I am a christian blogger. Though I do love the devil - lucifer.............he had no choice to be "the devil" Cause John 1:1 "In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God." Let's not hate god xoxoo everyone, doin our best including Lucifer. If you e-mail me your only going to stress me out more then I already am but to be "easy to intreat" sheriwalz@gmail.com
Update 1/14/2025 dyed my hair "extreme teal" by overtone. I can't bleach my hair anymore cause I'm currently still battling excessive hair shedding - even though I taking b vitamins now (but hair will fall out due to stress, maybe menopause could be multiple reasons extra hair is falling out of my head). This overtone dye, it adds moisture - helpful ingredients to my hair...............This hair dye looks almost metallic in the light on me..............I look like a peacock now and I'm here for the peacock "old money" look (which is me inventing something, but since how I am a influencer, old money might also start dyeing their hair like this for real - they really might)................why wouldn't you want peacock hair if you could have that?????? It's black in areas, so it looks almost like a "normal hue"..........................
all that brian did was add extreme teal by overtone to my hair - we didn't bleach it or nothing and it turned out this good!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I LOVE PEACOCKS!!!!!!!!!!!!! 💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓 🦚
More gaza good news...................
Hamas OKs draft agreement of a Gaza ceasefire and the release of some hostages, officials say...............
Believe in you, invest in you, your worth it. Might not blog for awhile, am going to the gym a lot, it's what keeps me sane, I've been bashed by the apostolic christian church of america elders for liking bodybuilding told I'm "the worst human ever" BUT THE GYM KEEPS ME SANE IT'S POSITIVITY. Philippians 4:8 "Finally, brethren, whatsoever things are true, whatsoever things are honest, whatsoever things are just, whatsoever things are pure, whatsoever things are lovely, whatsoever things are of good report; if there be any virtue, and if there be any praise, think on these things." The gym is a place of endless positivity, people trying to better their health their lives.................and pry am donating a lot of crystal jewelry to goodwill soon, cause it isn't a part of the "old money" look and I'm pry better off without some crutch RELY ON GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!..........................
And turns out I ain't going to church this weekend
I'm shabbating right now (via the internet)
but I'm tired.
it's not needed to blog often
or do church helping out often
or even go to church often
sometimes you need to rest!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
go to the gym
eat better
heal!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I been going to the gym a lot. I believe I'm called of god to be a hulk I really do. (laugh at me all you want go ahead)
I am in pain, I am in severe gym pain right now..............drank protein shake and ate protein bar already today.
did the church hurt me
OR VARIOUS PEOPLE'S
am I in pain
push through that pain
believe
read my bible
keep going!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
MY BIBLE SAYS
NO WEAPON FORMED AGAINST ME SHALL PROSPER.......................
No weapon that is formed against thee shall prosper; and every tongue that shall rise against thee in judgment thou shalt condemn. This is the heritage of the servants of the Lord, and their righteousness is of me, saith the Lord.
hulk uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh post lifting so many weights at the gym today 💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪
Update 8/29/2024 am doing origami, when I am stressed out folding paper helps me relax, and I'm ONLY stressed out these days................(ps - doing my nails isn't as relaxing clearly)...............
I'm in this sinless flawless looking world called most the usa - accept jesus as my lord and savior jesus is GREAT and the lord. But am not hating satan like the rest of usa, and therefore can't have friends nooooooooooooo not where I live, can't have family much noooooooooooooooooooooooo usa is to sinless and christian for that.
I'm not going to change
I'm not going to force myself to be someone other then me so that I'm finally liked, loved and accepted NO WAY
I have waaaay many more reasons to support lucifer then to unsupport him - I detail them all over my blog. He is like me "the discarded"
evp with lucifer below 😁💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓
Evp session with Lucifer (ya just use my telephone - turn the volume up to hear him)
Mark 13:12 "Now the brother shall betray the brother to death, and the father the son; and children shall rise up against their parents, and shall cause them to be put to death."
