The earth don't feel real to me though either for those that think we live in a "matrix" a "simulation" - what feels real to me is mostly pain. Pain. And I like it at the gym. I had a great time at the gym yesterday. But love from lucifer and jesus............only those two do I literally feel "love"....................which is perfect for me, cause when I once felt "love" at church I got so puke --------------- I read those old blog posts sometimes I PUKE MY SOUL...................

My mom sending me a e-mail after months of not hearing from my family, is a bunch of bs, it's a bunch of bs, so that she looks good to aunt c, and d, etc. who also bs "concern" about me it's all bs

I saw them all laughing and joking away on k's facebook page that one day - liking each others ha ha ha comments up

I want out of this fake world

I am THE black sheep

I am going with satan when he get's here 💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓 (I give my life to jesus though but following jesus stinks right now) 

LGBTQ Freedom Fund

https://www.paypal.com/US/fundraiser/charity/2813506

The earth don't feel real to me though either for those that think we live in a "matrix" a "simulation" - what feels real to me is mostly pain. Pain. And I like it at the gym. I had a great time at the gym yesterday. But love from lucifer and jesus............only those two do I literally feel "love"....................which is perfect for me, cause when I once felt "love" at church I got so puke --------------- I read those old blog posts sometimes I PUKE MY SOUL...................

painnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn

OH DO YOU HAVE A HAPPY FAMILY? 

AND A HAPPY HAPPY LIFE OH 

WELL THEN BLESS YOUR SOUL

Romans 8:36

As it is written, For thy sake we are killed all the day long; we are accounted as sheep for the slaughter.

well then kill me jesus go ahead lord

🗡🗡🗡🗡🗡🗡🗡🗡🗡🗡🗡🗡🗡🗡🗡🗡🗡🗡🗡🗡🗡🗡🗡🗡🗡🗡

I don't want to hear it

I don't want to hear your good news

your happy times

your "praise jesus's"

that shiz is "your gig"

when the jack and the beanstalk get's here - he's probably going to be real large since how people grow in pain

healing stupid bish sheri you don't need to heal bish......................

I NEED TO BE THE MOST BEAST AND DEVOUR YOU AND ALL YOUR CHILDREN - REAL SOON from the insides out (via the air) as these things go

I don't have pain

I am pain

keep your common human smack mouth talks about "oh she's in pain" out of your holes

I'm what kills whole schools

neighborhoods

cities

not the killers you see in your prisons

I AM PAIN I AM TELLING YOU 

PAIN

but you label them "crazies" and hate them "for your lord jesus christ" or maybe just a little bit shhhhhhhhhhhhh secret in your souls somewhere - ya - and then for jesus you donate to help prisons

they didn't kill kids in your schools, towns, cities, PAIN DID

PAIN DID!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

PAIN DID!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

but I don't even feel pain anymore much besides at the gym and even then only occasionally

I'm a beast

oh you won't change the type or font will you 1st hubby 

nooooooooooooooooo

I AM THE BEAST!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!