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Thursday, May 30, 2019

Works meet of repentance for this week, and my stance on abortions I'm anti abortion but pro choice cause women will get abortions no madder what it's good to love these women and make sure that their abortions are done safely in safe environments or safe as abortions can get..................

Works meet of repentance for this week, and my stance on abortions I'm anti abortion but pro choice cause women will get abortions no madder what it's good to love these women and make sure that their abortions are done safely in safe environments or safe as abortions can get..................
headbands for my fave charity http://bowdazzling.org/
(I have a massive ball of the light colored yarn, so going to make lord willing a slew more headbands for the charity above in that color : ) 
 One of my best friends is extreme anti abortion. To the point that she did tell me I quote..................."Women's lib is what killed this country! When mothers started leaving kids at home to make money, look through history, that is when kids started getting high, crime went up, murders went up. God intended women to raise kids and teach them right from wrong, men are to be the leaders and breadwinners. I know sometimes women have to work outside the home, but that should not be the norm."
--------------------- I have reason to believe her ideas are more extreme then that, I don't think my friend is pro using condomns and other forms of birth control. 
 After chating with my friend who has put up anti abortion facebook posts for months (months I didn't reply to her, but finally I did)....................I said..................
Sheri Walz " I have to stand before God for my actions, not yours." I see women all the time that abort their babies and regret it....................if they repent and give their lives to god............they will stand before god just fine. ------------ but like I never have aborted a child...............but maybe you have slewwwwwwwwwwwwwwws of facebook friends that love abortion and have aborted eons of babies. ---------- even for the unrepented jesus he said John 8:7 "So when they continued asking him, he lifted up himself, and said unto them, He that is without sin among you, let him first cast a stone at her." which of us hasn't sinned??????????????????? Even you have sinned --------, I don't know what you sinned, but I am positive you have sinned for the bible says all have fallen short of the glory of god! ------------------ so my idea here is we need to love these women that abort babies. Ok I can't back my thought of loving women that abort babies better then that.............I just know that's the thing we need to do in life. ------------------- who can understand all kinds of sins out there..................?????????????????? but maybe some people need to even do certain sins, to realize they need to seek god!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm still anti abortion...............my stance is also pro-choice, a weird little stance I have.
------------- in my life I tell you the truth ---------, the one thing I wish people would've stopped me from doing..............IS THOSE STUPID CLIP IN BLONDE BANGS. (over red hair people)....................it was not a good look. But often in the past when I sinned...............................I drew closer to god. Life is a mess......................as my child says even if we stopped people from owning guns ------- well then they'd go on stabbing spree's stabbing people to death etc. ----------- if they want to sin they gonna sin anyways. Might as well have their abortions be in safe environments.

That is my official 1 billion % stance on the abortion topic. 
Many christians these days appear to be scarely extreme anti abortionist like my best friend, she is more and more the norm out there, and that is scary. I really believe we need to be like jesus who died for us while we were yet in sin!
Romans 5:8 "But God commendeth his love toward us, in that, while we were yet sinners, Christ died for us."
  I agree with the super mega radical extra anti abortions everywhere forever christians...........that us in the body of christ need to care, and need to ya care. But in my mind shutting down abortion clinics isn't the answer, and not only is it not the answer that's scary cause then where are women going to get their abortions ------------- YIKES!
 As of may 2019 in usa there are 6 states with ONLY ONE abortion clinic in them.......one state sounds like might have 000000000000000000...................
  That is scary, you can't go love on those women if they are going to back alley abortion clinics -------- getting dicey scarey abortion procedures done to them that very well might kill them. 
Have a great week earth!
And for the ladies who've had abortions don't let other people make you feel "less then" you are loved by god to, you are valued. 
LOVE

Tuesday, May 28, 2019

I realized recently the reason I no longer battle "envy" which the bible says people who do envy on the regular are headed to hell (Galatians 5:21) is cause I'm "dead with christ".............most of this world though I really believe they are consumed with envy not just merely battling it, consumed with that....................


