What I was taught at https://bcc.us/ brunstad church I went to for a few years might help people out there. They said be in the "middle of the ship where Jesus is" Luke 6:48 "He is like a man which built an house, and digged deep, and laid the foundation on a rock: and when the flood arose, the stream beat vehemently upon that house, and could not shake it: for it was founded upon a rock." There''s a bible verse that talks about "drawing back" and some might think drawing back is going to rock concerts, or wearing jewelry --------- but I've over time learned ---------- be in god's word, be in the word, be praying that's what "not drawing back" primarily is stay anchored in the middle of the ship where jesus is!! (or that's the analogy the smith's friends told me and that stuck with me). I NEEDED TO GO TO THAT CHURCH FOR AWHILE THERE WAS A "POINT" IN ME GOING TO THAT CHURCH FOR SOMETIME..............

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My "modest" look for today.........out of 1 out of 10 I rate this like um a 6...........cause I'm wearing bike shorts, but the cami covers my butt, and the bike shorts are the long style..............

What I was taught at https://bcc.us/ brunstad church I went to for a few years might help people out there. They said be in the "middle of the ship where Jesus is"  Luke 6:48 "He is like a man which built an house, and digged deep, and laid the foundation on a rock: and when the flood arose, the stream beat vehemently upon that house, and could not shake it: for it was founded upon a rock." There''s a bible verse that talks about "drawing back" and some might think drawing back is going to rock concerts, or wearing jewelry --------- but I've over time learned ---------- be in god's word, be in the word, be praying that's what "not drawing back" primarily is stay anchored in the middle of the ship where jesus is!! (or that's the analogy the smith's friends told me and that stuck with me). I NEEDED TO GO TO THAT CHURCH FOR AWHILE THERE WAS A "POINT" IN ME GOING TO THAT CHURCH FOR SOMETIME..............

I think a lot of christians that have quitted going to church 

a lot of them may not of "fallen away" 

the real falling away - would only happen when mammon takes over ENTIRELLY

Luke 16:13 "No servant can serve two masters: for either he will hate the one, and love the other; or else he will hold to the one, and despise the other. Ye cannot serve God and mammon."

  doing good deeds could be at times a way to "serve god" 

but so it praying

so is reading the bible or listening to a sermon

I'm CONVINCED

"drawing back" is when you let mammon win!!!!!!!!!!!

Hebrews 10:39

But we are not of them who draw back unto perdition; but of them that believe to the saving of the soul.

  I'm about to go into full "smith's friends mode for a second" ---- IF YOU STAY ANCHORED AT THE CENTER OF THE SHIP WITH JESUS --------- WHEN THE WAVES HIT AND STORMS HAPPEN YOU'LL BE OK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

THOSE NOT ANCHORED AT THE MIDDLE OF THE SHIP THAT JESUS IS AT THE CENTER OF (THIS IS WHAT I WAS TAUGHT I GOT ZEALOUS ABOUT IT).............

Matthew 7:27 "And the rain descended, and the floods came, and the winds blew, and beat upon that house; and it fell: and great was the fall of it."
Even if you merely listen to Joel Osteen - lots of people talk smacks about joel but he speaks about the bible or biblical topics some that I deem valuable........he speaks a lot about living in faith, believing............he's not merely a prosperity pastor (people like to deem him a valueless prosperity preacher, but I think some of his sermons very much have value). Because we aren't supposed to walk by sight but by faith

and believe!!!!!!!!!!!!

2 Corinthians 5:7 "(For we walk by faith, not by sight:)"

everyday that we walk "by faith" and not by sight

that a day we are NOT DRAWING BACK!!!!!!! 

my young adult kids got me liking this song 💓💓💓💓💓💓

There is not enough "counsel" in my life Proverbs 11:14 "Where no counsel is, the people fall: but in the multitude of counselors there is safety."

Update 5/30/2025 my main garage sale finds this weekend 😁......................a niiiiiiiiiiice starbucks cup I bought it for only $1 : ) I'm pretty 100% it's double insulated, I'm going to make iced matcha latte's in it 💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓 (I'm ready for strawberries to go on sale for my matcha latte's). And the 2 bells, the silver one has a very nice light ring to it, but they both sound nice bought em for 50 cents each  😁........

Bought this for $2.......if you notice it has chucky 💓💓💓💓💓💓💓 frankenstein 💓💓💓💓💓💓💓 and jack nicholson from the shinning one of my favorite movies 💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓..............................

I recogn when I wear this shirt you know once the weather cools down, I just goth my makeup a little more, add some extra eyeliner that day 👍👍👍👍👍👍

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There is not enough "counsel" in my life  Proverbs 11:14 "Where no counsel is, the people fall: but in the multitude of counselors there is safety."
  Recently I deleted a BIG TIME ubber pupular blog post and it might even kill my blog, though it was me talking about true things about https://activechristianity.org/about-us/brunstad-christian-church
  Because the bible says to Hebrews 12:14 "Follow peace with all men, and holiness, without which no man shall see the Lord:"
  Someone in my life probably should've told me long ago "pssssssssssssssss sheri, bestest you delete some those bad mouthing the smith's friends blog posts cause that isn't really a great effective way to pursue peace and holiness with a people"

  NOBODY DID!

Psalm 34:13-14 "Keep thy tongue from evil, and thy lips from speaking guile.  Depart from evil, and do good; seek peace, and pursue it."

  I find it hard to not talk if something really mega bad has happened to me. But Psalm 34:13-14 is saying hey don't talk the smack talk!!!!!!!!!!!!

