God, christians besides me and maybe small handul of other christians if there is a small handful that aren't prideful maniacs value honour. BUT I BELIEVE HAVING HEART IS THE MOST VALUABLE AND NOT HONOUR...............................

 God, christians besides me and maybe small handul of other christians if there is a small handful that aren't prideful maniacs value honour. BUT I BELIEVE HAVING HEART IS THE MOST VALUABLE AND NOT HONOUR...............................

GOD HE HAD PEOPLE KILLED

NOBODY JUDGES HIS "HONOUR"

(some say he's a heartless a-hole on tiktok - JUST SAYING)

copy and pasted from "AI overview" on google..........................

 """""Direct Destruction by God 

• The Flood: Genesis 6-8 tells of God flooding the Earth to destroy all living creatures due to human wickedness.
• Sodom and Gomorrah: Genesis 19:24-25 describes God raining down fire and brimstone on the cities.
• Firstborn of Egypt: Exodus 12:12, 29 recounts God striking down all the firstborn in Egypt.
• Nadab and Abihu: Leviticus 10:1-2 says fire came out from the presence of the Lord and consumed them for offering "unauthorized fire".
• Korah's Rebellion: Numbers 16:31-35 describes the earth opening to swallow those rebelling against Moses, followed by fire consuming others.
• Eli's Sons: 1 Samuel 2:34, 4:11 mentions God killing Hophni and Phinehas for their wickedness.
• Uzzah: 2 Samuel 6:6-7 states God struck down Uzzah for touching the Ark of the Covenant.
• Ananias and Sapphira: Acts 5:1-11 in the New Testament depicts God striking a couple dead for lying to the Holy Spirit. """"""

JUST BECAUSE LUCIFER ALSO HAD PEOPLE KILLED DON'T MEAN HE IS A A-HOLE TURD EITHER.......................
Isaiah 14:12-20 "How art thou fallen from heaven, O Lucifer, son of the morning! how art thou cut down to the ground, which didst weaken the nations! For thou hast said in thine heart, I will ascend into heaven, I will exalt my throne above the stars of God: I will sit also upon the mount of the congregation, in the sides of the north: I will ascend above the heights of the clouds; I will be like the most High.Yet thou shalt be brought down to hell, to the sides of the pit. They that see thee shall narrowly look upon thee, and consider thee, saying, Is this the man that made the earth to tremble, that did shake kingdoms; That made the world as a wilderness, and destroyed the cities thereof; that opened not the house of his prisoners? All the kings of the nations, even all of them, lie in glory, every one in his own house. But thou art cast out of thy grave like an abominable branch, and as the raiment of those that are slain, thrust through with a sword, that go down to the stones of the pit; as a carcase trodden under feet. Thou shalt not be joined with them in burial, because thou hast destroyed thy land, and slain thy people: the seed of evildoers shall never be renowned."

WHAT IF LUCIFER "SLAIN THY PEOPLE" BECAUSE THEY WERE DOING EVIL????????????????

SO WHAT IF 

LUCIFER SLAINING HIS OWN PEOPLE FOR DOING EVIL 

WHAT THE HECK THAT HE'S WITHOUT HONOUR ACCORDING TO GOD

BUT THEN GOD

CAN SLAIN

SOMEONE

THAT MERELY TOUCHED THE ARCH OF THE COVENANT WHICH I DON'T DEEM THAT THE SIGN OF A EVIL PERSON AT ALL

IN SYNAGOGUES THEY TOUCH THE TORAH OUT OF RESPECT!

Uzzah: 2 Samuel 6:6-7 states God struck down Uzzah for touching the Ark of the Covenant.

BUT GOD CAN JUST BAMN WHIPE OUT UZZAH AND HAVE ALL THE GLORY AND HONOUR AND PRAISE FOREVER

I'M NOT SAYING GOD IS EVIL - NO 

I KNOW GOD AIN'T EVIL

I'M SAYING 

IT'S NOT FAIR WHAT'S BEING DID TO LUCIFER

IT'S NOT FAIR!!!!!!!!!!!!!

YEP 

MIGHT AS WELL HATE ME

THE ANTI CHRIST WILL NEVER TAKE DOWN MY BLOG

YOU KNOW WHY.............................................................

