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Sunday, July 31, 2022

Did you know Jews used to worship Goddesses - oh ya. Remnants of this worship is in the bible........................

 Did you know Jews used to worship Goddesses - oh ya. Remnants of this worship is in the bible........................

I quote from the article here https://www.worldhistory.org/Asherah/

"From Canaanite mythology, El's traditions and epithets were absorbed into the construct of the Israelite Yahweh, the God of the Hebrew Bible, and therefore it is likely that they acclimated Athirat/Asherah as well. Archaeological evidence for this can be found in the 8th-century BCE Kuntillet Ajrud inscriptions, found in the northeast part of the Sinai Peninsula. These inscriptions are written in Hebrew and translate as 'Yahweh and his Asherah'. Asherah is also associated with Yahweh in a similar possessive sentence in the 8th-century BCE Khirbet el-Qom inscriptions, found in the West Bank."

 Yahweh and his Asherah. - me sheri speaking right now. 


1 Kings 14

22 And Judah did evil in the sight of the Lord, and they provoked him to jealousy with their sins which they had committed, above all that their fathers had done.

23 For they also built them high places, and images, and groves, on every high hill, and under every green tree.

24 And there were also sodomites in the land: and they did according to all the abominations of the nations which the Lord cast out before the children of Israel.
   You all bestest think for a second. Am I the only one that reads the bible and thinks hmmmmmmmmmmmmm
freakin Judah
like the kreme de la kreme of the jews mkay
mkay
1 Kings 14:23 "For they also built them high places, and images, and groves, on every high hill, and under every green tree."
  Why would they do this, why would they feel compelled to do this...........if all women everywhere are like they are today worthless 2nd class citizens that must shut up at church..................and must have children so that they can be saved?????????????
1 Timothy 2:13-15  "For Adam was first formed, then Eve. And Adam was not deceived, but the woman being deceived was in the transgression.Notwithstanding she shall be saved in childbearing, if they continue in faith and charity and holiness with sobriety."
your 2nd class garbage trash fellow ladies
hup hup
pop out billions of babies so that you can be saved!!!!!!!!!!!!!

34 Let your women keep silence in the churches: for it is not permitted unto them to speak; but they are commanded to be under obedience as also saith the law.

35 And if they will learn any thing, let them ask their husbands at home: for it is a shame for women to speak in the church. - never forget fellow ladies your garbage trash

another asherah bible verse..........the groove verses are about this chick.................

1 Kings 18:19 "Now therefore send, and gather to me all Israel unto mount Carmel, and the prophets of Baal four hundred and fifty, and the prophets of the groves four hundred, which eat at Jezebel's table."
  men ----------------- "your not prooving much sheri, these asherah worshippers ate at jezebels table (me sheri interjecting BECAUSE THEY LOVE WOMEN) 
BECAUSE THEY LOVE WOMEN!
Interesting article of great note..........speaking about asherah and her being "god's wife" and how she was almost edited out of the bible
hhhhhhhhhhhmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
almost edited out 
makes you almost think
THAT WOMEN AREN'T WORTHLESS GARBAGE LIKE TIMOTHY IN THE BIBLE IS MAKING US OUT TO BE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
https://www.nbcnews.com/id/wbna42147912
  https://jwa.org/encyclopedia/article/asherahasherim-bible#:~:text=Asherah%2C%20along%20with%20Astarte%20and,found%20in%20the%20Israelite%20tradition.

  I don't know about you all but I been reading verses of Jews worshipping this chick, at these asherah tree's for years................
and I've been pondering this for sometime now
people like to pretend this chick don't exist, well she does exist she's written about according to the article above OVER 30 times in the bible!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
LIKE TIMOTHY IN THE BIBLE
OHHHHHHH
THAT THERE WAS A WOMEN HATING MAN
many catholic priest who ok'd what we know as the bible - must also really hate women bad
these are my observations
I don't know what chick did what to timothy in the bible
he hates women so bad they must've bited his ------------- off
sheri no ladies are on the edge of 0% glory timothy won't let you have any







Saturday, July 23, 2022

I detective sleuthed why babies need to live in america. They don't want to be babylon - OH YA INSPECTOR GADGET FIGURED IT OUT! Isaiah 13:18 "Their bows also shall dash the young men to pieces; and they shall have no pity on the fruit of the womb; their eyes shall not spare children." Hmmmmmmmmmm you were looking severely babylon the harlot earlier this year - no hate, I LOVE HARLOTS harlots just weren't called by god or not yet I got's the bible verse for that....................

