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Tuesday, September 27, 2011

Love is the way I find Luke 6:38 "Give, and it shall be given unto you;......."

Love me please! 
(hate I'm determined to be done with that quantity)
I'm e-mailing macleay christian retreat it's where salem fellowship is located the church I went to for 10+ years, determined to get the secret passwords and love them determined to love them : ) my e-mail to them today.......................
you should love me enough to let me love you. Why ----------- cause god would dig that, god's all about love. You'd get a happy smiley face sticker from god. One your members from norway has earned a slew of happy smiley face stickers from god, and it's really good for her, though she is by no means wealthy, she is wealthy w/the love we all be's pouring back to her. Smiley face stickers from god are fab -------- trust a fool on this one : ) 
  The blessings isn't in the things you own, the blessings the blessed ground, the blessed area, is when you love much and it comes pouring back to you Luke 6:38 "Give, and it shall be given unto you; good measure, pressed down, and shaken together, and running over, shall men give into your bosom. For with the same measure that ye mete withal it shall be measured to you again." the love comes back I find ---------- I completely stink at loving anybody but I'm just telling you from my experience if I love it often comes back to me (maybe not right away but you know eventually) --------- and that much loved ground that's the prized place. Where you love much and are loved much Luke 7:47 "Wherefore I say unto thee, Her sins, which are many, are forgiven; for she loved much: but to whom little is forgiven, the same loveth little."
  I love my aunts church a slew ----------- well they loved me first, but now it's a love fest back and forth back and forth back and forth : ) IT'S AWESOME! ahhhhhhhh fool things ye be fessing up to lately myself 
   hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm how many sins do I have that need to be forgiven oh ya let me see --------- TO WAZZUU AND HELL AND BACK AGAIN!!!!!!!!!  Bestest I get to loving much, and I want to, I don't want to be stingy on the love front that is never good. 
 I stand by my idea that you should love me enough to let me love you, totally, you should love me much that you as a church be loved much, what churches are loved the most on this earth but the ones that love the mostest, the land of hate is the land of loss, the land of love is always the land of gain!
update : ) I now have a set time to go to salem fellowship : ) it's a date it's totally a date! (I'm not going to dress up though...........naw.........I have attire I wear pretty well everyday skirt above knee length, leggings underneath, and I always make sure to be not matching, like my skirt cannot match my top or my leggings, I'm colorful, I need color) My kids are even worse about it then me.......my 9 year old wears rainbow piano socks and various other unique socks w/some really interesting wardrobe choices - my kids are cool : ) love em. 
   Their coffee shop does have a coffee I like, milky way candy bar coffee HEAVEN. hmmmmmm maybe I should try uh blending one up at home???????? naw my blender isn't one those blendtec sorts I'd need a blentec blender I'm pretty sure about it. geez I need a blentec blender. 

Sunday, September 25, 2011

God told me I'm the Serena Williams of christianity : )...................

Are you christians salem fellowship then show up to the court I'm waiting! 
(ok sheri you are Serena Williams right now god is right)
At this point either salem fellowship has the worst fruit in the earth, or they all just to buisy "fundraising" to read their e-mails. I e-mailed their main macleay e-mail address.........................
god told me I'm Serena williams (basically john macenroe but god used a girl tennis player example).............He told me, I'm right I'm still plenty playing tennis, He said though that I'm the sort that if I'm playing against a player and I view the ball as hitting out of bounds ----------------- it don't matter if the ref (god) tries to tell me that the ball hit inbounds ---------------- I saw it hit out of bounds from where I'm standing it looked to of hit out of bounds -------------- and as a dedicated tennis player that has trained much and has sweated blood (oh geez god was right hahahahahahahahah) I will stomp around the court telling the ref (god) all about it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ALL ABOUT IT!!!!!!!!!!!! 
    I'm playing tennis here people............your continually not replying to my e-mails..............you ball is continually hitting out of bounds!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I know how to play tennis.............http://givingittogod.blogspot.com/2011/09/brunstad-christian-church-this-is-how.html
   Don't tell me I don't know how to play tennis, to tell me I'm confused. Scott Beckmann........when he gave me that "talk" and told me I was no longer welcome --- he said it was "brazen" of me to show up after what I posted online which is another way of saying I ain't welcome no more..............he tried to tell me your my "friends" well then if you my "friends" then reply to one e-mail is that to much to ask to hit ONE STINKING BALL IN THE COURT!!!!!!!!!!!! 