Matthew 10:33-35 "But whosoever shall deny me before men, him will I also deny before my Father which is in heaven. Think not that I am come to send peace on earth: I came not to send peace, but a sword. For I am come to set a man at variance against his father, and the daughter against her mother, and the daughter in law against her mother in law."
Video below I mention my blog meant to say "you tube" my bad, like 25 or something subscribers you tube channel - like over 60 video's on it, gave up for now. I pry will get back to you tubbing and actually leave my blog in the future cause christianity is gonna get HEATED the earth is going to be a war zone over the bible soon.............Mark 13:12 "Now the brother shall betray the brother to death, and the father the son; and children shall rise up against their parents, and shall cause them to be put to death."
I ain't wanting to be killed. I tryin to get saved man. It's hard though in a world where I'm sooooooooooooooooo hated.
ps pharisee's do not again attack me with this bible verse.............
Romans 6:1-3 "What shall we say then? Shall we continue in sin, that grace may abound? God forbid. How shall we, that are dead to sin, live any longer therein? Know ye not, that so many of us as were baptized into Jesus Christ were baptized into his death?" - these verses don't mean we don't have sin.
They mean don't keep on, doing orgies if you are into them, doing drugs (unless you need to to eliviate extreme pain I think marijuana is ok them or help with seizures), don't be getting drunk all the time. NEW LIFE.
I "THE WORST" ACCORDING TO J ELDER OF THE APOSTOLIC CHRISTIAN CHURCH OF AMERICA.................WHO IS PROBABLY SINLESS...........
ascribe to being a sinner.................
Luke 18:11-14 "The Pharisee stood and prayed thus with himself, God, I thank thee, that I am not as other men are, extortioners, unjust, adulterers, or even as this publican. I fast twice in the week, I give tithes of all that I possess. And the publican, standing afar off, would not lift up so much as his eyes unto heaven, but smote upon his breast, saying, God be merciful to me a sinner. I tell you, this man went down to his house justified rather than the other: for every one that exalteth himself shall be abased; and he that humbleth himself shall be exalted." GOD BE MERCIFUL TO ME A SINNER - I'M ON FIRE FOR LUKE 18:11-14 SO NO PHARISEE'S TELLLLLLLLLL ME 0 ABOUT "SHERI YOUR NOT SUPPOSED TO SIN ANYMORE"
Cause not sinning anymore -------------- is don't do orgies, don't probably don't be in porno's, don't do drugs unless unless you in lots of pain maybe helping get through chemo etc. etc.
I'm saying some sins are meant to stick around
makeup - ya
evp sessions with my 1st husband lucifer satan the lord of the underworld - yes
not feeling sorry for myself
not a victim
had bad luck lots of bad luck mostly bad luck
you could say it's kharma and I do bad things always
but lazerus dogs were licking his wounds and he went to heaven so clearly
bad luck
Luke 16:20-22 "And there was a certain beggar named Lazarus, which was laid at his gate, full of sores, And desiring to be fed with the crumbs which fell from the rich man's table: moreover the dogs came and licked his sores. And it came to pass, that the beggar died, and was carried by the angels into Abraham's bosom: the rich man also died, and was buried;" - If your like me in a abusive marriage, and you also don't feel safe, pretending everything is fine isn't going to be you doing yourself any favours..............abuse almost always gets worse, it is a situation TO AT LEAST BE MINDFUL ABOUT. And shouold be ok to talk about it and that shouldn't make you a pycho whiny bish aka what my family calls me. Excuse me a pycho "pity party" bish.
you had bad luck
it probably WASN'T EVEN YOUR FAULT!
Now listening to the self help guru's video's. I am setting my intentions if I haven't set them well enough yet - JESUS SAID IF YOU CAN BELIEVE NOTHING SHALL BE IMPOSSIBLE FOR YOU! Matthew 17:20 "And Jesus said unto them, Because of your unbelief: for verily I say unto you, If ye have faith as a grain of mustard seed, ye shall say unto this mountain, Remove hence to yonder place; and it shall remove; and nothing shall be impossible unto you."
