Most people DO need to be "big and powerful" that's why that's the real reason why if I copy and paste what they e-mailed me (such a cow was had) EVEN THOUGH THAT WAS INDEED THEIR WORDS. I WAS TIRED OF BEING ABUSED. I'm fine being lowly, being the last, BEING A DINK..........Mark 9:35 "And he sat down, and called the twelve, and saith unto them, If any man desire to be first, the same shall be last of all, and servant of all." I'M SO LOW THAT I NOW WEAR SELENITE ALL THE TIME I HAVE TO I'M ATTACKED SO MUCH..................PEOPLE ARE OUT TO DESTROY ME I DON'T HAVE A CHEERING GROUP ON THIS EARTH THAT I KNOW OF ONLY BOOOOOOOOO'S.................

 Most people DO need to be "big and powerful" that's why that's the real reason why if I copy and paste what they e-mailed me (such a cow was had) EVEN THOUGH THAT WAS INDEED THEIR WORDS. I WAS TIRED OF BEING ABUSED. I'm fine being lowly, being the last, BEING A DINK..........Mark 9:35 "And he sat down, and called the twelve, and saith unto them, If any man desire to be first, the same shall be last of all, and servant of all." I'M SO LOW THAT I NOW WEAR SELENITE ALL THE TIME I HAVE TO I'M ATTACKED SO MUCH..................PEOPLE ARE OUT TO DESTROY ME I DON'T HAVE A CHEERING GROUP ON THIS EARTH THAT I KNOW OF ONLY BOOOOOOOOO'S.................

bible verses in this video...............................................

John 6:56 "He that eateth my flesh, and drinketh my blood, dwelleth in me, and I in him."

1 Corinthians 1:26-28 "For ye see your calling, brethren, how that not many wise men after the flesh, not many mighty, not many noble, are called: But God hath chosen the foolish things of the world to confound the wise; and God hath chosen the weak things of the world to confound the things which are mighty; And base things of the world, and things which are despised, hath God chosen, yea, and things which are not, to bring to nought things that are:"

Philippians 3:3 "For we are the circumcision, which worship God in the spirit, and rejoice in Christ Jesus, and have no confidence in the flesh." Boo to my flesh all the time, my flesh ONLY DISAPPOINTS ME, you know what don't disspoint me JESUS AND HIS WORD 👍👍👍👍👍👍

HATE ME ALL YOU WANT

mighty

go ahead

I'm used to you hating me

I make a point near daily to put Jesus blood on my door post!

to drink JESUS'S BLOOD AND EAT HIS FLESH!!!!!!!!

John 6:54 "Whoso eateth my flesh, and drinketh my blood, hath eternal life; and I will raise him up at the last day."

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I AM NIGHT OF THE LIVING DEAD!!!!!!!!!!! HAHAHAHAH 

YA

322 FOR THE LORD EDITION

LOVE FOR ALL BLOOD DRINKERS........................

IF YOU AIN'T A FIEND OF SOME SORT ARE YOU EVEN ALIVE?????????

YOU TELL ME???????????????????????????????

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some rain no need for umbrella hahahahah

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I am night of the living deaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaad

I'm so sick I have to give my life to Jesus DAILY to try and be well

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I am siiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiick

Mark 2:17

When Jesus heard it, he saith unto them, They that are whole have no need of the physician, but they that are sick: I came not to call the righteous, but sinners to repentance.

ok lord

ok

I drink your blood and eat your flesh you don't have to ask me twice

Defending Joel Osteen, who believes like I do that we should LOVE THE LGBTQ!!!!!!! Not bash them to death, with our bibles and treat them badly. THIS IS A OLD TESTIMENT VERSE NEW TESTIMENT SAYS GOD IS LOVE TO LOVE PEOPLE! Leviticus 20:13 "If a man also lie with mankind, as he lieth with a woman, both of them have committed an abomination: they shall surely be put to death; their blood shall be upon them.".................

