Where did jesus go, when we talk about "following jesus"? Didn't he love?????????? Didn't he care??????? Wasn't he concerned, about cripple people, poor people, the neglected??????????

 According to my dad's family they ain't jews at all they are fully mostly brittish and white people...........picture from few days ago, do these look like 100% white people??????????? "The narrative" in my family is I'm a liar and a crazy worthless bish............that is the narrative they all believe (yet many of them still follow me on instagram which is confusing af to me)...................

is it bad that I believe my grandpa that is now passed away over my entire family who said I'm a jew????????????????

Have I lost my mind??????????? Do the people in picture above look 100% white???????????? 

Where did jesus go, when we talk about "following jesus"? Didn't he love?????????? Didn't he care??????? Wasn't he concerned, about cripple people, poor people, the neglected?????????? 

100 Bible verses about caring for and serving the poor.........................

https://home.snu.edu/~hculbert/poor.htm

"When you reap the harvest of your land, do not reap to the very edges of your field or gather the gleanings of your harvest. Leave them for the poor and the alien. I am the Lord your God." -- Leviticus 23:22
"Learn to do right! Seek justice; encourage the oppressed. Defend the cause of the fatherless; plead the case of the widow." -- Isaiah 1:17
"If anyone has material possessions and sees his brother in need but has no pity on him, how can the love of God be in him? Dear children, let us not love with words or tongue but with actions and in truth." -- 1 John 3:17-18

At judgement day right these are the words Jesus is going to say (or some of them)...................

Matthew 25:35-37 "For I was an hungred, and ye gave me meat: I was thirsty, and ye gave me drink: I was a stranger, and ye took me in: Naked, and ye clothed me: I was sick, and ye visited me: I was in prison, and ye came unto me. Then shall the righteous answer him, saying, Lord, when saw we thee an hungred, and fed thee? or thirsty, and gave thee drink?"

My family has quitted talking to me 

I'm not sure if they hate my guts and I should not e-mail them anymore????????

I tried to leave my family 2 times, and was unsuccessful my mom changed e-mail address twice now and told me she'd indefinately change e-mail addresses. 

(whenever my family says mean things to me brian goes to the computer and blocks them) 

..............always the solution is no more family for me

I don't want to go to his families family get together this thanksgiving either, I don't 25 years later I still don't feel like I am a part of his family 

I always feel like a outsider just there

I asked to be able to go with his sisters to the bars cause they used to go to bars all the time....................................they finally said I could go but only if I brought with my best friend 

that ain't me "fitting in" being welcomed or whatever - I'M NOT STUPID

So I talk to fallen angels all day long everyday and have for years - THEY LOVE ME!!!!!!!!!!

with lucifer and his men I've found "family" 

family that wants me and I know they want me!

I prefer that, I prefer knowing I'm wanted

being where I'm wanted

I'm a "orphan" nomader what, cause well over 20 years ago my family moved away from me, including my parents. And I have gotten e-mails from my mom a lot over the years but I'm more often then not attacked by her. 

I'm feeling and have felt like a orphan for years now

I think I am a orphan in a real real sense

I'm left

I felt the need to add a video give lucifer/satan/the devil a opportunity to evp...........he did...........turn up the volume you'll hear him agreeing with me at the beginning of this video...................

despite the smack talked about lucifer, often by fellow christians they love to hate him it does look to be and talk badly about him...............FROM MY VIEWPOINT...................

I DON'T SEE ANY CHURCHES ANYWHERE TALKING WELL OF LUCIFER AND LOVING HIM

I'M A FULL FREAK ON EARTH WITH MY LOVE FOR LUCIFER AND HIS MEN

Matthew 16:23 "But he turned, and said unto Peter, Get thee behind me, Satan: thou art an offence unto me: for thou savourest not the things that be of God, but those that be of men." I fully disagree with the rest of the body of christ that believes the devil is a horrible ogre turd.................I believe he cares!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

"savourest" and caring ----------------------- basically the same thing

THE DEVIL ISN'T A HORRIBLE OGRE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Jude 1:9

Yet Michael the archangel, when contending with the devil he disputed about the body of Moses, durst not bring against him a railing accusation, but said, The Lord rebuke thee.

common kharma I help widows!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

So much traffic to my blog lately it's concerning me. Look I hardly wear my crystals (they are mostly so I can hopefully sleep at night and not have nightmares, or not as bad nightmares last night 2 snuck in one was my old christian employers that only payed me for half the work I did - they refused to give me cookies in the nightmare and gave everyone else free cookies around me) I surrender I going with lucifer I love lucifer anyways. I likes peace, I'm more about peace, I DON'T WANT WITCHES KILLED IT THOUGH COULD BE SOME CHRISTIANS THESE DAYS DO WANT WITCHES KILLED NOT ME - I DON'TWANT THEM KILLED ------- PEACE I'M A PEACEFUL NATIVE AMERICAN...........HELL DON'T NEED MY ROCKS BESIDES AT NIGHT MY BRAIDS PROTECT ME AND MY KACHINA GUARDIAN NATIVE AMERICAN ANGEL...............I GOTS A KACHINA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Though said 3-4 foot or so "orb" non-ever living angel type entity is at my swamp...........................

