I'm trapped unable to "enter in the narrow gate" Everyday trapped in the city and often going to stores, cause people do that often in the city. Going to city yoga classes that might be part of the harlot! And going to city zumba classes I like zumba better, brian prefers yoga. TRAPPED DOING CITY STUFF HARLOT STUFF PRY, TRAPPED STUCK TOTALLY JAILED IN THE CITY (NO PRISON BARS BUT REAL PRISON BARS AT THE SAME TIME BRIAN DON'T WANT TO MOVE EVER - though he has agree'd to eventually build a house on our large well landscaped property in small town that even has a private driveway WE MIGHT BE DEAD BY THE TIME HE DOES THAT AND IN HELL!!!!!!!!!!! HE AIN'T EVEN BUILD THE FOUNDATION FOR THE CABIN ON THAT PROPERTY YET SO MUCH HE WANTS US TO BURN IN HELL FOR ALL OF ETERNITY - I AM CONVINCED THAT IS HIS PLANS FOR OUR SOULS AND OUR KIDS SOULS! TRAPPED! THE CITY IS BABYLON THE HARLOTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT Luke 13:24 "Strive to enter in at the strait gate: for many, I say unto you, will seek to enter in, and shall not be able." YOU GUYS HATE ME FOR BEING A JEZEBEL IF YOU DO OR A HARLOT, I LIVE IN THIS HELLHOLE OF HARLOT BABLYONEDEDDEDED TRAPPPPPPPPPPPPPPED..............................

(honest I think the only way to enter in the narrow gate in the city, is to immerse yourself in your job, or track, or dragon boating something like entirelly...........IT'S CALLED THE STRAIGHT AND NARROW WAY) quiet time to read the bible - not always a possibility in the city big time city rush life we must go downtown to blah blah blah today and same the next day and same the next day etc. My young adult kids well one of them isn't that young anymore...........they love the city they love the place that will send them to hell they don't want to EVER LIVE IN THE COUNTRY. IF MY YOUNG ADULT KIDS END UP IN HELL THEY WON'T THINK THEY ARE IN HELL AT THIS RATE THEY'LL JUST THINK THEY ARE IN THE "HOT VERSION OF THE CITY" AND THEY'LL BE GLAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAD.

I'm tired though I need the country life. A slower life. A I have time to actually sit and read a book type life this AIN'T IT IN THE CITY THIS AIN'T IT. 

you all know books are on the decline - THE HORROR (city horror)

the horror babylon the harlot is SUCKING THE SOULS OF THE CITY FOLK SO DAMN BAD THAT THEY AREN'T EVEN READING BOOKS MUCH ANYMORE

this chick is sucking their souls dryyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy

reading isn't so cool anymore, there's so many other harlot the babylon shiz to do in teh cities that's so much "cooler" then reading books (so the city people whom harlot the babylon has stolen their souls believes!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)

honest

ready to go to powels and buy a book or two and revolt more!

 I'm trapped unable to "enter in the narrow gate"  Everyday trapped in the city and often going to stores, cause people do that often in the city. Going to city yoga classes that might be part of the harlot! And going to city zumba classes I like zumba better, brian prefers yoga. TRAPPED DOING CITY STUFF HARLOT STUFF PRY, TRAPPED STUCK TOTALLY JAILED IN THE CITY (NO PRISON BARS BUT REAL PRISON BARS AT THE SAME TIME BRIAN DON'T WANT TO MOVE EVER - though he has agree'd to eventually build a house on our large well landscaped property in small town that even has a private driveway WE MIGHT BE DEAD BY THE TIME HE DOES THAT AND IN HELL!!!!!!!!!!! HE AIN'T EVEN BUILD THE FOUNDATION FOR THE CABIN ON THAT PROPERTY YET SO MUCH HE WANTS US TO BURN IN HELL FOR ALL OF ETERNITY - I AM CONVINCED THAT IS HIS PLANS FOR OUR SOULS AND OUR KIDS SOULS! TRAPPED! THE CITY IS BABYLON THE HARLOTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT Luke 13:24 "Strive to enter in at the strait gate: for many, I say unto you, will seek to enter in, and shall not be able." YOU GUYS HATE ME FOR BEING A JEZEBEL IF YOU DO OR A HARLOT, I LIVE IN THIS HELLHOLE OF HARLOT BABLYONEDEDDEDED TRAPPPPPPPPPPPPPPED..............................

the jews were trapped in the bible to

"Let my people go"

Exodus 8:1 "And the Lord spake unto Moses, Go unto Pharaoh, and say unto him, Thus saith the Lord, Let my people go, that they may serve me."

- they couldn't serve god with bills the jews in the bible time couldn't

and LONG WORKING HOURS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! What people have going on today!!!!!!!!!!!!

(though I like zumba)

I like zumba

but I shop to much

and I wouldn't shop so much in the country 

I can't talk much cause then you'd all be able to figure out where we bought land (barely mentioned the property to someone that lived in the area danged if they ain't damned sure the danged street we bought land on AND I THINK THERE GUESS WAS CLOSE). They added to the description I gave them, and their add's were "on point" --------- our property is really catered to me well but can't talk about it...................it's not the city but down the street from amenitites 👍 - not the buying shiz amentities, the amenentites where you could go drink a cup of coffee relax, and our property backs up to the most heavenly dreamscape heaven on earth government land 💓💓💓💓💓💓💓

As always turn up volume below to hear evp's from Satan, Lucifer, the Devil..................