WOOOOOOOOOOOOOO HA HA HA HA

Romans 8:28

And we know that all things work together for good to them that love God, to them who are the called according to his purpose.

"F YOU SHERI" 

my goth self is OBSESSEDDDDDDDDDDDDD with the band GHOST 💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓

(technically this probably isn't like the greatest music ever, but I love the lead singer of this band so much, HE CAN MAKE WHATEVER MUSIC HE WANTS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)............💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓

Everyone thinks that the narrow path is easy to find, that of course duh it means no jewelry, makeup, hairstyles, wedding rings be a apostolic christian church of america member OF COURSE IS WHAT MOST PEOPLE THINK HENCE THE APOSTOLIC CHRISTIAN CHURCH OF AMERICA IS THE MOST GLORIFIED AND THEY GLORIFIED THEMOWNSELVES LOOKING AS HOLY AS THEY DO ON EARTH AND THEY ARE WORSHIPPED BY ALL. IF ONLY IN SECRET. but the bible says the narrow path FEW FIND IT..............and I believe it is a pathway that doesn't involve how you look BUT DO YOU LOVE?????????? AND HOW MUCH DO YOU LOVE EVERYONE EVEN YOUR ENEMIES - I THOUROUGHLY BELIEVE THE NARROW PATH IS ONE OF THE HEART OF PUTTING GOD 1ST. (you can watch some tv I believe that is ok, to the pure all things are pure the bible says)

 

Everyone thinks that the narrow path is easy to find, that of course duh it means no jewelry, makeup, hairstyles, wedding rings be a apostolic christian church of america member OF COURSE IS WHAT MOST PEOPLE THINK HENCE THE APOSTOLIC CHRISTIAN CHURCH OF AMERICA IS THE MOST GLORIFIED AND THEY GLORIFIED THEMOWNSELVES LOOKING AS HOLY AS THEY DO ON EARTH AND THEY ARE WORSHIPPED BY ALL. IF ONLY IN SECRET. but the bible says the narrow path FEW FIND IT..............and I believe it is a pathway that doesn't involve how you look BUT DO YOU LOVE?????????? AND HOW MUCH DO YOU LOVE EVERYONE EVEN YOUR ENEMIES - I THOUROUGHLY BELIEVE THE NARROW PATH IS ONE OF THE HEART OF PUTTING GOD 1ST. (you can watch some tv I believe that is ok, to the pure all things are pure the bible says) 

Matthew 7:13-14 “Enter through the narrow gate. For wide is the gate and broad is the road that leads to destruction, and many enter through it. But small is the gate and narrow the road that leads to life, and only a few find it."

  Matthew 7:13-14 ain't saying everyone easily finds the "gate and narrow the road that leads to life" ONLY A FEW FIND IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ONLY A FEW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Mark 12:30-32 "Love the Lord your God with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your mind and with all your strength.’The second is this: ‘Love your neighbor as yourself.’[b] There is no commandment greater than these.” “Well said, teacher,” the man replied. “You are right in saying that God is one and there is no other but him."

you everyday determine in your mind to serve god - you put god 1st your on I believe that narrow road that leads to life!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

it ain't the world the way of the world ain't going to lead one to life

I believe

I thouroughly believe

god knows some of us have jobs where we need to wear makeup, maybe some jewelry LOOK GOOD

GOD KNOWS THAT

moderation I think is key

not buying to much makeup

or to much jewelry - that's hard for many of us

but the broad road ----------------- on that broad road makeup and jewelry could become "more time consuming" maybe even more important to some people then god

the narrow way I believe is a thing of the heart

you cannot serve both god and mammon

you will either hate the one or cling to the other

Matthew 6:24

“No one can serve two masters. Either you will hate the one and love the other, or you will be devoted to the one and despise the other. You cannot serve both God and money.

(I know for a fact a different translation of matthew 6:24 says mammon instead of money) it's the kings james here we go.......................

