Your bullies, those weak sheep that decided to triffle with you.... they will want mercy soon, THEY'LL WANT TO LIVE. Matthew 18:35 "So likewise shall my heavenly Father do also unto you, if ye from your hearts forgive not every one his brother their trespasses." Got a bible study journal today and began bible studying proper..........................

My trying to get people to care about the dieing muslims in gaza doesn't seem to be helping, but I won't give up!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

https://www.reuters.com/world/middle-east/israel-pounds-gaza-city-123-dead-last-24-hours-2025-08-13/

Bible says "do unto others as you'd have done unto you" well if I was dieing bad in gaza, I'd want muslims to fight for my life to!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Gaza Soup Kitchen
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Your bullies, those weak sheep that decided to triffle with you, they will want mercy soon. THEY WILL WANT TO LIVE. Matthew 18:35 "So likewise shall my heavenly Father do also unto you, if ye from your hearts forgive not every one his brother their trespasses."...................LUCIFER AND HIS PEOPLE AND HIS MEN LOVES YOU ALL <B <B <B (SHERI THAT IS DIABOLICAL - I never claimed to be anything but a christian TURD). Iniquity will abound and the love of many shall grow cold it's in the bible I didn't iniquity myself!!!!!!!!! And cold myself!!!!!!! I was put in the christian freezer xoxoxoxoxo Matthew 24:12 "And because iniquity shall abound, the love of many shall wax cold." Bought a bible journal book thing today, need jesus a ton, cause I like to be coooooooooooooooold................saved and cold that's the goal : )..............

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I don't know what's going on

god will smite...................

Matthew 18:34-35 "And his lord was wroth, and delivered him to the tormentors, till he should pay all that was due unto him. So likewise shall my heavenly Father do also unto you, if ye from your hearts forgive not every one his brother their trespasses." Even if my family decides to sue me, or others, I can forgive, ya no problem..............god will smite. 

 That is what I'm bible studying tonight I bought a journal...............

hopefully this will load up

this was a much better blog post before but it kept erasing everything I typed and refusing to post it due to a invalid link???????????

I love god. 

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I love lucifer to 💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓 they smite good 💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓

I risking this post I want this song on this post dang it............

For to long the body of christ has peandered to the "not sick" 

if you are sick

or were sick

of course you'd want god and or lucifer to ooze organs out of your enemies bodies at least every now and then 

Mark 2:17

When Jesus heard it, he saith unto them, They that are whole have no need of the physician, but they that are sick: I came not to call the righteous, but sinners to repentance.

What is meant to be is what's meant to be. Sometimes the family you were born in ISN'T MEANT TO BE FOR YOU REALLY, or the family you married into (which my husband has 3 sister and honest I thought I was for sure going gain 3 new best friends - but that wasn't meant to be it wasn't) Romans 8:29 "For whom he did foreknow, he also did predestinate to be conformed to the image of his Son, that he might be the firstborn among many brethren." YOUR MEANT TO BE IS COMING!.................

What is meant to be is what's meant to be. Sometimes the family you were born in ISN'T MEANT TO BE FOR YOU REALLY, or the family you married into (which my husband has 3 sister and honest I thought I was for sure going gain 3 new best friends - but that wasn't meant to be it wasn't) Romans 8:29 "For whom he did foreknow, he also did predestinate to be conformed to the image of his Son, that he might be the firstborn among many brethren." YOUR MEANT TO BE IS COMING!.................

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YOU GET WHAT YOU NEED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! - YA

Romans 8:28 "And we know that all things work together for good to them that love God, to them who are the called according to his purpose." - You might need to loose your family FOR THAT BIG PROMOTION COMING FOR YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! - for example

everyone likes to blame each other

it ain't my husbands sisters faults or my fault that they ain't my best friends IT WASN'T MEANT TO BE

AND MY OWN BIRTH FAMILY, I DON'T BELIEVE WAS MEANT TO BE NOBODIES FAULT REALLY - IT WASN'T MEANT TO BE I FORGAVE THEM A BILLION TIMES OVER I TRIED - HELL THEY TRIED - IT WASN'T MEANT TO BE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Don't live in bitterness

live expecting MIRACLES

Ephesians 4:31

Let all bitterness, and wrath, and anger, and clamour, and evil speaking, be put away from you, with all malice:

GOD IS GOOD

IF YOU ALIVE HE AIN'T DONE WITH YOU THEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Psalm 52:1-3

52 Why boastest thou thyself in mischief, O mighty man? the goodness of God endureth continually.

2 The tongue deviseth mischiefs; like a sharp razor, working deceitfully.

3 Thou lovest evil more than good; and lying rather than to speak righteousness. Selah.

TOOTLES

(ps another tire went flat today, my husband is going getting 4 new tires...............)