I DON'T HATE BRIAN'S FAMILY

they don't like me much

well figures they don't

they safe to say knew I was a cowgirl from the jump and wanted nothing more then to live in the country which is safe to say far away from them INSIDE FO BABYLON THE HARLOT THEY LIKE IT HERE

THEY KNOW I DON'T LIKE IT HERE 

I want a "simple kind of life" like gwen stefani sang about one that wouldn't send a person straight to hell!!!!!!!!!!!! THAT KIND OF LIFE! 

I literally own the property that would get me there

the hell

that we ain't even built the foundation for the cabin yet

THE HELLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL

(video blog post - lucifer, satan, the devil evp's all throughout it turn up the volume to hear him) to the pure all things are pure, I think I'm normal being a jezebel harlot, and I don't understand all the rest of the body of christ that they aren't jezebel harlots THAT SEEMS ODD TO ME................Romans 7:19-21 "For the good that I would I do not: but the evil which I would not, that I do." Am I dumb????????? Can I not read?????????? Do you need to pay for me to go back to college???????????? Cause I think Romans 7:19-21 is saying BE A JEZEBEL HARLOT LOVE THAT A LOT BUT DON'T LOVE IT, it's the sin dwelleth within me loving that!!!!!!!!!!! OR AM I STUPID????????????????.......................

(video blog post - lucifer, satan, the devil evp's all throughout it turn up the volume to hear him) to the pure all things are pure, I think I'm normal being a jezebel harlot, and I don't understand all the rest of the body of christ that they aren't jezebel harlots THAT SEEMS ODD TO ME................Romans 7:19-21 "For the good that I would I do not: but the evil which I would not, that I do." Am I dumb????????? Can I not read?????????? Do you need to pay for me to go back to college???????????? Cause I think Romans 7:19-21 is saying BE A JEZEBEL HARLOT LOVE THAT A LOT BUT DON'T LOVE IT, it's the sin dwelleth within me loving that!!!!!!!!!!! OR AM I STUPID????????????????.......................

Romans 7:19-21 "For the good that I would I do not: but the evil which I would not, that I do. Now if I do that I would not, it is no more I that do it, but sin that dwelleth in me. I find then a law, that, when I would do good, evil is present with me." Like hear me out ok, if like 62% of usa is christian and that's what it says on google right now..............then surely 62% should be also jezebel harlots!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! BECAUSE "the evil which I would not, that I do". No noooooooooooooooooooooo we gots a bunch of sinless kirk cameron's no hate all over the usa, especially the ladies none of them are harlot jezebels like me - gasp that would be aweful for them their families probably wouldn't love them anymore then! And they'd be demon possessed pry then (which is a awesome thing, despite popular belief xoxoxoxo Lucifer and his men 👄👄👄👄👄👄👄)

Como te va???????????????

Many people on tiktok are wearing native american jewelry (many of them aren't native americans) I fear they have been to my blog and have gotten "ideas". Women run native american society and jewelry is harlot the babylon or close to, sure sure you could wear a silicone bracelet that supports a cause and that's likely "begnine" but JEWELRY IS JEWELRY THE HARLOT/BABLYON SHE'S DECKED IN JEWELS DECKED!!!!!!!!!!! THAT'S HER LOOK............Isaiah 3:12 "As for my people, children are their oppressors, and women rule over them. O my people, they which lead thee cause thee to err, and destroy the way of thy paths." Isaiah 3:12 is talking about women leading, women that might be telling you it's ok to wear jewelry AND DESTROY THE WAY OF THY PATHS.............HECK I THOUGHT FOR A LONG TIME "I can wear native american jewelry I'm over 1/4th native american afterall" NOOOOOOOOOOOOO NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO........................

 I'm still obese.....................................Scale won't move.........................it really won't...............I'm pretty 100 billion % sure this is it, this is my "final form" 

  Look how cute this scarf is 💓💓💓💓💓💓💓..........................

Gaza Soup Kitchen

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this is actually the inside of a bank vault - that has been turned into a place to eat food - it's really cool

 Many people on tiktok are wearing native american jewelry (many of them aren't native americans) I fear they have been to my blog and have gotten "ideas". Women run native american society and jewelry is harlot the babylon or close to, sure sure you could wear a silicone bracelet that supports a cause and that's likely "begnine" but JEWELRY IS JEWELRY THE HARLOT/BABLYON SHE'S DECKED IN JEWELS DECKED!!!!!!!!!!! THAT'S HER LOOK............Isaiah 3:12 "As for my people, children are their oppressors, and women rule over them. O my people, they which lead thee cause thee to err, and destroy the way of thy paths." Isaiah 3:12 is talking about women leading, women that might be telling you it's ok to wear jewelry AND DESTROY THE WAY OF THY PATHS.............HECK I THOUGHT FOR A LONG TIME "I can wear native american jewelry I'm over 1/4th native american afterall" NOOOOOOOOOOOOO NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO........................