   Titus 3:2 "To speak evil of no one, to avoid quarreling, to be gentle, and to show perfect courtesy toward all people." Now I feel what I've said about the apostolic christian church of america at the moment, everything on my blog that I know of, is "kosher". Cause often I'll mention they are like family to me...................I grew up around many of the apostolic christian church of america on the west coast of the USA. So I'm not "speaking" evil..............so much as saying you have a "commandment of men" left and I'm not comfortable heeding that, and I believe it's bad for that church. I feel that isn't "evil speaking"

   ---------------- when things go into the "evil speaking zone" I believe though I have no counselors on this earth that give me any sort of advice, so I could be wrong. Things I believe enter the "evil speaking zone" when you are saying things THAT MIGHT EVEN BE TRUE, and you full know "oh that's going to ko these people" ---------- when you don't have no "good intent" there......................your just out for the "ko punch" (or that's what I theorize) 

 Do I enjoy "sweeping things under the rug" for the "smiths friends" and the Catholic church and (I deleted some apostolic christian church of america posts to sure have)??????????????

no.......and I've ended up quite the janitor!

via GIPHY

Galatians 6:10 "So then, as we have opportunity, let us do good to everyone, and especially to those who are of the household of faith."

  And the bible says, it says, 

James 3:10-12 "Out of the same mouth proceedeth blessing and cursing. My brethren, these things ought not so to be. Doth a fountain send forth at the same place sweet water and bitter? Can the fig tree, my brethren, bear olive berries? either a vine, figs? so can no fountain both yield salt water and fresh."
   It would be odd, right to smack talk, someone or a christian group AND THEN DO GOOD TO THEM. That wouldn't add up. What is going to come out of my mouth, your mouths, blessing or cursing???????? Cause I agree with James 3:10 "Out of the same mouth proceedeth blessing and cursing. My brethren, these things ought not so to be." 

  Not that I'm going to go do any sort of good to the smith's friends, I'm getting old, my back is sore. But I sure can delete a few blog posts. 

   Start talking better about people. 

---------- the apostolic christian church of america was nice to me last time I went - see some good talk

I insert a song to.................................

Proverbs 17:9 "He that covereth a transgression seeketh love; but he that repeateth a matter separateth very friends."

  

   

Going to salem fellowship went well today : ) aka www.brunstad.org "smith's friends"................

Update 4/4/2024 (if people are going to this blog post a ton, on some search to "find proof" that I am a horrible worthless b word like my attackers call me often enough over the years on my blog without saying the b-word but that's basically what they are calling me.................that's sad) I literally donate on my blog near everyday to help fund schools - YOU CAN'T CARE ABOUT THE KIDS AND BE A TOTAL B'WORD YOU CAN'T!

This is the church where I 1st got understanding of the bible and the narrow way. Since then though I've decided the "narrow way" isn't 100% about how you look - aka costume jewelry but how you live. I got proof of some sort....................

Matthew 7:20 "Wherefore by their fruits ye shall know them."

If every chick that weared makeup and jewelry was headed to the pits of hell then MATTHEW 7:20 WOULDN'T NEED TO EXIST.........BUT IT DOES. And I know none of you will believe me that Matthew 7:20 exists becuase you alllllllllllll like to hate on makeup wearing jewelry wearing ladies and label them jezebel trash. 

also

Mark 9:23

Jesus said unto him, If thou canst believe, all things are possible to him that believeth.

 When guys go to work do they often wear trashy clothing - no they don't -

well guess what

I work in the realistate industry have for years

the jewelry and the makeup is part of my professional "work look"

Going to salem fellowship went well today : )  aka www.brunstad.org "smith's friends"................pic is of the inside their main meeting hall and their band........my daughter said that she was having a hard time hearing the people sing to know what words they were singing ---------- I noticed that to............they got a lot of people playing music up there and it's kinda overpowering  everyone singing in the church (I think they just need a few sisters or brothers to sing into the microphone for every song ----------- I can sing -------- just sayin!!!!!!!!!!!)
   Definately felt the love today : ) Brian accidentally ordered me a snickers candy bar coffee ---------- it wasn't as good as the milky way candy bar coffees they have!
  Definately a step in the right direction for me going to salem fellowship today and working on loving them.
   Sat and chated with yelena, she remembered that I requested their cement turtle to be left in their playground, it's still there : ) I still like the thing : )
   I feel like I need a bible verse to make this blog post all official --- John 13:35 "By this shall all men know that ye are my disciples, if ye have love one to another." Love one another that's my exhortation for the entire body of christ.............I have a lot of love for a lot a lot a lot of christians from like many churches out there I'm glad I do.
  1 Thessalonians 3:12 "And the Lord make you to increase and abound in love one toward another, and toward all men, even as we do toward you:" That's all I got for today............got a cold it's ruff, sore throat. Have a great day earth!

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I really do battle loving my enemies, so been writing yelena galante aka person that brought me to www.brunstad.org church 8 billion years ago.........................sheri 2024 knows the secret to "success" realize a - your "enemies" will never love you pry THEY HAVE PRIDE LIKELY. They wont change probably not and they will never never probably never say they are sorry CAUSE THEY HAVE PRIDE LIKELY. But the "secret to success" is THAT I BE HUMBLE.............IT'S NOT THEM THAT NEED TO LOVE AND FORGIVE IT NEVER WAS, they might be fake christians like all the rest of the 80% fake christians all around us? I NEED TO FORGIVE - I NEED TO LOVE - I NEED TO BE HUMBLE.....................humility it's so important - most people aren't even sinners hardly they didn't have a chance to repent they didn't sin enough ever to repent (we all know of christians that maybe told a lie 1 time or 2 times to their parents got baptised have AWKWARD testimonies that if you ask to hear them ----------------- CRINGE WHAT SIN - but they so nice often "this type" of person is PRY SAVED this particular type of person you smile and say "cool)"........................HUMILTY HUMILITY IS NEAR KEY TO SO MUCH IN LIFE.................and in the event your enemies don't have pride which is highly unlikely this earth is proud af still the "secret to success" is HUMILITY IT'S NOT THEM CHANGING THAT NEVER WAS THE "SECRET TO SUCCESS"......................1 John 2:16 "For all that is in the world—the lust of the flesh, the lust of the eyes, and the pride of life—is not of the Father but is of the world."...............

