It's ok I'm not "valued" it don't look to be by other christians Luke 17:21 "Neither shall they say, Lo here! or, lo there! for, behold, the kingdom of God is within you." IT'S WITHIN MAN IT'S WITHIN. (I'm saying I don't have to fear being hated by maybe absolutely everyone, I'm not going to spiritually ko and die over, I PRAY, I READ THE BIBLE, most the time I merely listen to sermons - THE KINGDOM OF HEAVEN IS WITHIN US)...............

ps.................likely not tithing this week, due to us spending $100 on bunco night fundraiser for daycare/school thing related to methodist church we go to..................that's a chunk of change.

It's ok I'm not "valued" it don't look to be by other christians Luke 17:21 "Neither shall they say, Lo here! or, lo there! for, behold, the kingdom of God is within you."  IT'S WITHIN MAN IT'S WITHIN. (I'm saying I don't have to fear being hated by maybe absolutely everyone, I'm not going to spiritually ko and die over, I PRAY, I READ THE BIBLE, most the time I merely listen to sermons - THE KINGDOM OF HEAVEN IS WITHIN US)............... 

   Just got back from watching "wildwood" very good movie - my take away from that movie as far as "the moral" is "the good" is worth fighting for, the good of keeping your family unit together........the good of keeping your community together that to............THOUGH AT TIMES THE WAR IS FIERCE......................(especially if your trans right now)..........................many people came recently to my trans sons defense/aid the heart of portland is still strong xoxoxoxoxoxo...................................
Luke 17:20-22 "And when he was demanded of the Pharisees, when the kingdom of God should come, he answered them and said, The kingdom of God cometh not with observation: Neither shall they say, Lo here! or, lo there! for, behold, the kingdom of God is within you. And he said unto the disciples, The days will come, when ye shall desire to see one of the days of the Son of man, and ye shall not see it."

"The days will come, when ye shall desire to see one of the days of the Son of man, and ye shall not see it" -------------------- we there IT'S DARK IN THE BODY OF CHRIST THAT THING HAS GONE PITCH BLACK FROM MY PERSPECTIVE

......IT'S SO DARK RIGHT NOW

1 our new neighbors we ain't said hi to them they ain't said hi to us never see them to say hi to them --------- they've lived next door to us a few months now............I think the days are dark. 

(our new neighbor is probably safe to say plenty nice just buisy people are buisy --------- but buisyness is a sort of darkness upon the earth in my estimation).......................

Ephesians 5:16 "Redeeming the time, because the days are evil."

I love you christians, and non-christians (they sang a if you don't have love you tingle like a cymbal song at church today and didn't ring the bells again when I got out the car ((what they used to do all the time)) --------- I feel alone and neglected more then ever...................brian always sits with old people at the post church lunch time and I was polite while they showed their family and vacation pics to each other) does it sound aweful? Ya for me it's aweful.....................donating money to vancouver heights united methodist church in doing that "loving in deed and in truth" NOT A CLANG CYMBAL.........................they have a lot of old people that vacation a lot I can't relate to them at all me and brian maybe go on 1-2 vacations a year that's it and they aren't ever the "relaxing kind"...................and the younger people there in their minds I'm likely to old for them it's a real "scenario" not in my favour and then it looks to be I get blaimed for not loving them.............................

 me at church proof I was at church indeed...............I'm big on "receipts" while everyone is hating on me for their lord jesus christ.................

I love you christians, and non-christians (they sang a if you don't have love you tingle like a cymbal song at church today and didn't ring the bells again when I got out the car ((what they used to do all the time)) --------- I feel alone and neglected more then ever...................brian always sits with old people at the post church lunch time and I was polite while they showed their family and vacation pics to each other) does it sound aweful? Ya for me it's aweful.....................donating money to vancouver heights united methodist church in doing that "loving in deed and in truth" NOT A CLANG CYMBAL.........................they have a lot of old people that vacation a lot I can't relate to them at all me and brian maybe go on 1-2 vacations a year that's it and they aren't ever the "relaxing kind"...................and the younger people there in their minds I'm likely to old for them it's a real "scenario" not in my favour and then it looks to be I get blaimed for not loving them.............................

(turn up volume to hear evp's from Lucifer, Satan, the Devil ---- but you don't have to turn up the volume at all really) 💓💓💓💓💓💓💓...............................

yep this is not enough traffic to my blog to have any "worth" to the united methodist church it looks to be.................I'm just a piece of crap they need to pray that I finally die or leave their church so that they won't be bothered by my presence.....................

"they love you when your on all the covers when your not then they love another" - Marilyn Manson 

I'll be ok, this just isn't my time "to win"

it's so sad most the body of christ thinks they going to live

they think they are going to dine with lucifers people

it's probably a very small amount of christians that will experience that

a small

very merciful group of christians

a RARE group of christians

I'm not talking "word of mouth mercy" for many churches speak about being merciful

I'm talking about the real thing

gotta go

I am fake chippery around brian all the time and I'm unable to stop I was brain washed to be that way (I'm literally unable to stop it, so brainwashed that if I was unessesarily grumpy to many days or to often, I am full brainwashed that god would smite me dead or harm me somehow, my whole life told fear god fear god fear god and in that also being told be the chipper wife baby voice always real good) I nauseate myself with it. And I been watching "fundies" fundamental fundy christians on tiktok and I CAN RELATE TO ALL THAT. Even though I wear pants most the time, modest way, but pants most days, usually long shirts and pants. Off current topic but - I turns out got to be "plant based" but you know I shouldn't be "so bummed out about it" plant based eating still means I care about the animals..................

 I am fake chippery around brian all the time and I'm unable to stop I was brain washed to be that way (I'm literally unable to stop it, so brainwashed that if I was unessesarily grumpy to many days or to often, I am full brainwashed that god would smite me dead or harm me somehow, my whole life told fear god fear god fear god and in that also being told be the chipper wife baby voice always real good) I nauseate myself with it. And I been watching "fundies" fundamental fundy christians on tiktok and I CAN RELATE TO ALL THAT. Even though I wear pants most the time, modest way, but pants most days, usually long shirts and pants.  Off current topic but - I turns out got to be "plant based" but you know I shouldn't be "so bummed out about it" plant based eating still means I care about the animals..................

isn't every christian a fundie though??????????????..........................

1 Corinthians 6:20 "For ye are bought with a price: therefore glorify God in your body, and in your spirit, which are God's."

