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Monday, February 25, 2019

I am chill with eating bacon occasionally Galatians 2:19 "For I through the law am dead to the law, that I might live unto God." I don't like bacon though I think it is icky..........................

II am chill with eating bacon occasionally Galatians 2:19 "For I through the law am dead to the law, that I might live unto God." I don't like bacon though I think it is icky.
  I clean deleted my previous blog post, for the bible says (where I went offffffffffffffff about how upset I am with the catholic church) Proverbs 17:9 "He that covereth a transgression seeketh love; but he that repeateth a matter separateth very friends."
  So anyways deleted a maybe good blog post and then put up this ------------ eh post.............................(deleted a post of me going off on how I hate bacon and how the law is fabulous to, I deleted that blog post to).
   So 2 blog posts deleted, one fresh one that stinks, cause most of my blog posts lately have like none content. I'll add a song maybe that'll make it better...................................

"The world is a stage and each must play a part" - elvis song above
"Fate had me playing in love with you as my sweet heart" 
- also elvis song above
(my loot from a trip to a local arcade yesterday 😁😂)
The bible does hint that the more you love the less you might talk...............1 Corinthians 13:8 "Charity never faileth: but whether there be prophecies, they shall fail; whether there be tongues, they shall cease; whether there be knowledge, it shall vanish away." I don't really feel that loved. But love for me just has to exist out there, and it won't fail............like where it exists for me out there??????????????????

Sunday, February 17, 2019

A song at church rather popular has me thinking (this song has to do with the night ending) but if you/we are children of the light isn't that darkness supposed to be as if it doesn't even exist to us????????......................

A song at church rather popular has me thinking (this song has to do with the night ending) but if you/we are children of the light isn't that darkness supposed to be as if it doesn't even exist to us???????? Cause man there are some christian songs that talk about the night!!!!!!!!!!!! So much thought on the night out there.......................................I guess it's cause so much bad has happened to us all. But still seems odd that that would be even sung about at church (I mean the night, that the night would be sung about at church), but it is.
1 Thessalonians 5:5 "Ye are all the children of light, and the children of the day: we are not of the night, nor of darkness." 1 Thessalonians 5:5 talks about a darkness that exists right now aka "the night" "sheri you've done to good of a job going christian goth" hahahahahahahahahahah
  There is a end to darkness..............Job 28:2-4 "Iron is taken out of the earth, and brass is molten out of the stone. He setteth an end to darkness, and searcheth out all perfection: the stones of darkness, and the shadow of death.The flood breaketh out from the inhabitant; even the waters forgotten of the foot: they are dried up, they are gone away from men." But uh that ain't for a long time from now, so all the christian songs that seemed "hyped" for the end of darkness..............perplex me some................cause darkness isn't about to end for a long time to come. 

   Usually when you get "hyped" about something, in my experience that's something in the near future..................like for instance maybe your going to a birthday party and are about to hit a pinata. But for something waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay down the road........................save the song for later elvis......................
   I could've goth christian'd to hard??????????????????????????????? That song by elvis it is a nice song, I'm not going to sit here and say it ain't a nice song, and all the other christian songs about "the end of night" aren't nice, they are nice....................but so sad that people would sing about someday having "peace in the valley" 
peace in the valley someday
someday when the lion sleeps next to the lamb
someday......................................
tragic
tragic that that can't be now for us
but it can't alas cause it is night
 That's all, that's all I wanted to say today. This could be a bunch of blogging idioticness from me??????????????????
  I mean like ok.............................hoping for peace in the valley someday ya good thing. But then singing about this ===='s thinking about how dark the night is now I think. I don't get singing about it???????????????????
  This bible verse has been altered (via occultic means by some occult people somewhere.........in the actual print of bibles and on the internet it's called the "mandela effect"), even elvis sings the "lion shall lay down with the lamb"..............but the idea is still there this idea of someday there being peace.........................elvis didn't mess around with his gospel music, if he sang about the lion laying down with the lamb you can bestest believe the bible originally said that the lion will one day lay down with the lamb!!!!!!!!! IT'S ELVIS PRESELEY!!!!!!!!! And further I have a 3rd cousin and some uhhhhhhhhhhh some I don't know uhhhhhhh 3rd cousins also uhhhhhh in arizona that are jehovah witnesses and 2 of them didn't have tv, well it was the 2 of them that didn't have tv's house that I spent weeks there in the summer and they had a massive elvis presely record collection and so what did I do ----------- ya I'd sit and listen to hours of elvis. HOURS..................(bestest believe they had every elvis gospel album probably ever made)..................

