I live in a world full of fellow christians and people that flee demons.........and I run to them. I make a effort continually to run to "god/jesus" to. I'm still overweight diabeties 2 probably, about to get my a1c tested but pry not victorious yet, it is a "rain" a storm in of itself truly, illnesses are I do believe STORMS Matthew 7:25 "And the rain descended, and the floods came, and the winds blew, and beat upon that house; and it fell not: for it was founded upon a rock." The value has to be on things other then what we own!!!!!!!!!!!! On god/jesus (for me anyways lucifer and his men as well) etc.................

I live in a world full of fellow christians and people that flee demons.........and I run to them. I make a effort continually to run to "god/jesus" to. I'm still overweight diabeties 2 probably, about to get my a1c tested but pry not victorious yet, it is a "rain" a storm in of itself truly, illnesses are I do believe STORMS Matthew 7:25 "And the rain descended, and the floods came, and the winds blew, and beat upon that house; and it fell not: for it was founded upon a rock." The value has to be on things other then what we own!!!!!!!!!!!! On god/jesus (for me anyways lucifer and his men as well) etc.................

I've been battling depression

that's the hardest part of battling illnesses in my estimation is the depression that can result

I try and I try and I try

and the scale don't want to move

it reaaaaaaaaaaaaaaally doesn't

I think my legs are looking skinny

damnnnnnnnnnnn myself thems skinny legs

went to the mall 

while waiting to buy the shirt, sat smelled perfumes, bought "lightly bloom" at zara

it's a really nice scent

perfume cheers me up

shopping cheers me up

the "storms" of life could be people attacking us verbally

but they actually could be just illnesses we battle

battling the # on the scale

THOSE ARE REAL STORMS

is life a calm lake --------------------- no ------------------------------ life is a raging sea!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

cause illnesses happen

deaths happen

job losses happen out there

volcanoes erupt

tornado's

wild fires

stock market

crazed shooters

buffalo stampedes!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

-------------------- my big sister gave me a amazon gift card - oh I am using it

we have to much hate

to much racism right now

to much war right now

love

what the bible says we should have for one another - seems so scarce

this is a warground on earth

it ain't supposed to be easy

I don't know why???????????????

going to the gym in my house after I post this blog post

you should keep going to

we aren't our "storms" - don't let them storms "ko" you ok - your more then your weight, your more then whatever illnesses you have, your more then the $$$ of the house you live in, or car you drive -------------------- 

sure people pry do judge us all over how we look, what we own --------- but that's just stuff ------------- and your way more valueable then all that stuff never forget it