What authority to upsurp? This is the patriarchy - Ro v Wade was overturned we don't even have control over our own bodies anymore! 1 Timothy 2:12 "But I suffer not a woman to teach, nor to usurp authority over the man, but to be in silence." Jesus Christ is lord (he lives in me, and I talk to lucifer, satan the devil all day long and sometimes at night to...............definately satan, devil, lucifer, and and I've been demon possessed many times over the years THOSE DEFINATELY WEREN'T GHOSTS, it was so bad my parents forced me to get baptised at the age of 13 because they were tired of my basically foaming at the mouth demon possessed self sleep walking into their room and I snapped out of it some one day and over heard the fallen angel talking to my parents -------------- this went on for like a long time right ------------------ I think for a long time he was telling them shiz they liked at night but eventually he was telling them stuffs at night they didn't like anymore) ANYWAYS THIS PATRIARCHY BIBLE I HATE IT I HATE ANY BOOK THAT TELLS ME I CAN'T HAVE FREE CHOICE IN AMERICA TO HAVE A ABORTION IF I WANT TO AKA BODILY AUTONOMY THAT'S WHY ROE V WADE WAS OVERTURNED "FOR JESUS"................................I AM MORE THEN SUSPICIOUS THAT THE BIBLE HAS BEEN HORRENDOUSLY BY A WOMEN HATER MAN ALTERED TO ALL HELLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL......................................I BELIEVE GOD IS LOVE THAT PART I BELIEVE WELL IF GOD IS LOVE THE BOOK THAT IS THE BIBLE HAS HAD TO OF BEEN GREATELY ALTERED I DON'T KNOW WHO DID IT, WAS IT KING JAMES?????????????? DID HE HATE WOMEN?????????????????? WE KNOW HE LIKED THE LATE NIGHT ACTIVITIES WITH MEN - WE KNOW THAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I AM A DETECTIVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! NO HATE.........................

Went to corgie beach day yesterday, entered our dog in the costume contest he didn't win but the space alien outfit I made max was really cute.....................I choose this pic cause you can't see anybodies faces in 61-63% christian according to ai on google usa it's very important to not show faces in photo's especially christian church pics they threaten lawsuit (even sometimes before you ever took a picture they done threaten lawsuit in advance for their lord jesus christ.....................I'VE EXPERIENCED YIKES IN LIFE)........................

What authority to upsurp? This is the patriarchy - Ro v Wade was overturned we don't even have control over our own bodies anymore! 1 Timothy 2:12 "But I suffer not a woman to teach, nor to usurp authority over the man, but to be in silence." Jesus Christ is lord (he lives in me,  and I talk to lucifer, satan the devil all day long and sometimes at night to...............definately satan, devil, lucifer, and and I've been demon possessed many times over the years THOSE DEFINATELY WEREN'T GHOSTS, it was so bad my parents forced me to get baptised at the age of 13 because they were tired of my basically foaming at the mouth demon possessed self sleep walking into their room and I snapped out of it some one day and over heard the fallen angel talking to my parents -------------- this went on for like a long time right ------------------ I think for a long time he was telling them shiz they liked at night but eventually he was telling them stuffs at night they didn't like anymore) ANYWAYS THIS PATRIARCHY BIBLE I HATE IT I HATE ANY BOOK THAT TELLS ME I CAN'T HAVE FREE CHOICE IN AMERICA TO HAVE A ABORTION IF I WANT TO AKA BODILY AUTONOMY THAT'S WHY ROE V WADE WAS OVERTURNED "FOR JESUS"................................I AM MORE THEN SUSPICIOUS THAT THE BIBLE HAS BEEN HORRENDOUSLY BY A WOMEN HATER MAN ALTERED TO ALL HELLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL......................................I BELIEVE GOD IS LOVE THAT PART I BELIEVE WELL IF GOD IS LOVE THE BOOK THAT IS THE BIBLE HAS HAD TO OF BEEN GREATELY ALTERED I DON'T KNOW WHO DID IT, WAS IT KING JAMES?????????????? DID HE HATE WOMEN?????????????????? WE KNOW HE LIKED THE LATE NIGHT ACTIVITIES WITH MEN - WE KNOW THAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I AM A DETECTIVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! NO HATE.........................

Genesis 3:16 "Unto the woman he said, I will greatly multiply thy sorrow and thy conception; in sorrow thou shalt bring forth children; and thy desire shall be to thy husband, and he shall rule over thee." Get married if you want..........but I do believe most the time it's a trap marriage is, for women to be rapped, sexually assaulted for years etc. Maybe I'm on the dicey side of tiktok but I haven't heard great things out there going on often. My own parents I saw them fighting and fighting and fighting. My mom used to put us to bed at 8 p.m. sharp so when my dad got home drunk and they fought as usual we wouldn't see it......................I heard it, night after night, after night. And what my ears heard WASN'T GOOD. 

