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Wednesday, May 30, 2018

In this post I'm weighing in on the question was Rosanne Barr getting fired a good idea. This has sparked some discussion in my house and I can see it's sparked discussion online as well......................................

In this post I'm weighing in on the question was Rosanne Barr getting fired a good idea. This has sparked some discussion in my house and I can see it's sparked discussion online as well.

   Freedom of speech, I believe maybe should have limits.
   Two members of my household are real upset with ABC for firing Rosanne Barr (now I think they could've instead docked her pay instead for a few months........................some other kind of punishment if you will for her rascist remarks)
  Because the holocaust happened, slavery happened..................................both of these events started out with some people saying some rascist things about jews, and african american's IT STARTED OUT WITH SPEECH WITH WHAT PEOPLE WERE SAYING AND THEN IT MORPHED INTO SOMETHING ELSE!
   Colossians 4:6 "Let your speech be always with grace, seasoned with salt, that ye may know how ye ought to answer every man." Grace is love for people, grace is also mercy at times for people. Like I ain't saying it's wrong to have a "complaint" against someone right.......................always have love, love in ones words, and um a willingness to show mercy that hopefully comes out in your words as well.
   But Colossians 4:6 is me detouring a bit. Words matter!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I believe ABC knows this! Matthew 17:20 "And Jesus said unto them, Because of your unbelief: for verily I say unto you, If ye have faith as a grain of mustard seed, ye shall say unto this mountain, Remove hence to yonder place; and it shall remove; and nothing shall be impossible unto you." Words can be POWERFUL!
  Words can either build up, or they can destroy! (there is a time for rebuke though Proverbs 27:5
"Open rebuke is better than secret love." which very much can be a act of love for some person or another and I further even believe that rosanne being fired is a act of love...................that it is ABC's way of saying "rosanne this isn't good all this rascist talk please go get some counseling" basically.............could be ABC should've handled that in a different way, though they didn't have many options that I can see, they had fire her, and maybe truelly that is the only option ------- docking her pay she might've sued them then).
   I think ABC did the right thing. I hope Rosanne Barr can get counseling, and get to speaking better about other races..............and then I hope she'll be able to get work again.
   I know people out there are like "but what about freedom of speech"???????? But when speech could potentially harm another race of people................it shouldn't be ok in that event!
   If reading this bible exert puts the fear of god in people going to my blog that is alright cause we pry should fear god. In this bit of the bible Deuteronomy 1:27 the jewish people were murmuring SPEAKING WORDS.............and god heard them....................................................and they were "dinged" verse 35 below...............................................(so ABC is not doing anything that god himself didn't once do.................just sayin).........................
Deuteronomy 1

27 And ye murmured in your tents, and said, Because the Lord hated us, he hath brought us forth out of the land of Egypt, to deliver us into the hand of the Amorites, to destroy us.

28 Whither shall we go up? our brethren have discouraged our heart, saying, The people is greater and taller than we; the cities are great and walled up to heaven; and moreover we have seen the sons of the Anakims there.

29 Then I said unto you, Dread not, neither be afraid of them.

30 The Lord your God which goeth before you, he shall fight for you, according to all that he did for you in Egypt before your eyes;

31 And in the wilderness, where thou hast seen how that the Lord thy God bare thee, as a man doth bear his son, in all the way that ye went, until ye came into this place.

32 Yet in this thing ye did not believe the Lord your God,

33 Who went in the way before you, to search you out a place to pitch your tents in, in fire by night, to shew you by what way ye should go, and in a cloud by day.

34 And the Lord heard the voice of your words, and was wroth, and sware, saying,

35 Surely there shall not one of these men of this evil generation see that good land, which I sware to give unto your fathers.