I realized recently the reason I no longer battle "envy" which the bible says people who do envy on the regular are headed to hell (Galatians 5:21) is cause I'm "dead with christ".............most of this world though I really believe they are consumed with envy not just merely battling it, consumed with that. Which is horrible. I actually believe there are 2 ways to get over envy, join "cross and skullbones" proper.....................or be "cross and skullbones for the lord" die to yourself basically. 
Romans 6:8 "Now if we be dead with Christ, we believe that we shall also live with him:"
   It doesn't mean I don't want anymore a better life for myself, I've talked about that extensively on the internet.......................it means I'm "dead with christ" so I don't "need" all of that.
 Not even popularity, naw.
What do I need..........................peace
 the dead we like peace a lot 😀💀cross and skullbones for the lord! 👍👄
Hebrews 4:10 "For he that is entered into his rest, he also hath ceased from his own works, as God did from his."  The verse in question, that I read recently in my bible study book Galatians 5:21 "Envyings, murders, drunkenness, revellings, and such like: of the which I tell you before, as I have also told you in time past, that they which do such things shall not inherit the kingdom of God." I talked about this verse in my bible study or I tried to. I said to the ladies at bible study ----- How do we even manage to avoid "envy"????????? Cause social media is chalked full of people just asking us to envy them HOLLYWOOD IS TO.........................it's everywhere.............................as marilyn manson sings "the beautiful people, the beautiful people" THEY ARE EVERYWHERE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ((((((((("sheri your one of the beautiful people to"..........................okay)
   I said "well do we just unfollow people on instagram" and they told me ya................but that wednesday night didn't seem like the "idea" to me...................even though people at bible study were agreeing with me that unfollowing slews of people is totally the "solution" to not envy.
 -------------- I don't need to unfollow a slew of people I've decided...........cause I'm not that weak.
   I may be viewed as "that weak" ------ but I'm not, I'm dead with christ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
  Being "cross and skullbones" for the lord proper, it is only fitting I choose a 21 pilots song for today......................................

CROSS AND SKULLBONES 
FOR THE LORD EDITION
AND FOR NOT THE LORD EDITION
MUCH LOVE 👄👄👄👄👄👄👄
Love for everyone else to
but you bestest be dead one of 2 ways while still you know breathing on this earth cause envy is bad!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Bestest join the brotherhood one way or the other!!!!!!!!
ps..........pry add photo's later, but my phone is dead right now, cause my family went pokemon hunting this weekend.............................

Saturday, May 18, 2019

Video blog post: The me I've tried to be to make church people like me, ain't the me jesus came to save, this one is............................

Video blog post: The me I've tried to be to make church people like me, ain't the me jesus came to save, this one is............................

  I realize I am a actual "hot mess"
 I don't even know how to turn down the "diva dial"...........................when you are a diva how do you not be a diva????????????????????????????????????????

  Do you all realize, that jesus was like us................Hebrews 4:15 "For we have not an high priest which cannot be touched with the feeling of our infirmities; but was in all points tempted like as we are, yet without sin." At my bible study right now there are not one but 2 sunday school teachers for years they been teaching sunday school, I realize it's part of their job to look super perfect all of the time but still even jesus the lord "....but was in all points tempted like as we are, yet without sin" ----------- I just sayin, reminding all you sunday school teachers. I myself was a sunday school teacher for a bit (but I'm known as being not so perfect so I didn't have to look perfect all the time THANK GOD THAT LOOKS SO EXHAUSTING) #realdiva
  Doing my nails today with one of my best friends which is a relaxing sabbath thing to do. Got this kit on amazon, it looks actually fantastic https://www.amazon.com/Gelongle-Colors-Starter-Manicure-Accessories/dp/B07MNLR3DF/ref=sr_1_54?keywords=nail%2Bkit&qid=1557893538&refinements=p_85%3A2470955011&rnid=2470954011&rps=1&s=gateway&sr=8-54&th=1
   Diva tip: In this world ran by men, which I'm plenty fine with, cause I don't have to work 10 hours a day......................diva #diva so much. Go ahead men, go right ahead - raise my cup to ya🥤
"wow sheri just wow"
   Hey least I ain't a men hater that would be very bad. Getting detoured my diva advice right now:
get your nails did
skip the high heels that's torture - instead get your nails did 👍👄
  Ya that's my advice 👍👄
hahahahhahahahahahahhahahahahahhaha
    That is my advice though!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Ladies some us gots it good...........................................
  I volunteered at a local foodbank this week, going to be doing that on the regular, closer foodbank a nice short drive to get to it.
   I thank god I am a disaster in some ways, cause I know I need jesus everyday. 
sheri alone ==== mess
sheri with jesus ====== disaster zone getting cleaned
1 John 1

