Search This Blog

Showing posts with label merciful. Show all posts
Showing posts with label merciful. Show all posts

Friday, August 7, 2026

Due to the "popular posts" at the moment, the "witchhunt of me that never ends" cause people want to hate me it looks to be and not love me at all. 1 - nobodies perfect, fact people more quiet then me (I think they have something they are hiding NOBODIES PERFECT JESUS EVEN SAID SO besides god, jesus said in the bible) Matthew 5:7 "Blessed are the merciful: for they shall obtain mercy." I speak more well then negative about most people, many people I have full blown honoured on my blog. HONOUR ALL MEN THE BIBLE SAYS WHICH IS THE OPPOSITE OF THIS HATEFUL CANCEL CULTURE WITCHUNTING CULTURE WE CURRENTLY LIVE IN WHERE EVERYONE WANTS TO HATE EVERYONE BUT "TEE HEE FAKE LOVE THEM FOR JESUS OR FOR NOT JESUS FOR THE NON JESUS CROWD" 1 Peter 2:17 "Honour all men. Love the brotherhood. Fear God. Honour the king." I'm a democrat but even donald trump, though he don't do everything perfect he does consider our country sometimes and whats best for our country I do believe at least sometimes HIS HEARTS IN THE RIGHT PLACE AND ISN'T THAT SOMETHING!!!!!!!!!!! SOMETHING WORTHWHILE AND GOOD!!!!!!!!!........................I WILL SUCEED if anything I got 93% on my test for medical career I no want to say what don't want the jinx myself............

 Shorts in pic below I sewed using a t-shirt!!!!!!!!!!!! And went to the Goodwill outlet today and bought for $28 like half a cart chalked full of t-shirts to turn into shorts 😁 (the pair of shorts below are my fave diy shorts so far - man I like these shorts)..............................and I'm about to dye my hair bright pink. I'm laying off blonde maybe for good, cause it was causing so much breakage to my hair (and it was sneaky breakage that slow everytime I brushed my hair a bit more hair broke off) to the point my hair wasn't able to grow long. Well now it's growing long now that it isn't blonde. 

bright pink is nice : ) - lush long bright pink hair pry'll be real nice : ) ps for the tally no make up below just me and my dimple smile : ) 

Due to the "popular posts" at the moment, the "witchhunt of me that never ends" cause people want to hate me it looks to be and not love me at all.  1 - nobodies perfect, fact people more quiet then me (I think they have something they are hiding NOBODIES PERFECT JESUS EVEN SAID SO besides god, jesus said in the bible) Matthew 5:7 "Blessed are the merciful: for they shall obtain mercy." I speak more well then negative about most people, many people I have full blown honoured on my blog. HONOUR ALL MEN THE BIBLE SAYS WHICH IS THE OPPOSITE OF THIS HATEFUL CANCEL CULTURE WITCHUNTING CULTURE WE CURRENTLY LIVE IN WHERE EVERYONE WANTS TO HATE EVERYONE BUT "TEE HEE FAKE LOVE THEM FOR JESUS OR FOR NOT JESUS FOR THE NON JESUS CROWD" 1 Peter 2:17 "Honour all men. Love the brotherhood. Fear God. Honour the king." I'm a democrat but even donald trump, though he don't do everything perfect he does consider our country sometimes and whats best for our country I do believe at least sometimes HIS HEARTS IN THE RIGHT PLACE AND ISN'T THAT SOMETHING!!!!!!!!!!! SOMETHING WORTHWHILE AND GOOD!!!!!!!!!........................I WILL SUCEED if anything I got 93% on my test for medical career I no want to say what don't want the jinx myself..............

that's 93% of successfulness 😁
I'm a regular dougie houser md - people have cracked jokes about me for years all this time I've been a secret dougie freaking houser md
it's NOT a fluke thing either
cause originally I decided with myself oh I'll become a cna, well then I got cna certified ok
but then I figured out ----------- oh wait I could do ANYTHING in the medical field for years I set the ball to low WAY TO LOW IN MY LIFE
I could literally do any medical field job
any of them
I have "the knack"


Wednesday, December 10, 2025

Just letting you all know I love both my husbands (I pry really do have 2 husbands........many much "extreme supernatural" shiz has happened to me that doesn't happen to everyone else). Nobodies perfect, and life is hard, especially in america people work billions of hours and then if they like us they having to help their adult kids (well 1 of our kids right now, one lives at home) make rent cause rent is so exceeding the wages people often earn in america. I feel like I've been in a war, I feel like a war veteran......................following jesus is supposed to be hard and not easy Matthew 24:13 "But he that shall endure unto the end, the same shall be saved."...................but in america to me it feels "the hard" amount is a little excessive at the moment rents are to high in usa way to high in my estimation................

