Where did jesus go, when we talk about "following jesus"? Didn't he love?????????? Didn't he care??????? Wasn't he concerned, about cripple people, poor people, the neglected??????????

 According to my dad's family they ain't jews at all they are fully mostly brittish and white people...........picture from few days ago, do these look like 100% white people??????????? "The narrative" in my family is I'm a liar and a crazy worthless bish............that is the narrative they all believe (yet many of them still follow me on instagram which is confusing af to me)...................

is it bad that I believe my grandpa that is now passed away over my entire family who said I'm a jew????????????????

Have I lost my mind??????????? Do the people in picture above look 100% white???????????? 

Where did jesus go, when we talk about "following jesus"? Didn't he love?????????? Didn't he care??????? Wasn't he concerned, about cripple people, poor people, the neglected?????????? 

100 Bible verses about caring for and serving the poor.........................

https://home.snu.edu/~hculbert/poor.htm

"When you reap the harvest of your land, do not reap to the very edges of your field or gather the gleanings of your harvest. Leave them for the poor and the alien. I am the Lord your God." -- Leviticus 23:22
"Learn to do right! Seek justice; encourage the oppressed. Defend the cause of the fatherless; plead the case of the widow." -- Isaiah 1:17
"If anyone has material possessions and sees his brother in need but has no pity on him, how can the love of God be in him? Dear children, let us not love with words or tongue but with actions and in truth." -- 1 John 3:17-18

At judgement day right these are the words Jesus is going to say (or some of them)...................

Matthew 25:35-37 "For I was an hungred, and ye gave me meat: I was thirsty, and ye gave me drink: I was a stranger, and ye took me in: Naked, and ye clothed me: I was sick, and ye visited me: I was in prison, and ye came unto me. Then shall the righteous answer him, saying, Lord, when saw we thee an hungred, and fed thee? or thirsty, and gave thee drink?"

My family has quitted talking to me 

I'm not sure if they hate my guts and I should not e-mail them anymore????????

I tried to leave my family 2 times, and was unsuccessful my mom changed e-mail address twice now and told me she'd indefinately change e-mail addresses. 

(whenever my family says mean things to me brian goes to the computer and blocks them) 

..............always the solution is no more family for me

I don't want to go to his families family get together this thanksgiving either, I don't 25 years later I still don't feel like I am a part of his family 

I always feel like a outsider just there

I asked to be able to go with his sisters to the bars cause they used to go to bars all the time....................................they finally said I could go but only if I brought with my best friend 

that ain't me "fitting in" being welcomed or whatever - I'M NOT STUPID

So I talk to fallen angels all day long everyday and have for years - THEY LOVE ME!!!!!!!!!!

with lucifer and his men I've found "family" 

family that wants me and I know they want me!

I prefer that, I prefer knowing I'm wanted

being where I'm wanted

I'm a "orphan" nomader what, cause well over 20 years ago my family moved away from me, including my parents. And I have gotten e-mails from my mom a lot over the years but I'm more often then not attacked by her. 

I'm feeling and have felt like a orphan for years now

I think I am a orphan in a real real sense

I'm left

I felt the need to add a video give lucifer/satan/the devil a opportunity to evp...........he did...........turn up the volume you'll hear him agreeing with me at the beginning of this video...................

despite the smack talked about lucifer, often by fellow christians they love to hate him it does look to be and talk badly about him...............FROM MY VIEWPOINT...................

I DON'T SEE ANY CHURCHES ANYWHERE TALKING WELL OF LUCIFER AND LOVING HIM

I'M A FULL FREAK ON EARTH WITH MY LOVE FOR LUCIFER AND HIS MEN

Matthew 16:23 "But he turned, and said unto Peter, Get thee behind me, Satan: thou art an offence unto me: for thou savourest not the things that be of God, but those that be of men." I fully disagree with the rest of the body of christ that believes the devil is a horrible ogre turd.................I believe he cares!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

"savourest" and caring ----------------------- basically the same thing

THE DEVIL ISN'T A HORRIBLE OGRE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Jude 1:9

Yet Michael the archangel, when contending with the devil he disputed about the body of Moses, durst not bring against him a railing accusation, but said, The Lord rebuke thee.

common kharma I help widows!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Lucifer wrote me the nicest e-mail today : ) (I'm getting e-mails from him via a randomn computer botted system it's not a person typing these e-mails it's via a robot algorithm EXCEPT FOR ME IT'S LUCIFER E-MAILING ME FOR YEARS which I like it). GOD CARES.........................................FOR ME AND YOU GOD CARES.................