 I detective sleuthed why babies need to live in america. They don't want to be babylon - OH YA INSPECTOR GADGET FIGURED IT OUT! Isaiah 13:18 "Their bows also shall dash the young men to pieces; and they shall have no pity on the fruit of the womb; their eyes shall not spare children." Hmmmmmmmmmm you were looking severely babylon the harlot earlier this year - no hate, I LOVE HARLOTS harlots just weren't called by god or not yet I got's the bible verse for that....................

John 6:44 "No man can come to me, except the Father which hath sent me draw him: and I will raise him up at the last day." Love everybody, love the harlots, love satan, love satan worshippers. 
  1 lucifer is a victim of "time and chance" he's been given a job to do. 
  2 his people haven't been yet drawn by god. 
 Jesus said...................
THEY KNOW NOT WHAT THEY DO!
Luke 23:34 "Then said Jesus, Father, forgive them; for they know not what they do. And they parted his raiment, and cast lots."
2 Timothy 3:13 "But evil men and seducers shall wax worse and worse, deceiving, and being deceived."
  But there is more to be done fellow christians of super mega christian america that is not the harlot -
 The ladies and young girls pregnant whom will die if they have said child.........................sometimes babies need to be aborted and that needs to be legal, a legal option doctors should be able to "make that call" without fear of loosing their jobs. In my household we are very concerned about Doctors............
well meaning
caring
hard working
deserving to have their jobs
doctors loosing their jobs and/or being sued a ton
   Here's the entirety of Isiah 13............so you know all of babylon you need to avoid, also ps...................you should only be eating hebrew national hot dogs, none this real pig meat stuffs cause it's a commandment of god (see previous blog post) if you gonna be christian like billions n'stuff. 
  We need a lot more hebrew national hot dogs in USA

if indeed this country is going to be christian a ton!
Leviticus 11:7-8
And the swine, though he divide the hoof, and be clovenfooted, yet he cheweth not the cud; he is unclean to you. Of their flesh shall ye not eat, and their carcase shall ye not touch; they are unclean to you.
And he said unto him, Why callest thou me good? there is none good but one, that is, God: but if thou wilt enter into life, keep the commandments.
My family isn't speaking to me right now, I think they really pissed at me, cause they like regular hot dogs. 

Isaiah 13

13 The burden of Babylon, which Isaiah the son of Amoz did see.

2 Lift ye up a banner upon the high mountain, exalt the voice unto them, shake the hand, that they may go into the gates of the nobles.

3 I have commanded my sanctified ones, I have also called my mighty ones for mine anger, even them that rejoice in my highness.

4 The noise of a multitude in the mountains, like as of a great people; a tumultuous noise of the kingdoms of nations gathered together: the Lord of hosts mustereth the host of the battle.

5 They come from a far country, from the end of heaven, even the Lord, and the weapons of his indignation, to destroy the whole land.

6 Howl ye; for the day of the Lord is at hand; it shall come as a destruction from the Almighty.

7 Therefore shall all hands be faint, and every man's heart shall melt:

8 And they shall be afraid: pangs and sorrows shall take hold of them; they shall be in pain as a woman that travaileth: they shall be amazed one at another; their faces shall be as flames.

9 Behold, the day of the Lord cometh, cruel both with wrath and fierce anger, to lay the land desolate: and he shall destroy the sinners thereof out of it.

10 For the stars of heaven and the constellations thereof shall not give their light: the sun shall be darkened in his going forth, and the moon shall not cause her light to shine.

11 And I will punish the world for their evil, and the wicked for their iniquity; and I will cause the arrogancy of the proud to cease, and will lay low the haughtiness of the terrible.

12 I will make a man more precious than fine gold; even a man than the golden wedge of Ophir.

13 Therefore I will shake the heavens, and the earth shall remove out of her place, in the wrath of the Lord of hosts, and in the day of his fierce anger.

14 And it shall be as the chased roe, and as a sheep that no man taketh up: they shall every man turn to his own people, and flee every one into his own land.

15 Every one that is found shall be thrust through; and every one that is joined unto them shall fall by the sword.

16 Their children also shall be dashed to pieces before their eyes; their houses shall be spoiled, and their wives ravished.

17 Behold, I will stir up the Medes against them, which shall not regard silver; and as for gold, they shall not delight in it.

18 Their bows also shall dash the young men to pieces; and they shall have no pity on the fruit of the womb; their eyes shall not spare children.

19 And Babylon, the glory of kingdoms, the beauty of the Chaldees' excellency, shall be as when God overthrew Sodom and Gomorrah.

20 It shall never be inhabited, neither shall it be dwelt in from generation to generation: neither shall the Arabian pitch tent there; neither shall the shepherds make their fold there.

21 But wild beasts of the desert shall lie there; and their houses shall be full of doleful creatures; and owls shall dwell there, and satyrs shall dance there.