I really do battle loving my enemies, so been writing yelena galante aka person that brought me to www.brunstad.org church 8 billion years ago.........................sheri 2024 knows the secret to "success" realize a - your "enemies" will never love you pry THEY HAVE PRIDE LIKELY. They wont change probably not and they will never never probably never say they are sorry CAUSE THEY HAVE PRIDE LIKELY. But the "secret to success" is THAT I BE HUMBLE.............IT'S NOT THEM THAT NEED TO LOVE AND FORGIVE IT NEVER WAS, they might be fake christians like all the rest of the 80% fake christians all around us? I NEED TO FORGIVE - I NEED TO LOVE - I NEED TO BE HUMBLE.....................humility it's so important - most people aren't even sinners hardly they didn't have a chance to repent they didn't sin enough ever to repent (we all know of christians that maybe told a lie 1 time or 2 times to their parents got baptised have AWKWARD testimonies that if you ask to hear them ----------------- CRINGE WHAT SIN - but they so nice often "this type" of person is PRY SAVED this particular type of person you smile and say "cool)"........................HUMILTY HUMILITY IS NEAR KEY TO SO MUCH IN LIFE.................and in the event your enemies don't have pride which is highly unlikely this earth is proud af still the "secret to success" is HUMILITY IT'S NOT THEM CHANGING THAT NEVER WAS THE "SECRET TO SUCCESS"......................1 John 2:16 "For all that is in the world—the lust of the flesh, the lust of the eyes, and the pride of life—is not of the Father but is of the world."...............

 I don't speak to bruntad church members "smith friends" anymore. They are no doubt hard at work at the moda center probably right now fundraising for brunstad even while I type or pry later on tonight.......................that's great for them they love that shiz. 

  Pockie in his new dog stroller 😁..............................

 hello hurricane you can't silence my love! (sorry mom it's my favorite band)

Oringinal post from 2011 me just blathering on

I don't think I had the humility I needed back then

I THOUGHT I WAS HUMBLE BACK THEN

I really do battle loving my enemies, so been writing yelena galante aka person that brought me to www.brunstad.org church 8 billion years ago...........................it's so much fun writing her postcards every week I've clean enjoyed it : ) one before this last one I just stuck in the mail I said "with as much love as I can muster" or something to that effect ------- hey that was honest! This last one I just got done shoving in the mail box I clean added my e-mail address see if she e-mails me : ) she's the one that brought me to that church 8 billion years ago to "save my soul" not much soul saving if you ain't going to like reply to said soul savie - just sayin.
   As much as I've talked smack (much of which I've deleted but really pissed salem fellowship the www.brunstad.org church off ------- when I went up in front their church to appologize man many them looked mad at me - I was like uh oh! head for the hills hahahahahahahahahahahahah) I didn't understand the bible until I went to salem fellowship I was before then as clueless as a person could be - god had just not opened my eye's up til that point, til that point I was completely blind.
   Well I'm workin on loving my enemies : ) a effort is like a effort ---------- it's no good to hold a bunch of hate in your heart for a people anyways! No way to live n'stuff, not from my experience.
   Been watching lot's of tbn, everyday now, am in the habit of watching the christian tv - like daily inviting jesus into my life by that (I think? ya) am lot more at peace in christ Isaiah 26:3 "Thou wilt keep him in perfect peace, whose mind is stayed on thee: because he trusteth in thee."
  Doing.................................just got to the point where I was like ok I am NOT at peace............the signs for me were just all pointing to jesus and still are JESUS = peace, peace that way!
   Also I'm convinced that there are blessing to be had being faithful Proverbs 28:20 "A faithful man shall abound with blessings: but he that maketh haste to be rich shall not be innocent." Maybe not like a lot a lot of blessings but I'm sure they must be like there to be had!
  For me the peace jesus has to give is worth something, in this crazy time we live in where there's storms and caos caos caos............jesus really has something of great value to give me these days above and beyond just salvation (salvations great to, but I'm all about the peace he has to give me these days). Luke 6:48 "He is like a man which built an house, and digged deep, and laid the foundation on a rock: and when the flood arose, the stream beat vehemently upon that house, and could not shake it: for it was founded upon a rock." Jesus is my storm protection (I recommend buying like natural disaster insurance to especially if ya live in the south) he's awesome storm protection! And it be's storming these days - YIKES. Have a great day earth : )

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Genesis 12:3 "And I will bless them that bless thee, and curse him that curseth thee: and in thee shall all families of the earth be blessed."

revelations 3:15 stood out to me today "I know they works, that thou are neither cold nor hot........"

While listening to yet another brunstad mp3 -------- if I've been brainwashed by a cult I'm just hopelessly brainwashed..........this verse way stood out to me one that says "I know THY WORKS" idea that people can have lukewarm works!!!!!!!!!! I often work to maintain good works..........but also I think this verse maybe has to do with the way one lives in general...........are you on fire for jesus taking your cross up daily and following him........or are you rather ho hum about ya you christian jesus is a cool guy etc. It's a place I can have zeal and fire the works I do!
Revelation 3:14-16 (King James Version)

14And unto the angel of the church of the Laodiceans write; These things saith the Amen, the faithful and true witness, the beginning of the creation of God;

15I know thy works, that thou art neither cold nor hot: I would thou wert cold or hot.

16So then because thou art lukewarm, and neither cold nor hot, I will spue thee out of my mouth.
Maybe us christians aren't supposed to merely do good works........but be on fire for these good works! Titus 2:14 "Who gave himself for us, that he might redeem us from all iniquity, and purify unto himself a peculiar people, zealous of good works." YA I think it's needed to be extremely zealous to do the good.
I want to work to be serving god more wholeheartedly, with much zeal. I just typed in word wholeheartedly on biblegateway.com this verse goes with the topic on hand 2 Chronicles 25:2 "He did what was right in the eyes of the LORD, but not wholeheartedly." IT's not enough to just do the good god wants us to be on fire full of zeal to serve him.
1 Kings 8:23 "and said: "O LORD, God of Israel, there is no God like you in heaven above or on earth below—you who keep your covenant of love with your servants who continue wholeheartedly in your way."

jesus consecrated a new and living way through the veil that is his flesh.............

