The last days are almost here, and you might not be able to buy all that makeup etc. when those days hit, might as well "put away childish things now" 1 Corinthians 13:11............................

The last days are almost here, and you might not be able to buy all that makeup etc. when those days hit, might as well "put away childish things now" 1 Corinthians 13:11............................1 Corinthians 13:11 "When I was a child, I spake as a child, I understood as a child, I thought as a child: but when I became a man, I put away childish things."
  Marilyn Monroe impersonating is a "childish thing" I guess? (to all be "put away") It was like a sick cross and skullbones for the lord blankie for me ("that's aggresively sick sheri" - hahahahahhahaha so dead I think that's funny). FACTS: everytime on my instagram "colorfulpaperbird" I impersonated marilyn monroe, it was my way of telling myself or trying to tell myself "hey look myself, look at that, even though your dead with christ 6 foot under all the dirt has covered your body real good................look at that..............you can still be """"normal"""" for a day" ------ not really earth, but that's what I continually tried to tell myself.
   Cause normal people are viewed as "sane" -------- you say your "cross and skullbones" whether for the lord or not either side of the club, your viewed as actually probably "crazy". Normal, is wearing makeup, and curling your hair, or if your a guy adding some nice gel in. Normal ummmmmmmmmmm ---- I think  normal people like to watch the tv show "friends" a lot. They like to watch tv shows normal people do like quite a bit I find, and then they like to talk about the tv shows to each other...................oddest stuffs to me honest, all that time they spend watching those tv shows, for what?????????? I mean sure a movie or two every now and then I like, especially if it is "goth" in nature. (adams family in particular cause I can watch that and tell myself I'm "normal" and it's the normal people that are weird freaks)
   I "low key" gawk at you all whenever I go out in public. But like the adams, be polite, the normal people cannot help their "affliction"
  It'll be ok normal people, somehow you will survive - maybe, if not as I said in a old blog post I'm sure of it, I've went on and on and on about how nice guillotine deaths are - you literally only feel anything for seconds and then you get to watch your head fall into a basket full of other heads #delightful.
   Ironically thought world, I am quite a bit like Marilyn Monroe, or the character she portrayed to be more exact. I really do like just floating around in my pool in the summer. I quote "Theweeknd" in the song "The hills" -------- "and all these mother f---- want a real liiiiiiiiiiiiiife"
 Not me. Naw. Naw. Cross and skullbones for the lord 👍👄
  I love just sitting in my pool, so dead, the whole world if they wanted to line up, walk up to me nudge me like you would a dead corpse................you won't find a reaction really. So much I just lay there in happy dead with jesus land. Romans 6:8 "Now if we be dead with Christ, we believe that we shall also live with him:" I'm extra sick so I'll just sit there and enjoy being dead a lot.
I'm the king of the clouds
of the clouds
I get lifted
I get lifted

Ephesians 2:6 "And hath raised us up together, and made us sit together in heavenly places in Christ Jesus:" (ya I'm raised twice..........might as well confess to having a jumpsuit https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UOUBW8bkjQ4) I don't even know what normal is anymore, I've been cross and skullbones for the lord for so long.

Our swimming pool, it don't look like much but it's real nice to float around on them chocolate peanut sprinkle donut floats!

 

to complete the "picture" this is the hat I wear while floating around in my pool, very aiken to something Lydia Deetz from the movie "Beetlejuice" xoxoxoxoxo 👄 would wear, oh yes my actual swimwear also veryyyyyyyyyyyyy Lydia Deetzlike xoxoxoxoxo 👄------- FACTS: if your going to be the "crypt keeper" of life, be the crypt keeper!
   "Normal" people might be more prone to love the world and the things in it..........I recogn it's better to be sick. 1 John 2:15 "Love not the world, neither the things that are in the world. If any man love the world, the love of the Father is not in him." It's horrible loving the world or the things in it.........chasing after all that stuffs, to try and get people to like you better, and then of course they NEVER do..........or chase that stuffs to be happy WHICH NEVER HAPPENS. Cause I ain't meant to be a part of this world, I'm meant to be dead with jesus!
  Can "normal" people be saved and go to heaven, sure I imagine they can -------- but you still have to deny yourself and take up your cross and follow jesus daily! Luke 9:23 "And he said to them all, If any man will come after me, let him deny himself, and take up his cross daily, and follow me."

