I love you christians, and non-christians (they sang a if you don't have love you tingle like a cymbal song at church today and didn't ring the bells again when I got out the car ((what they used to do all the time)) --------- I feel alone and neglected more then ever...................brian always sits with old people at the post church lunch time and I was polite while they showed their family and vacation pics to each other) does it sound aweful? Ya for me it's aweful.....................donating money to vancouver heights united methodist church in doing that "loving in deed and in truth" NOT A CLANG CYMBAL.........................they have a lot of old people that vacation a lot I can't relate to them at all me and brian maybe go on 1-2 vacations a year that's it and they aren't ever the "relaxing kind"...................and the younger people there in their minds I'm likely to old for them it's a real "scenario" not in my favour and then it looks to be I get blaimed for not loving them.............................

 me at church proof I was at church indeed...............I'm big on "receipts" while everyone is hating on me for their lord jesus christ.................

I love you christians, and non-christians (they sang a if you don't have love you tingle like a cymbal song at church today and didn't ring the bells again when I got out the car ((what they used to do all the time)) --------- I feel alone and neglected more then ever...................brian always sits with old people at the post church lunch time and I was polite while they showed their family and vacation pics to each other) does it sound aweful? Ya for me it's aweful.....................donating money to vancouver heights united methodist church in doing that "loving in deed and in truth" NOT A CLANG CYMBAL.........................they have a lot of old people that vacation a lot I can't relate to them at all me and brian maybe go on 1-2 vacations a year that's it and they aren't ever the "relaxing kind"...................and the younger people there in their minds I'm likely to old for them it's a real "scenario" not in my favour and then it looks to be I get blaimed for not loving them.............................

(turn up volume to hear evp's from Lucifer, Satan, the Devil ---- but you don't have to turn up the volume at all really) 💓💓💓💓💓💓💓...............................

yep this is not enough traffic to my blog to have any "worth" to the united methodist church it looks to be.................I'm just a piece of crap they need to pray that I finally die or leave their church so that they won't be bothered by my presence.....................

"they love you when your on all the covers when your not then they love another" - Marilyn Manson 

I'll be ok, this just isn't my time "to win"

it's so sad most the body of christ thinks they going to live

they think they are going to dine with lucifers people

it's probably a very small amount of christians that will experience that

a small

very merciful group of christians

a RARE group of christians

I'm not talking "word of mouth mercy" for many churches speak about being merciful

I'm talking about the real thing

gotta go

I admit it is easy to love lucifer, that I have went on and on about my love for the EASIEST to love in eternity (yes I mean lucifer, satan, the devil the "son of the morning" who "savourest the things concerning men" Matthew 16:23) I will try and love you all even my enemies, since how my enemies are likely jealous of me so bad........................and isn't that as good as loving everyone, being willing to try????????????............................They say Taylor Swift is doing the biggest magic - we'll see about that..........................................POOF................1 Peter 4:8 "And above all things have fervent charity among yourselves: for charity shall cover the multitude of sins." HELL I MIGHT EVEN GO TO CHURCH THIS SUNDAY AFTERALL LIKE THE BAD BISH I AMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM...............................

Update 11/5/2025 This post is super popular has been for days so I going to keep adding content to it (probably because people are scratching their heads so bad why do I love the devil) 

hopefully this blog post ENLIGHTENED YOU.............

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bible says rejoice when like bad shiz happens to you and many times I ain't in no mood to "rejoice" 

Matthew 5:11-12" Blessed are ye, when men shall revile you, and persecute you, and shall say all manner of evil against you falsely, for my sake. Rejoice, and be exceeding glad: for great is your reward in heaven: for so persecuted they the prophets which were before you."

  Cause they just mop the floor with me and anniliate me for jesus  -------- again and again and again because they love me so much. 

But I love jesus/god, lucifer and his men and am very thankful for all of them. 

it's hard to enjoy being attacked though and that's my only and whole experience on this earth for most of my life (being attacked is "for jesus")

here's some goat asmr.................

 Update 10/29/2025 my look for today (yesterday my son told me I looked like Leonardo DiCaprio in a movie he did recently - I think he knew that was a total compliment).......................