I'm convinced jesus consecrated a new and living way through the veil that is his flesh............I do not hear about this way spoken about anywhere on earth besides the smith's friends church, but nonetheless I'm am certain it is THE way jesus consecrated through the veil that is his flesh. There is a way to go a way to life!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Hebrews 10:20 "By a new and living way, which he hath consecrated for us, through the veil, that is to say, his flesh;
JEsus did pave a way ------- through the veil, that is to say, his flesh!!!!!!! Galatians 5:24 "And they that are Christ's have crucified the flesh with the affections and lusts." THOSE ARE THE ONES THAT ARE JESUS'S!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Those that have followed him on this new and living way he consecrated for us through the veil that is to say his flesh.
Jesus yoke is easy and light, there's not a slew one has to do.........basically crucify your flesh and you be good to go! 1 Peter 4:1 "Forasmuch then as Christ hath suffered for us in the flesh, arm yourselves likewise with the same mind: for he that hath suffered in the flesh hath ceased from sin;" You cease from sin the christ's mission was accomplished. That's what he's after a pure bride James 4:8
"Draw nigh to God, and he will draw nigh to you. Cleanse your hands, ye sinners; and purify your hearts, ye double minded." DO not just remain loving the things of this earth!!!!!!!!! PURIFY YOUR HEARTS, YE DOUBLE MINDED, ALL YOU WHO love jesus on sunday and love the things of the world the rest of the week!!!!!!!!!!! 1 John 2:15
"Love not the world, neither the things that are in the world. If any man love the world, the love of the Father is not in him."
JEsus is more then a christ who just died on the cross for our sins he is THE WAY he paved THE WAY he consecrated a new and living way for us to follow through the veil that is the flesh John 14:6 "Jesus saith unto him, I am the way, the truth, and the life: no man cometh unto the Father, but by me."

God looks towards the inward man if we are EVER going to love each other...............I believe we gotta stop hating each other over our "differences"...............

Original title "I am not a expert on many things, but I know jesus consecrated a new living way through the veil that is his flesh.................."

  Original blog post..........better new as of 1/11/2021 blog post at the end of this post................

  If I am afflicted to I have to sit and pretend to enjoy it??? Isaiah 48:10 "Behold, I have refined you, but not as silver; I have tested you in the furnace of affliction." Acts 14:22 "Confirming the souls of the disciples, and exhorting them to continue in the faith, and that we must through much tribulation enter into the kingdom of God." Tribulation/affliction same thing to me these days, been experiences extreme amounts of those items. I don't know if I have some point????? But that there is a battle to be waged, we do not fight against flesh and blood, it is a war we are all in whether we know it or not..............Ephesians 6:12 "For we wrestle not against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this world, against spiritual wickedness in high places." I don't take affliction/tribulation well somedays --------- I let my affliction get my eye's off the war we are in. I also have those hippy jesus days, where I'm all having a light light light light yoke, and my burdens are ever so easy and I'm like ahhhhhh ya that is great, how awesome it is to be a christian ------------ then tribulation/affliction happens to me all to often after that sometime ------------- it's a war, it's a war, it's a war, there will be tribulation " that we must through much tribulation enter into the kingdom of God" I need to hold onto the joy of the lord in that tribulation!!!!!!!!!! The joy of the lord is my strength!!!!!!!!!! Nehemiah 8:10 "Then he said unto them, Go your way, eat the fat, and drink the sweet, and send portions unto them for whom nothing is prepared: for this day is holy unto our LORD: neither be ye sorry; for the joy of the LORD is your strength." What a awesome thing to be able to follow jesus like this and crucify my flesh to it's lusts and desires and in that to be able to have jesus's light burden's and easy yoke!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (for those you that don't know ---------- jesus came to this earth in the flesh full out, and consecrated and new and living way.................Hebrews 10:20 "By a new and living way, which he hath consecrated for us, through the veil, that is to say, his flesh;" ---------- aka jesus crucified his flesh it it's lusts and desires -------- he had a flesh like us just like us!!!!!!!!!! Hebrews 4:15 "For we have not an high priest which cannot be touched with the feeling of our infirmities; but was in all points tempted like as we are, yet without sin." I swear it jesus had a real 100% flesh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 1 John 4:2 "Hereby know ye the Spirit of God: Every spirit that confesseth that Jesus Christ is come in the flesh is of God:" I mean full out totally jesus came in the flesh)
Romans 8:7-9 "Because the carnal mind is enmity against God: for it is not subject to the law of God, neither indeed can be. So then they that are in the flesh cannot please God. But ye are not in the flesh, but in the Spirit, if so be that the Spirit of God dwell in you. Now if any man have not the Spirit of Christ, he is none of his."
  Powerfully speaks to me romans 8:8 that "they that are IN the FLESH cannot please god." Are you in the flesh? You walking in the lusts of your flesh right now? YOU can't please god doing that!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! wait few more exclamation points!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Let this sister bring it......... 1 Peter 4:2 "That he no longer should live the rest of his time in the flesh to the lusts of men, but to the will of God."
   2 Corinthians 7:1 "Having therefore these promises, dearly beloved, let us cleanse ourselves from all filthiness of the flesh and spirit, perfecting holiness in the fear of God." It's a filthy thing the flesh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! There is "filthiness of the flesh and spirit" we need to cleanse ourselves from!!!!!!!! The flesh is filthy w/it's lusts and desires!!!!!!!!! FILTHY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! "they that are IN the FLESH cannot please god." (somedays I'm not as good at making my point as I wish I'd be, the "filthiness of the flesh" is way bigger issue then I'm making it) cause........"they that are IN the FLESH cannot please god."
Psalm 31:6-8 "I hate those who cling to worthless idols; I trust in the LORD.  I will be glad and rejoice in your love, for you saw my affliction and knew the anguish of my soul. You have not handed me over to the enemy but have set my feet in a spacious place."
   "they that are IN the FLESH cannot please god." case you didn't read that bible verse enough.
    I got a american idol dance mat for christmas : ) (ya it's a kids toy) somehow my husband was able to figure out I really wanted that.........been having such a good time dancing w/mp3 player hooked up to it playin snoop dog -------- my husbands family laughed when I said I'm the white chick version of snoop dog, but I am I am a jesus christ ganster. Who needs to get my groove on : ) hahahahahah ---------- keep your fleshes down god likes that stuff!!!!!!!!!! peace out