22 And the wild beasts of the islands shall cry in their desolate houses, and dragons in their pleasant palaces: and her time is near to come, and her days shall not be prolonged.

Wednesday, July 20, 2022

I've battled this stuff my whole life, being around christians that BELIEVE if I don't eat bacon, if I don't get tattoo's I'M HEADED TO HELL.............I'm keeping the law then so I'M HEADED TO HELL..................I've ate bacon trying to prove to people "see I'm saved by grace" THAT'S HORRIBLE.............HORRIBLE other christians have made me feel like I need to sin to be saved THAT'S HORRIBLE.................thank god at least I never got a tattoo.....................John 14:21 "He that hath my commandments, and keepeth them, he it is that loveth me: and he that loveth me shall be loved of my Father, and I will love him, and will manifest myself to him."

You will just have to take my word for it, 

but I just donated to the full blown Jewish Synagogue down the street which I have attended (and was very holy spirit filled while being there) 

they don't like tattoo's or bacon there...........this is the receipt they sent me which isn't much...........but their members go to my blog so they will know...........

I might go back to their synagogue 

not be exclusive to their synagogue but just to be around fellow jews that don't like bacon or tattoo's is nice.

I've battled this stuff my whole life, being around christians that BELIEVE if I don't eat bacon, if I don't get tattoo's I'M HEADED TO HELL.............I'm keeping the law then so I'M HEADED TO HELL..................I've ate bacon trying to prove to people "see I'm saved by grace" THAT'S HORRIBLE.............HORRIBLE other christians have made me feel like I need to sin to be saved THAT'S HORRIBLE.................thank god at least I never got a tattoo.....................John 14:21 "He that hath my commandments, and keepeth them, he it is that loveth me: and he that loveth me shall be loved of my Father, and I will love him, and will manifest myself to him."

Life isn't a free for all cause we are "saved by grace"
like most of the body of christ LITERALLY BELIEVES
Video that inspired this blog post.........
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BIUbmvqNHrQ

1 John 2:3-5 "And hereby we do know that we know him, if we keep his commandments. He that saith, I know him, and keepeth not his commandments, is a liar, and the truth is not in him. But whoso keepeth his word, in him verily is the love of God perfected: hereby know we that we are in him."
  Is "his commandments" just the 10 commandments, no it can't be.................
Ye shall not make any cuttings in your flesh for the dead, nor print any marks upon you: I am the Lord.
that is a commandment of god
I copy and past all of leviticus 19 man........

19 And the Lord spake unto Moses, saying,

Speak unto all the congregation of the children of Israel, and say unto them, Ye shall be holy: for I the Lord your God am holy.

Ye shall fear every man his mother, and his father, and keep my sabbaths: I am the Lord your God.

Turn ye not unto idols, nor make to yourselves molten gods: I am the Lord your God.

And if ye offer a sacrifice of peace offerings unto the Lord, ye shall offer it at your own will.

It shall be eaten the same day ye offer it, and on the morrow: and if ought remain until the third day, it shall be burnt in the fire.

And if it be eaten at all on the third day, it is abominable; it shall not be accepted.

Therefore every one that eateth it shall bear his iniquity, because he hath profaned the hallowed thing of the Lord: and that soul shall be cut off from among his people.

And when ye reap the harvest of your land, thou shalt not wholly reap the corners of thy field, neither shalt thou gather the gleanings of thy harvest.

10 And thou shalt not glean thy vineyard, neither shalt thou gather every grape of thy vineyard; thou shalt leave them for the poor and stranger: I am the Lord your God.

11 Ye shall not steal, neither deal falsely, neither lie one to another.

12 And ye shall not swear by my name falsely, neither shalt thou profane the name of thy God: I am the Lord.

13 Thou shalt not defraud thy neighbour, neither rob him: the wages of him that is hired shall not abide with thee all night until the morning.

14 Thou shalt not curse the deaf, nor put a stumblingblock before the blind, but shalt fear thy God: I am the Lord.

15 Ye shall do no unrighteousness in judgment: thou shalt not respect the person of the poor, nor honor the person of the mighty: but in righteousness shalt thou judge thy neighbour.

16 Thou shalt not go up and down as a talebearer among thy people: neither shalt thou stand against the blood of thy neighbour; I am the Lord.

17 Thou shalt not hate thy brother in thine heart: thou shalt in any wise rebuke thy neighbour, and not suffer sin upon him.

18 Thou shalt not avenge, nor bear any grudge against the children of thy people, but thou shalt love thy neighbour as thyself: I am the Lord.