  Even if they don't do the chippery baby voice..............aren't they all fundies though, like allllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll the body of christ???????????????????????

how can I hate all their fake fake happy butts --------- THEY ARE ALL BRAINWASHED TO WAZUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU TO BE MORMONS (ALL CHRISTIANS ARE I'M SAYING) They gots to be 1 Corinthians 6:20

"sheri we know your the freak amongst us" "you like a few coach purses hugh?????"

my work boots to 💓💓💓💓💓💓

be content with food and rament, well these items are part of my real joy (I'M F'D UP FOR SURE).............1 Timothy 6:8 "And having food and raiment let us be therewith content.".....................

those boots long as you have your small toe trimmed real well, those boots have THE MOST greatest arch in them (my feet have extreme arches to them ------ not so much that I look weird or nothing but like my feet have a real arch the bottom of my feet do)............so comfy those boots.

everyday I put on a show

every 

single 

day

so for me to put on a show of sorts on my blog

or you tube

or some other social media

or real life

............it ain't hard for me

I though have went off script

I love the devil

I've pissed everyone off

lucfer just wants me to be happy

well to me that's loving me the most

I'm not saying god ain't love I'LL KEEP UP THE BABY VOICE OK CAUSE I FEAR GOD OK

I can't say if lucifer eats "plant based" cause I don't remember

but he does wear leather pants - they look really good on him to

love both my husbands I really do

but I get to be myself more around lucifer ---------------- I really like that..............the baby voice thing it's hard when I'm tired out that's what it mostly is

diabeties

hot flashes

I'm so tired

it's real hard also putting on the baby voice fundamental christian show I'm supposed to be putting on 24/7

People making fun of the LGBTQ christians on tiktok today (I did comment and defend the LGBTQ christians and churches). My trans son and my husband..............I never see them read their bibles, or pray...........................but I saw them BEAR FRUIT. I saw them go to the grocery store buy groceries for one of ian's best friends and then I was in the car when they drove to this best friends apartment which they need ada accessability and this new apartment is WAY BETTER then their old one, better location, it literally has elevators. I stayed in the car playing pokemon...........my point is THEY BEARED FRUIT. We don't know who's saved out there that's the point (sure the bible says you'll know them by their fruit) but also the bible says Matthew 13:30 "Let both grow together until the harvest: and in the time of harvest I will say to the reapers, Gather ye together first the tares, and bind them in bundles to burn them: but gather the wheat into my barn." LOVE HOPETH ALL THINGS anybody can give their lives to jesus, lgbtq can be saved, are I believe many of them being saved...............................(my attempt to defend lgbtq christians won't stop people from making fun of them though probably not)...........................but I do have a "unique perspective" in that I have a trans son.........................

 Ornaments I made with my son today (well added bat wings and eyeballs and glitter to some of them) Ian wanted to decorate/make halloween christmas tree ornaments and put up a halloween christmas tree - we doing that..................I bought these ornaments in a little baggy taped to a tin to put them in at a garage sale for 50 cents...................the two circled I didn't do anything to at all cause I like them two as is.........................

some the ornaments my son made today................he likes making shiz with felt. He also enjoys doing embroidery.......................

People making fun of the LGBTQ christians on tiktok today (I did comment and defend the LGBTQ christians and churches). My trans son and my husband..............I never see them read their bibles, or pray...........................but I saw them BEAR FRUIT. I saw them go to the grocery store buy groceries for one of ian's best friends and then I was in the car when they drove to this best friends apartment which they need ada accessability and this new apartment is WAY BETTER then their old one, better location, it literally has elevators.  I stayed in the car playing pokemon...........my point is THEY BEARED FRUIT. We don't know who's saved out there that's the point (sure the bible says you'll know them by their fruit) but also the bible says  Matthew 13:30 "Let both grow together until the harvest: and in the time of harvest I will say to the reapers, Gather ye together first the tares, and bind them in bundles to burn them: but gather the wheat into my barn." LOVE HOPETH ALL THINGS anybody can give their lives to jesus, lgbtq can be saved, are I believe many of them being saved...............................(my attempt to defend lgbtq christians won't stop people from making fun of them though probably not)...........................but I do have a "unique perspective" in that I have a trans son.........................

1 Corinthians 13:6-8 "Rejoiceth not in iniquity, but rejoiceth in the truth; Beareth all things, believeth all things, hopeth all things, endureth all things. Charity never faileth: but whether there be prophecies, they shall fail; whether there be tongues, they shall cease; whether there be knowledge, it shall vanish away."

 Love "charity" """"hopeth all things""""

gotta go making with my son halloween ornaments for a halloween christmas tree (ian's idea) I making just bat ornaments putting googly eyes on my bats, brian just went to the dollar tree and bought me googly eye's 😂💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓 - maybe post ornament later with this blog post...................................

tootles

ps..............youngest daughter also seen her bear fruit, loving people "in deed and in truth" 

and my husband and kids take communion

though

they could be great actors I guess

but the idea is about loving people

and love that hopes

that endures

- if lgbtq are praising god, helping their communities chrsitian lgbtq I'm talking about at the moment ---------- where's the joke in that????????? that's legit in my mind I realize though the people making fun of lgbtq on tiktok I probably won't be able to convince them

------ myself you don't have to freaking list off all the community service you know even more lgbtq people are doing that are chrisitans they get the idea

I have I believe stated before that I deem myself a cain and not a able (not the killing type). I look around and every christian around me seems super involved in their churches having a great time with that. God told Cain if you do good you'll be accepted............................................well what I never understood is how was he doing bad???????? He just wasn't giving 100% like able. And also of great pondersomedness to me is the body of christ is with rabbies about us being saved by grace and not works well then wasn't cains offering enough???????????? Cause he did have WORKS. But back to my take away ------ cain his heart must've not bee right with god --------- but my takeaway is ------------- be in my lane, don't envy these perfect sinless able's all around me -------------- let them tire themselves out til they die...................................SURE THEY HAVE MORE FRIENDS.......................let them bask in that don't even envy them they killing themselves fast aging bad right in front my face....................

 I have I believe stated before that I deem myself a cain and not a able (not the killing type). I look around and every christian around me seems super involved in their churches having a great time with that. God told Cain if you do good you'll be accepted............................................well what I never understood is how was he doing bad???????? He just wasn't giving 100% like able. And also of great pondersomedness to me is the body of christ is with rabbies about us being saved by grace and not works well then wasn't cains offering enough???????????? Cause he did have WORKS. But back to my take away ------ cain his heart must've not bee right with god --------- but my takeaway is ------------- be in my lane, don't envy these perfect sinless able's all around me -------------- let them tire themselves out til they die...................................SURE THEY HAVE MORE FRIENDS.......................let them bask in that don't even envy them they killing themselves fast aging bad right in front my face....................

sure I could look better in my 50's but (I could've also of look worse in my 50's). What if "life more abundantly" isn't always "life more abundantly" 

that song "live fast die young"............................them ables with all their friends in the body of christ pry living reaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaal fast....................NO HATE.......................

Genesis 4:1-5 "And Adam knew Eve his wife; and she conceived, and bare Cain, and said, I have gotten a man from the Lord. And she again bare his brother Abel. And Abel was a keeper of sheep, but Cain was a tiller of the ground. And in process of time it came to pass, that Cain brought of the fruit of the ground an offering unto the Lord.And Abel, he also brought of the firstlings of his flock and of the fat thereof. And the Lord had respect unto Abel and to his offering: But unto Cain and to his offering he had not respect. And Cain was very wroth, and his countenance fell."