 So much traffic to my blog lately it's concerning me. Look I hardly wear my crystals (they are mostly so I can hopefully sleep at night and not have nightmares, or not as bad nightmares last night 2 snuck in one was my old christian employers that only payed me for half the work I did - they refused to give me cookies in the nightmare and gave everyone else free cookies around me) I surrender I going with lucifer I love lucifer anyways. I likes peace, I'm more about peace, I DON'T WANT WITCHES KILLED IT THOUGH COULD BE SOME CHRISTIANS THESE DAYS DO WANT WITCHES KILLED NOT ME - I DON'TWANT THEM KILLED ------- PEACE I'M A PEACEFUL NATIVE AMERICAN...........HELL DON'T NEED MY ROCKS BESIDES AT NIGHT MY BRAIDS PROTECT ME AND MY KACHINA GUARDIAN NATIVE AMERICAN ANGEL...............I GOTS A KACHINA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Though said 3-4 foot or so "orb" non-ever living angel type entity is at my swamp...........................

I let you all know this as a warning - people get "work trafficked in usa" this happens

AND THIS EXAMPLE FULLY LEGAL OFTEN IT'S FULLY LEGAL THIS IS HOW IT'S DONE (though this company, pry really couldn't pay all their employee's due to $3,000 a month electric bill) this shiz happens beware.................................you might respond to a job that says 2 week unpaid training or a week or a day and think "ah they'll pay me a real wage after that" NOT NECCESSARILY

I did agree to get paid for x amount of days and work x amount of days free. But when I read the job posting for that job it said work for free 3 months then get paid and get hired on.............I stupidly thought that meant oh in 3 months I'd be fully getting paid for the work I did. I was wrong, in america that can mean --------

looser you get paid for half your work if that much

enjoy you $100 dollars a week (for 3-4 days of work sometimes only 3 days I worked......I had that job for a year before getting laid off because electricity was $3,000+ a month so they couldn't afford to pay all their employee's still damage is done for me I have nightmares all the time)

that's HOW IT'S REALLY DID IN USA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! And after working 3 months I agree'd to only getting paid for half the work I did CAUSE BY THAT POINT I HAD WORKED 3 MONTHS FREE AND WANTED TO GET PAID. That's how they get free or near free labor in the usa. 

"this and that thrift store" is the buisiness now closed though they did open a smaller thrift store under a different name...........the profits went a lot of them to fund a christian ministry in a fancy building which I did see, it did help moral some for me knowing seeing that good I was doing. But moral was still low for me all that work for so little money I was doing everyweek (I was paid good $2 less then the guys I KNOW THIS FOR A FACT CAUSE I ASKED A FEW GUYS THERE HOW MUCH THEY WERE GETTING PAID ------ ya I'm snoopy)

So it was all on the "up and up" but I have nightmares often about those old christian employers of mine. 

my hands in the air 👐

traffic can go ahead go to my blog 

even consider killing the witches if that's what you want to do and hit all the quartz blog posts on my blog - if that's what you want to do

I bout peace

blessed is the peacemakers the bible says................

Matthew 5:9 "Blessed are the peacemakers: for they shall be called the children of God."

I try and make peace with practicing witches

with everybody

but this a shark tank we in on earth and I know it

alllllllllllll I've experienced nearly is the 🦷🦷🦷🦷🦷 of the sharks attacking me on the internets wanting to bite my flesh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I just reminding you all I am about peace

I ain't wanting to anything but say good things about the devil in particular cause I love him

and I'm about peace

go ahead click all the blog posts on my blog you want

I about peace

and I ain't wearing rocks often

and when I do it's for "native american" reasons and just me enjoying pretty rocks.................Titus 1:15 "Unto the pure all things are pure: but unto them that are defiled and unbelieving is nothing pure; but even their mind and conscience is defiled." I know very much that to most of you "christians" rocks are demon possessed demon mongrels to be killed at all costs and their ladies that likes them!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

BUT MY BIBLE SAYS TO THE PURE ALL THINGS ARE PURE

technically even porn (I'm guessing in extreme moderation to spice up a marriage if need be - that's what I believe and assume)

porn doesn't do nothing for me though - they all homely looking - no hate - they look as good as they can - they doing the most with what god gave them!!!!!!!!

peace

peace

to the porn stars even

ya

peace to you

god wants you saved

god wants you going to church or praying etc. to WE ARE ALL MEMBERS OF ONE ANOTHER!!!!!!!!!!! AND SHOULD LOVE ONE ANOTHER I DO BELIEVE!

