I don't know what lucifer, satan, the devil my 1st husband is trying to tell me today. I'm doing it all yo, yo lucifer, devil, satan my likely 1st husband I CLEAN DONATE TO CHARITY AND FORGIVE PEOPLE AS GOD FORGIVES MY TRESSPASSES PER THE BIBLE SAYS Mark 11:26 "But if ye do not forgive, neither will your Father which is in heaven forgive your trespasses." Besides looking at the picture my mom sent me of new furniture in their living room so that now their living room is mega lifestyles of the rich and famous fancy................I'm on a break from my family I can do that - I can be "on a break" from people that ain't often nice to me (for my sanity sake)......................I'M DOING IT ALL RIGHT NOW I'M SAYING...............I FORGIVE I FORGIVE EVERYONE.....................I DONATE TO CHARITY AND FORGIVE EVERYONE I'M DOING IT ALLLLLLLLLLLLLLL........................
you watching me
well I hope so 1st hubby
watch awesomeness in action.................
Oregon Food Bank
https://www.paypal.com/US/fundraiser/charity/1427607
many of these e-mails
he don't hide that he ain't a human
he's very much telling me that he is a angel from the otherside
many e-mails about wings
flying
angel topics.......................topics that would mean 0% to the masses, let's say these were e-mails the masses were getting also ariel tactics whilst flying e-mails mean nothing to most you all
that wouldn't help or benefit non of you - for example (that's the sort of e-mails the gist of the type of e-mails I often receive from what I believe is 1st hubby)
if I
take a break or a little break
from donating I'm old
I'm old
and it's been ramned into me
that I'm of no value....................
one of the many negative comments of 2023 on my blog..................I was bashed to all hell that year..................this is the consensious about me, that I'm unthankful, that I complain always
ya I've had a few days in the past were I did complain
do we not all have "ruff days?" or many of us
that's human
THAT'S FREAKIN HUMAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
BUT ACCORDING THIS THIS ANNONYMOUS PERSON AND THE INTERNET AND ALL HUMANITY IT DO LOOK TO BE CAUSE NOBODY DISPUTED THIS BESDIES ME
I'm a complaining
unthankful bish of no value
that worships lucifer
and according to them lucifer is the cause of all my problems that also according to them I HAVE NO RIGHT TO EVER HAVE A BAD DAY ONLY GOOD DAYS
BECAUSE THERE ARE PEOPLE BEING KILLED, KIDNAPPED AND BEATEN RIGHT NOW AND STARVING ON THE STREETS
THIS AIN'T FAIR OF 0% OF YOU ALL TO DEMAND OF ME
DEMANNNNNNNNNNNNNND
OF ME
TO BE HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY ALL THE TIME
I'm happy right now
I'm not reading my mom's e-mails and my sister sent me a e-mail I ain't read it
it's likely another attack on me of some sort
cause everyone is attacking me
if they speak to me it's often them attacking me for their lord jesus christ since how everyone in usa is christian
but comment above
there's no love for me in the comment above
bible says
whatever you speak
say it with charity with love..................
1 Corinthians 16:14 "Let all your things be done with charity."
but I'm the worst of all of society according my attackers and looks to be society at large cause nobody comes to my defense when people attack me
and I have traffic to my blog so
I'm not invisible
traffic today to my blog
just today
this just some of it.................
kall these people don't defend me
and don't say nice things to me
they come
they judge
they gawk
they pry judge
if I have 1 bad day and mention that "oh I'm such a worthless bish" according to them
it's not fair
people aren't fair to me
ya I'm in a sexless marriage and it's been hard and I've talked about that
and I've also talked about feeling frustrated not knowing my race
THAT WOULD BE A REAL PROBLEM
cause grandpa told me I'm that jack ruby is my great uncle (1 great people) then he went on and on and on about that part of my family
and then
he told me great grandpa used to hang out with marilyn monroe and visit with her that she is a distant relative
then my family
telling me that's bull shiz that grandpa told me in the 8th grade via a few phone calls
that grandpa after he died mind you
is a child molesting liar
yet
yet
I clean saw the pics of great grandpa very jew looking man, in cheif tribal headpieces etc.
and HIS FULL BLOODED NATIVE AMERICAN WIFE I SAW THE PICTURES THAT BACK UP EVERYTHING GRANDPA TOLD ME I LITERALLY SAW THE PICS
my family denies all that
they say they are white people on my dad's side the family just white over that side the family
that 97% finland is what I saw on ambers generic dna test
that that's their race
97% finland
now you go look at pictures of the supermodel of my family
aimee jaxheimer
...........................them pics of a 97% finland chick??????????????????????
really????????????????????
really????????????????????