  Defending Joel Osteen, who believes like I do that we should LOVE THE LGBTQ!!!!!!! Not bash them to death, with our bibles and treat them badly. THIS IS A OLD TESTIMENT VERSE NEW TESTIMENT SAYS GOD IS LOVE TO LOVE PEOPLE!   Leviticus 20:13 "If a man also lie with mankind, as he lieth with a woman, both of them have committed an abomination: they shall surely be put to death; their blood shall be upon them.".................

  

I ain't saying Joel is perfect all the time with all his doctrine - he pry ain't

but I believe BELIEVE he is a christian and means well

this is a hard ruff hateful world

people need to be able to go to some church

and get feeling hopeful!!!!!!!!!!

And people should alll them lgtbq all em all people.................feel loved. loved

god is love

1 John 4:7-9 "Beloved, let us love one another: for love is of God; and every one that loveth is born of God, and knoweth God. He that loveth not knoweth not God; for God is love. In this was manifested the love of God toward us, because that God sent his only begotten Son into the world, that we might live through him."

no hate at all for the muslims

I love most muslims

I think they are trying their best to live holy lives for the same god we do our best to live holy lives for.......

there is only 1 god.........

(I'm not sure if muslims hate the lgbtq or not - like I just don't know?????????)

I know they have bible verses that say kill the homosexuals

and some the extremists of their religion have kills homosexuals - not that long ago

I pry on a scale 1-10 stand with Joel 10

or 10 definately on this issue 10

..............

you watch this video one the commenters called Joel "Luciferian" well.................

Matthew 10:25 "It is enough for the disciple that he be as his master, and the servant as his lord. If they have called the master of the house Beelzebub, how much more shall they call them of his household?"

"sheri you've cristized pastors yourself"

this is true

but these days 

I don't hate any of them

and I surely don't label any of them "luciferian"

I want to defend Joel

christianity

right

churches full of supposedly christians

that love people (CAUSE GOD IS LOVE -------- "for love is of God; and every one that loveth is born of God")

churches should be places

allllllllllllllllllllllllll people

can go to 

and feel LOVED

YOUR FAMILY MIGHT HATE YOU

CAUSE YOU LOVE SATAN LIKE I DO

PEOPLE IN GENERAL MIGHT HATE YOU (FOR SAME LOVE OF SATAN REASON)

BUT AT CHURCH

AT CHURCH

AT CHURCH

HELLO AT CHURCH

PEOPLE SHOULD FEEL LOVED!!!!!!

PS......................my town is treating me a lot better. I got a compliment on a shirt I weared one day, and a compliment on a necklace I was wearing yesterday and a little kid waved hi to me at a store.....................all these occurances happened whilst having my current goth hairstyle and makeup on. 

this shirt means

everyone has value

that's what this shirt means

I agree with this message!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Video blog post: A pastor on chrisitan radio was trying real hard to sing the praises of the anti christ today I didn't like it..................but I get it, the men need to not be jealous of the ladies since how it is bad to "covet" Exodus 20:17.........................

Video blog post: A pastor on chrisitan radio was trying real hard to sing the praises of the anti christ today I didn't like it..................but I get it, the men need to not be jealous of the ladies since how it is bad to "covet"  Exodus 20:17 "Thou shalt not covet thy neighbour's house, thou shalt not covet thy neighbour's wife, nor his manservant, nor his maidservant, nor his ox, nor his ass, nor any thing that is thy neighbour's."

Exodus 20:17 "Thou shalt not covet thy neighbour's house, thou shalt not covet thy neighbour's wife, nor his manservant, nor his maidservant, nor his ox, nor his ass, nor any thing that is thy neighbour's."

Mark 9:23 "Jesus said unto him, If thou canst believe, all things are possible to him that believeth."

1 Peter 3:7 "Likewise, ye husbands, dwell with them according to knowledge, giving honour unto the wife, as unto the weaker vessel, and as being heirs together of the grace of life; that your prayers be not hindered."

Lay aside all envies 1 Peter 2:1 "Wherefore laying aside all malice, and all guile, and hypocrisies, and envies, and all evil speakings,"

Don't envy me, cause we all know were nessie lives!

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The water Jesus gives, drink and thirst no more.....................that's true.............

