Mailed a nice purse to my mom "do unto others as you'd have did unto you" the bible says. It's not my style it's her style I'm pretty sure about that! I like my guess purse and my coach purses even though they are "lower end" purses coach purses are really made well, they are really durable they keep their shape........................I keeping at following jesus.............not much receipt though of the post office because brian went in we just walked our dogs I sat in car with dogs.........but some receipt since how I show the receipts on my blog since how everyone thinks I'm a worthless bish.........................

Update 10/19/2026 Me and my mom are back to getting along with each other.

------------- but you know it's good the receipts I have on my mom on my blog nobody is going to look at her and say "christians needs her head chopped off" once Lucifer get's here................my family will be alive AF 👍

off to work on my hair (had red head style dreads everytime I try and wear dreads all the sudden all I'm around 24/7 is black people looking mad at me EVERY TIME..................I ain't even feeling like I'm living in america right now, I feel like I'm living in uganda!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)

but let it be known man-pleasing and trying to have your hair more white looking to not piss already mad black people (most them real mad from my experience real mad bad) 

WORKING PEACE WITH ALL MEN

is a different thing then "man pleasing"

 Update 10/1/2026 I tithed again (I asked brian what a tithe amount would be for me and he said $120 a month so I've been breaking that up into $30 segments per week). My ministry is dead, it is what it is, but I feel the like walking in good works is a ministry both in real life and on my blog - that is a ministry "ministries" are more then words or should be more then words 1 John 3:18 "My little children, let us not love in word, neither in tongue; but in deed and in truth." 

  No praise report though nothing my new $5 from amazon hairpiece looks good that's it. I instantly felt better to once I clipped this hair in yesterday. But going to have to do a "cassia powder" treatment on my hair to thicken it up for the clips to hold in better --- menopause is balding me YIKES (I don't have like bald spots but, my hair has severely thinned out)

Mailed a nice purse to my mom "do unto others as you'd have did unto you" the bible says. It's not my style it's her style I'm pretty sure about that! I like my guess purse and my coach purses even though they are "lower end" purses coach purses are really made well, they are really durable they keep their shape........................I keeping at following jesus.............not much receipt though of the post office because brian went in we just walked our dogs I sat in car with dogs.........but some receipt since how I show the receipts on my blog since how everyone thinks I'm a worthless bish.........................

can't show much this receipt can't show the tracking number that's to much info

also off topic

at public place collected laundry nuts........................brian's made laundry detergient with them already (or some the nuts).....................he's been doing nut laundry today 💓💓💓💓💓 we were like walking at a public place I don't want to say where but that it's a public place and these nuts are free for the taking and I happened to have my guess purse with me...........man I went full squirrel and loaded my purse up real good with these nuts 😁

I could've been a squirrel I've got the skills.............

tootles

ps............we are in a race

RUN TO WIN

DON'T WORRY ABOUT HOW HATED YOU IS LOOK AT ME I'M SEVERELLY HATED I'M SO HATED IT'S A MIRACLE I DIDN'T SELF COMBUST FROM ALL THE HATRED OF HATE OF WHICH MOST PEOPLE HATE ME!

I was told today - be yourself

those words

don't work for me

when I be myself everyone hates me

everyone

but a life lived to please everyone isn't a life lived is it??????????

so be mad

Hebrews 13:16 "But to do good and to communicate forget not: for with such sacrifices God is well pleased."

Quitting wearing crystals it's not worth all the hater style christians witch hunting me on my blog (though there's no end to their hate I don't think the ones that hate me) and I'm not from this earth not really born on earth from a human being - but I'm really realy really not from this earth. Video chalked full as usual with evp's from Satan, Lucifer, the Devil xoxoxoxo (love God/Jesus as well) demonstrating the space alien thing I do near every single day..............reallllllllllllllllll space alien shiz..................................don't be space aliens ladies guys aren't attracted to that at all..............................be boring squares ladies that's what guys think is sexy the more boring the better, pry you best bet rotate between reading the bible and watching news that'll be so sexy for you mens..............................

Update 10/3/2026 I still care about the suffering in gaza......................(and devil painting I just did) brian mostly supports my devil paintings, I think he at least 30% hates the devil, I told him I'd mention he probably some hates the devil so he can make friends at bible study. Me at bible study I'M SCREWED 💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓 SATAN 😊

Go quiet myself don't talk 

don't talk they all hate you and are using everything you say against you hell your very existance makes them BIG MAD

hopefully lucifer will be here soon run to your 1st husband myself!

 Off topic but I've been watching footage of the ocean rising in california (which is truely aweful for the people dealing with that mess), So excited about that cause that is bible prophecy happening the ocean rising................

Luke 21:25 "And there shall be signs in the sun, and in the moon, and in the stars; and upon the earth distress of nations, with perplexity; the sea and the waves roaring;"

  This footage makes me so excited for the likely soon coming of Lucifer, Satan, the Devil to the earth..................."sheri your not supposed to be excited for that" - to late I'm soooooooooooooooooooooooooooo hyped.........................

