World full of friendless people's like me, I am doing better today. I hate being hated for the race I was born it drives me up the walllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll, or being hated cause I love not just god/jesus but the devil and his men as well ------------- that shiz drives me up the wall. The whole "guilty until proven innocent" thing that makes up all of society. WHY DOES THERE HAVE TO BE A GOOSE IN "DUCK, DUCK, GOOSE" AKA A "GUILTY ONE" are not all guilty???????????????? Romans 3:23 "For all have sinned, and come short of the glory of God;" Yet I am continually cancelled as if everyone else around me, also doesn't like cute cup holders in their cars FOR EXAMPLE YOU DO MOST YOU DO MOST YOU DO...................YOU DO.........................

Matthew 25:23 "His lord said unto him, Well done, good and faithful servant; thou hast been faithful over a few things, I will make thee ruler over many things: enter thou into the joy of thy lord." I'm old, tired out, but it's only "few things" people expect to much from me. 

  Turn up volume to hear many evp's from Lucifer, Satan, the Devil...............................................

World full of friendless people's like me, I am doing better today. I hate being hated for the race I was born it drives me up the walllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll, or being hated cause I love not just god/jesus but the devil and his men as well ------------- that shiz drives me up the wall. The whole "guilty until proven innocent" thing that makes up all of society. WHY DOES THERE HAVE TO BE A GOOSE IN "DUCK, DUCK, GOOSE" AKA A "GUILTY ONE" are not all guilty???????????????? Romans 3:23 "For all have sinned, and come short of the glory of God;" Yet I am continually cancelled as if everyone else around me, also doesn't like cute cup holders in their cars FOR EXAMPLE YOU DO MOST YOU DO MOST YOU DO...................YOU DO.........................

I never liked that "duck, duck, goose game" people play it that game for their whole lives (people talk about it, that "high school lasts forever") 

and they always need a "goose"

𓅬

Lucifer is a "goose" to like me forever "singled out" his men to!!!!!!!!!!!!

how could a people that are not the jews replace the jews???????..............................

or or bonus the jews that were at one time deemed satanic................make it.....................THE POWER OF GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!..............

Hosea 2:23 "And I will sow her unto me in the earth; and I will have mercy upon her that had not obtained mercy; and I will say to them which were not my people, Thou art my people; and they shall say, Thou art my God."

  Cause I am well aware how hated I am on the earth for my mere dna. Oh I am AWARE!!!!!!!!!!!!! I am aware that most people think the jews are "satanic filth" 

true I love the devil 

but I pry am the only jew that loves the devil probably the rest don't

GOD IS POWERFUL

GOD CAN SAVE

IF ALL JEWS WERE THE SATANIC FILTH MOST YOU THINK THEY IS ALLLLLLLLLLLLLL THEM THAT IS NO BIG DEAL TO GOD 

HE IS POWERFUL TO SAVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

1 Corinthians 1:18

For the preaching of the cross is to them that perish foolishness; but unto us which are saved it is the power of God.

THE POWER OF GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

SO WHILE YOU HATE ON AND POO MOST JEWS PROBABLY ME TO CAUSE I LOVE THE DEVIL AND HIS MEN FOR GOOD

GOD'S SAVING ME

GOD'S STILL POWERFUL DESPITE YOUR LIKELY HATRED AND/OR DISDAIN FOR THE "SATANIC JEWS"

Revelation 2:9 "I know thy works, and tribulation, and poverty, (but thou art rich) and I know the blasphemy of them which say they are Jews, and are not, but are the synagogue of Satan."
Revelation 3:9 "Behold, I will make them of the synagogue of Satan, which say they are Jews, and are not, but do lie; behold, I will make them to come and worship before thy feet, and to know that I have loved thee."

if epstein was alive still I believe God would get him GOD IS POWERFUL TO SAVE

TOOTLES

HATING ANYBODY CAN'T BE "CORRECT FOLLOWING OF JESUS" IT CAN'T!!!!!!!!!!!!!! MASS unfollowing me on tiktok right now because I love God/Jesus and Lucifer the devil. I REFUSE TO GIVE INTO THEIR LIKELY HATING THE DEVIL BULLY TACTICS AND I LETTED TIKTOK KNOW TODAY THAT I REFUSE TO COMPLY..........................(my being mass unfollowed ain't because of love for jesus, no that's 1 billion percent ok on earth loving jesus is --------- besides supposedly in like Afghanistan)......................