#acheiving

Fashion don't have to be "hard" sweatpants, shirt, dress shirt I'm wearing below, beanie hat BAMN.....................I'm comfy today to, sweatpants are real comfy a lot of them are 💓💓💓💓💓💓💓..........................

I admit it is easy to love lucifer, that I have went on and on about my love for the EASIEST to love in eternity (yes I mean lucifer, satan, the devil the "son of the morning" who "savourest the things concerning men" Matthew 16:23) I will try and love you all even my enemies, since how my enemies are likely jealous of me so bad........................and isn't that as good as loving everyone, being willing to try????????????............................They say Taylor Swift is doing the biggest magic - we'll see about that..........................................POOF................1 Peter 4:8 "And above all things have fervent charity among yourselves: for charity shall cover the multitude of sins." HELL I MIGHT EVEN GO TO CHURCH THIS SUNDAY AFTERALL LIKE THE BAD BISH I AMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM...............................

I believe in my bigness

in the sense 

that I believe I am changing this world

DOES A PEBBLE LAND IN A LAKE UNNOTICED????????????????????????

do not the fish or the birds of the air see?????????????????????

(I think most have been "trolled" have been told they are small) 

THE KINDGOM OF HEAVEN.....................................ISN'T CREATED BY THE BIG ON EARTH...........................................

Matthew 13:30-32 "Let both grow together until the harvest: and in the time of harvest I will say to the reapers, Gather ye together first the tares, and bind them in bundles to burn them: but gather the wheat into my barn. Another parable put he forth unto them, saying, The kingdom of heaven is like to a grain of mustard seed, which a man took, and sowed in his field: Which indeed is the least of all seeds: but when it is grown, it is the greatest among herbs, and becometh a tree, so that the birds of the air come and lodge in the branches thereof."

am I not the "least of all seeds" - yes I am

you pry are to - very few on earth are "big and mighty"

What I'm holding in this pic is worth um like $100-150 I've gotten TWO of them from storage units recently (they like jump start cars).

ps...............was going to say more but lucifer started unbolding type I was bolding.................I decided to not talk so much. To "have tact"

less is more

less talking

but most people talk to little they pry should talk more especially if they is "small" cause the kingdom of heaven is built by the smalls like me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Psalm 138:6 "Though the Lord be high, yet hath he respect unto the lowly: but the proud he knoweth afar off."
Proverbs 3:34 "Surely he scorneth the scorners: but he giveth grace unto the lowly."
Proverbs 11:2 "When pride cometh, then cometh shame: but with the lowly is wisdom."
Proverbs 16:19 "Better it is to be of an humble spirit with the lowly, than to divide the spoil with the proud."

having tact 👍

no snap benefits for usa citizens for like the month of november maybe longer??????? And I heard that's like 1 in 8 people.....................

bible says do good to your enemies 

well most my enemies are the body of christ

and the rest of my enemies will have to wait cause right now the body of christ is so mean to me..............."for jesus christ they are mean to me of course".....................

they got to make me paaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay 

by bashing me on the internet whenever they get a chance and destroy me AS MANY TIMES AS POSSIBLE FOR JESUS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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1 Peter 4:8 "And above all things have fervent charity among yourselves: for charity shall cover the multitude of sins." I do the best I can.......................I LOVE YOU BLAND NORMIES WITH YOU BASIC LIVES AS MUCH AS I CAN. I keep going to church - aka normie land. I keep donating to charities and would be funding schools and helping the homeless more if the war in gaza wasn't still going - I GOTS TO FOCUS ON GAZA RIGHT NOW!.......................

 1 Peter 4:8 "And above all things have fervent charity among yourselves: for charity shall cover the multitude of sins." I do the best I can.......................I LOVE YOU BLAND NORMIES WITH YOU BASIC LIVES AS MUCH AS I CAN. I keep going to church - aka normie land. I keep donating to charities and would be funding schools and helping the homeless more if the war in gaza wasn't still going - I GOTS TO FOCUS ON GAZA RIGHT NOW!.......................

evp with lucifer turn up volume to hear lucifer..........