I just letting you all know Jesus Christ the Lord didn't say kill the witches - he said..............

Isaiah 57:19 "I create the fruit of the lips; Peace, peace to him that is far off, and to him that is near, saith the Lord; and I will heal him." I follow jesus so peace for reals to EVERYONE!

I was going to be blessed by god nomadder what. But I want to be a servant of the people. Philippians 2:7 "But made himself of no reputation, and took upon him the form of a servant, and was made in the likeness of men:" My reputation as "worse then the house of beezelbub" is perfect, perfect call me a satan worshipper and laugh at me I LOVE IT.............(or these days I love it I like being attacked to please),..............attack me bad please more "for jesus" and God's glory more thank you...........

 I was going to be blessed by god nomadder what. But I want to be a servant of the people. Philippians 2:7 "But made himself of no reputation, and took upon him the form of a servant, and was made in the likeness of men:" My reputation as "worse then the house of beezelbub" is perfect, perfect call me a satan worshipper and laugh at me I LOVE IT.............(or these days I love it I like being attacked to please),..............attack me bad please more "for jesus" and God's glory more thank you...........

the worlds "glory" isn't it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!..................

Psalm 3:2-4 "Many there be which say of my soul, There is no help for him in God. Selah. But thou, O Lord, art a shield for me; my glory, and the lifter up of mine head. I cried unto the Lord with my voice, and he heard me out of his holy hill. Selah."

but eventually my "serving the people" on this earth

it will entail me asking people if they need another drink

which will still be me serving the people!

1 Peter 4:9 "Use hospitality one to another without grudging." I once had the wrong idea of "hospitality" hospitality, could be letting a older person walk through a door before you, holding the door open for them if you can. 

   Hospitality, could be holding a seat for a older person to be able to sit down safely. 

   Hospitality could be walking clean down the aisle with the offering plate on sunday so that the older person on the far end of the aisle doesn't have to get up. 

  Hospitality could be saying hi to people on sunday!

but also when you have company 

hospitality is asking if people need another drink!!!!!!!!!

via GIPHY

"sheri's near future plot is to be a bartender for jesus" ---- 😁👍 yep

Today I finally was able to breathe good, now that I have a proper nebulizer. I used it 2 times today. I swept and steam cleaned floors, walked my dog, changed the sheets on my bed................................

it had gotten hard to clean or do anything I was struggling breathing so much for so long. 

everyone should want to be servants I believe

why 

cause that's how people know they are loved

1 John 3:18 "My little children, let us not love in word, neither in tongue; but in deed and in truth."

bible says you will know a people is jesus's disciples cause they love each other..........well that's seen in HOSPITALITY. 

John 13:14 "If I then, your Lord and Master, have washed your feet; ye also ought to wash one another's feet."

  Could be holding doors open for people on sunday etc. etc. 

I'm convinced of the value of loving people and serving 

uhhhhhhhhhh

anyways

the idea people have of me

and the person I really am ain't the same

I like to serve

ya I also would like a better house ----- many people also feel the same as me 

I'm not the selfish person people deem me as

and I'm not a "satan worshipper" 

I love lucifer 

jesus is lord

lucifer isn't lord of my life

but for me he is a buddy

is jesus a buddy to - ya 

if the early bird gets the worm

make sure your loving some people on the way to that worm

and even post getting that worm

cause without love what are we:??????????? probably doomed corpses

1 Corinthians 13:1-7 "Though I speak with the tongues of men and of angels, and have not charity, I am become as sounding brass, or a tinkling cymbal. And though I have the gift of prophecy, and understand all mysteries, and all knowledge; and though I have all faith, so that I could remove mountains, and have not charity, I am nothing. And though I bestow all my goods to feed the poor, and though I give my body to be burned, and have not charity, it profiteth me nothing. Charity suffereth long, and is kind; charity envieth not; charity vaunteth not itself, is not puffed up, Doth not behave itself unseemly, seeketh not her own, is not easily provoked, thinketh no evil; Rejoiceth not in iniquity, but rejoiceth in the truth; Beareth all things, believeth all things, hopeth all things, endureth all things."

This thanksgiving people in america will make lists of all the things they are thankful for which is nice. 

if all you had was mansions

and cars

etc. etc. 

and no love within you for people I think that person would be poor, broke, destitute. 

the lord

jesus christ

served

he lovvvvvvvvvvvvved

Philippians 2:7 "But made himself of no reputation, and took upon him the form of a servant, and was made in the likeness of men:"

he knew what is really valuable - not the things of the earth - which things are nice

This thanksgiving I'm most thankful that my love hasn't grown cold much if at all??????????????