If we say that we have no sin, we deceive ourselves, and the truth is not in us.
If we confess our sins, he is faithful and just to forgive us our sins, and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness.
10 If we say that we have not sinned, we make him a liar, and his word is not in us.
I recogn not only is things a matter of salvation
but on this earth either you getting clean with jesus
or you getting dirty with sin....................
2 Timothy 3:13 "But evil men and seducers shall wax worse and worse, deceiving, and being deceived."
  It's not about how the outside of your cup looks, hows the inside looking??????????????????????????????????????
Have a great week!
And remember to love each other 👄👄👄👄👄👄
(just including a pic of my nails, I've gotten real good at keeping people in my life's identities secret..................since how I'm such a big time celebrity bigger celebrity then my super model sister according to my mom which she might be right.................that is a real possibility. I did these nails all by myself 😀)

Sunday, May 12, 2019

Tips to stay alive at the end of the world if your christian (dyeing is no fun fellow christians be like me and bee gee's and bon jovi)...........................

I just made this song up...........I love it though, I have a few renditions of it to 😊

Online recording software >>
Tips to stay alive at the end of the world if your christian (dyeing is no fun fellow christians be like me and bee gee's and bon jovi).......................I don't actually believe having a "bug out" is a feasible long term plan, cause people travel, they travel everywhere so..............where could any of us really hide?????????????????
Mark 9:23 "Jesus said unto him, If thou canst believe, all things are possible to him that believeth." allllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll things.

1. Be nice to your family Mark 13:12 "Now the brother shall betray the brother to death, and the father the son; and children shall rise up against their parents, and shall cause them to be put to death." - like their photo's, comment as nice of comments as you can muster............and repeat that process everyday of your life!
2. is obvious Don't take the mark of the beast (cause you ain't actually a survivor if your one day a zombie that can't even die Revelation 9:6 "And in those days shall men seek death, and shall not find it; and shall desire to die, and death shall flee from them."BUT NOTE, THIS VERSE CLEARLY HINTS ALL CHRISTIANS MIGHT NOT BE KILLED..........................read it good fellow body of christ members not be allowed to "buy or sell" Revelation 13:17 "And that no man might buy or sell, save he that had the mark, or the name of the beast, or the number of his name."
  At the messianic church I go to often, pastor literally told the congregation "we all pry will die for the lord" ---------- and I've heard that sort of thing being said elsewhere in the body of christ you might live! As much as you are preparing yourself to die, also prepare in your mind the potential that you might live!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
  Like I'm here bringing some real good news today. Hard at work right now 😀
3. If you aren't a mermaid you can't become one................just how it is................but if you are a mermaid BE A MERMAID!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 🐠🐠🐠🐟🐟🐟🐟🐟🐠🐠🐠🐠🐠🐠
4. Be super skinny, and fit, Britney Spears is right..........................they are going to need fit and skinny people............look around so many obese people in some countries it's super bad. But in general be useful, be doctors, be janitor's (don't poo poo a janitor job as a "I'm about to live at the end of the world" plan......................be ready to take jobs nobody wants to do porta potty cleaner for instance)
refer to Britney Spears song "Work b" ya she uses the b word....................https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pt8VYOfr8To
5. Become a massive fan of 21 pilots (I'm completely serious) the cross and skullbones future revolt is real, very few of them are planning on taking the "mark of the beast" it's a real future revolt, and I agree with Tyler Joseph
"""… Start a mob and you can be quite certain 
We'll win but not everyone will get out 
No, no """"""  ----- lyrics from 21 pilots song "Nico and the niners" link below........................
6. Be gorgeous. Number 6 is very important. To survive you need to blend in..............well what are we needing to blend in with.................................