19 Ye shall keep my statutes. Thou shalt not let thy cattle gender with a diverse kind: thou shalt not sow thy field with mingled seed: neither shall a garment mingled of linen and woollen come upon thee.

20 And whosoever lieth carnally with a woman, that is a bondmaid, betrothed to an husband, and not at all redeemed, nor freedom given her; she shall be scourged; they shall not be put to death, because she was not free.

21 And he shall bring his trespass offering unto the Lord, unto the door of the tabernacle of the congregation, even a ram for a trespass offering.

22 And the priest shall make an atonement for him with the ram of the trespass offering before the Lord for his sin which he hath done: and the sin which he hath done shall be forgiven him.

23 And when ye shall come into the land, and shall have planted all manner of trees for food, then ye shall count the fruit thereof as uncircumcised: three years shall it be as uncircumcised unto you: it shall not be eaten of.

24 But in the fourth year all the fruit thereof shall be holy to praise the Lord withal.

25 And in the fifth year shall ye eat of the fruit thereof, that it may yield unto you the increase thereof: I am the Lord your God.

26 Ye shall not eat any thing with the blood: neither shall ye use enchantment, nor observe times.

27 Ye shall not round the corners of your heads, neither shalt thou mar the corners of thy beard.

28 Ye shall not make any cuttings in your flesh for the dead, nor print any marks upon you: I am the Lord.

29 Do not prostitute thy daughter, to cause her to be a whore; lest the land fall to whoredom, and the land become full of wickedness.

30 Ye shall keep my sabbaths, and reverence my sanctuary: I am the Lord.

31 Regard not them that have familiar spirits, neither seek after wizards, to be defiled by them: I am the Lord your God.

32 Thou shalt rise up before the hoary head, and honour the face of the old man, and fear thy God: I am the Lord.

33 And if a stranger sojourn with thee in your land, ye shall not vex him.

34 But the stranger that dwelleth with you shall be unto you as one born among you, and thou shalt love him as thyself; for ye were strangers in the land of Egypt: I am the Lord your God.

35 Ye shall do no unrighteousness in judgment, in meteyard, in weight, or in measure.

36 Just balances, just weights, a just ephah, and a just hin, shall ye have: I am the Lord your God, which brought you out of the land of Egypt.

37 Therefore shall ye observe all my statutes, and all my judgments, and do them: I am the Lord.

 I have failed in honoring my parents lately.............recently my parents had my niece and her boyfriend over, and they do treat my niece super well and I am glad about that.

bamn

honoured my parents 👍

I had a selfie to
on a roll in life...................
hahahahahha



Friday, July 15, 2022

I'm determined to care about the wellfare of the inhabitants of hell for all of eternity. I AM DETERMINED TO LOVE PEOPLE. I do love satan, that makes me a "satan worshipper" according to my family. THIS ISN'T THE CHRISTIAN WAY, but I accept jesus christ as my lord and savior, I LOVE WITCHES, I LOVE SATAN WORSHIPPERS ETC. I AM DIFFERENT...................I WANT TO BE "DIFFERENT" FOREVER AND LOVE PEOPLE...................

 
 I'm determined to care about the wellfare of the inhabitants of hell for all of eternity. I AM DETERMINED TO LOVE PEOPLE. I do love satan, that makes me a "satan worshipper" according to my family. THIS ISN'T THE CHRISTIAN WAY, but I accept jesus christ as my lord and savior, I LOVE WITCHES, I LOVE SATAN WORSHIPPERS ETC. I AM DIFFERENT...................I WANT TO BE "DIFFERENT" FOREVER AND LOVE PEOPLE...................
  I had a vision of a "cold" version of myself.....................I didn't like that at all.
I do not ascribe to the "us" and "them" divide
between satan's people and Jesus Christ's people
I revolt, I am determined to LOVE PEOPLE
not all can be like me
not all can be christian
John 6:44 "No man can come to me, except the Father which hath sent me draw him: and I will raise him up at the last day."
not all can be bodybuilders
this is silly what a lot of the body of christ is really "up to" hating people that they deem "sinners" 
or separating their company from them "sinners" 
The Son of man came eating and drinking, and they say, Behold a man gluttonous, and a winebibber, a friend of publicans and sinners. But wisdom is justified of her children.
I am a mother fer like the lord
I revolt like Jesus did
I am determined TO LOVE PEOPLE!




Wednesday, July 13, 2022

So I've been replaced by my not dna related to me I do not believe big sister "A" (was threatened lawsuit by her ex-husband if I say her name) - I'm fine with it, she's what my family always wanted me to be, they always wanted me to hate satan, hate fallen angels, just be bubbly and peppy and happy and SOLELY "yay Jesus" Just "yay Jesus" 24/7...............my family now has their dream "oldest daughter" with "A" I'm happy for them...................

