It's ok I'm not "valued" it don't look to be by other christians Luke 17:21 "Neither shall they say, Lo here! or, lo there! for, behold, the kingdom of God is within you." IT'S WITHIN MAN IT'S WITHIN. (I'm saying I don't have to fear being hated by maybe absolutely everyone, I'm not going to spiritually ko and die over, I PRAY, I READ THE BIBLE, most the time I merely listen to sermons - THE KINGDOM OF HEAVEN IS WITHIN US)...............

ps.................likely not tithing this week, due to us spending $100 on bunco night fundraiser for daycare/school thing related to methodist church we go to..................that's a chunk of change.

It's ok I'm not "valued" it don't look to be by other christians Luke 17:21 "Neither shall they say, Lo here! or, lo there! for, behold, the kingdom of God is within you."  IT'S WITHIN MAN IT'S WITHIN. (I'm saying I don't have to fear being hated by maybe absolutely everyone, I'm not going to spiritually ko and die over, I PRAY, I READ THE BIBLE, most the time I merely listen to sermons - THE KINGDOM OF HEAVEN IS WITHIN US)............... 

   Just got back from watching "wildwood" very good movie - my take away from that movie as far as "the moral" is "the good" is worth fighting for, the good of keeping your family unit together........the good of keeping your community together that to............THOUGH AT TIMES THE WAR IS FIERCE......................(especially if your trans right now)..........................many people came recently to my trans sons defense/aid the heart of portland is still strong xoxoxoxoxoxo...................................
Luke 17:20-22 "And when he was demanded of the Pharisees, when the kingdom of God should come, he answered them and said, The kingdom of God cometh not with observation: Neither shall they say, Lo here! or, lo there! for, behold, the kingdom of God is within you. And he said unto the disciples, The days will come, when ye shall desire to see one of the days of the Son of man, and ye shall not see it."

"The days will come, when ye shall desire to see one of the days of the Son of man, and ye shall not see it" -------------------- we there IT'S DARK IN THE BODY OF CHRIST THAT THING HAS GONE PITCH BLACK FROM MY PERSPECTIVE

......IT'S SO DARK RIGHT NOW

1 our new neighbors we ain't said hi to them they ain't said hi to us never see them to say hi to them --------- they've lived next door to us a few months now............I think the days are dark. 

(our new neighbor is probably safe to say plenty nice just buisy people are buisy --------- but buisyness is a sort of darkness upon the earth in my estimation).......................

Ephesians 5:16 "Redeeming the time, because the days are evil."