(my rendition above of "You're Somebody Else" - by Flora Cash)

Sometimes it isn't the "outside" in fact despite how much the USA looks like it just got off the mayflower 15 seconds ago (everyone dresses so "prim and proper here") that god is always always after our hearts.................Ezekiel 11:19 "And I will give them one heart, and I will put a new spirit within you; and I will take the stony heart out of their flesh, and will give them an heart of flesh:" You can be goth, you can be country, you can be into rap music............................it's do you bear fruit or no?????????????????? Luke 6:44 "For every tree is known by his own fruit. For of thorns men do not gather figs, nor of a bramble bush gather they grapes." The heart, that is what God desires...........go ahead, listen to goth music, or country or rap, or christian music...............it's the heart god wants. 

   I choose the song above cause this blog post from 2008 of me I was "outwardly" meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeegggggggggggggggggga looking like "a saint" but inside......................inside wasn't doing to well back then in my estimation. I do not feel I was back then loving people as much as god wants me to basically. 

  ps.............you CAN..................be famous and bear good fruit..........("all things are possible for he who believeth" Mark 9:23 that a person can plentily be rich and/or famous and still have the life jesus came to bring...........my theory do you love people? WE WILL KNOW THEM BY THEIR FRUIT not how many millions of dollars and/or fame they either have or don't have Matthew 7:20 "Wherefore by their fruits ye shall know them."

  God looks towards the inward man if we are EVER going to love each other...............I believe we gotta stop hating each other over our "differences" 

1 Samuel 16:7 "But the Lord said unto Samuel, Look not on his countenance, or on the height of his stature; because I have refused him: for the Lord seeth not as man seeth; for man looketh on the outward appearance, but the Lord looketh on the heart."

  2 Corinthians 10:6-8 "And having in a readiness to revenge all disobedience, when your obedience is fulfilled. Do ye look on things after the outward appearance? if any man trust to himself that he is Christ's, let him of himself think this again, that, as he is Christ's, even so are we Christ's. For though I should boast somewhat more of our authority, which the Lord hath given us for edification, and not for your destruction, I should not be ashamed:"

  I include a cute selfie from 1/11/2021 as well.....................

Luke 6:27 "But I say unto you which hear, Love your enemies, do good to them which hate you,"............................

Jesus consecrated a new and living way through the veil that is his flesh!.......................

So uh went to one the 2 mainstream christian churches I frequent (I have love for the mainstream christians I just don't think I'm one of them at all - sheri year 2020 injerjecting bzzzzzzzz wrong little mini me from 2008 your a CHRISTIAN IS'T ONE BODY YO!!!!!!!!!!! ONE Romans 12:5 "So we, being many, are one body in Christ, and every one members one of another.") I sat there I'm like wow I'm a smith's friend I really am a member of "brunstad christian church" www.brunstad.org jesus he really did pave a way to go..............Hebrews 10:19-20 "Having therefore, brethren, boldness to enter into the holiest by the blood of Jesus, By a new and living way, which he hath consecrated for us, through the veil, that is to say, his flesh;" I have a brand spanking new going theory, that mainstream christians just focus of where it says "by the blood of jesus" and totally ignore "by a new and living way, which he hath consecrated for us, through the veil, that is to say his flesh" that's my new theory, cause they want to get people in the door -------- well after you through the door and want to really be saved I recommend going directly to www.brunstad.org!!!!!!!!!!!!! Cause there you'll hear about the way jesus consecrated for us to go through the veil that is his flesh as I was telling my husband John 14:6 "Jesus saith unto him, I am the way, the truth, and the life: no man cometh unto the Father, but by me." THE WAY!!!!!!!!! The way the new and living way jesus consecrated for us ---- "through the veil, that is to say his flesh" the truth and THE LIFE the way he went he is THE LIFE he who was made perfect in the things he suffered!!!!!!!!!!! Hebrews 2:10 "For it became him, for whom are all things, and by whom are all things, in bringing many sons unto glory, to make the captain of their salvation perfect through sufferings." 1 Peter 5:10 "But the God of all grace, who hath called us unto his eternal glory by Christ Jesus, after that ye have suffered a while, make you perfect, stablish, strengthen, settle you." First I got to be willing to suffer in the flesh!!!!!!!!!!! And crucify my flesh to it's lusts and desires!!!!!!!!! Galatians 5:24-25 "And they that are Christ's have crucified the flesh with the affections and lusts. If we live in the Spirit, let us also walk in the Spirit." First I must suffer in the flesh then I to like jesus after I have "suffered a while" god will "make you perfect, stablish, strengthen, settle you" Real way jesus paved, and it was through the veil that is his flesh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm maybe really a smith's friend. No use being in the closet about it.

Luke 6:27 "But I say unto you which hear, Love your enemies, do good to them which hate you,"............................

I meant to say at the end I'm only attacked lately by the apostolic christian church of america on my you tube these days, because I'm giving money to the apostolic christian church of america every week on my blog that === them not attacking me for you know as long as I give them money pry. 

That my outward man perish daily!!!!!...............