John 4:12-14 

12 Art thou greater than our father Jacob, which gave us the well, and drank thereof himself, and his children, and his cattle?

13 Jesus answered and said unto her, Whosoever drinketh of this water shall thirst again:

14 But whosoever drinketh of the water that I shall give him shall never thirst; but the water that I shall give him shall be in him a well of water springing up into everlasting life.

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I'm no longer collecting I don't think Nike shoes, have 4 pairs, I mean the pride of life is something to avoid basically.......(sheri 2025 interjecting, it's ok to like nike shoes myself CALM DOWN MAN)...................

Update 10/3/2025 living my best "game of thrones" life now, or close enough.........don't worry am about to read my bible.................

I made picture below extra large so you can read the words...........

"crafted in solid 18K yellow gold (not plated)

so you might think I'm a idiot, but literally I am merely READING...and that did them words "crafted in solid 18k yellow gold (not plated) did get my pirate hopes up WELL I'M A "LEGAL STYLE PIRATE"!!!!!!!!! that love the games of thrones show 💓💓💓💓💓

I'm no longer collecting I don't think Nike shoes, have 4 pairs, I mean the pride of life is something to avoid basically........
 I gonna tell you all something to the pure all things is pure Titus 1:15 "Unto the pure all things are pure: but unto them that are defiled and unbelieving is nothing pure; but even their mind and conscience is defiled."
  And maybe some people can, collect 100's of nike shoes and not have the pride of life.....................I've decided I'm probably not that person.
1 John 2:16 "For all that is in the world, the lust of the flesh, and the lust of the eyes, and the pride of life, is not of the Father, but is of the world." Like even if your like super dooper strong, the spiritually strongest in the body of christ, I would recogn, erring on the side of caution would be a good plan. Maybe set some limit on your shoe collection?????????

  1 Corinthians 10:12 "Wherefore let him that thinketh he standeth take heed lest he fall."

The pride of life is a trap! 

It's bad!

It's something to avoid, not walk towards!

("Sheri giiiiiiiiiirl your a ridiculously hot chick, your of the gucci gang nomadder what automatic, you can't even do nothing to stay outta that girl".....................Mark 13:13 "And ye shall be hated of all men for my name's sake: but he that shall endure unto the end, the same shall be saved." ---------------- it's about making a effort everyday, like bein in my bible, and like not buyin no more or not many more ---------- pry not anymore nike shoes for awhile

besides I'm a goth and am quite a bit about that black boot life

not for "pride of life" reasons either...................for bat loving reasons 🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇😸💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗

  

My new pink hair, this my real hair.....................also cutted my hair. If your bored on you tube, tons of video's last time I checked of people like me staying indoors cause it's "coronovirus time" doing their hair...................................

I recogn by the time covid-19 is like over or having taken a break and we finally back outside, hanging out with each other we might all not even recognize each other for reals!

  I think though I'm done hairstyling my hair for a bit now. 

   Always think about what your buying and why your buying that stuffs in my estimation, it's good to "walk circumspectely" the bible says.................that don't mean don't buy nike shoes, don't buy stuffs, but maybe just limit the nike shoe collection UNLESS you are 100% sure your super dooper strong spiritually and ain't nothing going to give you no "pride of life"........................

Ephesians 5:15-21 "See then that ye walk circumspectly, not as fools, but as wise, Redeeming the time, because the days are evil. Wherefore be ye not unwise, but understanding what the will of the Lord is. And be not drunk with wine, wherein is excess; but be filled with the Spirit; Speaking to yourselves in psalms and hymns and spiritual songs, singing and making melody in your heart to the Lord; Giving thanks always for all things unto God and the Father in the name of our Lord Jesus Christ; Submitting yourselves one to another in the fear of God."

I know the world will scratch it's head bad to think on me

but I've been doing better since "coming out" as a goth. 

Maybe cause that isn't the "creme de la creme" of society

nope

I recogn the "creme de la creme" of society is the very fancy normies...............I'm talking the very fancy ones!

we should pray for them 

and love them to

Have a great day : ) 

off topic............but good news, I got a better understanding over this verse today...............

