I'm supposed to "play act" that I'm normal, scrapping by in life waiting for god to bless me. Well it ain't going to be "chance" it ain't going to be chance at all!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Ecclesiastes 9:11 "I returned, and saw under the sun, that the race is not to the swift, nor the battle to the strong, neither yet bread to the wise, nor yet riches to men of understanding, nor yet favour to men of skill; but time and chance happeneth to them all." Time yes, chance nope.........................chance I guess in the sense that when playing video games maybe I'll win, maybe not, so this verse isn't lieing........................what comes to mind is the bible verse where the wayward son returns home after rolling around in SLOP. Ya he rolled in the slop with the pigs but that wasn't where god wanted him............Luke 15:22 "But the father said to his servants, Bring forth the best robe, and put it on him; and put a ring on his hand, and shoes on his feet:" SOME YOU ENVYING ME HATING ME POTENTIALLY YOUR STILL MAYBE IN THE SLOP GET OUT OF THE SLOP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (slop, is sins, maybe quit being lgbtq does that lifestyle seem on the "up and up" does it really?????? maybe it could if you all are in 20 years plug committed marriages with each other in the lgbtq never talking about late night shiz but I know you do cause I watch ru pauls drag race with my trans son all the time and no hate at all but damn dan and phil get way to wayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy to vocal about potental freaky freaky that they may or may not like they like it enough to talk about it almost on their podcast ---------- COULD BE THEY IN SLOP????????????????))))))))))))))) I don't know maybe lgbtq aren't in slop?????????????????? BUT WHAT IF THEY ARE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! IF THEY ARE THEY SHOULD WANT OUT OF THAT.........................

I'm supposed to "play act" that I'm normal, scrapping by in life waiting for god to bless me. Well it ain't going to be "chance" it ain't going to be chance at all!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Ecclesiastes 9:11 "I returned, and saw under the sun, that the race is not to the swift, nor the battle to the strong, neither yet bread to the wise, nor yet riches to men of understanding, nor yet favour to men of skill; but time and chance happeneth to them all." Time yes, chance nope.........................chance I guess in the sense that when playing video games maybe I'll win, maybe not, so this verse isn't lieing........................what comes to mind is the bible verse where the wayward son returns home after rolling around in SLOP. Ya he rolled in the slop with the pigs but that wasn't where god wanted him............Luke 15:22 "But the father said to his servants, Bring forth the best robe, and put it on him; and put a ring on his hand, and shoes on his feet:" SOME YOU ENVYING ME HATING ME POTENTIALLY YOUR STILL MAYBE IN THE SLOP GET OUT OF THE SLOP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (slop, is sins, maybe quit being lgbtq does that lifestyle seem on the "up and up" does it really?????? maybe it could if you all are in 20 years plug committed marriages with each other in the lgbtq never talking about late night shiz but I know you do cause I watch ru pauls drag race with my trans son all the time and no hate at all but damn dan and phil get way to wayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy to vocal about potental freaky freaky that they may or may not like they like it enough to talk about it almost on their podcast ---------- COULD BE THEY IN SLOP????????????????))))))))))))))) I don't know maybe lgbtq aren't in slop?????????????????? BUT WHAT IF THEY ARE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! IF THEY ARE THEY SHOULD WANT OUT OF THAT.........................

Z

I hate a little bit to sound like Joel Osteen (cause I want to be original) 

but some you 

might be walking around 

in various slops

GET UP

God wants you to repent turn back to him

so God can "in time" 

put........................

Luke 15:22 "But the father said to his servants, Bring forth the best robe, and put it on him; and put a ring on his hand, and shoes on his feet:"

your not supposed to as a christian be in slop, rolling around in slop saying to yourself "well I'm a sinner I can't quit these cigarettes that it i'm doomed -------- etc. " 

no as a christian

you are a part of a royal priesthood!

1 Peter 2:9

But ye are a chosen generation, a royal priesthood, an holy nation, a peculiar people; that ye should shew forth the praises of him who hath called you out of darkness into his marvellous light;

so pick your head up

get out the slop

the slop of porn,, prostitution, drugs, alcohol (not including winebibbing), etc. 

your royal

your not meant to be rolling in slop!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ignore this except my stalker read

yep I blocked you........................NO HATE.....................