I like john macenroe, and I like Serena williams, I know many you don't, but when you put that much into your faith and then that ball refuses to hit in the court again and again and again and YOUR people is saying it's my fault (yelena told me it's all my fault -------- though I have given her my e-mail repeatedly she could e-mail me ------------- no I been sending her postcards and she ain't replying the wall is up that you all have and somehow I'M GUILTY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!) I was guilty. But I don't think I'm guilty so much these days -------- am I not trying?????????????????? Am I not e-mailing you?????????????? Is this really some big ummmmmmmmmm war to your church e-mail NO. It ain't no big war to your church e-mail to be asking ----------- hey give me the secret passwords to your secret password protected website for the church so I can know the church times ------------ though I don't think your using ireq for that that seems to just have conferences on it looks to be not sure that's the place http://www.macleaychristianretreat.com/ireg/live/events/
  But I know it exists, surely it exists per your phone message machines answering system...................asking for the passwords that's it....................(said a few foolish things also um uh)
-------------- my beef is not with brunstad.org no, I'm fellowshipping with the norwegians of their church some them said "thank you for attending our church" that's more like it : ) some service : ) 

Friday, September 23, 2011

brunstad christian church this is how to bear good fruit...............

(changed the pic, look younger in this one, cause I'm 25 of course : ) no wait I take that back I'm 22 : ) I don't drink beer or do drugs and it's paid off I ain't aged none : )
Matthew 7:16 "Ye shall know them by their fruits. Do men gather grapes of thorns, or figs of thistles?" I'm the grape alright...................you can't gather up a grape with "thorns, or figs of thistles" no you gather up the grape with love! Not replying to my e-mails, or allowing me to attend your church is not gathering up a grape. Not just my grape, anybody that calls your churches phone thing 503-391-2807 they will be told to go to the password protected site to find the service times and so they will only be allowed to attend you church if you deem them saintly enough or whatever. NEWSFLASH jesus came for the lost, the undesirables.
   Who are you to say my grape is not worth gathering???????? And is your "thorns, or figs of thistles" approach with me good fruit - NO. I just want a apple!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Just a stinkin apple!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 
   please thank you drive through 
   Gathering up, gathering up the fruit, to me that entails having a church that is accessable to everyone..........being about the undesirables. That's what I love about living hope they are determined to never become a country club ------------- my aunt's church is solid to hey I'm able to go to their church every sunday and man this last sunday in particular I kid you all no I was feeling the love. That's how you gather up a grape! With love, with good fruit. 
  I tree though could change, and start bearing good fruit, and that can for reals happen. The tree the church in question would have to want to change, but it could. I'd rather they gather me then scatter me the smith's friends. I am a multi church person..........I'd rather be helped then not helped smith's friends. I hope to god one them is listening to me, I'm trying to say hey ------- peace flag hey!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 
   I know, I know I know where I sit in the body of christ ok, ok, I guarantee you, jesus wants me saved, I want to be saved! I am a grape!!!!!!!!!!!!!! A sheep bahing grape : ) 
  Jesus wanted fruit to from a tree that didn't want to give no fruit............Matthew 21:19 "And when he saw a fig tree in the way, he came to it, and found nothing thereon, but leaves only, and said unto it, Let no fruit grow on thee henceforward for ever. And presently the fig tree withered away." If ya don't gather up the grapes you eventually wither away!!!!!!!!!!!! Not to mention jesus wants his body to bear much fruit, be in the gathering buisiness (I myself stink at gathering and I know most us do, but I know jesus wants us to be gathers, bestest we can be ------- welcome people to your churches WELCOME them, welcome the undesirables welcome be a gatherer ------- there ain't a grape god wouldn't want saved!!!!!!!!!!!! Isaiah 45:22 "Look unto me, and be ye savedall the ends of the earth: for I am God, and there is none else.")
  I will defend my little grape, I am a tiny grape, still a grape. 
   

