I am thankful - today brian put the needle to the palm of my hand cause I been freaking out about taking my blood sugar tests. Well today new machine came in the mail to take my blood sugar IT'S A LITTLE KIDS MACHINE, clean came with stickers some really cool ones of dino's and a karate chopping character : ) it worked................finally I didn't feel much of anything which reduced my anxiety right away. And even afterwards I hardly felt any pain......................

 I am thankful - today brian put the needle to the palm of my hand cause I been freaking out about taking my blood sugar tests. Well today new machine came in the mail to take my blood sugar IT'S A LITTLE KIDS MACHINE, clean came with stickers some really cool ones of dino's and a karate chopping character : ) it worked................finally I didn't feel much of anything which reduced my anxiety right away. And even afterwards I hardly felt any pain......................

2 Timothy 3:2

For men shall be lovers of their own selves, covetous, boasters, proud, blasphemers, disobedient to parents, unthankful, unholy,

  And I'm getting hopefully soon my dream goats. We got a section of our yard special fenced off for goats, with a nice shelter for them and everything. 

not only will they be great pets
our yard is a overgrown mess it really is
lawn mowers only do so much!!!!!!!!!!!!!

  God made goats for a reason!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I like my yard goat landscaped 💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓

via GIPHY

 Goats they'll eat everything - that's perect!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

cancel culture needs to end for real

cause everyone is pry a little thankful - a little grouchy to somedays

not perfect

people ain't perfect

jesus said...............Matthew 19:17 "And he said unto him, Why callest thou me good? there is none good but one, that is, God: but if thou wilt enter into life, keep the commandments."

God's kingdom come his will be done involves us all be "bountiful" in mercy towards each other....................Psalm 103:8 "The Lord is merciful and gracious, slow to anger, and plenteous in mercy." Swear it said bountiful cern's messing with me but plenteous same thing."

If god's "plenteous" in mercy stands to reason he also wants us to show mercy..........

Matthew 6:9-11 "After this manner therefore pray ye: Our Father which art in heaven, Hallowed be thy name. Thy kingdom come, Thy will be done in earth, as it is in heaven. Give us this day our daily bread."
Luke 6:35-37 "But love ye your enemies, and do good, and lend, hoping for nothing again; and your reward shall be great, and ye shall be the children of the Highest: for he is kind unto the unthankful and to the evil. Be ye therefore merciful, as your Father also is merciful.Judge not, and ye shall not be judged: condemn not, and ye shall not be condemned: forgive, and ye shall be forgiven:"

  Good thing I don't have to work to hard at my job, cause diabeties 2 is "taking me out" it's beyond harshing my gig etc. 

  And I thankful brian has set up time to pick up my goats and hope that all goes well, cause they'll lower my blood pressure and diabeties 2 has really raised my blood pressure a lot!

I barely understand diabeties and it's really hard to fight something you can't see it's invisible and you barely understand it. 

my blood sugar level wasn't mega high started intermittent fasting again and am fairly certain intermittent fasting for like good will eventually get me healthy again that and eating low carb, no sugar

cancel culture stinks it's the opposite of mercy instead of picking each other apart we really should be thinking about what our pastors could preach for instance to build each other up!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I am probably the only or one of the few people on earth that gives thanks for Lucifer and his men's existance - though the bible literally says "" Giving thanks always for all things"" Lucifer's men were so cute last night, the cuteness is real people. """sheri that's because your the premiere #1 villian on earth"""""" Ephesians 5:20 "Giving thanks always for all things unto God and the Father in the name of our Lord Jesus Christ;"................

everyone plays a role in my life potentially..................my enmies they sure do and bible says to love them all. 

for me my enemies proper are the apostolic christian church of america

the content for my blog the apostolic christian church of america has enabled me to have - IT'S RIDICULOUS IT'S SO MUCH CONTENT. 

and then they attack me occasionally - that's freakin gooooooooooooooooooooooold

but you know lucifer and his men are NOT my enemies...........nope....................oh I give my life to Jesus ya I accept fully Jesus as my lord and savior. I'm buisy talking about BEING THANKFUL....................