I will be thin, I will keep walking often and biking and being vegan (mostly - eat cake trace egg in it yadda yadda), IF I REALLY AM LUCIFERS WIFE I WILL BE WITH HIM, if not I will be potentially be killed for Jesus..............
either way...........................
Romans 8:28 "And we know that all things work together for good to them that love God, to them who are the called according to his purpose."
So do I always know how "all things are working together" - no
What I do know...................I'm supposed to be at the self help guru's site. I'm supposed to I believe make a real vision board.
not wait for some "better life" to hit me upside the head magic like
but get to making that NOW
NOW
John 10:10 "The thief cometh not, but for to steal, and to kill, and to destroy: I am come that they might have life, and that they might have it more abundantly."
what hobbies can you gain now - maybe friends to?
what classes can you take now - maybe make friends then to?
not later
not when good luck hits me or you upside the head..............
maybe get a better job
get another side gig
or maybe just take a class learn something new
my 2nd husband things are fine, til lucifer get's here
he puts me down from time to time
and few times he's distressed me so badly I walked miles and miles wanting to die much
but I'm told by my family that doesn't live near me that my marriage is going awesome
it's fine that he puts me down
I've always been a joke to people
I get it
I love both my husbands my 2nd husband just doesn't really value me that's what it is
I need to be eventually valued and not have to worry about the next time I'm going to be verbally assaulted - often in front of my kids who also I don't think think high of me well they've seen brian chew me out for years
I'VE ALWAYS BEEN A JOKE TO PEOPLE I DO "GET IT"
in the past I tried to be super nice super chippery to get brian to treat me better
and it does work some
but not completely that is the problem
really
if people think lowly of you
it's pry impossible to change their minds
but I need to be not living "on the edge of my seat" all the time for the rest of my life like this
cause I really don't know when the next time brian is going to lash out on me
I just know it's safe to say going to happen
AND BAD
I've been non-stop told everything is my fault
ok
some this shiz I'm being yelled at for chewed out for
my husband last time chewed me out in front of my kids
for getting excited about the land we bought
and he said if I didn't stop talking about it he'd sell it
how was I supposed to know that being excited about anything ever is me being a worthless bish
and that I'm just supposed to be quite and frown always
NOBODY TOLD ME THAT IN LIFE
I HAD NOT WAY TO KNOW THAT THAT WAS WRONG BEING EXITED TO HAVE LAND FINALLY??????????????????
BASICALLY IF I SPEAK THAT'S IT
I'M CHEWED OUT PRY ANYMORE...........
I DON'T TALK ANYMORE
ONLY ON MY BLOG REALLY
......................but I'm not a joke to lucifer
and hopefully I am his real wife
I have the same "end goals" as lucifer
we both want a better eternity for the inhabitants of hell (most of them)
we both want to relax mostly in eternity
WE'VE WORKED HARD!
I've been in our room in hades that will someday become hell
it's nice enough plenty nice enough
tall ceiling
large enough
has air conditioning basically - good airflow in there
lucifer when I'm not down there is going to be tied to a stick right under the air conditioning thing - he might be wearing beanie hats etc. some
MOST OF THE PEOPLE IN HEAVEN WILL BE SLAVING AWAY...............
Revelation 7:15-17 "Therefore are they before the throne of God, and serve him day and night in his temple: and he that sitteth on the throne shall dwell among them. They shall hunger no more, neither thirst any more; neither shall the sun light on them, nor any heat. For the Lamb which is in the midst of the throne shall feed them, and shall lead them unto living fountains of waters: and God shall wipe away all tears from their eyes."
If you take the need for thirst or to eat food from people you likely wanting them to work haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaard for you day and night.