I'm telling you what is about to happen..............................

Isaiah 3:16-24 "Moreover the Lord saith, Because the daughters of Zion are haughty, and walk with stretched forth necks and wanton eyes, walking and mincing as they go, and making a tinkling with their feet: Therefore the Lord will smite with a scab the crown of the head of the daughters of Zion, and the Lord will discover their secret parts. In that day the Lord will take away the bravery of their tinkling ornaments about their feet, and their cauls, and their round tires like the moon, The chains, and the bracelets, and the mufflers, The bonnets, and the ornaments of the legs, and the headbands, and the tablets, and the earrings, The rings, and nose jewels, The changeable suits of apparel, and the mantles, and the wimples, and the crisping pins, The glasses, and the fine linen, and the hoods, and the vails. And it shall come to pass, that instead of sweet smell there shall be stink; and instead of a girdle a rent; and instead of well set hair baldness; and instead of a stomacher a girding of sackcloth; and burning instead of beauty."

now I believe a wedding ring is plenty ok the verses above have to be read on a whole not how the apostolic christian church of america reads this bit of the bible (cause they think wedding rings are a evil wicked sin that evil wicked sinners partake in) 

if you have a wedding ring on and that's it

your not having the "harlot babylon" look at least not on the jewelry front in that event...........THIS LADY IS DECKED OUT

WELL SOME NATIVE AMERICAN'S OR "NATIVE AMERICAN IDENTIFYING WHITE PEOPLE ON TIK TOK THAT LIKELY HAVE BEEN TO MY BLOG YIKES" They deckkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkked out in turquoise etc. it's not just a little bit of beadwork

bible says

"a little leaven leavens the whole lump" 

I can tell you all 

many a time

I thought "oh just this one bracelet" 

"just this one necklace" 

cept it never stopped with 1 bracelet or 1 necklace - I ENDED UP EVERYTIME WITH DISASTERS OF JEWELRY AND THE PRIDE THE PRIDE THAT COMES WITH THAT STUFF

I'm telling you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

off to eat lunch

Revelation 18:4

And I heard another voice from heaven, saying, Come out of her, my people, that ye be not partakers of her sins, and that ye receive not of her plagues.

I'm going back to headcovering, I don't know for good????? I'm in a sexless marriage I have 0% motivation to look nice!!!!!!!!!!! And besides bible says "come out of her my people" well the harlot this chick in the bible she pry does have a nice hairstyle, makeup, tight fitting dress. If all I did was start wearing a headcovering again, don't that take me "out of her" quit a bit!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Cause what is the "harlot" babylon it's a total look. Revelation 18:4 "And I heard another voice from heaven, saying, Come out of her, my people, that ye be not partakers of her sins, and that ye receive not of her plagues." And some ladies acheive this "coming out of her my people" by not wearing makeup AND THAT ALSO MIGHT WORK!!!!!!!!!!!! ANY EFFORT I BELIEVE IS THE IDEA DON'T STICK AROUND 100% WHEW HOOOO THE HARLOT!!!!!!!!!!..................................

I'm going back to headcovering, I don't know for good????? I'm in a sexless marriage I have 0% motivation to look nice!!!!!!!!!!! And besides bible says "come out of her my people" well the harlot this chick in the bible she pry does have a nice hairstyle, makeup, tight fitting dress. If all I did was start wearing a headcovering again, don't that take me "out of her" quit a bit!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Cause what is the "harlot" babylon it's a total look. Revelation 18:4 "And I heard another voice from heaven, saying, Come out of her, my people, that ye be not partakers of her sins, and that ye receive not of her plagues." And some ladies acheive this "coming out of her my people" by not wearing makeup AND THAT ALSO MIGHT WORK!!!!!!!!!!!! ANY EFFORT I BELIEVE IS THE IDEA DON'T STICK AROUND 100% WHEW HOOOO THE HARLOT!!!!!!!!!!..................................

Of note tonight whilst watching headcovering debate video's....................# boredom at it's finest.................

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Head_covering_for_Christian_women#:~:text=WHEREAS%2C%20the%20wearing%20of%20a,head%20coverings%20to%20the%20task

"sheri girrrrrrrrrrrrrrrl you cannot post up this post after posting up a post saying you wish everyone was in the """"""skin trade"""" so that nobody would be on some spiritual high horse"

I have many opinions about many things

"inquity" is real

and who's working it???????????

is it the harlot looking women??????????????

are not the harlot looking women looking "less then"?????????????

or are they looking greater???????????????????

I would think they are looking "less then"

and not greater

Proverbs 31:10-31 "Who can find a virtuous woman? for her price is far above rubies. The heart of her husband doth safely trust in her, so that he shall have no need of spoil. She will do him good and not evil all the days of her life. She seeketh wool, and flax, and worketh willingly with her hands."

  I am at least a fan of makeup, or wearing a short skirt sometimes - not being so perfect.................not being..................................