 You are so afflicted most of you normies, most of you are so divorced for instance........................afflicted. 

I have to edit myself since how I am full aware children go to my blog. (oh yes I have children fans..............I do keep them in mind) I ain't a chick guys pry leave

supposedly widows and orphans are the "afflicted"

James 1:27

Pure religion and undefiled before God and the Father is this, To visit the fatherless and widows in their affliction, and to keep himself unspotted from the world.

but these days most all you are soooooooooooooooooooo afflicted, soooooooooooooooooooooo badly. 

only us satan worshippers these days have "light affliction".........................

2 Corinthians 4:17

For our light affliction, which is but for a moment, worketh for us a far more exceeding and eternal weight of glory;

you poor poor things

wishing you a good day!

LOVING YOU THE BESTEST I CAN I GOTS TO FOCUS ON GAZA RIGHT NOW!

bear fruit that is what the bible says

don't matter 30 fold

60 fold

100 fold

bear fruit....................

Matthew 13:23 "But he that received seed into the good ground is he that heareth the word, and understandeth it; which also beareth fruit, and bringeth forth, some an hundredfold, some sixty, some thirty."

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The day I heard god speak to a brother at a old fashioned holy ghost revival church meeting. When the brother then shook my hand after god told him who I am, he didn't say "wow your ------------------" nope that wasn't the "important thing" nor should it be. He said "your going to help a lot of people out that's great" Jesus came as "he who serves" and he said "wash each others feet" SERVE, he didn't even have a home...........I'm not sure he would like at all the "hub bub" that is most churches today churches be having elaborate decor, giant speakers, etc........................one church jesus said "i know you have the name that you live" the title of living, but their works were HORRIBLE (well I wonder if that ain't most churches and people today...........I'm not saying it is for sure, could be people are doing much in secret??????????) Revelation 3:1 "And unto the angel of the church in Sardis write; These things saith he that hath the seven Spirits of God, and the seven stars; I know thy works, that thou hast a name that thou livest, and art dead."...................

 The day I heard god speak to a brother at a old fashioned holy ghost revival church meeting. When the brother then shook my hand after god told him who I am, he didn't say "wow your ------------------" nope that wasn't the "important thing" nor should it be. He said "your going to help a lot of people out that's great" Jesus came as "he who serves" and he said "wash each others feet" SERVE, he didn't even have a home...........I'm not sure he would like at all the "hub bub" that is most churches today churches be having elaborate decor, giant speakers, etc........................one church jesus said "i know you have the name that you live" the title of living, but their works were HORRIBLE (well I wonder if that ain't most churches and people today...........I'm not saying it is for sure, could be people are doing much in secret??????????) Revelation 3:1 "And unto the angel of the church in Sardis write; These things saith he that hath the seven Spirits of God, and the seven stars; I know thy works, that thou hast a name that thou livest, and art dead."...................

Today I do believe todays e-mail from Tutt the universe was lucifer sending me a message yet again.................cause it's weighing on him how sometimes traffic picks up on my blog I get hopeful maybe now people are finally liking me. And then they always start clicking on the crystal blog posts (looking to be hating on me) and then sure enough most all the traffic goes away yet again to my blog..............

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For years people have been "en masse" for just a few days usually going to my blog to "inflate the numbers" - so the "total number" of how many people have gone to my blog seems big...........but it ain't painting the full or even potentially the real "picture" ------- that I'm likely hated the most on earth.............................

and I think 

I suspect most christians don't dare get a blog because they know they'd be some liked --------- they'd be wayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy more liked then me and they fear that happening to them (ya safe to say you'd probably be liked more then me - that's HIGHLY LIKELY) 

but 

it isn't how liked we are

it's "our works" 

sardis popular church safe to say had the equivalent to giant speakers, rock concerts every sunday, safe to say a mega church, pastor on whatever is the equivalent to tv back then..................

Revelation 3:1 "And unto the angel of the church in Sardis write; These things saith he that hath the seven Spirits of God, and the seven stars; I know thy works, that thou hast a name that thou livest, and art dead.".