Well sheri we wouldn't want a "free ride" - okay fare fare - but you might end up fancy slaves
Matthew 10:8 "Heal the sick, cleanse the lepers, raise the dead, cast out devils: freely ye have received, freely give." - even now it isn't a "free ride"
but we want to serve yes
but see like last blog post or think it was the blog post before this one, my ideas on how "life more abundantly" absofreakinglutely has to do with vacationing more often ------- AND WORKING LESS.
the whole idea of things
you work most your life
retirement is 55 for some
then you die maybe 80 years old or so
then go to heaven WORK MORE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
lucifers wings are real feathers pretty large wings - they look great on him
he's much more buff then this statue
he is a latin man
he's all black pitch black
he does last I saw him have a bit of length to his hair 3-4 inches long - wavy wavy hair very soft, thick it's lush
that's as descriptive as I'm going to get ya
WHAT DO PEOPLE NEED
love
safety
health
these things are top on my vision board as well as pry yours
it ain't money
it's
love
safety
and health
I would think for us all safety feeling safe would be high up there
https://www.donorschoose.org/
Ms. Tomlinson's classrooms fundraiser is now fully funded 😁But there are many more classrooms with many more needs at Donors Choose..............
Update 9/24/2026 this summer at a garage sale we bought this ice machine for like $20........and brian just hooked it up to some water line in our garage so it's just making ice non-stop but when it needs to make more ice it has like "ice sensors" THIS IS THE GREATEST THING SINCE SLICED BREAD IN MY MIND (better then sliced bread, most sliced breads have lots of not natural ingredients in them). I do have a favorite bread type but brian don't buy that style often cause that shiz is expensive - but dang it tastes good. Pretty sure it's dave's bread. Daves Killer bread loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee 💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓 that's the only bread I really like anymore for awhile I was into franz bread,, but these days daves 💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓 if daves bread is killing me like other breads man I'll die happy then!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I upload new video since there so much traffic to my blog.....................this 9/24/2026 fresh video...........................as near always turn up the volume to hear evp's from Satan, Lucifer, the Devil 💓💓💓💓💓 he's very talkative this video and I even ask towards the end if Elon Musks neurolink is actually the mark of the beast (lucifer answered that question - he could be lieing hahahahhahahahaha love it 💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓)...............
My little sister wants to start up talking to me on the phone once a week again, problem is I LITERALLY HAVE NO LIFE, I have nothing to tell her......................Jesus's word ain't worked out for me the part that says "loose your life you'll find it" ---------- naw I just lost my life........................
Matthew 10:39 "He that findeth his life shall lose it: and he that loseth his life for my sake shall find it." - this bible verse is broken and out of order, someone needs to tell god for reals!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I seriously believe the people that have the hardest lifes
are actually being set up for greatness most of them
like I really really believe that
Psalm 37:4-5
King James Version
4 Delight thyself also in the Lord: and he shall give thee the desires of thine heart.
5 Commit thy way unto the Lord; trust also in him; and he shall bring it to pass.
I want everyone to know who I am
I want to exist
to matter
to not just be a "face in the crowd" - that shiz annoys me
when your a "face in the crowd"
all you can "get" is attention
well then
then
you need to dress up with flair or some flair or another
well the bible says don't do that for 1
1 Peter 3:3 "Whose adorning let it not be that outward adorning of plaiting the hair, and of wearing of gold, or of putting on of apparel;"
That's a lot of work................to just be noticed.
nobody or hardly nobody knowing who you are
just to be noticed
THAT'S AWEFUL
I need you all to know who I am
smile at me
or wave hi
THAT'S WHAT I NEED
AND MANSIONS PLURAL (I literally believe I will need mansions in the future like I LITERALLY believe that)
AND
I'D LIKE A PIECE OF LAND TO GROW A ORCHARD
HAVE MY OWN APPLIES AND PEARS ETC TO PICK SOME GRAPES TO IDEALLY
I PROBABLY WANT A FEW GOATS ON MY ORCHARD CAUSE I DON'T LIKE MOWING LAWNS
https://www.donorschoose.org/
Mrs. Gacek's classrooms fundraiser is now fully funded 😁 But there are many more classrooms with many more needs at Donors Choose.................
