I have I believe stated before that I deem myself a cain and not a able (not the killing type). I look around and every christian around me seems super involved in their churches having a great time with that. God told Cain if you do good you'll be accepted............................................well what I never understood is how was he doing bad???????? He just wasn't giving 100% like able. And also of great pondersomedness to me is the body of christ is with rabbies about us being saved by grace and not works well then wasn't cains offering enough???????????? Cause he did have WORKS. But back to my take away ------ cain his heart must've not bee right with god --------- but my takeaway is ------------- be in my lane, don't envy these perfect sinless able's all around me -------------- let them tire themselves out til they die...................................SURE THEY HAVE MORE FRIENDS.......................let them bask in that don't even envy them they killing themselves fast aging bad right in front my face....................

 I have I believe stated before that I deem myself a cain and not a able (not the killing type). I look around and every christian around me seems super involved in their churches having a great time with that. God told Cain if you do good you'll be accepted............................................well what I never understood is how was he doing bad???????? He just wasn't giving 100% like able. And also of great pondersomedness to me is the body of christ is with rabbies about us being saved by grace and not works well then wasn't cains offering enough???????????? Cause he did have WORKS. But back to my take away ------ cain his heart must've not bee right with god --------- but my takeaway is ------------- be in my lane, don't envy these perfect sinless able's all around me -------------- let them tire themselves out til they die...................................SURE THEY HAVE MORE FRIENDS.......................let them bask in that don't even envy them they killing themselves fast aging bad right in front my face....................

sure I could look better in my 50's but (I could've also of look worse in my 50's). What if "life more abundantly" isn't always "life more abundantly" 

that song "live fast die young"............................them ables with all their friends in the body of christ pry living reaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaal fast....................NO HATE.......................

Genesis 4:1-5 "And Adam knew Eve his wife; and she conceived, and bare Cain, and said, I have gotten a man from the Lord. And she again bare his brother Abel. And Abel was a keeper of sheep, but Cain was a tiller of the ground. And in process of time it came to pass, that Cain brought of the fruit of the ground an offering unto the Lord.And Abel, he also brought of the firstlings of his flock and of the fat thereof. And the Lord had respect unto Abel and to his offering: But unto Cain and to his offering he had not respect. And Cain was very wroth, and his countenance fell."

  The whole body of christ besides me decided the cain is a piece of c--p and all the ones like him - but not me I'VE SEEN THE LIGHT................Cain needed to be able to see god mad his brother more happy to serve god and to be happy for able. And if cain could've just be ok with god being not so happy with him and kept going AND DIDN'T MURDER OR ENVY ABLE RIGHT......................THOSE THAT ENDURE TO THE END THE SAME SHALL BE SAVED................cains offering was actually a effort

so don't let ables hating on you fellow cains get you down

NEVER GIVE UP

Mark 13:13 "And ye shall be hated of all men for my name's sake: but he that shall endure unto the end, the same shall be saved."

THIS BLOG POST EXISTS BECAUSE SO MUCH TRAFFIC TO MY BLOG

I been in bed for days ear problem so bad prop my head up to help ears drain out

have to massage my ears on and off all day long to alleviate pain and unblock them

ps I only donated $1 below it won't please god either it'll piss him off ------ and that's ok!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!