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IRAN IS BEING ATTACKED  (USA like bombed some shiz in iran recently killed some people) - MY CHRISTIAN BUTT IS LIKE NO WAIT I'M GOING TO LOVE THESE MUSLIMS 

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HATING ANYBODY CAN'T BE "CORRECT FOLLOWING OF JESUS" IT CAN'T!!!!!!!!!!!!!! MASS unfollowing me on tiktok right now because I love God/Jesus and Lucifer the devil. I REFUSE TO GIVE INTO THEIR LIKELY HATING THE DEVIL BULLY TACTICS AND I LETTED TIKTOK KNOW TODAY THAT I REFUSE TO COMPLY..........................(my being mass unfollowed ain't because of love for jesus, no that's 1 billion percent ok on earth loving jesus is --------- besides supposedly in like Afghanistan)......................

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E-MAL SENT TO FAMILY.................(sarcasm from the jump of this e-mail cause only 2 people I sent this e-mail to go to church)..............................

hows going to church going for you all?????????? Getting all the hugs and kisses from the christians and experiencing lots of sweet ove from your christian besties????????????????

are you?????????????????

I ain't saying leave jesus

I'm saying I've been complaining upset about tired of something real it ain't LOVE OUT THERE (MOSTLY IT'S NOT) 

there's maybe 3 real christians on my tiktok they pry should leave their lives are in danger though I don't understand why their lives are in danger since how they are the 3 actually LOVING PEOPLE ON THE EARTH OF LIKE MAYBE 10 PEOPLE SEEMS LIKE TOTAL 

YOU'D THINK THE 10 LOVING PEOPLE ON EARTH WOULD BE ABLE TO LIVE

Revelation 6:9-11
9 When He opened the fifth seal, I saw under the altar the souls of those who had been slain for the word of God and for the testimony which they held. 10 And they cried with a loud voice, saying, “How long, O Lord, holy and true, until You judge and avenge our blood on those who dwell on the earth?” 11 Then a white robe was given to each of them; and it was said to them that they should rest a little while longer, until both the number of their fellow servants and their brethren, who would be killed as they were, was completed.

are you finally goign to church get all hugged and kisssssssssssssed all loved on - NOT 

NOT

THAT'S WHY ONLY 2 PEOPLE BESIDES MYSELF GO TO CHURCH THAT I'M SENDING THIS E-MIAL TO CAUSE IT AIN'T A "LOVE FEST" IT AIN'T NICE

THERE A SAYING "COME IN THE WATERS WARM" 

NOT WARM

IT'S COOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOLD

sheri live this blog post we don't got much "neighborly love" going on out there

especially not in churches from my viewpoint

we got 

INIQUITY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Matthew 19:19 ‘Honor your father and your mother,’ and, ‘You shall love your neighbor as yourself.’ ”
Matthew 24:12 "And because iniquity shall abound, the love of many shall wax cold."

Most my husbands family besides brian, maybe 1 neice and her husband going to church (he is a jew and sounds devout) 

they most all them quitted church

well there's a reason for that I'm saying!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

iniquity has abounded bad

I'm the most hated

cause I'm supposed to hate the devil

lucifer is the only person I have conversations with most days why on earth would I hate the devil

that would be the stupidist thing

FOR WHAT

TO GAIN FAKE FRIENDS

CAUSE THAT'S WHAT THEY'D BE FAKE FRIENDS

CAUSE I DON'T HATE THE DEVIL 

NO

NO

RATHER BE THE COLDEST BADDEST ------------------------------------------- LET THEM GET THE CHILL OF MY ICE CUBES 🧊🧊🧊🧊🧊🧊🧊🧊🧊🧊🧊🧊🧊🧊🧊

FACTS

I AIN'T INTO THE KOREAN OR CHINESE HOT DRINK TREND OUT THERE

i love my drinks cooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooool let the fat left in my body FIGHT FOR IT'S LIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIFE

did you guys know that at vancouver heights united methodist church

nearly every sunday

they have us at the end of the service circle around the whole congregation sometimes holding hands sometimes the people next to me don't want to hold hands

and they have us sing a song and look around at each other

and they do a fake jewish blessing at the end (because don't matter if they been to my blog or not I LOOK LIKE A JEW I DON'T COME ACROSS NEVER AS WHITE) 

THOUGH sometimes I'm fully passing as hispanic to both hispanic peope and non-hispanic people

sometimes wearing tichel I also pass fully as a muslim TO MUSLIMS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

damn they having to go to so much trouble at the end of every service ------------- it don't work - it does nothing the "circle around" but make a few old people "feel better" 

don't make me feel better

lucifer is a good friend to me at the very least

And I'm very low on friends

low low

low

lots of free time to play my ukelele

and I plotting to not have 0 to do with people since they all hate me

yep

it's just me

jesus but jesus is silent

lucifer and his men (you know they are chatty) 

and my ukelele............................