Matthew 6:24

No man can serve two masters: for either he will hate the one, and love the other; or else he will hold to the one, and despise the other. Ye cannot serve God and mammon.

god knows we need jobs right

so it helps to look nice I'm saying - if your a lady wearing some natural makeup likely would help many women in their careers ---------- if your a professional realistate person like I am there's a look that goes with that and god understands that

most of us gotta work jobs

we gotta

the broad road ----------------------- is one of excess -------------- buying to much shiz

putting maybe to much value on "mammon" not enough value on god

and we can see out there people that go to such lengths for designer this that and the other and there's no problem with owning some designer things ------------------ it's your heart that is important ---------------- where's that most of the day???????????? is it thinking about purchases on the internet...................or are you praying in the bible????????????????????????????????????????/

YOU WILL HOLD TO ONE - AND DESPISE THE OTHER

YE CANNOT SERVE GOD AND MAMMON

Matthew 6:24

No man can serve two masters: for either he will hate the one, and love the other; or else he will hold to the one, and despise the other. Ye cannot serve God and mammon.

god can raise me up and I still believe He will

and he can raise you up to!!!!!!!!!!!!

1 Peter 5:6

Humble yourselves therefore under the mighty hand of God, that he may exalt you in due time:

mammon - you see "empties hauls" mammon RUNS OUT

not god!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Psalm 69:16

Hear me, O Lord; for thy lovingkindness is good: turn unto me according to the multitude of thy tender mercies.

Tithing, giving money, people don't like to do that most people don't.........but IT'S A MATTER OF THE HEART! Your going to cling to mammon to MONEY, or to god!!!!!!!!! Luke 16:13 "No servant can serve two masters: for either he will hate the one, and love the other; or else he will hold to the one, and despise the other. Ye cannot serve God and mammon."...................I have been wayyyyyyyyyyy to cheap with god in the past, and I am determined to change that!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Not just money wise either but TIME.........................

 Tithing, giving money, people don't like to do that most people don't.........but IT'S A MATTER OF THE HEART! Your going to cling to mammon to MONEY, or to god!!!!!!!!! Luke 16:13 "No servant can serve two masters: for either he will hate the one, and love the other; or else he will hold to the one, and despise the other. Ye cannot serve God and mammon."...................I have been wayyyyyyyyyyy to cheap with god in the past, and I am determined to change that!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Not just money wise either but TIME.........................

Mark 12:30 "And thou shalt love the Lord thy God with all thy heart, and with all thy soul, and with all thy mind, and with all thy strength: this is the first commandment."

  Why was cain's offering rejected???????

Genesis 4:4-6

King James Version

4 And Abel, he also brought of the firstlings of his flock and of the fat thereof. And the Lord had respect unto Abel and to his offering:

5 But unto Cain and to his offering he had not respect. And Cain was very wroth, and his countenance fell.

6 And the Lord said unto Cain, Why art thou wroth? and why is thy countenance fallen?

cain didn't give god HIS BEST

cain just threw a offering a randomn offering in the offering bucket on sunday basically!!!!!!!

Genesis 4:7-8 "If thou doest well, shalt thou not be accepted? and if thou doest not well, sin lieth at the door. And unto thee shall be his desire, and thou shalt rule over him. And Cain talked with Abel his brother: and it came to pass, when they were in the field, that Cain rose up against Abel his brother, and slew him."

 I can live with less

less fake hair - can I get a amen!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

less jewelry --------- probably another loud amen out there hahahahahah

I can make do without jewelry or fake hair or just the jewelry and fake hair I already have is plenty

I can't "make do" without God!!!!!!! Jesus!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

amen!!!!!!!!!!!!!

It takes zeal and fire

ZEAL AND FIRE

To deny yourself daily and take up your cross  and follow Jesus

Revelation 3:15-17

King James Version

15 I know thy works, that thou art neither cold nor hot: I would thou wert cold or hot.

16 So then because thou art lukewarm, and neither cold nor hot, I will spue thee out of my mouth.

17 Because thou sayest, I am rich, and increased with goods, and have need of nothing; and knowest not that thou art wretched, and miserable, and poor, and blind, and naked:

Isn't there many christians out there that are verse 17 above, they think they are sooooooooooooo blessed by god, look around they have "increased with goods" -------- WHICH THEY ARE BLESSED BY GOD!!!!!!!