   I am gripped to not be anything but a pilgrim on this earth not be friends w/the world!!!!!!!!! James 4:4 "Ye adulterers and adulteresses, know ye not that the friendship of the world is enmity with God? whosoever therefore will be a friend of the world is the enemy of God." That my outward man perish daily!!!!!!!!!!! That I don't be walking after the flesh no more!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! But keep on having my inward man "renewed day by day"............2 Corinthians 4:16-17 "For which cause we faint not; but though our outward man perish, yet the inward man is renewed day by day. For our light affliction, which is but for a moment, worketh for us a far more exceeding and eternal weight of glory;"

   I'm working super hard lately to die daily, have that outward man perishing, listening to brunstad mp3's every day now -------- that my inward man be renewed day by day (I get tired of reading the bible everyday sometime's) We should all ask ourselves ------- are you alive are you thriving in this earth is your flesh very thriving????????? Or is some real crucifying of your flesh to it's lusts and desires going on?????????? I want my outward man to perish!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! To die daily!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 1 Corinthians 15:31 I protest by your rejoicing which I have in Christ Jesus our Lord, I die daily. I am super gripped to die daily ------ it's a fab thing.........that I could draw nearer to jesus!!!!!!! That I could be his bride someday!!!!!!!!!!!!

Luke 6:27 "But I say unto you which hear, Love your enemies, do good to them which hate you,"............................

Bible verse that spoke powerfully to me today..........

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I was listening to kpdq the christian radio station I listen to have for many years now this the verse that sooooooooooooooooo spoke to me this morning...........1 Peter 3:18 "For Christ also hath once suffered for sins, the just for the unjust, that he might bring us to God, being put to death in the flesh, but quickened by the Spirit:" That jesus our forerunner right he was "put to death in the flesh" that it even plainly states that right there, so speaks to me........jesus he paved the way to go through the veil that is his flesh........Hebrews 10:20 "By a new and living way, which he hath consecrated for us, through the veil, that is to say, his flesh;" 1 peter 3:18 super spoke to me, this is the way jesus went that he was clean "put to death in the flesh" I'm deteremined to follow jesus on this way he paved w/all my heart.

Luke 6:27 "But I say unto you which hear, Love your enemies, do good to them which hate you,"............................

Revelation 3:2 "........strengthen the things which remain, that are ready to die......".................

Update 10/15/2024 yes sheri hasn't been to church for 3-4 weeks stuff keeps coming up on the weekends. What can I do????????????? I think one weekend my youngest was in town for orthdonist appt. and one weekend there was a birthday party...............it's out of my hands...........if I can't make it to church I can't make it...........

 I'm listening to the June 2008 sister's meeting at brunstad mp3 this the bible verse that spoke to me much tonight........Revelation 3:2 "Be watchful, and strengthen the things which remain, that are ready to die: for I have not found thy works perfect before God." To strengthen the things which remain THAT ARE READY TO DIE! Man that speaks to me, strengthen those brother's and sister which remain -------- that are ready to die!!!!!!!!!! All the people not scared off in your church after hearing that those who are christ's have crucified their fleshes to it's lusts and desires Galatians 5:24 "And they that are Christ's have crucified the flesh with the affections and lusts." THAT REMAIN RIGHT.......and are READY TO DIE!!!!!!!! Man that speaks to me part were it says the people "that are ready to die" like a fire of zeal shoots through me over that! What a fabulous thing that there would be left, there would be some remaining people ............"that are ready to die" Ya strengthen us! I'm ready to die!!!!!! Man I'm ready! They were talking much about love, how important it is to love, that god is love, to love nomadder what, to be fervent in love, unmoveable from love. Matthew 24:12 "And because iniquity shall abound, the love of many shall wax cold." My take on this verse : ) to not let my love for the church (where iniquity will be abounding) grow cold.........they said those that "endure unto the end" aka remain in love........the same shall be saved, to remain, to remain in the church even when iniquity is abounding.......to remain in love w/love for the church. They are right to the smith's friends, it's the very next verse that says......13 "But he that shall endure unto the end, the same shall be saved." Since that is the very next verse in Mathew 24, that speaks to me much, that enduring in love is extremely important! 2 Corinthians 12:15 "And I will very gladly spend and be spent for you; though the more abundantly I love you, the less I be loved." They brought up this verse to, speaks to me the same sort of gist least today, even if my ministry causes people to love me less, to remain in love, keep love for the church! By some miracle, I still have love for the church : ) ------- it's pry some honking miracle!!!!!!!!!!!! Much love for christians in general, I have remained in love, though iniquity surely has abounded!!!!!!!!

Luke 6:27 "But I say unto you which hear, Love your enemies, do good to them which hate you,"............................

I've been told my whole life "actions speak louder then words" so I'm including some Bodybuilding progress pics these are from 11/2/2020. If people are right and "actions speak louder then words" put on your ear buds for protection then 😂....................................................hahahahahahah

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Genesis 12:3 "And I will bless them that bless thee, and curse him that curseth thee: and in thee shall all families of the earth be blessed."

gossip I've decided is like dogs sniffing other dogs poop.............

I was walking my dog, and man dogs love to sniff other dogs poop, the trail we were walking on I know many dogs have trod so there was no doubt a large array of dog scents for my dog to sniff, and my dog appeared to be extremely determined to sniff every single one of those 8 billion dog scents along the trail! I sat there thinking why, why, why do dogs like sniffing the scent from each other's poop so much? Why is this such a beloved activity of dogs? -- I have not the answer to this mystery of the cosmos : ) but I decided that is what gossip is like.......dogs sniffing other dogs poop.....people on this earth are fasinated with gossip I think, it's all over the tabloids gossip is. I did a topical search on "gossip" at biblegateway.com this pretty good verse.......Leviticus 19:16 "Do not go about spreading slander among your people. Do not do anything that endangers your neighbor's life. I am the LORD." I need to do this verse like for good 1 Corinthians 4:13 "when we are slandered, we answer kindly. Up to this moment we have become the scum of the earth, the refuse of the world." Think on the good instead or just not stew on the negative in general, just "answer kindly". Ephesians 2:6 "And hath raised us up together, and made us sit together in heavenly places in Christ Jesus:" Gossip it is like a dog sniffing another dog's poop whether you or I am reading gossip and all enjoying it or "spreading slander" gossiping myself, speaking evil about anyone anywhere! Sitting in the "heavenly places" speaks to me to of thinking on the things that are above! Colossians 3:1 "If ye then be risen with Christ, seek those things which are above, where Christ sitteth on the right hand of God." IF YE THEN BE RISEN WITH CHRIST (not in the dogs sniffing other dog's poop gossip land) SEEK THOSE THINGS WHICH ARE ABOVE I recommend not reading the tabloids at all, best when you at the magazine rack of your local grocery store to choose like "family circle" uhhhhh "fitness" magazine magazines that aren't filled to the brim w/gossip. I'm going to work much much harder to just love people and be forgiving of people - not to slander nobody in any way shape or form no more ----- love your enemies - be raised w/christ!

