My biggest struggle lately is sometimes feeling THE NEED to please men, to compare up to all the people posting stuffs on instagram etc. etc. -------- I know to it's like chasing a rainbow, you'll never get to the end of it even if you think your close................

Update 7/6/2024 My hair is back blonde again. Used some ionic something nother bleach it is the best stuff I've used yet, left my hair thicker, lightened fast, and I lost 0 hairs this time (usually with regular bleach when rinsing out my hair hair will fall out end up on my hands - like some usually not tons). This time no hair feel out of my head AT ALL.............

no makeup on in this pic so you can't hate me in this picture

wait to hate me elsewhere on my blog "for jesus"

My biggest struggle lately is sometimes feeling THE NEED to please men, to compare up to all the people posting stuffs on instagram etc. etc. -------- I know to it's like chasing a rainbow, you'll never get to the end of it even if you think your close................there's always new fashions, new this, new that.
  It's gotta be at the very least EXHAUSTING for millionaire's to "keep up" if indeed they make the effort to keep up. Unending getting nails done, getting hair done, gym trips, spa trips, derma needle sessions probably (if they wanted to stay young, those derma rollers!!!!!!!!!! I roll!!!!!!!!!!! I can't handle aging)

   Yep............I thought long and hard on my marilyn monroe look alike stuffs, thought about my motives. Think it is what the bible is meaning about Jeremiah 17:9 "The heart is deceitful above all things, and desperately wicked: who can know it?" You can be 100% sure that your motives are all pure, and maybe they mostly are, for myself I think they often mostly are.
  But is pride creeping in??????????
 Is this detracting from doing things that would "please god"??????????????? Not to say I'm going to quit my instagram account.............I am a marilyn monroe fan, and a marilyn monroe look alike and it is fun and there's nothing wrong with having some fun every now and then. It just needs to not become something "bigger" then it is. 
  Like even if I was getting lots of jobs as a marilyn monroe impersonator someday, it needs to not become something "bigger" then it is.
 God/Jesus needs to be 1st! Matthew 6:21 "For where your treasure is, there will your heart be also." That something so fleeting like beauty, be not my treasure, or the pride of life, or pride, like I don't know.............alllllllllllllllll the things people do out there some treasure over god. Those things never be what I treasure.
 passing away things!!!!!!!!!!!!!
1 John 2:17 "And the world passeth away, and the lust thereof: but he that doeth the will of God abideth for ever."

  I don't got nothing else to blog for today, that's all, that's what's on my heart today. I think I know of a way to figure out where my heart is...................where am I spending most my time.....................is it in god's word........................or am I watching wayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy to much "entertainment tonight" and reading wayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy to many celebrity magazines. 

  I think there is a way, to gauge, where our hearts are. Ephesians 5:15 "See then that ye walk circumspectly, not as fools, but as wise," I believe walking circumspectly (though I could be intrepreting ephesians 5:15 wrong though I have no idea what else this verse could mean) is talking about considering where you are spending most of your time in the day??????

What am I/you treasuring in the day????????? Cause where our treasure is "there will your heart be also"!!!!! 

Have a great week earth!

LOVE

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I've been pondering how my thoughts are tied to my heart lately Genesis 6:5 "And God saw that the wickedness of man was great in the earth, and that every imagination of the thoughts of his heart was only evil continually.".....................

Update 12/26/2023 rheumatoid arthritis has nearly tooken me out lately. I been having bone pain, my entire bone right of my right leg for weeks now.............I was sweating that bad, thinking I was dieing of bone cancer bad. But I know it's arthritis, it's my rheumatoid arthritis aka the reason I sauna not once but TWICE a day lately (the real reason, though I've lied to myself for weeks now telling myself it's "to loose weight") ------- cause past few nights my legs have been tingling a ton.................a potential rheumatoid arthritis symptom that is. Fortunately happens to be I have CBD and some days have taken that ---------- just happens to be --------- and have noted on those night my legs have more feeling to them at night..................well cbd reduces inflammation "potentially" according to the internet. What absolutely reduces inflammation is marijuana - yep. 

  Also the vegan diet reduces inflammation --------- but the vegan diet alone ain't going to be enough I have more of a inflammaion problem. 

  So..............yep microdosing........................................

 Not a lot, bible says be sober, be sober. 

but for real for real

bible don't say walk around in agony all day long everyday

for real

my oldest young adult child got me cheetoh's eyeshadow for christmas - fun 😁

I've been pondering how my thoughts are tied to my heart lately, bible it says guard your heart Proverbs 4:23 "Keep thy heart with all diligence; for out of it are the issues of life."

  I'm lately putting great consideration into this verse Genesis 6:5 "And God saw that the wickedness of man was great in the earth, and that every imagination of the thoughts of his heart was only evil continually." note it says..................."that every imagination of the thoughts of his heart was only evil continually" 

  It doesn't say the thoughts of his head, no it says the thoughts of his heart! 

 Are we completely different then the people in the days of noah that we to couldn't as well have our thoughts of our hearts on evil continually I THINK WE COULD! 