The living room floor is now done 😁 There is fresh clutter as you can see on the living room coffee table. But now I feel so much less stress. This is nice flooring it looks good (and this was the worst of the flooring in the house, the rest the house the flooring isn't "that bad" - not counting the garage the garage is a disaster).............................
I'll admit neither me nor brian clean as often and/or donate things as much as we should. WE ARE CURRENTLY CHANGING ALL OF THAT THOUGH!
Just letting you all know I love both my husbands (I pry really do have 2 husbands........many much "extreme supernatural" shiz has happened to me that doesn't happen to everyone else). Nobodies perfect, and life is hard, especially in america people work billions of hours and then if they like us they having to help their adult kids (well 1 of our kids right now, one lives at home) make rent cause rent is so exceeding the wages people often earn in america. I feel like I've been in a war, I feel like a war veteran......................following jesus is supposed to be hard and not easy Matthew 24:13 "But he that shall endure unto the end, the same shall be saved."...................but in america to me it feels "the hard" amount is a little excessive at the moment rents are to high in usa way to high in my estimation................
so many "divorces" out there
what about mercy??????????????????????????????????????
it looks like "mercy" is near a non-existant thing anymore out there
("sheri 40% are still married") - that's bad statistics in my mind in a country 62% claim christianity, but even if they were muslims I'd think SHOW MERCY
Quran 24:22: "And let not those of virtue among you and those with abundance swear not to give [aid] to their relatives and the needy and the emigrants for the cause of Allah, and let them pardon and overlook. Would you not like that Allah should forgive you? And Allah is Forgiving and Merciful".
Matthew 5:7 "Blessed are the merciful: for they shall obtain mercy."
but my family threatening lawsuits (one of the two, not cause of anything I had posted, they said "don't you post that or I'll sue you" was the style of lawsuit threat they made chewing me out mind you - cause I pointed out the truth of some matter and had made them very mad..........don't even recall what but I mad them very mad and had some "proof against them" something damning they don't want people to know that's what I recall)
I need at the very least a break from my family but pry more then a break since how I don't think they are able to stop threatening lawsuit
bible says 
be at peace with all men as much as within your power...............
Romans 12:18 "If it be possible, as much as lieth in you, live peaceably with all men."
the only way it looks to be to live peaceably with a lawsuit sueing people style family is to no longer be in that family --------- if you or I can pull that off???????????????
if we can't pull that off all of us that were born in "lawsuit families" or married into one then we will be chewed out threatened often pry and that'll be miserable for us. 
JESUS CAME THAT WE MIGHT HAVE LIFE MORE ABUNDANTLY................
The thief cometh not, but for to steal, and to kill, and to destroy: I am come that they might have life, and that they might have it more abundantly.
fully digging this song...................
🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇
I'm lookin for some good black eyeliner right now, and demonia's brian and the kids walk to fast I need tall boots.
I'm glad jesus life more abundantlied me cause it's ruff enough in america. 
I am TRYING GOD
Malachi 3:10
Bring ye all the tithes into the storehouse, that there may be meat in mine house, and prove me now herewith, saith the Lord of hosts, if I will not open you the windows of heaven, and pour you out a blessing, that there shall not be room enough to receive it.
He better deliver to else He's about to look REALLY BAD......................no hate for god, no, but if he don't bless me he's about to look like a cheap chump................................THE BIBLE SAYS TRY GOD....................................SO DON'T BE UPSET WITH ME SAYING THAT GOD MIGHT END UP LOOKING LIKE A "CHEAP CHUMP" THE BIBLE LITERAL SAYS TO TRY GOD! OR AS IT'S WORDED "PROVE ME NOW HEREWITH" ---------- OK GOD DON'T BE A "CHEAP CHUMP" THEN................................





Wednesday, September 17, 2025

If you no mercy show me, because I am a lesbian (I'm straight I just making a point), or a muslim, or black, or oriental etc. THAT AIN'T THE WAY IN LIFE IF YOU BE'S A CHRISTIAN OR A JEW I BELIEVE..............Romans 9:18 "Therefore hath he mercy on whom he will have mercy, and whom he will he hardeneth." I love my family they ain't e-mailing me lately (I'm really hated in my family thought of a satan worshipping garbage I KNOW I AM) and the apostolic christian church of america elder that told me I am "the worst ever" and could never be a member of their church --------- GOD HARDENS HEARTS OF WHOLE CHURCHES THESE DAYS IT'S WHOLE ENTIRE CHURCHES............jesus said "they know not what they do" they don't their hearts are HARDENED BY GOD!..................

If you no mercy show me, because I am a lesbian (I'm straight I just making a point), or a muslim, or black, or oriental etc. THAT AIN'T THE WAY IN LIFE IF YOU BE'S A CHRISTIAN OR A JEW I BELIEVE..............Romans 9:18 "Therefore hath he mercy on whom he will have mercy, and whom he will he hardeneth." I love my family they ain't e-mailing me lately (I'm really hated in my family thought of a satan worshipping garbage I KNOW I AM) and the apostolic christian church of america elder that told me I am "the worst ever" and could  never be a member of their church --------- GOD HARDENS HEARTS OF WHOLE CHURCHES THESE DAYS IT'S WHOLE ENTIRE CHURCHES............jesus said "they know not what they do" they don't their hearts are HARDENED BY GOD!..................

I billions believe some the israel soldiers and nethyaho however his name is spelled their hearts many of them have been hardened by god THEY HAVE TO BE VERY HARDENED BY GOD RIGHT NOW
CAN GOD SOFTEN HEARTS YA
LET'S HOPE HE DOES CAUSE YIKES
I believe in being merciful I believe in that..............I really do.....................

