN'T ACTUALLY ALLOWED. LIKE BREATHING AIR ISN'T A SIN TO THEM BUT BARELY I BELIEVE) they don't have any concept of "liberty" at the apostolic christian church of america it don't look to be at all Galatians 5:13 "For, brethren, ye have been called unto liberty; only use not liberty for an occasion to the flesh, but by love serve one another."
to try and explain that to the confused
liberty means you can wear makeup,, or jewelry, or even get tattoos...................but you shouldn't try and do that or not much but instead focusing on serving people - especially christians.
I get the idea of trying to walk the narrow way and doiing that outwardly appearance wise wanting to "look the part" but it really is about how you live in general the narrow way is.
are you living a life of service to god/others
or to the flesh
you won't ignore the flesh walking the narrow way
what you will do is despise the lust of the flesh.................Luke 16:13 "No servant can serve two masters: for either he will hate the one, and love the other; or else he will hold to the one, and despise the other. Ye cannot serve God and mammon." I'm around people that just walk in the flesh it's sad their lives are, even when they are popular....................the life they are living is empty. Being excited for clothing and that's it that's their excitement (they don't have excitement for the good things god is about to do in their lives they believe THEY DON'T GOT THAT) it's oh we going to eat out.................look at the cute clothes I just bought etc.
original blog post...............................
"good ground" isn't a nice loving church filled with loving christians that ain't what the bible is talking about, it's ground in your heart, your willingness to forgive, to love, to realize it's a war all around us, all around us and it's not against flesh and blood - but we will be harmed by christians even beaten many of us soon Mark 13:9 "But take heed to yourselves: for they shall deliver you up to councils; and in the synagogues ye shall be beaten: and ye shall be brought before rulers and kings for my sake, for a testimony against them." shhhhhhhhhh I'm giving real chrsitians heads up these future synagogue beaters of real christians they don't like art on walls, skirts must be ankle length and only skirts, they hate wedding rings, they don't approve of dating marriages must be on approval of elders of church only by guys interested in a girl THEY MIGHT NOT EVEN KNOW AND SHE MIGHT EVEN BE A DISTANT RELATIVE AND THEY MIGHT HAVE KIDS WITH WEIRD DISEASES I'VE SEEN THESE CHILDREN BY ARRANGED BY ELDER OF CHURCH MARRIAGES.....a few of them........it was bad.........................they hate jewelry, makeup, you must be sad always never smile, only sadness smiling is a sin in their minds....................
no color at all
no besides beige
no prints on your clothing they hate that they hate that soooooooooo bad (that's only allowed not at church, 1 graphic on a tee or two --------- you can only own 20-30 outfits more then that is a sin you'll likely get beaten soon)
if you say they are bullies - to late - they already labelled you and me bullies, we are the bullies they are the holy elect of god that will soon beat us for jesus christ according to the bible Mark 13:9 "But take heed to yourselves: for they shall deliver you up to councils; and in the synagogues ye shall be beaten: and ye shall be brought before rulers and kings for my sake, for a testimony against them."
they have to beat us all - besides hopefully me i'm going with lucifer once he gets here that's my plan 😁
THEY HAVE TO BEAT US BAD TO TRY AND GET US TO JOIN THEIR CHURCHES SO THAT THEY WON'T HAVE SO MANY INBRED BABIES WITH WEIRD DISEASES ANYMORE (REAL BABIES I SEEN 3-4 OF THEM WITH MY OWN EYEBALLS WITH THESE WEIRD INBRED DISEASES AND I KNOW THEY WERE INBREAD DISEASES CAUSE i ASKED EACH TIME "WHAT HAPPENED TO YOUR CHILD/BABY?"
I LOVE THE APOSTOLIC CHRISTIAN CHURCH OF AMERICA........and they are right I am the "worst ever" and that was 100% them loving me the elder of the church telling me that and all the apostolic christian church of america members attacking me on my blog and the internet in general for years that's loving of them, thank you.............................I'm so blessed.....................