Image below from this video https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ogo7HpnoHvM (I'm crediting sources hard at work)................................

Quitting wearing crystals it's not worth all the hater style christians witch hunting me on my blog (though there's no end to their hate I don't think the ones that hate me) and I'm not from this earth not really born on earth from a human being - but I'm really realy really not from this earth. Video chalked full as usual with evp's from Satan, Lucifer, the Devil xoxoxoxo (love God/Jesus as well) demonstrating the space alien thing I do near every single day..............reallllllllllllllllll space alien shiz..................................don't be space aliens ladies guys aren't attracted to that at all..............................be boring squares ladies that's what guys think is sexy the more boring the better, pry you best bet rotate between reading the bible and watching news that'll be so sexy for you mens..............................

(like the rising of the sea there is larger evp's in this video of Satan, Lucifer, the Devil just turn up the volume to hear him, evp's so loud if a deaf person touched the screen with their hand, lucifer's finally considering the hearing impaired and that's good)...................

don't need the crystals for protection right now do to theory and belief I have - revolving around this bible verse - 

Job 1:10: "Have you not put a hedge around him and his household and everything he has? You have blessed the work of his hands, so that his flocks and herds are spread over the land."

"sheri you talk to lucifer 24/7 that's how you know you safe" hahahah true 💓💓💓💓💓 but also god has a hedge of protection around me as well I REALLY BELIEVE THAT!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

   you read the bible consistantly, or listen to sermons consistently I really believe that =='s god putting a hedge of protection around you

job

job was reading the torah and praying ------------- I'm 100% sure that ===== god putting a hedge of protection around him!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

another bit of the bible indicating some amount of protection that god provides...............

Psalm 23:3-5 "He restoreth my soul: he leadeth me in the paths of righteousness for his name's sake. Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil: for thou art with me; thy rod and thy staff they comfort me. Thou preparest a table before me in the presence of mine enemies: thou anointest my head with oil; my cup runneth over."

Ms. McGeehan's classrooms fundraiser is now fully funded 😁 But there are many more classrooms with many more needs at Donors Choose..................

blogged today since there lot of traffic to my blog lately.............

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You will know them by their fruit, now there's 2 kinds of "good fruit" there's good deeds which is if done in some continuance I believe is showing of love of good fruit, but also just straight up loving people and there are lgbtq people that do love people. Time and Chance happeneth to ALL. And that is precisely why not to kill witches anymore, though it does look to be many of you want to kill the witches very badly............fresh ukele song with evp's of satan, lucifer, the devil...............weared wig today my hair has thinned out and I feel ugly somedays......................people witch hunting me and hating on me for the lord Jesus Christ don't help either they won't stop they can't they need to hate people everyday of their lives to make jesus happy (that's a real style of christianity I do more then believe exists I'VE EXPERIENCED THAT FROM PEOPLE I'VE BEEN VERY HATED ON VERY HATED ON TO MY FACE HATED BADLY MUCH AND OFTEN)...........................

Painting of satan I just did 💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓.....................................

update 9/25/2026 passed module 5 exam on medical career I don't want to say what it is and thereby jinx myself..................(today I'm mostly giving myself a break from studying besides I will study a little bit with my laminated fancy study cards..........not all the cards though that's a giant pile of cards) And probably sew a card holder for my fancy cards cause right now they just in the box they came in...............

You will know them by their fruit, now there's 2 kinds of "good fruit" there's good deeds which is if done in some continuance I believe is showing of love of good fruit, but also just straight up loving people and there are lgbtq people that do love people. Time and Chance happeneth to ALL. And that is precisely why not to kill witches anymore, though it does look to be many of you want to kill the witches very badly............fresh ukele song with evp's of satan, lucifer, the devil...............weared wig today my hair has thinned out and I feel ugly somedays......................people witch hunting me and hating on me for the lord Jesus Christ don't help either they won't stop they can't they need to hate people everyday of their lives to make jesus happy (that's a real style of christianity I do more then believe exists I'VE EXPERIENCED THAT FROM PEOPLE I'VE BEEN VERY HATED ON VERY HATED ON TO MY FACE HATED BADLY MUCH AND OFTEN)...........................

Matthew 7:16 "Ye shall know them by their fruits. Do men gather grapes of thorns, or figs of thistles?" Matthew 7:!6 is saying be nice. nice. 

Ecclesiastes 9:11 "I returned, and saw under the sun, that the race is not to the swift, nor the battle to the strong, neither yet bread to the wise, nor yet riches to men of understanding, nor yet favour to men of skill; but time and chance happeneth to them all."