Luke 18:8-14 "I tell you that he will avenge them speedily. Nevertheless when the Son of man cometh, shall he find faith on the earth? And he spake this parable unto certain which trusted in themselves that they were righteous, and despised others: Two men went up into the temple to pray; the one a Pharisee, and the other a publican. The Pharisee stood and prayed thus with himself, God, I thank thee, that I am not as other men are, extortioners, unjust, adulterers, or even as this publican. I fast twice in the week, I give tithes of all that I possess. And the publican, standing afar off, would not lift up so much as his eyes unto heaven, but smote upon his breast, saying, God be merciful to me a sinner. I tell you, this man went down to his house justified rather than the other: for every one that exalteth himself shall be abased; and he that humbleth himself shall be exalted."

but

but

but

maybe working of iniquity more then anything

is not donating money to the poor

not caring for the sick

2 Timothy 2:19 "Nevertheless the foundation of God standeth sure, having this seal, The Lord knoweth them that are his. And, let every one that nameth the name of Christ depart from iniquity."

I think "inquity" could mean not caring for the sick and the hungry and not a look thing at all..............because...............

Matthew 25:35-37 "For I was an hungred, and ye gave me meat: I was thirsty, and ye gave me drink: I was a stranger, and ye took me in: Naked, and ye clothed me: I was sick, and ye visited me: I was in prison, and ye came unto me. Then shall the righteous answer him, saying, Lord, when saw we thee an hungred, and fed thee? or thirsty, and gave thee drink?"

  Above in Luke 18 where it says " And he spake this parable unto certain which trusted in themselves that they were righteous, and despised others:" that verse really stands out to me these days..................that there are people chritian people that trust in themselves that they are righteous AND DESPISED OTHERS. 

maybe they despised the poor

or the elderly the sick elderly

or the prostitutes that are thirsty for actual water I'm sayin

also

the idea of "drawing back unto perdition" is a thing people do

the hairstyles where they headed????????

where are they headed??????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????

Hebrews 10:39

But we are not of them who draw back unto perdition; but of them that believe to the saving of the soul.

GOD WANTS US TO HAVE ZEAL AND FIRE - WELL "WHEN WE LIVE FOR IT ALL, WE'LL BE WILLING TO GIVE IT ALL" I'M TALKIN ABOUT ALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL FOR THE GLORY OF GOD! CAUSE MANY OUT THERE HAVE A CHEAP SALVATION (THEY AIN'T ALL IN THEY GOT ONE FOOT OR TWO FEET IN THE WORLD) Uh oh, I went to kenneth copeland react videos (iykyk) Saw this guy not being healed by one of kenneth's friends with a giant tumor - what all rolls up in my brains. COME OUT OF HER MY PEOPLE THAT YOU RECEIVE NOT OF HER PLAGUES................................

(I don't even need harlot the babylon's fancy jewels and gowns

nah

I need lip gloss, good hair oil - else my hair gets dry fast, and braids ideally)

In this blog post I described what the harlot of babylon looks like (she wears purple and red fancy clothing, and fancy like cut jewels and pearls - probably makeup as well AND I AM UNSUBSCRIBING FROM MY MACY'S BEAUTY BOX in a effort to quit makeup for good) but native american jewelry stays I am a native american over 1/4th. It's fancy jewelry, fancy clothing that is bad things that could give a person "the pride of life" 1 John 2:16 "For all that is in the world, the lust of the flesh, and the lust of the eyes, and the pride of life, is not of the Father, but is of the world."

  GOD WANTS US TO HAVE ZEAL AND FIRE - WELL "WHEN WE LIVE FOR IT ALL, WE'LL BE WILLING TO GIVE IT ALL" I'M TALKIN ABOUT ALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL FOR THE GLORY OF GOD! CAUSE MANY OUT THERE HAVE A CHEAP SALVATION (THEY AIN'T ALL IN THEY GOT ONE FOOT OR TWO FEET IN THE WORLD) Uh oh, I went to kenneth copeland react videos (iykyk) Saw this guy not being healed by one of kenneth's friends with a giant tumor - what all rolls up in my brains. COME OUT OF HER MY PEOPLE THAT YOU RECEIVE NOT OF HER PLAGUES................................

This is the video I watched https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LfLRwR9JSR0

     Revelation 18:3-5 "For all nations have drunk of the wine of the wrath of her fornication, and the kings of the earth have committed fornication with her, and the merchants of the earth are waxed rich through the abundance of her delicacies. And I heard another voice from heaven, saying, Come out of her, my people, that ye be not partakers of her sins, and that ye receive not of her plagues. For her sins have reached unto heaven, and God hath remembered her iniquities." 
    Revelation 17:1-5 "And there came one of the seven angels which had the seven vials, and talked with me, saying unto me, Come hither; I will shew unto thee the judgment of the great whore that sitteth upon many waters: With whom the kings of the earth have committed fornication, and the inhabitants of the earth have been made drunk with the wine of her fornication. So he carried me away in the spirit into the wilderness: and I saw a woman sit upon a scarlet coloured beast, full of names of blasphemy, having seven heads and ten horns. And the woman was arrayed in purple and scarlet colour, and decked with gold and precious stones and pearls, having a golden cup in her hand full of abominations and filthiness of her fornication: And upon her forehead was a name written, Mystery, Babylon The Great, The Mother Of Harlots And Abominations Of The Earth."