Psalm 37:25-27 "I have been young, and now am old; yet have I not seen the righteous forsaken, nor his seed begging bread. He is ever merciful, and lendeth; and his seed is blessed. Depart from evil, and do good; and dwell for evermore."

love your enemies

do good to those who spitefully use you................
Matthew 5:44 "But I say unto you, Love your enemies, bless them that curse you, do good to them that hate you, and pray for them which despitefully use you, and persecute you;"
not better then them
more lucky
more lucky that my heart isn't hardened
I'm total "time and chance" and lots of good luck
I returned, and saw under the sun, that the race is not to the swift, nor the battle to the strong, neither yet bread to the wise, nor yet riches to men of understanding, nor yet favour to men of skill; but time and chance happeneth to them all.
I'm cancelled ya
hardly no traffic to my blog anymore
we can imagine why.................................................................
they need money not to repent most them don't need god/jesus/salvation - they need money
don't we all
don't we all.......................
could be just a song
either way
...............................cause sometimes showing mercy can be really, really sweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeet
proof of how my blog don't have traffic anymore - I'm that hated...............
just said to my family............
 I edited out names...............................I derived much inspiration from a mystery christian author, my ministry and blog is wayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy different then their books - but I was greately inspired. (I bet nobody would figure out what author in billions of years - you never would) 
I also greatly added to what the mystery author not 2025 said in his books. But because I'm a girl - ignored

but honest I believe I'm more then a girl
and girls are more then girls
I think the demeaning of women needs to end




Saturday, September 13, 2025

E-mail to my family in the event they can't or don't understand this bible verse, explaining it to them. Matthew 12:7 "But if ye had known what this meaneth, I will have mercy, and not sacrifice, ye would not have condemned the guiltless." (we need to forgive one another, also god wishes to forgive us - read this post please cause I work up to something).............................this is me talking about having been fully condemned by the apostolic christian church of america told I couldn't become a member ever and am "the worst ever" many times over while I was on the floor at the church crying............elder just stood over me kept saying "your the worst ever" I MIGHT NOT BE "GUILTLESS" PRY NOT..................MY POINT GOD WANTS US TO BE MERCIFUL......................

 E-mail to my family in the event they can't or don't understand this bible verse, explaining it to them. Matthew 12:7 "But if ye had known what this meaneth, I will have mercy, and not sacrifice, ye would not have condemned the guiltless." (we need to forgive one another, also god wishes to forgive us - read this post please cause I work up to something).............................this is me talking about having been fully condemned by the apostolic christian church of america told I couldn't become a member ever and am "the worst ever" many times over while I was on the floor at the church crying............elder just stood over me kept saying "your the worst ever" I MIGHT NOT BE "GUILTLESS" PRY NOT..................MY POINT GOD WANTS US TO BE MERCIFUL......................

ps though if you can't understand the bible...........

But if ye had known what this meaneth, I will have mercy, and not sacrifice, ye would not have condemned the guiltless.
that god wishing us to have mercy on each other
and also god prefers to have mercy upon us then sacrifice...........................not wearing jewelry, or makeup, and only x x x dress suits and if you a guy of the apostolic christian church of america your hair has to be cut a certain way THAT'S THEM DOING SACRIFICE
THEY OVER THERE DOING SACRIFICE I ain't 100 I'm "guiltless" but not as guilty as they made me out to be "ye would not have condemned the guiltless" they over there condemning people that god wants to show mercy to GOD IS MERCIFUL PEOPLE SHOULD BE ALLLLLLLLLLLLLLOWED TO JOIN CHURCHES. -------------- I did complain about being attacked online verbally by apostolic christian church of america members..........and being treated badly in general. (i TALK MORE ABOUT THINGS END THIS POST)
but then take that further...................
churches are condemning the lgbtq many of them

wait i'm just copy and pasteing this on my blog
Put on therefore, as the elect of God, holy and beloved, bowels of mercies, kindness, humbleness of mind, meekness, longsuffering.
my family don't e-mail me I think they all made at me, nobody comments on my blog like ever hardly but to attack me. But still colossians 3:12 says bowels of mercies. 
I'm fully cancelled, maybe some my fault
I do love lucifer and his men and give my life to jesus am trying to but pry stink at it
but bible says
show mercy
do that
and that god wants to have mercy to us
I CAN READ
...............MORE ME TALKING ABOUT HOW I'M VIEWED AS A BISH BECAUSE I'M NOT HAPPY AND JOYOUS WHEN ATTACKED. I'M SUPPOSED TO ENJOY BEING TREATED BADLY BY ALL PEOPLE'S.....................BECAUSE I DON'T THAT MEANS NOT ONLY AM A BISH IN PEOPLE'S MINDS THE ULTIMATE WORSTEST ACCORDING TO ELDER OF APOSTOLIC CHRISTIAN CHURCH OF AMERICA "THAT WORST EVER" THE MOST WORST SATAN WORSHIPPING AWEFUL BISH OF TOTAL WORTHLESS TRASH EVER..........EVER IN ETERNITY.................
NOT WORTHY TO BE LOVED ACCORDING TO THE 1ST OF THE TWO FAMILY MEMBERS THAT THREATENED TO SUE ME i CAN'T SAY THEIR NAMES THEY WILL SUE ME 
I EXPECT THEIR LAWYERS ANY DAY NOW 
MY BROTHER SAID HE'S SUE ME, BRIAN AND MY KIDS TIL WE ARE DESTROYED THAT'S WHAT HE TOLD BRIAN ON THE PHONE "FOR EVERYTHING" TIL WE ARE DESTROYED
And I realize I'm supposed to not only turn the other cheek I'm supposed to let men rape me, beat me, have their babies always even if said babies are missing limbs and important organs republicans don't think abortion is ever ok..........and then I'm supposed to be happy happy happy all the time that's it.
DON'T COMPLAIN
I'M ONLY SUPPOSED TO BE HAPPY 
that's been beated into me real good and that I am a worthless satan worshipping bish because I love satan and jesus both and I dared to complain. 
only worthless bishes complain (but then I'll see other people complain and it's ok when they do it) ---------- because they ain't hated like I am THAT'S WHY
I don't want to live really..........life isn't enjoyable for me..........I try but how much can you enjoy life with no friends, and no family really cause brian's sisters never letted me go to the bars with them I ASKED..........and then to "solve the problem" they just quitted hanging out with each other their hate for me is so extreme or just plain dislike, they quitted hanging out with each other so they wouldn't have to ever hang out with me.
it's miserable being hated by everyone like this I DON'T LIKE IT, AND FURTHER I DON'T EVEN KNOW HOW TO NOT COMPLAIN ABOUT IT -------------- SO I'VE JUST ACCEPTED AND EMBRACED THAT I AM A BISH
AND EVERYONE THINKS I AM A BISH
AND THEY HATE ME FOR JESUS CAUSE I AM A BISH