2 Timothy 3 

This know also, that in the last days perilous times shall come.
For men shall be lovers of their own selves, covetous, boasters, proud, blasphemers, disobedient to parents, unthankful, unholy,
Without natural affection, trucebreakers, false accusers, incontinent, fierce, despisers of those that are good,
Traitors, heady, highminded, lovers of pleasures more than lovers of God;
Having a form of godliness, but denying the power thereof: from such turn away.
  I at the moment recommend watching Jeffrey Star on you tube, cause that kid knows makeup. Pry as time goes on more and more guys will be wearing makeup so..........something to think about. I recommend most christian guys own a good eyeshadow pallette, no need to use it now.............but someday when it's beneficial to look super fierce. 
7. Gardening............gardening is so important if you can't buy or sell without the mark of the beast you bestest know how to garden and collect seeds!
  Serious, churches everywhere should be teaching gardening classes. And probably have greenhouses on their properties churches should - ya all probably really should! 
pics of my garden I took recently......................I often eat a salad everyday with gourmet broccoli in it...................ain't bad it ain't bad at all! Invest in a greenhouse or build one, you will need to grow food to eat in the winter as well!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



Also have livestalk, or chickens, or or maybe I hate to say this, vegans will be soooooooo happy to hear me say this......................stock up on multi vitamins ones with in particular iron, vitamin b something nother, omega 3.......................all I know is there are vitamins you won't be able to obtain via gardening. 
 Those are my tips to stay alive 😀👍👄 I currently am loving the keto diet myself, so much so Frank Tufano on you tube really has me literally thinking about potentially cooking green beans in "tallow"......................I am really considering that right now. 
  I was vegan for like 6 months.....................turns out I'm greately "insulin resistant" and so after being vegan my health was so bad that I was having to go to the bathroom 3-4 times A NIGHT and this went on for months, and I knew something was wrong with me, I was actually afraid to go to the dr. I was afraid it was something mega bad. And I eventually via my own research on the internet figured out....................oh I'm super super super "insulin resistant". 
   Now I sleep through the night 😀 I'm thriving on the keto diet.
I don't eat "gobs of meat" ----------- very much like marilyn monroe's diet (near identical..........my "mo" is never raw eggs in milk that is the difference between how marilyn ate and how I now eat)...................eggs often for breakfast..................a dinner involving some meat at night. (lots of veggies and a salad in the day).
Happy Mothers Day!


Saturday, May 11, 2019

I've gotten mega zealous to keep the sabbath, and I love the sabbath cause it's the one 24 hour period of the week where I know with myself that "I'm not my own I'm bought with a price" aka 1 Corinthians 6:19-20.....................

I've gotten mega zealous to keep the sabbath, and I love the sabbath cause it's the one 24 hour period of the week where I know with myself that "I'm not my own I'm bought with a price" aka 1 Corinthians 6:19-20.....................

1 Corinthians 6:19-20 

19 What? know ye not that your body is the temple of the Holy Ghost which is in you, which ye have of God, and ye are not your own?
20 For ye are bought with a price: therefore glorify God in your body, and in your spirit, which are God's.
  And for some people the "sabbath" apparently most of the body of christ the "sabbath" is saturday night to sunday at sun down. For me the sabbath is friday night at sundown, to saturday night at sundown...........same idea so.
  For those that have read my blog for a bit, my motivation was originally merely to be rich, and famous, both rich and famous....................cause in my mind it is so much better to have paparazzi working hard to get those good selfie shots and all posting them up for you. (my super model sister CONTINUALLY makes being rich and famous sound completely fabulous ------- just saying................thus far she's told me of one celebrity that has a big time secret drug habit..............the rest of the stories she has told me, definately makes being famous sound nothing but awesome).