   Good words you know can be great though Proverbs 16:24 "Pleasant words are as an honeycomb, sweet to the soul, and health to the bones."
   Facts the words we all say impact the people around us, and they could impact possibly God's plans for us in our lives??????? Words are important.
   Whether you are christian or not.............................words should matter. You wouldn't probably want for instance to hang around a bunch of cussing people..........cause then you might end up cussing a lot! 1 Corinthians 15:33 "Be not deceived: evil communications corrupt good manners."
   Story time: Back when I just got out of college I had a potty mouth............and my work told me to not cuss please use other words instead...................well my make believe words ended up worse then cuss words and they changed their minds and allowed me to cuss again (sad to say this is a true story).
   But I learned oh, don't watch filthy potty mouth tv shows for instance! My work probably didn't want to be "potty mouthers"!
   Words can impact the jobs you get, the friends you get, all kinds of things. I think we aren't loosing freedom of speech which is people's worries out there. Instead I think freedom of speech should definately have boundaries.
   I gonna say it, I shouldn't of been cussing at work ------------ I shouldn't of been cussing outside of work either, but especially not at work. I don't cuss no more.........except on very rare occasions and I'm working hard to not do that no more even on the rare occasion. Instead I say "dang it" I feel "dang it" is a good word..................like say you stubbed your toe your very upset "DANG IT" -------- feels good to yell out dang it real loud.
   My favorite coldplay song comes to mind instantly.........which has monkeys dancing in the music video..........well we ain't monkey's we are humans. I can't say how "degraded" some people out there would get if allowed to say or do whatever they wanted always? Let's not find out.
   I'm alive again thanks to jesus 👍 (I pry did once at least kill myself with my potty mouth --- mostly it's gone, I hard at work not even if something real bad happens..........stick with dang it, that's my plans)

Have a great day!
LOVE




Saturday, May 26, 2018

Is Jesus fully God - my take on things. 1 Timothy 3:16 "And without controversy great is the mystery of godliness: God was manifest in the flesh, justified in the Spirit, seen of angels, preached unto the Gentiles, believed on in the world, received up into glory."..............................

Jesus is god, god says jesus is god in Hebrews 1:8..........but in my mind up until that Hebrews 1:8 time in eternity, jesus up til that time god says He's god...........he is in my mind the "son of god" BUT MOST CHRISTIANS APPEAR TO BELIEVE JESUS IS GOD LIKE RIGHT NOW (are we really going to say god came in the flesh and was tempted ARE WE REALLY GOING TO SAY GOD WAS TEMPTED?)...........................God almighty!!!!!!!!!!!
Isaiah 55:7-9 "Let the wicked forsake his way, and the unrighteous man his thoughts: and let him return unto the Lord, and he will have mercy upon him; and to our God, for he will abundantly pardon. For my thoughts are not your thoughts, neither are your ways my ways, saith the Lord. For as the heavens are higher than the earth, so are my ways higher than your ways, and my thoughts than your thoughts."

  God who's thoughts are so higher then ours we can't even think like Him!!!!!!!!!!
  Website talking about bible verses that prove jesus isn't god https://www.interfaith.org/community/threads/11508/ (but that isn't necessarily AT ALL  a denying of the trinity mind you.......................god, jesus, and the holy spirit can be 3 separate entities and still plenty be ONE)
  Of great note in my mind..................
John 5:30 "By myself, I can do nothing: I judge only as I hear, and my judgment is just, for I seek not to please myself but him who has sent me."
Mark 10:18 "Why do you call me good? No one is good, except God alone."
John 17:21-23 ". . .that all of them may be one, Father, just as you are in me and I am in you. May they also be in us so that the world may believe that you have sent me. . ..that they may be one as we are one: I in them and you in me."
  God calls jesus god here..................................in verse 8 "........But unto the Son he saith, Thy throne, O God, is for ever and ever..............".....................

Hebrews 1

1 God, who at sundry times and in divers manners spake in time past unto the fathers by the prophets,

2 Hath in these last days spoken unto us by his Son, whom he hath appointed heir of all things, by whom also he made the worlds;

3 Who being the brightness of his glory, and the express image of his person, and upholding all things by the word of his power, when he had by himself purged our sins, sat down on the right hand of the Majesty on high:

4 Being made so much better than the angels, as he hath by inheritance obtained a more excellent name than they.

5 For unto which of the angels said he at any time, Thou art my Son, this day have I begotten thee? And again, I will be to him a Father, and he shall be to me a Son?