  I'm annoyed with how many christian witches there seems to be out there and them ones that aren't  repented but might be doing "light witchcraft" "tarot" I find that obnoxious if they are...........but time and chance does happen to all. THE BIBLE IS POWERFUL TO SAVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2 Timothy 3:5 "Having a form of godliness, but denying the power thereof: from such turn away." Often what you repeat that is what you eventually become......................

you sin sin sin ------------------------- you eventually are a sinner

you walk in good works walk in the light - you become that

walk 

in the light is the idea

and be cleansed by the blood of the lamb

Isaiah 1:17-19 "Learn to do well; seek judgment, relieve the oppressed, judge the fatherless, plead for the widow. Come now, and let us reason together, saith the Lord: though your sins be as scarlet, they shall be as white as snow; though they be red like crimson, they shall be as wool. If ye be willing and obedient, ye shall eat the good of the land:" - fellow native american's say the wolf you feed the most is the wolf that lives THAT'S TRUE

  ok now song.........................turn up volume to hear satan, lucifer, the devil evp's..................

Mrs. Rawlinson's classrooms fundraiser is now fully funded 😁 But there are many more classrooms with many more needs at Donors Choose.............

Had so much fun studying today. Did you all know there's a drug that some drug addicts think they can "tweak the system" with and they try and inject suboxone and a "behind the scenes drug within suboxone activates" and NO FUN TIMES HAPPEN (I love that xoxoxoxoxo). Many goths like morgues, and driving funeral cars ---------- not me, I'm so much more fascinated by all the ways near everyone is dieing or is going to die. It's a whole world on medications did you all know that????????? And then people are mostly WALKING GHOSTS, people call them "npc's" but npc's are actually WALKING GHOSTS! James 2:19-21 "Thou believest that there is one God; thou doest well: the devils also believe, and tremble. But wilt thou know, O vain man, that faith without works is dead?" WE GOT A WORLD DIEING ON MEDICATIONS THAT THINK THEY IS CHRISTIAN, THINK THEY ARE ALIVE DOING 0% GOOD DEEDS SOME THEM AIN'T, GHOSTS GHOSTS DIEING...........THAT THINK THEMSELVES TO BE ALIVE!!!!..............................

Latest Friendship bracelet, I like watching you tube videos and making these, it's relaxing................

(this friendship bracelet is me using up little extra bits of floss/thread cause I don't like throwing away any little thread bits - tied short pieces together that's why you see "sudden total color changes" above)

 Had so much fun studying today. Did you all know there's a drug that some drug addicts think they can "tweak the system" with and they try and inject suboxone and a "behind the scenes drug within suboxone activates" and NO FUN TIMES HAPPEN (I love that xoxoxoxoxo). Many goths like morgues, and driving funeral cars ---------- not me, I'm so much more fascinated by all the ways near everyone is dieing or is going to die. It's a whole world on medications did you all know that????????? And then people are mostly WALKING GHOSTS, people call them "npc's" but npc's are actually WALKING GHOSTS! James 2:19-21 "Thou believest that there is one God; thou doest well: the devils also believe, and tremble. But wilt thou know, O vain man, that faith without works is dead?" WE GOT A WORLD DIEING ON MEDICATIONS THAT THINK THEY IS CHRISTIAN, THINK THEY ARE ALIVE DOING 0% GOOD DEEDS SOME THEM AIN'T, GHOSTS GHOSTS DIEING...........THAT THINK THEMSELVES TO BE ALIVE!!!!..............................

James 2:19-21 "Thou believest that there is one God; thou doest well: the devils also believe, and tremble.
But wilt thou know, O vain man, that faith without works is dead? Was not Abraham our father justified by works, when he had offered Isaac his son upon the altar?" Look I tellin ya what I know, you don't have to tithe right, but the christian life is one of walking in good works IT'S NOT A MAYBE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

  Ephesians 2:10

For we are his workmanship, created in Christ Jesus unto good works, which God hath before ordained that we should walk in them.

  I for years have volunteered at foodbanks, and sometimes THAT'S ALL I'M DOING......................but if I just did that, that's a walk in good works right there. 

  But god as the bible does say he prunes us to bear "more fruit" 

John 15:2

Every branch in me that beareth not fruit he taketh away: and every branch that beareth fruit, he purgeth it, that it may bring forth more fruit.

- this is a race though 

and as the bible says 

"all run" 

1 Corinthians 9:24

Know ye not that they which run in a race run all, but one receiveth the prize? So run, that ye may obtain.

RUN THAT YE MAY OBTAIN

NOT ALL OUT THERE ARE RUNNING THAT THEY MAY OBTAIN

Fresh christian ukele song asking is satan right now is tempting your soul with good things?...................and also bonus me chatting with lucifer, satan, the devil evp video turn up the volume as most always to hear evp's from Satan, Lucifer, the devil (it's him people, I talk to lucifer 247 - have since I prayed him into my life 2013................MY LIFE WAS GOING BAD) still sorta is, but life is ruff, it's ruff.................I'm saying it's a part of life to have "challenges"........................

Update 10/27/2026 sweet potatoe plants are the best 💓💓💓💓💓💓...............