Have a great week earth!

LOVE

Lucifer our "adversary", I view as a servant of god (albeit one that is heading to hell) I have bible proof to back my idea up....................

Lucifer our "adversary", I view as a servant of god (albeit one that is heading to hell). I took good note, of all of what happened to job......................
Job 1:7-9

7 And the Lord said unto Satan, Whence comest thou? Then Satan answered the Lord, and said, From going to and fro in the earth, and from walking up and down in it.

8 And the Lord said unto Satan, Hast thou considered my servant Job, that there is none like him in the earth, a perfect and an upright man, one that feareth God, and escheweth evil?

9 Then Satan answered the Lord, and said, Doth Job fear God for nought?

A.) Lucifer walked to and fro the earth, and then what did he do, he came to god. In my opinion, out of respect for god. Clearly wanting to hear what god has to say. 

B.) When god was like "how about job" look how lucifer didn't discount god. Lucifer could've said "god please I know everything................................". But note good earth, lucifer didn't say that he said in verse 9 "Then Satan answered the Lord, and said, Doth Job fear God for nought?"

  Further I believe god delights and has always delighted in lucifer. Revelation 4:11 "Thou art worthy, O Lord, to receive glory and honour and power: for thou hast created all things, and for thy pleasure they are and were created." 

  I realize this is not the typical christian views right now. But nobody could tell me Revelations 4:11 don't exist, or that somehow Job 1:7-9 was written differently. 

  Further, the bible says in all things give thanks. Ephesians 5:20 "Giving thanks always for all things unto God and the Father in the name of our Lord Jesus Christ;" When we are "tried" and go through "trials" it makes for perserverance!!!!!!!!!!!!!

   James 1:2-4 

"My brethren, count it all joy when ye fall into divers temptations; Knowing this, that the trying of your faith worketh patience. But let patience have her perfect work, that ye may be perfect and entire, wanting nothing."

  My joy counting is billions!!!!!!!! 👍 hahahhahahahah 

There are pry like limits to like trials, temptations......................but some are actually good to have happen to like all christians. (pry bad to happen to non christians cause non christians may then go to bars and drink way much more then they should............I feel for them).

   My full stance on the lucifer I mentioned on this you tube video................

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3NGlX0WibRY&lc=z23nc31zrlmder323acdp43bggrirjd5aktfxvi132lw03c010c.1532043268285579

  In particular I want to zone in on when I say.........................

headcoveringqueen1 day ago (edited)

I don't really have nothing more for the reason for my complete support that lucifer wins armageddon besides I feel people deserve all people, better treatment then burning in the everlasting fires of hell. I volunteered at the humane society for a few months as I recall. Well they always at the humane society make sure the pets have food and water, and clean sleeping areas AND THAT'S PETS! (pets should be treated well to, but how much more should humans be treated with dignity?) I'm big on people knowing they are "loved" and "valuable" --- I don't like the idea of hell the idea of people feeling discarded, unloved and unvalued.

Huge problem with this earth right now, is your expect to be democrate or republican........................

well sometimes I vote republican

and sometimes I vote democrate

...........................I can like some "ideas" on the "other side" I can even love the people on the other side!

Love the people on my side to, sure. There are "bad guys" on this earth, sure. Not all "bad guys" are 100% bad. THEY AIN'T!
"well sheri we will pray for your soul you have fallen for the trap of the devil"
ok - but goth christian sheri thinks it would be horrible to burn forever and not even be able to sleep and am actively praying to god to heaven for sleeping rooms in hell among other things. That the people of hell at least get to sleep a good night sleep before burning all day! If that is so "evil and diabolical" of me...........then I accept my evil diabolicalness!    Can you imagine not even being able to have a night sleep?????????????? That would be horrible! Maybe the inhabitants of hell deserve flames, forever???????????? But don't we all deserve some basic human desentcy??????????  NO? If no why not?   You and I can love jesus (and support lucifer winning armageddon I do not view this as a "conflict of interest" at all - ya I don't want jesus getting hurt, but if he don't wave the white flag and surrender.............................hell is to much I feel, I feel people at least need a good nights sleep before burning all day), and jesus has came to save the earth, and he is lord, and I find it much better to live for jesus then do my own thing. The peace of christ worth it! Worth praying everyday, worth reading my bible, worth crucifying my flesh to it's lusts and desires DAILY. Well worth it.   I have thought on the "less fortunate" a whole lot. All of them just weren't lucky.................John 6:65 "And he said, Therefore said I unto you, that no man can come unto me, except it were given unto him of my Father." Most of this entire earth isn't even able to come to jesus! I'm saying they had no chance!!!!!!!! Or very little chance!!!!!!!!!! 