 Lucifer wrote me the nicest e-mail today : ) (I'm getting e-mails from him via a randomn computer botted system it's not a person typing these e-mails it's via a robot algorithm EXCEPT FOR ME IT'S LUCIFER E-MAILING ME FOR YEARS which I like it). GOD CARES.........................................FOR ME AND YOU GOD CARES.................

Ephesians 3:20-21 "Now unto him that is able to do exceeding abundantly above all that we ask or think, according to the power that worketh in us, Unto him be glory in the church by Christ Jesus throughout all ages, world without end. Amen."

God knows my needs

and your needs

AND HE CARES

1 Peter 5:7 "Casting all your care upon him; for he careth for you.;'

He knows I'm near menopause in a sexless marriage with 2nd husband - he has a low libido has admitted it. 

but I didn't know that marrying him

cause the girl before him she left him for another guy found out years later it was because brian wasn't putting out often enough

cause he told me

she was ------------------- and he said she didn't need to do that cause he'd put out

but she like left him over that

I DIDN'T KNOW THAT

nobody told me nothing

well then brian pretended for a long while to be A NORMAL GUY BUT HE AIN'T

but it's ok

god knows my needs

I do not say where these e-mails are coming from cause I like getting e-mails from 1st hubby..................

Us near menopause ladies some us have neeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeds!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

1st hubby ya "I do" 

I am about wap

wap

wap

wap 

wap

not that dry buisiness naw

brian said he'd go to the doctor go on medication he hasn't did that though it's been weeks I think he just likes you know only putting out 5-6 times a year he's about that "lifestyle" these days.

https://www.donorschoose.org/

Ms. Rubio's classrooms fundraiser is now fully funded 😁 But there are many more classrooms with many more needs at Donors Choose...............

god knows you have needs to

if He cares about me

He safe to say cares about you to

update 4/17/2024 total redo of this horrible blog post - people buy me makeup that's the thing, and then I feel obligated to wear said makeup......................but I don't believe like all you, that if you wear makeup once every now and then YOUR HEADED TO HELL. Titus 1:15 "Unto the pure all things are pure: but unto them that are defiled and unbelieving is nothing pure; but even their mind and conscience is defiled." LIFE'S MEANT TO BE FUN, IF YOU A GOTH WEARING TONS BLACK MAKEUP GOING TO GOTH CLUB OR CEMETARY - THAT'S WHAT YOU SHOULD BE DOING HAVING SOME FUN!!!!!!!!!!!!....................

update 4/17/2024 total redo of this horrible blog post - people buy me makeup that's the thing, and then I feel obligated to wear said makeup......................but I don't believe like all you, that if you wear makeup once every now and then YOUR HEADED TO HELL. Titus 1:15 "Unto the pure all things are pure: but unto them that are defiled and unbelieving is nothing pure; but even their mind and conscience is defiled." LIFE'S MEANT TO BE FUN, IF YOU A GOTH WEARING TONS BLACK MAKEUP GOING TO GOTH CLUB OR CEMETARY - THAT'S WHAT YOU SHOULD BE DOING HAVING SOME FUN!!!!!!!!!!!!....................

Titus 1:15 "Unto the pure all things are pure: but unto them that are defiled and unbelieving is nothing pure; but even their mind and conscience is defiled."

MY HUSBAND BOUGHT ME THESE MAKEUP PALLETTES

I bought myself 1 pallette that I ain't in the mood to find it to photo it, it's yellows and all very light. 

this one my husband bought me UNPROMTED.............

THESE NEXT TWO MY "SON" BOUGHT ME, ONE OF THEM HE ASKED ME WHAT KIND OF EYE SHADOWS I WANTED TO THE COLORFUL ONE IS SOMEWHAT MY FAULT..............

TODAY I WASN'T WEARING MAKEUP FOR THIS PIC I ADDED ON THIS BLOG POST..........WHICH GOT TONS OF PEOPLE ON 4/17/2024 GOING TO THIS BLOG POST. YOU ALL ARE OBSESSED WITH THE LOOKS OF WOMEN AND HATING ON WOMEN IF THEY DON'T WEAR MAKEUP AND THEN SOME YOU HATE ON US IF WE DO WEAR MAKEUP --------- I SARCASTICALLY REALLY MEAN YOU LOVE US "FOR JESUS"

https://givingittogod.blogspot.com/2022/01/i-choose-to-be-of-last-of-body-of.html

I've stated many times women sometimes need some makeup, to look more professional for jobs, such as - 

realestate - ya the industry I've worked in for years now

tv

news ladies

etc. 