IF WE WERE LOVING THE WRONG THINGS! 

IF WE WERE LOVING THE THINGS OF THIS EARTH!

 Loving money, loving the pride of life!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 1 John 2:16 "For all that is in the world, the lust of the flesh, and the lust of the eyes, and the pride of life, is not of the Father, but is of the world."

What are you thinking about today?

Are you thinking about jesus?

How you can follow jesus today! 

The many ways today your planing to suffer in the flesh!!!!!!!!!!! 

Don't have the thoughts of your heart on evil continually!

  --------------------- my thoughts have became invaded...................................I hate to shock you all, but god probably knows what you are thinking. In Genesis 6:5 god was able to look around the entire earth and figure out that "...............every imagination of the thoughts of his heart was only evil continually" Like god plenty knew, nobody was pulling the wool over god's eye's......................pssssssssssss HE'S OMNI-PRESENT!

Revelation 3:19 "As many as I love, I rebuke and chasten: be zealous therefore, and repent." Yep I find that verse to be very true........................which it's a good thing, it's a good thing my mind can't just go off on some """"""""""""""""""""""fantasy island hayday"""""""""""""""""""""" I'm having to reign in my very eyeballs, my actual eyeballs, cause what I choose to view or not view, determines what is in my heart oftentimes........................................

watch lots of christian tv basically is the plan : ) 

(kids don't do the above pic at home - I didn't actually spray myself I was just being a comedian)

Psalm 139:7-10 "Whither shall I go from thy spirit? or whither shall I flee from thy presence? If I ascend up into heaven, thou art there: if I make my bed in hell, behold, thou art there. If I take the wings of the morning, and dwell in the uttermost parts of the sea; Even there shall thy hand lead me, and thy right hand shall hold me." Psalm 139:7-10 is a very good thing, god cares about all of us..........and he really really wants us to have good thoughts in our heads....................

for example thoughts of maybe calling a friend

or writing a friend

or helping someone out

and on the word of god

cause it's pretty hard to think about the word of god all day. Today I helped a friend move her chicken coop, duck houses, and install some fencing. 

There for sure is a lot out there to try and grab some percentage of our heart ---------- guard you heart keep the guard up, for out of your heart comes the issues of life!

And have a great week earth! 

LOVE

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Ms. Fonseca's classrooms fundraiser is now fully funded 😁 But there are many more classrooms with many more needs at Donors Choose............

I find guarding my heart to be harder in these last days Proverbs 4:23 "Keep thy heart with all diligence; for out of it are the issues of life."...................

Update 9/26/2023 still working out trying to send extreme asthma into remission. 2023 sheri doesn't have much more to say then that, 2023 sheri is merely trying to be healthy. Somedays for all of us are just you know - boring. I did see a movie with my oldest daughter yesterday "Dumb Money" - I liked it 👍

(my latest painting, I'm still painting mountains........there was a chinese guy in the middle of the fishes, but I sawed him out and threw him in the garbage cause he might've been a idol - not sure??? my husbands hammering on the gold fish to the canvas right now : ) these are chinese mountains to of course!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)

I find guarding my heart to be harder in these last days..........but the answers of course they are in the bible ----------- in bold.................
Proverbs 4:20-27 "My son, attend to my words; incline thine ear unto my sayings. Let them not depart from thine eyes; keep them in the midst of thine heart. For they are life unto those that find them, and health to all their flesh. Keep thy heart with all diligence; for out of it are the issues of life. Put away from thee a froward mouth, and perverse lips put far from thee. Let thine eyes look right on, and let thine eyelids look straight before thee. Ponder the path of thy feet, and let all thy ways be established. Turn not to the right hand nor to the left: remove thy foot from evil."

  Which I take "remove thy foot from evil" to mean not only don't partake in gossip and evil speaking, but don't do that either...............completely remove my foot from evil. Let my eyelids look straight before me...................ponder the path of me feet

am I serving god

or am I serving mammon 

which one am I clinging to!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

Luke 16:13 "No servant can serve two masters: for either he will hate the one, and love the other; or else he will hold to the one, and despise the other. Ye cannot serveGod and mammon."

 Often I battle a type of pride, the type of pride, the type of pride where you believe you are a really good person now..................like I was a sinner back in 1980 something but now I am a angel flying in heaven with wings, but this isn't the case I find....................
Romans 7:17-19 "Now then it is no more I that do it, but sin that dwelleth in me. For I know that in me (that is, in my flesh,) dwelleth no good thing: for to will is present with me; but how to perform that which is good I find not. For the good that I would I do not: but the evil which I would not, that I do."

  While I make mention of this verse, I'm nearly busted with some my friends.................won't even fully even mean that stuffs I'll say, as the bible says a little bit of leaven leavens the whole lump....................doesn't take much for like 1 thing, one thought or whatever I let into my heart for that moment to spin out of control. And why is that...........................there in sin that dwelleth in me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

     And I got lazy at keeping a guard of my heart!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! "keep thy heart with all diligence, for out of it are the issues of life."

