I think like yesterday someone tried to kidnap me, they came up to me asking if I lost my prescriptions, except the papers had chinese writting on them only and I'm clearly not chinese -------- it was a chinese guy that ran up to me asking me if I lost my prescriptions...................they were a weird like waxy paper. And they didn't look like prescriptions, they were like coupon size, and had like writting on them and like images, and they didn't look like prescriptions at all. And then he like thumbed through them I guess to show off the prescriptions, but he only held one side of them I noticed that to...............
and that wasn't all I noticed
then we went to the next aisle
Thursday, December 25, 2025
I think like yesterday someone tried to kidnap me, they came up to me asking if I lost my prescriptions, except the papers had chinese writting on them only and I'm clearly not chinese -------- it was a chinese guy that ran up to me asking me if I lost my prescriptions...................they were a weird like waxy paper. And they didn't look like prescriptions, they were like coupon size, and had like writting on them and like images, and they didn't look like prescriptions at all. And then he like thumbed through them I guess to show off the prescriptions, but he only held one side of them I noticed that to...............
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Saturday, January 11, 2025
Believe in you, invest in you, your worth it. Might not blog for awhile, am going to the gym a lot, it's what keeps me sane, I've been bashed by the apostolic christian church of america elders for liking bodybuilding told I'm "the worst human ever" BUT THE GYM KEEPS ME SANE IT'S POSITIVITY. Philippians 4:8 "Finally, brethren, whatsoever things are true, whatsoever things are honest, whatsoever things are just, whatsoever things are pure, whatsoever things are lovely, whatsoever things are of good report; if there be any virtue, and if there be any praise, think on these things." The gym is a place of endless positivity, people trying to better their health their lives.................and pry am donating a lot of crystal jewelry to goodwill soon, cause it isn't a part of the "old money" look and I'm pry better off without some crutch RELY ON GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!..........................
Update 1/14/2025 dyed my hair "extreme teal" by overtone. I can't bleach my hair anymore cause I'm currently still battling excessive hair shedding - even though I taking b vitamins now (but hair will fall out due to stress, maybe menopause could be multiple reasons extra hair is falling out of my head). This overtone dye, it adds moisture - helpful ingredients to my hair...............This hair dye looks almost metallic in the light on me..............I look like a peacock now and I'm here for the peacock "old money" look (which is me inventing something, but since how I am a influencer, old money might also start dyeing their hair like this for real - they really might)................why wouldn't you want peacock hair if you could have that?????? It's black in areas, so it looks almost like a "normal hue"..........................
all that brian did was add extreme teal by overtone to my hair - we didn't bleach it or nothing and it turned out this good!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I LOVE PEACOCKS!!!!!!!!!!!!! 💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓
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More gaza good news...................
Hamas OKs draft agreement of a Gaza ceasefire and the release of some hostages, officials say...............
Believe in you, invest in you, your worth it. Might not blog for awhile, am going to the gym a lot, it's what keeps me sane, I've been bashed by the apostolic christian church of america elders for liking bodybuilding told I'm "the worst human ever" BUT THE GYM KEEPS ME SANE IT'S POSITIVITY. Philippians 4:8 "Finally, brethren, whatsoever things are true, whatsoever things are honest, whatsoever things are just, whatsoever things are pure, whatsoever things are lovely, whatsoever things are of good report; if there be any virtue, and if there be any praise, think on these things." The gym is a place of endless positivity, people trying to better their health their lives.................and pry am donating a lot of crystal jewelry to goodwill soon, cause it isn't a part of the "old money" look and I'm pry better off without some crutch RELY ON GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!..........................
And turns out I ain't going to church this weekend
I'm shabbating right now (via the internet)
but I'm tired.
it's not needed to blog often
or do church helping out often
or even go to church often
sometimes you need to rest!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
go to the gym
eat better
heal!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Sunday, May 12, 2024
Today I got free tickets to a fitness expo : ) And good thing cause I'm going gonzo with the bodybuilding - once maybe I was a "woes me" style chick, NOT ANYMORE. In the gym near everyday lately. Bible jesus JUST GIVES US SALVATION John 16:33 "These things I have spoken unto you, that in me ye might have peace. In the world ye shall have tribulation: but be of good cheer; I have overcome the world."...................
Today I got free tickets to a fitness expo : ) And good thing cause I'm going gonzo with the bodybuilding - once maybe I was a "woes me" style chick, NOT ANYMORE. In the gym near everyday lately. Bible says Jesus JUST GIVES US SALVATION John 16:33 "These things I have spoken unto you, that in me ye might have peace. In the world ye shall have tribulation: but be of good cheer; I have overcome the world."...................
facts 69% of the usa is obese/overweight
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Thursday, March 16, 2023
I am diligient in my buisiness, I diligiently listened to the Daily Audio bible today, and I diligiently hammered a few realistate signs sticks into the ground today! Proverbs 22:29 "Seest thou a man diligent in his business? he shall stand before kings; he shall not stand before mean men."........................