---------------- all the hub bub enough works to have a reputation that they "livest" AND ART DEAD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

"sheri are you saying zeal and fire is related to how much we serve" - YES I THINK IT IS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

AND MORE IMPORTANTLY HOW MUCH YOU LOVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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Video evp turn up the volume to hear lucifer, satan the devil: Just reminding you all I PUT DOWN THE SWORD, THE SWORD IS DOWN - I WAVE THE WHITE FLAG! Revelation 13:10 "He that leadeth into captivity shall go into captivity: he that killeth with the sword must be killed with the sword. Here is the patience and the faith of the saints." Your words can be a sword, and we live in "cancel culture" SWORD CULTURE...............if someone is "cancelled" are they not killed in a way???????????????? I WANT TO LIVE.........................

 Video evp turn up the volume to hear lucifer, satan the devil: Just reminding you all I PUT DOWN THE SWORD, THE SWORD IS DOWN - I WAVE THE WHITE FLAG! Revelation 13:10 "He that leadeth into captivity shall go into captivity: he that killeth with the sword must be killed with the sword. Here is the patience and the faith of the saints." Your words can be a sword, and we live in "cancel culture" SWORD CULTURE...............if someone is "cancelled" are they not killed in a way???????????????? I WANT TO LIVE.........................

Because I have been ice bathing daily I have gone into ultra zen mode...............

when you forgive

show mercy

love

love your enemies

then..............................you might be perfect or close to because..............

Psalm 37:37

Mark the perfect man, and behold the upright: for the end of that man is peace.

the bible says MOVE ONTO PERFECTION!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

WELL ISN'T THAT LOVING GOD AND PEOPLE??????????????

Hebrews 6:1

Therefore leaving the principles of the doctrine of Christ, let us go on unto perfection; not laying again the foundation of repentance from dead works, and of faith toward God,

This is good to be zealous for in my estimation and god does want us to have ZEAL AND FIRE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Revelation 3:15-17 "I know thy works, that thou art neither cold nor hot: I would thou wert cold or hot. So then because thou art lukewarm, and neither cold nor hot, I will spue thee out of my mouth. Because thou sayest, I am rich, and increased with goods, and have need of nothing; and knowest not that thou art wretched, and miserable, and poor, and blind, and naked:"

You do the pipping hot good works when your on fire!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

my look today..................was in a blonde mood................

self pep talk ignore, unless you also need pep talk.................you matter myself it don't matter how much or how bad people attack you on the internet or in real life. You can have bad days, the economy is bad inflation is real, life is hard right now in america - maybe Donald Trump will make things better I HOPE SO. Ruff times happen those "attackers" of you that want to force you to be a happy machine, they must all be rich af walking magic streets of gold your out here on the streets (not really on the streets but not walking no streets of gold like my attackers evidentally are some of them, cause some them expect me and all humanity nearly to be happy happy happy all the time that's it - though they did have a list of 5 types of people they allow can complain).......................

you could pick me apart for my weight

my looks etc etc

but if I have heart and care about people - that's it that's the thing to have!!!!!!!!!!!!

Romans 13:8

Owe no man any thing, but to love one another: for he that loveth another hath fulfilled the law.

self pep talk ignore, unless you also need pep talk.................you matter myself it don't matter how much or how bad people attack you on the internet or in real life. You can have bad days, the economy is bad inflation is real, life is hard right now in america - maybe Donald Trump will make things better I HOPE SO. Ruff times happen those "attackers" of you that want to force you to be a happy machine, they must all be rich af walking magic streets of gold your out here on the streets (not really on the streets but not walking no streets of gold like my attackers evidentally are some of them, cause some them expect me and all humanity nearly to be happy happy happy all the time that's it - though they did have a list of 5 types of people they allow can complain).......................

the bible don't; say life will be a merry happy land

and you will be happy all the time

as your attackers have told you you need to be else cccccccccccccccccc for you according to some of your attackers - cause some of them are merciless sobs that likely claim to be "christians" 

much tribulation the bible says 

well much tribulation might make a person sound crazy sometimes as my latest internet attacker attacked me by asking me "what's my diagnosis" I'm freaking alive that's my diagnosis person on the internet that enjoys being mean to me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!...........