Fresh christian ukele song asking is satan right now is tempting your soul with good things?...................and also bonus me chatting with lucifer, satan, the devil evp video turn up the volume as most always to hear evp's from Satan, Lucifer, the devil (it's him people, I talk to lucifer 247 - have since I prayed him into my life 2013................MY LIFE WAS GOING BAD) still sorta is, but life is ruff, it's ruff.................I'm saying it's a part of life to have "challenges"....................

you guys might think I'm being ridiculous but I fully believe someday I'll be bigger then Metallica...............Metallica had a good run though 💓💓💓💓💓💓💓

Mark 9:23 "Jesus said unto him, If thou canst believe, all things are possible to him that believeth."

(this 1st video is evp with lucifer, satan the devil session turn up the volume to hear lucifer 💓💓💓💓💓💓💓).......................................

My latest christian Ukele song...................."Is Satan right now tempting your soul with good things?"..............................

you had a good run metallica good run.........................

Mark 8:33 "But when he had turned about and looked on his disciples, he rebuked Peter, saying, Get thee behind me, Satan: for thou savourest not the things that be of God, but the things that be of men." Lucifer cares about you all and he wants your soulsssssssssssssssssssss 

 1 Peter 5:8

Be sober, be vigilant; because your adversary the devil, as a roaring lion, walketh about, seeking whom he may devour:

"trick or treat" - well you know what lucifer wants to give you all ------------------ TREAT

i SOMETIMES WONDER if I'm the only one on earth severelly goth, 

and thinking about all the happy people at church that seem so "blessed" 

where they blessed by god or....................................................

or.............................................................

lucifer

cause both sides do get blessed

so many blessed everywhere.....................................

and everyone wants to be blessed

and pastors preach about being blessed

and being blessed is so highly looked upon

even though the bible literally says.................

Luke 6:20

And he lifted up his eyes on his disciples, and said, Blessed be ye poor: for yours is the kingdom of God.

but I get it - I myself wouldn't mind a yacht, few mansions, travel the world etc. 

today a sister asked me if I was going to the upcoming church conference and said I should bring a friend if I am that she's bringing a friend, I had to sit there and nod as if I actually had a friend to bring I don't. 

I'm not going to that conference...................I don't think I'm meant to go to that conference. 

maybe their next conference will grab me????????????

Not tithing this week cause about to enter a raffle or a few (I want to win) proceeds benefit some charity with our running club (it is what it is, runners love helping communities and that's some why I've always loved running). And off topic video below me talking about this (my son is for "free palestine") and did you all know palestine isn't even all of israel, I believe peace is the way for sure, only do war if there's no other options. Hebrews 12:14 "Follow peace with all men, and holiness, without which no man shall see the Lord:"....................

 Ended up not doing a pastel bracelet yet, I'm obessed with the variegated flosses................

Not tithing this week cause about to enter a raffle or a few (I want to win) proceeds benefit some charity with our running club (it is what it is, runners love helping communities and that's some why I've always loved running). And off topic video below me talking about this (my son is for "free palestine") and did you all know palestine isn't even all of israel, I believe peace is the way for sure, only do war if there's no other options. Hebrews 12:14 "Follow peace with all men, and holiness, without which no man shall see the Lord:"....................

map of palestine link...........

https://travel.gc.ca/destinations/israel-and-palestine

As always turn up the volume to hear evp's from Satan, Lucifer, the Devil 💓💓💓💓💓........

EAT ALL THE UNLABELED USA MEATS YOU WANT AMERICA!!!!!!!! PLEASE DO COPIOUSLY FOR OUR LORD JESUS CHRIST. 

(I'm plant based - I need to be THANK GOD)

1 Timothy 4:3

Forbidding to marry, and commanding to abstain from meats, which God hath created to be received with thanksgiving of them which believe and know the truth.

tootles

I am in the process of becoming vegan truth be known - again (oops I mean plant based). Animals lives should matter.......I would think animals lives should matter even to fellow christians, that eating less meat thinking about animals lives would be a christian thing that all christians would do and want to do! I desperately need to loose weight more then anything, more then a new career (not even sure if I need a new career anymore cause money and the love of it is the "root of all evil") The typical diets most people do of eating less food don't work for me, I end up hating life with a growling stomach (unless a certain eating disorder is back, it isn't at the moment..........just saying) and then as soon as the diet is over what I do what many do eat again THEN GAIN THE WEIGHT AGAIN BACK...................I have new vegan hacks that's what I call them, this time I believe I will be a success..................your life ain't more abundantly if you obese and friendless or not having so many friends or so many job opportunities (2 people in my husbands family were fired for being obese - like that was it that was why they lost their jobs not cause they did ANYTHING WRONG)..................."moderation" of eating meat could work for some...............................also moderation of dairy I think also would be important for the moderation of meat eaters cause dairy is also often very fattening.........................but again that's the "eat less" struggle that didn't work for me, the torture myself "dieting" think that most people do out there and then they quit the diet AND GAIN THE WEIGHT MOST THEM DO BACK AGAIN..............................over it................................I LOVE ANIMALS BAD ANYWAYS............................