I am diligient in my buisiness, I diligiently listened to the Daily Audio bible today, and I diligiently hammered a few realistate signs sticks into the ground today! Proverbs 22:29 "Seest thou a man diligent in his business? he shall stand before kings; he shall not stand before mean men."........................
Go to the gym
sweat
sweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeat
get it donnnnnnnnnnnnnnne
1 Peter 5:5-7King James Version
5 Likewise, ye younger, submit yourselves unto the elder. Yea, all of you be subject one to another, and be clothed with humility: for God resisteth the proud, and giveth grace to the humble.
6 Humble yourselves therefore under the mighty hand of God, that he may exalt you in due time:
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Wednesday, September 28, 2022
I am nothing without God. Mark 10:27 "And Jesus looking upon them saith, With men it is impossible, but not with God: for with God all things are possible." I am tons like Joseph in the bible, who was not as popular as his brothers I believe (maybe even joseph was made fun of????)..........................BUT THE PEOPLE THAT LAUGH AT ME - THEY DON'T CONTROL MY DESTINY....................
I am nothing without God. Mark 10:27 "And Jesus looking upon them saith, With men it is impossible, but not with God: for with God all things are possible." I am tons like Joseph in the bible, who was not as popular as his brothers I believe (maybe even joseph was made fun of????)..........................BUT THE PEOPLE THAT LAUGH AT ME - THEY DON'T CONTROL MY DESTINY....................
I never ever ever take any roids
all natural bodybuilder
but I have THE PUMP
right now
You want greatness?
You should want to be great!
(my husband says he's happy a "cog in the wheel")
but people should want greatness!!!!
THEY SHOULD!!!!!!!
cause we have a bible that says god will spit out the lukewarm
probably many of the "cogs in the wheel" all happy where they are
Revelation 3:15-17
15 I know thy works, that thou art neither cold nor hot: I would thou wert cold or hot.
16 So then because thou art lukewarm, and neither cold nor hot, I will spue thee out of my mouth.
17 Because thou sayest, I am rich, and increased with goods, and have need of nothing; and knowest not that thou art wretched, and miserable, and poor, and blind, and naked:
Luke 6:22-24 "Blessed are ye, when men shall hate you, and when they shall separate you from their company, and shall reproach you, and cast out your name as evil, for the Son of man's sake. Rejoice ye in that day, and leap for joy: for, behold, your reward is great in heaven: for in the like manner did their fathers unto the prophets. But woe unto you that are rich! for ye have received your consolation."
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Wednesday, May 13, 2020
Public service announcement are you around the age of 50 didn't ever lift weights cause you didn't have time (or thought you didn't) and/or thought that bodybuilding stuff was vain like the elder of the apostolic christian church of america that told me I'm a horrible person..............
Cause I watch a tv show not saying what show (and some guy was having problems). And he got a shot in the ouch place. Because stuffs stops working often in guys around the age of 50 if they ain't got enough testosterone in their bodies. BODYBUILDING MIGHT ALSO WORK OUT FOR YOU!
I was told bodybuilding is vain, by the elder of the church of the apostolic christian church of america....................but it's helping me in getting through pre-menopause. I can't say how........exactly?????? I'm just done with the idea that bodybuilding is some "vanity" thing. I'm done, with being told trying to be healthy is "vain" John 10:10 "The thief cometh not, but for to steal, and to kill, and to destroy: I am come that they might have life, and that they might have it more abundantly."
I mean I can even come of with "saintly uh examples" you buff.............you can rescue someone from a burning car pry easy. You buff you can pry rescue someone from a burning house easy - these are the examples I have off the top of my head.
Firemen are buff we don't insult them by calling them vain (safe to say 0% firemen that are members of the apostolic christian church of america).
Did you loose your job (or your ability TO YIKES AT NIGHT), you want your life back GET YOUR LIFE BACK ................I big time suggest lift the weights. Mark 9:23 "Jesus said unto him, If thou canst believe, all things are possible to him that believeth." It don't even take much, if you all realized how little my hulk self actually lifts, you'd be amazed 70% of bodybuilding is diet!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 70%
I get trying to make not lifting weights saintly in your minds but you have greately many of you negatively have impacted me in that.................
anybody that is lazy
someone's impacted,
they have to clean up after you maybe?
Or stuff don't work on your anymore 🔍 (cause it shrank cause it don't have testosertone) ------- or hardly works, or you just don't even have a "drive" for that anymore in general.
My lord Jesus christ did not come here that I might have some deprived life!!!!!!!!!!!
John 10:10 "The thief cometh not, but for to steal, and to kill, and to destroy: I am come that they might have life, and that they might have it more abundantly."
FACTS: Many you need to change your mind about bodybuilding.
maybe not all you
maybe some you ladies out there dieting real well and like fanning yourselves off all day like I see you whilst in or nearing menopause, maybe that all works out for you????????
Diet's might take care of your temple of the holy spirit..........sure enough.............but diets are depraved, you can't eat like a beast then.
Jesus Christ our lord, came that you and I might have life more abundantly!!!!!!!!!!!!!