Luke 7:46-48 "My head with oil thou didst not anoint: but this woman hath anointed my feet with ointment. Wherefore I say unto thee, Her sins, which are many, are forgiven; for she loved much: but to whom little is forgiven, the same loveth little. And he said unto her, Thy sins are forgiven."
   That chick was rich!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Riches is way more then wealth!!!!!!!!!

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Ms. Jurado's classrooms fundraiser is now fully funded 😁But there are many more classrooms with many more needs at Donors Choose.....................

Theory of mine - servants "get served" God will get served by us for all eternity BECAUSE HE SERVES!!!!!!! Exodus 6:2 "And God spake unto Moses, and said unto him, I am the Lord:" LIKE NO HATE TO GOD, at all, feel me, if you read my last blog post --------- I just am tired out, have arthritis. I am greately hated for wanting friends and family and mansions etc. BUT THOSE THAT SERVE GET SERVED......................

  I hanged up all my scarves I crocheted hahahhahahahahahahahahhahha..................I'm on a scarf crocheting break for awhile hahahhahahahahaha..........................

(ps yes that is real "decor" going on in my bedroom 😂💓💓💓💓💓💓💓)

Theory of mine - servants "get served" God will get served by us for all eternity BECAUSE HE SERVES!!!!!!! Exodus 6:2 "And God spake unto Moses, and said unto him, I am the Lord:" LIKE NO HATE TO GOD, at all, feel me, if you read my last blog post --------- I just am tired out, have arthritis. I am greately hated for wanting friends and family and mansions etc. BUT THOSE THAT SERVE GET SERVED......................

Luke 6:38 "Give, and it shall be given unto you; good measure, pressed down, and shaken together, and running over, shall men give into your bosom. For with the same measure that ye mete withal it shall be measured to you again."
 Hopefully serving god will be in 2-3 hour shifts not hours and hours and hours Revelation 7:14-16 "And I said unto him, Sir, thou knowest. And he said to me, These are they which came out of great tribulation, and have washed their robes, and made them white in the blood of the Lamb. Therefore are they before the throne of God, and serve him day and night in his temple: and he that sitteth on the throne shall dwell among them. They shall hunger no more, neither thirst any more; neither shall the sun light on them, nor any heat." 

  Philippians 2:7 "But made himself of no reputation, and took upon him the form of a servant, and was made in the likeness of men:"

the whole trinity has SERVED

god has served

jesus has served

the holy spirit has served

THEY HAVE GIVEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Luke 6:38 "Give, and it shall be given unto you; good measure, pressed down, and shaken together, and running over, shall men give into your bosom. For with the same measure that ye mete withal it shall be measured to you again."

I'm feeling this bit of the bible to.................works with this blog post......................

Romans 6:16-18 "Know ye not, that to whom ye yield yourselves servants to obey, his servants ye are to whom ye obey; whether of sin unto death, or of obedience unto righteousness? But God be thanked, that ye were the servants of sin, but ye have obeyed from the heart that form of doctrine which was delivered you. Being then made free from sin, ye became the servants of righteousness."

  being a "follower" of jesus should fully ==== being a servant

but a servant

should get a bounty back eventually.................

Luke 6:38 "Give, and it shall be given unto you; good measure, pressed down, and shaken together, and running over, shall men give into your bosom. For with the same measure that ye mete withal it shall be measured to you again."

Galatians 6:8-10 "For he that soweth to his flesh shall of the flesh reap corruption; but he that soweth to the Spirit shall of the Spirit reap life everlasting. And let us not be weary in well doing: for in due season we shall reap, if we faint not. As we have therefore opportunity, let us do good unto all men, especially unto them who are of the household of faith."

my haters is gonna hate

but if you hate me now

buckle your hater seatbelts cause I'm pretty 100% god is going to bless me

like baaaaaaaaaaaaaaad

cause I don't quit

I keep going

keep serving

I keep at it!

off to take a nap

tootles

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Mrs. Broughton's classrooms fundraiser is now fully funded 😁 But there are many more classrooms with many more needs at Donors Choose...............

I'm back to wearing some makeup but it isn't how you look IT'S HOW YOU LIVE THAT MATTERS DO YOU LIVE FOR GOD/JESUS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! PEOPLE!!!!!!!! DO YOU LOVE PEOPLE!!!!!!!! Matthew 21:31 "Whether of them twain did the will of his father? They say unto him, The first. Jesus saith unto them, Verily I say unto you, That the publicans and the harlots go into the kingdom of God before you.".....................

I'm back to wearing some makeup but it isn't how you look IT'S HOW YOU LIVE THAT MATTERS DO YOU LIVE FOR GOD/JESUS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! PEOPLE!!!!!!!! DO YOU LOVE PEOPLE!!!!!!!! Matthew 21:31 "Whether of them twain did the will of his father? They say unto him, The first. Jesus saith unto them, Verily I say unto you, That the publicans and the harlots go into the kingdom of God before you.".....................