BUT THEY AIN'T REALIZING - THEY ARE "WRETCHED, AND MISERABLE, AND POOR, AND BLIND, AND NAKED"!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

WHY

(YOU KNOW FOR THE "SUPER BLESSED" IN THIS STATE OF BEING) - CAUSE SOME RICH MIGHT GIVE GOD THEIR FIRSTFRUITS, AND STILL BE RICH!!!!!

BUT THE NAKED "SUPER BLESSED"

WHY ARE THEY MISERABLE, WRETCHED POOR BLIND AND NAKED..............

THEY AIN'T GIVING GOOD THEIR 1ST FRUITS!!!!!!!!!!

And I haven't been giving god the 1st fruits for a loooooooooooooooooong while.

but I desire to give more!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

both money and time!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

that the flesh the things of the world

be not what I'm clinging to

but that what I'm clinging to is God/Jesus!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Luke 16:13 "No servant can serve two masters: for either he will hate the one, and love the other; or else he will hold to the one, and despise the other. Ye cannot serve God and mammon."

prepare for maybe chuckle......................

listened to "Red Letter ministries" again last night

(I fully aware some of their ministry has been "problematic") 

but sometime's that saying is true the one that goes "don't throw the baby out with the bathwater" 

sometimes a group is bringing some info to the table THAT IS HELPING ME

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dJyIdIi8P4U

THE BIBLE SAYS 

DON'T KEEP DRINKING THE BASIC MILKS OF THE WORD OF GOD

many christians in many churches are out there drinking baby bottles on sunday!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

1 Corinthians 3:2 "I have fed you with milk, and not with meat: for hitherto ye were not able to bear it, neither yet now are ye able."

 nothing wrong with milk though

BUT SOME OF US WANT MEAT TO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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YOU GONNA STAY A BABY JESUS CUB LONG AS YOU ONLY DRINKIN SUNDAY BABY MILK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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off to take my morning ice bath 😁

Have a great day!

No greater love has a man that he lay down his life for his friends........the things of this world AREN'T WHAT'S VALUABLE...............friends are valuable, uh God/Jesus is valuable...............

Update 4/4/2024 I think this bible verse STINKS Matthew 19:29 "And every one that hath forsaken houses, or brethren, or sisters, or father, or mother, or wife, or children, or lands, for my name's sake, shall receive an hundredfold, and shall inherit everlasting life." Matthew 19:29 is literally saying leave your family "for jesus" and then you'll be rich. 

my parents moved away from me 22 or so years ago (pry more then that) they now own a house and 2 rental units above it................so richish

my brother also moved away from me 22 or so years ago - he's a college teacher - richish

my sister also moved away from me about 22 years ago - she's a model but married into the jaxheimer family - so richish

My probably not dna related to me sister and her family NO LONGER INVITE ME TO FAMILY GET TOGETHERS MY FAMILY IS STILL HAVING FAMILY GET TOGETHERS JUST WITHOUT ME BECAUSE I LOVE LUCIFER - SO THEY ARE ON THEIR WAY TO BEING RICH

  All this being abandoned, hasn't left me with "life more abundantly" that I can see??????????????????????????? John 10:10 "The thief cometh not, but for to steal, and to kill, and to destroy: I am come that they might have life, and that they might have it more abundantly."

  And my husband family is also working on becoming rich, cause lately most em, aren't around much at the family get togethers, they'll like show up for a few minutes and then like go. THEY ARE ON THEIR WAY TO BEING RICH. 

https://foe.org/

""""Pollinators are dying at unprecedented rates. Pipelines are destroying life-sustaining ecosystems. Hunters are legally killing wolf pups in their dens. And each new year tops the previous as hottest on record. We can stop this together --""" - FRIENDS OF THE EARTH

Original post that is getting slews of traffic.....................