Money isn't what to chase, the things of ABOVE are what to chase. Please forgive my haters that I ALSO FORGIVE..........we are all in a "process" MANY, MOST MAYBE, LOVE MONEY THEY GONNA LEARN MOST EM A HARD LESSON - BUT THEY PRY GONNA LEARN MOST EM -- THERE'S HOPE I'M SAYIN 1 Timothy 6:10 "For the love of money is the root of all evil: which while some coveted after, they have erred from the faith, and pierced themselves through with many sorrows.".................

  Money isn't what to chase, the things of ABOVE are what to chase. Please forgive my haters that I ALSO FORGIVE..........we are all in a "process" MANY, MOST MAYBE, LOVE MONEY THEY GONNA LEARN MOST EM A HARD LESSON - BUT THEY PRY GONNA LEARN MOST EM -- THERE'S HOPE I'M SAYIN 1 Timothy 6:10 "For the love of money is the root of all evil: which while some coveted after, they have erred from the faith, and pierced themselves through with many sorrows.".................
Colossians 3:1-3 "If ye then be risen with Christ, seek those things which are above, where Christ sitteth on the right hand of God. Set your affection on things above, not on things on the earth. For ye are dead, and your life is hid with Christ in God."

I'm jazzed at the moment

cause man I heard MUSIC TO MY EARHOLES

a second ago

I know that shiz is going to happen

....................................thing with the bible

You don't have to be awesome, sinless, and perfect to get God's attention.........................1 Peter 5:6 "Humble yourselves therefore under the mighty hand of God, that he may exalt you in due time:"
Iniquity has abounded in the body of christ
most christians are "flawless" looking
Matthew 24:12 "And because iniquity shall abound, the love of many shall wax cold."
but perfection isn't my brand,
being a dink is my brand
and my identity even
I am literally a fluff valley girl
and a hippy
I literally am a rock loving hippy
and I don't think in a cult way either
just cause wearing rocks is evil dark occult to most of the body of christ cause they are sooooooooooooooooooooo flawless and perfect out there
don't mean that all rocks are nasty evil devil cult stuffs to my hippy butt.................Titus 1:15 "Unto the pure all things are pure: but unto them that are defiled and unbelieving is nothing pure; but even their mind and conscience is defiled."
loving the lgbtq looks real bad in a lot of the body christ
loving lucifer is apparently a unforgiveable sin in the body of christ and I'm beyond filth not even worthy of friends or family according to at least some people
I'm lookin badddddddddddddddddd
but my brand
"my brand"
was never
NEVER
THAT I'M STRONG LIKE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

1 John 4:8 "He that loveth not knoweth not God; for God is love."

The love of god is going to be the testimony of my entire life I am telling you soon.

Isaiah 40:31 "But they that wait upon the Lord shall renew their strength; they shall mount up with wings as eagles; they shall run, and not be weary; and they shall walk, and not faint."
God is bigger then my flaws, my weaknesses

he can do for me what I can't do for me
Luke 1:37 "For with God nothing shall be impossible."

Matthew 17:20 "And Jesus said unto them, Because of your unbelief: for verily I say unto you, If ye have faith as a grain of mustard seed, ye shall say unto this mountain, Remove hence to yonder place; and it shall remove; and nothing shall be impossible unto you."
I don't believe nothing
will be impossible for me
not even the things you all try and tell me is impossible for me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
why CAUSE GOD IS POWERFUL
AND GOD IS LOVE!!!!!!!!!!!
stand back earth stand back god's gonna move in my life