 If any you also flub up from time to time don't draw back don't give up don't quit following jesus for...........Matthew 24:13
"But he that shall endure unto the end, the same shall be saved."

  I recogn just gotta get back up, get to guardin your heart again. 

1 John 1:7-9 "But if we walk in the light, as he is in the light, we have fellowship one with another, and the blood of Jesus Christ his Son cleanseth us from all sin. If we say that we have no sin, we deceive ourselves, and the truth is not in us. If we confess our sins, he is faithful and just to forgive us our sins, and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness." this entire process I recogn it takes awhile..........why else would Matthew 24:13 talk about "he that shall endure unto the end, the same shall be saved" salvation must not be a bippity boppity boo................poof thing to happen to a person you know overnight..............but a process...............

 no kalamazula bippity bulla, bippity boppity boo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

LOVE

have a great day earth!

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This fundraiser is now fully funded 😁, but there are many more classrooms with many more needs at Donors Choose........................................

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"orderething my conversation aright" Psalm 50:23 "Whoso offereth praise glorifieth me: and to him that ordereth his conversation aright will I shew the salvation of God."

Update 11/11/2022: I left being a moderator of the apostolic christian church of america facebook page, cause THEY WERE FLEEING IN DROVES, cause I'm hated by that church so badly. It's good it's good 0% of them replied to none of my recent posts on the apostolic christian church of america facebook page - instead many of them left the page. It add's believability to what I was saying that I was being treated very very very poorly at the apostolic christian church of america (cause my husband though he saw me a few times run to the bathroom crying...........after people were super mean to me ---------- he thinks that I didn't really want to leave that church????????????????). I was desperate to leave that church so desperate I knew there was 0% way I could become a member of that church, and if I tried to become a member of that church that would get me out of that church somewhere I was treated better I WAS RIGHT. It worked, except I wasn't expecting the main elder to yell at me 30 minutes telling me I'm the worst person ever, but then I asked why and he had nothing to say. 

my latest diamond painting is now finished 😀👍

This one is my favorite so far. Due to all it's sparkle xoxoxooxo

and the drills (diamonds) were large so I had no problem laying them down on the canvas evenly. 

So not only is this my sparkliest diamond painting, it is my most "evenly diamonded" painting. 

The colors of the image are great. 

this whole diamond painting is A-1

costed me $3.99 on amazon 

(course I got most everything I say in this post ya all it from the apostolic christian church of america ------------- probably the very pastor I listened to few minutes ago either read my latest blog posts or heard about them............I love this church - I love the whole body of christ)
"orderething my conversation aright" Psalm 50:23 "Whoso offereth praise glorifieth me: and to him that ordereth his conversation aright will I shew the salvation of God."
Like a ex-smoker day 2 smack talking free : ).................this verse stood out to me to tonight w/the sermon I listened to of the church online.................
Matthew 15:13 "But he answered and said, Every plant, which my heavenly Father hath not planted, shall be rooted up." That stood out to me to, ya I done talking smack no do it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (the tares they going to be plucked up THEY SPEAK EVIL, THEY DO THAT THEY DO THIS "EVIL SPEAKING" STUFFS) 

  THIS WHOLE SECTION OF VERSES SPOKE SO MUCH TO ME TONIGHT...................James 3:11-18 "Doth a fountain send forth at the same place sweet water and bitter? Can the fig tree, my brethren, bear olive berries? either a vine, figs? so can no fountain both yield salt water and fresh. Who is a wise man and endued with knowledge among you? let him shew out of a good conversation his works with meekness of wisdom. But if ye have bitter envying and strife in your hearts, glory not, and lie not against the truth. This wisdom descendeth not from above, but is earthly, sensual, devilish. For where envying and strife is, there is confusion and every evil work. But the wisdom that is from above is first pure, then peaceable, gentle, and easy to be intreated, full of mercy and good fruits, without partiality, and without hypocrisy. And the fruit of righteousness is sown in peace of them that make peace."

 You can order your conversation aright!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! So just the good comes out!!!!!!!!!!!!! YOU DON'T NEED TO ONE DAY BE "ROOTED UP"!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

Ephesians 4:31 "Let all bitterness, and wrath, and anger, and clamour, and evil speaking, be put away from you, with all malice:" put away the "evil speaking"
SO I DON'T NEED TO BE ONE DAY "rooted up"!!!!!!!!
And also I have pretty well decided......................a heart change is needed.............the bible it says...........Proverbs 4:23 "Keep thy heart with all diligence; for out of it are the issues of life." When I have "spoke evil" it's been a result of my own pride.....that needs to be done away with!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

   Luke 6:45 "A good man out of the good treasure of his heart bringeth forth that which is good; and an evil man out of the evil treasure of his heart bringeth forth that which is evil: for of the abundance of the heart his mouth speaketh."

 Titus 3:2 "To speak evil of no man, to be no brawlers, but gentle, shewing all meekness unto all men." 

LOVE

Psalm 41:1 "Blessed is he that considereth the poor: the Lord will deliver him in time of trouble."................