6 And again, when he bringeth in the firstbegotten into the world, he saith, And let all the angels of God worship him.

7 And of the angels he saith, Who maketh his angels spirits, and his ministers a flame of fire.

8 But unto the Son he saith, Thy throne, O God, is for ever and ever: a sceptre of righteousness is the sceptre of thy kingdom.

sooooooooooooooo with one eyebrow cocked in the air real good. Jesus is god...........but like I said til this Hebrews 1:8 time happens, in my mind, he is up til then, the "son of god". Jesus isn't coronated god by god officially yet. In the bible what did god say......................Matthew 3:17 "And lo a voice from heaven, saying, This is my beloved Son, in whom I am well pleased." He did not say jesus is god, until the time frame in Hebrews 1:8 which is a much later time frame in the future wayyyyyyyyyyyyy out there in the future. 
  But also of NOTE..........................of note................of immense ridiculous note even in verse 8 how is jesus described.......hmmmmmm............"But unto the Son he saith"
BUT UNTO THE SON!
(Oh ya I'm a real detective real good earth!)
your all lucky I exist cause I just done super sloothed these bible verses real good for ya!
 ps............................this is the most noteable website with bible verses prooving jesus is god in my super sleuth detective estimation...............................
http://bugman123.com/Bible/JesusIsGod.html
 Ain't none of us christians (real christians) about to become muslims (though I like the muslim people..........but apparently they are headed to hell for sure cause according to John 8:24 cccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccc for you if you don't believe jesus is god)............................................
John 8:24 "I said therefore unto you, that ye shall die in your sins: for if ye believe not that I am he, ye shall die in your sins." ps..............."I am he" means god probably --------- many other parts of the bible when jesus says "I am" he's saying He's god. At the very least I'd imagine you'd have to believe jesus is much more then just a "prophet" or even some "high end leading prophet" as the muslims appear to believe the lord to be..............they seem to have bumped jesus up a few notches. But he doesn't appear at all to be lord to them, christ, the messiah. GOD! GOD........................................
1 Timothy 3:16 "And without controversy great is the mystery of godliness: God was manifest in the flesh, justified in the Spirit, seen of angels, preached unto the Gentiles, believed on in the world, received up into glory."
   I like muslims, for a few seconds they clean even got me believing jesus wasn't god (just for a few seconds). I often when I'm bored lately, I go type in hijab on you tube and watch the latest tutorials 💋💓👍
  Have a great day!
Shabbat Shalom!
LOVE
Update: today I talked about this issue more, making more "sense of things".................
it appears that most of the body of christ indeed believes jesus was fully god in the flesh.....................I blow the whistle on that............................

"""""""""""""""""ok ok ok ok l am a christian and here I go getting myself in big do do with my people..................here's my take on things, it is blasphemy to say that god could be tempted yet without sin which is what most christians believe the bible says happened to jesus (cause they believe most of them that jesus is fully god in the flesh) Hebrews 4:15 "For we have not an high priest which cannot be touched with the feeling of our infirmities; but was in all points tempted like as we are, yet without sin." The idea that jesus is absolutely god in the flesh has to be BUNK (false) cause god can't be tempted like us he's god!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! So here's my take on things........1 Timothy 3:16 "And without controversy great is the mystery of godliness: God was manifest in the flesh, justified in the Spirit, seen of angels, preached unto the Gentiles, believed on in the world, received up into glory." God "manifested" in the flesh...............means jesus wasn't full out god in the flesh right.................god was able to uhhhhhhh possess jesus and thereby god was "manifest in the flesh" god calls jesus repeatedly "his son"...........he does though call his son god but much later in the bible I blog about that Hebrews 1:8 -------- I tried to grapple with this issue on my blog I had a hard time https://givingittogod.blogspot.com/2018/05/jesus-is-god-1-timothy-316-and-without.html ------------- god absolutely can't be tempted to sin like the rest of us He absolutely can't. (ps I am a hijabi however that is spelled these days : )"""""""""""""


if you do not believe jesus came in the flesh, you is a anti christ the bible says...................well if you say jesus is fully god and fully jesus...................then you are basically saying jesus didn't come in the flesh.
flesh
is not god
god is god
and flesh is flesh
jesus is the "son of god" that god is eventually going to call god..........................um and that's a FACT

Thursday, May 24, 2018

I'm glad I'm not a successful marilyn monroe impersonator..........fame is a trap (not to say all the famous are necessarily "trapped") but it definately I think is a trap of pride etc..................it's actually better to be a nobody!.....................