Isaiah 58:13-14 

13 If thou turn away thy foot from the sabbath, from doing thy pleasure on my holy day; and call the sabbath a delight, the holy of the Lord, honourable; and shalt honour him, not doing thine own ways, nor finding thine own pleasure, nor speaking thine own words:
14 Then shalt thou delight thyself in the Lord; and I will cause thee to ride upon the high places of the earth, and feed thee with the heritage of Jacob thy father: for the mouth of the Lord hath spoken it.
In a disney mood um like my whole life but uh we'll pretend it's just today, made this ditty then the phone rang.........................

Record music and voice >>
  If it weren't for today, how would I know if I'm "ye are not your own? For ye are bought with a price:"????????????????? Ya I'll pray everyday, do my bible study and/or daily audio bible https://player.dailyaudiobible.com/member/login 
  But many days I'm mostly doing my thang....................I might "happen" to do some good deeds but I'm not even thinking about them ones. 
  But today.......................the sabbath. A day when I work to not even speak my own words the entire day, this is the day I know I really ain't my own and I'm bought with a price and 💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓I love that!💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓
  "So wait sheri this sabbath, you decided to write a valentines day card to the sabbath day" - yep
many smooches for the sabbath for reals 👄👄👄👄👄👄👄👄👄👄
  Now ------- not every sabbath for me is perfect. Thankfully there isn't sabbath keeping judges holding up 10 signs (cause sometimes my score for a sabbath might be 7 or so). Stuffs I find "comes up" on the weekends sometimes.................................................YIKES YIKES SOMETIMES FUN STUFFS YIKES!
  But if my family does something fun on saturday I try to not have fun...........................if I have fun........................then I work to extend the sabbath out into sunday some which makes most churches having church on sunday work out real well for me #FACTS 
   The country I live in, people like to go out and do stuff on saturday. Today for instance I might be I just found out going to some horse viewing thing/plant sale........................which I do deem that sabbath ok................if it was a full out rodeo and then I'm having like waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay to much fun, that would be different. 
-------- Basically THANK GOD...........................that I live in a boring town, so I am able keep the sabbath day holy with some ease 🙌💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖
  The exciting town next to me is at a nice "safe distance" away 😊👍👄
Shabbat Shalom 😊

Wednesday, May 8, 2019

My "works meet of repentance" for this week.........bible says they will know us by our "fruit" well donating to charities I big time recommend if you have money cause it's a real easy way to love people!!!!!!!!!!.........................

My "works meet of repentance" for this week.........bible says they will know us by our "fruit" well donating to charities I big time recommend if you have money cause it's a real easy way to love people!!!!!!!!!!.........................

Matthew 12:33 "Either make the tree good, and his fruit good; or else make the tree corrupt, and his fruit corrupt: for the tree is known by his fruit."
  There is more to this "fruit" bearing idea, loving people with your words as well............but also just how you live your life in general can be "bearing good fruit" -------- be in a way in which you love people. 
Colossians 1:10 "That ye might walk worthy of the Lord unto all pleasing, being fruitful in every good work, and increasing in the knowledge of God;"
1 Corinthians 16:14 "Let all your things be done with charity."
  "all you things" it's your words, it's how you live your life from day to day. So much better to be a good tree Matthew 7:18 "A good tree cannot bring forth evil fruit, neither can a corrupt tree bring forth good fruit."
  --------------- now whether I am possessed or not, or a good actor, my family thinks I'm a actor often and that I'm after getting attention..........................................on my you tube channel I have put up a show.........................on my blog I'm very serious here. But my "status" whether possessed or no..............does not have anything to do with my ability to bear good fruit and live a life pleasing to god!
  Video I uploaded on my you tube sorta on theme with this blog post, cause the bible says to awake to righteousness (good deeds, loving people, bearing good fruit) 1 Corinthians 15:34 "Awake to righteousness, and sin not; for some have not the knowledge of God: I speak this to your shame."
Have a great week earth!
LOVE

Saturday, May 4, 2019

Ever been in so much pain, that your struggling to even think straight?........................nothing like some good ol' fashion agony to get me thankful for the people in my life.........................