  The whole body of christ besides me decided the cain is a piece of c--p and all the ones like him - but not me I'VE SEEN THE LIGHT................Cain needed to be able to see god mad his brother more happy to serve god and to be happy for able. And if cain could've just be ok with god being not so happy with him and kept going AND DIDN'T MURDER OR ENVY ABLE RIGHT......................THOSE THAT ENDURE TO THE END THE SAME SHALL BE SAVED................cains offering was actually a effort

so don't let ables hating on you fellow cains get you down

NEVER GIVE UP

Mark 13:13 "And ye shall be hated of all men for my name's sake: but he that shall endure unto the end, the same shall be saved."

THIS BLOG POST EXISTS BECAUSE SO MUCH TRAFFIC TO MY BLOG

I been in bed for days ear problem so bad prop my head up to help ears drain out

have to massage my ears on and off all day long to alleviate pain and unblock them

ps I only donated $1 below it won't please god either it'll piss him off ------ and that's ok!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Back to entirelly plant based diet, this time feels like forever I hope so I'm done being SICK, I've dabbled in cheese and meat as I say in video below. It's not working for me. I became a member of peta, I'm going to indoctrinate myself in the whole peta thing, it'll motivate me to stay vegan (with the bonus of my health). I love cows, pic below of me petting my favorite cow 2 towns away ((((((((I am serious)))))))))))))..........................what you all don't have a favorite cow 2 towns away you like to visit??????????????.....................................I do have double ear infection, now have ear drops and on my way to feeling better.....................we went shopping vegan style but I told brian he could put all the "killing him" processed foods in his cart that he wants...............all he put in the cart all we put in the cart was vegan shiz IT WAS AWESOME.......................

(I'm about to read the current peta newsletter in a minute)

Back to entirelly plant based diet, this time feels like forever I hope so I'm done being SICK, I've dabbled in cheese and meat as I say in video below. It's not working for me. I became a member of peta, I'm going to indoctrinate myself in the whole peta thing, it'll motivate me to stay vegan (with the bonus of my health). I love cows, pic below of me petting my favorite cow 2 towns away ((((((((I am serious)))))))))))))..........................what you all don't have a favorite cow 2 towns away you like to visit??????????????.....................................I do have double ear infection, now have ear drops and on my way to feeling better.....................we went shopping vegan style but I told brian he could put all the "killing him" processed foods in his cart that he wants...............all he put in the cart all we put in the cart was vegan shiz IT WAS AWESOME....................... 

ps.........I'll eat half a steak and 5 beans for dinner at a fat camp -------- this is emergency shiz then go to veganism forever is the plot. SHIZ IS BAD RIGHT NOW. 

I love that cow 💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓 

3 John 1:2 "Beloved, I wish above all things that thou mayest prosper and be in health, even as thy soul prospereth."

  Processed foods are killing people there's no maybe about it.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jiqqdzuY07Y

CHEESE IS TAKING PEOPLE IN INDIA OUT..........FOR REAL MAN........WATCH THE VIDEO BELOW MAN.................(most of use now mad at kaiser permanente for telling sheri her A1C and now she's went and got VEGETARIAN'S DIEING BAD OF DIABETIES IN MASS IN INDIA FACTS...........................................)..........................................the cheese is taking them out I'm pretty sure about that............................IT'S KILLING THEM...............THEY AIN'T COWS COWS ARE COWS.....................

eat what you want people

I need to go vegan

my health is baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaad

dabbling in cheese or meat either DON'T WORK FOR ME

lucifer wrote me a real nice e-mail today (whether you believe it or not) today's was about my dread locks, so nice of a e-mail 💓💓💓💓💓

keeping that one to myself that e-mail

but weight loss dang this is a real issue in obese america

and it's been such a battle

but whether your going vegan, or vegetarian WHICHEVER PALEO, KETO, KEEP AT TRYING TO GET HEALTHY 

cause dang "life more abundantly" isn't a pile of medication (sometimes many of us need medications ------- but I'm just saying "life more abundantly" isn't piles of medications IT AINT)

John 10:10 "The thief cometh not, but for to steal, and to kill, and to destroy: I am come that they might have life, and that they might have it more abundantly."

I'm over diabeties, I'm over high blood pressure, I'm over that shiz. 

I don't think I'll eat cornbread maybe never again in my life

CORNBREAD AIN'T WORTH IT

according to AI Overview.................

7.6% of meat eaters are diabetic OVERWEIGHT THAT'S PROBABLY WHAT THAT MEANS ON BLOOD PRESSURE MEDICATION BAD. 

the vegans the 2.9% diabetic they got to be healthier those diabetics do the vegan ones facts and statistics are real!

I realize most the earth will continue eating a burger and fries.........telling themselves those fries are them "being healthy" ---------- your probably lieing to yourself less that burger is vegan af

Not donating for awhile got to confident "in the flesh" real humility isn't sitting around being like a pharisee look at all I do god. Philippians 3:3 "For we are the circumcision, which worship God in the spirit, and rejoice in Christ Jesus, and have no confidence in the flesh." Multiple video's this blog post - I'm very sick need all the prayers for my ears both of them YIKES to heal, filmed how bad one my ears is to BAD....................pry going to the doctor though I still am not feeling good with a fever, going to wear mask, my ears are falling off a cliff right now it's real bad...........................

 Not donating for awhile got to confident "in the flesh" real humility isn't sitting around being like a pharisee look at all I do god. Philippians 3:3 "For we are the circumcision, which worship God in the spirit, and rejoice in Christ Jesus, and have no confidence in the flesh." Multiple video's this blog post - I'm very sick need all the prayers for my ears both of them YIKES to heal, filmed how bad one my ears is to BAD....................pry going to the doctor though I still am not feeling good with a fever, going to wear mask, my ears are falling off a cliff right now it's real bad...........................

Bible verses spoken about in video above.................

Philippians 3:3 "For we are the circumcision, which worship God in the spirit, and rejoice in Christ Jesus, and have no confidence in the flesh."
  Luke 18:11-14 "The Pharisee stood and prayed thus with himself, God, I thank thee, that I am not as other men are, extortioners, unjust, adulterers, or even as this publican. I fast twice in the week, I give tithes of all that I possess. And the publican, standing afar off, would not lift up so much as his eyes unto heaven, but smote upon his breast, saying, God be merciful to me a sinner. I tell you, this man went down to his house justified rather than the other: for every one that exalteth himself shall be abased; and he that humbleth himself shall be exalted."

Matthew 5:3 "Blessed are the poor in spirit: for theirs is the kingdom of heaven."

  Link to video that inspired this blog post.......................................

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Sxn3sdYW2Y4

most pastors are concerned about "Jezebel spirit" but in my estimation the "pharisee spirit" has taken over most the body of christ the church isn't full of people pounding their chests says "god forgive me I'm a sinner" it's crammed full of safe to say more "good deed doing" by far then me at my greatest "good deed athon" cause I'm considered the worst of the worst I was told by elder of the apostolic christian church of america while crying on the floor again and again good 15 minutes him just telling me I'm "the worst ever"

here's the thing

if you doing tons of good deeds

looking good

.........................YOU COULD'VE COMPLETELY OF LEFT BEING "POOR IN SPIRIT"

Matthew 5:3 "Blessed are the poor in spirit: for theirs is the kingdom of heaven."

