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Friday, March 31, 2023

So american ladies, you aren't praying but at night with a headcovering on your head?????? I'M NOT TRYING TO BULLY ANYBODY DO WHAT YOU WANT! (My family deems me QUITE the bully satanic filth never to be spoken to maybe again?????????) 1 Thessalonians 5:17 "Pray without ceasing." That 1 time of night praying isn't workin out, we got streets with homeless everywhere, and crime everywhere, we have some weird drug in the usa that eats people's skin off their bodies etc................

So american ladies, you aren't praying but at night with a headcovering on your head?????? I'M NOT TRYING TO BULLY ANYBODY DO WHAT YOU WANT! (My family deems me  QUITE the bully satanic filth never to be spoken to maybe again?????????) 1 Thessalonians 5:17 "Pray without ceasing." That 1 time of night praying isn't workin out, we got streets with homeless everywhere, and crime everywhere, we have some weird drug in the usa that eats people's skin off their bodies etc......................

Are your men praying for you all day long in your stead???????????????

1 Thessalonians 5:12-19 "And we beseech you, brethren, to know them which labour among you, and are over you in the Lord, and admonish you; And to esteem them very highly in love for their work's sake. And be at peace among yourselves. Now we exhort you, brethren, warn them that are unruly, comfort the feebleminded, support the weak, be patient toward all men. See that none render evil for evil unto any man; but ever follow that which is good, both among yourselves, and to all men. Rejoice evermore. Pray without ceasing. In every thing give thanks: for this is the will of God in Christ Jesus concerning you. Quench not the Spirit." 
 James 1:21-23 "Wherefore lay apart all filthiness and superfluity of naughtiness, and receive with meekness the engrafted word, which is able to save your souls.

22 But be ye doers of the word, and not hearers only, deceiving your own selves.

23 For if any be a hearer of the word, and not a doer, he is like unto a man beholding his natural face in a glass:

to all "pray without ceasing" is some of the word TO DO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I've been walking around wearing hijab lately a lot
and I have also 
prayed maybe 2 times a day somedays
I'm of the last of the body of christ
soooooooo I still often only pray at night
I BASICALLY ALWAYS PRAY AT NIGHT LESS I AM VERY ILL - but them night I say "Dear God I can't really pray tonight I don't feel well, in Jesus Name - amen"
1 Corinthians 11:5 "But every woman that prayeth or prophesieth with her head uncovered dishonoureth her head: for that is even all one as if she were shaven."
So many things I ponder in america a supposed christian country
where I am safe to say deemed a satanic muslim terrorist lately. 
loves God/Jesus, Lucifer, ya I loves muslims to 👍👍👍👍

bye bye my brains, america usa is a "different kind of christian then the bible type"





via GIPHY

ps if anybody in america cares......................a "headcovering" doesn't have to cover your whole head.................I feel and believe.................a triangle type headcover will work like a bandana folding in half tied on your head. A very wide headband I believe could also work................

yesterday I was considering a um rockabilly hairdo using wide rockabilly headbands..................

I died the underside of my hair pictured below flourescent green and fancy the rockabilly hair styles. 
is the headband above wide enough???????????? I ain't 100% sure???????????
but what I am sure of
it's good to work to be a doer OF THE WHOLE WORD OF GOD...........not just a hearer.........
James 1:21-23 "Wherefore lay apart all filthiness and superfluity of naughtiness, and receive with meekness the engrafted word, which is able to save your souls.

22 But be ye doers of the word, and not hearers only, deceiving your own selves.

23 For if any be a hearer of the word, and not a doer, he is like unto a man beholding his natural face in a glass:



Thursday, March 30, 2023

Jesus hanged out with all types of people BUT those "all types of people" THEY GONNA INFLUENCE YOU. I need to be classy, I need to dress modest like I need these things. Also I need to be "well influenced" to to that, to not cuss anymore, I have VERY DIFFERENT NEEDS THEN MY FAMILY IT DOES LOOK TO BE THEY ARE VERY UPSET WITH ME AND THEY FEEL LIKE I'VE BULLIED THEM GALORE TALKING ABOUT MODEST CLOTHING, THEY CAN DO WHATEVER THEY WANT I AM NOT TRYING TO BULLY THEM..................................

Anyone can do whatever they want to. But if you act classy, and dress classy. And classy people the really classy people I have MORE THEN REASON to believe they dress modest I literally have PROOF...................... 