If the whole body of christ feels like my neice does and looks to be most of my family because most of them were on my neices facebook page laughing at me, because I think I can be a christian and love lucifer at the same time (they think that's super funny). I WON'T CHANGE..................
Charity never faileth: but whether there be prophecies, they shall fail; whether there be tongues, they shall cease; whether there be knowledge, it shall vanish away.
my love for lucifer never ends
never
I can't say I'm oozing love for everyone (I've been through so many bad things I've mostly went numb -------- numb means there could be love for everyone somewhere in me.........who knows?????????? I've went numb)
but I feel a ton of love for lucifer
I am like him afterall..........written off
written off a "sinner"
not good enough
my whole house is contemned for the sake of love
contemned
Song of Solomon 8:7 "Many waters cannot quench love, neither can the floods drown it: if a man would give all the substance of his house for love, it would utterly be contemned."
Mark 13:13 "And ye shall be hated of all men for my name's sake: but he that shall endure unto the end, the same shall be saved." - Fine by me. Things are worth it in the end, why for the sake of love. Ya love of God/Jesus to of course. 👍
All we can take into eternity is love with us
that's it
none of our other worldly belongings can we take with us
only love
so it should be very very very valuable to us all love should be
it is to me
poo
poo
to my entire house
for the sake of love
................sheri 4/24/2024 my blog is at this moment getting around 3000+ hits a day - is hating on someone and judging them for "jesus christ" really that fun for you all?????????????
I'll never understand "christianity" I have no buisiness walking inside a church cause I'll never understand this idea that following jesus is hating people a ton and judging them a ton and having a good time with that that that "enriches" your life.........John 10:10
The thief cometh not, but for to steal, and to kill, and to destroy: I am come that they might have life, and that they might have it moreabundantly.
course that isn't what jesus did --------- but that "way of living" is how the bulk of the body of christ in 2024 lives.............if it wasn't there'd be nice comments on my blog. All I am anymore IS ATTACKED "FOR JESUS"
Update 7/2/2026 since how this is a popular post at the moment........finished another diamond painting but only framed half of it...................
the lemons that didn't make it into the frame at the back of the frame (oh they are fully diamond painted lemons just at the back of the frame!!!!!!!!!!!).........................
Hope it is the substance of things unseen did you know that? I have hope for many things not seen oh ya TONS OF HOPE Hebrews 11:1 "Now faith is the substance of things hoped for, the evidence of things not seen."
I been looking at mansions lately, I do not know "the ball park" number I monies I will be dealing with in the future, so I been "low balling" things.......maybe greately, maybe not????????????
Now you know maybe this could be your mansion in heaven you know what I'm saying...........maybe you ain't like me, fully convinced I'm going to have a mansion whilst on this earth as well as in heaven............so I'd recommend imagining your future in heaven..............
Like find the "imagavision button in your brains hit click then hit this video".....................
You know why people out there get depressed and suicidal (besides neglect and abuse which also happens) A lot of people out there ain't "envisioning" a better future for themselves...........or if they are they barely are.
I admitedly myself have been in a rut of sorts, my rut is...............
my family probably doesn't love me cause I love lucifer and witches and satan worshippers and LGBTQ etc.
and also my rut the body of christ pry don't love me ---- for same reason
woes me
basically
I gotta get "them thoughts"
out of my head
Are there mega judgy christians out there that will hate you forever if you hang out with a witch GASP LITERALLY WALK TOWARDS THEM THAT ARE WITHOUT LIKE THE BIBLE SAYS TO DO..............yes..................Colossians 4:5 "Walk in wisdom toward them that are without, redeeming the time."