Better pic of the amethyst I bought today 😁....................
Bible says with food and raiment be content. Good plot that is. I agree with the idea there. I feel that way basically...............I need few things, I need to look nice I feel that's a need that I really need, food, hopefully shelter. Right now I pry need to go for a swim don't deal with hot weather well. I ain't after money, I just wouldn't mind it understand....................and that is a difference. And I don't want to work iniquity, I want to be happy I DON'T WANT TO WORK INIQUITY OR MAKE ANYBODY "FELL LESSER" NO I'M THE LAST.................ACCORDING TO ONE ELDER OF THE APPOSTOLIC CHRISTIAN CHURCH OF AMERICA I'M THE "WORST EVER" THATS WELL BADDER AND BELOW JESUS CHRIST THE AMATEUR HOUR LORD ACCORDING TO A ELDER OF THE APOSTOLIC CHRISTIAN CHURCH OF AMERICA..........THEY TRYING TO GIVE ME A BLOATED EGO FOR SURE...........................but I don't know how they think I'm below the lord who is going to have 1000's and 1000's and 1000's of people killed by some word he says according to the bible..........................but the apostolic christian church of america IS CONVINCED I AM BELOW THE LORD AND AM SUPREME OF ALL THE BADDIES IN ETERNITY THAT ELDER HE STILL ELDER CHEIF ELDER OF SILVERTON APOSTOLIC CHRISTIAN CHURCH OF AMERICA LAST TIME WE WERE THERE THINK HE STILL THE BOSS THERE! WHICH MEANS THEY AGGREE WITH HIS WORDS SPOKEN TO ME SEVERAL TIMES LOUDLY FOR THE CHURCH TO HEAR IN OREGON CITY WHEN THAT CHURCH WAS OPEN THAT I'M "THE WORST EVER"...................
1 Timothy 6:8 "And having food and raiment let us be therewith content."
Matthew 5:37 "But let your communication be, Yea, yea; Nay, nay: for whatsoever is more than these cometh of evil."
I FORGIVE YOU WHILE YOU HATE MY GUTS AND WANT ME DEAD BAD FOR YOUR LORD JESUS CHRIST - PROBABLY
I'M NOT LIKED
YOUR MOST YOU ARE THE "SUBJECTS OF THE KINGDOM" SO YOU HAVE TO HATE ME FOR YOUR LORD JESUS CHRIST AND THEN BE ANGRY AT ME AND TALK ABOUT IT WITH EACH OTHER AT CHURCH ON SUNDAY BADDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD FOR YOUR LORD JESUS CHRIST! YOU HAVE TO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! TO PLEASE GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Matthew 8:12 "But the subjects of the kingdom will be thrown outside, into the darkness, where there will be weeping and gnashing of teeth.” ""
I'm healing lucifer your right
cause they don't stop hating me
BUT I DO LOVE THEM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I DO LOVE THEM!!!!!!!!!!!!
AND I WILL DODGE THE ROCKS THEY THROW AT ME IN HELL FINE I AM FAST REFLEXES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
AND IF ONE WERE TO HIT ME YOUR MEN PERSONALLY WOULD COME TO MY AID I KNOW THAT
It is enough for the disciple that he be as his master, and the servant as his lord. If they have called the master of the house Beelzebub, how much more shall they call them of his household?