Kate Middletons attire is really something to take note of AT LEAST FOR ME
the things I note
she always 
has a good length to her dresses and skirts, never she never appears to go above the knee length
she wear pants not shorts 
if she has skin showing it is on her neck area........but then I'm more noteful being that this is the type of person I WANT TO WANT THEM TO WANT TO BE FRIENDS WITH ME
if she's wearing a lower neckline take good note she's oftentimes really covered up the rest of her body is
instead of tons of skin showing.................she just let's a little skin show
this is how the rich dress
and they don't cuss they don't I know this
they are polite to I know this to
no hate to hookers or prostitutes etc. or strippers, or none of that "line of work" 
but they are a "different slice of society" then where I want to go in life
Ezekiel 16:15 "But thou didst trust in thine own beauty, and playedst the harlot because of thy renown, and pouredst out thy fornications on every one that passed by; his it was." - The people I want to be friends with, don't like porno's they don't like "harlots" that much THEY PROBABLY ARE LIKE ME THEY DON'T HATE HARLOTS as I said some people ou there have the "wrong friends" harlots are people that have had the "wrong friends" and they have been very badly influenced in life. 
Classy
being classy is to be DESIRED 
(in my mind at any rate)
Dressing and acting class (say thank you, say please)  is a way to "knock on a door" that is the rich folks who are ALSO modest dressed not cussing THE PEOPLE I REALLY WANT TO BE FRIENDS WITH them are good friends to have the correct ones for me - that'll be a GOOD INFLUENCE on me and I know they'll be a good influence on me. Matthew 7:7 "Ask, and it shall be given you; seek, and ye shall find; knock, and it shall be opened unto you:"..........................now there is no man "common" out there, there are people WHO'VE BEEN AROUND THE WRONG TYPE OF FRIENDS that have held them back in life..............Jesus hanged out with all types of people BUT those "all types of people" THEY GONNA INFLUENCE YOU. I need to be classy, I need to dress modest like I need these things. Also I need to be "well influenced" to to that, to not cuss anymore, I have VERY DIFFERENT NEEDS THEN MY FAMILY IT DOES LOOK TO BE THEY ARE VERY UPSET WITH ME AND THEY FEEL LIKE I'VE BULLIED THEM GALORE TALKING ABOUT MODEST CLOTHING, THEY CAN DO WHATEVER THEY WANT I AM NOT TRYING TO BULLY THEM..................................
My family that thinks I've attacked and bullied them because I was theorizing that their being friends with natalie cunial was impacting them in a bad way JUST THEORIZING. 
THEY CAN DRESS HOWEVER THEY WANT TO 
ACT HOWEVER THEY WANT TO
GO AHEAD
I meanwhile have been over here learning about "bespoke" clothing
and the royals...........................
If your like me and planning on hanging around kings and queens you bestest get to learn how to BE LIKE THEM

Revelation 5:9-10 "And they sung a new song, saying, Thou art worthy to take the book, and to open the seals thereof: for thou wast slain, and hast redeemed us to God by thy blood out of every kindred, and tongue, and people, and nation; And hast made us unto our God kings and priests: and we shall reign on the earth."

I will therefore that men pray every where, lifting up holy hands, without wrath and doubting.

In like manner also, that women adorn themselves in modest apparel, with shamefacedness and sobriety; not with broided hair, or gold, or pearls, or costly array;

10 But (which becometh women professing godliness) with good works. 

Wishing everyone a great day!



Wednesday, March 29, 2023

need prayer cause WE WAGE NOT A WAR AGAINST FLESH AND BLOOD "last night a white cat sized cloud it was smokey ran like a cat, like how ghosts are on ghost tapes.......and it jumped off top of me and brian's headboard late at night and I heard it thud on the ground to...............went and looked for a cat.............didn't see one. Well then my cuckoo clock started chiming really fast................".....................

last night a white cat sized cloud it was smokey ran like a cat, like how ghosts are on ghost tapes.......and it jumped off top of me and brian's headboard late at night and I heard it thud on the ground to...............went and looked for a cat.............didn't see one. Well then my cuckoo clock started chiming really fast................

I've pondered if my cuckoo clock is haunted
or
or more likely I'm doing so well following jesus that I'm being spiritually attacked by my family even
my war not against "flesh and blood"
For we wrestle not against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this world, against spiritual wickedness in high places.
   I'm not sweating o of nothing I talk about in this blog post, nor any ghosties none of it. naw. Not sweating it. 
Romans 8

37 Nay, in all these things we are more than conquerors through him that loved us.

38 For I am persuaded, that neither death, nor life, nor angels, nor principalities, nor powers, nor things present, nor things to come,

39 Nor height, nor depth, nor any other creature, shall be able to separate us from the love of God, which is in Christ Jesus our Lord.

bats in the background
my look for today - wearing one the shrugs uvb protection 50+ I'm liking it, seems to be keeping me cooler today. 
and I suspect god is making me look younger
it's past any aging cream results that I could obtain via anti aging cream
you might think I've gone kooky 
but I basically believe god is liking me wearing headcoverings accepting my place in "the cosmos" THAT HE'S CAUSING ME TO LOOK YOUNGER EVEN YOUNGER
cause for reals past few days wearing the headcoverings man I've looked younger
according to the bible
But I say unto you, That ye resist not evil: but whosoever shall smite thee on thy right cheekturn to him the other also.
 Lucifer needs to come to this earth and defend me finally
I'm tired of being slapped around by my family

FINE AIMEE FINE YOU NEVER SIN

YOUR PERFECT

SORRY FOR BEING SUCH A SATANIC PIECE OF TRASH BULLY TO YOU AND BEING SO MEAN TO YOU AIMEE

 I am sorry to my family for being the most meanest satanic shi ever, sorry for suggesting that my super model sister might be enjoying wearing hooker attire for her job BECAUSE SHE IS FRIENDS AND HER BEST FRIEND AT THAT IS A EX-PROFESSIONAL "sex vacationer but she says she never had sex with them guys" hooters girl, bikini barista, stripper, naked photo taker and poster of said naked pics on the internet and current "tit mermaid painter" THIS IS WHY I CAN'T TALK TO MY FAMILY ON THE PHONE THEY ATTACK ME OFTEN AND THEY MAKE ME GUILTY OF EVERYTHING AND EVERYTHING I SAY OR DO IS A "OFFENSE" TO THEM.................