Coming out of the harlot bablyon might not be instant (could be a battle a struggle the bible says to CONTEND for the faith once delivered to the saints.............Jude 1:3 "Beloved, when I gave all diligence to write unto you of the common salvation, it was needful for me to write unto you, and exhort you that ye should earnestly contend for the faith which was once delivered unto the saints." I've been hated by the apostolic christian church of america for no good reason I'VE BEEN HARD AT WORK CONTENDING FOR THE FAITH) So much so lucifer is upset with me right now, and yesterday I kissed brians lips which hardly ever happens felt nothing no love from him nothing which means THEY PRY BOTH IS MAD AT ME THEY PRY BOTH ONLY LIKE IT WHEN I'M THE LADY IN RED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

It's only instant I think for the members of the apostolic christian church of america cause they are basically sinless besides the pack of gum they stole when they was a little kid that they confess in their "members only confession time" to each other. - no hate 

honest I believe I need to unsubscribe to my macy's beauty box subscription

that I don't be about makeup and fancy shiz 

Nahum 3:4 "Because of the multitude of the whoredoms of the well favoured harlot, the mistress of witchcrafts, that selleth nations through her whoredoms, and families through her witchcrafts."

god could hate makeup

he seems to hate nice clothing, pearls god mega hates pearls it looks to be He really has it in for pearls.....................pearls and red and purple clothing. 

"And the woman was arrayed in purple and scarlet colour, and decked with gold and precious stones and pearls,.................."

this song "lady in red" 

what is she

a lady wearing a red dress

they didn't put her in a blue dress in this song..................

pry dressed real fancy this lady in red

she pry does have makeup and jewelry on

LOOKING GREAT

The "lady in red" is pry real nice to

pry not a bish

everyone likes her......................

everyone likes her....................

Nahum 3:4 "Because of the multitude of the whoredoms of the well favoured harlot, the mistress of witchcrafts, that selleth nations through her whoredoms, and families through her witchcrafts."

  I'm off to eat breakfast now. 

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Family update my mom says my family has a few narcissists that refuse to apologize, and they think I'm psychotic because I love Lucifer and Jesus both - to them them that makes me crazy (to be laughed at basically ------ basically). My mom is trying to force me to force them to hang out with me, but I gave them my cell phone number they no call or text nothing THEY HATE ME......................and also hmmmmm why would I be paranoid let me see.........................

told my family...........brian's estimation on things and brian is often right....................

brian he says you all get me to be pychotic and then blame me for being pychotic............and that sometimes I'll be "free" from my family for awhile and he says I get doing better..............but then I'm forced back into the family and then I become pychotic again THAT'S BASICALLY WHAT BRIAN SAYS

and then you all blame me for all the damage you have done everytime

Family update my mom says my family has a few narcissists that refuse to apologize, and they think I'm psychotic because I love Lucifer and Jesus both - to them them that makes me crazy (to be laughed at basically ------ basically). My mom is trying to force me to force them to hang out with me, but I gave them my cell phone number they no call or text nothing THEY HATE ME......................and also hmmmmm why would I be paranoid let me see.........................

e-mail reply to family I just copy and paste this......................

that is sad they think I'm pychotic

I should be allowed to have a opinion and love lucifer if /I want to 

for me

I think being "pychotic" would be me continuing acting like I'm a whole nother person then the one I am, continuing to be the perfect kirk cameron christian I think that would be me being "pychotic"

I blog this so blog followers know what's going on cause they seem to care ("pretend style probably for their lord jesus christ")

why would I be pychotic...............

filmed brian cause if I don't get receipts people deny everything

he's denying I said he rapes me often CAUSE I LITERALLY NEVER SAID THAT.............

my current husband says I mentioned that he rapes me often he said he not sure if it was in a blog post or in a e-mail and that is why he dont' have "late night activities with me much"  ------------ I don't recall EVER calling him a rapists ever, but he is 1 billion percent sure I called him such a raptist either in a e-mail or on my blog

pry on my blog

cause I rarely send e-mails to his mom and if I did I wouldnt' call him a rapist why would I do that????????????????

that would be dumb for 1

unless he's reading all my e-mails that I send

but if he is

again

HE AIN'T A RAPIST WHY WOULD I CALL HIM A RAPIST???????????

I wouldn't 

I didn't

but he can never forgive me for that ever

but

he also 

doesn't want a divorce and "loves me"

I was attacked verbally by a family member for days in private texts telling me I'm aweful don't deserve family 

I didn't save receipts it don't look to be

she's denying that it ever happened to her mom and brothers

oh it happened 

but this feeds into people can't be trusted pychosis if I had any "thing" 

I'm always blamed for anything

If I say I had a horrible time at a church or that they are sinister and heeding "commandments of men" or worse

I'm consider a stupid lieing bish and nobody believes me

if I were rapped nobody would believe me or care

I ain't

but if I were nobody would either believe me or care

I'm considered 

satanic garbage

I am not valued much I really don't believe I am

like I really don't believe I am

the people that are valued are the ones that hate lucifer, only wear beige all the time

and are like old 

old people i think are valued in society

edit - this last sunday 8/19/2024 I was given a tree of life keychain with this note attached................