(hello obsessive stalker you know who you is, I quitted our friendship, because you refused to be friends with me our friendship is over please unfollow me from tiktok I don't want to have to block you I ain't uploading anymore tiktoks long as you are there I quitted our friendship cause you didn't want to be friends with me AND THAT IS FINAL)

I just wanted to be friends

but noooooooooooooo you just couldn't be friends with me

please leave my tiktok thank you

the horror

the actual horror I'm going to have to face you one day my stalker I DON'T WANT TO 

IF I SAY NO I MEAN NO

PS don't worry my stalker wouldn't hurt a fly

my stalker is like me cares about the homeless etc. I MUCH WANTED TO BE FRIENDS WITH THIS PERSON TALKING TO THEM WAS LIKE TALKING TO MYSELF AND WE JUST KEPT GIVING EACH OTHER GOOD IDEAS

but they kept trying to flirt with me and I eventually had to end our evidently unable to happen friendship

........what I will say and this is really me saying something most people i don't want to be friends with them cause they want money, that's all their actual focus............they ain't reallly driven to make the world better that isn't something they really want

it's another world when your wanting to help people when that is one of your passions in life

my mom told me we living in perilous times................ when I told her recently a jew man of jew dna right stopped my son told him be careful that there is a pakistani man in portland right now harming jews

then he took off his baseball cap and showed ian underneath was his kippah well I look over at that point

and then he notices me and says "you to mamma stay safe"

people are mostly "lovers of self" that is perilous times...................

2 Timothy 3:1-3

King James Version

3 This know also, that in the last days perilous times shall come.

2 For men shall be lovers of their own selves, covetous, boasters, proud, blasphemers, disobedient to parents, unthankful, unholy,

3 Without natural affection, trucebreakers, false accusers, incontinent, fierce, despisers of those that are good,

I quitted trying to make friends

women get jealous if you look to nice

guys it's mission impossible to be friends with guys for me

I quit

I gave my phone number to a older lady at church that wanted to be friends with me's phone number

she never texted me - it's because I'm to good looking!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

warning I'm about to use a cuss word leave this post little kids.......................................

   I still want to go to vancouver heights united methodist church, brian is the one that much doesn't want to go there anymore..............I'm a fucking villian BEING HATED IS MY SWEET SPOT IN LIFE 💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓

"Christian Witches" - why you even wanting to call yourselves witches?????? CALLING YOURSELVES SOMETHING GOD DEEMS "ABOMINATIONS" (sheri aren't you the defender of the witches - uh ya, but I have a point, I have a bonus point today YOUR PINEAL GLAND IS A NATURAL THING IN YOUR BODY pry god put it there for a reason, and it's pry calcified by flouride right now YO'S) Deuteronomy 18:10-12 "There shall not be found among you any one that maketh his son or his daughter to pass through the fire, or that useth divination, or an observer of times, or an enchanter, or a witch. Or a charmer, or a consulter with familiar spirits, or a wizard, or a necromancer. For all that do these things are an abomination unto the Lord: and because of these abominations the Lord thy God doth drive them out from before thee.".......................

"Christian Witches" - why you even wanting to call yourselves witches?????? CALLING YOURSELVES SOMETHING GOD DEEMS "ABOMINATIONS" (sheri aren't you the defender of the witches - uh ya, but I have a point, I have a bonus point today YOUR PINEAL GLAND IS A NATURAL THING IN YOUR BODY pry god put it there for a reason, and it's pry calcified by flouride right now YO'S)  Deuteronomy 18:10-12 "There shall not be found among you any one that maketh his son or his daughter to pass through the fire, or that useth divination, or an observer of times, or an enchanter, or a witch. Or a charmer, or a consulter with familiar spirits, or a wizard, or a necromancer.  For all that do these things are an abomination unto the Lord: and because of these abominations the Lord thy God doth drive them out from before thee.".......................

 pssssssssssss "Christian witches" psssssssssssssssssss --------- are you to tell me, we are in the new testiment times not under the law no more, so now even though god don't like witch craft 👍👍👍👍👍 all kinds cause we are saved by grace. 

Romans 6:1-2 "What shall we say then? Shall we continue in sin, that grace may abound? God forbid. How shall we, that are dead to sin, live any longer therein?"