  Luke 18:12-13 "I fast twice in the week, I give tithes of all that I possess. And the publican, standing afar off, would not lift up so much as his eyes unto heaven, but smote upon his breast, saying, God be merciful to me a sinner."
   Ya I "f'd up" and bought selenite crystals ------- seems a lot of people in the body of christ are real eager to tell me how much of a aweful sinner well below them I am to on the internet. So much they go offfffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffff about how evil crystals are on the internet. No joke I feel better wearing selenite, and I have many a day. There's days I feel like I can't take shiz, I have a teen..............and a young adult in college...................AND STRESS SO MUCH STRESS. Rocks calm me sometimes. Yes Jesus gives peace, yes peace, that the world doesn't give but I also have stress to manage and deal with (peace and stress aren't the same thing). They say there is a tree giant, and it's roots connect to all the tree's............to me all nature connects to god, including rocks so rocks are very relaxing to me........and they surely aren't evil demonic evil to me rocks ain't like they are to most of you. Romans 1:20 "For the invisible things of him from the creation of the world are clearly seen, being understood by the things that are made, even his eternal power and Godhead; so that they are without excuse:" The rocks are to fantastical there's to much structure to them for there not to be a God that created them, them rocks ain't happening via chance, via uhhhhhh evolution ---------- them rocks were clearly CLEARLY PLOTTED OUT BY GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!! You can't tell me there ain't a God. Them rocks are wayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy to complex for there not to be a God!!!!!!!!!!!! I CAN SHOW YOU MANY PAINFULLY COMPLEX ROCKS ON THIS EARTH.................BEYOND WHAT "RANDOMN ELEMENTS IN THE EARTH COULD PRODUCE" SUCH TYPES OF ROCKS EXIST!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Turquoise big one with fellow native american's..............such a green to that rock........................................................we don't see green like that near anywhere else in nature..............

the rocks you look at and see evil
I look at and see the handiwork of god!!!!!!!!!

I know I ain't the only one stressed out there so I surely would have mercy on me. 

covid 19

412 or so lgbtq laws about to maybe be passed this year - stressful

periomenopause - stress

weight gain - stress THAT'S STRESS

teens - stress but it's not their faults 

hairloss - stress

arthritis - stress

inflation - stress, stress, stress, extra stress

ppps though

in high school my friend gave me a hematite rock and a nice letter that told me to hold it and think of me and that friends friendship and think on all my friends (they knew I was moving) and how much they like you know love me

I have that rock somewhere in the house somewhere and that letter (don't know where but it's somewhere around here) - it's in the box it came in. 

I still sometimes hold that rock and feel relaxed. 

so my association with rocks being relaxing has been a "thing" for a long time now

rivers are relaxing to but I don't live that close to one

ocean is relaxing, but again like what 45 minutes away

...................

nature is relaxing to most us though

if not rocks themselves

cause most everyone goes camping why --------- to relax

so I'm not a freak

Healing can't happen while your buisy hating. I forgive lucifer and his men..........and you know happened to me - I started healing. It's a beautiful thing to forgive is. When my family and friends those that have unfriended me etc. 2 them fully telling me over my love for the devil ---------- THAT'S SO WEIRD TO ME, CAUSE TO ME LOVING LUCIFER AND HIS MEN FORGIVING THEM AND LOVING THEM IS A BEAUTIFUL THING.................it's a beautiful thing.................right now we can and should love LGBTQ AS WELL............OH YA............OH YA....................

 Healing can't happen while your buisy hating. I forgive lucifer and his men..........and you know happened to me - I started healing. It's a beautiful thing to forgive is. When my family and friends those that have unfriended me etc. 2 them fully telling me over my love for the devil ---------- THAT'S SO WEIRD TO ME, CAUSE TO ME LOVING LUCIFER AND HIS MEN FORGIVING THEM AND LOVING THEM IS A BEAUTIFUL THING.................it's a beautiful thing.................right now we can and should love LGBTQ AS WELL............OH YA............OH YA....................

  Will their drag queen story time turn all of our children into tran's????????????????? Maybe???????????????????????????

much worse things on this earth happen then that

then being trans I am telling you

a pride parade is pretty nice!!!!!!!

ya god don't like it

I know that

forgive and you will be forgiven

psssssssss (I'm saying lucifer and his men will forgive you you forgive them) 

it's great

trust me

I'm there

massive healing in my life

that I needed/NEED

Matthew 5:7 "Blessed are the merciful: for they shall obtain mercy."

I 100 billion million trillion % wouldn't boo my love for lucifer and his men 

and god and Jesus

I totally wouldn't

I forgave god and jesus to dropped grievances I had against them

that they didn't interfere in my life more

that they seemed to just sit up there in heaven and let me suffer

but they are buisy

and 

I know the truth

I know the love God has for me

And I ain't always been "perfect"

bible says 

forgive our tresspasses

as we forgive our tresspassers....................

they do not know what they do when they "unfriend" me and give me grief for loving the devil!!!!!!!!!!!

Matthew 6:14

For if ye forgive men their trespasses, your heavenly Father will also forgive you:

I believe I will loose everything

over my love for the devil

absolutely probably everything

I change nothing

I forgive lucifer and his men and I love them and that's that!!!!!!!!!