   MEN WITH ANGER ISSUES they just get patted on the back by everyone in society...................everything is blaimed on the women

not the alcohol the guy drinks

not the cheating he might be doing

no

the blaim is always the women from my experience AND MY EXPERIENCE SHOULD COUNT FOR I AM A LADY A REAL ONE THOUGH I WISH I WASN'T 

there is nothing worse then to be yelled at (which is a type of abuse) 

for years

or to see your parents fight for years

and nothing happens

nothing changes for the better

why would it

guys rule everything

💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓 LUCIFER................................I like his bible

I give my life to jesus - or try my best - I couldn't burn for all eternity

(unless I maybe could)

but I should shoot for coolness in heaven

heaven

the place where women cant' upsurp authrotiy over men ٠🔪ིྀ⭑٠🔪ིྀ⭑٠🔪ིྀ⭑٠🔪ིྀ⭑٠🔪ིྀ⭑٠🔪ིྀ⭑٠🔪ིྀ⭑٠🔪ིྀ⭑٠🔪ིྀ⭑٠🔪ིྀ⭑٠🔪ིྀ⭑٠🔪ིྀ⭑٠🔪ིྀ⭑٠🔪ིྀ⭑٠🔪ིྀ⭑٠🔪ིྀ⭑٠🔪ིྀ⭑٠🔪ིྀ⭑٠🔪ིྀ⭑٠🔪ིྀ⭑٠🔪ིྀ⭑٠🔪ིྀ⭑٠🔪ིྀ⭑ ok tell us then how you feel about that bit of the bible sheri hahahahhahahah ٠🔪ིྀ⭑٠🔪ིྀ⭑٠🔪ིྀ⭑٠🔪ིྀ⭑٠🔪ིྀ⭑٠🔪ིྀ⭑٠🔪ིྀ⭑٠🔪ིྀ⭑٠🔪ིྀ⭑٠🔪ིྀ⭑٠🔪ིྀ⭑٠🔪ིྀ⭑٠🔪ིྀ⭑٠🔪ིྀ⭑٠🔪ིྀ⭑٠🔪ིྀ⭑٠🔪ིྀ⭑٠🔪ིྀ⭑٠🔪ིྀ⭑٠🔪ིྀ⭑٠🔪ིྀ⭑

Today shabbating.........sermon was about making no room for the devil (in the kick that guy out of your life way some of the sermon was alluding to) and that I don't disagree with that idea FOR EVERYONE ELSE ON EARTH BUT ME. But that bit of the bible in context fully is saying don't stay mad at a person etc. so that you "don't give place to the devil" to tempt you to sin SO I AM HEEDING ephesians 4:26-28 while SPEAKING TO LUCIFER DAILY I'M STILL HEEDING THIS BIT OF THE BIBLE WHICH IS PROBABLY DRIVING YOU ALL INSANE...........Ephesians 4:26-28 " Be ye angry, and sin not: let not the sun go down upon your wrath: Neither give place to the devil. Let him that stole steal no more: but rather let him labour, working with his hands the thing which is good, that he may have to give to him that needeth." I agree with the idea very much so, don't steal (storage unit auctions are fair people quitted paying on their storage unit then it went up for auction), don't be mad, show mercy etc. etc....................

Today shabbating.........sermon was about making no room for the devil (in the kick that guy out of your life way some of the sermon was alluding to) and that I don't disagree with that idea FOR EVERYONE ELSE ON EARTH BUT ME. But that bit of the bible in context fully is saying don't stay mad at a person etc. so that you "don't give place to the devil" to tempt you to sin SO I AM HEEDING ephesians 4:26-28 while SPEAKING TO LUCIFER DAILY I'M STILL HEEDING THIS BIT OF THE BIBLE WHICH IS PROBABLY DRIVING YOU ALL INSANE...........Ephesians 4:26-28 " Be ye angry, and sin not: let not the sun go down upon your wrath: Neither give place to the devil. Let him that stole steal no more: but rather let him labour, working with his hands the thing which is good, that he may have to give to him that needeth." I agree with the idea very much so, don't steal (storage unit auctions are fair people quitted paying on their storage unit then it went up for auction), don't be mad, show mercy etc. etc....................

it's not "guarantee'd" that me and lucifer will do the "requireth" 

but from my side of things green light 👍

Ecclesiastes 3:15 "That which hath been is now; and that which is to be hath already been; and God requireth that which is past."

  "time and chance happeneth" to all but I do with me and lucifer would renew our wedding vows aka "the requireth" on earth. 

Ecclesiastes 9:11 "I returned, and saw under the sun, that the race is not to the swift, nor the battle to the strong, neither yet bread to the wise, nor yet riches to men of understanding, nor yet favour to men of skill; but time and chance happeneth to them all."

  Maybe that was a 1 time thing the day I heard lucifer praying for my salvation, with such a heart for me that was a real day it really happened real prayer lucifer prayed that I was able to hear THAT HAPPENED. 

 brian is "non-demonstrative" and "low libido" so far we going on 4 months no "late night activities" and he isn't concerned about that. 