 Ever been in so much pain, that your struggling to even think straight?........................nothing like some good ol' fashion agony to get me thankful for the people in my life.........................(not going to say what happened today, but it was a ruff day for me.......but things were great at the messianic church I sometimes go to the rabbi came up while people were singing like special cause I hadn't been there for awhile and said hi to me......................I'm thankful for both my churches very thankful)
 I'm not supposed to mention my families names on my blog......but they like many of my facebook posts.......that's some real support. And my brother has said recently some nice things to me in text message.............don't think he's on facebook that much........but basically supportive. Or at least loving me nomadder what.
  I do not believe the baptist church or the messianic church I sometimes go to that either one would "bail on me" I'm thankful for that today. I can't bear being shut out of people's lives anymore..............the pain has grown. The pain I feel is so extreme I can't even "think straight" somedays, so intense it is at times. 
1 Corinthians 13

Charity suffereth long, and is kind; charity envieth not; charity vaunteth not itself, is not puffed up,
Doth not behave itself unseemly, seeketh not her own, is not easily provoked, thinketh no evil;
Rejoiceth not in iniquity, but rejoiceth in the truth;
Beareth all things, believeth all things, hopeth all things, endureth all things.
Charity never faileth: but whether there be prophecies, they shall fail; whether there be tongues, they shall cease; whether there be knowledge, it shall vanish away.
 I've felt pain more then I know how to deal with. And pain that people don't even know about, pain that I don't even speak about. 
  Psalm 25:17-19 
17 The troubles of my heart are enlarged: O bring thou me out of my distresses.
18 Look upon mine affliction and my pain; and forgive all my sins.
19 Consider mine enemies; for they are many; and they hate me with cruel hatred.
  My song choice for today (I've always been into this sort of music,  depeche mode sorta stuffs)..................
   ------------- And I surely understand why people seek out drugs, and alcohol to numb the pain they are feeling.....................if the amount of bars everywhere is a testiment to anything.............instead of the amount of sin on this earth I believe more then that it is a testiment to the amount of pain people are feeling on this earth. 
  People abandoned, by their families, their spouses, maybe their churches, or their employers???????? Surely there is pain and agony out there, searing pain, pain that is so intense people at times feel the only help there is is beer or drugs. 
I don't think this world is horrible on a whole, 
if it was tremendously horrible
god wouldn't of "so loved the world"
John 3:16 "For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life."
If you are in agony today.....................know that someone loves you -------- that someone is god!
2 Peter 3:9 "The Lord is not slack concerning his promise, as some men count slackness; but is longsuffering to us-ward, not willing that any should perish, but that all should come to repentance."
   Someday pain will end................................if you give your life to jesus..................................
Revelation 21:4

"And God shall wipe away all tears from their eyes; and there shall be no more death, neither sorrow, nor crying, neither shall there be any more pain: for the former things are passed away."
   neither shall there be any more pain ------ hard to imagine it................whilst in the grips of complete agony like this........but the word of god is true! Thank god!!!!!!!!!! 
Have a great week earth! 
LOVE


   

Friday, May 3, 2019

I officially forgive EVERYBODY that ever wronged me...................because I know how the "mercy game" goes Proverbs 21:21 "He that followeth after righteousness and mercy findeth life, righteousness, and honour"...............

I officially forgive EVERYBODY that ever wronged me...................because I know how the "mercy game" goes  Proverbs 21:21 "He that followeth after righteousness and mercy findeth life, righteousness, and honour".
  Clearly I'm a fool that has sinned, ok. And I don't just mean a tiny bit of sin. I don't have a large enough closet to hide everything alright. SO I FORGIVE EVERYONE!
  (((((((((only 3 apostolic christian church of america pastors, know what else I did in the first grade......said activities involved a high school junior/senior like said activities went on for 2 years ---------- he had 6 pack abs and a motorcycle..............I was a devil)))))))))))

⚐⚐WAVING THE WHITE FLAG!!⚐⚐
  "Man sheri your giving quite the juicy details these days, it's like your getting ready to jump up on the world stage".............................uh hugh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! With a mermaid "gulp"!
  -------------- mermaids have needs???????????????????????????
"ssssssssssssshhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhherrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrriiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii"
   So lately I like literally believe right, that cheap jewelry is plenty ok for a christian to wear, and that even that jesus came that we have life and more abundantly not a diminished sad life..............well I enjoy wearing some real fun jewelry. Just added to my collection today this is my collection right now 😁 #life more abundantly 😁
   