"SHERI WILL TAKE JESUS CHRIST THE LORD, MELCHIDEK, ADAM AND EVE WASN'T THAT CLOSE TO EVE BUT SHE WAS ALRIGHT, AND LUCIFER AND ALL HIS MEN" PARTAY
I like being the last
I couldn't imagine life without makeup and jewelry - THAT WOULD SUCK
Rocks I just bought at a rock store and native american bone beads 😁💓💓💓💓💓💓💓 I can buy both those things since how I'm the lowliest cra- of the body of christ 👍👍👍👍👍👍👍
originally I was just going to buy rocks, but brian found bags of bone beads for sale, well those are the good ones!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! And that's a really great price!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
before today I had maybe 1 chevron amethyst, this picture don't do them justice they really pretty with the chevron patterns on them really nice 💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓 That whole 1 lb bag costed me only $14 --------------- I might be friendless but in some ways it's the most awesome being the last of the body of christ. I pry did smoke jesus christ the lord in the last standing to 😊 according to 1 elder of the apostolic christian church of america I did and badddddddddddddddddd
Lucifer, Satan the devil I still love you and your men, if you sent a fly to attack my eyeball previous video on previous blog post IT DID SEEM LIKE THE FLY LITERALLY ATTACKED MY EYEBALL, THAT THAT WAS A FLY EYEBALL ATTACK. Look look I willing to forgive everyone.............and I realize the apostolic christian church of america isn't even made up of sinners THOSE ARE HOLY SAINTS FROM THE KINGDOM OF HEAVEN PROPER Matthew 8:12 "But the subjects of the kingdom will be thrown outside, into the darkness, where there will be weeping and gnashing of teeth.” """""""""but honey your just telling us again and again that your the baddist sinful bish of eternity ever - honey you think this is actually good pr" -------------------- bearly cause I do love lucifer and his men and I made peace with them and that is no small thing I do believe........................and I love the people of gaza whom I maybe should hate but I don't at all cause I'M LIKE THEM LEFT FOR DEAD BY MOST.......................SO I REALLY LOVE THE PEOPLE OF GAZA AND THEY SEEM NICE TO THERE'S THAT TO........................
I not only know
I'm willing to serve all lucier
I'm willing to be what I need to be in eternity - fact that is perfect for me so you come down and get me ok!
people haven't to "overflowing" or whatever poured back into my lap yet
but they will
it will come back
all mercies I show they will come back to me and I show mercies that's it
all love the love people and I only have so much money so much time in the day - but I try it will come back to me
all the torture of reading the bible that is written by men for men - the benefit of that will come back to me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Give, and it will be given to you. A good measure, pressed down, shaken together and running over, will be poured into your lap. For with the measure you use, it will be measured to you.”
and I am rich and I will continue to be rich why cause I'll keep loving people, I'll keep showing mercy,, I'LL KEEP DONATING TO HELP GAZA CITIZENS TIL THIS WAR IS OVER..........AND HELP THE HOMELESS ETC. AND I WILL NEVER NEVER TIL I'M DEAD STOP IF I WERE TO DIE LIKE A NORMAL HUMAN
IF NOT
I MIGHT NEVER STOP
SO I SLEEP WELL AT NIGHT AS MUICH AS POSSIBLE EXPERIENCING HOT FLASHES GALORE
AND I WILL BE A WINNER
AND I WILL BE A WINNER TODAY
AND TOMMOROW AND THE NEXT DAY AND IT WILL NEVER MATTER AT ALL WHAT ANY PEOPLES ON EARTH OR OFF EARTH EVER THINK ABOUT ME
BECAUSE THE RECEIPTS SHOW THE TRUTH AND IF THEY WOULDN'T SHOW THE TRUTH RIGHT NOW EVENTUALLY THEY WILL CAUSE I DON'T PLAN ON STOPPING NEVER ALWAYS WILL SERVE PEOPLE THAT'S THE PLAN IF ONLY HANDING OUT ORDERBS IN THE FUTURE OR ASKING IF PEOPLE NEED A DRINK I'LL DO THAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
AND if you ain't figured out despite how many times I've told you lucifer, and you men, I'm like a chihuahua, i'm small
I'M SMALL
WELL I GET VERY BIG UPSET LIKE CHIHUAHUA'S DO WHEN THEY FEEL ATTACKED
Mark 4:30-32
New International Version
The Parable of the Mustard Seed
30 Again he said, “What shall we say the kingdom of God is like, or what parable shall we use to describe it?31 It is like a mustard seed, which is the smallest of all seeds on earth.32 Yet when planted, it grows and becomes the largest of all garden plants, with such big branches that the birds can perch in its shade.”