  Sheri you wear quartz crystals and own more crystals then all of us ------- that is likely true ya --------- I want my pineal gland to work well and I do not want 5g to mess with me. I'm done with witchcraft done with that..........

  I'm not trying to be the ring leader right now of some "christian witch" fad out there..................witchcraft is bad, it's sin. 

 I also support LGBTQ I have a "odd belief" I guess, that stuffs happens to people sometimes out there bad right -------- but for a reason. I believe god loves the LGBTQ and WITCHES and wants them saved. 

Leviticus 18:22 "Thou shalt not lie with mankind, as with womankind: it is abomination."

Leviticus 20:13 "If a man also lie with mankind, as he lieth with a woman, both of them have committed an abomination: they shall surely be put to death; their blood shall be upon them."

I am a messianic JEW

all this witch craft, lesbian, gay etc. SINS THESE THINGS ARE SINS

I'M NEARLY DRIVEN OUT OF MY MIND RIGHT NOW

I SEE "CHRISTIAN WITCHES" 

COVERING THEIR HEADS - SOMETHING I TALKED ABOUT FOR "WITCHY REASONS" TO PROTECT MY ENERGY ON MY BLOG 

NOW THEY ARE ALL DOING IT

I am not trying to be cool 

I am not trying to be your "christian witch" fad leader

I am under the sea

for the lord

💀

And that's all I give up witchcraft. 

I love lucifer forever

and that isn't cool in the body of christ 

(my mom e-mails me, but not much -------- I AM NOT COOL

I DON'T WANT TO BE

FINE

FINE

I'M A NOT COOL CHRISTIAN MERMAID

PERFECT

There's lots of talk about "christian mystics" out there

(ya sheri we are aware you studied up greately on madam guyon and fenelon)

Are you sure "christian mystics" are supposed to be "rare freaks in the body of christ"?

Cause we are supposed to judge the angels someday

"sheri we know you are a christian mystic, we like our pineal glands calcified we don't want to hear from angels"

1 Corinthians 6:3 "Know ye not that we shall judge angels? how much more things that pertain to this life?"

"sheri we see angels anyways"

really?
why don't I hear about it
you know I have to do with angels a lot myself
I'll see their light when I am praying...........I'll see them fly past my closed eye's while I am praying - at key times in prayers - that means something to me

  The pineal gland is not evil

it is there for a reason I am sure of that

Us mermaids I don't think we need "filters" 

no filter.................

I been drinking this big thing of water everyday.........and it's working

I'm getting so skinny

1 just drink this though 1 time a day

(lot of people out there will drink this size container 2 times a day)

Bunch of makeupless tichel wearing ladies were at my main messianic fellowship time tonight - they snippered me, they done got a shot in. Me confessing my sins, ya I know it's not the thing to wear makeup - this stinks..............I gonna have to go all natural. Proverbs 6:25 "Lust not after her beauty in thine heart; neither let her take thee with her eyelids.".............

  Bunch of makeupless tichel wearing ladies were at my main messianic fellowship time tonight - they snippered me, they done got a shot in. Me confessing my sins, ya I know it's not the thing to wear makeup - this stinks..............I gonna have to go all natural. Proverbs 6:25 "Lust not after her beauty in thine heart; neither let her take thee with her eyelids.".............

  Repenting of a sin, or your sins is to turn away from something god tells you is wrong - I pretty sure about that. Ezekiel 18:21"But if the wicked will turn from all his sins that he hath committed, and keep all my statutes, and do that which is lawful and right, he shall surely live, he shall not die."
  Isaiah 3:16 "Moreover the Lord saith, Because the daughters of Zion are haughty, and walk with stretched forth necks and wanton eyes, walking and mincing as they go, and making a tinkling with their feet:"
You could say "wanton" is looking at men sexually, but if you've been around tons of jewish ladies like I have -------------- ya ain't none of us walking around super flirtatous all looking at men "hubba bubba style"
The websters dictionary says..............
https://www.merriam-webster.com/dictionary/wanton

Definition of wanton

(Entry 1 of 3)

1a: MERCILESS, INHUMANEwanton cruelty
b: having no just foundation or provocation : MALICIOUSa wanton attack

2: being without check or limitation: such as
a: unduly lavish : EXTRAVAGANTwanton imagination
b: luxuriantly rankwanton vegetation

