Back when I was in the occult - I was searching for a identity, for a place I "belong" and I finally found it, in "goth christianity"...................

Back when I was in the occult - I was searching for a identity, for a place I "belong" and I finally found it, in "goth christianity" (I am probably the extreme of what all is "goth christianity" - that's fine)......................
 My mom told me today...................."That goth club sure don't sound good to me.  You need decide what type of person you want to be.  It's your decision." 
  What "type of person" I want to be...............................
one that gives everyone a chance
 The bible itself says 1 Thessalonians 4:12 "That ye may walk honestly toward them that are without, and that ye may have lack of nothing." 1 Thessalonians 4:12 isn't saying just seclude yourself with your church friends all week long.

(This probably not yet perfect, occasionally "do gooding" marilyn monroesque goth with dreads. 😀)

   We all have our own "lanes" in life. At the apostolic christian church of america they say "stations"..................well how many people can be brought to jesus via all them "stations"????????? MANY!

  Philippians 2:15 "That ye may be blameless and harmless, the sons of God, without rebuke, in the midst of a crooked and perverse nation, among whom ye shine as lights in the world;" - do shine 👍

  I have been in the past stopped from being myself fully....................was told to not wear makeup, was told to not wear jewelry, many people have pressured me in the past towards many "scenarios" that weren't really meant for me. So it took a long time for me to finally starting um arriving at the fullness of who I really am. And I am still a "work in progress" We all are. 

  We should all look at ourselves as "little crops" or big crops..........every year we are going to sew, whether to the flesh, or to the spirit and we will reap something either way...............

Hosea 10:12 "Sow to yourselves in righteousness, reap in mercy; break up your fallow ground: for it is time to seek the Lord, till he come and rain righteousness upon you."
  Galatians 6:6-8 "Let him that is taught in the word communicate unto him that teacheth in all good things. Be not deceived; God is not mocked: for whatsoever a man soweth, that shall he also reap. For he that soweth to his flesh shall of the flesh reap corruption; but he that soweth to the Spirit shall of the Spirit reap life everlasting."

  Grow crops, grow 💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖

We aren't fully defined by who all we are around in a week - no..................we are defined by our fruit...............by how we love. The bible says you will know them by their fruit.............................not what goth clubs they might go to on saturday nights. 

Matthew 12:33 "Either make the tree good, and his fruit good; or else make the tree corrupt, and his fruit corrupt: for the tree is known by his fruit."