Update 9/30/2026 on this post since how it's a popular post..............

traffic has nose dived on my blog I've looks to be really upset the body of christ bad and/or "the people"......................

 I am in the process of becoming vegan truth be known - again (oops I mean plant based). Animals lives should matter.......I would think animals lives should matter even to fellow christians, that eating less meat thinking about animals lives would be a christian thing that all christians would do and want to do! I desperately need to loose weight more then anything, more then a new career (not even sure if I need a new career anymore cause money and the love of it is the "root of all evil") The typical diets most people do of eating less food don't work for me, I end up hating life with a growling stomach (unless a certain eating disorder is back, it isn't at the moment..........just saying) and then as soon as the diet is over what I do what many do eat again THEN GAIN THE WEIGHT AGAIN BACK...................I have new vegan hacks that's what I call them, this time I believe I will be a success..................your life ain't more abundantly if you obese and friendless or not having so many friends or so many job opportunities (2 people in my husbands family were fired for being obese - like that was it that was why they lost their jobs not cause they did ANYTHING WRONG)..................."moderation" of eating meat could work for some...............................also moderation of dairy I think also would be important for the moderation of meat eaters cause dairy is also often very fattening.........................but again that's the "eat less" struggle that didn't work for me, the torture myself "dieting" think that most people do out there and then they quit the diet AND GAIN THE WEIGHT MOST THEM DO BACK AGAIN..............................over it................................I LOVE ANIMALS BAD ANYWAYS............................

My new hacks, ok 1 new hack but it's a biggy....................

spirulina

put almond milk with it makes it taste better 

spirulina (I drink spirulina, chlorella mix) has tons of protein, curbs your appetite, very little calories

-------- then my other big hack chia seed water.................add lemon or lime juice for some flavoring

--------------------- then on top of all that ------------------------ costco's psyillium husk orange drink mix

so my stomach with all that everyday right stays fullish

then add some potatoes, onions, rice, fruits and veggies...............................

bamn 

skinny time forever

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mDMNQfqAlzc

gotta go watching a movie with brian and ian tonight

Being poor isn't that bad. The bible says 1 Timothy 6:8 "And having food and raiment let us be therewith content." Me and brian are really about to make friends have basically made friends RUNNING, so much so brian tommorow is buying a pair of running shoes....HE NEVER DOES THAT..................And being free, free in christ jesus, I've decided is literally giving 0 the f's what people think about me IT'S THE BEST. I don't have to "perform" "put on a show" like many do, I DON'T NEED MUCH MONEY "with food and raiment let us therewith be content" I literally get to be myself, be deemed worse then the house of beezelbub WHICH TURNS OUT IS MY DREAM COME TRUE I LOVE BEING A VILLIAN 💓💓💓💓💓💓💓 Matthew 10:25 "It is enough for the disciple that he be as his master, and the servant as his lord. If they have called the master of the house Beelzebub, how much more shall they call them of his household?" I bought a quartz crystal at the mall today pic below of necklace I made using it, I think it's a golden healer quartz, it was the only rock in the quartz bin that as I touched it I felt a energy, I believe the rock was trying to tell me "hey I can help you" and you all don't believe that, but the earth "opened her mouth to receive thy brother's blood from they hand" of Able in the bible..........so you can't convince me that rocks couldn't be friends with me!!!!!!!!!!!! THE EARTH FACTS IS PRO ABLE FROM THE BIBLE! #FACTS..................

 Being poor isn't that bad. The bible says 1 Timothy 6:8 "And having food and raiment let us be therewith content." Me and brian are really about to make friends have basically made friends RUNNING, so much so brian tommorow is buying a pair of running shoes....HE NEVER DOES THAT..................And being free, free in christ jesus, I've decided is literally giving 0 the f's what people think about me IT'S THE BEST. I don't have to "perform" "put on a show" like many do, I DON'T NEED MUCH MONEY "with food and raiment let us therewith be content" I literally get to be myself, be deemed worse then the house of beezelbub WHICH TURNS OUT IS MY DREAM COME TRUE I LOVE BEING A VILLIAN 💓💓💓💓💓💓💓 Matthew 10:25 "It is enough for the disciple that he be as his master, and the servant as his lord. If they have called the master of the house Beelzebub, how much more shall they call them of his household?" I bought a quartz crystal at the mall today pic below of necklace I made using it, I think it's a golden healer quartz, it was the only rock in the quartz bin that as I touched it I felt a energy, I believe the rock was trying to tell me "hey I can help you" and you all don't believe that, but the earth "opened her mouth to receive thy brother's blood from they hand" of Able in the bible..........so you can't convince me that rocks couldn't be friends with me!!!!!!!!!!!! THE EARTH FACTS IS PRO ABLE FROM THE BIBLE! #FACTS..................