 Hebrews 10:25 "Not forsaking the assembling of ourselves together, as the manner of some is; but exhorting one another: and so much the more, as ye see the day approaching." ----- This verse is speaking about people who DON'T GO TO CHURCH, (maybe they once, did, but then they decided to quit going to church) -------------- Hebrews 10:25 isn't counting Covid19 I am 100% God is plenty fine and good with the internet gatherings of believers that we got going on in the body of christ right now (God surely wouldn't want us all getting sick)

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Back when I was in the occult - I was searching for a identity, for a place I "belong" and I finally found it, in "goth christianity"...................sheri 2025 interjecting what drawn me to the occult in the 1st grade was a need to feel like I have power, but also I've always been more like the adams family, the monsters, elvira type.......................

Update 9/10/2025 bout to make some boondoggle keychains 💓💓💓💓💓💓💓............

Back when I was in the occult - I was searching for a identity, for a place I "belong" and I finally found it, in "goth christianity" (I am probably the extreme of what all is "goth christianity" - that's fine)......................
 My mom told me today...................."That goth club sure don't sound good to me.  You need decide what type of person you want to be.  It's your decision." 
  What "type of person" I want to be...............................
one that gives everyone a chance
 The bible itself says 1 Thessalonians 4:12 "That ye may walk honestly toward them that are without, and that ye may have lack of nothing." 1 Thessalonians 4:12 isn't saying just seclude yourself with your church friends all week long.

(This probably not yet perfect, occasionally "do gooding" marilyn monroesque goth with dreads. 😀)

   We all have our own "lanes" in life. At the apostolic christian church of america they say "stations"..................well how many people can be brought to jesus via all them "stations"????????? MANY!

  Philippians 2:15 "That ye may be blameless and harmless, the sons of God, without rebuke, in the midst of a crooked and perverse nation, among whom ye shine as lights in the world;" - do shine 👍

  I have been in the past stopped from being myself fully....................was told to not wear makeup, was told to not wear jewelry, many people have pressured me in the past towards many "scenarios" that weren't really meant for me. So it took a long time for me to finally starting um arriving at the fullness of who I really am. And I am still a "work in progress" We all are. 

  We should all look at ourselves as "little crops" or big crops..........every year we are going to sew, whether to the flesh, or to the spirit and we will reap something either way...............

Hosea 10:12 "Sow to yourselves in righteousness, reap in mercy; break up your fallow ground: for it is time to seek the Lord, till he come and rain righteousness upon you."
  Galatians 6:6-8 "Let him that is taught in the word communicate unto him that teacheth in all good things. Be not deceived; God is not mocked: for whatsoever a man soweth, that shall he also reap. For he that soweth to his flesh shall of the flesh reap corruption; but he that soweth to the Spirit shall of the Spirit reap life everlasting."

  Grow crops, grow 💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖

We aren't fully defined by who all we are around in a week - no..................we are defined by our fruit...............by how we love. The bible says you will know them by their fruit.............................not what goth clubs they might go to on saturday nights. 

Matthew 12:33 "Either make the tree good, and his fruit good; or else make the tree corrupt, and his fruit corrupt: for the tree is known by his fruit."

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On christian radio last night a man preacher (no hate, wasn't a girl pastor) said we are just sheep and not lions Numbers 23:24 "The people rise like a lioness; they rouse themselves like a lion that does not rest till it devours its prey and drinks the blood of its victims.” This verse explains a few "extra zealous" protests I've seen!........................

(ps........still wanting lucifer to win armageddon yep)

god is love - he trapped in his own book I'm convinced of that!