Wednesday, September 21, 2011

I really do battle loving my enemies, so been writing yelena galante aka person that brought me to www.brunstad.org church 8 billion years ago...........................


 hello hurricane you can't silence my love! (sorry mom it's my favorite band)
I really do battle loving my enemies, so been writing yelena galante aka person that brought me to www.brunstad.org church 8 billion years ago...........................it's so much fun writing her postcards every week I've clean enjoyed it : ) one before this last one I just stuck in the mail I said "with as much love as I can muster" or something to that effect ------- hey that was honest! This last one I just got done shoving in the mail box I clean added my e-mail address see if she e-mails me : ) she's the one that brought me to that church 8 billion years ago to "save my soul" not much soul saving if you ain't going to like reply to said soul savie - just sayin.
   As much as I've talked smack (much of which I've deleted but really pissed salem fellowship the www.brunstad.org church off ------- when I went up in front their church to appologize man many them looked mad at me - I was like uh oh! head for the hills hahahahahahahahahahahahah) I didn't understand the bible until I went to salem fellowship I was before then as clueless as a person could be - god had just not opened my eye's up til that point, til that point I was completely blind.
   Well I'm workin on loving my enemies : ) a effort is like a effort ---------- it's no good to hold a bunch of hate in your heart for a people anyways! No way to live n'stuff, not from my experience.
   Been watching lot's of tbn, everyday now, am in the habit of watching the christian tv - like daily inviting jesus into my life by that (I think? ya) am lot more at peace in christ Isaiah 26:3 "Thou wilt keep him in perfect peace, whose mind is stayed on thee: because he trusteth in thee."
  Doing.................................just got to the point where I was like ok I am NOT at peace............the signs for me were just all pointing to jesus and still are JESUS = peace, peace that way!
   Also I'm convinced that there are blessing to be had being faithful Proverbs 28:20 "A faithful man shall abound with blessings: but he that maketh haste to be rich shall not be innocent." Maybe not like a lot a lot of blessings but I'm sure they must be like there to be had!
  For me the peace jesus has to give is worth something, in this crazy time we live in where there's storms and caos caos caos............jesus really has something of great value to give me these days above and beyond just salvation (salvations great to, but I'm all about the peace he has to give me these days). Luke 6:48 "He is like a man which built an house, and digged deep, and laid the foundation on a rock: and when the flood arose, the stream beat vehemently upon that house, and could not shake it: for it was founded upon a rock." Jesus is my storm protection (I recommend buying like natural disaster insurance to especially if ya live in the south) he's awesome storm protection! And it be's storming these days - YIKES. Have a great day earth : )

Friday, September 9, 2011

catholics......be mindful of how ya say the hail mary cause occult people do similiar stuffs.............


  hail mary isn't even in english in this video it creeps me out in many languages! I just get the chills from the thing. It creeps me directly out! They chant the thing! They chant it like the boogy do do do do in the dark occult people chant stuffs - the occult people chant just like that! And how they know this sun thing is from god???????? What if the suns just doing something kooky? Like natural like phenomina's they like do happen n'stuff. Sun flickers in my presence you can be sure I ain't going to creep myself out my chanting the hail mary NO!
catholics......be mindful of how ya say the hail mary cause occult people do similiar stuffs.............I sometimes while turning the radio stations will hear
Hail Mary, full of grace.
Our Lord is with thee.
Blessed art thou among women,
and blessed is the fruit of thy womb,
Jesus.
Holy Mary, Mother of God,
pray for us sinners,
now and at the hour of our death.
Amen.