 I am probably the only or one of the few people on earth that gives thanks for Lucifer and his men's existance - though the bible literally says "" Giving thanks always for all things"" Lucifer's men were so cute last night, the cuteness is real people. """sheri that's because your the premiere #1 villian on earth"""""" Ephesians 5:20 "Giving thanks always for all things unto God and the Father in the name of our Lord Jesus Christ;"................

  I was like dreaming, did you all know angels can guard your dreams at night - guard your sleep - make sure you sleep well. OH THEY CAN! (sheri you literally have the wrong guardian angels and your over there happy about it walk away from the goth music sheri, walk away from marilyn manson sheri) 

I was like running through a world - a dream world, and I was running with someone - don't even know what was chasing us??????????????????? But we were near criminals on the run.
All the sudden the person I was following and running with DISAPPEARED - I literally heard lucifers men chuckling
the cutest chuckles literally
for real though!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Lucifer's e-mail to me today but I never say where these e-mails are coming from because I severelly believe they are via a portal on the internet and I like getting e-mails from 1st hubby................

But lucifer did give me 20 billion heart attacks a few nights ago............I was hula hooping with my infinity style hula hoop exercise one
- he touches the exercise weight - that didn't jump scare me none
then he agree's with me over my thoughts on the show I was watching while hula hooping - cause I had some thoughts on what all was going on on the tv set. He was so close to me not only in proximity....................
almost like a part of me speaking to me
ghost style still
but like so dang close to me, he might as well be in my body!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I can't even hardly describe what I felt that moment
that me haunting me but it ain't actually me, but in a way sorta is.........like less then 1 centimeter away from me at that
I knew it was lucifer
I knew that
oh ya
I jumped so bad

I ain't afraid of lucifer at all

it was just this "phenomia" I felt

this me speaking to me, but that isn't me, but in a way is

look

look

I won't lie to you all ok

lucifer and his men know my secrets

love

ok

love

hey

ya love

covers a multitude of sins

it's very easy for me to love lucifer and his men

cause I need a lot of sins left stuck in the drawer....................

and lucifer I do view as literally part of me - and duh I love myself 💓💓💓💓💓 infinity

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Proverbs 10:12

Hatred stirreth up strifes: but love covereth all sins.

https://www.donorschoose.org/

Ms. Hernandez's classrooms fundraiser is now fully funded 😁 But there are many more classrooms with many more needs at Donors Choose..........

My favorite dumpster diver on you tube (I have a few "fave" ones though). I love this guys dumpster diving video's. He has that "attitude of gratitude" and I'VE STARTED MIMICING HIM FOR REAL FOR REAL, cause like him I've found "blessings" like earhtly stuff I saying, not in dumpsters, but I do have a fave discount grocery store that around once a week I go to and get fruits and veggies at really good prices (I always leave there knowing "ok these is blessings") makes my week really.....................

My favorite dumpster diver on you tube (I have a few "fave" ones though). I love this guys dumpster diving video's. He has that "attitude of gratitude" and I'VE STARTED MIMICING HIM FOR REAL FOR REAL, cause like him I've found "blessings" like earhtly stuff I saying, not in dumpsters, but I do have a fave discount grocery store that around once a week I go to and get fruits and veggies at really good prices (I always leave there knowing "ok these is blessings") makes my week really.....................

and the bible it does say

us christians and even non-christians should be able to find some blessings.............

Matthew 5:45 "That ye may be the children of your Father which is in heaven: for he maketh his sun to rise on the evil and on the good, and sendeth rain on the just and on the unjust."

I literally don't believe I'm telling you cornie stuffs right now

if you can find "blessings" 

and just sit there in thanksgiving like once a week

(don't steal, find blessings legal) 

I find it's like good

cause people that like don't like god (I am one with eyeballs man..........I'll notice people that leave god, leave their faith, they seem to me to be upset. I believe some "negativity snowball pattern" happens to some people out there - NOW EVERYONE HAS BAD DAYS I UNDERSTAND THAT) 

being thankful is helpful in life

instead of counting keeping count

of the yachts you don't have

the fame you don't have

the friends you don't have

if you can INSTEAD

tally

"look these are blessings"

"look these are blessings" 

EVEN AT THE DOLLAR TREE "BLESSINGS" CAN BE FOUND!

https://www.youtube.com/@findingtreasures737

That dumpter diver though my #1 fave dumpster diver. 

