We will deal with money, but we really don't deal with money. Many of you wish for name brands, houses, nails, - AND I HAVE ALSO BEEN EARTHLY MINDED BEFORE. Philippians 3:19 "Whose end is destruction, whose God is their belly, and whose glory is in their shame, who mind earthly things.)" You want to be big??????????? DO YOU WANT TO RULE THE WORLD????????...........................

 fame - money - wealth is needed so that I'm heard but that shiz is not the most important life is about people and god etc. 

I admitedly ain't loving anybody hardly right now besides lucifer and his men because they ain't laughing at me or hating me like most people are I AM NOT BEING LOVED BY PEOPLE DON'T TELLLLLLLLLLL ME THAT

I'm never invited to people's houses, never even my own family anymore (besides I go to brians families family get togethers but I'm not liked there naw, nawwwwwwwwwww)

1 John 3:18

My little children, let us not love in word, neither in tongue; but in deed and in truth.

I'm not loved in word or deed and truth - can't even think of 1 person besides brian!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Maybe my parents but then sometimes they really talk shi- about lucifer IF WE ARE COUNTING THAT THEY SEND ME FRUIT BASKETS FOR CHRISTMASES!!!!!!!!!!!!!! IF WE ARE COUNTING CHRISTMAS FRUIT BASKETS THEN MY PARENTS DO LOVE ME IN "DEED AND TRUTH"

I really really really hate it when christians talk shi- about lucifer i'm not enjoying that at all!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

 We will deal with money, but we really don't deal with money. Many of you wish for name brands, houses, nails, - AND I HAVE ALSO BEEN EARTHLY MINDED BEFORE. Philippians 3:19 "Whose end is destruction, whose God is their belly, and whose glory is in their shame, who mind earthly things.)" You want to be big??????????? DO YOU WANT TO RULE THE WORLD????????...........................

John 3:31 "He that cometh from above is above all: he that is of the earth is earthly, and speaketh of the earth: he that cometh from heaven is above all."

I sometimes blabber about the earth and things of this earth

but I ain't from here

the force is real

most of you are asleep

distracted

by the pleasures of life..................................

Luke 8:14

And that which fell among thorns are they, which, when they have heard, go forth, and are choked with cares and riches and pleasures of this life, and bring no fruit to perfection.

are you going to come and get me finally lucifer

I'm spilling your secrets 

I took this pic

I am a villian now that means I can put up any pic I want at any time I want

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i have gone full jedi knight

I believe it

I need nothing of this earth

😋

to the things of this world 

I am a jedi knight!!!!!!!!!!!!!

what does god want

what does god want?

what is the perfect will of god????????????

is it not 

is it nooooooot

that we love one another?????????????????????

I WOULD SAY SO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

THIS BIG REVIVAL YOU ALL WANT OR A LOT OF YOU WANT

will only happen

when you really love one another!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Acts 4:31-35 "And when they had prayed, the place was shaken where they were assembled together; and they were all filled with the Holy Ghost, and they spake the word of God with boldness. And the multitude of them that believed were of one heart and of one soul: neither said any of them that ought of the things which he possessed was his own; but they had all things common.  And with great power gave the apostles witness of the resurrection of the Lord Jesus: and great grace was upon them all. Neither was there any among them that lacked: for as many as were possessors of lands or houses sold them, and brought the prices of the things that were sold, And laid them down at the apostles' feet: and distribution was made unto every man according as he had need." - you want massive holy spirit revival Acts 4:31-35 is how it's done. 

but back to my point about the will of god...................

THAT GOD'S WILL BE DONE

THAT HIS KINGDOM WILL COME ON EARTH AS IT IS IN HEAVEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Matthew 6:9-11

King James Version

9 After this manner therefore pray ye: Our Father which art in heaven, Hallowed be thy name.

10 Thy kingdom come, Thy will be done in earth, as it is in heaven.

11 Give us this day our daily bread.

i BADLY WANTED TO BLOG ALL THIS SO i DID 😂💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓

Lucifer can come and get me or not come and get me - his choice. 

chilllllllllllllllll

everyone's chillllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll

reaping good things because they is chilllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll

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ya

I'll be chill ok

probably the chillest of all

ps...........I want lucifer to come get me a ton but am being chill 

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the most diabolical chillness ever!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! In eternity 🧊🧊🧊🧊🧊🧊🧊🧊🧊🧊🧊🧊🧊🧊🧊🧊🧊🧊🧊🧊🧊🧊🧊🧊🧊🧊🧊🧊🧊🧊🧊🧊🧊🧊🧊🧊🧊🧊🧊🧊🧊🧊🧊🧊🧊🧊🧊🧊🧊🧊🧊🧊🧊🧊🧊🧊🧊🧊🧊🧊🧊🧊🧊🧊🧊🧊🧊🧊🧊🧊🧊🧊🧊🧊🧊🧊🧊🧊🧊🧊🧊🧊🧊🧊🧊🧊🧊🧊🧊🧊🧊🧊🧊🧊🧊🧊🧊🧊🧊🧊🧊🧊 

https://www.donorschoose.org/

Ms. Adams classrooms fundraiser is now fully funded 😁 But there are many more classrooms with many more needs at Donors Choose.................

Update: I can't do choir at church, even if I wanted to and I think I do a bit. Cause we are taking all of the real estate routes of the lady that is retiring from the realistate sign buisiness. And choir happens to be on one of the days me and my husband do realistate signs, I can't leave my husband with 20+ realistate sign routes some all by himself that'd be bad. Proverbs 3:6 "In all thy ways acknowledge him, and he shall direct thy paths." Is this god "directing my path" to work in the realistate industry more then ever? MAYBE???? God won't put everyone on the church choir FACTS even if I wanted to be in the church choir, and also people do want me in the church choir..................

 Update: I can't do choir at church, even if I wanted to and I think I do a bit. Cause we are taking all of the real estate routes of the lady that is retiring from the realistate sign buisiness. And choir happens to be on one of the days me and my husband do realistate signs, I can't leave my husband with 20+ realistate sign routes some all by himself that'd be bad. Proverbs 3:6 "In all thy ways acknowledge him, and he shall direct thy paths." Is this god "directing my path" to work in the realistate industry more then ever? MAYBE???? God won't put everyone on the church choir FACTS even if I wanted to be in the church choir, and also people do want me in the church choir..................

This 5 more routes could mean the difference between me finally getting land

and thereby being HAPPIER!!!!!!!!!!

I know myself

I know I need land

I'm rock and roll

but I'm a cowgirl to

hell I can proove it.........besides that on the .27 acres I currently live on I've had a pet pig, 2 sheep, 1 male turkey, then 2 femal turkeys but had to get rid them they kept jumping the fence the lady turkeys did.

like currently 2 ducks

like 6-7 chickens 1 of which is a rooster

I used to sit and drink thirst busters all the time in my like senior year of high school and some of college to when my family lived on farmland, I'd sit in the back of the barn, drinkin 32 ouncers of cola people cola..........watching hay being bailed. And when I didn't have 32 ounces of cola............I was back there petting my giant rabbit. MY FAVORITE ACTIVITIES BACK THEN. 

nowdays

include atv....................

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city folk they like think they know how to live

but I'm like pretty sure they like don't actually know how to live a lot of them don't

cause like for real.....................

Ecclesiastes 2:4-6 "I made me great works; I builded me houses; I planted me vineyards: I made me gardens and orchards, and I planted trees in them of all kind of fruits: I made me pools of water, to water therewith the wood that bringeth forth trees:"

I KNOW HOW TO READ!!!!!!!!!!!!

facts

god didn't stick adam and eve in a high rise city building.........HE DIDN'T.......for real................

Genesis 2:15 "And the Lord God took the man, and put him into the garden of Eden to dress it and to keep it."

I'm love my job and maybe will do my realistate job for the rest of my life........

but I'm also going off on a tangent................

the city life can near SUCK THE SOUL OUT OF YOU

get you thinkin

it's clean god's will for you to wear makeup and jewelry etc. cause your "in the city" "that's what they do in the city"

it's gotta be real bad in new york to

from looks of things everyone is wearing designer this and that in new york all the big time "fashion" 

YOU CAN GET THINKING THAT'S NORMAL THAT'S THE WILL OF GOD LIVING IN THE CITY

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO MAKEUP AND JEWELRY IS HARLOT THE BABYLON STUFFS.............STRAIGHT AND NARROW IS THE WAY TO HEAVEN.......................

Matthew 7:13-14

Enter ye in at the strait gate: for wide is the gate, and broad is the way, that leadeth to destruction, and many there be which go in thereat: Because strait is the gate, and narrow is the way, which leadeth unto life, and few there be that find it.