  Meanwhile I'm often nearly battling yeast infections (like often on the fringe of getting a yeast infection the war is real) near menopause with no help from brian. And I battle feeling ugly a lot. He's left me feeling really insecure I'm talking the entire nearly 26 year marriage, cause he was a normal seeming guy at the beginning but shortly after we got married he started not paying any attention to me etc. etc. 

Since I prayed lucifer into my life in the year 2013 he's been 24/7 in my life

24/7

for real

24/7 

always

that's helped me

helped me stay sane

have a "sounding board" I ask him if things are a good idea or not I SURE DO

I do lucifer!!!!!!!!!!!!!

brian will get another chick after me one that doesn't like "late night activities, or to talk to her husband, or to be kissed on the lips, or told she's pretty, and be ignored most all the time" he'll find that chick and she'll be soooooooooooooo happy. 

and lucifer is able to highlight verses to me in the bible

lately he really "highlighted" 

Daniel 5:23

But hast lifted up thyself against the Lord of heaven; and they have brought the vessels of his house before thee, and thou, and thy lords, thy wives, and thy concubines, have drunk wine in them; and thou hast praised the gods of silver, and gold, of brass, iron, wood, and stone, which see not, nor hear, nor know: and the God in whose hand thy breath is, and whose are all thy ways, hast thou not glorified:

to have no other god before god including crystals

cause I was near hankering buying some more crystals BUT I NEED TO QUIT THAT

AND SO i AM AND AM BUYING DIAMOND PAINTING SHIZ INSTEAD

THAT IT'S OK I HAVE A FEW STONES FOR EMF PROTECTION BUT THAT THAT BE IT THAT I AIN'T WEARING STONES TO "PROTECT" ME 

WEARING STONES TO "PROTECT" MYSELF WOULD BE ME LIKE USING THE POWER OF SOMETHING OTHER THEN GOD AND IN SOME WAY HAVING A GOD BEFORE GOD POTENTIALLY IF I AIN'T GOING TO GOD AND GOING TO SOMETHING THAT AIN'T GOD.........................WHO'S 1ST THEN FOR ME GOD OR A ROCK????????????????????????????????????????????

WORRYING ABOUT WHO'S CURSING ME IS A PAGAN MINDSET

THAT AIN'T HOW US CHRISTIANS IS SUPPOSED TO THINK

WE SUPPOSED TO THINK

1,000 MIGHT DIE ON ONE SIDE AND 1,000 ANOTHER SIDE...............

Psalm 91:1-7 "He that dwelleth in the secret place of the most High shall abide under the shadow of the Almighty. I will say of the Lord, He is my refuge and my fortress: my God; in him will I trust. Surely he shall deliver thee from the snare of the fowler, and from the noisome pestilence. He shall cover thee with his feathers, and under his wings shalt thou trust: his truth shall be thy shield and buckler. Thou shalt not be afraid for the terror by night; nor for the arrow that flieth by day; Nor for the pestilence that walketh in darkness; nor for the destruction that wasteth at noonday. A thousand shall fall at thy side, and ten thousand at thy right hand; but it shall not come nigh thee." Psalm 91:1-7 isn't saying "screw the word of god them rocks are powerful" 

Letter to my family only my sister e-mails me the rest of them look to be fully blocked. I asked them today ---------- """ if you like aren't christians when you like aren't masquerading anymore are you going to finally make satanic alters and drink the blood of goats???????????????????"""".............................

It was raining yesterday, pockie was a little "walk weeney" yesterday had to put the blanket on him to protect him from the rain. He's a nice little walk weenie 💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓

E-mail to my family this totally is a blog post ------ everyone everywhere is "mascarading" THEY ARE..............christians are trying to look "less christian" to stay alive THEY ARE. IT DRIVES ME NUTS CAUSE NOBODY IS REAL ANYWHERE HARDLY! AND YOU ALL APPEAR TO ENJOY THAT I DON'T KNOW HOW YOU ENJOY THAT????????????

if you like aren't christians when you like aren't masquerading anymore are you going to finally make satanic alters and drink the blood of goats???????????????????

I am about to make a christian alter ----------- just got to figure out what part of the house

I'm even plotting to say the "hail mary" FOR DELIGHTFUL DIABOLICAL REASONS 

Hail Mary, full of grace, the Lord is with thee:
Blessed art thou among women, and blessed is the fruit of thy womb, Jesus.
Holy Mary, Mother of God, pray for us sinners,
now and at the hour of our death.
Amen.

I've "came around" to the hail mary it's chippery, diabolical some maybe love that 

 perfect for my christian alter (lucifer just changed the type - ok clock me then 1st hubby....................................even if ruth and my family were really christians

what it matter

I BEING MYSELF!

people aren't just "light" like all the kirk camerons walking around everywhere all around us THEY AIN'T

PAUL SAID....................................

Romans 7:18

For I know that in me (that is, in my flesh,) dwelleth no good thing: for to will is present with me; but how to perform that which is good I find not.