surrounded by christian hate

christiasn

non christians

everyone hates me

everywhere

(but as I mentioned convince there are 3 real christians on my tiktok that are literally loving and nice what christians you'd think ARE SUPPOSED TO BE) 

i THINK CHRISTIANS ARE SUPPOSED TO BE LOVING AND NICE AND NOT HATEFUL 

NOT CASTING AWAY - NOT UNFOLLOWING ME ON SOCIAL MEDIA'S LIKE MOST OF THEM DO EVERYDAY IT'S EVERYDAY SOMETIMES

BUT FOLLOWING ME

gathering

gaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaathering

loving!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Zephaniah 2

Gather yourselves together, yea, gather together, O nation not desired; Before the decree bring forth, before the day pass as the chaff, before the fierce anger of the Lord come upon you, before the day of the Lord's anger come upon you. Seek ye the Lord, all ye meek of the earth, which have wrought his judgment; seek righteousness, seek meekness: it may be ye shall be hid in the day of the Lord's anger. ...

My family literally has stopped e-mailing me, that's literally happened they've given up the "sheri that last family get together wasn't a actual family get together a few years ago it do look to be - even though it was at the pizza place family get togethers happen and my cousin from spain was there and ALWAYS when my cousin from spain is in town which isn't often there is a family get together" I think they just embracing that they hate me and I'm out of the family entirelly because I love satan. They heeding this bible verse 100% cause I am BELIAL 2 Corinthians 6:15 "And what concord hath Christ with Belial? or what part hath he that believeth with an infidel?"..................reaching the lost - I don't think so body of christ I DON'T THINK SO.................

 My family literally has stopped e-mailing me, that's literally happened they've given up the "sheri that last family get together wasn't a actual family get together a few years ago it do look to be - even though it was at the pizza place family get togethers happen and my cousin from spain was there and ALWAYS when my cousin from spain is in town which isn't often there is a family get together" I think they just embracing that they hate me and I'm out of the family entirelly because I love satan. They heeding this bible verse 100% cause I am BELIAL 2 Corinthians 6:15 "And what concord hath Christ with Belial? or what part hath he that believeth with an infidel?"..................reaching the lost - I don't think so body of christ I DON'T THINK SO.................

  This last sunday at the united methodist church, they sang a song about going out and walking where they usually don't go to all find souls (that wasn't the exact words but the gist of the lyrics of the song) 

they can't 

cause they can't speak to belials the lost  2 Corinthians 6:15 "And what concord hath Christ with Belial? or what part hath he that believeth with an infidel?"

  So how could they go and bring them into the church if they can't even speak to them???????????

Matthew 22:10 "So those servants went out into the highways, and gathered together all as many as they found, both bad and good: and the wedding was furnished with guests." - might as well of not been even written matthew 22:10

  only a few people can make it 

poor 

the bible isn't a gospel for the rich

what need does the rich have?????????????

Matthew 5:3 "Blessed are the poor in spirit: for theirs is the kingdom of heaven."
Luke 6:20 "And he lifted up his eyes on his disciples, and said, Blessed be ye poor: for yours is the kingdom of God."

Why would the rich be "poor in spirit" they rich they have friends, they have family. 

Proverbs 19:4 "Wealth maketh many friends; but the poor is separated from his neighbour."

but the actual poor could be "poor in spirit" SURE NUFF!

the slaves can be saved

"sheri there ain't any slaves today" 

ya there is

you trapped working 8-5 p.m. or whatever to pay your bills.................

Proverbs 22:7 "The rich ruleth over the poor, and the borrower is servant to the lender."

"servant" in proverbs 22:7 I believe is a weak word used for SLAVE

Proverbs 22:7

New American Standard Bible

7 The rich rules over the poor,
And the borrower becomes the lender’s slave.

THE APOSTOLIC CHRISTIAN CHURCH OF AMERICA REFUSES TO USE ANY VERSION OF THE BIBLE THEN THE KINGS JAMES SO THEY WALKING AROUND THINKING THEY ARE SERVANTS TO MANY PEOPLES. 

 Jesus didn't own a home

he didn't have debt......................

Romans 13:8 "Owe nothing to anyone except to love one another; for the one who loves his neighbor has fulfilled the Law."