 So I've been replaced by my not dna related to me I do not believe big sister "A" (was threatened lawsuit by her ex-husband if I say her name) - I'm fine with it, she's what my family always wanted me to be, they always wanted me to hate satan, hate fallen angels, just be bubbly and peppy and happy and SOLELY "yay Jesus" Just "yay Jesus" 24/7...............my family now has their dream "oldest daughter" with "A" I'm happy for them...................

I saw her dna results, she like showed them to me, like 97% finland, and a ton swedish............like she's mostly all swedish and finish.
  I'm just not "that great", I wished my family a great life today. 
  I'm not good enough for my family. 
AT ALL. 
but fortunately for us they have "A"
and she is the fookin dream come true. 
"A" white white white white
the best
she's #1 
cause she's whiter then me (white supremacy is real, I'm not calling anybody a "white supremacist" in my family - I'm saying in america white's are supreme, the whiter you are "the more supreme" you are) 
I'm so happy for my family. 
That they got such a perfect such a white perfect white 
"oldest daughter in ""A""
 I'm fine, I'm fine being "replaced" like this turns out. I was never NEVER never good enough. I'm tired of feeling like I always have to try to be "good enough" for people, that's family, that's anybody. 
  I'm glad they got "A" they got their dream come true there. 

Matthew 28:20 "Teaching them to observe all things whatsoever I have commanded you: and, lo, I am with you always, even unto the end of the world. Amen."
problem with hating satan worshippers
etc.
NOT EVERYBODY IS "A" 'S 
MOST AIN'T
most ain't
IN THE ENNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD IT DOESN'T EVEN MATTER
"Sheri you have more like weird Jesus loving, satan loving dark angst then the whole rest of the planet earth"
- In the end it doesn't even matter.
1 Corinthians 1:28 "And base things of the world, and things which are despised, hath God chosen, yea, and things which are not, to bring to nought things that are:"
in the end 
all the matters
is our souls
and where they are going
I'm tellin the truth
I know many of us get tired of walking the narrow way
get tired
of denying ourselves taking up our crosses and following Jesus daily
WE AIN'T LIKE "A"
most of us ain't like "A"
Luke 9:23 "And he said to them all, If any man will come after me, let him deny himself, and take up his cross daily, and follow me." Many days, are ruff, you just probably want to go to a island do this like me...............

via GIPHY

"A" is not related to my little sister or little brother either. She is the child that my dad's ex-wife had while my dad's ex-wife was cheating on my dad WHILE they were married. I never thought she was related to me, I was told at like the age of like 3-4 "here's your big sister "A" - but she never like lived with us or nothing...........but from the age of 3-4 I was told that was my big sister. But I always knew she wasn't related to me, cause she looks like a swedish chick. 

  No hate for anybody including my fake big sister that took over my spot in my family. I'm Jew, Native American, Irish, little bit english that's about it, 0% swedish or finland that I know of.

Tuesday, July 12, 2022

When your blind, that's when you can see EVERYTHING. I AM A BAT. Don't see people's sins and JUDGE THEM.................be like me blind! Isaiah 42:19 "Who is blind, but my servant? or deaf, as my messenger that I sent? who is blind as he that is perfect, and blind as the Lord's servant?" Bat's see HOPE, where you don't.......................

 When your blind, that's when you can see EVERYTHING. I AM A BAT. Don't see people's sins and JUDGE THEM.................be like me blind! Isaiah 42:19 "Who is blind, but my servant? or deaf, as my messenger that I sent? who is blind as he that is perfect, and blind as the Lord's servant?" Bat's see HOPE, where you don't.......................

  Bats know the truth - cause bats been flying blind in the dark for their WHOLE LIVES! 


via GIPHY

That bat in this giphy looks like it's eyeballs are open
THAT BAT SEE'S NOTHING!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Matthew 18:11 "For the Son of man is come to save that which was lost." Most you all ain't lost, you know exactly where your going, what your doing. 
Jesus came to safe us BATS!
we are a crazy bunch to
These perfect sinless christians that have been perfect their whole lives, some them their supposed sin is they told a lie once or something small time like that........................
they pry do need 
to delve into sad sorry lives of drug addiction
or gossip
for examples
so that they finally have a reason to "give their lives to Jesus"
  Some say churches are hospitals, most ain't, they are full of NOT BATS!
  Luke 19:9-11 "And Jesus said unto him, This day is salvation come to this house, forsomuch as he also is a son of Abraham. For the Son of man is come to seek and to save that which was lost. And as they heard these things, he added and spake a parable, because he was nigh to Jerusalem, and because they thought that the kingdom of God should immediately appear."
What's "popping" the "scoop" with the not BATS
oh I know
they run christian tv
and churches
and the world
BATS real BATS are often poor, if not homeless
um
BATS
we are smirgated to the sub catagories of society