 "...........that no man can come unto me, except it were given unto him of my Father"

If your like me actually thirsting for to hear/read the word of god everyday your of the lucky ones!

Have a great week earth!

LOVE

"Time after Time" Jesus catches me!

(song I want to pick so..............................)

   

I'm pro women either wearing headcoverings or not - pro women! Have a bible verse somewhat about that..............Romans 14:3 "Let not him that eateth despise him that eateth not; and let not him which eateth not judge him that eateth: for God hath received him."..............

I'm pro women either wearing headcoverings or not - pro women! Have a bible verse somewhat about that..............Romans 14:3 "Let not him that eateth despise him that eateth not; and let not him which eateth not judge him that eateth: for God hath received him." There are people out there really bashing headcovering women, hijbas, tichels, and ordinary christian headcoverings.
   I want my stand official on my blog post, alright I don't bash none you womens that refuse to wear headcoverings. Cause who knows Romans 14:3 god could be just chill with many women not wearing headcoverings (bible says judge nothing before it's time 1 Corinthians 4:5 "Therefore judge nothing before the time, until the Lord come, who both will bring to light the hidden things of darkness, and will make manifest the counsels of the hearts: and then shall every man have praise of God." And further we just don't know there could be women out there plentily approved of god that don't wear headcoverings NONE OF US COULD KNOW)
  I'm going somewhere with this ------- support women! (ya just went there that is where I am going with this 👍😎 hahahhahahaha)
    I'd like to directly challenge the idea that some out there have put forth that headcoverings === pride.  1 Timothy 2:9 "In like manner also, that women adorn themselves in modest apparel, with shamefacedness and sobriety; not with broided hair, or gold, or pearls, or costly array;" Any modest attire, any um, lake of makeup, and headcoverings aka modest attire, that's going to make for some humility sooner or later, from my experience. It's a combo deal.....................the modest attire (whether that includes headcoverings for you or not) lends itself to living a "sober" lifestyle, and "shamefacedness" ---------- I find it all just goes together.
"proud" women ok
  Those are often are the women wearing very skimpy clothes etc. etc. (not always and I defend harlots on one instagram post Matthew 21:31 "Whether of them twain did the will of his father? They say unto him, The first. Jesus saith unto them, Verily I say unto you, That the publicans and the harlots go into the kingdom of God before you." 1 corinthians 4:5 "THEREFORE JUDGE NOTHING BEFORE THE TIME......................." ps.........pro women, pro harlots, pro men, pro publicans to, yep you never know out there?)
   I'd like to include this whole bit of the bible with this blog post.................Romans 14:1-3 "Him that is weak in the faith receive ye, but not to doubtful disputations. For one believeth that he may eat all things: another, who is weak, eateth herbs. Let not him that eateth despise him that eateth not; and let not him which eateth not judge him that eateth: for God hath received him."
  Let people go to church as they is. Maybe god will convict them sooner or later?
  I believe that women back in the day covered their head, that headcovering is a "part" just a "part" though of the old ways that the bible talks about. Jeremiah 6:16 "Thus saith the Lord, Stand ye in the ways, and see, and ask for the old paths, where is the good way, and walk therein, and ye shall find rest for your souls. But they said, We will not walk therein." The "old paths" is modest attire in general as well. Really read Jeremiah 6:16 there.........................."and ask for the old paths, where is the good way, and walk therein, and ye shall find rest for your souls................"
   In my opinion, the new the flashy new ways of not having your headcovered never.............not so great (not so great in my mind at all). But truelly not everyone is "convicted" by god to do the same things as the next person.
  Cough the old ways.........................
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Christian_headcovering
  uhhhhhhhhhh I don't know what song to add????? I had a song and then I forgot it. I getting jiggy wit the headcoverings...........................................

