I listened to extra church services yesterday - desperate for ear pain relief. Psalm 103:3 " Who forgiveth all thine iniquities; who healeth all thy diseases;.........." I've done this before to, this isn't even the 1st time I've went on some crazy "bible spree" to get healed. I putting tape ins in my hair I NEED TO LOOK NICE, I NEED MY SELF ESTEEM TO TRY AND GO UP 1 NOTCH...............

I don't think this is even a pack of 20 tape ins, these are left over tape ins from the last time I did my hair. I may just keep this look going...........because if I add more tape ins I'll be hot like actually hot, the weather is often in the 90's where I live right now. 

bags under eye's yep

ear infection done wiping me out

and life

I'll keep going

lucifer has got to get here sooner or later I'm going with him I'm going to be ok

with makeup you know what people hate the most.......................I look better with a little makeup on and feel better. I often am skipping mascara - going for a natural look lately...............

mascara is such a pain to take off

and us blonde us natural blondes (albeit my hair is naturally a orange blonde..........I've tonned it heavily lately with actual indigo hair powder) --------- dark eyelashes isn't even a normal thing for us natural blondes

alllllllllllllllllllll us natural blondes we naturally have invisible eyelashes like mine are

(or every blonde natural blonde that I know) 

 I listened to extra church services yesterday - desperate for ear pain relief. Psalm 103:3 " Who forgiveth all thine iniquities; who healeth all thy diseases;.........." I've done this before to, this isn't even the 1st time I've went on some crazy "bible spree" to get healed. I putting tape ins in my hair I NEED TO LOOK NICE, I NEED MY SELF ESTEEM TO TRY AND GO UP 1 NOTCH...............

MY SELF ESTEEM IS 0 

BASHED INTO THE CONCRETE

Psalm 103:2-5 "Bless the Lord, O my soul, and forget not all his benefits: Who forgiveth all thine iniquities; who healeth all thy diseases; Who redeemeth thy life from destruction; who crowneth thee with lovingkindness and tender mercies; Who satisfieth thy mouth with good things; so that thy youth is renewed like the eagle's."

looking ugly doesn't help me

looking good doesn't help me either......................

but 1 of the 2 my self esteem might be doing 3% better

maybe god is chill with long hair flowing in the wind

how could he want women to walk around feeling ugly????????????

I ain't talkin about pride - I'm talking about feeling ugly!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

.............I get hell for looking good

but my self esteem level 0 on the concrete often needs to try and look good --------- for my self esteems sake that that get bumped up to 3%

women are hated

are men hated

are they????????????????

women often are hated

haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaated

and reduced to how we look

reduced

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