1 Corinthians 1:26-28 "For ye see your calling, brethren, how that not many wise men after the flesh, not many mighty, not many noble, are called: But God hath chosen the foolish things of the world to confound the wise; and God hath chosen the weak things of the world to confound the things which are mighty; And base things of the world, and things which are despised, hath God chosen, yea, and things which are not, to bring to nought things that are:"

don't hate me

be like me I recommend

be less

less is more in God's world



Matthew 11:29 "Take my yoke upon you, and learn of me; for I am meek and lowly in heart: and ye shall find rest unto your souls."
Psalm 138:6 "Though the Lord be high, yet hath he respect unto the lowly: but the proud he knoweth afar off."
tootles


Friday, July 8, 2022

My love for satan is not about money........not everything is about money, if I cared about money I wouldn't be donating money all the freak time................let me love who I want to love, be who I want to be ----------- please stop attacking me IN THE NAME OF JESUS CHRIST!......................................

My love for satan is not about money........not everything is about money, if I cared about money I wouldn't be donating money all the freak time................let me love who I want to love, be who I want to be ----------- please stop attacking me IN THE NAME OF JESUS CHRIST!......................................

Since saying I love satan on my blog -------- am I rich????????? Not money wise no. I couldn't even get a job as a CNA. I may of made myself unhireable in A GREAT MANY JOBS, because I came out and said I do love satan. I will not stick to a narrative that says I must hate him if I want to be a christian Mark 9:23 "Jesus said unto him, If thou canst believe, all things are possible to him that believeth." Stop trying to force me into your intense hatred for satan narrative "in the name of Jesus" 
love your enemies what is hard to understand about that?
Matthew 5:44 "But I say unto you, Love your enemies, bless them that curse you, do good to them that hate you, and pray for them which despitefully use you, and persecute you;"
If satan is your #1 enemy - then you should love him EXTRA I BELIEVE
not hate him - love him - love him EXTRA

MY WHOLE FAMILY IS CALLING ME A SATAN WORSHIPPER
 I ain't doing "that much" good anyways, there's probably TONS of people out there donating way more then me...............I'm really showing on my blog "hey I at least get the minimum done" 
 Have I gave more
have I donated more that you all AIN'T SEEN
HELL YA
Revelation 3:16 "So then because thou art lukewarm, and neither cold nor hot, I will spue thee out of my mouth."
  My mom is forcing me to speak about this.............I ain't been letting my left hand see what my right hand is doing..................I AIN'T BEEN BRAGGING ON MY BLOG. 
  What I been doin is showing you hey - I love people - I bear fruit - I am a real christian. 
Matthew 12:33 "Either make the tree good, and his fruit good; or else make the tree corrupt, and his fruit corrupt: for the tree is known by his fruit."
  I'm tired of being abused by my parents, by my brother by my sisters. And that ain't me hating you or judging you as you say it is
can you please be nice to me finally
and treat me like I am a actual human being

14 Ye are the light of the world. A city that is set on an hill cannot be hid.

15 Neither do men light a candle, and put it under a bushel, but on a candlestick; and it giveth light unto all that are in the house.

16 Let your light so shine before men, that they may see your good works, and glorify your Father which is in heaven.

update............
I don't feel loved by my family
who moved away from me around 22 years ago
I don't
they don't care to live by me
they don't care to read my blog many of them I've heard don't
how do they love me
how is attacking me 
every
single
day 
sometimes
and this has gone on for years
love????????????
🤗
Sending emoji hugs 
to all satan worshippers
all "pagan worshippers" 
all LGBTQIA 
all you
all you who may have also been attacked just attacked
for years
in the name of jesus christ
or as I've witnessed many christian people's just kicking their LGBTQ kids out the house. 
god is love

you deserve to be loved

as do I

1 John 4:8 "He that loveth not knoweth not God; for God is love."
There is some sick messed up version of christianity out there
that many most people are a part of 
where they do NOT 
love witches, or satan worshippers, or "pagan worshippers" as my parents call em, or LGBTQ
If you kick your LGBTQ child out the house
you are not loving them

I believe my family would someday deliver me up to be killed
while
while 
saying how much the "love me"

16 These things have I spoken unto you, that ye should not be offended.

They shall put you out of the synagogues: yea, the time cometh, that whosoever killeth you will think that he doeth God service.