Sunday, August 24, 2025

Bob Joyce's (probably elvis) sermon tonight he's right! We find mercy from god, cause we ARE MERCIFUL. That's why to forgive a brother!!!!!!!!!!! That we, that I be forgiven BY GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Matthew 6:14 "For if ye forgive men their trespasses, your heavenly Father will also forgive you:" I once complained a lot...........you notice I don't complain so much - let it gooooooooooooo, let it gooooooooooooo...............I let it gooooooooooooo.......................................

Update 8/25/2025...........https://www.reuters.com/world/middle-east/israel-hits-gaza-hospital-killing-least-20-people-including-five-journalists-2025-08-25/

Gaza Soup Kitchen

https://www.paypal.com/US/fundraiser/charity/5327477

 Bob Joyce's (probably elvis) sermon tonight he's right! We find mercy from god, cause we ARE MERCIFUL. That's why to forgive a brother!!!!!!!!!!! That we, that I be forgiven BY GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Matthew 6:14 "For if ye forgive men their trespasses, your heavenly Father will also forgive you:" I once complained a lot...........you notice I don't complain so much - let it gooooooooooooo, let it gooooooooooooo...............I let it gooooooooooooo.......................................

bob joyce sermon I'm listening to tonight...........

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OcJAylVUOyk

taylor swift sings "shake it off"!!!!!!!!!!!!

Matthew 6:15 "But if ye forgive not men their trespasses, neither will your Father forgive your trespasses." Let it goooooooooooooooo. I recommend focusing instead on something positive around you. 
Philippians 4:8 "Finally, brethren, whatsoever things are true, whatsoever things are honest, whatsoever things are just, whatsoever things are pure, whatsoever things are lovely, whatsoever things are of good report; if there be any virtue, and if there be any praise, think on these things." 
  For me a lot of that is diet, pilates, the bible is positive mostly I feel. Today I did pilates though my right knee is conking out on me again. 
people might get mad hearing this
but I really enjoyed the black moon last night
I woke up so refreshed (my knee is in pain, but other then that I feel great!!!!!!!!!!!) 
that black moon was soooooooooooooooo relaxing
tootles
🌑💓💓💓💓💓💓💓
brian's going to massage my knee - who knows if that'll help?????????
2 days in a row my knee started locking up
and then it became painful

Wednesday, August 13, 2025

Your bullies, those weak sheep that decided to triffle with you.... they will want mercy soon, THEY'LL WANT TO LIVE. Matthew 18:35 "So likewise shall my heavenly Father do also unto you, if ye from your hearts forgive not every one his brother their trespasses." Got a bible study journal today and began bible studying proper..........................

My trying to get people to care about the dieing muslims in gaza doesn't seem to be helping, but I won't give up!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
https://www.reuters.com/world/middle-east/israel-pounds-gaza-city-123-dead-last-24-hours-2025-08-13/
Bible says "do unto others as you'd have done unto you" well if I was dieing bad in gaza, I'd want muslims to fight for my life to!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Gaza Soup Kitchen
https://www.paypal.com/US/fundraiser/charity/5327477
Your bullies, those weak sheep that decided to triffle with you, they will want mercy soon. THEY WILL WANT TO LIVE. Matthew 18:35 "So likewise shall my heavenly Father do also unto you, if ye from your hearts forgive not every one his brother their trespasses."...................LUCIFER AND HIS PEOPLE AND HIS MEN LOVES YOU ALL <B <B <B (SHERI THAT IS DIABOLICAL - I never claimed to be anything but a christian TURD). Iniquity will abound and the love of many shall grow cold it's in the bible I didn't iniquity myself!!!!!!!!! And cold myself!!!!!!! I was put in the christian freezer xoxoxoxoxo Matthew 24:12 "And because iniquity shall abound, the love of many shall wax cold." Bought a bible journal book thing today, need jesus a ton, cause I like to be coooooooooooooooold................saved and cold that's the goal : )..............
3rd try to load this post
I don't know what's going on
god will smite...................
Matthew 18:34-35 "And his lord was wroth, and delivered him to the tormentors, till he should pay all that was due unto him. So likewise shall my heavenly Father do also unto you, if ye from your hearts forgive not every one his brother their trespasses." Even if my family decides to sue me, or others, I can forgive, ya no problem..............god will smite. 
 That is what I'm bible studying tonight I bought a journal...............
hopefully this will load up
this was a much better blog post before but it kept erasing everything I typed and refusing to post it due to a invalid link???????????
I love god. 
💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓
I love lucifer to 💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓 they smite good 💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓
I risking this post I want this song on this post dang it............
For to long the body of christ has peandered to the "not sick" 
if you are sick
or were sick
of course you'd want god and or lucifer to ooze organs out of your enemies bodies at least every now and then 
Mark 2:17
When Jesus heard it, he saith unto them, They that are whole have no need of the physician, but they that are sick: I came not to call the righteous, but sinners to repentance.




