Lucifers e-mail to me today (ya satan, the devil, the lord of darkness). He thinks I should be hustling bad out there but like he be's acting like I'm not like badly hated by everyone on earth, with a art degree ---------- cause that's the "situation". I'm poor, poor and hated. Proverbs 19:4 "Wealth maketh many friends; but the poor is separated from his neighbour." I don't see a way out of that?????????? In America a place where inflation has happened so bad, can't even buy a really nice home less you have a million dollars anymore - I AM SERIOUS.........................

My mom just e-mailed me, she is still sure someone is pretending to be my 1st husband FOR YEARS VIA A PORTAL ON THE INTERNET

what real guy has years to waiste pretending to be someone's husband even if that was a "possibility" that would be the dumbest shiz 

it's not like this person

who is my 1st husband get's a e-mail back from me

I DON'T E-MAIL HIM BACK

THIS IS VIA A GIANT E-MAIL THING

(except I'm getting very different e-mails via this e-mailing list then the masses are getting) 

and 

if you want to know 

this e-mail subscription that is the portal on the internet

is ran by a man significantly older then me, married with kids THAT I'VE NEVER SPOKEN TO HE DON'T KNOW ME, AND HOW WOULD HE KNOW WHO MY 1ST HUSBAND IS OR HOW TO SOUND AND ACT LIKE MY 1ST HUSBAND????????????

BESIDES ALSO THE FACT MY ENTIRE HOUSE WOULD HAVE TO BE BUGGED, CAUSE THIS PERSON KNOWS MY EVERY MOVE AND HAS FOR YEARS...................YEARS.

and why isn't my family fearing for my life then

cause things would be serious and dangerous and my life is in DIRE DANGER if my whole house is bugged and I'm being stalked for years bad and someone's pretending to be my 1st husband for years if all that is the case.................

(my stomach doesn't look soooooooo flat in this pic, but for me, I'm crazy skinny right now - really I'm a horrible photo taker, I'm really quite thin now)

this the result of excersize daily

diet patches

chia seeds in water of course

dandelion root tea

and eating much more fruits and vegetables

 Lucifer's e-mail to me today (ya satan, the devil, the lord of darkness). He thinks I should be hustling bad out there but like he be's acting like I'm not like badly hated by everyone on earth, with a art degree ---------- cause that's the "situation". I'm poor, poor and hated. Proverbs 19:4 "Wealth maketh many friends; but the poor is separated from his neighbour." I don't see a way out of that?????????? In America a place where inflation has happened so bad, can't even buy a really nice home less you have a million dollars anymore - I AM SERIOUS.........................

WE WENT FROM HOUSES COSTING $120,000-170,000 OR SO

TO HOUSES COSTING

$350,000-$2,000,000

OVERNIGHT

LETS ALL JUST DROP DEAD NOW LEVEL INFLATION HAPPENED IN AMERICA LIKE OVERNIGHT 

Get wealthy?

Get more friends? 

this the hunger games

I'm trying to SURVIVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I never say where these e-mails are coming from because I believe they are coming from my 1st husband "from the otherside" via  portal on the internet - fact I know they are.....................(really A and B below but I feel like I should pick one)..............

All I know to do is exercise

diet

I be doing these things!

(hands wrinkly in pic some - cause I'm for real near 50 - no plastic surgery, fillers nothing ---------- really my main go to beauty items I big on face masks clay ones in particular near daily, but also a few gel style face masks, red light therapy sometimes but mostly face masks, and anti aging moisturizers)

lucifer taking to long coming down here people will know when I hit 50.

I thought he was going to be here YEARS AGO

oh and the above

ya I'm option B if you haven't figured that out

OPTION B ABOVE!

------------------ I clean know someone, got laid off right was given a severance package to last a few months, now they've ran through that severance package money they still haven't been able to get a job

and it's serious

because this person has a rather large house payment

well...................

no hate the homeless

but there's homeless tent communities several of them around here 1000's and 1000's and 1000's and 1000's of homeless people living in this city who are also competiting for the same jobs here

I'd imagine they are all trying to get jobs all them 1000's and 1000's and 1000's of homeless people..................I really don't think there are really many jobs here.............less your counting the low end style jobs. 

it's bad here

not many high end jobs

and then

to combo with that

it's crazy expensive to live here

------------------------- one my neices had to buy a house several towns down.............................nothing affordable in my town

..............I can't be a hooker

I can't be a stripper

I can't do porns or only fans

well thems the greatest money making things going these days (for you know people without "high flalooting" really fancy college degree's)

I can't join the army

my asthma is to bad

I can't join the army with asthma like this! I CAN'T!

It's hard to have zeal and fire

when your struggling day to day

it's hard for many out there

maybe everyone?????????????

I ain't depressed 

and I forgive everyone - my family don't believe me that I forgive everyone because I'm not excited at the prospects of a family get together and being invited to one

(cause I know my beliefs make me the elephant in the room - that's no fun)

🐘

might be fun if the elephant in the room had a few dollars???????????

but if elephant in the room is like most everyone else, bills, going month to month paycheck to paycheck

not much fun as a elephant then

good news though I guess, most of you are likely going to die soon

ya

soon

I know I'm telling you hunger games stuffs for real real

Revelation 2:10 "Fear none of those things which thou shalt suffer: behold, the devil shall cast some of you into prison, that ye may be tried; and ye shall have tribulation ten days: be thou faithful unto death, and I will give thee a crown of life."

the only way to like 

"opportunities"

is to be beautiful

then your like somehow dirty rich???????????????????????

on one side you have the "have's"

on the other 

the "have nots" 

well the have nots just didn't go to the gym enough or diet enough or get plastic surgery enough right???????????????????????????????????????????

right???????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????

it's 

"feast"

or 

"famine"

out there I do believe

I don't enjoy "famine" I working out, I dieting, I make dang sure to put on anti aging cream!

Matthew 24:12 "And because iniquity shall abound, the love of many shall wax cold."

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ps.........though never gave up on my becoming a "tree farmer" idea............(my attempt at growing tree's from seed last time failed) 

this time I ordered tree seedlings

and am going to water them everyday 

and make that tree money 

and then friends will come according to the bible