I TRYIN TO TELL YOU ALL SOMETHING

GOD SETTED ADAM AND EVE IN A GARDEN

NOT THIS............

🏢🏙🌇🌆🌃🏬🏗

A GARDEN MAN!!!!!!!!!!!!

FARMING MAN 👍👍👍👍👍

YEE HAW HORSES AND/OR ATV'S MAN 👍👍👍👍👍

FOR REAL THOUGH

I KNOW HOW TO READ!

this just my backyard chickens I have more in a chicken tractor in the front yard 😀💓💓💓💓💓💓💓

This is our rooster, it took like 3 generations of roosters to get to this particular rooster, most my family wants to get rid of him - but I prize him so much I recogn that's why he's still here 👍 He acts super tuff til you finally catch him and then he'll just let you pet him all day if that's what you want to do. 

(double video blog post) I am glad to be a christian, cause I know who I am. And it's good to know who you are 1 Peter 2:9 "But ye are a chosen generation, a royal priesthood, an holy nation, a peculiar people; that ye should shew forth the praises of him who hath called you out of darkness into his marvellous light;".............

 I am glad to be a christian, cause I know who I am. And it's good to know who you are 1 Peter 2:9 "But ye are a chosen generation, a royal priesthood, an holy nation, a peculiar people; that ye should shew forth the praises of him who hath called you out of darkness into his marvellous light;"

https://thesatanictemple.com/

(the satanic temple are not my enemies, but if your a christian reading this and not a christian goth like myself they pry are you enemies Luke 6:35 "But love ye your enemies, and do good, and lend, hoping for nothing again; and your reward shall be great, and ye shall be the children of the Highest: for he is kind unto the unthankful and to the evil.")

---- my favorite hobbies include raising money for the satanic temple 😅💓💓💓💓💓💓 love it so much 💓💓💓💓💓💓 I should've been a girl scout for reals. I was in 4H - the arts and crafts division.....I won lots of blue ribbons at the fair each year 😁 some red ribbons to 😁

Below my rendition of "emperor's new clothes" by Panic at the Disco............................also bonus content at the end me talking more about god's perfect will in my life and people's lives. And how I don't so much want to be famous anymore cause I stink at that turns out. - sometimes people will all wave high to me - they catch me off guard everytime - I usually at least smile back...........

but in above video I speak about how even things we might think we "stink at" with God's help we could be good at being famous, or artists, or singers etc. etc. 

Have a great day!

Romans 12:2 "And be not conformed to this world: but be ye transformed by the renewing of your mind, that ye may prove what is that good, and acceptable, and perfect, will of God." - God has a "perfect will " for all of us and it is good I am sure of this. For some of us it might take years to reach that "perfect will" Wait the bible says on god...........................Psalm 25:5 "Lead me in thy truth, and teach me: for thou art the God of my salvation; on thee do I wait all the day."

   Micah 7:7 "Therefore I will look unto the Lord; I will wait for the God of my salvation: my God will hear me." - AMEN Micah 7:7

Video blog post: Making a effort again to dress modest. Cause it's written in the bible that god wants us to dress modest and the bible says Matthew 7:21 "Not every one that saith unto me, Lord, Lord, shall enter into the kingdom of heaven; but he that doeth the will of my Father which is in heaven."..............

Thank you christians that want to kill me for your lord jesus christ for finding the last maybe remaining post that I also won't delete the words "blessed be" from cause the bible literally says to bless your enemies! I'm done just sitting around letting the body of christ that wants me dead bad, bully me f/or their lord. 

1 Samuel 28:3-25

I talk about how jesus wasn't about killing witches on this blog post and is a entirelly different lord then your "killing everyones" style lord on this blog post.............

https://givingittogod.blogspot.com/2020/05/video-blog-post-fresh-works-meet-of.html

again turn up volume to hear lucifer in this video he is my 1st husband I believe so he's evping on most all my videos which is nice 💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓

the bible don't say kill your witch enemies

LOVE YOUR ENEMIES IS WHAT THE BIBLE SAYS SO YOUR ALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL DOING CHRISTIANITY WRONG CAUSE I DON'T APPEAR TO BE LOVED BY SOCIETY AT LARGE RIGHT NOW I APPEAR TO BE BEING "WITCH HUNTED" ONLY!!!!!!!!!! WITCH HUNTING ME ISN'T LOVING ME FOR YOUR INFORMATION!!!!!!!!