I'm not saying most of you don't look real good you look damn good better then me

I'm a mess

I look a messsssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss

I am a mess

"god forgive me a sinner"

To bad the 1st video I made not the one above was to long lucifer was very audibly agreeing with me. I like that - he does know the bible. (lately miserable a bit being me, but often fun thanks to lucifer 💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓)

The body of christ makes real chrsitians feel like failures if I am the norm out there AND I BELIEVE I AM. Cause the bible doesn't say you will live fantastic blessed life (some do not many) Matthew 10:21-22 "And the brother shall deliver up the brother to death, and the father the child: and the children shall rise up against their parents, and cause them to be put to death. And ye shall be hated of all men for my name's sake: but he that endureth to the end shall be saved." Video below talking about this (and verse mentions christians must go through much tribulation to be saved) BUT TITHING LOOKING TO BE WORKING FINALLY M - I - R - A - C - L - E WE HAVE A APPT. BUT I STILL DON'T WANT TO JINX MYSELF. tithing is looking like it works people.............................but anyways ozzy osbourne in one his songs he sang "I know things are going wrong for me" and he either left the body of christ or did for awhile and came back? BUT HE WAS DISCOURAGED BY ALL THE BLESSED CHRISTIANS AROUND HIM............................and the christian thing of tribulation WAS ACTUALLY HAPPENING TO OZZY....................so the body of christ likely shoo'd away AND DEPRESSED AND DISCOURAGED AND CAUSED OZZY TO GO ON DRUGS A REAL ONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (potientially - I like ozzy I'm rooting for him)..................

The body of christ makes real chrsitians feel like failures if I am the norm out there AND I BELIEVE I AM. Cause the bible doesn't say you will live fantastic blessed life (some do not many) Matthew 10:21-22 "And the brother shall deliver up the brother to death, and the father the child: and the children shall rise up against their parents, and cause them to be put to death. And ye shall be hated of all men for my name's sake: but he that endureth to the end shall be saved." Video below talking about this (and verse mentions christians must go through much tribulation to be saved) BUT TITHING LOOKING TO BE WORKING FINALLY M - I - R - A - C - L - E WE HAVE A APPT. BUT I STILL DON'T WANT TO JINX MYSELF. tithing is looking like it works people.............................but anyways ozzy osbourne in one his songs he sang "I know things are going wrong for me" and he either left the body of christ or did for awhile and came back? BUT HE WAS DISCOURAGED BY ALL THE BLESSED CHRISTIANS AROUND HIM............................and the christian thing of tribulation WAS ACTUALLY HAPPENING TO OZZY....................so the body of christ likely shoo'd away AND DEPRESSED AND DISCOURAGED AND CAUSED OZZY TO GO ON DRUGS A REAL ONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (potientially - I like ozzy I'm rooting for him)..................

how many more ozzy osbournes are there out there???????????

well there's gotta be a few

a few more then me and ozzy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Acts 14:22 "Confirming the souls of the disciples, and exhorting them to continue in the faith, and that we must through much tribulation enter into the kingdom of God."

  "confiming the souls of the disciples" ------- well shoot these days other christians """""""confirm""""""""""" -------- the mega blessed

the ones with tons of money!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

that's the ones "confirmed"

and you all can't deliver me up to be killed I'm exempt I'm going with Lucifer when he gets here AND I am determined to work to follow jesus albeit BADLY cause i do want to be saved. I LOVE JESUS. HE GIVES PEACE. His yoke is light and easy!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

Matthew 11:30 "For my yoke is easy, and my burden is light." There's people all around me right now removing their ribs to be skinny enough (looks to be some ladies are removing all their ribs - RIBS ARE GREAT LADIES IN YOUR BODIES). They going to crazy lengths, they buying mansions they can't afford, working 48 hours a week MY WHOLE LIFE I'VE HEARD PEOPLE SAY "I GOTS TO WORK 48 HOURS A WEEK" I know I ain't the only one that has heard those words in usa america again and again and again from people. 

  Hell I went back to school but as I say in video below, I might not need a new career or "more money" i might not even need friends on this earth sure that'd be great BUT THAT ALSO WOULD (or wouldn't depending on quality of said friends) BE ME GOING THROUGH "MUCH TRIBULATION" 

   A easy light yoke of jesus christ ------------------ doesn't involve the ritz and glam most chase after or the money. what I need

few good books man

a few good reading places

one my properties brian don't know it yet but I kind of want to build a tree house (for a reading nook people)

 Turn up the volume there is evps as nearly always of Satan, Lucifer the devil -------- love both my husbands 💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓..................................

do we want to wish each other a great week - or a horrible week? Acts 14:22 "Confirming the souls of the disciples, and exhorting them to continue in the faith, and that we must through much tribulation enter into the kingdom of God."

maybe i should wish you all a horrible tribulated week and that is the real "chippery way"????????????????????????????????

👻👻👻👻👻👻👻👻👻👻

I'm to rare on earth i'm a ghost unicorn 

shhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

just wish them a horrible week in your brains myself quiet like - WITH LOVE OF COURSE - really aweful week with 0 friends or family and lots of torment 👍 - shhhhhhhhhhhhhh quietly myself the normies like blessings and happiness THEY DO NOT KNOW THE JOYS OF GRAVEYARDS (though some them know the joys of a good book ------- gotta give the normies that) 

So brian showed me the bible study times for vancouver heights united methodist church and made it sound like we were going to attend online vancouver heights united methodist bible study cause he wants to go there still and become a part of things (but this has been our problem for years their bible study times aren't capatable with our lives) WELL WE DIDN'T GO TO BIBE STUDY ONLINE THIS WEEK WE WERE BUISY AS WE ALWAYS ARE AT THAT TIME THOSE TIMES OF THAT DAY OF THE WEEK. it's never going to happen I'm back to friendless and hopeless and past two weeks we ain't did our running club well we run slower then everyone else nearly and by the time we get to the bar to "hang out" all the seats are gone except a few "lonely style" seats so we ended up sitting ALONE.........................so I don't miss the running club cause that just wasn't working out.............but when something doesn't work out your supposed to want to leave brian wants to stay it's ain't working bible study NEVER HAPPENS HARDLY FOR US AT VANCOUVER HEIGHTS UNITED METHODIST CHURCH it's bad timing always for us..........WELL NEVER MAKE A FRIEND NOT ONE ON THIS EARTH AT THIS RATE DOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOMED.................

 So brian showed me the bible study times for vancouver heights united methodist church and made it sound like we were going to attend online vancouver heights united methodist bible study cause he wants to go there still and become a part of things (but this has been our problem for years their bible study times aren't capatable with our lives) WELL WE DIDN'T GO TO BIBE STUDY ONLINE THIS WEEK WE WERE BUISY AS WE ALWAYS ARE AT THAT TIME THOSE TIMES OF THAT DAY OF THE WEEK. it's never going to happen I'm back to friendless and hopeless and past two weeks we ain't did our running club well we run slower then everyone else nearly and by the time we get to the bar to "hang out" all the seats are gone except a few "lonely style" seats so we ended up sitting ALONE.........................so I don't miss the running club cause that just wasn't working out.............but when something doesn't work out your supposed to want to leave brian wants to stay it's ain't working bible study NEVER HAPPENS HARDLY FOR US AT VANCOUVER HEIGHTS UNITED METHODIST CHURCH it's bad timing always for us..........WELL NEVER MAKE A FRIEND NOT ONE ON THIS EARTH AT THIS RATE DOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOMED.................