Admitedly I am like a pirate and a chipmunk.........................my logic often in my life has went "oooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo shiny"
hahahhahahahahahahhah
do I know the above pictures are depicting 100 billion% foolishness ---------- yep
⚐⚐WAVING THE WHITE FLAG!!⚐⚐
Matthew 5:7 "Blessed are the merciful: for they shall obtain mercy." ----------- I FORGIVE EVERYBODY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
   Ok I include a song......................................my song choice today since how I'm on the topic of my love of sparkly things, and sparkle.
  

"Everyone is a star and deserves a chance to shine " Marilyn Monroe 



Wednesday, May 1, 2019

I surrendor, I'm waving the white flag.................................

I surrendor, I'm waving the white flag.................................

  I've been wearing that "vintage misery" per song below FOR MOST OF MY LIFE................


"Wearing our vintage misery
No I think it looked a little better on me"

  But I have no the ability nor really the desire to "release the doves" that sounds painful
but I surrendor!!!!!!!!!!! 
   To jesus, I give my life to the lord!
❤⚐⚐⚐⚐⚐⚐⚐
   Ya I wave the white flag - ya I do that! ps..............also I going to wednesday night bible study at the baptist church my family goes to down the street, cause this week we start a bible study on the book of romans - it looks really good!!!!!!!! Super nice bible study book to, so many pictures etc. it's real nice!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
   If I actually abysmally stink at following jesus.................well I'm clueless then!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FOR REALS.
   But I surrendor.
I wave the white flag!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
And
and
the bible does say...................................

Acts 2:20-21

20 The sun shall be turned into darkness, and the moon into blood, before the great and notable day of the Lord come:
21 And it shall come to pass, that whosoever shall call on the name of the Lord shall be saved.
  I pray near every night, unless I stay up to late, and then in that event I often pray in the morning. So pretty much every day of my life I pray to jesus christ the lord................."And it shall come to pass, that whosoever shall call on the name of the Lord shall be saved."
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  edit May 20, 2019
  I telling you all right now, ok, I ain't no dummy alright. I ain't like always perfect I just deleted a blog post..........said on my facebook.......................I just copy and paste.....................
"""I clean after watching this deleted like 1 blog post, cause even though the "tale" I said was true...........I don't need to be no tale bearer, nuh uh.....................if I ain't going to call said person on the phone, then I need to not blog that for reals. So I done deleted that post. (and if I ain't going to talk to that persons face about that, or on the phone as the case is, I don't need to be talking about that nowhere as well #FACTS). Now on out I'm determined not to be no gossip no tale bearer. -------------------- my blog might stink hell my you tube might stink my facebook might stink but I'm determined that it will be well minus lots of selfies......................quality stinkiness!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!""
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CtjDevHETpc
  Me live this edit right here, for the 1 maybe person reading this......................I tellin you all, like I should've added this to my "ways to stay alive" blog post in the end times..........................you want to live
forgive people
Matthew 5:7 "Blessed are the merciful: for they shall obtain mercy."
you gotta show mercy to get mercy
it don't matter what they did to you or them or them or them
if you be's like not forgiving and airing out like on social media like the many ways they "wronged you"
and maybe they really did wrong you
but how you going to find mercy then??????????
bestest to forgive that person.....................if you done made a you tube post of sketch like that delete that, or blog post, etc. etc. 
FORGIVE THAT PERSON! Why so you can obtain mercy yourself!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 
mercy
mercy that might will save your life when us fellow christians is being lead up to be killed!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I'm telling you all the truth right now. 
...............................
and I wave the white flag for reals 
I am no dummy
......................sometimes I make bad choices I sure have we all have, but I am no dummy
forgive forgive forgive 
show mercy 
just keep at it
you mess up you post something you should of, delete that, show mercy
show mercy I totatlly recommend showing mercy!!!!!!!! LIKE ALWAYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 
.................................we all need mercy