Philippians 4:8 "Finally, brethren, whatsoever things are true, whatsoever things are honest, whatsoever things are just, whatsoever things are pure, whatsoever things are lovely, whatsoever things are of good report; if there be any virtue, and if there be any praise, think on these things."

Psalm 95:2 "Let us come before his presence with thanksgiving, and make a joyful noise unto him with psalms." - Amen Psalm 95:2 cause "blessings" IS REAL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

https://www.donorschoose.org/

today at Donors Choose 11/28/2023.....................it's pretty exciting..............

Mrs. Dunham's classrooms fundraiser is now fully funded 😁 But there are many more classrooms with many more needs at Donors Choose..............

Wishing you a blessed day!

All things work together for my good. Do I have less worldly goods, well then I must at the moment have less worldly good TO OVERCOME THE EARTH!!!!!!!! Revelation 2:7 "He that hath an ear, let him hear what the Spirit saith unto the churches; To him that overcometh will I give to eat of the tree of life, which is in the midst of the paradise of God." If Miley Cyrus is right and it's a party in the USA - it must be a praise god party then, cause this country full of christians WHOME ALL THINGS ARE WORKING FOR THE GOOD FOR.................

 My natural curly hair struggle is real - praise god............for some reason unbeknowst to me this is a good predicament to have in life?????.............all things work together for the good...............

All things work together for my good. Do I have less worldly goods, well then I must at the moment have less worldly good TO OVERCOME THE EARTH!!!!!!!! Revelation 2:7 "He that hath an ear, let him hear what the Spirit saith unto the churches; To him that overcometh will I give to eat of the tree of life, which is in the midst of the paradise of God." If Miley Cyrus is right and it's a party in the USA - it must be a praise god party then, cause this country full of christians WHOME ALL THINGS ARE WORKING FOR THE GOOD FOR.................

Romans 8:28 "And we know that all things work together for good to them that love God, to them who are the called according to his purpose."

  If I'm hated by all men, IT'S FOR MY GOOD.........that I rely more on GOD!!!!!!!!!!! Matthew 10:22
"And ye shall be hated of all men for my name's sake: but he that endureth to the end shall be saved."

IF MY BLOG

HAS DIED

SO BAD YOU COULDN'T KICK IT DOWN THE STREET

HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA

THAT'S FOR MY GOOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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1 Thessalonians 5:16-18

16 Rejoice evermore.

17 Pray without ceasing.

18 In every thing give thanks: for this is the will of God in Christ Jesus concerning you.

   Once I was a debbie downer! I'm admitting it. I was a full blown debbie!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

  But now I'VE SEEN THE LIGHT THANK YOU JESUS!!!!!!!!!!!! That indeed ALL THINGS do work are working together for my good!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Jesus party on USA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I went "cross and skullbones for the lord" and that is the community I need the most right now..............being very hated in a lot of the body of christ and the earth

has totally worked for my good!!!!!!

I don't worry about being killed someday for being a christian like most maybe do

no worries!!!!!!!!

I have 000000000000000000

worries - that's something to be really thankful I have nothing but reasons to be thankful turns out!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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have a great day!

Giving thanks for my 5 cats, whom I haven't always been extremely thankful for (due to me and my daughter being both asthmatics) but I've learned to cope buying many many plants which plants are great to have anyways, many air purifiers. THIS YEAR WE HAD A MICE PROBLEM FOR A FEW SECONDS...........well my 5 cats I do believe killed all the mice in our whole neighborhood. Deuteronomy 28:47 "Because thou servedst not the Lord thy God with joyfulness, and with gladness of heart, for the abundance of all things;" Most of us have a abundance we really do.......................