John 1:1 "In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God." (maybe it says "was" past tense, cause god maybe thinks He has escaped his word - but I don't think He has...................)
On christian radio last night a man preacher (no hate, wasn't a girl pastor) said we are just sheep and not lions Numbers 23:24 "The people rise like a lioness; they rouse themselves like a lion that does not rest till it devours its prey and drinks the blood of its victims.” This verse explains a few "extra zealous" protests I've seen!........................
 Numbers 24:5-8 “How beautiful are your tents, Jacob, your dwelling places, Israel! Like valleys they spread out, like gardens beside a river, like aloes planted by the Lord, like cedars beside the waters. Water will flow from their buckets; their seed will have abundant water. Their king will be greater than Agag; their kingdom will be exalted. “God brought them out of Egypt; they have the strength of a wild ox. They devour hostile nations and break their bones in pieces; with their arrows they pierce them. Like a lion they crouch and lie down, like a lioness—who dares to rouse them?"

Meow: not much in the ba mood. Naw if I was a sheep man this is the sheep I is................

They want us to be docile sheep grazing

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Matthew 7:15 “Watch out for false prophets. They come to you in sheep’s clothing, but inwardly they are ferocious wolves."
Matthew 10:16 “I am sending you out like sheep among wolves. Therefore be as shrewd as snakes and as innocent as doves."

psssssssssss wolves I listen to snoop dogg. 

(oh is that the sound of wolves laughing their butts off.....................)

ok

 wolves is hungry lions is hungry

sheep eh

Job 38:39 “Do you hunt the prey for the lioness and satisfy the hunger of the lions"

Are you going to bring me a snack pastors or what?

The "they" that is the bad guys I swear they want us complacent sheeps, or cattle. So they can just throw us a few sprinkles of a snack on sunday and make believe that is meal enough. 

Sheeps just eat grass

a lion likes a real meal!!!!!!!!!!

Song above has few potty words -----------

Well I need a real meal!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Matthew 5:6 "Blessed are those who hunger and thirst for righteousness, for they will be filled."
Luke 6:21 "Blessed are you who hunger now, for you will be satisfied. Blessed are you who weep now, for you will laugh."

  I gotta go lift weights now.............................

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I don't know how like non christian goths that don't love satan, even like praise the lord? Because Jesus did some BOSS stuffs, referencing things actually done in satanism in Ezekiel 39 (though these days most satan worshippers are just normal people, involved in helping their communities etc.) ............I repented but I would know............................

Update 8/26/2025 My back is so tiny now 💓💓💓..................pilates, matcha teas, and coffee's is really working 👍👍👍👍👍.........

I don't know how like non christian goths that don't love satan, even like praise the lord? Because Jesus did some BOSS stuffs, referencing things actually done in satanism in Ezekiel 39 (though these days most satan worshippers are just normal people, involved in helping their communities etc.)

............I repented but I would know............................

 Today whilst reading the bible............................

Ezekiel 39

17 And, thou son of man, thus saith the Lord God; Speak unto every feathered fowl, and to every beast of the field, Assemble yourselves, and come; gather yourselves on every side to my sacrifice that I do sacrifice for you, even a great sacrifice upon the mountains of Israel, that ye may eat flesh, and drink blood.

18 Ye shall eat the flesh of the mighty, and drink the blood of the princes of the earth, of rams, of lambs, and of goats, of bullocks, all of them fatlings of Bashan.

19 And ye shall eat fat till ye be full, and drink blood till ye be drunken, of my sacrifice which I have sacrificed for you.

20 Thus ye shall be filled at my table with horses and chariots, with mighty men, and with all men of war, saith the Lord God.

21 And I will set my glory among the heathen, and all the heathen shall see my judgment that I have executed, and my hand that I have laid upon them.

22 So the house of Israel shall know that I am the Lord their God from that day and forward.

  Back in the day, in the pentagram I used to drink cows blood a lot............................it's really messed with my head (cause soemtimes I crave cows blood, I really got to liking the flavour). Anyways it was part of a "ritual" actually drinking blood was.................jesus is really referencing something practiced by at least some satan worshippers in verses 17-19 above. 

via GIPHY

(I love, love, love, love, love way love, Schitt's Creek)

That's exciting stuffs for me............but what does that do for all the "normies" of the body of christ that there bit of the bible. 

  You sure you ain't all really christian goths, cause it'd make more sense that you'd love and enjoy Ezekiel 39:17-22 if you were like christian goths, ex witches and/or satan worshippers. 