Isaiah 11

The wolf also shall dwell with the lamb, and the leopard shall lie down with the kid; and the calf and the young lion and the fatling together; and a little child shall lead them.
And the cow and the bear shall feed; their young ones shall lie down together: and the lion shall eat straw like the ox.
And the sucking child shall play on the hole of the asp, and the weaned child shall put his hand on the cockatrice' den.
They shall not hurt nor destroy in all my holy mountain: for the earth shall be full of the knowledge of the Lord, as the waters cover the sea.  
Have a I guess great terrible week earth 
(cause you know it's night time right now)
LOVE


Thursday, February 14, 2019

My works meet of repentance for this week.....and happy valentines day (but never forget everyday is a day of love : )....................

My works meet of repentance for this week.....and happy valentines day (but never forget everyday is a day of love : )....................this week crocheting for a charity in texas that gives headbands and bows to people in hospitals www.facebook.com/bowdazzling --- if you are interested in also crocheting for this charity they need headbands I used this pattern file:///D:/Downloads/2012TheGeniusHeadband.pdf 

   I don't have much to say. But all us christians is supposed to............Hebrews 10:24 "And let us consider one another to provoke unto love and to good works:" What's going to provoke other christians "to good works"????? Well I think seeing christians do good works is a way to provoke each other!!!!!!!
   I really enjoyed this video, I think it is so relevant to the times we live in, a time when people are pretty concerned with their social media image (even if that is just a facebook image).

Have a great week!
LOVE

Friday, February 8, 2019

Insecure about my looks and the battle continues.....but this is stupid I believe in headcovering................

Insecure about my looks and the battle continues.....but this is stupid I believe in headcovering James 1:8 "A double minded man is unstable in all his ways." I don't believe I am "double minded" clearly I believe in headcoverings BUT SEVERELLY INSECURE. Insecure and wanting to be accepted.................this is a blog post from a few weeks ago. I was suffering from all sorts of insecurities about my chubby face, which is fine, I'm like most women out there, insecure a bit that's rather common. (I'm about to try and have some side fringes of hair hanging out from my headcovering, there's a better answer to this here problem!!!!). I don't like to have both hair and makeup at the same time...............I feel I'm a "friend with the world" then. It's definately got to be one or the other, it's gotta be, hair and no makeup, or makeup and headcovering I believe (the headcovering separates me from the world). 2 Corinthians 6:17 "Wherefore come out from among them, and be ye separate, saith the Lord, and touch not the unclean thing; and I will receive you."
  Jesus did hang out with sinners, but jesus the bible says was "separate" Hebrews 7:26 "For such an high priest became us, who is holy, harmless, undefiled, separate from sinners, and made higher than the heavens;" "separate" from sinners does not mean jesus did not hang out with sinners, for he did spent time with tax collectors etc. But he was not like them.........that's what that means I believe.
For instance, if jesus drank 1 glass of wine, he stopped then ----------- he didn't drink 3 glasses of wine...............that is just for a example.
  If jesus went to a rather "festive" shin dig......................jesus christ the lord did not party til the wee hours of 3-4 a.m. getting smashed drunk. I imagine jesus went to bed at what midnight at least. I don't believe the lord partied all night.

Luke 7:33-44 

33 For John the Baptist came neither eating bread nor drinking wine; and ye say, He hath a devil.
34 The Son of man is come eating and drinking; and ye say, Behold a gluttonous man, and a winebibber, a friend of publicans and sinners!
35 But wisdom is justified of all her children.
 Made a you tube video discussing this stuff even further and my new tichel/hijab look is on this video.........https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HzA5HIIZUEU
 Total marilyn monroe fab except oops side face chubbiness. 
With tichel/hijab look sideface chubbiness............but the 1st photo is from yesterday and this ticheled/hijab photo is from a few days earlier.................well note how for whatever reason MY FACE WAS SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO CHUBBY YESTERDAY!
But even in the above photo my face is chubby and it isn't 100% a weight issue no, cause my mom and apostolic christian church of america great aunt connie they both have super round full faces like they just do!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 
  It's not totally bad, cause my aunt connie is like what in her 90's and she hasn't aged much at all. Neither has my mom, my mom looks basically the same just her hair is now white. 
  In this thin obsessed world...........................even if your body is thin like mine is now right................
People see your chubby face and think "oh look at her she's fat"
   So I cut my hair.....................
So here's me fresh haircut 0 makeup on.....................chubby face all minimized by a bob haircut. 
Which solves the problem and I pry could walk around no makeup on...............as I have stated modest clothing and no makeup is good plan cause "straight and narrow" is the way that leads to heaven! 
 I'm conflicted with this look. I know this last picture above is the typical white christian american look! You know if you look a slew like marilyn monroe. 
   But what about that look, says 
bamn there's a christian
 nothing really
Though I suppose, the bible does say.......................
Colossians 3:3
For ye are dead, and your life is hid with Christ in God.
Psalm 83:3
They have taken crafty counsel against thy people, and consulted against thy hidden ones.
  A logic goes..........................if you aren't identifiable as a christian ====== "hidden ones"
  more important then how you look
is how you live for sure!
Is the plain jane, no makeup look with a bob haircut really the thing???????????????????? I definately believe somewhere in my heart I relate to marilyn monroe slews........the whole thing..................I don't live a "glam" life at all (but in my mind somewhere I'm such the "bubblegum valley girl"). I need to die daily!............1 Corinthians 15:31 "I protest by your rejoicing which I have in Christ Jesus our Lord, I die daily."
  2 Corinthians 6:16-18 