 Giving thanks for my 5 cats, whom I haven't always been extremely thankful for (due to me and my daughter being both asthmatics) but I've learned to cope buying many many plants which plants are great to have anyways, many air purifiers. THIS YEAR WE HAD A MICE PROBLEM FOR A FEW SECONDS...........well my 5 cats I do believe killed all the mice in our whole neighborhood.  Deuteronomy 28:47 "Because thou servedst not the Lord thy God with joyfulness, and with gladness of heart, for the abundance of all things;" Most of us have a abundance we really do.......................

If you want to be also joyful - practice being joyful

(don't practice complaining to people if you want to be joyful) 

God wants us to serve Him with JOYFULNESS

and with GLADNESS OF HEART

FOR THE ABUNDANCE OF ALL THINGS

I believe cause I believe Deuteronomy 28:47

hero's all em!

like

when you like go to like a hotel

you expect the people at the hotel to be cheery pleasant and nice

same with restaurants

well think about it

wouldn't God also want good customer service??????

HE PRY DOES!!!!!!!!!!!

Psalm 100

King James Version

100 Make a joyful noise unto the Lord, all ye lands.

2 Serve the Lord with gladness: come before his presence with singing.

3 Know ye that the Lord he is God: it is he that hath made us, and not we ourselves; we are his people, and the sheep of his pasture.

4 Enter into his gates with thanksgiving, and into his courts with praise: be thankful unto him, and bless his name.

5 For the Lord is good; his mercy is everlasting; and his truth endureth to all generations.

Have a great day!

Bad press is ok...........cause if people talk YOU MATTER. Ephesians 5:20 "Giving thanks always for all things unto God and the Father in the name of our Lord Jesus Christ;" NOBODY IS 1-2 MISTAKES................nomader how hard people try and "cancel culture them" they are a "sum of a whole" at judgement day in front of God.........................VIEWS ARE VIEWS TURNS OUT..................

 Update: My super model sister basically appologized. Told me she understands I'm happy and to keep being me. (shhhhhhhhhhh................my family has a intense hatred for the devil...................I think they really can't handle me speaking about him like EVER). But like nothing fantastically bad has ever happened to them, my sister is literally a super model not a super known super model she's like what I call a "new school" super model, these days the super models aren't as popular as they once were. I'M LIKE SAYING THE DEVIL AIN'T LIKE HACKING THE LIMBS OFF MY FAMILIES BODIES!!!!!!!! (I don't understand their burning hate...............for a "created bad guy" that god made to be THE bad guy) There's so much on this earth though that doesn't make any dimes of sense to me. For me the devil has been ONLY HELPFUL.............I give the devil 1-10 rating system A 10!!!!!!!! 👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓

  Bad press is ok...........cause if people talk YOU MATTER. Ephesians 5:20 "Giving thanks always for all things unto God and the Father in the name of our Lord Jesus Christ;" NOBODY IS 1-2 MISTAKES................nomader how hard people try and "cancel culture them" they are a "sum of a whole" at judgement day in front of God.........................VIEWS ARE VIEWS TURNS OUT..................

(My husband did give me the "boo face" when I talked about my love of the devil 

like today I was like "boo faced" - I was going off about what's the big deal?????????? I'm a goth I'm telling everyone I'm a goth christian and the last of the body of christ ------- to me in my mind of course duhhhhhhhhhhhhh I love Jesus and Satan BOTH 💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓)

My bible study decided not to "boo face" me, decided my loving muslim people was good 👍

I've like gotten used to being like continually busted or going to be busted with like everyone nearly. People say "be yourselves" that saying needs to end, cause that saying is a 1 billion % lie...............people don't want me to be me....................they want to probably install like robot brains in my brains that like say "yes mam" "thank you sir" ---------- that's pry the bulk of what they want me to say I recogn..........all robot like. 

COLOSSIANS 2:6-7 (NKJV)

"As you therefore have received Christ Jesus the Lord, so walk in Him, rooted and built up in Him and established in the faith, as you have been taught, abounding in it with thanksgiving."

PSALM 95:1-5 (NKJV)

Oh come, let us sing to the LORD! Let us shout joyfully to the Rock of our salvation. Let us come before His presence with thanksgiving; let us shout joyfully to Him with psalms. For the LORD is the great God, and the great King above all gods. In His hand are the deep places of the earth' the heights of the hills are His also. The sea is His, for He made it; and His hands formed the dry land.