I AM A DINK I KNOW I'M A DINK I KNOW EVERYDAY OF MY LIFE I WEAR NEARLY AND LOVE MAKEUP AND JEWELRY THAT'S MISERABLE DINKEDNESS OF A LOWLY DINK I AM THE MOST DINK
I AM THE DINK LORD PROBABLY I PROBABLY AM OF THE LAST BADDER AND LOWER AND WROSE THEN JESUS CHRIST!
I am the Alpha and the Omega, the First and the Last, the Beginning and the End.
IF THE APOSTOLIC CHRISTIAN CHURCH OF AMERICA ELDER IS RIGHT ABOUT ME AND I'M 'THE WORST EVER" PER HIS WORDS I'VE SMOKED THE LORD JESUS CHRIST AS THE LAST BY EONSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS INFINITY
SO YA MY DINK CHIHUAHUA BUTT FEELS DEFENSIVE I BEEN ATTACKED TO MUCH TO MANY TIMES BY TO MANY CHRISTIANS AT TO MANY CHURCHES!
Me going off topic competely from this blog post (and it's my trans son that informed me of the porta pottie potential situation in South Carolina that isn't christian of them at all)
How is makeup a sin or jewelry is it not our hearts that matter?????????????????
and not how we look?????????????
I been beat down so long for so much honest to god - I like being able to at least feel good about myself when I look in the mirror
I understand the rest of the body of christ hates satan and his men and wants to stab them for all eternity with burning rage forever for their lord jesus YOU'VE ALL MADE THAT VERY CLEAR TO ME
and that you hate makeup and jewelry and all the things of the world and have nothing to do with those things most of you because your so strong and sinless and holier then me and further you can't afford to hang out with me - cause I might tempt you to "sin" by wearing makeup or jewelry or even love the devil and his men! I UNDERSTAND THESE THINGS................
To the pure, all things are pure, but to those who are corrupted and do not believe, nothing is pure. In fact, both their minds and consciences are corrupted.
obvious sins can't be pure
but makeup it don't steal, makeup don't kill, makeup don't gossip, neither does jewelry!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
turn up volume you can hear lucifer's men tapping their hands (I don't think they clocking me) All these things people use to hate one another - to judge one another - TO HATE ONE ANOTHER! Is the will of god being done in that?????????????????
When pretending to try and become a member of the apostolic christian church of america I was told I could never become a member because I was trying to henna on a wedding ring (they forbided all the way wedding rings back then) and I was wearing mascara and any makeup at all wasn't allowed I was told. JUST REASONS THEY MADE UP TO DISINCLUDE PEOPLE HATE PEOPLE.
and you could have the holiest reasons to hate me
but what about me being able to feel good about myself when I look in the mirror and not have to feel "ugly" that should matter to shouldn't it???????????????? SHOULDN'T IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
is usa "one nation under god"
or "one nation only straight people can use regular restrooms"????????????????????
IF THIS AIN'T "ONE NATION UNDER GOD" ANYMORE GET ME THE FREAK OUT OF THIS COUNTRY THEN I DON'T WANT TO LIVE IN A COUNTRY WHERE TRANS PEOPLE CAN ONLY USE PORTA POTTIES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
If I become a billionaire or a millionaire or EVER MERELY LIKED FINALLY FOR LOVING LUCIFER AND HIS MEN AND HAVING PEACE WITH THEM Matthew 5:9 "Blessed are the peacemakers, for they will be called children of God." GREAT FOR ME THEN I AIN'T LIKE EVERYONE ELSE THAT APPEARS TO THINK THAT ONLY BAD THINGS SHOULD HAPPEN TO ME/FOR ME BECAUSE I LOVE LUCIFER AND HIS MEN. I AIN'T WANTING TO BE A WARMONGER -------------- I THINK PEOPLE THAT WANT AND DO WORK PEACE AND AREN'T WAR MONGERS SHOULD WIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I SHOULD WIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!...........................................