LUCIFER COME DOWN COME DOWN

DEFEND ME PLEASE

THE SINLESS MOST SINLESS ON EARTH

AIMEE BRIDGET RUBY

KEVIN LEE RUBY

LORA RUBY

JAMES RUBY

They all get offended at a drop of a hat, cause they are sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo

sinless

this alllllllllllll started because I said that I am glad natalie lynn cunial isn't friends with me anymore that she quit being friends with me cause I love satan HER WORDS TO ME. 

and that makes me a ATTACKER AND BULLY IN MY FAMILY

Aimee Ruby

12:18 PM (2 hours ago)
That’s my correct address, I don’t know why that happened. I would double check how it entered online. But Sheri, you don’t need to send me a lamp a simple acknowledgment that you may have been mean to me for no reason and slightly bullying with your emails and posts would be more appreciated. I’m not sure what I did to deserve that.


Xx A



On Mar 29, 2023, at 2:50 PM, Sheri Walz <sheriwalz@gmail.com> wrote:

Sheri Walz

2:18 PM (10 minutes ago)
when or how was I mean to you what is mean by suggesting that you have been influenced by natalie to enjoy potentially wearing prostitution attire
how is that mean

I hope lucifer gets here real soon
my family will have to stop this making me guilty for nothing often thing they do 
cause they like to accuse me of shiz often
I'm often in fights with them like this
they are often battling me for little nothing thin air things
if someone unfriends you like natalie lynn cunial unfriended me YOUR SUPPOSED TO LOOK AT THE BRIGHT SIDE
AND LOOKING AT THE BRIGHT SIDE HOW THAT IS FOR THE BETTER
ISN'T SUPPOSED TO BE DEEMED AS YOU BULLYING AND ATTACKING YOUR ENTIRE FAMILY
LIKE MY FAMILY THINKS I'M BULLYING THEM AND ATTACKING THEM BY MERELY SUGGESTING THAT NATALIE LYNN CUNIAL HAS CAUSED THEM TO LOVE PROSTITUTION SOME EVEN IF THAT IS JUST HER "MERMAID TIT PAINTINGS"

A SUGGESTION
AND OR ME THEORIZING ISN'T A ATTACK
BUT TO THEM IT IS A ATTACK
TO THEM EVERYTHING IS A ATTACK

I'M NOT A B----------- LIKE THAT
I WAS LITERALLY THEORIZING POST MY MOM GETTING INTO A HUFF OVER ME SAYING THAT NATALIE WAS INFLUENCING ME IN A BAD WAY I BELIEVE
SO MY MOM GOT ME SPEAKING MORE ON THE TOPIC
And we know that all things work together for good to them that love God, to them who are the called according to his purpose.
i CAN'T TAKE ANYMORE LUCIFER PLEASE COME

Tuesday, March 28, 2023

Satan DOES NOT hate mankind, it's a lie spoken in christianity often enough Matthew 16:23 "But he turned, and said unto Peter, Get thee behind me, Satan: thou art an offence unto me: for thou savourest not the things that be of God, but those that be of men." He "savourest" things that "be of men" well why would you SAVOUREST things that "be of men" IF YOU HATED THEM ALL YOU WOULDN'T DO THAT.................MAKE YOUR HATE OF LUCIFER MAKE SENSE BODY OF CHRIST - I LOVE THE DEVIL FOR GOOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! He's doing a job god gave him to do AND HE'S DONE AND IS DOING A REAL GOOD JOB AT HIS JOB a+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ THE DEVIL infinity..................

Satan DOES NOT hate mankind, it's a lie spoken in christianity often enough Matthew 16:23 "But he turned, and said unto Peter, Get thee behind me, Satan: thou art an offence unto me: for thou savourest not the things that be of God, but those that be of men."  He "savourest" things that "be of men" well why would you SAVOUREST things that "be of men" IF YOU HATED THEM ALL YOU WOULDN'T DO THAT.................MAKE YOUR HATE OF LUCIFER MAKE SENSE BODY OF CHRIST - I LOVE THE DEVIL FOR GOOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! He's doing a job god gave him to do AND HE'S DONE AND IS DOING A REAL GOOD JOB AT HIS JOB a+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ THE DEVIL infinity..................
I'm not a satan worshipper despite popular opinion of me
but I respect lucifer
he was basically kicked out of heaven
instead of 
sulking in a corner
crying
he pulled up his big devil pants
and he got to work!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Revelation 12:9 "And the great dragon was cast out, that old serpent, called the Devil, and Satan, which deceiveth the whole world: he was cast out into the earth, and his angels were cast out with him."
Most of us if we had been through what the devil went through
and I know you'll tell me "sheri he challenged god and fought god he brought all this on himself" - still
if that happened to most of us 