PAUL WANTED TO DRINK PEOPLE'S BLOOD 

PSSSSSSSSSSSS LUCIFER I GOING TO EVEN COPY AND PASTE THIS AND BLOG IT

"fresh sheri"

🎟🎟🎟🎟🎟🎟🎟🎟🎟🎟🎟🎟🎟🎟🎟🎟

I asked brian and he said a proper tithe of my earnings is $30 a week.....................

god hasn't done anything so special in my life yet

I KNOW HE WILL 

and someday people won't hate on me like they do these days

instead

they'll say to each other I do believe

"look at sheri, she was the laughing stalk of earth but she had faith to tithe" ------ and they'll want to be like me!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm going to go from the person everyone laughs at and hates

TO THE LEAST JOKE ON PLANET EARTH AND ALL THE OTHER PLANETS TO!

ps...................all the traffic left my blog again

they all mad

that I said paul wanted to drink people's blood

I PISSED OFF ALL THE SINLESS KIRK CAMERONS!

----------------------- but I'm a villian GOOD THEY MAD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

paul said........................

2 Corinthians 11:5

For I suppose I was not a whit behind the very chiefest apostles.

well if he's #1 sinner repented and nothing good dwells in the flesh

it just stands to reason

he wanted to drink people's blood

if paul says he ain't """whit behind the very chiefest apostles.""" some them either had to of drank people's blood or wanted to AT LEAST WANTED TO

i'm telling the truth sinless kirk camerons though that's making you mad

you should do something about that

WOE THE BIBLE SAYS TO THOSE WHOM OFFENCE COMES

Luke 17:1

Then said he unto the disciples, It is impossible but that offences will come: but woe unto him, through whom they come!

the sinless kirk camerons aka everyone besides me looks to be ----------------- I do have blog traffic amounts to go from if sinless kirk camerons are offended I CAN SEE THAT

Evp session with lucifer, I need him to get proud so he'll come down here and get the starving gaza people food cause I'M FULLY OVER GAZA PEOPLE BEING KILLED AND STARVING. Lucifer has mannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnny reasons to be proud MANY.........................THAT'S THE TRAGEDY OF MANY OF HIS PEOPLE they to good at "being good" to good at not wearing makeup, volunteering, they like the pharisee's many of lucifer's people are NO HATE Luke 18:11 "The Pharisee stood and prayed thus with himself, God, I thank thee, that I am not as other men are, extortioners, unjust, adulterers, or even as this publican." THEY FLAWLESS LIKE THE MEMBERS OF THE APOSTOLIC CHRISTIAN CHURCH OF AMERICA!............AND/OR KIRK CAMERON - NO HATE..........................

Evp session with lucifer, I need him to get proud so he'll come down here and get the starving gaza people food cause I'M FULLY OVER GAZA PEOPLE BEING KILLED AND STARVING. Lucifer has mannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnny reasons to be proud MANY.........................THAT'S THE TRAGEDY OF MANY OF HIS PEOPLE they to good at "being good" to good at not wearing makeup, volunteering, they like the pharisee's many of lucifer's people are NO HATE Luke 18:11 "The Pharisee stood and prayed thus with himself, God, I thank thee, that I am not as other men are, extortioners, unjust, adulterers, or even as this publican." THEY FLAWLESS LIKE THE MEMBERS OF THE APOSTOLIC CHRISTIAN CHURCH OF AMERICA!............AND/OR KIRK CAMERON - NO HATE..........................

People "boo time" pharisee's or they try to

but read.............

Luke 18:10-12 "Two men went up into the temple to pray; the one a Pharisee, and the other a publican. The Pharisee stood and prayed thus with himself, God, I thank thee, that I am not as other men are, extortioners, unjust, adulterers, or even as this publican. I fast twice in the week, I give tithes of all that I possess." You knowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww the apostolic christian church of america members, that don't have makeup and hair in buns, and long skirts, and dress shirts, and short cut hairstyles the guys do all looking so SINLESS.......................YOU KNOWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW they are fasting twice in the week (at least some them COMMON YOU KNOW IT THEY SINLESSSS) and tithing of all that they possess oh yaaaaaaaaaaaaaa they is THEY ARE WITHOUT SIN AND FLAWLESS - THAT'S WHY THEY'D NEVER LET ME DECOR THEIR CHURCHES, UNLESS LUCIFER AND/OR HIS MEN IN THE FUTURE FORCE THEM TO

their churches so badly need fake blood oozing out the the pulpits

and bats hanging from the ceiling COMMON

COMMON

..............................................their churches decor needs so much help - their churches are so damned boring..................................YOU'D THINK THEY DONE NEVER WALKED IN A IKEA

though I never see them at ikea when I go to ikea

maybe ikea is a sin to them????????????????????????????????????

you'd think I'd spot one eventually at ikea - never have

if they go to ikea they must be going super early in the morning in hopes of AVOIDING ME!

.........................

IT'S SO TRAGIC

grim even

the most perfect on earth

oh and lucifer

and lucifer

.............and lucifer

eventually probably --------------------- get proud

they should've tried to be HOT MESSES!