and how does my attackers know I will be rich when lucifer gets here????
cause they say I only love the devil cause I want to be rich
how you know??????????????????????? But even if I did become rich - good for me - I don't like or want war I LIKE PEACE! I SHOULD WIN! I SHOULD BE WEALTHY AND LIKED!!!!!!!!!!!!! I BELIEVE THAT TO!
my point is real
peacemakers should win
I should win
I should win the most
I EVEN love christians that hate me
I love rehoboth ain't going there again --- I DON'T WANT TO BE CALLED A BISH BY THEM ANYMORE
I DON'T WANT TO GO TO THE UNITED METHODIST CHURCH ANYMORE (over bell clangs that felt like they were mad at me I DON'T LIKE IT, I want to be me right and be liked and accepted how I am, someone trying not to buy more jewelry or be comformed to this earth, I prefer not wearing makeup honest to god cause it's easier being barefaced..............
but somedays like many ladies I feel ugly
I feel insecure and makeup makes me feel better
but then most you gonna hate me for wanting to feel better (the horror)
and I love lucifer and his men I made more then peace with them and went from being in the occult bad dark dark, to now what dark (like I can't even explain it)
besides lucifer is nice to me his men are nice to me
they were only doing a job - I understand that now
I needed to learn
learn not to only look out for my needs but also the needs of others!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Philippians 2:3-4 "Do nothing out of selfish ambition or vain conceit. Rather, in humility value others above yourselves, not looking to your own interests but each of you to the interests of the others."
I may get to or even be at the point where I'm done being disrespected by churches,
and I just donate money to them look out for their needs some
but also mine that I be only at places where I'm treated well if that's merely my house, it has good air conditioning!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
the united methodist church is the only church brian likes to go to (being pro LGTBQ and I also am pro LGBTQ)
PRO THE LGBTQ HAVING RIGHTS AND BEING TREATED WELL
WELL
THE LGBTQ 62-63% CHRISTIAN USA -------- ALSO FIT INTO THIS BIBLE VERSE..............................
Luke 6:31 "Do to others as you would have them do to you."
WOULD YOU LIKE TO BE DENIED BATHROOMS BESIDES "PORTA POTTIES" IN ONE USA state
IF SOUTH CAROLINA WANTS THE TRANS KIDS USING PORTA POTTIES WELL THEN THEY MUST LOVE PORTA POTTIES OVER THERE IN 62-63% CHFISTIAN USA according to ai - AND SHOULD DESTROY ALL THEIR BATHROOMS EVERYWHERE IN THE WHOLE STATE AND BECOME THE STATE OF STINKY PORTA POTTIE BATHROOMS ONLY! DO UNTO OTHERS AS YOU'D HAVE DONE UNTO YOU
USA SHOULD DESTROY ALL South Carolina's BATHROOM AT THIS POINT even inside normal houses!!!!!!!!!!!! BRING IN ALL THE SOLDIERS TO DESTROY ALL BATHROOMS EXCEPT THE PORTA POTTIES
AND POOP GOOD IN THE PORTA POTTIES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
But that ain't what's going to happen is it?