Genesis 4:10-11 "And he said, What hast thou done? the voice of thy brother's blood crieth unto me from the ground. And now art thou cursed from the earth, which hath opened her mouth to receive thy brother's blood from thy hand;"

The other rock I bought at the mall today, this one is now my top 10 favorite crystals official now........it's a light grey, and coral hue in real life real nice, real flashy more flash then in this picture - I really like stones with tons of flash........................this rock don't even look like it came from earth BUT IT DID (cause it's definately not a meteor - I have a tektite collection - 1 meteor proper but it's small, cool but small in a little meteor collector box).....................  

latest friendship bracelet I'm making pictured below (squish banana in background - it's sand filled and is relaxing to squish). This friendship bracelet is I think the colors of ernie's shirt from sesame street, I keep coming back to that color combo very fond of it................................

as christians we should be different

and this earth 

is about money a lot of it is - what all people can buy for their "pride of life"

it's about the "pride of life" 

1 John 2:16

For all that is in the world, the lust of the flesh, and the lust of the eyes, and the pride of life, is not of the Father, but is of the world.

  "we don't need gucci, we don't need prada" - Kreayshawn 

1 Timothy 6:6 "But godliness with contentment is great gain."

those that need that though - that's fine some do out there NO HATE I ain't one them hating types of christians (many needs the big brands for their jobs to out there, that happens............................realistate me, when I doing my realistate job I dress up as a whole nother person). I'm very preppy as I've stated on my blog before, but sometimes I do my "realistate lady looks" a little to well and creep myself out. I don't end up having nightmares about what I weared though............more just a moment looking at myself in the mirror thinking oh no I'm like 3 steps away from working at hsn (no hate). For real though. Ya I mean the home shopping network I sure do. They get jazzed over some silly products on that show sometimes..........................one day watching home shopping network I came so close to buying bison burgers..................I STILL WANT SOME BISON BURGERS. (they never sold me on their steaks) But them bison burgers 👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍 I don't think though it's really natural to want to eat any animals, it feels wrong to me..............but if I was to eat a burger them bison

my ear is finally feeling better
(I some suspect some church folk prayed for me)
it was bad long time my ear was
now I still have some extra ringing in both my ears but that is lessening to
(I got like the worst cold ever a few weeks ago)

TITHING TODAY GOD NEEDS TO BLESS ME I AIN'T WAITING FOR DONALD TRUMP TO MAKE AMERICA GREAT AGAIN! Brian says it is 100% my fault we don't have friends or family basically it's all my fault everything is my fault 100% (he goes through what I go through HIS WORDS) Except him having a low libido, UNLESS HE IS ASSERTING THAT I AM FAT AND UGLY (we only be's 1 time every 3 months or so) am I that fat and ugly?????????? So we joined a running club, and today we went to a church with more then 2 bible study times.............a church easier for us to "get plugged into" due to our buisy schedule (part of that is because brian has to drive ian to work everyday and drive ian everywhere ian is well into his 20's no drivers license yet and he is very popular). That's how church people make friends they get "plugged in" everybody talks about that at all the churches do getting "plugged in"..........................

TITHING TODAY GOD NEEDS TO BLESS ME I AIN'T WAITING FOR DONALD TRUMP TO MAKE AMERICA GREAT AGAIN! Brian says it is 100% my fault we don't have friends or family basically it's all my fault everything is my fault 100% (he goes through what I go through HIS WORDS) Except him having a low libido, UNLESS HE IS ASSERTING THAT I AM FAT AND UGLY (we only be's 1 time every 3 months or so) am I that fat and ugly?????????? So we joined a running club, and today we went to a church with more then 2 bible study times.............a church easier for us to "get plugged into" due to our buisy schedule (part of that is because brian has to drive ian to work everyday and drive ian everywhere ian is well into his 20's no drivers license yet and he is very popular). That's how church people make friends they get "plugged in" everybody talks about that at all the churches do getting "plugged in"..........................

my latest friendship bracelet I really like this one a lot...........................

  I asked brian one day what a "tithe amount" would be for me, and he said $120 a month so I been breaking that into $30 a week installments...................................

 The bible verse about Job in the bible, many churches focus on the bad things that happened to job once god allowed lucifer to try and destroy his faith and his life. But what about before that.................Job 1:8-10 "And the Lord said unto Satan, Hast thou considered my servant Job, that there is none like him in the earth, a perfect and an upright man, one that feareth God, and escheweth evil? Then Satan answered the Lord, and said, Doth Job fear God for nought? Hast not thou made an hedge about him, and about his house, and about all that he hath on every side? thou hast blessed the work of his hands, and his substance is increased in the land." (I am different then Job pry in the bible, I believe what the bible says that lucifer is the "son of the morning" Isaiah 14:12 "How art thou fallen from heaven, O Lucifer, son of the morning! how art thou cut down to the ground, which didst weaken the nations!" I do not at all believe Lucifer horrible evil like it does look to be most the body of christ believes especially Kenneth Copeland. 