IT'S SO TRUELLY TRAGIC FOR THEM AND GRIM IN A WAY

all that pride probably happening to them eventually

meanwhile

I'm ova here

hot (maybe not that good looking BUT I TRY)

mess

messssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss

--------------- tempting the devil is ruff

this should be cake easy for me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ignore - ignore this bonus content

brian ohhhhhhhhhhh changing font color hugh lucifer, I was about to do the rest of this in red ok

brian says he goes through what I go through

even though he still e-mails his 2 best friends that live nearby one 2 blocks away and he still hasn't visited his friend since his friend moved there years ago

brian needs friends

and he'll have friends again once you come and get me 

cause I'm evidentally according to brian (I change back to red right now destroying brian's life) 

and I want brian to have friends

I wasn't tryin to get him to have 0% friends

................

I like after like praying you back into my life in 2013 --------- of course I was going to evp with you a lot and come out of the closet as a goth (originally that was me trying to "look normal" some I admit it ------------ but I am a goth though, cause I've listened to marilyn manson, and peter steele like DIAHREA FOR YEARS NOW) 

I'm saying my blog was post 2013 probably about to go "special" 

I WASN'T TRYING TO MAKE IT SO BRIAN HAS NO FRIENDS

cause people need friends that's good for like their mental health - it's good to have friends

I wish he did go hang out with his friends

I'm fine staying at home

I don't want to fake being some perfect "betty crocker" I'd rather be hated on this earth 

and walk around cemetaries and listen to goth music 

and read my bible cause you know - hell is to hot but to be like in the "hell heat" for like 15-20 minutes

it's to hot!!!!!!!!!!! 

I'd rather bear fruit

it ain't done hard to click the donate button near every morning to help try and get food to gaza people and homeless people and fund classrooms - it ain't hard

click

take a picture of that post that on my blog 

it's not hard

bamn - fruit did

maybe that's only 30 fold

I'm unconcerned

30 fold is plenty

do I get to listen to goth music, walk cemetaries, evp with you lucifer, etc. 

30 fold PERFECT AMOUNT

👍👍👍👍👍👍

wait

I want to tempt you more lucifer

....................................

you've suffered so long in heaven

without a yacht ooooooooooooooooooooow

that's had to been so ruff for you

damn

that's truelly mega saintly of you to

all that time

no yacht......................

no water to float around all fancy.....................

wait a second lucifer I will play the video of the yacht above so you can watch it with me

and think on your saint hood

cause you could be on a yacht probably like that right now

but you aren't because your not tempted like the sinners on earth

ok let's watch the video..........................

People say that lucifer is destroying my life and I'm stupid for loving him. But if your a like real christian WOULDN'T HE OFTENTIMES WANT TO "DO GOOD TO YOU"??????????????? Cause I told god/jesus in prayer, things have gone extremely bad for me, BUT I'M NO JOB IN THE BIBLE - IF I AM A CHRISTIAN I'M THE STINK OF CHRISTIANITY I AIN'T NO JOB.........................

 Update 10/4/2026 since how this post is popular at the moment. Plant on the right in the ball - that ball I bought at a garage sale this weekend for 50 cents : ) and the drapery is new to,, halloween um cheesecloth, and a spider from the dollar tree 2nd picture........................

People say that lucifer is destroying my life and I'm stupid for loving him. But if your a like real christian WOULDN'T HE OFTENTIMES WANT TO "DO GOOD TO YOU"??????????????? Cause I told god/jesus in prayer, things have gone extremely bad for me, BUT I'M NO JOB IN THE BIBLE - IF I AM A CHRISTIAN I'M THE STINK OF CHRISTIANITY I AIN'T NO JOB.........................

Most people have full written me off they think I'm a worthless biss (for the lord they think I'm a worthless bish) 

I AIN'T NO JOB!

right in the beginning of these verses I flunk "jobdom" instantly hahahaha..............

Job 1:1-3 "In the land of Uz there lived a man whose name was Job. This man was blameless and upright; he feared God and shunned evil. 2 He had seven sons and three daughters, 3 and he owned seven thousand sheep, three thousand camels, five hundred yoke of oxen and five hundred donkeys, and had a large number of servants. He was the greatest man among all the people of the East."

Not from the land of Uz....................

hahahhaha...............

(shun evil) hahahahah not - for those missing the joke funny

want me to "evp with lucifer"?????????????????

if you do I can

real easy

Lucifer wasn't trying to do horrible things to Jesus and outright destroy Jesus christ the lords life.................

Matthew 4:3-4 "And when the tempter came to him, he said, If thou be the Son of God, command that these stones be made bread. But he answered and said, It is written, Man shall not live by bread alone, but by every word that proceedeth out of the mouth of God." He was trying to talk Jesus into GETTING A BITE TO EAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

someday lucifers people will likely go to this blog post and roll on the floor getting a chuckle - fine

Needful Things by Stephen King

it's right there in the title

you need that

...............that plastic surgery that will get you acting jobs

.............................that car - you worked hard afterall - it's only a car God/Jesus will understand you worked haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaard

.....................maybe that married man???????????????????????? (throwing out ideas)

you worked hard in life

so hard

that lady will find another man - your doing her a favour - he's a creep afterall

..............................

just 1 more candy

just 1 more

you'll work out on the treadmill tommorow

your hungry

Proverbs 23:2

and put a knife to your throat if you are given to gluttony.