poor trans kids will likely be stuck pooping in stink porta potties while the rest of the schools get nice clean toilet's THE HORROR IN 62-63% CHRISTIAN USA ACCORDING TO AI
SOUTH CAROLINA IF THIS ALL HAPPENS JUST MUST NOT BE CHRISTIAN, they must be eating cottage cheese freashly born babies then in south carolina 24/7 then cause THEY AIN'T CHRISTIANS IF THEY HAVE TRANS KIDS BEING TRAPPED USING STINK PORTA POTTIES ALL THE TIME AT SCHOOL SOMETHING LIKELY THE ENTIRE SCHOOL STAFFS OF SOUTH CAROLINA AND THEIR STRAIGHT STUDENTS WOULDN'T WANT TO DO (I DON'T THINK THEY'D WANT TO BE TRAPPED USING PORTA POTTIES ONLY WHILE AT SCHOOL ---------------- THAT WOULD STINK BAD)
as a ex dragon boater I can tell you porta potties get stinkin bad fast
real fast
often they have inadequate hand wash stations that's if they have hand wash stations at all
Are you like me continually called a worthless bish/sinner? KEEP HELPING THE STARVING IN GAZA AND IN DOING THAT "DO UNTO THE OTHERS AS YOU'D HAVE DONE UNTO YOU" while people at churches likely talk about what a worthless piece of shi- you is (if your like me that is, I saw on video while live watching a live sermon right a pastor call me a bish said all that church had decided I was a mean bish because I just said hi to people when they said hi to me, he mentioned that service my pirate themed you tube account - ONLY LIKE 3 PEOPLE WERE WATCHING THAT SERVICE THAT DAY NOT A LOT OF PEOPLE) LET THEM TALK, GOD THE BIBLE SAYS IS ABLE TO MAKE A PERSON STAND!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!..............................THEIR TALK ABOUT WHAT A MEAN NASTY BISH YOU IS AIN'T GOING TO MATTER IN THE END IT'S "WOW LOOK HOW MUCH THIS CHICK LOVED THE CITIZENS OF GAZA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" or the poor and homeless is also a giant cause on my heart...............................
Romans 14:4 "Who art thou that judgest another man's servant? to his own master he standeth or falleth. Yea, he shall be holden up: for God is able to make him stand."
"do unto others as you'd have done unto you"
gaza is starving the people of gaza are
I WOULDN'T WANT TO BE TRAPPED BY ISRAEL SOLDIERS AND AID NOT EVEN BEING AT TIMES ALLOWED IN AND STARVING AND NOBODY CARING ABOUT ME!
SO YA
I CARE DEEPLY ABOUT THE GAZA CITIZENS
and I will keep helping them out though this war has gone on a long time and my wallet is tired
BUT I WILL KEEP GOING LONG AS GAZA CITIZENS ARE STARVING AND BEING IMPRISONED BASICALLY
"SEIGED"
IT DON'T MATTER THAT I WEAR CRYSTALS
ALL THE CHURCHES
ALL PEOPLES
THAT HAVE EVER THOUGHT OR TALKED OR THOUGHT EVIL ABOUT ME
ARE GOING TO HAVE TO EAT THEIR WORDS OR THEIR EVIL THOUGHTS ABOUT ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I WILL NEVER GIVE UP LOVING THE PEOPLE THAT THE EARTH HAS CASTED OFF --------- AT THIS MOMENT THAT'S GAZA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
💓💓💓💓💓💓 THE CITIZENS OF GAZA 💓💓💓💓💓💓
Luke 6:31 "Do to others as you would have them do to you."
ps.......I didn't go to church last week, or the week before that, maybe even the week before that???????? one two times shiz came up
one time brian was to tired - also that can happen
I'm on "the outside"
I'm not what the church "likes" I look to be what church clang style bells when I get out the car (not always, but it happened a few times to me....................felt like they were mad at me, like a angry bell hit ------- they had to of been hitting that bell by hand to make that horrible clang noise, one sunday they were real mad at me if the bells are a sign of anything cause I was loving on lucifer on my blog a lot one week)
I'm supposed to hate satan
I'm probably supposed to hate makeup, jewelry, crystals - and I don't
probably because I was born a sinner,
I WAS BORN A SINNER
IT'S HARD ESPECIALLY NOT LIKING CRYSTALS CRYSTALS ARE SHINY AND PRETTY AND THEY HAVE ENERGIZING GOOD ENERGY AND POSITIVE VIBES TO THEM (UNLESS THEY HAVEN'T SAT ON SELENITE UNDER A FULL MOON, if they haven't sat on selenite under a full moon crystals might have some negative energy on them but otherwise all the positivity to love everyone and every living thin on earth and all the tree's and grass the crystals have in them)
and if lucifer get's here and kills me while I'm loving him
I'd rather die loving him
then die like many christians might soon die when lucifer gets here cause most of them seem to hate the devil bad................I wouldn't want to die with burning hate for lucifer in my heart like it appears to be the rest of the body of christ wants to die when lucifer gets here that's how they want to die it does look to be
Blessed are the peacemakers, for they will be called children of God.