Luke 6:35

But love ye your enemies, and do good, and lend, hoping for nothing again; and your reward shall be great, and ye shall be the children of the Highest: for he is kind unto the unthankful and to the evil.

GO TELL THAT "SCANDAL TO ALL YOUR CHRISTIANS FRIENDS OF THE DIRTS YOU LIKE TO DIG UP ON MY BLOG TO TRY AND HATE ME AND/OR DESTROY ME - TO YOUR FRIENDS FOR YOUR LORD JESUS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

 Blessed Be Apostolic Christian Church of America 

may Jesus Christ our Lord accept your repentances 

and usher you into his beloved and may you dwell in green pastures for all the days of your lives. 

Video blog post: Making a effort again to dress modest. Cause it's written in the bible that god wants us to dress modest and the bible says Matthew 7:21 "Not every one that saith unto me, Lord, Lord, shall enter into the kingdom of heaven; but he that doeth the will of my Father which is in heaven."..............
1 Timothy 2:9 "In like manner also, that women adorn themselves in modest apparel, with shamefacedness and sobriety; not with broided hair, or gold, or pearls, or costly array;"

  I don't have like anything much else to say this blog post.
Besides it's good to be in the word of god! Verse 21 below......."This is the way, walk ye in it, when ye turn to the right hand, and when ye turn to the left."

Isaiah 30

19 For the people shall dwell in Zion at Jerusalem: thou shalt weep no more: he will be very gracious unto thee at the voice of thy cry; when he shall hear it, he will answer thee.

20 And though the Lord give you the bread of adversity, and the water of affliction, yet shall not thy teachers be removed into a corner any more, but thine eyes shall see thy teachers:

21 And thine ears shall hear a word behind thee, saying, This is the way, walk ye in it, when ye turn to the right hand, and when ye turn to the left.

22 Ye shall defile also the covering of thy graven images of silver, and the ornament of thy molten images of gold: thou shalt cast them away as a menstruous cloth; thou shalt say unto it, Get thee hence.

23 Then shall he give the rain of thy seed, that thou shalt sow the ground withal; and bread of the increase of the earth, and it shall be fat and plenteous: in that day shall thy cattle feed in large pastures.

24 The oxen likewise and the young asses that ear the ground shall eat clean provender, which hath been winnowed with the shovel and with the fan.

25 And there shall be upon every high mountain, and upon every high hill, rivers and streams of waters in the day of the great slaughter, when the towers fall.

26 Moreover the light of the moon shall be as the light of the sun, and the light of the sun shall be sevenfold, as the light of seven days, in the day that the Lord bindeth up the breach of his people, and healeth the stroke of their wound.

 Costume jewelry does not count Apostolic Christian Church of America!

I've been framed, like the devil....................but ep truelly truelly truelly Romans 8:28 "And we know that all things work together for good to them that love God, to them who are the called according to his purpose."............

Update 7/7/2025 to all the christians frantically rummaging through all my old blog posts to "make me look christian now" - to set me up to fail in REVERSE. 

 (cause people always try and make me out "the bad guy" whichever way "the bad guy" is located at the time) 

I'M GOING WITH LUCIFER YOUR WAISTING YOUR TIME. 

I'm thankful people just go to my blog to gawk and me and likely hate me

cause I wouldn't even of turned to lucifer maybe if that all didn't happen to me

but it did

and you know what I found out

I'M A LOT LIKE THE DEVIL - it is easy to love people that are like you

I struggle loving most christians

I don't relate to looking like sinless kirk camerons - I DON'T RELATE TO THAT

sinless kirk camerons that gaaaaaaaaaaaasp never would want a mansion or a boat or a nice car all them things are so "sinful" and "worldly" 

------------ I can't relate to you

granted your not of this world

maybe I am of this world????????????

cause I see value in a nice house, car, boat etc. - don't even see all that as "horrible sins" like you all do

I LIKE BEING THE "BAD GUY" I HAM IT UP EVEN..................

  I've been framed, like the devil....................but ep truelly truelly truelly Romans 8:28 "And we know that all things work together for good to them that love God, to them who are the called according to his purpose."............
  You know what time it is the rest of the body of christ ------------ almost 3 a.m.

Evil is the will of God on this earth, 

I believe it now. 