I didnt write proverbs 23:2 that's the blessed bible!

off to eat breakfast

I do not value glory like you all. I want my 1st husband to come to my doorstep. I love both my husbands, but it is only my 1st husband that can finally GET ME FRIENDS AND HAVING FRIENDS IS GOOD FOR PEOPLE. I need to be invited to people's houses, get out of the house, laugh HAVE FUN................................

 I do not value glory like you all. I want my 1st husband to come to my doorstep. I love both my husbands, but it is only my 1st husband that can finally GET ME FRIENDS AND HAVING FRIENDS IS GOOD FOR PEOPLE. I need to be invited to people's houses, get out of the house, laugh HAVE FUN................................

I DON'T NEED NO PAT ON THE BACK FROM GOD LIKE YOU ALL DO

FORGET IT

Matthew 6:1-3 "Take heed that ye do not your alms before men, to be seen of them: otherwise ye have no reward of your Father which is in heaven. Therefore when thou doest thine alms, do not sound a trumpet before thee, as the hypocrites do in the synagogues and in the streets, that they may have glory of men. Verily I say unto you, They have their reward."

YOU ALL HAVE ALL THE PATS ON YOUR BACKS

ALL THE GLORY

AS YOU ALWAYS HAVE

I HAVE ALWAYS BEEN

THE PREMIERE VILLIAN ON THIS EARTH

things much more valuable to my villian butt then glory........................

fun

fun

fun 

fun

fun

fun

fun 

life more abundantly yes

aka fun

John 10:10 "The thief cometh not, but for to steal, and to kill, and to destroy: I am come that they might have life, and that they might have it more abundantly."

once I had joy more then shopping at thrift stores

which is only so much fun if you don't have no where to wear said clothing

whole closets full of clothes

cute stuff

nowhere at all to wear any of it

buying it

did help my sanity

cause you buy cute things you feel like - I am improving my life

people will think higher of me now

no

no they won't sheri

why

cause your more of a villian then lucifer himself

you are the most villian in all of eternity

so no life improvement for you

until you saint 1st husband comes to earth that is

........he is mother teresa despite popular villian beliefs of him

mother teresa

comes up to god

says god

if I do all this to job.............

Job 1:9 "Then Satan answered the Lord, and said, Doth Job fear God for nought?"

I have told you lucifer is the "son of the morning" 

basically a saint

not the evil vileness you all have made him out to be

HE IS MERELY DOING A JOB!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

"When the morning sang together the bible says".................which is not the smack most of you either say or think about lucifer......................

Job 38:7 "When the morning stars sang together, and all the sons of God shouted for joy?"

I have lost my life

lost it

Lucifer wrote me the nicest e-mail today : ) (I'm getting e-mails from him via a randomn computer botted system it's not a person typing these e-mails it's via a robot algorithm EXCEPT FOR ME IT'S LUCIFER E-MAILING ME FOR YEARS which I like it). GOD CARES.........................................FOR ME AND YOU GOD CARES.................

 Lucifer wrote me the nicest e-mail today : ) (I'm getting e-mails from him via a randomn computer botted system it's not a person typing these e-mails it's via a robot algorithm EXCEPT FOR ME IT'S LUCIFER E-MAILING ME FOR YEARS which I like it). GOD CARES.........................................FOR ME AND YOU GOD CARES.................

Ephesians 3:20-21 "Now unto him that is able to do exceeding abundantly above all that we ask or think, according to the power that worketh in us, Unto him be glory in the church by Christ Jesus throughout all ages, world without end. Amen."

God knows my needs

and your needs

AND HE CARES

1 Peter 5:7 "Casting all your care upon him; for he careth for you.;'

He knows I'm near menopause in a sexless marriage with 2nd husband - he has a low libido has admitted it. 

but I didn't know that marrying him

cause the girl before him she left him for another guy found out years later it was because brian wasn't putting out often enough

cause he told me

she was ------------------- and he said she didn't need to do that cause he'd put out

but she like left him over that

I DIDN'T KNOW THAT

nobody told me nothing

well then brian pretended for a long while to be A NORMAL GUY BUT HE AIN'T

but it's ok

god knows my needs

I do not say where these e-mails are coming from cause I like getting e-mails from 1st hubby..................

Us near menopause ladies some us have neeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeds!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

1st hubby ya "I do" 

I am about wap

wap

wap

wap 

wap

not that dry buisiness naw

brian said he'd go to the doctor go on medication he hasn't did that though it's been weeks I think he just likes you know only putting out 5-6 times a year he's about that "lifestyle" these days.