   Earth you really puzzle me, except the goth's and satan worshippers and the christian goths, and few more people..................but most you puzzle the heck out of me. 2 Corinthians 4:8 "We are troubled on every side, yet not distressed; we are perplexed, but not in despair;"

   No shade to Mr. Rogers at all from Mr. Rogers Neighborhood, but if I was a super wholesome normie like Fred Rogers was.........................well I imagine I wouldn't be christian, I'd likely go grab a blankey and go hide in a cave in terror. 
 Course for all the normies of the earth, there wouldn't be enough caves...........so that would be problematic. 
 I'm more puzzled by "normies" then that.......................just being content with saying a prayer, feeling the holy spirit in you at sunday ---------- that's odd to me. On purpose many of you, not testifyin much, not doing to much for the lord, cause you wouldn't want lucifer to all come up real close like............odd stuffs that is to me. 

God wants us on fire!

Revelation 3:15-17 

15 I know thy works, that thou art neither cold nor hot: I would thou wert cold or hot.

16 So then because thou art lukewarm, and neither cold nor hot, I will spue thee out of my mouth.

17 Because thou sayest, I am rich, and increased with goods, and have need of nothing; and knowest not that thou art wretched, and miserable, and poor, and blind, and naked:

The demented of the body of christ wishing you all a great day!

ps of course I still want lucifer to win armageddon (he just needs to hurt the lord enough to win)

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Service, Jesus came to serve, so us christians should also have the mind of christ Philippians 2:7 "But made himself of no reputation, and took upon him the form of a servant, and was made in the likeness of men:".............

Update 8/9/2025 I'm a little late (donating to charities etc.) today because I had to empty out my computer desk and put all the contents of my computer desk into my new computer desk..........new desk pictured................(before me and brian didn't have matching computer desks, now we do - I think it looks great............brian bought these on amazon these desks when they were on sale he told me he spent like $120 for the both of them #gooddeal)....................

Gaza Soup Kitchen

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Service, Jesus came to serve, so us christians should also have the mind of christ Philippians 2:7 "But made himself of no reputation, and took upon him the form of a servant, and was made in the likeness of men:"
   I might be a part of the illuminati, I'm not saying like I am like for sure a part of the illuminati, but like I know stuffs basically.......serving is how one get's ahead in life.

WE ARE LIVING IN A TRIANGLE!

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"Sheri the earth is round" - technically

  For some of us, we are living the birmuda triangle and going NOWHERE! YOU NEED TO SERVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

Hello you are going to have to serve somebody - preach it Bob Dylan!

  Where am I going with this..............................somedays I worry like "oh no do people view me as the b word" 

serve myself

serve

serve some more

serve some more

you are a servant of the people

  Am I perfect? NO. Have I probably po'd some if not all the planet....................it's likely. Christians probably ain't supposed to want lucifer to win armageddon and for people of hell to be treated well.............christians us christians are supposed to probably hate all them pieces of ---------- sinners -------------- good riddance to them in the everylasting flames forever, that's probably supposed to be how we supposed to think. And I don't think that way. 

I want lucifer to win armageddon badly!

 Sometimes I "doubt the process" or get unsure of myself

well 

not many people commenting on my blog is there

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But not on this earth I do have "encouragement"💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓

  If my family doesn't like any of my latest blog posts tell me I'll delete them, I'd rather delete them then you stay mad at me if you are indeed mad at me. Despite potential popular opinion of me, I ain't trying to be a "b - word" 

yes I have extreme views that aren't the norm

I realize us christians are supposed to "tee hee" love our enemies but actually want them burned forever potentially their souls destroyed in hell. 

  We ain't supposed to love lucifer as christians, we supposed to hate him and call him our "enemy" even though the bible calls him our "adversary"
1 Peter 5:8  "Be sober, be vigilant; because your adversary the devil, as a roaring lion, walketh about, seeking whom he may devour:"

  Which doesn't make not one dime of sense to me cause the bible says love your enemies and lucifer whether you call him your enemy or your adversary hello if you be's heeding the bible you supposed to love the devil, satan, lucifer. 