John 10:10 "The thief cometh not, but for to steal, and to kill, and to destroy: I am come that they might have life, and that they might have it more abundantly."
I know I'm not the only one that understands this in the united states of america, but somedays it's feels to me like I'm nearly the only one that "get's it"
Romans 8:36-38
I've gotten to be such a beast lately, thank god the Bowflex corporation makes sturdy bodybuilding equipment!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Tuesday, September 10, 2019
Don't consider what you can gain via sinning, instead consider what you can gain by suffering for jesus a little bit...............................

Luke 14:27-29 "And whosoever doth not bear his cross, and come after me, cannot be my disciple. For which of you, intending to build a tower, sitteth not down first, and counteth the cost, whether he have sufficient to finish it? Lest haply, after he hath laid the foundation, and is not able to finish it, all that behold it begin to mock him,"
The cost isn't actually that expensive at all, compared to what you/I gain making not even much effort, you ask me, it ain't a ton of effort I need to be making everyday to follow jesus.................it's just a bit.
John 8:30-32 "As he spake these words, many believed on him. Then said Jesus to those Jews which believed on him, If ye continue in my word, then are ye my disciples indeed; And ye shall know the truth, and the truth shall make you free."
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Monday, October 19, 2015
The power of believing of faith Mark 9:23 "Jesus said unto him, If thou canst believe, all things are possible to him that believeth."....................
Judges 16:28-31 "And Samson called unto the Lord, and said, O Lord God, remember me, I pray thee, and strengthen me, I pray thee, only this once, O God, that I may be at once avenged of the Philistines for my two eyes. And Samson took hold of the two middle pillars upon which the house stood, and on which it was borne up, of the one with his right hand, and of the other with his left. And Samson said, Let me die with the Philistines. And he bowed himself with all his might; and the house fell upon the lords, and upon all the people that were therein. So the dead which he slew at his death were more than they which he slew in his life. Then his brethren and all the house of his father came down, and took him, and brought him up, and buried him between Zorah and Eshtaol in the buryingplace of Manoah his father. And he judged Israel twenty years."
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Tuesday, November 11, 2014
I will fully admit, there have been times I have UNKNOWINGLY "persecuted the church" Philippians 3:6 "Concerning zeal, persecuting the church; touching the righteousness which is in the law, blameless."......................
I've always been a very "ambitious" person. Somedays for the mere fact that I wake up in the morning and I much want to live this life more abundantly jesus came to give me...........
a rich a full life
one where I am no longer a debtor (slave) to the flesh no more!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
The church is worried about my bodybuilding, they are weary of it, but I assure you all YET AGAIN, that I got my personal trainer certificate ok.............so if I decide to go a "professional route" with bodybuilding it'll be as a personal trainer and not a """""""""""competing bodybuillder"""""""""""
I swear I am not getting the muscles for vain reasons fact oftentimes women look a bit worse having muscles. It's for """"""""HEALTH""""""""" reasons.
Yes I am about to become exceedingly muscular (for career "personal trainer" reasons, and health reasons) it is fun for me : ) I do enjoy it : )
And elder of my church made sure I don't look down to people that don't look like me...........I completely don't. Everyone out there that is struggling with their weight, there are underlying issues, stress, health issues that make it hard to work out much, depression, anxiety. Very few people out there are actually like............ahhhhhhhhhhhh I'm going to eat all the food I want and just gain 400 lbs this year! - even the morbid obese, lot them say they wish that hadn't of happened to them THAT WASN'T THEIR PLAN FOR THEIR LIFE!!!!!!!!!!
Don't give up out there, not on your soul you salvation, not on your health DON'T GIVE UP!!!!!!!!!!!! Every walk, every good diet choice, every day you read your bible and pray helps!!!!!!
I verred off my topic at hand some. I wish to not be viewed as a "persecuter" of the church no more, I may slip up from time to time a bit???????????????? That is accidental if/when that does happen. (to much zeal I sometime's have gotten)
I hear lots of talk these days about false prophets and how they are all over the christian tv stations I even heard some real "off" stuffs that billy graham said (bible says to like judge nothing um.........1 Corinthians 4:5 "Therefore judge nothing before the time, until the Lord come, who both will bring to light the hidden things of darkness, and will make manifest the counsels of the hearts: and then shall every man have praise of God." I HOPE billy graham just had a few really off days??????????..........I would surely wish billy graham to be saved then not saved, if he believe's for reals something that isn't in keeping with the word of god it is my prayer that god will point that out to him) We all make mistakes.....................Ephesians 4:32 "And be ye kind one to another, tenderhearted, forgiving one another, even as God for Christ's sake hath forgiven you." As much as I am here giving advice to the planet with ephesians 4:32 I am also taking my own advice, this is something I need to work to do much, much, much more and I want to.
Now I am about to add a picture of how my biceps are doing today : ) for funsies : ).......................hahahahhahaha PS............nowdays I only wear blush and foundation, cause god appears to prefer I wear less makeup.................I am a redhead though us redheads we actually don't need makeup really..........................
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