they ain't headed to hell for that!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

makeup don't mean instantly

that your a worthless harlot piece of trash most of you think that women that wear makeup are worthless harlot pieces of trash headed to hell

REALITY - THEY MIGHT BE PROFESSIONAL WOMEN DRESSED FOR THEIR JOB

OR ----- BONUS -------- GOTHS HAVING A FUN EVENING

DONEEEEEEEEE WITH YOU EARTH YOU SUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK YOU HATERS FOR JESUS SUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK

NOT WEARING MAKEUP TODAY

BECAUSE

A - THAT'S WORK

B - IT'S BAD FOR MY SKIN

WHEN YOU NEAR 55 YOU HAVE TO WEAR MOISTURIZER A LOTTTTTTTTT

US NEAR 55 LADIES WE DON'T JUST LOOK THIS GOOD

I NEED MOISTURE MAKEUP GETS IN THE WAY

IF I COULDN'T WEAR MAKEUP EVERYNOW AND THEN TO A CEMETARY OR A GOTH CLUB OR FOR MY JOB THEN MY LIFE WOULDN'T BE "MORE ABUNDANTLY" 

SURE THE WAY TO HEAVEN IS STRAIGHT AND NARROW BUT YOU ALL HAVE GONE TO FAR JUDGING PEOPLE I MEAN "LOVING THEM FOR JESUS"

DON'T STEAL MY FREEDOM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

John 10:10

The thief cometh not, but for to steal, and to kill, and to destroy: I am come that they might have life, and that they might have it more abundantly.

John 8:36

If the Son therefore shall make you free, ye shall be free indeed.

John 8:36

If the Son therefore shall make you free, ye shall be free indeed.

The love of money is the root of all evil, it's why this earth is sooooooooooooo desperately evil these days. 1 Timothy 6:10 "For the love of money is the root of all evil: which while some coveted after, they have erred from the faith, and pierced themselves through with many sorrows." John Lennon wasn't all the way far off in his "Imagine" song, there is a heaven and there is a hell though............"wait sheri are you a supporter of one world order" NO I'M A SUPPORTER OF CARING ABOUT EACH OTHER.............

 The love of money is the root of all evil, it's why this earth is sooooooooooooo desperately evil these days. 1 Timothy 6:10 "For the love of money is the root of all evil: which while some coveted after, they have erred from the faith, and pierced themselves through with many sorrows." John Lennon wasn't all the way far off in his "Imagine" song, there is a heaven and there is a hell though............"wait sheri are you a supporter of one world order" NO I'M A SUPPORTER OF CARING ABOUT EACH OTHER............. 

1 John 3:16-18

King James Version

16 Hereby perceive we the love of God, because he laid down his life for us: and we ought to lay down our lives for the brethren.

17 But whoso hath this world's good, and seeth his brother have need, and shutteth up his bowels of compassion from him, how dwelleth the love of God in him?

18 My little children, let us not love in word, neither in tongue; but in deed and in truth.

Bible does bring war, christianity brings war.........Matthew 10:34 "Think not that I am come to send peace on earth: I came not to send peace, but a sword." I see the possiblities for peace.

Once I think hippies had power

and I think 

hippies could have power again!!!!!!!

I don't think the war people should have power for good!!!!!!!!!!!!

I really don't!!!!!!!!!!!

Micah 4:2-4

King James Version

2 And many nations shall come, and say, Come, and let us go up to the mountain of the Lord, and to the house of the God of Jacob; and he will teach us of his ways, and we will walk in his paths: for the law shall go forth of Zion, and the word of the Lord from Jerusalem.

3 And he shall judge among many people, and rebuke strong nations afar off; and they shall beat their swords into plowshares, and their spears into pruninghooks: nation shall not lift up a sword against nation, neither shall they learn war any more.

4 But they shall sit every man under his vine and under his fig tree; and none shall make them afraid: for the mouth of the Lord of hosts hath spoken it.

I am a hippy case you were wondering

and a goth

and a pirate

and a unofficial member of cross and skullbones for the lord edition (2 times raised up I SWEAR IT) dead I died, I died bad

but 

when I died

my ego died to

so dying ain't bad

I may be a ordinary person

but even then I ain't going to say I'm a ordinary person AT ALL

Acts 10:28

And he said unto them, Ye know how that it is an unlawful thing for a man that is a Jew to keep company, or come unto one of another nation; but God hath shewed me that I should not call any man common or unclean.