  I know though I ain't normal. And I think I'm failing as a goth (so buisy trying to get fluent in spanish again), but probably, I'm like not failing as a goth, but fantastically being a goth 

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Are you like Cain and me from the bible - God doesn't seem to be accepting your offering to Him?????????? I going to sound like Joel Osteen again, hang in there you time is coming...........................

ice is NOT WELCOME! - I like this sign : )

Are you like Cain and me from the bible - God doesn't seem to be accepting your offering to Him?????????? I going to sound like Joel Osteen again, hang in there you time is coming. Some people like to talk the smack about Joel Osteen but I really like him, I'm also a fan of Joseph Prince. (other televangelists I'm like chill with, but them two is my faves as far as the televangelists go)
   Genesis 4:7 (NIV) "If you do what is right, will you not be accepted? But if you do not do what is right, sin is crouching at your door; it desires to have you, but you must rule over it.”

  It wasn't the being tempted where things all went south with Cain, it was killing his brother that's where things went south. 

  I mega feel unblessed by god like to where I thought I'd be blessed by now. I honest thought I'd be living in a mansion flying private jets right now ("oh so the televangelist lifestyle sheri?" --------- ya that was what I've been gunnin for hey least I being honest........but I don't want to be a "pastor" but like you know I wouldn't mind being like massive big in the body of christ, I wouldn't mind that at alllllllllllllllllllllllllllll)

   Able his offering was accepted due to his faith I figured out. (Hebrews 11:4 specifically mentions that Abels offering was better due to the amount of faith Abel was having whilst bringing that offering to god).....................

Hebrews 11:4 "By faith Abel brought God a better offering than Cain did. By faith he was commended as righteous, when God spoke well of his offerings. And by faith Abel still speaks, even though he is dead."

  Here's where the story of Cain and Abel is so fascinating in my estimation...............Cain also had faith, if he didn't he wouldn't of been so annoyed with Abel. 

  Nothing worse then being a christian............maybe not the prisine "Abel" christian

cough maybe a christian goth cain for instance 💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓

  And then allllllllllllllllllll around me right are perfect "Abel" christians

and they get all the fellowship

they get all the big time jobs

they get everything

  There's something mega to  Genesis 4:7 (NIV) "If you do what is right, will you not be accepted? But if you do not do what is right, sin is crouching at your door; it desires to have you, but you must rule over it.” Just don't "get revenge" right that's god's if you are in a situation where you might feel the need to get revenge...........................wait instead for god to move in your life. 

   Cause god He does love us all and want good things for us..........

2 Peter 3:9 "The Lord is not slack concerning his promise, as some men count slackness; but is longsuffering to us-ward, not willing that any should perish, but that all should come to repentance."

  If you have pathetic Cain faith like myself - hang in there. Mark 13:13 "And ye shall be hated of all men for my name's sake: but he that shall endure unto the end, the same shall be saved."  

   https://www.donorschoose.org/

Mrs. Erickson's classrooms fundraiser is now fully funded 😁 But there are many more classrooms with many more needs at Donors Choose..............

Just found out yet another person I know od'd on drugs (the said drugs were used as "anti depressants" and have been in everyone I know using them), life is hard I've decided, and we've been programmed via many tv shows and commercials to feel that we need more then "typical middle america life".........................

I had to donate to help fund this classroom twice it's just slow going getting funded.....

https://www.donorschoose.org/

Mrs. Gong-Chun's classrooms fundraiser is now fully funded 😁 But there are many more classrooms with many more needs at Donors Choose..............

Just found out yet another person I know od'd on drugs (the said drugs were used as "anti depressants" and have been in everyone I know using them), life is hard I've decided, and we've been programmed via many tv shows and commercials to feel that we need more then "typical middle america life".........................

how many of us live all of our dreams? 

most don't

life is full of disappointments, 

and death

and hardships whether your own, or bearing someone else's whether just in prayer or actually care giving someone

  It could be that some of us "get high on life" and then when something goes wrong - we feel the only place we can turn is drugs. 