we'd melt in a corner and just cry!!!!!!!!!!!!
lucifer literally got the strength the courage
out of seemingly nowhere
to get up GET UP
and get to work!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Knowing him and his men know "thats' it we lost" but THEY AIN'T IN A CORNER CRYING. I DON'T HATE LUCIFER AND HIS MEN LIKE MOST THE BODY OF CHRIST DOES --------- I repect them. 
I respect that courage to keep going................even after you done lost!!!!!!!!!!!
and you know what
I believe there is a "win" for them
the win of NOT BEING WILLING TO JUST LIE DOWN AND CRY
that's a win!!!!!!!!!!!!

this world tries and destroys near everyone 
CANCEL CULTURE IS EVERYWHERE
gossips
backstabbers
Jeremiah 6:27-29 "I have set thee for a tower and a fortress among my people, that thou mayest know and try their way. They are all grievous revolters, walking with slanders: they are brass and iron; they are all corrupters. The bellows are burned, the lead is consumed of the fire; the founder melteth in vain: for the wicked are not plucked away."
  You know how many knives have been stabbed in my back and my front as well --------- hella a lot. If I let all them words, allllllllllllllll them attacks "ko" me I WOULD BE IN A CORNER CRYING. 
I WOULD BE IN A CORNER CRYIN
TO BAD FOR YOU ALL I DONE GONE "BEAST MODE FOREVER"!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
TAKE NOTE EARTH
them gossips,
them slanderers
most em if not all em DON'T LIFE WEIGHTS
see I don't gots to talk shi- about ANYBODY
I'M BUFF
I'M AT THE TOP OF THE TOWER WITH MY BICEPS FLEX................
💪
But many you sure do have to talk shi- about me
and laugh at me
you got nothin a lot of you
a breeze comes and hits you IT'S ALL OVER FOR YOU

Matthew 7:23-25 "And then will I profess unto them, I never knew you: depart from me, ye that work iniquity. Therefore whosoever heareth these sayings of mine, and doeth them, I will liken him unto a wise man, which built his house upon a rock: And the rain descended, and the floods came, and the winds blew, and beat upon that house; and it fell not: for it was founded upon a rock."
grunt
clearly lucifer is a bodybuilder
I've seen him - he's a BODYBUILDER
me to
beast mode
👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍
"sheri you'll never rise above"
you'll never make it
oh ya
ya
watch me
But they that wait upon the Lord shall renew their strength; they shall mount up with wings as eagles; they shall run, and not be weary; and they shall walk, and not faint.





Monday, March 27, 2023

My secret to a successful 23 year old + marriage...........Let you man "be right" even if he's wrong (let him know if he's wrong, but then let him buy the house he wants to buy for example YIKES - cause I actually wanted a duplex rent one side live on the other) ------- and then GO SHOPPING.........................

 My secret to a successful 23 year old + marriage...........Let you man "be right" even if he's wrong (let him know if he's wrong, but then let him buy the house he wants to buy for example YIKES - cause I actually wanted a duplex rent one side live on the other) ------- and then GO SHOPPING.........................

One of my latest purchases (I'm redorating our bedroom, "bat theme")............so...............

                                                                                       


me wearing one of these dickies under a regular t-shirt
thing is I like wearing regular t-shirts but they don't look "fancy"
most regular t-shirts to not give off the look of "I'm a classy lady"
put a "dickie" under them BAMN classy. 
granted these ones are all white, but I got a good deal on amazon 
and I'll use them all 👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍

How our "bat theme" room decorating aka my latest "room decor adventure" IT'S BORING IN MY TOWN!!!!!!!!!! is going........................



felt bat pattern here..................
https://muchoxoxo.com/2013/10/30/vampire-bat-softie/
I been sewing bats 😁👍
order the stick on black bats to for the walls, and a 6 pack of spider webbing for alllllllllll over the room.............adds to the "bat spooky effect" 👍👍👍👍👍
and if you having a ruff day................
LIFE IS HARD............
JESUS SAID.........................
Matthew 6:33-34 "But seek ye first the kingdom of God, and his righteousness; and all these things shall be added unto you. Take therefore no thought for the morrow: for the morrow shall take thought for the things of itself. Sufficient unto the day is the evil thereof."
  Jesus knew there were going to be "corrupt governments" maybe buisinesses FOR THE LONG HAUL HE KNEW THAT he didn't say Matthew 6:33-34 for nothing. That don't mean give up, and don't protest somehow..................contaminated water for instance.
https://www.pbs.org/newshour/show/why-american-cities-are-struggling-to-supply-safe-drinking-water
Back to my point.....................
being "submissive" to ones husband ain't so bad. 
BE A QUEEN LADIES - DON'T TRY AND BE A MAN
MEN ARE MEN (they have to fix dryers, washermachines, work full time jobs, fix cars) LET EM LEAD. 
QUEEN'S MEANWHILE BE QUEENS YO'S
WOMEN GO SHOPPING 👍👍👍👍👍👍