 again and again and again...................it creeps me out. They use like sometimes these low low voices like how the cult people would talk, I couldn't find a chilling example online they've got all the cleaned up versions online apparently the catholics only do the chilling versions on like christmas or something? 1 Thessalonians 5:22 "Abstain from all appearance of evil." Ya don't do it around candles either, ya that's no good! 
  And why do you catholics say it like 5 billion times? Besides to heebie jeebie me out? Not much of a prayer really? Jesus like gave a better prayer...........
Luke 11:2 "And he said unto them, When ye pray, say, Our Father which art in heaven, Hallowed be thy name. Thy kingdom come. Thy will be done, as in heaven, so in earth."
  I think like jesus's prayer would like get a person somewhere, but like what the heck is the hail mary going to do for a person - besides creep me out???????????
  And how is it a good idea to have mary pray for the whole world, she ain't god, she's 1 person, if mary was really up there in the sky praying for like all the catholics in the whole world cause they are chanting a lot to her ---------- it's stink to be mary!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! She ain't god................what ya need mary to pray for you??????????????????? Say dear god........................................
  Why tire out mary??????????????????? Do catholics really think mary is up there praying all the time ------------- poor mary if that is the case, poor poor poor mary.........maybe that's why they have to chant it a lot make mary feel guilty and feel like she needs to pray for them ----------- seems goofy to me when you could like just shoot up a prayer to god. And not like creep me out! 
   Mary's up there in heaven chillaxin, she ain't up there praying what would she do that for............she up there drinking a ummmmmm I don't nice refreshing lemonaide (they don't drink beer in heaven - so like bestest we all knock off the beers cause aint none us going to get 0 beer in heaven I'm pretty sure about this). 
  Don't worry mary I won't bog down your nice relaxing lemonaide time. 

reminder to christianity - your really supposed to bear each other's burdens..................


 gotta keep up the trend of annoying my mom : ) 
I was having a bad time, and my mom told me shut up take you meds basically..............mike told me don't e-mail him no personal stuffs just bible questions (to be fare mike at least reads my e-mails). Well what the heck christians???????????????????? ARE YOU CHRISTIANS???????????????????????????? Galatians 6:2 "Bear ye one another's burdens, and so fulfil the law of Christ." Apparently christians don't need to bear each others burdens no more - no shut up and take your meds (only ask bible questions)!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
So apparently my mom was bashing switchfoot not my blog that's what she says..............though she didn't mention switchfoot in the e-mail in which she called my blog "terrible". My mom though was a apostolic christian for a bit maybe none them bear each other's burdens, maybe this is something she's learned from them?
   Yep I'm all alone just about...................thank god I at least have a blog, I can post up my burdens that aren't being beared anyways : ) hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahah My mom says she just ain't going to read my blog anymore she can't handle it. 
   Isaiah 58:6 "Is not this the fast that I have chosen? to loose the bands of wickedness, to undo the heavy burdens, and to let the oppressed go free, and that ye break every yoke?" Sometimes that requires a christian to bear a burden or two - I know I know you all is hurting out there --------- you don't want to bear my burdens cause your pain is so immense (that's my going theory and/or everyone's to satanic to care, or under the sway of satan to care) Last I checked the whole idea of christianity is to reach out to a hurting world...............if you can't won't refuse to bear up each others burdens............how ya going to bear the rest of the lost hurting worlds burdens??????????????????
  1 John 5:19 "And we know that we are of God, and the whole world lieth in wickedness." aka not wanting to bear each others burdens none
  I do have some solid christian friends, that would bear my burdens. Are none us supposed to ever struggle???????????? Is it supposed to be all a walk through the tulips mike and my mom???????????????? Sniff the flowers for me then ; )
-------------- news flash..........mike and my mom swear they are there for me...........which I tell them that's good to know cause they'd make terrible devil worshippers hahahahahahahahahahahahahahah

Tuesday, September 6, 2011

hint to my immediate family if you want me to draw nearer to jesus COMPLETELY BASHING MY BLOG ISN'T THE WAY..............................