PHILIPPIANS 4:4-7

Rejoice in the Lord always. I will say it again: Rejoice! Let your gentleness be evident to all. The Lord is near. Do not be anxious about anything, but in every situation, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus.

Don't worry about haters

GIVE THANKS FOR THE HATERS IS MY ADVICE!

instead of focusing on your "hater press" if your lucky enough to have that

focus on serving God/Jesus

be like me a squirrel

..................

1 Corinthians 3:11-13 "For other foundation can no man lay than that is laid, which is Jesus Christ.  Now if any man build upon this foundation gold, silver, precious stones, wood, hay, stubble; Every man's work shall be made manifest: for the day shall declare it, because it shall be revealed by fire; and the fire shall try every man's work of what sort it is."
   Everytime I donate to a charity, think about it, it's a nut stored up.

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Matthew 6:19-21 "Lay not up for yourselves treasures upon earth, where moth and rust doth corrupt, and where thieves break through and steal: But lay up for yourselves treasures in heaven, where neither moth nor rust doth corrupt, and where thieves do not break through nor steal: For where your treasure is, there will your heart be also." - pastors should preach better, cause a lot of people out there, they done got to good storing up nuts on earth via buying earthly buisiness. 

Earth nuts stored up ain't going to count for nothing on judgement day!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Luke 12:20-22 "But God said unto him, Thou fool, this night thy soul shall be required of thee: then whose shall those things be, which thou hast provided? So is he that layeth up treasure for himself, and is not rich toward God. And he said unto his disciples, Therefore I say unto you, Take no thought for your life, what ye shall eat; neither for the body, what ye shall put on."

This is almost on topic happens to be I have been feeding squirrels............now I also feed crows and left out rings, to teach the crows that often hang in tree's at my house.................take a ring, leave me jewelry is the idea........................

Have a great day!

Dear lucifers people in the future, I am grateful.....................................

Dear lucifers people in the future, I am grateful.................

  God told me when I was in the womb, and I remember vividly. I saw God as a glowing ball...............little baby me in the womb did. And He told me, I would go through some hard times, but not to worry, that I would always be protected. I was told just you know trust in god, things gonna work out good. I was told like just wait, when I'm in them "tuff times" and believe.
    Psalm 30:5 "For his anger endureth but a moment; in his favour is life: weeping may endure for a night, but joy cometh in the morning."

   I know I am lucky. (pause while all of lucifers people in the future, maybe choke for a minute, hopefully none them read this blog post while eating you know in the future). Time and chance it does happen to all even me. 

Ecclesiastes 9:11 "I returned, and saw under the sun, that the race is not to the swift, nor the battle to the strong, neither yet bread to the wise, nor yet riches to men of understanding, nor yet favour to men of skill; but time and chance happeneth to them all."

  If time and chance didn't happen to all, then never would any "bad times" happen to me..............then I would've just had a magical fairytale life the whole way, and I didn't. Not that there is anything wrong with working a regular job, I still do work a regular job 😊👍

  Since how the giphy was deleted and the original song for this blog post, cause heaven forbid in super christian america anybody be tainted with the giphy or their song on a post talking about lucifers people..................(not sarcasm the truth) lets see how long this song stays up from the apostolic christian church of america themselves.......................

  You know I'm talking about the "fairy tale life" 😉 #my future

  And some people right now on earth, 

do live the "fairy tale life" 

where they don't have to work no job and fly in 1st class etc. etc. 

and for them time and chance did happen as well. 

 The rich man that didn't feed lazarus, didn't say in the bible that this guy was ever poor........................

Luke 16

19 There was a certain rich man, which was clothed in purple and fine linen, and fared sumptuously every day:

20 And there was a certain beggar named Lazarus, which was laid at his gate, full of sores,

21 And desiring to be fed with the crumbs which fell from the rich man's table: moreover the dogs came and licked his sores.

22 And it came to pass, that the beggar died, and was carried by the angels into Abraham's bosom: the rich man also died, and was buried;

  I ain't trying to speak badly about the rich guy in this segment of Luke 16 in anyway, cause time and chance definately happened to him. But to point out the idea that he "fared sumptuously every day" 

..................."time and chance" happened to him in a way that he faired sumptiously every day....................and then also time and chance led him to ouch hell and yikes forever yikes. 