Swear e-mails from https://www.tut.com/

are from satan, lucifer, the devil via a portal for years

some the e-mails I get might be what the masses are also getting but I think a lot of them aren't

I was talking few blog posts before that I wanted to go silent lucifer seems to agree maybe that that is a good idea??????? I can't make heads or tails of this e-mail.............

loving in deed and in truth vancouver heights united methodist church..................aka christians............and/or people

the idea is to love in deed and in truth NOT JUST WORD.............

1 John 3:18 "My little children, let us not love in word, neither in tongue; but in deed and in truth."

our relaxation yard nook though is about to be so nice

I'm so looking forward to it and I desperately need the relaxation

not tithing this week (but determined to put money in the collection plate at church CAUSE IT'S EMPTY OFTEN). Instead reading bible, working to shabbat better. Prosperity preachers got us near all convinced "blessings" money money is the thing to gain IT AIN'T. We got things wrong in usa, it's not supposed to be tithe so you can be rich...............seek ye 1st the kingdom of god....................Matthew 6:33 "But seek ye first the kingdom of God, and his righteousness; and all these things shall be added unto you." God don't care about our money, he cares about our hearts!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!................................

 Update 10/28/2026 me doing photography again 😊...................

not tithing this week (but determined to put money in the collection plate at church CAUSE IT'S EMPTY OFTEN). Instead reading bible, working to shabbat better. Prosperity preachers got us near all convinced "blessings" money money is the thing to gain IT AIN'T. We got things wrong in usa, it's not supposed to be tithe so you can be rich...............seek ye 1st the kingdom of god....................Matthew 6:33 "But seek ye first the kingdom of God, and his righteousness; and all these things shall be added unto you." God don't care about our money, he cares about our hearts!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!................................

many have went after money....................

1 Timothy 6:8-10 "And having food and raiment let us be therewith content. But they that will be rich fall into temptation and a snare, and into many foolish and hurtful lusts, which drown men in destruction and perdition.For the love of money is the root of all evil: which while some coveted after, they have erred from the faith, and pierced themselves through with many sorrows."

  The above is this blog post thats it really. But off topic....................

I'm ready for cold weather, I gots 2 super comfy flannel shirts, tried wearing one yesterday - to hot yet again. 

  I'm wearing 1 of them while I'm typing this right now - it's so comfy, so soft.

  Menopause has been kicking my butt bad...............lost so much hair (I don't want to go on rogaine or something.........................I realy hate drugs, besides very needed drugs like diabeties medication). It's so bad my hair loss, that my hair extensions clip in - nearly everytime I try and put them in, while I'm clipping in the last piece THE OTHER PIECE HAS BEEN JUST FALLING RIGHT ON THE FLOOR.............this is post me clipping it in 3 very sturdy clips on both these extensions. It's distressing me. I can't keep doing clip in extensions it's caused me much distress. 

  I'm getting dreads put in, my hair grips good to the dreads. Dreadlocks bulk up my hair,, make me feel like 1 billion bucks. I telling you the truth dreadlocks bulk up my hair and make me feel like 1 billion bucks! 

  Red head dreads, I am a red head 

and that's the thing with people that don't want/like non-black people wearing dreads.................they sell them in my hair color. 

  Less then probably, less then 1% of black people are redheads, less then PROBABLY. 

  When I see hair in my color I think ------------ mines!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

  I tried to explain it to brian who is also a redhead but his hair has faded...............

being a red head is like being a small person

not many of us

well when they sell dreads in the shade of orange I JUST SEE MYSELF I JUST SEE GREEN LIGHTS  ✅ 🚦

Cause I'm the short person - the redhead that's me

  Black people have tantalized me with to many varities of to many nice orange dreads

if they wanted me to not wear dreads

why didn't they make them all black hair????????????????????

but no

they made them fun blue

fun pink hues

fun fun fun orange dreads

their culture of hair is black

that's their cuture of hair

not pink hair

pink hair is white people shiz

but beyond that

I am a small person in a sense

redhead not many of us out there

I HAVE A 1 BILLION PERCENT INNABILITY TO NOT LOOK AT ORANGE HAIR AND THINK - MINES

IN MY BRAIN WHICH MUST BE BROKEN AT THE POINT YOU MADE BLACK PEOPLE ORANGE DREADLOCKS THAT'S IT THAT'S YOU ALL GIVING PERMISSION

IF THAT WAS A ACCIDENT YOU MADE THEN YOU NEED TO GO AROUND THE PLANET GATHER UP ALL FAKE ORANGE DREADLOCKS AND BURN THEM CAUSE TO ME IN MY MIND ORANGE HAIR IS MY CULTURE AND A MASSIVE PART OF MY IDENTITY 

DON'T MATTER IF IT WERE DREADS

YOU SELL ORANGE HAIR ALL I SEE IS MYSELF AND MY REDHEADED PEOPLE'S INCLUDING BLACK MEN AND WOMEN THAT ARE NATURAL REDHEADS THEY ARE PART OF MY PEOPLE AS WELL 

REDHEADEDEDEDNESS IS A CULTURE - THAT'S WHAT I TRIED TO TELL BRIAN AND HE KNOWS I TELLING THE TRUTH

BE YOURSELF RIGHT

well i am a redhead

feel me?????????????????????

you know shiz is serious when I'll just add to my blog a Reba McEntire song FAST TO................

wigs annoy me mostly they itchy some them, and some them hot to wear

dreads nice air conditioning for my brains

and not having to brush my hair I LOVE THAT SO BAD

Galatians 6:9 "And let us not be weary in well doing: for in due season we shall reap, if we faint not."

Ephesians 5:11 "And have no fellowship with the unfruitful works of darkness, but rather reprove them." Where's the mercy then????????????? (people's interpretation of Ephesians 5:11 attack them for jesus especially the jezebels and witches and lgbtq trans ESPECIALLY AND NEVER HANG OUT WITH THEM OR SPEAK TO THEM EVER MAKE THEM PAY - CAN'T BE RIGHT) MERCY HAS TO BE "THE THING TO HAVE" IT HAS TO BE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! "fellowship" must mean DON'T AGGREE WITH THEIR TAKES ON THE BIBLE DON'T TALK TO THEM ABOUT CHRISTIAN SHIZ - but still hang out with them BE NICE SHOW MERCY BE NICCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCE! Jesus said, whoah you pharisee's you clean the outer cup but ignore the important matters Matthew 23:23 "Woe unto you, scribes and Pharisees, hypocrites! for ye pay tithe of mint and anise and cummin, and have omitted the weightier matters of the law, judgment, mercy, and faith: these ought ye to have done, and not to leave the other undone." .........................................