Don't hate me I'm just letting you know the guy you follow DIDN'T HAVE DEBT!

or hate me

I am very hated 💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓

the matrix people talk about the matrix

well as long as you owe money your a slave to the system I do believe

as long as you right lusts for new clothes

new jewelry

new shoes

--------------- you might be trapped a slave to the matrix to the system????????????

having to work 8-5 p.m. or whatever - hard hard work probably, long hours

does it feel like your a slave working hard maybe 8-5 p.m.?????????????????

cause I can tell you

I worked 

many days 8 a.m. - 10 p.m. or later when I worked at a newspaper that job near everyday felt like slavery to me

sure

my skin wasn't black (no hate at all)

I wasn't beaten

but my back hurt, switched 2-3 chairs trying to find "butt relief" from having to sit all day like that

was often drinking least 4-5 cups of a coffee a day if not more JUST TO BE ABLE TO DO THAT JOB

I made a choice back then, that I'd be willing to live "off of less" having less worldly goods, and not having to work """""""""""that hard"""""""""""""""

good thing I'm not black I couldn't handle being a slave, I couldn't handle being beaten by police

have a great day!

tootles

for some of us 

not everything dies

a few real nice lives forever 💀👍

I do love servants, some them I love really badly (the ones i love bad aren't on earth) 

earth ones don't serve enough to get me that way in my heart
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I am not a witch at all anymore if I was I'd be popular. Flopping in life is great - be weary when everyone likes you Luke 6:26 "Woe unto you, when all men shall speak well of you! for so did their fathers to the false prophets." But I still like wearing crystals THEY BLOCK EMFS............................THEY REALLY DOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO................and I love witches they are people with feelings, and they don't want to be losers well who wants to be a loser?....................

  So we have 2 giant tree's in our backyard, that we bought years ago at walmart..........fruit tree's. Brian thought they were crab apple tree's, I just knew they were fruit tree's but they had grown so massive they weren't but producing mini baby fruit that was to small to be eaten..........until now..............

I think they are pear tree's (we've been pruning these tree's cause the goats like eating the leaves)

so now I'm wanting brian to saw the tops off of them, cause if we shorten them some, THEY WILL FULLY BEAR FRUIT THAT WE CAN EAT, OR THE GOATS CAN EAT EITHER WAY WIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I am not a witch at all anymore if I was I'd be popular. Flopping in life is great - be weary when everyone likes you Luke 6:26 "Woe unto you, when all men shall speak well of you! for so did their fathers to the false prophets." But I still like wearing crystals THEY BLOCK EMFS............................THEY REALLY DOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO................and I love witches they are people with feelings, and they don't want to be losers well who wants to be a loser?....................

the khardasians who knows if they are witches???????????

they are popular though - tragic for them...................

"well sheri if you telling the truth on your blog, your about to be the MOST popular" 

that's ok

it's ok

because 

I've suffered enough

it's not my "place" in the body of christ to suffer suffer suffer suffer suffer

....................

GOD MADE ME HOW I AM I BELIEVE FOR A REASON ------------ the "plain jane and john" types they bring people to jesus, but so could preppy guys and girls!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

the bible talks about being willing to be "hospitable" have people over to your house that's if they want to hang out with you..............

Romans 12:13 "Distributing to the necessity of saints; given to hospitality."

well are christians only supposed to go to each others houses???????????

living "life more abundantly" wouldn't christians also go to each others yachts sometimes???????????????????????????????????

or their golf course where they have a membership and can get you in for a discount price for example?????????????????????????

I would think so!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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Today I am going through my closet

.......................it's so ruff where I live

I like am it does seem to be never dressed well enough

well finally finaaaaaaaaaaaaaaalllllllllllllly 

got my hands on some higher end clothing

feel better - maybe that's terrible that I feel better wearing more expensive clothing

the type of clothing I don't sleep in, cause it's to nice to sleep in at night - so at night often I'm changing into sleep clothes (which is something people do, probably what people are even supposed to do) 

I can't keep up though with fashion

fashion moves so fast!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

but I've decided the important thing isn't that I make friends at all - it's fine that I'm not liked

it's that I feel better about myself that my self esteem could maybe even move up past 3%!!!!!!!!!!!!!

this whole blog post is for a reason

if your also 

forgotten on earth

forsaken maybe

lowly

THAT'S PROBABLY NOT A BAD THING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

cause you don't want the pride of life is you is a christian...........