  Drugs that aren't going to judge you, but will sure enough take the pain away for a moment. ----- ya I've been there. I know the logic. 

  I've been learning to "dance in the rain"  - it's a real skill to learn. Cause life just keeps throwing things out at us that could KO a person in a way...........................

isn't that what lucifer wants for many of us................

to be addicted to drugs

to be suicidal

to be depressed

((((((((I'm not saying lucifer wishes that for all of us merely "many of us" could very well be)))))))))))

A "smooth criminal" if he can't tempt you to sin via means of say a sexy person or something like that. Would he not tempt us other ways???????

maybe give us a disease?????????

maybe give a family member a disease???????????

maybe a drug addicted family member or two????????????

try and 

bum us out so bad we don't want to go to church no more

   I'm just letting you all know how "the game" at least sometimes goes out there. 

  Lucifer does not want us happy at church on sunday praising jesus!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #FACTS

  Or giving our life to the lord if we aren't christian (heck ya I'm saying it might very well be possible lucifer would give a person a disease, or poverty even.............to keep them away from the lord) I mean if he is after souls.................................

IF  HE THIRSTS FOR SOULS LIKE I DO

(I respect your game lucifer, I'm like you but I need souls for jesus

 so I glow good but not to good just enough)

Lucifer I don't even blame him, he's doing a job. 

So am I

 I'm not saying I want to hallelujah the lord all the time everyday.....................but jesus is worth that, for what he actually did. 

  Lucifer honest would have to go a "different route" with me, to have any sort of effect at all on me........................he'd have to give me the whole entire world. 

I've died

and I've gone extra goth

  I've started decorating my house with halloween decor but for like all year long. Today I bought a $2.30 something cents fuzzy spider.....................................you'd be shocked if you knew how hyped I am about that. 

I like fog at night, full moons, crisp cool quiet nights. 

I like bugs. 

etc.

bible says.................

Romans 16:19-20 "For your obedience is come abroad unto all men. I am glad therefore on your behalf: but yet I would have you wise unto that which is good, and simple concerning evil. And the God of peace shall bruise Satan under your feet shortly. The grace of our Lord Jesus Christ be with you. Amen." Know your adversary the bible calls lucifer us christians "adversary" 1 Peter 5:8 "Be sober, be vigilant; because your adversary the devil, as a roaring lion, walketh about, seeking whom he may devour:"

  Just letting you all know.................if bad things are happening in your life, you might be being tried, whether by god Himself, or lucifer. (going by all what went down with job in the bible..............god has lucifer put people "through trials")

  You don't have to turn to drugs. Etc. - Or keep doing drugs. There's help, and god................ya I big thumbs up praying to god as well.............................

1 Peter 5:7 "Casting all your care upon him; for he careth for you."

  What did job in the bible do............did he not pray to god?????????????? And then god helped him..............................ya that's exactly what happened. 

  Job 42:10-12 "And the Lord turned the captivity of Job, when he prayed for his friends: also the Lord gave Job twice as much as he had before. Then came there unto him all his brethren, and all his sisters, and all they that had been of his acquaintance before, and did eat bread with him in his house: and they bemoaned him, and comforted him over all the evil that the Lord had brought upon him: every man also gave him a piece of money, and every one an earring of gold. So the Lord blessed the latter end of Job more than his beginning: for he had fourteen thousand sheep, and six thousand camels, and a thousand yoke of oxen, and a thousand she asses."

  I'm telling you all how to be blessed by god in life, telling you things a 90-100 year old would tell the young people. The example of job is in the bible for a reason. Many of us will go through "trials" in life, whether big or small. 

  But --------- let's be real.................many small trials can add up can't they??????????????????

 I've ridiculously battled depression, and often it's many many many tiny things. 

  I STILL NEED TO PRAY ABOUT MANY OF THEM AND WILL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

  I will be like job, I will pray!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

I will pray for the people in my life with drug problems!!!!!!!!!

I will pray!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

(yes I love lucifer..............most gothedest christian ever hardcore died pry a few times over) 

YOUNG GOTHS I AM GOTH I LISTEN TO THE MUSIC!

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