16 And what agreement hath the temple of God with idols? for ye are the temple of the living God; as God hath said, I will dwell in them, and walk in them; and I will be their God, and they shall be my people.

17 Wherefore come out from among them, and be ye separate, saith the Lord, and touch not the unclean thing; and I will receive you.

18 And will be a Father unto you, and ye shall be my sons and daughters, saith the Lord Almighty.

   The marilyn monroe thing right pry not a good idea. Though I look like her............that would only be a good idea if I were getting impersonating jobs..............ya no luck.
   But even that's problamatic for me, I have many photo's where there is 0 makeup on me, and I'm looking like marilyn. I don't just look like marilyn, I looooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooook like marilyn, further I enjoy it 😀 (I should pry put sad face emoji............but I do enjoy looking like marilyn)
  I enjoy this...............................
Marilyn monroe is a idol..............and "what agreement hath the temple of god with idols?"
of course many more things could be a idol but marilyn monroe for a lot of people she is clearly a idol! Not even a "maybe kinda sorta idol" no she's very much for a slew of people a IDOL! 
   So I shouldn't have "agreement" with A IDOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! And so what does that mean???????????? Well I think that means not to have agreement with her glam makeup and glam lifestyle. I think that's it. 
...................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................you know that's it myself......................................................................................................................................................................................................................dead valley girl.......................................................................dead buried with jesus.................................................................................the dirt is shoveled........................................................no glam for me no more naw........................................................................................yikes........................................................................lots of sweet innocent makeup less me in the future................................yikes.............................................................................having any sort of aggreement with any idols is super bad myself, step away from the marilyn monroe makeup yo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
  .........................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................whitney the jig is up yo!
  What you gonna do myself......................you gonna walk around with a hijab/tichel and just have the chubby sides of your face all just hanging out there.............................naw I doubt that..................your going to go makeup less and have the hair down bleach it again super platinum and look like a sweet super young blonde girl.......................that's what your about to do. 
  Let marilyn monroe be marilyn monroe. 
 But I'm whitney houston myself..........................well that may be the case...............but you should not have any agreement with any idol and marilyn monroe is surely a idol. Give it up whitney houston..................give it up. 
  Well what about some red lipstick..........................wellllllllllllllllllllllll you will have to pray about that myself. 
  Have a great week earth!
LOVE
PS though.............probably many marilyn monroe esque photo's will happen on my instagram..................but without makeup on. Well my husband doesn't tell me I'm pretty some guys should!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!





Tuesday, February 5, 2019

A way to love god (or allah for the muslims that could be reading this) IS TO even dress in a way that is pleasing to him........................we should not be "our own" if we are god's!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.......................