Ephesians 5:11 "And have no fellowship with the unfruitful works of darkness, but rather reprove them." Where's the mercy then????????????? (people's interpretation of Ephesians 5:11 attack them for jesus especially the jezebels and witches and lgbtq trans ESPECIALLY AND NEVER HANG OUT WITH THEM OR SPEAK TO THEM EVER MAKE THEM PAY - CAN'T BE RIGHT) MERCY HAS TO BE "THE THING TO HAVE" IT HAS TO BE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! "fellowship" must mean DON'T AGGREE WITH THEIR TAKES ON THE BIBLE DON'T TALK TO THEM ABOUT CHRISTIAN SHIZ - but still hang out with them BE NICE SHOW MERCY BE NICCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCE! Jesus said, whoah you pharisee's you clean the outer cup but ignore the important matters Matthew 23:23 "Woe unto you, scribes and Pharisees, hypocrites! for ye pay tithe of mint and anise and cummin, and have omitted the weightier matters of the law, judgment, mercy, and faith: these ought ye to have done, and not to leave the other undone." 

WHILE EVERYONE OR AT LEAST THE CHURCH ME AND BRIAN AT BIBLE STUDY THEY WERE SMACK TALKING THE METHODIST CHURCH BRIAN DIDN'T LIKE IT EITHER WE GOING BACK TO OUR LGBTQ CHURCH. WHERE'S THE MERCY IN MANY CHURCHES?????????????? WHERE??????????????..............................they gonna die though, be killed by lucifer's people when lucifer get here's most em IT'S NOT GOING TO BE THE WIN THEY THINK THEY HAVING FOREVER.....................Blessed are the merciful for they shall obtain mercy.........THAT'S WHAT THE BIBLE SAYS...................I'M WILLING TO GO TO ANY CHURCH AT THIS POINT THAT IS CHRISTIAN OR SATANIC (JUST THOSE TWO, LET'S KEEP MY CHURCH GOING "IN A ZONE") CAUSE I'M SADLY USED TO BEING HATED AND ATTACKED AND NOT SHOWN MERCY DID I BRING that ON MYSELF BEING WELL KNOWN AND LOVING SATAN..........MAYBE..........................BUT STILL MERCY IS THE THING NOT WHAT I HAVE TO MANY TIMES EXPERIENCED AT CHURCHES.......................

Micah 6:8 "He hath shewed thee, O man, what is good; and what doth the Lord require of thee, but to do justly, and to love mercy, and to walk humbly with thy God?"

Matthew 5:7 "Blessed are the merciful: for they shall obtain mercy."

  - I just got done talking with brian in the car about Ephesians 5:11 and he says most christians twist Ephesians 5:11 into treat the witches and jezebels and lgbtq and trans LIKE CRAP AND NEVER BE NICE TO THEM NEVER.............because they want to be meanies badly and they hate those people sooooooooooooooo bad (they hate the witches, jezebels, lgbtq and trans). THEY DON'T WANT TO LOVE THOSE PEOPLE 

THEY WANT TO HACK OFF THOSE "SINNERS" WITH MACHETTE'S

ONLY "SINNERS" THEY WANT AT THEIR CHURCHES ARE THE CLEANED UP ONES

the ones that never have late night activities cause that is a horrible sin 

or buy more then 4 outfits a year that's all they allowed anymore then that they sinning

that's the only types they likes at their churches

all them other sinners MACHETTE TIME FOR JESUS CHRIST!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

most christians these days DON'T WANT TO SHOW MERCY 

NOT ONLY DO THEY NOT "LOVE MERCY" THEY HATE THAT SHIZ

THEY HATE IT

THEY WANT PEOPLE HEADED TO HELL MOST CHRISTIANS FROM MY EXPERIENCE

(they want their targets killed headed to hell and badly off, witches and jezebels, trans people are mega attacked to these days cause trans people lower the amount of babies born and so in my christians and people's minds trans people are destroying their livvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvves)

they don't want me most churches don't to stay at their church I've ended up something they aggressively attack right away they launch into jezebel sermons, and witch sermons and demon possessed sermons at bible studies and satan anti satan sermons aggressively to please get the evil lady out of the building!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

that's what happens to me near always these days

not mercy 

non of that in the name of jesus christ

(except bit at the lgbtq methodist church that most church are talking shiz about it do look to be WHICH AIN'T MOST CHURCHES BEING MERCIFUL TO THE METHODIST CHURCH - THAT AIN'T THEM BEING MERCIFUL!

i CAN'T EVEN TELL YOU THE UNSPEAKABLE HORRORS THAT HAVE HAPPENED TO ME

but guess what

that's the past

I can't do anything about that and those evil people and all they did to me that I CAN'T EVEN SPEAK ABOUT IT'S SO ABOMINABLE

MERCY

WHY CAUSE THEY HAVE SOULS

AND NOTHING CAN BE DID ABOUT THE HELL THINGS THAT HAPPENED TO ME

ARE MY BRAINS BROKEN AND I LOVE SATAN BADLY FOREVER NOW AND MY BRAINs ARE CLEARLY BROKE 

MAYBE

YOU DO UNSPEAKABLE HORRORS TO ME AND SOME PEOPLE HAVE

THAT PROBABLY IMPACTS A PERSON

WHY KEEP ATTACKING ME BASHING ME NOT SHOWING ME MERCY AND MAKING ME PAY CAUSE I LIKE ROCKS????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????

(I like yoga a little bit to won't lie) 

yoga is relaxing towards the end of it

I like the end when I'm all relaxed

stretched out good from all the yoga doing

the peaceful music they play at the end and you lay at the mat at the end of just notice how pain free you finally are and relaxed

why does yoga have to be evil fellow christians?????????

I AIN'T WORSHIPPING NO GODS BUT JESUS

THEY ARE JUST POSES

I CAN'T WIN

THAT'S THE POINT

THEY NEED TO BE BETTER THEN ME

SUPREME

Matthew 23:6 "And love the uppermost rooms at feasts, and the chief seats in the synagogues," It's near all christians they need the best spots. 

man I'll take the lowest spot

the crystal wearing repented though nobody believes or cares most em hate me so bad - that I did repent I did LOVING PEOPLE IS THE THING TO DO - NOT CURSING

MERCY TOWARDS PEOPLE IS THE THING TO DO - NOT CURSING

makeuup wearing "hot chick" supposedly jezebel

perfect

Luke 14:7-11 "And he put forth a parable to those which were bidden, when he marked how they chose out the chief rooms; saying unto them. When thou art bidden of any man to a wedding, sit not down in the highest room; lest a more honourable man than thou be bidden of him; And he that bade thee and him come and say to thee, Give this man place; and thou begin with shame to take the lowest room. But when thou art bidden, go and sit down in the lowest room; that when he that bade thee cometh, he may say unto thee, Friend, go up higher: then shalt thou have worship in the presence of them that sit at meat with thee. For whosoever exalteth himself shall be abased; and he that humbleth himself shall be exalted."