PEACEMAKERS LOVE THE CITIZENS OF GAZA BAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAD WE DO
AND US PEACEMAKERS WE DON'T WANT WAR WE WANT THE ISRAEL SOLDIERS TO KNOCK IT OFF - AND LET AID INTO GAZA
LET GAZA CITZENS LEAVE GAZA IF THEY WANT TO
AND QUIT KILLING GAZA CITIZENS IT AIN'T EVEN OUT OF ISRAEL IS THREATENED BY GAZA CITZENS - THEY JUST KILLING THEM RIGHT NOW FOR CROSS A YELLOW LINE THE YELLOW LINE DOESN'T EVEN EXIST IT'S NOT CLEAR WHERE THE LINE IS -------------- RIGHT NOW IF A GAZA CITIZEN WALKS 5 FEET TO FAR BAMN THEY DEAD
Confession I don't fear people, but they have destroyed my life a lot, it's real. In college while having amnesia, I had a crush on a Romanian guy NAMED ANOTHONY OH I'LL SAY HIS 1ST NAME GO LAUGH AT ME THEN WESTERN OREGON UNIVERSITY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I even choose to paint with him in a giant room in advanced painting HAD NO IDEA TIL AFTER I GRADUATED FROM COLLEGE HEARING FROM 2 CURRENT COLLEGE STUDENTS THAT I WAS THE JOKE OF THE SCHOOL because they thought he was better looking then my APPARENTLY ugly butt. I HAD NO FRIENDS IN COLLEGE besides 2 friends from high school and my sisters best friends boyfriend only 1 of them did I hang out with in college, the other two briefly I'd chat with them. I HAD NO FRIENDS ALL THAT THAT ALL THOSE PEOPLE WERE HAH AHAHAHAH SHE'S SO UGLY IMPACTED ME, THE IMPACT WAS REAL AT ANY GIVE MOMENT PEOPLE CAN SPREAD AND THEY DO.........AND THEY DO.................I DO BELIEVE..............SPREAD SHIZ ABOUT ME PROBABLY EVERYONE'S LAUGHING AT ME AS USUAL. I DON'T HAVE ANY FRIENDS RIGHT NOW BESIDES BRIAN AND MY KIDS THAT ALL I HANG OUT WITH I DIDN'T DO THAT TO MYSELF. In dragon boating started chatting it up with a girl I WAS GETTING HOPEFUL MAYBE I'M FINALLY MAKING A FRIEND ------------ I watch her go up to her group of friends and ask them "she's know's she ain't with us right???????????????" MY WHOLE LIFE NEARLY HAS BEEN "LIKE THAT" ME JUST KICKED OUT, KICKED OUT,, ISOLATED.............AND THEN MILLIONS OF PEOPLE HAVE BEEN TO THIS HERE BLOG NOT COMMENTING PROBABLY JUDGEING ME, LAUGHING AT ME................MAYBE EVEN HATING ME...............................MAYBE EVEN GETTING READY TO ATTACK ME HARD AGAIN SO I'M SUICIDAL AGAIN CAUSE CHRISTIANS LOVE TO DO THAT TO ME FOR THEIR LORD JESUS CHRIST..........................
TODAY VIA https://www.tut.com/
Which I believe I have been getting e-mails via tut.com from lucifer the devil I don't think I've been receiving the e-mails the masses get often.