Acts 14:22 "Confirming the souls of the disciples, and exhorting them to continue in the faith, and that we must through much tribulation enter into the kingdom of God."

wesleyAlan9179 walks on streets of gold all the time only good things happen to him all the time and he's always sane and happy happy....................and he's very mean to me..................

his picture looks like he's not sane

well

probably tribulation happened to him

whether your christian or not

life is often ruff

I went to portland today

and I'm not actually bothered by homeless people everywhere

they people

they suffering

I can see that and then know

ok I need to donate to the oregon food bank................

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some say america is a 3rd world country on tik tok

and lets say that is the case (which maybe it is???????)

as long as we care

as long as we care about the homeless etc. etc. 

if the country of usa went poor

would we then no longer have heart?????????

I think we would still have heart

and that's what we need

but I think it's ok to have a bad day or a few bad days

there's a lot of people on tik tok having meltdowns right now or I'm seeing those tik toks - well life is hard often

it's often hard it really is

who knows when I'll blog next 

of if I have more blog posts in me???????????

but if we all love each other that's it - then we got's what we need!!!!!!!!!!

Lucifer telling me everyone loves me..............they should, but this secret love has been killing me. Nobody loves me openly hardly, they love me shhhhhhhh Proverbs 27:5 "Open rebuke is better than secret love." If lucifer is right and everyone does love me, that secret love it often looks like hate.............hell sometimes it even acts like hate...............

most this blog post extremely edited because someone threatened to sue 

 Lucifer telling me everyone loves me..............they should, but this secret love has been killing me. Nobody loves me openly hardly, they love me shhhhhhhh  Proverbs 27:5 "Open rebuke is better than secret love." If lucifer is right and everyone does love me, that secret love it often looks like hate.............hell sometimes it even acts like hate...............

I AM CONVINCED SOME OF THESE E-MAILS NOT ALL OF THEM BUT SOME OF THEM ARE ACTUALLY LUCIFER E-MAILING ME VIA A "PORTAL" HE HAS CREATED ON THIS MAILING LIST (JUST ME HE'S SENDING SPECIAL E-MAILS TO I THOUROUGHLY BELIEVE THIS)................

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the fruit of the spirit......................

 love, joy, peace, longsuffering, gentleness, goodness, faith

so you claim you a christian

you gonna love

you gonna love every fookin body

there's no "hate me" cause I love satan

nuh uh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

nuh uhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I should go to bed it's late

such a night owl lately

............................

I'm to good at being "plant based" 

sort of want a walmart birkin

I don't think I have it in me to go full out "vegan" right now

I just love being "fancy" 

I love being fancy

I loooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooove being fancy

and unfancy

yes

every color in the world

the whole entire rainbow - but I'm straight though I'm straight

some suffer a lot for the body of christ

I ain't that type 

naw

that would give me pride being "good at following jesus" 

blessed are the meek...........................

sloppy or otherwise..........................

Matthew 5:5 "Blessed are the meek: for they shall inherit the earth."

the bible says to be perfect but I believe it means loving people!!!!!!!!!!!!

cause how can you truelly be perfect and be meek at the same time

if you were truelly full out perfect wouldn't you have a gazillion pride??????????

Matthew 5:47-48

King James Version

47 And if ye salute your brethren only, what do ye more than others? do not even the publicans so?

48 Be ye therefore perfect, even as your Father which is in heaven is perfect.

clearly when the bible is talking about perfection it's talking about loving everyone!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Including lucifer and his men in my estimation 💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓 

I'm going with Lucifer when he get's here but it's scary what I'm going to become - I'M LITERALLY GOING TO CARE ABOUT EVERYONE. (now none of us though can help everyone) Mark 9:35 "And he sat down, and called the twelve, and saith unto them, If any man desire to be first, the same shall be last of all, and servant of all." I need to become this person though fully, one that really loves and cares about everyone even my enemies bible says LOVE YOUR ENEMIES GO PAST WHAT THE PHARISEE'S WENT IN THEIR HEARTS.............................THE PHARISEE'S HATED JESUS BAD THEY WERE SCHEMING TO GET HIM KILLED...............