Have a great day!
there's a way to be successful in life
and success has 0% to do with money
everything to do with putting God 1st in the day
forgiving people
loving people
praying for people
repeat the next day 👍👍👍👍👍👍
BE THE QUEENS YOU ARE LADIES
ADJUST THEM CROWNS.............
👑


Saturday, March 25, 2023

Video blog post: What type of christianity is unmerciful hatred cause I'm trying to understand my families version of being "christian"?????????? Luke 6:36 "Be ye therefore merciful, as your Father also is merciful." Does Luke 6:36 not actually exist in the bible am I stupid, do I not know how to read. Is the bible really saying hate everyone never forgive anyone ever cause that make god happy??????? What translation of the bible is my family reading right now????????????? What type of christianity is this that my family is practicing???????????..........NO HATE IF THEY WORSHIP SATAN, THAT'S FINE I LOVE SATAN WORSHIPPERS but then BE SATAN WORSHIPPERS, be open about your love of satan...........I'M OPEN ABOUT MY LOVE OF SATAN AND GOD/JESUS.....................I ain't hiding behind no "mask".................

 Video blog post: What type of christianity is unmerciful hatred cause I'm trying to understand my families version of being "christian"?????????? Luke 6:36 "Be ye therefore merciful, as your Father also is merciful." Does Luke 6:36 not actually exist in the bible am I stupid, do I not know how to read. Is the bible really saying hate everyone never forgive anyone ever cause that make god happy??????? What translation of the bible is my family reading right  now????????????? What type of christianity is this that my family is practicing???????????..........NO HATE IF THEY WORSHIP SATAN, THAT'S FINE I LOVE SATAN WORSHIPPERS but then BE SATAN WORSHIPPERS, be open about your love of satan...........I'M OPEN ABOUT MY LOVE OF SATAN AND GOD/JESUS.....................I ain't hiding behind no "mask".................

my family is my enemies they hate me, sending lamp to my sister...........................cause I don't worship satan despite popular believe, I merely love the devil........I am a real christian far as I know to the bestest of my ability. 

 My bible says love your enemies and do good to them THAT HATE YOU. Luke 6:27 "But I say unto you which hear, Love your enemies, do good to them which hate you," That don't like my instagram posts for several days, because I questioned the idea that maybe my sisters best friend natalie cunial has been a bad influence on her.....................



oops meant to say my brother's fiancee, my family has pretty well 24/7 kept my sanity not doing well

kevin, aimee and mom aren't liking my instagram posts anymore they haven't for days how come it is, that it's FULLY OK for my family to not show me mercy. But if I talk smack about natalie cunial a person that unfriended me and told me it was because I love satan..............then I'm the worst bi--- ever never to be forgiven never AND THAT'S OK IN MY FAMILY THAT'S THEM BEING "christian" not forigiving me.............what kind of christianity is this amber and kashia cause I don't understand this form of christianity. Christianity your supposed to forgive people. AM I WRONG???????????? HAVE A LOST MY MIND???????? is christianity really just a unmerciful religion full of haters have ?I read my bible wrong??????????????? IS MY FAMILY RIGHT IN NOT SHOWING ME MERCY??????????? That is elect of god of them?????????

I don't understand their version of christianity I don't get it. 