I will not change my blog probably ever safe to say

lucifer deserves a 2nd chance

we all freakin

survive

off of 2nd chances 

I AM A RADICAL I WILL LIVE A RADICAL AND DIE A RADICAL

NEVER CHANGE

LOVE ALWAYS

AND IF I EVER DON'T LOVE ENOUGH

I'LL PESTER MYSELF TO LOVE MORE

CARE MORE

DON'T JUST SIT AROUND AND DO NOTHING

IN A SUFFERING AND IN PAIN WORLD

OVER HALF IT....................GOING OFF INTO A SUFFERING AND IN PAIN ETERNITY PROBABLY PROBABLY

EVERYONE MATTERS

☝

ONE

One my big questions to my mom as a kid and her bible reply "If I died would I go to heaven mom?" 1 Corinthians 7:14 "For the unbelieving husband is sanctified by the wife, and the unbelieving wife is sanctified by the husband: else were your children unclean; but now are they holy."............................

Update 10/14/2024 ya I was pry a goth big time even in 2019 secretly listening to Peter Steele sing into the wee hours of the night 💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓 I made another bracelet 😁...............

It's so fantasically goth and grim of me to literally believe that hell will be chalked full of kids that just had bad luck and were born in the wrong families ------ BUT THE BIBLE LITERALLY SAYS.................

1 Corinthians 7:14 "For the unbelieving husband is sanctified by the wife, and the unbelieving wife is sanctified by the husband: else were your children unclean; but now are they holy." That's literally what it says - we don't hear pastors preaching on that ever though, no they need to keep church services "chippery" Think on how many millions maybe billions by now kids are in hell just for having "bad luck".......................................................................................THAT'S GRIM I KNOW IT'S GRIM I HAD TO BECOME A GOTH NOW I GO LISTEN TO MORE PETER STEELE TO FEEL BETTER.

One my big questions to my mom as a kid and her bible reply "If I died would I go to heaven mom?" 1 Corinthians 7:14 "For the unbelieving husband is sanctified by the wife, and the unbelieving wife is sanctified by the husband: else were your children unclean; but now are they holy."
   Little me not very often, but a few times in my childhood was doing some real bad stuff --- so I'd ask my mom basically hey mom if I die to I go to heaven. And then she'd give me the 1 Corinthians 7:14 reply, and little me it's so bad.....................................
little me decided oh I can do all the ------- things I want (or almost, I was sceptical, cause as I've stated before in at least one blog post as a kid I never saw my parents do good deeds....................so little me was very sceptical of my mom's reply....................but then..............................little me believed her quite a bit to cause my family always went to church)
  But anyways..............................it's troubling to me 1 Corinthians 7:14 and I've thought long on this verse my entire life.................".................... else were your children unclean;" What happens to unclean kids???????????????????
   Clearly clean kids can do witch craft, beat kids up at recess for months and months and months and go to heaven cause their parents are saints, I do have the bible verse backing that  Proverbs 11:21 "Be assured, an evil person will not go unpunished, but the offspring of the righteous will be delivered." Delivered means, that they'll be able to get out of break free from that there sin, and/or sins they had became "entangled in". But what about these not so lucky "unclean" children???????????????????????????????????
  Little mini me, and big me has thought on these "unclean" children.

God would not accept from the jews unclean animals for offerings 

(I pretty sure, pretty sure about that - far as I know). 

in old testiment time there were "unclean" people that weren't even allowed to walk amongst the clean Jews.

How much more did God Himself only likely accept 

"clean" offerings.

Numbers 19:2 "This is the ordinance of the law which the Lord hath commanded, saying, Speak unto the children of Israel, that they bring thee a red heifer without spot, wherein is no blemish, and upon which never came yoke:"
Ephesians 5:27 "That he might present it to himself a glorious church, not having spot, or wrinkle, or any such thing; but that it should be holy and without blemish."
1 Peter 1:19 "But with the precious blood of Christ, as of a lamb without blemish and without spot:"

   God likes his offerings """"""""""""""""""""""clean"""""""""""""""""""""""""" Ephesians 5:27 "That he might present it to himself a glorious church, not having spot, or wrinkle, or any such thing; but that it should be holy and without blemish."

  So how fantastically bad is it for "unclean" children if they were to die? I've thought on that my whole life 1 Corinthians 7:14 "For the unbelieving husband is sanctified by the wife, and the unbelieving wife is sanctified by the husband: else were your children unclean; but now are they holy."