Matthew 21:27-31 "And they answered Jesus, and said, We cannot tell. And he said unto them, Neither tell I you by what authority I do these things. But what think ye? A certain man had two sons; and he came to the first, and said, Son, go work to day in my vineyard. He answered and said, I will not: but afterward he repented, and went. And he came to the second, and said likewise. And he answered and said, I go, sir: and went not. Whether of them twain did the will of his father? They say unto him, The first. Jesus saith unto them, Verily I say unto you, That the publicans and the harlots go into the kingdom of God before you."

  Man looks at the outward, and these "jezebel" sermons are real dangerous. These sermons that tell the congregation to look at someone's outward appearance. 

1 Samuel 16:7

But the Lord said unto Samuel, Look not on his countenance, or on the height of his stature; because I have refused him: for the Lord seeth not as man seeth; for man looketh on the outward appearance, but the Lord looketh on the heart.

 god looks at the heart

do you love people

are you doing these things......................

Matthew 25

34 Then shall the King say unto them on his right hand, Come, ye blessed of my Father, inherit the kingdom prepared for you from the foundation of the world:

35 For I was an hungred, and ye gave me meat: I was thirsty, and ye gave me drink: I was a stranger, and ye took me in:

36 Naked, and ye clothed me: I was sick, and ye visited me: I was in prison, and ye came unto me.

37 Then shall the righteous answer him, saying, Lord, when saw we thee an hungred, and fed thee? or thirsty, and gave thee drink?

38 When saw we thee a stranger, and took thee in? or naked, and clothed thee?

39 Or when saw we thee sick, or in prison, and came unto thee?

40 And the King shall answer and say unto them, Verily I say unto you, Inasmuch as ye have done it unto one of the least of these my brethren, ye have done it unto me.

41 Then shall he say also unto them on the left hand, Depart from me, ye cursed, into everlasting fire, prepared for the devil and his angels:

42 For I was an hungred, and ye gave me no meat: I was thirsty, and ye gave me no drink:

43 I was a stranger, and ye took me not in: naked, and ye clothed me not: sick, and in prison, and ye visited me not.

44 Then shall they also answer him, saying, Lord, when saw we thee an hungred, or athirst, or a stranger, or naked, or sick, or in prison, and did not minister unto thee?

45 Then shall he answer them, saying, Verily I say unto you, Inasmuch as ye did it not to one of the least of these, ye did it not to me.

46 And these shall go away into everlasting punishment: but the righteous into life eternal.

is makeup the most narrow way stuffs - no

but i also continually say I am the last of body of christ - and I am

please come down to this earth lucifer - I am being attacked a lot on the tik tok I need someone to come to my aid

The elder of the Apostolic Christian church of america, some of his "reasons" for telling me I was the worst human on earth while I was crying on the church floor........was that I was doing to much good. In a race, SOME PEOPLE JUST RUN FAST. If I am doing "to much good" it's only because my NATURAL PACE........is fast. I don't think the fast runners should be hated, OR the slow runners. BUT THAT YOU LOVE, THAT YOU SERVE..............................Mark 10:41-45 “Even the Son of Man did not come to be served, but to serve, and to give his life as a ransom for many.” Following Jesus being a christian, to me is about serving people...............whether I have any blog posts or not (cause lately I don't have much to blog) BUT I'M SERVING............whether that's a fast run or a slow run I DON'T THINK FACT I KNOW IT DON'T MATTER....................

 I did extra bible reading today so I kept the shabbat..........not perfectly.............but I did shabbat!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

  My favorite garage sale find today (terrible shabbat style I KNOW). This pewter beer stein is a GAME CHANGER for me..............I have to drink harataki I have to...............to keep my gums nice and my teeth nice. This last time I went to the dentist they did a normal dental cleaning finally on my teeth, it was so much better, not hardly no pain at all, only 1 dental assistant cleaning my teeth used to be 2 people had to clean my teeth. But harataki tastes aweful. Well this beer stein, makes the harataki so cold IT TASTES GOOD ALL THE SUDDEN. ((((((((((and I never drink harataki straight, I mix it with either vitamin c packet flavored buisiness, or apple cider drink mix))))))))))) Anyways this stein only costed 50 cents 😁 Note the froth, with my electric mixer in this cup it froths up my harataki I like that to 💓💓💓💓💓💓💓..............yum..............(ps, don't worry this mug is dated 1977 which is past the date where it was made illegial to put lead in pewter mugs................it's lead free)............

Update 5/30/2026 because this is the most popular post at the moment..................(I've ended up giving $100's and 100's and 100's of dollars to the apostolic christian church of america.....................they have not attacked me in awhile..........................they are expensive enemies to have to love)..................1 John 3:18 "My little children, let us not love in word, neither in tongue; but in deed and in truth."..................................

lot's of traffic to my blog still so I did this update today......................