2 Samuel 22:26 "With the merciful thou wilt shew thyself merciful, and with the upright man thou wilt shew thyself upright."
It's fine
I'm fine
I'm meant to not have family it don't look to be. 
and that fine
orphans all over this earth
I ain't the only one
I forgive my family
all I ever known is abuse in my family
they can't help it
that all they like doing is to abuse me
that's how they are
they can't help that
they can't do better
they are being "christians" and doing their best right now on the earth
and their best is being abusive to me
and having grudges against me
I'll never understand their version of christianity never
2 Corinthians 4:8 "We are troubled on every side, yet not distressed; we are perplexed, but not in despair;" ------- I feel like I'm all alone in 2 Corinthians 4:8 everyone else seems to have tons of friends and family etc.
 1 Corinthians 13:8 "Charity never faileth: but whether there be prophecies, they shall fail; whether there be tongues, they shall cease; whether there be knowledge, it shall vanish away."
 Anyone can say "I love you" be real love, real real real love 
never faileth
and guess what
we all sinned
and Jesus died on the cross WHILE WE WERE SINNERS WHY CAUSE HE LOVES US
I love my family
but I can't handle their abuse anymore so it's a good thing they are unable to forgive me
But God commendeth his love toward us, in that, while we were yet sinners, Christ died for us.
god/jesus === real love
fake love all over this planet though by self professed christians at that
dear fema camps = skip my family them ain't christians (I don't believe) I believe them to be "undedicated" satan worshippers
(at least when I actually was into satanism, I was dedicated praying to satan at night, few times poked blood out of my own arm for the alter)
skip me to 
but for "little mermaid" reasons (I'm a real "line crosser" or nearly ------- I ain't up on my blog here talking about how horrible lucifer is I'm talking about how unhorrible he is on my blog and have been for a long time and ain't ever even if I were killed I ain't changing the content of my blog.............though some blog posts might be eh) AND NOT BECAUSE I AIN'T A CHRISTIAN CAUSE I LOVE MY FAMILY WHILE THEY HATE ME 
LIKE JESUS LOVED US ALL WHEN WE WERE HATING HIM AND DIED ON THE CROSS FOR OUR SINS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I hope satan comes to the earth soon I hate the night, it's terrible
Isaiah 14:12 "How art thou fallen from heaven, O Lucifer, son of the morning! how art thou cut down to the ground, which didst weaken the nations!"
and I forgive natalie
and only smack I talked about her
is what you see in a few blog posts ago
my theories that she was a bad influence in my life and that I believe she still loves prostitution and that I believe my family loves prostitution
cause they love and natalie loves painting "tit mermaid paintings"
why would you wear skimp clothing if you hated it???????????
if you wear it for a job
then you should hate being a model
you should hate a job that forces you to dress like a hooker if you hate that "hooker prostitution" stuffs
am I kooky
have a full gone nuts
can I go be a stripper make tons of money smile smile often like my sister does do that for years
and tell you all I hate being a stripper
and I hate nakedness
and then you all will believe me????????????????????
if i strip for years (never have this just a example)
and tell you i hate stripping
does that make it true
why would i do that
why would I strip ever
if I hate prostitution
make it make sense my family
make your tit mermaid prostitute clothing photo's unmerciful "christianity" make sense
everyone has to pick a side
if you gonna pick jesus
then pick jesus
And if it seem evil unto you to serve the Lordchoose you this day whom ye will serve; whether the gods which your fathers served that were on the other side of the flood, or the gods of the Amorites, in whose land ye dwell: but as for me and my house, we will serve the Lord.
In not showing me 0% mercy how is my family or natalie cunial, or amber baker or kashia jolyn schwab how are any of them serving god??????????????? Like right now??????????????
I do not understand their version of christianity that says you can hate people all you want and you don't have to show nobody mercy for jesus fact HATE THEM BAD FOR JESUS. ----------- I don't get that. 

14 For if ye forgive men their trespasses, your heavenly Father will also forgive you:

15 But if ye forgive not men their trespasses, neither will your Father forgive your trespasses.

16 Moreover when ye fast, be not, as the hypocrites, of a sad countenance: for they disfigure their faces, that they may appear unto men to fast. Verily I say unto you, They have their reward.


Friday, March 24, 2023

The irony of christianity. We follow a book that has a lot of anti LGBTQ stuffs in it - but - but - I think for many of us WE DON'T HATE THE LGBTQ. WE CARE. (people accuse us of hating all kinds of people. Yes once witches were burned by christians and that is very wrong) The ACLU is tracking 430 anti-LGBTQ bills in the U.S. that's for THIS YEAR that many anti-LGBTQ bills..............I having a trans child am WORRIED worried that might child will be discrimated again or even jailed for being trans that's a real worry for me right now...........

 The irony of christianity. We follow a book that has a lot of anti LGBTQ stuffs in it - but - but - I think for many of us WE DON'T HATE THE LGBTQ. WE CARE. (people accuse us of hating all kinds of people. Yes once witches were burned by christians and that is very wrong) The ACLU is tracking 430 anti-LGBTQ bills in the U.S. that's for THIS YEAR that many anti-LGBTQ bills..............I having a trans child am WORRIED worried that might child will be discrimated again or even jailed for being trans that's a real worry for me right now...........

WHEN YOU ARE NOT IN THE WORD OF GOD maybe not often enough (I'm just theorizing)

YOU MIGHT END UP CONFUSED - CONFUSED EVEN WHAT SEX YOU IS......

1 Corinthians 14:33 "For God is not the author of confusion, but of peace, as in all churches of the saints."

James 3:13-17 "Who is a wise man and endued with knowledge among you? let him shew out of a good conversation his works with meekness of wisdom. But if ye have bitter envying and strife in your hearts, glory not, and lie not against the truth. This wisdom descendeth not from above, but is earthly, sensual, devilish. For where envying and strife is, there is confusion and every evil work. But the wisdom that is from above is first pure, then peaceable, gentle, and easy to be intreated, full of mercy and good fruits, without partiality, and without hypocrisy."

confusion is a product of a bigger problem

(lot of opportunities via social media to get in fights with people "strife" verses above mentions, and to envy people MANNNNNNNNNY OPPORTUNITIES)

we wage a war not against flesh and blood

it ain't flesh and blood

BUT IT IS A WAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ephesians 6:12 "For we wrestle not against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this world, against spiritual wickedness in high places."
  I think some christians "fighting tactics" are lacking. I do not much care for the kentucky LGBTQ bill that I'm pretty sure was indeed passed........................it's really lacking in my mind, not good, not good it leaves room for many many LGBTQ to be very discriminated against.............maybe for them to become suicidal and/or bullied and/or killed.