 

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My family most them don't love me cause bible says..........1 John 4:18 "There is no fear in love; but perfect love casteth out fear: because fear hath torment. He that feareth is not made perfect in love." They need prayer I think they all are lucifer's badly but they like to pretend they are kirk cameron's (no hate for kirk) 

supposedly everyone is christian in usa

but I believe most aren't really

they think they are..............

Matthew 7:21-23

King James Version

21 Not every one that saith unto me, Lord, Lord, shall enter into the kingdom of heaven; but he that doeth the will of my Father which is in heaven.

22 Many will say to me in that day, Lord, Lord, have we not prophesied in thy name? and in thy name have cast out devils? and in thy name done many wonderful works?

23 And then will I profess unto them, I never knew you: depart from me, ye that work iniquity.

fun bonus...........my brothers fiancee, live in girlfriend living in sin, don't know status???????????

Shandra

went through all my blog tons of posts 100's

to find dirt on my brother

she found like I think my being upset that melissa his ex was basically left alone in the hospital paralized ----- I WASN'T HAPPY ABOUT IT...............

even if melissa was a horrible alcholic always at the brink of death.........she's still alive.............pretty 100% she remarried

that I have to watch everything I say 

and that the slightest mistake I made

that's it I'm never forgiven eveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeer

might === me being paranoid some

The mystery babylon harlot rules more then america most say it's america that's babylon or they'll say it's New York. Revelation 17:18 "And the woman which thou sawest is that great city, which reigneth over the kings of the earth." HER REIGN IS EVERWHERE SHE'S DRANK THE BLOOD OF THE SAINTS AND THE MAYRTORS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!..........................................They are going to eat her flesh and burn her to THAT 'S IN THE BIBLE....................

The mystery babylon harlot rules more then america most say it's america that's babylon or they'll say it's New York.  Revelation 17:18 "And the woman which thou sawest is that great city, which reigneth over the kings of the earth." HER REIGN IS EVERWHERE SHE'S DRANK THE BLOOD OF THE SAINTS AND THE MAYRTORS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!..........................................They are going to eat her flesh and burn her to THAT 'S IN THE BIBLE....................

Revelation 17

16 And the ten horns which thou sawest upon the beast, these shall hate the whore, and shall make her desolate and naked, and shall eat her flesh, and burn her with fire.

17 For God hath put in their hearts to fulfil his will, and to agree, and give their kingdom unto the beast, until the words of God shall be fulfilled.

18 And the woman which thou sawest is that great city, which reigneth over the kings of the earth.

It's like if your like a chick like me right

and you like like your flesh right

"sheri don't be in this sort of diabolical mood again common"

hahahahahah

IF YOU ARE LIKE A CHICK RIGHT

AND YOU LIKE LIKE YOUR FLESH

YOU LIKE DON'T WANT IT TO BE EATEN.........................

Revelation 18:3-5 "For all nations have drunk of the wine of the wrath of her fornication, and the kings of the earth have committed fornication with her, and the merchants of the earth are waxed rich through the abundance of her delicacies. And I heard another voice from heaven, saying, Come out of her, my people, that ye be not partakers of her sins, and that ye receive not of her plagues. For her sins have reached unto heaven, and God hath remembered her iniquities."

my advice 

get rid the makeup

get rid the jewelry

(except wedding rings I believe still plenty that wedding rings are good) 

Hebrews 13:4 "Marriage is honourable in all, and the bed undefiled: but whoremongers and adulterers God will judge."

I'm determined to be done with harlot the babylon

that chick SUCKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

for real

for real

if you have 20+ guys texting you on instagram or facebook or even tik tok cause you makeup looks great YOU AIN'T WINNING THEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'd rather be on fire

then sit with the fancy "babylon" 

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it's downloading.............................................................................

Revelation 17:4-6 "And the woman was arrayed in purple and scarlet colour, and decked with gold and precious stones and pearls, having a golden cup in her hand full of abominations and filthiness of her fornication.  And upon her forehead was a name written, Mystery, Babylon The Great, The Mother Of Harlots And Abominations Of The Earth. And I saw the woman drunken with the blood of the saints, and with the blood of the martyrs of Jesus: and when I saw her, I wondered with great admiration."
the big overthrow is coming

Revelation 17:16-18 "And the ten horns which thou sawest upon the beast, these shall hate the whore, and shall make her desolate and naked, and shall eat her flesh, and burn her with fire. For God hath put in their hearts to fulfil his will, and to agree, and give their kingdom unto the beast, until the words of God shall be fulfilled. And the woman which thou sawest is that great city, which reigneth over the kings of the earth."

and if you don't know what I'm telling you

I must be a parable speaker like the lord then

I mean that chick

let me tell you

she runnin the show right now some

but she ain't 

Jesus Christ

or Lucifer

or 

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.........................her show needs to end man

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order needs to be restored to this earth

this earth

where often 

people aren't considering the poor

not often enough

or the environment though I think people do recycle and they do um try and drive less often some people do 

the environment isn't the massive crisis people think it is cause 1/3rd the earth gonna die any minute now.............

