Today shabbating.........sermon was about making no room for the devil (in the kick that guy out of your life way some of the sermon was alluding to) and that I don't disagree with that idea FOR EVERYONE ELSE ON EARTH BUT ME. But that bit of the bible in context fully is saying don't stay mad at a person etc. so that you "don't give place to the devil" to tempt you to sin SO I AM HEEDING ephesians 4:26-28 while SPEAKING TO LUCIFER DAILY I'M STILL HEEDING THIS BIT OF THE BIBLE WHICH IS PROBABLY DRIVING YOU ALL INSANE...........Ephesians 4:26-28 " Be ye angry, and sin not: let not the sun go down upon your wrath: Neither give place to the devil. Let him that stole steal no more: but rather let him labour, working with his hands the thing which is good, that he may have to give to him that needeth." I agree with the idea very much so, don't steal (storage unit auctions are fair people quitted paying on their storage unit then it went up for auction), don't be mad, show mercy etc. etc....................

Today shabbating.........sermon was about making no room for the devil (in the kick that guy out of your life way some of the sermon was alluding to) and that I don't disagree with that idea FOR EVERYONE ELSE ON EARTH BUT ME. But that bit of the bible in context fully is saying don't stay mad at a person etc. so that you "don't give place to the devil" to tempt you to sin SO I AM HEEDING ephesians 4:26-28 while SPEAKING TO LUCIFER DAILY I'M STILL HEEDING THIS BIT OF THE BIBLE WHICH IS PROBABLY DRIVING YOU ALL INSANE...........Ephesians 4:26-28 " Be ye angry, and sin not: let not the sun go down upon your wrath: Neither give place to the devil. Let him that stole steal no more: but rather let him labour, working with his hands the thing which is good, that he may have to give to him that needeth." I agree with the idea very much so, don't steal (storage unit auctions are fair people quitted paying on their storage unit then it went up for auction), don't be mad, show mercy etc. etc....................

it's not "guarantee'd" that me and lucifer will do the "requireth" 

but from my side of things green light 👍

Ecclesiastes 3:15 "That which hath been is now; and that which is to be hath already been; and God requireth that which is past."

  "time and chance happeneth" to all but I do with me and lucifer would renew our wedding vows aka "the requireth" on earth. 

Ecclesiastes 9:11 "I returned, and saw under the sun, that the race is not to the swift, nor the battle to the strong, neither yet bread to the wise, nor yet riches to men of understanding, nor yet favour to men of skill; but time and chance happeneth to them all."

  Maybe that was a 1 time thing the day I heard lucifer praying for my salvation, with such a heart for me that was a real day it really happened real prayer lucifer prayed that I was able to hear THAT HAPPENED. 

 brian is "non-demonstrative" and "low libido" so far we going on 4 months no "late night activities" and he isn't concerned about that. 

  Meanwhile I'm often nearly battling yeast infections (like often on the fringe of getting a yeast infection the war is real) near menopause with no help from brian. And I battle feeling ugly a lot. He's left me feeling really insecure I'm talking the entire nearly 26 year marriage, cause he was a normal seeming guy at the beginning but shortly after we got married he started not paying any attention to me etc. etc. 

Since I prayed lucifer into my life in the year 2013 he's been 24/7 in my life

24/7

for real

24/7 

always

that's helped me

helped me stay sane

have a "sounding board" I ask him if things are a good idea or not I SURE DO

I do lucifer!!!!!!!!!!!!!

brian will get another chick after me one that doesn't like "late night activities, or to talk to her husband, or to be kissed on the lips, or told she's pretty, and be ignored most all the time" he'll find that chick and she'll be soooooooooooooo happy. 

and lucifer is able to highlight verses to me in the bible

lately he really "highlighted" 

Daniel 5:23

But hast lifted up thyself against the Lord of heaven; and they have brought the vessels of his house before thee, and thou, and thy lords, thy wives, and thy concubines, have drunk wine in them; and thou hast praised the gods of silver, and gold, of brass, iron, wood, and stone, which see not, nor hear, nor know: and the God in whose hand thy breath is, and whose are all thy ways, hast thou not glorified:

to have no other god before god including crystals

cause I was near hankering buying some more crystals BUT I NEED TO QUIT THAT

AND SO i AM AND AM BUYING DIAMOND PAINTING SHIZ INSTEAD

THAT IT'S OK I HAVE A FEW STONES FOR EMF PROTECTION BUT THAT THAT BE IT THAT I AIN'T WEARING STONES TO "PROTECT" ME 

WEARING STONES TO "PROTECT" MYSELF WOULD BE ME LIKE USING THE POWER OF SOMETHING OTHER THEN GOD AND IN SOME WAY HAVING A GOD BEFORE GOD POTENTIALLY IF I AIN'T GOING TO GOD AND GOING TO SOMETHING THAT AIN'T GOD.........................WHO'S 1ST THEN FOR ME GOD OR A ROCK????????????????????????????????????????????