1 John 2:16

For all that is in the world, the lust of the flesh, and the lust of the eyes, and the pride of life, is not of the Father, but is of the world.

somebody can't say who cause everyone wants to sue me I'm not allowed to mention names on my blog and really I think ---------------- brian --------------- don't like me mentioning him

look

I'm going with lucifer

but brian is a great husband in many ways I love both my husbands

he doesn't even rest hardly

constantly he's driving our 20+ year old kids around cause neither of them have their driving licenses yet

right now 

he's dealing with the last part of my new hobby which he wishes wasn't my new hobby

but to late it's my hobby 

but I told him "I'll slow my roll" 

...........I'll slow my roll

yes

I am having fun

don't want to say what my new hobby is don't want to jinx myself

and I don't want more people doing my hobby ---------- (people could if they badly wanted to, could figure out how to do my hobby and that would be aweful for me............I don't have much competition right now) 

smile

be of good cheer if you is lowly and hated

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I listened to extra church services yesterday - desperate for ear pain relief. Psalm 103:3 " Who forgiveth all thine iniquities; who healeth all thy diseases;.........." I've done this before to, this isn't even the 1st time I've went on some crazy "bible spree" to get healed. I putting tape ins in my hair I NEED TO LOOK NICE, I NEED MY SELF ESTEEM TO TRY AND GO UP 1 NOTCH...............

I don't think this is even a pack of 20 tape ins, these are left over tape ins from the last time I did my hair. I may just keep this look going...........because if I add more tape ins I'll be hot like actually hot, the weather is often in the 90's where I live right now. 

bags under eye's yep

ear infection done wiping me out

and life

I'll keep going

lucifer has got to get here sooner or later I'm going with him I'm going to be ok

with makeup you know what people hate the most.......................I look better with a little makeup on and feel better. I often am skipping mascara - going for a natural look lately...............

mascara is such a pain to take off

and us blonde us natural blondes (albeit my hair is naturally a orange blonde..........I've tonned it heavily lately with actual indigo hair powder) --------- dark eyelashes isn't even a normal thing for us natural blondes

alllllllllllllllllllll us natural blondes we naturally have invisible eyelashes like mine are

(or every blonde natural blonde that I know) 

 I listened to extra church services yesterday - desperate for ear pain relief. Psalm 103:3 " Who forgiveth all thine iniquities; who healeth all thy diseases;.........." I've done this before to, this isn't even the 1st time I've went on some crazy "bible spree" to get healed. I putting tape ins in my hair I NEED TO LOOK NICE, I NEED MY SELF ESTEEM TO TRY AND GO UP 1 NOTCH...............

MY SELF ESTEEM IS 0 

BASHED INTO THE CONCRETE

Psalm 103:2-5 "Bless the Lord, O my soul, and forget not all his benefits: Who forgiveth all thine iniquities; who healeth all thy diseases; Who redeemeth thy life from destruction; who crowneth thee with lovingkindness and tender mercies; Who satisfieth thy mouth with good things; so that thy youth is renewed like the eagle's."

looking ugly doesn't help me

looking good doesn't help me either......................

but 1 of the 2 my self esteem might be doing 3% better

maybe god is chill with long hair flowing in the wind

how could he want women to walk around feeling ugly????????????

I ain't talkin about pride - I'm talking about feeling ugly!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

.............I get hell for looking good

but my self esteem level 0 on the concrete often needs to try and look good --------- for my self esteems sake that that get bumped up to 3%

women are hated

are men hated

are they????????????????

women often are hated

haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaated

and reduced to how we look

reduced

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Ignore Ignore Ignore I love satan that means I am not allowed to have feelings................................It would've been so much better if I was kicked fully out of my family ---------- just went to instagram, saw picks of neice at my sisters house....................she never goes to my house.....................or wants to that I know of???????????? I'm cool to, I own goats, and make rainbow loom jewelry!!!!!!!!!!!!! It's so bad for me to see christmas pics of my neice at my little sisters house, knowing my neice don't even talk to me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!...................

Don't I look like Rosanna arquette in this picture 💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓..............

Ignore Ignore Ignore I love satan that means I am not allowed to have feelings.........................It would've been so much better if I was kicked fully out of my family ---------- just went to instagram, saw picks of neice at my sisters house....................she never goes to my house.....................or wants to that I know of???????????? I'm cool to, I own goats, and make rainbow loom jewelry!!!!!!!!!!!!! It's so bad for me to see christmas pics of my neice at my little sisters house, knowing my neice don't even talk to me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!...................