I have to be happy about all that
about my granpa's reputation being bashed to hell by my aunts and family
(after grandpa died there were accusations made by my aunts that grandpa molested 2-3 of them in the summer time a few summers of molestation when on according to them at the farm - farm you could see into the yard off main street leading to silverton oregon I KNOW THE EXACT HOUSE)
grandpa
who
bible studied with me often said all the family prayers pretty much all them at all the family get togethers
I am not a robot
I should be able to have what 20 or more bad days where I'm maybe grumpy on my blog
and people shouldn't whether christian or not
it should
never
never
be ok
with any of you
people trying to comment and tell me on my blog that I'm just a worthless complaining bish of no value
no
but you all seem ok with that
but no
I'm getting somewhere
everyone is my enemies it do look to be
anything that I do good
is me loving my enemies
I am HARD AT WORK
I HAVE VALUE
YOU ALL ARE LIARS ALL YOU ATTACKERS OF ME
I HAVE VALUE
AND MY LOVING SATAN DOES'T DIMINISH MY VALUE AND OR WORTH LIARS THAT THINK I DON'T HAVE VALUE HATER LIARS YOU ARE
ONLY PEOPLE THAT ARE VALUELESS ACCORDING TO THE BIBLE.................
Ye are the salt of the earth: but if the salt have lost his savour, wherewith shall it be salted? it is thenceforth good for nothing, but to be cast out, and to be trodden under foot of men.
i LOVE PEOPLE I HAVE SALT AND VALUE
AND DESPITE POPULAR OPINION OF ME CAUSE PEOPLE THINK I'M WORTHLESS SATAN WORSHIPPING (WHICH i DO QUALIFY AS A SATAN WORSHIPPER AND ADMIT IT AND AM FINE WITH THAT I GIVE MY LIFE TO JESUS SO I AM A I GIVE MY LIFE TO JESUS STYLE SATAN WORSHIPPER)
I LOVE MUSLIMS
THEY TRY
THEY TRYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY
THEY PRAY 4 TIMES OR WHATEVER A DAY
WEAR HIJABS ETC. ETC.
THEY TRYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY TO PLEASE GOD
IT WAS HORRIBLE ALL WHAT HAPPENED TO THE MUSLIMS IN GAZA THAT WAS TERRIBLE
IT TAKES EVERYTHING
FOR ME TO JUST DO A DAY I'M SO HATED
that people are quite lately
probably doesn't mean they love me now or are happy with me
cause from my experience I'm only hated basically
besides
sometimes I make friends at the gym
and I have it maybe absolutely made in the realistate industry
being a valley girl has paid off for me
And ye shall be hated of all men for my name's sake: but he that shall endure unto the end, the same shall be saved.
just for me to do a day
any day
takes so much for me to do I'm so hated it's so bad for me worse then everyone else on earth man people love to bash me bad when they do they been trying to get me to suicide myself people really badly have been for years trying to get me to kill myself "for jesus" they've been doing that in the name of jesus christ all this hate has happened
lucifer can watch me
all day and night
just to wake up in the morning and do a day is such a battle I'm so hated
that's what I'm telling you all
oh
read this lucifer and your men
and the full blown angels in heaven and god/jesus
that's what I'm telling you all
it's a spectacular battle and hard thing for me to just wake up and do a day I'M SO HATEDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
AND IF YOU TRY AND TELL ME
so don't try it is my advice
that aimee is over 1/4th native american on mom's side the family so of course dad's side of the family can be 97% finland even though dad claims to be a brittish man
(well brittain I don' think was even on ambers generic dna test that she showed me
and if it was it wasn't much cause I LITERALLY SAY THE 97% FINLAND WITH MY OWN EYEBALLS ON THE TEST RESULTS!!!!!!!!!!!!)
aimee jaxheimer looks more "darker skinned" then 1/4 only native american and the rest of her supposedly white
naw
naw
naw
and traffic was driving past all day and night grandpa's house where supposedly ON TABLES OUTSIDE
aunts were being molested
and if it happened
why wait til grandpa is dead - to trash his name????????????
why not trash his name while he's alive??????????
they waited til he was dead and couldn't dispute the things his daughters were saying about him
maybe if he was alive he might say
kids this is bs
cars drove past our house all day and night we lived off the main street leading to silverton
wire fence people
allllllllllllllll the cars could see into that yard
all the cars can still see into that yard to this day far as I know last I saw the house
supposedly 2-3 my aunts were molested
in the summers
a few summers
outside
.............
why would it only be summers
why outside
why outside with all those cards driving by?????????????
if this really happened like that
wouldn't someone see all that?????
they say grandpa had them lay on a table
outside
cars driving by
laying on a table
outside
cars driving by whilst being molested and no cops called
cars driving past children laying on a table being molested is what they say happened a few summers
the math ain't mathin in my estimation
I don't know what grandpa did that they all hate him so bad
but the math ain't mathing in my brains
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