And these things will they do unto you, because they have not known the Father, nor me.

they don't know this god that is love

they know a "different god" 

a "different Jesus"

 

I'm speaking to you in song
the bible says to speak in song to one another

Wednesday, July 6, 2022

I told my family today they don't have to speak to me anymore, or pray for me anymore they really don't. If they think I'm a stupid worthless satanic retard - why even speak to me???????? WHY LOVE ME???????? WHY CARE IF YOU DON'T VALUE ME??????????????? (ps mentally impaired people are some of the nicest people out there) Yes I graduated from high school with a 2.0 gpa and skipped class a ton - before I proceeded to get 2 college degree's - HAHAHAHAHHAH (I don't think's it funny but my family thinks that's the best, it's so hilarious to them).......................

I've been slapped silly by my family for years, and I don't know if anyones going to believe me????? Cause they deny EVERYTHING and all I have is photo proof like below...............
My sister at the zoo made hahahah of my 2.0 GPA
AND THEN
at the funeral of her best friend she poked fun at all my health and anti aging secrets
poking fun at me
my brother has owned a house near 2 years now
as of this weekend I know the area of town he lives in
like he hasn't had me over
or wanted to 
and he's refused to give me his address
I'm not deemed "valuable" enough to get his address
this all has impacted me - I have a hard time trusting people anymore
Jesus and Lucifer and his men are my safe entities! THEY SAFE
MY FAMILY - DANGER DANGER DANGER

 I told my family today they don't have to speak to me anymore, or pray for me anymore they really don't. If they think I'm a stupid worthless satanic retard - why even speak to me???????? WHY LOVE ME???????? WHY CARE IF YOU DON'T VALUE ME??????????????? (ps mentally impaired people are some of the nicest people out there) Yes I graduated from high school with a 2.0 gpa and skipped class a ton - before I proceeded to get 2 college degree's - HAHAHAHAHHAH (I don't think's it funny but my family thinks that's the best, it's so hilarious to them).......................

Matthew 5:39 "But I say unto you, That ye resist not evil: but whosoever shall smite thee on thy right cheek, turn to him the other also."
I'm slapped plenty enough by now my family
both my cheeks have been thouroughly slapped now
2 cheeks is how many Matthew 5:39 talks about being slapped

 To me having any kind of "ha ha" because I skipped class a ton and had a 2.0 gpa graduating from high school that's evil. 

that's really really really evil

I had AHDH as a high schooler

and my family moved 3 times when I was in high school 

you know how hard it is to keep good grades having to attend 3 different high school HARD

real hard

I don't deem class skipping me a joke at all

I was stressed out

having had to attend 3 different high schools

so ya I skipped class in my junior and senior year especially

a ton

I'd do again to if I went back in time

and it didn't make me

"less then" 

then anybody else

despite my graduating with a 2.0 gpa

I WAS GOING THROUGH A LOT

MY SENIOR YEAR

MY GRANDMA DIED

AND MY DOG THAT WAS MY PET MOST MY CHILDHOOD

Colossians 1:27 "To whom God would make known what is the riches of the glory of this mystery among the Gentiles; which is Christ in you, the hope of glory:"
  "hope of glory" --- to me translates to -------- a good future
someday I wont be a joke
someday I'll be loved even
 Of course I love Lucifer.......................I relate to him. I like accept jesus as my lord and savior - but the lord is harder for me to relate to. Jesus seemed to have a ton of friends and people around him all the time, and he definately had church folk around him often. So Jesus I find very hard to "relate to" 
but lucifer.................someone like me - boo'd
boo'd
and counted out by probably most people
I know the "secret" of life
as long as lucifer loves his people he ain't a loser
I ain't either
I just look like a looser
I will be loved. 
You pry will be to someday.
Lucifer was boo'd by God for wanting to be something great but to me that's so relatable content. Who wants to be the "least peon" most people don't. Most people will try and excell at their job, or maybe like me get a Jesse Owens pre-semi finals Olympics bronze medal etc
  Isaiah 14:12-14 "How art thou fallen from heaven, O Lucifer, son of the morning! how art thou cut down to the ground, which didst weaken the nations! For thou hast said in thine heart, I will ascend into heaven, I will exalt my throne above the stars of God: I will sit also upon the mount of the congregation, in the sides of the north: I will ascend above the heights of the clouds; I will be like the most High."
That is relatable content........not wanting to be a "loser"
albeit jesus also relatable as far as this verse goes..........
Philippians 2:8 "And being found in fashion as a man, he humbled himself, and became obedient unto death, even the death of the cross."
  Cause God will hear your prayers if your humble, if God don't hear your prayers YOU MIGHT BE SCREWED! 
  And people like humble "down to earth" people better. They don't like proud boastful people. 