Monday, June 16, 2025

Holdin grudges is so "low vibrational" your like so forgiven by me all my enemies is even the apostolic christian church of america ones ya surrrrrrrre thing 👍👍👍👍👍👍. Like the family member that wanted to sue me my husband and kids according to brian that's what he screamed to brian on the phone til I edited 1 blog post that had merely public info on it. (which doens't === me feeling safe in my family at all, and I don't) FORGIVEN. But I digress, I am a skateboarder, us skateboaders we ride life........................the past is past...............................(I'm more a scooter rider these days, but I used to skateboard off of merry go rounds, etc. and one day I went off the high school roof I am pretty 100% that's what I did, ended up in the hospital --------- whole day of morphine me hitting the morphine button ----------------- like some organ bleed some, bruised some, but was ok ------------- 3 entire bags of morphine later they cuttted me off - but by then I was ready to go to sleep...feeling great to).............................I'm saying I gots "skateboarder cred"...............

 Just cut my naturally curly hair, the "bixie" haircut - it worked.............








Holdin grudges is so "low vibrational" your like so forgiven by me all my enemies is even the apostolic christian church of america ones ya surrrrrrrre thing 👍👍👍👍👍👍. Like the family member that wanted to sue me my husband and kids according to brian that's what he screamed to brian on the phone til I edited 1 blog post that had merely public info on it. (which doens't === me feeling safe in my family at all, and I don't) FORGIVEN. But I digress, I am a skateboarder, us skateboaders we ride life........................the past is past...............................(I'm more a scooter rider these days, but I used to skateboard off of merry go rounds, etc. and one day I went off the high school roof I am pretty 100% that's what I did, ended up in the hospital --------- whole day of morphine me hitting the morphine button ----------------- like some organ bleed some, bruised some, but was ok ------------- 3 entire bags of morphine later they cuttted me off - but by then I was ready to go to sleep...feeling great to).............................I'm saying I gots "skateboarder cred"...............

I lived that internal organs bleeding

3 bags of morphine life!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Matthew 6:14-15 "For if ye forgive men their trespasses, your heavenly Father will also forgive you: But if ye forgive not men their trespasses, neither will your Father forgive your trespasses."
but like not feeling safe in your family is like not feeling safe in your family
you can forgive you family and keep a safe distance cause they don't feel safe
Matthew 6:10-12 "Thy kingdom come, Thy will be done in earth, as it is in heaven. Give us this day our daily bread.  And forgive us our debts, as we forgive our debtors."
god's will
god's kingdom
involves MERCY
Luke 6:34-36 "And if ye lend to them of whom ye hope to receive, what thank have ye? for sinners also lend to sinners, to receive as much again. But love ye your enemies, and do good, and lend, hoping for nothing again; and your reward shall be great, and ye shall be the children of the Highest: for he is kind unto the unthankful and to the evil. Be ye therefore merciful, as your Father also is merciful."
plus won't lie
naw
I shook lucifer's hand before I came to earth
and it's hidden in the binding contract albeit that is invisible with that handshake
that I'll forgive
move on
don't dwell on the bad things that have happened to me
honest
....................
think I'm fitting to buy a better scooter 💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓


Monday, April 14, 2025

Mercy - that is why I am every mans "dream girl" not because I cook, not because I clean much, NOT BECAUSE I'M A SIZE 0. Mercy that's it. Bible don't talk about "ladies you must be a size 0" like society tells us we need to be. Esther 1:20 "And when the king's decree which he shall make shall be published throughout all his empire, (for it is great,) all the wives shall give to their husbands honour, both to great and small." That don't mean disagreements don't happen, oh they happen, but you work em out, or your willing to work them out, look at the "bright side" my husband for instance cooks all the meals, does the dishes which thank god cause without that my nails would be DEAD....................

Update 4/15/2025 Finally I have a infrared style sauna (one the cheaper zip up little room style types) before I was using a steam sauna but my arthritis is so bad lately. Well today I did my 1st 30 minute session - I take a water bottle in there with me - at 100 degree's. Then I took a shower right afterwards and this is probably going to become my daily ruitine, cause the sauna get's all the impurities out of your skin/body...........then when you shower you end up feeling sooooooooooooooooooo clean. Clean and ALIVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (which is not normally how I feel!!!!!!!!!!!!!) 

my back is still a little in pain today, but I'm about to slather some arthritis cream on my back and I'll be good to go for the day now 😁👍

my latest twilly scarf collection...............(I still have my old twilly scarves - evidentally I purchased them on amazon my older ones 5 years ago - they still look like new)..........