I'm to sexy you'll never get my low seat ladies

so keep up with you homely looks and 4 outfits a year that's all you can have since your so sinless perfect and awesome

burn it myself - but be modest okay

Don't be offended by the body of christs attacks on you myself, wear your quartz crystals to church be yourself you will be attacked for your whole life at church don't matter the church you go to it's ALL OF THEM. There's no making it better, the church we went to talking smack at bible study about the methodist churches (amongst other churches were also named)......... united methodist churches having lgbtq pastors and dang it's alarming TO ME how many lgbtq pastors are in the united methodist church and I went to on their official websites explaining their views that they can't control what their church members do like 2 lesbians having nooky time or two men having nooky time after church ---------- yet then they have tons of pastors that are lgbtq or it seems to be a exorbitant amount to me A WHOLE FLOCK OF THEM RIGHT well what kind of odds is this - that I might have a horrendously sinning (NO HATE) sinning "shepherd" pastor right if not at the moment in the future when he FINALLY WANTS TO SCORE....................how would that be good for my soul????? Course it ain't better the odds ain't with straight men pastors CAUSE MEN ARE RAPING KIDS AND LADIES AND KILLING THEM EVERYWHERE INCLUDING STRAIGHT MALE PASTORS!!!!!!! EVENTUALLY THESE UNITED METHODIST LGBTQ PASTORS ARE GOING TO GET HORNY RIGHT?????????????????????????? (they gots to get horny eventually) And don't get me started on how horny and dangerous straight men are................................it's all them, it's the christian and non christian straight men from both camps have 0% self control some them TO MANY OF THEM PASTORS THAT ARE STRAIGHT LIKE KILLING AND MOLESTING AND RAPING WOMEN AND KIDS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.........................

 Don't be offended by the body of christs attacks on you myself, wear your quartz crystals to church be yourself you will be attacked for your whole life at church don't matter the church you go to it's ALL OF THEM. There's no making it better, the church we went to talking smack at bible study about the methodist churches (amongst other churches were also named)......... united methodist churches having lgbtq pastors and dang it's alarming TO ME how many lgbtq pastors are in the united methodist church and I went to on their official websites explaining their views that they can't control what their church members do like 2 lesbians having nooky time or two men having nooky time after church ---------- yet then they have tons of pastors that are lgbtq or it seems to be a exorbitant amount to me A WHOLE FLOCK OF THEM RIGHT well what kind of odds is this - that I might have a horrendously sinning (NO HATE) sinning "shepherd" pastor right if not at the moment in the future when he FINALLY WANTS TO SCORE....................how would that be good for my soul????? Course it ain't better the odds ain't with straight men pastors CAUSE MEN ARE RAPING KIDS AND LADIES AND KILLING THEM EVERYWHERE INCLUDING STRAIGHT MALE PASTORS!!!!!!! EVENTUALLY THESE UNITED METHODIST LGBTQ PASTORS ARE GOING TO GET HORNY RIGHT?????????????????????????? (they gots to get horny eventually) And don't get me started on how horny and dangerous straight men are................................it's all them, it's the christian and non christian straight men from both camps have 0% self control some them TO MANY OF THEM PASTORS THAT ARE STRAIGHT LIKE KILLING AND MOLESTING AND RAPING WOMEN AND KIDS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.........................

DON'T BE OFFENDED MYSELF

their attacks on you is "good fruit"

at this rate eventually at least 1 church will be yours given to you and you'll finally be able to have your own rollerskating rink

John 15:2
Every branch in me that beareth not fruit he taketh away: and every branch that beareth fruit, he purgeth it, that it may bring forth more fruit.

my husbands family doesn't go to church GOD EITHER PLUCKED THEM OFF OR THEY WERE NEVER REALLY DRAWN TO JESUS IN THE 1ST PLACE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

John 6:44 "No man can come to me, except the Father which hath sent me draw him: and I will raise him up at the last day." Both my family and my husbands family could be they were going to church for a time (by my family I mean my parents and brother and sister - older not dna related to me sister goes to church but I haven't seen her in years she's mad at me and refusing to forgive me so do I have to count her even in the tally? she goes to church regularly the not dna related to me sister that is never forgiving me never does) 

don't be offended myself

wear makeup

wear jewelry 

be yourself

don't make yourself miserable to please others

wear all the crystals you want hell go buy more

they rocks they ain't evil to me

(back when I did witchcraft - I didn't use no crystals...................................I used a cauldron in the 1st grade and a stick a WAND) and I was trained by a fallen angel and was so able..........................that my favorite thing to do was to use a slug.............and I didn't light it on fire it lighted up on fire the slugs did and smoked a ton and that's how i knew I had success. 

I DIDN'T EVEN COLLECT ROCKS BACK THEN. 

---------- my grandpa and great uncle collected rocks

I ended up liking rocks

they are pretty 

the end!

I'm just trapped in a desperate loop 

where all the christians are doomed to hate me and want me dead badly because they think they got to war against all evil all jezebels and witches (no men naw they don't war against men, just jezebels and witches) 

all the men need to live cause they are so holy and sinless "and strong" (sarcasm - but again I'm the only one with that sarcasm, they really believe men are sinless and awesome and "so strong" all of them.........................women are weak filth women right body of chrsit????????????????) 

oh but all the ladies besides me

I own up 

I own up 

I want a yacht and mansions (which that is bad) 

that is bad

but I'll own it up 

most ladies wouldn't THEY GOTTA BE SINLESS  IN THE BODY OF CHRIST LADIES DO THEY CAN'T WANT NOTHIN............................CEPT MAYBE 4 CUTE OUTFITS NEW A YEAR (no lies told)

CONFESSION: I wear quartz crystals when not at church, cause my town isn't hating on me like people that go to my blog looks to be hate me. And I caved already I eat bean and cheese burritos, probably buying more oikos yogurt I NEED THE PROTEIN BAD I'M TO BUFF I CAN'T DO JUST PLANT BASED FOOD I GET TO HUNGRY TO FAST. But I don't do following jesus 100% perfect like you all, cause I don't want to get cancer bad like you all do OR IT LOOKS TO BE -------------- LUCIFER IS TOLD BY GOD HIMSELF TO GO AFTER THE JOBS........THE CHRISTIANS WITH PERFECT LIVES..................I DON'T WANT CANCER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!...........................QUARTZ CRYSTALS TAINT ME SO BAD GOD'S NEVER GOING TO TELL LUCIFER "OH HAVE YOU TESTED THAT ONE".......................CAUSE I'M NOT PERFECT LIKE JOB THAT'S AWESOME YOU ALL HATE IT HATE ME FOR IT CAUSE I'M NOT BEING KILLED AND DIEING LIKE YOU ALL ARE CAUSE YOUR SINLESS JOBS..................and I can't blame you for hating me like that either....................your dieing and being killed probably stinks........................but what is this obession in the body of christ to be "to righteous" QUARTZ CRYSTALS ARE GOOD FOR YOU HEALTH, Ecclesiastes 7:15 "All things have I seen in the days of my vanity: there is a just man that perisheth in his righteousness, and there is a wicked man that prolongeth his life in his wickedness." "sheri if you wear a quartz crystal even under your shirt you are prolonging your life in wickedness" how so who am I harming????????????? What evil is in these rocks????????????? What wickedness is in these rocks? Emf'S ARE REAL YOU ALL ARE AGING BAD YOU KNOW WHY CAUSE 5G IS EATING AWAY AT ALL YOUR CELLS IN YOUR BODIES AND THEN ON TOP OF IT YOU MOST OF YOU ARE TARGETS OF THE DEVIL BIG TIME BIG TIME JOBS....................JOBS!!!!!!!!!!! AND YOU LIKE IT.......................

