Lucifer says to trust my insight that I have a "gift" and that I'm plugged in. Well I do believe people do care. But often times starving go hungry etc. because people have to many bills, or not enough time..........but that they do care about people other then themselves most people do. That is what my "gift" and "insight" is telling me. And the bible says.............Proverbs 21:2-3 "Every way of a man is right in his own eyes, But the LORD weighs the hearts. To do righteousness and justice Is more acceptable to the LORD than sacrifice."..................

I been using red light therapy a lot, and am getting thinner, it's real slow going..............

Lucifer says to trust my insight that I have a "gift" and that I'm plugged in. Well I do believe people do care. But often times starving go hungry etc. because people have to many bills, or not enough time..........but that they do care about people other then themselves most people do. That is what my "gift" and "insight" is telling me. And the bible says.............Proverbs 21:2-3 "Every way of a man is right in his own eyes, But the LORD weighs the hearts. To do righteousness and justice Is more acceptable to the LORD than sacrifice."..................

 From the e-mails lucifer, satan the devil I very much believe sends me, which are right now going with things going on in my life as they always are, cause I was very recently battling, not being able to see what I believe at all...................but I can still feel what I believe to be the case and true. 

 My trans "son" told me this weekend, today to be exact, that he is going on the waiting list two finish his sex change opperations.................I told him, that's a very dangerous surgery. He says he'll have to wait 2 years before becoming eligible for the opperation and he was basically telling me how weary he is to have to wait such a long time. 

  I wish he wouldn't do this last surgery, I told him it's my job as a parents to tell him if he's about to do something extremely dangerous to let him know that that is very dangerous..............but do what makes him happy I can't stop him, all I can do is say "that's dangerous" 

  LGBTQ don't have it well in usa, I myself not only have a deep voice, and the ring fingers on both my hands are significantly longer then my pointer fingers (because evidentally my body had extra testosterone as a baby but not enough to turn me into a guy) like I am a girl. But people have been calling me "sir" often it's women calling me sir in private texts on tiktok

..............I'm not even looking at private texts maybe never again on tiktok - horrible for me

  I think it's made being near menopause worser for me then it is for many ladies I'm a natural bodybuilder no injections of nothing or pills of no testosterone or steriods or none of that. I'M NATTY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

   I've figured out 2 tablespoons of flax seed in smoothies really keeps me normal. So I do have some "mo" that works. 

  --------------- though if I skip a smoothie 2-3 days --------------- YIKES

  .................................................................yikes..............................................................................yikes yikes yikes yikes yiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiikkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkesssssssssssssssss

  I'm just saying I know a bit a bit the horrors that the LGBTQ do experience

...............it's bad

it's real bad.

necklace I bought in seattle this weekend 😁.....................

it either has a number 7 or a letter f engraved on it????????????????

it's super heavy, and chings makes the real crystal ching noise (I knew it was real crystal soon as I picked it up cause it's heavy - but doubly so cause it makes the crystal ching noise) 

I think if you wear it facing one side it'd look like the number 7

and from the other side the letter f

so if I'm having a bad day maybe wear it the letter f side?????????????????????

This might be a eh blog post?????????????????

I'm tired

and I'm going to go take a shower now......................don't worry there's probably super awesome mega super ultra christians that have blogged extra awesomeness today.................I'm happy in my lane, I don't want to be the awesomeness christian ever 

naw

god said

"well done my faithful servant"

Matthew 25:23

His lord said unto him, Well done, good and faithful servant; thou hast been faithful over a few things, I will make thee ruler over many things: enter thou into the joy of thy lord.

I don't have to be the awesomest ever

just be faithful in "few things"

that's it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Oregon Food Bank

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