  Job was severelly protected. """hedge about him, and about his house, and about all that he hath on every side? """ Job I think it's fair to say - put god 1st in his life........................we don't know if he tithed.................................................but..................................if god was 1st in his life he probably donated land, cattle something to god/church. 
Job 42:12 "So the Lord blessed the latter end of Job more than his beginning: for he had fourteen thousand sheep, and six thousand camels, and a thousand yoke of oxen, and a thousand she asses."

  If bad times happen and your like job, stands to reason god will give everything back to you AND THEN SOME PER JOB 42:12

SO IN MY ESTIMATION

TITHING

or giving your most whatever that is to god of talent etc. 

to be blessed by god

that's the idea!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

people can get sick being blessed by god

but I theorize god might protect some to

maybe not

but what if????????????????

I recogn he'd more be apt god would to protect me IF I'M GIVING GOD MY ALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL THEN NOT

PEOPLE OUT THERE TALKING ABOUT "DESTINY SWAPPING" ------ that might really be real!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

THAT MIGHT BE REALLY REAL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

" Hast not thou made an hedge about him, and about his house, and about all that he hath on every side?"

today I watched a tiktok talking about how they thought perez hilton looked evil these days but back in the day he had light in his eye's and that he talked smack about britney spears and hanged out with paris hilton a lot and that they believed paris hilton might've destiny swapped with britney spears..............that right now britney spears is rolling on the floor, dancing in circles (they saying WHAT HAPPENED, SHE WAS BASICALLY #1)

did that happen????????????????????

could it of?????????????????????

paris hilton also sings maybe she wanted to become britney maybe her and perez did satanic shiz wearing black robes at night??????????????? I'm not saying that happened............but britney spears facts is spinning in circles on film

and she was one of the "greats"

she ain't even in her like 60's or whatever, she's still young, pretty, talented TALENTED STILL

I do think it's odd

I'm not saying anybody destiny swapped with her

but that this destiny swap thing might be real

your headed to hell lgbtq unless you repent per the bible...............Jude 1:7 "Even as Sodom and Gomorrha, and the cities about them in like manner, giving themselves over to fornication, and going after strange flesh, are set forth for an example, suffering the vengeance of eternal fire." Maybe god ain't blessing me cause I'm going to a church that says hey kids you can cross dress all you want and --------------------- all you want with each other and go to heaven that's fine. WHEN THE BIBLE SAYS THE LGBTQ UNLESS THEY REPENT ARE HEADED TO HELL (if they into that "strange flesh" stuffs)......................THAT'S STRANGE FLESH,, if they women and women, men and men, men and little children....................................THAT'S NOT HOW THINGS ARE SUPPOSED TO BE DON'T MATTER WHO MOHAMMAD IN THE KORAN MARRIED!!!!!!!!!!!!!! GOD MADE MAN AND WOMAN TO BE TOGETHER NOT MAN AND LITTLE CHILD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! NOT MAN AND LITTLE CHILD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!....................

 your headed to hell lgbtq unless you repent per the bible...............Jude 1:7 "Even as Sodom and Gomorrha, and the cities about them in like manner, giving themselves over to fornication, and going after strange flesh, are set forth for an example, suffering the vengeance of eternal fire." Maybe god ain't blessing me cause I'm going to a church that says hey kids you can cross dress all you want and --------------------- all you want with each other and go to heaven that's fine. WHEN THE BIBLE SAYS THE LGBTQ UNLESS THEY REPENT ARE HEADED TO HELL (if they into that "strange flesh" stuffs)......................THAT'S STRANGE FLESH,, if they women and women, men and men, men and little children....................................THAT'S NOT HOW THINGS ARE SUPPOSED TO BE DON'T MATTER WHO MOHAMMAD IN THE KORAN MARRIED!!!!!!!!!!!!!! GOD MADE MAN AND WOMAN TO BE TOGETHER NOT MAN AND LITTLE CHILD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! NOT MAN AND LITTLE CHILD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!....................

already lost all the traffic to my blog so...........................(ps, lots of traffic doesn't necessarily mean I'm liked.................it could mean I am liked..............but maybe I'm more hated then lucifer, satan, the devil, and jesus christ)..................................

I was told by my husbands mom that both my family and his family are "non functional" ==== they hate me (only one of his sisters doesn't have lgbtq children - he has three sisters) so imagine how unpopular I probably am............just merely for believing the bible. 

I never win

and I don't hate lgbtq at all

but if I go with the bible what the bible says I'm deemed another hateful hateful hateful christian

and i'll be hated by brian 

his family

my kids

everyone if I go with what the bible says

and I ain't even hateful like that though

i'd rather hope and believe for the lgbtq to make it to heaven

but the bible says they headed straight to hell less they repent that's what the bible says

Jude 1:7 "Even as Sodom and Gomorrha, and the cities about them in like manner, giving themselves over to fornication, and going after strange flesh, are set forth for an example, suffering the vengeance of eternal fire."

passed my latest module exam......................of medical career I don't want to talk about so as not to jinx myself.................