Today we went to Omsi and afterwards we went to a store, and I literally heard people looking my way saying "but she's so pretty" (cause people do go to my blog and they know I'm in a sexless marriage). Brian isn't going to get testosterone shots or whatever.........he hasn't so...............cause my needs don't matter they haven't this entire 24 year marriage, he knew I had a real libido when he married me, he faked also having a real libido so I THOUGHT HE HAD A REAL LIBIDO. But few weeks after being married I found out, 1 time a week, and then few I'd say a few years later it went down to 1 time a month................it took awhile til we were at 1 time a month that's how much brian likes "doing late night activities" problem I'm near menopause, so it's real hard for me. Also (she bopping as ciny lauper sang, also hard, cause brian and ian are always home) I'm not doing good basically and I don't know how to get healthy. Ya I have menopause pills. 

I look as nice as I can I'm afraid to wear contacts cause I'm old............

(this is a ugly picture of me, but usually my hair is down, usually it's not up, or I at least have some face fringe layers showing at the front of my face) - most ladies have "bad hair days" this is a bad hair day

but even if I had a billion bad hair days 

I should be "good looking enough" BUT I'M NOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

NOT FOR BRIAN WALZ

bonus though I don't deem brian very attractive anymore, probably because he don't deem me attractive. Back when he had a libido I did think he was good looking. He's turned "the deed" into a horrible torture thing. And it's been that way for me for years. 

I'm going with Lucifer when he get's here but it's scary what I'm going to become - I'M LITERALLY GOING TO CARE ABOUT EVERYONE. (now none of us though can help everyone)  Mark 9:35 "And he sat down, and called the twelve, and saith unto them, If any man desire to be first, the same shall be last of all, and servant of all." I need to become this person though fully, one that really loves and cares about everyone even my enemies bible says LOVE YOUR ENEMIES GO PAST WHAT THE PHARISEE'S WENT IN THEIR HEARTS.............................THE PHARISEE'S HATED JESUS BAD THEY WERE SCHEMING TO GET HIM KILLED...............

Matthew 12:14 "Then the Pharisees went out, and held a council against him, how they might destroy him."

John 10:39 "Therefore they sought again to take him: but he escaped out of their hand,"

Hear the bible for the 1st time maybe in your lives in "technicolor" --------- "that whosoever shall say to his brother, Raca, shall be in danger of the council" love we need to love everyone even our enemies and people that make us very mad and are exceedingly mean to us often.....................

Matthew 5:18-22 "For verily I say unto you, Till heaven and earth pass, one jot or one tittle shall in no wise pass from the law, till all be fulfilled. Whosoever therefore shall break one of these least commandments, and shall teach men so, he shall be called the least in the kingdom of heaven: but whosoever shall do and teach them, the same shall be called great in the kingdom of heaven. For I say unto you, That except your righteousness shall exceed the righteousness of the scribes and Pharisees, ye shall in no case enter into the kingdom of heaven. Ye have heard that it was said of them of old time, Thou shalt not kill; and whosoever shall kill shall be in danger of the judgment: But I say unto you, That whosoever is angry with his brother without a cause shall be in danger of the judgment: and whosoever shall say to his brother, Raca, shall be in danger of the council: but whosoever shall say, Thou fool, shall be in danger of hell fire."

Don't be overcome with evil the bible says

do let yourself be taken over with angriness at someone that did evil to you maybe a lot often..............

Romans 12:21 "Be not overcome of evil, but overcome evil with good."

LOVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

Luke 6:35

But love ye your enemies, and do good, and lend, hoping for nothing again; and your reward shall be great, and ye shall be the children of the Highest: for he is kind unto the unthankful and to the evil.

LET'S REASON WITH ONE ANOTHER MY BELOVED 1ST HUSBAND LUCIFER THE LORD OF THE UNDERWORLD.........................COME DOWN HERE PLEASE...............LET'S WORK TOGETHER AND SAVOUREST THE NEEDS OF MEN TOGETHER.........................

Matthew 16:23

But he turned, and said unto Peter, Get thee behind me, Satan: thou art an offence unto me: for thou savourest not the things that be of God, but those that be of men.