3a: LEWD, BAWDY
b: causing sexual excitement : LUSTFUL, SENSUAL

4a: playfully mean or cruel : MISCHIEVOUS
barchaic : hard to control : UNDISCIPLINED, UNRULY


wanton noun


Definition of wanton (Entry 2 of 3)

1a: one given to self-indulgent flirtation or trifling —used especially in the phrase play the wanton
b: a lewd or lascivious person

2: a pampered person or animal : PETespecially : a spoiled child

3: a frolicsome child or animal

  Is makeup a luxury item??????? It probably really is.................because think about it a lot of the world is real poor.
""""How many people live in poverty in the world? About 9.2% of the world, or 689 million people, live in extreme poverty on less than $1.90 a day, according to the World Bank.""""""""" 

  But moreso makeup could make a person "haughty"............

Isaiah 3:16 "Moreover the Lord saith, Because the daughters of Zion are haughty, and walk with stretched forth necks and wanton eyes, walking and mincing as they go, and making a tinkling with their feet:"

 Jeremiah 4:30 "And when thou art spoiled, what wilt thou do? Though thou clothest thyself with crimson, though thou deckest thee with ornaments of gold, though thou rentest thy face with painting, in vain shalt thou make thyself fair; thy lovers will despise thee, they will seek thy life." When Jeremiah 4:30 says "and when thou art spoiled" that's basically saying "and when thou are haughty.............walking around blinging bit time with tons of jewelry and makeup" - basically. 

1 John 2:16 "For all that is in the world, the lust of the flesh, and the lust of the eyes, and the pride of life, is not of the Father, but is of the world."

   

I officially forgive EVERYBODY that ever wronged me...................because I know how the "mercy game" goes Proverbs 21:21 "He that followeth after righteousness and mercy findeth life, righteousness, and honour"...............

Update 9/23/2024 I've ended up having a allergy to fake metals. So most of the jewelry you see below is now gonzo. (it got bad, many necklaces were making my neck have a rash, itch, sometimes I'd break out in hives) 

   I still like wearing jewelry to look classy.............this necklace pictured below is my new fave, bought it at a garage sale yesterday for 50 cents. I believe it is gold brass. Gold brass is really great stuff. All the classiness in the look of gold, but not expensive like gold. And brass helps with arthritis to just like copper.

yes my neck is red in this pic it's still itchy from a necklace I weared that I shouldn't of weared 

it stinks cause there is a necklace I'm allergic to bad...........and I like that necklace

I officially forgive EVERYBODY that ever wronged me...................because I know how the "mercy game" goes  Proverbs 21:21 "He that followeth after righteousness and mercy findeth life, righteousness, and honour".
  Clearly I'm a fool that has sinned, ok. And I don't just mean a tiny bit of sin. I don't have a large enough closet to hide everything alright. SO I FORGIVE EVERYONE!
  (((((((((only 3 apostolic christian church of america pastors, know what else I did in the first grade......said activities involved a high school junior/senior like said activities went on for 2 years ---------- he had 6 pack abs and a motorcycle..............I was a devil)))))))))))

⚐⚐WAVING THE WHITE FLAG!!⚐⚐

  "Man sheri your giving quite the juicy details these days, it's like your getting ready to jump up on the world stage".............................uh hugh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! With a mermaid "gulp"!

  -------------- mermaids have needs???????????????????????????

"ssssssssssssshhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhherrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrriiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii"

   So lately I like literally believe right, that cheap jewelry is plenty ok for a christian to wear, and that even that jesus came that we have life and more abundantly not a diminished sad life..............well I enjoy wearing some real fun jewelry. Just added to my collection today this is my collection right now 😁 #life more abundantly 😁

   

Admitedly I am like a pirate and a chipmunk.........................my logic often in my life has went "oooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo shiny"

hahahhahahahahahahhah

do I know the above pictures are depicting 100 billion% foolishness ---------- yep

⚐⚐WAVING THE WHITE FLAG!!⚐⚐

Matthew 5:7 "Blessed are the merciful: for they shall obtain mercy." ----------- I FORGIVE EVERYBODY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

   Ok I include a song......................................my song choice today since how I'm on the topic of my love of sparkly things, and sparkle.

  

"Everyone is a star and deserves a chance to shine " Marilyn Monroe 

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