  No greater love has a man that he lay down his life for his friends........the things of this world AREN'T WHAT'S VALUABLE...............friends are valuable, uh God/Jesus is valuable...............
    I think some of us battle being able to see where the real treasure is.
This world makes the things of the world look like they are treasure BUT THEY ARE NOT

  Last night I watch a play, I think it's called "Puffs" Harry Potterish play. In the play like um I shouldn't say what all happened I'll just say at one point in the play, someone said "you'll be ok, cause you have the most valuable thing" 

and I forget which harry potter character, um one of them said "what" 

and he pointed at his heart and said "your heart" (agree I agree) 

I took a pic of the set before the play started 💓

My husband bought me a pretend harry potter house pin 👍

Matthew 6:31-33 "Therefore take no thought, saying, What shall we eat? or, What shall we drink? or, Wherewithal shall we be clothed? (For after all these things do the Gentiles seek:) for your heavenly Father knoweth that ye have need of all these things. But seek ye first the kingdom of God, and his righteousness; and all these things shall be added unto you."

  The world makes it seem like the things that are valuable is "the stuff" and it ain't "the stuff" it's really the bible God/Jesus, friends, family what family you have left. 

  My neice has said she disowns me forever cause I didn't invite myself over to her house over the years and am not pychic and she hardly went to family get togethers so I recogned she just didn't want to have much to do with her aunt (I still don't think she wanted ever to have to do with her aunt, not the way she attacked me for days and days and days in private text messages). 

I never sat there with some plot of 

"ha ha ha I will not hang around me neice and really po her"

I was being in the word of god

I was buisy seeking 1st the kingdom of heaven

Matthew 19:29 "And every one that hath forsaken houses, or brethren, or sisters, or father, or mother, or wife, or children, or lands, for my name's sake, shall receive an hundredfold, and shall inherit everlasting life."

  Matthew 19:29 the word "forsake" it often is associated with something bad. But it ain't necessarily something bad. 

I'm the villian of my family 

make no mistake about it

I no doubt am supposed to be inviting myself to family members houses all of the time

and only seeking their needs

and putting the middle finger up to God

(even my brother and he refuses to give me his address cause he's afraid his ex-wife will destroy his life) But I am supposed to inevitably invite myself over to his own in this blog post and then spend a ton of money to hire a private investigator to find his house or else I'm just a horrible sister

and human being

Luke 2:49 "And he said unto them, How is it that ye sought me? wist ye not that I must be about my Father's business?"

  amen jesus

that's right

I knowwwwwwwwww that's right

I swear in a real sense Jesus Christ the Lord is the only person I relate to in eternity. 

Jesus wasn't about wipping all of his families butt's with charmin TP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

https://www.free-emoticons.com/

Make me rich please do..........

sassy hispanic jazz stuffs hugh sheri - ya 😁💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓

My mom says "Black or white, it doesn't matter. Despite all the 24/7 brainwashing, we ARE NOT divided." - I hope my mom is right...............

  My mom says "Black or white, it doesn't matter. Despite all the 24/7 brainwashing, we ARE NOT divided." - I hope my mom is right...............

  I've been trying to pass as white for safety reasons tons of "proud boys" where I live (seems to be I've succeeded some at least on the internet.......) But my mom is living a "different life" then me. I quote my mom "We walk in our neighborhood and talk to anyone that will talk to us and YES, they think like we do.  Black or white, it doesn't matter.  Despite all the 24/7 brainwashing, we ARE NOT divided." Apparently my mom and dad are just walking all around the state they live in chatting with everyone. 

   My experience is totally different but I'm getting ahead of myself.......................

 You all done gone full out color blind. Cause even after you tan..........my skin is probably still darker then yours (if your white). And I don't tan.........

What I do.......

I eat a diet of mostly fruits and veggies (something about eating a good diet brings the color to my skin. I have been pasty in the past and I noticed it was always when my diet was sheer junk food) 

And I these days regularly sit under a red therapy light. Which does do something to my body that makes it produce more of it's natural melanin. 

I never tan. 

I haven't tanned for years. 

 I think white people have some melanin.................but I do not believe they have as much as me. I am "some white" 

     But I am NOT living the life my parents are, nobody talks to me when I'm out and about walking around. Except yesterday at the Wal Mart, it was so odd cause this never happens to me or my family.........a young guy walked up to us and asked us if we were doing good (I was walking behind my husband and kids, and I don't think any of them replied they appeared to just ignore him, though he was speaking loud enough). That never happens to us.............people don't talk to us. Never when we are "out and about" -------- like actually never. 