LOVE BOTH MY HUSBANDS BUT IT'S LUCIFER I FEEL IS REALLY "LIKE ME"

brian is more a kirk cameron style christian - no hate

super saint looking - sinless looking like everyone in the usa pry the earth

CHURCHES LOVE MY HUSBAND BAD ALL THE LADIES WANT HIM (ya I'm talking about 2nd hubby brian - alllllllllll the ladies want him soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo bad) 

oh they love to stand next to him

or sit next to him

or hold his hand while praying

and laugh at all his jokes

I AIN'T BLIND LADIES - BUT WHO COULD BLAME YOU?????????

"sheri don't choose that song - you are a christian lady - I'm a freaking multi colored satan worshipping give my life to jesus many colored bird"........................

your righteousness needs to exceed that of the pharisee's

to enter heaven - who wanted Jesus KILLED!!!!!!!!!!!!!

"""That except your righteousness shall exceed the righteousness of the scribes and Pharisees, ye shall in no case enter into the kingdom of heaven."""""

it's not a maybe that you need to love witches, satan worshippers, other christians etc. etc. other christians that don't believe like you or like me..............you must love them your righteousness must exceed that of the pharisee's to enter heaven 

my "mo" of going about this is pure villany I admit that

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Did you all know that with your words you could become guilty - but even after speaking things that'd make you guilty - with your words YOU COULD ALSO MAKE YOURSELF INNOCENT!!!!!!!!!!! Matthew 12:37 "For by thy words thou shalt be justified, and by thy words thou shalt be condemned." - I don't dig holes for myself anymore or try not to, just undig. psssssssssssss undig by loving people that's how you do it 1 Peter 4:8 "And above all things have fervent charity among yourselves: for charity shall cover the multitude of sins." Those poor suffering beige clothed christians that likely hate me with a passion a eternal burning passion...........well why wouldn't they burn with hatred for me for all of eternity since how clearly I am not suffering tons of beige clothing like those poor christians have to FOREVER (cause they are suffering for Jesus straight and narrow a lot)............................

 Did you all know that with your words you could become guilty - but even after speaking things that'd make you guilty - with your words YOU COULD ALSO MAKE YOURSELF INNOCENT!!!!!!!!!!! Matthew 12:37 "For by thy words thou shalt be justified, and by thy words thou shalt be condemned." - I don't dig holes for myself anymore or try not to, just undig. psssssssssssss undig by loving people that's how you do it 1 Peter 4:8 "And above all things have fervent charity among yourselves: for charity shall cover the multitude of sins." Those poor suffering beige clothed christians that likely hate me with a passion a eternal burning passion...........well why wouldn't they burn with hatred for me for all of eternity since how clearly I am not suffering tons of beige clothing like those poor christians have to FOREVER (cause they are suffering for Jesus straight and narrow a lot)............................

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you suppsedly "cancelled" in "cancel culture" 

well 

my friends

there's a way out of that................................

Matthew 12:36-37 "But I say unto you, That every idle word that men shall speak, they shall give account thereof in the day of judgment. For by thy words thou shalt be justified, and by thy words thou shalt be condemned."

 "cough sheri in your permanent villian era - um tim tim - tim sheri tim - we saw you few blog posts do full out alchemy in a way we've never seen a sorceror do, or a witch, or a warlock, or a freemason NEVER WE'VE NEVER SEEN ALCHEMY ON THAT LEVEL - ARE YOU THE DEVIL SHERI" ARE YOU THE DEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEVIL

👿 - I do claim myself to be 50% of lucifer

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IN THE 1ST GRADE I STUCK LUCIFER, SATAN, THE DEVILS HEART AND SOUL IN A BOX AND BURRIED IT IN THE GROUND SO HE'D BE MINE FOREVER

GOOD THINKING MINI ME

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 I GIVE MY LIFE TO JESUS

I NO WATCH PORN

NO DO DRUGS

I DO FRANKINCENSE NOW INSTEAD FOR ARTHRITIS

AND I SUFFER FOR JESUS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm ready to get airborn though......................

READ THIS IN MY BIBLE TODAY...................