Let not mercy and truth forsake thee: bind them about thy neck; write them upon the table of thine heart:

So shalt thou find favour and good understanding in the sight of God and man.

Trust in the Lord with all thine heart; and lean not unto thine own understanding.

  but jesus was super mega popular and that I can't relate to at all

I relate to lucifer much more a "peon" supposedly like me

"my mom mentioned that jesus was hated - yes he had enemies but he also was mega, mega, mega popular ----------- I find that completely NOT relatable content"
Just told my family.........................................................
I just don't hate the devil like most you all
I un hate him
I will un hate him for all of eternity
he could come down this earth stab me through the chest - I ain't hatin him (he's had a real bad time) 
he's been really hated, he's had HORRIBLE BAD LUCK
I know the devils plight
I love this lyric................
"Just as every cop is a criminal
And all the sinners saints
As heads is tails
Just call me Lucifer
'Cause I'm in need of some restraint"
ps.......I pry will occasionally e-mail my family because the bible says to "walk towards those who are without" - But sheri they are calling you a satan worshipper aka "without" how come they aren't walking towards you? Besides to put you down and laugh at you????????? - good question.
tidbits of e-mails I sent my family recently
my thoughts on their ideas of being so much more "christian" then my according to them satan worshipping and/or pagan worshipping self................
I do hope you all are donating 100's and 100's of dollars a month and I do mean 100's to donate more then me, cause I do donate well..............you know because your so convinced your so much awesomer then me.........I would like to see some receipts on that shiz to I really would. 
 Nobody hides a lamp under a bushell the bible says.................

14 Ye are the light of the world. A city that is set on an hill cannot be hid.

15 Neither do men light a candle, and put it under a bushel, but on a candlestick; and it giveth light unto all that are in the house.

16 Let your light so shine before men, that they may see your good works, and glorify your Father which is in heaven.

  most christians have everything hidden under bushels..................

I ain't seen no good deeds from you all - no receipts for that (a--- might've gave a homeless guy some spare change that one time she was in portland at a convention with me and Ian.......other then that I ain't seen 0 good done by 0 of you all to like no charities)
I ain't talking about paying colleges. 

I ain't talking about that..............
Matthew 25

34 Then shall the King say unto them on his right hand, Come, ye blessed of my Father, inherit the kingdom prepared for you from the foundation of the world:

35 For I was an hungred, and ye gave me meat: I was thirsty, and ye gave me drink: I was a stranger, and ye took me in:

36 Naked, and ye clothed me: I was sick, and ye visited me: I was in prison, and ye came unto me.

37 Then shall the righteous answer him, saying, Lord, when saw we thee an hungred, and fed thee? or thirsty, and gave thee drink?

38 When saw we thee a stranger, and took thee in? or naked, and clothed thee?

39 Or when saw we thee sick, or in prison, and came unto thee?

40 And the King shall answer and say unto them, Verily I say unto you, Inasmuch as ye have done it unto one of the least of these my brethren, ye have done it unto me.

1 Thessalonians 4:12 "That ye may walk honestly toward them that are without, and that ye may have lack of nothing." My family I believe is "without" if not completely - I mean let's say they love a few people - they claim to love me - If they love me they should all stop being abusive to me then. 
   They ain't having any good deeds that I can see for men to see ----------- there's nothing you can see that I know about as far as their good deeds go. So they are at least some "without"
you can claim to be a "christian" 
and be quite a bit "without"

16 So then because thou art lukewarm, and neither cold nor hot, I will spue thee out of my mouth.

17 Because thou sayest, I am rich, and increased with goods, and have need of nothing; and knowest not that thou art wretched, and miserable, and poor, and blind, and naked:

18 I counsel thee to buy of me gold tried in the fire, that thou mayest be rich; and white raiment, that thou mayest be clothed, and that the shame of thy nakedness do not appear; and anoint thine eyes with eyesalve, that thou mayest see.

you know what the "white raiment" is??????????

The white raiment in verse 18 above is the GOOD DEEDS OF THE SAINTS!!!!!!!

STUFFS ACCORDING TO THE BIBLE I SHOULD BE ABLE 

TO SEE YOU DOING IF YOU CLAIM TO BE

A "CHRISTIAN"

Revelation 19:8-10

She has been given the finest of pure white linen to wear.” For the fine linen represents the good deeds of God’s holy people. And the angel said to me, “Write this: Blessed are those who are invited to the wedding feast of the Lamb.” And he added, “These are true words that come from God.” Then I fell down at his feet to worship him, but he said, “No, don’t worship me. I am a servant of God, just like you and your brothers and sisters who testify about their faith in Jesus. Worship only God. For the essence of prophecy is to give a clear witness for Jesus.”