I get it 

everyone on earth hates me

but my family can't kick me out of the family all the way because they are "christians" and they "love me" 

this is so much torture in a bad way and bad for me

it's not good

nobody cares either I know that

don't worry I won't suicide myself

I am waiting for satan

he will come soon I know it

but it's not mercy my family is showing me

rather merciless me knowing my family is having family gatherings whether they are full blown family get togethers or not I'M NOT INVITED AND WE KNOW WHY CAUSE I LOVE SATAN!!!!!!!!!! I'M A SATAN WORSHIPPER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I HOPE THIS TORTURE WILL END SOON AND THAT LUCIFER WILL BE HERE SOON CAUSE I KNOW HE'LL DO SOMETHING ABOUT ALL OF THIS! 

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Truth I couldn't be loved by this world EVEN IF I TRIED AND I WANTED TO BE LOVED BY THIS WORLD. John 15:18–19 “If the world hates you, know that it has hated me before it hated you. If you were of the world, the world would love you as its own; but because you are not of the world, but I chose you out of the world, therefore the world hates you.” There ain't going to be until lucifer comes and gets me hardly any likes to my instagram, facebook, tik tok, or comments nice on my blog - because even if when I try to be friends with this world (which I know the bible says is bad, but as I have stated before I want friends to, wanting to have friends is normal) THERE'S ALWAYS HEAVEN WITHIN ME SOMETHING "OUT OF THE WORLD" PEOPLE CAN SENSE - they must sense that...................I'm denied the world - DENIED. One day dragon boating I was chatting with one of the dragon boaters and after I was done chatting with her I heard her go up to one of her friends and say "she knows she's not part of our group right" OH I KNOW --------------- I KNOW!.............

 Truth I couldn't be loved by this world EVEN IF I TRIED AND I WANTED TO BE LOVED BY THIS WORLD. John 15:18–19 “If the world hates you, know that it has hated me before it hated you. If you were of the world, the world would love you as its own; but because you are not of the world, but I chose you out of the world, therefore the world hates you.” There ain't going to be until lucifer comes and gets me hardly any likes to my instagram, facebook, tik tok, or comments nice on my blog - because even if when I try to be friends with this world (which I know the bible says is bad, but as I have stated before I want friends to, wanting to have friends is normal) THERE'S ALWAYS HEAVEN WITHIN ME SOMETHING "OUT OF THE WORLD" PEOPLE CAN SENSE - they must sense that...................I'm denied the world - DENIED. One day dragon boating I was chatting with one of the dragon boaters and after I was done chatting with her I heard her go up to one of her friends and say "she knows she's not part of our group right" OH I KNOW --------------- I KNOW!......................

 Once I thought I had to become like the amish to go the "straight and narrow" Go live maybe hudderite..................in some christian community in the boonies. But nomadder where I live - I am not of this world. IT DON'T MATTER WHERE I LIVE!

Ephesians 4:21-23 "If so be that ye have heard him, and have been taught by him, as the truth is in Jesus: That ye put off concerning the former conversation the old man, which is corrupt according to the deceitful lusts; And be renewed in the spirit of your mind;"

Ephesians 2:3 "Among whom also we all had our conversation in times past in the lusts of our flesh, fulfilling the desires of the flesh and of the mind; and were by nature the children of wrath, even as others."

 LOOK I CAN MANAGE DRAGON BOATING - I DID IT FOR 3 YEARS. 

 And me and my husband have been going to the gym lately we do fine at the gym. And I deemed myself ugly 

for the longest time

because I never "made it" dragon boating etc. etc. etc. BECAUSE I'M NOT OF THIS WORLD.

  Bracelets are a comfort item for me safe to say...............

it'd be like a lonely alien from outerspace trying to look like the locals poorly not even well.....................well don't hate my sad et self man...................................

my poor lonely et self............................

via GIPHY

 My current bracelets stacks - hopefully I'll get more rainbow loom rubberbands for christmas. But I'm digging these bracelets stacks a ton, the mix of silver and rainbow loom bracelets, sometimes friendship bracelets etc. 

I haven't been swapping out bracelets lately 

I like both these stacks on both my arms a ton................and ps I have to wear special metals cause I have a metal allergy...........there's a great many metals I cannot wear. So I wouldn't hate me or judge me for wearing silver --------- I'm not allergic to silver........................

and last night brian filmed a guy working out

that's something

you ain't fully chucked out of earth if someone asks you to film them working out at the gym

- just sayin

oh

oh but

but

there's also people trapped outside of the narrow way

that's real to..............