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and I love god and jesus to and forgive and loves them and that's that!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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forgiving lucifer and his men and LOVING THEM without even "satanic services attached - them serving me that idea"  JUST LOVING THEM THE MOST HEALING STUFFS EVER THAT IS

WAR IS HORRIBLE

HATE IS HORRIBLE

FORGIVENESS IS THE BEST 👍👍👍👍👍

I don't try to judge anymore, cause only God knows the real motives of people, NOT ME............Matthew 7:1 "Judge not, that ye be not judged. For with what judgment ye judge, ye shall be judged: and with what measure ye mete, it shall be measured to you again. And why beholdest thou the mote that is in thy brother's eye, but considerest not the beam that is in thine own eye?".........

  Update 9/19/2025 I got to wear short sleeve shirt - to make changing the bandage easier on my arm. I'm wearing this skirt with some jean leggings, which makes it a "girl look".................

  I'm taking off the scarf around my neck though that ain't working for the look. (bottom of my shirt in pic is wet cause it got dirt on it, I was re-potting houseplants). 

   I kind of feel like bozo the clown today. I'm not always feeling "like a girl" born a girl real girl ya, but my whole life I've been told "be a man" don't cry, don't complain, your being a bish then. Shut up, let everyone abuse you sheri don't be a cry baby bish. 

  I DON'T FEEL LIKE A GIRL OR LADY OR NONE OF THAT I MOST THE TIME FEEL LIKE A MAN. 

 According to the elder of the apostolic christian church of america that told me I'm "the worst ever" several times for sheesh 20 minutes straight or more, just again and again again while I was crying on the floor he kept meanly saying to me "your the worst ever" I'm the cause of every sin that everyone commits on the whole of eternity according to that elder of the apostolic christian church of america and what was the oregon city apostolic christian church of america CAUSE THEY COULD HEAR ME CRYING AND THE ELDER SAYING THAT TO ME SAFE TO SAY HE WASN'T THAT QUITE ABOUT IT. He had to be loud I was crying a lot. 

Deuteronomy 22:5 "The woman shall not wear that which pertaineth unto a man, neither shall a man put on a woman's garment: for all that do so are abomination unto the Lord thy God."

  But we do impact people around us, whether christian or not...........we all do. But I definately feel like bozo the clown today 1 billion................................

(ps might sew again tonight, do another "highlighted blog post" with yet another skirt that'll pry also make me feel like bozo the clown)

 I don't try to judge anymore, cause only God knows the real motives of people, NOT ME............Matthew 7:1 "Judge not, that ye be not judged. For with what judgment ye judge, ye shall be judged: and with what measure ye mete, it shall be measured to you again. And why beholdest thou the mote that is in thy brother's eye, but considerest not the beam that is in thine own eye?".........
   Snippet from a e-mail to my mom this morning.............................(with names edited out of course).................
""""""""""I agree with you. There are it seems like "Battles everywhere" - nearly mom, not entirely. But worse, worse, is the "not knowing" sometimes, like who knows --- edited out name --- could be subscribed to --- edited out name --- instagram account, to defend me if needed...............or to spy on me. It really could be "either or"????????????????????????"""""""
   (to the people I'm speaking about in quotes above, the one person is probably actually protecting me from the other one) And the "other one"....we never had much in common anyways besides our faith, but I think your beliefs are different then mine these days, cause I believe in loving people like always. Even if they have a "cussing problem" or a "drinking problem" etc. I won't dump them as friends.........I always hope..........bible says love never fails 1 Corinthians 13:8 "Charity never faileth: but whether there be prophecies, they shall fail; whether there be tongues, they shall cease; whether there be knowledge, it shall vanish away." (and if said person was to tell me that their love to me never failed, even though they dumped me as a friend - well then how come is it, I comment on your instagram posts and you do not comment on mine? 1 John 3:18 "My little children, let us not love in word, neither in tongue; but in deed and in truth." - I'm not trying to be judgy, or judge, I'm just saying something don't seem right, seem to be adding up with this ex-best friend of mine, if your a super holy saint missionary as you say you are..........then love my butt) But I'm getting derailed, the reason I love drunkards, and porn addicts, etc. etc. cause Jesus Christ the lord also loved these people...........Matthew 11:19 "The Son of man came eating and drinking, and they say, Behold a man gluttonous, and a winebibber, a friend of publicans and sinners. But wisdom is justified of her children."

Jesus saves!