hint to my immediate family if you want me to draw nearer to jesus COMPLETELY BASHING MY BLOG ISN'T THE WAY. And then today in a e-mail said completely basher of my blog said to me "I pray that you are feeling better about yourself" OH YOU MEAN AFTER YOU COMPLETELY BASHED MY BLOG TO MAKE ME FEEL LIKE THE SHIT OF THE EARTH? 
   But as I tell my aunt connie, I been trying hard to follow jesus, and this is why I'm so frustrated with my blog being completely bashed by my immediate family like this............I been trying so hard lately. ((((((((usually I ain't at all trying...................................hahahahhahaahahahahahahahahahahahhah oooooooooooooo hahahahahahahahahah))))))))))))) And then to COMPLETELY bash my blog like that! Well that aint' going to draw me to jesus none, bashing my blog like that, if you my immediate family (not talking about my apostolic christian aunts and uncles they cool) think that's a suberb idea which apparently you do I have news for you -------- EH. 
  But like I tell my aunt connie......................oh here we go : ) hahahahahahahahahah...........................I been not watching tv lately like none the worldly tv shows.......................I been not walking in the flesh at all...................I been watching lots of christian tv working to walk all in the spirit n'stuff........................and god see's my effort everyday....................He knows I'm making this effort everyday........................and he see's my effort. And someday.....................if I keep on like this someday....................1 Peter 5:6 "Humble yourselves therefore under the mighty hand of God, that he may exalt you in due time:" I'm gonna be raised up you can take that to the BANK!
   I tell mike, I tell mike I remember my old plan............1 John 3:22 "And whatsoever we ask, we receive of him, because we keep his commandments, and do those things that are pleasing in his sight." When your good and heeding god's word, not watching the worldly tv, no being friends with the world like that, no walking in the flesh, walking in the spirit in the day YOUR PRAYERS GET POWERFUL THEN god's like whoa ok there's a person who's prayers I want to answer!!!!!!!!!!!!!  He will raise me up you can fully take that to the BANK to the FOOKIN STRATUSFERE!
   So go ahead haters talk about how sad and horrible my blog is................HATE ON ME TIL YOU SAINTLY HEARTS ARE CONTENT..............god's going to raise me up yo! Cause I'm gonna keep heeding his word like this.................and he will do it............don't even sweat it out there.............he for sure is going to do it.

Saturday, September 3, 2011

I want jesus and that's it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I want to be good and done with all darkness!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I want jesus and that's it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I want to be good and done with all darkness!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Revelation 2:5 "Remember therefore from whence thou art fallen, and repent, and do the first works; or else I will come unto thee quickly, and will remove thy candlestick out of his place, except thou repent." There's been times in the past where I've gotten real forgetful "from whence thou art fallen" it's didn't go well!!!!!!!!!!!! If I went back to the darkness for reals................that's the #@%@#$% I'd be doing!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Horrible stuffs, stuffs I wouldn't mention on my blog!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Stuffs I surely don't want to ever go back to!!!!!!!!
   I'm in a war................Ephesians 6:12 "For we wrestle not against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this world, against spiritual wickedness in high places." I ain't always winning, either, but I sure as heck aint about to give up!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
  Also I think god must have been letting satan have multiple stabs at me like this 1 Peter 1:7 "That the trial of your faith, being much more precious than of gold that perisheth, though it be tried with fire, might be found unto praise and honour and glory at the appearing of Jesus Christ:" Some definate FIRE ------- and many you your faith is also tried "with fire" via difficult circumstances, I'm surely in the difficult circumstances group right now. Not sure if the difficult circumstances will ever let up either ----------- BUT THERE'S NO TURNING BACK FOR ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Hebrews 10:39 "But we are not of them who draw back unto perdition; but of them that believe to the saving of the soul." Fact as the FIRE has been turned up by the devil my resolve has increased lately! 

  The war is on and I'm going to fight it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!