Lucifer needs to win armagedon

Jesus Christ is the lord 

love Him

needs one little bitty wound to loose armagedon HE NEEDS TO LOOSE JESUS DOES

  Cause I theorize hell could be filled with a slew of children............................THEY NEVER MUCH HAD A CHANCE. (I'm saying your a child right, your parents are unbelievers, then you die ------------ how much of a chance did you have????????????? IF ANY??????????????????????????)

 Let's look up a statistic how many kids die a day - "sheri that is clean bleak" - christian goth, christian goth............................

https://www.who.int/news-room/fact-sheets/detail/children-reducing-mortality

  From the above website:

"In 2018 an estimated 6.2 million children and adolescents under the age of 15 years died, mostly from preventable causes. Of these deaths, 5.3 million occurred in the first 5 years, with almost half of these in the first month of life."

   Troubling to me, is the bit there were it says "almost half of these in the first month of life"................that's a slew of kids, that may not of had much of a chance at all. 

"sheri dear, we've been tryin hard not to think about things like that"

  I've thought on things like that for a long time. 

  Whether there are tons of little children headed to hell and the # is adding to daily of little kids headed to hell or not..............(cough unfortunately probably there are - I have reason to believe there are)............WE NEED TO CARE ALL OF US. 

via GIPHY

Ezekiel 18:21 "But if the wicked man turns from all his sins which he has committed and observes all My statutes and practices justice and righteousness, he shall surely live; he shall not die."

https://www.donorschoose.org/

Mrs. Slayton's classrooms fundraiser is now fully funded 😁 But there are many more classrooms with many more needs at Donors Choose..................

   

Small testimony about how God Cares 1 Peter 5:7 "Casting all your care upon him; for he careth for you." God put my family in a church that would work for my whole family cause god cares about all the members of my family not just one of us...................

Update 6/16/2025 every year past few years I prepare for the "california fires" I buy plants usually to make sure there is a lot of fresh air in the house. But in the summer it's a problem anyways just like the winter time can be problematic (windows shut to keep cold air out in the winter, windows shut to keep hot air out in the summer) well I started clipping low hanging branches on tree's putting them in vases in water.................well it looks nice.............makes fresh air!!!!!!!!!!!!!.................

https://www.donorschoose.org/

Mrs. Feeney's classrooms fundraiser is now fully funded 😁 But there are many more classrooms with many more needs at Donors Choose..............

My testimony about how god He is concerned about whole families, cause the church we go to it fits our whole family not just one of us............God I think He does consider whole families the whole not just 1 member of a family  Peter 5:7 "Casting all your care upon him; for he careth for you."
  Today at the baptist church my family been going to for a few years now, we had our I guess you'd call them our sister church???????? Well it's our church...........same church so. They just meet at a building next to the english speaking building and they have church in korean.........but I've chatted with the brothers and sisters of the korean church for years, or least said hi to them..........sometimes I chatted with some them!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm saying they have always felt like a part of the church my family goes to CAUSE THEY ARE!!!!!!!!!!!
  But I am getting sidetracked......................................this church has worked out. My oldest child loves it there, my youngest daughter is a mega kpop fan to the point that she is even a part of some like literal like kpop band's like private page (she showed me that and I'm like "wow") my child is not only the member of some big private kpop page, they gave her the secret password and everything, she got her own little chat like photo etc. on it. Anyways my youngest daughter has been learning to speak and write korean at the korean church for a few years now, by now she is writing and speaking korean pretty good 😃💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓
   God surely thought about my kids, with what church we ended up at.

   God really cares for you

Peter 5:7 "Casting all your care upon him; for he careth for you."
2 Peter 3:9 "The Lord is not slack concerning his promise, as some men count slackness; but is longsuffering to us-ward, not willing that any should perish, but that all should come to repentance."
  I sorta want to talk about like 3 topics to be exact right now, but I guess I'll go with 2 topics for this blog post 😀

  pray, ask god, go to church 

SHOW UP

Isaiah 40:30-31 

30 Even the youths shall faint and be weary, and the young men shall utterly fall:

31 But they that wait upon the Lord shall renew their strength; they shall mount up with wings as eagles; they shall run, and not be weary; and they shall walk, and not faint.

  I am a dink in the body of christ....................................don't let my fancy blog posts fool you I am surely a dink in the body of christ - a dink. 

But I go to church - I show up

I pray everyday - I show up

Romans 10:13 "For whosoever shall call upon the name of the Lord shall be saved."

 I'm a touch zealous today over the topic of showing up. Some pastors say "show up and then let god show off" 👍

  That's all for today. I think it's interesting to actually be able to see god's care for my whole family............I think that's pretty cool. 

Have a great week earth!

LOVE