I'm glad I'm not a successful marilyn monroe impersonator..........fame is a trap (not to say all the famous are necessarily "trapped") but it definately I think is a trap of pride etc..................it's actually better to be a nobody! 1 John 2:16
  Hid with christ as the bible says. Psalm 83:3 "They have taken crafty counsel against thy people, and consulted against thy hidden ones." Colossians 3:3 "For ye are dead, and your life is hid with Christ in God." Most the whole earth is pretty hid in my estimation. But I definately 100% believe you could be pretty active, vocal on the internet and be rather hidden at the same time. Colossians 3:3 ".....................your life is hid with Christ in God" You could even be a celebrity and truelly have your life, your real life hid with christ in god (that's extremely possible).
  But back to my point, fame it might be a trap. I like Tyler Joseph the singer of 21 pilots have in my head/heart somewhere "bowed" down the concepts of "fame" and "success". I mean a slew! From a young age, kids are programmed to seriously idolize celebrities, and to want to be like them, and have lots of money.
  And I like that in this music video written on the 2 people's jumpers is the words "success" and "fame" -------- if fame isn't what you are "bowing down" to, you likely have at least some bowed down to in the past anyways to "success". I went to college for a whole 5 years and got a Bachelors of Science in Art cause my parents were so insistant that a college degree === success. They wanted me to be very, very, very successful (which is fine).
   
  I even remember the day I graduated from college, and just sitting there thinking to myself "this is it, I'm about to be so rich and successful, and live the lifestyles of the rich and famous". I reaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaalllllllllllllllllllllllllllly believed that! I was so sure that that was IT, my days of being a peon normal earthling "commoner" were OVER. ---------- If I'm incriminating myself with this confession what can I do it's the truth, that's honest the thoughts that went on in my brains the day I graduated from college.
  If you are like me, and have thought "ahhhhhhhh I need to be so famous etc" or so "successful", it's good to sit back for a second and think about that...................not that either one of those things are bad in of themselves. But "fame" and "success" these things can become god's in of themselves to bow down to I believe. 

   Exodus 20:3 "Thou shalt have no other gods before me."
NONE
  Sidenote I pry won't be posting up any marilyn monroe pics for awhile, cause I wearing my tichel much more these days, cause yesterday I had a "online experience" I wish to not repeat. I'm very married, not into that stuffs. 
   Though go ahead and make me a celebrity world. Cause I think I could handle it! Ya, I think I wouldn't let it get to my brains...............I'm cured. I know the truth...............people are people. Celebrities...................they are people. 
the people you see walking down the street..........................they are people
donald trump.........................he is a person
queen elizabeth..................................she is a person
I know this might all come as a shock to hear this. Telling the truth right now, these is facts. 
Have a great week earth!
LOVE
I need to be rich though, honest I believe I do. I need like a billion vacations. Like a billion!

   

Friday, May 18, 2018

I've decided god may want me to be a marilyn monroe impersonator....I fully believe there is a real reason that I look like marilyn monroe............................

I've decided god may want me to be a marilyn monroe impersonator....I fully believe there is a real reason that I look like marilyn monroe. God could lead us fellow followers of jesus..............all kinds of places in life.
  There have been days where I've worried "am I being judged right now". Men aren't the thing to fear!!!!!!!!!!!!! God is!!!!!!!! And if you are in "the will of god" for you life...........then that is the place to be! Matthew 10:28 "And fear not them which kill the body, but are not able to kill the soul: but rather fear him which is able to destroy both soul and body in hell."
  And if I was to be billions honest right now..................ya I prefer most days walking around looking smack like marilyn monroe. Not that I don't like the tichels, for me though they compliment the marilyn monroe thing.............regaleness, A QUEEN! Classy! BIG TIME!
  I learned long time ago, you want people to treat you well, carry yourself "in a way" --- I'm saying dress classy, walk real tall.
   It's even a sticky note to the world...................world you very much do only want to pay me 20 cents less to the dollar then men and in that you want to belittle me.............................but I am a queen!
   You cannot belittle a queen!
  I am a queen, and I will not let nobody on the earth forget that I am a queen, everytime I step out of my door!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (ps.............I believe there was something to this idea in marilyn monroe's outlook on life to, she very much did walk around in real life and in the movies regal)