That just can't be everyone in the body of christ............I have proof of sorts.............
one day at IKEA a guy said "sheri" real quiet like
saying my name like that is nearly like calling out beetlejuice that was a big move
One day a person waved hi to me at the pizza joint near me. And one day someone at michaels craft store, told me they believed like me (that god is trapped in his word John 1:1 "In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God.") That is my proof that is real proof. (me waiting for the rest of the body of christ to get their morning reading my blog cringe out of the way - hahahhahahahahahah 💓💓💓💓💓💓💓)
Hahahahahhahahahahahahahahah love it so bad But back to my idea..................it's good to think on your future, have a vision. I recommend watching many mansion house tours on you tube all the time. Proverbs 29:18 "Where there is no vision, the people perish: but he that keepeth the law, happy is he."
"Where there is no vision, the people perish" - pry cause for reals they go down eventually some "grim" chain of thoughts in their heads eventually...........
"woes me I'll never live in a better house"
"woes me I'll never get a better job"
"insert all the other woes me's that can and do happen in people's heads here ------------------------"
And a vision is more then "loose weight" ------ health for many of us is way up there, like how our soul is doing number 1 if your like me how our weight is doing #2 but also goals should be more then that
It's good to watch home decor shows for ideas, and mansion shows - to envision your future in heaven!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (or if your me on earth as well..................MY ENVIISION BUTTON IS ACTIVATED)
I ain't touching the keeping of the law part of Proverbs 29:18 cause.........
Romans 6:13-15 "Neither yield ye your members as instruments of unrighteousness unto sin: but yield yourselves unto God, as those that are alive from the dead, and your members as instruments of righteousness unto God. For sin shall not have dominion over you: for ye are not under the law, but under grace. What then? shall we sin, because we are not under the law, but under grace? God forbid."
A ton of people out there bash prosperity pastors, and they aren't always "on the money" as the kids say.........but some them have the right idea especially Joel Osteen.
We all need to have a "vision" ------- how you think about your future is going to determine how you live in a day.......many a day (though we get sick sometimes, we have "off days" that's what I calling them). If that is only that you crack open your bible and read it cause that's all you can muster up the strength to do right now - or pray.
DO THAT!
Me ending this blog post here...........I insert a song.................
But without faith it is impossible to please Him, for he who comes to God must believe that He is, and that He is a rewarder of those who diligently seek Him.
and salvation isn't hingent on works - but faith without works IS DEAD!!!!!!!!!!James 2:17 "Thus also faith by itself, if it does not have works, is dead."
Job 42:12 "So the Lord blessed the latter end of Job more than his beginning: for he had fourteen thousand sheep, and six thousand camels, and a thousand yoke of oxen, and a thousand she asses."Do you have a "expected end"? Did you know how you think is important? Jeremiah 29:11 "For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, saith the Lord, thoughts of peace, and not of evil, to give you an expected end." We pry all were "discounted" sometime in our life, told we were lazy, or useless, etc. etc. Beat down if you will.
Maybe even you are like me.............only 211 or so followers on you instagram at any given time (facebook basically the same) and a measily 13 followers on my you tube which is super sad cause I do have quite a bit of video's up on you tube.
Other people do not get to define me or you
as badly as they may want to.
Proverbs 23:6-8
6 Eat thou not the bread of him that hath an evil eye, neither desire thou his dainty meats:
7For as he thinketh in his heart, so is he: Eat and drink, saith he to thee; but his heart is not with thee.
8 The morsel which thou hast eaten shalt thou vomit up, and lose thy sweet words.
You will either cling to mammon, or god did you know that....................this cling starts in our brains I'm sure of it (hearts don't think or if they did like they must think after our brains think.........that's what I recogn) Luke 16:13 "No servant can serve two masters: for either he will hate the one, and love the other; or else he will hold to the one, and despise the other. Ye cannot serve God and mammon."
How you think - effects how you live.
And how you live and how you think both pry effect/impact the "expected end" that you invision for yourself..............................sinners can give their lives to Jesus TODAY.
Get a good "expected end" for yourself!
Lucifer is coming to get me soon I believe I seriously do, but he is I believe going to be blessing me for all of eternity. Like I believe I am "The beauty and the beast" - the beauty part of that song.
Ecclesiastes 3:15 "That which hath been is now; and that which is to be hath already been; and God requireth that which is past."