WORRYING ABOUT WHO'S CURSING ME IS A PAGAN MINDSET

THAT AIN'T HOW US CHRISTIANS IS SUPPOSED TO THINK

WE SUPPOSED TO THINK

1,000 MIGHT DIE ON ONE SIDE AND 1,000 ANOTHER SIDE...............

Psalm 91:1-7 "He that dwelleth in the secret place of the most High shall abide under the shadow of the Almighty. I will say of the Lord, He is my refuge and my fortress: my God; in him will I trust. Surely he shall deliver thee from the snare of the fowler, and from the noisome pestilence. He shall cover thee with his feathers, and under his wings shalt thou trust: his truth shall be thy shield and buckler. Thou shalt not be afraid for the terror by night; nor for the arrow that flieth by day; Nor for the pestilence that walketh in darkness; nor for the destruction that wasteth at noonday. A thousand shall fall at thy side, and ten thousand at thy right hand; but it shall not come nigh thee." Psalm 91:1-7 isn't saying "screw the word of god them rocks are powerful" 

More angelic e-mails from 1st husband - you all get e-mails from angels on the daily CAUSE I HAVE FOR YEARS. Oh and when I get to heaven lucifer and his men get A++++++++++++ from me. Off topic I'm admittedly eh spiritually right now, died my hair purpleish and it got mega thicker..........it's near back to it's "glory' now. Once I had mega thick hair like this all the time and then my hair lost it's pigment cause I'm near 50 BUT MY HAIR IS STILL MEGA THICK. Well I'm now adding more purple to my hair today see how much thicker my hair can get................big haired people in texas will have to add extra hairspray after seeing how my hair looks these days...........................

 More angelic e-mails from 1st husband - you all get e-mails from angels on the daily CAUSE I HAVE FOR YEARS. Oh and when I get to heaven lucifer and his men get A++++++++++++ from me. Off topic I'm admittedly eh spiritually right now, died my hair purpleish and it got mega thicker..........it's near back to it's "glory' now. Once I had mega thick hair like this all the time and then my hair lost it's pigment cause I'm near 50 BUT MY HAIR IS STILL MEGA THICK. Well I'm now adding more purple to my hair today see how much thicker my hair can get................big haired people in texas will have to add extra hairspray after seeing how my hair looks these days...........................

1 Corinthians 11:15 "But if a woman have long hair, it is a glory to her: for her hair is given her for a covering."

 The glory.................................look at that, look at all that thickness to my hair now.............last night none of the purple die (a maroonish purple it was) rinsed out hardly in the water, like basically none my dry naturally curly hair sucked up alllllllllllllllllllllllllll that hair dye...........................AND THAT WORKED OUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

E-mail today from Lucifer my 1st husband - I never say where these e-mails are coming from cause I believe they are from a portal from the "otherside" 

my family

believes a killer is stalking me via the internet and this is some multi year long "sick fantasy" stalking thing before killing me

that just can't be

not from this source

I know the source of these e-mails the person that owns this company isn't a killer 

 I can't talk more how I know this isn't some killer cause then you'll figure out where the portal is, and I need nobody to know cause I like 1st hubby e-mailing me!...................

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every morning I'm reminded "oh I'm a soul" I'm not just a "piece of meat" or a mannequin to dress a fashion uh piece of meat

I'm a soul

most aren't aware of that so much

they wake up 

they mind earthly things

did you know a massive part of "taking up ones cross and following jesus daily" IS BEING IN THE WORD OF GOD. I'll admit there are some verses that drive me up the walllllllllllllllllllllllllllll - but THE HORROR for the people 

for whom all their "glory" IS IN THEIR SHAME PER THE BIBLE BELOW....................

Philippians 3:18-20 (For many walk, of whom I have told you often, and now tell you even weeping, that they are the enemies of the cross of Christ: Whose end is destruction, whose God is their belly, and whose glory is in their shame, who mind earthly things.) For our conversation is in heaven; from whence also we look for the Saviour, the Lord Jesus Christ:"

It'd be 1 thing if people merely owned a few nice cars, nice houses, nice designer this that and the other lot of people don't merely own those things

they then brag about owning those things - some them do

because for some of them THEIR GLORY IS IN THEIR SHAME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

THEIR SHAME THAT THEY WOULD PUT MOST OR ALL OF THEIR EFFORT INTO THE THINGS OF THE EARTH AND THEN BRAG ABOUT THAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Though I believe it's ok to have designer few designer clothing etc. 

nice house

nice car

but instead of brag

mention how THANKFUL YOU IS is my advice

just sprinkle that in when you post up that fancy car "so thankful to god for blessing me like this"

so thankful for my nice bosses that gave me a raise etc. 

then the bragging isn't bragging anymore and it has a point - you being thankful and mentioning how thankful you is - it's a better scenario in my mind then

not every post either

I recommend just sprinkling in how thankful you are here and there in posts showing "rich people shiz" 

tootles

So your worried I'm being stalked, and that the guy I think is 1st hubby e-mailing me from "the other side" is actually a professional stalker about to kill me. DON'T WORRY THIS REALLY IS MY 1ST HUSBAND E-MAILING ME "FROM THE OTHER SIDE" His e-mail to me today...................