Queens can add more then 1 selfie if they want to #FACTS
  I tellllllllllllllllllll you world men can go ahead, have the "authority" ------------ but I am a queen!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  1 Timothy 2:12 "But I suffer not a woman to teach, nor to usurp authority over the man, but to be in silence."
 I do not need a job though ------------- I am a queen! But that said, god could use me as a "marilyn monroe impersonator" I am not into limiting god............not into limiting what god can do in my life!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
   Who knows if god will use this marilyn monroe impersonating stuffs? Maybe He already is?
   Many stories in the bible where god used people in "unique ways" sampson, joseph, well those two really stick out in my mind. Those are the two people in the bible I most relate to.
  Nothing much spectacular about joseph or sampson in a way, both them were like just guys you know. That god enabled to do great things!
   Though god is totally going to use this marilyn monroe look alike stuffs ---------- I'm sure of it! And I ordered a new marilyn monroe wig, cause my real hair won't take a curl very easy...........so I'm about be able to look even more like marilyn. (and I gave up on fake eyelashes..................can't hardly put them on my eyelashes right, you know how idiotic photo's look with crooked eyelashes.........a lot, instead I put in a thick cat eye and extra mascara and I feel that is very effective)
   There is a point to this here blog post.........don't limit god in your lives, cause you never know if god don't want you to be also the next "sampson" or "joseph"??????
   God may very well have some huge plans for some of you out there, and god is able to use a person in many ways in this life.......................muscle, looks, getting arrested such a joseph..........many many many many ways. That's a real point I have in this blog post. I think sometimes we all get in our heads that we are in control of our lives, or that, this is it, what we are doing now in our lives "that's it". God could have allllllllllllllllll kinds of stuffs planned for us in our futures in reality!
  You never know! Well I know, I totally am a joseph, ya more joseph then sampson though I do get really buff sometimes.
  I like the title of this song "the script" There is a "script" people like to put upon each other. When I was a kid more then once I heard my own friends making fun of me (they didn't know I heard them but I did) some of them thought I'd amount to nothing.
   I am not the writter of my own script, god is, and my writer of my script is a very good writer!  Jeremiah 29:11 "For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, saith the Lord, thoughts of peace, and not of evil, to give you an expected end."
  I am not a loser! With jesus I am a winner! And my life isn't over yet, and none you know what god is going to do with me............He can do mighty things many mighty mighty things. (not for my sake though, for His glories sake!)

  We've all been given "scripts" in life that don't appear to be in our "favour" in some way or another......................don't give up!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Champions don't ever give up....................Matthew 24:13 "But he that shall endure unto the end, the same shall be saved." (champions might be sidelined from the sport they were in...........but in general we don't give up)
  I'm determined to suffer with christ partake in his suffers for sure! Not wearing nailpolish, not wearing jewelry (besides a baseball necklace I've been wearing cause germanium is in it, and it can help with asthma and I have been breathing good since wearing it!).
  Marilyn Monroe said everyone should have a chance to sparkle (or something to that effect) I agree with this. You all have "gifts" from god. You all are meant to "shine" in someway on this here earth!

Matthew 25

14 For the kingdom of heaven is as a man travelling into a far country, who called his own servants, and delivered unto them his goods.
15 And unto one he gave five talents, to another two, and to another one; to every man according to his several ability; and straightway took his journey.
16 Then he that had received the five talents went and traded with the same, and made them other five talents.
17 And likewise he that had received two, he also gained other two.
18 But he that had received one went and digged in the earth, and hid his lord's money.
19 After a long time the lord of those servants cometh, and reckoneth with them.
NOW GO OUT AND SPARKLE!✨
Have a great week earth!
LOVE




Thursday, May 10, 2018

Somedays I feel that life is trying to punk me..........maybe it is indeed "the devil" trying to make my life a living hell cause I want to live for jesus?..................

Somedays I feel that life is trying to punk me..........maybe it is indeed "the devil" trying to make my life a living hell cause I want to live for jesus?
  Joined my towns band, glad to be playing my flute again. About to go to my 1st band performance. My husband thinks the "set list" from the last practice is the songs we are playing at this parade. Problem with that, is star wars in on it.............I just assumed a "childrens culture parade" wound't have "star wars: the force awakens"
 Is that to mean like the little kids culture "force" is awakening, is that the reason for that song choice????????????????? It hits me as a little odd??????????????
Set list:
National Anthem (Moffitt)
Magnificent Seven
Disney on Parade
Gonna Fly Now
Pinball Wizard
Star Wars" The Force Awakens
Pink Panther (love that one my fave)
Colonel Bogey
Washington Post
USA - Strut
Patriotic favorites