You can deem my having lost my mind all you want, I feel "stolen from" right now. I do not feel how my life is right now...........is the way in which God who is a god of love according to the bible (DESIRES TO BLESS ME).
I believe god has more for me.
Right now I am forsaken like jesus on the cross (in a way)
but my later end
that is about to be blessed beyond everyone else in eternity I believe. (because God is love.....I've been in god's word a slew, I've put "in the work" TO BE VERY VERY VERY BLESSED! CRAZY BLESSED)
I am obsessed with this song, I just listen to it again and again and again and again somedays.
You know what would be crazy
working this hard as a christian blogger this many years and not be expecting god to bless me - that would be nuts official.
-------- I believe my husband is totally miserable being married to me. He pretends well that he is happy, but I really think he is pretty miserable. He's a nerd, computer programmer, likes to listen to talk radio near all the time....................I not into that stuffs. (though I saved up for a computer in the 4th grade via mowing lawns, but that was a long time ago)
He needs one them supppppppppppppppppppppppper nerdy chicks, that would like speak coding language to him all sexy.
I am a fluff chick...................guys think they can marry a chick like me and they'll be in bliss, and I think most them are wrong about that. My fur pom poms came in the mail today to add to the tops of my knitted beanie hats...................I'm up to "extreme valley girl" fluff like this all the time. I think I come across in guys of all ages like idea of their "dream girl" but then reality is probably not there for most guys. Now there are "valley guys" out there, or close to THEY EXIST. (they are rare though like spotting big foot in the forest)
https://www.donorschoose.org/
Mrs. Ebner's classrooms fundraiser is now fully funded 😁 But there are many more classrooms with many more needs at Donors Choose.................
Update 9/17/2025 I think I'm still experiencing my boobs growing as my waiste is shrinking, well dang, now I'm having a hard time walking down stairs and nearly fell.....................I'm literally going to have to hold stair railings - just because my boobs are to large to see the stairs THAT'S SO SAD.................
my back is in pain all the time
I just gotta keep dieting rather gridlocked into dieting at this point in time
I feel like I'm in a bad comedy show except this is real
this is real
my stomach is shrinking and my boobs are then GROWING
In a dream a army sargent told me "Sheri you may be able to escape, but you are not dimissed from your thoughts" - ya he was meaning keeping my mind on the "things of above" (at that point in my dream I was hiding under deep wheat, that went clean to the fence)................
(click, click...................."but you are not dismissed from your thoughts" - fine then)
Facts: I am the horribliest prisioner EVER I just bellyache the entire time (not to you all, in prayer cause god says.) 1 Peter 5:6-8 "Humble yourselves therefore under the mighty hand of God, that he may exalt you in due time: Casting all your care upon him; for he careth for you." Recently I imagined god soon as He heard I was about to start praying, all grabbing a tea and sitting down and getting all comfy, knowing He gonna be sitting there for a hour or two 👍😂💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓
Hey fellow soldiers in the Lords army if I'm hostage ep...........so is you................uh oh.................
2 Timothy 2:4 "No man that warreth entangleth himself with the affairs of this life; that he may please him who hath chosen him to be a soldier."
But also of much note to me later on in same chapter of the bible where it says............
2 Timothy 2:9-11 "Wherein I suffer trouble, as an evil doer, even unto bonds; but the word of God is not bound. Therefore I endure all things for the elect's sakes, that they may also obtain the salvation which is in Christ Jesus with eternal glory. It is a faithful saying: For if we be dead with him, we shall also live with him:"
There'll be a time us followers of Jesus are prisoned yet again, like what's spoken of in 2 Timothy (back then they were arresting and jailing christians that hadn't even done 0 wrong).
