Confession when I put up pics of myself looking cute it is a desperate cry for attention, because I'm not told I'm pretty, or taking on fancy dates, or bought nice gifts or nothing ever, not even kissed on the lips but maybe 1 time a year. Only used for ---------------- every 1-2 time a month cause that is all brian's libido is he says is 1-2 time a month and my needs don't matter at all I'M A GIRL. I'm a filth girl. I'm a worthless girl bish.......................

 Confession when I put up pics of myself looking cute it is a desperate cry for attention, because I'm not told I'm pretty, or taking on fancy dates, or bought nice gifts or nothing ever, not even kissed on the lips but maybe 1 time a year. Only used for ---------------- every 1-2 time a month cause that is all brian's libido is he says is 1-2 time a month and my needs don't matter at all I'M A GIRL. I'm a filth girl. I'm a worthless girl bish.......................

guys say 

that women like do 70% of the divorces in usa - but what if they are all treated poorly to?????????? Like guys are making it out that they are all mostly "saint men" cause they don't initiate divorce most of them don't - but does that really prove that they are all awesome????????????????

if women are ignored

never told they are pretty

never taken on fancy dates

never bought nice things

told they can only spend $5 a day they don't even ever get to see their paychecks cause those always have to go to bills

which might not be abuse might be life but still

but still

if they never kissed on the lips but one time a year maybe like I am

and the guy sleeps in nother room for years and years and years like brian does

and then

when I try and talk to him he never is really interested I CAN TELL I'VE GIVEN UP BY NOW I CLEAN DON'T SPEAK TO HIM

he speaks to me - to tell me the days "agenda" 

that's it

I'm told the days "agenda" 

I've been told by my family I am a desperate attention hoar

ya I'D LIKE TO MATTER

I'D LIKE TO BE NOTICE

I'D LIKE TO BE TREATED NICE

TO COUNT

I'M MOST DEFINATELY A ATTENTION HOAR CAUSE I AIN'T GETTING THE ATTENTION AT HOME

I AIN'T GETTING THE ATTENTION AT HOME OK CHANGE THE TYPE LUCIFER THEN, YOU KNOW I AIN'T AND YOU AIN'T HERE 1ST HUBBY YOUR UP IN THE SKY YOU CAN'T BUY ME NICE THINGS RIGHT NOW TAKE ME ON FANCY DATES AS ANY HUSBAND MARRIED TO ME SHOULD WANT TO DO

SHOULD WANT TO DO OFTEN

BOTH TAKE ME ON FANCY DATES - NOT CHEAP ONES

AND BUY ME FANCY THINGS BOTH

OFTEN

OFTEEEEEEEEEEEEN

I'm so neglected so yes I am a attention hoaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaar

I desperately want out of the city at least if not out of usa entirelly because nobody seems to really care about anybody in usa. If victims complain at all, they are called desperate "attention hoars" 

   the victims is blamed

nobody really cares

unless you homeless or somehow like missing limbs or something cause I think american's do care about the homeless and the missing limbs people's

but everyone else

if you complain

woes me at all

OR DARE TO TRY TO GET ATTENTION - HOAR

..............well look at that I am a attention hoar YOU GOT ME