Matthew 18:32-35 "Then his lord, after that he had called him, said unto him, O thou wicked servant, I forgave thee all that debt, because thou desiredst me: Shouldest not thou also have had compassion on thy fellowservant, even as I had pity on thee? And his lord was wroth, and delivered him to the tormentors, till he should pay all that was due unto him. So likewise shall my heavenly Father do also unto you, if ye from your hearts forgive not every one his brother their trespasses." ----------- tormentors seems to give credence to the idea of temporary hell that catholics pretty sure believe in. 

   Cause like if god delivered you to tormentors at like judgement day cause you didn't forgive a few people "from you heart" ------------------- well angels in heaven angels proper they just ain't in the tormenting people buisiness - THEY AIN'T

  (you need the special angels in hell for that) 💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓

if you ain't really gonna launch off with wings

hey even imaginary wings

you gonna fly better having showed people real mercy 

👽👽👽👽👽👽👽👽👽👽 we already here THE INVASION HAS ALREADY HAPPENED

I am probably the only or one of the few people on earth that gives thanks for Lucifer and his men's existance - though the bible literally says "" Giving thanks always for all things"" Lucifer's men were so cute last night, the cuteness is real people. """sheri that's because your the premiere #1 villian on earth"""""" Ephesians 5:20 "Giving thanks always for all things unto God and the Father in the name of our Lord Jesus Christ;"................

everyone plays a role in my life potentially..................my enmies they sure do and bible says to love them all. 

for me my enemies proper are the apostolic christian church of america

the content for my blog the apostolic christian church of america has enabled me to have - IT'S RIDICULOUS IT'S SO MUCH CONTENT. 

and then they attack me occasionally - that's freakin gooooooooooooooooooooooold

but you know lucifer and his men are NOT my enemies...........nope....................oh I give my life to Jesus ya I accept fully Jesus as my lord and savior. I'm buisy talking about BEING THANKFUL....................

 I am probably the only or one of the few people on earth that gives thanks for Lucifer and his men's existance - though the bible literally says "" Giving thanks always for all things"" Lucifer's men were so cute last night, the cuteness is real people. """sheri that's because your the premiere #1 villian on earth"""""" Ephesians 5:20 "Giving thanks always for all things unto God and the Father in the name of our Lord Jesus Christ;"................

  I was like dreaming, did you all know angels can guard your dreams at night - guard your sleep - make sure you sleep well. OH THEY CAN! (sheri you literally have the wrong guardian angels and your over there happy about it walk away from the goth music sheri, walk away from marilyn manson sheri) 

I was like running through a world - a dream world, and I was running with someone - don't even know what was chasing us??????????????????? But we were near criminals on the run.
All the sudden the person I was following and running with DISAPPEARED - I literally heard lucifers men chuckling
the cutest chuckles literally
for real though!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Lucifer's e-mail to me today but I never say where these e-mails are coming from because I severelly believe they are via a portal on the internet and I like getting e-mails from 1st hubby................

But lucifer did give me 20 billion heart attacks a few nights ago............I was hula hooping with my infinity style hula hoop exercise one
- he touches the exercise weight - that didn't jump scare me none
then he agree's with me over my thoughts on the show I was watching while hula hooping - cause I had some thoughts on what all was going on on the tv set. He was so close to me not only in proximity....................
almost like a part of me speaking to me
ghost style still
but like so dang close to me, he might as well be in my body!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I can't even hardly describe what I felt that moment
that me haunting me but it ain't actually me, but in a way sorta is.........like less then 1 centimeter away from me at that
I knew it was lucifer
I knew that
oh ya
I jumped so bad

I ain't afraid of lucifer at all

it was just this "phenomia" I felt

this me speaking to me, but that isn't me, but in a way is

look

look

I won't lie to you all ok

lucifer and his men know my secrets

love

ok

love

hey

ya love

covers a multitude of sins

it's very easy for me to love lucifer and his men

cause I need a lot of sins left stuck in the drawer....................

and lucifer I do view as literally part of me - and duh I love myself 💓💓💓💓💓 infinity

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Proverbs 10:12

Hatred stirreth up strifes: but love covereth all sins.

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