My mom says "Black or white, it doesn't matter. Despite all the 24/7 brainwashing, we ARE NOT divided." - I hope my mom is right...............

  My mom says "Black or white, it doesn't matter. Despite all the 24/7 brainwashing, we ARE NOT divided." - I hope my mom is right...............

  I've been trying to pass as white for safety reasons tons of "proud boys" where I live (seems to be I've succeeded some at least on the internet.......) But my mom is living a "different life" then me. I quote my mom "We walk in our neighborhood and talk to anyone that will talk to us and YES, they think like we do.  Black or white, it doesn't matter.  Despite all the 24/7 brainwashing, we ARE NOT divided." Apparently my mom and dad are just walking all around the state they live in chatting with everyone. 

   My experience is totally different but I'm getting ahead of myself.......................

 You all done gone full out color blind. Cause even after you tan..........my skin is probably still darker then yours (if your white). And I don't tan.........

What I do.......

I eat a diet of mostly fruits and veggies (something about eating a good diet brings the color to my skin. I have been pasty in the past and I noticed it was always when my diet was sheer junk food) 

And I these days regularly sit under a red therapy light. Which does do something to my body that makes it produce more of it's natural melanin. 

I never tan. 

I haven't tanned for years. 

 I think white people have some melanin.................but I do not believe they have as much as me. I am "some white" 

     But I am NOT living the life my parents are, nobody talks to me when I'm out and about walking around. Except yesterday at the Wal Mart, it was so odd cause this never happens to me or my family.........a young guy walked up to us and asked us if we were doing good (I was walking behind my husband and kids, and I don't think any of them replied they appeared to just ignore him, though he was speaking loud enough). That never happens to us.............people don't talk to us. Never when we are "out and about" -------- like actually never. 

  I suspect I'm passing as white on the internet some, on my you tube I must be cause I was called white on the comments section of this you tube video...................

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VHksopEONSM

  I'm not getting the "benefits" of being white though. I do not consider 2 african american ladies being mean to me on you tube as me "getting benefits from being deemed white"

 My you tube I've mostly given up on only 20 subscribers, and a tons of videos............

https://www.youtube.com/user/barbieandgiget/videos

   Either being white isn't working out for me at all, or I'm not fooling anybody anywhere and a ton of jew hate is existing in america??????

    My parents skin is much lighter then mine, they don't eat as "clean" as me. My dad isn't diabetic anymore just my mom is, but I do not in anyway believe my dad eats as clean as me, both my parents battle their weight they have to "diet" 

  Though I eat meat a tiny bit...............I'm more on that "freelee the banana girl" lifestyle. 

 You get to eating mostly fruits and veggies you to will start looking like me and freelee...............and eventually if you give up enough dairy and meat only if you want to

eat all the meat and die quick all you want 

yes clog your arteries all you want

but if you do choose a more healthy lifestyle

eventually you get thin.......maybe freeley thin...........or maybe my variety of thin (cause I ain't eating as well as freelee the banana girl) pretty thin I am...........but not like thin thin thin

but like thin enough I ain't sitting around like most america

"I need to go on a diet" 

I remember those days

  I remember those days I'd bemoan to my friends - my butt is so fat ------- ugh ----------- I need to go on a diet but I don't want to. 

   Bible verse that stood out to me while reading my bible this morning...............

Hosea 4:11 "Whoredom and wine and 

new wine take away the heart."

A few blog posts ago I was talking about how I am not interested in any of the guys and women that want to be my sugar daddies and sugar momma's on the internet me telling them "hey give it up already" https://givingittogod.blogspot.com/2021/03/i-am-not-treated-super-well-by-my.html 

    Guard your heart the bible says

that includes I don't recommend watching porn

cause that is you uhhhhh not guarding your heart well I don't think

Proverbs 4:23 "Keep thy heart with all diligence; for out of it are the issues of life."

   I used to think "love in deed and truth" meant people doing good me I was wrong (though that at times can === people doing good deeds to me)

 1 John 3:18 "My little children, let us not love in word, neither in tongue; but in deed and in truth." There's a bible verse about loving jesus with ones lips only..............

Matthew 15:8 "This people draweth nigh unto me with their mouth, and honoureth me with their lips; but their heart is far from me." - Did you know we can say all the right things to each other, pretend there's love there and in actuality hate each other.............

and if that's happening

if that's happening

take it to the bank....................something up in your heart that needs to change.........some idol you need to get out of your life................

Let us love one another in deed and in truth!!!!!!!!!!

1 John 3:18 "My little children, let us not love in word, neither in tongue; but in deed and in truth."

I get to include whatever the heck song I want

the united states of america could very well be anit semetic af

and if that be's the case

(though I am 100% the nazarene church likes me

a few people in my town like me

and the Satanic Temple 💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓

ya sheri saying you love satanic people that's going to get you loved right there

well it shouldn't be a problem

it shouldn't 

cause your supposed to love your enemies

if you is a christian

Matthew 5:44 "But I say unto you, Love your enemies, bless them that curse you, do good to them that hate you, and pray for them which despitefully use you, and persecute you;" 

  The Satanic Temple are NOT my enemies but if they are your enemies and they pry are you all shouold donate to their organization, that'd be really good, that'd make Jesus Christ the Lord very happy. https://thesatanictemple.com/

I get to pick the song I wants today...............cause I facts was hated by a african american lady this week and facts this week hasn't been super great

church at nazarene church was nice for me this weekend 💓

I've heard in my town 2 times people call me a snob

and I ain't a snob

nobody wearing stupid idiot wigs like I do

is a snob

that ain't even possible 

(I think I heard at wal mart this weekend somebody call me a snob again)

people look for reasons to hate me

I can't help that my voice sounds snobby cause I clean am suuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuper smart

I have a suuuuuuuuuuuuuuuper smart voice

because I am indeed super smart

and I can't help that

Mark 13:13 "And ye shall be hated of all men for my name's sake: but he that shall endure unto the end, the same shall be saved."

  - dang sheri people need to finally be nice to you, you getting to heavy and deep and -------

I've lose my mind almost past few years

some my family insisting that I am white

and my dad's family the last name is Ruby abbreviated from Rubenstein that is what grandpa told me in the 8th grade

(and he told me I'm distant relative to marilyn monroe, and Jack Ruby was my great uncle that's 1 great)

I have a miserable time pretending I'm totally white. 

Jew nose my whole life. 

I'm chill with being a messianic jew.