wearing one in my hair today 😁💓💓💓💓💓💓...............................
Gaza Soup Kitchen

https://www.paypal.com/US/fundraiser/charity/5327477

 Mercy - that is why I am every mans "dream girl" not because I cook, not because I clean much, NOT BECAUSE I'M A SIZE 0. Mercy that's it. Bible don't talk about "ladies you must be a size 0" like society tells us we need to be. Esther 1:20 "And when the king's decree which he shall make shall be published throughout all his empire, (for it is great,) all the wives shall give to their husbands honour, both to great and small." That don't mean disagreements don't happen, oh they happen, but you work em out, or your willing to work them out, look at the "bright side" my husband for instance cooks all the meals, does the dishes which thank god cause without that my nails would be DEAD....................

many women they give up TO QUICK PRY...................................most the guys ain't the ones initiating divorce I'm noteful, I pay attention in life, I take notes, I notice what's going on around me

you could hate me for that - most pry do

Guys want a wife!!!!!!!!!!!!! Most em do!!!!!!!!! THEY WANT WHAT YOU HAVE LADIES!!!!!!!!!!!!! (course the ladies know that - so maybe that's why men are deemed as being so "disposable"????????) IT'S NOT A CRIME TO THINK AND MY BRAINS WORK ALWAYS OVERTIME!!!!!!!!!!!!

FACTS most mens lives out there are anniliated, because they don't have a chick like me - that's tragic for them ("time and chance" happeneth to all Ecclesiastes 9:11 "I returned, and saw under the sun, that the race is not to the swift, nor the battle to the strong, neither yet bread to the wise, nor yet riches to men of understanding, nor yet favour to men of skill; but time and chance happeneth to them all.")
   What's your point sheri?????????????????????
Jesus came that we might have life more abundantly
when we show mercy
WE GET MERCY
that is "life more abundantly"
Matthew 5:7 "Blessed are the merciful: for they shall obtain mercy."
John 10:10 "The thief cometh not, but for to steal, and to kill, and to destroy: I am come that they might have life, and that they might have it more abundantly."
   I don't like working to much either. I like my real estate job, working just some..................not to much. Really as a kid I read donald trumps books, I said I wanted to be a librarian while reading donald trumps books so you can math that. I OWN A SMALL FOREST - donald trump also real estate investor like me. 
somedays I feel the bell ringing at the methodist church everytime I step out of the car nearly - like right when I step out of the car OR walking to my car after church is so much stress
but people can't expect much from me
or from ANY OF US
CAUSE WE ARE ALL 
"FAITHFUL IN FEW THINGS" AT THE MOST
that's no madder how "high we put ourselves on a pedastle" whether that's with our job, or looks, or how great of a lady or guy we think we is 
faithful in FEW THINGS........................
His lord said unto him, Well done, thou good and faithful servant: thou hast been faithful over a few things, I will make thee ruler over many things: enter thou into the joy of thy lord.
THERE SHOULD BE ROOM for us to have mercy towards our spouses, our families, our churches, people in general.  --------- I am aware many complain about the church, and many are leaving..............................but what about mercy??????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????
My twilly scarf for today 😁.............(I've figured something out.........you can wear the most ridiculous shirts ---- which thems are my faves ---- add a twilly scarf BAMN CLASSY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!).......................








Monday, April 7, 2025

I'm just letting you know, not only has my love "grown cold" but because I've been attacked and hated over the years whenever I complain about anything, I'm not only not supposed to complain it's been reamed into me let people abuse me, and be glad, be happy about it, if I'm not happy about it they attack me they call me a bish etc. When lucifer's people kill you all Christians on the streets soon - I'm going to be like "smile, praise god, you wouldn't want to be a unthankful bish like I once was"................plot twist I agree with the bible so plot twist.............

current coming out of her my people progress 😁...................

I don't claim to know what real mercy being shown me looks like but I really don't think I've experienced real mercy my whole life yet. IF YOU SHOW MERCY LOVE LOVE TO THE GAZA PEOPLE REAL LOVE.............what goes around comes around.....................

I don't think anybodies shown mercy to me. But bestest show some mercy to someone that's what I'm trying to let you know is a good idea!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! end that war, and help the muslims in gaza good plan I believe.................LOVE THEM...................

Soul of Palestine
https://www.paypal.com/US/fundraiser/charity/5339076

it comes around

I'm just letting you know, not only has my love "grown cold" but because I've been attacked and hated over the years whenever I complain about anything, I'm not only not supposed to complain it's been reamed into me let people abuse me, and be glad, be happy about it, if I'm not happy about it they attack me they call me a bish etc. When lucifer's people kill you all Christians on the streets soon - I'm going to be like "smile, praise god, you wouldn't want to be a unthankful bish like I once was"................plot twist I agree with the bible so plot twist.............

this bit's at the end of this blog post but I'm moving it to the front as well............

John 10:10 "The thief cometh not, but for to steal, and to kill, and to destroy: I am come that they might have life, and that they might have it more abundantly." 

massive plot twist I ain't "disagreeing" with the bible cause it is "life more abundantly" if you are happy, if you aren't living a life of "woes me" and complaining. 

but it is in the bible to be thankful always for everything, even if your abused, according to the bible your supposed to be thankful - happy happy happy.................little morning, but the fruit of the spirit is joy 
Galatians 5:22 "But the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, longsuffering, gentleness, goodness, faith," So happy always, and not only not complain cause you wouldn't be a holy spirit filled good christian headed to heaven then..............but also turn the other cheek LET THEM PUNCH YOU MORE AND BE THANKFUL FOR THAT..............Matthew 5:39 "But I say unto you, That ye resist not evil: but whosoever shall smite thee on thy right cheek, turn to him the other also." Only happy happy happy you can't complain once lucifers men kill you on the streets if you come back alive..................your supposed to flag them down and let them kill you again!!!!!!! PER THE BIBLE! 