CONFESSION: I wear quartz crystals when not at church, cause my town isn't hating on me like people that go to my blog looks to be hate me. And I caved already I eat bean and cheese burritos, probably buying more oikos yogurt I NEED THE PROTEIN BAD I'M TO BUFF I CAN'T DO JUST PLANT BASED FOOD I GET TO HUNGRY TO FAST. But I don't do following jesus 100% perfect like you all, cause I don't want to get cancer bad like you all do OR IT LOOKS TO BE -------------- LUCIFER IS TOLD BY GOD HIMSELF TO GO AFTER THE JOBS........THE CHRISTIANS WITH PERFECT LIVES..................I DON'T WANT CANCER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!...........................QUARTZ CRYSTALS TAINT ME SO BAD GOD'S NEVER GOING TO TELL LUCIFER "OH HAVE YOU TESTED THAT ONE".......................CAUSE I'M NOT PERFECT LIKE JOB THAT'S AWESOME YOU ALL HATE IT HATE ME FOR IT CAUSE I'M NOT BEING KILLED AND DIEING LIKE YOU ALL ARE CAUSE YOUR SINLESS JOBS..................and I can't blame you for hating me like that either....................your dieing and being killed probably stinks........................but what is this obession in the body of christ to be "to righteous" QUARTZ CRYSTALS ARE GOOD FOR YOU HEALTH, Ecclesiastes 7:15 "All things have I seen in the days of my vanity: there is a just man that perisheth in his righteousness, and there is a wicked man that prolongeth his life in his wickedness." "sheri if you wear a quartz crystal even under your shirt you are prolonging your life in wickedness" how so who am I harming????????????? What evil is in these rocks????????????? What wickedness is in these rocks? Emf'S ARE REAL YOU ALL ARE AGING BAD YOU KNOW WHY CAUSE 5G IS EATING AWAY AT ALL YOUR CELLS IN YOUR BODIES AND THEN ON TOP OF IT YOU MOST OF YOU ARE TARGETS OF THE DEVIL BIG TIME BIG TIME JOBS....................JOBS!!!!!!!!!!! AND YOU LIKE IT.......................

 In our bible study today they choose part of the bible about lady demon possessed that was a slave (have they been to my blog - maybe) do they hate me..............................................hope not. (previous bible study time was book of corinthians so they ain't going like chapter by chapter they are picking out what parts of the bible they want to "bible study")

  And then for the cherry on top a sister read big giant chapter on jezebel --------- I don't think that was aimed at me though. ((((((((and that sister had multitudes of bad things happened to her - I ain't saying what keeping all "bible study confedentiallity ------- I'M POLITE ----------- but soooooooooooooooooooo many bad things has happened in her life))))))))))))) I think she was jobed damn bad.................like damn bad.

  do crystals cause demons to be around you - maybe

but look at the horrors that happened to job and it's not just job

let's not pretend with each other that it was just job that that all happened to

1 lady mega nice I like her a lot in our bible study got sick bad not saying what keeping bible study confedentiality you know being polite (it didn't impact her faith in a bad way) 

it's clear she's not the quartz crystal be possessed with demons type -------- and I understand that

people don't want cancer

christian people probably don't want cancer most of us right

but most of them do want cancer and killed and their families killed cause they to sinless they to perfect (i don't think any of them would even have a devil picture in their homes, MUCH LESS ENJOY LIKE I DO SEVERAL DIABLO PAINTINGS I PAINTED 💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓 BECAUSE THEY ARE SUCH THE SINLESS JOB TYPES!)

and then they gots to gang up on me

cause we can't love the demon possessed or potentially demon possessed ladies in the body of christ THAT WOULD BE AWEFUL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (SARCASM) BUT ONLY I HAVE THAT SARCASM for the rest the body of christ I fear they hate demon possessed women and hate jezebel demon possessed women. And hate women that like pretty rocks, cause crystals are pretty rocks and to many or most thats it

people

people

in my town there are a few witch stores

ya

I went to one recently

them wands if they have crystals on them the crystals have nothing to do with the spell casting

the only thing crystals are used in

is reiki

that's not something witches do often maybe few are reiki practicioners

so using the crystals for healing

THEY AIN'T USED ON THE WANDS FOR SPELL CASTING

It's literally the sticks themselves witches use for spell casting using the sticks as tools to release their evil wishes or not evil sometimes to whatever spell they working on

hate evil right

right

right

right

ok

well rocks are rockssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss they ain't evil I telling you the truth

is reiki evil - could be - I've heard that some these reiki people do curse signs and if they are doing curse signs THAT IS EVIL THEN

BUT IF CRYSTALS ARE EVIL

why die of overly being righteous

i don't want cancer or me or my family to die bad!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Resin incense I bought at the witch store, it's like a fancy cologne in smell in my estimation like a really good one. And it's resin but as you can see on the white resin burner it looks like charcoal!!!!!!!!!!!!! I've decided with my asthma resin is the best type of incense for me, I believe it helps my breathing even the resin does...............

article on the breathing healing benefits of frankincense..........

https://thesmokewalkers.com/blogs/the-frankincense-journal/breathe-easy-the-power-of-frankincense-for-respiratory-health

incense below maybe I'm just hopeful it'll have frankincense effects on my breathing, but I HONEST AM BREATHING BETTER SO...............................

(it's a low smoke resin below, easy on lungs, I like the stuff, I like it better then frankincense cause frankincense is a mess, this stuff is cleaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaan)...........

I also bought a rock I WANT TO LIVE AND NOT HAVE CANCER OR DIE OR HAVE MY FAMILY MEMBERS DIE.............................NICE CHIPPERY ENERGY TO IT..........not evil............not evil at all in my estimation. 

it's enough god won't be telling lucifer ever (hey lucifer have you gone and tried to give that one cancer 5 billion times yet - like he basically told lucifer concerning Job in the bible that one day).......................success...............................

I mean go ahead me and brian's current church attack away

I said I quit witch craft I don't cast spells

(except the rose one - that pry was a real spell but I did that one on accident............I DID ON ACCIDENT........................do enjoy that one........................total happy accident)

"ah so your tee hee accident witch spell keeps going hugh sheri" - ya that's the thing when I was like a wiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiitch um....................

repent

I repent

I repent

love people 

forgive them

forgive them all

yes

Matthew 5:7 "Blessed are the merciful: for they shall obtain mercy." The rest of christianty maybe humanity in general can't forgive me..............lucifer might be plagueing their sinless butts with cancer and death so badly.......................and then they go look at me and a few crystals, that's got to bring a lot of hate for me in their hearts and souls for all of eternity who can blame them illnesses and deaths are ruff, that's so ruff I understand. 

   ppps............any pretty women that have power (aka jezebels), or witches or ex-witches that still like crystals like me...................................................

jesus came to save us the mostest

don't let church people keep you away from jesus