Luke 6:27 "But I say unto you which hear, Love your enemies, do good to them which hate you,"............................

1 Corinthians 11:5-15 "But every woman that prayeth or prophesieth with her head uncovered dishonoureth her head: for that is even all one as if she were shaven. For if the woman be not covered, let her also be shorn: but if it be a shame for a woman to be shorn or shaven, let her be covered. For a man indeed ought not to cover his head, forasmuch as he is the image and glory of God: but the woman is the glory of the man. For the man is not of the woman: but the woman of the man. Neither was the man created for the woman; but the woman for the man. For this cause ought the woman to have power on her head because of the angels. Nevertheless neither is the man without the woman, neither the woman without the man, in the Lord. For as the woman is of the man, even so is the man also by the woman; but all things of God. Judge in yourselves: is it comely that a woman pray unto God uncovered? Doth not even nature itself teach you, that, if a man have long hair, it is a shame unto him But if a woman have long hair, it is a glory to her: for her hair is given her for a covering."

  I've had a hard time over the years vocalizing my stance on hair, because I'm on "both sides of the fence" and most 99% of the women out there look to be either hard core on the "never headcover" side of the fence................or most them are on the "headcover all of the time" side of the fence. And I'm neither.........................

I believe it's "the thing" to headcover when you pray, including at church. And the rest of the time if you want your hair down 👍

psalm 65:4 "Blessed is the man whom thou choosest,........"........

Matthew 12:36 "But I say unto you, That every idle word that men shall speak, they shall give account thereof in the day of judgment."

Psalm 65:4 "Blessed is the man whom thou choosest, and causest to approach unto thee, that he may dwell in thy courts: we shall be satisfied with the goodness of thy house, even of thy holy temple." I love this verse so much. Good stuffs to have a longing to draw near to god......"we shall be satisfied with the goodness of thy house, even of thy holy temple" That's how it is for me when I draw near to god, I find I'm satisfied "with the goodness of thy house....." Ezra 8:22 "For I was ashamed to require of the king a band of soldiers and horsemen to help us against the enemy in the way: because we had spoken unto the king, saying, The hand of our God is upon all them for good that seek him; but his power and his wrath is against all them that forsake him." "......The hand of our god is upon all them for good that seek him........" SEEK GOD!!!!! Draw near to Him. His hand is upon all them for good that seek him!!!!!!! I believe that much. You want to be blessed of god?????? Seek HIM! Pray! Draw near unto god! And he will draw near unto you!! James 4:8 "Draw nigh to God, and he will draw nigh to you. Cleanse your hands, ye sinners; and purify your hearts, ye double minded." I myself am going to pray much! Pray without ceasing, draw near to god.....he will draw near to me! His hand will be upon me for good........".....The hand of our God is upon all them for good that seek him........" I've noticed a definate trend in the old testiment, that when the jews in the old testiment really got it in their hearts to seek god, things started going good for them again. 2 Chronicles 19:3 "Nevertheless there are good things found in thee, in that thou hast taken away the groves out of the land, and hast prepared thine heart to seek God." This verse speaks much to me too.....2 Chronicles 12:14 "And he did evil, because he prepared not his heart to seek the LORD." I believe it's important to have a heart prepared to seek god.....pray, pray, pray, pray without ceasing! 1 Thessalonians 5:17 "Pray without ceasing." Psalm 37:25 "I have been young, and now am old; yet have I not seen the righteous forsaken, nor his seed begging bread." It's very likely, my children, and my children's children's children's, will be blessed of god cause I have decided to pray without ceasing and heed god's word. There is blessings to be had from god, (not sure it's like how some pastor's hint, that one will become so very rich) still there's blessing to be had from god I am sure of it, I am sure it is far better to have god's hand on you for the good cause your seeking Him in much prayer.....then like not. There some verse somewhere god talks about trying him....something about see if he won't crack open the heavens......I think god can do a whole lot of good for all us if we just seek Him! Deuteronomy 4:24 "For the LORD thy God is a consuming fire, even a jealous God." He wants you to pray to Him, He wants to to seek Him out, love him w/all your heart all your soul all your mind, and strength.

Hebrews 10:38 "...if any man draw back, my soul shall have no pleasure in him"...........

Hebrews 2:3 "How shall we escape, if we neglect so great salvation; which at the first began to be spoken by the Lord, and was confirmed unto us by them that heard him;" A thourough salvation.........Romans 8:37 "Nay, in all these things we are more than conquerors through him that loved us." Save me from my tendancy to want to get mad at people and lash back, save me from envy, saving me from slews of buisiness heeding the word of god, I believe it's meant to be a "so great salvation" a immense salvation, a thourough salvation........1 Peter 4:1 "Forasmuch then as Christ hath suffered for us in the flesh, arm yourselves likewise with the same mind: for he that hath suffered in the flesh hath ceased from sin;" It's a thourough salvation it's meant to be in christ jesus. Ceasing from sin that is thourough, more then a conqueror that is thorough, so much more then just jesus died for my sins and i'm saved by grace, which is true...........but I'm to be saved, not just forgiven!!!!!!! Not a magic wave a magic wand salvation either.........Matthew 7:21 "Not every one that saith unto me, Lord, Lord, shall enter into the kingdom of heaven; but he that doeth the will of my Father which is in heaven." There's something I'm to give something I'm to do w/my life, to sacrifice...be lead daily like a sheep to the slaughter!!!!!!!!! Romans 8:36 "As it is written, For thy sake we are killed all the day long; we are accounted as sheep for the slaughter." ahhhhhhhhhhhh ya! 