I promise I am thankful. 

I've been poor and/or middle class for so long

that in the future future me will I am sure of it, be thankful everyday............even if I didn't look that thankful. 

(though of course it's good to be thankful even when we are "middle class" such as I am right now........and I am, many don't have jobs right now, I am very mindful of that, of how lucky I really am)

Ephesians 5:20 "Giving thanks always for all things unto God and the Father in the name of our Lord Jesus Christ;"
Psalm 100:4 "Enter into his gates with thanksgiving, and into his courts with praise: be thankful unto him, and bless his name."

It's ok to let people know if  your having a bad day, 

but remember God desires us to be a thankful people

My husband bought me a "light ring" for my phone, I didn't use it in the video above, but I did use it on a few photo's a second ago...............................does seem to make my skin look extra glowy..........................

I've been framed, like the devil....................but ep truelly truelly truelly Romans 8:28 "And we know that all things work together for good to them that love God, to them who are the called according to his purpose."............

Update 7/7/2025 to all the christians frantically rummaging through all my old blog posts to "make me look christian now" - to set me up to fail in REVERSE. 

 (cause people always try and make me out "the bad guy" whichever way "the bad guy" is located at the time) 

I'M GOING WITH LUCIFER YOUR WAISTING YOUR TIME. 

I'm thankful people just go to my blog to gawk and me and likely hate me

cause I wouldn't even of turned to lucifer maybe if that all didn't happen to me

but it did

and you know what I found out

I'M A LOT LIKE THE DEVIL - it is easy to love people that are like you

I struggle loving most christians

I don't relate to looking like sinless kirk camerons - I DON'T RELATE TO THAT

sinless kirk camerons that gaaaaaaaaaaaasp never would want a mansion or a boat or a nice car all them things are so "sinful" and "worldly" 

------------ I can't relate to you

granted your not of this world

maybe I am of this world????????????

cause I see value in a nice house, car, boat etc. - don't even see all that as "horrible sins" like you all do

I LIKE BEING THE "BAD GUY" I HAM IT UP EVEN..................

  I've been framed, like the devil....................but ep truelly truelly truelly Romans 8:28 "And we know that all things work together for good to them that love God, to them who are the called according to his purpose."............
  You know what time it is the rest of the body of christ ------------ almost 3 a.m.

Evil is the will of God on this earth, 

I believe it now. 

Isaiah 45:7 "I form the light, and create darkness: I make peace, and create evil: I the Lord do all these things." 💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓

"Let evilllllllll rise" Enimem

MM

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pps.......in all things give thanks for that is............

1 Thessalonians 5:18 "In every thing give thanks: for this is the will of God in Christ Jesus concerning you."

  I'm very thankful indeed. 

via GIPHY

  Deuteronomy 3:21-22 "And I commanded Joshua at that time, saying, Thine eyes have seen all that the Lord your God hath done unto these two kings: so shall the Lord do unto all the kingdoms whither thou passest. Ye shall not fear them: for the Lord your God he shall fight for you." - This is the verses that speak to me at the moment a slew Deuteronomy 3:21-22

  Most people talk about evil and lucifer like that is bad stuffs................but...............................

God made evil

did god make evil to totally make my life stink?

no

I think god actually made evil so that my life wouldn't stink. 

Think on babylon, think on money for second before you deem me having gone all the way off the deep end.......................

think of all the things we can buy

 Now I know most christians don't wear 0 makeup..............don't buy nothing or hardly nothin cause they need to suffer in the flesh for the lord bad. 

2 Corinthians 1:5 "For as the sufferings of Christ abound in us, so our consolation also aboundeth by Christ."

  People think I don't suffer for Jesus I don't think, I totally do though. Am I drunk right now - no. Would I prefer to be drunk right now..........yes..........heck yes........................and yes.