AND THAT IS "LIFE MORE ABUNDANTLY!"

Ephesians 5:20 "Giving thanks always for all things unto God and the Father in the name of our Lord Jesus Christ;"
Matthew 5:7 "Blessed are the merciful: for they shall obtain mercy."
I forgive and show mercy the best I can
the best I can
(most days I ain't sure if I'm safe..............cause brian's not just "lightely" chewed me out several times before, but a lot and the kids back him.............last time it was because I got excited about a bible verse and was telling him about how hyped I was about a bible verse - I'm not allowed to speak about the bible to him ever he told me how dare I piece of crap yadda yadda blah blah basically he told me talk to him about the bible) 
"sheri it can't be that bad" 
that's it most the time it ain't 
but every now and then IT'S BAD
it's been bad that bad often enough I'm weary of everyday
but told "be happy" 
smile
turn the other cheek
prasie god
but back to my point
I'm going with lucifer
I fully understand the people turning from god if your life been bad, if you been through some bad shiz.................................................you might would full out try the occult TRY SOMETHING ELSE............TRY ATHEISM MAYBE. I get it. 
I get it. 
Anyways the "game" the body of christ plays on me to this day ain't going to "pan out for them" cause when the time comes for them to be killed bad......................not only am I not going to care really............if they complain to me...........
be thankful
be thankful being murdered bad
turn the other cheek let them kill you again if you happen to come back alive
don't but be happy
Jesus came that you might have John 10:10 "The thief cometh not, but for to steal, and to kill, and to destroy: I am come that they might have life, and that they might have it more abundantly." 

massive plot twist I ain't "disagreeing" with the bible cause it is "life more abundantly" if you are happy, if you aren't living a life of "woes me" and complaining. 
but that's damn hard to do when things are bad
when you literally have nowhere to go - no friends house to go to
nothing
just a fear of when's the next time brians going to chew me out bad or another christian is going to chew me out bad again on my blog cause that's always what happens to me eventually I get chewed out bad. 
...........................lately I'm to in pain to get much done..............................................the arthritis has been really bad
but I'm told 
be happy
be thankful
praise god
all the time
alllllllllllllll the time
and I don't disagree with that idea
except once bad times come to you
I'm gonna tell you all what you all have told me over the years
smile
don't being a complaining bish
praise god
turn the other cheek
mercy mercy mercccccccccccccccccccccccccy
ep you can't complain only mercy all the time and happiness else you stink as a christian and are a bish cause that's what people have told me continually over the years
pssssssssssssssssssssssssss lucifer I love you and accept jesus as my lord and savior..........................................you doing a job...................your men also doing a job I FORGIVE YOU ALL EXCEEDINGLY FOR basically all THEM DAYS I WAS FLUBBING UP TO GET "POSSESSED BAD" 
the harlot ya
"she's a dwelling place for demons" - no hate to lucifer or his men THE OPPOSITE

Revelation 18:2 "And he cried mightily with a strong voice, saying, Babylon the great is fallen, is fallen, and is become the habitation of devils, and the hold of every foul spirit, and a cage of every unclean and hateful bird."
 Ya I know what I'm doing quitting wearing jewelry!
but I love you lucifer and your men forever 💓💓💓💓💓💓 and plentily mercy show for you and your men 💓💓💓💓💓💓
understand........what I'm saying
my rebel butt going with lucifer
"what goes around comes around"
I understand why I must be alone in the body of christ to.........................you know I care that my hair looks nice even if it's in a bun
I'm terrible vain and shallow none of you can afford to be friends with me I understand that your muchhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh better then me - I get it




Wednesday, December 25, 2024

Mercy - leaves room to forgive - mercy doesn't "cancel" """"sinners"""" they have stories bad things pry did happen to them or they made friends with the wrong people 1 Corinthians 15:33 "Be not deceived: evil communications corrupt good manners." And some even feel the need to "revolt" a bit, trapped with strict religious people that don't know how to have fun, and haven't lived for years................

 Mercy - leaves room to forgive - mercy doesn't "cancel" """"sinners"""" they have stories bad things pry did happen to them or they made friends with the wrong people 1 Corinthians 15:33 "Be not deceived: evil communications corrupt good manners." And some even feel the need to "revolt" a bit, trapped with strict religious people that don't know how to have fun, and haven't lived for years................

that saying "so heavenly minded your no earthly good" it's true

if you ban "fun" from me

I'm probably going to want to have fun soon as I get the opportunity..............