  There are some people out there  that no believe that stuffs, if they did they'd for JESUS'S sake be "KILLED ALL THE DAY LONG"!!!!!!! Not loving their lives none!!!!!!!!!!!! Being made conformable to jesus's death!!!!!!!!!!! We are to be sheep "for thy sake" FOR JESUS'S SAKE AMEN "we are killed all the day long" AMEN "we are accounted as sheep for the slaughter" For jesus's sake ooooooo ya I'm stoked to be "killed all the day long" really suffer in the flesh, and take up my cross and follow jesus daily "DENYING" myself........good stuffs. Those that endure in this good fight of faith the same shall be saved.........jesus will have 0 pleasure in you if you draw back any!............Hebrews 10:38 "Now the just shall live by faith: but if any man draw back, my soul shall have no pleasure in him." (I have thought in the past geez that's sadistic of jesus taking pleasure in my suffering in the flesh much) but fact of the matter is jesus will take pleasure in us if we endure unto the end in the sufferings, in denying ourselves and taking up our crosses daily in being lead like sheep to the slaughter "killed all the day long" he's going to take pleasure in us if we do that everyday and not draw back! Those that endure unto the end in all this take up your cross and follow jesus and deny yourself athon..........the same shall be saved!!!!!!!!! Matthew 16:24 "Then said Jesus unto his disciples, If any man will come after me, let him deny himself, and take up his cross, and follow me." Mark 13:13 "And ye shall be hated of all men for my name's sake: but he that shall endure unto the end, the same shall be saved." I can testify you will very much be "hated of all men for my name's sake" denying yourself taking up your cross daily and following jesus.......don't draw back, when you are like me w/hardly a friend the world doesn't like me much, DON'T DRAW BACK you will be "hated of all men for my name's sake" BUT HE THAT SHALL ENDURE UNTO THE END, THE SAME SHALL BE SAVED!!!!!!!!! ENDURE!

(pic of me today 8/17/2020 and my tichel look for today 😀)

I feel like when the bible says "come out of her my people"

I mean babylon the harlot she likes her hair flowing and gorgeous I feel

-- ya I wear sheitels to blend in sometimes "fit in" if you will but does god actually want us to "fit in"????????????????????????????????????????

I definately most the time prefer tichels

I don't want to be a member of babylon the harlot

Revelation 18:4 "And I heard another voice from heaven, saying, Come out of her, my people, that ye be not partakers of her sins, and that ye receive not of her plagues."

  I don't think I really need my hair showing, I think I look cute without my hair showing. I may very well wear tichels more these days. I just ain't wanting to be a babylon harlot.

Ever make follow jesus into some grueling task?...........

Matthew 11:29-30 "Take my yoke upon you, and learn of me; for I am meek and lowly in heart: and ye shall find rest unto your souls. For my yoke is easy, and my burden is light." Somedays I have made following jesus into some gianormous daunting task...thinking to myself ok I need to do x number of good works etc. etc. Worrying about "works" about something that I don't think I should be worrying about like that, doing good works is great, and it's fab to do some but jesus yoke is easy, and his "burden is light" 2 Corinthians 11:3 "But I fear, lest by any means, as the serpent beguiled Eve through his subtilty, so your minds should be corrupted from the simplicity that is in Christ."

What I need to do everyday I think is hate my life in this world John 12:25 "He that loveth his life shall lose it; and he that hateth his life in this world shall keep it unto life eternal." Love not this earth or the things in it 1 John 2:15 "Love not the world, neither the things that are in the world. If any man love the world, the love of the Father is not in him." That's my mission these days : ) good works I might do some those to : ) but I think it's not good when I sweat over the idea worry much if I have enough good works or no, get heeding John 12:25 down pat and 1 John 2:15 down pat is my goal, fact it's pry extremely good that I don't have such a fab list of good works, that sure does help w/my being meek and lowly of heart ---- that and man I'm scarcely saved it's ridiculous, scarcely at best! It's a real battle for me to not love this world or the things in it.......but worth it, I need that light yoke jesus had. I need to no more be no sort of friend with this world, not love the things of this world or this world no more! 1 John 4:17 "Herein is our love made perfect, that we may have boldness in the day of judgment: because as he is, so are we in this world." Jesus christ was meek and "lowly in heart" I think he didn't own much, I think he lived a very simple life ----- this just my theory. From all I can gather about jesus, he cared for others, was very giving of his time and whatever he could give to help people in anyway........he layed his life down I believe to do the will of god.....such is my going theory : ) If I give into the lusts of the flesh........I'm not doing the will of god!!!!!!! But besides that I think god desire for me us/to be as jesus is........."because as he is, so are we in this world" and that is meek and lowly in heart - humble, humble humble. Humble myself and pray for my enemies, and love them and do good to them. Jesus looking at jesus's life on this earth really think he cared about people a lot.....Deuteronomy 15:11
"For the poor shall never cease out of the land: therefore I command thee, saying, Thou shalt open thine hand wide unto thy brother, to thy poor, and to thy needy, in thy land." Not just for my salvation sake do I need to "crucify my flesh to it's lust's and desires" but to be able to "open thine hand wide" that's not just a tiny somewhat open hand really speaks to me that that is a hand opened "wide" jesus I believe he wasn't just humble and meek "lowling in heart" he was extremely giving, he hits me as having his hand opened wide while he was on this earth ---- and he was lowly and meek while doing it......his heart was there his heart was for people, people's needs, more then just for people to be saved I think, for their health, for their well being. Proverbs 13:7 "There is that maketh himself rich, yet hath nothing: there is that maketh himself poor, yet hath great riches." I'm determined to be the type that "maketh himself poor, yet hath great riches" that's fab way to be I think! It's good to give, it's good to have your hand opened as wide as you can give as much as your can "....unto thy brother, to thy poor, and to thy needy, in thy land" you know whichever of that list you decide to give to a heap I think is fine : )