Have a great week earth!

LOVE (from the "old fashioned" 👍👄)

Fessing up: I've greately enjoyed impersonating marilyn monroe, I know I need to choose either headcovered "hot chick" or not headcovered "hot chick" and stick with my choice ---------- I CHOOSE HEADCOVERED!.............................

Fessing up: I've greately enjoyed impersonating marilyn monroe, I know I need to choose either headcovered "hot chick" or not headcovered "hot chick" and stick with my choice ---------- I CHOOSE HEADCOVERED!
  It's not working out the "marilyn monroe" schitck for me. Cause that isn't "consistancy". It's not consitant to say..................
"ah I like to wear headcoverings and be all modest"
but
"somedays I like to have blonde bombshell hair and walk around like I'm straight up marilyn monroe"
............that is not consistancy.
Matthew 5:37 "But let your communication be, Yea, yea; Nay, nay: for whatsoever is more than these cometh of evil." This verse means........................let your YES be yes (not tack on..........except whens etc.) Yes I choose to be a part of the body of christ!

And that could mean different things I believe for different women.............I very very much believe for some women (I have no examples for men most them wear like dress slacks in neutral shades etc.) that could mean don't wear makeup...............or don't wear much makeup. Or don't have such a elaborate hairstyle ------ throwing out ideas here people.
           And I suppose """"""""""fun"""""""""" isn't even always a acceptable factor to factor in. I'll often say "I'm having fun"............................
2 Corinthians 1:7 "And our hope of you is stedfast, knowing, that as ye are partakers of the sufferings, so shall ye be also of the consolation." Ladies of the body of christ suffer some.................Let your communication be, "yea, yea"!!!!!!!!!! 

  Don't walk around, looking like your about to go to a nightclub in a few minutes. Be ALL IN! 

  Which I think that is toned down makeup...........natural looking makeup. ------------------- yie

yie

 (can we count some winged eyeliner please world - please)

  But anyways..................consistancy. Doesn't matter, if impersonating marilyn monroe is fun or not. That isn't "consistant"

  Wearing a headcovering everyday (or days it's real hot my hair up in a bun..........cause somedays it is just to hot). But most the time my hair in a headcovering. That is consistancy. That is a yes, and yes, a determination not to be a "harlot"

  Somedays it's horrible on my instagram...........guy'll say "I want to be your friend" and I never know, never quite sure if they want to be my actual friend......................or my """""""""""""""""""""""""""friend"""""""""""""""""""""""""""""" well wearing a headcovering I'd imagine would clear up my own confusion on the matter. 

  Cause guys respect a headcovered girl I find. There's something that comes with that, and it don't matter if you are even wearing makeup or not, or jewelry. Guys know "ohhhhhhhhhhhhh this is a really respecting of god chick right here" That from my own personal experience definately effects how they treat you. Modest clothing helps to. 

  NONE OF OUR CUPS NEED TO BE CLEAN RIGHT AWAY! But I feel it's good to make a effort, keep making a effort. 

   The outside of the cup I don't believe is as important as the inside of the cup, that we love people, that we love each other. You clean the inside of the cup right.............get to loving people, get to loving your enemies etc. etc. Then the outside of your cup is going to be clean as well. 

   That's the problem with some people out there, they got the outside of their cups real clean and inside they's a mess!!!!!!!!!!

Matthew 23:26 "Thou blind Pharisee, cleanse first that which is within the cup and platter, that the outside of them may be clean also."

  Ya, I'm a messy house. Yep unlike most the world I literally look like a bit of a complete disaster. But I do believe my blog is proof of me cleaning the inside of my cup more then the outside of my cup (clearly I have at times COMPLETELY neglected the outside of my cup -------- doesn't hurt to sweep some the outside of your cup sometimes.............................ya give me a moment to clean up my own tornado.............................🙏). 

   Have a great week earth!