Revelation 9:13-15 "And the sixth angel sounded, and I heard a voice from the four horns of the golden altar which is before God, Saying to the sixth angel which had the trumpet, Loose the four angels which are bound in the great river Euphrates. And the four angels were loosed, which were prepared for an hour, and a day, and a month, and a year, for to slay the third part of men."

like 1/3rd the earth killed --------- that'll help the environment so much

euphrates is near dry

so anytime now..............................


peace

If it takes you a billion times to enter into the narrow gate DO THAT. Luke 13:24 "Strive to enter in at the strait gate: for many, I say unto you, will seek to enter in, and shall not be able." STRAIGHT AND NARROW IS THE WAY TO HEAVEN - STRIVE TO ENTER THAT GATE THE STRAIGHT AND NARROW ONE!!!!!!!!! IF IT TAKES YOU BILLION TIMES................

I am putting receipt up front cause I am the "anniliated for Jesus" aka people just anniliate me for the lord to make jesus happy anymore (once I did get a few compliments here and there - but to be fair compliments might give me pride and I do look obnoxiously pride so bestest only attack me always to make jesus really happy 👍👍👍👍👍👍 

 If it takes you a billion times to enter into the narrow gate DO THAT. Luke 13:24 "Strive to enter in at the strait gate: for many, I say unto you, will seek to enter in, and shall not be able." STRAIGHT AND NARROW IS THE WAY TO HEAVEN - STRIVE TO ENTER THAT GATE THE STRAIGHT AND NARROW ONE!!!!!!!!! IF IT TAKES YOU BILLION TIMES................

Matthew 7:13-14 "Enter ye in at the strait gate: for wide is the gate, and broad is the way, that leadeth to destruction, and many there be which go in thereat: Because strait is the gate, and narrow is the way, which leadeth unto life, and few there be that find it." Someone attacked me for days, damned me to hell, then said they is my mom, then said they ain't my mom - don't know who it is???????????? While your hard at work to utterly anniliate me or were...................I'm not judging you, hating you or utterly trying to anniliate you, whoever you is...................it's not to late for me, or anybody to go the straight and narrow!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

  Behold the will of god......................

Revelation 18:3-5 "For all nations have drunk of the wine of the wrath of her fornication, and the kings of the earth have committed fornication with her, and the merchants of the earth are waxed rich through the abundance of her delicacies. And I heard another voice from heaven, saying, Come out of her, my people, that ye be not partakers of her sins, and that ye receive not of her plagues. For her sins have reached unto heaven, and God hath remembered her iniquities."

  And anybody that wants to harsh my gig over buying a entire box of hats today.............I wear hats outside to keep sun out of my face!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

   My thoughts thus far on the year 2023 when a person we don't know who? Tried to anniliate me on my blog - for Jesus of course!!!!!!!!!...............

I might like go for a walk in a second lookin like this hahahhahahahah 💓💓💓💓💓💓 

The box of hats, I gonna have to buy or make a hat rack for all these - so many fun hats 😁

Finally got the rug I saw on tik tok - you take it apart and then you have hair ties or scarves!!!!!!!!!! Which are 100% narrow way 0k!!!!!!!!!!!

"striving to enter into the narrow gate" gonna look different for everyone

IT'S NOT TO LATE FOR YOU!!!!!!!!!!

Matthew 25:8-13 "And the foolish said unto the wise, Give us of your oil; for our lamps are gone out. But the wise answered, saying, Not so; lest there be not enough for us and you: but go ye rather to them that sell, and buy for yourselves. And while they went to buy, the bridegroom came; and they that were ready went in with him to the marriage: and the door was shut.  Afterward came also the other virgins, saying, Lord, Lord, open to us. But he answered and said, Verily I say unto you, I know you not. Watch therefore, for ye know neither the day nor the hour wherein the Son of man cometh."

  Big part of the narrow gate is being in the word of god everyday to I believe, that you have OIL IN YOUR LAMP! But also coming out of the harlot, babylon system...............

which is "fashion" (sheri then what are these hats -------- foolishness and sun protection --------- NO LIES BEING TOLD BY ME HAHAHAHHA) 

  But really fashion, I'm just wearing fancy hats, real fashion is like head to toe................caring about your look. 

  The harlot babylon system is definately more then jewelry and makeup - it is FASHION!!!!!!!!! 

1 Peter 3:2-4

King James Version

2 While they behold your chaste conversation coupled with fear.

3 Whose adorning let it not be that outward adorning of plaiting the hair, and of wearing of gold, or of putting on of apparel;

4 But let it be the hidden man of the heart, in that which is not corruptible, even the ornament of a meek and quiet spirit, which is in the sight of God of great price.

  the "putting on of apparel" is caring head to toe what you look like

  Me I'm just over here with some fancy hats fixing to have some fun.........................don't hate my game man. 

I am like un fashion ok!!!!!!!!!!!!!

look sun can't hit my face no more - I'LL WRINKLE THEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

PEACE PLEASE

I A SCARF HAT WEARING NARROW WAY WALKING HIPPY

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Back in the bible days ladies played the harlot, and men to - SAME GOING ON TODAY. Did you know you can serve god - VIA NOT BEING HOOKERS??????????? 1 Corinthians 6:20 "For ye are bought with a price: therefore glorify God in your body, and in your spirit, which are God's." In the merely saying my body is to the glory of god, that is a way to live for God in a sense I believe...............we aren't ours right to be hookers and strippers etc. to fornicate, to go get drunk....................BOUGHT WITH A PRICE............

