I don't try to judge anymore, cause only God knows the real motives of people, NOT ME............Matthew 7:1 "Judge not, that ye be not judged. For with what judgment ye judge, ye shall be judged: and with what measure ye mete, it shall be measured to you again. And why beholdest thou the mote that is in thy brother's eye, but considerest not the beam that is in thine own eye?".........

  Update 9/19/2025 I got to wear short sleeve shirt - to make changing the bandage easier on my arm. I'm wearing this skirt with some jean leggings, which makes it a "girl look".................

  I'm taking off the scarf around my neck though that ain't working for the look. (bottom of my shirt in pic is wet cause it got dirt on it, I was re-potting houseplants). 

   I kind of feel like bozo the clown today. I'm not always feeling "like a girl" born a girl real girl ya, but my whole life I've been told "be a man" don't cry, don't complain, your being a bish then. Shut up, let everyone abuse you sheri don't be a cry baby bish. 

  I DON'T FEEL LIKE A GIRL OR LADY OR NONE OF THAT I MOST THE TIME FEEL LIKE A MAN. 

 According to the elder of the apostolic christian church of america that told me I'm "the worst ever" several times for sheesh 20 minutes straight or more, just again and again again while I was crying on the floor he kept meanly saying to me "your the worst ever" I'm the cause of every sin that everyone commits on the whole of eternity according to that elder of the apostolic christian church of america and what was the oregon city apostolic christian church of america CAUSE THEY COULD HEAR ME CRYING AND THE ELDER SAYING THAT TO ME SAFE TO SAY HE WASN'T THAT QUITE ABOUT IT. He had to be loud I was crying a lot. 

Deuteronomy 22:5 "The woman shall not wear that which pertaineth unto a man, neither shall a man put on a woman's garment: for all that do so are abomination unto the Lord thy God."

  But we do impact people around us, whether christian or not...........we all do. But I definately feel like bozo the clown today 1 billion................................

(ps might sew again tonight, do another "highlighted blog post" with yet another skirt that'll pry also make me feel like bozo the clown)

 I don't try to judge anymore, cause only God knows the real motives of people, NOT ME............Matthew 7:1 "Judge not, that ye be not judged. For with what judgment ye judge, ye shall be judged: and with what measure ye mete, it shall be measured to you again. And why beholdest thou the mote that is in thy brother's eye, but considerest not the beam that is in thine own eye?".........
   Snippet from a e-mail to my mom this morning.............................(with names edited out of course).................
""""""""""I agree with you. There are it seems like "Battles everywhere" - nearly mom, not entirely. But worse, worse, is the "not knowing" sometimes, like who knows --- edited out name --- could be subscribed to --- edited out name --- instagram account, to defend me if needed...............or to spy on me. It really could be "either or"????????????????????????"""""""
   (to the people I'm speaking about in quotes above, the one person is probably actually protecting me from the other one) And the "other one"....we never had much in common anyways besides our faith, but I think your beliefs are different then mine these days, cause I believe in loving people like always. Even if they have a "cussing problem" or a "drinking problem" etc. I won't dump them as friends.........I always hope..........bible says love never fails 1 Corinthians 13:8 "Charity never faileth: but whether there be prophecies, they shall fail; whether there be tongues, they shall cease; whether there be knowledge, it shall vanish away." (and if said person was to tell me that their love to me never failed, even though they dumped me as a friend - well then how come is it, I comment on your instagram posts and you do not comment on mine? 1 John 3:18 "My little children, let us not love in word, neither in tongue; but in deed and in truth." - I'm not trying to be judgy, or judge, I'm just saying something don't seem right, seem to be adding up with this ex-best friend of mine, if your a super holy saint missionary as you say you are..........then love my butt) But I'm getting derailed, the reason I love drunkards, and porn addicts, etc. etc. cause Jesus Christ the lord also loved these people...........Matthew 11:19 "The Son of man came eating and drinking, and they say, Behold a man gluttonous, and a winebibber, a friend of publicans and sinners. But wisdom is justified of her children."

Jesus saves!

Romans 10:13 "For whosoever shall call upon the name of the Lord shall be saved."

   I think that's why the bible says to not judge, cause only god truly knows what's actually going on.""""""""""""

    Think on God today who actually see's our flaws.................forgives us, chooses us, and loves us anyways (that's my take on things anyways). 1 Chronicles 16:34 "O give thanks unto the Lord; for he is good; for his mercy endureth for ever."
  That's like all I got to blog for today. We live in a world that continually tells us we are all "less" if we don't wear this, or look like that etc. But God says you are enough. 

Have a great week earth!

Shabbat Shalom

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