  (include above video in this post because I was protected by a muslim one day..............I've seen nice muslim guys out there..................are the bad abusive muslim men out there probably but I don't believe it is because women are dressing modest at all. There are stinky guys a bit everywhere I believe, BUT ALSO SOME VERY VERY NICE GUYS THAT WANT TO PROTECT WOMEN)
A way to love god (or allah for the muslims that could be reading this) IS TO even dress in a way that is pleasing to him........................we should not be "our own" if we are god's!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I got allllllllllllllll fired up today and last night, over a muslim girl/lady that posted up a you tube video (keeping this persons identity hidden cause that is politer..............there is times I can put someone's identity out there because it isn't a issue that effects their soul or their uhhhhhhhhh reptutation or probably not................but it is better I make more a effort like this not to out people I'm determined to be a "better person" all around like this) Anyways, this girl/lady posted up a you tube video about how us non muslim feminists aren't caring about the muslim women who don't have good experiences with the hijab....................I went offfffffffffffffffffffffffffffffff...................in a polite way....................
sheri 11 hours ago.............
You can do what you want.........................but it's false that people that are pro-hijab aren't feminists. From my viewpoint, many women out there are often posting up naked photo's of themselves on instagram (I see it happen near everyday, by some of the women I follow) or underwear pics also very popular on instagram. All those naked pictures, really cheapen women in my estimation. I know that these very same women believe they are not demeaning themselves and that they are upping their lot in life and how people view them...............(how they got that idea in their heads?????????????????). If you are a real feminist, a real real true feminists, you are going to care about the lot of women everywhere. THAT WOMEN ARE ABUSED HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH THE HIJAB...........................I guarantee it...................(unless we are talking about them removing the hijab, and wanting to dress like hoars ---- I don't think women should be beaten or killed for removing their hijabs or dressing like hoars............but the hijab itself is not the reason for the mistreatment they are experiencing). It could be their men stink!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! As simple as that!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Let's not blame modest attire..........................modest attire does not make does not force men to beat women......................that is ridiculous to even suggest such a thing. --------------------- and this idea of "oppression" not wearing a hijab, is only "oppresion" for the women that want to dress like hoars!
At that point I wasn't done next day.......................
sheri 37 minutes ago..................
And ok, there are women right that love to dress like hoars ok I've seen them, I've seen these women that take their hijab off and wear such skimpy clothing (not all of them, but a great many of them the bulk of them that is what they do from everything I've seen on you tube)............the solution isn't make all us modest women dress like hoars as well --------- what kind of solution is that??????????? Which is what I feel some of you people that are so convinced wearing hijab is oppression......................I feel it is your goal in life to "free" all the hijabee women..............help us to dress like hoars so that we are free. The real solution is to go move to rio de janero, or miami florida where many of the women are dressed very very scantily (if there are men there to marry, fine you get men the kinds that like the super skimpy clothing look which I don't think thems often "keepers", or maybe you find some skimpy clothed girl you fall in love with?...........which is a sin but I am saying you want to live skimpy.......I love gays and lesbians I ain't god god's ways isn't my ways!!!!! Isaiah 55:8................go live skimpy where the skimpy people live). Cause the muslim guys they most em like their womens clothed........................the muslim countries ain't rio de janero or miami florida.....................you need to move to rio de janero or miami florida!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Not try and force women to remove their hijabs............cause you don't want to dress like a slut alone in your country and get jailed and beaten daily pry. ----------------------------- I can go at things from a more muslim viewpoint, from the spiritual side of things.........................IT ISN'T JUST CLOTHING...................using a christian bible verse but I'm rather muslim about my beliefs in many ways..................Romans 12:1 "I beseech you therefore, brethren, by the mercies of God, that ye present your bodies a living sacrifice, holy, acceptable unto God, which is your reasonable service." YOU RIGHT MAY NOT BELIEVE IN GOD AT ALL (maybe you do, and you just might not be that devout of a muslim) but are our bodies to be our own, to do whatever we want with them, to wear whatever we would like??????????? NO. There is no prostitute attire that is a "holy, acceptable unto god..............." uh look!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! What would god/allah want us to dress like HARLOTS LIKE PROSTITUTES FOR???????????????????? SURELY ALLAH/GOD WOULDN'T WANT US TO DRESS LIKE HARLOTS/PROSTITUTES!
Still not done but felt this was a "2 parter"
Sheri I don't recall how many minutes ago..........
And further if I tell you "oh go ahead girl wear prostitute super tight clothing that shows lot's of skin and take naked or in your underwear photo's of yourself and put them all over the internet" ----------- that right is your idea of me being a feminist then and caring HOW ON EARTH WOULD THAT BE ME CARING ABOUT YOU?????????????????????????????????????????? No caring about you is me saying to you.............girl respect yourself even if you ain't going to respect god cause maybe you hate him or don't believe in him. RESPECT YOURSELF................that is me caring about you. If muslim men is being mean to you............leave them. And if you are dressing like a hooker leave the muslim country to to miami florida, or rio de janero!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Don't stay living at a place where you are probably going to get jailed and/or beaten daily cause you like to dress like a hoar, don't stay living there!!!! That is my caring. ------------------------------------- I don't understand you idea of what a caring girl would look like aka "please sister dress like a hoar all the time and demean yourself daily" I can't even comprehend that idea, that concept of "Caring" for someone. NO RESPECT YOURSELF DRESS MODEST!
This person on the internet fired me up!
These more "modern" women let's call them that for a minute be a bit more polite....................they'll throw this sort of bible verse back some of them................Hebrews 10:6 "In burnt offerings and sacrifices for sin thou hast had no pleasure." But I reply drum roll.........................Mark 12:33 "And to love him with all the heart, and with all the understanding, and with all the soul, and with all the strength, and to love his neighbour as himself, is more than all whole burnt offerings and sacrifices."
  If you are going to love god right "with all the heart, and with all the understanding, and with all the soul, and with all the strength" ------------- Is that not going to be reflected SOMEHOW in how you dress??????????????
  My super mega fired up self believe's it will, NOT JUST FOR WOMEN FOR MEN TO!
   Your whole body offered up to god as a living sacrifice --------------- IS YOUR WHOLE BODY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Romans 12:1 "I beseech you therefore, brethren, by the mercies of God, that ye present your bodies a living sacrifice, holy, acceptable unto God, which is your reasonable service."
 God/Allah just pry hasn't reached the lady/girl that super fired me up on you tube yet so.
If you ain't gonna wrap that.............modest that ladies if you believe in god. 
Have a great day!
LOVE