Isaiah 45:7 "I form the light, and create darkness: I make peace, and create evil: I the Lord do all these things." 💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓

"Let evilllllllll rise" Enimem

MM

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pps.......in all things give thanks for that is............

1 Thessalonians 5:18 "In every thing give thanks: for this is the will of God in Christ Jesus concerning you."

  I'm very thankful indeed. 

via GIPHY

  Deuteronomy 3:21-22 "And I commanded Joshua at that time, saying, Thine eyes have seen all that the Lord your God hath done unto these two kings: so shall the Lord do unto all the kingdoms whither thou passest. Ye shall not fear them: for the Lord your God he shall fight for you." - This is the verses that speak to me at the moment a slew Deuteronomy 3:21-22

  Most people talk about evil and lucifer like that is bad stuffs................but...............................

God made evil

did god make evil to totally make my life stink?

no

I think god actually made evil so that my life wouldn't stink. 

Think on babylon, think on money for second before you deem me having gone all the way off the deep end.......................

think of all the things we can buy

 Now I know most christians don't wear 0 makeup..............don't buy nothing or hardly nothin cause they need to suffer in the flesh for the lord bad. 

2 Corinthians 1:5 "For as the sufferings of Christ abound in us, so our consolation also aboundeth by Christ."

  People think I don't suffer for Jesus I don't think, I totally do though. Am I drunk right now - no. Would I prefer to be drunk right now..........yes..........heck yes........................and yes.

  #suffering so bad for the lord right now #facts

   Look babylon the harlot can fall okay, but 1st let me order a few more Twilly scarves 😁

  Long live beanie hats, fur pom poms and twilly scarves. VIVA THE VALLEY GIRL REVOLUTION - HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAH

 "Wait sheri you might actually be a goth though still, you've taken us down some weird little valley girl rabbit hole" 😂💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓

Fear god!

Ecclesiastes 8:12 "Though a sinner do evil an hundred times, and his days be prolonged, yet surely I know that it shall be well with them that fear God, which fear before him:" - amen Ecclesiastes 8:12

isn't it enough reason to show mercy just to love people? I think it actually is!...................

Update 11/28/2024 to the people that either worry about me or want to harm me or verbally assault me for their lord jesus christ (probably you want to harm me, since how I am only attacked on the internet -------- people wait long time then haul out and attack me, or sometimes they don't wait long at all just bamn attack me bad - verbally) I wish you a happy thanksgiving!!!!!!!!!!

And you might say "sheri you literally say your going with satan, you wear makeup sometimes, you have nail polish on your nails and jewelry it's our christian duty to hate you and attack you) ----------- well that's a horrible religion then

IF THAT'S THE CASE THAT'S A AWEFUL RELIGION

JESUS CHRIST I BELIEVE IS LORD THOUGH AND I ACCEPT HIM AS MY LORD AND SAVIOR!

Isn't it enough reason to show mercy just to love people? I think it actually is! Tonight I'm watching this video https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jpv18nmoNvA
  Above video mentions this bit of the bible.............
Hosea 4:1-3 "Hear the word of the Lord, ye children of Israel: for the Lord hath a controversy with the inhabitants of the land, because there is no truth, nor mercy, nor knowledge of God in the land. By swearing, and lying, and killing, and stealing, and committing adultery, they break out, and blood toucheth blood. Therefore shall the land mourn, and every one that dwelleth therein shall languish, with the beasts of the field, and with the fowls of heaven; yea, the fishes of the sea also shall be taken away."

  God desires for all of us to show mercy!

  I trying right now to get a few pieces of art into the building somewhere of one of the apostolic christian churches of america ----------- knock on wood they'll take the art I want to give them (it's nice art). Mercy could be many things..................could be seeking peace, seeking to love your enemies. 

  Mercy could be letting some issue you have with some people go. Really mercy could and pry should be a whole combo of things truelly. I think it happens in steps for some of us, isn't bamn right away, it don't need to be really........................if you were hurt real mega bad, mercy might take some time and that is ok. Just know god wants us to show mercy! 

   Luke 6:36 "Be ye therefore merciful, as your Father also is merciful." I recommend being merciful even to those who don't ask for any mercy. God is merciful he wants us to be merciful. 

Matthew 5:7 "Blessed are the merciful: for they shall obtain mercy." Which one of us could not ever use some mercy, I believe Matthew 5:7 was in jesus mind when he told the pharisee's John 8:7 "So when they continued asking him, he lifted up himself, and said unto them, He that is without sin among you, let him first cast a stone at her." None of those pharisee's threw a stone, they all dropped the stones and walked away.