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god knows you have needs to

if He cares about me

He safe to say cares about you to

More angelic e-mails from 1st husband - you all get e-mails from angels on the daily CAUSE I HAVE FOR YEARS. Oh and when I get to heaven lucifer and his men get A++++++++++++ from me. Off topic I'm admittedly eh spiritually right now, died my hair purpleish and it got mega thicker..........it's near back to it's "glory' now. Once I had mega thick hair like this all the time and then my hair lost it's pigment cause I'm near 50 BUT MY HAIR IS STILL MEGA THICK. Well I'm now adding more purple to my hair today see how much thicker my hair can get................big haired people in texas will have to add extra hairspray after seeing how my hair looks these days...........................

 More angelic e-mails from 1st husband - you all get e-mails from angels on the daily CAUSE I HAVE FOR YEARS. Oh and when I get to heaven lucifer and his men get A++++++++++++ from me. Off topic I'm admittedly eh spiritually right now, died my hair purpleish and it got mega thicker..........it's near back to it's "glory' now. Once I had mega thick hair like this all the time and then my hair lost it's pigment cause I'm near 50 BUT MY HAIR IS STILL MEGA THICK. Well I'm now adding more purple to my hair today see how much thicker my hair can get................big haired people in texas will have to add extra hairspray after seeing how my hair looks these days...........................

1 Corinthians 11:15 "But if a woman have long hair, it is a glory to her: for her hair is given her for a covering."

 The glory.................................look at that, look at all that thickness to my hair now.............last night none of the purple die (a maroonish purple it was) rinsed out hardly in the water, like basically none my dry naturally curly hair sucked up alllllllllllllllllllllllllll that hair dye...........................AND THAT WORKED OUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

E-mail today from Lucifer my 1st husband - I never say where these e-mails are coming from cause I believe they are from a portal from the "otherside" 

my family

believes a killer is stalking me via the internet and this is some multi year long "sick fantasy" stalking thing before killing me

that just can't be

not from this source

I know the source of these e-mails the person that owns this company isn't a killer 

 I can't talk more how I know this isn't some killer cause then you'll figure out where the portal is, and I need nobody to know cause I like 1st hubby e-mailing me!...................

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every morning I'm reminded "oh I'm a soul" I'm not just a "piece of meat" or a mannequin to dress a fashion uh piece of meat

I'm a soul

most aren't aware of that so much

they wake up 

they mind earthly things

did you know a massive part of "taking up ones cross and following jesus daily" IS BEING IN THE WORD OF GOD. I'll admit there are some verses that drive me up the walllllllllllllllllllllllllllll - but THE HORROR for the people 

for whom all their "glory" IS IN THEIR SHAME PER THE BIBLE BELOW....................

Philippians 3:18-20 (For many walk, of whom I have told you often, and now tell you even weeping, that they are the enemies of the cross of Christ: Whose end is destruction, whose God is their belly, and whose glory is in their shame, who mind earthly things.) For our conversation is in heaven; from whence also we look for the Saviour, the Lord Jesus Christ:"

It'd be 1 thing if people merely owned a few nice cars, nice houses, nice designer this that and the other lot of people don't merely own those things

they then brag about owning those things - some them do

because for some of them THEIR GLORY IS IN THEIR SHAME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

THEIR SHAME THAT THEY WOULD PUT MOST OR ALL OF THEIR EFFORT INTO THE THINGS OF THE EARTH AND THEN BRAG ABOUT THAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Though I believe it's ok to have designer few designer clothing etc. 

nice house

nice car

but instead of brag

mention how THANKFUL YOU IS is my advice

just sprinkle that in when you post up that fancy car "so thankful to god for blessing me like this"

so thankful for my nice bosses that gave me a raise etc. 

then the bragging isn't bragging anymore and it has a point - you being thankful and mentioning how thankful you is - it's a better scenario in my mind then

not every post either

I recommend just sprinkling in how thankful you are here and there in posts showing "rich people shiz" 

tootles

Lucifers e-mail to me today (ya satan, the devil, the lord of darkness). He thinks I should be hustling bad out there but like he be's acting like I'm not like badly hated by everyone on earth, with a art degree ---------- cause that's the "situation". I'm poor, poor and hated. Proverbs 19:4 "Wealth maketh many friends; but the poor is separated from his neighbour." I don't see a way out of that?????????? In America a place where inflation has happened so bad, can't even buy a really nice home less you have a million dollars anymore - I AM SERIOUS.........................

My mom just e-mailed me, she is still sure someone is pretending to be my 1st husband FOR YEARS VIA A PORTAL ON THE INTERNET

what real guy has years to waiste pretending to be someone's husband even if that was a "possibility" that would be the dumbest shiz 

it's not like this person

who is my 1st husband get's a e-mail back from me

I DON'T E-MAIL HIM BACK

THIS IS VIA A GIANT E-MAIL THING

(except I'm getting very different e-mails via this e-mailing list then the masses are getting) 

and 

if you want to know 

this e-mail subscription that is the portal on the internet

is ran by a man significantly older then me, married with kids THAT I'VE NEVER SPOKEN TO HE DON'T KNOW ME, AND HOW WOULD HE KNOW WHO MY 1ST HUSBAND IS OR HOW TO SOUND AND ACT LIKE MY 1ST HUSBAND????????????