  I suspect I'm passing as white on the internet some, on my you tube I must be cause I was called white on the comments section of this you tube video...................

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VHksopEONSM

  I'm not getting the "benefits" of being white though. I do not consider 2 african american ladies being mean to me on you tube as me "getting benefits from being deemed white"

 My you tube I've mostly given up on only 20 subscribers, and a tons of videos............

https://www.youtube.com/user/barbieandgiget/videos

   Either being white isn't working out for me at all, or I'm not fooling anybody anywhere and a ton of jew hate is existing in america??????

    My parents skin is much lighter then mine, they don't eat as "clean" as me. My dad isn't diabetic anymore just my mom is, but I do not in anyway believe my dad eats as clean as me, both my parents battle their weight they have to "diet" 

  Though I eat meat a tiny bit...............I'm more on that "freelee the banana girl" lifestyle. 

 You get to eating mostly fruits and veggies you to will start looking like me and freelee...............and eventually if you give up enough dairy and meat only if you want to

eat all the meat and die quick all you want 

yes clog your arteries all you want

but if you do choose a more healthy lifestyle

eventually you get thin.......maybe freeley thin...........or maybe my variety of thin (cause I ain't eating as well as freelee the banana girl) pretty thin I am...........but not like thin thin thin

but like thin enough I ain't sitting around like most america

"I need to go on a diet" 

I remember those days

  I remember those days I'd bemoan to my friends - my butt is so fat ------- ugh ----------- I need to go on a diet but I don't want to. 

   Bible verse that stood out to me while reading my bible this morning...............

Hosea 4:11 "Whoredom and wine and 

new wine take away the heart."

A few blog posts ago I was talking about how I am not interested in any of the guys and women that want to be my sugar daddies and sugar momma's on the internet me telling them "hey give it up already" https://givingittogod.blogspot.com/2021/03/i-am-not-treated-super-well-by-my.html 

    Guard your heart the bible says

that includes I don't recommend watching porn

cause that is you uhhhhh not guarding your heart well I don't think

Proverbs 4:23 "Keep thy heart with all diligence; for out of it are the issues of life."

   I used to think "love in deed and truth" meant people doing good me I was wrong (though that at times can === people doing good deeds to me)

 1 John 3:18 "My little children, let us not love in word, neither in tongue; but in deed and in truth." There's a bible verse about loving jesus with ones lips only..............

Matthew 15:8 "This people draweth nigh unto me with their mouth, and honoureth me with their lips; but their heart is far from me." - Did you know we can say all the right things to each other, pretend there's love there and in actuality hate each other.............

and if that's happening

if that's happening

take it to the bank....................something up in your heart that needs to change.........some idol you need to get out of your life................

Let us love one another in deed and in truth!!!!!!!!!!

1 John 3:18 "My little children, let us not love in word, neither in tongue; but in deed and in truth."

I get to include whatever the heck song I want

the united states of america could very well be anit semetic af

and if that be's the case

(though I am 100% the nazarene church likes me

a few people in my town like me

and the Satanic Temple 💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓

ya sheri saying you love satanic people that's going to get you loved right there

well it shouldn't be a problem

it shouldn't 

cause your supposed to love your enemies

if you is a christian

Matthew 5:44 "But I say unto you, Love your enemies, bless them that curse you, do good to them that hate you, and pray for them which despitefully use you, and persecute you;" 

  The Satanic Temple are NOT my enemies but if they are your enemies and they pry are you all shouold donate to their organization, that'd be really good, that'd make Jesus Christ the Lord very happy. https://thesatanictemple.com/

I get to pick the song I wants today...............cause I facts was hated by a african american lady this week and facts this week hasn't been super great

church at nazarene church was nice for me this weekend 💓

I've heard in my town 2 times people call me a snob

and I ain't a snob

nobody wearing stupid idiot wigs like I do

is a snob

that ain't even possible 

(I think I heard at wal mart this weekend somebody call me a snob again)

people look for reasons to hate me

I can't help that my voice sounds snobby cause I clean am suuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuper smart

I have a suuuuuuuuuuuuuuuper smart voice

because I am indeed super smart

and I can't help that

Mark 13:13 "And ye shall be hated of all men for my name's sake: but he that shall endure unto the end, the same shall be saved."