  ------------ update with my husband going to counseling, he made a appt. with the counselor................it'll be good for our marriage him going to counseling. And I have "recovered" with the help of 4 entire cloves of garlic....................YIKES! 

  I hope mercy does spread in the world, 

I hope god's will be done on earth as in heaven

and god's will is that we be merciful toward one another. 

Have mercy on my heart!

LOVE
Update: Elder of the church e-mailed me says they do not "We As a general practice, we don't have art on the walls in our churches"

  The elder of the church also said I quote: "people do want good outcomes for you"

  He didn't specify that he himself wants, "good outcomes" for me, just that he hoped "Perhaps your family can help you understand that people do want good outcomes for you..............."

  He says he don't know how to even talk to me without me viewing him as attacking me and putting me down greately basically. So he's decided not speaking to me is the best option. Near word for word what he said. Must be why aunt connie also doesn't talk to me or his wife, or pastor of the apostolic christian church of america in portland I also e-mail. 

  They all appears to be have chose to go silent cause they don't know how to be nice to me.........that's what it looks like. That whole if you don't have anything nice to say don't say nothing at all idea. 

  My husband is going to see about getting a tree planted (that's usually something you do for someone dead in their memorial) but that's what my husband is going to try and do................

RIP myself

I hope the tree we plant at the apostolic christian church of america gets a memorial plaque with my name on it, to commemorate my unloved dead corpse.

  I feel like a "goner" most of the time, I believe the apostolic christian church of america should love me, and that I should even know they love me. People need to be loved. And love. Both. 

  You can't make people love you, I realize that. 

I'm not calling them pharisee's at all, but I do recommend allowing people to love on you as much as possible I do (if not for your sake.........for their sake, cause you don't know if that'll be the determining factor of them being saved or not) MATTHEW 23:13 EXISTS Matthew 23:13 "But woe unto you, scribes and Pharisees, hypocrites! for ye shut up the kingdom of heaven against men: for ye neither go in yourselves, neither suffer ye them that are entering to go in." ---------- In my estimation they would only benefit from having art in their churches. Cause art is welcoming. Right now their churches feel like, morgues, maybe morgues, I don't know, I think morgues have art in them..........so what is worse then a morgue??????? Hospitals have art in them...............art is everywhere...................but the apostolic christian church of america there is no art there they don't allow it.
   I theorize, that the apostolic christian church of america..............has to keep all these tiny traditions and rules, to feel powerful.............cause they aren't the catholic church, and they know they aren't the catholic church. I'm saying because they don't have much "church authority" (I'm not saying spiritual authority right now, which is something any christian can have) they need lots of rules lots of regulations to feel "powerful"
  I believe these rules and regulations right, aren't there because they hate people. Instead I believe they are there because they know the catholic church has pretty much all of the "church authority" in the world.
  They need to "compensate" for their lack of "church authority" I do believe. And I further believe I had a problem with heeding their "commandments of men" not only because I knew oh not wearing bangs, is a "commandment of men" etc. but because they didn't have much of any "church authority" to begin with. They just aren't the catholic church basically.
  Like I get it. I get that they are insecure. I get why they are insecure, they have extreme reasons to be very very very insecure.
  Love for all 👄

Gaza Soup Kitchen

https://www.paypal.com/US/fundraiser/charity/5327477

My biggest struggle lately is sometimes feeling THE NEED to please men, to compare up to all the people posting stuffs on instagram etc. etc. -------- I know to it's like chasing a rainbow, you'll never get to the end of it even if you think your close................

Update 7/6/2024 My hair is back blonde again. Used some ionic something nother bleach it is the best stuff I've used yet, left my hair thicker, lightened fast, and I lost 0 hairs this time (usually with regular bleach when rinsing out my hair hair will fall out end up on my hands - like some usually not tons). This time no hair feel out of my head AT ALL.............

no makeup on in this pic so you can't hate me in this picture

wait to hate me elsewhere on my blog "for jesus"