US CHRISTIANS SHOULD CARE

CARE A TON

ABOUT LGBTQ

LOVE THEM A TON

DONATE TO LGBTQ CHARITIES

(I'm weary of all these 2023 anti lgbtq bills in the usa..................I fear that lgbtq might commit suicide or be killed or be laughed at)

...............america is worrying me right now

https://www.aclu.org/legislative-attacks-on-lgbtq-rights

it's the worst year for me ever - I don't know how to even fight whats going on out there with lgbtq legislation?
I mean the entire housing market and entire economy in the usa might as well go ahead and collapse it's already THE WORST YEAR FOR ME EVER
my child will be impacted by these bills
potentially discriminated against, or arrested for being trans - THE HORROR
My belief 21 ya 
21 and up kids should be able to then decide if they want to "transition" 
THAT'S THE ONLY LAW THAT NEEDS TO BE PASSED IN USA
THE ONLY ONE INVOLVING LGBTQ
in a free country trans gay lesbian should be able to EXIST!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
read bible myself
pray
go to gym
go to the gym
go to the gym myself............
be a beast.............................................
be a beaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaast........................

have a great day or try hard in america right now to have a great day - YIKES





People in america and worldwide are financially hurting bad I see you. I tell you a secret....after I had my 1st child we were on WIC struggling for a minute and I was like I'm done struggling I gonna get blessed by God/Allah so commited to watching christian tv put in maybe 2 hours a day while my baby napped.....................IT WORKED my husband did get a better job (might've been coincidence but I don't think it was) Deuteronomy 31:8 "And the Lord, he it is that doth go before thee; he will be with thee, he will not fail thee, neither forsake thee: fear not, neither be dismayed" If a tuff time were to happen TO US ALL SOON if that were to happen it should be momentary if we are putting god 1st GOD HAS NEVER FAILED ME NEVER................

People in america and worldwide are financially hurting bad I see you. I tell you a secret....after I had my 1st child we were on WIC struggling for a minute and I was like I'm done struggling I gonna get blessed by God/Allah so commited to watching christian tv put in maybe 2 hours a day while my baby napped.....................IT WORKED my husband did get a better job (might've been coincidence but I don't think it was) Deuteronomy 31:8 "And the Lord, he it is that doth go before thee; he will be with thee, he will not fail thee, neither forsake thee: fear not, neither be dismayed" If a tuff time were to happen TO US ALL SOON if that were to happen it should be momentary if we are putting god 1st GOD HAS NEVER FAILED ME NEVER................

And really think about me

cause I love the devil as well as God/Jesus

well I should be attacked maybe by all christians?????????

maybe I shouldn't even have a good job?????????????

but I do and God has caused most of the time my enemies to be at peace with me

Proverbs 16:7 "When a man's ways please the Lord, he maketh even his enemies to be at peace with him."
GOD/ALLAH is powerful

Psalm 71.......................


71 In thee, O Lord, do I put my trust: let me never be put to confusion.

2 Deliver me in thy righteousness, and cause me to escape: incline thine ear unto me, and save me.

3 Be thou my strong habitation, whereunto I may continually resort: thou hast given commandment to save me; for thou art my rock and my fortress.

4 Deliver me, O my God, out of the hand of the wicked, out of the hand of the unrighteous and cruel man.

5 For thou art my hope, O Lord God: thou art my trust from my youth.

6 By thee have I been holden up from the womb: thou art he that took me out of my mother's bowels: my praise shall be continually of thee.

7 I am as a wonder unto many; but thou art my strong refuge.
Am I not a "wonder unto many"??????????
yes safe to say I am a "wonder unto many" 
GOD'S WORD IS TRUE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
100 million orphans in the world they need our help. 
https://www.gofundme.com/f/god-loves-ministry-orphanage
you can see my name 2 times there, cause I donated to this orphanage again today. 
I feel like "led of God" to help spread awareness of just how many orphans there are out there and how great the need is out there. 



Thursday, March 23, 2023

Upset doesn't begin to describe the feelings I feel about the Transgender/LGBTQ law passed in kentucky. THAT'S NOT A FREE COUNTRY. And god didn't put a fence OR LAWS, AROUND THE TREE OF THE KNOWLEDGE OF GOOD AND EVIL IN THE GARDEN OF EDEN HE WAS ALWAYS FOR FREE CHOICE. Joshua 24:15 "And if it seem evil unto you to serve the Lord, choose you this day whom ye will serve; whether the gods which your fathers served that were on the other side of the flood, or the gods of the Amorites, in whose land ye dwell: but as for me and my house, we will serve the Lord." A COUNTRY ISN'T CHRISTIAN IF IT AIN'T DONE FREE...........it's a dictatorship then.........