LOVE

   It's horrible though if I put up photo's of myself wearing a headcovering on my instagram............I don't get hardly no likes. And then I get likes if I do some marilyn monroe stuffs............but not to much...............if I go overboard with that I get basically "boo'd" all the sudden. 

  Like people want me to be a "harlot" but only a "little bit" and I don't even know how to do that???????????? 

  Your basically either a harlot or your not!!!!!!!!!!! (but if you are a harlot you could stop being that...........I'm just saying there is no "playing both sides of the field"). But you can wear some natural makeup and be a very good looking headcovered girl...............will you get likes...............not many from my experience. But you won't get completely "boo'd" either.................just lettin ya all know.........................

  

Ignore this blog post earth ok..............................

Ignore this blog post earth ok..............................I am typing this post down it will be published as of Friday, July 13th 2018. Fitting cause my life is a freddie kreuger horror movie. ("sheri you were not kidding when you said you went christian goth")
  I just got grilled by my super model sister who isn't believing none of nothing I am saying about my past. Nobody believe's nobody these days don't look to be, everybody is so sceptical of everybody. And that is why it is important I type all this down, that there be a record BEFORE LUCIFER EVEN COMES TO THIS EARTH!
  That no one can try and "contend" ---------- "oh sheri and lucifer sat together and they made up a story that would sound nice"
  My memories I had them....................
 Alright I dated the lord jesus christ (oh this story is off to a bang hahahahahhahah) ya. I remembered walking by a lake, often on "dates" with him. I remember kissing him. I also remember one day we got in a fight and he "lightly" shoved me. I REMEMBER A SHOVE!
  So then that was that...............we were no long a "item".
  So what's a girl to do.......................what is a girl to do that is the "queen of heaven" swimming in a sea of men???????????? Jumping ahead of myself there though.....................
   Archangel micheal, tall, buff, not bad on the eye's at all..............................get's all "chumy" with me round about that there time. Few times, holds my hands, stares long deeply into my eye's, promises me if I EVER need anything he'll be there for me.
  But my eye caught...................lucifer. Who played music for god every afternoon. The bestest looking angel BY FAR................................the joy I remember how happy he was to play for god. I would stalk him everyday when he played for god..........watching from afar (the first groupie). Definately imagining myself as his wife. Imagining us as the next "item" of heaven.
  The joy that he always had to play his instruments for god....................no angel had "that" -------- there was none other that could compare. I can't put to words how beautiful it all was. 
   There are people happy to praise god on this earth, I am most days. But I'm talking hhhhhhhhhhaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaappppppppppppppppppppppppppyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy! The purest, sweetest, nicest joy...................to make god very happy every afternoon.
  My memory draws a few blanks here and there..........................remember finally meeting him. And it was then clear he was into me to........................I don't remember like that memory like fully.............but that look of love in his eye's.
  So my memory is bad. We got married. God told us we must on this earth get married and I recall god saying have kids (plural) to..................that's what I remember. At this time, adam and eve existed............so we know there was going to be people on earth. So it was at that point in time the plans for both of us to eventually be on this earth and renew our vows. Ecclesiastes 1:9 "The thing that hath been, it is that which shall be; and that which is done is that which shall be done: and there is no new thing under the sun." 👍
  Ok so, melchesedek comes up to me and says "sheri go over to the far corner of the garden, lucifer is talking to god and it sounds like the conversation is getting heated"
  So I go over there, but not wanting to be seen I hide behind a bush. God had made "rules" for the angels of heaven, and if they broke those rules..................there were pretty extreme consequences...........and lucifer was (a bit upset.............he was ahhhhh more displeased) that these rules were to harsh to hard to keep and the consequences of breaking one of them were much to extreme.
   And god and lucifer went back and forth and back and forth on how the rules could/should be revised, and the consequences for breaking any of them as well be revised.
  So this happened like 3-4 times............same scenario mel coming up to me telling me "god and lucifer are in the garden talking again"..............me going hiding yet again behind the same bush.
  Each time lucifer got angrier and angrier.
  And eventually he decided the only way to "win" was to tie up god..............basically overthrow god's vote there.
   And then began the "meetings" I remember flying up with the angels, big ring of must've been 1000's of angels, tapered out like a arena of a football stadium, angels flying but in a tapered out way..................similiar to actual football stadium seating, one angel flying a few feet above the next, and the next angel flying a few feet above the next one etc. so that all the 1000's of angels could see and hear lucifer. (he had to speak real loud)
  Then I remember the day the war broke out ------ I recall the whole time just being in a ball on the ground.......................curled up in the fetal position. The noise, was horrible from both sides, and I didn't want neither side hurt at all. It was hell for me.........................it was the worst day ever.
   After that............lucifer was kicked out of "heaven proper" he told me, to just go with whatever jesus says. And I have always trusted lucifer..........so that is what I did. And I remember watching him walk away from me................that feeling of "oh no, this isn't right that there is my husband"
  ((((((((before the battle between lucifer and god, I remember us having a house, and him coming home every evening, just like guys do here on earth))))))))))))
  He had a real reason (other then pride) to battle god. He felt like he had no choice in the situation........he felt very pressed up against a wall. 
  Is lucifer "the father of lies" ya ------ the bible is true. But there's much more to the story then what is written in the bible. I was there. This is my official typing down of my account of what all went down. So all the sceptics won't be able to say "oh lucifer and sheri collaborated upon some story that would make him sound good"
  We have collaborated on no story. These are my memories. Or some of them (I've remembered much more then what I've typed here) but the memories that are pertinent to the defense of lucifer. 
  "sheri there is something in this for you your about to be rich"
ahhhhhhh
earth
if you say that to me someday
or try
I do not want him to have to come to this earth and look like some horrible bad guy. Cause I know 1st hand.......................1st hand he had good intentions. 
  Pry safe to say bad plan to fight god. Fear god, fear god the bible says is the beginning if wisdom......................Psalm 111:10 "The fear of the Lord is the beginning of wisdom: a good understanding have all they that do his commandments: his praise endureth for ever."
  From my perspective lucifer back then loved god more then everyone in heaven, and the bible does say "perfect love casteth out fear"
1 John 4:18 "There is no fear in love; but perfect love casteth out fear: because fear hath torment. He that feareth is not made perfect in love."