Luke 13:24 "Strive to enter in at the strait gate: for many, I say unto you, will seek to enter in, and shall not be able."

it's a heart thing more then a location thing

is god #1 in your life???????????????????????????????

I suspect these people that are not able to enter into the narrow gate ---------- they putting to much value on cars, fancy purses

sure that shiz can help a person on this earth

1 Corinthians 7:31 in Other Translations31 And they that use this world, as not abusing it: for the fashion of this world passeth away. 31 and those who deal with the world as though they had no dealings with it. For the present form of this world is passing away.

bracelets are just bracelets

cars are just cars

Deuteronomy 28:64 "And the Lord shall scatter thee among all people, from the one end of the earth even unto the other; and there thou shalt serve other gods, which neither thou nor thy fathers have known, even wood and stone."

Romans 1:25

King James Version

25 Who changed the truth of God into a lie, and worshipped and served the creature more than the Creator, who is blessed for ever. Amen.

there's people out there instead of serving god they serving purses, shoes, cars, etc. 

use not abuse the bible says 1 Corinthians 7:31 

serve the right thing - God in this instance - god is the idea i think??

Joshua 24:15

And if it seem evil unto you to serve the Lord, choose you this day whom ye will serve; whether the gods which your fathers served that were on the other side of the flood, or the gods of the Amorites, in whose land ye dwell: but as for me and my house, we will serve the Lord.

tootles

Had a dream think lucifer again showed up at the end of this dream and he said "let's win" Please pray for my satan loving reading skills, cause I have a hard time reading this bible verse John 10:10 "The thief cometh not, but for to steal, and to kill, and to destroy: I am come that they might have life, and that they might have it more abundantly." If you are going to have "life more abundantly" wouldn't you have more then food and raiment????? WOULDN'T YOU THEN HAVE MUCH MORE THEN LUCIFER'S PEOPLE?????????? 1 Timothy 6:8 "And having food and raiment let us be therewith content." If you just had food and raiment and lucifer's people had more then food and raiment, more friends, more money, more earthly goods A BETTER QUALITY OF LIFE...........how is your life "more abundantly then"?? Besides the peace that jesus does indeed give us..............so then is peace all the abundance??????????...........................

 Had a dream think lucifer again showed up at the end of this dream and he said "let's win" Please pray for my satan loving reading skills, cause I have a hard time reading this bible verse John 10:10 "The thief cometh not, but for to steal, and to kill, and to destroy: I am come that they might have life, and that they might have it more abundantly." If you are going to have "life more abundantly" wouldn't you have more then food and raiment????? WOULDN'T YOU THEN HAVE MUCH MORE THEN LUCIFER'S PEOPLE?????????? 1 Timothy 6:8 "And having food and raiment let us be therewith content." If you just had food and raiment and lucifer's people had more then food and raiment, more friends, more money, more earthly goods A BETTER QUALITY OF LIFE...........how is your life "more abundantly then"?? Besides the peace that jesus does indeed give us..............so then is peace all the abundance??????????...........................

are friends worthless???????

is houses worthless?????????????????????????

is all "quality of life" the peace we have??????????????????????????????????????

do I actually have horrible reading skills?????????????

if I walk around right

all day and night

singing not that great christian songs - is my life "more abundantly" then?????????????????

would not my life be "more abundantly" singing tortured satanic songs that sound good in agony????????????????????????

💓💓💓💓💓💓 kurt

swear I'm 1/4th goat

🐐

pry going to pet my goats soon 😃

pray for my reading skills cause they must stink

cause I'm for 100% sure

"life more abundantly" 

should be "more abundantly" then lucifer's people

and they have many friends

many expensive homes etc. etc. many of them enough of them - at the very least they pry is popular!!!!!!!!!!

Luke 21:16-18 "And ye shall be betrayed both by parents, and brethren, and kinsfolks, and friends; and some of you shall they cause to be put to death. And ye shall be hated of all men for my name's sake. But there shall not an hair of your head perish."