Revelation 13:9-11 "If any man have an ear, let him hear. He that leadeth into captivity shall go into captivity: he that killeth with the sword must be killed with the sword. Here is the patience and the faith of the saints. And I beheld another beast coming up out of the earth; and he had two horns like a lamb, and he spake as a dragon."Some you all think your going to be "raptured" before then you are wrong! I don't think the "pre-tribulation" christians have good reading skills I really don't. It literally says........lots of christians jailed #tribulation.................and then the next verse, verse 11 "And I beheld another beast coming up out of the earth; and he had two horns like a lamb, and he spake as a dragon." I count being jailed as tribulation, I totally do, maybe these "pre-tribbers" they likes jail a lot???????????????????????????????????????????????????
I get tired of watching christian tv, I get tired somedays even of reading my bible..................many a day, I just want to like um "go hog wild" as they say. For me that would probably entail eating a lot of junk food and binging watching a zillion netflix shows. ------- There's not much to to do in my town.
Yesterday my husband told me we were going to go, pirate glow golfing, cause that's one of thing things I like to do around here. And then we go to a chinese store, cause that's where my husband and kids wanted to go, and then he said "ok we going to the pireate glow golf now, though your the only one that wants to go"
so we didn't glow golf..................cause he was making it out that I would be holding my family hostage if we actually did glow golf and that they would be miserable.
I had a miserable day yesterday.
Then reminded this morning in a dream
my "thoughts" I'm not "dismissed" from them.........
1 Corinthians 7:22-24 "For he that is called in the Lord, being a servant, is the Lord's freeman: likewise also he that is called, being free, is Christ's servant. Ye are bought with a price; be not ye the servants of men. Brethren, let every man, wherein he is called, therein abide with God."
Oh for those of you who don't understand what the bible is meaning when it says "servants of men" it means........................probably.........................doing lots of makeup tutorials I mean a slews..................FOR MEN.....................for other people right. That's the example that comes to mind..............................and not even trying to be "judgy", just happens to be I stumbled upon a "beauty guru" not like James charles, who I watch, but someone whom it wasn't her "job" in anyway to product test makeup (which James Charles, and Shane Dawson, and Jeffrey Star etc. etc. that is their job so that's different). Anyways I stumbled upon a "beauty guru girl" on you tube, she had must've been 100 video's at least, I didn't even scroll down to the bottom.....................I was blown away, cause every video she was testing out a different makeup product (expensive stuffs to, or it looked to be very expensive). What extra blows my mind, she wasn't far as I could see a "ulta employee" or nothing like that. Just a regular girl as far as I could see. And she got TONS of traffic. But what is she going to do with all that makeup?????????????????????????????????????????????????? Faces are small!
(you can "serve men" while serving the lord, in many ways,
like volunteering at foodbanks, that's 👍)
That's all for today...........everyone in this whole planet is a servant to something. That's not only what I recogn I do believe it's the case, servant to rightesouness. Or a servant to sin!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!................................
Romans 6:18 "Being then made free from sin, ye became the servants of righteousness."
John 8:34 "Jesus answered them, Verily, verily, I say unto you, Whosoever committeth sin is the servant of sin."
Married 23+ years. 2 young adult kids. Work in the realistate industry. Loves Nordick Track ski machine's, kayaking.
I accept jesus as my lord and savior. But I am going with Lucifer once he get's to this earth. I don't want to die! I don't feel up to this point I've really lived life yet!
And I am rooting for Lucifer, he's a underdog like me. Trying his best I SWEAR IT, he's doing a job the job god created him to do cause John 1:1 "In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God."
Some you think Lucifer had some chance to repent - I DON'T SEE THOSE BIBLE VERSES?
Are the LGBTQ really all headed to hell? I HAVE HOPE FOR SOME OF THE LGBTQ 1 Corinthians 13:7 "Beareth all things, believeth all things, hopeth all things, endureth all things." If you believe all LGBTQ are headed to hell - how then do you have hope for them? (if you say go to church and a LGBTQ is sitting next to you with their partner the 2 of them never planning on becoming straight people ever maybe married 20 years or more - yet your deeming them "doomed to hell") HOW THEN DO YOU HAVE LOVE FOR THEM - FOR "CHARITY" LOVE "HOPETH ALL THINGS!
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