  I feared god back then and I do now to............I was hiding behind that bush in terror thinkin "oh snap I could be busted big time if god see's me"

  I hope this written down will 

be enough to stop all sceptics

it should mostly work

Have a great week earth!

There's beauty everywhere, in most all of us............just swint a bit harder please, it's there. 

LOVE

if ok........................

lucifer had big time fight with god about when mary had jesus and the catholic church is right (talk about this in the blog post before this one)..........................and that is the point of which lucifer was cast to the earth to try all the inhabitants of earth. 

ok

cast to a earth with people on it...................

Revelation 12:12 "Therefore rejoice, ye heavens, and ye that dwell in them. Woe to the inhabiters of the earth and of the sea! for the devil is come down unto you, having great wrath, because he knoweth that he hath but a short time."

  Then how and why was lucifer already "satan" proper to tempt eve before there were any people on the earth besides adam and eve!

riddle me that people's

Genesis 3:1 "Now the serpent was more subtil than any beast of the field which the Lord God had made. And he said unto the woman, Yea, hath God said, Ye shall not eat of every tree of the garden?"

common knowledge the serpent in genesis 3:1 is satan

I can't find the bible verse where satan fought with god trying to overtake him, and tie him up

no

all I can find is................

2 Peter 2

 For if God spared not the angels that sinned, but cast them down to hell, and delivered them into chains of darkness, to be reserved unto judgment; 

they sinned, 

well

think about it

fighting against god is a sin!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

they sinned in that

they did sin

lucifer was already devil satan proper in the garden of eden, sooooooooooooooooooooooo shizz had already went down by that point in time.........................

oh ya

but he was just going to tie god up

it was supposed to be just a stick up

tie him up

and then like um.............get god to like I don't know maybe make some nice sports cars???????????

  Facts lucifer was already lucifer the serpent the devil, by the time the garden of eden existed.............................................so that means some buisiness likely went down at the very beginning................aka my take on the events. 