Lots of e-mail on the theme of "angels" and being a angel and angel talk
and lucifer just straight up saying it's him - THAT TO
they quiet this 8 million + views they pry judging me cause thats what people do and it ain't looking like it's EVER in my favour...............................I DON'T WANT YOU ALL TO MAKE ME WANT TO KILL MYSELF AGAIN......................
Anyways, anothony eventually said he'd date me, and I said no it's ok ---------- just me going off of "vibes" that this guy really didn't want to date me AT ALL, but was "put up to it" ------ that was before I found out the whole truth post graduating from college.
And thing is, he's completely homely compared to lucifer. So while you all were laughing at me western oregon univerity for being ugly to ugly.....................
I HAD BY THAT TIME ALREADY NOOKY TIMED LUCIFER, SATAN, THE DEVIL AND "PULLED THAT"
(in high school, then like me and lucifer distanced ourselves from each other - me having amnesia still - because I decided "occult me" was horrible and hatefilled, and vengeful NOT THE PERSON I WANT TO BE AT ALL)
ALL THINGS "WORK TOGETHER FOR THE GOOD"
LOVE BOTH MY HUSBANDS
GOING WITH LUCIFER
OH YA
(brian has told me repeatedly that he goes through what I go through aka I have destroyed brian's life and made it so he don't also have friends or a social life etc.)
well that's all about to be solved when lucifer get's here and I hopefully go with him..................
and that's the only way "things will work out for the good for me"
And we know that all things worktogether for good to them that love God, to them who are the called according to his purpose.
your the sexiest guy in eternity lucifer you always have been, you safe to say alwasy will be...................nice to, super nice. Warm. SIlk hair, thick strong silky feathers 💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓
Anthony wasn't far off from lucifer tooooooooooooo much, he had a "certain build upon him" but still he was so homely compared to lucifer
There is no fear in love; but perfect love casteth out fear: because fear hath torment. He that feareth is not made perfect in love.
I am more weary then "fearful" and
like moses
I am no longer "sure" of my abilities to even be able to socialize, in a social setting, since how I've been isolated off from humans besides brian and my kids for years and years and years now.
I'm pretty sure I lost all my social skills.
I don't want to be laughed at anymore
judged anymore
but it's probably happening cause people don't comment on my blog posts they quiet!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
and I don't like church either same reason they merely say high to me, don't talk to me they quiet...............I KNOW WHAT THAT QUIET SHIZ MEANS I'M A JOKE, OR HATED, PROBABLY BOTH
HOMELY JOKE TO BE LAUGHED AT SO UGLY ACCORDING TO WESTERN OREGON UNIVERSITY AND SUCH A JOKE CAUSE I'M SO UGLY ACCORDING TO THEM...................................
Married 23+ years. 2 young adult kids. Work in the realistate industry. Loves Nordick Track ski machine's, kayaking.
I accept jesus as my lord and savior. But I am going with Lucifer once he get's to this earth. I don't want to die! I don't feel up to this point I've really lived life yet!
And I am rooting for Lucifer, he's a underdog like me. Trying his best I SWEAR IT, he's doing a job the job god created him to do cause John 1:1 "In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God."
Some you think Lucifer had some chance to repent - I DON'T SEE THOSE BIBLE VERSES?
Are the LGBTQ really all headed to hell? I HAVE HOPE FOR SOME OF THE LGBTQ 1 Corinthians 13:7 "Beareth all things, believeth all things, hopeth all things, endureth all things." If you believe all LGBTQ are headed to hell - how then do you have hope for them? (if you say go to church and a LGBTQ is sitting next to you with their partner the 2 of them never planning on becoming straight people ever maybe married 20 years or more - yet your deeming them "doomed to hell") HOW THEN DO YOU HAVE LOVE FOR THEM - FOR "CHARITY" LOVE "HOPETH ALL THINGS!
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