My biggest struggle lately is sometimes feeling THE NEED to please men, to compare up to all the people posting stuffs on instagram etc. etc. -------- I know to it's like chasing a rainbow, you'll never get to the end of it even if you think your close................there's always new fashions, new this, new that.
  It's gotta be at the very least EXHAUSTING for millionaire's to "keep up" if indeed they make the effort to keep up. Unending getting nails done, getting hair done, gym trips, spa trips, derma needle sessions probably (if they wanted to stay young, those derma rollers!!!!!!!!!! I roll!!!!!!!!!!! I can't handle aging)

   Yep............I thought long and hard on my marilyn monroe look alike stuffs, thought about my motives. Think it is what the bible is meaning about Jeremiah 17:9 "The heart is deceitful above all things, and desperately wicked: who can know it?" You can be 100% sure that your motives are all pure, and maybe they mostly are, for myself I think they often mostly are.
  But is pride creeping in??????????
 Is this detracting from doing things that would "please god"??????????????? Not to say I'm going to quit my instagram account.............I am a marilyn monroe fan, and a marilyn monroe look alike and it is fun and there's nothing wrong with having some fun every now and then. It just needs to not become something "bigger" then it is. 
  Like even if I was getting lots of jobs as a marilyn monroe impersonator someday, it needs to not become something "bigger" then it is.
 God/Jesus needs to be 1st! Matthew 6:21 "For where your treasure is, there will your heart be also." That something so fleeting like beauty, be not my treasure, or the pride of life, or pride, like I don't know.............alllllllllllllllll the things people do out there some treasure over god. Those things never be what I treasure.
 passing away things!!!!!!!!!!!!!
1 John 2:17 "And the world passeth away, and the lust thereof: but he that doeth the will of God abideth for ever."

  I don't got nothing else to blog for today, that's all, that's what's on my heart today. I think I know of a way to figure out where my heart is...................where am I spending most my time.....................is it in god's word........................or am I watching wayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy to much "entertainment tonight" and reading wayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy to many celebrity magazines. 

  I think there is a way, to gauge, where our hearts are. Ephesians 5:15 "See then that ye walk circumspectly, not as fools, but as wise," I believe walking circumspectly (though I could be intrepreting ephesians 5:15 wrong though I have no idea what else this verse could mean) is talking about considering where you are spending most of your time in the day??????

What am I/you treasuring in the day????????? Cause where our treasure is "there will your heart be also"!!!!! 

Have a great week earth!

LOVE

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Recently I was told I was being "hurt" by a people........I'm determined to bless that people greately (whether I am being used or hurt or not) Luke 6:27-28 "But I say unto you which hear, Love your enemies, do good to them which hate you, Bless them that curse you, and pray for them which despitefully use you."

Update 9/20/2023 I worked out a ton yesterday and today I feel much better 😁

ps if you are wondering what happened to my arthritis............I got a vibration plate, I don't know the science behind it, all I know is I stand on the thing for like what 10 minutes a day and I don't have pain in my knee's anymore. I can walk and walk and walk on this treadclimber as if I was a teen. (still having to take a few hits of my salt inhaler, but not as much, my asthma is being sent into "remission" via excersize)

Sheri 2023 doesn't get the "point" of this blog post by Sheri 2014????????????????? If sheri 2014 was just about to love her enemies, she could've like just did that she really didn't need to make a blog post???????

life is war!!!!!!!!!!

all we have is enemies that lay in weight to "ah hah" us from my experience

all we all are is in the trenches of WAR

Psalms 41:9 Amplified Bible (AMP)Even my own close friend in whom I trusted, Who ate my bread, Has lifted up his heel against me [betraying me].

pretty 100% Psalms 41:9 is the section of the bible where Job is "going off" - EVEN FRIENDS IF THEY HAVE A CHANCE WILL BETRAY US!

 Proceed sheri 2014 whom I do not understand what you are making a entire blog post just to tell the world your going to love your enemies for..............................

my flute isn't it pretty : ) I think it's pretty I was a band geek from 4th grade til 7th grade!!!!!!!!!