 So your worried I'm being stalked, and that the guy I think is 1st hubby e-mailing me from "the other side" is actually a professional stalker about to kill me. DON'T WORRY THIS REALLY IS MY 1ST HUSBAND E-MAILING ME "FROM THE OTHER SIDE" His e-mail to me today...................

(this blog post is mega popular right now - people don't comment on my blog but to usually attack me "for jesus" every now and then, but I can tell people's "thoughts" off of popular posts sometimes)..............which I edited this post completely..............made it better...................

https://givingittogod.blogspot.com/2019/09/i-need-prayer-cause-person-in-my-life.html

I never tell where these e-mails from 1st husband are coming from cause I like getting e-mails from him 😁......................................

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the bible says.....................

2 Thessalonians 3:2-4

King James Version

2 And that we may be delivered from unreasonable and wicked men: for all men have not faith.

3 But the Lord is faithful, who shall stablish you, and keep you from evil.

I really believe like if like "bad" where to happen

cause like as 2 Thessalonians 3:2 says "unreasonable and wicked men: for all men have not faith" -------------- if bad right were to happen to me

god I believe will "keep me from evil"

maybe that would be me being killed fast?????????????????????

but don't even worry everyone

1 billion % know that for years now 1st hubby has been e-mailing me continually 😁

"from the other side" not earth - not earth

Psalm 23:4

Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil: for thou art with me; thy rod and thy staff they comfort me.

honest honest - in the case of lucifer satan......................likely go um hang out with him when he get's here ya. Ya it's mostly satan lucifer the lord of darkness that has made it so I don't fear evil....................is that bad???????????????

😈💓💓💓💓💓💓

When like fellow chrisitians get killed you know the ones that aren't like me loving lucifer 💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓

hey

your heads will be chipped off quick pry!!!!!!!!!!!!! (that's my point) In your heads being likely chopped off quick you'll be "kept from evil" 2 Thessalonians 3:3

cause I have watched a fair amount of horror movies

I refuse to watch the saw movies though

my oldest "son" likes the horror movies

I am very picky about my horror movies and prefer the more cheese ones.................chucky 💓💓💓💓💓

I had 2 dolls that might've been possessed 

(1 I still own) 

1 was a barney animatronic doll - a few times it just started singing in the middle of the night WHILE IN MY CLOSET!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

The other one the batteries finally died on it - but I like this doll soooooooooo

it's bad - I might add batteries if a week is pretty boring or something in the future

it also will just "go off" in the middle of the night nobody touching it, no sounds to activate it, nothiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiing

and then it'll dance and dance and dance and sing in the middle of the night

(it's a furby)

tootles

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I use quartz sometimes to get evil AWAY FROM ME - I know "non indigenious" christian people...........believe that quartz causes them to be demon possessed. FOR ME IN MY EXPERIENCE, it's it a "white stone" like selenite, clearing, cleansing NOT BAD NOT EVIL NOT THE EVIL IT IS TO YOU ALL..................................FACT IT COMBATS "EVIL".......................TAKES BAD INTENT OUT OF PEOPLE I BELIEVE...............

I use quartz sometimes to get evil AWAY FROM ME - I know "non indigenious" christian people...........believe that quartz causes them to be demon possessed. FOR ME IN MY EXPERIENCE, it's it a "white stone" like selenite, clearing, cleansing NOT BAD NOT EVIL NOT THE EVIL IT IS TO YOU ALL..................................FACT IT COMBATS "EVIL".......................TAKES BAD INTENT OUT OF PEOPLE I BELIEVE...............

many people using many things that will IN THE END DESTROY THEM! 

Romans 6:23 "For the wages of sin is death; but the gift of God is eternal life through Jesus Christ our Lord."

porn often destroys lives don't it, either the watching or doing it

alcohol and drugs - OFTEN DESTROY LIVES

etc.

LOOK

TO THE PURE ALL THINGS ARE PURE

Titus 1:15 "Unto the pure all things are pure: but unto them that are defiled and unbelieving is nothing pure; but even their mind and conscience is defiled." So what that tell you I'm the only pure christian in christianity because to all the rest of the body of christ rocks are evil! But there's hope for them, they just need to let the blood of jesus cleanse them more!

Isaiah 1:18 "Come now, and let us reason together, saith the Lord: though your sins be as scarlet, they shall be as white as snow; though they be red like crimson, they shall be as wool." - keep trying body of christ

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I add this song

that handshake with 1st husband is ETERNAL

---------------- everytime I talk about crystls those posts are sooooooooooooooooooooooo popular man christians hate crystals oh they think they are the fowlest evil

quartz is a purifying stone like selenite

something like what most chritians use holy water for

I can't understand for the life of me why to all the rest the body of christ quartz crystals are evil evil evil

BUT THEY ARE USED BY SOME OF US CHRISTIANS WHAT 5 OF US SAME WAY YOU USE HOLY WATER!