Romans 10:13 "For whosoever shall call upon the name of the Lord shall be saved."

   I think that's why the bible says to not judge, cause only god truly knows what's actually going on.""""""""""""

    Think on God today who actually see's our flaws.................forgives us, chooses us, and loves us anyways (that's my take on things anyways). 1 Chronicles 16:34 "O give thanks unto the Lord; for he is good; for his mercy endureth for ever."
  That's like all I got to blog for today. We live in a world that continually tells us we are all "less" if we don't wear this, or look like that etc. But God says you are enough. 

Have a great week earth!

Shabbat Shalom

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Love keepeth no record of wrongs, recently I just dropped a giant record of wrongs and it's clean profound to me................

Update 1/14/2024 husbands covid 19 is almost gone, he took his last fancy covid medication pill last night. And me and my oldest young adult kid we are both fine 👍 Did 2 more dot paintiings yesterday (they are fun).......................

these days mostly "mostly" 

I ain't "hung up" on the "warm and toastes" like I was in 2016 here (my love has grown cold AND THAT'S OK - "love does" as some pastor types say out there........................I keep on donating lately to "donors choose" I keep showing up). You don't need the "warm and toasties" love satan like me is my recommendation be a permanent villian like me IT'S AWESOME BEING HATED BY EVERYONE AS A VILLIAN! 

the "good guy gig" is way over rated

if they don't love me aka nobody on earth hardly 

hey that's water off my back watch it rolllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll

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people ain't out there "doin" 

they sitting in their "warm and toasties" 

meanwhile starving kids in africa need to be fed

my gig is "donors choose" right now

it's way to expensive to feed starving kids in africa - I'm a villian

(PS.........I am wearing a cross necklace in this video, I do not wish to deny jesus at all. And yes there are two actual real songs bits of them woven into this here ditty : ) shouldn't all burying my talents in the ground...........hahahah...........usually I play the pan flute better, I usually play a single deck pan flute and this is my daugthters double decker which I haven't played a double decker hardly at all)

Love keepeth no record of wrongs, recently I just dropped a giant record of wrongs and it's clean profound to me................

1 Corinthians 13:3-5 "And though I bestow all my goods to feed the poor, and though I give my body to be burned, and have not charity, it profiteth me nothing. Charity suffereth long, and is kind; charity envieth not; charity vaunteth not itself, is not puffed up,  Doth not behave itself unseemly, seeketh not her own, is not easily provoked, thinketh no evil;"

 I've memorized the new international version of 1 corinthians 13:5 which I believe to be superior translation, this particular verse, because "thinketh no evil" someone could read that and maybe think well they really did this wrong to me, and this wrong to me and this wrong to me (like hold onto something) cause you know if you are thinking on evil that is """"""""factual"""""""""

how you going to not think about no "FACT" less you love someone SO BAD YOUR ACTUALLY GOING TO CHOOSE ON PURPOSE NOT TO KEEP A RECORD OF THEIR WRONGS............................

New International Version
 1 corinthians 13:5 "It does not dishonor others, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs."

I just let go of the honkedest giantest biggest pile of wrongs someone did to me.....................
forgot em

like blacked out
bye bye

cause there is someone I love that much!
This wasn't planned in advance.....................................this just automatically and fantastically happened
my love for this person is that entire and thourough and complete

it would cause me so much indescribable pain to hold onto uh, have some kind of grudge or something

like a judge at a court I just dropped the case, 

I said..............well I love you to much!

.......................cough, this whole incidence has highlighted to me the fact that sometimes I have kept records of wrongs - WHILE CLAIMING TO LOVE SOME PEOPLE OUT THERE. Sometimes it is definately challenging to not hold a record of wrongs, but I need to bear fruit and how am I going to bear fruit or bear fruit well if I'm holding these papers of wrongs. 

  I going to work much harder in my mind, in my heart to put a big cancelled sign on all those papers....................

CANCELLED

Now don't all everybody in my life get all excited that I'm going to all the sudden do eons of good deeds to you all............................

I don't have the money for that

or the time for that ------------- I am the worst time manager ever

***** I need prayer, for reals my time management skills are horrible. For example, I turn drinking coffee in the morning into at least a 30 minute ordeal. (I'm being serious) Somedays I get more done then others, somedays I'm going strong, so that's the good news : ) 

 HAVE A GREAT WEEK EARTH!

LOVE

(I'm down 4 lbs now, since starting drinking wheatgrass, blend it with a nutribullet blender and sift out the grass bits -------- it's workin out : )

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