Some that makes good sense. Little kids stuffs makes sense, little kids parade, patriotic stuffs ya makes sense................................................Star Wars the force awakens???????????????????????????????????????????????????????????
  Feeling punked by life at the moment. Could be lucifer is punking me bad right now cause I want to live for jesus.
  Pretty 100% I am literally being punked so bad right now. Like the whole universe went in a room and sat and chatted amongst themselves (how can we make sheri nearly crack and go crazy????????????????? I know............................lets make sure she sits next to the flutist that mostly only plays oboe music cause it's easier ----------- that's hilarious good idea!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)
  And my problem with star wars, and the blues brothers revue is both those songs the brass section behind me, they are so excited they are playing so loud I CAN'T HEAR THE OTHER 5 FLUTES MUCH AT ALL...............and the flutist next to me isn't even playing flute music most of the time she playing oboe music so being able to hear her doesn't help me really.
  Let me put a bible verse with this here post Mark 13:8 "For nation shall rise against nation, and kingdom against kingdom: and there shall be earthquakes in divers places, and there shall be famines and troubles: these are the beginnings of sorrows." The sorrows have began!
  I'm being punked by the universe so bad.
  I don't know if someday I'll be hopefully in heaven, eating a bag of popcorn chuckling about all this someday??????????????????????????
  And I'm scratching my head so bad about my marilyn monroe look alikedness.......................I think I look like marilyn monroe, did I loose my eyesight?????????????????..................................
Nobody wants to hire me yet as a marilyn monroe impersonator. And it's the most puzzling stuffs to me ever. None these photo's read marilyn monroe at all???????????...............................................



Maybe not the last one, but I wanted to throw that one in anyways 😃 I telling you the 100% truth right now world, my knee's hurt to much to do most jobs, I could really use a modeling job right now. 
Serious my knee's are so sore I feel that the universe is punking me! Sitting next to a oboe flute player, not even playing flute music, epic arthritis in both my knee's (only one knee though was officially diagnosed as arthritic by the dr. though, but that was 2-3 months ago). And looking I thought a lot like marilyn monroe and not able to get any modeling work. 
  The whoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooole universe is punking me that is all there is to it! 
 1 Peter 4:12-13 "Beloved, think it not strange concerning the fiery trial which is to try you, as though some strange thing happened unto you: But rejoice, inasmuch as ye are partakers of Christ's sufferings; that, when his glory shall be revealed, ye may be glad also with exceeding joy."
  punked so bad
Enjoy being punked today (1 Peter 4:12-13)!
LOVE
Days like this I even feel that the bible is punking me some. Rejoice when lots of bad stuffs happens to you 1 Peter 4:12-13 it sounds like the bible punking me at this here moment. 
 Apparently world, things could be much worse for me......................thing could actually be going good for me in my life! 
 I am the box in this clip......................
  Being punked so bad "Ace Ventura"!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


Friday, May 4, 2018

In this life, most need jobs, but for me, sometimes "other things" I consider more important then money..........right now getting my husband in shape I'M AFRAID HE'S GOING TO DIE SOON!...............

In this life, most need jobs, but for me, sometimes "other things" I consider more important then money..........right now getting my husband in shape I'M AFRAID HE'S GOING TO DIE SOON! (If that is a statement of a "valley girl" well I said a few blog posts that I am a valley girl!)

The above photo was taken like 2-3 weeks ago. He is like a 2x but 2x shirts are getting tight on him often. For reals..............I AM WAY WORRIED................I look at him, and sure enough his health isn't like withering away it don't look to be. (in my mind he must be a ticking time bomb right now, and he needs I believe to get in mega better shape real quick else................................................)
  So I am not eager to get a job (brian wants me to get a job). If I get a job, my worry is that I'll be to tired at the end of the day, to go biking with brian, or walking our dogs around the dog park, or to the gym!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Philippians 2:4 "Look not every man on his own things, but every man also on the things of others." Do I like to shop?????????????? Ya, I am a girl! But sometimes it's better to buy a bit less, and care about the people around you!!!!!!!!!!!! 
I am worried to death about my husband!
(I really worry his health is about to go south fast if he doesn't get in shape ASAP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)
Go ahead and work a job, but care about the people around you I big time recommend doing this. Jesus didn't come for money, and as followers of jesus, we shouldn't serve money "mammon" but god!!!!!!!!!!! Jesus came to care about people!!!!!!!!!! NOT MONEY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 
   ---------------- valley girl alert...............................I don't know what my husband wants me to get a job so bad for, he told me he was about to get a raise!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (I know thems the words of a valley girl)
Have a great week earth!
LOVE

Tuesday, May 1, 2018

Dear women of the world, especially the ones that want to remove their hijabs, if you wear hair showing, what is to stop you from taking on other customs around you as well such as low necklines?????????????.....................