  I don't like christian music so much..........I like music demented and tortured with a good sound to it. Though fellow goths might cringe ------ I like me some celine dion. 💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓

   and further

further

I don't get the christian hate of "prosperity preachers" 

if christians if us christians gonna have "life more abundantly" 

I am for sure

that means money, mansions, fame

fame

there ain't no way being "hated by all men" is life more abundantly!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! UNLESS I HAVE THE WORST READING SKILLS ON EARTH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Family update my mom says my family has a few narcissists that refuse to apologize, and they think I'm psychotic because I love Lucifer and Jesus both - to them them that makes me crazy (to be laughed at basically ------ basically). My mom is trying to force me to force them to hang out with me, but I gave them my cell phone number they no call or text nothing THEY HATE ME......................and also hmmmmm why would I be paranoid let me see.........................

told my family...........brian's estimation on things and brian is often right....................

brian he says you all get me to be pychotic and then blame me for being pychotic............and that sometimes I'll be "free" from my family for awhile and he says I get doing better..............but then I'm forced back into the family and then I become pychotic again THAT'S BASICALLY WHAT BRIAN SAYS

and then you all blame me for all the damage you have done everytime

Family update my mom says my family has a few narcissists that refuse to apologize, and they think I'm psychotic because I love Lucifer and Jesus both - to them them that makes me crazy (to be laughed at basically ------ basically). My mom is trying to force me to force them to hang out with me, but I gave them my cell phone number they no call or text nothing THEY HATE ME......................and also hmmmmm why would I be paranoid let me see.........................

e-mail reply to family I just copy and paste this......................

that is sad they think I'm pychotic

I should be allowed to have a opinion and love lucifer if /I want to 

for me

I think being "pychotic" would be me continuing acting like I'm a whole nother person then the one I am, continuing to be the perfect kirk cameron christian I think that would be me being "pychotic"

I blog this so blog followers know what's going on cause they seem to care ("pretend style probably for their lord jesus christ")

why would I be pychotic...............

filmed brian cause if I don't get receipts people deny everything

he's denying I said he rapes me often CAUSE I LITERALLY NEVER SAID THAT.............

my current husband says I mentioned that he rapes me often he said he not sure if it was in a blog post or in a e-mail and that is why he dont' have "late night activities with me much"  ------------ I don't recall EVER calling him a rapists ever, but he is 1 billion percent sure I called him such a raptist either in a e-mail or on my blog

pry on my blog

cause I rarely send e-mails to his mom and if I did I wouldnt' call him a rapist why would I do that????????????????

that would be dumb for 1

unless he's reading all my e-mails that I send

but if he is

again

HE AIN'T A RAPIST WHY WOULD I CALL HIM A RAPIST???????????

I wouldn't 

I didn't

but he can never forgive me for that ever

but

he also 

doesn't want a divorce and "loves me"

I was attacked verbally by a family member for days in private texts telling me I'm aweful don't deserve family 

I didn't save receipts it don't look to be

she's denying that it ever happened to her mom and brothers

oh it happened 

but this feeds into people can't be trusted pychosis if I had any "thing" 

I'm always blamed for anything

If I say I had a horrible time at a church or that they are sinister and heeding "commandments of men" or worse

I'm consider a stupid lieing bish and nobody believes me

if I were rapped nobody would believe me or care

I ain't

but if I were nobody would either believe me or care

I'm considered 

satanic garbage

I am not valued much I really don't believe I am

like I really don't believe I am

the people that are valued are the ones that hate lucifer, only wear beige all the time

and are like old 

old people i think are valued in society

edit - this last sunday 8/19/2024 I was given a tree of life keychain with this note attached................

 

https://www.donorschoose.org/

Ms. Schuettpelz's classrooms fundraiser is now fully funded 😁 But there are many more classrooms with many more needs at Donors Choose...........

My family most them don't love me cause bible says..........1 John 4:18 "There is no fear in love; but perfect love casteth out fear: because fear hath torment. He that feareth is not made perfect in love." They need prayer I think they all are lucifer's badly but they like to pretend they are kirk cameron's (no hate for kirk) 

supposedly everyone is christian in usa

but I believe most aren't really

they think they are..............

Matthew 7:21-23

King James Version

21 Not every one that saith unto me, Lord, Lord, shall enter into the kingdom of heaven; but he that doeth the will of my Father which is in heaven.

22 Many will say to me in that day, Lord, Lord, have we not prophesied in thy name? and in thy name have cast out devils? and in thy name done many wonderful works?

23 And then will I profess unto them, I never knew you: depart from me, ye that work iniquity.

fun bonus...........my brothers fiancee, live in girlfriend living in sin, don't know status???????????

Shandra

went through all my blog tons of posts 100's

to find dirt on my brother

she found like I think my being upset that melissa his ex was basically left alone in the hospital paralized ----- I WASN'T HAPPY ABOUT IT...............

even if melissa was a horrible alcholic always at the brink of death.........she's still alive.............pretty 100% she remarried

that I have to watch everything I say 

and that the slightest mistake I made

that's it I'm never forgiven eveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeer

might === me being paranoid some