BESIDES ALSO THE FACT MY ENTIRE HOUSE WOULD HAVE TO BE BUGGED, CAUSE THIS PERSON KNOWS MY EVERY MOVE AND HAS FOR YEARS...................YEARS.

and why isn't my family fearing for my life then

cause things would be serious and dangerous and my life is in DIRE DANGER if my whole house is bugged and I'm being stalked for years bad and someone's pretending to be my 1st husband for years if all that is the case.................

(my stomach doesn't look soooooooo flat in this pic, but for me, I'm crazy skinny right now - really I'm a horrible photo taker, I'm really quite thin now)

this the result of excersize daily

diet patches

chia seeds in water of course

dandelion root tea

and eating much more fruits and vegetables

 Lucifer's e-mail to me today (ya satan, the devil, the lord of darkness). He thinks I should be hustling bad out there but like he be's acting like I'm not like badly hated by everyone on earth, with a art degree ---------- cause that's the "situation". I'm poor, poor and hated. Proverbs 19:4 "Wealth maketh many friends; but the poor is separated from his neighbour." I don't see a way out of that?????????? In America a place where inflation has happened so bad, can't even buy a really nice home less you have a million dollars anymore - I AM SERIOUS.........................

WE WENT FROM HOUSES COSTING $120,000-170,000 OR SO

TO HOUSES COSTING

$350,000-$2,000,000

OVERNIGHT

LETS ALL JUST DROP DEAD NOW LEVEL INFLATION HAPPENED IN AMERICA LIKE OVERNIGHT 

Get wealthy?

Get more friends? 

this the hunger games

I'm trying to SURVIVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I never say where these e-mails are coming from because I believe they are coming from my 1st husband "from the otherside" via  portal on the internet - fact I know they are.....................(really A and B below but I feel like I should pick one)..............

All I know to do is exercise

diet

I be doing these things!

(hands wrinkly in pic some - cause I'm for real near 50 - no plastic surgery, fillers nothing ---------- really my main go to beauty items I big on face masks clay ones in particular near daily, but also a few gel style face masks, red light therapy sometimes but mostly face masks, and anti aging moisturizers)

lucifer taking to long coming down here people will know when I hit 50.

I thought he was going to be here YEARS AGO

oh and the above

ya I'm option B if you haven't figured that out

OPTION B ABOVE!

------------------ I clean know someone, got laid off right was given a severance package to last a few months, now they've ran through that severance package money they still haven't been able to get a job

and it's serious

because this person has a rather large house payment

well...................

no hate the homeless

but there's homeless tent communities several of them around here 1000's and 1000's and 1000's and 1000's of homeless people living in this city who are also competiting for the same jobs here

I'd imagine they are all trying to get jobs all them 1000's and 1000's and 1000's of homeless people..................I really don't think there are really many jobs here.............less your counting the low end style jobs. 

it's bad here

not many high end jobs

and then

to combo with that

it's crazy expensive to live here

------------------------- one my neices had to buy a house several towns down.............................nothing affordable in my town

..............I can't be a hooker

I can't be a stripper

I can't do porns or only fans

well thems the greatest money making things going these days (for you know people without "high flalooting" really fancy college degree's)

I can't join the army

my asthma is to bad

I can't join the army with asthma like this! I CAN'T!

It's hard to have zeal and fire

when your struggling day to day

it's hard for many out there

maybe everyone?????????????

I ain't depressed 

and I forgive everyone - my family don't believe me that I forgive everyone because I'm not excited at the prospects of a family get together and being invited to one

(cause I know my beliefs make me the elephant in the room - that's no fun)

🐘

might be fun if the elephant in the room had a few dollars???????????

but if elephant in the room is like most everyone else, bills, going month to month paycheck to paycheck

not much fun as a elephant then

good news though I guess, most of you are likely going to die soon

ya

soon

I know I'm telling you hunger games stuffs for real real

Revelation 2:10 "Fear none of those things which thou shalt suffer: behold, the devil shall cast some of you into prison, that ye may be tried; and ye shall have tribulation ten days: be thou faithful unto death, and I will give thee a crown of life."

the only way to like 

"opportunities"

is to be beautiful

then your like somehow dirty rich???????????????????????

on one side you have the "have's"

on the other 

the "have nots" 

well the have nots just didn't go to the gym enough or diet enough or get plastic surgery enough right???????????????????????????????????????????

right???????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????

it's 

"feast"

or 

"famine"

out there I do believe

I don't enjoy "famine" I working out, I dieting, I make dang sure to put on anti aging cream!

Matthew 24:12 "And because iniquity shall abound, the love of many shall wax cold."

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ps.........though never gave up on my becoming a "tree farmer" idea............(my attempt at growing tree's from seed last time failed) 

this time I ordered tree seedlings

and am going to water them everyday 

and make that tree money 

and then friends will come according to the bible