Friday, February 1, 2019

Works meet of repentance for this week, and why it is important when life gives you lemons to make lemonaide.........................

Works meet of repentance for this week, and why it is important when life gives you lemons to make lemonaide.........................

   I'm still hard at work crocheting for a charity in texas that gives headbands and bows to people in hospitals www.facebook.com/bowdazzling --- if you are interested in also crocheting for this charity they need headbands I used this pattern file:///D:/Downloads/2012TheGeniusHeadband.pdf
   Update: my family now has a instant messaging "group chat" going and we say a few sentences of stuff to each other a week like 1-2 sentences.......................this is progress!!!!!!!!!!!!! Except my dad is not a part of this, my dad I HAD NO IDEA..............................I assumed when I e-mailed my mom that she would naturally tell her husband "the latest" -------- according to my dad that wasn't the case. Years later (my parents have lived far from me for over 18 years) my dad tells me that he never hears from me at all unless I call him on the telephone...............my parents got a new phone that's what my mom said, and they did not give me their new phone number. I have to insert a clause here, my parents haven't given me their new number yet it doesn't mean they ain't going to. (I have to put this clause in here because there are people out there that believe me to be a nasty ----------)
  Fresh update, my mom just e-mailed me said there phone number is the same, well a few weeks ago my mom in a e-mail I swear said she got a "new phone" 
well I translated that to mean she got a new phone like entirely with a new phone number!!!!!!!!!!!! But apparently she just literaly got a new phone.....................this is one of the many problems with family living away from their family for over 18 years. 
   But anyways back to making lemonaide and why that is important in life (my brother and sisters live away from me to, but my oldest half sister lives only 1 1/2 hour away....................I have a bit of family 1 1/2 hour away so that's good). It's very important when life gives you lemons - such as your family moving away from you 18 years ago...................................to make lemonaide for the sake of your mental health.
  That looks like different things for different people. Lemonaide for me, christian goth, cross and skullbones for the lord (lucifer said as above so below, sooooooooooooooooo it's totally a real thing to be cross and skullbones for the lord #FACTS), who loves jesus cause jesus is lord and he has free'd me from the occult, who is actively rooting for lucifer to win armageddon! Cause I care about people, I care about the lost, I want a better eternity for them then ouch flames and darkness!
   If I end up making my calling and election sure, no way do I want to fight armageddon, no way do I want to fight against lucifer and his people ---------- people fighting for a decent eternity. Dropping my sword if I indeed have one and I'm walking! I don't like war anyways!
   I want lucifer to win all kinds armageddon. And you all done know what coming next, that's right some mortica adams imagery............................................
MY BLOG IS ABOUT LOVE
(I have never fought in a war, but I'm done with war, I'm done with that stuff)
And ps: I'm happy to be god's headband making "keebler elf" ------- I enjoy making people day better I like that idea. And these headbands are pretty relaxing to crochet whilst watching my fave tv shows --------- thumbs up being god's keebler elf 👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👄👄👄👄👄💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗
I'm a happy keebler elf
happy keebler elf
and I wish them all well
ya I wish them all well

take a little break for a sec
eat some cookies
drink some milk
soy milk of course
mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm soy

just say goodbye to pain and angst 
and keebler elf for god

keebler elf for gooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooood

cause keebler elves know how to rock and roll - ya

we don't burn bibles we read them
and pray
oh ya we praaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay

while we do that keebler elf for god boogey
that elf boogey

keebler cookies the best
with soy milk mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

...........................................usually I stall out when trying to write a song.