I have been occasionally fully deleting blog posts deleted one today (clean one with charities I donated to on it, many charity donations I made are no longer on my blog cause I had to delete a few posts). I DON'T WANT TO HAVE "WAR LIKE" POST EVERY POST NEEDS TO BE SEASONED WITH SALT IT CAN BE A POST WHERE I DISAGREE WITH A PEOPLE - BUT IT NEEDS TO BE "SEASONED WITH SALT" LOVE. But I'm not a flawless sinless christian like all you kirk camerons NO HATE out there - fact I'm a embarassement to the whole body of christ and I know it because I love the devil AND HIS MEN. And your mad I can tell - by the posts that are always popular and the silence and how people hunt for posts that are extra scadalous to "cancel me better hate me better for their lord jesus christ". But you have to be quiet - because christians can't battle a person like that so shhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...........................you poor angry people.............Matthew 18:7 "Woe unto the world because of offences! for it must needs be that offences come; but woe to that man by whom the offence cometh!"..........................

I have been occasionally fully deleting blog posts deleted one today (clean one with charities I donated to on it, many charity donations I made are no longer on my blog cause I had to delete a few posts). I DON'T WANT TO HAVE "WAR LIKE" POST EVERY POST NEEDS TO BE SEASONED WITH SALT IT CAN BE A POST WHERE I DISAGREE WITH A PEOPLE - BUT IT NEEDS TO BE "SEASONED WITH SALT" LOVE. But  I'm not a flawless sinless christian like all you kirk camerons NO HATE out there - fact I'm a embarassement to the whole body of christ and I know it because I love the devil AND HIS MEN.  And your mad I can tell - by the posts that are always popular and the silence and how people hunt for posts that are extra scadalous to "cancel me better hate me better for their lord jesus christ". But you have to be quiet - because christians can't battle a person like that so shhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...........................you poor angry people.............Matthew 18:7 "Woe unto the world because of offences! for it must needs be that offences come; but woe to that man by whom the offence cometh!"..........................

no bullets coming through.........................

Colossians 4:6

Let your speech be always with grace, seasoned with salt, that ye may know how ye ought to answer every man.

I am not speaking to my family - they haven't sent any of their lawyers to my house yet to tell me it's ok I can speak to them again. (once not 1 but 2 of them now have threatened lawsuit - well now it's not even a family for me anymore, now it's "legal" they must send their lawyer to my house to tell me it's ok to speak to them, maybe 1 day ------------- I don't want to talk to them though BECAUSE I DON'T WANT TO BE SUED -------------) 

the internet says if your family member threatens lawsuit to quit all communications is the right thing to do.............until they send all their lawyers to your house and give you some sheet of paper saying you can speak to your family for 1 day - I assume that is how it goes.............so I have to wait........................

I am very aware that my love for mansions - plural

yachts though I never been on one

shopping - garage sales mostly

drives you insane and angers the whole body of christ

but once I tried not wearing makeup, jewelry I made myself miserable

love not your own life the bible says.............................

John 12:25

He that loveth his life shall lose it; and he that hateth his life in this world shall keep it unto life eternal.

ok

I'm supposed to hate living and be suicidal for jesus - ok

mission accomplished then you win christians you win no need to be mad anymore at me YOU WIN

no need to make myself more miserable just to please people that are going to hate me NOMADDER WHAT THEY WILL HATE ME NOMADDER WHATTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT

joel osteen says 

smile

be of a good attitude

and there is a saying when life gives you lemons make lemonaide

ok.........................I'll do it caring about people...............

often I wonder 

while other christians are wondering about me

I wonder about them

"do they really care"

I'll care

I'll do it

for God/Jesus I'll do it and keep doing it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Matthew 25:34-40 "Then shall the King say unto them on his right hand, Come, ye blessed of my Father, inherit the kingdom prepared for you from the foundation of the world: For I was an hungred, and ye gave me meat: I was thirsty, and ye gave me drink: I was a stranger, and ye took me in: Naked, and ye clothed me: I was sick, and ye visited me: I was in prison, and ye came unto me. Then shall the righteous answer him, saying, Lord, when saw we thee an hungred, and fed thee? or thirsty, and gave thee drink? When saw we thee a stranger, and took thee in? or naked, and clothed thee? Or when saw we thee sick, or in prison, and came unto thee? And the King shall answer and say unto them, Verily I say unto you, Inasmuch as ye have done it unto one of the least of these my brethren, ye have done it unto me."

am I the shame the joke of the body of christ - ya

I know it

ok

I'm still going with lucifer - I'm fine with this being what you hate what you laugh at "for jesus" I'm ok with this

I ain't about status like most of you

I'm about loving the people everyone looks down upon because they aren't high up in society like most of you........that most definately includes, the lgbtq, lucifer and his men, also muslims, jews, people of color, white people are hated sometimes to - the lowly ones though my mission is to love the lowly the most I'M ZONED IN.