Praise report (but not much of one, pry comes off as a joke even cause I've been tithing for months) We were in horrible line to get parking at the oregon state fair, me and ian got out the car concerned I was that we'd miss the Weird Al concert, then we find out people need wristbands in the free seating area me and ian got wristbands but didn't get brian one cause we weren't sure he was going to make it - HE WENT TO A GUY HANDING OUT WRISTBANDS AND GOT 1 OF THE LAST 3 HE HAD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! And we got 2 free biscuits at a gas station (cause they were putting in fresh biscuits and wanted to get rid of those two older biscuits) I AM TITHING TODAY...........GOD IS REAL, HE SPOKE TO ME ONE DAY HE'S REAL.....................................

 Praise report (but not much of one, pry comes off as a joke even cause I've been tithing for months) We were in horrible line to get parking at the oregon state fair, me and ian got out the car concerned I was that we'd miss the Weird Al concert, then we find out people need wristbands in the free seating area me and ian got wristbands but didn't get brian one cause we weren't sure he was going to make it - HE WENT TO A GUY HANDING OUT WRISTBANDS AND GOT 1 OF THE LAST 3 HE HAD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! And we got 2 free biscuits at a gas station (cause they were putting in fresh biscuits and wanted to get rid of those two older biscuits) I AM TITHING TODAY...........GOD IS REAL, HE SPOKE TO ME ONE DAY HE'S REAL.....................................

not enough of that 1 ladies face is showing for her to even be identifiable I'm fairly sure, I couldn't be sued for this picture. (it was very hot, brian had to get me a water cause I was starting to have a heat stroke I DIDN'T HAVE A HEAT STROKE but the beginnings of a heat stroke did happen to me...........I've learned to notice the signs of a heatstroke). Drank water, and bamn I was back to 100%

(I asked brian what a "tithe amount" would be for me cause we do the realistate sign job together, he said $120 a month, so I been breaking that into $30 a week installments)..........................

I don't want to pray right now at all. 

but you can seek god in more then 1 way 

you can seek him in "tithes and offerings"

Hebrews 11:6

But without faith it is impossible to please him: for he that cometh to God must believe that he is, and that he is a rewarder of them that diligently seek him.

I've prayed for years and most my prayers HAVEN'T BEEN ANSWERED, and I've gotten tired of praying. I'M TIRED. i'm really really tired. 

tired of being hated by basically everyone

tired of being judged when I'm doing my best just like everyone else

tired of christians being hated on and them I'm lumped with the body of christ in people's minds I DO ACCEPT JESUS AS MY LORD AND SAVIOR but I'm not like the rest of them or most of the rest of them I LOVE THE DEVIL AND HIS MEN THAT'S I AM UNIQUE. 

exhausted

i am exhausted

Fine lindsay clancy did it - it's just been hard for me to believe it. Did you all see those 3 cute kids, it's hard for me to believe that any mother would brutally kill 3 cute kids like that...............................I WASN'T ON THE "LINDSAY CLANCY IS INNOCENT SHE COULDN'T OF DID THAT" struggle bus for NOTHING...........and they say she had a nanny and money a nanny and money.................................here I am sheesh I can't even afford to get my nails did and wouldn't DARE TO EVEN THINK TO KILL MY KIDS THAT ARE NOW ADULTS NO WAY NEVER NEVVVVVVVVVVVVVVER..............she had a nice house, lot's of money, a nanny, and depression and that's it kill the kids bad with excersize cords......................she had things easy, she had things good................................SHE WAS PROBABLY LIKED BY HER TOWN AND PEOPLE.......................

 Fine lindsay clancy did it - it's just been hard for me to believe it. Did you all see those 3 cute kids, it's hard for me to believe that any mother would brutally kill 3 cute kids like that...............................I WASN'T ON THE "LINDSAY CLANCY IS INNOCENT SHE COULDN'T OF DID THAT" struggle bus for NOTHING...........and they say she had a nanny and money a nanny and money.................................here I am sheesh I can't even afford to get my nails did and wouldn't DARE TO EVEN THINK TO KILL MY KIDS THAT ARE NOW ADULTS NO WAY NEVER NEVVVVVVVVVVVVVVER..............she had a nice house, lot's of money, a nanny, and depression and that's it kill the kids bad with excersize cords......................she had things easy, she had things good................................SHE WAS PROBABLY LIKED BY HER TOWN AND PEOPLE.......................

off to sauna

made 2 terrariums

my poor butt did

that everyone hates..............

Proverbs 19:4

Wealth maketh many friends; but the poor is separated from his neighbour.

  Me and brian been training for our 1st 5k..............he seems excited about it. As many years as I've ran mostly 8 and 10k's just be another day for me really. Long distance runnings been my life for real. 

  Today a guy joked am I a olympian and I had to tell him - actually that I have a jesse owens olympics pre-semi finals bronze medal. 

 I don't think he looked really surprised to hear that. My calf muscles tonight........................................................

they say people loose muscle as they age but I BEEN GETTING BUFFER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!