  #suffering so bad for the lord right now #facts

   Look babylon the harlot can fall okay, but 1st let me order a few more Twilly scarves 😁

  Long live beanie hats, fur pom poms and twilly scarves. VIVA THE VALLEY GIRL REVOLUTION - HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAH

 "Wait sheri you might actually be a goth though still, you've taken us down some weird little valley girl rabbit hole" 😂💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓

Fear god!

Ecclesiastes 8:12 "Though a sinner do evil an hundred times, and his days be prolonged, yet surely I know that it shall be well with them that fear God, which fear before him:" - amen Ecclesiastes 8:12

Ever been in so much pain, that your struggling to even think straight?........................nothing like some good ol' fashion agony to get me thankful for the people in my life.........................

 Update 3/25/2025 Yesterday I decorated my entire house with chinese new years decorations (bought them on amazon for $11 bit pack of new years decorations). I'm leaving them up maybe whole year........likely buying more next year............

the not red lantern I made 😁 - and I'm about to pry make more 😁

The pack I bought came with many window clings - I like them a slew. Put them on a few windows. - and yes I have no privacy in my backyard at all...............or my front yard, and my goats are messy but I love them 💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓

Ever been in so much pain, that your struggling to even think straight?........................nothing like some good ol' fashion agony to get me thankful for the people in my life.........................(not going to say what happened today, but it was a ruff day for me.......but things were great at the messianic church I sometimes go to the rabbi came up while people were singing like special cause I hadn't been there for awhile and said hi to me......................I'm thankful for both my churches very thankful)
 I'm not supposed to mention my families names on my blog......but they like many of my facebook posts.......that's some real support. And my brother has said recently some nice things to me in text message.............don't think he's on facebook that much........but basically supportive. Or at least loving me nomadder what.
  I do not believe the baptist church or the messianic church I sometimes go to that either one would "bail on me" I'm thankful for that today. I can't bear being shut out of people's lives anymore..............the pain has grown. The pain I feel is so extreme I can't even "think straight" somedays, so intense it is at times. 
1 Corinthians 13

4 Charity suffereth long, and is kind; charity envieth not; charity vaunteth not itself, is not puffed up,

5 Doth not behave itself unseemly, seeketh not her own, is not easily provoked, thinketh no evil;

6 Rejoiceth not in iniquity, but rejoiceth in the truth;

7 Beareth all things, believeth all things, hopeth all things, endureth all things.

8 Charity never faileth: but whether there be prophecies, they shall fail; whether there be tongues, they shall cease; whether there be knowledge, it shall vanish away.

 I've felt pain more then I know how to deal with. And pain that people don't even know about, pain that I don't even speak about. 

  Psalm 25:17-19 

17 The troubles of my heart are enlarged: O bring thou me out of my distresses.

18 Look upon mine affliction and my pain; and forgive all my sins.

19 Consider mine enemies; for they are many; and they hate me with cruel hatred.

  My song choice for today (I've always been into this sort of music,  depeche mode sorta stuffs)..................

   ------------- And I surely understand why people seek out drugs, and alcohol to numb the pain they are feeling.....................if the amount of bars everywhere is a testiment to anything.............instead of the amount of sin on this earth I believe more then that it is a testiment to the amount of pain people are feeling on this earth. 

  People abandoned, by their families, their spouses, maybe their churches, or their employers???????? Surely there is pain and agony out there, searing pain, pain that is so intense people at times feel the only help there is is beer or drugs. 

I don't think this world is horrible on a whole, 

if it was tremendously horrible

god wouldn't of "so loved the world"

John 3:16 "For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life."
If you are in agony today.....................know that someone loves you -------- that someone is god!
2 Peter 3:9 "The Lord is not slack concerning his promise, as some men count slackness; but is longsuffering to us-ward, not willing that any should perish, but that all should come to repentance."

   Someday pain will end................................if you give your life to jesus..................................

Revelation 21:4

"And God shall wipe away all tears from their eyes; and there shall be no more death, neither sorrow, nor crying, neither shall there be any more pain: for the former things are passed away."

   neither shall there be any more pain ------ hard to imagine it................whilst in the grips of complete agony like this........but the word of god is true! Thank god!!!!!!!!!! 

Have a great week earth! 

LOVE

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