  - dang sheri people need to finally be nice to you, you getting to heavy and deep and -------

I've lose my mind almost past few years

some my family insisting that I am white

and my dad's family the last name is Ruby abbreviated from Rubenstein that is what grandpa told me in the 8th grade

(and he told me I'm distant relative to marilyn monroe, and Jack Ruby was my great uncle that's 1 great)

I have a miserable time pretending I'm totally white. 

Jew nose my whole life. 

I'm chill with being a messianic jew. 

Video blog post: So reading the book of Ezekiel right now this verse got me thinking how serious it is the need to have a circumcized heart or work towards that. Ezekiel 44:9 "Thus saith the Lord God; No stranger, uncircumcised in heart, nor uncircumcised in flesh, shall enter into my sanctuary, of any stranger that is among the children of Israel.".................

So reading the book of Ezekiel right now this verse got me thinking how serious it is the need to have a circumcized heart or work towards that. Ezekiel 44:9 "Thus saith the Lord God; No stranger, uncircumcised in heart, nor uncircumcised in flesh, shall enter into my sanctuary, of any stranger that is among the children of Israel."
And to the people that would say "that don't apply to us" we can be friends with the world all we want to that is a old testiment bible verse..........Revelation 18:4 "And I heard another voice from heaven, saying, Come out of her, my people, that ye be not partakers of her sins, and that ye receive not of her plagues."

Romans 2:29 "But he is a Jew, which is one inwardly; and circumcision is that of the heart, in the spirit, and not in the letter; whose praise is not of men, but of God."

It's tricky

1st pic is my hair like last monday, 2nd pic is my hair today 

and I know many would say "sheri your hair is growing mega fast like a freight train yo" to me it seems to grow sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo slow....................

Other christians in particular have been trying hard to beat me to a bloody pulp for years now, and now I'm actively combating their non-stop efforts to beat me to a bloody pulp..................

My biggest struggle lately is sometimes feeling THE NEED to please men, to compare up to all the people posting stuffs on instagram etc. etc. -------- I know to it's like chasing a rainbow, you'll never get to the end of it even if you think your close................

Update 7/6/2024 My hair is back blonde again. Used some ionic something nother bleach it is the best stuff I've used yet, left my hair thicker, lightened fast, and I lost 0 hairs this time (usually with regular bleach when rinsing out my hair hair will fall out end up on my hands - like some usually not tons). This time no hair feel out of my head AT ALL.............

no makeup on in this pic so you can't hate me in this picture

wait to hate me elsewhere on my blog "for jesus"

My biggest struggle lately is sometimes feeling THE NEED to please men, to compare up to all the people posting stuffs on instagram etc. etc. -------- I know to it's like chasing a rainbow, you'll never get to the end of it even if you think your close................there's always new fashions, new this, new that.
  It's gotta be at the very least EXHAUSTING for millionaire's to "keep up" if indeed they make the effort to keep up. Unending getting nails done, getting hair done, gym trips, spa trips, derma needle sessions probably (if they wanted to stay young, those derma rollers!!!!!!!!!! I roll!!!!!!!!!!! I can't handle aging)

   Yep............I thought long and hard on my marilyn monroe look alike stuffs, thought about my motives. Think it is what the bible is meaning about Jeremiah 17:9 "The heart is deceitful above all things, and desperately wicked: who can know it?" You can be 100% sure that your motives are all pure, and maybe they mostly are, for myself I think they often mostly are.
  But is pride creeping in??????????
 Is this detracting from doing things that would "please god"??????????????? Not to say I'm going to quit my instagram account.............I am a marilyn monroe fan, and a marilyn monroe look alike and it is fun and there's nothing wrong with having some fun every now and then. It just needs to not become something "bigger" then it is. 
  Like even if I was getting lots of jobs as a marilyn monroe impersonator someday, it needs to not become something "bigger" then it is.
 God/Jesus needs to be 1st! Matthew 6:21 "For where your treasure is, there will your heart be also." That something so fleeting like beauty, be not my treasure, or the pride of life, or pride, like I don't know.............alllllllllllllllll the things people do out there some treasure over god. Those things never be what I treasure.
 passing away things!!!!!!!!!!!!!
1 John 2:17 "And the world passeth away, and the lust thereof: but he that doeth the will of God abideth for ever."