Lucifer is about to physically be on this planet, you will be able to literally view him with your eyeballs, now I don't know if he'll be "pitch black" him and his men when they are cast unto the earth???????? Or if they will have human flesh then??????????????

(Drawing of my "real husband" though nobody believes me).....................

I severelly edited this post as of March 17th 2020: because of this blog post.................
https://givingittogod.blogspot.com/2020/03/proven-wrong-by-kpdq-christian-radio.html
  ------------ I mean dang if I'm just a normal joe smoe christian....................dang then how come the rest of the body of christ isn't walking around dressed in black, wearing vials of blood around their necks and listening to metallica non freaking stop for??????????????????????????????????????
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the original post of this blog post slightely edited cause in this post I was originally saying in revelations 12 the anti christ was what was being spoken about in revelations 12 when there is mention of a "ruler of a rod of iron" - I was proved wrong jesus is going to hurt a lot of people pry someday.
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 Sheri you shouldn't post all of this your pristine christian blog is in severe jeopardy Song of Solomon 8:7 "Many waters cannot quench love, neither can the floods drown it: if a man would give all the substance of his house for love, it would utterly be contemned." (yes I love brian, but he ain't my real husband nobody believe's me, I'm aware nobody believes me, I'm very aware everyone thinks I'm nuts..........lost sooooooooooooooooooo much traffic to my blog, totally being written off as "that crazy lady)
Drawing of the man I believe is my "real husband" (nobody believes me). Maybe if I draw a picture then, he will be here!!!!!!!!!!!!! Very badly drawn photo (I'm horrible at faces), he has lush black hair something like Brandon Uries, niiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiice to run your fingers through, that perfect feel to his hair, like he has used the bestest shampoo and conditioner FOREVER. Hair you just want to touch and touch and touch and touch and touch and touch and touch. Loving eye's, that pierce right through into your soul.
  I'd say he has latin features.......maybe some jewish features as well?????? There's a baphomet statue that is dead on to how lucifer looks these days.....as far as his body goes, it's a black statue with a little boy and a little girl sitting at his sides.

(horrible drawing)
I'm supposed to wait til I'm announced,
It's no fun to feel like I have to pretend I'm someone else.........because nobody is going to at the moment believe who I do believe I actually am. 

wild west

back to the future

especially where micheal j fox, says he learned to shoot from 7/11

I had no idea the twin towers was going to happen! But I have learned I'm 7 11

  We'll all have to wait and see if 7/11 is just a convenience store or not. I'm thinking it's much more then a convenience store. Ya this is straight up wild west talk right here kids. 

  Hey when there is a problem in the ok corral................................that's only gonna be resolved 1 way. This is the year 2018 we are all modern and so fancy now and so 2018 we'd never ok corral nothin....................................hahahahahahahhaahahhaahahah

Have a great week!

LOVE

ps.........nothing wrong with brian (well nobody on this earth is perfect). I just absolutely do not believe he is my real husband! Christian goth sheri has 2 photo's to share to...............I try hard to take "couple" photo with brian, have at least 1 nice happy smiling couple photo it never happens never, I GIVE UP..................brian looks to me like he needs to be relieved from his duties as my husband and completely put out of his misery.......................

You can go on either one of our social media's you won't find (brian walz) many many smiling happy couple photo's not of us............cause they don't exist. And you could say oh he just don't smile in photo's no that ain't it cause other photo's he'll smile in here's proof....................

very happy guy in the photo above taken on the same day, but the second I try and take a picture next to him "frown time" all of the sudden. Or at least not a full on smile, he don't look happy to be with me at all. I ain't sure like if he is like chinese water tortured by being married to me????? But like he isn't like "loving life" being married to me.
I feel there is that "special someone" for many of us..................find that one that makes you smile that is my advice!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

"Kathy Lee" the neighborhood bully that showed me how to love even my "enemies" --- 1 John 4:8 "He that loveth not knoweth not God; for God is love."..........