 Upset doesn't begin to describe the feelings I feel about the Transgender/LGBTQ law passed in kentucky. THAT'S NOT A FREE COUNTRY. And god didn't put a fence OR LAWS, AROUND THE TREE OF THE KNOWLEDGE OF GOOD AND EVIL IN THE GARDEN OF EDEN HE WAS ALWAYS FOR FREE CHOICE. Joshua 24:15 "And if it seem evil unto you to serve the Lord, choose you this day whom ye will serve; whether the gods which your fathers served that were on the other side of the flood, or the gods of the Amorites, in whose land ye dwell: but as for me and my house, we will serve the Lord." A COUNTRY ISN'T CHRISTIAN IF IT AIN'T DONE FREE...........it's a dictatorship then.........

   Some books better not be in schools, not good for children, porn books not good, books with many cuss words not good. 
LGBTQ pro LGBTQ books ARE GOOD for kids if they wholesome
cause the more lgbtq is banned legislated out of society like what has happened in kentucky
the more the LGBTQ might be suicidal.............be "put off" like in their hearts I'm saying from GIVING THEIR LIVES TO JESUS
the likilhood is also upped for the LGBTQ to be bullied, or maybe killed?
there is the 1 good aspect to this law passed in kentucky ------- don't let kids drink til they 21.....................BUT WE GONNA LET THEM CHOP THEIR NUTS OFF???????? (My trans "son" is on hormones but he is also in college)
https://www.cnn.com/2023/03/18/us/kentucky-bans-gender-affirming-youth-care/index.html
"Republican lawmakers in Kentucky have passed a bill that prohibits transgender minors from receiving gender-affirming care, allows educators to refuse to refer to transgender students by their preferred pronouns and would not allow schools to discuss sexual orientation or gender identity with students of any age." ------ By , CNN
BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO KENTUCKY!!!!!!!!!!
BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!
BOO KENTUCKY SO BAD......................

via GIPHY

take me up to heaven jesus

or spaceships 

common

sos



"giving" can be money, but IT AIN'T NECESSARILY MONEY. that's why I continue to e-mail nice e-mails to my family WHILE THEY ARE ATTACKING ME EVEN, it's going to come back to me this "good" I put out Luke 6:38 "Give, and it shall be given unto you; good measure, pressed down, and shaken together, and running over, shall men give into your bosom. For with the same measure that ye mete withal it shall be measured to you again." And the people that have unfriended me - THAT BAD KHARMA IS GOING TO GET THEM......

"giving" can be money, but IT AIN'T NECESSARILY MONEY. that's why I continue to e-mail nice e-mails to my family WHILE THEY ARE ATTACKING ME EVEN, it's going to come back to me this "good" I put out Luke 6:38 "Give, and it shall be given unto you; good measure, pressed down, and shaken together, and running over, shall men give into your bosom. For with the same measure that ye mete withal it shall be measured to you again." And the people that have unfriended me - THAT BAD KHARMA IS GOING TO GET THEM..........DON'T MATTER HOW NICE EVERYONE THINKS THEY IS...............IT'S GOING TO GET THEM BAD KHARMA IS...............nobody get's things perfect always supposedly I've judged but I in my mind wasn't judging my super model sister I was being noteful that her best friend has had a entire career in what I call the "prostitution" industry and that my sister seems to have no problems wearing very hooker looking clothes at her modeling job  THAT'S ME BEING NOTEFUL IN MY MIND NOT JUDGEING. But according to my brother kevin lee ruby.....................that is me being the most nasty judging b----------- EVER. And according to my mom also that is me being the most nasty judging b-------- EVER and I need to repent. 

Back to my point I agree with what this brother is saying in the beginning of this video (I haven't completely watched this whole video yet) 

where he says a "seed" CAN BE MORE THEN JUST MONEY

Luke 6:38 "Give, and it shall be given unto you; good measure, pressed down, and shaken together, and running over, shall men give into your bosom. For with the same measure that ye mete withal it shall be measured to you again."

If you forgive people
if you love people
it's going TO COME BACK TO YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!
money isn't actually that important
money
being obsessed with it
it is the "root of all evil"
1 Timothy 6:10 "For the love of money is the root of all evil: which while some coveted after, they have erred from the faith, and pierced themselves through with many sorrows."
which while some coveted after CHRISTIANS CHRISTIANS HAVE COVETED AFTER
AND THOSE CHRISTIANS HAVE "ERRED FROM TEH FAITH" 
"AND PIERCED THEMSELVES THROUGH WITH MANY SORROWS"
SHERI YOU LOVE SATAN, JESUS/GOD BOTH 
YEP
😁👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍
👄
💀
I WOULD LIKE A MANSION AND A YACHT SURE
BUT I'M DRIVEN BY "SOMETHING ELSE THEN MONEY"
IT IS BASICALLY A PROMISE IN 1 Timothy 6:10 that those who covet money have erred from the faith and have "pierced themselves through with many sorrows" 
Cash IS a poor mans money - indeed
322
I love you all
some you need counseling though
least and the servant of all, don't just serve some......................I'm telling you who I am
have a great day