  I don't got nothing else to blog for today, that's all, that's what's on my heart today. I think I know of a way to figure out where my heart is...................where am I spending most my time.....................is it in god's word........................or am I watching wayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy to much "entertainment tonight" and reading wayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy to many celebrity magazines. 

  I think there is a way, to gauge, where our hearts are. Ephesians 5:15 "See then that ye walk circumspectly, not as fools, but as wise," I believe walking circumspectly (though I could be intrepreting ephesians 5:15 wrong though I have no idea what else this verse could mean) is talking about considering where you are spending most of your time in the day??????

What am I/you treasuring in the day????????? Cause where our treasure is "there will your heart be also"!!!!! 

Have a great week earth!

LOVE

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Goodbye white washed tomb "religiosity" hello loving people and caring for one another.......................

Update 1/24/2024 hair is a mess - just woke up so...........bought yet another sale plant at lowe's yesterday. The grass that is in a coffee cup (which coffee cups make really cute planters - I'm going to have to be on the look out for cute coffee cups from here on out)................

Goodbye white washed tomb "religiosity" hello loving people and caring for one another 1 Corinthians 12:25 "That there should be no schism in the body; but that the members should have the same care one for another."
  I fancy all these verses as well...........
Romans 13:8 "Owe no man any thing, but to love one another: for he that loveth another hath fulfilled the law."
Galatians 5:13 "For, brethren, ye have been called unto liberty; only use not liberty for an occasion to the flesh, but by love serve one another."
  The pharisee's they looked good...............and FOR YEARS I was obsessed with not wearing jewelry (even though I actually have always liked to have a pile of bracelets on my wrist and really it's really a comfort thing for me by now...........but I have spent years hanging around some "potential" pharisee's...............or at least the kind of people that big time poo poo the idea of jewelry, or short skirts........bangs.............hair styles other then buns -------- for reals for over what 15 years)
1 Samuel 16:7 "But the Lord said unto Samuel, Look not on his countenance, or on the height of his stature; because I have refused him: for the Lord seeth not as man seeth; for man looketh on the outward appearance, but the Lord looketh on the heart."
  I'm going to talk crazy right now, if you have jewelry to wazuu, and the entire line of mary kay makeup KNOW GOD LOOKS AT YOUR HEART........I mean that in a hopeful way.......
Luke 18:10-14 "Two men went up into the temple to pray; the one a Pharisee, and the other a publican. The Pharisee stood and prayed thus with himself, God, I thank thee, that I am not as other men are, extortioners, unjust, adulterers, or even as this publican. I fast twice in the week, I give tithes of all that I possess. And the publican, standing afar off, would not lift up so much as his eyes unto heaven, but smote upon his breast, saying, God be merciful to me a sinner. I tell you, this man went down to his house justified rather than the other: for every one that exalteth himself shall be abased; and he that humbleth himself shall be exalted."

  The pharisee he did everything right...............except I notice in luke 18:10-12 he was exalting himself a bit there -------- going by what's said in verse 14, that's my take on the "situation". 

   But lately, I've way thought on how god looks on the heart................

IT'S MAN THAT LOOKS ON THE OUTWARD APPEARANCE NOT GOD! READ THIS VERSE AGAIN MAN DOES................

1 Samuel 16:7 "But the Lord said unto Samuel, Look not on his countenance, or on the height of his stature; because I have refused him: for the Lord seeth not as man seeth; for man looketh on the outward appearance, but the Lord looketh on the heart."

   The apostolic christian church of america has in the past banned bangs, and beards, and are way concerned with the outward look of people.................hey they are human beings, and this is what people often do. 

  I've done it.......................

there's been years where I was the pharisee in luke 18:10-14 saying "ah god look at me I do x and x and x just right" thinking myself in my own heart to be so much superior to those around me. 

reality ya - I'm the "publican"

Have a great week!

LOVE

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