Dear women of the world, especially the ones that want to remove their hijabs, if you wear hair showing, what is to stop you from taking on other customs around you as well such as low necklines?????????????
  When you wear a tichel or a hijab, something about that there item of clothing, all the sudden (from my experience but I do not believe I am alone in this) those low necklines they don't seem like a good idea anymore (wear a camisole underneath at least).
  Bible says...................................
2 Corinthians 6:17 "Wherefore come out from among them, and be ye separate, saith the Lord, and touch not the unclean thing; and I will receive you."

  If you have your hair showing, if you wear low necklines, I'm maybe even talking about a scoop neckline right now because that is a custom of the people's around us, if you wear pants which I'm starting to become quite the believer that girls should wear dresses and skirts (or as I often do a around knee length dress with leggings underneath). Deuteronomy 22:5 "The woman shall not wear that which pertaineth unto a man, neither shall a man put on a woman's garment: for all that do so are abomination unto the Lord thy God."
  If you dress with scoop neck shirt, and hair all flying in the wind (or even in a bun apostolic christians cause surely the women all around us also wear their hair in buns) How have you "come out from among them" then????????????
 I know I'm sounding like suuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuch a muslim right now. Might've honest might've spent to long watching muslim you tube video's -------------- well there aren't that many jewish ladies putting up you tube video's, and surely not about fashion they surely do not put up much on fashion. The muslims they got the modest fashion down pat!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I weez from them often!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
  This new realization of which I have come across that I need to "come out from among them" might even lead me to delete my bodyspace account (which I deleted many photo's and only like maybe 5 are left where I deemed myself dressing modest enough ----------- and that really does loose the idea of a bodyspace account cause you can't much see my muscles in those 5 photo's). I might delete allllllllllllll kinds of photo's on my instagram - that's a really tuff decision for me to make, worked so hard to take those photo's of myself looking like marilyn monroe. And am mega considering getting rid of my gym membership which is huuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuge, cause all I can do wearing a tichel is zumba (most the aerobic classes involve stuffs not so tichel friendly -------- well I'm the only girl wearing a tichel in my whole town!!!!!!!!!!!!).
   "come out from among them" doesn't mean, wear skimpy clothing and get your hair did up nice and wear lots of makeup etc. etc. and be just like the ladies around us!
  Now clearly I am not a apostolic christian church of america - ian, I do believe you wear a tichel or a hijab, you can wear some makeup and you are still ------------- having separated yourself from society around you! I really believe that, I have experience I have a few years of experience!
  But maybe, maybe for the apostolic christian church of america (what am I doing saying nice things about them????????? They appear to completely hate me..............what on earth am I even doing right now???????) my theory is, they refuse to wear any makeup not even mascara, and that is their way of "come out from among them, and be ye separate" ----------- my theory though I have no proof of this and I like to be a bit of a girl, I like to be a bit girl. I find that bun stuffs and no makeup stuffs to not be "feminine" enough for my personal um preference. 
  Be a girl === A+ am I not right fellow ladies????????
  But as I said in one blog post "different strokes for different folks" what works for one group of people might not be what works for another. ------------- If IF the apostolic christian church of america women, never wear scoop neck t-shirts, none that low neckline buisiness, IF they keep skirts on or dresses that COVER THEIR THIGHS THAT I PEGGED IN THE BIBLE IS SO IMPORTANT! 
Isaiah 47:1-3 "Come down, and sit in the dust, O virgin daughter of Babylon, sit on the ground: there is no throne, O daughter of the Chaldeans: for thou shalt no more be called tender and delicate. Take the millstones, and grind meal: uncover thy locks, make bare the leg, uncover the thigh, pass over the rivers. Thy nakedness shall be uncovered, yea, thy shame shall be seen: I will take vengeance, and I will not meet thee as a man."
  Then they could be successful the apostolic christian church of america women, not as successful as tichel wearing womens or hijab wearing womens though in my estimation, because I believe having ones head covered is a even more thourough heeding of 2 Corinthians 6:17.............."come out from among them"!!!!!!!!!!!!!
   So in god's eye's it is possible, the apostolic christian church of america can barely be "kosher" in god's eye's, I do believe it is possible. 
  But what their women want to be such tom girls for??????????????????????????????
  Have they not seen the cute muslim fashion out there??????????????????????????????? - things I wonder. 
 I like this song it's cute............................
Have a great week earth!
LOVE