mercy though
is the thing to have always
because all people have "stories" 
they have circumstances that lead them to do the things they did bad.......................some them so they say the circumstances was music???????????
don't matter the circumstances
just the idea THEY EXIST
The body of christ THEMSELVES like to portray themselves as so humble and holy sometimes and so awesome
which holiness is real and some are very holy safe to say
BUT THEY ARE LUCKY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
TIME AND CHANCE HAPPENETH TO THEM ALL AND NOT ALL ARE LUCKY LIKE THAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Ecclesiastes 9:11 "I returned, and saw under the sun, that the race is not to the swift, nor the battle to the strong, neither yet bread to the wise, nor yet riches to men of understanding, nor yet favour to men of skill; but time and chance happeneth to them all."
 Now I know eventually some the lucky ones will be hated and killed, that's tragic. I can't do anything about that. Revelation 13:10 "He that leadeth into captivity shall go into captivity: he that killeth with the sword must be killed with the sword. Here is the patience and the faith of the saints."
All I can say is showing mercy or leaving room to show mercy is so very important................
Matthew 5:6-8 "Blessed are they which do hunger and thirst after righteousness: for they shall be filled. Blessed are the merciful: for they shall obtain mercy. Blessed are the pure in heart: for they shall see God."
  Such distressful things are happening to some the people out there, they are hearing voices in their heads, some of them have split personalities, some of them both hear voices in their heads and have split personalities........................
might take a minute
or a few years I mean
for them to even realize they need to repent..........if they did
what you deem as them "sinning" maybe god deems them as "sinning" as well is them trying to cope with baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaad circumstances and/or luck
‧₊˚🎄✩ ₊˚🦌⊹♡

via GIPHY

ps ------------- just because someone don't go to church often or at all don't mean they ain't "super religious" and VERY STRICT AT THAT.............................YIKES
EXTRA YIKES




Monday, November 18, 2024

Urgent message, please do not kill or harm any of the people I mention in my blog THEY DID HELP ACCOMPLISH GOD'S WILL FOR MY LIFE AT THAT TIME Romans 8:28 "And we know that all things work together for good to them that love God, to them who are the called according to his purpose."......................do I get very upset when people aren't nice to me - yes, are people not nice to me all the time also YES.................but it's for a reason...................I'm not supposed to "fit in" I'm supposed to be hated like this...........................

no filter you know what that means - diet success 😁

 Urgent message, please do not kill or harm any of the people I mention in my blog THEY DID HELP ACCOMPLISH GOD'S WILL FOR MY LIFE AT THAT TIME Romans 8:28 "And we know that all things work together for good to them that love God, to them who are the called according to his purpose."......................do I get very upset when people aren't nice to me - yes, are people not nice to me all the time also YES.................but it's for a reason...................I'm not supposed to "fit in" I'm supposed to be hated like this...........................

Horrible things are about to come upon the earth and I think only the very high up in satanism and the very high up in christianity are going to "fair well" when these really bad times finally get here...........probably shortly after lucifer gets here but that's not lucifers fault.................

now isn't the time to "prepare for" but the "time to come".................

Proverbs 31:24-26 "She maketh fine linen, and selleth it; and delivereth girdles unto the merchant. Strength and honour are her clothing; and she shall rejoice in time to come. She openeth her mouth with wisdom; and in her tongue is the law of kindness."
I won't rejoice now
when I'm hated
and people are often very mean to me
but IN THE "TIME TO COME" I WILL REJOICE
Ezekiel 7:11-13 "Violence is risen up into a rod of wickedness: none of them shall remain, nor of their multitude, nor of any of their's: neither shall there be wailing for them. The time is come, the day draweth near: let not the buyer rejoice, nor the seller mourn: for wrath is upon all the multitude thereof. For the seller shall not return to that which is sold, although they were yet alive: for the vision is touching the whole multitude thereof, which shall not return; neither shall any strengthen himself in the iniquity of his life."
  Turns out I have a skill that won't help me right now - but in the future it just might. And I figured out how to make it stronger (with veganism........................I was weaker eating meat DO WHAT YOU WANT EAT WHAT YOU WANT) 
 But you know donating to charities everyday, being the bible everyday these things these actions won't help me now in this time
in this time I am mostly hated
but in the future
I will rejoice
joy comes in the morning...........................
For his anger endureth but a moment; in his favour is life: weeping may endure for a night, but joy cometh in the morning.
everytime I donate to charity
everytime I read my bible
these actions count and they are adding up to something FANTASTICALLY GREAT FOR ME IN MY FUTURE
🎵🎵🎵🎵🎵🎵🎵🎵🎵🎵🎵🎵🎵🎵🎵🎵🎵🎵🎵🎵🎵🎵🎵🎵🎵🎵🎵🎵🎵🎵🎵🎵🎵🎵🎵🎵🎵🎵🎵🎵🎵🎵🎵🎵🎵🎵🎵🎵🎵🎵🎵🎵🎵🎵🎵🎵🎵🎵🎵🎵🎵🎵🎵🎵🎵🎵🎵🎵🎵🎵🎵🎵🎵🎵🎵🎵🎵🎵🎵🎵🎵🎵🎵🎵🎵🎵🎵🎵🎵🎵🎵🎵🎵🎵🎵🎵🎵🎵🎵🎵🎵🎵🎵🎵🎵🎵🎵🎵🎵🎵🎵🎵🎵🎵🎵🎵🎵🎵🎵🎵🎵🎵🎵🎵🎵🎵🎵🎵🎵🎵🎵🎵🎵🎵🎵🎵🎵🎵🎵🎵🎵🎵🎵🎵
Be ye therefore merciful, as your Father also is merciful.
your forgiven by me
Mahwah Muslims Inc
https://www.paypal.com/US/fundraiser/charity/5001774