I'm pretty sure it's silver plated!!!!!!!!! (fact think it even says so somewhere on the flute) all the pads though are worn way down on it, it's in good working order though I am a band geek afterall : ) 

I'll play it and video post some church ditties when I get new pads in it : ) 

Recently I was told I was being "hurt" by a people........if that were so though what the devil meant for my harm GOD MEANS THAT FOR MY GOOD.............
1 Peter 3:8-14 "Finally, be ye all of one mind, having compassion one of another, love as brethren, be pitiful, be courteous: Not rendering evil for evil, or railing for railing: but contrariwise blessing; knowing that ye are thereunto called, that ye should inherit a blessing. For he that will love life, and see good days, let him refrain his tongue from evil, and his lips that they speak no guile: Let him eschew evil, and do good; let him seek peace, and ensue it. For the eyes of the Lord are over the righteous, and his ears are open unto their prayers: but the face of the Lord is against them that do evil. And who is he that will harm you, if ye be followers of that which is good? But and if ye suffer for righteousness' sake, happy are ye: and be not afraid of their terror, neither be troubled;"

  But I have a deep question of sorts. What if it is even ok to be used sometimes, even the will of god for us in our lives? When my mom said they are actively "hurting" me, what came to my mind is the word "use". I guess cause god always does use me in pretty well every situation. People have great weariness out there of being "used" I find. I went to a sister in the churches house right and it was brought up illyana should try the flute and she brought out her son's flute (and she mentioned that she'd give illyana the flute if she liked it) I'm just like YA ILLYNA TRY AND PLAY THE FLUTE! And the brother who's house we were visiting did not know I played the flute for years pry and got this look, this like "oh you want a free flute" look. 

  Then when my friend brought out the flute and illyana refused to even try to play it though she knows I'd like her to learn how to play the flute a lot............it's a fun, instrument to play and not that hard at all to play in my estimation. I then took the flute and played all kinds of songs in the jr. little kids church hymnal for the apostolic christian church of america. Told this sister, I had a flute already just needs new pads put on it. Back to my point.....................a weariness even people have of being used. I do though greately imagine it is  (even greately) possible this sister from the church I am friends with has INDEED BEEN USED by many a people. 

  I associate used with being "hurt" for me the 2 ideas are attached. Who hurts us???????????? Is it not people that "use" us????????????????? Luke 6:28 "Bless them that curse you, and pray for them which despitefully use you."" """"""""""despitefully"""""""""""" in this verse refers to the idea that the people that used you DIDN'T EVEN CARE THAT THEY WERE USING YOU, DIDN'T EVEN CARE ABOUT YOU AT ALL, or the fact that they were "using" you or "hurting" you in someway. That's a really active present tense verse there Luke 6:28 "and pary for them which despitfully use you" people could despitefully use us for years and years, maybe our entire lifetimes. 

  This bit of the bible I don't think is saying have nothing to do with those that "use" you or "hurt" you..........Luke 6:27 "But I say unto you which hear, Love your enemies, do good to them which hate you," 

but rather...........

love them

do good to them which hate you

bless them that curse you

pray for them which despitefully use you

  There's great opportunity to bless our enemies on this earth!!!!!!!!!!! Great opportunity to love, to pray for our enemies on this earth!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I don't know about you all...........but like being used of god!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

  If I happen to have some enemies that are "hurting" me or "using" me ------- this isn't really the house of horrors item............but a fantastical opportunity to be used of god, to pray, to serve, to lay down my life! 

  It is a "typical human" way of thinking to think "ah they are using me I will now not love them, or I will now not talk to them etc." TO HOLD A GRUDGE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

James 5:9 "Grudge not one against another, brethren, lest ye be condemned: behold, the judge standeth before the door."

rather love

rather forgive

rather bless one another

 Why?????? You might ask........uh cause the bible says in hahahah : ) I am a fool for jesus's sake for reals Luke 6:27-28 "But I say unto you which hear, Love your enemies, do good to them which hate you, Bless them that curse you, and pray for them which despitefully use you."

  People might disagree with me out there, and I think I might be blowing people's minds on the planet with this idea that it's sometimes "ok" to be used by others.............................if/when we are actually "despitefully" used "hurt" by others, I don't think it's really THAT MUCH, or that often, pry not as much or often as people actually believe they are being "used", "hurt" by others out there. 

  I rather love, I rather forgive, I rather heed Luke 6:27-28 do all I can to DO THAT! To not walk around in life with this "hurt" "victim" mentality -------------- ya somedays I am hurt and my mom get's a whole earful on those days!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

 Life's circumstances aren't supposed to crush me, defeat me or whatever. 

Romans 8 35 Who shall separate us from the love of Christ? shall tribulation, or distress, or persecution, or famine, or nakedness, or peril, or sword?

36 As it is written, For thy sake we are killed all the day long; we are accounted as sheep for the slaughter.

37 Nay, in all these things we are more than conquerors through him that loved us.

Amen!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

LOVE

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