The elder of the Apostolic Christian church of america, some of his "reasons" for telling me I was the worst human on earth while I was crying on the church floor........was that I was doing to much good. In a race, SOME PEOPLE JUST RUN FAST. If I am doing "to much good" it's only because my NATURAL PACE........is fast. I don't think the fast runners should be hated, OR the slow runners. BUT THAT YOU LOVE, THAT YOU SERVE..............................Mark 10:41-45 “Even the Son of Man did not come to be served, but to serve, and to give his life as a ransom for many.” Following Jesus being a christian, to me is about serving people...............whether I have any blog posts or not (cause lately I don't have much to blog) BUT I'M SERVING............whether that's a fast run or a slow run I DON'T THINK FACT I KNOW IT DON'T MATTER....................

It's that you get up everyday

hopefully be in your bible

pray!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

serve

serve

as for me and my household..................

Joshua 24:15

King James Version

15 And if it seem evil unto you to serve the Lord, choose you this day whom ye will serve; whether the gods which your fathers served that were on the other side of the flood, or the gods of the Amorites, in whose land ye dwell: but as for me and my house, we will serve the Lord.

That's it that's all that's "on my heart" to say for today. 

In a race the bible says all run

and all do run

some are running the worlds race, fancy clothing, designer this and that

some are following Jesus running that style race, a race OF SERVING GOD

RUN THAT YE MAY OBTAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

1 Corinthians 9:24

Know ye not that they which run in a race run all, but one receiveth the prize? So run, that ye may obtain.

and that could be you running slow "that ye may obtain" 

or running fast cause your like me with a natural fast stride

THE PACE ISN'T IMPORTANT 

I PUT SONG.....................

TOOTLES

Video blog post: I'm being a p-ssy to follow Jesus appropriately. Because Jesus wants His followers to be p-ssies. And send birthday cards to people that laugh at them and make fun of them - aka enemies............................

 Video blog post: I'm being a p-ssy to follow Jesus appropriately. Because Jesus wants His followers to be p-ssies. And send birthday cards to people that laugh at them and make fun of them - aka enemies............................

I asked on reddit..............

Family is making fun of me, and they think nothing of it, they say I should be ok with them laughing at me. Anyways my question. While Jesus was being crucified he said "forgive them for they know not what they do" - WOULD JESUS ALSO BUY THEM BDAY CARDS IF HE COULD WHILE BEING CRUCIFIED?? And I know Jesus was being laughed at while being crucified "mocked" - like most of my family is currently laughing at me...........Cause my mom wants me to send b-day cards to 2 family members soon.

My blog is a joke to most of my family

they think I'm a satan worshipper

they most of them think you can't love Jesus and Satan both

  And I decided that Jesus (this sheri this blog post) would send these 2 bday cards. But I do not enjoy this. I do not want to be a p-ssy at all.

The bible does say your enemies will be your family.........

Matthew 10:34-36 "Think not that I am come to send peace on earth: I came not to send peace, but a sword. For I am come to set a man at variance against his father, and the daughter against her mother, and the daughter in law against her mother in law. And a man's foes shall be they of his own household."

I am not a puss- though

the beast inside 

of me

wants to "get" a whole lotta people

but I behave

I give my life to Jesus

Romans 12:19 "Dearly beloved, avenge not yourselves, but rather give place unto wrath: for it is written, Vengeance is mine; I will repay, saith the Lord."

haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

that's dragon noise

so much

but I give my life to Jesus

I behave

I do not enjoy this 

p-ssy activity

of sending bday cards to my family whom most them think I'm a ha ha ha joke

I am not a joke

I AM A DRAGON

I'M TRYING TO JUST BE DEAD - AND JUST SLEEP

ALL THE LIVIN

THEY EVERYWHERE

WITH BIRTHDAYS

IT'S SO ANNOYING

ALL EM WANT THEY BIRTHDAY CARDS DANG

THAT'S SO MANY BIRTHDAY CARDS

IT'S REALLY PUTTING ME OUT AND INCONVIENIENCING ME ALL THESE BIRTHDAYS AND BIRTHDAY GIFTS I NEED TO GET AND CAKES TO EAT AND POUNDS TO GAIN AND CARDS

WHEN I'D PREFER LATELY TO JUST PRY SIT IN A COFFIN ALL DAY REALLY

I MEAN 

I GOTTA WAKE UP AND GO TO THE BATHROOM EVERY MORNING

BUT I REALLY DON'T WANT TO

I DON'T MUCH WANT TO BE BOTHERED WITH LIFE

IT'S PUTTING ME OUT ALL THE TIME

CAN'T GET A VACATION EVER NOT A REAL ONE

A REAL VACATION IS JUST ME SITTING IN A HOTEL ROOM

JUST SITTING THERE

OR SITTING ON A BEACH

OR SITTING IN A BOAT

NOT MOVING MUCH

NOT DOING MUCH

Romans 8:36

As it is written, For thy sake we are killed all the day long; we are accounted as sheep for the slaughter.