 Back in the bible days ladies played the harlot, and men to - SAME GOING ON TODAY. Did you know you can serve god - VIA NOT BEING HOOKERS??????????? 1 Corinthians 6:20 "For ye are bought with a price: therefore glorify God in your body, and in your spirit, which are God's." In the merely saying my body is to the glory of god, that is a way to live for God in a sense I believe...............we aren't ours right to be hookers and strippers etc. to fornicate, to go get drunk....................BOUGHT WITH A PRICE............

Sometimes this chanel annoys me

but I do believe in "free choice" cause god believe's in free choice

the bible says 

CHOOSE THIS DAY WHO YOU WILL SERVE.........

Joshua 24:15 "And if it seem evil unto you to serve the Lord, choose you this day whom ye will serve; whether the gods which your fathers served that were on the other side of the flood, or the gods of the Amorites, in whose land ye dwell: but as for me and my house, we will serve the Lord."

Any sinner can repent ok

so let's not overly judge the lady in the video above...............

2 Peter 3:9 "The Lord is not slack concerning his promise, as some men count slackness; but is longsuffering to us-ward, not willing that any should perish, but that all should come to repentance."

   Let's not though call the lady in the video above a christian at all right now ok!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Let's not say, sin is good!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I stopped wearing the selenite

wearing a little bit of gold is working it's keeping me calm

(currently have a teen plannin on going to a college that total will cost around $120,000 or so dollars to attend for 4 years) ----------- that's stress

my family don't ever e-mail me appear some of them appear to hate my guts (not my super model sister though she don't hate my guts) 

She has been trying hard to dress modest and only dresses uh provocatively for photo shoots and parties. 

that I'm so hated in most of my family is stressful to me

lot's of stress I do feel 

Revelation 21:27 "And there shall in no wise enter into it any thing that defileth, neither whatsoever worketh abomination, or maketh a lie: but they which are written in the Lamb's book of life."

 ---------- are rocks a abomination to even have in my house.........................I don't think they are to just all have in my house.................

Deuteronomy 7:26 "Neither shalt thou bring an abomination into thine house, lest thou be a cursed thing like it: but thou shalt utterly detest it, and thou shalt utterly abhor it; for it is a cursed thing."

  Surely other christians have rocks in water features in their homes, as bookends maybe............maybe a rock you kid painted you??????????? ARE THEY NOT IN YOUR HOME - or did you throw them out of your homes because they are abominations???????????????????????????? YOU TELL ME.

my friend told me lgbtq are "vile" but none of your have answered me

is being LGBTQ a abomination still??????????

and if it is are we then not still under the law??????????

Leviticus 18:22 "Thou shalt not lie with mankind, as with womankind: it is abomination."

I'm saying are then tattoo's and pig meat and shellfish ABOMINATIONS THAT WOULD THEN PREVENT SOMEONE FROM ENTERING HEAVEN?????????

Leviticus 19:27-29

King James Version

27 Ye shall not round the corners of your heads, neither shalt thou mar the corners of thy beard.

28 Ye shall not make any cuttings in your flesh for the dead, nor print any marks upon you: I am the Lord.

29 Do not prostitute thy daughter, to cause her to be a whore; lest the land fall to whoredom, and the land become full of wickedness.

IF IT IS IN THE LAW SURELY TATTOO'S SURELY MUST ALSO BE ABOMINATIONS - WHY WOULD GOD SAY DON'T GET "PRINT ANY MARKS UPON YOU" IF THEM TATTOO'S WEREN'T ACTUALLY ABOMINATIONS EXPLAIN TO ME BODY OF CHRIST THIS DOUBLE STANDARD IN USA

WHERE TATTOO'S ARE OK

BUT BEING LGBTQ NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO ALL THE LGBTQ MUST REPENT ELSE THEY IS HEADED TO HELL?????????????

IF YOUR GOING TO HAVE A DOUBLE STANDARD LIKE THAT 

AND YOU DO

THEN EXPLAIN THAT TO ME???????????? HOW THAT MAKES ANY SENSE AT ALL

THE BIBLE SAYS NO ABOMINATIONS

Revelation 21:27 "And there shall in no wise enter into it any thing that defileth, neither whatsoever worketh abomination, or maketh a lie: but they which are written in the Lamb's book of life."

Leviticus 11:10-12

King James Version

10 And all that have not fins and scales in the seas, and in the rivers, of all that move in the waters, and of any living thing which is in the waters, they shall be an abomination unto you:

11 They shall be even an abomination unto you; ye shall not eat of their flesh, but ye shall have their carcases in abomination.

12 Whatsoever hath no fins nor scales in the waters, that shall be an abomination unto you.

SWEAR TO GOD I'M THIS CLOSE TO GOING BACK TO THE SYNAGOGUES OR A MUSLIM MOSQUE, PRY A MUSLIM MOSQUE I ALWAYS ACCEPT JESUS AS MY LORD AND SAVIOR BUT I'M TIRED AND SICK OF THIS HATING LGBTQ BS MEANWHILE HAVING DOUBLE STANDARDS IN THE BASICALLY ENTIRE BODY OF CHRIST THIS IS SUCH BULLSSSSSSSSSSS