   "Kathy Lee" the neighborhood bully that showed me how to love even my "enemies" --- 1 John 4:8 "He that loveth not knoweth not God; for God is love." Not to say that I am necessarily very good at loving my enemies. But what qualifies as good at that, could it just simply be a few nice letters???? Cause if what qualifies is a few nice letters...........I think I have the knack!
  But back to this idea........................love them!! 1 John 4:8 "He that loveth not knoweth not God; for God is love."
  I been thinking about Kathy Lee more lately. She really turned a part of my life around. Effected me a slew. I watched her punch out as I recall a few kids teeth, one kid she really was punching out the teeth out of him and I remember being so upset with her and yelling at the top of my lungs that she needs to stop else I was about to kick her butt...........................many explicatives as I recall I used in describing all the ways in which I was about to kick her butt and drag it through the neighborhood etc. (it's not a good thing, but she had much reason to give me the "neighborhood/school kingpin/bully crown" which she did)
  Well I got close to Kathy Lee, I don't even remember how it happened.............I really don't know?????? We were able to "drop it" as they say. Such a miracle that was.
  And then I heard about how ruff her life was (not that I'm saying punching several kids teeth out is a good thing at all...........but that whole time there was a backstory).

People out there are hurting a suffering all over the place in this world life isn't easy!!!!!!!!!

 People often view me as the girl, chick, lady that "has it all" and man I get annoyed by that.......but I facts do have it better then a lot of people. My husband cooks all the meals ----------- which might not be "real life" for most women...................I pry ain't living real life really. But I do have struggles, today for instance I have a horrible migraine headache and I've had it the whole day. 

  But back to my story...............her dad divorced, her mom was basically out of the picture, she had a older brother that she hardly ever saw, and her dad owned the bar down the street and so he was pretty much never home and I can actually vouch for that (he did not come home til 8-9-10 p.m. every night. Many nights Kathy Lee told me, she went to the bar........................not a high end great bar to be at, I heard many horrible things about that bar. 

  She became a black belt in karate the horror her actual reason for it was to feel safe being alone at her house at night and AT THE BAR. Allllllllllllll that neigbhorhood bully stuffs gave her "control" over some facet of her life, and a means to feel powerful. It gave her a lot, a lot that was completely missing in her life. 

   People hardly ever just "do bad things" for literally no reason.............not that I'm excusing horrible sins, crimes etc. Most people don't have the perfect "leave it to beaver" life! 

nomadder the perfect perfect image most people on this earth like to portray of themselves

Romans 3:23 "For all have sinned, and come short of the glory of God;" Leave it to Beaver tv show is mythos We all are pry either goth's or christian goth's.........basically "The Monster's" or the "Adam's Family" -------------- or both 👄 (The "Stepford Wives" movie scares me, except Bette Middler in the movie that don't scare me..........................society has that "Stepford wives" glossed look to it ---------------  that Stepford Wife perfection idea is MYTHOS) You are all goths, whether christian or not, most of you all stink at being goth I really believe that. 

   

Luke 6:26-28 

26 Woe unto you, when all men shall speak well of you! for so did their fathers to the false prophets.

27 But I say unto you which hear, Love your enemies, do good to them which hate you,

28 Bless them that curse you, and pray for them which despitefully use you.

 ..................praying

This 21 pilots song, sheesh is a reason to post up a blog post in of itself. I chose cause the lyric that says "You don't know the half of the abused". We often don't know the "story" of the """"crazy""""" supposedly person on the bus sitting next to us................but trust me, that story exists!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I recommend loving them, I recommend loving people!

Wishing you all a nice day!

LOVE

ps..............my life mirrored kathy lee's in many ways. My mom was sick with cancer most of my entire childhood so me and my brother and sister did most the chores as kids................my mom wasn't around much she was in bed sick. And my dad didn't come home often til pretty late in the evening (often he worked overtime). And even, even, my dad owned a bar, but he owned a bar when I was 3 1/2-4 years old, and I did spend time in the bar, hanging out with the people of the bar, they taught me how to play pool I got really good at it. I disco'd and loved shoving quarters in the jukebox to play bee gee's music, and I drank all the free cola's I wanted 👍 But you know there is the "element" of my life actually was a bit like kathy lee's. I think that's why I never forgot her, why I think on her from time to time. 

  She definately went from "horrible person that did horrible things" in my mind

to 

not well off person that deserved mercy, forgiveness, and love.