Lead to the freakin birthday card sending SLAUGHTER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

via GIPHY

If you know my parents please be nice to them..................if my parents be not servants of god (I'm saying if) FEW ARE CHOSEN, few very few, and would I like my parents to of lived near me and watched my kids ya, but that ain't how life panned out for me, and pry won't for my super model sister either who has a wee one now.......................it's ok, my parents just might be on a "different path" maybe just at the moment to......................

So evidentally buffalo and bison are not the same animal, but I like them both. This is my main garage sale find for yesterday 😁.......................every now and then I dream of drinking coffee on the 2nd floor porch of a house watching a field of buffalo...........that dream if it ever became reality would need a few goats to.................but these days I drink mostly matcha tea I am really really really getting skinny now, I can't handle diabeties again, I can't handle arthritis anymore ---------- what I can handle low calorie hard boiled eggs, matcha tea, coffee (cause it's caffeine that one needs a bit of if you health will allow that for the big "calorie burn"), beans beans beans, potatoes and slim fast!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!....................

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If you know my parents please be nice to them..................if my parents be not servants of god (I'm saying if) FEW ARE CHOSEN, few very few, and would I like my parents to of lived near me and watched my kids ya, but that ain't how life panned out for me, and pry won't for my super model sister either who has a wee one now.......................it's ok, my parents just might be on a "different path" maybe just at the moment to......................
   Like if they haven't really really given their lives to the lord, maybe they will at the end of their lives???????????? (I'm saying if they haven't yet given their lives to the lord, ONLY GOD KNOWS FOR SURE)
    Why would I even worry that maybe my parents aren't saved, because I didn't see them doing "'good works" as a kid......................
Titus 2:6-8 "Young men likewise exhort to be sober minded. In all things shewing thyself a pattern of good works: in doctrine shewing uncorruptness, gravity, sincerity, Sound speech, that cannot be condemned; that he that is of the contrary part may be ashamed, having no evil thing to say of you."

   Like you could tell me that you can "love in word" and that in itself is a "good work" but then I'll put out this bible verse..................1 John 3:18 "My little children, let us not love in word, neither in tongue; but in deed and in truth." Now can any of us love everyone in "deed and in truth" I don't think we can, cause that's 7 billion people, like even if we had a lot of money, that is 7 billion people!!!!!!!!! Can you even imagine giving money to 7 billion people how exhausting that would actually be for a person.....................if someone did have 7 billion dollars to give a dollar to each and every person THAT WOULD BE SO FANTASTICALLY EXHAUSTING. 

  But what can and are we supposed to do........I believe something...............1 John 3:18 "My little children, let us not love in word, neither in tongue; but in deed and in truth."

   Now me and my husband we are about to volunteer again at the foodbank where we live, and that is our "something" I don't recommend doing "to much good" ya god wants us "zealous of good works" but don't burn yourself out!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

   --------------------------------- a good name the bible says is to be desired

I the least on the planet am here to tell you all

it doesn't take doing much good to have a 

"good name"

Proverbs 22:1 "A good name is rather to be chosen than great riches, and loving favour rather than silver and gold." 

   But back to please treat my parents well if you know who they are..........................cause my mom says people have treated her badly cause she tells me I'm mega popular on the earth a basically a celebrity..............................my sister is still deemed a "super model" in my family............but appears to be in my family that my sister is by comparison to me viewed as a common normal human being (of like non "celebrity status") I DON'T KNOW HOW "CELEBRITY" I MAY OR MAY NOT BE????????????? I'm chill either way................I'll wait for god to raise me up if I ain't raised up yet!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

   (((((((((((basically that marilyn monroe impersonating stuffs was pry a bad idea for me..................)))))))))))))))))))

   If it be's right that my parents aren't "chosen" of god, or not yet "chosen" of god. 

few very few are actually chosen and we need to love one another regardless!

Matthew 20:16 "So the last shall be first, and the first last: for many be called, but few chosen."

Matthew 22:14 "For many are called, but few are chosen."

 I learned something recently...........................

  the ex-friend of mine who's name I can't mention not even her 1st name she tells me if I mention her 1st name she will sue me............well my daughter sat behind one of her kids at a church my daughter has been going to some. And my child tried to say hi, to my ex-best friends daughter (who we've known for years)

 And she refused to acknowledge my daughters existance. 

 My ex-best friend and her family aren't to be hated

but rather prayed for, loved

 It looks to be that my ex-best friend has told her children "hey don't have nothing to do with sheri's kids" Or or.............or......................my ex-best friend just hasn't taught her kids "better" in general. But there does seem to be a trend with her family of not liking people they deem uh possessed...if not hate then dislike that isn't very christian. Real trend that my ex-best friend set there when she said she don't want to be around the fallen angel that she deemed me to be possessed with or speak to him ever again (which at the time I was possessed bad.............ya). ------- and her husband is a really successful christian book author............................

 But I digress

LOVE PEOPLE!

AKA THE THEME OF MY BLOG

LOVE THEM

LOVE THEM ALL

AND DO GOOD TO AS MANY AS YOU CAN!

Galatians 6:10 "As we have therefore opportunity, let us do good unto all men, especially unto them who are of the household of faith."

  ok I pick a song.............................

 

bodybuilding and following jesus is starting to go hand in hand for me.....both requiring disicpline............

(above pic me 7-18-2017 hard at work aging in reverse -------- forget how I look you all to buisy judging people on how they look. It's how I feel, I feel so much better, after tweaking my workout ruitine and my diet to)
The elder of the ACCA church don't like bodybuilding so much says it has the potential to be a "vain thing" --------- but for me it's fun (I wrote this sentence in 2012 when I was still going to that church). Jesus came so we could have life more abundantly.............John 10:10 "The thief cometh not, but for to steal, and to kill, and to destroy: I am come that they might have life, and that they might have it more abundantly." (some people's health is badly off for reasons out of their control..........but a life more abundantly is a more healthy life I think..........for some people obtaining health is via going for walks.........I happen to enjoy eating some things that require for me to have a bit extra metabolism................if you have to peck at salads your whole life - that isn't life more abundantly in my estimation)
bodybuilding and following jesus is starting to go hand in hand for me.....both requiring disicpline............something I'm somedays a bit short on. It takes a lot of discipline I find to keep my  1 Corinthians 9:27 "But I keep under my body, and bring it into subjection: lest that by any means, when I have preached to others, I myself should be a castaway."
   So body building often I find when I'm rather faithful in bodybuilding it has some topple over effect a good effect into my abilities to follow jesus fully (when I'm trying to as I call it "ramp up" bulk up the muscles.........what I eats down to a science, lean meats lot's of fish, lots of beans, lot's of veggies - bout to get some fiber in the liquid format cause that's bestest for my bodybuilding goals to drink my fiber for the day ------ basically I stay away from potatoe chips, ice cream (eat frozen yogurt instead), donuts - definately all about these days limiting my carb intake) very regimented it is my entire diet and workout "supreme 90 day system" also ab circle, and nordic trac.
  Keeping your body "under, and bring it into subjection" as paul talks about in 1 corinthians 9:27 I find takes a lot of discipline. BUT WORTH IT! For 1 John 2:16 "For all that is in the world, the lust of the flesh, and the lust of the eyes, and the pride of life, is not of the Father, but is of the world." I don't want to be a friend with the world, I don't want to be about "the lust of the flesh" that's the one that mega stands out to me, that's the one I usually battle.
  So as goofy as it maybe I've decided to stick with bodybuilding for life (or as long as I can manage it) cause it's been so good for me having all that self discipline bible talks about "temperance" which is also a word for self discipline pretty much..........Galatians 5:22-23 "But the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, longsuffering, gentleness, goodness, faith, Meekness, temperance: against such there is no law." Also with bodybuilding just staying focused (on basically being self disciplined ------- takes focus all day long, all day long I have to focus on what I'm eating and how much water I'm drinking etc. - it's me self disciplining myself all day FOR A GOAL!!!!!!!!!!!!!! as is crucifying your flesh to it's lusts and desires it's FOR A GOAL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Galatians 5:24 "And they that are Christ's have crucified the flesh with the affections and lusts."
   I would post up a pick with this blog post but I'm still a bit "fluffy" few more days into the Supreme 90 day system and I will : ) But for me bodybuilding has became something much more then about the muscles I'm gaining, it's about the self discipline I'm gaining that much needed self discipline in the day - that I have that everyday all day long and obtain my fitness and spiritual goals is my prayer.
  Being buff is just going to be like a nice bonus : ) Have a great day earth!

  remember it isn't how fast you run this race that is life..........it's that you keep running.............hopefully we all are running to jesus and not this world or the things of it............

I'm painting turtles lately : ) 

John 13:34-35 "A new commandment I give unto you, That ye love one another; as I have loved you, that ye also love one another. By this shall all men know that ye are my disciples, if ye have love one to another."........................

ps.........Yes there are rich christians as well. But many christians are not rich. James 2:5 "Hearken, my beloved brethren, Hath not God chosen the poor of this world rich in faith, and heirs of the kingdom which he hath promised to them that love him?"

The latest for me for 6/7/2021 

and my rendition of Rhiannon by Fleetwood Mack below.......